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name: Rentable
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alias: Ren
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location: Xinxiang, Henan
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> Does Heaven accept trans girl?
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> Thought a lot:
>
> From the beginning to the end, I was always alone.
> I wanted to seek light, but the darkness turned me into a lunatic completely.
> Sooner or later, I will fall into the abyss of darkness…
> That's all. This is the end.
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## Introduction
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Rentable, a girl who looked a little mysterious, was from Xinxiang, Henan.
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Despite this, she always seemed lively when she was with her friends.
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Sometimes she took many kinds of drugs...
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She had someone she cared about.
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> My brain is like a ball of paste wrapped up.
> I can’ t even remember what happened more than ten seconds ago.
> That's it...good night.
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After [YanTian ](https://one-among.us/profile/SS3B_0016 ) passed away, she tried to leave this world by cutting her wrists.
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> That feeling of being stripped away bit by bit.
> Watching myself encounter another self in the hallucination.
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## Departure
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After [SANYIA ](http://www.sanyia.top ) [was admitted to the mental health hospital again ](https://meow.sanyia.top/index.php/archives/357/ ), Rentable finally lost her last silver of hope.
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> Who is homeless, sitting on the street, and crying at three o'clock?
> Oh, it’ s me...
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SANYIA once told her that she would be discharged from the hospital in July, and this became the last straw for her.
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She finally chose to leave at the beginning of the rainy season.
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Be well in the other world.
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