diff --git a/.gitignore b/.gitignore index d73a7cfb..10c74412 100644 --- a/.gitignore +++ b/.gitignore @@ -9,3 +9,4 @@ yarn-error.log* .devcontainer .DS_Store ._* +.vscode \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/README.md b/README.md index ca7d3e0f..81d98642 100644 --- a/README.md +++ b/README.md @@ -12,7 +12,7 @@ Please read our [How-We-Work](https://github.com/one-among-us/how-we-work/blob/m * [web](https://github.com/one-among-us/web) - 网页前端源码 * [backend](https://github.com/one-among-us/backend) - 献花和编辑后端源码 -## 文件结构 +## File Structure * Directory `/people//`: Data for a specific person * `info.json5`: Profile information @@ -25,9 +25,9 @@ Please read our [How-We-Work](https://github.com/one-among-us/how-we-work/blob/m * Directory `/people//`: Built data for a specific person * `page.js`: `page.md` built with MDX -## 多语言 +## Multilingual -我们正在尝试重新编写网站的多语言架构，以使其更通用，更新的方式更简洁。在这段过渡时期里，请大家尽量把简体中文作为底稿，并且用自动转换或者手动校对的方式生成繁体文稿。在新的多语言架构编写完成后，我们会重新校对所有繁体文稿。 +We are trying to rewrite the multilingual architecture of the website to make it more versatile and more concise in an updated way. During this transitional period, please try your best to use Simplified Chinese as the manuscript, and use automatic conversion or manual proofreading to generate the Traditional Chinese manuscript. After the new multilingual architecture is written, we will re-proofread all Traditional Chinese manuscripts. + +## HData + +`/data/hdata.json` defined some data which used for entry properties. Here is some description of it: + +* `commentOnly`: `string[]`, the entries which include comments only, like `tdor` or `tdov` +* `exclude`: `string[]`, the directories which would not be handled +* `notShowOnHome`: `string[]`, if you don't want a entry show on the home, add it into this item +* `actualHide`: `string[]`, if you don't want a entry show on the home and won't be redirected by random buttons, add it into this item. + If you set a entry in this list, you have no need to set it into `notShowOnHome` again. +* `trigger`: `string[]`, if you think this article is likely to irritate readers and should be restricted, please set this option. + +### Example + +```json +{ + "commentOnly": [ + "tdor" + ], + "exclude": [ + "tdov" + ], + "notShowOnHome": [ + "Anilovr", + "noname3031" + ], + "actualHide": [ + "ArtsEpiphany" + ], + "trigger": [ + "Xu_Yushu" + ] +} +``` + +If you don’t understand how to modify it, please feel free to [Contact Us](https://one-among.us/about/). diff --git a/data/hdata.json b/data/hdata.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..f782d4ee --- /dev/null +++ b/data/hdata.json @@ -0,0 +1,10 @@ +{ + "commentOnly": ["tdor"], + "exclude": [], + "notShowOnHome": ["MeowBot233"], + "actualHide": ["Aniloviraw"], + "trigger": ["Aniloviraw"], + "switch": [ + ["Anilovr", "Aniloviraw"] + ] +} diff --git a/package.json b/package.json index 0083ba47..0afbc061 100644 --- a/package.json +++ b/package.json @@ -23,11 +23,13 @@ "esbuild": "^0.18.10", "fs-extra": "^11.1.0", "js-yaml": "^4.1.0", + "katex": "^0.16.10", "markdown-yaml-metadata-parser": "^3.0.0", "moment": "^2.29.4", + "rehype-katex": "6", + "remark-math": "5", "ts-node": "^10.9.1", - "typescript": "^5.1.6", - "xdm": "^3.4.0" + "typescript": "^5.1.6" }, "devDependencies": { "@octokit/core": "^4.1.0", diff --git a/people/Acheron/comments/2024-07-28-C18054.json b/people/Acheron/comments/2024-07-28-C18054.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..fc0c60c0 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Acheron/comments/2024-07-28-C18054.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18054,"content":"一路走好朋友…","submitter":"ZZY","date":"Jul 28, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Acheron/info.yml b/people/Acheron/info.yml new file mode 100644 index 00000000..2c44f606 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Acheron/info.yml @@ -0,0 +1,6 @@ +id: Acheron +profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.png +info: + died: '2022-09-22' +websites: + bilibili: https://space.bilibili.com/528983952 \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Acheron/page.en.md b/people/Acheron/page.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..16f3a99e --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Acheron/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,39 @@ +--- + +name: Acheron +info: + alias: Fairy, Acheron +--- + +## Description + +Acheron was a young trans girl who was lovely, brave, and kind-hearted. + +She uploaded several Minecraft gameplay videos on Bilibili. +She once excavated an entire chunk in Minecraft with nine friends in the Speedrun community in just 30:17. + +Acheron was not just a gamer but also a tech enthusiast. +She was knowledgeable in various aspects of technology, +from hardware to software, +and often shared her insights with the community. +She uploaded two notable videos: +one is unboxing the BearPi-HM Nano development board. +The other is installing Klipper based on Debian 10. + +## Departure + +Acheron battled depression alone, +never letting her depression affect others. +Everyone who knew her was fond of her. + +Despite an unfortunate childhood and a difficult present, +she didn't complain about her experiences online. +She always faced life's challenges with positivity. + +But she left us so early that we cannot even see her retreating figure. + +In an instant, we were forever separated, as if heaven and earth... + +> [Acheron, the river was really cold and biting... If there is reincarnation in this world, I will protect you until I wake up from this dream...](https://archive.ph/I6EcL) +> +> —— WestmereX diff --git a/people/Acheron/page.md b/people/Acheron/page.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..d82e7f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Acheron/page.md @@ -0,0 +1,27 @@ +--- +name: 委委-fairy +info: + alias: Fairy, Acheron +--- + +## 简介 + +委委是一个年轻可爱，勇敢善良的跨性别女孩。 + +委委在 Bilibili 上传了好几个 Minecraft 流程视频，曾经与九位速通社区的朋友一同在 30:17 内挖空了一整个区块。 + +她在技术领域也颇有研究，曾经发过小熊派的 hi3861 鸿蒙开发板开箱与基于 Debian 10 安装 Klipper 的视频。 + +## 离世 + +委委以一己之力与抑郁症对抗，从来不愿意让其他人受到自己的影响，每一个认识她的人都很喜欢她。 + +不幸的童年与不幸的当下并没有让她在网络上抱怨，她一直乐观积极地面对着生活。 + +但她走得太快，快到我们看不清背影。 + +刹那之间，天人陌路…… + +> [委委，河水很冰，很冷吧……这世上若有投胎转世，一定要守护妳，直到梦醒……](https://archive.ph/I6EcL) +> +> —— WestmereX丶冷月 \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Acheron/page.zh_hant.md b/people/Acheron/page.zh_hant.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..b139042d --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Acheron/page.zh_hant.md @@ -0,0 +1,27 @@ +--- +name: 委委-fairy +info: + alias: Fairy, Acheron +--- + +## 簡介 + +委委是一個年青可愛, 善良勇敢的跨性別女孩. + +委委在 Bilibili 上載了好幾個 Minecraft 流程影片, 曾經與九位速通社區的夥伴一起在 30:17 內挖空了一整個 Chunk. + +她在技術領域也頗有研究, 曾經發過小熊派的 hi3861 鴻蒙開發板開箱和基礎於 Debian 10 安設 Klipper 的影片. + +## 離世 + +委委以一己之力與抑鬱對抗, 從來不願意讓其他人受到自己的影響. 每一個認識她的人都很喜歡她. + +不幸的童年與不幸的現實並沒有讓她在網路上抱怨. 她一直樂觀積極地面對著生活. + +但她走的太快, 快到我們看不清背影. + +剎那之間, 天人陌路... + +> [委委，河水很冰，很冷吧……这世上若有投胎转世，一定要守护妳，直到梦醒……](https://archive.ph/I6EcL) +> +> —— WestmereX丶冷月 \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Acheron/photos/profile.png b/people/Acheron/photos/profile.png new file mode 100644 index 00000000..c8e34bc1 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/Acheron/photos/profile.png differ diff --git a/people/Aniloviraw/info.yml b/people/Aniloviraw/info.yml new file mode 100644 index 00000000..08a26ac3 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Aniloviraw/info.yml @@ -0,0 +1,7 @@ +id: Aniloviraw +profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.jpg +info: + born: '2006-09-02' + died: '2022-12-29' +websites: + twitter: https://twitter.com/CitricLemonAcid diff --git a/people/Aniloviraw/page.en.md b/people/Aniloviraw/page.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..0e3e4657 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Aniloviraw/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,65 @@ +--- +name: HOC(COOH)(CH₂COOH)₂ +info: + alias: Citric Acid + location: Haikou, Hainan +--- + + + +> Extremely lucky today +> +> Ten tablets of chlorpromazine, so sweet +> +> Let’s set off... +> See you on the train! +> Loving all of you! + + + +> You probably have already figured out who I am. +> +> Promise... + +

+ +...Well, I posted that too early on socials. +Stuff in the stomach has not been digested...and acid reflux + +

+ +> Regrets +> I should not develop any intimate relationships... + +

+ +I'm having some strange feelings—— +——I think I want to go and play with you + +> Ugly, filthy me after a few days off GATH (Gender Affirming Hormone Therapy). +> No need to waste those meds. +> I'll finish the last thing I need to do, +> And finally, aboard the Ginga Tetsudō, with you. +> +> Remember and notify me~ +> I'm afraid of missing that stop. + +

+ +I love you, +But my love is buried deep in my heart. +The time when you hate me and forget me +is when I have finally succeeded. + +
+ +> La homa mondo devus esti detruita + +Oh, my angel, +see you. + + diff --git a/people/Aniloviraw/page.md b/people/Aniloviraw/page.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..b15b785f --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Aniloviraw/page.md @@ -0,0 +1,70 @@ +--- +name: HOC(COOH)(CH₂COOH)₂ +info: + alias: 柠檬酸 + location: 海南海口 +--- + +> 「我又能说什么呢」 + + + +> 今天运气格外的好呢 +> +> 十片氯丙嗪, 好甜 +> +> 启程了哦 +> 车上再见! +> 我爱你们! + + + +> 我觉得妳已经知道我是谁了 +> +> 约定哦…… + +

+ +...好吧 还是发的太早了 +胃里的东西还没消化完...还反酸 + +

+ +> 很后悔 +> 不该发展任何亲密关系的…… + +

+ +有些奇怪的感觉—— +——想找妳玩 + +

+ +> 放弃 GAHT 几天后的我已经变得丑陋, 肮脏不堪 +> 没必要浪费那些药物了 +> 去完成自己最后要做的事 +> 最后和你们一起乘上银河列车 +> +> 一定要记得提醒我啊 +> 我怕错过那个站点 + +

+ +我爱你 +但深藏在心里 +当妳厌恶我, 忘记我的时候 +我最终成功了 + +
+ +> 「我真的 +> 「爱妳们每一个人」 + +我的小天使, +回见. + + diff --git a/people/Aniloviraw/page.zh_hant.md b/people/Aniloviraw/page.zh_hant.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..ea8ee55a --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Aniloviraw/page.zh_hant.md @@ -0,0 +1,70 @@ +--- +name: HOC(COOH)(CH₂COOH)₂ +info: + alias: 枸櫞酸 + location: 海南海口 +--- + +> 「我又能說些什麼呢」 + + + +> 今天運氣格外的好呢 +> +> 十粒氯丙嗪, 好甜 +> +> 啟程了哦 +> 車上再見! +> 我愛妳們! + + + +> 我覺得妳已經知道我是誰了 +> +> 要約定哦…… + +

+ +...好吧 還是發送的太早了 +胃裡面的東西還沒有消化完全...還反酸 + +

+ +> 很後悔 +> 不該發展任何親密關係的…… + +

+ +有些奇怪的感覺—— +——想去找妳玩 + +

+ +> 中斷 GAHT 幾天後的我已經變得醜陋，骯髒不堪 +> 沒有必要再浪費那些藥物了 +> 去完成自己最後要做的事情 +> 最終和妳們一起踏上銀河列車 +> +> 一定要提醒我啊 +> 我怕錯過那個站點 + +

