"\"use strict\";Object.defineProperty(exports,\"__esModule\",{value:true});Object.defineProperty(exports,\"default\",{enumerable:true,get:function(){return _default}});function _createMdxContent(props){var _components=Object.assign({h2:\"h2\",p:\"p\",a:\"a\",em:\"em\",blockquote:\"blockquote\"},props.components),PhotoScroll=_components.PhotoScroll;if(!PhotoScroll)_missingMdxReference(\"PhotoScroll\",true);return Vue.h(Vue.Fragment,null,Vue.h(_components.h2,null,\"Description\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"Nagisa is a trans woman living in Shanghai.\\nShe was friends with \",Vue.h(_components.a,{href:\"https://www.one-among.us/profile/Uekawakuyuurei/\"},\"Ying\"),\".\\nDuring her life, she was an active long-term contributor for Chinese Wikipedia and other MediaWiki sites.\\nSince 2019, she started playing \",Vue.h(_components.em,null,\"Kancolle\"),\".\\nHer favourite character was Destroyer Hibiki.\\nHer hobbies were tinkering with computer hardware like Raspberry Pi and drawing.\\nShe was also proficient in Japanese.\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"Because of depression and other problems, she had to stop going to school since 2019;\\nbecause of unacceptance of her family and other problems she faced, her depression and anxiety got worse and started to suffer from insomnia.\\nOn 2021 July 20th, she took her own life to leave this cruel world.\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"This is the \",Vue.h(_components.a,{href:\"https://pbs.twimg.com/media/E6odBBBVIAAM-Zt?format=jpg&name=4096x4096\"},\"last piece of writing\"),\" she left us.\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.blockquote,null,\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"To every one of my friends\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"People who know me well usually call me Mizu Senpai or Mizuhara. Anyway, my name is Mizuhara Nagisa.\\nOf course, it's not my legal name.\\nHow do I say this?\\nDuring these past few years I've been tormented by chronic depression and anxiety issues.\\nI think they finally overcame me today,\\nso I decided to end my life.\\nI don't really know what would happen,\\neither I'd be dead or I'd be in the ICU, lol.\\nRegrettably, I would be unable to enjoy the 3060 video card I just got.\\nAnd Nintendo Switch, PlayStation 5.\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"Everything goes wrong when my family is involved.\\nIt's better to hope for a better start in the next life?\\nNope, of course I'm not going to come to this cruel world again;\\nthe worlds portrayed in animes are much better, not that I think they exist.\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"(Switching my pen.)\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"I'm tired of everything.\\nI still have games to play:\\nWhat would happen to the girls in Jinjufu?\\nWould those girls in Jinjufu keep waiting for me?\\nI'm sorry, but I cannot keep going anymore.\\nI really can't find any energy in myself to keep me going.\\nThis body is also broken, from head to toe.\\nMight as well throw it away, along with these health issues.\\nI hope that in the next life,\\nI can master drawing;\\nI can read more books, number exceeding those I've read in this life;\\nMost importantly, being a cute girl.\\n(Not that I believe in there being a next life, just a wish.)\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"I want to thank everyone who have helped me during my short life.\\nYou helped me many times during various time periods of my life,\\nbut I really can't thank you individually.\\nAnd, Ying, if there really is a world we go to after death,\\nI'll mark the route for you.\\nNot really, please live healthily and happily in this life.\\nOh, I forgot.\\nI have a Vtuber video to watch, I'm going to watch that now.\\nOnce again, thank you, every one of my friends.\\nSorry for taking your time.\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"— Mizuhara Nagisa, 2021 June 20th.\"),\"\\n\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(PhotoScroll,{photos:[\"${path}/photos/letter.jpg\"]}),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"Wish you to be able to meet the girls in Jinjufu and live happily in another world,\\nafter leaving all of this world's sufferings behind.\")
