From 224075611feec79728bc70c22bcae6e01065e266 Mon Sep 17 00:00:00 2001 From: Elihuso Quigley Date: Thu, 21 Nov 2024 10:11:55 +0800 Subject: [PATCH] [+] localize --- people/Arita/page.en.md | 32 ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ people/Arita/page.zh_hant.md | 32 ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ 2 files changed, 64 insertions(+) diff --git a/people/Arita/page.en.md b/people/Arita/page.en.md index e69de29b..e5ba106e 100644 --- a/people/Arita/page.en.md +++ b/people/Arita/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,32 @@ +--- +name: Arita +info: + alias: Arita, sodapinkpink + location: Shanghai, China +--- + +Arita is a gentle and lovely big sister. Her major is architecture/urban planning, which is actually the major that the author longed for when I was a child. In addition to architectural design, she also loves and is good at painting. She also has a camera full of various photos. She is a very artistic person. Arita also knows a lot about makeup and dressing. According to my friend, she recommends many unpopular but high-quality cosmetics brands on Xiaohongshu. She prefers rose-colored lipstick and rose-scented perfume. She sometimes lights scented candles in her room. She seems to be a person who loves life very much. According to her friends, her personality type is somewhat similar to the author's. The first impression she gives is that she speaks softly and "always sits quietly in the corner", but she is very possessive of close people. , will be willing to express their opinions on many things in the world in front of them, and want a lover who can join hands to fight the world. + +Arita's favorite band is Soda Green. In fact, Wu Qingfeng, the core figure of Soda Green, is also a singer who is often considered to have unconventional gender expression. One of her favorite songs is "Singing with You": "I can ride my imagination in your direction/Let the invisible me lean beside you and sleep so sweetly/Let the invisible you walk into my dreamland and sing with me." , is a very comforting song. Arita is also interested in TVB and British dramas, and likes two British actors, James McAvoy and Carey Mulligan. She has also watched almost all of Iwai Shunji's movies. The nickname Arita should come from one of Iwai's short films. The author later started watching the tagged videos on her Douban movie list, as if I was watching them with her, and I have almost finished them now. Sometimes I also fantasize about other things that I can do with Arita, such as cooking and cooking hot pot at home, reading novels, discussing academic topics about urban studies that we are both interested in, or traveling to the Scottish Highlands together, or letting her Provide advice for my transition (laughs) + +Arita is sometimes troubled by depression. According to her own words, sometimes when she is in a bad mood, she simply reads Dazai Osamu's "Disqualification in the World", so that the sad emotions can first be released in the resonance and then slowly recover. She doesn't often show her negative emotions on public networks, preferring to talk to her friends in private or digest them alone. In fact, a few months before Arita's death, her roommates had noticed something