+ +我愛妳 +但深深埋葬在心裡 +當妳厭惡我, 忘卻我的時候 +我最終成功了 + +
+ +> 「我真的 +> 「爱妳们每一个人」 + +我的小天使, +回见. + + diff --git a/people/Aniloviraw/photos/photo0.jpg b/people/Aniloviraw/photos/photo0.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..bb906625 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/Aniloviraw/photos/photo0.jpg differ diff --git a/people/Aniloviraw/photos/photo1.jpg b/people/Aniloviraw/photos/photo1.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..d57eccea Binary files /dev/null and b/people/Aniloviraw/photos/photo1.jpg differ diff --git a/people/Aniloviraw/photos/photo2.jpg b/people/Aniloviraw/photos/photo2.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..e1340cfd Binary files /dev/null and b/people/Aniloviraw/photos/photo2.jpg differ diff --git a/people/Aniloviraw/photos/profile.jpg b/people/Aniloviraw/photos/profile.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..2cb8bbd9 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/Aniloviraw/photos/profile.jpg differ diff --git a/people/Anilovr/comments/2024-02-14-C15409.json b/people/Anilovr/comments/2024-02-14-C15409.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..1dd00e42 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Anilovr/comments/2024-02-14-C15409.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15409,"content":"纪念喵……","submitter":"tsukasa","date":"Feb 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Anilovr/comments/2024-03-04-C15443.json b/people/Anilovr/comments/2024-03-04-C15443.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..8a15b1e4 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Anilovr/comments/2024-03-04-C15443.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15443,"content":"哎…那段时间我设备还被家长没收了，当我大半年后打开了推特发现ani已经不在了…真的很喜欢她，是个很可爱的人，还记得我们是互关呢…","submitter":"莱铭Lemink","date":"Mar 4, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Anilovr/comments/2024-08-02-C18065.json b/people/Anilovr/comments/2024-08-02-C18065.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..21b9e53e --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Anilovr/comments/2024-08-02-C18065.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18065,"content":"一年昙花","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Aug 2, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Anilovr/comments/2024-08-02-C18066.json b/people/Anilovr/comments/2024-08-02-C18066.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..7f558679 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Anilovr/comments/2024-08-02-C18066.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18066,"content":"/keep alive","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Aug 2, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Anilovr/page.en.md b/people/Anilovr/page.en.md index 1674c5df..43aac29f 100644 --- a/people/Anilovr/page.en.md +++ b/people/Anilovr/page.en.md @@ -5,13 +5,13 @@ info: location: Haikou, China --- ->「//La homa mondo devus esti detruita//I will wait for you at Alpha Orionis//」 +>「//La homa mondo devus esti detruita//I will wait for you at Betelgeuse//」 >「I love every one of you. I really do.」 ## Profile Ani grew up in a single-parent household. -She has helped many people. +Her selflessness has touched the lives of many. But in the end, she, who gave others hope, wasn't able to escape death herself. @@ -24,8 +24,8 @@ But in the end, she, who gave others hope, wasn't able to escape death herself. On that day, Ani fulfilled her last plan to leave silently. Yet, her death was sudden and shocking. ->「Maybe separation is not that awful. -> When we are dissolved into wind after millions of hours, +> Maybe separation is not that awful. +> When we are dissolved into the wind after millions of hours, > we will be reunited as bubbles in the same cup of beer. > No atoms can truly be destroyed in the universe. > Sooner or later, we will be together again. @@ -41,26 +41,26 @@ Her death was confirmed by [方方](https://twitter.com/fang050722) and [铃木 This world does not deserve you. May the other side treat you well. -May you can share the joy with those who travel together with you, +May you share the joy with those who travel together with you, on the train travelling through the starry sky. Death is not the end. We will meet under the sky of a more loving world. -Wish you can have the happiness that you missed. +I wish you the happiness that you missed. > A gentle and kind-hearted friend, > always thinking about others, > compassionate to a fault. -> Tried to take care of friends when she should have had taken care of herself; -> shouldered everything herself to not bother anyone else. +> Tried to take care of friends when she should have taken care of herself; +> shouldered everything herself so as not bother anyone else. Ani was outed on October 22nd. -[Elihuso](https://twitter.com/ElihusoQ) seeked help for her by explaining her situation online. +[Elihuso](https://twitter.com/ElihusoQ) sought help for her by explaining her situation online. However, she rejected every offer of help. > Not accepting any help is my ideal. > I already went against it twice. > Once, twice, there will not be a third. -At night, when we look at Alpha Orionis, the brightest star in this starry sky, -you will be waving at us, smiling. +At night, when we look at Betelgeuse, the brightest star in this starry sky: +You will be waving at us, smiling. diff --git a/people/Anilovr/page.md b/people/Anilovr/page.md index 517110e2..097baa6f 100644 --- a/people/Anilovr/page.md +++ b/people/Anilovr/page.md @@ -24,7 +24,7 @@ Ani，来自海南省海口市的一个单亲家庭。 > 「其实分别也没有这么可怕。大概几十几百万个小时后，当我们氧化成风，就能变成同一杯啤酒上两朵相邻的泡沫。宇宙中的原子并不会湮灭。而我们, 也终究会在一起。我们也会最终在相见的。」 -2022 年 12 月 29 日晚，被发现时，Ani 已失去生命体征。Ani 去世的消息由 [方方](https://twitter.com/fang050722) 和 [铃木真依](https://twitter.com/MissSuzuki23) 发布于 Twitter。 +2022 年 12 月 29 日晚，被发现时，Ani 已失去生命体征。Ani 去世的消息由 [方方](https://twitter.com/fang050722) 和 [铃木真依](https://twitter.com/MissSuzuki23) 于 Twitter 上发布。 这个世界配不上你，愿彼岸是你真正的归宿。 愿在前往彼岸的银河列车上， diff --git a/people/Anilovr/page.zh_hant.md b/people/Anilovr/page.zh_hant.md index faed1d11..51314237 100644 --- a/people/Anilovr/page.zh_hant.md +++ b/people/Anilovr/page.zh_hant.md @@ -24,7 +24,7 @@ Ani，來自海南省海口市的一個單親家庭。 > 「其實分別也沒有這麼可怕。大概幾十幾百萬個小時後，當我們氧化成風，就能變成同一杯啤酒上兩朵相鄰的泡沫。宇宙中的原子並不會湮滅。而我們, 也終究會在一起。我們也會最終在相見的。」 -2022 年 12 月 29 日晚，被發現時，Ani 已失去生命體徵。 Ani 去世的消息由 [方方](https://twitter.com/fang050722) 和 [鈴木真依](https://twitter.com/MissSuzuki23) 發佈於 Twitter。 +2022 年 12 月 29 日晚，被發現時，Ani 已失去生命體徵。 Ani 去世的消息由 [方方](https://twitter.com/fang050722) 和 [鈴木真依](https://twitter.com/MissSuzuki23) 於 Twitter 上發佈。 這個世界配不上你，願彼岸是你真正的歸宿。 願在前往彼岸的銀河列車上， diff --git a/people/ArtsEpiphany/comments/2024-01-13-C15139.json b/people/ArtsEpiphany/comments/2024-01-13-C15139.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..38b15dde --- /dev/null +++ b/people/ArtsEpiphany/comments/2024-01-13-C15139.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15139,"content":"花与叶的守护者啊，\n我们尊敬您。","submitter":"克拉拉","date":"Jan 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/ArtsEpiphany/comments/2024-03-08-C16011.json b/people/ArtsEpiphany/comments/2024-03-08-C16011.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..bb44f5ac --- /dev/null +++ b/people/ArtsEpiphany/comments/2024-03-08-C16011.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":16011,"content":"如同太阳一样璀璨恒常的你，本该远离尘土般琐碎的我们，然而你在痛苦之中依旧坚定不移，上下求索，散发着也渴求着温暖的人生，也点亮了我们，快一年了，我永远的朋友，在这里我可以说永远。","submitter":"xe","date":"Mar 8, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/ArtsEpiphany/comments/2024-03-13-C16021.json b/people/ArtsEpiphany/comments/2024-03-13-C16021.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..2ee5c647 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/ArtsEpiphany/comments/2024-03-13-C16021.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":16021,"content":"一年了 R.I.P.","submitter":"ht丶","date":"Mar 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/ArtsEpiphany/comments/2024-03-22-B4.json b/people/ArtsEpiphany/comments/2024-03-22-B4.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a9d44a27 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/ArtsEpiphany/comments/2024-03-22-B4.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":-4,"content":"Arts 你走了一年，你的头像边是 long time ago 并且我明白它即将和所有的照片一样褪色和消散，你的那张迟到的工牌静静躺在床头，有时候会对着永远不再有回响的输入框说说话，打完删掉打完又删掉。归根结底，自己所恐惧的不是死亡，自己的也好你们的也好，我想我真的害怕的东西还是别离吧，忏悔彼此在告别前说的话太少，拥抱得不够多，然后我们转过身去，继续做那些让我们后悔的事情，继续以最残忍破碎的样貌示于最想要去珍惜的人。每年的一天用来记住你其余用来遗忘你，这样的日子又能继续多久，我数着日子如同站在自己的墓穴里用一块块砖亲手封上通往这个世界的口，总有一天，总有一天苟且的遗忘被难以名状的死亡充满，三百六十五天里不再有得以喘息的缝隙，然后我们在黑暗中相顾无言，是吗，亲爱的砖。我明白你的死亡并不是凭空出现的，它的背后是你太多的不甘，而你这么做究竟能带来多少改变或许我们今生都无从知晓了。千叶走后的第三个七月末，我曾经很抱歉地对她说，你走了三年而这个世界似乎一点也没有变好，人们依旧在相互仇恨杀戮，那天我不敢告诉她，实际上世界变更糟了，我对它和对自己的失望都愈发强烈。对不起 Arts, 今天我所能告诉你的也不外乎同样的话，你走了一年，这个世界并没有变好，只是死水之下隐约涛动告诉我或许它并非毫无变化，我们这些剩下来的人除了押注这点渺茫希望外也别无选择。\n\n忘了最初和你说过什么，翻了翻是你对一份材料有疑虑，你问我气道造口上呼吸机的时候你能说话吗。太早了我记不得，早到一切疤痕变得像水面般平复，只能摸摸脖子上那个不知道还在不在的切口去翻 MSD. 后来你日复一日和我说你的发现你的猜想，说你核实过程中的疑惑说很多我不认识的人，黑白头像吐绿色泡泡，终于到最后你对所有人把所有想说的都一气说了。我有点不想告诉你的是你那么认真地点燃生命而撞向的底火连接着一枚哑弹，消失在了不知什么地方，又残忍又沉默，更严重的是我至今依然不知道这对你而言究竟有多重要。真的，根本没什么天平能坚固到把你们放在一头把一个你想要的洁白世界放在另一头而不垮塌，我难以想象其中任何一个的沉重。Arts, 知道你离开那天我并没有很难过，有时候会对人说起自己被死者陪伴的时间远甚活人，我最初的意思是先前混圈极少独处颇多，而直到很久以后才明白过来那是你们在我尚不知晓你们的存在而独自在夜路跌跌撞撞的日子里从未离开，是的，之前和之后。我只是没想到你会去那边继续陪伴自己，这说法很自私吧，我不知道，long time ago, long, long time ago, 以一场涉及工作的攀谈开始，以一句「姐姐也是疼了不肯说」结束。现在我站在「也」的另一侧盯着你宛如镜中彼岸的像发呆，我已经把自己修好了，如同以往的千万次, Arts, 我知道那时你做了类似的尝试却没有成功，可我还是想跑着跳着去告诉你我把她修好了，那个曾经和你聊工作的阴郁孩子，__I can fix her, I can fix her__, 多虚伪，一句话有三个谎言然后照样骗不回来你们中任何一只（笑），两个 __她__ 两个 __fix__ 正好涂两个微笑的假面，然后我们都不必再为这个世界令人失望的那一面所灼伤了，尽管呢，它不久又会残损会千疮百孔。我不害怕像西西弗那样，看着那些用泪水和拥抱所修补的东西会碎而又补补而又碎，我只是来不及涂完其中的任何一个，我只是希望你也有再次破碎的不幸和再次选择死亡的幸运，可是好遗憾你两者都没有，我从认识你之前独自面对巨石，到认识你时独自面对巨石，再到你走后独自面对巨石。走得好匆忙，好多或许你并不愿带着的东西都被你带走了，不曾有机会亲吻的梦和你想要的那个世界，你带走了好多，你落下了全部。从千叶到静枼然后是你，每一次每一次你们离开的时候，我都清晰地感到自己的某一部分正在死去，随你们一起，盯着自己溃烂消失的部分想着，要是从一开始就没有相遇没有彼此认识该多好。好傻，我明明像想要逃离疼痛那般想要拥抱它，鲜嫩的苍老的爬满蚤子的你们消逝的生命。认识你很幸运，傻孩子，我不疼呀，你可要做一个好梦。","submitter":"眠洲","date":"Mar 22, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/ArtsEpiphany/comments/2024-03-31-C17082.json b/people/ArtsEpiphany/comments/2024-03-31-C17082.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..27d69c6f --- /dev/null +++ b/people/ArtsEpiphany/comments/2024-03-31-C17082.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17082,"content":"看望你，晚安。泪水又止不住的涌出了","submitter":"刺风","date":"Mar 31, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/ArtsEpiphany/comments/2024-04-27-C17138.json b/people/ArtsEpiphany/comments/2024-04-27-C17138.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..137d0875 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/ArtsEpiphany/comments/2024-04-27-C17138.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17138,"content":"善良的灵魂，愿地平线的阳光伴你同行，与你心中的温情一道，点明这个世界。","submitter":"忆涵","date":"Apr 27, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/ArtsEpiphany/comments/2024-05-23-C17186.json b/people/ArtsEpiphany/comments/2024-05-23-C17186.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..4b485f0e --- /dev/null +++ b/people/ArtsEpiphany/comments/2024-05-23-C17186.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17186,"content":"今日了解到你的故事，甚为感动。事已至此，愿你一路走好。\n","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"May 23, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/ArtsEpiphany/comments/2024-05-28-C17188.json b/people/ArtsEpiphany/comments/2024-05-28-C17188.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..add9bb65 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/ArtsEpiphany/comments/2024-05-28-C17188.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17188,"content":"仅仅是了解了Arts的故事的一角，泪水就已经在外溢了......R.I.P","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"May 28, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/ArtsEpiphany/comments/2024-08-16-C18111.json b/people/ArtsEpiphany/comments/2024-08-16-C18111.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..3e60b442 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/ArtsEpiphany/comments/2024-08-16-C18111.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18111,"content":"事情已经过去一年多了，还记得去年Suraimu重生后我们一起参加东京骄傲游行，活动后去原宿逛街时她在某个小店里刻印了一枚写着arts的吊牌，当时只知道是一位来自清华的已故的姐妹。直到近些天才得知她的真实身份，我们曾经在同一个高中的同一个班级做过一年同学，只记得她是一个瘦瘦小小、不苟言谈、成绩好到让我艳羡不已的人。可这么久了，我竟然始终没有将这两个人对到一起，实在感到抱歉，没想到我竟然以这样的方式与她重新相识。我也是一位已经RLE许久的跨性别女性，只是远远不如她优秀，更没有足够的能力为社群做出那么多贡献…写到这儿时我的脸颊已经被泪水浸湿了，那个曾经相识过但已默不作声地去往天国的姐妹，祝你安好","submitter":"花路","date":"Aug 16, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Barron12312/comments/2024-01-07-C15087.json b/people/Barron12312/comments/2024-01-07-C15087.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..d7fc4ba0 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Barron12312/comments/2024-01-07-C15087.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15087,"content":"晚安，巴伦......没想到我们见到的第一面竟是最后一面......","submitter":"墨守","date":"Jan 7, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Barron12312/comments/2024-01-10-C15093.json b/people/Barron12312/comments/2024-01-10-C15093.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..b2f7bad1 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Barron12312/comments/2024-01-10-C15093.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15093,"content":"晚安…愿你幸福。","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 10, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Barron12312/comments/2024-02-21-C15421.json b/people/Barron12312/comments/2024-02-21-C15421.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..64f18e74 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Barron12312/comments/2024-02-21-C15421.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15421,"content":"晚安","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Feb 21, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Barron12312/comments/2024-08-15-C18108.json b/people/Barron12312/comments/2024-08-15-C18108.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..c8b1e18a --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Barron12312/comments/2024-08-15-C18108.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18108,"content":"放心，大家都会记得你","submitter":"西西","date":"Aug 15, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Barron12312/info.yml b/people/Barron12312/info.yml index 6c108f79..dcc5c0c2 100644 --- a/people/Barron12312/info.yml +++ b/people/Barron12312/info.yml @@ -1,6 +1,7 @@ id: Barron12312 profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.jpg info: + born: '2004-01-27' died: '2023-11-14' websites: twitter: https://twitter.com/barron12312 diff --git a/people/Barron12312/page.en.md b/people/Barron12312/page.en.md index b972c2c2..19ab4692 100644 --- a/people/Barron12312/page.en.md +++ b/people/Barron12312/page.en.md @@ -2,19 +2,21 @@ name: Barron --- -Barron was a happy trans girl who studied painting in Japan. -She had a dream to open a manga studio. -But unfortunately, due to family discord and her coming out, she was forced to give up her studies and return to China at the end of May 2023 after failed to commit suicide in Japan. +Barron was a happy trans girl who studied drawing in Japan. +She had a dream of opening a manga studio. +Unfortunately, due to family discord and her coming out, she was forced to give up her studies and return to China at the end of May 2023 after failing to commit suicide in Japan. After returning to China, she lost almost all her income sources. -To make matters even worse, she was unable to draw again due to her serious PTSD. -She found some good friends in Guangzhou who could accompany her, and then lived shortly in Beijing. During her time in Beijing, although she was often worried about finance and other issues, she was quite happy with everyone's comfort. +To make matters even worse, she was unable to draw again due to her severe PTSD. +She found some good friends in Guangzhou who could keep her company, and then lived briefly in Beijing. +Although she was often bothered by finance and other issues during her time in Beijing, she was pretty happy with everyone's comfort. -However, owing to financial reason and her beloved, she returned to Guangzhou at the end of August. She and her beloved spent quality time in Guangzhou, although they had to engage in sex work to survive. -Even though she faced challenges in her relationship, she bravely confronted the trials of life. +However, owing to financial reasons and her beloved, she returned to Guangzhou at the end of August. +She and her beloved spent quality time in Guangzhou, although they had to engage in sex work to survive. +Even though she faced challenges in her relationship with her lover, she bravely confronted the trials of life. Barron once said that she was on a girl's last tour. -Tragically, she left us too soon and ended her own tour. During her journey, she once left such words, "Really wish that someone would remember me." +Tragically, she left us too soon and ended her own tour. During her journey, she once left such words: "Really wish that someone would remember me." Rest well, Barron. We will all remember you. Hope you have a blissful trip to heaven. diff --git a/people/Barron12312/page.md b/people/Barron12312/page.md index e161e2aa..c41ca867 100644 --- a/people/Barron12312/page.md +++ b/people/Barron12312/page.md @@ -2,12 +2,12 @@ name: 巴伦 --- -巴伦原本是一位快乐的跨性别女性，曾在日本学习绘画。她有一个开办漫画工作室的梦想。但不幸的是，因为家庭变故和出柜，其在日本尝试自杀无果后，在2023年5月末被迫放弃学业回国。 +巴伦原本是一位快乐的跨性别女性，曾在日本学习绘画。她有一个开办漫画工作室的梦想。但不幸的是，因为家庭变故和出柜，其在日本尝试自杀无果后，在 2023 年 5 月末被迫放弃学业回国。 -回国后，她失去了几乎所有的经济来源。更难的是，由于其严重的PTSD，她无法再次拿起画笔了。她在广州找到了能陪伴她的好朋友，后又前往北京暂居。在北京的日子里，虽然她时常担心经济等问题，但在大家的安慰下，她过得还算开心。 +回国后，她失去了几乎所有的经济来源。更难的是，由于其严重的 PTSD，她无法再次拿起画笔了。她在广州找到了能陪伴她的好朋友，后又前往北京暂居。在北京的日子里，虽然她时常担心经济等问题，但在大家的安慰下，她过得还算开心。 -但出于经济压力与对象的原因，其于8月末返回了广州。在广州的日子里，她与她的对象度过了一段开心的时光，尽管由于经济来源极为紧张，她们不得不从事援助交际工作来维持生计，尽管她与对象之间存在一些矛盾……但她仍然勇敢地面对了生活的挑战。 +但出于经济压力与对象的原因，其于 8 月末返回了广州。在广州的日子里，她与她的对象度过了一段开心的时光，尽管由于经济来源极为紧张，她们不得不从事援助交际工作来维持生计，尽管她与对象之间存在一些矛盾……但她仍然勇敢地面对了生活的挑战。 -巴伦曾说，她正在进行少女终末旅行……不幸的是，她最终离我们而去，结束了属于自己的这段旅行。在旅途之中，她曾经留下过这样的话语：“好想希望长眠过后能有人记住我。” +巴伦曾说，她正在进行少女终末旅行……不幸的是，她最终离我们而去，结束了属于自己的这段旅行。在旅途之中，她曾经留下过这样的话语：「好想希望长眠过后能有人记住我。」 -晚安，巴伦，我们都会记住你的，希望你在往参宿四的道路上一路顺风。 \ No newline at end of file +晚安，巴伦，我们都会记住你的，希望你在往参宿四的道路上一路顺风。 diff --git a/people/Barron12312/page.zh_hant.md b/people/Barron12312/page.zh_hant.md index ac80b192..d9511d4e 100644 --- a/people/Barron12312/page.zh_hant.md +++ b/people/Barron12312/page.zh_hant.md @@ -8,6 +8,6 @@ name: 巴倫 但出於經濟壓力與情侣的原因，其於8月末返回了廣州。在廣州的日子裡，她與她的情侣度過了一段開心的時光，儘管由于經濟來源極為緊張，她們不得不從事援助交際工作來維持生計，儘管她與对象之間存在一些矛盾……但她仍然勇敢地面對了生活的挑戰。 -巴倫曾說，她正在進行少女終末旅行……不幸的是，她最終離我們而去，結束了屬於自己的這段旅行。在旅途之中，她曾經留下過這樣的話語：“好想希望長眠過後能有人記住我。” +巴倫曾說，她正在進行少女終末旅行……不幸的是，她最終離我們而去，結束了屬於自己的這段旅行。在旅途之中，她曾經留下過這樣的話語：「好想希望長眠過後能有人記住我。」 晚安，巴倫，我們都會記住妳的，希望妳在往參宿四的道路上一路順風。 diff --git a/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-01-03-C15077.json b/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-01-03-C15077.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..07dd1167 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-01-03-C15077.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15077,"content":"我们虽然从未见面，但我们一直都在你身边。希望妹妹在天堂安好...","submitter":"车风","date":"Jan 3, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-01-25-C15359.json b/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-01-25-C15359.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a5db951a --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-01-25-C15359.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15359,"content":"原来是老乡啊……可惜根本没有机会认识……晚安","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 25, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-02-03-C15378.json b/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-02-03-C15378.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..9c979ed2 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-02-03-C15378.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15378,"content":"晚安","submitter":"匿名喵","date":"Feb 3, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-02-11-C15405.json b/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-02-11-C15405.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..4b1fe48e --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-02-11-C15405.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15405,"content":"还记得你的友跨老师，还表示过羡慕。现在只剩回忆","submitter":"歆彤粉梦","date":"Feb 11, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-02-29-C15432.json b/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-02-29-C15432.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a353a45c --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-02-29-C15432.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15432,"content":"猫猫。。。我把“修补破碎的心”照顾得很好。。。。愿你下辈子真真正正做个女孩字。。","submitter":"高木拓海","date":"Feb 29, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-03-03-C15436.json b/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-03-03-C15436.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..c884477c --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-03-03-C15436.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15436,"content":"晚安。","submitter":"凛与泠","date":"Mar 3, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-03-04-C15437.json b/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-03-04-C15437.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..8d5168f4 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-03-04-C15437.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15437,"content":"晚安，又到了你的生日，猫猫","submitter":"匿名","date":"Mar 4, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-03-04-C15438.json b/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-03-04-C15438.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..576c6011 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-03-04-C15438.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15438,"content":"生日快乐……","submitter":"匿名","date":"Mar 4, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-03-04-C15439.json b/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-03-04-C15439.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..afe7be46 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-03-04-C15439.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15439,"content":"生日快乐","submitter":"阎猫","date":"Mar 4, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-03-04-C15442.json b/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-03-04-C15442.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..58a725d0 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-03-04-C15442.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15442,"content":"猫猫，你飞去猫星，已经整整一年了。你在那边过的还好嘛？有在享受作为女生的生活嘛？愿你永远开心…生日快乐，我的宝子，猫猫…","submitter":"友跨熊猫","date":"Mar 4, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-03-09-C16014.json b/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-03-09-C16014.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..c4f091bc --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-03-09-C16014.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":16014,"content":"猫猫。。。对不起，3.4那天忘了来给你过生日。。。你的姐姐忙着高考，而我忙着工作，给忘啦。。你在那边要过的好好哦。。。","submitter":"高木拓海","date":"Mar 9, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-05-14-C17158.json b/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-05-14-C17158.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..b2a976c1 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-05-14-C17158.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17158,"content":"猫猫 「生日」快乐\n猫猫现在已经是一岁的小女孩了吧","submitter":"小风","date":"May 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-05-14-C17159.json b/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-05-14-C17159.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..1452160d --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-05-14-C17159.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17159,"content":"妹妹生日快乐，姐夫换个少女的名字来看你了哈哈哈哈。你应该是一个一岁的小女孩了吧？或者你等个几年，等姐夫跟姐姐结婚了？哈哈哈哈。。姐夫好想你啊呜呜呜。。。今天贷款公司给姐夫放了三万额度，我还想借出来给你姐姐手术，你姐姐说不要呢哈哈哈。。。姐夫的AR游戏机今天也都发货了，财运都来了，是妹妹在保佑我们吗？呜呜呜呜。。。。。。","submitter":"星川樱子","date":"May 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-06-11-C17220.json b/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-06-11-C17220.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..1cc597bc --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-06-11-C17220.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17220,"content":"妹妹呜呜呜呜。。。你姐姐刚高考完，就被家暴呜呜呜呜。。。。我这么唯物的人，也开始迷信了。。。妹妹保佑保佑她呜呜呜呜吧。。。我们暑假也要一起护送她去手术了呜呜呜呜。。。。","submitter":"星川樱子","date":"Jun 11, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-06-23-C17259.json b/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-06-23-C17259.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..4fc3227f --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-06-23-C17259.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17259,"content":"猫猫呜呜呜呜呜。。。。你姐姐精神状态也不好了。。。。求求你在天之灵保佑一下她吧呜呜呜呜。。。。手术钱突然没了，求你保佑我房子的买家不要反悔呜呜呜呜。。。。","submitter":"星川樱子","date":"Jun 23, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Considerate_cat/info.yml b/people/Considerate_cat/info.yml index b9482186..eb8c4891 100644 --- a/people/Considerate_cat/info.yml +++ b/people/Considerate_cat/info.yml @@ -5,5 +5,5 @@ info: died: '2023-05-14' websites: QQ: https://1077680024.qzone.qq.com/ - 网易云: https://music.163.com/#/artist?id=55149188 + iconify:ri:netease-cloud-music-line: https://music.163.com/#/artist?id=55149188 BiliBili: https://space.bilibili.com/523632379 \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Considerate_cat/page.en.md b/people/Considerate_cat/page.en.md index 44525e73..b1c27ae4 100644 --- a/people/Considerate_cat/page.en.md +++ b/people/Considerate_cat/page.en.md @@ -5,15 +5,24 @@ info: location: Ji'ning, Shandong --- -She was born on March 4th, 2009, and she came from Jining, Shandong. She longed to be a girl, to wear beautiful dresses, to have long hair, and to have a gentle voice. +She was born on March 4th, 2009, in Jining, Shandong. +She longed to be a girl, to wear beautiful dresses, to have long hair, and to have a gentle voice. ## Her hobbies -She had many hobbies. She loved rhythm games and liked to play Arcaea. The last song she played was “False Embellishment”. She also liked to listen to music, create music, make videos, write code and so on. Some of her videos were very funny, and her music has a lot of personality. She was a talented and versatile person, always full of curiosity and creativity. +She had many hobbies. +She loved rhythm games and played Arcaea. +The last song she played was “False Embellishment”. +She also liked to listen to music, create music, make videos, write code and so on. +Some of her videos were very funny, and her music had tons of personality. +She was a talented and versatile person, always full of curiosity and creativity. ## Her dreams -She had many dreams. She wanted to become a real girl. She said she wanted to be a forensic doctor in the future. She wanted to help those who suffered from depression and anxiety. +She had many dreams. +She wanted to become a real girl. +She said she wanted to be a forensic doctor in the future. +She wanted to help those who suffered from depression and anxiety. > She once said she wanted to meet EnderCat @@ -21,36 +30,48 @@ She had many dreams. She wanted to become a real girl. She said she wanted to be On May 11th, 2023, MoeCat gave Cencen a hair clip and hoped that Cencen would think of her after she left. -On May 12th, 2023, MoeCat started to ask Cencen for blessings and hoped that Cencen could wish her “to be a girl in the next life”. +On May 12th, 2023, MoeCat started asking Cencen for blessings and hoped that Cencen would wish her “to be a girl in the next life”. -On May 13th, 2023, Cencen sensed that she might commit suicide the next day and informed EnderCat at 11:45 pm that night. EnderCat tried to inform her parents but failed. +On May 13th, 2023, Cencen sensed that she might commit suicide the next day and informed EnderCat at 11:45 pm that night. +EnderCat tried to inform her parents but failed. -On May 14th, 2023, EnderCat received a forwarded chat record from “Fixing Broken Hearts” at 1:11 am and tried to contact MoeCat and her parents to confirm her status. At 1:17 am, MoeCat sent EnderCat an apology message and said “I'm really happy that I met EnderCat in this life”. +On May 14th, 2023, EnderCat received a forwarded chat record from “Fixing Broken Hearts” at 1:11 am and tried to contact MoeCat and her parents to confirm her status. +At 1:17 am, MoeCat sent EnderCat an apology message and said, “I’m really happy that I met EnderCat in this life”. ## Her departure -But she did not realize her dreams or meet EnderCat. On May 13th, 2023, she was very happy, as if she had returned to normal. In the early morning of the next day, she chose to commit suicide. +But she did not realize her dreams or meet EnderCat. +On May 13th, 2023, she was really happy, as if she had returned to normal. +In the early morning of the next day, she chose to commit suicide. -This was a decision that was hard to accept and understand. I know she endured a lot of pain and pressure. She was forced to stop HRT and was given GnRH analogues. Her parents did not understand her needs, which made her feel hopeless and helpless. +That was a decision that was hard to accept and understand. +I know she endured a lot of pain and pressure. +She was forced to stop HRT and was given GnRH analogs. +Her parents did not understand her needs, which made her feel hopeless and helpless. -Plus she originally had no confidence or sense of worth in herself. She felt useless and unworthy of being loved. But these were not true. We always loved her. +Plus, she initially had no confidence or sense of worth in herself. +She felt useless and unworthy of being loved. +But these were not true. +We always loved her. -Her friend EnderCat called 120 at 1:23 am. Her parents also called 120 almost at the same time... Unfortunately she lost consciousness at 1:25 am on May 14th, 2023 and was taken to the hospital... I don't know what happened next, but she eventually did not make it. +Her friend EnderCat called 120 at 1:23 am. +Her parents also called 120 almost at the same time... +Unfortunately, she lost consciousness at 1:25 am on May 14th, 2023 and was taken to the hospital... I don’t know what happened next, but she eventually did not make it. -> “I could have called 120 ten minutes earlier, but I chose to confirm her status first. I blame myself. I will never forget what she said to me at the end: ‘I'm in so much pain, EnderCat, please help me!’” - EnderCat +> “I could have called 120 ten minutes earlier, but I chose to confirm her status first. I blame myself. I will never forget what she said to me at the end: ‘I’m in so much pain, EnderCat, please help me!’” - EnderCat ## Her gallery -> Selected from MoeCat's QQ space, all are architectural photos +> Selected from MoeCat’s Qzone, all are architectural photos ## Other people who appear on this page -EnderCat: MoeCat's friend and one of the main interveners. According to EnderCat, she was the most capable of saving MoeCat, but because of an obvious mistake that could have been avoided, it led to irreversible consequences. +EnderCat: MoeCat’s friend and one of the main interveners. According to EnderCat, she was the most capable of saving MoeCat. However, because of an obvious mistake, it led to irreversible consequences. -“Fixing Broken Hearts”: MoeCat's friend and the one who invited MoeCat to join “a group chat”. Because of her, MoeCat was able to buy HRT medication and meet everyone. According to her, if she did not pull MoeCat into the circle, MoeCat might not have committed suicide. +“Fixing Broken Hearts”: MoeCat’s friend and the one who invited MoeCat to join “a group chat”. Because of her, MoeCat could buy HRT medication and meet everyone. According to her, if she did not pull MoeCat into the circle, MoeCat might not have committed suicide. -Cencen: MoeCat's boyfriend, the first one to sense that MoeCat would commit suicide. According to him, “We may have indeed prolonged her life. Without us, she might have left in March...” +Cencen: MoeCat’s boyfriend, the first one to sense that MoeCat would commit suicide. According to him, “We may have indeed prolonged her life. Without us, she might have left in March...” diff --git a/people/Considerate_cat/page.md b/people/Considerate_cat/page.md index 6eacae1b..21c2e0a2 100644 --- a/people/Considerate_cat/page.md +++ b/people/Considerate_cat/page.md @@ -10,7 +10,7 @@ info: ## 她的爱好 -她有很多爱好，她热爱音游，喜欢玩Arc，她打的最后一首歌是狂言綺語。她也喜欢听音乐、创作音乐、视频创作、写代码等等。她的一些视频很有趣，她的音乐有种说不出的风格，她是一个多才多艺的人，她总是充满了好奇心和创造力。 +她有很多爱好，她热爱音游，喜欢玩 Arc，她打的最后一首歌是狂言綺語。她也喜欢听音乐、创作音乐、视频创作、写代码等等。她的一些视频很有趣，她的音乐有种说不出的风格，她是一个多才多艺的人，她总是充满了好奇心和创造力。 ## 她的梦想 @@ -36,15 +36,15 @@ info: 加上她原本就对自己没有信心和价值感，她觉得自己没用，不配被人爱。但是这些都不是真的，我们一直爱着她。 -她的朋友末影猫在 1:23 拨打120，她的父母也在几乎同时拨打120......可惜 她最终在 2023 年 5 月 14 日凌晨 1:25 失去意识，随后送往医院......后面的事情我不知道，但是她最终还是没能被救回来。 +她的朋友末影猫在 1:23 拨打 120，她的父母也在几乎同时拨打 120......可惜 她最终在 2023 年 5 月 14 日凌晨 1:25 失去意识，随后送往医院......后面的事情我不知道，但是她最终还是没能被救回来。 -> 「我明明能早10分钟打120，可是我偏偏在第一时间选择了先确认状态，我很自责，我永远也忘不了她最后对我说的『我好难受，末影猫救我！』」——末影猫 +> 「我明明能早 10 分钟打 120，可是我偏偏在第一时间选择了先确认状态，我很自责，我永远也忘不了她最后对我说的『我好难受，末影猫救我！』」——末影猫 ## 她的图库 -> 选自猫猫的QQ空间，全是建筑照 +> 选自猫猫的 QQ 空间，全是建筑照。 diff --git a/people/Considerate_cat/page.zh_hant.md b/people/Considerate_cat/page.zh_hant.md index d1a299bc..136b22ec 100644 --- a/people/Considerate_cat/page.zh_hant.md +++ b/people/Considerate_cat/page.zh_hant.md @@ -9,7 +9,7 @@ info: ## 她的愛好 -她有着許多愛好. 她熱愛音遊, 尤其是Arcaea. 打的最後一個譜面是狂言綺語. 喜歡聽和創作音樂, 喜歡視頻創作, 寫代碼等. 她的一些視頻很有趣, 而音樂有着一種說不出的風格. 她是一個多才多藝的人, 總是充滿了好奇心和創造力. +她有着許多愛好. 她熱愛音遊, 尤其是 Arcaea. 打的最後一個譜面是狂言綺語. 喜歡聽和創作音樂, 喜歡視頻創作, 寫代碼等. 她的一些視頻很有趣, 而音樂有着一種說不出的風格. 她是一個多才多藝的人, 總是充滿了好奇心和創造力. ## 她的夢想 @@ -35,15 +35,15 @@ info: 加上她原本就對於自己缺乏信心和價值感, 覺得自己沒用, 不配被人愛. 儘管這些都不是真的——我們一直愛着她. -末影貓於 1:23 撥打120, 她的父母也在幾乎同時撥打120. 可惜她最終於 2023 年 5 月 14 日 1:25 失去意識, 隨後送往醫院. 後面的事情我不知道, 但她最終還是沒有救回來. +末影貓於 1:23 撥打 120, 她的父母也在幾乎同時撥打 120. 可惜她最終於 2023 年 5 月 14 日 1:25 失去意識, 隨後送往醫院. 後面的事情我不知道, 但她最終還是沒有救回來. -> 「我明明能早10分钟打120，可是我偏偏在第一时间选择了先确认状态，我很自责，我永远也忘不了她最后对我说的『我好难受，末影猫救我！』」——末影猫 +> 「我明明能早 10 分钟打 120，可是我偏偏在第一时间选择了先确认状态，我很自责，我永远也忘不了她最后对我说的『我好难受，末影猫救我！』」——末影猫 ## 她的圖庫 -> 選自貓貓的QQ空間, 詮釋建築照. +> 選自貓貓的 QQ 空間, 全是建築照。 diff --git a/people/CuspariaKLSY/comments/2024-01-04-C15080.json b/people/CuspariaKLSY/comments/2024-01-04-C15080.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..f67a390f --- /dev/null +++ b/people/CuspariaKLSY/comments/2024-01-04-C15080.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15080,"content":"А тем, кто ложится спать -\nСпокойного сна.\nСпокойная ночь.\nСпокойная ночь.\n\n困倦的人儿啊--\n好好地睡吧。\n翌朝再会。\n翌朝再见。\n-- Kino\n\n希望你在另一个世界过得安好。","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 4, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/CuspariaKLSY/comments/2024-08-16-C18112.json b/people/CuspariaKLSY/comments/2024-08-16-C18112.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..dac1f8b8 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/CuspariaKLSY/comments/2024-08-16-C18112.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18112,"content":"鱼的繁体很好看，魚魚子亦是如此。","submitter":"匿名","date":"Aug 16, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/CuspariaKLSY/page.en.md b/people/CuspariaKLSY/page.en.md index a5bd2773..e273be87 100644 --- a/people/CuspariaKLSY/page.en.md +++ b/people/CuspariaKLSY/page.en.md @@ -7,7 +7,7 @@ info: ## Description -She loves Sunflowers. She once told me she feels some kind of predestined affinity with Sunflowers. +She loves Sunflowers. She once told me she feels some predestined affinity with Sunflowers. She is persistent when it comes to her art. @@ -15,7 +15,7 @@ She likes to drink Monster Energy. She often tells me she cannot have a good meal. -She thinks she don't have many friends. +She thinks she doesn’t have many friends. Her first language is Russian. @@ -23,27 +23,28 @@ She knows how to play guitar. Her parents fought a lot. -She didn't consider her life more valuable than others'. +She didn’t consider her life more valuable than others’. -If she believes sacrificing herself would benefit others, she won't have a second thought. +She wouldn’t have a second thought if she believed sacrificing herself would benefit others. She cares about her friends a lot. -She's a Eastern Orthodox Christian. +She’s an Eastern Orthodox Christian. -She doesn't really trust God 100%, though. +She doesn’t trust God 100%, though. -She came up with her nickname “Ling Shui Yu Yu Zi” while feeding fish. +She coined her nickname “Ling Shui Yu Yu Zi” while feeding fish. “Ling Shui Yu Yu Zi” means fish in clear water. She began transitioning because: 1. Her parents told her they wanted a daughter. She felt she was born with the wrong sex. -2. She decided on who she wanted to become after immersing in ACG culture and found out about the futa character stereotype. +2. After immersing herself in ACG culture, she decided on who she wanted to become. She also learned about the futa character stereotype. 3. A character she created became more and more similar to herself. She wanted to replace her. -While trying to console her friend, a conflict ensued. She swallowed lots of her meds that night and argued with her father after waking up. +4. Pressure from family and school was becoming increasingly heavy. She wanted to escape the body she was born with but didn’t have the means to do so. -She then attempted suicide and was sent to the hospital. She was confirmed to be died and cremated by August 1st, 2023. +While trying to console her friend, a conflict ensued. She swallowed lots of her meds that night and argued with her father after waking up. +She then attempted suicide and was sent to the hospital. She was confirmed to be dead and cremated by August 1st, 2023. diff --git a/people/CuspariaKLSY/page.md b/people/CuspariaKLSY/page.md index f70d9216..c3c682e6 100644 --- a/people/CuspariaKLSY/page.md +++ b/people/CuspariaKLSY/page.md @@ -33,7 +33,7 @@ info: 她不是太信上帝。 -她圈名“泠水鱼鱼子”是在喂鱼的时候起的。 +她圈名「泠水鱼鱼子」是在喂鱼的时候起的。 服用激素，成为跨性别的原因： @@ -45,4 +45,4 @@ info: 4. 家庭问题，学校问题日益突出，希望逃离这个身体，但苦于没有能力。 -在劝慰朋友时发生矛盾，双方情绪爆发，醒来后又和其父亲发生争吵，后因尝试自杀送往医院抢救，再次得到消息得知其已经确认脑死亡，于2023年8月1日火化。 +在劝慰朋友时发生矛盾，双方情绪爆发，醒来后又和其父亲发生争吵，后因尝试自杀送往医院抢救，再次得到消息得知其已经确认脑死亡，于　2023 年 8 月 1 日火化。 diff --git a/people/CuspariaKLSY/page.zh_hant.md b/people/CuspariaKLSY/page.zh_hant.md index 2fb46f61..d13bdaf3 100644 --- a/people/CuspariaKLSY/page.zh_hant.md +++ b/people/CuspariaKLSY/page.zh_hant.md @@ -33,7 +33,7 @@ info: 她不是太信上帝。 -她圈名“泠水魚魚子”是在餵魚的時候起的。 +她圈名「泠水魚魚子」是在餵魚的時候起的。 服用激素，成為跨性別的原因： @@ -45,4 +45,4 @@ info: 4. 家庭問題，學校問題日益突出，希望逃離這個身體，但苦於沒有能力。 -在勸慰朋友時發生矛盾，雙方情緒爆發，醒來後又和其父親發生爭吵，後因嘗試自殺送往醫院搶救，再次得到消息得知其已經確認腦死亡，於2023年8月1日火化。 +在勸慰朋友時發生矛盾，雙方情緒爆發，醒來後又和其父親發生爭吵，後因嘗試自殺送往醫院搶救，再次得到消息得知其已經確認腦死亡，於 2023 年 8 月 1 日火化。 diff --git a/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/comments/2024-07-11-C18004.json b/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/comments/2024-07-11-C18004.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..5a0fa411 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/comments/2024-07-11-C18004.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18004,"content":"抱抱","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jul 11, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/comments/2024-07-11-C18005.json b/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/comments/2024-07-11-C18005.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..8ad7b374 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/comments/2024-07-11-C18005.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18005,"content":"抱抱","submitter":"朝风","date":"Jul 11, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/comments/2024-07-11-C18007.json b/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/comments/2024-07-11-C18007.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..184b4a8d --- /dev/null +++ b/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/comments/2024-07-11-C18007.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18007,"content":"抱抱","submitter":"苏小喵","date":"Jul 11, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/comments/2024-07-11-C18008.json b/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/comments/2024-07-11-C18008.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..eb6e8ae3 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/comments/2024-07-11-C18008.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18008,"content":"贴贴(⁠・⁠∀⁠・⁠)","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jul 11, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/comments/2024-07-11-C18010.json b/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/comments/2024-07-11-C18010.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..46b0fe41 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/comments/2024-07-11-C18010.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18010,"content":"姐妹抱抱。。。。","submitter":"星川樱子","date":"Jul 11, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/comments/2024-07-12-C18012.json b/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/comments/2024-07-12-C18012.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..39af0779 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/comments/2024-07-12-C18012.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18012,"content":"贴贴～如有来世我们要狠狠的贴贴～","submitter":"狐狸","date":"Jul 12, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/comments/2024-07-12-C18013.json b/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/comments/2024-07-12-C18013.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..9d582d89 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/comments/2024-07-12-C18013.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18013,"content":"抱抱…","submitter":"菊立朝凉","date":"Jul 12, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/comments/2024-07-22-C18040.json b/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/comments/2024-07-22-C18040.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..c902b7b5 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/comments/2024-07-22-C18040.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18040,"content":"啊，周一了呢，贴贴。","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jul 22, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/comments/2024-07-24-C18046.json b/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/comments/2024-07-24-C18046.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..df34f4de --- /dev/null +++ b/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/comments/2024-07-24-C18046.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18046,"content":"夜深了呢，晚安喵？贴贴。","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jul 24, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/comments/2024-08-12-C18095.json b/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/comments/2024-08-12-C18095.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..c47ee967 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/comments/2024-08-12-C18095.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18095,"content":"抱抱你……","submitter":"ZS.","date":"Aug 12, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/comments/2024-08-14-C18105.json b/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/comments/2024-08-14-C18105.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..7faee0dc --- /dev/null +++ b/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/comments/2024-08-14-C18105.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18105,"content":"姐姐贴贴","submitter":"梦梦","date":"Aug 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/info.yml b/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/info.yml new file mode 100644 index 00000000..79ebd773 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/info.yml @@ -0,0 +1,4 @@ +id: CutOceanHeyFis1 +profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.jpg +websites: + twitter: https://twitter.com/CutOceanHeyFis1 \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/page.en.md b/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/page.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..5b8f9bc9 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,28 @@ +--- +name: Cuddly +info: + alias: Affectionate +--- + +> Ah, It's noon. Cuddle? + +## Description + +Cuddly is a somewhat mysterious girl. Although she often posts incomprehensible things on Twitter, she is actually very interesting, cute, and empathetic. + +Perhaps due to borderline personality disorder or a learning disability, she always likes to add "Cuddle?" at the end of a sentence or a paragraph. +Because of this, everyone always likes to call her "Sis Cuddly". + +She has a peculiar habit of saying, "Cut me into little pieces and toss them into the sea to feed the fishies..." + +She always wanted to explore ways to commit suicide, but ironically, she died in an artificial accident. + +## Departure + +In early July 2023, she, who had been posting to social media every day, suddenly stopped posting. Soon after, news emerged that she had been arrested for an alleged negligent homicide, and all contact was lost. + +We have no way of knowing the exact date of her death. All we can do is keep her in our memories. + +> "Thank you, Sis Cuddly. Don't forget to come and spar with us often in the future." + +"Hurry and come cut the watermelon; you can slice it into little pieces! 🍉" diff --git a/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/page.md b/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/page.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..684af78c --- /dev/null +++ b/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/page.md @@ -0,0 +1,28 @@ +--- +name: 贴贴~ +info: + alias: 贴贴, 贴贴姐 +--- + +> 啊，中午了呢，贴贴？ + +## 简介 + +贴贴姐是一个有些神秘的女孩子. 尽管在 Twitter 上经常发一些让人难以理解的东西, 事实上是一个很有意思, 很可爱也很有共情力的人. + +可能是因为 bpd 或 ld 的原因, 她总是喜欢在一句话或一个段落的末尾加上一句「贴贴?」 +也因此大家总喜欢叫她「贴贴姐」 + +有着一种口癖, 也就是经常听到的「切成一小片一小片扔到海里喂鱼鱼」 + +总是想着探究自杀方法的她——天意弄人——最终却死于一场人造的意外. + +## 离世 + +2023 年 7 月初, 一向日更的她突然停更, 然后传来的就是她因莫须有的过失致人死亡被捕的消息, 从此失联. + +我们无从知晓她离世的具体日期, 能做的仅仅是把她留在我们的回忆中. + +> 谢谢贴贴姐，以后记得经常来对线 + +快来切西瓜吧, 妳能切成一小块一小块的呢🍉 diff --git a/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/page.zh_hant.md b/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/page.zh_hant.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..b51d0e06 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/page.zh_hant.md @@ -0,0 +1,28 @@ +--- +name: 貼貼? +info: + alias: 貼貼, 貼貼姐 +--- + +> 啊, 中午了呢, 貼貼? + +## 簡介 + +貼貼姐是一個有些神秘的女孩子. 儘管在 Twitter 上經常發一些讓人難以理解的東西, 事實上是一個很有意思, 很可愛也很有共情力的人. + +可能是因為 bpd 或 ld 的原因, 她總是喜歡在一句話或一個段落的末尾加上一句「貼貼?」 +也因為這個大家總是喜歡叫她「貼貼姐」 + +有著一種口癖, 也就是經常聽到的「切成一小片一小片扔到海里喂魚魚」 + +總是想著探究自殺方式的她——天意弄人——最終卻死於一場人造的意外. + +## 離世 + +2023 年 7 月初, 一向每日更新的她突然沒有了訊息, 接踵而至的就是她因莫須有的過失致人死亡被捕的消息, 從此失去聯絡. + +我們無從知曉她離世的具體日期, 能夠做到的, 僅僅是把她留在我們的回憶中. + +> 謝謝貼貼姐, 以後記得經常來對線 + +快來切西瓜吧, 妳能切成一小塊一小塊的呢🍉 diff --git a/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/photos/profile.jpg b/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/photos/profile.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..97557e45 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/photos/profile.jpg differ diff --git a/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-01-05-C15084.json b/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-01-05-C15084.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..e7baf670 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-01-05-C15084.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15084,"content":"晚安。。。\n","submitter":"浅羽萌","date":"Jan 5, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-01-06-C15086.json b/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-01-06-C15086.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a22c98e6 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-01-06-C15086.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15086,"content":"晚安……","submitter":"MTF曦涵","date":"Jan 6, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-01-12-C15098.json b/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-01-12-C15098.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..294a14db --- /dev/null +++ b/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-01-12-C15098.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15098,"content":"晚安","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 12, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-02-04-C15381.json b/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-02-04-C15381.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..356bf21d --- /dev/null +++ b/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-02-04-C15381.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15381,"content":"晚安","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Feb 4, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-02-21-C15420.json b/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-02-21-C15420.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..14fa4426 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-02-21-C15420.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15420,"content":"晚安","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Feb 21, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-02-21-C15423.json b/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-02-21-C15423.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..39670dd5 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-02-21-C15423.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15423,"content":"我们是同龄人, 而你却如此强大, 参见大佬... \n2023-12-10, 这个日期啊...","submitter":"kunye","date":"Feb 21, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-02-29-C15429.json b/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-02-29-C15429.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..b5909009 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-02-29-C15429.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15429,"content":"晚安","submitter":"先少樂","date":"Feb 29, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-03-03-C15435.json b/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-03-03-C15435.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..6e7551c1 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-03-03-C15435.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15435,"content":"晚安","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Mar 3, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-03-19-C17018.json b/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-03-19-C17018.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..131046ac --- /dev/null +++ b/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-03-19-C17018.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17018,"content":"晚安","submitter":"君の名は","date":"Mar 19, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-03-19-C17020.json b/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-03-19-C17020.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..08edbc7a --- /dev/null +++ b/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-03-19-C17020.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17020,"content":"晚安\n","submitter":"绫乃月樱","date":"Mar 19, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-03-31-C17081.json b/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-03-31-C17081.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..7c462bb3 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-03-31-C17081.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17081,"content":"晚安","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Mar 31, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-04-27-C17136.json b/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-04-27-C17136.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..fc08dde5 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-04-27-C17136.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17136,"content":"晚安","submitter":"MiaDsm22","date":"Apr 27, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-04-29-C17146.json b/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-04-29-C17146.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..068e75b2 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-04-29-C17146.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17146,"content":"晚安朋友，我的同龄人。","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Apr 29, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-06-03-C17200.json b/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-06-03-C17200.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..27714412 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-06-03-C17200.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17200,"content":"晚安","submitter":"晓晓","date":"Jun 3, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-06-09-C17215.json b/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-06-09-C17215.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a1c4f5d7 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-06-09-C17215.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17215,"content":"生日快乐...","submitter":"鸢雅雨","date":"Jun 9, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-07-06-C17290.json b/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-07-06-C17290.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..d3340c11 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-07-06-C17290.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17290,"content":"晚安..","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jul 6, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-07-11-C18006.json b/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-07-11-C18006.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..6bb90e46 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-07-11-C18006.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18006,"content":"おやすみなさい、いい夢を見てくださいね","submitter":"坐标系","date":"Jul 11, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-08-08-C18084.json b/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-08-08-C18084.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..45ad7428 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-08-08-C18084.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18084,"content":"||每每看到比我小的mtf最后走上了这样一条路，总是会感到如此心痛，如果死亡是解脱，那就让人生最后一次勇敢地选择吧，晚安♡||","submitter":"あRedumn丶","date":"Aug 8, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/DarlinChit/info.yml b/people/DarlinChit/info.yml index fcd43225..5b27dfb2 100644 --- a/people/DarlinChit/info.yml +++ b/people/DarlinChit/info.yml @@ -4,4 +4,4 @@ info: born: '2004-06-09' died: '2023-12-10' websites: - twitter: https://twitter.com/DarlinChit + twitter: https://twitter.com/Darl66666 diff --git a/people/DarlinChit/page.en.md b/people/DarlinChit/page.en.md index e282ab53..ed1d07c5 100644 --- a/people/DarlinChit/page.en.md +++ b/people/DarlinChit/page.en.md @@ -9,11 +9,11 @@ info: Sakuya had a passion for programming and the web since her childhood. She loved role-playing and simulation games. She had an interest in game development. -She contributed to the development of many games, including *Pokémon Go* and *The Headmaster*. -Besides being a talented programmer proficient in languages like Java, PHP, and C++, Sakuya was also skilled in stock trading and video editing. +She helped develop many games, including *Pokémon Go* and *The Headmaster*. +In addition to being a talented programmer proficient in languages like Java, PHP, and C++, Sakuya was also skilled in stock trading and video editing. She once founded a translation group. -She started her own fashion company, but it bankrupted, leading her to lose almost all her income sources. +She started her own fashion company, but it went bankrupt due to financial problems, causing her to lose almost all her income sources. She wasn't able to make a comeback. Subsequently, she moved to Shanghai for a while. During her time in Shanghai, although she often worried about financial issues, she managed to spend her days relatively happily, thanks to the company and support of her friends. @@ -21,6 +21,12 @@ During her time in Shanghai, although she often worried about financial issues, In her will, Sakuya wrote: > My death is unrelated to anyone else; it was purely my personal choice. Please do not hold resentment toward others because of it. Live well for yourselves, with sunshine and happiness." + + Rest well, Sakuya. May you find happiness and peace. Wishing you a smooth journey to the stars. -Contributor for this entry: Nanami +Contributor for this entry: Nanami[^1] + +[^1]: Nanami, Sakuya's friend, inherits and continues to use Sakuya's account. diff --git a/people/DarlinChit/page.md b/people/DarlinChit/page.md index b002e1c3..437b50a2 100644 --- a/people/DarlinChit/page.md +++ b/people/DarlinChit/page.md @@ -14,6 +14,12 @@ info: 咲夜在遗书里写道： >「我的死与任何人无关，这只是我的一个选择，请千万不要为此而仇恨别人。请好好地、阳光地、快乐地生活下去，请为自己好好生活着。」 + + 晚安，咲夜，希望你能幸福开心。愿你在往参宿四的道路上一路顺风。 -条目贡献：七海 \ No newline at end of file +条目贡献：七海[^1] + +[^1]: 七海，咲夜的朋友，现继承保留咲夜的账号。 diff --git a/people/DarlinChit/page.zh_hant.md b/people/DarlinChit/page.zh_hant.md index 8f637d2c..f54b4db5 100644 --- a/people/DarlinChit/page.zh_hant.md +++ b/people/DarlinChit/page.zh_hant.md @@ -14,6 +14,12 @@ info: 咲夜在遺書裡寫道： >「我的死與任何人無關，這只是我的一個選擇，請千萬不要為此而仇恨別人。請好好地、陽光地、快樂地生活下去，請為自己好好生活著。」 + + 晚安，咲夜，希望你能幸福開心。願你在往參宿四的道路上一路順風。 -條目貢獻：七海 +條目貢獻：七海[^1] + +[^1]: 七海，咲夜的朋友，現繼承保留咲夜的賬號。 diff --git a/people/DarlinChit/photos/photo1.jpg b/people/DarlinChit/photos/photo1.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..1ad6d666 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/DarlinChit/photos/photo1.jpg differ diff --git a/people/Dethelly/comments/2024-03-05-C15446.json b/people/Dethelly/comments/2024-03-05-C15446.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..c132c406 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Dethelly/comments/2024-03-05-C15446.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15446,"content":"以后不可以这么傻哦。","submitter":"Kira Rettosei","date":"Mar 5, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Dethelly/comments/2024-03-05-C15449.json b/people/Dethelly/comments/2024-03-05-C15449.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a79a4b2d --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Dethelly/comments/2024-03-05-C15449.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15449,"content":"||他 (sic.) 从来没有跟我们说过这些事！怎么突然就这样子去…… 你们要是去问我的父母，它们也会这么回答。 我每一次发火，它们都不以为然。转身第二天就把事情忘得一干二净。 到下次因为同样的事情再次发火，提到之前发生过这个问题的时候，就会说： 你从来没有跟我们说过这些事！ 一次又一次。。 直到最后，我对它们只有绝望。 永远不会原谅。||","submitter":"七翼式","date":"Mar 5, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Dethelly/comments/2024-03-17-C16042.json b/people/Dethelly/comments/2024-03-17-C16042.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..f2becf1c --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Dethelly/comments/2024-03-17-C16042.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":16042,"content":"世界上的另一个我，太像了…","submitter":"珏","date":"Mar 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Dethelly/comments/2024-03-17-C17002.json b/people/Dethelly/comments/2024-03-17-C17002.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..aa37a037 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Dethelly/comments/2024-03-17-C17002.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17002,"content":"善良的你本不应遭受如此，愿你在新世界过得开心。原生家庭的复杂关系是不少跨女的痛，愿相似的悲剧不再上演。","submitter":"芋头","date":"Mar 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Dethelly/comments/2024-03-17-C17010.json b/people/Dethelly/comments/2024-03-17-C17010.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..44a70b0a --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Dethelly/comments/2024-03-17-C17010.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17010,"content":"我和她同一天suicide…我活下来了，但是伤痕累累；而她却永远睡着了…","submitter":"Nonexistent Riricho","date":"Mar 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Dethelly/comments/2024-03-22-C17031.json b/people/Dethelly/comments/2024-03-22-C17031.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a18a0adf --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Dethelly/comments/2024-03-22-C17031.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17031,"content":"想要寻死的我今日依然在呼吸\n想要活下去的你却迷失了明天\n这个世界还是太荒谬了点啊，晚安","submitter":"Nonexistent Riricho","date":"Mar 22, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Dethelly/comments/2024-03-27-C17063.json b/people/Dethelly/comments/2024-03-27-C17063.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..3a618656 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Dethelly/comments/2024-03-27-C17063.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17063,"content":"晚安，如果有来生，希望你可以成为自己想要变成的样子","submitter":"樱花飘散时","date":"Mar 27, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Dethelly/comments/2024-06-02-C17196.json b/people/Dethelly/comments/2024-06-02-C17196.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..7e0a498f --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Dethelly/comments/2024-06-02-C17196.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17196,"content":"晚安呐","submitter":"lilyrumous","date":"Jun 2, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Dethelly/info.yml b/people/Dethelly/info.yml new file mode 100644 index 00000000..fc237eed --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Dethelly/info.yml @@ -0,0 +1,6 @@ +id: Dethelly +profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.png +info: + died: '2024-01-23' +websites: + twitter: https://twitter.com/Dethelly \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Dethelly/page.en.md b/people/Dethelly/page.