"\"use strict\";Object.defineProperty(exports,\"__esModule\",{value:true});Object.defineProperty(exports,\"default\",{enumerable:true,get:function(){return _default}});function _createMdxContent(props){var _components=Object.assign({blockquote:\"blockquote\",p:\"p\",em:\"em\",h2:\"h2\",a:\"a\",br:\"br\"},props.components),PhotoScroll=_components.PhotoScroll;if(!PhotoScroll)_missingMdxReference(\"PhotoScroll\",true);return Vue.h(Vue.Fragment,null,Vue.h(_components.blockquote,null,\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"Like a warbling oriole gliding below the blossom...\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"Like a mountain spring purling down a bank...\"),\"\\n\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(\"h3\",{align:\"center\"},\"- Immersed in love and being loved -\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"When it comes to the wounds caused by love, Mika must be mentioned.\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.blockquote,null,\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,'\"But after meeting Spring Khara, I realized how happy it is to have someone with me.\"'),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,'\"But now I have to lose her...\"'),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,'\"I don\\'t want to go on alone anymore.\"'),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,'\"Being alone is painful, and I can\\'t see hope.\"'),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,'\"\\uD835\\uDCE0\\uD835\\uDCFE\\uD835\\uDCEA\\uD835\\uDCF7, are you there?\"'),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,'\"Can I give you my Twitter account password?\"'),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,'\"It\\'s somewhat bitter...\"'),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,'\"Spring is leaving for Japan, maybe she\\'s boarding the plane now. Tell her I love her.\"'),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,'\"I bought some ice cream. When my stomach starts to ache, I\\'ll eat some to suppress it.\"'),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"\\\"It won't be painful. It won't.\\\"\"),\"\\n\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(PhotoScroll,{photos:[\"${path}/photos/photo1.png\"]}),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"Mikaela Khara, also known as Mika,\\nwas a 16-year-old trans girl from Beijing.\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"She was a top student who attended a special class in a Beijing high school, and her family was fairly well-off.\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"She enjoyed playing \",Vue.h(_components.em,null,\"Dead by Daylight\"),' and researching network engineering.\\nMany people were willing to engage with her;\\nshe had a wide range of hobbies,\\nand she gave off a very reliable \"big sister\" vibe.\\nOf course, she was indeed older than me.\\nBut the reliability I once thought she had was just a feeling after all...'),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"She had a sense of humor,\\nwas very caring towards others,\\nbut also struggled with gender identity and inner struggle.\\nShe showed a lively side of herself,\\nbut upon closer observation,\\nshe revealed a deep awareness of her own situation.\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.h2,null,\"First Meeting\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,'I first met Mika on the night of July 31st, 2023.\\nHer intention was clear ——\\nshe wanted to \"ship\" me and Jing Jiangbie as a couple.'),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"Later on, I learned that she was in a relationship with Spring Khara.\\nEven though they hadn't been together long,\\nI could tell from their conversations that they deeply loved each other.\\nAt that time, she was one of my \\\"little bells\",Vue.h(\"sup\",null,Vue.h(\"a\",{href:\"#footnote-1\",id:\"footnote-ref-1\"},\"1\")),'\" as I often saw her and Spring flaunting their affection for each other.'),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"Through our chats,\\nI began to realize that Mika’s family likely offered little emotional support.\\nShe was longed for love and companionship and tended to become emotionally dependent on others.\\nAbout half a month later,\\nthe four of us created a small group chat.\\nAlmost every night, we’d make calls together,\\nand sometimes we’d watch Mika play Dead by Daylight in the voice channel.\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"IregretneverwatchingMikaplay.\\nUnfortunately,Iwasb
