2023-08-06 14:00:49 +08:00
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name: Ling Shui Yu Yu Zi
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alias: Yu Yu Zi
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location: Qingyang, Gansu, China
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## Description
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She loves Sunflowers. She once told me she feels some kind of predestined affinity with Sunflowers.
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She is persistent when it comes to her art.
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She likes to drink Monster Energy.
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She often tells me she cannot have a good meal.
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She thinks she don't have many friends.
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Her first language is Russian.
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She knows how to play guitar.
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Her parents fought a lot.
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She didn't consider her life more valuable than others'.
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If she believes sacrificing herself would benefit others, she won't have a second thought.
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She cares about her friends a lot.
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2024-05-25 05:57:49 +08:00
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She's an Eastern Orthodox Christian.
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She doesn't really trust God 100%, though.
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She came up with her nickname “Ling Shui Yu Yu Zi” while feeding fish.
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“Ling Shui Yu Yu Zi” means fish in clear water.
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She began transitioning because:
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1. Her parents told her they wanted a daughter. She felt she was born with the wrong sex.
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2. She decided on who she wanted to become after immersing in ACG culture and found out about the futa character stereotype.
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3. A character she created became more and more similar to herself. She wanted to replace her.
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2024-02-15 08:49:10 +08:00
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4. Pressure from family and school was becoming increasingly heavy. She wanted to escape the body she was born with but don't have the means to do so.
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2024-02-15 08:49:10 +08:00
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While trying to console her friend, a conflict ensued. She swallowed lots of her meds that night and argued with her father after waking up.
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She then attempted suicide and was sent to the hospital. She was confirmed to be died and cremated by August 1st, 2023.
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