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..2de0b289 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Dethelly/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,182 @@ +--- +name: Sugar ~ 100% PURITY +info: + alias: Dethelly, 五洲 + location: Yubei, Chongqing +--- + + +## Description + +In Fall 2023, Sugar went to Hangzhou, Zhejiang, to attend university. + +She was an introverted girl who cared too much about others' feelings, so she wasn't able to express herself when she needed it. +She was too shy to express her confusion and anxiety. +Moreover, she had no friend to confide in her thoughts; she could only hide them in her heart. +That made her look a bit intimidated. + +She always prepared a lot before meeting friends in real life. +She was always worried about leaving a bad impression, so she asked them tons of questions in advance (such as which kinds of gifts they would like) and warned them she might exhibit regressive behaviours. + +Her family is conservative. +Her father worked for China Railways Group, and her mother was a teacher. +She didn't receive enough love from them. +They once threw away the gender-affirming clothing she hid while she was in high school. +Therefore, she was sure her parents were too conservative to communicate with. + +## The dissipated haze in Hangzhou + +On January 6th, 2024, Sugar met friend A in Hangzhou. + +Just before meeting A, she hid in the restroom and kept checking the mirror. +She was ashamed to meet A because she didn't do her hair or wear cute clothes. +Actually, she was still pretty despite that. + +The two girls visited many places of interest in Hangzhou…… + +West Lake Culture Square, Wulin Suqare, Wuliu Lane, and Fengshan Gate. + +When parting, She asked A about her thoughts on her plan to "threaten" her parents (to gain acceptance of being trans). + +> *Here is what A remembered:* +> +> Sugar: Perhaps I need to "threaten" them since they are too conservative to communicate with. +> +> Sugar: I'm afraid of pain, but I could hurt myself a bit. +> +> Sugar: Thereby, they might make a compromise eventually, and I might get more freedom in return. +> +> Sugar: According to the plan, I will delete you from my friend list after this parting. +> +> Sugar: You shouldn't be worried about me. Please forget me as soon as possible. + +When A left for home, she left Sugar half a bag of oranges and messaged her "Adios." (Goodbye) on QQ. +A didn't get any reply. +That night, Sugar actually deleted her contact. + +On the second day, a Twitter user who claimed to be Sugar's high school classmate sent her some random thoughts on behalf of Sugar. +Then A requested them to look after her. + +Later, Sugar began her winter vacation and got her diagnosis certificate of gender dysphoria in Shenzhen Kangning Hospital —— This was only known by A after her death. + +## Thick fog over Jialing River (Her departure) + +On January 22nd, 2024, she went back to her hometown, Chongqing, and regained contact with A. + +(According to her mother who worked away from Chongqing, when she just returned home, she seemed happy in WeChat.) + +But the reality is the opposite. + +She contacted A before she began to execute her plan. +She told A again and again that her purpose was not to die. +The point is to make her parents realize the necessity of accepting her being trans by showing she's willing to die. + +But the dosage she was about to take was fatal. + +A and her other online friends couldn't persuade her, so they called for first aid as a last resort. +Because they didn't know her exact location, the ambulance left after more than half an hour had passed. + +Unfortunately, Sugar was in critical condition when the ambulance arrived at the Second People's Hospital of Yubei District of Chongqing. +And she passed away in the early morning of the next day due to chemical poisoning. + +## After her departure + +Later, through a variety of ways, Sugar's mother contacted A on the morning of January 23rd. + +After A told her about Sugar's gender dysphoria and the fact of suicide, she was astonished and said: + +> "He(sic. The same below) had never told us about this! Why he abruptly did……" +> +> (It seemed that Sugar didn't directly and openly communicate with her parents about this.) + +The loss of her child overwhelmed her. +She said words like Sugar was too selfish and didn't care about them. +Then she tried to unlock Sugar's phone. + +A asked her mother to bury Sugar as a daughter, but her mother replied like [this](https://twitter.com/KiraRettosei/status/1749728762261012752?s=19). +(The link may be triggering.) + +However, her mother's attitude was changing gradually. + +Her parents started to tidy up her belongings. + +Her mother asked A if she wanted to keep Sugar's IKEA Blåhaj Shark, which she loved to hug. + +Her mother said he was their angel, but unfortunately, God made him leave early, and he had to leave. + +Her mother had always been grateful to A. + +## The new spring + +It's February 12th, 2024—the third day of Spring Festival. + +That night, A set off on a trip to Guiyang and Chongqing. + +At Ningbo Lishe International Airport, + +A sat on a seat near the windows, waiting for the launch of the plane. + +In a daze, a phone call from Chongqing came, and she was familiar with the number. + +>（*The words in brackets represent A.*） +> +> Girl, how are you now? (I am fine, what happened?) +> +> It's nothing, but…… I've always worried that you might……as well. So I'm calling to ask if you're okay or not. +> +> Girl, if anything happens in the future, please tell your parents and not hold back and say nothing. Your parents will always love you. +> +> After our generation became parents, we no longer keep the authority and stubbornness of our elders. +> +> So do I…… The path I am currently taking in life is not what my parents hoped, but I think it's no problem. +> +> We may not fully understand the decisions made by children, but we will support her if she carefully considers them. +> +> Girl, I am glad you're okay. I wish you a happy life. + +Sugar had a cute face and figure. +If we change a character of her name to another homophonic one, it would become a girl's name that perfectly matches her gentle and soft temperament. + +But she just departed with a mentality of "take a gamble". +Her life was frozen at the age of 19. + +When Sugar just passed away, her mother couldn't accept her decisions. But what did her mother say in the end? + +Anyway, she had passed away. + +## Qingming + + + +Just before Qingming, her mother suddenly sent messages to A. +Her mother told A how diligent and excellent she was and how much they loved her. + +Sugar's father said that Sugar was the brightest star in the sky. + + + +However, everything went wrong. + +If Sugar was still alive, what would happen now...? + +It was a pity that she departed abruptly, without waiting for a turn for the better. + +> Hope you'll all remember Sugar. +> +> I hope you can share important information, such as your address, with trustworthy friends to avoid any unexpected situations. +> +> I hope that if you see a help request message, you don't just swipe. +> +> I hope that if you can call the police, you can dial decisively. You are a lifesaver, not a murderer. Don't be afraid. +> +> I hope you cherish life. Hope still exists; you will only miss the opportunity if you leave too early. +> +> Hope you'll all remember Sugar. + +Take care. + + + + diff --git a/people/Dethelly/page.md b/people/Dethelly/page.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..34f32f11 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Dethelly/page.md @@ -0,0 +1,153 @@ +--- +name: 糖 ~ 100% 纯度 +info: + alias: Dethelly, 五洲 + location: 重庆渝北 +--- + +## 简介 + +糖是个重庆的女孩子，2023 年秋来到浙江杭州就读大学。 + +她很内向，很在意别人的想法，不敢表达自己的困惑与不安（亦没有倾诉对象），只能默默藏在心底，以至于显得有些畏缩。甚至于在和朋友见面前会做大量功课，私信里编号式地问上十几个问题（希望什么样的礼物，预告自己可能会出现行为上的退行等等）——担心给对方留下不好的印象。 + +她的家庭似乎也不好，铁路单位的父亲和教师岗的母亲。她在那里感受不到关爱，高中时期藏好的女装被发现没收等，让她对自己的家长极端保守无法沟通深信不疑。 + +## 临安霾散 + +2024 年 1 月 6 日，她和杭州的一名朋友 A 见面。 + +见面前，她躲在卫生间照镜子不敢出来，觉得自己不配见人。但实际上她很好看，尽管头发还未蓄起，还未穿上喜欢的衣服。 + +…… + +西湖文化广场、武林广场、五柳巷、凤山门。 + +在最后临别时，她问了 A 关于「要挟」的看法，吐露了心声： + +>（以下内容根据友人记忆复述，并非原文）： +> +> 「或许我要做的事情就是要挟，既然他们完全无法沟通… +> +> 我让自己受一点伤……但是我怕疼…… +> +> 换取一些空间……他们总归会让步的吧…… +> +> ………… +> +> 根据计划，今天结束见面之后我就会删你好友了。 +> +> 让你担心不好，你早点忘记我吧。」 + +下车时，A 把还没吃完的半兜橘子扔给她，在 QQ 私信里留了一句「Adios.」[^1]。却没有得到回复。当晚她确实删掉了好友，推特也屏蔽了 A。 + +次日，一个自称其高中同学的推特用户代她捎来了几句碎碎念，A 说让这位同学多关注一下她。 + +后来，她放了寒假，去深圳康宁开了证——这是 A 事后才晓得的。 + +## 嘉陵雾稠 + +1 月 22 日，她回到重庆，并且恢复了与 A 的联系。 + +（据当时在外地的母亲事后称，微信聊天里那时她刚回重庆似乎很开心。） + +但实际上并没有。 + +她在当晚实施计划前联系了A，她和 A 反复确认表示，本次目的并非自杀，是创造自杀未遂的记录，以此表现对跨性别诉求的刚需，达到令父母让步的目的。 + +可她决定服用的剂量超致死量。 + +A 和别的推友劝不住，只能退而求其次为她兜底（服药后尽快报 120 ），因为 A 没有报警条件，包括沟通困难，住址信息模糊等等，救护车在半个小时多后才开出。 + +糖被送至渝北区第二人民医院时已生命垂危，于当夜（1 月 23 日凌晨）中毒身亡。 + +## 身后 + +糖的母亲在 23 日早辗转联系到 A。 + +在A将糖的性别焦虑情况以及并非他杀等告知对方时，她表现出了闻所未闻的惊讶： + +> 「他(sic.)从来没有跟我们说过这些事！怎么突然就这样子去……」 +> +> （糖似乎确实完全没有正面沟通过这件事。） + +丧女的冲击太大，她也说出了「这么自私不考虑我们怎么办」之类的话，并想要解锁孩子的手机。 + +A 向糖的母亲表示如果可以希望将糖作为女儿下葬，但她是[这样](https://twitter.com/KiraRettosei/status/1749728762261012752?s=19)回复的。（链接可能含有触发要素，请谨慎点击） + +不过，她的态度也在慢慢变化。 + +糖的父母开始收拾她的遗物。 + +糖的母亲问 A 是否想要她生前爱抱的宜家鲨鲨。 + +她说：「他是我们的天使，可惜老天爷让他早走他不得不走。」 + +糖的母亲一直很感谢 A。 + +## 新春 + +2 月 12 日，大年初三。 + +这天夜里，A 正启程前往贵阳重庆旅游。 + +宁波栎社机场，A 坐在飞机靠舷窗的位置上，等待推出。 + +思绪恍惚间一个重庆的电话打来，号码她熟悉。 + +> （括号内为A发言。） +> +> 孩子，你还好吗？（我没事，怎么了？） +> +> 没什么，就是毕竟...就总是担心你们会不会也...所以问问你还好不好。 +> +> 孩子，以后你如果有什么事情一定要和家长说，不要憋在肚子里。家长都是爱你的。 +> +> 我们这一代家长，已经不会像长辈们那样威严那样固执了。 +> +> 哪怕我也是，我现在走的人生道路也不是我爸爸妈妈希望我走的——我觉得没问题。 +> +> 孩子做的什么决定，我们虽然不能都理解，但是如果她认真考虑了我们会支持的。 +> +> 孩子，你没事就好，阿姨祝你生活幸福。 + +糖有很可爱的脸庞和身材，甚至名字只要改一个同音字就是非常符合她温软气质的女孩名。 + +但是她就这么走了，抱着「搏一搏」的心态，把生命定格在 19 岁。 + +尽管在糖刚逝世的时候，她的母亲很不能接受；但最后那段话呢？ + +可无论如何，斯人已逝。 + +## 清明 + +清明节将至之时，糖的母亲突然找到 A，告诉她糖有多努力多优秀，他们有多爱糖。 + +糖的父亲说，她是天空中最亮的星星。 + + + +可惜一切都很不巧地错付，如果糖还活着，不知如今会如何呢……？ + +只是她走得太突然，等不到转机的那一天。 + +> 希望大家记住糖。 +> +> 希望大家能把自己的住址等重要信息告诉可以信任的人避免不测。 +> +> 希望大家在看到求助信息时不要只是一划而过。 +> +> 希望大家如果有拨打电话报警能力时果断拨号，你是救人的不是杀人的，别害怕。 +> +> 希望大家珍爱生命，相信希望犹在；过早地离开只会错过转机。 +> +> 希望大家记住糖。 + +珍重。 + +[^1]: 源自西班牙语，意为「一路平安，再见」之意。 + + + diff --git a/people/Dethelly/page.zh_hant.md b/people/Dethelly/page.zh_hant.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..0a3aacc6 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Dethelly/page.zh_hant.md @@ -0,0 +1,154 @@ +--- +name: 糖 ~ 100% 純度 +info: + alias: Dethelly, 五洲 + location: 重慶渝北 +--- + +## 簡介 + +糖是個重慶的女孩子，2023 年秋來到浙江杭州就讀大學。 + +她很內向，很在意別人的想法，不敢表達自己的困惑與不安（亦沒有人听她傾訴），只能默默藏在心底，以至於顯得有些畏縮。甚至於在和朋友見面前會做大量功課，私信裡編號式地問上十幾個問題（希望什麼樣的禮物，預告自己可能會出現行為上的退行等等）——擔心給對方留下不好的印象。 + +她的家庭似乎也不好，鐵路單位的父親和教師崗的母親。她在那裡感受不到關愛，高中時期藏好的女裝被發現沒收等，讓她對自己的家長極端保守無法溝通深信不疑。 + +## 臨安霾散 + +2024 年 1 月 6 日，她和杭州的一名朋友 A 見面。 + +見面前，她躲在洗手間照鏡子不敢出來，覺得自己不配見人。但實際上她很好看，儘管頭髮還未蓄起，還未穿上喜歡的衣服。 + +…… + +西湖文化廣場、武林廣場、五柳巷、鳳山門。 + +在最後臨別時，她問了 A 關於「要脅」的看法，吐露了心聲： + +>（以下內容根據友人記憶複述，並非原文）： +> +> 「或許我要做的事情就是要脅，既然他們完全無法溝通… +> +> 我讓自己受一點傷……但是我怕疼…… +> +> 換取一些空間……他們總歸會讓步的吧…… +> +> ………… +> +> 根據計畫，今天結束見面之後我就會刪你好友了。 +> +> 讓你擔心不好，你早點忘記我吧。」 + +下車時，A 把還沒吃完的半兜橘子扔給她，在 QQ 私信裡留了一句「Adios.」[^1]。卻沒有得到回復。當晚她確實刪掉了好友，推特也 Block 了 A。 + +次日，一個自稱其高中同學的推特用戶代她捎來了幾句碎碎念，A 說讓這位同學多關注一下她。 + +後來，她放了寒假，去深圳康寧開了證——這是 A 事後才曉得的。 + +## 嘉陵霧稠 + +1 月 22 日，她回到重慶，並且恢復了與 A 的聯繫。 + +（據當時在外地的母親事後稱，微信聊天裡那時她剛回重慶似乎很開心。） + +但實際上並沒有。 + +她在當晚實施計畫前聯繫了A，她和 A 反復確認表示，本次目的並非自殺，是創造自殺未遂的記錄，以此表現對跨性別訴求的剛需，達到令父母讓步的目的。 + +可她決定服用的劑量超致死量。 + +A 和別的推友勸不住，只能退而求其次為她兜底（服藥後儘快報 120），因為 A 沒有報警條件，包括溝通困難，住址資訊模糊等等，救護車在半個小時多後才開出。 + +糖被送至渝北區第二人民醫院時已生命垂危，於當夜（1 月 23 日淩晨）中毒身亡。 + +## 身後 + +糖的母親在 23 日早輾轉聯繫到 A。 + +在 A 將糖的性別焦慮情況以及並非他殺等告知對方時，她表現出了聞所未聞的驚訝： + +> 「他(sic.)從來沒有跟我們說過這些事！怎麼突然就這樣子去……」 +> +> （糖似乎確實完全沒有正面溝通過這件事。） + +喪女的衝擊太大，她也說出了「這麼自私不考慮我們怎麼辦」之類的話，並想要解鎖孩子的手機。 + +A 向糖的母親表示如果可以希望將糖作為女兒下葬，但她是[這樣](https://twitter.com/KiraRettosei/status/1749728762261012752?s=19)回復的。（連結可能含有觸發要素，請謹慎點擊） + +不過，她的態度也在慢慢變化。 + +糖的父母開始收拾她的遺物。 + +糖的母親問 A 是否想要她生前愛抱的宜家鯊鯊。 + +她說：「他是我們的天使，可惜老天爺讓他早走他不得不走。」 + +糖的母親一直很感謝 A。 + +## 新春 + +2 月 12 日，大年初三。 + +這天夜裡，A 正啟程前往貴陽重慶旅遊。 + +寧波櫟社機場，A 坐在飛機靠舷窗的位置上，等待推出。 + +思緒恍惚間一個重慶的電話打來，號碼她熟悉。 + +> （括弧內為A發言。） +> +> 孩子，你還好嗎？（我沒事，怎麼了？） +> +> 沒什麼，就是畢竟...就總是擔心你們會不會也...所以問問你還好不好。 +> +> 孩子，以後你如果有什麼事情一定要和家長說，不要憋在肚子裡。家長都是愛你的。 +> +> 我們這一代家長，已經不會像長輩們那樣威嚴那樣固執了。 +> +> 哪怕我也是，我現在走的人生道路也不是我爸爸媽媽希望我走的——我覺得沒問題。 +> +> 孩子做的什麼決定，我們雖然不能都理解，但是如果她認真考慮了我們會支持的。 +> +> 孩子，你沒事就好，阿姨祝你生活幸福。 + +糖有很可愛的臉龐和身材，甚至名字只要改一個同音字就是非常符合她溫軟氣質的女孩名。 + +但是她就這麼走了，抱著「搏一搏」的心態，把生命定格在 19 歲。 + +儘管在糖剛逝世的時候，她的母親很不能接受；但最後那段話呢？ + +可無論如何，斯人已逝。 + +## 清明 + +清明節將至之际，糖的母親突然找到 A，告訴她糖有多努力多優秀，他們有多愛糖。 + +糖的父親說，她是天空中最亮的星星。 + + + +可惜一切都很不巧，終究還是謬愛了，如果糖還活著，不知如今會如何呢……？ + +只是她走得太突然，等不到轉機的那一天。 + +> 希望大家記住糖。 +> +> 希望大家能把自己的住址等重要資訊告訴可以信任的人避免不測。 +> +> 希望大家在看到求助資訊時不要只是一劃而過。 +> +> 希望大家如果有撥打電話報警能力時果斷撥號，你是救人的不是殺人的，別害怕。 +> +> 希望大家珍愛生命，相信希望猶在；過早地離開只會錯過轉機。 +> +> 希望大家記住糖。 + +珍重。 + +[^1]: 源自西班牙語，意為「一路平安，再見」之意。 + + + + diff --git a/people/Dethelly/photos/photo1.jpg b/people/Dethelly/photos/photo1.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..bf99efe5 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/Dethelly/photos/photo1.jpg differ diff --git a/people/Dethelly/photos/profile.png b/people/Dethelly/photos/profile.png new file mode 100644 index 00000000..ac8347c1 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/Dethelly/photos/profile.png differ diff --git a/people/Futajuhuacha/comments/2024-05-27-C17187.json b/people/Futajuhuacha/comments/2024-05-27-C17187.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..052af7c4 --- /dev/null +++ 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+--- + +## Description + +Huacha means flower-scented tea. +Huacha was a lovely and determined trans girl who loved this world. + +She was an OIer and once participated in the National Olympiad in Informatics(NOI). + +She adored long hair, so she opted for hair extensions. + +She loved writing and reading, and she often delved into the works of Lu Xun. +She showcased her fluency in poetry and her ability to critique the world by writing essays in a style reminiscent of Lu Xun. + +Realizing her true gender identity at an early age, +she struggled with severe anxiety, +which she endured silently for a long time. +She always felt that she was trapped in a nightmare of not being recognized as a girl, +and she hoped to wake up from it every day. +Later, she chose the path of self-discovery and embraced her identity as a girl. + +Huacha was a gentle girl, akin to her friend [Xuewulihuameng](https://one-among.us/profile/xuewulihuameng). +She offered helpful advice in Zhihu Question [How can I help my MtF friend?](https://www.zhihu.com/question/274131925/answer/372594163). +After giving some suggestions, she wrote at last: + +> “If you don’t understand how to give advice when she experiences an emotional breakdown, you can simply accompany her at her side silently (you can even hug her because when I was in an emotional breakdown, I hoped someone would hug me)...spend more time with her...” + +## The Blood Mary Observer + +*The Blood Mary Observer* was a series of articles on Zhihu authored by Hucha. + +Tragically, Huacha took her life shortly after she penned these articles. +So, there were only three articles in *The Blood Mary Observer*. +But the profound content was still worth reading. + +The first article was *[In Memory of Ms.MtF (Mr.Ftm)](https://zhuanlan.zhihu.com/p/38000835)*[^1]. + +She wrote the article around May to June 2018. +At that time, Zhihu, which was a platform initially claimed to be LGBT friendly, started to conduct strict censorship on transgender-related topics. +Zhihu blocked many transgender users +and deleted many records about the transgender community at that time. + +Huacha wrote down the article to accuse Zhihu and express her indignation towards the persecution of Transgender community. +She appealed to people that everyone should respect the right of transgender individuals to express their inner thoughts - whether they were MTF FTM or individuals of any other gender. + +The article was concise and straightforward, and its words didn’t pull any punches. +Just as the comment said: + +> “This article is quite in the style of Lu Xun. #LOL#" + +The third article was *[Yazyuu Senpai Zhihu Setu](https://zhuanlan.zhihu.com/p/38419017)*. Its original point was the same as the first article. + +The article humorously expressed her dissatisfaction with the strict censorship of transgender-related topics by Zhihu, which initially claimed to be LGBT-friendly. + +The second article was *[Invisible Poison](https://zhuanlan.zhihu.com/p/38173742)*. +The article mainly focused on the persecution experienced by transgender individuals at the hands of their original families. +She pointed out that some parents were essentially murderers, +and the so-called “love” ultimately became the “poison” that killed children. + +> Many transgender individuals have been exposed to an invisible poison called “love” and left the world at last. +> The parents deprived their fundamental rights as human beings in the name of “love”. +> +> Legally, due to parents having the special status of “guardian”, +> the difficulty for transgender individuals to obtain assistance has greatly increased. +> +> Excerpted from *Invisible Poison* + +Today, many transgender individuals choose to leave this world due to this kind of “Invisible Poison”. +This article still has its profound practical significance. + +Before the article was published, one of her transgender friends (probably Xueli) took her life due to domestic pressure and violence. +Another reason for writing this article was to mourn her, as well as countless transgender friends who passed away owing to the invisible poison. + +## Her Departure + +On April 2nd, 2018, Xueli passed away by suicide. + +From the first “seven days” to the seventh “seven days” [^2] of Xueli’s death, +she always missed Xueli, the lovely, gentle girl who quietly left alone. + +> May the world treat you gently. +> +> It’s suddenly raining heavily in Chongqing... +> +> Is this your way of calling me...? + +During the “seven days”, Huacha’s mental health became worse and worse. +She said that she was not sure about whether she could live to the end of the seventh “seven days” of Xueli’s death. + +On the last day of the fourth “seven days”, +she almost couldn’t control the thought of suicide on the Huanghuayuan Jialingjiang Bridge, +which was a land of fate —— the place of death of Xueli and several other MtFs in Chongqing. + +At the end of June, she attempted to take her own life again and was admitted to ICU. +After her physical condition improved, she wrote down this little poem: + + + +In fact, she still hoped to live. +Until days before she departed, she was still finding the hope to live, +and she asked Siri about methods to prevent suicide. + +But the unfortunate thing still happened at last. +On the evening of July 10th, she walked up to the Huanghuayuan Jialingjiang Bridge again. +The dreamlike lighting seemed to immerse her in a dream... +In the same place, on a similar night, she took her own life as Xueli did. + +The rescue in the late night failed to save her life. +In the early morning of the next day, the girl chasing the Milky Way finally left the world. + +> Farewell, Huacha. I hope you and Xueli can be together well in heaven. +> +> The only thing we can do is live with hope... +> +> NekoyaFam, 2018-07-11, on Zhihu + +Contributors for this entry: One-Among-Us, [Kristall Wang](https://github.com/KristallWang) + +[^1]: The title format imitates *In Memory of Ms.Liu Hezhen*, which was a famous work of Lu Xun, published on April 12th, 1926. + +[^2]: Funeral customs in East Asia. In tradition, the memorial ceremony is held every seven days after a person’s death, with one session lasting seven days and a maximum of seven sessions. It will take 49 days to complete. diff --git a/people/Futajuhuacha/page.md b/people/Futajuhuacha/page.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..99ed8071 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Futajuhuacha/page.md @@ -0,0 +1,96 @@ +--- +name: 扶她菊花茶 +info: + alias: 花茶, 菊花茶 + location: 中国重庆 +--- + +## 简介 + +花茶是一个可爱、坚定、热爱世界的跨性别女孩。 + +她曾经参加过信息学竞赛，是一名OIer。 + +她喜欢长头发，因为嫌弃自己头发不够长，选择了接发。 + +她热爱写作与阅读，平时会看鲁迅先生的作品。她既能行云流水般写出诗般的文辞，也能提笔起来批判这个世界，一如先生当年。 + +其实从小，她就意识到自己应该是一个女孩子了，焦虑一直都很严重，她一直将这些放在心里很久很久。 + +她总觉得自己生活在噩梦之中，每天都希望着能够从梦中醒来，最终，她还是选择了本应属于自己的道路，属于女孩子的道路。 + +花茶和她的朋友[雪舞梨花梦](https://one-among.us/profile/xuewulihuameng)一样，都是很温柔的人呢。她在知乎问题[请问我该如何帮助我的这位 mtf 朋友？](https://www.zhihu.com/question/274131925/answer/372594163)下，很热心地给出了自己的回答，她给出了好几种方案之后，最后写道： + +> 如果确实不知道怎么在她崩溃的時候劝导，默默地陪在她身边（甚至可以抱住她，反正我犯病的時候就希望有人能抱住我）…多陪陪她吧… + +## Blood Mary 观察报 + +花茶自称是「Blood Mary 观察报」的主编，她以此名义在知乎发布自己笔下的文章。 + +花茶在写出这些文章不久后就离开了这个世界，因此 Blood Mary 只有短短三篇文章，但其内容含义深刻，仍旧值得我们一读： + +第一篇内容是《[纪念 mtf(ftm) 君](https://zhuanlan.zhihu.com/p/38000835)》[^1]。 + +这篇文章创作的时间是 2018 年 5-6 月。此时，本身对跨性别较为友好的知乎平台开始对跨性别相关话题进行严格审查，不少跨性别用户因此被封禁，许多关于跨性别社群的记录也在此时被大量删除。花茶以此文表达了对跨性别社群遭到迫害的愤慨，呼吁人们应尊重跨性别者发声表达内心的权利——无论是 mtf 还是 ftm[^2]。 + +这篇文章短小精悍，一针见血，正如文章的评论区所言： + +> 「一股周先生[^3]的味道#大笑#」 + +第三篇内容是《[野兽先辈知乎说](https://zhuanlan.zhihu.com/p/38419017)》，其主旨与第一篇基本一致。文章以戏谑的口吻表达了对原本 LGBT 友好的知乎开始对相关话题严格审查的不满。 + +第二篇内容是《[无形之毒](https://zhuanlan.zhihu.com/p/38173742)》，文章主要围绕着部分原生家庭对跨性别者的迫害，指出了部分家长本质上是杀人凶手，所谓的「爱」最终变成了杀死孩子的「毒药」。 + +> 跨性别群体中，中了名为「爱」的无形之毒而离开世界的人不在少数。那些人以「爱」的名义，对作为人的基本权利进行剥夺。法律上因为「监护人」这样一个特殊的身份，想要获得援助的难度大大增加。 +> +> —— 《无形之毒》节选 + +在不少跨性别者仍因此般「无形之毒」而选择离开这个世界的今天，此文仍然具有深刻的现实意义。 + +在这篇文章发布前一段时间，她的一位跨性别友人（可能为梨花）因受到了来自家庭的压力而轻生，花茶写出这篇文章，也是为了哀悼她，同样也哀悼着无数因此而离世的跨性别友人们。 + +## 她的离世 + +2018 年 4 月 2 日，梨花因轻生而离世。 + +在梨花离世的头七、二七、三七……直到七七，她都在想念着梨花，想念着那个对其他人很温柔，却悄悄自己一个人离开的，可爱的女孩子。 + +> 愿世界将你温柔以待。 +> +> 这里突然下暴雨了呢... +> +> 来接我的吗？ + +在此期间，花茶的精神状态变得越来越糟，她直言，其实都不知道自己能不能活到梨花的七七那天。 + +四七的时候，她差点也在黄花园大桥[^4]想不开。 + +6 月末，她再度尝试轻生，进了 ICU，在情况好转之后，她写下了这篇小诗： + + + +其实她内心仍有活下去的意愿，直到离世前几日，她仍旧寻找着希望，向 Siri 问询着预防自杀的方法。 + +但不幸的事情依旧发生了，7 月 10 日夜晚，嘉陵江上，黄花园大桥如梦似幻般的灯光仿佛让她置身于梦境…… + +深夜里的救援没能挽回她的生命。 + +次日凌晨，这位追逐星空的少女最终还是离开了这个世界。 + +> 再见，菊花茶，希望你和梨花都要好好地在一起。 +> +> 我们能做的，也就是尽力带着希望活下去吧…… +> +> NekoyaFam，2018-07-11，于 知乎 + +条目贡献: One-Among-Us, [K酱](https://github.com/KristallWang) + +[^1]: 标题格式模仿的是《记念刘和珍君》。 + +[^2]: 原文写作背景所限，文章表面仅涵盖了二元性别框架下的跨性别群体，但从其内涵来看，非二元群体当然也有发声与表达的权利。 + +[^3]: 即前文所述「鲁迅先生」。鲁迅，原名周树人，常被近代文学研究者与爱好者们简称为「先生」，其杂文极具批判力。 + +[^4]: 即黄花园嘉陵江大桥，位于中国重庆，连接江北区与渝中区，包括雪舞梨花梦、扶她菊花茶在内的多位 MtF 皆选择在此处选择结束自己的生命。 diff --git a/people/Futajuhuacha/page.zh_hant.md b/people/Futajuhuacha/page.zh_hant.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..25a51971 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Futajuhuacha/page.zh_hant.md @@ -0,0 +1,96 @@ +--- +name: 扶她菊花茶 +info: + alias: 花茶, 菊花茶 + location: 中國重慶 +--- + +## 簡介 + +花茶是一個可愛、堅定、熱愛世界的跨性別女孩。 + +她曾經參加過計算機科學競賽，是一名OIer。 + +她喜歡長頭髮，因為嫌惡自己頭髮不夠長，選擇了接髪。 + +她熱愛寫作與閱讀，平時會看魯迅先生的作品。她既能行雲流水般寫出詩般的文辭，也能提筆起來批判這個世界，一如先生當年。 + +其實從小，她就意識到自己應該是一個女孩子了，焦慮一直都很嚴重，她一直將這些放在心裡很久很久。 + +她總覺得自己生活在噩夢之中，每天都希望著能夠從夢中醒來，最終，她還是選擇了本應屬於自己的道路，屬於女孩子的道路。 + +花茶和她的朋友[雪舞梨花夢](https://one-among.us/profile/xuewulihuameng)一樣，都是很溫柔的人呢。她在知乎問題[請問我該如何幫助我的這位 mtf 朋友？](https://www.zhihu.com/question/274131925/answer/372594163)下，很熱心地給出了自己的回答，她給出了好幾種方案之後，最後寫道： + +> 如果確實不知道怎麼在她崩潰的時候勸導，默默地陪在她身邊（甚至可以抱住她，反正我犯病的時候就希望有人能抱住我）…多陪陪她吧… + +## Blood Mary 觀察報 + +花茶自稱是「Blood Mary 觀察報」的主編，她以此名義在知乎發佈自己筆下的文章。 + +花茶在寫出這些文章不久後就離開了這個世界，因此 Blood Mary 只有短短三篇文章，但其內容含義深刻，仍舊值得我們一讀： + +第一篇內容是《[紀念 mtf(ftm) 君](https://zhuanlan.zhihu.com/p/38000835)》[^1]。 + +這篇文章創作的時間是 2018 年 5-6 月。此時，本身對跨性別較為友好的知乎平臺開始對跨性別相關話題進行嚴格審查，不少跨性別用戶因此被封禁，許多關於跨性別社群的記錄也在此時被大量刪除。花茶以此文表達了對跨性別社群遭到迫害的憤慨，呼籲人們應尊重跨性別者發聲表達內心的權利——無論是 mtf 還是 ftm[^2]。 + +這篇文章短小精悍，一針見血，正如文章的評論區所言： + +> 「一股周先生[^3]的味道#大笑#」 + +第三篇內容是《[野獸先輩知乎說](https://zhuanlan.zhihu.com/p/38419017)》，其主旨與第一篇基本一致。文章以戲謔的口吻表達了對原本 LGBT 友好的知乎開始對相關話題嚴格審查的不滿。 + +第二篇內容是《[無形之毒](https://zhuanlan.zhihu.com/p/38173742)》，文章主要圍繞著部分原生家庭對跨性別者的迫害，指出了部分家長本質上是殺人兇手，所謂的「愛」最終變成了殺死孩子的「毒藥」。 + +> 跨性別群體中，中了名為「愛」的無形之毒而離開世界的人不在少數。那些人以「愛」的名義，對作為人的基本權利進行剝奪。法律上因為「監護人」這樣一個特殊的身份，想要獲得援助的難度大大增加。 +> +> —— 《無形之毒》節選 + +在不少跨性別者仍因此般「無形之毒」而選擇離開這個世界的今天，此文仍然具有深刻的現實意義。 + +在這篇文章發佈前一段時間，她的一位跨性別友人（可能為梨花）因受到了來自家庭的壓力而輕生，花茶寫出這篇文章，也是為了哀悼她，同樣也哀悼著無數因此而離世的跨性別友人們。 + +## 她的離世 + +2018 年 4 月 2 日，梨花因輕生而離世。 + +在梨花離世的頭七、二七、三七……直到七七，她都在想念著梨花，想念著那個對其他人很溫柔，卻悄悄自己一個人離開的，可愛的女孩子。 + +> 願世界將你溫柔以待。 +> +> 這裡突然下暴雨了呢... +> +> 來接我的嗎？ + +在此期間，花茶的精神狀態變得越來越糟，她直言，其實都不知道自己能不能活到梨花的七七那天。 + +四七的時候，她差點也在黃花園大橋[^4]想不開。 + +6 月末，她再度嘗試輕生，進了 ICU，在情況好轉之後，她寫下了這篇小詩： + + + +其實她內心仍有活下去的意願，直到離世前幾日，她仍舊尋找著希望，向 Siri 問詢著預防自殺的方法。 + +但不幸的事情依舊發生了，7 月 10 日夜晚，嘉陵江上，黃花園大橋如夢似幻般的燈光仿佛讓她置身於夢境…… + +深夜裡的救援沒能挽回她的生命。 + +次日淩晨，這位追逐星空的少女最終還是離開了這個世界。 + +> 再見，菊花茶，希望你和梨花都要好好地在一起。 +> +> 我們能做的，也就是盡力帶著希望活下去吧…… +> +> NekoyaFam，2018-07-11，於 知乎 + +條目貢獻: One-Among-Us, [K醬](https://github.com/KristallWang) + +[^1]: 標題格式模仿的是《記念劉和珍君》。 + +[^2]: 原文寫作背景所限，文章表面僅涵蓋了二元性別框架下的跨性別群體，但從其內涵來看，非二元群體當然也有發聲與表達的權利。 + +[^3]: 即前文所述「魯迅先生」。魯迅，原名周樹人，常被近代文學研究者與愛好者們簡稱為「先生」，其雜文極具批判力。 + +[^4]: 即黃花園嘉陵江大橋，位於中國重慶，連接江北區與渝中區，包括雪舞梨花夢、扶她菊花茶在內的多位 MtF 皆選擇在此處選擇結束自己的生命。 diff --git a/people/Futajuhuacha/photos/photo1.jpg b/people/Futajuhuacha/photos/photo1.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..60bd4309 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/Futajuhuacha/photos/photo1.jpg differ diff --git a/people/Futajuhuacha/photos/profile.png b/people/Futajuhuacha/photos/profile.png new file mode 100644 index 00000000..3801c6c7 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/Futajuhuacha/photos/profile.png differ diff --git a/people/GLaDOSister/comments/2024-01-04-C15083.json b/people/GLaDOSister/comments/2024-01-04-C15083.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..25bc3cf4 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/GLaDOSister/comments/2024-01-04-C15083.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15083,"content":"今天，我是专程来寻你的。\n末班车的地铁，已是空无一人。我向窗外看去，空空荡荡，冷冷清清。寂寂的月色下，湖水安然如镜，窗外的景色不停地变幻。下一秒钟，我似乎看见有红光一闪而过，在那之后，星星、月亮、湖泊，便消失得无影无踪。我感觉到列车腾空而起，车窗外飞速划过了无数个奇妙的瞬间，停在了那个永恒的画面上。\n我终于穿越漫长的时空，再次与你相遇。\n夜灯闪着温柔的光，你穿着好看的衣服，一口气吹灭了生日蜡烛。窗外蝴蝶静悄悄地，随着你的愿望，翩然起舞。你天真的愿望，它记住了，我们都记住了。\n我向你伸出手，轻声呼唤你的名字。\n静叶，静叶。\n……\n蜡烛的烟渐渐消散，挂钟的时针指向十二点，你香甜地睡了，小脸上挂着红红的酒窝。\n美好终会逝去，而我在你的世界里，也成了局外人。\n可是，这些并不重要。\n你的努力，你的愿望，会成为星海里最亮的那颗星，在我们的心中，永远闪耀。","submitter":"暖暖\u0026大喵","date":"Jan 4, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/GLaDOSister/comments/2024-04-03-C17090.json b/people/GLaDOSister/comments/2024-04-03-C17090.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..2ac010ca --- /dev/null +++ b/people/GLaDOSister/comments/2024-04-03-C17090.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17090,"content":"听说条目贡献者Unt“馄饨”的爱称最初也是起源于静叶给的呢……","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Apr 3, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/GLaDOSister/comments/2024-04-04-C17094.json b/people/GLaDOSister/comments/2024-04-04-C17094.json new file mode 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a/people/GLaDOSister/info.yml b/people/GLaDOSister/info.yml index f00d8acf..f2eb3e1e 100644 --- a/people/GLaDOSister/info.yml +++ b/people/GLaDOSister/info.yml @@ -5,3 +5,4 @@ info: died: '2019-12-03' websites: zhihu: https://www.zhihu.com/people/gmjyxx + iconify:ri:netease-cloud-music-line: https://music.163.com/#/user/home?id=1656094409 diff --git a/people/GLaDOSister/page.en.md b/people/GLaDOSister/page.en.md index 1a5e9d78..2230de77 100644 --- a/people/GLaDOSister/page.en.md +++ b/people/GLaDOSister/page.en.md @@ -1,53 +1,54 @@ --- -name: GLaDOSister +name: Shizuha info: - alias: CangShanJingYe, Jing Ye, Sister G + alias: Kurayama Shizuha, Jing Ye, GLaDOSister location: Beijing, China --- ## Description -As her bio says, Jing Ye is “a cute girl researching lingustics”. +As her bio says, Shizuha is “a cute girl researching linguistics”. -Jing Ye is talented in linguistics and passionate about it. -She researched many languages, including both languages originated from China and foreign languages. -She often switch languages while chatting online, so she always seemed lively, cheerful, and even humorous in group chats. +Shizuha is talented in linguistics and passionate about it. +She researched many languages, including both languages originating from China and foreign languages. +Her ability to effortlessly switch between languages in online chats always brought a lively, cheerful, and even humorous atmosphere to the group. Not only was she proficient in communicating with many languages, -but she also was quick to come up with examples of how pronounciation and grammar are used in everyday conversations for those languages. +but she also was quick to come up with examples of how pronunciation and grammar are used in everyday conversations for those languages. -Jing Ye's work is not limited to linguistics. +Shizuha’s work is not limited to linguistics. She had contributed to the community of the *Half-Life* series. -She designed some "GMod" plugins and maps; and she was the director of a fanmade work called *Prequel of the United Army* for *Half-Life 2*. -The fact that worth mentioning the most is, she started doing constructed language research, -constructed [联合军语](https://yuyan.fandom.com/zh/wiki/联合军语), [尤波伊语](https://yuyan.fandom.com/zh/wiki/尤波伊语) and [克里加语](https://yuyan.fandom.com/zh/wiki/克里加语) for the project mentioned above, *Prequel of the United Army*. -Because of her work on this project, she was famous both in the *Half-Life* community and in the contructed language community. +She designed some “GMod” plugins and maps and directed a fan-made work called Combine Prelude for Half-Life 2. +The most noteworthy fact is that she began conducting research on constructed languages, +constructed [Combinese](https://yuyan.fandom.com/zh/wiki/联合军语), [Yupoian](https://yuyan.fandom.com/zh/wiki/尤波伊语) and [Crigàt](https://yuyan.fandom.com/zh/wiki/克里加语) for the project mentioned above, *Combine Prelude*. +Because of her work on this project, she was famous in both the Half-Life and constructed language communities. -Jing Ye's favorite anime is *YuruYuri*. +Shizuha’s favourite anime is *YuruYuri*. She used the main character, Akari Akaza, as her profile photo. -Jing Ye is persistent and brave, both for creative work and for life, sometimes even stubborn. +Shizuha is persistent and brave, both for creative work and life, and sometimes even stubborn. Because of that, she had some verbal conflicts with her friends. -These incidents were however resolved quickly because of her friends' understanding towards her character. +These incidents were, however, resolved quickly because of her friends’ understanding of her character. -Jing Ye asked for company very often from friends she found in the linguistics community because she didn't feel safe enough. -Whether online or in real life, she was always gave and seeked warmth from other trans women and girls. +Shizuha often sought company from friends in the linguistics community because she didn’t feel safe enough. +Whether online or in real life, she always gave and sought warmth from other trans women and girls. -Since Spring 2019, Jing Ye was finally able to pass and live as a woman. -Because of that, she was much more confident and more open to showing her cuteness by sharing photos on social media. -However, her life quality went down as both her financial situation and her depression got worse, even went to the edge of suicide sometimes. +Since Spring 2019, Shizuha was finally able to pass and live as a woman. +Because of that, she was much more confident and more open to sharing photos on social media to show off her cuteness. +However, her life quality went down as both her financial situation and her depression got worse, and she even went to the edge of suicide sometimes. Even then, she did not stop her efforts to help other trans people. In [one of her posts on ZhiHu](https://www.zhihu.com/pin/1091048372731047936), she wrote: -> “Although living is painful for me and I do not know the meaning behind life, I know that I would never regret helping others.” +> “Although living is painful for me, and I do not know the meaning behind life, I know that I would never regret helping others.” -Even now, this sentence still give strength to many suicide prevention social workers. -Unfortunately, Jing Ye eventually left us, leaving behind many unfinished works. +Even now, this sentence still gives strength to many suicide prevention social workers. +Unfortunately, Shizuha eventually left us, leaving behind many unfinished works. -After Jing Ye's death, many people in the linguistics community, the constructed language community, and the trans community changed their profile photo to black and white to morun her. +After Shizuha’s death, many people in the linguistics community, the constructed language community, and the trans community changed their profile photos to black and white to mourn her. -Under the ZhiHu question of [What are your thoughts about ZhiHu user @Cang_Shan_Jing_Ye ?](https://www.zhihu.com/question/307482232), +Under the Zhihu question of [What are your thoughts about Zhihu user @Cang_Shan_Jing_Ye ?](https://www.zhihu.com/question/307482232), not only were there goodbyes from the friends she made, -but also messages from the linguistics community, to achieve more in this field; -and messages from the trans community, to encourage each other to keep going. +but also messages from the linguistics community to achieve more in this field; +and messages from the trans community to encourage each other to keep going. + +Contributor for this entry: [unt](https://phesoca.com) -Contributor for this entry: unt diff --git a/people/GLaDOSister/page.md b/people/GLaDOSister/page.md index 3aadbe82..492f30ff 100644 --- a/people/GLaDOSister/page.md +++ b/people/GLaDOSister/page.md @@ -27,4 +27,4 @@ info: 知乎 [如何评价知乎用户@倉山静葉？](https://www.zhihu.com/question/307482232) 这一问题下，既有很多静叶生前的好友来寄托哀思，又能看到不少语言学爱好者和跨性别者后辈被她的人生激励而加油前进。 -条目贡献：unt +条目贡献：[unt](https://phesoca.com) diff --git a/people/GLaDOSister/page.zh_hant.md b/people/GLaDOSister/page.zh_hant.md index ba038d62..53d103b7 100644 --- a/people/GLaDOSister/page.zh_hant.md +++ b/people/GLaDOSister/page.zh_hant.md @@ -27,4 +27,4 @@ info: 知乎[如何評價知乎用戶@倉山靜葉？](https://www.zhihu.com/question/307482232)這一問題下，既有很多靜葉生前的好友來寄託哀思，又能看到不少語言學愛好者和跨性別者後輩被她的人生激勵而加油前進。 -條目貢獻：unt +條目貢獻：[unt](https://phesoca.com) diff --git a/people/Hangmster/comments/2024-01-17-C15310.json b/people/Hangmster/comments/2024-01-17-C15310.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..8dbc9e3d --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Hangmster/comments/2024-01-17-C15310.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15310,"content":"仓鼠sama晚安哦…","submitter":"snoera","date":"Jan 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Hangmster/comments/2024-03-09-C16013.json b/people/Hangmster/comments/2024-03-09-C16013.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..3b483b9c --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Hangmster/comments/2024-03-09-C16013.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":16013,"content":"3.9Miku节快乐！！","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Mar 9, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Hangmster/comments/2024-04-11-C17110.json b/people/Hangmster/comments/2024-04-11-C17110.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..16354f98 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Hangmster/comments/2024-04-11-C17110.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17110,"content":"晚安","submitter":"小云Evelyn","date":"Apr 11, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Hangmster/page.en.md b/people/Hangmster/page.en.md index c7259193..aa81ac0a 100644 --- a/people/Hangmster/page.en.md +++ b/people/Hangmster/page.en.md @@ -7,13 +7,14 @@ info: Hangmster is our ally. -They often interacted with friends on Twitter/X, bringing us laughter. They gave warm hugs when we needed, consoled us when we were anxious, and mourned for our departed friends. +They often interacted with friends on Twitter/X, bringing us laughter. +They gave warm hugs when we needed them, consoled us when we were anxious, and mourned for our departed friends. -They seldomly mentioned what they loved. But according to their tweets, they were interested in cute things such as cats. They were fond of Hatsune Miku as well. On the Hatsune Miku 15th anniversary, they expressed their happiness by drawing an illustration: +They seldom mentioned what they loved. However, according to their tweets, they were interested in cute things such as cats. They were fond of Hatsune Miku as well. On the Hatsune Miku 15th anniversary, they expressed their happiness by drawing an illustration: -Hangmster was often troubled by insomnia and anxiety. They once said that they actually didn't like their body, and their less traditional self-expression online made them more comfortable. +Hangmster was often troubled by insomnia and anxiety. They once said that they didn't like their body, and their less traditional self-expression online made them more comfortable. Unfortunately, although they always encouraged us to live bravely, they still chose to leave at the beginning of the year. diff --git a/people/Hangmster/page.md b/people/Hangmster/page.md index e79b9020..eb1e48ab 100644 --- a/people/Hangmster/page.md +++ b/people/Hangmster/page.md @@ -5,11 +5,13 @@ info: location: 河北石家庄 --- +## 简介 + 仓鼠是我们的一位伙伴。 -Ta 时常在推特上与朋友们互动，是大家的“开心果”。Ta 也会在大家需要的时候送上一个抱抱，在大家陷入焦虑之时给予大家安慰，也会为我们逝去的朋友哀悼。 +Ta 时常在推特上与朋友们互动，是大家的「开心果」。Ta 也会在大家需要的时候送上一个抱抱，在大家陷入焦虑之时给予大家安慰，也会为我们逝去的朋友哀悼。 -尽管仓鼠很少直接提及自己喜欢的事物。不过，从 Ta 的动态来看，Ta 会被可爱的事物比如小猫所吸引。Ta 也喜欢初音未来，在初音未来15周年纪念日之际，Ta 也通过绘制贺图的方式表达了自己的开心： +尽管仓鼠很少直接提及自己喜欢的事物。不过，从 Ta 的动态来看，Ta 会被可爱的事物比如小猫所吸引。Ta 也喜欢初音未来，在初音未来 15 周年纪念日之际，Ta 也通过绘制贺图的方式表达了自己的开心： diff --git a/people/Hangmster/page.zh_hant.md b/people/Hangmster/page.zh_hant.md index 909306cb..0c4998fd 100644 --- a/people/Hangmster/page.zh_hant.md +++ b/people/Hangmster/page.zh_hant.md @@ -5,11 +5,13 @@ info: location: 河北石家莊 --- +## 簡介 + 倉鼠是我們的一位夥伴。 Ta 經常在推特上與朋友們互動，是大家的「開心果」。Ta 也在大家需要的時候送上一個抱抱，在大家陷入焦慮之時給予大家安慰，也會為我們逝去的朋友哀悼。 -盡管倉鼠很少會直接提及自己喜歡的事物。然而，從 Ta 的動態來看，Ta 會被可愛的事物——比如小貓——所吸引。Ta 也喜歡初音未來，在初音未來15周年紀念日之際，Ta 也通過繪製賀圖的方式表達了自己的開心： +盡管倉鼠很少會直接提及自己喜歡的事物。然而，從 Ta 的動態來看，Ta 會被可愛的事物——比如小貓——所吸引。Ta 也喜歡初音未來，在初音未來 15 周年紀念日之際，Ta 也通過繪製賀圖的方式表達了自己的開心： diff --git a/people/Jennife80677612/comments/2024-06-06-C17210.json b/people/Jennife80677612/comments/2024-06-06-C17210.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..f30f3ded --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Jennife80677612/comments/2024-06-06-C17210.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17210,"content":"珍妮小姐姐，在那边一定要开开心心的","submitter":"LittleColor","date":"Jun 6, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Jennife80677612/comments/2024-06-11-C17219.json b/people/Jennife80677612/comments/2024-06-11-C17219.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..4f11f84e --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Jennife80677612/comments/2024-06-11-C17219.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17219,"content":"陌生的小姐。。。。晚安","submitter":"星川樱子","date":"Jun 11, 2024"} \ No newline at end of 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+{"id":18119,"content":"愿天堂没有暴力","submitter":"西西","date":"Aug 18, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Jennife80677612/info.yml b/people/Jennife80677612/info.yml new file mode 100644 index 00000000..1422b8c5 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Jennife80677612/info.yml @@ -0,0 +1,7 @@ +id: Jennife80677612 +profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.jpg +info: + born: '2005-06-01' + died: '2024-01-01' +websites: + twitter: https://twitter.com/Jennife80677612 \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Jennife80677612/page.en.md b/people/Jennife80677612/page.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..3080ea40 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Jennife80677612/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,124 @@ +--- +name: Jennifer +info: + alias: Jennife, Jennifer + location: Hebei, China +--- + +> I am in so much pain, indeed. +> +> I also know that many transgender friends on Twitter are in pain as well. +> +> But we all have to strive to live. +> +> Even if no one around me supports me, I know that you are there across the internet. +> +> So I am not alone. + +## Experience + +Jennifer was a trans girl longing for happiness. + +Her avatar was Vtuber Yukihana Lamy, +and she enjoyed playing the rhythm game Project Sekai. + +When she was 13 years old, +she told her parents for the first time, "**I want to be a girl.**" +However, her parents dismissed it, +thinking that she was influenced by her classmates, +and vehemently denied her thoughts with harsh words. + +At that time, Jennifer didn't know what "transgender" meant, +but she understood the negative connotation of her parents' harsh words. + +Nevertheless, she bravely expressed her wish to them: + +> "I just want to be a normal girl, to study and live like other girls..." + +In her innocence, +she thought they would understand, +but it was only the beginning of her nightmare. + +After starting junior high school, +she tried to make her parents understand her better. +So, she starts to find information about "transgender" online. +She even read academic papers, attempting to communicate with her parents. + +Jennifer said: + +> "Transgender identity is something I was born with... It's just that a girl's soul is in the wrong body. I don't even ask for SRS. But can you just let me wear girls' clothes and grow my hair long? I know I'm not pretty, but is it a crime to want to wear girls' clothes?" + +But all her efforts were in vain, +and what she received in return was more scolding. + +Later, in a state of extreme mental distress, +she got into a vocational high school. +However, after one year, +her parents forced her to take a gap, +claiming that "vocational schools are full of bad kids." + +Since then, she had been living under her parents' constant surveillance, +with no privacy and no sense of security. + +Nearly four years of mental control caused her to develop several mental illnesses. +Online psychometric scales showed that she was severely depressed, anxious, and mentally exhausted, but she couldn't go to a regular hospital for treatment. + +In June 2023, Jennifer turned 18. +She was eager to find a job and leave home. + +Due to her lack of education, +she could only work at a local beverage shop, +earning just enough to make ends meet. + +But she knew it would be a long time before she could escape her original family. + +She had to present herself as male for job interviews and work, +and everyone referred to her with the wrong pronouns, +which caused her great distress. + +> "I really can't live with a mask on... Is it so hard to be myself..." + +Despite this, she felt that working as a server every day was better than staying in her suffocating home environment. + +She seemed to see a glimmer of hope. +During that time, she even thought that if she could just endure and save enough money, +she could live on her own and free herself from her family. + +Unfortunately, her improved mental state didn't last long. +Her depression and anxiety often caused uncontrollable episodes, +and after working for just over a month, +she had to leave her job and return home. + +After returning home, +the harsh words flooded her ears once again. + +But by then, +her heart had grown numb. + +## Departure + +Jennifer once said, "Jennifer is a strong girl, nya~ Jennifer won't block anyone." + +But there was one time, and the last time, +she made an exception: + +"I blocked Han Lianyi's account. I think she's a great person, but I don't want her to save me. I'm sorry, Sister Han, I'm so sorry..." + +As the New Year approached, +fireworks and firecrackers were alight with sparks, +carrying people's best wishes. + +The warm glow of lights filled thousands of homes. + +But Jennifer left this world in the biting cold wind, + +Her story remained on New Year's Eve. + +Brief illusions brought her happiness and kept her from the cold... + +But until the end of her story, +she never got to take estrogen, +wear a beautiful dress, +or be called "Miss." + +Jennifer, may you no longer suffer and find the happiness you deserve in another world. diff --git a/people/Jennife80677612/page.md b/people/Jennife80677612/page.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..d3d97036 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Jennife80677612/page.md @@ -0,0 +1,84 @@ +--- +name: 珍妮QwQ +info: + alias: Jennife, Jennifer + location: 中国河北 +--- + +> 我很痛苦，我确实很痛苦。 +> +> 我也知道，推上的许多跨性别的兄弟姐妹，ta 们都很痛苦。 +> +> 但是，我们都要努力地活着。 +> +> 即使身边没有人支持我，还有隔着网线的你们在，我就知道我不是孤身一人。 + +## 经历 + +珍妮是一个渴望快乐的跨性别女孩，头像是雪花菈米，喜欢玩音乐游戏 Project Sekai。 + +13 岁的时候，她第一次和父母说「我想做一个女孩」。但她的父母不以为意，认为她受到了同学的影响，并用刺耳的言语强烈地否定了她。 + +珍妮当时并不知道什么是「跨性别」，但她知道父母口中刺耳的话语意味着什么。 + +不过，她依旧勇敢地向他们表达了自己真实的愿望： + +> 「我只是想当个普普通通的女孩子，和其他的女孩子一样，正常学习，正常生活……」 + +小时候的她天真地以为他们会懂，但那只是她噩梦的开始。 + +初中以后，她尝试让家长进一步理解她，并在网上查到了「跨性别」相关的概念，甚至找来学术论文，试图与父母沟通。 + +珍妮这样说道： + +> 「这是天生的……只是一个女孩子的灵魂住错了身体。做手术我就不奢求了，你们能不能让我穿一穿女孩子的衣服，留一留女孩子的发型呢？我知道我长得丑，但我想穿着女孩子的衣服，是什么犯罪的事情吗？」 + +但一切都是徒劳的，她的努力换来的也是更多的责骂。 + +后来，她在精神状态极度糟糕的情况下，考上了一所职业高中。然而，读了一年以后，家长又以“职高里都是坏孩子”为理，强制给她办了休学。 + +从此，她便一直活在家长的监视之下，没有隐私，没有安全感。 + +将近四年的精神控制使她得了许多精神类疾病，她在网上测试的量表显示她已经是重度抑郁焦虑与精神衰弱，可她没有办法去正规医院就诊。 + +2023 年 6 月，珍妮迎来了 18 岁生日。她迫不及待地想找份工作离开家里。 + +由于学历不够，她只能在当地的奶茶店打工，日薪勉强能维持生计。 + +但她知道，想要逃离原生家庭，还有很长的路要走。 + +她只能以男性身份去面试和工作，所有人都以错误的性别代词称呼她，这让她感到很痛苦。 + +> 「我果然还是不适合戴着面具生活呀……做真实的自己就这么难吗……」 + +尽管如此，她觉得，哪怕天天当服务员，也比在家里的窒息环境待着要好。 + +她似乎看到了曙光。在那段时间里，她甚至觉得只要熬过去，挣到钱了，就能够自己出去居住，从而摆脱原生家庭的束缚。 + +但好景不长，她的抑郁与焦虑常让她不受控制地犯病，在坚持工作了一个多月之后，她就离职回家了。 + +回家以后，那些刺耳的话语又重新涌入了她的耳中。 + +但此时，她的内心已经麻木了。 + +## 离世 + +珍妮曾说过：「珍妮是一个内心强大的女孩子喵，珍妮不屏蔽任何人。」 + +但唯有一次，也是最后的一次，她破例了： + +「我屏蔽了寒涟漪，我觉得她很伟大，但我不希望她能救我。对不起，寒姐姐，对不起。」 + +新年之际，烟火和鞭炮寄托着人们的心愿， + +千万家里的灯火温暖而明亮， + +但珍妮却在凌冽的寒风之中离开了， + +她的故事留在了跨年夜之中。 + +短暂的幻觉给她带来了快乐，也让她不再寒冷…… + +可直到故事的结尾，她也没能吃上雌二醇，没能穿上漂亮的小裙子，没能被人叫过一声小姐姐。 + +珍妮，愿你在那边的世界中不再受苦，得到想要的快乐。 diff --git a/people/Jennife80677612/page.zh_hant.md b/people/Jennife80677612/page.zh_hant.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a274e944 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Jennife80677612/page.zh_hant.md @@ -0,0 +1,84 @@ +--- +name: 珍妮QwQ +info: + alias: Jennife, Jennifer + location: 中國河北 +--- + +> 我很痛苦，我確實很痛苦。 +> +> 我也知道，推特上的許多跨性別的兄弟姐妹，ta 們都很痛苦。 +> +> 但是，我們都要努力地活著。 +> +> 即使身邊沒有人支持我，還有隔著網纜的你們在，我就知道我不是孤身一人。 + +## 經歷 + +珍妮是一個渴望快樂的跨性別女孩，頭像是雪花菈米，喜歡玩音樂遊戲 Project Sekai。 + +13 歲的時候，她第一次和父母說「我想做一個女孩」。但她的父母不以為意，認為她受到了同學的影響，並用刺耳的言語強烈地否定了她。 + +珍妮當時並不知道什麼是「跨性別」，但她知道父母口中刺耳的話語意味著什麼。 + +不過，她依舊勇敢地向他們表達了自己真實的願望： + +> 「我只是想當個普普通通的女孩子，和其他的女孩子一樣，正常學習，正常生活……」 + +小時候的她天真地以為他們會懂，但那只是她噩夢的開始。 + +初中以後，她嘗試讓家長進一步理解她，並在網上查到了「跨性別」相關的概念，甚至找來學術論文，試圖與父母溝通。 + +珍妮這樣說道： + +> 「這是天生的……只是一個女孩子的靈魂住錯了身體。做手術我就不奢求了，你們能不能讓我穿一穿女孩子的衣服，留一留女孩子的髮型呢？我知道我長得醜，但我想穿著女孩子的衣服，是什麼犯罪的事情嗎？」 + +但一切都是徒勞的，她的努力換來的也是更多的責駡。 + +後來，她在精神狀態極度糟糕的情況下，考上了一所職業高中。然而，讀了一年以後，家長又以“職高裡都是壞孩子”為理，強制給她辦了休學。 + +從此，她便一直活在家長的監視之下，沒有隱私，沒有安全感。 + +將近四年的精神控制使她得了許多精神類疾病，她在網上測試的量表顯示她已經是重度抑鬱焦慮與精神衰弱，可她沒有辦法去正規醫院就診。 + +2023 年 6 月，珍妮迎來了 18 歲生日。她迫不及待地想找份工作離開家裡。 + +由於學歷不夠，她只能在當地的奶茶店打工，日薪勉強能維持生計。 + +但她知道，想要逃離原生家庭，還有很長的路要走。 + +她只能以男性身份去面試和工作，所有人都以錯誤的性別代詞稱呼她，這讓她感到很痛苦。 + +> 「我果然還是不適合戴著面具生活呀……做真實的自己就這麼難嗎……」 + +儘管如此，她覺得，哪怕天天當服務員，也比在家裡的窒息環境待著要好。 + +她似乎看到了曙光。在那段時間裡，她甚至覺得只要熬過去，掙到錢了，就能夠自己出去居住，從而擺脫原生家庭的束縛。 + +但好景不長，她的抑鬱與焦慮常讓她不受控制地犯病，在堅持工作了一個多月之後，她就離職回家了。 + +回家以後，那些刺耳的話語又重新湧入了她的耳中。 + +但此時，她的內心已經麻木了。 + +## 離世 + +珍妮曾說過：「珍妮是一個內心強大的女孩子喵，珍妮不封鎖任何人。」 + +但唯有一次，也是最後的一次，她破例了： + +「我封鎖了寒漣漪，我覺得她很偉大，但我不希望她能救我。對不起，寒姐姐，對不起。」 + +新年之際，煙火和鞭炮寄託著人們的心願， + +千萬家裡的燈火溫暖而明亮， + +但珍妮卻在淩冽的寒風之中離開了， + +她的故事留在了跨年夜之中。 + +短暫的幻覺給她帶來了快樂，也讓她不再寒冷…… + +可直到故事的結尾，她也沒能吃上雌二醇，沒能穿上漂亮的小裙子，沒能被人叫過一聲小姐姐。 + +珍妮，願你在那邊的世界中不再受苦，得到想要的快樂。 diff --git a/people/Jennife80677612/photos/profile.jpg b/people/Jennife80677612/photos/profile.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..75b4b4db Binary files /dev/null and b/people/Jennife80677612/photos/profile.jpg differ diff --git a/people/Katerina/comments/2024-01-12-C15097.json b/people/Katerina/comments/2024-01-12-C15097.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..b64fb9cd --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Katerina/comments/2024-01-12-C15097.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15097,"content":"愿你喜欢的东西在那边也能陪伴你一生","submitter":"Scorching flame","date":"Jan 12, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Katerina/comments/2024-03-06-C15452.json b/people/Katerina/comments/2024-03-06-C15452.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..fcceaf80 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Katerina/comments/2024-03-06-C15452.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15452,"content":"希望你在下辈子能幸福一点","submitter":"凡诺","date":"Mar 6, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git 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'2003-02-27' died: '2023-11-08' websites: twitter: https://twitter.com/CCCP1991KGB diff --git a/people/Katerina/page.en.md b/people/Katerina/page.en.md index 468d05e0..e4641126 100644 --- a/people/Katerina/page.en.md +++ b/people/Katerina/page.en.md @@ -7,15 +7,17 @@ info: ## Description -Katerina (Natasha) is a trans woman from Heilongjiang province. She had a variety of interests and hobbies, including Russian, composite bow, weightlifting, aerial photography, and motocycle riding. -She also liked liquor; she hoped to operate a bar for trans people. +Katerina (Natasha) is a trans woman from Heilongjiang province. She had a variety of interests and hobbies, including Russian, composite bow, weightlifting, aerial photography, and motorcycle riding. +She also liked liquor; she hoped to open a bar for trans people. -Katerina was a national second-level archery athlete, and once won a provincial competition. -She had riding experience in many provinces, and rode a long distance to visit her partner once. +Born in 2003, she always celebrated her birthday on the 27th day of the first lunisolar month. + +Katerina was a national second-level archery athlete and once won a provincial competition. +She had riding experience in many provinces and rode a long distance to visit her partner once. Her QQ avatar came from the opening song video of *Super Cub*. It was an animation of a girl, Koguma, and her story with her second-hand motorcycle. -Following are some of her photos, including her own motocycle: +Following are some of her photos, including her motorcycle: Katerina loved many kinds of food, including balsam pear and lemon tea, pizza, jiaozi, and Tiramisu. -Actually, she loved all delicious dishes. +It could be said that she loved all the delicious dishes. She was also skilled at cooking. -During the time in Guangdong, she grew fond of white cut chicken. -After that, the dish became her speciality. +While living in Guangdong, she grew fond of white-cut chicken. +The dish then became her specialty. She suffered from domestic abuse in her childhood. -After her parents' divorce, she lived with her mother. -But their relationship worsened after she told her about her transgender identity. +After her parents’ divorce, she lived with her mother. +But their relationship worsened after she came out to her mother about being trans. According to her friends, although she was sometimes conceited, she was amiable to her friends. -When she was together with friends, she was very happy and energetic. -She “adopted” a lovely child as her daughter, and cared about her. +When she was together with friends, she was thrilled and energetic. +She “adopted” a lovely child as her daughter and cared about her. In September, she sent a composite bow kit as a present to her partner. -Unfortunately, Katerina was threatened by her family and eventually chose suicide. +Unfortunately, Katerina was threatened by her family during her visit and eventually chose suicide to escape from the pressure. -Katerina, no matter what you want to eat, we would be together with you to propose a toast to you. +Katerina, no matter what you want to eat, we will be together to toast with you. Спокойной ночи, Катерина. -Contributor for this entry: One-Among-Us, [Fannuo](https://twitter.com/VabfTvxPyfhtXgL), [Siyan](https://twitter.com/siyan_MTF) +Contributor for this entry: One-Among-Us, [Fannuo](https://twitter.com/FANNUO520), [Siyan](https://twitter.com/siyan_MTF) diff --git a/people/Katerina/page.md b/people/Katerina/page.md index f9fe3a07..5ee73747 100644 --- a/people/Katerina/page.md +++ b/people/Katerina/page.md @@ -9,6 +9,8 @@ info: 卡捷琳娜（娜塔莎）是一位来自黑龙江的跨性别女性，她有着多样的兴趣爱好，包括俄语、复合弓、举重、航拍，以及摩托骑行。她还喜欢酒精饮料，生前的愿望之一是开一个跨性别酒吧。 +她过农历生日，生日在 2003 年正月廿七。 + 卡捷琳娜是国家二级射箭运动员，曾在某次省级比赛中拿到过冠军。同时，她在多个省份都有过摩托骑行经历。有一次，她骑行了很远的距离到广东省找她的对象。 她的 QQ 头像源自《本田小狼与我》的片头 MV，这是一部有关少女小熊和二手摩托车的故事。 @@ -34,4 +36,4 @@ info: Спокойной ночи, Катерина.  -条目贡献：One-Among-Us, [凡诺](https://twitter.com/VabfTvxPyfhtXgL), [思言](https://twitter.com/siyan_MTF) +条目贡献：One-Among-Us, [凡诺](https://twitter.com/FANNUO520), [思言](https://twitter.com/siyan_MTF) diff --git a/people/Katerina/page.zh_hant.md b/people/Katerina/page.zh_hant.md index 6ba2a48f..ea8fbb68 100644 --- a/people/Katerina/page.zh_hant.md +++ b/people/Katerina/page.zh_hant.md @@ -9,6 +9,8 @@ info: 卡捷琳娜（娜塔莎）是一位來自黑龍江的跨性別女性，她有著多樣的興趣愛好，包括俄語、複合弓、舉重、航拍，以及摩托騎行。她還喜歡酒精飲料，生前的願望之一是開一個跨性別酒吧。 +她過農曆生日，生日在 2003 年正月廿七。 + 卡捷琳娜是國家二級射箭運動員，曾在某次省級比賽中拿到過冠軍。同時，她在多個省份都有過摩托騎行經歷。有一次，她騎行了很遠的距離到廣東省找她的情侣。 她的 QQ 頭像源自《本田小狼與我》的片頭 MV，這是一部有關少女小熊和二手摩托車的故事。 @@ -34,4 +36,4 @@ info: Спокойной ночи, Катерина. -條目貢獻：One-Among-Us, [凡諾](https://twitter.com/VabfTvxPyfhtXgL), [思言](https://twitter.com/siyan_MTF) +條目貢獻：One-Among-Us, [凡諾](https://twitter.com/FANNUO520), [思言](https://twitter.com/siyan_MTF) diff --git a/people/Kotori/comments/2024-04-28-C17139.json b/people/Kotori/comments/2024-04-28-C17139.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..8c124d22 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Kotori/comments/2024-04-28-C17139.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17139,"content":"晚安","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Apr 28, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Kotori/comments/2024-05-28-C17191.json b/people/Kotori/comments/2024-05-28-C17191.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..32a70a06 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Kotori/comments/2024-05-28-C17191.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17191,"content":"新京报报道那件事的时候，千叶，花茶，甚至还有很少说话的你都在关注啊……\n\n最后她在苦难中活下来了，可是你们却都不在了……\n\n晚安，冰雪聪明的少女，来一份夏天的薄荷糖吧。","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"May 28, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Kotori/info.yml b/people/Kotori/info.yml new file mode 100644 index 00000000..c805e2cb --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Kotori/info.yml @@ -0,0 +1,9 @@ +id: Kotori +profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.jpg +info: + died: '2019-09-24' + # 相关话题与悼念于24-25日发送 + # 2019-09-24 清晨8:30 服用 BaCl2 + # 夜晚 20:09分 清小笙 于 QQ空间发布离世讯息 +websites: + zhihu: https://www.zhihu.com/people/cheng-pei-qi-52 \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Kotori/page.en.md b/people/Kotori/page.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..db6c41a5 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Kotori/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,77 @@ +--- +name: Kotori +info: + alias: Kotori, Truth-Seeking Salted Fish, Partial Differential + # Cheng Peiqi + location: Hefei, Anhui + # Shangrao, Jiangxi +--- + +> All things contain mathematical structures. +> +> By Kotori + +## Description + +Kotori was a girl who was fond of mathematics and physics, she entered the Department of Physics, School of Physical Science, University of Science and Technology of China (USTC) in the fall of 2017. + +She also operated another account under the alias "Partial Differential", +using an avatar depicting the character `∂`, +which was a stylized cursive `d` mainly used as a mathematical symbol, usually to denote a partial derivative such as `∂z/∂x`. + +Kotori was an introverted girl. +She seldom talked with others or expressed her points of view in public. +However, she was passionate about academic questions, +and she always joined in the discussion and applauded her friends for their neat ideas. + +She often deleted her own ideas or works after creating them, or she posted them anonymously. +Nonetheless, there are still some answers of her remained on Zhihu now, radiating her brilliance. + +She was obsessed with her favourite subjects, and achieved that "erudite and Atsushi, cut near the question thinking." + +Kotori had another well-known nickname, Truth-seeking Salted Fish. +But in terms of her ability, she was truly a truth-seeking whale in the ocean. + +She was so good at mathematics and physics that she could also be considered as a talented girl. +Maybe she would make great contributions in the field of theoretical physics in the future... + +But fate always interferes with geniuses. + +## Departure + +Kotori suffered from depression and gender dysphoria, +and her mental health was not so good. +She had attempted to take her own life before but was rescued. + +After consulting numerous references to ascertain the lethal dose of the drug, +she ultimately decided to end her life on the morning of September 24th, 2019. + +After that, her friends endeavoured to contact with USTC authorities, and police in Poyang, Shangrao. +However, due to the lack of timely treatment, she was unable to recover and left us at last. + +## Memorial + +In Zhihu question [What are your thoughts about ZhiHu user @Cheng Peiqi](https://www.zhihu.com/question/347747351) and her obituary, many friends of Kotori expressed their sadness and regret of the death of her. + +Sakura Moeka wrote: + +> In the Zhihu question of thoughts about me, Kotori replied that I was lovely, and she wanted to see my wedding day. +> +> But she would never see that. + +Her friends perpetually felt a deep longing for her presence. +Even the mere sight of the character `∂` evoked profound sorrow within them. + +Countless companionships, and stories of getting to know each other had finally become fragments of the past... + +> Goodbye, world. +> +> No, never say goodbye. +> +> By Kotori 2019-09-24 + +Goodbye, Kotori, but we will never say goodbye. + +*May your memory be eternal.* + +Contributors for this entry: One-Among-Us, [Hanlianyi](http://twitter.com/HANLIANYI520), [Kristall Wang](https://github.com/KristallWang) diff --git a/people/Kotori/page.md b/people/Kotori/page.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a24fe826 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Kotori/page.md @@ -0,0 +1,60 @@ +--- +name: 琴里(偏微分) +info: + alias: 琴里，求真的咸鱼, 偏微分 + location: 安徽合肥 +--- + +> 所有的事物之中，都蕴藏着数学结构。 +> +> By 琴里 + +## 简介 + +琴里酱是一个热爱数学和物理的女孩，于 2017 年进入中国科学技术大学物理学院物理系就读。 + +她旧账号的 ID 是「偏微分」，头像也是书写偏导数时使用的符号「∂」。 + +琴里酱是一个很内向的女孩，很少与别人说话和公开发表自己的观点。但她还在的时候，会十分热情地与她的朋友讨论学术问题，为朋友的想法鼓掌。知乎上还留存有她的不少创作，但这些创作常常在之后被删除，亦或是开启了匿名，不过，我们仍然能看到些许能确证属于她的，那些精彩绝伦的回答。 + +她做到了「博学而笃志，切问而近思」，痴迷于她所热爱的学科。 + +她还有一个广为人知的昵称——求真的咸鱼。但以她的能力，其实是在浩瀚的海洋中，寻求真理的鲸鱼呢…… + +擅长数学、物理的她，也算得上是才女了，也许未来在理论物理领域她可以有重大贡献…… + +唯天妒英才。 + +## 离世 + +琴里因性别焦虑与抑郁等症状，精神状态一直不好，也曾有过轻生的行为，但被救了回来。 + +她查阅了不少相关文献，最终在 2019 年 9 月 24 日早上选择结束自己的生命。 + +此后，社群的朋友们尝试联系中科大校方和鄱阳当地的警察，但由于未能得到及时救治，已经无力回天。 + +## 身后 + +在知乎问答[如何评价知乎用户@求真的咸鱼](https://www.zhihu.com/question/347747351)和相关的讣告下，琴里的许多生前好友前来表达对琴里的哀思。 + +佐仓萌香写道： + +> 琴里在评价我的问题里回答说我很可爱，还说要见到我嫁人的那天。 +> +> 可是她再也见不到了。 + +她的朋友一直一直想念着她，甚至用到偏导数符号「∂」时都会感到心中一痛。 + +无数的陪伴，相遇相识的故事终于成为了过往时光中的碎片。 + +> 再见了，世界。 +> +> 不，永不再见。 +> +> By 琴里 2019-09-24 + +再见了，琴里酱，但我们永不说再见，与你相关的记忆将于我们的心中永存。 + + + +条目贡献: One-Among-Us, [寒涟漪](http://twitter.com/HANLIANYI520), [K 酱](https://github.com/KristallWang) \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Kotori/page.zh_hant.md b/people/Kotori/page.zh_hant.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..ef5342e2 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Kotori/page.zh_hant.md @@ -0,0 +1,61 @@ +--- +name: 琴里(偏微分) +info: + alias: 琴里，求真的鹹魚, 偏微分 + location: 安徽合肥 +--- + +> 所有的事物之中，都蘊藏著數學結構。 +> +> By 琴里 + +## 簡介 + +琴里醬是一個熱愛數學和物理學的女孩，于 2017 年進入中國科學技術大學物理學院物理系就讀。 + +她舊帳號的 ID 是「偏微分」，頭像也是書寫偏微分方程時使用的符號「∂」。 + +琴里醬是一個很內向的女孩，很少與別人說話和公開發表自己的觀點。但她還在的時候，會十分熱情地與她的朋友討論學術問題，為朋友的想法鼓掌。知乎上還留存有她的不少創作，但這些創作常常在之後被刪除，亦或是開啟了匿名，不過，我們仍然能看到些許能確證屬於她的，那些精彩絕倫的回答。 + +她做到了「博學而篤志，切問而近思」，癡迷于她所熱愛的學科。 + +她還有一個廣為人知的昵稱——求真的鹹魚。但以她的能力，其實是在浩瀚的海洋中，尋求真理的鯨魚呢…… + +擅長數學、物理學的她，也算得上是才女了，也許未來在理論物理領域她可以有重大貢獻…… + +唯天妒英才。 + +## 離世 + +琴里因性別焦慮與抑鬱等症狀，精神狀態一直不好，也曾有過輕生的行為，但被救了回來。 + +她查閱了不少相關文獻，最終在 2019 年 9 月 24 日早上選擇結束自己的生命。 + +此後，社群的朋友們嘗試聯繫中科大校方和鄱陽當地的員警，但由於未能得到及時救治，已經無力回天。 + +## 身後 + +在知乎問答[如何評價知乎用戶@求真的鹹魚](https://www.zhihu.com/question/347747351)和相關的訃告下，琴里的許多生前好友前來表達對琴里的哀思。 + +佐倉萌香寫道： + +> 琴里在評價我的問題裡回答說我很可愛，還說要見到我嫁人的那天。 +> +> 可是她再也見不到了。 + +她的朋友一直一直想念著她，甚至用到偏微分符號「∂」時都會感到心中一痛。 + +無數的陪伴，相遇相識的故事終於成為了過往時光中的碎片。 + +> 再見了，世界。 +> +> 不，永不再見。 +> +> By 琴里 2019-09-24 + +再見了，琴里醬，但我們永不說再見，與你相關的記憶將於我們的心中永存。 + + + +條目貢獻: One-Among-Us, [寒漣漪](http://twitter.com/HANLIANYI520), [K 醬](https://github.com/KristallWang) + diff --git a/people/Kotori/photos/profile.jpg b/people/Kotori/photos/profile.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..76cef953 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/Kotori/photos/profile.jpg differ diff --git a/people/MeowBot233/comments/2024-04-07-C17103.json 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file mode 100644 index 00000000..dc24b3e5 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/MeowBot233/comments/2024-04-15-C17117.