> 2. Pour my ashes into the sea. Don't preserve and worship it. I don't like that.
> 3. Don't blame anyone on my funeral. I knew I would not be able to continue anymore someday long ago because of my own mental issues.
> 4. Don't cry too load at my funeral, okay?
> 5. Play *I really want to stay at your house* at my funeral. I really like this song, but I can't sing it because my voice is too low.
> 6. Format all my electronic devices.
> 7. Let my family decide what to do with everything else I owned.
> 8. Drink a cup of Whiskey with me on my funeral.
> Actually, I still have a lot of things I want to do. It's a pity that I lost to myself. But I have to admit defeat. I knew I would not be able to continue anymore someday long ago because of my own mental issues.
> One last thing: I want the host of my funeral to address me as "your daughter". My only wish is to be myself. Seems like it won't get fulfilled...