According to Mone, she never got happiness and love. Her parents got divorced in the first half of 2023. After that, she lived with her mother. The lack of love from family made her depressed. During the past 7 months, her father always refused to visit her, and her paternal grandmother didn't care about her any more. She was treated for depression in hospital. It was a period she missed, because she received lots of love from other patients:
> Sweet sister, from now on, we will together seek happy lives. After this, we will together recover and be discharged! Don't worry, I will be with you.
She was very fond of her little brother. Days before her birthday, her father finally visited her with her little brother briefly, and she had a jolly time with little brother. But after their leaving, huge gap between afterglow and reality made her sadly again, and her depression and self-reproach got even worse.
Although she was in major depressive disorder, she still shared her daily life happily with us, and comforted herself by watching beautiful sunset and sweet flowers.