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17117,"content":"我依然无数次想起你，生活在充满你的世界里，和你一起找寻生活的希望。\n我依然无数次想起你的声音和笑容。\n我依然无数次想着你，想起那时，还有那时，还有努力留住你的温度的那时。\n我依然深爱着你，如同以前和未来，你爱我那般。\n我的坊洛猫猫，晚安好梦，明天见。\n以及，生日快乐，亲爱的，我们一起许个愿吧。","submitter":"雪絵 澪奈","date":"Apr 15, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/MeowBot233/comments/2024-05-31-C17194.json b/people/MeowBot233/comments/2024-05-31-C17194.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..ffeb632a --- /dev/null +++ b/people/MeowBot233/comments/2024-05-31-C17194.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17194,"content":"坊洛儿童节快乐喵~","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"May 31, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/MeowBot233/comments/2024-06-24-C17269.json b/people/MeowBot233/comments/2024-06-24-C17269.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..605fb728 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/MeowBot233/comments/2024-06-24-C17269.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17269,"content":"晚安玛卡巴卡，姐姐晚安","submitter":"白芷","date":"Jun 24, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/MeowBot233/comments/2024-07-21-C18039.json b/people/MeowBot233/comments/2024-07-21-C18039.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..b1300aae --- /dev/null +++ b/people/MeowBot233/comments/2024-07-21-C18039.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18039,"content":"最近没能来看坊洛呢……\n想起坊洛来了……在那一侧的故事，要幸福呀……","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jul 21, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/MeowBot233/comments/2024-08-01-C18062.json b/people/MeowBot233/comments/2024-08-01-C18062.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..ab48f2dd --- /dev/null +++ b/people/MeowBot233/comments/2024-08-01-C18062.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18062,"content":"晚上好呢……虽然很艰难，但是一切平安哦……","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Aug 1, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/MeowBot233/comments/2024-08-02-C18064.json b/people/MeowBot233/comments/2024-08-02-C18064.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..24b47d32 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/MeowBot233/comments/2024-08-02-C18064.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18064,"content":"现在是上海的2024年8月2日早上9点呢，祝福澪奈手术一切平安呢，坊洛也一直在看着的吧w","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Aug 2, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/MeowBot233/comments/2024-08-12-C18103.json b/people/MeowBot233/comments/2024-08-12-C18103.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..3b991e00 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/MeowBot233/comments/2024-08-12-C18103.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18103,"content":"坊洛猫猫贴贴","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Aug 12, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/MeowBot233/info.yml b/people/MeowBot233/info.yml new file mode 100644 index 00000000..c56196b9 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/MeowBot233/info.yml @@ -0,0 +1,13 @@ +id: MeowBot233 +profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.png +info: + born: '2003-04-15' + # died: '2023-09-16' 15:38 +websites: + twitter: https://twitter.com/MeowBot233 + mastodon: https://web.archive.org/web/20240221020628/https://nekoland.fangluo.top/@fangluo + iconify:ri:threads-line: https://www.threads.net/@meowbot233 + github: https://github.com/MeowBot233 + iconify:ri:netease-cloud-music-line: https://music.163.com/#/user?id=258572198 + Bilibili: https://space.bilibili.com/3286357 + blog: https://fangluo.top/ \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/MeowBot233/page.en.md b/people/MeowBot233/page.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..4f738ce6 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/MeowBot233/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,167 @@ +--- +name: Fangluo +info: + alias: MeowBot233, YukisawaNya +--- + +> Here, is a story. +> +> A story I've heard from wind spirit from far, +> +> The wind spirit brought it to autumn leaf pile (One Among Us), +> +> and it awaits a destined listener. +> +> If you arrive here by the guide of gentle breeze, +> +> take a rest, and listen to the story here silently. + +## Dream of a Dreamlike Girl + +A girl was afflicted by a terminal illness. + +In the hospital walls, she was confined to her bed each night. + +Yet within her slumber, + +She would have wondrous dreams every night. + +In the realm of her dreams, + +She wandered with her beloved, in myriad scenes. + +From twilight's embrace till dawn's arrival, + +She would dream of that—— + +Her beloved was awaiting at the hospital gates. + +Every evening, hand in hand. + +Together they would wander, + +and explore countless enchanting experiences. + +As nightfall descended, + +the girl fell into the dream swiftly. + +then she together with her beloved, + +kissed and hugged each other. + +went through shops, + +played games, + +and she found solace in her beloved's embrace... + +Later, in their conversations, + +she noticed something out of the ordinary: + +Her beloved appeared exhausted during the day. + +Once, she came out to play with her beloved at night in her dream. + +Her beloved bought a pendant. + +Later, during their video call, + +She noticed the same pendant, + +it had never appeared before. + +The girl shared her dream tales, + +her beloved seemed to have lived them. + +One day, she realized, + +The dreams every night weren't mere fantasies, + +but out-of-body experience. + +Her soul intertwined with her beloved's. + +Making every dream a reality. + +After that, the girl fled the hospital, + +and reunited with her beloved. + +They found happiness for a short time. + +Until her health declined. + +and she passed away in the arms of her beloved. + +Yet her soul lingered. + +Bound eternally with her beloved. + +## Mionya Reunion + +> The time limit bell rings +> +> The two of them are certainly alive +> +> (...) +> +> Shouting a boisterous farewell to this world +> +> If they stay holding hands +> +> The reunion that won’t come again +> +> *From Reunion (Harumaki Gohan, Vocal ver.)* + +## Outside the Story + +There is a catgirl, brave and lovely. + +An angel she is. + +She loves tiramisu most, + +the kind of food combined the sweetness of milk and the bitterness of coffee. + +and other sweet. + +She has most-loving... + +From the end of 2021, to the fall of 2023. More long-lasting may be. + +There was a romantic, lovely story. + +These stories -- you may have listened to -- would commemorated by us: sad fragments of the past. + +People always sigh with feeling: + +The fragile one, brilliant "life". + +but... + +> Indulging in fantasy will not come true after all, and the deceased will not come back. The wish must be realized by the living. +> +> Comfort, is this. Maybe. + +Unreliable fatigue, if you feel, or, have no ability to complete the road ahead -- that's no matter. + +It's not necessary to make too much effort. + +Dry your tears, a sufficient relax is what you need. + +Soothing scenes are everywhere, + +no matter spring, summer, autumn or winter. + +Moreover, + +Only love lasts forever. + +The storytelling has come to an end. + +May you be happy every day. + +Story: From Memories of Yukiemiona and Yukisawanya diff --git a/people/MeowBot233/page.md b/people/MeowBot233/page.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..0bb32d26 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/MeowBot233/page.md @@ -0,0 +1,133 @@ +--- +name: 坊洛 +info: + alias: 坊洛, 喵喵喵 坊洛, 雪沢 坊洛, 果汁 坊洛, 烤肉 坊洛 +--- + +> 喏，这是一个，我从远方来的风精灵那里，听来的故事…… +> +> 风精灵将它带到了秋叶这里……等待有缘的人来此处倾听。 +> +> 当你随着风的指引来到了这里，不妨坐下来，静下心听一听这里的故事吧。 + +## 梦幻少女之梦 + +一个身患绝症的少女 + +终日只能躺在医院里 + +每天晚上她都会有神奇的梦 + +她会梦到在夜晚 + +她和她的爱人在各种地方玩耍 + +从入梦一直到天亮 + +每次睡着之后 + +她都会梦到她的爱人在医院门口等候 + +然后她们一起做许多有趣的事情 去有趣的地方 + +每天少女都早早的就睡了 + +天刚刚黑就入睡 + +然后 和爱人一起 + +去逛街 去打游戏 + +去爱人的床上…… + +后来一次和爱人聊天 + +发现了不对劲的地方 + +白天 爱人总是很疲惫 + +有一次 她和爱人夜晚出去玩 + +爱人买了挂饰 + +然后少女在和爱人视频的时候 + +看到了这个挂饰 + +以前从来没有出现过的挂饰 + +少女每天都会和爱人讲述她的梦 + +爱人总是好像全部经历过一样 + +后来有一天 少女终于知道了 + +每天晚上的梦不是梦 是灵魂出窍 + +她的灵魂和爱人一起去玩耍 + +所以「梦」的一切是真实发生的 + +后来少女逃离了医院 和爱人相见 + +她们幸福地生活了没多久 + +少女病情恶化 死在了爱人怀里 + +但是她的灵魂留下来了 + +永远和爱人在一起 + +## 澪·洛 + +> 最后的钟声响起 +> +> 她俩确实都还活着 +> +> (……) +> +> 挥手告别这个喧闹的世界吧 +> +> 她俩就这样握紧着手 +> +> 在只此一次的再会。 +> +> —— 再会（春巻御飯 Vocal 版） + +## 故事之外 + +这里有一只可爱而勇敢的猫猫，是可爱的小天使呢。 + +喜欢吃甜食，喜欢吃提拉米苏，那种奶香的甜和咖啡的苦涩交织的食物。 + +她有着一直爱的人呢。 + +从 2021 年岁末，到 2023 年的秋天，或许更远... + +有一段浪漫的，和爱有关的故事。 + +也许你听过这个故事，会为所记得的，过往时光中的碎片而悲伤。 + +「生命」美好且脆弱呢。 + +但... + +> 沉浸幻想终究不会实现，已故者也不会回来，愿望要靠活着的人去实现。 +> +> 大概这才是宽慰。 + +如果你感受到了难以消除的疲惫，或是感觉前方的路走不下去的的时候，也没关系的。 + +可以不用那么努力的，擦干眼泪，坐下来好好休息一下吧。 + +无数的角落存在可以治愈人的风景—— + +无论在「春」「夏」「秋」「冬」， + +以及， + +还有「爱」呢。 + +愿看到这里的你，能够每天开开心心的哦。 + +故事：来自 澪·洛·集 diff --git a/people/MeowBot233/page.zh_hant.md b/people/MeowBot233/page.zh_hant.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..3f74555f --- /dev/null +++ b/people/MeowBot233/page.zh_hant.md @@ -0,0 +1,133 @@ +--- +name: 坊洛 +info: + alias: 坊洛, 喵喵喵 坊洛, 雪沢 坊洛, 果汁 坊洛, 烤肉 坊洛 +--- + +> 喏，這是一個，我從遠方來的風精靈那裡，聽來的故事…… +> +> 風精靈將它帶到了秋葉這裡……等待有緣的人來此處聆聽。 +> +> 當你隨著風的指引來到了這裡，不妨坐下來，靜下心聽一聽這裡的故事吧。 + +## 夢幻少女之夢 + +一個身患絕症的少女 + +終日只能躺在醫院裡 + +每天晚上她都會有神奇的夢 + +她會夢到在夜晚 + +她和她的愛人在各種地方玩耍 + +從入夢一直到天亮 + +每次睡著之後 + +她都會夢到她的愛人在醫院門口等候 + +然後她們一起做許多有趣的事情 去有趣的地方 + +每天少女都早早的就睡了 + +天剛剛黑就入睡 + +然後 和愛人一起 + +去逛街 去打遊戲 + +去愛人的床上…… + +後來一次和愛人聊天 + +發現了不對勁的地方 + +白天 愛人總是很疲憊 + +有一次 她和愛人夜晚出去玩 + +愛人買了掛飾 + +然後少女在和愛人視頻的時候 + +看到了這個掛飾 + +以前從來沒有出現過的掛飾 + +少女每天都會和愛人講述她的夢 + +愛人總是好像全部經歷過一樣 + +後來有一天 少女終於知道了 + +每天晚上的夢不是夢 是靈魂出竅 + +她的靈魂和愛人一起去玩耍 + +所以「夢」的一切是真實發生的 + +後來少女逃離了醫院 和愛人相見 + +她們幸福地生活了沒多久 + +少女病情惡化 死在了愛人懷裡 + +但是她的靈魂留下來了 + +永遠和愛人在一起 + +## 澪·洛 + +> 最後的鐘聲響起 +> +> 她倆確實都還活著 +> +> (……) +> +> 揮手告別這個喧鬧的世界吧 +> +> 她倆就這樣握緊著手 +> +> 在只此一次的再會。 +> +> —— 再会（春巻御飯 Vocal 版） + +## 故事之外 + +這裡有一隻可愛而勇敢的貓貓，是可愛的小天使呢。 + +喜歡吃甜食，喜歡吃提拉米蘇，那種奶香的甜和咖啡的苦澀交織的食物。 + +她有著一直愛的人呢。 + +從 2021 年歲末，到 2023 年的秋天，或許更遠... + +有一段浪漫的，和愛有關的故事。 + +也許你聽過這個故事，會為所記得的，過往時光中的碎片而悲傷。 + +「生命」美好且脆弱呢。 + +但... + +> 沉浸幻想終究不會實現，已故者也不會回來，願望要靠活著的人去實現。 +> +> 大概這才是寬慰。 + +如果你感受到了難以消除的疲憊，或是感覺前方的路走不下去的的時候，也沒關係的。 + +可以不用那麼努力的，擦乾眼淚，坐下來好好休息一下吧。 + +無數的角落存在可以治癒人的風景—— + +無論在「春」「夏」「秋」「冬」， + +以及， + +還有「愛」呢。 + +願看到這裡的你，能夠每天開開心心的哦。 + +故事：來自 澪·洛·集 diff --git a/people/MeowBot233/photos/profile.png b/people/MeowBot233/photos/profile.png new file mode 100644 index 00000000..05350436 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/MeowBot233/photos/profile.png differ diff --git a/people/Mio/comments/2024-01-20-C15332.json b/people/Mio/comments/2024-01-20-C15332.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..8b397cb0 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Mio/comments/2024-01-20-C15332.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15332,"content":"晚安了Mio 谢谢你","submitter":"双葉杏","date":"Jan 20, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Mio/comments/2024-01-25-C15357.json b/people/Mio/comments/2024-01-25-C15357.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..14aad859 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Mio/comments/2024-01-25-C15357.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15357,"content":"想妳了...对不起..","submitter":"今跡","date":"Jan 25, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Mio/comments/2024-04-20-C17123.json b/people/Mio/comments/2024-04-20-C17123.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..125d3ca4 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Mio/comments/2024-04-20-C17123.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17123,"content":"RIP","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Apr 20, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Mio/comments/2024-04-21-C17129.json b/people/Mio/comments/2024-04-21-C17129.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..0dfb863e --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Mio/comments/2024-04-21-C17129.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17129,"content":"||晚安，大姐姐，嗯，生命真是如此的廉价呢…兴许我们马上就能见面了||","submitter":"囚猫","date":"Apr 21, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Mio/comments/2024-05-28-C17192.json b/people/Mio/comments/2024-05-28-C17192.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..4fcfeeec --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Mio/comments/2024-05-28-C17192.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17192,"content":"RIP\n各位加油，请不要放弃生命……快乐和悲伤都是会变化的","submitter":"C","date":"May 28, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Mio/comments/2024-06-07-C17211.json b/people/Mio/comments/2024-06-07-C17211.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..2d6ce8af --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Mio/comments/2024-06-07-C17211.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17211,"content":"||曾经几次因为你和几个mtf的离开而尝试前往参宿四||不过现在应该从你离开的阴影走出来了，晚安，mio.....","submitter":"匿名小可爱","date":"Jun 7, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Mio/comments/2024-07-29-C18056.json b/people/Mio/comments/2024-07-29-C18056.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..88160c22 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Mio/comments/2024-07-29-C18056.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18056,"content":"社会一定会进步","submitter":"Tchi","date":"Jul 29, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Mio/info.yml b/people/Mio/info.yml index e66553cd..54454f1f 100644 --- a/people/Mio/info.yml +++ b/people/Mio/info.yml @@ -5,3 +5,4 @@ info: died: '2023-02-25' websites: twitter: https://twitter.com/Mio_desu_nya + bilibili: https://space.bilibili.com/5375075 diff --git a/people/Mio/page.en.md b/people/Mio/page.en.md index ba05af36..25194780 100644 --- a/people/Mio/page.en.md +++ b/people/Mio/page.en.md @@ -23,13 +23,13 @@ She was admitted to one of the top universities in China because of her brillian In life, she liked to play *Minecraft* and *Karbel Space Program*. After all these years, she became a gentle big sister to many people. -She sufferred major depression disorder throughout the last year of her life. +She suffered major depression disorder throughout the last year of her life. Although she was pushed to suicide several times, she still tried to live as happily as she could. She made many friends and built up many relationships in that year alone: - She came out to her best friend in primary school. - She became close friends with another trans girl. -- She started to manage the QQ group 春の芽工作室. +- She started to manage the QQ group *Harunome Hanbai*. ## From best "boy" friends to best girl friends with her friend whom she met in primary school @@ -37,7 +37,7 @@ In 2022 April, [Bei Yan Yun Yi](https://github.com/BeiyanYunyi) saw a social med It was also at that time that Bei Yan Yun Yi figured out her gender identity. Bei Yan Yun Yi remembered that Mio had done research on SRS during primary school. Therefore, when she reconnected with Mio, she came out to her. -Just like that, best "boy" friends become best girl friends. +Just like that, best "boy" friends became best girl friends. > Mio: Is it because you saw my Tieba (Translator's note: a popular social media platform) post? > -> Me: No, I haven't checked Tieba in a while. I did see your Wechat (Translator's note: another popular social media platform) post, though. +> Me: No, I haven't checked Tieba in a while. I did see your WeChat (Translator's note: another popular social media platform) post, though. > > Me: Have you considered what you're experiencing to be Gender Dysphoria? > @@ -70,7 +70,7 @@ Translation: > > Me: I think we need to meet. How about May 1st? (Translator's note: a holiday) > -> Me: (photo, a Wechat post) +> Me: (photo, a WeChat post) > > > (Translation of the post): > > diff --git a/people/MioCardMeow/comments/2024-04-01-C17086.json b/people/MioCardMeow/comments/2024-04-01-C17086.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..16a5dbe1 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/MioCardMeow/comments/2024-04-01-C17086.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17086,"content":"回复两年前自己的留言...抱歉弄混了\n也了解了一些事情，愿你安息我的朋友\n生日快乐","submitter":"小安awa","date":"Apr 1, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/MioCardMeow/info.yml b/people/MioCardMeow/info.yml index 951b8ee3..164371b2 100644 --- a/people/MioCardMeow/info.yml +++ b/people/MioCardMeow/info.yml @@ -1,7 +1,8 @@ id: MioCardMeow -profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.jpg +profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.png info: born: '2005-04-02' died: '2022-01-31' websites: twitter: https://twitter.com/MiocardMeow + Bilibili: https://space.bilibili.com/15655639 diff --git a/people/MioCardMeow/page.en.md b/people/MioCardMeow/page.en.md index 840d0f65..40f3e2cd 100644 --- a/people/MioCardMeow/page.en.md +++ b/people/MioCardMeow/page.en.md @@ -35,7 +35,7 @@ SugarMeow said, in fact, MioCardMeow was in fact a clingy girl. It was a pity th Her hostile family and negative impact of long-term medication (pituitary adenoma) gave rise to her suicidal thoughts. She passed away after an unsuccessful resuscitation. -Her departure was reported by [Miao Xiao Bai](https://twitter.com/pizyj/status/1492928433172582400?s=21) on Feburary 14th, 2022. +Her departure was reported by [Miao Xiao Bai](https://twitter.com/pizyj/status/1492928433172582400?s=21) on February 14th, 2022. ## After Her Leaving diff --git a/people/MioCardMeow/photos/profile.jpg b/people/MioCardMeow/photos/profile.jpg deleted file mode 100644 index ac94cfa0..00000000 Binary files a/people/MioCardMeow/photos/profile.jpg and /dev/null differ diff --git a/people/MioCardMeow/photos/profile.png b/people/MioCardMeow/photos/profile.png new file mode 100644 index 00000000..d75ff43c Binary files /dev/null and b/people/MioCardMeow/photos/profile.png differ diff --git a/people/MizuharaNagisa/comments/2024-04-23-C17132.json b/people/MizuharaNagisa/comments/2024-04-23-C17132.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..0d522fac --- /dev/null +++ b/people/MizuharaNagisa/comments/2024-04-23-C17132.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17132,"content":"今天是砍口垒配信十周年呢，你在那边，和姑娘们，过得还好吗w","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Apr 23, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/MizuharaNagisa/comments/2024-06-07-C17213.json b/people/MizuharaNagisa/comments/2024-06-07-C17213.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..e9b4d9d1 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/MizuharaNagisa/comments/2024-06-07-C17213.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17213,"content":"水畔辨音猜，\n原由咏物哀。\n走观思所绘，\n好似梦中来。","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jun 7, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/MizuharaNagisa/comments/2024-06-09-C17216.json b/people/MizuharaNagisa/comments/2024-06-09-C17216.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..3504fd28 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/MizuharaNagisa/comments/2024-06-09-C17216.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17216,"content":"晚安~","submitter":"时雨","date":"Jun 9, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/MizuharaNagisa/info.yml b/people/MizuharaNagisa/info.yml index 5fe8fda9..7ca4f3f8 100644 --- a/people/MizuharaNagisa/info.yml +++ b/people/MizuharaNagisa/info.yml @@ -2,6 +2,9 @@ id: MizuharaNagisa profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.png info: born: '2002-04-19' - died: '2021-07-21' + died: '2021-07-20' websites: twitter: https://twitter.com/MizuharaNagisa + github: https://github.com/MizuharaNagisa + iconify:simple-icons:qzone: https://230731740.qzone.qq.com + blog: https://mizuharanagisa.blogspot.com diff --git a/people/MizuharaNagisa/page.en.md b/people/MizuharaNagisa/page.en.md index 98bc2ffe..a3e05b91 100644 --- a/people/MizuharaNagisa/page.en.md +++ b/people/MizuharaNagisa/page.en.md @@ -2,36 +2,36 @@ name: mizuharanagisa info: alias: Mizuhara Nagisa, 水原なぎさ, Shui Yuan Zhu - location: Shanghai, China + location: Shanghai --- ## Description -Shui Yuan Zhu is a trans woman living in Shanghai. -She was friends with Ying. +Nagisa is a trans woman living in Shanghai. +She was friends with [Ying](https://www.one-among.us/profile/Uekawakuyuurei/). During her life, she was an active long-term contributor for Chinese Wikipedia and other MediaWiki sites. -Since 2019, she started playing Azur Lane. -Her favorite character was Xiang. -Her hobbies were tinkering with computer hardware like Respberry Pi and drawing. +Since 2019, she started playing *Kancolle*. +Her favourite character was Destroyer Hibiki. +Her hobbies were tinkering with computer hardware like Raspberry Pi and drawing. She was also proficient in Japanese. Because of depression and other problems, she had to stop going to school since 2019; -because of inacceptance of her family and other problems she faced, her depression and anxiety got worse and started to suffer from insomnia. -On 2021 July 21st, she took her own life to leave this cruel world. +because of unacceptance of her family and other problems she faced, her depression and anxiety got worse and started to suffer from insomnia. +On 2021 July 20th, she took her own life to leave this cruel world. This is the [last piece of writing](https://pbs.twimg.com/media/E6odBBBVIAAM-Zt?format=jpg&name=4096x4096) she left us. > To every one of my friends > -> People who know me well usually call me Shui Senpai or Shui Yuan, but my name is actually 水原なぎさ. -> Not my legal name, of course. +> People who know me well usually call me Mizu Senpai or Mizuhara. Anyway, my name is Mizuhara Nagisa. +> Of course, it's not my legal name. > How do I say this? > During these past few years I've been tormented by chronic depression and anxiety issues. > I think they finally overcame me today, > so I decided to end my life. > I don't really know what would happen, > either I'd be dead or I'd be in the ICU, lol. -> Regrettablly, I would be unable to enjoy the 3060 video card I just got. +> Regrettably, I would be unable to enjoy the 3060 video card I just got. > And Nintendo Switch, PlayStation 5. > > Everything goes wrong when my family is involved. @@ -43,8 +43,8 @@ This is the [last piece of writing](https://pbs.twimg.com/media/E6odBBBVIAAM-Zt? > > I'm tired of everything. > I still have games to play: -> What would happen to the girls in Zhen Shou Fu? -> Would that character keep waiting for me? +> What would happen to the girls in Jinjufu? +> Would those girls in Jinjufu keep waiting for me? > I'm sorry, but I cannot keep going anymore. > I really can't find any energy in myself to keep me going. > This body is also broken, from head to toe. @@ -66,11 +66,11 @@ This is the [last piece of writing](https://pbs.twimg.com/media/E6odBBBVIAAM-Zt? > Once again, thank you, every one of my friends. > Sorry for taking your time. > -> — Shui Yuan Zhu, 2021 June 21st. +> — Mizuhara Nagisa, 2021 June 20th. -Wish you to be able to meet the girls in Zhen Shou Fu and live happily in another world, +Wish you to be able to meet the girls in Jinjufu and live happily in another world, after leaving all of this world's sufferings behind. diff --git a/people/MizuharaNagisa/page.md b/people/MizuharaNagisa/page.md index 5825e667..c02c0fc2 100644 --- a/people/MizuharaNagisa/page.md +++ b/people/MizuharaNagisa/page.md @@ -9,7 +9,7 @@ info: 水原渚是一名居住在上海区域的跨性别女性，蛍的好友。是活跃的维基人，曾长期编辑中文维基百科和其它 MediaWiki 站点。从2019年开始成为一名舰队收藏提督，最喜欢的舰娘是响（推测）。喜欢钻研树莓派等电脑硬件技术，也热爱绘画。可以熟练使用日文。 -因为抑郁等原因于约 2019 年休学。此后抑郁和焦虑由于家里不理解等原因日益加重，同时也患有失眠，于 2021 年 7 月 21 日永远离开了这个残酷的世界。 +因为抑郁等原因于约 2019 年休学。此后抑郁和焦虑由于家里不理解等原因日益加重，同时也患有失眠，于 2021 年 7 月 20 日永远离开了这个残酷的世界。 这是水原留给我们的，[最后的文字](https://pbs.twimg.com/media/E6odBBBVIAAM-Zt?format=jpg&name=4096x4096)。 diff --git a/people/MizuharaNagisa/page.zh_hant.md b/people/MizuharaNagisa/page.zh_hant.md index 29a6fcec..3afae18e 100644 --- a/people/MizuharaNagisa/page.zh_hant.md +++ b/people/MizuharaNagisa/page.zh_hant.md @@ -9,7 +9,7 @@ info: 水原渚是一名居住在上海區域的跨性別女性，蛍的好友。是活躍的維基人，曾長期編輯中文維基百科和其它 MediaWiki 站點。從 2019 年開始成爲一名艦隊收藏提督，最喜歡的艦娘是響（推測）。喜歡鑽研樹莓派等電腦硬件技術，也熱愛繪畫。可以熟練使用日文。 -因爲抑鬱等原因於約 2019 年休學。此後抑鬱和焦慮由於家裏不理解等原因日益加重，同時也患有失眠，於 2021 年 7 月 21 日永遠離開了這個殘酷的世界。 +因爲抑鬱等原因於約 2019 年休學。此後抑鬱和焦慮由於家裏不理解等原因日益加重，同時也患有失眠，於 2021 年 7 月 20 日永遠離開了這個殘酷的世界。 這是水原留給我們的，[最後的文字](https://pbs.twimg.com/media/E6odBBBVIAAM-Zt?format=jpg&name=4096x4096)。 diff --git a/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-01-21-C15335.json b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-01-21-C15335.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..9ccf0200 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-01-21-C15335.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15335,"content":"晚安，愿你来世永远幸福。","submitter":"cvyl","date":"Jan 21, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-01-22-C15337.json b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-01-22-C15337.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..d39318bb --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-01-22-C15337.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15337,"content":"即使是已退去的色彩 \n想要传达到你身边 \n过去到现在的话语 如云烟\n假如黎明不再到来 \n对这话装作没听见 \n在未来的日子 \n是否有重拾笑容的那天","submitter":"nng","date":"Jan 22, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-01-22-C15340.json b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-01-22-C15340.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..1d3746f6 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-01-22-C15340.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15340,"content":"辛苦了","submitter":"电池","date":"Jan 22, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-01-22-C15341.json b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-01-22-C15341.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..f5b05fb5 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-01-22-C15341.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15341,"content":"晚安，等我。","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 22, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-01-22-C15342.json b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-01-22-C15342.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..9a950a80 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-01-22-C15342.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15342,"content":"在天上也要开心","submitter":"yumekoo","date":"Jan 22, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-01-22-C15343.json b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-01-22-C15343.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..f82191bf --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-01-22-C15343.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15343,"content":"一个和往常一样的冬夜，和往常一样的清晨，只是有个温暖的灵魂，永远留在了昨天","submitter":"皑思","date":"Jan 22, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-01-23-C15346.json b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-01-23-C15346.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..2c69eb46 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-01-23-C15346.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15346,"content":"辛苦了 睡个好觉吧 晚安","submitter":"枫桑","date":"Jan 23, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-01-23-C15347.json b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-01-23-C15347.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..8436cc3c --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-01-23-C15347.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15347,"content":"就算犯了错 蒙头大睡便好","submitter":"佐久夜药丸","date":"Jan 23, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-01-23-C15348.json b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-01-23-C15348.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..25e70301 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-01-23-C15348.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15348,"content":"晚安TT","submitter":"areo","date":"Jan 23, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-01-23-C15350.json b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-01-23-C15350.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..cbac8607 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-01-23-C15350.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15350,"content":"||倘若青春永驻 美貌长存 离枝又何妨||","submitter":"离枝","date":"Jan 23, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-01-24-C15355.json b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-01-24-C15355.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..6bb82bfa --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-01-24-C15355.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15355,"content":"晚安，陌生人","submitter":"LIAN","date":"Jan 24, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-01-25-C15358.json b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-01-25-C15358.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..c62211dd --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-01-25-C15358.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15358,"content":"||下辈子见||","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 25, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-01-26-C15366.json b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-01-26-C15366.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..0cbc82a1 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-01-26-C15366.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15366,"content":"阴雨的天也终会放晴","submitter":"孙焱","date":"Jan 26, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-01-26-C15367.json b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-01-26-C15367.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..dbcf4978 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-01-26-C15367.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15367,"content":"愿你在另一个世界能够看到彩虹","submitter":"徐子健","date":"Jan 26, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-02-01-C15375.json b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-02-01-C15375.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..bce1949a --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-02-01-C15375.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15375,"content":"晚安","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Feb 1, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-02-05-C15386.json b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-02-05-C15386.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..84c80b45 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-02-05-C15386.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15386,"content":"小可爱，没来得及贴到你真的很遗憾，来生希望可以为你准备最盛大的娃聚。","submitter":"对a","date":"Feb 5, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-02-28-C15428.json b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-02-28-C15428.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..4e839b93 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-02-28-C15428.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15428,"content":"与君初见，竟是阴阳两隔，晚安\n","submitter":"渡厄","date":"Feb 28, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-04-15-C17118.json b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-04-15-C17118.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..87717886 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-04-15-C17118.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17118,"content":"晚安","submitter":"灵草","date":"Apr 15, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-06-05-C17206.json b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-06-05-C17206.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..dad71d83 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-06-05-C17206.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17206,"content":"睡个好觉 晚安宝贝。","submitter":"匿名","date":"Jun 5, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-06-29-C17280.json b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-06-29-C17280.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..da3f8a54 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-06-29-C17280.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17280,"content":"晚安","submitter":"江文欣","date":"Jun 29, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-07-14-C18030.json b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-07-14-C18030.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..c62adb42 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-07-14-C18030.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18030,"content":"很多个熬夜的晚上，听着歌单里的歌，总会想起你。每次想到的时候，总是微微发怔，长久的哑然，情绪翻涌上来，不知道该说什么好。有很多话想对你说，生前来不及，过世后反而聊的多了（苦笑）。可能有些话只能对一个存在于记忆中的念想说吧。我无数次想过如果那天期末考结束后能早点想起来该和你谈谈了，一切是否会有不同。我也无数次想过让你离去的是什么。我总会对别人说活着才会有一切的可能性，可是经历了一些事情后，我也开始无法说服自己了，又怎能说服他人呢。半年过去了，还是常常会睹物思人。可能只是还没习惯和朋友的死别吧。","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jul 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-08-09-C18090.json b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-08-09-C18090.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..794b7bb8 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-08-09-C18090.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18090,"content":"晚安","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Aug 9, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/info.yml b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/info.yml new file mode 100644 index 00000000..73acc5e9 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/info.yml @@ -0,0 +1,6 @@ +id: Mizuki_Yuuki +profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.jpg +info: + died: '2024-01-10' +websites: + twitter: https://twitter.com/MizukiHika \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/page.en.md b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/page.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..c8fe6980 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,42 @@ +--- +name: Mizuki Yuuki +info: + alias: Mizuki + location: Shanghai +--- + +## Description + +Mizuki was a very cheerful, optimistic, and caring non-binary person. +They neither went on HRT nor clearly identified with either gender. + +After graduating from college, Mizuki worked for an e-commerce company but was laid off following the 2022 epidemic in Shanghai. +They had a strained relationship with their family which made surviving after the layoff even more difficult. + +I met Mizuki at a dinner party during the National Day holiday. +As fellow Kigurumi enthusiasts, Mizuki and I, along with other friends, participated in various events such as the Shanghai Halloween, Shanghai-Saudi cultural exchanges, and several private and scheduled photo shoots, creating splendid memories. + +At the moment the photo was taken, it transcended mere photography. +My heart was filled with endless mourning and sorrow. + +In early December, when Mizuki got their first Kigurumi headpiece, they were overjoyed and felt liberated. +Three days later, I invited them for an outdoor photoshoot in Century Park – my first outdoor photoshoot. + +After this photoshoot, Mizuki organized a Kigurumi party and traveled twice: one to Kuala Lumpur before Christmas, and another to Hong Kong after New Year's Day. +They were not fond of traveling, so that was a bit surprising. + +Then they left this world. +Perhaps it was financial troubles that overwhelmed them, or maybe they had fulfilled all their wishes. + +According to their close friends, Mizuki had already attempted suicide twice. Although dissuaded before, they carried out their third attempt before the scheduled message was sent. +Regrettably, no one was aware of it. +By the time I confirmed the news, it was already noon the next day — Mizuki had passed away on January 10, 2024, leaving us forever. + +I regret not taking more photos of them. +Their smile and sincere friendship will always be unforgettable. + +I hope they have found a world free of pain, a future full of color. + + + +Contributors for this entry: [NNG](https://twitter.com/NNGnoMKT) diff --git a/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/page.md b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/page.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..c4fece10 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/page.md @@ -0,0 +1,32 @@ +--- +name: Mizuki Yuuki +info: + alias: Mizuki, 瑞希 + location: 上海 +--- + +## 简介 + +mizuki 生前是一位非常开朗、非常乐观、非常在意朋友的 non-binary，ta 并没有进行 HRT，也没有明确的性别认同。 + +在大学毕业后，ta 在某家电商公司工作，在上海 2022 年疫情后被裁员，与家里关系不好，只能艰难自立地生活。 + +我和 ta 结识于国庆假期中的某次聚餐，同样作为 kigurumi 爱好者，我和 ta 还有其他朋友一起参与了上海万圣节、上海 - 沙特文化交流、几次私房拍摄、几次约拍等等，留下了绚烂的回忆。 + +在照片拍下的那一刻，这个照片已经不仅仅属于摄影了，我的心里只有无尽的悼念和哀思。 + +在 12 月上旬拿到自己的第一颗 kigurumi 头壳的时候，ta 非常的快乐与自由，我在第三天就约 ta 到世纪公园拍摄了一套对我来说第一次外景照片。 + +在这次拍摄后，ta 组织了一场娃聚，少见地进行了两趟旅行，一趟在圣诞节前去了吉隆坡，一趟在元旦后去了香港。 + +也许是经济问题压垮了 ta，也许是 ta 所有的心愿都已完成， + +据 ta 更加亲密的朋友所说，ta 已经有两次自杀的尝试了，虽然都被劝下来了，但是第三次执行在定时消息发出之前，很遗憾没有任何人得知。在我得到确切消息时，已经是第二天中午——ta 于 2024 年 1 月 10 日在独居小屋因一氧化碳中毒永远地离开了我们。 + +我很遗憾没有多为 ta 拍几次娃片，难以忘怀 ta 的笑容和真挚的友谊。 + +希望你去往没有痛苦的世界，希望你的未来缤纷多彩。 + + + +条目贡献：[NNG](https://twitter.com/NNGnoMKT) diff --git a/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/page.zh_hant.md b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/page.zh_hant.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..121eb7ef --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/page.zh_hant.md @@ -0,0 +1,32 @@ +--- +name: Mizuki Yuuki +info: + alias: Mizuki, 瑞希 + location: 上海 +--- + +## 簡介 + +mizuki 生前是一位非常開朗、樂觀, 也非常在意夥伴的 non-binary. ta 並沒有實行 HRT, 也沒有明確的性別認同. + +在大學學院畢業後, ta 在某家電子商業公司工作, 於 2022 年因上海裁員而失業, 與家裏的關係不好, 只能艱難地自立生活. + +我和 ta 結識於某次國慶假期的聚餐, 同樣是 kigurumi 的愛好者, 我和 ta 還有其他夥伴一起參加了上海萬聖節、上海 - 沙特阿拉伯文化交流、幾次私房拍照、幾次約拍等等, 留下了絢麗的回憶. + +在相片拍攝的那一刻, 這個相片已經不僅僅屬於攝影了, 我的心裏只剩下無盡的悼念和哀思. + +在 12 月上旬拿到自己的第一個 kigurumi 的頭套的時候, ta 非常的快樂和自由. 我在第三天就和 ta 約定到世紀公園拍攝了一套對我來說的第一次外景相片. + +在這次拍攝後, ta 組織了一場娃聚, 少有地進行了兩次旅遊. 一次在聖誕節前去了吉隆坡, 另一次在新曆春節後去了香港. + +也許是經濟資源問題壓垮了 ta, 亦或者是 ta 的所有心願都已經完成. + +根據 ta 更加親密的朋友所說, ta 已經有過兩次自殺的嘗試了, 儘管都已經被勸下來; 但是第三次執行在定時消息發出之前, 並沒有任何人得知消息. 在我得知確定的消息時, 已經是第二天的中午——ta 於 2024 年 1 月 10 日在獨居小屋內因一氧化碳中毒永遠地離開了我們. + +我很遺憾沒能多爲 ta 拍幾次娃片, 難以忘懷於 ta 的笑容, 和真摯的友誼. + +希望你去往沒有痛苦的世界, 希望妳的未來繽紛多彩. + + + +條目貢獻：[NNG](https://twitter.com/NNGnoMKT) diff --git a/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/photos/photo1.jpg b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/photos/photo1.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..28c51c3f Binary files /dev/null and b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/photos/photo1.jpg differ diff --git a/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/photos/photo2.jpg b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/photos/photo2.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..2431de9c Binary files /dev/null and b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/photos/photo2.jpg differ diff --git a/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/photos/photo3.jpg b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/photos/photo3.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..83d45ed8 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/photos/photo3.jpg differ diff --git a/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/photos/photo4.jpg b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/photos/photo4.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..e057bdbd Binary files /dev/null and b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/photos/photo4.jpg differ diff --git a/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/photos/photo5.jpg b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/photos/photo5.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..6e65d036 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/photos/photo5.jpg differ diff --git a/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/photos/photo6.jpg b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/photos/photo6.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a3c69f70 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/photos/photo6.jpg differ diff --git a/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/photos/profile.jpg b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/photos/profile.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..2cd08d99 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/photos/profile.jpg differ diff --git a/people/MushroomGuuuu/comments/2024-06-14-C17229.json b/people/MushroomGuuuu/comments/2024-06-14-C17229.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a9542745 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/MushroomGuuuu/comments/2024-06-14-C17229.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17229,"content":"姐姐晚安～","submitter":"匿名","date":"Jun 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/MushroomGuuuu/info.yml b/people/MushroomGuuuu/info.yml new file mode 100644 index 00000000..e75b819d --- /dev/null +++ b/people/MushroomGuuuu/info.yml @@ -0,0 +1,13 @@ +id: MushroomGuuuu +profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.png +info: + born: '1995-05-29' + # 确认自：Kokoro 的想法 - 知乎 https://www.zhihu.com/pin/984898658231369728 + # 推特 [Kakao] 亦为950529 + # B 站记录的时间为 4 月 29 日，但不排除手误填写失误的可能 + died: '2017-10-01' + # 经过知乎与推特的发言时间与语言可大致推算 +websites: + twitter: https://twitter.com/MushroomGuuuu + zhihu: https://www.zhihu.com/people/mo-gu-ni-ge-xiao-wei-niang + Bilibili: https://space.bilibili.com/6595208 \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/MushroomGuuuu/page.en.md b/people/MushroomGuuuu/page.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..036e83fc --- /dev/null +++ b/people/MushroomGuuuu/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,69 @@ +--- +name: Mushroom +info: + alias: Mushroom, Gu, Yaoyao + location: Shenzhen, Guangdong +--- + +## Description + +Mushroom was a trans girl who made efforts to live. + +She shared her daily life on social media, +sometimes posting photos of herself. +Her answers in Zhihu questions also included her shared content and photos. + +Her favourite dessert was sweet strawberry sundae, +and she also enjoyed drinking canned iced cola. + +In order to support herself, +she attended an interview to become a network anchor for MOMO, +and she achieved a significant milestone initially. +The female colleagues at her company understood her transgender identity and challenges. +They encouraged her to be herself and move forward, +one of them invited her to be a guest at home. + +When she was tired, she would also treat herself with food and drinks. + +Her father was gradually in favour of her, +and she started looking forward to completing SRS. + +Mushroom had a girlfriend. +They met on February 11th, 2017, and accompanied each other for several months. +They once watched the scenery of Shenzhen Fisherman Wharf and many exciting movies, +they also enjoyed endless delicious food. + +## Her Departure + +Mushroom was struggling with depression, +and she needed to take several kinds of medicine. + +"The doctor said to me that if I took medicine regularly, everything would go well." + +"In fact, I don't want to kill myself. I always endeavour to live." + +…… + +Before she departed, she smiled sweetly at everyone. + +## After Her Departure + +Mushroom once excerpted a passage from Shen Nanxi's answer in Zhihu question [What are your favourite sentences orpersonal status?](https://www.zhihu.com/question/36442613/answer/207763687) as a reflection to herself. + +> There is only one hell in this world, +> +> which is the world we live in now. +> +> You may think you are so kind because you are a fallen angel, +> +> but actually you are just the weakest amidst the devils. + +After Mushroom's departure, Shen Nanxi wrote a [memorial essay](https://archive.md/hQ7AS) for her to express her mourning. + +> At last, I wish you well. +> +> We will finally meet again, +> +> in that distant and warm world. + +Goodnight, Mushroom. May you be a happy mushroom in another world🍄 diff --git a/people/MushroomGuuuu/page.md b/people/MushroomGuuuu/page.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..eecb46b4 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/MushroomGuuuu/page.md @@ -0,0 +1,52 @@ +--- +name: 菇 +info: + alias: 菇菇菇菇奶奶, 蘑菇, 梦瑶, 瑶瑶 + location: 广东深圳 +--- + +## 简介 + +菇是一个努力生活着的跨性别女孩。 + +她在社交网站上分享着她的日常生活，偶尔会发些自拍，一些日常的琐碎。她的知乎回答里也是各种好看的照片和分享。 + +她最喜欢甜甜的草莓味圣代了，也喜欢喝罐装的冰可乐。 + +为了维持生计，她找到经纪人面试成为陌陌主播，刚开始直播就取得了很棒的成绩。公司里的女同事也理解她，一直鼓励着她向前走，同时还请她到家里做客。 + +在疲倦的时候，她也会犒劳自己，去吃好吃的美食，或者小酌一杯。 + +菇的父亲也逐渐开始支持她，她开始盼望着未来能够顺利进行手术。 + +菇有着相爱的人，她们于 2017 年 2 月 11 日相识，一起度过了一段幸福的时光。她们曾一起看渔人码头的风景，去看许多精彩的电影，去吃数不尽的好吃的。 + +## 离世 + +菇一直在和抑郁症作斗争，要吃好几种药。 + +「好好吃药一切都会好起来的，医生说的。」 + +「其实我也不想死，我很努力地活着。」 + +…… + +离开之前，她给了大家一个甜甜的笑。 + +## 身后 + +菇曾经摘录过沈南溪的在知乎问答 [有哪些你很喜欢的句子或个性签名？](https://www.zhihu.com/question/36442613/answer/207763687) 下的摘抄，作为送给自己的话： + +> 这世界只有一个地狱，就是你我现在生活的世界。 +> +> 你以为你的善良是因你是天堂掉落的天使，其实你只是众鬼里最弱的一个。 + +在菇离世后，沈南溪为她写下了[悼文](https://archive.md/hQ7AS)，表达了对菇的哀思。 + +> 最后，祝安好。 +> +> 我们最终都还会再见的。 +> +> 在那个遥远，又温暖的地方。 + +晚安，菇。希望你在那边可以做个快乐的蘑菇🍄 diff --git a/people/MushroomGuuuu/page.zh_hant.md b/people/MushroomGuuuu/page.zh_hant.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..40205783 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/MushroomGuuuu/page.zh_hant.md @@ -0,0 +1,54 @@ +--- +name: 菇 +info: + alias: 菇菇菇菇奶奶, 蘑菇, 夢瑤, 瑤瑤 + location: 廣東深圳 +--- + +## 簡介 + +菇是一個努力地生活著的跨性別女孩。 + +她在社交網路上分享著她的日常生活，偶爾會發些相片，一些日常的瑣碎。她的知乎回答裡也是各種好看的相片和分享。 + +她最喜歡甜甜的草莓味聖代了，也喜歡喝錫罐裝的冰可樂。 + +為了維持生計，她找到經紀人面試成為陌陌主播，剛開始直播就取得了很棒的成績。公司裡的女同事也理解她，一直鼓勵著她向前走，同時邀請她到家裡做客。 + +在疲倦的時候，她也會犒勞自己，去吃好吃的美食，或者小酌一杯。 + +菇的父親也逐漸開始支持她，她開始盼望著未來能夠順利進行手術。 + +菇有著相愛的人，她們於 2017 年 2 月 11 日相識，一起度過了一段幸福的時光。她們曾一起看漁人碼頭的風景，去看許多精彩的電影，去吃數不盡的好吃的。 + +## 離世 + +菇一直在和抑鬱作抗爭，要吃好多種藥。 + +「好好吃藥一切都會好起來的，醫生說的。」 + +「其實我也不想死，我很努力地活著。」 + +…… + +離開之前，她給了大家一個甜甜的笑。 + +## 身後 + +菇曾經摘錄過沈南溪的在知乎問答 [有哪些你很喜歡的句子或個性簽名？](https://www.zhihu.com/question/36442613/answer/207763687) 下的摘抄，作為送給自己的話： + +> 這世界只有一個地獄，就是你我現在生活的世界。 +> +> 你以為你的善良是因你是天堂掉落的天使，其實你只是眾鬼裡最弱的一個。 + +在菇離世後，沈南溪為她寫下了[悼文](https://archive.md/hQ7AS)，表達了對菇的哀思。 + +> 最後，祝安好。 +> +> 我們最終都還會再見的。 +> +> 在那個遙遠，又溫暖的地方。 + +晚安，菇。希望妳在那邊可以做個快樂的蘑菇🍄 + + diff --git a/people/MushroomGuuuu/photos/profile.png b/people/MushroomGuuuu/photos/profile.png new file mode 100644 index 00000000..cd12e847 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/MushroomGuuuu/photos/profile.png differ diff --git a/people/Proselyte093/comments/2024-01-01-C15066.json b/people/Proselyte093/comments/2024-01-01-C15066.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..1adbf3a1 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Proselyte093/comments/2024-01-01-C15066.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15066,"content":"祝你一切都好。","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 1, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Proselyte093/comments/2024-01-12-C15100.json b/people/Proselyte093/comments/2024-01-12-C15100.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..c18ddf08 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Proselyte093/comments/2024-01-12-C15100.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15100,"content":"晚安","submitter":"安翎","date":"Jan 12, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Proselyte093/comments/2024-01-18-C15325.json b/people/Proselyte093/comments/2024-01-18-C15325.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..c187c00f --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Proselyte093/comments/2024-01-18-C15325.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15325,"content":"晚安","submitter":"跨性别","date":"Jan 18, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Proselyte093/comments/2024-02-10-C15403.json b/people/Proselyte093/comments/2024-02-10-C15403.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..4553fca4 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Proselyte093/comments/2024-02-10-C15403.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15403,"content":"晚安","submitter":"细品苦茗","date":"Feb 10, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Proselyte093/comments/2024-03-26-C17050.json b/people/Proselyte093/comments/2024-03-26-C17050.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..192cd198 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Proselyte093/comments/2024-03-26-C17050.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17050,"content":"晚安\n","submitter":"hhoppitree","date":"Mar 26, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Proselyte093/comments/2024-05-17-C17168.json b/people/Proselyte093/comments/2024-05-17-C17168.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..9f63af64 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Proselyte093/comments/2024-05-17-C17168.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17168,"content":"祝愿你可以进入到窗子的梦境当中去\n","submitter":"麦佧","date":"May 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Proselyte093/page.en.md b/people/Proselyte093/page.en.md index 100e4e3d..171bf114 100644 --- a/people/Proselyte093/page.en.md +++ b/people/Proselyte093/page.en.md @@ -1,50 +1,51 @@ --- name: Proselyte info: - alias: Proselyte, Ptoyu + alias: Proselyte location: Wuhan, Hubei --- ## Description -Proselyte is our ally. They often interacted with us friendly in spite of their introverted personality. +Proselyte was our ally. They often friendly interacted with us despite their introverted personality. -They were fond of cute cats. Whether it was their own cat, or cats in a pet shop, or cats they met on the street. +They were fond of cute cats. Whether it was their own cat, or cats in a pet shop, or cats they found on the street. -They liked some niche pixel art RPG games, such as *Ib* and *Yume 2kki*, and always recorded their RPG game experiences on Bilibili. +They liked niche pixel art RPG games, such as *Ib* and *Yume 2kki*. +They shared their passion of RPG games on Bilibili. -Proseleyte also contributed to their favourite games. -According to their friends, they made soundtracks for some games, and took up a position in *Yume Nikki Online Project* before. +Proseleyte also contributed to some of their favourite games. +According to their friends, they made soundtracks for some games and took up the management position for *Yume Nikki Online Project* before. ## Departure -Owing to long-term domestic violence, having been hurt by friend in senior high school, and getting mental abuse in university, Proselyte was troubled by anxiety and depression all along. -They gradually felt that they were losing the sense of exist. +Owing to long-term domestic violence, having been hurt by friends in senior high school, and getting mentally abused by their professor in university, Proselyte was troubled by anxiety and depression all along. +They gradually felt that they were losing their sense of existence. -However, they still supported theirselves by viewing good things for a long time, incuding their favourite games, cute animals, and colourful illustrations. -When our friends fell in anxiety, they would generously give their warm hug. +However, they still tried to support themselves by finding beautiful things in life, including their favourite games, cute animals, and pretty illustrations. +When our friends fell in anxiety, they would generously give their warm hug too. Until early November, they still held on to the hope of curing depression before their birthday. -Accidentally, their former friend abruptly said that they harassed himself, and blocked them with other people. -They even didn't know what happened, and had no chance to clarify. +Surprisingly, their former friend abruptly said that they harassed him, and asked many other mutual friends to blocked them. +They never knew what happened, and had no chance to clarify. -> "I felt malice in the world again. I even didn't understand why... Perhaps I was born to be disliked." +> I felt malice in the world again. I don't understand even why... Perhaps I was just born to be hated. -This thing triggered their PTSD about offence and cold violence from others previously. -After that, their mental health gradully deteriorated. +This thing triggered their PTSD about assaults and cold violence. +After that, their mental health gradually deteriorated. In an evening, they went out of their home silently and assimilated into the night. ## After their leaving -Owing to their introverted personality, they still had some unsent words to their best friends. -After Proselyte's departure, a friend of them (didn't want to disclose indentity) took over their account, and sent those words in the name of them. -The friend also replied to those caring messages in Discord, Twitter/X, QQ platform and so on. +Owing to their introverted personality, they still had some untold words for their best friends. +After Proselyte's departure, a friend of them who didn't want to disclose their identity took over their account and sent those words in their name. +The friend also replied to those caring messages in Discord, Twitter/X, QQ and so on. -The sister of Proselyte contacted with us as well. Although she couldn't see the last time of them. But she expressed her condolence in her email to us: +Proselyte's sister contacted with us as well. Although she couldn't see the last time of them, she expressed her condolence in her email to us: -> " They are other half scattered soul of mine. Wish they be well in paradise. I hope there's not austism in the heaven. " +> " They are the other half scattered soul of mine. Wish they be well in paradise. I hope there's no autism in heaven. " > > Proselyte's sister, written on 2023-12-05 "Death is not the end of life, but oblivion is." -This is what Proselyte wrote for [Qi](https://one-among.us/profile/qiqi233345) to remember her. -This is also a quote sentence showed on the main page of "One Among Us". We will never forget you, who are gentle and tough. Rest well, Proselyte. +Proselyte wrote this for [Qi](https://one-among.us/profile/qiqi233345) to remember her. +This is also a quote sentence shown on the main page of "One Among Us". We will never forget you, who are gentle and tough. Rest well, Proselyte. diff --git a/people/Proselyte093/page.md b/people/Proselyte093/page.md index 1bc67060..4383a9a3 100644 --- a/people/Proselyte093/page.md +++ b/people/Proselyte093/page.md @@ -1,7 +1,7 @@ --- name: Proselyte info: - alias: Proselyte, 葡萄柚 + alias: Proselyte location: 湖北武汉 --- diff --git a/people/Proselyte093/page.zh_hant.md b/people/Proselyte093/page.zh_hant.md index bf7c61ae..11b301a8 100644 --- a/people/Proselyte093/page.zh_hant.md +++ b/people/Proselyte093/page.zh_hant.md @@ -1,7 +1,7 @@ --- name: Proselyte info: - alias: Proselyte, 葡萄柚 + alias: Proselyte location: 湖北武漢 --- diff --git a/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-06-23-C17258.json b/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-06-23-C17258.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..5e811890 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-06-23-C17258.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17258,"content":"姐妹走好。。。","submitter":"星川樱子","date":"Jun 23, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git 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2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-06-25-C17270.json b/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-06-25-C17270.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..6772aa8e --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-06-25-C17270.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17270,"content":"晚安","submitter":"雨城向","date":"Jun 25, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-06-25-C17272.json b/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-06-25-C17272.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..450c7e0c --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-06-25-C17272.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17272,"content":"||我还从来没与你见过面呢……我早晚会来找你的。||","submitter":"水中月-林阔天空","date":"Jun 25, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-06-25-C17273.json b/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-06-25-C17273.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..0e86f4b0 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-06-25-C17273.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ 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b/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-06-29-C17278.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17278,"content":"姐妹一路走好","submitter":"荧惑","date":"Jun 29, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-06-29-C17279.json b/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-06-29-C17279.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..23585e2d --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-06-29-C17279.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17279,"content":"晚安","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jun 29, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-07-04-C17287.json b/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-07-04-C17287.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..e0d92d14 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-07-04-C17287.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17287,"content":"让我们敲希望的钟啊，多少祈祷在心中\n让大家看不到失败，叫成功永远在\n让地球忘记了转动啊，四季少了夏秋冬\n让宇宙关不了天窗，叫太阳不西冲\n让欢喜代替了哀愁啊，微笑不会再害羞\n让时光懂得去倒流，叫青春不开溜\n让贫穷开始去逃亡啊，快乐健康留四方\n让世间找不到黑暗，幸福像花开放……","submitter":"水中月-林阔天空","date":"Jul 4, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-07-05-C17289.json b/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-07-05-C17289.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..05b9b139 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-07-05-C17289.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17289,"content":"安好，很抱歉这样认识了你","submitter":"LemonBread","date":"Jul 5, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-07-06-C17291.json b/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-07-06-C17291.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..10a50410 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-07-06-C17291.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17291,"content":"一路走好..","submitter":"白茗","date":"Jul 6, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-07-10-C18003.json b/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-07-10-C18003.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..49e6994b --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-07-10-C18003.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18003,"content":"晚安","submitter":"Leslie","date":"Jul 10, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-07-28-C18053.json b/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-07-28-C18053.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..89f099ac --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-07-28-C18053.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18053,"content":"||对不起,我们也许就快见面了吧||","submitter":"山奈雪阳","date":"Jul 28, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-08-01-C18061.json b/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-08-01-C18061.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..163d0a7e --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-08-01-C18061.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18061,"content":"匆忙见的一面没说上什么话，抱歉","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Aug 1, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Rentable_A/info.yml b/people/Rentable_A/info.yml new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a18b4e0a --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Rentable_A/info.yml @@ -0,0 +1,7 @@ +id: Rentable_A +profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.png +info: + born: '2006-06-24' + died: '2024-06-20' +websites: + twitter: https://x.com/Rentable_A \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Rentable_A/page.en.md b/people/Rentable_A/page.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..afcace20 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Rentable_A/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,44 @@ +--- +name: Rentable +info: + alias: Ren + location: Xinxiang, Henan +--- + +> Does the Heaven accept the MtF individuals? + +Thought a lot +From begin to end, I always alone. I want to seek light, but the darkness completely turns me into a lunatic. Sooner or later, I will fall into the abyss of darkness... +Nothing. This is the end. + +## Description + +Rentable, a girl who looks a little mysterious, was from Xinxiang, Henan. +Despite this, she will become very active when she is with her friends. + +Sometimes take many kinds of drugs... + +Has someone she cares about + +> The brain is like a ball of paste wrapped up +> I can’t remember clearly what happened more than ten seconds ago +> That's it...good night + +After [YanTian](https://one-among.us/profile/SS3B_0016) passed away, she tried to leave this world by cutting her wrists. + +> That feeling of being stripped away bit by bit +> Watching myself encounter another self in the hallucination + +## Depart + +After [SANYIA](http://www.sanyia.top) [entered the mental health hospital again](https://meow.sanyia.top/index.php/archives/357/), Rentable burned out her last breath of hope. + +> Who is homeless and sitting on the street crying at three o'clock? +> It turns out to be me... + +SANYIA once told her that she would be discharged from the hospital in July, and this became the last straw for her. +She finally chose to leave at the beginning of the rainy season + +Hope you are well in another world + +

