From 26bf23ddc07bd63f8dd92b848fe27d0d850d59fb Mon Sep 17 00:00:00 2001 From: Aquaticat Date: Thu, 15 Feb 2024 19:51:24 -0500 Subject: [PATCH] [U] shihai4h@en Her Transgender Experience final part --- people/shihai4h/page.en.md | 17 ++++++++++++++++- 1 file changed, 16 insertions(+), 1 deletion(-) diff --git a/people/shihai4h/page.en.md b/people/shihai4h/page.en.md index 1c3665a7..e80699bd 100644 --- a/people/shihai4h/page.en.md +++ b/people/shihai4h/page.en.md @@ -112,7 +112,22 @@ That was her first resistance. With teary eyes, she questioned: > Why'd you bully me too? -This +Given her character and lack of therapy, this cruel experience made her eventually develop [PTSD/PTSR](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Post-traumatic_stress_disorder). +She started to be afraid of close relationships more. +Her other mental issues like severe depression is also related to this experience. + +> When she remembers the horrible things she'd been through, I had seen her whole body crampling, trembling. I had seen her suffer from fear, dread, and shortness of breath. +> But I was too neglectful and obtuse. +> I didn't realize the severity of the situation and the difficulty of dealing with it. +> If I realized, maybe things could be different. + +She inherited the stubborness of her father. +Her father researched nutritionalism and sports in order to make her grow taller. +At that time, she wanted to grow taller as well, therefore she did as he instructed: +eating one meal per day and doing lots of exercise. +She had learnt of HRT since high school, but couldn't decide on it. +After starting HRT, she started to regret for her efforts to grow taller in the past. +She suffered from gender dysphoria from her height, which was especially painful for her, who was both mentally unwell and stubborn. ## The Story of Her and Transgender Community