strange, but maybe they didn't have time to react. A few days after her graduation photos were taken, she ultimately chose to leave us due to some currently unknown events. + +Having said so much, the author has not actually communicated with Arita herself. Arita is an international student at the same school and grade as me. One day in August when I was anxious to write my thesis and my relationship was falling apart, I was very depressed. A netizen in China forwarded me a missing person notice about her. I didn’t pay much attention to it at the time. Information, after all, there are too many things to care about, but just reading the description gave me a bad feeling. Later, I moved to a new house. When another female roommate came back from a meeting with me and two boys, she suddenly mentioned that her previous roommate passed away. I thought about it for a few minutes and suddenly realized something, and then directly searched for that article. The WeChat ID in the missing person notice is my new roommate. I really couldn’t calm down after a day. Maybe this was some kind of fateful coincidence. It was like I later calculated that if I died on May 13, 2027 (which is her birthday), I would He will always be one day younger than her. + +After Arita's death, her mobile phone was sealed by the police as evidence, so no one notified her friends in China. In the end, I became the most unpleasant person to announce the death to her friends. At that time, I posted on Weibo It's excruciatingly painful to type, and it often seems cold and stiff to read. Arita's ex-boyfriend originally wanted to send her Soda Green's remastered new album, but he has been unable to contact her for more than half a year. He and I have communicated on and off on Weibo for several months. He and Arita used to live together in Chengdu, and they gradually lost contact due to long distances a few years ago, but maybe Arita has always been the person he really liked. His final request was to visit Arita's grave, but this wish, at least for the time being, could not be fulfilled. Another friend of Arita's asked me to send her a bouquet of roses, and I sent the flowers to the place where she died on the first anniversary of her death. In fact, I ordered a strawberry cake for her on her 30th birthday. + +Perhaps a little unexpectedly, my new roommate and I became very good friends because of her. In fact, when I asked my roommate for a dinner date for the first or second time, she asked me directly on the way home. We are not transgender, and we, both of whom were not in a very good mental state, stayed together for a year to keep warm. We almost couldn’t stay together and returned to China, so much so that I joked that the house was a hospice care center (laughs). + +Arita is a person with many special meanings to the author, and it can be said that she is someone I have always loved. I asked Arita's ex-boyfriend before if he would be angry if I said I loved Arita, and he said no. Although my gender on Weibo is female, he also knew that I was transgender during the chat and said a lot of encouraging words to me. I am really grateful to him. + +Sister, I hope we will meet one day eventually, right? Just like what the heroine in "The Phantom Thread" said