醉后不知天在水,满船清梦压星河

diff --git a/people/Rentable_A/page.md b/people/Rentable_A/page.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..3d28f033 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Rentable_A/page.md @@ -0,0 +1,46 @@ +--- +name: Rentable +info: + alias: Ren + location: 河南新乡 +--- + +> 天堂会收mtf吗 + +想了很多 +自始至终我都是一个人，我想寻求光明，可黑暗将我彻底堕落成疯子的模样，这样下去我也迟早会坠入那黑暗的深渊… +没什么，说到这里就结束吧 + +## 简介 + +Rentable, 来自河南新乡, 是一个看起来有些神秘的女孩子. +尽管如此, 她在和朋友们在一起的时候会变成一个很活跃的孩子呢 + +有时候会吃好多好多种药…… + +有一个关心着的人呢 + +> 脑子就好像一团浆糊被包了起来 +> 十几秒前发生的事都记不太清了 +> 就这样吧…晚安 + +[盐田](https://one-among.us/profile/SS3B_0016)离世后, 曾试图通过割腕离开这个世界. + +> 那种理智一点一点被剥离的感觉 +> 眼睁睁看着自己在幻觉中遇到另外一个自己 + +## 离世 + +[阳喵](http://www.sanyia.top/)[再次进入精神病院](https://meow.sanyia.top/index.php/archives/357/)之后, Rentable 燃尽了最后一丝希望. + +> 是谁凌晨三点无家可归坐在街边哭呀 +> 原来是我呀 + +雪阳曾告诉她大约会在 7 月出院, 而这也成为压倒她的最后一根稻草. +她最终还是梅雨季的开始选择了离开 + +> 好难受好孤独好寂寞…为什么最后是这个样子收场……我好想她……都怪我没能替你看管好她…… + +愿你在另一个世界一切安好 + +

醉后不知天在水,满船清梦压星河

diff --git a/people/Rentable_A/page.zh_hant.md b/people/Rentable_A/page.zh_hant.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a0f78351 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Rentable_A/page.zh_hant.md @@ -0,0 +1,46 @@ +--- +name: Rentable +info: + alias: Ren + location: 河南新鄉 +--- + +> 天國會收mtf嗎 + +想了很多 +自始至終我都是一個人, 我想尋求光明, 可黑暗將我徹底墜落成瘋子的模樣, 這樣下來我也遲早會墜入那黑暗的深淵… +沒什麼. 說到這裡就結束吧 + +## 簡介 + +Rentable, 來自河南新鄉, 是一個看起來有一些神秘的女孩子. +儘管如此, 她在和夥伴們在一起的時候會變成一個很活躍的孩子呢 + +有時候會吃好多好多種藥物…… + +有一個關心著的人呢 + +> 腦子就像一團漿糊被包裹起來 +> 十幾秒前發生的事情都記不清楚了 +> 就這樣吧…晚安 + +[鹽田](https://one-among.us/profile/SS3B_0016)離世後, 曾試圖通過割腕離開這個世界. + +> 那種理智一點一點被剝離的感覺 +> 眼睜睜的看著自己在幻覺中遇到另一個自己 + +## 離世 + +[雪阳](http://www.sanyia.top)[再次進入精神衛生醫院](https://meow.sanyia.top/index.php/archives/357/)之後, Rentable 燃盡了最後一絲希望. + +> 是誰凌晨三點無家可歸坐在街上哭呀 +> 原來是我呀 + +雪阳曾告訴她大約會在 7 月出院, 而這也成為了壓倒她的最後一根稻草 +她最終還是在梅雨季的開始選擇了離開 + +> 好难受好孤独好寂寞…为什么最后是这个样子收场……我好想她……都怪我没能替你看管好她…… + +希望妳在另一個世界一切安好 + +

