Yumao(Zhangqianye) is a trans girl, who is gentle, smart, tough and lovely.
She introduced herself in her profile: Perhaps Yumao doesn't like taking part in group activities. I love white and red, also that kind of rainbow in Glitch. And I have a sweet tooth, I would feel happy for a long time while holding a packet of white rabbit creamy candies. I love cats, and adopt a cat called Ayaka.
She was an admiral of *Kancolle*, and her first action figure was Destroyor Akizuki im *kancolle*.
She loved time with silent and ease. For example, she put on the headphones and drank hot coffee in café, she watched out of the window and observed people came and left. This would make her relaxed. Sometimes, she had some special thoughts. She wished to shooting stars at times, she said: "It's not because I believe that, but in that it's free. And there's no evidence shows it doesn't work."
Yumao liked to watch stars when she didn't sleep yet at night. After she returned to China, due to bad weather and few time, she couldn't watch stars as previous time. So [she made a special trip to Dishui Lake once and watched stars](https://web.archive.org/web/20210517104313/https://oao.moe/archives/834/).
She saved many thoughts in her [private blog](https://web.archive.org/web/20210420170241/https://oao.moe/archives/), and these blog posts included many areas: computer science, military and politics. She was also a girl who loved literature, and she wrote down much beautiful prose and poetry. Of course, she record daily life in her blog, and we can still see her story, her experience, and her train of thoughts.
在从308房间出来之后数日,由于 Neko 掌握着不错的计算机技术,加上此时宣传部门较为信任她,于是他们找到了 Neko,要求其帮助他们修理网络系统。Neko 在修复网络系统后迅速给羽毛发送了邮件。
随后,外界开始了对Neko父母的言论轰炸,新京报的记者也找到了好孩子,询问Neko的下落。
但是,Neko 的父母随后作出了惊人的决定,和其他人说已经把 Neko 从机构中带出,随后将 Neko 的户籍注销,并用哭腔在《新京报》的采访中对外界宣称 Neko 已于 3 月 24 日凌晨自杀。
> To commenmorate all the difficulties I suffered in the past two years
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> From 2018-03-16 22:31
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> To 2020-03-16 22:31
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> Thanks to all your efforts in that period
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> This is also, to remember all the things you experienced after we separted
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> Also, for you in 2018-07-31
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> Thank you everyone.
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> Neko, at Telegram
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After survived the ordeal, Neko tried to get out of the shadow, and she gradually moved toward to the right road of life.
"Cat will stay alive, to remember that girl I used to loved." This is what Neko always uses to encourage herself.
In Zhihu question[What are your thoughts about ZhiHu user @yu-zhang-31-35 ?](https://www.zhihu.com/question/284818437), many friends wrote their memories of yumao, and expressed their sandness and regret of the death of her.
Good night, yumao, wish you can be a girl and live happily.
Contributors for this entry: One-Among-Us, [Ayaka Neko](https://twitter.com/ayakaneko)