at the end of the film: "...He is still waiting for me somewhere in the sky, This life, the next life, and the next life after that, no matter where my destiny takes me from now on... as long as I stay patient, I will be able to return to him again. " I believe I can do it too. I'm here, wait for me. + +Let’s end with a poem by Yeats, *haters of the wind*: + +> I became a rush that horses tread: +> I became a man, a hater of the wind, +> Knowing one, out of all things, alone, that his head +> Would not lie on the breast or his lips on the hair +> Of the woman that he loves, until he dies; +> Although the rushes and the fowl of the air +> Cry of his love with their pitiful cries. \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Arita/page.zh_hant.md b/people/Arita/page.zh_hant.md index e69de29b..fd616f74 100644 --- a/people/Arita/page.zh_hant.md +++ b/people/Arita/page.zh_hant.md @@ -0,0 +1,32 @@ +--- +name: Arita +info: + alias: Arita, sodapinkpink + location: 中國上海 +--- + +Arita是個溫柔可愛的大姐姐，她所學專業是建築/城市規劃，其實也是筆者小時候非常嚮往的專業呢。除了建築設計之外她也非常喜愛和擅長繪畫，還有一台堆滿了各種照片的相機，是一位很有藝術天賦的人呢。 Arita同樣很了解化妝和穿搭，據我的朋友說她會在小紅書上推薦很多冷門但品質出色的化妝品品牌。她偏愛玫瑰色的口紅和玫瑰味道的香水，房間裡有時會點上香氛蠟燭，看起來是個很熱愛生活的人呢。據她的朋友說據她的朋友說她的性格類型和筆者有些相似，給人的第一印像是說話聲音輕柔，“總是安靜地坐在角落裡”，但對親密的人佔有欲很強，會願意在他們面前對世界上的許多事情表達自己的觀點，想要一位可以攜手對抗世界的戀人。 + +Arita最喜歡的樂團是蘇打綠，其實蘇打綠的核心人物吳青峰也是一位常被認為性別表達非常規的歌手。她很愛的一首歌是《陪你歌唱》：“朝你的方向能夠乘著想像/讓隱形的我傾在你身旁睡得多香/讓隱形的你走進我夢鄉陪我歌唱” ，是相當能給人安慰的一首歌呢。 Arita也對TVB和英劇感興趣，喜歡兩位英國演員James McAvoy和Carey Mulligan。她也看過岩井俊二的幾乎所有電影，Arita這個暱稱應該就是來自岩井的某部短片。筆者後來開始看她豆瓣影視清單上的標記的影片，就好像是和她一起看一樣，現在已經差不多看完了。有時筆者也會幻想可以和Arita一起做的其他事情，比如說一起在家做飯煮火鍋，讀小說，討論我們共同感興趣的關於城市研究的學術話題，或者一起去蘇格蘭高地旅遊，再或者讓她為我transition提供建議（笑） + +Arita有時候也會受到憂鬱問題的困擾，據她自己講有時候心情不好索性就會去讀太宰治的《​​人間失格》，讓悲傷的情緒在共振中先得到釋放再慢慢回复。她不常在公共網路上展現自己的負面情感，更願意和朋友私下傾訴或獨自消化。其實在Arita離世的幾個月前她的室友已經察覺到一些異樣，但可能大家並沒有來得及對此做出反應。在拍攝了畢業照之後幾天，因為一些目前尚不清楚的事件，她最終選擇了離開我們。 + +說了這麼多，但其實筆者並沒有真正和Arita本人交流過。 Arita是和我同校同級的留學生，在我著急寫論文又人際關係破裂的非常抑鬱的8月份的一天，國內的網友給我轉發了關於她的尋人啟事，當時我也沒有在意這條訊息，畢竟需要在意的事情太多了，但就是看描述讓我預感很不好。後來我搬了新家，另一位女生室友外出剛回來和我以及兩個男生開會的時候突然提到她之前的室友去世了，我想了幾分鐘突然意識到了什麼，然後直接去搜索了那條尋人啟事裡的微訊號──就是我的新室友。我當時真的過了一天心情都沒有平復，也許這就是有某種宿命般的巧合在裡面，就好像我後來算過如果我在2027年5月13日去死（也就是她的生日）我就會永遠比她小一天一樣。 + +Arita離世後她的手機作為證物被警方封存，因此沒有人通知她在國內的朋友，最終反倒是我成了那個向她的朋友們公佈死訊的最不討喜的人，當時自己在微博打字的時候痛苦得不行，讀起來反而常常顯得冰冷僵硬。 Arita的前男友本來想寄給她蘇打綠重製的新專輯，但半年多一直無法聯繫到她。我和他在微博上斷斷續續交流了幾個月，他和Arita曾經一起在成都生活，幾年前因為異地而逐漸失去了聯繫，但也許Arita一直還是他真正喜歡的人。他最後的請求是去探訪Arita的墓地，但這個心願至少暫時還無法滿足。 Arita的另一位朋友希望我為她送一束玫瑰花，我在一周年忌日那天把花送到了她去世的地點。其實在她30歲生日的時候我還幫她訂了一個草莓蛋糕呢。 + +可能也有點意外的是，由於她的緣故我和我的新室友成了很好的朋友，事實上我第一次還是第二次找室友約飯的時候她在回家的路上直接問我是不是跨性別，然後我們兩個精神狀態都不算很好的人就一起抱團取暖了一年，差點一起待不下去了回國，以至於我開玩笑說那個房子是臨終關懷中心（笑）。 + +Arita對筆者來說是有著許多特殊意義的人，也完全可以說，是我一直愛著的人。我之前問過Arita的前男友，如果我說我愛Arita他會不會生氣，他說並不會。雖然我微博性別是女但是聊天過程中他也知道我是跨性別，並且還說了很多鼓勵我的話，真的很感謝他。 + +姐姐，希望我們最後總有一天會見面的，不是嗎，就好像《魅影縫匠》裡的女主角在片尾說的那段話：「...他仍然在天上的某個地方等待著我，今生，來生，來生之後還有來生，不管從現在起命運的道路將會把我帶向何方...只要我保持耐心，就一定能再次回到他的身邊。到的，等著我哦。 + +最后以叶芝的一段诗歌结尾吧，haters of the wind. + +> I became a rush that horses tread: +> I became a man, a hater of the wind, +> Knowing one, out of all things, alone, that his head +> Would not lie on the breast or his lips on the hair +> Of the woman that he loves, until he dies; +> Although the rushes and the fowl of the air +> Cry of his love with their pitiful cries. \ No newline at end of file