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diff --git a/people/Rentable_A/photos/profile.png b/people/Rentable_A/photos/profile.png new file mode 100644 index 00000000..cbfa8223 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/Rentable_A/photos/profile.png differ diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15105.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15105.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..11086d50 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15105.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15105,"content":"晚安，做个好梦。","submitter":"氢离子与氢氧根","date":"Jan 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15106.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15106.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..f7d8fbd6 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15106.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15106,"content":"坐过盐田的车，被她拥抱过，关心过家暴…她没有等到我家长不再管我的这一天，可惜了…","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15107.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15107.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..c940cd1c --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15107.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15107,"content":"晚安 盐田 ","submitter":"Grace Catherina","date":"Jan 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15108.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15108.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..81251fd9 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15108.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15108,"content":"RIP，晚安哦🕯","submitter":"月","date":"Jan 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15109.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15109.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..99ac7480 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15109.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15109,"content":"开远南场30033次永远欢迎你乘坐，愿你在那个世界也有东方红21那悠扬的鸣笛声陪伴着你。","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15110.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15110.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..4545a8a9 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15110.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15110,"content":"晚安哦🕯","submitter":"月","date":"Jan 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15111.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15111.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..6b40a9fd --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15111.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15111,"content":"晚安 萱萱(盐田)","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15112.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15112.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..09fd0b21 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15112.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15112,"content":"请好好休息吧…晚安，盐田姐，祝你甜梦","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15113.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15113.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..d6a6dac4 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15113.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15113,"content":"晚安，好夢","submitter":"福瑞瑞","date":"Jan 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15114.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15114.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..6d4a7cc7 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15114.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15114,"content":"晚安，辛苦了🕯️","submitter":"猫猫","date":"Jan 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15115.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15115.json new 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+{"id":15120,"content":"姐姐，我是你第11个妹妹啊，今天我们相识的第183天，我真的好希望姐姐还健在，还能好好的聊天，还能好好的去逛展子，我知道我没完善的样子不是很好看，但我需要姐姐指导啊，我不想姐姐就这样走了，没有姐姐指引妹妹会很迷茫，妹妹会很害怕，妹妹看不清前面的路了……\n我没来得及给姐姐看我最可爱的样子，是我给姐姐留下遗憾了；谢谢姐姐一直以来的开导，如果姐姐能看到的，我在这里和姐姐说一句对不起，我可能让姐姐难受过，但我们也曾经快乐过：一开始我不懂跨圈的环境，盲目发布了暴论——是姐姐找到我，纠正我，开导我，是姐姐让我不再盲目，真正是燃烧自己照亮了我们的前路！我也曾记得：第一次见姐姐竟是在我家门前的铁路——广茂线旁，我按耐不住一丝激动就为了见到那位一直帮助、推动我的姐姐，那天，我甚至把去看网检的车票都退了……\n还有一次，我和姐姐去琶洲逛展子，姐姐的lo裙很好看（还一起合了影哦～），当时还和姐姐一起上了D座看我定的房间呢，姐姐也是很开朗的，后来还去了万胜围吃了顿“奇奇怪怪”的椰子鸡，我最记得姐姐说自己不能吃菌子……那时候，真的好开心，好开心……\n我更记得，第一盒补子，是姐姐帮我买的……你只收了我30块……\n妹妹想姐姐了，妹妹不想姐姐这么快走，妹妹难受，妹妹真的很喜欢姐姐，真的很喜欢……","submitter":"盐田姐姐的第11个妹妹·GMR瑞雪迎春","date":"Jan 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15121.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15121.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a0cf2e28 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15121.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15121,"content":"R.I.P 晚安了","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15122.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15122.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..fe2d7d4b --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15122.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15122,"content":"愿东方红21那悠扬的风笛声永远陪伴着你🥲","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15123.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15123.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..abb251b3 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15123.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15123,"content":"想哭","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15124.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15124.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..f7645582 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15124.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15124,"content":"晚安，好梦呐","submitter":"虹梦","date":"Jan 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15126.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15126.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a07fc735 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15126.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15126,"content":"虽然素未谋面，但亦曾有幸笔谈。今闻噩耗...RIP🕯","submitter":"Lo\u0027s","date":"Jan 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15127.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15127.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..8815ea32 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15127.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15127,"content":"||什么都没来得及||","submitter":"lo","date":"Jan 13, 2024"} diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15128.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15128.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..7c4cb471 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15128.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15128,"content":"好好休息吧，姐姐，你永远活着的，像你一样的人，一定还有的，你一定会看到大家正常的活在阳光下的那一天的......\n安息吧！不屈的战士！","submitter":"瓦西莉萨","date":"Jan 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15129.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15129.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..293d2931 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15129.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15129,"content":"我认识她是很晚的事，实在没有什么回忆\n但是在我的第一印象中，她是一个敢于斗争的人\n在好友入狱的情况下，是她和另外一群像她一样的人在各方势力之间周旋，不惧强权和误解，为狱中的好友争取权利\n我甚至有理由怀疑正是因为这件事才导致了她的早逝\n如今，魔骨还在狱中，那个想要营救她的挚友却已经去了另一个世界，但是盐田的魂灵是不死的\n一如被海风和海浪抚摸千年的盐田的海岸，还有盛放在岭南大地上的梅花\n最后用一句那天晚上写的拙劣诗作作为结尾：\n【碧血润泽南国土，毅魄化作岭梅香】\n一路走好，盐田","submitter":"L.F.Reisen","date":"Jan 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15130.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15130.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..b800883b --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15130.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15130,"content":"安息吧，不屈的战士，永远还有像你一样的人，你永远活着。你一定会看到，大家都正常的活在阳光下，一定的！\n虽然...还没有见过你...晚安...","submitter":"瓦西莉萨","date":"Jan 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15131.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15131.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..ca91648f --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15131.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15131,"content":"姐姐晚安(#˘ω˘#)","submitter":"果酱","date":"Jan 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15132.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15132.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..6e7894e0 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15132.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15132,"content":"谢谢你，我们的战士，\n我们尊敬你。","submitter":"亚尔瓦多","date":"Jan 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15133.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15133.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..60ad2105 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15133.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15133,"content":"谢谢你，我们的战士，\n终于能睡一觉了，\n我们尊敬你。","submitter":"亚拉巴那","date":"Jan 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15134.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15134.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..d4c0fe49 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15134.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15134,"content":"晚安盐田姐姐","submitter":"果酱","date":"Jan 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15135.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15135.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..8b2fadf4 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15135.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15135,"content":"辛苦了，好好休息吧，晚安姐姐，虽然最后也没见到你一面","submitter":"奇迹与你","date":"Jan 13, 2024"} \ No newline at 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+{"id":15138,"content":"她是为众人雪中抱薪的勇敢伙伴，也是阅历丰富、兴趣广泛的好姐姐。斯人已去，她的灵魂却在都会地下的隧道、在深夜城市间的高速公路，也在南国太阳照耀的米轨铁路上、在日复一日穿梭大地的刷着绿漆的列车上活着。暂别她，愿她乘着风，乘着东方红21的笛声走吧。","submitter":"放送","date":"Jan 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15140.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15140.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..b620ed32 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15140.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15140,"content":"辛苦啦，晚安","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15141.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15141.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..c0f9259b --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15141.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15141,"content":"突如其来的惆怅……生活已经麻木许久，此刻又找到了这种，久违的怅然若失的感觉……心脏，很疼啊……\n想起第一次交流，是关心援助一位经济困难的妹妹……后来，加上了QQ好友，成为了推特互关。虽然没聊过几句，但是一直有默默地关注着姐姐……\n记得去年冬天，在后海站11号线换乘，第一次见到了地铁2号线（8号线），当时很高兴地与姐姐拍照分享，并收到了回复……\n姐姐真的是一个很棒的人呀，在许多方面都潜移默化地影响了我呢……唔，真的好想像姐姐一样，试着燃尽这副残躯，竭力发光发热……用自己的体温，温暖她们的心，即使自身囫囵……\n晚安啊，素未谋面，来生有缘必相见……","submitter":"某只小猫","date":"Jan 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15143.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15143.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..6463c637 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15143.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15143,"content":"小猫爱你……嗯……","submitter":"某只匿名的小猫","date":"Jan 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15145.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15145.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..d83ecacc --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15145.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15145,"content":"还记得被你拥抱，握住手的温暖\n你真的太忙…太累了\n终于能好好睡一觉了哦，盐田姐\n安安，甜梦","submitter":"namie","date":"Jan 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15146.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15146.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..98f4ce0d --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15146.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15146,"content":"我特别想见姐姐一面……为你的坚强和努力\n晚安吧，这一觉，再也不用靠药物了……\n我迟早会去见你……","submitter":"Ast6034","date":"Jan 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15147.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15147.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..50d798d2 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15147.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15147,"content":"短暂的相逢....再会吧....晚安","submitter":"铃鹿","date":"Jan 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15148.json 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+{"id":15150,"content":"对不起没能过去陪您。山海阻拦，姐姐却一直在白忙之中抽出时间来陪我，我却之前因为您不回消息而抱怨，很对不起。。我和姐姐聊天聊地聊未来，聊别人，用很成熟的一面，为我的人生指导颇多；聊游戏，姐姐太累了却再也没有时间打战舰世界了。。我没想到这个网址这么快就轮到我亲近的人了。。\n||姐姐和我提起援交还学费的时候，我很难受，社会怎么可以这样……这样的社会也许注定造成现在的恶果了吧。。姐姐却又一直劝我不要援交，我也自然，只能眼睁睁地看着……||\n2021.12.17我们在qq上面绑了个闺蜜，可是聊天记录丢失了，忘记是您的第几个妹妹了。您说您只能有小星一个女儿，不然我也要做您女儿。。可惜直到现在闺蜜图标还是二级。我马上要去打工了，最后和您聊的天是在说，我想去珠三角但是害怕没人陪死在哪里，可是……\n下辈子我一定要在线下好好看护着您。。盐田姐姐，一直以来为我的人生操心，辛苦了，非常感谢。","submitter":"您的妹妹，香月霙舞","date":"Jan 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15151.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15151.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..870e853e --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15151.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15151,"content":"正在播放：\n终点站到了，请各位带齐行李物品准备下车，再见\n终点站到啦，请各位带齐行李物品准备落车，再见\nThis is the terminus,please take all of your belongings and get ready to take off.See you next time!\n\n盐田，晚安，有幸再会！","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15152.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15152.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..1aa03f3c --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15152.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15152,"content":"我是在地铁交流上认识盐田的，她很伟大，好遗憾…\n晚安，有幸在会","submitter":"纯良少女橙七七（橙柚橙）","date":"Jan 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15153.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15153.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..7df8b15f --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15153.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15153,"content":"很好的人。可惜了","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15155.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15155.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..4fc6ca9f --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-13-C15155.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15155,"content":"盐田姐姐…晚安","submitter":"梦雨","date":"Jan 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15156.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15156.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..8651e402 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15156.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15156,"content":"盐田姐姐晚安🕯️","submitter":"雪雁","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15157.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15157.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..839f15b1 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15157.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15157,"content":"姐姐…晚安，好好睡一觉吧","submitter":"夏真","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15158.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15158.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..9e146ced --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15158.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15158,"content":"R.I.P 喜欢你分享的轨道交通","submitter":"笙歌","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15159.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15159.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..9a544a35 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15159.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15159,"content":"还没见过面就已经没有机会了喵😭😭😭😭","submitter":"BH2VSQ","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15160.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15160.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..02501c53 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15160.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15160,"content":"抱抱","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15162.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15162.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..f1151d81 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15162.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15162,"content":"晚安盐田妹妹，愿另一个世界不再有恶意。","submitter":"伊飘雪","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15163.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15163.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..de5ac778 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15163.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15163,"content":"一个正义的人，你明明救了那么多人……结果自己却……\n盐田妹妹，好好休息吧……","submitter":"如月 末","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15165.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15165.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..8c8918bd --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15165.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15165,"content":"姐姐，不要挂念这边的烦心事了，你就安心的去另一个世界吧，愿天堂没有痛苦，你也可以好好的休息了。希望你可以在另个世界拍出更好的作品，可以开到心爱的考斯特，安息吧🕯🕯🕯","submitter":"永远的战友 惠","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15166.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15166.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..50d690cd --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15166.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15166,"content":"为了姐妹们，你选择了前进，不择手段的前进，而今你终于可以好好休息了，晚安。","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15167.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15167.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..634f1fb0 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15167.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15167,"content":"盐田姐姐晚安🕯️","submitter":"㫪","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15168.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15168.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..407da311 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15168.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15168,"content":"23.11.1，這是我初次見到妳的那一天。\n之後的兩個月，發生了好多好多亂七八糟的事情，很明顯地看出了妳越來越憔悴，但是又一直強迫著自己保持著清醒與冷靜。\n直至12.28新線開通，方才在裕豐圍（我甚至笑著說那是鹽田港西廣州分西）短暫的見了妳一面，沒想到之後，竟然是永別。\n妳曾經說過，作為一個非二元，妳現在活著僅僅吊著兩口氣，一是妳僅存的男子漢氣概；二則是妳深愛著的蕎麥……啊，恐怕從今以後，她也只能帶著對妳的深深懷念，孑然一身下去了吧。\n如果遠方的星空中，又亮起了一顆，那我想，那顆星星大概，也是一個熱愛著鐵道的耀眼的孩子吧！\n\n安息吧鹽田！\n\n「南無阿彌多婆夜，\n哆他伽多夜，\n哆地夜他 阿彌利都婆毗，\n阿彌利哆 悉耽婆毗，\n阿彌唎哆 毗迦蘭帝，\n阿彌唎哆 毗迦蘭多，\n伽彌膩 伽伽楉，\n枳多迦利 娑婆訶。」","submitter":"果無花 Gwo Wuhuar","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15169.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15169.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..cc61bfe5 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15169.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15169,"content":"晚安，盐田姐姐~愿在参宿四上能够快快乐乐的生活下去...","submitter":"陌漓","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15170.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15170.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..3eca15f0 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15170.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15170,"content":"盐田姐姐…晚安了🕯️","submitter":"㫪","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15172.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15172.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..30732c76 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15172.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15172,"content":"晚安！没能来得及深入了解你，对不起。","submitter":"绘千","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15174.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15174.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..44985d94 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15174.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15174,"content":"盐田姐姐...晚安了🕯️","submitter":"yuri","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15175.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15175.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..003e80c2 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15175.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15175,"content":"时代的一粒灰，落到世人身上，就是一座难以摆脱的大山啊。盐田姐姐，希望能……呜呜呜呜，明明还没有见过你，明明你说好着25号来石家庄的，啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15176.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15176.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..223810fb --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15176.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15176,"content":"晚安 虽然没能认识你 但感谢你为大家所做的一切","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15177.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15177.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..b9b5a19f --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15177.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15177,"content":"盐田有很多好的一面但也有很多一些并不好习惯，但不论怎样，愿你被另一个世界温柔以待","submitter":"雪秋小可爱@XUEQIUxka","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15179.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15179.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..234042c7 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15179.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15179,"content":"晚安盐田姐姐...","submitter":"妖梦酱","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15180.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15180.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..46895eed --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15180.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15180,"content":"晚安，我们会在阳光下再会的","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15181.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15181.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..68c31dd5 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15181.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15181,"content":"晚安，盐田姐姐","submitter":"粉圆","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15184.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15184.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..ae8c7e44 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15184.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15184,"content":"虽我们只相谈二三句，但其心意早已传达至远方的你。在远方祝好。","submitter":"SayokiYukina","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15185.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15185.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..5cb7375c --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15185.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15185,"content":"晚安，未曾来得及认识的人。\n希望我也能有勇气和你一样战斗。","submitter":"姐妹","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15186.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15186.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..ba863e9d --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15186.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15186,"content":"||你兴趣广泛，聪明伶俐，原则性强，有正义感。乐观快乐，给我也带来了快乐，勇敢热情。我很喜欢你，有机会带你去QG按摩，我很欣慰，因为钱不多没带你去找小姐姐，有点后悔。可能你只拿我当个怪异有点大方的老板，但我真的喜欢你几种喜欢都有。第二次你来我这我看你累了，只是催你让你早点睡觉，少吃氯硝西半，但你跑那么远来找我我，可能是有原因的吧，我当时脑子慢，没想那么多。如果你觉得白跑一趟，我请你你对象帮我给你带了一点钱。我知道就算你没对象我们也没可能，我也不会那样生活。我11月30号考了法律资格证，本想问问你和你的朋友到底发生了什么，但是感觉你是无敌的这些问题都能解决，又不知道方不方便，就没联系你，现在很后悔。你长期休息不好，到处跑，就靠氯硝西泮撑着，谢谢你为这个世界做的努力和释放的温暖，其实你也狠狠地温暖到我了。可惜你的群友好像不怎么喜欢我。巧合的是正好一年前的1月13日，一天都不差，我还担心你，你说你经济独立不会死，你这。。。。。。。我可能回去最后看你。我很伤心，看到有关你的消息就难过，把你联系方式聊天记录什么的都删了，我会想办法尽快忘了你的，再见了。||","submitter":"烈日水瓶","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15187.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15187.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..be64e52a --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15187.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15187,"content":"再见，好姐姐\n","submitter":"DREAMHAWK","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15188.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15188.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..1d409149 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15188.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15188,"content":"晚安...盐田姐姐，谢谢你以前给咱赞助买的眼镜...","submitter":"真理","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15189.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15189.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..c98f04e4 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15189.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15189,"content":"姐，晚安，谢谢你对我的关心，真是的，你这家伙，还欠我一个生日呢\n晚安啦，姐姐","submitter":"地铁东路线","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15190.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15190.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..87e87f6e --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15190.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15190,"content":"晚安我的朋友，在我的印象里你似乎有着使不完的精力，熟悉各种交通工具和公交车，在来日本出发的前几天，帮助了我很多，又是拿行李又是开车来接我，要是没有你和你的朋友们我都没法顺利的出国。\n转眼过去快两年了，我们的交集渐渐减少，没想到再次看见你的消息竟是这样，安息吧，安稳的睡去吧，不用再吃那些苦涩的药丸，不用再面对那些讨厌的人和事情，再见啦盐田。明明还想和你去坐公交车玩，还想去广州吃好吃的。","submitter":"安安","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15191.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15191.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..81caf775 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15191.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15191,"content":"晚安，盐田姐","submitter":"风灵rings","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15192.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15192.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..73852d3f --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15192.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15192,"content":"老师好\n老师再见","submitter":"Cam-Trans影像","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15193.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15193.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..30299c88 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15193.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15193,"content":"# 盐田姐姐，好好休息吧","submitter":"ShiroiTree","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15194.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15194.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..fa5d1870 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15194.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15194,"content":"晚安，好好休息啦","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15196.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15196.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..7a5dbbc8 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15196.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15196,"content":"...salute, and goodbye.","submitter":"aisuneko icecat","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15197.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15197.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..060f9aa2 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15197.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15197,"content":"才知道你也玩战舰世界 虽然不能跑半个中国来送你最后一程 但是我会以海军礼仪在战舰世界送你离开的","submitter":"UnsinkSam","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15198.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15198.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..99260c18 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15198.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15198,"content":"🙏","submitter":"Roader","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15199.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15199.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..84e53bf6 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15199.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15199,"content":"还想再抱你一次，再被握一次手\n你真的太累太累了...盐田姐\n可以不用再去想那些事情了，好好休息吧\n安安，甜梦","submitter":"namie","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15200.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15200.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..4683baef --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15200.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15200,"content":"晚安 做一个很甜很甜的梦叭","submitter":"佳佳3212","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15201.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15201.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..b383e76d --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15201.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15201,"content":"🕯️","submitter":"姆Q","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15202.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15202.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..ae1e6cd6 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15202.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15202,"content":"晚安……好梦……","submitter":"安翎/おりしか","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15203.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15203.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a18c09dc --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15203.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15203,"content":"晚安，世上又少了一位富有执行力的少女","submitter":"帕朵","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15204.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15204.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..8d36fae5 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15204.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15204,"content":"認識鹽田姐姐好久了，可惜咱們沒說過幾句話，去年我來廣州 在鰻斬上也沒見到妳，真是遺憾呢⋯⋯ 唉，這些年來辛苦了，晚安⋯⋯好夢⋯⋯🕯️","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15206.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15206.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..53ff924a --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15206.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15206,"content":"晚安。","submitter":"匿名","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15207.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15207.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..38c92e4a --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15207.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15207,"content":"说好到了广州要把书还给你的……为什么……晚安……咱会替你好好活下去的……","submitter":"穆穆","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15208.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15208.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..8e6acacd --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15208.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15208,"content":"第一次感受到\n死亡的重量","submitter":"罗伦贝尔","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15209.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15209.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..0fdf2171 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15209.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15209,"content":"與你素未謀面，但願來生可以做個朋友 ","submitter":"Lim","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15212.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15212.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..6d348d25 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15212.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15212,"content":"虽然素未谋面，不过祝你晚安( ˘ω˘ )","submitter":"meital","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15213.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15213.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..84665906 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15213.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15213,"content":"安安😊好梦","submitter":"meital","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15214.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15214.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..1325ec16 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15214.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15214,"content":"晚安..","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15215.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15215.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..dec62685 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15215.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15215,"content":"晚安，Rest In Peace :)","submitter":"Kagurazaka Mahiro","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15217.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15217.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..62825940 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15217.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15217,"content":"以凡人之躯，比肩神明","submitter":"Certain Train","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15218.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15218.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..e6b86644 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15218.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15218,"content":"晚安，盐田，我会记得你的勇敢与坚强","submitter":"兮柚","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15219.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15219.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..53a9f4c7 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15219.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15219,"content":"从小跟你对头十年了，你怎么就走了呢……R.I.P","submitter":"小六","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15220.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15220.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..6b3fe311 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15220.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15220,"content":"很遗憾以这种方式认识你","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15222.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15222.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..2a21b523 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15222.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15222,"content":"謝謝你，晚安。","submitter":"PHEENY","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15223.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15223.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..c371133b --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15223.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15223,"content":"我只是一名推特网友，与您素未蒙面，对您的了解也真的很少。但是我看到了您不惜透支自己也要帮助所有人，为了魔骨等您的朋友而奔波操劳，施以援手。您真的很善良。\n您只比我大了7岁，却就这样离去了…\n上帝是不公平的。一个好人…就这样去世了。\n上帝保佑您，愿您在天堂安息。","submitter":"Kig梦想","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15224.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15224.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..938482c3 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15224.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15224,"content":"可能不认同你的一些观念和为人，但我必须感谢你。","submitter":"silvicky","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15225.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15225.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a47c9e46 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15225.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15225,"content":"实在想不到会发生这种意外(╥╯﹏╰╥)ง\n好好睡吧。","submitter":"阿玟","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15227.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15227.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..9ca7e9f4 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15227.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15227,"content":"不要做噩梦哦。\n记住我们爱你。","submitter":"七翼式","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15228.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15228.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..df5fb20a --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15228.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15228,"content":"晚安.....","submitter":"WhiteDoves","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15229.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15229.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..e225e4aa --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15229.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15229,"content":"晚安╥﹏╥","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15230.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15230.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..1c034b35 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15230.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15230,"content":"晚安，您走之后一切都会好起来的╥﹏╥","submitter":"成分复杂的史莱姆","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15231.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15231.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..2475f9c7 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15231.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15231,"content":"さよなら、鹽田🕯️","submitter":"Misaki","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15233.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15233.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..17d2af42 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15233.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15233,"content":"晚安 姐姐","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15235.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15235.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..d3da79f5 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15235.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15235,"content":"晚安，盐田姐姐","submitter":"洛寒兮","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15239.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15239.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..912d3d03 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15239.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15239,"content":"幸苦了！\n一声迟来的感谢。\n其实我们未曾谋面，\n只是巧然关注，偶尔读些推文。\n你离开的仓促，\n那就晚安做个好梦，\n我们都在爱你。","submitter":"V","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15242.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15242.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..53f29072 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15242.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15242,"content":"盐田，我爱你。","submitter":"澄鸢诗音 (盐田的妹妹)","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15243.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15243.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a7ed1a33 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15243.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15243,"content":"||盐田姐，辛苦了！不过可能也算解脱了吧||","submitter":"鱼你太美","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15244.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15244.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..147191e2 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15244.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15244,"content":"希望天堂也有火车和公交","submitter":"鱼你太美","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15245.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15245.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..4dfa836d --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15245.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15245,"content":"下雨了，眼泪和泥土的气味都要过一会才会给心灵柔弱的一击。\n“深圳地铁偷走了重要的东西”这样子想了。\n这个世界是残酷的\n祝她在参宿四过得快乐，我也更希望不要再有更多人死去了\n生命是一场盛大的腐烂，死者的意义应当被托付给生者\n人死后会去电影院还是地铁上呢\n我很感谢她，虽然如果要比喻的话我也只不过是刚刚进地铁站而已而她已经乘上末班车离去.....\n对不起，盐田姐。我希望自己也有机会和勇气能够以我残躯化烈火。\nごめん。||我会在银河列车站等着你。||\n","submitter":"一个懦弱的人","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15246.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15246.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..db201228 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15246.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15246,"content":"讲真，叠完一堆外挂，盐田用这23个年头多点的时间做了很多人五六十年都不一定能完成的事情。未来至少几十年，她会成为我们精神世界的一部分，伴隨我们见证多变的美好的风景，感受很多的交通公具，游历很多的山水。橘猫与他不曾见面，但也被在这个平台上见闻之事迹所感召。祝愿小盐田休班愉快。","submitter":"西谷米橘猫","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15247.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15247.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..62c08dd4 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15247.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15247,"content":"真的辛苦了，好好休息吧，盐田姐姐","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15249.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15249.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..dab6938e --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-14-C15249.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15249,"content":"辛苦了。。。晚安。。。愿梦如星璀璨。。。","submitter":"气波波","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline 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+{"id":15253,"content":"晚安 再见...","submitter":"七霜凌奈","date":"Jan 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15254.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15254.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..3a325735 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15254.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15254,"content":"未曾谋面，但深知先生大义，此后愿追随先生，以身体力行缅怀先生","submitter":"韩维娜hanVeena","date":"Jan 15, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15257.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15257.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..4d4c4695 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15257.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15257,"content":"盐田姐姐 晚安啦 愿你做个好梦","submitter":"漓稚","date":"Jan 15, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15259.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15259.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..593a818c --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15259.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15259,"content":"感谢您的付出，晚安，好梦","submitter":"红茶大包子","date":"Jan 15, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15261.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15261.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..79537ac8 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15261.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15261,"content":"只在华侨医院见到过盐田姐姐一次…没想到没有下次了，睡吧","submitter":"向阳","date":"Jan 15, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15263.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15263.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..b2f0abf8 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15263.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15263,"content":"晚安 等再见面的时候 我和筱筱带你吃板面\n下辈子做个普通小女孩哦","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 15, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15264.json 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+{"id":15266,"content":"晚安哦，愿你在另一个世界快乐","submitter":"ccdm","date":"Jan 15, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15268.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15268.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..d7a01cc3 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15268.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15268,"content":"盐田姐姐好好睡觉啦","submitter":"叶琴韵","date":"Jan 15, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15269.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15269.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..5b4e387b --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15269.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15269,"content":"愿你的灵魂能够回归天上的无光之海","submitter":"匿名","date":"Jan 15, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15271.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15271.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..bd58331a --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15271.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15271,"content":"晚安…","submitter":"妄冬","date":"Jan 15, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15272.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15272.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..b7282de2 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15272.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15272,"content":"晚安","submitter":"铁咩","date":"Jan 15, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15273.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15273.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..e8060b2b --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15273.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15273,"content":"bye","submitter":"魚","date":"Jan 15, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15274.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15274.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..7bd2ac52 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15274.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15274,"content":"这个世界容不下你，但我们心中永远有你，晚安了盐田🕯️🕯️🕯️","submitter":"一朵香草喵","date":"Jan 15, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15275.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15275.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..f38e995f --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15275.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15275,"content":"晚安，我从十一月蘑菇入派出所第一次得知盐田这个人，此后便关注她发的帖，在我有限的印象里，她像一个人形永动机，从不休止，我疑惑她的精力来源，我想来源可能不是药物，而是执念\n再见盐田，我们会继承你的执念，完成解放mtf与人类的愿望","submitter":"StarryDream","date":"Jan 15, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15277.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15277.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..2a176f48 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15277.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15277,"content":"晚安","submitter":"旅人","date":"Jan 15, 2024"} \ No newline at end of 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2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15285.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15285.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..8c2a03d0 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15285.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15285,"content":"晚安姐姐","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 15, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15287.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15287.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..0fcac0ac --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15287.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15287,"content":"晚安姐姐","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 15, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15288.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15288.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..70f3891c --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15288.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15288,"content":"晚安，再见","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 15, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15289.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15289.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..3da64aa5 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15289.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15289,"content":"没有多少记忆，甚至连面姬都未曾有过一次。\n但惊闻噩耗，仍感万分痛心。\n时隔一载重返此境，闻故人之逝，只觉百感交集，却无处落笔。\n愿盐田姐姐，乘上那列永不停息的银河列车，去往她想要去到的任何地方吧。","submitter":"铃萤-Rin","date":"Jan 15, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15290.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15290.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a71931d8 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-15-C15290.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15290,"content":"晚安","submitter":"TTT","date":"Jan 15, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-16-C15293.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-16-C15293.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..bf859dae --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-16-C15293.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15293,"content":"作为一名铁路爱好者,我向盐田女士表示哀悼。","submitter":"Yamusukelo","date":"Jan 16, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-16-C15294.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-16-C15294.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..347c7aaf --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-16-C15294.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15294,"content":"你放心的走吧，你未完成的事会有其他人接过的。\n但是啊，大家也要注意自己的身体啊。如果轻易把自己燃烧殆尽了那很多很多事即使想做也做不了了","submitter":"茶凛","date":"Jan 16, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-16-C15295.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-16-C15295.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..9defea74 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-16-C15295.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15295,"content":"晚安盐田姐","submitter":"小阳","date":"Jan 16, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-16-C15296.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-16-C15296.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..419cc648 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-16-C15296.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15296,"content":"晚安🕯️","submitter":"小君","date":"Jan 16, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-16-C15297.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-16-C15297.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..c243e7c3 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-16-C15297.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15297,"content":"晚安","submitter":"JMZ","date":"Jan 16, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-16-C15298.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-16-C15298.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..096eaa80 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-16-C15298.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15298,"content":"我唯一一次见到盐田是在上次去深圳湾的时候......那时候感觉盐田性格和我差别挺大的，聚会的时候她一直很开朗大方，跟大家都很聊得来。但是我嘛...一直缩在旁边，几乎没怎么讲话来着的。当时我有点感觉我们有点像是两个不同世界的人...毕竟性格上的差异实在是太大了。不过虽然如此，我还是能看得出来她是个很好的人呢，当时我的糖刚刚被家长发现，然后她当时讨论到药物援助的时候奈酱刚好说起了这件事情，然后后面还给了咱援助呢w。咱和盐田的最后一次聊天是在12月23号，那时候在讨论切药器和色谱龙的事情，当时真的没想到那会是我们最后一次聊天......\n\n不知道该说些什么...就写一下我记忆中的盐田吧，她真的是挺好的一个人呢......当时见面的时候盐田还讨论到了魔骨的事情，然后当时咱也可以看得出来她的精神状况真的挺差的...哪怕是面基的时候都有在服用药物...\n最后...希望你在参宿四一切安好哦...Best wishes...","submitter":"神楽坂小涵","date":"Jan 16, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-16-C15299.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-16-C15299.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..3d57b939 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-16-C15299.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15299,"content":"素未谋面，和你同年同日月生，还太年轻，愿睡得安稳，来世再见。","submitter":"洛","date":"Jan 16, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-16-C15301.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-16-C15301.json new file 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+{"id":15309,"content":"辛苦你了盐田姐姐，新世界一定比现在的美好吧，祝你幸福不用再奔波了","submitter":"栞栞","date":"Jan 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-17-C15313.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-17-C15313.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..1c0c2b3f --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-17-C15313.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15313,"content":"好好休息吧。","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-17-C15314.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-17-C15314.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..5fc21866 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-17-C15314.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15314,"content":"妹妹 好好休息 晚安","submitter":"藩篱箬","date":"Jan 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-18-C15321.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-18-C15321.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..2d55254e --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-18-C15321.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15321,"content":"答应我的拥抱，还没来得及拥抱，会再次相遇的，到时候一定要抱个够，晚安盐田","submitter":"穗","date":"Jan 18, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-18-C15323.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-18-C15323.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..0d17cb8d --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-18-C15323.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15323,"content":"辛苦了，睡个好觉吧","submitter":"米高","date":"Jan 18, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-19-C15328.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-19-C15328.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..2fbe555f --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-19-C15328.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15328,"content":"之前借宿麦麦家的时候盐田不在，后来盐田来杭州办事的时候我在上学也没见上面。\n如今她已经不在了。\n\n对盐田的印象不是很深，只知道她当年很不容易，现在也很拼；之前为自己，现在为我们。\n还没来得及深刻认识就走了呢。\n\n记得那时候在石井，每次和麦麦出门都能看到一块“泰山石敢当”，到现在我也不清楚那是什么意思。\n但是盐田姐姐，你的走，重于泰山。","submitter":"Kira Rettosei","date":"Jan 19, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-20-C15330.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-20-C15330.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..7e5ac389 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-20-C15330.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15330,"content":"生命如果非要有什么意义的话，那一定取决于其深度和广度，而长度只是让当事人感觉到这份意义，你永远存在在，还活着的人的心中，再见了，盐田，如果不能长眠于永恒的寂静，那就在另外一个世界再见了","submitter":"梨安","date":"Jan 20, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-20-C15331.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-20-C15331.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..45418bea --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-20-C15331.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15331,"content":"我今天来到深圳了，来到了盐田，也乘坐了你喜欢的8号线。虽然素未谋面，但甚是想念。你将被我们永远铭记。","submitter":"永远喜欢汉正街","date":"Jan 20, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-21-C15334.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-21-C15334.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..ca60ea5f --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-21-C15334.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15334,"content":"辛苦了，晚安","submitter":"0nly61ue","date":"Jan 21, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-22-C15338.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-22-C15338.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..7b28fcc1 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-22-C15338.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15338,"content":"晚安","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 22, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-22-C15339.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-22-C15339.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..5f241f48 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-22-C15339.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15339,"content":"晚安，姐姐","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 22, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-22-C15344.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-22-C15344.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..37c44c18 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-22-C15344.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15344,"content":"怀念被你捏脸的感觉，走好，安息","submitter":"匿名","date":"Jan 22, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-22-C15345.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-22-C15345.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..fb2a550f --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-22-C15345.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15345,"content":"晚安，盐田，睡个好觉，明天我们再一起去庆丰广场玩，到时候还要拜托你帮我梳理假发呢，对吧，你给我的小口罩也不怎么用得上呀，毕竟我和你在一起逛街的时候是个社牛呢","submitter":"小诺喵","date":"Jan 22, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-23-C15349.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-23-C15349.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..2492a2b5 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-23-C15349.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15349,"content":"我依旧记得你在那一天的笑容","submitter":"小义2009255","date":"Jan 23, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-24-C15356.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-24-C15356.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..9dc32fba --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-24-C15356.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15356,"content":"我会永远铭记我们曾经在互联网上的那些日子的欢声笑语，我不会忘了不知多少个夜晚我们在聊天框下的互相勉励与真挚祝福，愿你在另外一边能好好休息，能一样的开心。晚安，我永远的好友，晚安，盐田；晚安，瓢。","submitter":"风生","date":"Jan 24, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-25-C15360.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-25-C15360.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a28ca591 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-25-C15360.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15360,"content":"辛苦了……","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 25, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-26-C15362.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-26-C15362.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..016666f1 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-26-C15362.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15362,"content":"||大家都已经离去了 那么我也快去陪伴大家了||","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 25, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-26-C15363.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-26-C15363.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..d4c9cdd2 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-26-C15363.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15363,"content":"寂静一何极　漫山蝉鸣急如雨　声沁岑岩里","submitter":"Neuron1114","date":"Jan 26, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-26-C15364.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-26-C15364.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..43cdee16 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-26-C15364.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15364,"content":"晚安\n","submitter":"喵喵","date":"Jan 26, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-27-C15368.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-27-C15368.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..01b8a66c --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-27-C15368.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15368,"content":"不知道你是否还记得我，祝你好梦，盐田","submitter":"千幽行","date":"Jan 27, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-27-C15369.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-27-C15369.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..2139510a --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-27-C15369.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15369,"content":"晚安","submitter":"K.","date":"Jan 27, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-28-C15370.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-28-C15370.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..29796974 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-01-28-C15370.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15370,"content":"晚安 姐姐","submitter":"SONY ","date":"Jan 28, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-02-01-C15374.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-02-01-C15374.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..ae4d051f --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-02-01-C15374.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15374,"content":"担心身边的人，担心，担心担心担心","submitter":"zdw","date":"Feb 1, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-02-04-C15383.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-02-04-C15383.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..950904fb --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-02-04-C15383.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15383,"content":"來自不是MTF的一位過客，願逝者安息，以及所有人都可以快樂的活在當下","submitter":"Blackcat","date":"Feb 4, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-02-04-C15384.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-02-04-C15384.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..7c7ef9c2 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-02-04-C15384.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15384,"content":"晚安","submitter":"岚山","date":"Feb 4, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-02-05-C15385.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-02-05-C15385.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..edefefda --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-02-05-C15385.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15385,"content":"晚安啦 -- 娜酱","submitter":"娜酱","date":"Feb 5, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-02-07-C15394.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-02-07-C15394.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..1a59467b --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-02-07-C15394.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15394,"content":"盐田再见，你甚至没跟我说一句再见。\n我恨你，我又爱你。\n曾经说过，要和麦麦一被(辈)子。\n你呢，知道你花心大萝卜一个，\n但是我又埋怨什么呢？\n我知道，你一直以来甚至把我当做你的亲人看待，\n但是你有没有觉得，我也是呢？\n盐田，你这个大骗子！骗了我一辈子！\n好吧，那你永远骗我好了。\n谢谢你爱过我。","submitter":"麦麦","date":"Feb 7, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-02-08-C15400.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-02-08-C15400.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..aa78b1cf --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-02-08-C15400.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15400,"content":"对不起，是我的错。","submitter":"七翼式","date":"Feb 8, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-02-11-C15407.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-02-11-C15407.