"\"use strict\";Object.defineProperty(exports,\"__esModule\",{value:true});Object.defineProperty(exports,\"default\",{enumerable:true,get:function(){return _default}});function _createMdxContent(props){var _components=Object.assign({h2:\"h2\",p:\"p\",blockquote:\"blockquote\",em:\"em\",a:\"a\"},props.components),PhotoScroll=_components.PhotoScroll;if(!PhotoScroll)_missingMdxReference(\"PhotoScroll\",true);return Vue.h(Vue.Fragment,null,Vue.h(_components.h2,null,\"Description\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"In Fall 2023, Sugar went to Hangzhou, Zhejiang to attend university.\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"She was an introverted girl who cared about others' feelings too much such that she wasn't able to express herself when she needed it.\\nShe was too shy to express her confusion and anxiety.\\nMoreover, she hadn't a friend to confide her thoughts, she could only hide these in the heart.\\nThat made her look a bit intimidated.\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"She always prepared a lot ahead of meeting friends in real life.\\nShe was always worried about leaving a bad impression, so she asked them tons of questions in advance (such as which kinds of gifts they would like), and warned them she might exhibit regressive behaviors.\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"Her family is conservative.\\nHer father worked in China Railways Group and her mother was a teacher.\\nShe didn't receive enough love from them.\\nThey once threw away her gender-affirming clothing she hid while she was in high school.\\nTherefore, she was certain her parents were too conservative to communicate with.\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.h2,null,\"The dissipated haze in Hangzhou\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"On January 6th, 2024, Sugar met friend A in Hangzhou.\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"Just before meeting A, she hid in the restroom and kept checking the mirror.\\nShe was ashamed to meet A because she didn't do her hair or wear cute clothes.\\nActually, she was still pretty despite that.\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"The two girls visited many places of interest in Hangzhou……\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"West Lake Culture Square, Wulin Suqare, Wuliu Lane, and Fengshan Gate.\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,'When parting, She asked A about her thoughts on her plan to \"threaten\" her parents (to gain acceptance of being trans).'),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.blockquote,null,\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,Vue.h(_components.em,null,\"Here is what A remembered:\")),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,'Sugar: Perhaps what I need to do is to \"threaten\", since they are too conservative to be communicated with.'),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"Sugar: I'm afraid of pain, but I could hurt myself a bit.\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"Sugar: Thereby they might make a compromise eventually, and I might get more freedom in return.\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"Sugar: According to the plan, I will delete you from my friend list after this parting.\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"Sugar: You shouldn't be worried about me. Please forget me as soon as possible.\"),\"\\n\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,'When A left for home, she left Sugar half a bag of oranges, and messaged her \"Adios.\" (Goodbye) on QQ.\\nA didn\\'t get any reply.\\nThat night, Sugar actually deleted her contact.'),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"The second day, a Twitter user who claimed to be Sugar's high school classmate brought her some random thoughts on behalf of Sugar.\\nThen A requested them to look after her.\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"Later, Sugar began her winter vacation, and got her diagnosis certificate of gender dysphoria in Shenzhen Kangning Hospital —— This was only known by A after her death.\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.h2,null,\"Thick fog over Jialing River (Her departure)\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"On January 22nd, 2024, she went back to her hometown, Chongqing, and regained contact with A.\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"(Accordingtohermotherwhoworkeda
