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name: Xueli
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info:
alias: Xuewulihuameng
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location: Yubei, Chongqing
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> "May kind souls be treated gently by the world."
>
> By: Xuewulihuameng
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## Description
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Xueli was a gentle, lovely, kind-hearted, but somewhat solitary trans girl.
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She was skilled in drawing.
She once made a drawing as a present for her friend.
However, only after her death did her friend receive the drawing.
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In the Zhihu questions [How’ s meeting Xuewulihuameng in real life? ](https://www.zhihu.com/question/269853559 ) and [What do you think of the death-seeking tendencies of Xuewulihuameng? ](https://www.zhihu.com/question/268738337 ), many of her friends expressed their grief and said that she was really kind.
Just before her departure, she still consoled and encouraged one of her friends.
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## Her Departure
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Xueli wrote at the beginning, “May kind souls be treated kindly by the world.”
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But, Xueli herself was a kind, gentle girl...
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From the afternoon to the evening of April 1st, 2018, she was still living happily in this world.
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However, that same night, she revealed her gender identity to her parents. Her parents reacted horribly.
Then, after browsing numerous negative messages on the internet,
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she started to consider taking her own life.
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On that quiet night, without letting anyone know, she went to the Huanghuayuan Jialingjiang Bridge...
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Following is the last photo she left behind:
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Looking into the distance from the bridge,
the blurred lights seemed to be moistened by tears...
After leaving a scheduled suicide note, Xueli chose to leave this world.
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When she was found, she wore a beautiful dress, smiling.
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She always treated people around her gently,
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but what she’ d done was so cruel to herself...according to her friends, she was terrified of pain after all.
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## After Her Departure
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Xueli’ s friend [Futajuhuacha ](https://one-among.us/profile/Futajuhuacha ) was also a very gentle girl.
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After her departure, Huacha deeply missed her and eventually ended her life on the same bridge.
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“As if the vernal breeze had come back overnight, Adorning thousands of pear trees with blossoms white.”
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We are waiting for the day the gentle breeze comes again,
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and pear blossoms come out once more,
also waiting for your return, reunion...