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..f379db16 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-02-11-C15407.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15407,"content":"晚安啦……","submitter":"绫","date":"Feb 11, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-02-18-C15413.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-02-18-C15413.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..5e882be5 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-02-18-C15413.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15413,"content":"晚安…盐田姐姐…也许我们以后会在那个地方相遇…","submitter":"可萌吖","date":"Feb 18, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-02-19-C15416.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-02-19-C15416.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..f5a38edc --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-02-19-C15416.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15416,"content":"晚安","submitter":"嬋","date":"Feb 19, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-02-20-C15417.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-02-20-C15417.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..e6a07f0f --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-02-20-C15417.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15417,"content":"晚安","submitter":"Пе-8 АЧ-30Б","date":"Feb 20, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-02-21-C15419.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-02-21-C15419.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..4e219c9f --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-02-21-C15419.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15419,"content":"晚安","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Feb 21, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-02-21-C15422.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-02-21-C15422.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..1e37a195 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-02-21-C15422.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15422,"content":"晚安","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Feb 21, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-02-24-C15425.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-02-24-C15425.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..8792639b --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-02-24-C15425.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15425,"content":"晚安","submitter":"樱花飘散时","date":"Feb 24, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-02-25-C15426.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-02-25-C15426.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..aa4b0426 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-02-25-C15426.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15426,"content":"晚安 好好睡一觉吧🕯️","submitter":"KD","date":"Feb 25, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-02-26-C15427.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-02-26-C15427.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..c7ff3cc0 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-02-26-C15427.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15427,"content":"晚安，睡个好觉","submitter":"星野千夏","date":"Feb 26, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-03-04-C15440.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-03-04-C15440.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..5d76fc1e --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-03-04-C15440.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15440,"content":"晚安啦盐田姐姐","submitter":"酥糖","date":"Mar 4, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-03-04-C15441.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-03-04-C15441.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..3800f1ea --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-03-04-C15441.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15441,"content":"晚安","submitter":"Mona","date":"Mar 4, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-03-05-C15447.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-03-05-C15447.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..d62346bb --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-03-05-C15447.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15447,"content":"虽然只有一面之交，你的离开让！我！心！痛！我为你感到不平，你一定是个懂得人情世故，同时又善良的女孩子吧","submitter":"Chvojka ","date":"Mar 5, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-03-05-C15450.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-03-05-C15450.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..6f5fd389 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-03-05-C15450.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15450,"content":"我记得在深圳湾的时候你一直在说\n我才认识了魔骨一个半月，就为了她这么拼命。\n在超频的日子里，过量的使用着药物。\n当着我们的面将一瓶剩下的全部吞完，我只能默默的夺走那个瓶子。\n\n最后，我也只不过认识你才一个半月，就接到了噩耗。\n心中一直不敢相信。只想着赶到广州去。\n回过首来，原来我喜欢你和你喜欢我这件事大家都已经知道了。\n但是，你还是选择了与我约好见面的前一天离开我们。\n\n但我不会抱怨什么。\n因为我知道，因为异地，我做不到付出你需要的爱。\n或许在那一天，我就应该请假直接过去。\n\n但现在说这些都迟了。\n我只能怀着悔恨，穿着准备用来和你见面的衣服，选择见你最后一面。\n\n","submitter":"七翼式","date":"Mar 5, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-03-05-C15451.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-03-05-C15451.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..637ea599 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-03-05-C15451.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15451,"content":"晚安姐姐","submitter":"厘米","date":"Mar 5, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-03-06-C15453.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-03-06-C15453.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..eae7c6b5 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-03-06-C15453.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15453,"content":"晚安，盐田姐姐","submitter":"猫猫","date":"Mar 6, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-03-07-C16007.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-03-07-C16007.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..d99e2416 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-03-07-C16007.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":16007,"content":"晚安","submitter":"hXD1D0268","date":"Mar 7, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-03-14-C16024.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-03-14-C16024.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..83f2e7e3 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-03-14-C16024.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":16024,"content":"可惜没来得及见一面，晚安","submitter":"R.","date":"Mar 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-03-19-C17019.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-03-19-C17019.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..e4488eb6 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-03-19-C17019.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17019,"content":"虽然我们不认识，但是祝你一路顺风，晚安","submitter":"茗亿","date":"Mar 19, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-03-22-C17036.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-03-22-C17036.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..060f735d --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-03-22-C17036.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17036,"content":"晚安，愿来世的路上没有痛苦","submitter":"潇潇暮雨","date":"Mar 22, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-03-26-C17055.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-03-26-C17055.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..23c1b514 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-03-26-C17055.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17055,"content":"||哎，这么好的人都死了，虽然我们不认识，但要是换我死多好||","submitter":"纳奇卡塔","date":"Mar 26, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-03-27-C17065.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-03-27-C17065.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..f14b5683 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-03-27-C17065.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17065,"content":"晚安","submitter":"樱花飘散时","date":"Mar 27, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-04-01-C17085.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-04-01-C17085.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..557755b2 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-04-01-C17085.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17085,"content":"晚安，不会再累了","submitter":"Professor.SanguanLi","date":"Apr 1, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-04-04-C17097.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-04-04-C17097.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..40a6af3e --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-04-04-C17097.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17097,"content":"晚安……好梦哦……不会再有悲伤了，做自己……","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Apr 4, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-04-05-C17100.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-04-05-C17100.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..bd476533 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-04-05-C17100.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17100,"content":"晚安","submitter":"Catht","date":"Apr 5, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-04-20-C17125.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-04-20-C17125.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..ce158118 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-04-20-C17125.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17125,"content":"你真的，帮了大家很多，和你一起出去玩的日子，完全不会累呢。也不知道你最后有没有回到你认为的故乡，云南红河呢？","submitter":"魔骨","date":"Apr 20, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-04-22-C17130.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-04-22-C17130.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..bef51734 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-04-22-C17130.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17130,"content":"晚安，为什么是你呢？\n想死的人依旧呼吸着城市中的冰冷的空气，而拯救她们的人却陷入了安眠。\n晚安…睡个好觉吧…再见了…或许？明天见","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Apr 22, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-04-27-C17137.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-04-27-C17137.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..c6335474 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-04-27-C17137.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17137,"content":"晚安，盐田姐姐，还有，辛苦了，谢谢你","submitter":"MiaDsm22","date":"Apr 27, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-05-04-C17153.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-05-04-C17153.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..bcd27bf4 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-05-04-C17153.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17153,"content":"盐田...你这么有趣，我却没来得及向你说一句话","submitter":"Steve","date":"May 4, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-05-19-C17176.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-05-19-C17176.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..4f5f7b60 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-05-19-C17176.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17176,"content":"晚安","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"May 19, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-05-21-C17183.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-05-21-C17183.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..fc1a19c1 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-05-21-C17183.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17183,"content":"很抱歉我没有能珍惜十年前和你在中国铁道界隈的群组里和你聊天的快乐时光，记得我跟TRS中国站闹翻的时候，只有你没有把我从好友名单中削除，甚至当初还毫不忌讳地去我互动，我欠你句谢谢！希望你下辈子能够幸福！","submitter":"咲内日向(元 红叶花子)","date":"May 21, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-05-22-C17184.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-05-22-C17184.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..dcb81801 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-05-22-C17184.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17184,"content":"一颗纯洁的心是不能承受太多恶意的，它就像水晶一样，有一道浅浅的裂痕就会碎","submitter":"郭奉孝","date":"May 22, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-06-01-C17195.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-06-01-C17195.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..8a02b9d5 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-06-01-C17195.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17195,"content":"晚安，好好休息","submitter":"北京地铁15号线","date":"Jun 1, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-06-16-C17239.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-06-16-C17239.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..c4690e91 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-06-16-C17239.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17239,"content":"要记住，这个世界上还有人爱着你，我爱你，不管你做什么决定，我永远支持你。","submitter":"角","date":"Jun 16, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-07-16-C18035.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-07-16-C18035.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..aae0a6e6 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-07-16-C18035.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18035,"content":"晚安，随未曾谋面，希望某日见到你。","submitter":"ImTheFurry","date":"Jul 16, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-07-29-C18057.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-07-29-C18057.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..753a8952 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-07-29-C18057.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18057,"content":"心脏骤停……她也不想死啊……","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jul 29, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-07-30-C18060.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-07-30-C18060.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..317a6beb --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-07-30-C18060.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18060,"content":"你放心，我才不是Yodo那种容易暴毙的东西呢。","submitter":"香月霙舞","date":"Jul 30, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-08-12-C18096.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-08-12-C18096.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..978d4902 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-08-12-C18096.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18096,"content":"姐姐……晚安","submitter":"ZS.","date":"Aug 12, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-08-12-C18098.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-08-12-C18098.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..0a559978 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-08-12-C18098.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18098,"content":"如今七个月已经过去了，麦麦已经完成了srs，正在做胆囊的手术。\n回想起来，还没有见过盐田夏装的样子。","submitter":"七翼式","date":"Aug 12, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-08-15-C18109.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-08-15-C18109.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..e0dc7909 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-08-15-C18109.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18109,"content":"晚安盐田姐姐，好遗憾没有和你相识，希望姐姐在那一边过的幸福。","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Aug 15, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/info.yml b/people/SS3B_0016/info.yml new file mode 100644 index 00000000..785c664c --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/info.yml @@ -0,0 +1,7 @@ +id: SS3B_0016 +profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.jpg +info: + born: '2000-12-28' + died: '2024-01-12' +websites: + twitter: https://twitter.com/SS3B_0016 diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/page.en.md b/people/SS3B_0016/page.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..4afd899e --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,41 @@ +--- +name: Yantian +info: + alias: Yantian, Metro Line 8 + location: Shenzhen, Guangdong # Honghe, Yunnan, by kokowamakotsu +--- + +## Description + +Yantian was our friend, they did suicide intervention and other social work in transgender community and was a great company to many. + +Everyone liked them very much, so they got an intimate name “Sister Yantian”. + +They were also a [railfan](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Railfan), and their nickname originated from Shenzhen Metro Line 8 (also known as the Yantian Line). + +By coincidence, before they celebrated their 23rd birthday, Line 8 Phase 2 opened on 27 December 2023, which extended the line from Yantian Road to Xiaomeisha. + +## Their Departure and Our Memorial + +At the end of 2023, Yantian was dealing with some troublesome things in Guangdong. +During this period, they overdrawn their energy, but they still worked tirelessly for everyone. + +Owing to the need to maintain better sleep, Yantian had been using sedatives for a long time, and their medication gradually exceeded the safe dose. +Plus, they had overdrawn their energy a lot. +These factors put their physical and mental health in danger. + +Yantian unfortunately left us due to cardiac arrest on 12th January 2024. +One Among Us members were extremely shocked and sad, too. +This is a temporary entry for now. We'll finish this when people recover from sadness. + +Based on this, We temporarily set up a small space online for them, to make their memorial warmer in this severe winter. + +If you wish, you can share your memory of Yantian by comment. + +> Tips: Your comments and memories on this memorial page will be considered to be **referenced** by default. One Among Us editors will complete their formal entry with your help. We will retain all approved comments in their formal entry. +> +> If you don't hope your comment to be referenced, please mark it out. +> +> You can send email to [info@one-among.us](mailto:info@one-among.us) to contribute photos or other rich text or submit issue to our [Github repository](https://github.com/one-among-us/data). + +Yantian, have a good rest and have a good sleep. Thank you for your efforts all this time. diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/page.md b/people/SS3B_0016/page.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..5c403560 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/page.md @@ -0,0 +1,34 @@ +--- +name: 盐田 +info: + alias: 盐田, 地铁八号线 + location: 广东深圳 # 云南红河, by 魔骨 +--- + +## 简介 + +盐田是我们的朋友，Ta 曾在社群中为自杀干预与救助作出了很多贡献，给予了很多人陪伴。 + +大家都很喜欢 Ta，亲切地称呼 Ta 为「盐田姐姐」。 + +Ta 同时也是一位[铁道迷](https://zh.wikipedia.org/zh-cn/%E9%90%B5%E9%81%93%E8%BF%B7)，Ta 的昵称就来自深圳地铁 8 号线（旧称盐田线）。 + +巧合的是，盐田 2023 年过生日的前一天，恰逢深圳地铁 8 号线二期开通。 + +## Ta 的离世与纪念 + +2023 年年末，盐田在为广东地区发生的许多麻烦的事情而奔波，在此期间，Ta 透支了自己的很多精力，但 Ta 仍然义无反顾地为了大家而「超频运作」。 + +由于维持睡眠的需要，盐田长期使用镇静药物，且后期使用的剂量超出了安全范围。加上盐田透支自己的精力，Ta 的身体和精神陷入到了危险之中。 + +盐田于 2024 年 1 月 12 日不幸因心脏骤停离世，「那些秋叶」的成员们同所有人一样，对盐田的离世感到错愕和悲伤，但正式条目的编写仍然需要等待一段时间，直到大家从悲伤中平复。 + +于此，我们为 Ta 临时陈设了一个小小的房间，让 Ta 的纪念在这个寒冷的冬天稍微有些许温度。 + +如果你愿意，可以在条目的留言区中留下你和 Ta 相关的回忆。 + +> 注：在本临时页面下的留言、回忆，将默认视为授权 One Among Us 编者的引用，我们将尽力采编到盐田的条目之中。如果不希望自己的留言被采编，还请特别注明。我们会在正式条目中保留所有已通过的评论。 +> +> 如果需要提交图片等富文本信息，可以联系我们的邮箱 [info@one-among.us](mailto:info@one-among.us)，或向我们的 [Github 数据库](https://github.com/one-among-us/data) 提交 issue。 + +盐田姐姐，好好休息，好好睡一觉吧，辛苦了…… diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/page.zh_hant.md b/people/SS3B_0016/page.zh_hant.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..017fd740 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/page.zh_hant.md @@ -0,0 +1,34 @@ +--- +name: 鹽田 +info: + alias: 鹽田, 地鐵八號線 + location: 廣東深圳 # 雲南紅河, by 魔骨 +--- + +## 簡介 + +鹽田是我們的朋友，Ta 曾在社群中為自殺干預與救助作出了很多貢獻，給予了很多人陪伴。 + +大家都很喜歡 Ta，親切地稱呼 Ta 為「鹽田姐姐」。 + +Ta 同時也是一位[鐵道迷](https://zh.wikipedia.org/zh-tw/%E9%90%B5%E9%81%93%E8%BF%B7)，Ta 的昵稱就來自深圳地鐵 8 號線（舊稱鹽田線）。 + +巧合的是，鹽田 2023 年過生日的前一天，恰逢深圳地鐵 8 號線二期開通。 + +## Ta 的離世與紀念 + +2023 年年末，鹽田在為廣東地區發生的許多麻煩的事情而奔波，在此期間，Ta 透支了自己的很多精力，但 Ta 仍然義無反顧地為了大家而「超頻運作」。 + +由於維持睡眠的需要，鹽田長期使用鎮靜劑，且後期使用的劑量超出了安全範圍。加上鹽田透支自己的精力，Ta 的健康和精神陷入到了危險之中。 + +鹽田於 2024 年 1 月 12 日不幸因心臟驟停離世，「那些秋葉」的成員們同所有人一樣，對鹽田的離世感到錯愕和悲傷，但正式條目的編寫仍然需要等待一段時間，直到大家從悲傷中恢復。 + +于此，我們為 Ta 臨時陳設了一個小小的房間，讓 Ta 的紀念在這個寒冷的冬天稍微有些許溫度。 + +如果你願意，可以在條目的留言區中留下你和 Ta 相關的回憶。 + +> 注：在本臨時頁面下的留言、回憶，將默認視為授權 One Among Us 編者的引用，我們將盡力採編到鹽田的條目之中。如果不希望自己的留言被採編，還請特別注明。我們會在正式條目中保留所有已經通過審核的評論。 +> +> 如果需要提交圖片等富文本訊息，可以聯繫我們的郵箱 [info@one-among.us](mailto:info@one-among.us)，或向我們的 [Github 資料庫](https://github.com/one-among-us/data) 提交 issue。 + +鹽田姐姐，好好休息，好好地睡一覺吧，辛苦了…… diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/photos/profile.jpg b/people/SS3B_0016/photos/profile.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..10e24e82 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/SS3B_0016/photos/profile.jpg differ diff --git a/people/SevenBird/comments/2024-01-17-C15311.json b/people/SevenBird/comments/2024-01-17-C15311.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..647c58ba --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SevenBird/comments/2024-01-17-C15311.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15311,"content":"这些天来我一直努力的找月亮，可惜我作为一个死宅也就倒垃圾时需要出门，高耸的大楼也常常挡住月亮呢……前天晚上终于看到了呢！姐姐一定在那里过的很开心吧","submitter":"snoera","date":"Jan 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SevenBird/comments/2024-02-04-C15380.json b/people/SevenBird/comments/2024-02-04-C15380.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..3785d15d --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SevenBird/comments/2024-02-04-C15380.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15380,"content":"晚安","submitter":"Hexagon Force","date":"Feb 4, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SevenBird/comments/2024-03-17-C16040.json b/people/SevenBird/comments/2024-03-17-C16040.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..51cd8fee --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SevenBird/comments/2024-03-17-C16040.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":16040,"content":"再見，願你來生幸福","submitter":"阿雪","date":"Mar 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SevenBird/comments/2024-07-16-C18036.json b/people/SevenBird/comments/2024-07-16-C18036.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a4f5b917 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SevenBird/comments/2024-07-16-C18036.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18036,"content":"2年了，妳还好吗","submitter":"爱你的星晚","date":"Jul 16, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SevenBird/page.en.md b/people/SevenBird/page.en.md index 5b209be9..f4f48cea 100644 --- a/people/SevenBird/page.en.md +++ b/people/SevenBird/page.en.md @@ -2,7 +2,7 @@ name: sevenbird info: alias: 柒鸟, Qi Niao, SevenBird - location: Fujian, China + location: Fujian --- > “Look at the moon when you long for me.” @@ -22,7 +22,7 @@ Always willing to help others, she not only cared about us when we are in need, But “a doctor cannot help themself”, in the end, she was unable to save herself. She loved rhythm games. -In her last moments, she played the song *Phigros* for the last time to say goodbye. +In her last moments, she played the song *Spasmodic* in *Phigros* for the last time to say goodbye. This is her last wish: diff --git a/people/SevenBird/page.md b/people/SevenBird/page.md index 3d1bb2b7..aa7e99ab 100644 --- a/people/SevenBird/page.md +++ b/people/SevenBird/page.md @@ -12,6 +12,7 @@ info: --- ## 关于她 + 她就和她的昵称柒鸟一样，像鸟一样飞向高空，飞到月亮上去... 如果说起御坂网络对她的印象的话，我们很感谢她创建了「御坂网络」这样一个给我们带来快乐的地方。 diff --git a/people/Uekawakuyuurei/comments/2024-03-26-C17048.json b/people/Uekawakuyuurei/comments/2024-03-26-C17048.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..700a7ccb --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Uekawakuyuurei/comments/2024-03-26-C17048.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17048,"content":"蛍酱\n我好想你...","submitter":"RINKA","date":"Mar 26, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Uekawakuyuurei/comments/2024-04-11-C17111.json b/people/Uekawakuyuurei/comments/2024-04-11-C17111.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..90a51396 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Uekawakuyuurei/comments/2024-04-11-C17111.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17111,"content":"听说旧帝国海军的舰船上有弹珠汽水呢……现在也能够看到这种古董级的饮料呢，不知道你喜不喜欢那样的碳酸饮料~\n海的那边，一定很蓝，让人心情很好吧，在甲板上望向不远处，就是彼岸的陆地了呢……","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Apr 11, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Uekawakuyuurei/page.en.md b/people/Uekawakuyuurei/page.en.md index 81569dfe..ca799c66 100644 --- a/people/Uekawakuyuurei/page.en.md +++ b/people/Uekawakuyuurei/page.en.md @@ -40,7 +40,7 @@ No medicine Ying tried worked for their disease. In Summer 2021, Ying is diagnosed as *Bone metastasis* stage IV. Yet, Ying didn't stop caring about their friends to not let us worried even while enduring great physical pain. -In September 2021, Ying went to the other side of the sea (metaphorically) on their favorite ship. +In September 2021, Ying went to the other side of the sea (metaphorically) on their favourite ship. Their last Twitter post was: “I want to drink a bigggg cup of iced Coke at last.” No problem, Ying. No matter how many cups of Coke you want to drink, we will buy them for you. diff --git a/people/Weideriche_/comments/2024-01-13-C15102.json b/people/Weideriche_/comments/2024-01-13-C15102.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..8b9a31ab --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Weideriche_/comments/2024-01-13-C15102.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15102,"content":"希望你能如愿和紫风永远在一起","submitter":"如月 末","date":"Jan 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Weideriche_/comments/2024-04-11-C17112.json b/people/Weideriche_/comments/2024-04-11-C17112.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..4da9c90f --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Weideriche_/comments/2024-04-11-C17112.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17112,"content":"R.I.P\n","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Apr 11, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Weideriche_/comments/2024-05-17-C17165.json b/people/Weideriche_/comments/2024-05-17-C17165.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..b24d2548 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Weideriche_/comments/2024-05-17-C17165.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17165,"content":"||带未成年人一起自杀……这就是你要的反叛和自由||","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"May 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Weideriche_/page.en.md b/people/Weideriche_/page.en.md index c8799f6a..85735523 100644 --- a/people/Weideriche_/page.en.md +++ b/people/Weideriche_/page.en.md @@ -2,15 +2,24 @@ name: Weideriche_ info: alias: Zihe - location: Guangdong, China + location: Guangdong, China #Qingyuan / Zhongshan, by kokowamakotsu --- ## Description -Zihe is a non-binary ally of us, whose pronouns are always She/Her. +Zihe was a non-binary ally of us, whose pronouns were always She/Her. -She had ever been in the face of difficulty of life, and had a good time with us. +Generally speaking, she was a gentle and broad-minded girl, but she couldn't get enough happiness or love. -Owing to her bad family environment and other reasons, her mental health worsened. She started to hurt herself and overdosed, and planned to commit suicide. +She would care for others when others were hurt. -She left this world with her partner in Zhongshan, Guangdong on 5th November 2023. +> Meow~ Don't use alcohol to disinfect the wound, it could be very painful. + +She had tried to face the difficulty of life with a smile. She had a good time with us. + +Owing to factors like her bad family environment, her mental health worsened. +She started to self-harm and overdose, and planned to take her own life. + +She left this world with her partner in Zhongshan, Guangdong on November 5th, 2023. + +Contributors：One-Among-Us, Yumiaoya, [Kotori](http://twitter.com/Kotori42156659) diff --git a/people/Weideriche_/page.md b/people/Weideriche_/page.md index 18364bad..b53c436b 100644 --- a/people/Weideriche_/page.md +++ b/people/Weideriche_/page.md @@ -2,15 +2,21 @@ name: 紫壑 info: alias: 紫壑 - location: 中国广东 + location: 中国广东 #清远/中山, by 魔骨 --- ## 简介 紫壑是我们的一位非二元伙伴，不过紫壑是乐意被称呼为姐姐的。 +总的来说，她是很温柔的，包容心很强的，却又有些缺爱的人。她也非常贴心，在他人受伤的时候，也会向其他人表达自己的关心。 + +> 喵，有伤口不要用酒精x + 她也曾经积极地面对生活，和大家在一起度过了一段不错的时光。 其由于家庭环境等因素，精神状态变得很差，有过自伤和过量服药的行为，并萌生了轻生的想法。 于 2023-11-05 在广东中山市与她的伙伴一同离开了这个世界。 + +条目贡献：One-Among-Us, 鱼喵, [吉普莉尔](http://twitter.com/Kotori42156659) diff --git a/people/Weideriche_/page.zh_hant.md b/people/Weideriche_/page.zh_hant.md index 999380fe..1a548643 100644 --- a/people/Weideriche_/page.zh_hant.md +++ b/people/Weideriche_/page.zh_hant.md @@ -2,15 +2,21 @@ name: 紫壑 info: alias: 紫壑 - location: 中國廣東 + location: 中國廣東 #清远/中山, by 魔骨 --- ## 簡介 紫壑是我們的一位非二元夥伴，不過紫壑是樂意被稱呼為姐姐的。 +總体來說，她是很溫柔的，包容心很強的，卻又有些缺愛的人。她也非常貼心，在其他人受傷的時候，也會向 Ta 们表達自己的關心。 + +> 喵，有傷口不要用酒精x + 她也曾經積極地面對生活，和大家在一起度過了一段不錯的時光。 其由於家庭環境等因素，精神狀態變得很差，有過自傷和過量服藥的行為，並萌生了輕生的想法。 於 2023-11-05 在廣東中山市與她的夥伴一同離開了這個世界。 + +條目貢獻：One-Among-Us, 魚喵, [吉普莉爾](http://twitter.com/Kotori42156659) diff --git a/people/XIEPT2/comments/2024-08-19-C18121.json b/people/XIEPT2/comments/2024-08-19-C18121.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..ffd1fc5b --- /dev/null +++ b/people/XIEPT2/comments/2024-08-19-C18121.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18121,"content":"安息吧，姐妹，愿来生能够心想事成，不再苦难。","submitter":"小希纳","date":"Aug 19, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/XIEPT2/comments/2024-08-19-C18122.json b/people/XIEPT2/comments/2024-08-19-C18122.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..9a2dcc1a --- /dev/null +++ b/people/XIEPT2/comments/2024-08-19-C18122.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18122,"content":"下次相见，希望是个无风无雨的日子。","submitter":"68","date":"Aug 19, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/XIEPT2/info.yml b/people/XIEPT2/info.yml new file mode 100644 index 00000000..f90634c5 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/XIEPT2/info.yml @@ -0,0 +1,10 @@ +id: XIEPT2 +profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.png +info: + born: '2007-11-09' + died: '2024-03-30' +websites: + twitter: https://twitter.com/XIEPT2 + Bilibili: https://space.bilibili.com/390193960 + # Bilibili: https://space.bilibili.com/1369759412 + iconify:jam:baidu-circle: https://tieba.baidu.com/home/main?un=ejiejrig diff --git a/people/XIEPT2/page.en.md b/people/XIEPT2/page.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..9bc4355d --- /dev/null +++ b/people/XIEPT2/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,70 @@ +--- +name: Xiafeng Grape +info: + alias: Grape + location: Guangdong, China +--- + +(To-Do) + + + + +## Experience + + + + + + + + + + + +## Meeting + + + + + + + +## Shadow + + + +## Accident + +## Farewell + +## Future ? + + + + + +## Fact + + + +## Postscript - Unknown Things and Obligations + + + + + + + + + +Contributors for this entry: [Shayu Xiliye](https://twitter.com/UnnnLlllx3) diff --git a/people/XIEPT2/page.md b/people/XIEPT2/page.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..4257e503 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/XIEPT2/page.md @@ -0,0 +1,322 @@ +--- +name: 夏峰 葡萄 +info: + alias: 葡萄 + location: 中国广东 +--- + +## 经历 + +葡萄，是一个兴趣爱好广泛的女孩子，天生对于自由有着很深的执着，葡萄虽然家境不贫，但她并没有像其他兄弟姐妹一样拥有幸福的童年，反而因为她与众不同的个性遭受家庭的迫害，她小时候被爸妈绑在树上抽打，进入高中后，她遭受同学的冷眼，家庭与学校的双重打击让小时候的葡萄很怀疑自己的存在是否正确，为她后来的悲剧深深地埋下了伏笔。 + +小时候的葡萄自称葡萄君，在那段迷茫的时光里，她偶然通过动漫找到了她的心之所向的静谧之地。 + +葡萄很向往二次元的种种，人物、原声带、剧情……她又因此迷上了收集漫画原作，OST，到后来的各种娃娃，服装，谷子周边等，这是葡萄想要热爱生活的出发点，她曾喜欢过很多很多…… + +葡萄很早就喜欢上了玩 Minecraft 并且在一些视频平台上上传了自己的作品，她又逐渐开始学习视频制作，对视频后期萌生了兴趣，有水晶战争（类起床战争）的视频（后面是服务器的视频宣传），也有参加过 WER 大赛，也有练习 C++ 的一些相关项目。 + +2019 年 12 月 8 日，葡萄永远地失去了一生中最重要的朋友，小青。 + +她虽然只是网友，但她在葡萄的人生中陪伴她度过了很多时光，也是她 MC 服务器运营团队的核心成员。 + +葡萄说道，自己的名前——夏峰，源自给某人写信起的笔名，因为在意所以记住了，于是这个名字成为了她心中的一个「空位」，这个空位后来出现的意识体也就是夏峰的意识，为空缺而生，为本体而活，精神来源于小青，是小青嘱托过葡萄要好好地替自己活下去，小青化作了葡萄另一个特别的精神支柱，鼓励着葡萄继续前行，葡萄也努力替小青看着这个世界，夏峰后来也化为葡萄本体的另一半，是充满理性的代理人格，她努力帮助葡萄，也替葡萄分担了不少。 + +> 「人生不同的选择，也许是人性的考验，如果一切都是虚伪这些不就毫无意义了吗？人生的没有理由，如果有只是孤独，劳累，无语，的理由吧，可你放弃的以前不过是重新的开始，世界的答案不断有人追求，而知者会劳累心情，有人跟我说人类和人生他们相等，不过人类会更冰冷，我每天被困扰，抑郁，落泪，回忆，我累了。也许我知道的世界真相不过是曼德拉效应。」 +> +> —— 夏峰 葡萄 于 2020 年 4 月 18 日 + +2020，那是热爱一切的初心，她于 2018 年萌生了建立一个完全没有任何限制完全公平的服务器的想法，在这一年她与她要好的小伙伴们启动了他们的计划，一起创建了服务器，成立了 LCR 工作室，在那里和屾洋相识并成为好友，尽管相伴是短暂的。 + +葡萄负责服务器开发，并且极力宣传服务器，为此拍摄了很多视频与图片，经营了 5 年后，葡萄因为个人原因退出了运营并把运营权限交给了自己信任的人。 + +也是这个时候，葡萄的爸妈离婚了，家庭的矛盾或许缓和了些，葡萄也开始为自己的未来深思，是时候为自己而活了，她更加努力地经营服务器，制作相关视频，调试设备。 + +2021 年，出门旅行，学习电子维修，学习了摄影以及后期，在　12　月喜提 MacBook，有了强大的硬件设备，葡萄就能在后期的道路上更顺利地行走，也有了自己真正的人设，那个赤瞳金发的水手服女孩。 + +2022 年第一次参加漫展，期间买了包括监听耳机在内的诸多设备，学习了很多电脑知识，玩过东方，爱上了听原作 OST，买了最喜欢的紫罗兰永恒花园的 OST。 + +在早期关注了绊爱，但 2022 年绊爱初号机的辞退使得葡萄对她心目中真正的绊爱有所不舍，但只是为了说句再见。 + +> 「很多话删了改了又改，想说却说不完，明明只是一句再见却说不出口，绊爱还会醒过来的吧，那时候我们一定再见，无论多久跨越时空也好，只希望能再见……」 +> +> —— 夏峰 葡萄，于 2022 年 2 月 25 日 + +2023年，入坑了模型涂装，涂的是机娘。 + +后面又海淘了很多的 OST,还在网络上上传抓轨,也正式得到一台尼康 Z62,爱上了业余风景摄影。 + +## 遇见 + +7 月某日，或许是命运让我与葡萄相见，那天特意跑过来帮忙给小舍开大证，开得差不多的时候，跑去做了精神评估跑回来发现葡萄突然出现了，我就继续陪着小舍跟医生唠嗑，出来后其实大家都等了好久，但大家好像都和葡萄相处得很开心（后来才发现原来他们都早见过葡萄了呜呜） + +出医院之后，看着交接路口上满满的汽车及排满了自行车的路旁，阳光羞涩地洒在我们身上，葡萄在我们身后端起相机拍摄这片难得的暖阳，捕捉落日余晖的美丽，橙亮而洁白的云层挂在空中，我和对象在路上牵着手蹦跶，走了一路从地铁口下去时，好像天突然黑了般。找到一家餐厅随便坐一会，我害羞地趴在桌面上，胆怯地看着大家，感觉葡萄是个很开朗的人呢，正和其他人滔滔不绝地交流着，掏出　MacBook　惹得很多人上来白嫖电口，我只是趴着一言不发，内心好像要哭出来了，过于焦虑了。 + +等了一阵子后，我们去了很远的地方，为了赶车，我们几个径直跑向地铁口，最终我和对象也分开了，临走前她跟葡萄说要看好猫猫，葡萄说好，于是带我从人生地不熟的地铁口赶回了高铁站，我们最终是在发车前赶到，一起在检票厅坐了好一会，我这才跟葡萄说起话来，才知道她年龄比我还小，她刚初中毕业，以及她最近要回老家一趟，听了她一些对于人生未来规划的想法，感觉葡萄很积极乐观…… + +最后，我们上了高铁，坐在座位上，她戴上耳机，闭上眼睛听音乐放松，一段漫长的时间之后，到站了，我跟葡萄说要抱抱吗，她说可以啊，然后我就在火车站门口抱着她，抱得紧紧的，我在她耳边说一些祝福的话，突然她就开始抽噎了，突然哭了起来，眼泪打在她的衣服上，我更加用力地抱着她： + +> 「我虽然不知道你经历了什么，但如果你需要帮助一定要及时跟大家联系哦……」 + +然后我们一起在路上承诺会好好活下去的，搭上便车之后就告别了。 + +事后才在 X 上看到葡萄的另一面。 + +那次的推文很让我惊讶。 + +> 今天收拾柜子找到个袋子，里面放着的是我曾经吹过的口琴和琴谱，初三每天下了晚自习就会一个人跑到天台吹口琴，那时候是我一天最难受也是最开心的时候，不用再去面对老师和同学，不会再被打扰能在上面痛哭…… +> +> 而如今琴的音色早已不如（从前），生活也从未变好，当时我为何没有下定决心选择离开 + +这是葡萄曾经面对的，那些我不知道的经历，那个带着笑容的抑郁患者…… + +8 月 25 日炸柜了，药几乎全被她妈妈扔掉了，那个带着橙色夹层的蓝色药盒也被收走了，当天就被家里人拉到医院查内分泌的问题，随后就被转至住院。 + +我也来看了葡萄，那天听去见过葡萄的人说葡萄的家属现在很愤怒，并且对于我们这些拜访者非常不欢迎，认为是我们带坏了他们家的孩子，我们也只能等他们走远了才有机会靠近葡萄，另外葡萄也因为家属排斥我们而非常生气，但是很无奈…… + +## 阴影 + +自从那个时候开始，家里的谩骂和压迫都开始更加有意图地指向葡萄，葡萄没有任何错，错的只是这些自以为是的人，他们管制葡萄的出行与消费，侵犯她的隐私，撕碎她的希望，家里人的伪善面具被他们亲自揭下，葡萄更加难以在气氛时常剑拔弩张的家里呼吸，葡萄只是个女孩子呀，自己一个人在自己的小角落哭过多少呢？ + +葡萄逐渐喘不上气，唯一的希冀就是一直默默支持她的姐姐们。 + +上了高中之后，家里人更加严格地限制葡萄的周末安排，给她安排课程，期间不给葡萄自由活动的机会，回到家也只是责骂，还要每周去回访心理医生…… + +企图摧毁什么呢…… + +但庆幸的是葡萄依然能够偷偷溜出去和姐姐们见面，吃好吃的。 + +上次是葡萄从阴影中爬出，这次她又被阴影中的手抓住，她越努力挣脱，反而会陷得越深吧。 + +她或许真的没有找到那份救赎。 + +我们在 9 月又见了一次面，其他人的突然介入引发了点小误会，葡萄是这场误会的调解人，冷静的她亲自去和那桌人面谈，谈了一会儿，看上去应该解决好了，直到我们各回各家时，那位挑事者才大为不解地在 X 上把这件事鼓吹成大事，而葡萄晚上又与我们一起仔细理清了全程并通过私信说服了那位挑事者。 + +虽然挑起了很多无意义的指控与谩骂，但挑事者最终为自己的所作所为表示道歉，这件事挺大的，在解决后我们也提醒葡萄尽快休息，辛苦她了。 + +葡萄后来还鼓励羞涩的姐姐去参加漫展，成为她自己心中理想的模样。 + +葡萄总是默默地学习，默默在场上为大家拍摄，默默地坐在餐厅或者便利店里给大家修图。 + +11 月 9 日是她的生日哦，生日快乐，葡萄～ + +由于家庭与学校的压力，葡萄的抑郁加重了，她开始抱怨自己的睡眠问题，对未来感到迷茫，情绪特别低落的时候，她还会用美工刀划自己的手。 + +这个月我跟葡萄私下见面了几次，希望能让葡萄开心一点。 + +21 日一起去打了 maimai，吃了萨莉亚，30 日也是呢。 + +24 日她开到了精神处方，于是她总算能睡好点了吧。 + +26 日由于药物作用导致葡萄出现梦游，激发了夏峰的出现，具体的表现为葡萄完全不能想起昨天晚上发生了什么，但是葡萄会以夏峰的名义在群里突然说话，或者是私聊某个人，我就是她私聊的对象之一。 + +然而记忆在两体间不能共享，所以葡萄为了了解她那一面特意设置了监控看自己睡觉，果不其然，「葡萄梦游了」，但是很清醒般，玩手机，玩电脑，干什么都可以。 + +夏峰后面更多是为了保护葡萄而存在的，当葡萄实在挺不住时，夏峰就会出现替她承受痛苦，但是夏峰肯定会提前终结自己，所以希望在终结自己前让葡萄找到一个值得信赖的人。 + +突然间葡萄的行为失去控制，于是去医院换了药，开了抗抑郁药、抗精神病药，我也是在这时萌生了研究药物原理的想法，时不时会找葡萄聊聊。 + +葡萄希望能找到一个属于自己的倾诉对象，却始终无法找到自己的系铃人。 + +12 月，自我错乱，学习了自我采血。 + +曾经装满 HRT 药物的药盒转眼间塞满了精神药品。 + +## 事故 + +24 年春，葡萄和姐姐一起在广州过年。 + +> 他们应该在世界的另一端过的很开心吧… +> +> 只可惜曾经许下诺言再也没有机会兑现了。 +> +> 我存在的意义就是继续在这个世界留下他们的痕迹。 +> +> —— 夏峰 葡萄，于 2023 年 12 月 8 日 + +若我无法避免死亡 + +那愿从此再无来生 **葡萄** + +我的使命终将完成 + +但我不知何去何从 **夏峰** + +事故发生前，葡萄在各大平台寻找兼职，但并没有人录用她。 + +于是还是选择了跑外卖，花了本金入网，租了车，去了公司面试，一路下来总算是可以了。 + +但第一天送外卖，第二单，却偏偏又压垮了葡萄。 + +「车主很好，知道我是个未成年之后就很主动要向我赔钱，还叫来他公司里的其他同事过来，虽然的确他就是全责，去到医院之后还给我送了一碗炒米粉，在医院做了各种检查……」 + +在获得正式赔偿之前，葡萄还是不得不借钱去偿还医院的检查费，然后撑着受伤的身体每天都与风为伴，赔偿垃圾车行与平台的违约款，又坚持跑下去一周多，交付入网费，钱并没有多，但伤口依然在恶化，几周后得到了赔偿，但偏偏又是一个意外……无法消停。 + +> 1 月 13 日， +> +> 人生第一次送外賣 +> +> 人生第一次被車撞 +> +> 人生還有多少個第一次呢？ +> +> 1 月 23 日， +> +> 鲜血夹杂着雨流淌在马路上 +> +> 很痛但伴随着更严重的眩晕感倒在地上 +> +> 雨还下着，我抱着医药箱向屋檐下爬去 +> +> 脱下手套头盔在混乱的意识下包扎着那血流不止的双腿和脚掌 +> +> 好累…我为什么要活着…… +> +> 我好痛苦…… +> +> 我从未如此期待死亡…如此厌恶这个世界 + +葡萄曾看到过艺术家刘耀华的作品《不安》。 + +> 这幅作品是在 175 颗还没成熟的苹果体内插入纤细的钢针，原本以为这些钢针会留在苹果体内，随着苹果的生长而被掩盖，然而这 175 颗苹果却生长缓慢，有些甚至在成长途中枯萎死去。最后存活下来的苹果仅仅有 75 颗，这些幸存的果子，干瘪，畸形…… +> +> 刘耀华说：「我能够想象，这些苹果作为生命，是如何在一分一秒中与钢针做着激烈斗争。」 + +1 月，她在读书时看到余华在《活着》中所写的句子，于是摘录了下来： + +>「永远不要相信苦难是值得的。苦难就是苦难，苦难不会带来成功。苦难不值得追求。磨练意志是因为苦难无法躲避开。」 + +即便是幸存者也不能全身而退。 + +## 送行 + +> 也许本就该如此吧 +> +> 没什么 +> +> 这是命中注定 + +那一天，我和葡萄共同的朋友，[单片](https://one-among.us/profile/interrgned)自杀身亡了。 + +第二天，我开始组织朋友一起去江门，找了一圈后实在找不到人，我问葡萄愿意来吗，她说可以，她伤未好，我也只能表示安慰，但她说起码为了单片。 + +第三天早上，葡萄骑着电车来到我家附近等我，还特意给我买了一碗瘦肉粉，我和她在附近商店门前的一张桌子上一起吃，那天很冷，冷极了，我穿了好多衣服，但手很冷，我跟葡萄抱怨，葡萄说：「我早就知道会这样了。」于是从包里拿出一双手套，「送给你了。」我感激地收下，心里一阵暖意。 + +寒冷空中，化解为那一份对未知的把握…… + +我、葡萄和其他伙伴，给她整理遗物，为那个黄发女孩头像的人送上与她相似的黄菊花。 + +火光璀璨，浓烟随风舞动，化作缥缈的身影，游离在我们身边。 + +祈求宁静，愿安好…… + +葡萄一晚没睡，忙完后在车里睡得好香，口水染在我的书包上，我只是笑笑，看她可爱的样子。我们一起在黑夜中寻找她的踪迹。 + +选了个时间焚烧她的遗物，送上迟到的祝愿。 + +饥肠辘辘地吃了麦当劳，就整理东西，各自分别，接下来是什么呢？ + +第二天，第二次铃声将我叫醒，那是一个契机，我们找到了能跟进后事的机会。 + +在一抹夕阳下，一起吃饭，向深夜中进发。 + +葡萄在嘈杂的电波中喘息着，能留给她的还有什么呢？ + +## 未来 ？ + +那一切……早在 2 月份的时候就说清楚了。 + +2 月 7 号，葡萄心心念念的大证总算开出来了，但这一次，是以自己肉体与心灵极度创伤为代价换取的，是自己独立争取来的，家庭的迫害转为无奈，经济来源也靠自己，葡萄她还太小，世间一切就已经烂掉了，她只想做个普普通通的女孩子。 + +葡萄思考着自己存在的意义，时针还在走，肉体在恐慌，精神在崩塌。 + +这一切真的值得吗？ + +葡萄也突然萌生了走书[^1]的想法，就是她心中所愿吧。 + +2 月 24 日葡萄确诊重度抑郁，医生建议走监护，但人生这次自己选择。 + +虽然 MECT 或许可以救人，但是一旦认清了自己的内心，就不会寻求外部支援，因为这不是拯救，只要世界还这样，那么觉醒是必然的，没有什么能把她们分开。 + +在这之后葡萄开始紧密地筹划那条通往未来的路。 + +2 月 27 日，那个女孩公布了自己在网络上的正式第一面，但没能够准备好正式出道，倒影在那名为奇迹的骗局。 + +葡萄下定决心了。 + +时日不多了。 + +接下来的时日是属于夏峰_葡萄的，让她做自己想做的吧，让她见自己想见的吧，让她好好地与这个世界亲吻，好好地告别吧，然后就走向另一个没有痛苦的未来，而我会记住这些点点滴滴的，因为这次选择，其实并没有太多的悲伤，只是心中的愿望，总算来了，也不会失落，也不会太快乐，就这么安静地，度过一个晚上吧，最后一轮的残月，如柔纱缥缈，不可视之物，降解，重生，新生。 + +两人牵着手，在空中化作点点星光，飘逸地飞走了。 + +## 梦醒 + +> 3 月 31 日， +> +> 就像曾经梦中的场景一样 +> +> 身上的鲜血浸染了浅色的裙子 +> +> 即将离开这个世界的女孩 +> +> 缓慢地呼吸着… + +**定时信息一讣告** + +@XIEPT2 + +> 夏峰_葡萄 已于 2024 年 3　月 30 日夜间于未被监视的房间内服用致死性药物、吸入有毒气体……自杀身亡 +> +> 现自动发送讣告内容死亡时间已超过 12 小时 +> +> 将于死亡时间超过 23 小时后公开遗嘱信息 + +「初心从未泯灭，但为何针对我的只是不断的打压，我很不解。」 + +「葡萄是个很可靠又多才多艺的姐姐，因为她真的很像姐姐那样子，很负责任，很会照顾大家，很会扛困难，但还是没办法，因为人总得有个归宿，那份归宿不是活着便是死亡。」 + +「葡萄对我来说是一位特殊的人物，为自己提前献上鲜花，何尝不是一种体面，让我记住这一刻。」 + +> 本推主已于 2024 年 3 月 30 日自杀去世以「安乐死」结束了生命 +> +> 遗物由本人整理后给予他人处理 +> +> 她曾经来过这个悲惨的世界，以幸福的方式离开了这个世界 +> +> 她生前唯一的遗愿就是成为一个真正的女孩子，做一个好妹妹，有一个好姐姐 + +## 三月的后记——不为人知与义务 + +这是个可公开可不公开的插曲 + +3 月初，葡萄在收拾自己的东西，留给她重要的姐妹 + +4 号，我和葡萄等人一起去了香港，一起在大家乐吃了东西后，正午的时候古一差不多就来了，我们被葡萄拉去取货，我们这才了解到葡萄帮她的朋友取书这件事，就是连载漫画，本子啥的 + +然后就一起去了尖沙咀码头，一起从天星码头坐船坐到中环，在那坐了一会，简单收拾一下后就一起坐港铁到深圳。 + +之后就偶尔见见葡萄，收拾了一下东西。 + +之后和葡萄一起骑电动车去了珠海。 + +之后和葡萄一起去 BOC 开了卡。 + +之后最后一次收拾葡萄的东西。 + +之后最后一次在香港和葡萄见面，拍了最后一张合影。 + +之后，她打量了一下房间角落堆积的空箱子，寄给姐妹朋友们的东西也发完了，所有事都处理完了，换上最后一条浅色的裙子，在夜色中吞服药物，吸入毒气。 + +在静默中再见了，夏峰_葡萄，永别了……大家都很想你…… + +我们未曾知晓你的沉眠之地，甚则，也许你还在呢……？ + +奈何现实危险重重。 + +但我希望你能脱离苦海， + +做一个快乐的女孩子…… + +条目贡献: [紗羽硒璃葉](https://twitter.com/UnnnLlllx3) + +[^1]: 意为个人「代购」境外漫画书籍 diff --git a/people/XIEPT2/page.zh_hant.md b/people/XIEPT2/page.zh_hant.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..ec9aa133 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/XIEPT2/page.zh_hant.md @@ -0,0 +1,322 @@ +--- +name: 夏峰 葡萄 +info: + alias: 葡萄 + location: 中国廣東 +--- + +## 經歷 + +葡萄，是一個興趣愛好廣泛的女孩子，天生對於自由有著很深的執著，葡萄雖然家境不貧，但她並沒有像其他兄弟姐妹一樣擁有幸福的童年，反而因為她與眾不同的個性遭受家庭的迫害，她小時候被爸媽綁在樹上抽打，進入高中后，她遭受同學的冷眼，家庭與學校的雙重打擊讓小時候的葡萄很懷疑自己的存在是否正確，為她後來的悲劇深深地埋下了伏筆。 + +小時候的葡萄自稱葡萄君，在那段迷茫的時光裡，她偶然通過動漫找到了她的心之所向的靜谧之地。 + +葡萄很嚮往二次元的種種，人物、原聲帶、劇情...... 她又因此迷上了收集漫畫原作，OST，到後來的各種娃娃，服裝，穀子周邊等，這是葡萄想要熱愛生活的出發點，她曾喜歡過很多很多...... + +葡萄很早就喜歡上了玩 Minecraft 並且在一些視頻平臺上上傳了自己的作品，她又逐漸開始學習視頻製作，對視頻後期萌生了興趣，有水晶戰爭（類起床戰爭）的視頻（後面是伺服器的視頻宣傳），也有參加過 WER 大賽，也有練習 C++ 的一些相關專案。 + +2019 年 12 月 8 日，葡萄永遠地失去了一生中最重要的朋友，小青。 + +她雖然只是網友，但她在葡萄的人生中陪伴她度過了很多時光，也是她 MC 伺服器運營團隊的核心成員。 + +葡萄說道，自己的名前——夏峰，源自給某人寫信起的筆名，因為在意所以記住了，於是這個名字成為了她心中的一個「空位」，這個空位後來出現的意識體也就是夏峰的意識，為空缺而生，為本體而活，精神來源於小青，是小青囑託過葡萄要好好地替自己活下去，小青化作了葡萄另一個特別的精神支柱，鼓勵著葡萄繼續前行，葡萄也努力替小青看著這個世界， 夏峰後來也化為葡萄本體的另一半，是充滿理性的代理人格，她努力説明葡萄，也替葡萄分擔了不少。 + +> 「人生不同的選擇，也許是人性的考驗，如果一切都是虛偽這些不就毫無意義了嗎？ 人生的沒有理由，如果有只是孤獨，勞累，無語，的理由吧，可你放棄的以前不過是重新的開始，世界的答案不斷有人追求，而知者會勞累心情，有人跟我說人類和人生他們相等，不過人類會更冰冷，我每天被困擾，抑鬱，落淚，回憶，我累了。 也許我知道的世界真相不過是曼德拉效應。」 +> +> —— 夏峰 葡萄 於 2020 年 4 月 18 日 + +2020，那是熱愛一切的初心，她於 2018 年萌生了建立一個完全沒有任何限制完全公平的伺服器的想法，在這一年她與她要好的小夥伴們啟動了他們的計劃，一起創建了伺服器，成立了 LCR 工作室，在那裡和屾洋相識並成為好友，儘管相伴是短暫的。 + +葡萄負責伺服器開發，並且極力宣傳伺服器，為此拍攝了很多視頻與圖片，經營了 5 年後，葡萄因為個人原因退出了運營並把運營許可權交給了自己信任的人。 + +也是這個時候，葡萄的爸媽離婚了，家庭的矛盾或許緩和了些，葡萄也開始為自己的未來深思，是時候為自己而活了，她更加努力地經營伺服器，製作相關視頻，調試設備。 + +2021年，出門旅行，學習電子維修，學習了攝影以及後期，在12月喜提MacBook，有了強大的硬體設備，葡萄就能在後期的道路上更順利地行走，也有了自己真正的人設，那個赤瞳金髮的水手服女孩。 + +2022 年第一次參加漫展，期間買了包括監聽耳機在內的諸多設備，學習了很多電腦知識，玩過東方，愛上了聽原作 OST，買了最喜歡的紫羅蘭永恆花園的 OST。 + +在早期關注了絆愛，但 2022 年絆愛初號機的辭退使得葡萄對她心目中真正的絆愛有所不捨，但只是為了說句再見。 + +> 「很多話刪了改了又改，想說卻說不完，明明只是一句再見卻說不出口，絆愛還會醒過來的吧，那時候我們一定再見，無論多久跨越時空也好，只希望能再見......」 +> +> —— 夏峰 葡萄，於 2022 年 2 月 25 日 + +2023年，入坑了模型塗裝，塗的是機娘。 + +後面又海淘了很多的 OST，還在網路上上傳抓軌，也正式得到一台尼康 Z62，愛上了業餘風景攝影。 + +## 遇見 + +7 月某日，或許是命運讓我與葡萄相見，那天特意跑過來幫忙給小舍開大證，開得差不多的時候，跑去做了精神評估跑回來發現葡萄突然出現了，我就繼續陪著小舍跟醫生嘮嗑，出來後其實大家都等了好久，但大家好像都和葡萄相處得很開心（後來才發現原來他們都早見過葡萄了呜呜） + +出醫院之後，看著交接路口上滿滿的汽車及排滿了自行車的路旁，陽光羞澀地灑在我們身上，葡萄在我們身後端起相機拍攝這片難得的暖陽，捕捉落日餘暉的美麗，橙亮而潔白的雲層掛在空中，我和物件在路上牽著手蹦跶，走了一路從地鐵口下去時，好像天突然黑了般。 找到一家餐廳隨便坐一會，我害羞地趴在桌面上，膽怯地看著大家，感覺葡萄是個很開朗的人呢，正和其他人滔滔不絕地交流著，掏出 MacBook 惹得很多人上來白嫖電口，我只是趴著一言不發，內心好像要哭出來了，過於焦慮了。 + +等了一陣子后，我們去了很遠的地方，為了趕車，我們幾個徑直跑向地鐵口，最終我和物件也分開了，臨走前她跟葡萄說要看好貓貓，葡萄說好，於是帶我從人生地不熟的地鐵口趕回了高鐵站，我們最終是在發車前趕到，一起在檢票廳坐了好一會，我這才跟葡萄說起話來，才知道她年齡比我還小，她剛初中畢業，以及她最近要回老家一趟，聽了她一些對於人生未來規劃的想法，感覺葡萄很積極樂觀...... + +最後，我們上了高鐵，坐在座位上，她戴上耳機，閉上眼睛聽音樂放鬆，一段漫長的時間之後，到站了，我跟葡萄說要抱抱嗎，她說可以啊，然後我就在火車站門口抱著她，抱得緊緊的，我在她耳邊說一些祝福的話，突然她就開始抽噎了，突然哭了起來，眼淚打在她的衣服上，我更加用力地抱著她： + +> 「我雖然不知道你經歷了什麼，但如果你需要説明一定要及時跟大家聯繫哦......」 + +然後我們一起在路上承諾會好好活下去的，搭上便車之後就告別了。 + +事後才在 X 上看到葡萄的另一面。 + +那次的推文很讓我驚訝。 + +> 今天收拾櫃子找到個袋子，裡面放著的是我曾經吹過的口琴和琴譜，初三每天下了晚自習就會一個人跑到天臺吹口琴，那時候是我一天最難受也是最開心的時候，不用再去面對老師和同學，不會再被打擾能在上面痛哭...... +> +> 而如今琴的音色早已不如（從前），生活也從未變好，當時我為何沒有下定決心選擇離開 + +這是葡萄曾經面對的，那些我不知道的經歷，那個帶著笑容的抑鬱患者...... + +8月25日炸櫃了，葯幾乎全被她媽媽扔掉了，那個帶著橙色夾層的藍色藥盒也被收走了，當天就被家裡人拉到醫院查內分泌的問題，隨後就被轉至住院。 + +我也來看了葡萄，那天聽去見過葡萄的人說葡萄的家屬現在很憤怒，並且對於我們這些拜訪者非常不歡迎，認為是我們帶壞了他們家的孩子，我們也只能等他們走遠了才有機會靠近葡萄，另外葡萄也因為家屬排斥我們而非常生氣，但是很無奈...... + +## 陰影 + +自從那個時候開始，家裡的謾駡和壓迫都開始更加有意圖地指向葡萄，葡萄沒有任何錯，錯的只是這些自以為是的人，他們管制葡萄的出行與消費，侵犯她的隱私，撕碎她的希望，家裡人的偽善面具被他們親自揭下，葡萄更加難以在氣氛時常劍拔弩張的家裡呼吸，葡萄只是個女孩子呀，自己一個人在自己的小角落哭過多少呢？ + +葡萄逐漸喘不上氣，唯一的希冀就是一直默默支援她的姐姐們。 + +上了高中之後，家裡人更加嚴格地限制葡萄的週末安排，給她安排課程，期間不給葡萄自由活動的機會，回到家也只是責駡，還要每周去回訪心理醫生...... + +企圖摧毀什麼呢...... + +但慶幸的是葡萄依然能夠偷偷溜出去和姐姐們見面，吃好吃的。 + +上次是葡萄從陰影中爬出，這次她又被陰影中的手抓住，她越努力掙脫，反而會陷得越深吧。 + +她或許真的沒有找到那份救贖。 + +我們在 9 月又見了一次面，其他人的突然介入引發了點小誤會，葡萄是這場誤會的調解人，冷靜的她親自去和那桌人面談，談了一會兒，看上去應該解決好了，直到我們各回各家時，那位挑事者才大為不解地在 X 上把這件事鼓吹成大事，而葡萄晚上又與我們一起仔細理清了全程並通過私信說服了那位挑事者。 + +雖然挑起了很多無意義的指控與謾駡，但挑事者最終為自己的所作所為表示道歉，這件事挺大的，在解決后我們也提醒葡萄儘快休息，辛苦她了。 + +葡萄後來還鼓勵羞澀的姐姐去參加漫展，成為她自己心中理想的模樣。 + +葡萄總是默默地學習，默默在場上為大家拍攝，默默地坐在餐廳或者便利店裡給大家修圖。 + +11 月 9 日是她的生日哦，生日快樂，葡萄~ + +由於家庭與學校的壓力，葡萄的抑鬱加重了，她開始抱怨自己的睡眠問題，對未來感到迷茫，情緒特別低落的時候，她還會用美工刀劃自己的手。 + +這個月我跟葡萄私下見面了幾次，希望能讓葡萄開心一點。 + +21 日一起去打了 maimai，吃了薩莉亞，30 日也是呢。 + +24 日她開到了精神處方，於是她總算能睡好點了吧。 + +26 日由於藥物作用導致葡萄出現夢遊，激發了夏峰的出現，具體的表現為葡萄完全不能想起昨天晚上發生了什麼，但是葡萄會以夏峰的名義在群裡突然說話，或者是私聊某個人，我就是她私聊的物件之一。 + +然而記憶在兩體間不能共用，所以葡萄為了瞭解她那一面特意設置了監控看自己睡覺，果不其然，「葡萄夢遊了」，但是很清醒般，玩手機，玩電腦，幹什麼都可以。 + +夏峰後面更多是為了保護葡萄而存在的，當葡萄實在挺不住時，夏峰就會出現替她承受痛苦，但是夏峰肯定會提前終結自己，所以希望在終結自己前讓葡萄找到一個值得信賴的人。 + +突然間葡萄的行為失去控制，於是去醫院換了葯，開了抗抑鬱葯、抗精神病藥，我也是在這時萌生了研究藥物原理的想法，時不時會找葡萄聊聊。 + +葡萄希望能找到一個屬於自己的傾訴物件，卻始終無法找到自己的系鈴人。 + +12月，自我錯亂，學習了自我采血。 + +曾經裝滿 HRT 藥物的藥盒轉眼間塞滿了精神藥品。 + +## 事故 + +24年春，葡萄和姐姐一起在廣州過年。 + +> 他們應該在世界的另一端過的很開心吧... +> +> 只可惜曾經許下諾言再也沒有機會兌現了。 +> +> 我存在的意義就是繼續在這個世界留下他們的痕跡。 +> +> —— 夏峰 葡萄，於 2023 年 12 月 8 日 + +若我無法避免死亡 + +那願從此再無來生 **葡萄** + +我的使命終將完成 + +但我不知何去何從 **夏峰** + +事故發生前，葡萄在各大平台尋找兼職，但並沒有人錄用她。 + +於是還是選擇了跑外賣，花了本金入網，租了車，去了公司面試，一路下來總算是可以了。 + +但第一天送外賣，第二單，卻偏偏又壓垮了葡萄。 + +「車主很好，知道我是個未成年之後就很主動要向我賠錢，還叫來他公司裡的其他同事過來，雖然的確他就是全責，去到醫院之後還給我送了一碗炒米粉，在醫院做了各種檢查......」 + +在獲得正式賠償之前，葡萄還是不得不借錢去償還醫院的檢查費，然後撐著受傷的身體每天都與風為伴，賠償垃圾車行與平臺的違約款，又堅持跑下去一周多，交付入網費，錢並沒有多，但傷口依然在惡化，幾周后得到了賠償，但偏偏又是一個意外...... 無法消停。 + +> 1 月 13 日， +> +> 人生第一次送外賣 +> +> 人生第一次被車撞 +> +> 人生還有多少個第一次呢？ +> +> 1 月 23 日， +> +> 鮮血夾雜著雨流淌在馬路上 +> +> 很痛但伴隨著更嚴重的眩暈感倒在地上 +> +> 雨還下著，我抱著醫藥箱向屋簷下爬去 +> +> 脫下手套頭盔在混亂的意識下包扎著那血流不止的雙腿和腳掌 +> +> 好累... 我為什麼要活著...... +> +> 我好痛苦...... +> +> 我從未如此期待死亡... 如此厭惡這個世界 + +葡萄曾看到過藝術家劉耀華的作品《不安》。 + +> 這幅作品是在 175 顆還沒成熟的蘋果體內插入纖細的鋼針，原本以為這些鋼針會留在蘋果體內，隨著蘋果的生長而被掩蓋，然而這 175 顆蘋果卻生長緩慢，有些甚至在成長途中枯萎死去。 最後存活下來的蘋果僅僅有75顆，這些倖存的果子，乾癟，畸形...... +> +> 劉耀華說：「我能夠想像，這些蘋果作為生命，是如何在一分一秒中與鋼針做著激烈鬥爭。」 + +1 月，她在讀書時看到余華在《活著》中所寫的句子，於是摘錄了下來： + +>「永遠不要相信苦難是值得的。 苦難就是苦難，苦難不會帶來成功。 苦難不值得追求。 磨練意志是因為苦難無法躲避開。」 + +即便是倖存者也不能全身而退。 + +## 送行 + +> 也許本就該如此吧 +> +> 沒什麼 +> +> 這是命中註定 + +那一天，我和葡萄共同的朋友，[單片](https://one-among.us/profile/interrgned)自殺身亡了。 + +第二天，我開始組織朋友一起去江門，找了一圈後實在找不到人，我問葡萄願意來嗎，她說可以，她傷未好，我也只能表示安慰，但她說起碼為了單片。 + +第三天早上，葡萄騎著電車來到我家附近等我，還特意給我買了一碗瘦肉粉，我和她在附近商店門前的一張桌子上一起吃，那天很冷，冷極了，我穿了好多衣服，但手很冷，我跟葡萄抱怨，葡萄說：「我早就知道會這樣了。」 於是從包裡拿出一雙手套，「送給你了。」 我感激地收下，心裡一陣暖意。 + +寒冷空中，化解為那一份對未知的把握...... + +我、葡萄和其他夥伴，給她整理遺物，為那個黃髮女孩頭像的人送上與她相似的黃菊花。 + +火光璀璨，濃煙隨風舞動，化作縹緲的身影，遊離在我們身邊。 + +祈求寧靜，願安好...... + +葡萄一晚沒睡，忙完后在車裡睡得好香，口水染在我的書包上，我只是笑笑，看她可愛的樣子。 我們一起在黑夜中尋找她的蹤跡。 + +選了個時間焚燒她的遺物，送上遲到的祝願。 + +飢腸轆轆地吃了麥當勞，就整理東西，各自分別，接下來是什麼呢？ + +第二天，第二次鈴聲將我叫醒，那是一個契機，我們找到了能跟進後事的機會。 + +在一抹夕陽下，一起吃飯，向深夜中進發。 + +葡萄在嘈雜的電波中喘息著，能留給她的還有什麼呢？ + +## 未來 ？ + +那一切...... 早在 2 月份的時候就說清楚了。 + +2月7號，葡萄心心念念的大證總算開出來了，但這一次，是以自己肉體與心靈極度創傷為代價換取的，是自己獨立爭取來的，家庭的迫害轉為無奈，經濟來源也靠自己，葡萄她還太小，世間一切就已經爛掉了，她只想做個普普通通的女孩子。 + +葡萄思考著自己存在的意義，時針還在走，肉體在恐慌，精神在崩塌。 + +這一切真的值得嗎？ + +葡萄也突然萌生了走書[^1]的想法，就是她心中所願吧。 + +2月24日葡萄確診重度抑鬱，醫生建議走監護，但人生這次自己選擇。 + +雖然 MECT 或許可以救人，但是一旦認清了自己的內心，就不會尋求外部支援，因為這不是拯救，只要世界還這樣，那麼覺醒是必然的，沒有什麼能把她們分開。 + +在這之後葡萄開始緊密地籌劃那條通往未來的路。 + +2月27日，那個女孩公佈了自己在網路上的正式第一面，但沒能夠準備好正式出道，倒影在那名為奇迹的騙局。 + +葡萄下定決心了。 + +時日不多了。 + +接下來的時日是屬於夏峰_葡萄的，讓她做自己想做的吧，讓她見自己想見的吧，讓她好好地與這個世界親吻，好好地告別吧，然後就走向另一個沒有痛苦的未來，而我會記住這些點點滴滴的，因為這次選擇，其實並沒有太多的悲傷，只是心中的願望，總算來了，也不會失落，也不會太快樂，就這麼安靜地，度過一個晚上吧， 最後一輪的殘月，如柔紗縹緲，不可視之物，降解，重生，新生。 + +兩人牽著手，在空中化作點點星光，飄逸地飛走了。 + +## 夢醒 + +> 3 月 31 日， +> +> 就像曾經夢中的場景一樣 +> +> 身上的鮮血浸染了淺色的裙子 +> +> 即將離開這個世界的女孩 +> +> 緩慢地呼吸著... + +**定時資訊一訃告** + +@XIEPT2 + +> 夏峰_葡萄 已於 2024 年 3 月 30 日夜間於未被監視的房間內服用致死性藥物、吸入有毒氣體...... 自殺身亡 +> +> 現自動發送訃告內容死亡時間已超過12小時 +> +> 將於死亡時間超過23小時後公開遺囑資訊 + +「初心從未泯滅，但為何針對我的只是不斷的打壓，我很不解。」 + +「葡萄是個很可靠又多才多藝的姐姐，因為她真的很像姐姐那樣子，很負責任，很會照顧大家，很會扛困難，但還是沒辦法，因為人總得有個歸宿，那份歸宿不是活著便是死亡。」 + +「葡萄對我來說是一位特殊的人物，為自己提前獻上鮮花，何嘗不是一種體面，讓我記住這一刻。」 + +> 本推主已於 2024 年 3 月 30 日自殺去世以「安樂死」結束了生命 +> +> 遺物由本人整理後給予他人處理 +> +> 她曾經來過這個悲慘的世界，以幸福的方式離開了這個世界 +> +> 她生前唯一的遺願就是成為一個真正的女孩子，做一個好妹妹，有一個好姐姐 + +## 三月的後記——不為人知與義務 + +這是個可公開可不公開的插曲 + +3 月初，葡萄在收拾自己的東西，留給她重要的姐妹 + +4 號，我和葡萄等人一起去了香港，一起在大家樂吃了東西后，正午的時候古一差不多就來了，我們被葡萄拉去取貨，我們這才瞭解到葡萄幫她的朋友取書這件事，就是連載漫畫，本子啥的 + +然後就一起去了尖沙咀碼頭，一起從天星碼頭坐船坐到中環，在那坐了一會，簡單收拾一下后就一起坐港鐵到深圳。 + +之後就偶爾見見葡萄，收拾了一下東西。 + +之後和葡萄一起騎電動車去了珠海。 + +之後和葡萄一起去 BOC 開了卡。 + +之後最後一次收拾葡萄的東西。 + +之後最後一次在香港和葡萄見面，拍了最後一張合影。 + +之後，她打量了一下房間角落堆積的空箱子，寄給姐妹朋友們的東西也發完了，所有事都處理完了，換上最後一條淺色的裙子，在夜色中吞服藥物，吸入毒氣。 + +在靜默中再見了，夏峰_葡萄，永別了...... 大家都很想你...... + +我們未曾知曉你的沉眠之地，甚則，也許你還在呢......？ + +奈何現實危險重重。 + +但我希望你能脫離苦海， + +做一個快樂的女孩子...... + +條目貢獻： [紗羽硒璃葉](https://twitter.com/UnnnLlllx3) + +[^1]: 意為個人「代購」境外漫畫書籍 diff --git a/people/XIEPT2/photos/profile.png b/people/XIEPT2/photos/profile.png new file mode 100644 index 00000000..1f08b4a8 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/XIEPT2/photos/profile.png differ diff --git a/people/Xu_Yushu/comments/2024-01-02-C15069.json b/people/Xu_Yushu/comments/2024-01-02-C15069.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..b4a2988e --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Xu_Yushu/comments/2024-01-02-C15069.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15069,"content":"很厉害的一个人，愿你下辈子幸福","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 2, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Xu_Yushu/comments/2024-02-05-C15387.json b/people/Xu_Yushu/comments/2024-02-05-C15387.json new 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+Reading made her mature faster than her peers. +She loved being immersed in the world of books. +Her bookshelf was filled up already at that time. +Not only that, she also went to the bookstore next to her father's workspace and left a deep impression on the bookstore's manager. + +During her high school years, Nan'an Wanda Plaza's Sisyphe Books was one of the places she went to the most. +There, she could find tranquility in the pleasant smell of coffee and books. + +She loved writing, and was once elected as the president of Chongqing No.2 Foreign Language School Nanlu Literary Club. +In one of her writings, she wrote "Real writing is offering the writer themselves to Goddess Muses's sacrificial altar." + +Because of her depression and gender dysphoria, her grades dropped a bit, but she still longed to get into Peking University or Beijing Normal University's Department of Chinese Language and Literature. + +Aside from being interested in literature and history, she liked anime, and was always happy to share her insights about it with others. ## Her Story +As early as her third year during elementary school, Xu Yushu had the dream of becoming a girl. +As soon as she found out she started to exhibit male pattern secondary sexual characteristics, she locked herself in her room and cried for a whole day, not willing to check in the mirror. +When she reached her sixth year, many classmates bullied her because she was different from others. +Her father told her: "This world needs tolerance. Because there are so many idiots in this world, your excellence is made more dazzling." +She had a thick notebook for her elementary school classmates, but only a handful pages were filled in the end. +There were lots of words of bullying in them. +She wrote three pages at the end herself "Xu Yushu 1", "Xu Yushu 2", and "Xu Yushu 3". +In these pages, she wrote "Kill **him**, find **her**." +At this point, she's already strongly against identifying as her assigned gender. + +After entering her second year of junior high school, her mental state started to worsen. +Although her mother suggested her to take a year off, her father disagreed and blamed her. +She wasn't able to bravely express herself. +After some time, she had a suicide attempt at school but no one cared. + +At the New Year's party of her first year in senior high school, although she didn't have a role in the show, she still prepared her best and wore red dress and cute shoes. +Those shoes were a bit uncomfortable, yet she persisted to be the self she liked. + +During the New Year celebrations of 2018, she wrote down her mental struggles in *Living with Depression 1*. +Although her teacher told her she thought too much, they still praised her bravery to face the struggles that come with life, and suggested Shi Tiesheng's works. +Xu Yushu later was hospitalized for her depression. +She told her mother during that time something horrible and illegal happened in school. +However, when her mother asked her if they should report it to the police, she hesitated. +Her mother was afraid of interfering with her depression treatment and didn't continue to ask her about it. +After reviewing the chat history, it was clear that she might've already been sexual assaulted multiple times. +While she was hospitalized, she wrote *Living with Depression 2*. +The preface: "My only hope is the few little boxes of meds. They're my life-saving straw...(The little pills) are like eyes of a sunset. This light is so easily perishable, but I decided on it anyway. Although I know this means giving up any chance of exit." +Sometimes she compares it to Pandora's box. +She wrote: "I know it's prohibited, but I still long for the hope found in these boxes." +She's already started DIY HRT by then. + +February 2019, she went to the northeastern area all alone. +She left a letter to her family: + +> Sorry about the sudden departure. +> Don't miss me. +> I don't have the ability to feel beauty, even if I know they do exist in my life. +> It's been tiring to pretend to have it. +> I've been living my life just waiting for the next day while doing nothing but to pass the time. +> I don't want to live this way. +> So I'm on a journey to look for something. +> Don't look for me. +> I love you. + +She planned to attend a comic con during the trip but didn't succeed in the end. ## Her Departure +She gave a hug to her mother one week before she left. +In an afternoon of November 12th, 2023, she and her classmates gathered to watch gaming videos. She told one of her classmates: "This might be the last time we watch videos together." +No one thought she was hinting at her death. +On the same day, she said she's already been "socially dead". +Maybe it's because she commonly used meaningful words, so no one thought of any further of it, too. + +Dawn November 13th, 2023, she ended her young and vibrant life, and left her will: +> My soul will fly to Geladaindong Peak. +> I once said Tibet is where young people interested in literary accept the spiritual baptism, but I really want to go there. +## After Her Departure -## After Her Leaving +### Related Reports -### About Reports +*Life Week* reported her story reasonably accurately. +They mourned for her and her talent. +They described her internal struggles realistically. +*Si Ruiming Mental Health* and the like tried to raise awareness of depression in teenagers. +*Shandong Rainbow Talk* and other voices focusing on transgender people mourned for Xu Yushu and tried to raise awareness of the science of being transgender. ### About Her Family +Xu Yushu's father actively communicated with her former classroom teacher about her bullying, and been trying to raise awareness of bullying ever since she left. +After going through his memory of her growth, he thought: "Since she's always been outstanding, she was the target of jealousy and bullying. The grades-only educational environment didn't help; her genius wasn't developed Therefore, her started to fall into depression and suicide." +When Xu Yushu's doctor gave her a diagnosis of "Gender Dysphoria", he only said: "This isn't important right now. Sex is something that people do to lengthen their bloodline. We should only consider it when you're getting married. We are not considering that right now. Now it's the time to study." +After listening to the advice of the doctor, he told Xu Yushu "Try to forget it, don't let it take the center of your attention." + +Xu Yushu's father actually always tried to understand Xu Yushu. +He learnt psychology in university but was never taught anything about gender. +He didn't think his child really had gender dysphoria. +He said Xu Yushu "never had any weird behaviors" at home, +"didn't cry for feminine clothing or wigs", and was only wanting to be a girl because she wanted to have people to protect her from all that bullying, + +After her departure, her father still used male pronouns to refer to Xu Yushu, and seldom talked about her desire of being a girl. +Obviously, Xu Yushu's father didn't have an accurate grasp of knowledge about gender (maybe because the textbook he read were outdated, maybe because he doesn't want to believe his child is transgender), and he didn't realize gender dysphoria was a major part of Xu Yushu's pressure. +While she needed support from her family the most, he failed as a core family member. + +Although her parents didn't completely understand her and her anxiety within her, they still took her to see doctors with formal trainings, and gave her a certain amount of care. +Maybe in another world, she would've persisted to walk through the darkness and walk toward her ambitions again. ### About Her Friends +Although Xu Yushu was always misunderstood and bullied by people around her, she still had her share of friends. +On top of her desk is a deck of playing cards her classmate sent her. +The cards are old and some of them are tattered. +In the will she wrote specifically to this classmate, she called him her best friend. +She also listed a few other friends, and wrote: + +> Thank you for being my friends, even though it might be one-sided from me. ## Conclusion +Maybe "Xu Yushu" is not the name she prefers the most, but because of limited information, we can't figure out which name she had in mind. +Maybe this will be a secret forever. +No matter how much time passes, maybe her soul would be still in a bookstore somewhere because of her attachment in the literatures of this world. - - - - - +Good night, and wish you a dream filled with the sweet smell of books. diff --git a/people/Xu_Yushu/page.md b/people/Xu_Yushu/page.md index c09e4aa1..22026056 100644 --- a/people/Xu_Yushu/page.md +++ b/people/Xu_Yushu/page.md @@ -8,9 +8,9 @@ info: 徐誉舒是一位来自中国重庆的跨性别女性。 -在外人看来，徐誉舒是一位光辉璀璨的“天才少年”，甚至曾以一篇《不上幼儿园的孩子》的特别报道登上了《荆门晚报》。 +在外人看来，徐誉舒是一位光辉璀璨的「天才少年」，甚至曾以一篇《不上幼儿园的孩子》的特别报道登上了《荆门晚报》。 -不过，或许那些光环并不是她最重要的部分。重要的是，她有着一颗宝贵而独特的，温柔且敏感的内心，有着通过文字表达内心情感的欲望，也许用“文学少女”来形容她更为贴切。 +不过，或许那些光环并不是她最重要的部分。重要的是，她有着一颗宝贵而独特的，温柔且敏感的内心，有着通过文字表达内心情感的欲望，也许用「文学少女」来形容她更为贴切。 ## 她的爱好与梦想 @@ -20,7 +20,7 @@ info: 在初高中时期，南岸区万达广场的西西弗书店是她生前最喜欢去的地方之一。于此，她能在在咖啡与书香的气息中找到那一抹宁静。 -她非常热爱写作，曾担任重庆二外南麓文学社社长。她将写作比作“献祭”，在一篇作文之中，她写道：“真正的写作是一场献祭，把自己作为祭品摆上缪斯女神的祭坛。” +她非常热爱写作，曾担任重庆二外南麓文学社社长。她将写作比作「献祭」，在一篇作文之中，她写道：「真正的写作是一场献祭，把自己作为祭品摆上缪斯女神的祭坛。」 由于深陷抑郁症和性别焦虑的泥潭，她的成绩有所下滑，但她仍然向往着北京大学和北京师范大学的中文系。 @@ -28,21 +28,21 @@ info: ## 她的心路与足迹 -早在小学三年级时，徐誉舒就有了想成为女生的想法，并在发现自己的外观朝男性化发育之时，把自己关在屋子里哭了一整天，不敢面对镜子里的自己。而在她上六年级的时候，有很多同学因为她的与众不同而欺负她，但她的父亲只是对她说：“这个世界需要宽容，需要去放下。这个世界上有很多傻瓜和无赖，正因为那些人的存在，才衬托你的优秀。” +早在小学三年级时，徐誉舒就有了想成为女生的想法，并在发现自己的外观朝男性化发育之时，把自己关在屋子里哭了一整天，不敢面对镜子里的自己。而在她上六年级的时候，有很多同学因为她的与众不同而欺负她，但她的父亲只是对她说：「这个世界需要宽容，需要去放下。这个世界上有很多傻瓜和无赖，正因为那些人的存在，才衬托你的优秀。」 -她有着一本厚厚的小学同学录，却只填满了薄薄十几页纸，其中不乏不堪入目的“赠言”，但她仍在同学录的末尾自行填写了三页，上面填写的姓名分别是“徐誉舒一” “徐誉舒二” “徐誉舒三”，并为自己赠言：“杀了他，去找她。”此时的她已经强烈不认同自己的指派性别。 +她有着一本厚厚的小学同学录，却只填满了薄薄十几页纸，其中不乏不堪入目的「赠言」，但她仍在同学录的末尾自行填写了三页，上面填写的姓名分别是「徐誉舒一」 「徐誉舒二」 「徐誉舒三」，并为自己赠言：「杀了他，去找她。」此时的她已经强烈不认同自己的指派性别。 初二开学后不久，她的状态开始下滑，尽管母亲建议她休学，但由于父亲强势的管教方式，她向父亲正式提出休学时，父亲并未同意，反而以及其严厉的语气呵斥了她。那一刻的她无法勇敢表达出自己的内心世界。一段时间之后，她在学校有轻生的举动，但未能得到重视。 在高一的迎新晚会之时，虽然她没有表演节目的安排，但她仍然精心准备了好几天，穿上了红色的裙子和小皮鞋，那双皮鞋有些不太合脚，不过她还是很坚定地装扮自己喜欢的样子走出了宿舍。 -2018 年元旦时节，她在《病中随笔·其一》中勇敢地写下了她的心路历程。尽管她的老师留下了“恕我直言，你想太多了”的批语，但仍夸赞了她面对生活的勇气，并建议她读一读史铁生的作品。 +2018 年元旦时节，她在《病中随笔·其一》中勇敢地写下了她的心路历程。尽管她的老师留下了「恕我直言，你想太多了」的批语，但仍夸赞了她面对生活的勇气，并建议她读一读史铁生的作品。 春节后，徐誉舒确诊抑郁症住院，住院期间她单独和妈妈提起，在学校里面发生了一件很严重的事情，并且这件事已经触犯了法律，但当母亲问她是否需要报警时，她却表现得很犹豫。母亲怕影响她抑郁症的治疗，没有继续追问。从后来的聊天记录来看，她可能已经遭受性侵犯不止一次。 -在住院期间，她写下了《病中随笔·其二》，开头写道：“整颗心都系在了即将通过顺丰快递抵达的那几个小小盒子上，那是我能抓住的最后的救命稻草……”她说，(盒子里的小药片) 是晚霞的眼睛，这光是那么的脆弱易逝，但我义无反顾地做了，明知那会让我滑入深渊，再无退路。”有时她又将它比作是“潘多拉的魔盒。”她写到：“你明知不可，却仍贪念盒底虚妄的希望。”此时的她已经自行开始了HRT治疗。 +在住院期间，她写下了《病中随笔·其二》，开头写道：「整颗心都系在了即将通过顺丰快递抵达的那几个小小盒子上，那是我能抓住的最后的救命稻草……」她说，(盒子里的小药片) 是晚霞的眼睛，这光是那么的脆弱易逝，但我义无反顾地做了，明知那会让我滑入深渊，再无退路。」有时她又将它比作是「潘多拉的魔盒。」她写到：「你明知不可，却仍贪念盒底虚妄的希望。」此时的她已经自行开始了HRT治疗。 2019 年 2 月，她离家出走去了东北，给家人留下一封书信，上面写道： @@ -54,13 +54,13 @@ info: 在她选择离开前一周，她仍然深深地拥抱了她的母亲。 -11 月 12 日下午，她和她的同学聚在一起看游戏视频，并和旁边的一位同学说：“这可能是最后一次一起看视频了”。但大家都未曾想到这最后一次是指“生离死别”。同日，她提到自己已经处于“社会性死亡”的状态，但也许是她平时的话语中都会带有较为深刻的词汇，因此亦没有人在意。 +11 月 12 日下午，她和她的同学聚在一起看游戏视频，并和旁边的一位同学说：「这可能是最后一次一起看视频了」。但大家都未曾想到这最后一次是指「生离死别」。同日，她提到自己已经处于「社会性死亡」的状态，但也许是她平时的话语中都会带有较为深刻的词汇，因此亦没有人在意。 11 月 13 日清晨，她选择结束自己绚烂而年轻的生命，并留下了这样的遗书： -> 「我的灵魂会飞向格拉丹东峰，我曾嘲讽说西藏是文艺青年的干洗机，可我好想去那里。」 +> 「我的灵魂会飞向格拉丹东峰，我曾嘲讽说西藏是文艺青年的心灵干洗机，可我好想去那里。」 ## 身后 @@ -68,19 +68,19 @@ info: 《三联生活周刊》的报道之中相对全面地叙述了她的故事，在惋惜她的离世之时，也在追忆她曾经的光环，并真实地描述了徐誉舒的心路历程。 -“思睿明精神心理健康”等关注青少年精神心理或青少年教育的自媒体所发布的文章则借徐誉舒离世的事件，着笔于包含抑郁症在内的青少年心理健康领域。 +「思睿明精神心理健康」等关注青少年精神心理或青少年教育的自媒体所发布的文章则借徐誉舒离世的事件，着笔于包含抑郁症在内的青少年心理健康领域。 -“山东彩虹说”等跨性别领域的知乎答主发表文章悼念徐誉舒，并进行了跨性别相关知识的科普。 +「山东彩虹说」等跨性别领域的知乎答主发表文章悼念徐誉舒，并进行了跨性别相关知识的科普。 ### 关于家人 -徐誉舒的父亲在得知她所受到的欺凌和侵犯后积极与班主任沟通，并于她离世之后坚决反对校园暴力，并一直活跃在微博积极转发有关抵御校园暴力的内容。在复盘她的成长之后，徐父认为她的死亡逻辑是这样的：因为优秀，在学校里被嫉妒，进而受到校园欺凌，而“唯分数论”的教育环境让孩子的“天才”得不到舒展，双重影响下，苦闷的孩子慢慢走向抑郁、死亡。 +徐誉舒的父亲在得知她所受到的欺凌和侵犯后积极与班主任沟通，并于她离世之后坚决反对校园暴力，并一直活跃在微博积极转发有关抵御校园暴力的内容。在复盘她的成长之后，徐父认为她的死亡逻辑是这样的：因为优秀，在学校里被嫉妒，进而受到校园欺凌，而「唯分数论」的教育环境让孩子的「天才」得不到舒展，双重影响下，苦闷的孩子慢慢走向抑郁、死亡。 -但在徐誉舒的医生给她开出了“易性症”的诊断时，他只是这样说：“我说宝贝，这个事情毕竟不是眼前最急需的事情。什么是性？性是一种生物学上的概念，是人类延续的行为。有了伴侣结婚的时候再去考虑，现在也不可能去考虑这个事，现在是学习阶段。”听了医生的意见之后，他对徐誉舒说的是，“要去淡化它，不要去强化它。” +但在徐誉舒的医生给她开出了「易性症」的诊断时，他只是这样说：「我说宝贝，这个事情毕竟不是眼前最急需的事情。什么是性？性是一种生物学上的概念，是人类延续的行为。有了伴侣结婚的时候再去考虑，现在也不可能去考虑这个事，现在是学习阶段。」听了医生的意见之后，他对徐誉舒说的是，「要去淡化它，不要去强化它。」 -徐父其实一直在试图理解徐誉舒，其在师范学校时学过心理学，并接触过性心理障碍等相关概念，但他并不认为孩子真的有性别认知的问题。他分析，孩子在家时从来“没有任何异常”，没有“非要穿女装、戴假发”，只是因为在学校里受到了欺凌，想成为一位女性，得到别人的关注和保护，“就像你们女孩子总希望找到一个强壮的男朋友保护自己”。 +徐父其实一直在试图理解徐誉舒，其在师范学校时学过心理学，并接触过性心理障碍等相关概念，但他并不认为孩子真的有性别认知的问题。他分析，孩子在家时从来「没有任何异常」，没有「非要穿女装、戴假发」，只是因为在学校里受到了欺凌，想成为一位女性，得到别人的关注和保护，「就像你们女孩子总希望找到一个强壮的男朋友保护自己」。 -而她离世之后，徐父依旧以“儿子”“他”等代词称呼徐誉舒，并且极少提及徐誉舒想要成为女孩子的事情，显然，徐父一方面没有正确认知性别焦虑的知识（可能是由于当年教材的表述已经过时，以及他并不愿意相信孩子的性别转变这一现实），其终究没有意识到性别焦虑也是徐誉舒的核心压力来源之一，在她最需要家庭支持的时候，他作为核心家庭教育者，并未给出足够的支持。 +而她离世之后，徐父依旧以「儿子」「他」等代词称呼徐誉舒，并且极少提及徐誉舒想要成为女孩子的事情，显然，徐父一方面没有正确认知性别焦虑的知识（可能是由于当年教材的表述已经过时，以及他并不愿意相信孩子的性别转变这一现实），其终究没有意识到性别焦虑也是徐誉舒的核心压力来源之一，在她最需要家庭支持的时候，他作为核心家庭教育者，并未给出足够的支持。 虽然她的父母不能完全理解她与她内心的焦虑，但仍然带着她接受正规治疗，也给出了一定的关心。不难想象，也许在另一条世界线，她坚强地迈过了黑暗的地界，并重新走向自己的那份梦想。 @@ -88,13 +88,13 @@ info: 尽管徐誉舒常常遭到旁人的不解的目光和欺凌，但仍然有朋友关心着她。 -家中的课桌上摆放着一名同学送她的礼物——一副扑克牌，尽管这副牌已然陈旧，外壳磨损发白，开口处也有了裂痕。但在专门写给这名同学的遗书中，徐誉舒称他为“最好的朋友”。此外，她还列出了几位要好的朋友，并写道： +家中的课桌上摆放着一名同学送她的礼物——一副扑克牌，尽管这副牌已然陈旧，外壳磨损发白，开口处也有了裂痕。但在专门写给这名同学的遗书中，徐誉舒称他为「最好的朋友」。此外，她还列出了几位要好的朋友，并写道： > 「有你们做我的朋友（也许是我一厢情愿），倍感荣幸。」 ## 结语 -也许“徐誉舒”并非她最中意的名字或称呼，但由于资料有限，我们暂且无从得知这位少女内心里藏着的那个名字，也许这永远是个秘密吧。 +也许「徐誉舒」并非她最中意的名字或称呼，但由于资料有限，我们暂且无从得知这位少女内心里藏着的那个名字，也许这永远是个秘密吧。 虽流年已逝，岁月无声，但也许她的灵魂仍然因着留恋这世界上的那些文字，在街巷转角的书店中驻足。 diff --git a/people/Xu_Yushu/page.zh_hant.md b/people/Xu_Yushu/page.zh_hant.md index cddd9483..8476b456 100644 --- a/people/Xu_Yushu/page.zh_hant.md +++ b/people/Xu_Yushu/page.zh_hant.md @@ -8,9 +8,9 @@ info: 徐譽舒是一位來自中國重慶的跨性別女性。 -在外人看來，徐譽舒是一位光輝璀璨的“天才少年”，甚至曾以一篇《不上幼兒園的孩子》的特別報道登上了《荆門晚報》。 +在外人看來，徐譽舒是一位光輝璀璨的「天才少年」，甚至曾以一篇《不上幼兒園的孩子》的特別報道登上了《荆門晚報》。 -不過，或許那些光環幷不是她最重要的部分。重要的是，她有著一顆寶貴而獨特的，温柔且敏感的內心，有著通過文字表達內心情感的欲望，也許用“文學少女”來形容她更為貼切。 +不過，或許那些光環幷不是她最重要的部分。重要的是，她有著一顆寶貴而獨特的，温柔且敏感的內心，有著通過文字表達內心情感的欲望，也許用「文學少女」來形容她更為貼切。 ## 她的愛好與夢想 @@ -20,7 +20,7 @@ info: 在初高中時期，南岸區萬達廣場的西西弗書店是她生前最喜歡去的地方之一。於此，她能在在咖啡與書香的氣息中找到那一抹寧靜。 -她非常熱愛寫作，曾擔任重慶二外南麓文學社社長。她將寫作比作“獻祭”，在一篇作文之中，她寫道：“眞正的寫作是一場獻祭，把自己作為祭品擺上繆斯女神的祭壇。” +她非常熱愛寫作，曾擔任重慶二外南麓文學社社長。她將寫作比作「獻祭」，在一篇作文之中，她寫道：「眞正的寫作是一場獻祭，把自己作為祭品擺上繆斯女神的祭壇。」 由於深陷抑鬱和性別焦慮的泥潭，她的成績有所下滑，但她仍然向往著北京大學和北京師範大學的中文繫。 @@ -28,21 +28,21 @@ info: ## 她的心路與足迹 -早在小學三年級時，徐譽舒就有了想成為女生的想法，幷在發現自己的外觀朝男性化發育之時，把自己關在屋内哭了一整天，不敢面對鏡子裏的自己。而在她上六年級的時候，有很多同學因為她的與眾不同而欺負她，但她的父親只是對她説：“這个世界需要寛容，需要去放下。這个世界上有很多傻瓜和無賴，正因為那些人的存在，才襯託你的優秀。” +早在小學三年級時，徐譽舒就有了想成為女生的想法，幷在發現自己的外觀朝男性化發育之時，把自己關在屋内哭了一整天，不敢面對鏡子裏的自己。而在她上六年級的時候，有很多同學因為她的與眾不同而欺負她，但她的父親只是對她説：「這个世界需要寛容，需要去放下。這个世界上有很多傻瓜和無賴，正因為那些人的存在，才襯託你的優秀。」 -她有著一本厚厚的小學同學錄，卻只填寫了薄薄十幾頁，其中不乏不堪入目的「贈言」，但她仍在同學錄的末尾自行塡寫了三頁，上面塡寫的姓名分別是“徐譽舒一” “徐譽舒二” “徐譽舒三”，幷為自己贈言：“殺了他，去找她。”此時的她已經強烈不認同自己的指派性別。 +她有著一本厚厚的小學同學錄，卻只填寫了薄薄十幾頁，其中不乏不堪入目的「贈言」，但她仍在同學錄的末尾自行塡寫了三頁，上面塡寫的姓名分別是「徐譽舒一」 「徐譽舒二」 「徐譽舒三」，幷為自己贈言：「殺了他，去找她。」此時的她已經強烈不認同自己的指派性別。 初二開學後不久，她的狀態開始下滑，盡管母親建議她休學，但由於父親強勢的管教方式，她向父親正式提出休學時，父親幷未同意，反而用及其嚴厲的語氣呵斥了她。那一刻的她無法勇敢表達出自己的內心世界。一段時間之後，她在學校出現了輕生的舉動，但未能引起重視。 在高一的迎新晚會之時，儘管她沒有表演節目的安排，但她仍然精心準備了好幾天，穿上了紅色的裙子和小皮鞋，那雙皮鞋有些不太合腳，不過她還是很堅定地裝扮成自己喜歡的樣子走出了宿舍。 -2018 年元旦時節，她在《病中隨筆·其一》中勇敢地寫下了她的心路歷程。盡管她的老師留下了“恕我直言，你想太多了”的批語，但仍夸贊了她面對生活的勇氣，幷建議她讀一讀史鐵生的作品。 +2018 年元旦時節，她在《病中隨筆·其一》中勇敢地寫下了她的心路歷程。盡管她的老師留下了「恕我直言，你想太多了」的批語，但仍夸贊了她面對生活的勇氣，幷建議她讀一讀史鐵生的作品。 春節後，徐譽舒确診抑鬱癥住院，住院期間她單獨和媽媽提起，在學校裏面發生了一件很嚴重的事情，幷且這件事已經觸犯了法律，但當母親詢問她是否需要報警時，她卻表現得很猶豫。母親怕影響她抑鬱癥的治療，沒有繼續追問。從後來的聊天記錄來看，她可能已經遭受性侵犯不止一次。 -在住院期間，她寫下了《病中隨筆·其二》，開頭寫道：“整顆心都繫在了即將通過順豐快遞抵達的那幾个小小盒子上，那是我能抓住的最後的救命稻草……”她説，(盒子裏的小藥片) 是晚霞的眼睛，這光是那麽的脆弱易逝，但我義無反顧地做了，明知那會讓我滑入深淵，再無退路。”有時她又將它比作是“潘多拉的魔盒。”她寫到：“你明知不可，卻仍貪念盒底虛妄的希望。”此時的她已經自行開始了HRT治療。 +在住院期間，她寫下了《病中隨筆·其二》，開頭寫道：「整顆心都繫在了即將通過順豐快遞抵達的那幾个小小盒子上，那是我能抓住的最後的救命稻草……」她説，(盒子裏的小藥片) 是晚霞的眼睛，這光是那麽的脆弱易逝，但我義無反顧地做了，明知那會讓我滑入深淵，再無退路。」有時她又將它比作是「潘多拉的魔盒。」她寫到：「你明知不可，卻仍貪念盒底虛妄的希望。」此時的她已經自行開始了HRT治療。 2019 年 2 月，她離家出走去了東北，給家人留下一封書信，上面寫道： @@ -54,13 +54,13 @@ info: 在她選擇離開前一周，她仍然深深地擁抱了她的母親。 -11 月 12 日下午，她和她的同學聚在一起看遊戲視頻，幷和旁邊的一位同學説：“這可能是最後一次一起看視頻了”。但大家都未曾想到這最後一次是指「生離死別」。同日，她提到自己已經處於“社會性死亡”的狀態，但也許是她平時的話語中都會帶有較為深刻的词语，因此仍然沒有人在意。 +11 月 12 日下午，她和她的同學聚在一起看遊戲視頻，幷和旁邊的一位同學説：「這可能是最後一次一起看視頻了」。但大家都未曾想到這最後一次是指「生離死別」。同日，她提到自己已經處於「社會性死亡」的狀態，但也許是她平時的話語中都會帶有較為深刻的词语，因此仍然沒有人在意。 11 月 13 日清晨，她選擇結束自己絢爛而年輕的生命，幷留下了這樣的遺書： -> 「我的靈魂會飛向格拉丹東峰，我曾嘲諷説西藏是文藝靑年的干洗機，可我好想去那裏。」 +> 「我的靈魂會飛向各拉丹冬峰，我曾嘲諷説西藏是文藝靑年的心靈干洗機，可我好想去那裏。」 ## 身後 @@ -68,19 +68,19 @@ info: 《三聯生活周刊》的報道之中相對全面地敍述了她的故事，在惋惜她的離世之時，也在追憶她曾經的光環，幷眞實地描述了徐譽舒的心路歷程。 -“思睿明精神心理健康”等關注靑少年精神心理或靑少年教育的自媒體所發布的文章則借徐譽舒離世的事件，著筆於包含抑鬱癥在內的靑少年心理健康領域。 +「思睿明精神心理健康」等關注靑少年精神心理或靑少年教育的自媒體所發布的文章則借徐譽舒離世的事件，著筆於包含抑鬱癥在內的靑少年心理健康領域。 -“山東彩虹説”等跨性別領域的知乎答主發表文章悼念徐譽舒，幷進行了跨性別相關知識的科普。 +「山東彩虹説」等跨性別領域的知乎答主發表文章悼念徐譽舒，幷進行了跨性別相關知識的科普。 ### 關於家人 -徐譽舒的父親在得知她所受到的欺凌和侵犯後積極與班主任溝通，幷於她離世之後堅決反對校園暴力，幷一直活躍在微博積極轉發有關抵御校園暴力的內容。在復盤她的成長之後，徐父認為她的死亡邏輯是這樣的：因為優秀，在學校裏被嫉妒，進而受到校園欺凌，而“唯分數論”的教育環境讓孩子的“天才”得不到舒展，雙重影響下，苦悶的孩子慢慢走向抑鬱、死亡。 +徐譽舒的父親在得知她所受到的欺凌和侵犯後積極與班主任溝通，幷於她離世之後堅決反對校園暴力，幷一直活躍在微博積極轉發有關抵御校園暴力的內容。在復盤她的成長之後，徐父認為她的死亡邏輯是這樣的：因為優秀，在學校裏被嫉妒，進而受到校園欺凌，而「唯分數論」的教育環境讓孩子的「天才」得不到舒展，雙重影響下，苦悶的孩子慢慢走向抑鬱、死亡。 -但在徐譽舒的醫生給她開出了“易性癥”的診斷時，他只是這樣説：“我説寶貝，這个事情畢竟不是眼前最急需的事情。什麽是性？性是一種生物學上的槪念，是人類延續的行為。有了伴侶結婚的時候再去考慮，現在也不可能去考慮這个事，現在是學習階段。”聽了醫生的意見之後，他對徐譽舒説的是，“要去淡化它，不要去強化它。” +但在徐譽舒的醫生給她開出了「易性癥」的診斷時，他只是這樣説：「我説寶貝，這个事情畢竟不是眼前最急需的事情。什麽是性？性是一種生物學上的槪念，是人類延續的行為。有了伴侶結婚的時候再去考慮，現在也不可能去考慮這个事，現在是學習階段。」聽了醫生的意見之後，他對徐譽舒説的是，「要去淡化它，不要去強化它。」 -徐父其實一直在試圖理解徐譽舒，其在師範學校時學過心理學，幷接觸過性心理障礙等相關槪念，但他幷不認為孩子眞的有性別認知的問題。他分析，孩子在家時從來“沒有任何異常”，沒有“非要穿女裝、戴假發”，只是因為在學校裏受到了欺凌，想成為一位女性，得到別人的關注和保護，“就像你們女孩子總希望找到一个強壯的男朋友保護自己”。 +徐父其實一直在試圖理解徐譽舒，其在師範學校時學過心理學，幷接觸過性心理障礙等相關槪念，但他幷不認為孩子眞的有性別認知的問題。他分析，孩子在家時從來「沒有任何異常」，沒有「非要穿女裝、戴假發」，只是因為在學校裏受到了欺凌，想成為一位女性，得到別人的關注和保護，「就像你們女孩子總希望找到一个強壯的男朋友保護自己」。 -而她離世之後，徐父依舊以“兒子”“他”等代詞稱呼徐譽舒，幷且極少提及徐譽舒想要成為女孩子的事情，顯然，徐父一方面沒有正确認知性別焦慮的知識（可能是由於當年教材的表述已經過時，以及他幷不願意相信孩子的性別轉變這一現實），其終究沒有意識到性別焦慮也是徐譽舒的核心壓力來源之一，在她最需要家庭支持的時候，他作為核心家庭教育者，幷未給出足够的支持。 +而她離世之後，徐父依舊以「兒子」「他」等代詞稱呼徐譽舒，幷且極少提及徐譽舒想要成為女孩子的事情，顯然，徐父一方面沒有正确認知性別焦慮的知識（可能是由於當年教材的表述已經過時，以及他幷不願意相信孩子的性別轉變這一現實），其終究沒有意識到性別焦慮也是徐譽舒的核心壓力來源之一，在她最需要家庭支持的時候，他作為核心家庭教育者，幷未給出足够的支持。 雖然她的父母不能完全理解她與她內心的焦慮，但仍然帶著她接受正規治療，也給出了一定的關心。不難想象，也許在另一條世界綫，她堅強地邁過了黑暗的地界，幷重新走向自己的那份夢想。 @@ -88,13 +88,13 @@ info: 盡管徐譽舒常常遭到旁人的不解的目光和欺凌，但仍然有朋友關心著她。 -家中的課桌上擺放著一名同學送她的禮物——一副撲克牌，盡管這副牌已然陳舊，外殻磨損發白，開口處也有了裂痕。但在專門寫給這名同學的遺書中，徐譽舒稱他為“最好的朋友”。此外，她還列出了幾位要好的朋友，幷寫道： +家中的課桌上擺放著一名同學送她的禮物——一副撲克牌，盡管這副牌已然陳舊，外殻磨損發白，開口處也有了裂痕。但在專門寫給這名同學的遺書中，徐譽舒稱他為「最好的朋友」。此外，她還列出了幾位要好的朋友，幷寫道： > 「有你們做我的朋友（也許是我一廂情願），倍感榮幸。」 ## 結語 -也許“徐譽舒”幷非她最中意的名字或稱呼，但由於資料有限，我們暫且無從得知這位少女內心裏藏著的那个名字，也許這永遠是个秘密吧。 +也許「徐譽舒」幷非她最中意的名字或稱呼，但由於資料有限，我們暫且無從得知這位少女內心裏藏著的那个名字，也許這永遠是个秘密吧。 雖流年已逝，歲月無聲，但也許她的靈魂仍然因著留戀這世界上的那些文字，在街巷轉角的書店中駐足。 diff --git a/people/Zha_Ke/comments/2024-01-24-C15353.json b/people/Zha_Ke/comments/2024-01-24-C15353.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..aa05d3f4 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Zha_Ke/comments/2024-01-24-C15353.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15353,"content":"扎克临走前的半个月每天晚上都和我聊天，然而我都没有感觉到他已经下定决心了，半年过去了，我还是很想你，我看完了你让我看的电影，希望你可以好好的，我们都会好好的活出自己的精彩，你放心吧","submitter":"米拉梦镜","date":"Jan 24, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Zha_Ke/comments/2024-03-28-C17076.json b/people/Zha_Ke/comments/2024-03-28-C17076.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..138ead75 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Zha_Ke/comments/2024-03-28-C17076.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17076,"content":"晚安。","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Mar 28, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Zha_Ke/comments/2024-04-30-C17148.json b/people/Zha_Ke/comments/2024-04-30-C17148.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..5127d969 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Zha_Ke/comments/2024-04-30-C17148.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17148,"content":"我们永远在","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Apr 30, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Zha_Ke/comments/2024-05-12-C17156.json b/people/Zha_Ke/comments/2024-05-12-C17156.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..ece28850 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Zha_Ke/comments/2024-05-12-C17156.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17156,"content":"和你认识几年了 见过很多次面 也见过你的父母 但是你来找我寻求帮助时我却开脱 我真是 唉 某些时候我确实没做好 做好了也不会改变什么 还记得我陪你和你父母去省二看病 我跟你起了争执 我想各自都有自己的原因 你永远可以跳出来 而不是跳下去 我知道事实就是几乎没有人能够走到你的心里去从而改变你对生命的看法 包括我也只是你的路人。我曾经自责过 但是我知道没用 也毕竟不是所有人都总喜欢消极情绪 大家都喜欢小太阳吧 我已经情绪很低了 你却比我更低 我有时候会惭愧的觉得你的情绪对我来说更是一种负担 仅是因为你多次来找我 我便开始不再耐心。安息吧我的朋友 我知道死亡是多么有魅力 我也曾无数次着迷的想要离去 但是我可能我自带的自命不凡 或者宗教信仰 社会责任感 让我无法开脱 。佛教强调人来这世上就是来修行，受难的。自我了结只会恶化因果...种种。我很想说我真的不怕死亡 并不是不愿意陪你 只是我真的不能。你在世时我就跟你讲过这些 只是你都不甚在意 现在你走了 我能做的就只有祝福 与留念。相信你走了 我会更坚强的活下去 也许你从朋友的角度也会这么希望吧 谢谢你。","submitter":"曼陀罗","date":"May 12, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Zha_Ke/page.en.md b/people/Zha_Ke/page.en.md index c72ce7a2..335dc264 100644 --- a/people/Zha_Ke/page.en.md +++ b/people/Zha_Ke/page.en.md @@ -9,7 +9,80 @@ Zha Ke (Lilith) was a transgender man. We have little information of him, only a (Warning: Please be informed that the letter by Zha Ke is potentially triggering, includes depiction of suicidal thoughts and mental health issues. The letter is in simplified Chinese and translated to English.) +
+My Will +> I have been continuously harrassed by people online for two years because my inability to adapt to society and stupidity. +> I had been doxxed by both people online and in the real world; the police wasn't able to do much. +> I have mental health issues like borderline personality disorder, bipolar disorder type 2, severe anxiety, PTSD. +> Maybe it's because of my own personality problems, which might stemmed from my mental health issues. +> I cannot take care of myself nor do I have enough money. +> For a long time, I've been tortured by suicial thoughts. +> Therefore, here is my will: +> +> 1. I wish my parents won't damage my stuff. +> 2. I wish my remains would be sent into the sea. +> 3. I wish all my online presence be erased. +> 4. I wish there's no funeral. +> 5. My suicide isn't because of other people. +> 6. I wish my haters refrain from hating me after my death. +> +> Works like *Suicide Room* and *No Longer Human* expresses the sentiment of the pain of living. +> I don't wish to become a secular person like Lucien in *Kill Your Darlings*. +> I wished to live freely like Sid Vicious from the band *Sex Pistols*, but I know the pain he holds deep inside and the sufferings he had experienced. +> I know I cannot become someone like him. +> Although these may sound a little chunibyo, I'm not going to keep those thoughts all to myself anymore. +> +> People come and go and few ended up friends with me. +> Thinking of all those who had left, how many of them were actually nice to me? +> Yet I kept thinking about their wellbeing, even me myself is starting to think there's something wrong with me. +> Even if I die and see them in the afterlife, they might not be nice to me. +> Yet I keep thinking about them. +> +> I feel extreme pain just from living. +> I know I'm turning numb, but sometimes my heart beats faster anyway, reminding me I'm easily agitated. +> Maybe I have already lost the ability to love. I might never love anyone ever again. +> This is my own fault and my own problem. +> I know people love me and care about me but I can't feel it. +> +> What I can't gain is what I can't gain no matter how much I work for it. +> Maybe I'm actually flawed as a human. +> Why do I keep loving people I shouldn't? +> Why can't I keep it to myself? +> +> Maybe I won't gain true love. Maybe I won't even be able to maintain any long-term relationships. +> I will spend my days in emptiness without feeling the vibrance of life. +> I will suffer in the eternity of being burdened by my sins. +> +> Before, when people told me nicely the importance of studying, I thought they were trying to tell me to off myself asap. +> I know they're trying to tell me to accept reality, but I couldn't accept it until now. +> I should set aside my ambitions and accept the crumbling reality. +> +> I'm a piece of trash and everytime I listen to sad songs I feel a bit moved. +> Yet I don't even have the ability to continuously feel sad anymore. +> I cannot do anything well. +> I even lost the right to be sad. +> +> To think a person would feel extreme loneliness in a crowd of billions. +> To think a person would be overcome by suicial thoughts yet no one saw a sign. +> What kind of society is this? +> That's not a society; it's a lair of beasts. +> +> — *On Suicide* Bocher +> +> My future plans are nothing but suicide. +> Suicide has always been the least difficult option. +> Only suicide can release me from my suffering. +> Remember we lived under one sky. +> Remember you are not alone when we separate. +> +> December 13th, 2021 to April 6th 2023 +> — Zha Ke +> +> The world abandoned me long ago. +> I'll be forgotten by everyone eventually. +
+ -He wrote, “The world abandoned me long ago. I will also eventually be forgotten by everyone.” However, we will remember him forever. We are grateful that the owner of [StarTransForEve](https://startransforeve.com/) provided his information for our rememberance. +He wrote, “The world abandoned me long ago. I will also eventually be forgotten by everyone.” However, we will remember him forever. We are grateful that the owner of [StarTransForEve](https://startransforeve.com/) provided his information for our remembrance. Rest in peace, Zha Ke diff --git a/people/a2581911655/comments/2024-03-30-C17080.json b/people/a2581911655/comments/2024-03-30-C17080.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..508084d2 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/a2581911655/comments/2024-03-30-C17080.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17080,"content":"晚安姐姐，我会好好生活的","submitter":"小欣","date":"Mar 30, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/a2581911655/comments/2024-04-01-C17087.json b/people/a2581911655/comments/2024-04-01-C17087.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..5ee21a19 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/a2581911655/comments/2024-04-01-C17087.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17087,"content":"||为什么要骗我，说话的来找我玩||","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Apr 1, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/a2581911655/comments/2024-05-17-C17171.json b/people/a2581911655/comments/2024-05-17-C17171.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..580e7b8e --- /dev/null +++ b/people/a2581911655/comments/2024-05-17-C17171.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17171,"content":"晚安，我永远的姐姐","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"May 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/a2581911655/comments/2024-05-17-C17172.json b/people/a2581911655/comments/2024-05-17-C17172.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..27c60d90 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/a2581911655/comments/2024-05-17-C17172.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17172,"content":"晚安，我永远的姐姐（恋人）。——默默","submitter":"默默","date":"May 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/a2581911655/comments/2024-05-19-C17177.json b/people/a2581911655/comments/2024-05-19-C17177.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..54babbe6 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/a2581911655/comments/2024-05-19-C17177.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17177,"content":"唉……她生前我就察觉到过她精神状态有点不对劲，在QQ上也私信问过情况，她只是说了几句“想有人骂她”之类的奇怪的话，然后过了几天就听到了她的死讯……唉，如果当时就有所干预会不会不会发生这些呢……祝她在那一边幸福，变成自己想成为的样子","submitter":"Main包","date":"May 19, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/a2581911655/comments/2024-07-14-C18027.json b/people/a2581911655/comments/2024-07-14-C18027.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..79df7c9a --- /dev/null +++ b/people/a2581911655/comments/2024-07-14-C18027.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18027,"content":"对不起，我没有在最后挽回你","submitter":"YingLu0","date":"Jul 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/a2581911655/comments/2024-07-30-C18059.json b/people/a2581911655/comments/2024-07-30-C18059.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..076e9527 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/a2581911655/comments/2024-07-30-C18059.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18059,"content":"晚安","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jul 30, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/a2581911655/info.yml b/people/a2581911655/info.yml new file mode 100644 index 00000000..3056815e --- /dev/null +++ b/people/a2581911655/info.yml @@ -0,0 +1,8 @@ +id: a2581911655 +profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.png +info: + born: '2005-12-19' + died: '2024-01-21' # 00:08 +websites: + twitter: https://twitter.com/a2581911655 + Bilibili: https://space.bilibili.com/444330613 diff --git a/people/a2581911655/page.en.md b/people/a2581911655/page.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..19f308dc --- /dev/null +++ b/people/a2581911655/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,40 @@ +--- +name: Magic Chewing Gum +info: + alias: Chewing Gum, jjlin1219 + location: Urumqi, Xinjiang +--- + +## Description + +Chewing Gum was a trans girl loving life and caring about others. + +On Bilibili, she posted videos of various games, most of which belonged to vehicle simulation game, including *World Truck - Driving Simulator*, *Spintires: MudRunner* and so on. +She also played PUBG and Genshin Impact, which were currently popular games. + +She had a good hands-on ability, and conducted DIY on many devices by herself, +she also did some little experiences with her own hands. + +On her road of exploring being a girl, she once had sense of inferiority, confusion, and anxiety, but she still lived strongly for a long time. + +Following are some personal photos she left in this world: + + + +## The End of Her Journey + +At the end of 2023, she planned a 3-month journey. + +During the time, she came to Guangdong, and got into [Yantian](https://one-among.us/profile/SS3B_0016/)'s Iveco van. She tweeted: + +> “It was comfortable to sit on the front passenger-side seat of Yantian's van~” + +After that, she arrived in Shanghai, Zhejiang, and Henan, and met with many friends. + +On January 18th, 2024, she ended her journey reluctantly and said that she won't able to see everyone again until one and a half year later. + +But she couldn't fulfill her appointment. +The farewell is a life and death parted. Two days later, she attempted to take her life, and finally left us forever. diff --git a/people/a2581911655/page.md b/people/a2581911655/page.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..8aadb0aa --- /dev/null +++ b/people/a2581911655/page.md @@ -0,0 +1,39 @@ +--- +name: 奇妙的口香糖 +info: + alias: 口香糖 + location: 新疆乌鲁木齐 +--- + +## 简介 + +口香糖是一个热爱生活的跨性别女孩。 + +在 B 站上，她发布了各种游戏的游玩视频，其中最多的要数模拟驾驶类游戏，包括世界卡车、旋转轮胎等。当然，也包括热门的 PUBG 与原神。 + +她的动手能力很强，曾经自己进行了许多设备的 DIY，也会动手做一些小实验。 + + + + + +在探索作为女孩子的道路上，尽管也有过自卑、迷茫，以及各种焦虑情绪，但她坚强地生活了许久，也在这个世界上留下了许多美好的印记： + + + +## 旅途的终点 + +2023 年岁末，她策划了一场为期三个月的旅行。 + +在旅途之中，她来到了广东地区，也在这个时候坐上了[盐田姐姐](https://one-among.us/profile/SS3B_0016/)的依维柯面包车，她直言： + +> 「盐田的副驾真舒服捏～」 + +随后，她还去到了上海、浙江、河南等地，贴到了一些想要见面的人。 + +2024 年 1 月 18 日，她不舍地结束了她的旅行，并说，一年半之后才能再和大家相见了。 + +但这一约定也未能实现，此一离去，便是永别。两日之后，她选择结束自己的生命，永远地离开了我们。 diff --git a/people/a2581911655/page.zh_hant.md b/people/a2581911655/page.zh_hant.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..dce85f7a --- /dev/null +++ b/people/a2581911655/page.zh_hant.md @@ -0,0 +1,39 @@ +--- +name: 奇妙的口香糖 +info: + alias: 口香糖 + location: 新疆烏魯木齊 +--- + +## 簡介 + +口香糖是一個熱愛生活的跨性別女孩。 + +在 B 站上，她發佈了各種遊戲的遊玩視訊，其中最多的要數模擬駕駛類遊戲，包括世界卡車、旋轉輪胎等。當然，也包括熱門的 PUBG 與原神。 + +她的動手能力很強，曾經自己進行了許多設備的 DIY，也會動手做一些小實驗。 + + + + + +在探索作為女孩子的道路上，儘管也有過自卑、迷茫，以及各種焦慮情緒，但她堅強地生活了許久，也在這個世界上留下了許多美好的印記： + + + +## 旅途的終點 + +2023 年歲末，她策劃了一場為期三個月的旅行。 + +在旅途之中，她來到了廣東地區，也在這個時候坐上了[鹽田姐姐](https://one-among.us/profile/SS3B_0016/)的依維柯廂型車，她直言： + +> 「鹽田的副駕真舒服捏~」 + +隨後，她還去到了上海、浙江、河南等地，貼到了一些想要見面的人。 + +2024 年 1 月 18 日，她不舍地結束了她的旅行，並說，一年半之後才能再和大家相見了。 + +但這一約定也未能實現，此一離去，便是永別。兩天之後，她選擇結束自己的生命，並永遠地離開了我們。 diff --git a/people/a2581911655/photos/photo1.jpg b/people/a2581911655/photos/photo1.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..107ea771 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/a2581911655/photos/photo1.jpg differ diff --git a/people/a2581911655/photos/photo2.jpg b/people/a2581911655/photos/photo2.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..e2d33b7b Binary files /dev/null and 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a/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-04-01-C17084.json b/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-04-01-C17084.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..bfd8171a --- /dev/null +++ b/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-04-01-C17084.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17084,"content":"晚安\n","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Apr 1, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-04-04-C17096.json b/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-04-04-C17096.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..d01cc697 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-04-04-C17096.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17096,"content":"晚安~","submitter":"飞鱼","date":"Apr 4, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-05-14-C17157.json b/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-05-14-C17157.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..30791f66 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-05-14-C17157.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17157,"content":"晚安","submitter":"匿名","date":"May 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-05-18-C17174.json b/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-05-18-C17174.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..73f09e63 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-05-18-C17174.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17174,"content":"晚安","submitter":"Grey Toulipa","date":"May 18, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-06-03-C17198.json b/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-06-03-C17198.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..3d60f618 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-06-03-C17198.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17198,"content":"生日快乐，陌生的姐妹。。。晚安","submitter":"星川樱子","date":"Jun 3, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-06-04-C17202.json b/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-06-04-C17202.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..45d99c75 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-06-04-C17202.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17202,"content":"晚安","submitter":"苏小喵","date":"Jun 4, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-06-11-C17221.json b/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-06-11-C17221.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..0a1203b4 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-06-11-C17221.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17221,"content":"晚安姐妹，祝愿你在天堂永远快乐","submitter":"希雨月喵","date":"Jun 11, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-06-19-C17247.json b/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-06-19-C17247.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..810fabb6 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-06-19-C17247.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17247,"content":"13岁……愿你下辈子可以以漂亮女孩的身份生活。","submitter":"皮卡丘永远向光明","date":"Jun 19, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-08-08-C18088.json b/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-08-08-C18088.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..7e7ed00c --- /dev/null +++ b/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-08-08-C18088.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18088,"content":"晚安","submitter":"N552AA","date":"Aug 8, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/akasa_musha/page.en.md b/people/akasa_musha/page.en.md index 8f10f320..1137cf14 100644 --- a/people/akasa_musha/page.en.md +++ b/people/akasa_musha/page.en.md @@ -13,6 +13,6 @@ Her parents expressed serious disapproval of her transgender behavior at first, It is a pity that her friends’ efforts did not stop her depression from worsening. In the end, she chose suicide. -After her death, Han Lianyi (a Chinese trans women known for her volunteer suicide prevention work) reflected on her failure to transfer Yuxue to someone else in time when Han was not capable enough for her case; failing to discover Yuxue's obvious signs of suicide in time; and her inadequacy in guiding the rescue of Yuxue at hospital. Han hopes that this failure could help guide future suicide prevention efforts. +After her death, Han Lianyi (a Chinese trans woman known for her volunteer suicide prevention work) reflected on her failure to transfer Yuxue to someone else in time when Han was not capable enough for her case; failing to discover Yuxue's obvious signs of suicide in time; and her inadequacy in guiding the rescue of Yuxue at hospital. Han hopes that this failure could help guide future suicide prevention efforts. May Yuxue become a beautiful girl and never be discriminated against in heaven. diff --git a/people/akasa_musha/page.md b/people/akasa_musha/page.md index aaf3b23e..787498fc 100644 --- a/people/akasa_musha/page.md +++ b/people/akasa_musha/page.md @@ -1,7 +1,7 @@ --- name: 星云羽雪 --- -羽雪是一位跨性别猫娘。在她的自诉里，她说道「我宣布，我是一个transspecies cat girl，跨物种猫娘。我虽然生理上是一个人类，但我认同自己是猫娘。同时我认同自己是女性，但我的身体是男性，所以我是mtf」 +羽雪是一位跨性别猫娘。在她的自诉里，她说道「我宣布，我是一个 transspecies cat girl，跨物种猫娘。我虽然生理上是一个人类，但我认同自己是猫娘。同时我认同自己是女性，但我的身体是男性，所以我是 MtF」 羽雪是一位很需要陪伴的人，这在她的推文当中经常被提到。她经常在推文中表达她对孤独的难以忍受与对陪伴的渴求。终于，她也找到了几位能够陪伴她的姐妹。但是她的敏感又让她担心她会被人所讨厌。 diff --git a/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-08-03-C18067.json b/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-08-03-C18067.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..99f57a2c --- /dev/null +++ b/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-08-03-C18067.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18067,"content":"||我也想变得想你一样||","submitter":"asu","date":"Aug 2, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-08-03-C18068.json b/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-08-03-C18068.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..239e8b0e --- /dev/null +++ b/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-08-03-C18068.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18068,"content":"晚安","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Aug 3, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-08-03-C18070.json b/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-08-03-C18070.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..8e6aa59d --- /dev/null +++ b/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-08-03-C18070.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18070,"content":"晚安","submitter":"Zexy","date":"Aug 3, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-08-04-C18072.json b/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-08-04-C18072.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..ed22002f --- /dev/null +++ b/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-08-04-C18072.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18072,"content":"晚安……","submitter":"希玖.","date":"Aug 4, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-08-04-C18075.json b/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-08-04-C18075.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..74faf63f --- /dev/null +++ b/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-08-04-C18075.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18075,"content":"晚安","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Aug 4, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-08-04-C18077.json b/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-08-04-C18077.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..33090656 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-08-04-C18077.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18077,"content":"在411时坐在病床前与你聊天，至今无法释怀——林灵","submitter":"林灵","date":"Aug 4, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-08-17-C18116.json b/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-08-17-C18116.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..59704d4b --- /dev/null +++ b/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-08-17-C18116.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18116,"content":"晚安","submitter":"林依雪","date":"Aug 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/chunchun_yudong/info.yml b/people/chunchun_yudong/info.yml new file mode 100755 index 00000000..44d5c9c5 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/chunchun_yudong/info.yml @@ -0,0 +1,6 @@ +id: chunchun_yudong +profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.png +info: + born: '2004-09-03' + died: '2024-06-30' +websites: diff --git a/people/chunchun_yudong/page.en.md b/people/chunchun_yudong/page.en.md new file mode 100755 index 00000000..6c462f85 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/chunchun_yudong/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,31 @@ +--- +name: YuDong +info: + alias: YuDong + location: Liupanshui, Guizhou +--- + +The departure of YuDong shocked many of her friends. Many people said it was hard to believe. Perhaps only a few close friends understood her true feelings. + +YuDong is a transgender person from Liupanshui, Guizhou. She experienced gender dysphoria and transitioned over six or seven years, switching between MtF and MtX identities. In early December 2023, she underwent gender reassignment surgery, but the results did not meet her expectations. + +The author of this page and YuDong had their surgeries at the same hospital around the same time. After regaining the ability to walk, I frequently visited her in the ward, witnessing each other's recovery. I never imagined that the "goodbye" when I was discharged would be our final farewell. + +She enjoyed photography and had arranged to meet a fellow trans woman who was a cosplayer for a photo session. However, before they could meet, the tragic news of YuDong's passing reached her. + +Her mental state had been poor before, and the post-surgery emptiness exacerbated her issues. The regrets and detransition of fellow patients further undermined her resolve. In this state, she turned to hallucinations to fill the void. + +> By the way, are there any effective hallucinogenic drugs? +> ——Apr.12, 2024 + +In the early morning of June 30, 2024, after another overdose, she said her last words to her friends and then chose to end her life. The friend who received the news tried to intervene and then called the police, but it was too late. + +> in mind +> Lots of information +> All my memories +> Become a dream +> ——Jun.30, 2024 + +She asked this friend to inform her contacts of her passing, but due to the two-step verification on her QQ account, the friend could not fulfill her last wish. + +On QZone, YuDong's last post seemed normal, except for a series of "good night" messages below, silently expressing her friends' grief and reflecting her warmth and care for others during her life. diff --git a/people/chunchun_yudong/page.md b/people/chunchun_yudong/page.md new file mode 100755 index 00000000..9b602032 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/chunchun_yudong/page.md @@ -0,0 +1,33 @@ +--- +name: 蠢蠢鱼动 +info: + alias: 魔芋，爽！, 鱼动 + location: 贵州六盘水 +--- + +蠢蠢鱼动离世的消息震惊了她此前的不少朋友。许多人表示难以相信，也许只有少数深交知晓她真实的心情。 + +蠢蠢鱼动是一位来自贵州六盘水的跨性别者。她经历了六七年的性别烦躁和性别过渡，性别身份在 MtF 与 MtX 间切换。2023 年 12 月初，她完成了性别重置手术，但手术的效果并不如她的预期。 + +笔者和她在同一家医院实施性别重置手术，且手术时间相近，在刚恢复行走能力后常串病房看望她，见证了彼此的恢复。未曾想出院时的那句“再见”竟是永别。 + +尽管私底下会和一些朋友抱怨，但她仍然积极活跃在医院的术前与术后群，并和许多群友结下了友谊，一起玩过游戏，许下了很多约定，例如和群友一起旅游。只是由于鱼动走得突然，不少约定都未能实现。 + +她爱好摄影，曾有一位作为 coser 的跨女和她相约拍照，但还没能见面，便收到了鱼动的噩耗。 + +她此前精神状态就不佳，术后的虚无感使她的精神问题加重，同期术友的后悔与 detrans 也打击了她的信念。在这种情况下，她开始用幻觉来填充空白。 + +> 对了，有哪些容易致幻的精品神药吗？ +> ——2024.04.12 + +在 2024 年 6 月 30 日凌晨，又一次药物滥用后，她向自己的朋友说了最后的话，随后选择了离世。收到她消息的朋友曾试着干预，此后又报了警，但为时已晚。 + +> 脑子里 +> 好多信息 +> 我的记忆全都 +> 变成梦 +> ——2024.06.30 + +她想让这位朋友帮忙向自己的列表好友们转告自己离世的消息，但由于她的 QQ 账号开启了登录验证，朋友无法完成她的这一遗愿。 + +空间里，鱼动的最后一条说说似乎一切正常，只有底下的一连串“晚安”评论，默默寄托着好友们的哀思，表现着她生前对他人的温暖与照顾。 diff --git a/people/chunchun_yudong/page.zh_hant.md b/people/chunchun_yudong/page.zh_hant.md new file mode 100755 index 00000000..e4c81bf6 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/chunchun_yudong/page.zh_hant.md @@ -0,0 +1,35 @@ +--- +name: 蠢蠢魚動 +info: + alias: 魔芋，爽！, 魚動 + location: 貴州六盤水 +--- + +蠢蠢魚動離世的消息震驚了她此前的不少朋友. 許多人表示難以相信, 也許只有少數深交知曉她真實的心情. + +蠢蠢魚動是一位來自貴州六盤水的跨性別者. 她經過了六七年的性別煩躁和性別過渡, 性別身份在 MtF 與 MtX 之間切換. 2023 年 12 月初, 她完成了性別重置手術, 但手術的結果並不符合她的預期. + +筆者和她在同一家醫院實施性別重置手術且時間相近, 在剛恢復行走能力後常串訪病房去看望她, 見證了彼此的恢復. 未曾想到出院時的「再見」竟是永別. + +即使私下會和一些夥伴抱怨, 但她仍然積極活躍在醫院的術前和術後群中, 並和許多成員結下了友情, 一起玩過遊戲, 定下了許多如一起旅遊的約定. 只是她走的突然, 許多約定未能實現. + +她愛好攝像, 曾經有一個作為 coser 的跨女和她相約照相, 但是還沒有見面, 便受到了魚動的噩耗. + +她此前精神狀態就不佳, 術後的虛無感使她的精神問題加重, 同期術友的後悔與 detrans 也打擊了她的信念. 在這種狀況下, 她開始用幻覺填充空白. + +> 對了, 有哪些容易致幻的精品神藥[^1]嗎? +> ——2024.04.12 + +在 2024 年 6 月 30 日凌晨, 又一次過量藥物後, 她向自己的朋友說了最後的話, 隨後選擇了離世. 收到消息的朋友試圖干預, 此後又報了警, 但為時已晚. + +> 腦子裡 +> 好多信息 +> 我所有的回憶 +> 成為夢想 +> ——2024.06.30 + +她想讓這位朋友幫忙向自己的列表好友們轉告自己離世的消息, 但由於她的 QQ 賬號開啟了兩步驗證, 朋友無法完成她的這一遺願. + +QZone 裡, 魚動的最後一條說說似乎一切正常, 只有下面一連串「晚安」留言, 默默寄託著好友的哀思, 表現著她生前對他人的溫暖和照願. + +[^1]: 即「精神藥品」 \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/chunchun_yudong/photos/profile.png b/people/chunchun_yudong/photos/profile.png new file mode 100644 index 00000000..01c28ce9 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/chunchun_yudong/photos/profile.png differ diff --git a/people/dogesir_/comments/2024-02-11-C15406.json b/people/dogesir_/comments/2024-02-11-C15406.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..6a705781 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/dogesir_/comments/2024-02-11-C15406.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15406,"content":"晚安，时隔一年有余来看你，愿在银河的旅途愉快，绘出那绝美星空。","submitter":"赛莱瑟","date":"Feb 11, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/dogesir_/comments/2024-03-08-C16012.json b/people/dogesir_/comments/2024-03-08-C16012.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..ca0b5390 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/dogesir_/comments/2024-03-08-C16012.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":16012,"content":"晚安，记得你还祝过我生日快乐。","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Mar 8, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/dogesir_/comments/2024-05-17-C17169.json b/people/dogesir_/comments/2024-05-17-C17169.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..1d07a03c --- /dev/null +++ b/people/dogesir_/comments/2024-05-17-C17169.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17169,"content":"我是顺性，跨子社群中经常被吐槽的直男。\n我很少参与你们的社群，只记得很喜欢你发的东西。\n你第三次尝试离开那天我彻夜打游戏，记得我们还在深夜聊天，你很热情，带着正走在人生最后一程的坦然。\n我注意到你，我作为还在这个世界的旅客暂时试图挽留你。但是我在做的无数次有意无意的所谓挽留里至今唯一一次地确信屏幕对面我正在挽留的人是不属于这个庸俗世界的。我明白我多说无益了。\n我们还会继续在这个操蛋世界活下去，抗争下去。你只是坐错了列车来到我们身边的人，但是我们感谢你来过。\n祝愿属于你的世界充满爱与美。天啊，你一定要幸福啊。\n","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"May 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/dogesir_/page.en.md b/people/dogesir_/page.en.md index 2f2d9cf8..4cf3ca80 100644 --- a/people/dogesir_/page.en.md +++ b/people/dogesir_/page.en.md @@ -2,10 +2,10 @@ name: dogesir_ info: alias: dogesir, Lan Gou (blue dog) - location: Changchun, Jilin, China + location: Changchun, Jilin --- -> “Have you seen *The Train Travelling through the Starry Sky*? I want to get on that train, too.” +> “Have you seen *Night on the Galactic Railroad*? I want to get on that train, too.” ## Description @@ -24,7 +24,7 @@ Here are some of her drawings before she left: '${path}/photos/works6.jpg', ]} /> -This is her last self description: +This is her last self-description: > “I don't think I'm going to change it for several months because I poured lots of effort into it” @@ -97,6 +97,6 @@ Wish you not lonely on the train. And remember: Look at the star Betelgeuse one {/* Comments from the translator: -Please, don't romantize suicid! I'm begging you! +Please, don't romanticize suicide! I'm begging you! All of you. */} diff --git a/people/donotexist_A/comments/2024-07-28-C18055.json b/people/donotexist_A/comments/2024-07-28-C18055.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..241849c8 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/donotexist_A/comments/2024-07-28-C18055.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18055,"content":"希望来生无病痛","submitter":"life","date":"Jul 28, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/donotexist_A/comments/2024-08-04-C18076.json b/people/donotexist_A/comments/2024-08-04-C18076.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..84cc0fc8 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/donotexist_A/comments/2024-08-04-C18076.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18076,"content":"I was trying to find you. I printed my IELTS check-in form with your printer. I guess...We all hoped for you to appear again, even as ghosts. But that never happened. Good night, and thanks for your printer.","submitter":"Yonah C. ","date":"Aug 4, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/donotexist_A/page.en.md b/people/donotexist_A/page.en.md index e20c092e..66091623 100644 --- a/people/donotexist_A/page.en.md +++ b/people/donotexist_A/page.en.md @@ -31,7 +31,7 @@ Exist once found a [tagline signaling gender expression diversity acceptance by Exist likes to read books. Many types of books. She has a preference for paper books. -Once, she went to [Huado library](https://twitter.com/donotexist_A/status/1358339066056482817?s=20) for the book *Gender Trouble* by Butler. +Once, she went to [Huadu library](https://twitter.com/donotexist_A/status/1358339066056482817?s=20) for the book *Gender Trouble* by Butler. Exist likes to try out new things. She often wandered around the city and found lots of great sceneries other people would have ignored. @@ -42,7 +42,7 @@ Exist has too many good qualities to list. Exist helped many trans people in Guangdong to build up confidence by using her social media. She shared her experience of how she was able to get a diagnosis of gender dysphoria and get the prescriptions with everyone. -We believe, if we are able to see Exist one more time, she would share all she saw and learnt during her time in the other world with us. +We believe, if we are able to see Exist one more time, she would share all she saw and learned during her time in the other world with us. In 2021, May, Exist died of the low blood pressure caused by medication side effects and complications. Good night, Exist. diff --git a/people/donotexist_A/page.md b/people/donotexist_A/page.md index 534b9c5e..304c3b60 100644 --- a/people/donotexist_A/page.md +++ b/people/donotexist_A/page.md @@ -2,7 +2,7 @@ name: 不存在 info: alias: 不存在、存存 - location: 中國廣東省 + location: 中国广东 --- ## 简介 diff --git a/people/donotexist_A/page.zh_hant.md b/people/donotexist_A/page.zh_hant.md index 7deb901c..d6d28b7a 100644 --- a/people/donotexist_A/page.zh_hant.md +++ b/people/donotexist_A/page.zh_hant.md @@ -2,7 +2,7 @@ name: 不存在 info: alias: 不存在、存存 - location: 中國廣東省 + location: 中國廣東 --- ## 簡介 diff --git a/people/gaoyanger/page.en.md b/people/gaoyanger/page.en.md index a09d4f3e..b76b1b18 100644 --- a/people/gaoyanger/page.en.md +++ b/people/gaoyanger/page.en.md @@ -5,6 +5,8 @@ info: location: Haikou, China --- +> Gaoyang indulged in the cradle of happiness. + ## Profile Gaoyang was a pretty, tender and kind girl. She always acted strong despite being raised in poverty by a single-parent. diff --git a/people/gaoyanger/page.md b/people/gaoyanger/page.md index 41a1ef35..4ba4beed 100644 --- a/people/gaoyanger/page.md +++ b/people/gaoyanger/page.md @@ -5,6 +5,8 @@ info: location: 海南海口 --- +> 羔羊沉溺在幸福的摇篮中。 + ## 简介 羔羊是一个可爱、温柔、善良的女孩。是单亲家庭，从小生活条件不好，但她一直很坚强。 diff --git a/people/gaoyanger/page.zh_hant.md b/people/gaoyanger/page.zh_hant.md index 7d2c951f..fe7d8035 100644 --- a/people/gaoyanger/page.zh_hant.md +++ b/people/gaoyanger/page.zh_hant.md @@ -5,6 +5,8 @@ info: location: 海南海口 --- +> 羔羊沉溺在幸福的搖籃之中。 + ## 簡介 羔羊是一個可愛、溫柔、善良的女孩。是單親家庭，從小生活條件不好，但她一直很堅強。 diff --git a/people/hakureico/comments/2024-06-05-C17204.json b/people/hakureico/comments/2024-06-05-C17204.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..3287b487 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/hakureico/comments/2024-06-05-C17204.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17204,"content":"千歌小天使晚安，\n渺小的星座也是闪闪发光的恒星呢……","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jun 5, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/hakureico/info.yml b/people/hakureico/info.yml new file mode 100644 index 00000000..510f5bb1 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/hakureico/info.yml @@ -0,0 +1,11 @@ +id: hakureico +profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.png +info: + born: '1999-01-13' + died: '2018-08-09' +websites: + twitter: https://twitter.com/LNNU_Hakureico + # twitter: https://twitter.com/Kagura_twit + zhihu: https://www.zhihu.com/people/hakureico + github: https://github.com/nekoparainfo + Bilibili: https://space.bilibili.com/282031569 \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/hakureico/page.en.md b/people/hakureico/page.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..f7b46d08 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/hakureico/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,150 @@ +--- +name: Hanasaka +info: + alias: Kagurazaka Hanasaka, Hakureico + location: Dalian, Liaoning +--- + +
+**A R I G A T O** +> こんなちいさな星座なのに +> +> I'm such a small and insignificant constellation, +> +> ココにいたこと 気付いてくれて +> +> but you noticed that I was here. +> +> ありがとう +> +> Thank you. +
+ +## Description + +Hanasaka was a trans girl who was lively and lovely. +She studied in the School of Mathematics at Liaoning Normal University. + +She was proficient in mathematics and enjoyed learning computer science. + +She was also a traffic enthusiast. +She was interested in city buses, rail transit and national railways. +Occasionally, she took flights and looked at the blue sky outside the porthole. +Although these were always solo trips. + + + +She was good at playing rhythm game OSU, and uploaded many videos of her gameplay. +She was still online even when she was in a bad mental condition. + +Hanasaka also focused on several kinds of games, +such as *THE iDOLM@STER SHINY COLORS* and *Nekopara*. +Sadly, she gradually lost interest in games due to life pressure, +and she no longer updated her activities in games afterwards. + +For some reason, her mental health worsened since March 2018. Luckily, there were still people who cared about her. +In early June 2018, she went to IKEA with an acquaintance, and ate tasty and affordable ice cream cones together. + +## Her Departure + +As Hanasaka described herself on her Zhihu profile: "Just a Giftia, about to be deactivated". + +A Giftia is a type of android with a humanoid body in anime *PLASTIC MEMORIES*. +They have their own personality and emotions. +But they can only "live" for a maximum of 81,920 hours, +after which their programming becomes corrupted due to numerous failed attempts at overwriting old information. +If a Giftia is not retrieved and deactivated before the end of their lifespan, it is very likely that they will become "Wanderers". + +Hanasaka used this metaphor to describe her mental state about to collapse. + +In May, she used "Mayday" to convey the signal that she was approaching her limit. +Fortunately, she was out of danger later on. + +> Responder 7700 **Mayday Mayday Mayday Mayday** has been downgraded to **Mayday Mayday Mayday** +> +> Expected overweight landing +> +> Executing overweight landing checklist +> +> // I'm probably a fallen angel. +> +> // My unpredictable mood is just like the weather outside. +> +> // Please rest assured, everyone who forwarded my post. It won't crash! + +Although she told everyone to go out and take a look at the scenery to relax, +and she also said, "Please keep alive even if you are desperate. In that case, you can make dreams come true." + +But she still chose to leave this world in August. + +Before that, she entrusted Mizuki, a railfan in the United States, to announce her death on her account. + +Mizuki told us a short story instead of publishing a cold obituary. + +> Finally went to hell as a devil. +> +> updated 18-08-09 + +The sentence was left by her boyfriend to her. +She was seeking the end of her first love, but she couldn't receive an answer. +even if the answer was "Go f*ck yourself" + +Finally, she could only leave such words: + +> "May the world treat you well." +> +> "At least better than me." + +In fact, how could she possibly be a devil going to hell? +She was a gentle person with a "helper" personality. +She always thought about others without considering herself. +But perhaps it's also the reason why they parted. + +At last, she burned her belongings, and drowned in the river that never stopped flowing. + +She had been in a world where no one would hate her, and nothing bad would happen. + +## Her Letter + +Hanasaka left a letter for her only friend: + +> I am never gone, +> +> Just changed where I live, +> +> From ground to heaven owo +> +> (Maybe hell xDDDD) +> +> If you happen to see this, +> +> You shouldn't be surprised, +> +> Cause neko has 9 lives =w= +> +> Remember, +> +> I will always be with you, +> +> No matter what you've become, +> +> And who's by your side w +> +> Sincerely, +> +> Kagurazaka Hanasaka +> +> Aug. 8th, 2018 +> +> Main__Function__Triggered__Successfully____ +> +> 2018__10__15__20__42__31________ +> +> HOSTED__WITH__GAE____ + +Now these accounts are free. May she be free too. + +Time to sleep friends, and keep smiling, keep alive. diff --git a/people/hakureico/page.md b/people/hakureico/page.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..2eab5706 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/hakureico/page.md @@ -0,0 +1,134 @@ +--- +name: 神楽坂千歌 +info: + alias: 千歌, Hanasaka, Hakureico + location: 辽宁大连 +--- + +
+**A R I G A T O** +> こんなちいさな星座なのに +> +> 明明我只是一个如此渺小的星座 +> +> ココにいたこと 気付いてくれて +> +> 存在于这里 你却能注意到 +> +> ありがとう +> +> 谢谢你 +
+ +## 简介 + +千歌是个活泼可爱的跨性别女孩，在辽宁师范大学数学学院就读。 + +她精通数学学科，也喜欢许多计算机科学的内容。 + +千歌也是个交通迷，不仅关注着城市公交，还经常坐火车，偶尔，她也坐上飞机看看蓝天。 + +虽然，许多时候都是一个人的旅行呢…… + + + +她很擅长玩 OSU，并在 B 站上传了许多她游玩谱面的视频，即使在她精神不好的时候，她的 OSU 也是在线状态。 + +不仅限于音游，她也关注着《偶像大师 闪耀色彩》《猫娘乐园》等多款游戏。难过的是，在生活的压力下，她对许多游戏相关的事情逐渐失去了兴趣，后续也不再更新动态了。 + +虽然因为各种原因，从 18 年 3 月开始，她的精神似乎就不太好。不过，她的周围也有许多关心着她的人呢，18 年 6 月初的时候，千歌和她的伙伴去过宜家，一起吃了便宜好吃的小甜筒。 + +## 离世 + +正如知乎简介中所写的那样，千歌这样介绍自己：「只是个即将销毁的 Giftia 而已。」 + +Giftia，是《可塑性记忆》中的人形智能机器人，有着人类的感情，却只有 81920 小时的固定寿命，若超过回收期限，其人格和记忆就会发生损坏，变为危险的“徘徊者”。 + +千歌用这样的比喻，诉说着自己即将崩坏的精神状态。 + +五月份的时候，她用「Mayday[^1]」来传达自己已经接近极限的信号，好在后续转危为安。 + +> 应答机 7700 MaydayMaydayMayday 降为 MaydayMayday +> +> 预计超重着陆 +> +> 正在执行超重着陆检查单 +> +> //大概我是只堕天使吧。 +> +> //反复无常的心情，就和外面的天气一样。 +> +> //之前转发的各位，敬请放心。不会坠毁！ + +尽管她还和大家说，多出去走一走看看风景散散心，也说过「即使再绝望也要活下来啊。那样才有可能实现愿望的说。」这样的话语。 + +但她终究还是在 8 月的时候选择了离开。 + +离开之前，她委托了一位身在美国的铁路爱好者 Mizuki 在她的账号之上发布她的离世消息。 + +Mizuki 用一段故事和间断的讲述代替了冷冰冰的讣告： + +> Finally went to hell as a devil. +> +> updated 18-08-09 + +这句话是千歌曾经的恋人留给她的，千歌曾不断地想知道，为何那段爱情会终结，最终却得到的是「去你的吧」的答案。 + +终究她也只能留下这样的话： + +> 「希望世界好好对你。」 +> +> 「至少比我好。」 + +其实，哪里是什么要下地狱的恶魔呢？千歌是很温柔的人呢，有着助人型人格，常想着对方，而没考虑到自己。但或许，这也正是她与恋人分开的原因。 + +最后的最后，她燃尽了她所携着的一切，淹没在了不息的川流之中。 + +去到了一个，不会发生那些难受的事情，不会有人讨厌她的世界里。 + +## 千歌的信 + +千歌给她的朋友留下了一封信： + +> 我其实未曾离去 +> +> 只是换了地方 +> +> 从大地到天堂之上owo +> +> （也许是地狱 xDDDD） +> +> 如果你碰巧看到了这段小诗 +> +> 不要感到意外呢 +> +> 因为猫有九条命哦 =w= +> +> 记住呢 +> +> 无论你会变成什么样 +> +> 也不论陪在你身旁的是谁w +> +> 我永远与你同在呢 +> +> 谨启 +> +> 神楽坂千歌 +> +> 2018 年 8 月 8 日 +> +> Main__Function__Triggered__Successfully____ +> +> 2018__10__15__20__42__31________ +> +> HOSTED__WITH__GAE[^2]____ + +是时候说晚安了，愿大家都能保持微笑，好好活下去呢。 + +[^1]: 国际通用的无线电遇难求救讯号。在飞机上使用时，通常为极端危急情况，需要立即救援。 + +[^2]: 即 Google App Engine diff --git a/people/hakureico/page.zh_hant.md b/people/hakureico/page.zh_hant.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..b1ffc12c --- /dev/null +++ b/people/hakureico/page.zh_hant.md @@ -0,0 +1,135 @@ +--- +name: 神楽坂千歌 +info: + alias: 千歌, Hanasaka, Hakureico + location: 遼寧大連 +--- + +
+**A R I G A T O** +> こんなちいさな星座なのに +> +> 明明我只是一個如此渺小的星座 +> +> ココにいたこと 気付いてくれて +> +> 存在於這裡 你卻能注意到 +> +> ありがとう +> +> 謝謝你 +
+ + +## 簡介 + +千歌是個活潑可愛的跨性別女孩，在遼寧師範大學數學學院就讀。 + +她精通數學學科，也喜歡許多計算機科學的內容。 + +千歌也是個交通迷，不僅關注著城市公交，還經常坐火車，偶爾，她也坐上飛機看看藍天。 + +雖然，許多時候都是一個人的旅行呢…… + + + +她很擅長玩音樂遊戲 OSU，並在 Bilibili 上載了許多她遊玩譜面的視頻，即使在她精神不好的時候，她的 OSU 也仍然是線上狀態。 + +不僅限於音遊，她也關注著《偶像大師 閃耀色彩》《貓娘樂園》等多款遊戲。難過的是，在生活的壓力下，她對許多與遊戲相關的事情逐漸失去了興趣，最終也不再更新遊戲實況了。 + +雖然因為各種原因，從 18 年 3 月開始，她的精神似乎就不太好。不過，她的周圍也有許多關心著她的人呢，18 年 6 月初的時候，千歌和她的夥伴去過 IKEA，一起吃了便宜美味的甜筒冰淇淋。 + +## 離世 + +正如知乎簡介中所寫的那樣，千歌這樣介紹自己：「只是個即將銷毀的 Giftia 而已。」 + +Giftia，是《可塑性記憶》中的人形智慧型機器人，有著人類的感情，卻只有 81920 小時的固定壽命，若超過回收期限，其人格和記憶就會發生損害，變為危險的“徘徊者”。 + +千歌用這樣的比喻，訴說著自己即將崩壞解體的精神狀態。 + +五月份的時候，她用「Mayday[^1]」來傳達自己已經接近極限的信號，好在後續轉危為安。 + +> 應答機 7700 MaydayMaydayMayday 降為 MaydayMayday +> +> 預計超重著陸 +> +> 正在執行超重著陸檢查單 +> +> //大概我是只墮天使吧。 +> +> //反復無常的心情，就和外面的天氣一樣。 +> +> //之前轉發的各位，敬請放心。不會墜毀！ + +儘管她還和大家說，多出去走一走看看風景散散心，也說過「即使再絕望也要活下來啊。那樣才有可能實現願望的說。」這樣的話語。 + +但她終究還是在 8 月的時候選擇了離去。 + +離開之前，她委託了一位身在美國的鐵道愛好者 Mizuki 在她的帳戶之上發佈她的離世消息。 + +Mizuki 用一段故事和間斷的敘述代替了冷冰冰的訃告： + +> Finally went to hell as a devil. +> +> updated 18-08-09 + +這句話是千歌曾經的戀人留給她的，千歌曾不斷地想知道，為何那段愛情會終結，最終卻得到的是「去你的吧」的答案。 + +終究她也只能留下這樣的話： + +> 「希望世界好好對你。」 +> +> 「至少比我好。」 + +其實，哪裡是什麼要下地獄的惡魔呢？千歌是很溫柔的人呢，有著助人型人格，常想著對方，而沒考慮到自己。但或許，這也正是她與戀人分開的原因。 + +最後的最後，她燃盡了她所攜著的一切，淹沒在了不息的川流之中。 + +去到了一個，不會發生那些難受的事情，不會有人討厭她的世界裡。 + +## 千歌的信 + +千歌給她的朋友留下了一封信： + +> 我其實未曾離去 +> +> 只是換了地方 +> +> 從大地到天國owo +> +> (也許是地獄 xDDDD) +> +> 如果你偶然看到了這段小詩 +> +> 不要感到意外呢 +> +> 因為貓有九條命哦 =w= +> +> 記住呢 +> +> 無論你將變成什麼樣子 +> +> 也無論陪在你身旁的是誰w +> +> 我永遠與你同在呢 +> +> 謹啟 +> +> 神楽坂千歌 +> +> 2018 年 8 月 8 日 +> +> Main__Function__Triggered__Successfully____ +> +> 2018__10__15__20__42__31________ +> +> HOSTED__WITH__GAE[^2]____ + +是時候說晚安了，願大家都能保持微笑，好好活下去呢。 + +[^1]: 國際通用的無線電遇難求救訊號。在飛機上使用時，通常為極端危急情況，需要立即救援。 + +[^2]: 即 Google App Engine diff --git a/people/hakureico/photos/photo1.png b/people/hakureico/photos/photo1.png new file mode 100644 index 00000000..63c77b18 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/hakureico/photos/photo1.png differ diff --git a/people/hakureico/photos/photo2.jpg b/people/hakureico/photos/photo2.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..c2fa90e7 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/hakureico/photos/photo2.jpg differ diff --git a/people/hakureico/photos/profile.png b/people/hakureico/photos/profile.png new file mode 100644 index 00000000..e1416f42 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/hakureico/photos/profile.png differ diff --git a/people/homoyamakaze/comments/2024-01-08-C15090.json b/people/homoyamakaze/comments/2024-01-08-C15090.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..5c6c52e4 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/homoyamakaze/comments/2024-01-08-C15090.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15090,"content":"晚安，亲爱的朋友…","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 8, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/homoyamakaze/comments/2024-02-07-C15395.json b/people/homoyamakaze/comments/2024-02-07-C15395.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..cfca1134 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/homoyamakaze/comments/2024-02-07-C15395.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15395,"content":"晚安....猫猫头","submitter":"萱冉","date":"Feb 7, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/homoyamakaze/comments/2024-05-16-C17162.json b/people/homoyamakaze/comments/2024-05-16-C17162.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..2c834b8e --- /dev/null +++ b/people/homoyamakaze/comments/2024-05-16-C17162.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17162,"content":"又想你了呀~猫猫头...","submitter":"王小汐~","date":"May 16, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/homoyamakaze/page.en.md b/people/homoyamakaze/page.en.md index fe309e7f..45ed694d 100644 --- a/people/homoyamakaze/page.en.md +++ b/people/homoyamakaze/page.en.md @@ -8,7 +8,7 @@ info: ## Description [Qian Yu Mao Tou](https://twitter.com/homoyamakaze) -wrote the first article about [how to get a diagnosis of gender dysphoria in Liaoning](https://mtf.wiki/zh-cn/docs/psyco/liaoning/liu-hong/) +wrote the first article about [how to get a diagnosis of gender dysphoria in Liaoning](https://mtf.wiki/zh-cn/docs/psyco/liaoning/liu-hong/)[^1] on [MtF.wiki](https://mtf.wiki). She also helped many trans people in person to get their diagnosis and prescriptions. Working together with Qian Yu Zhi Xue, she helped many people get affordable HRT medicine, amount of which was over a hundred boxes. @@ -26,3 +26,5 @@ Confirmed on twitter by both [Sui Ye You Zi](https://twitter.com/YuzuTvT) and [L Contributor of entry: [Sui Ye You Zi](https://twitter.com/YuzuTvT) + +[^1]: Under fact checking diff --git a/people/homoyamakaze/page.md b/people/homoyamakaze/page.md index aac58859..c34bd685 100644 --- a/people/homoyamakaze/page.md +++ b/people/homoyamakaze/page.md @@ -7,7 +7,7 @@ info: ## 简介 -[浅羽猫头](https://twitter.com/homoyamakaze) ，上传了 MtF.wiki 上 [首个辽宁地区开证方法](https://mtf.wiki/zh-cn/docs/psyco/liaoning/liu-hong/)，线下协助多名跨性别开具易性症证明和处方，和浅羽织雪一起帮助数位跨性别女性买到了低价日雌，数量约在百盒以上。 +[浅羽猫头](https://twitter.com/homoyamakaze) ，上传了 MtF.wiki 上 [首个辽宁地区开证方法](https://mtf.wiki/zh-cn/docs/psyco/liaoning/liu-hong/)[^1]，线下协助多名跨性别开具易性症证明和处方，和浅羽织雪一起帮助数位跨性别女性买到了低价日雌，数量约在百盒以上。 @@ -22,3 +22,5 @@ info: 该消息于 2022 年 11 月 25 日由 [穗也柚子](https://twitter.com/YuzuTvT) 和 [Lee](https://twitter.com/rbqwansui) 发布。 条目贡献：[穗也柚子](https://twitter.com/YuzuTvT) + +[^1]: 正在事实核查中 diff --git a/people/homoyamakaze/page.zh_hant.md b/people/homoyamakaze/page.zh_hant.md index 45c938ad..8a04b4b4 100644 --- a/people/homoyamakaze/page.zh_hant.md +++ b/people/homoyamakaze/page.zh_hant.md @@ -7,7 +7,7 @@ info: ## 简介 -[淺羽貓頭](https://twitter.com/homoyamakaze) ，上傳了 MtF.wiki 上[首個遼寧地區開證方法](https://mtf.wiki/zh-cn/docs/psyco/liaoning/liu-hong/)，線下協助多名跨性別開具易性症證明和處方，和淺羽織雪一起幫助數位跨性別女性買到了低價日雌，數量約在百盒以上。 +[淺羽貓頭](https://twitter.com/homoyamakaze) ，上傳了 MtF.wiki 上[首個遼寧地區開證方法](https://mtf.wiki/zh-cn/docs/psyco/liaoning/liu-hong/)[^1]，線下協助多名跨性別開具易性症證明和處方，和淺羽織雪一起幫助數位跨性別女性買到了低價日雌，數量約在百盒以上。 @@ -18,3 +18,5 @@ info: 該消息於 2022 年 11 月 25 日由 [穗也柚子](https://twitter.com/YuzuTvT) 和 [Lee](https://twitter.com/rbqwansui) 發佈。 條目貢獻：[穗也柚子](https://twitter.com/YuzuTvT) + +[^1]: 此部分內容正在經受事實核查 (Fact Check) diff --git a/people/interrgned/comments/2024-08-20-C18123.json b/people/interrgned/comments/2024-08-20-C18123.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..91629d90 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/interrgned/comments/2024-08-20-C18123.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18123,"content":"愿她在彼岸安好……","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Aug 20, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/interrgned/info.yml b/people/interrgned/info.yml new file mode 100644 index 00000000..028e517f --- /dev/null +++ b/people/interrgned/info.yml @@ -0,0 +1,15 @@ +id: interrgned +profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.png +info: + born: '1995-05-25' + died: '2024-01-22' +websites: + twitter: https://twitter.com/interrgned + github: https://github.com/interrgned + youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@interrgned + Bilibili: https://space.bilibili.com/152550 + weibo: https://weibo.com/interrgned + # mydigit: http://bbs.mydigit.cn/u.php?uid=1316082 + iconify:bi:steam: https://steamcommunity.com/id/interrgned + # makerforums: https://forum.makerforums.info/u/interrgned/summary + # oshwlab: https://oshwlab.com/interrgned diff --git a/people/interrgned/page.en.md b/people/interrgned/page.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a33d2025 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/interrgned/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,37 @@ +--- +name: interrgned +info: + alias: Danpian + location: Jiangmen, Guangdong +--- + +(To-Do) + +## Line + + + +## Wave + + + + + + + + + + + + +## Love + +## End + +Contributor for this entry: [Shayu Xiliye](http://twitter.com/UnnnLlllx3) diff --git a/people/interrgned/page.md b/people/interrgned/page.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..312c3391 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/interrgned/page.md @@ -0,0 +1,213 @@ +--- +name: 单片 +info: + alias: 单片 + location: 广东江门 +--- + + +支离破碎的记忆，如纷乱的线般，交叉，组合，分裂，堙灭…… + +
+ +## 电波 + +凛冽的冬日也终会过去，还记得那一天吗，那是 3 月 18 日。 + +为什么提起来呢，因为，真的很谢谢你…… + +白与黑的树突曲折蔓延，枯树与其他仍然保留着绿叶的树。 + +铺满象牙白与品红石砖的校园小道，灰尘覆在砖块上。 + +那棵被砖石包盖住树根的大树，枝梢轻轻地摇曳着。 + +一个高高的身影立在那，和一位很好看的姐姐在一起。 + +我看着手机上的指示，小心翼翼地走了过去。 + +“你好……？”我胆怯地问道，她愣了一下，才反应过来，热心地跟我打起招呼。 + +跟旁边的小伙伴们说，这位也是来参加无线电考试的朋友哦。 + +我受宠若惊地坐在树旁，看她们开心地摆弄自己的手台。 + +随后一起出去，三个人一起拿出手机拍三个手台的贴贴图，但她们本来不知道我是跨。我还没来得及解释，就被她们发现了——因为我转发了相关的内容，就在头条，她们大为震惊，那位姐姐说： + +> “这是小孩子不应该知道的，不过都这个年代了也很正常。” + +于是我就鼓起勇气跟她们出柜，她们好像更震惊似的，随后对我的态度就有好大变化，感觉更加亲切了，被姐姐摸了摸头，好喜欢，我有些受宠若惊，她们也没问我太多隐私，就继续聊无线电去了。 + +我们一起去看了当地的收音机博物馆，也是第一次看到那么罕见的收藏品。 + +她带着三台收音机，德生的 2P3，PL330，还有一台自己设计的。还是裸 PCB,没外壳。 + +她在进馆后说一直很想带着这几台收音机来看看前辈们——也就是那些古老的收音机。 + +离开后，只觉得第一次交到那种有共同爱好的朋友真的很开心。 + +她还送给我一些跨的亚克力挂件，她真的很温柔…… + +之后，我要上学去了，我们交换了联络方式，我第一次在学校和她打公用电话的时候，她听起来很开心。 + +我们还聊了怎么收听中继台，有想过在学校利用中继台和她对讲，但无奈学校位置偏远，信号不好，只有每周末坐校车回去时才可以勉强收到大家中继台的信号，我也想要个呼号，这样子感觉好棒！ + +后来她带我加入了当地朋友的一个中继台，那也是我人生中第一次跟别人通联，交换讯息，用的是随意起的数字代号，她还特意在群里通知友台们给我让路 QAQ，那天在下雨，后面和友台也顺利通联，信号很好的，好耶！ + +又胆怯又怕麻烦的我，总是被她这样的姐姐鼓励着，温暖着，那也是因为我第一次的尝试，才有了如今的我。（当天通联一直有个坏蛋在干扰我们这个中继频率，我们都很生气。） + +后面，每到学校，有空总会拿起电话，跟她聊聊今天怎么样，大家都有什么新鲜事啦，因为我是插班生，在学校没什么交心的朋友，单片就成了唯一的姐姐，后面更是叫她姊姊。 + +我们当时相处得真的很开心，每到放学，你总会第一时间接听我的电话，你总是开心地先出声“猫猫～”，你经常在刚下班回到车上时接听到我的来电，要么在回家的路上，要么在去爷爷家的路上。 + +后面就在网上聊维修，抱怨学校的问题，抱怨公司的问题，聊兴趣爱好，聊生活…… + +和她共享过服务器，给她送过一些耗材还有些小玩意，委托过她帮忙焊 U 盘。 + +偶尔，在周末里，单片会带我出去逛逛，上次说带我去淇澳岛结果因为超严重的堵车不得不放弃，然后转回去江门，带我看了当地的特色古街，带我吃了魔厨，一路上和我聊了很多，我也知道了她喜欢电路设计，摄影，小动物，她此前还在一个动物救助站做志愿者，还有收集植物标本什么的，看上去是十分悠然的乐天派。 + +不久后的一天，我给她打过平常的电话，到了晚上的时候，她不知为什么突然萌生了非常强大的自杀冲动，我看到了智能手表上她发的消息，那晚我真的快被吓死……我跑到宿舍最里面的洗手间试图跟进消息，试图找人帮忙联系她，忙活了一个小时，期间我又要防着被宿管抓，来回游走于床上和洗手间，然后又怀着担心煎熬地睡过去，第二天没看消息时，我还在为她偷偷落泪，到了中午知道她已经好过来之后，我才松了一口气。 + +但之后，烦心事不断，她一直在电话里抱怨自己的家人，特别是爸爸和爷爷他们对自己留长发的态度，以及公司制度的不公平，生活上无法越过的挫折等等，她经常一下班就去公园旁边的小河，带着 NaNO2，跟我说自己真的不想活了，然后说她的自杀打算，我希望她能好好活下去，挺过这一段困难时期。 + +说完这些道理，也是尽可能地安慰她，电话里，她一直在哭，我尽力了，我几乎每个晚修都是掐着点进教室的，因为在宿舍长时间占用电话被舍友针对，但我只是想尽我的责任，作为一个受照顾者应尽的责任，她是我最重要的朋友。 + +那之后，就是我也无法做到的事了…… + +## 命运 + +哭都哭完了，麻木了。 + +单片离世后，我多少有些愧疚，愧疚于我没有好好陪伴她，之前那些伤心的事，我也和她一起经历了不少，但我还是觉得，作为她重要的朋友，我本应该更努力地去安慰她，给她希望。 + +我的脑海里突然闪过一个画面，是那个“第一次”。 + +我来到医院，找到她的继母时，单片还在做抢救。 + +那位急诊的医生说道： + +> “自杀有一次，就有第二次。” + +第一次是冲动，第二次是命中注定。 + +单片的第一次“死亡”看似带来了新生，但她的心结没有解开，她眼中的世界依旧迷茫。 + +许多人都相信着重生，认为重生能够洗掉一切，而这次，会让命运更加偏袒单片吗？ + +其实，是的。自从单片在鬼门关走过一遭之后，她就越发地表现出性取向的变化。她离开之前，还在电话里跟我唠叨，说老一辈不喜欢自己留的长头发…… + +你似乎慢慢找到了生活的方向，从起初购买衣服时的迷茫，到后来终于穿出最合适最美丽的风格给大家看。我们给你拍了不少好看的照片，至少照片上的你很开心，你也比以前更活泼开朗了。 + +我们见面的次数更多了，也有一些温馨的回忆。 + +但，怎么说呢？自从你对自己失望开始，每次的事件都如同在和自己玩俄罗斯转盘。 + +鲜血终究流淌，事件不止 6 颗子弹那么简单，有的打得轻，有的打得重。更何况不止 6 颗子弹，失去希望的那一刻，你就已经知道自己走投无路了…… + +跨性别是生活的主调，它本身没有错，但内在的负面情绪，随着时间的推移逐渐堆积，最终引发了这场悲剧。 + +一切的一切，都是自己对自己的挣扎。 + +我说： + +> “我只认识那个死前的你，不想认识迷茫的你。” + +为什么这样说呢？ + +因为我原谅你因为家属与公司的问题，为自己的尊严而死。 + +但我无法原谅你接受内心难以填补的空洞，你很想陪伴那些逝去的伙伴，有了这样的想法，我们就已经很难挽回你了。 + +你深深感觉到自己已经可有可无了。 + +> “反正一个人就只能这样子了。” + +你最终疲惫地说道…… + +我知道那些不专业的医师给你开的药物让你很难受，让你本就缺乏快乐的生活更加阴暗，笼罩上一层层朦胧的雾霾。 + +人吃饭睡觉是自打出生就会的，这些是本能驱使，可人喝酒抽烟 OD 吸毒，这些却是后天学会的。 + +有了第一次，就很难没有第二次。 + +好比你觉得酒难喝，那只是你没找到对你口味的酒，对口味的话，你会喜欢上吧。 + +这些后天行为只是为了取悦自己的情绪安慰剂。 + +那自杀呢？自杀啊，其实是个很复杂的话题，我们当前的社会缺乏人性的关怀，缺乏术后的认知疗愈，缺乏社会支持，对于自杀者来说，是一种深深的绝望。 + +不然，那些躺在 ICU 里的孩子，怎么还有家长问出“孩子明天能上学吗”这样的话呢？ + +自杀者需要爱和关怀，而不是在逃过一劫后，重新自己一个人战斗，这样还能坚持下来的人，很少很少。 + +单片被解救出来后的几个月，我都没怎么跟单片说话，因为那后面是她自己的生活了，我早就隐隐预感到她会离开，我跟她说过，我希望她好好的，但我不想干涉她的选择，因为她真的累了，需要很长的时间休息。 + +压力来源于性取向，来源于家庭工作，来源于[盐田](https://one-among.us/profile/SS3B_0016)的离开，以及其他的一些事…… + +单片只是累了而已，她很温柔，对所有人都很友好，她生前慰问过那些生死未卜的同伴，但没人真正在乎她本人过得怎么样，不知道她内心的挣扎其实就是对世间的失望，也许没有人会陪伴她，死亡是她唯一的归宿。 + +世界是冷血的。这仿佛命运般，逃不过的，再努力也无济于事…… + +缺乏关爱，缺乏安全感，无数次试图与朋友们对上频率，但电波总是偏移。 + +可怜的单片，安息吧。要在那边过得好好的，这是我唯一的对你的期望了。 + +> 自杀总是很复杂的，但，要知道的是，有一就有二，有二就有三。 +> +> 我真诚地希望大家能找到属于自己心灵的归宿。 +> +> 即使暂时没找到也不要气馁。 +> +> 因为你不是为了那些证书，那些事业而活。 +> +> 是为了你自己，独一无二的，活着的你。 + +## 寻爱 + +单片跟她的继母聊起过盐田，她继母反问道：“你为什么不像盐田一样去帮助别人呢？” + +单片可能很想，但她实际上只渴望找到一个真正的伴侣，一个真正爱她、理解她的人。 + +盐田为了拯救而拯救， + +那……单片为了被爱而？ + +穷尽一生…… + +## 尽头 + +本笔记写于吃了褪黑素的凌晨，大概与脑海中原本的想法雏形有差别，但我大脑真的转不动了。 + +另外，我只是单方面记载我对单片的了解与我的主观思考，没人能真正了解别人，更何况，她自己也已经迷失了自我。 + +全文大概有 75% 的理性分析，余下的都是为单片而写的情绪内容。 + +对不起，其实我真的也很迷茫，也很空虚……下一个会不会是我呢？ + +我这些天想太多了，可能是我闲的吧，但我真的空虚到不知道该怎么做…… + +我也差不多活够了…… + +我几乎每天都倾听着她的悲伤，也尽力去抚平她的不安，我在她第一次自杀前一天还和她打了电话。 + +但她还是选择了那条路。第二天，她被抢救回来了，那一天打电话时，她对我说： + +> “猫猫，你可能第二天就见不到我了……” + +这句扎心的话，瞬间让我如坠冰窖。 + +这或许意味着，如果有第二次，我试着帮助她可能也没用了，因为我无法强行填充一个人空虚的内心，让她有着像机器人一样电充满了，各种参数都调好了的满足感。 + +事实上我来晚了，但我还是来了，在她睡着前，我看到她在推上发的吞药视频。于是我问她的情况，就问她吃了什么药，她说无所谓了，就那样，一个人沉寂在冰冷的出租屋。 + +她已经把自己的灵魂安排妥当了。 + +> “反正一个人就只能这样子了。” + +她所说的其实也不止于此，还有在各种药物的作用下口齿不清听不清楚的话……我大抵知道她这回真的要走了，因为已经没有光了。 + +> 随风飘去吧，安息吧，真的想你在另一个世界快乐些，做一个快乐的女孩子。 + +这是写给单片的话，愿她在彼岸安好。 + +条目贡献：[紗羽硒璃葉](http://twitter.com/UnnnLlllx3) diff --git a/people/interrgned/page.zh_hant.md b/people/interrgned/page.zh_hant.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a76faef9 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/interrgned/page.zh_hant.md @@ -0,0 +1,213 @@ +--- +name: 單片 +info: + alias: 單片 + location: 廣東江門 +--- + +支離破碎的記憶，如紛亂的綫般，交叉，組合，分裂，堙滅...... + +
+ + +## 電波 + +凜冽的冬日也終會過去，還記得那一天嗎，那是 3 月 18 日。 + +為什麼提起來呢，因為，真的很謝謝你...... + +白與黑的樹突曲折蔓延，枯樹與其他仍然保留著綠葉的樹。 + +鋪滿象牙白與品紅石磚的校園小道，灰塵覆在磚塊上。 + +那棵被磚石包蓋住樹根的大樹，枝梢輕輕地搖曳著。 + +一個高高的身影立在那，和一位很好看的姐姐在一起。 + +我看著手機上的指示，小心翼翼地走了過去。 + +“你好......？” 我膽怯地問道，她愣了一下，才反應過來，熱心地跟我打起招呼。 + +跟旁邊的小夥伴們說，這位也是來參加無線電考試的朋友哦。 + +我受寵若驚地坐在樹旁，看她們開心地擺弄自己的手臺。 + +隨後一起出去，三個人一起拿出手機拍三個手臺的貼貼圖，但她們本來不知道我是跨。 我還沒來得及解釋，就被她們發現了——因為我轉發了相關的內容，就在頭條，她們大為震驚，那位姐姐說： + +> “這是小孩子不應該知道的，不過都這個年代了也很正常。” + +於是我就鼓起勇氣跟她們出櫃，她們好像更震驚似的，隨後對我的態度就有好大變化，感覺更加親切了，被姐姐摸了摸頭，好喜歡，我有些受寵若驚，她們也沒問我太多隱私，就繼續聊無線電去了。 + +我們一起去看了當地的收音機博物館，也是第一次看到那麼罕見的收藏品。 + +她帶著三台收音機，德生的 2P3，PL330，還有一台自己設計的。 還是裸 PCB，沒外殼。 + +她在進館後說一直很想帶著這幾台收音機來看看前輩們——也就是那些古老的收音機。 + +離開后，只覺得第一次交到那種有共同愛好的朋友真的很開心。 + +她還送給我一些跨的亞克力掛件，她真的很溫柔...... + +之後，我要上學去了，我們交換了聯絡方式，我第一次在學校和她打公用電話的時候，她聽起來很開心。 + +我們還聊了怎麼收聽中繼台，有想過在學校利用中繼台和她對講，但無奈學校位置偏遠，信號不好，只有每週末坐校車回去時才可以勉強收到大家中繼台的信號，我也想要個呼號，這樣子感覺好棒！ + +後來她帶我加入了當地朋友的一個中繼台，那也是我人生中第一次跟別人通聯，交換訊息，用的是隨意起的數位代號，她還特意在群裡通知友台們給我讓路 QAQ，那天在下雨，後面和友台也順利通聯，信號很好的，好耶！ + +又膽怯又怕麻煩的我，總是被她這樣的姐姐鼓勵著，溫暖著，那也是因為我第一次的嘗試，才有了如今的我。 （當天通聯一直有個壞蛋在干擾我們這個中繼頻率，我們都很生氣。 ） + +後面，每到學校，有空總會拿起電話，跟她聊聊今天怎麼樣，大家都有什麼新鮮事啦，因為我是插班生，在學校沒什麼交心的朋友，單片就成了唯一的姐姐，後面更是叫她姊姊。 + +我們當時相處得真的很開心，每到放學，你總會第一時間接聽我的電話，你總是開心地先出聲“貓貓~”，你經常在剛下班回到車上時接聽到我的來電，要麼在回家的路上，要麼在去爺爺家的路上。 + +後面就在網上聊維修，抱怨學校的問題，抱怨公司的問題，聊興趣愛好，聊生活...... + +和她共用過伺服器，給她送過一些耗材還有些小玩意，委託過她幫忙焊 U 盤。 + +偶爾，在週末裡，單片會帶我出去逛逛，上次說帶我去淇澳島結果因為超嚴重的堵車不得不放棄，然後轉回去江門，帶我看了當地的特色古街，帶我吃了魔廚，一路上和我聊了很多，我也知道了她喜歡電路設計，攝影，小動物，她此前還在一個動物救助站做志願者，還有收集植物標本什麼的，看上去是十分悠然的樂天派。 + +不久後的一天，我給她打過平常的電話，到了晚上的時候，她不知為什麼突然萌生了非常強大的自殺衝動，我看到了智慧手錶上她發的消息，那晚我真的快被嚇死...... 我跑到宿舍最裡面的洗手間試圖跟進消息，試圖找人幫忙聯繫她，忙活了一個小時，期間我又要防著被宿管抓，來回遊走於床上和洗手間，然後又懷著擔心煎熬地睡過去，第二天沒看消息時，我還在為她偷偷落淚，到了中午知道她已經好過來之後，我才鬆了一口氣。 + +但之後，煩心事不斷，她一直在電話裡抱怨自己的家人，特別是爸爸和爺爺他們對自己留長髮的態度，以及公司制度的不公平，生活上無法越過的挫折等等，她經常一下班就去公園旁邊的小河，帶著 NaNO2，跟我說自己真的不想活了，然後說她的自殺打算，我希望她能好好活下去，挺過這一段困難時期。 + +說完這些道理，也是盡可能地安慰她，電話裡，她一直在哭，我盡力了，我幾乎每個晚修都是掐著點進教室的，因為在宿舍長時間佔用電話被舍友針對，但我只是想盡我的責任，作為一個受照顧者應盡的責任，她是我最重要的朋友。 + +那之後，就是我也無法做到的事了...... + +## 命運 + +哭都哭完了，麻木了。 + +單片離世后，我多少有些愧疚，愧疚於我沒有好好陪伴她，之前那些傷心的事，我也和她一起經歷了不少，但我還是覺得，作為她重要的朋友，我本應該更努力地去安慰她，給她希望。 + +我的腦海裡突然閃過一個畫面，是那個“第一次”。 + +我來到醫院，找到她的繼母時，單片還在做搶救。 + +那位急診的醫生說道： + +> “自殺有一次，就有第二次。” + +第一次是衝動，第二次是命中註定。 + +單片的第一次“死亡”看似帶來了新生，但她的心結沒有解開，她眼中的世界依舊迷茫。 + +許多人都相信著重生，認為重生能夠洗掉一切，而這次，會讓命運更加偏袒單片嗎？ + +其實，是的。 自從單片在鬼門關走過一遭之後，她就越發地表現出性取向的變化。 她離開之前，還在電話裡跟我嘮叨，說老一輩不喜歡自己留的長頭髮...... + +你似乎慢慢找到了生活的方向，從起初購買衣服時的迷茫，到後來終於穿出最合適最美麗的風格給大家看。 我們給你拍了不少好看的照片，至少照片上的你很開心，你也比以前更活潑開朗了。 + +我們見面的次數更多了，也有一些溫馨的回憶。 + +但，怎麼說呢？ 自從你對自己失望開始，每次的事件都如同在和自己玩俄羅斯轉盤。 + +鮮血終究流淌，事件不止 6 顆子彈那麼簡單，有的打得輕，有的打得重。 更何況不止 6 顆子彈，失去希望的那一刻，你就已經知道自己走投無路了...... + +跨性別是生活的主調，它本身沒有錯，但內在的負面情緒，隨著時間的推移逐漸堆積，最終引發了這場悲劇。 + +一切的一切，都是自己對自己的掙扎。 + +我說： + +> “我只認識那個死前的你，不想認識迷茫的你。” + +為什麼這樣說呢？ + +因為我原諒你因為家屬與公司的問題，為自己的尊嚴而死。 + +但我無法原諒你接受內心難以填補的空洞，你很想陪伴那些逝去的夥伴，有了這樣的想法，我們就已經很難挽回你了。 + +你深深感覺到自己已經可有可無了。 + +> “反正一個人就只能這樣子了。” + +你最終疲憊地說道...... + +我知道那些不專業的醫師給你開的藥物讓你很難受，讓你本就缺乏快樂的生活更加陰暗，籠罩上一層層朦朧的霧霾。 + +人吃飯睡覺是自打出生就會的，這些是本能驅使，可人喝酒抽煙 OD 吸毒，這些卻是後天學會的。 + +有了第一次，就很難沒有第二次。 + +好比你覺得酒難喝，那只是你沒找到對你口味的酒，對口味的話，你會喜歡上吧。 + +這些後天行為只是為了取悅自己的情緒安慰劑。 + +那自殺呢？ 自殺啊，其實是個很複雜的話題，我們當前的社會缺乏人性的關懷，缺乏術后的認知療癒，缺乏社會支持，對於自殺者來說，是一種深深的絕望。 + +不然，那些躺在 ICU 里的孩子，怎麼還有家長問出「孩子明天能上學嗎」這樣的話呢？ + +自殺者需要愛和關懷，而不是在逃過一劫後，重新自己一個人戰鬥，這樣還能堅持下來的人，很少很少。 + +單片被解救出來後的幾個月，我都沒怎麼跟單片說話，因為那後面是她自己的生活了，我早就隱隱預感到她會離開，我跟她說過，我希望她好好的，但我不想干涉她的選擇，因為她真的累了，需要很長的時間休息。 + +壓力來源於性取向，來源於家庭工作，來源於[鹽田](https://one-among.us/profile/SS3B_0016)的離開，以及其他的一些事...... + +單片只是累了而已，她很溫柔，對所有人都很友好，她生前慰問過那些生死未卜的同伴，但沒人真正在乎她本人過得怎麼樣，不知道她內心的掙扎其實就是對世間的失望，也許沒有人會陪伴她，死亡是她唯一的歸宿。 + +世界是冷血的。 這彷彿命運般，逃不過的，再努力也無濟於事...... + +缺乏關愛，缺乏安全感，無數次試圖與朋友們對上頻率，但電波總是偏移。 + +可憐的單片，安息吧。 要在那邊過得好好的，這是我唯一的對你的期望了。 + +> 自殺總是很複雜的，但，要知道的是，有一就有二，有二就有三。 +> +> 我真誠地希望大家能找到屬於自己心靈的歸宿。 +> +> 即使暫時沒找到也不要氣餒。 +> +> 因為你不是為了那些證書，那些事業而活。 +> +> 是為了你自己，獨一無二的，活著的你。 + +## 尋愛 + +單片跟她的繼母聊起過鹽田，她繼母反問道：“你為什麼不像鹽田一樣去幫助別人呢？ ” + +單片可能很想，但她實際上只渴望找到一個真正的伴侶，一個真正愛她、理解她的人。 + +鹽田為了拯救而拯救， + +那...... 單片為了被愛而？ + +窮盡一生...... + +## 盡頭 + +本筆記寫於吃了褪黑素的淩晨，大概與腦海中原本的想法雛形有差別，但我大腦真的轉不動了。 + +另外，我只是單方面記載我對單片的瞭解與我的主觀思考，沒人能真正了解別人，更何況，她自己也已經迷失了自我。 + +全文大概有 75% 的理性分析，餘下的都是為單片而寫的情緒內容。 + +對不起，其實我真的也很迷茫，也很空虛...... 下一個會不會是我呢？ + +我這些天想太多了，可能是我閒的吧，但我真的空虛到不知道該怎麼做...... + +我也差不多活夠了...... + +我幾乎每天都傾聽著她的悲傷，也盡力去撫平她的不安，我在她第一次自殺前一天還和她打了電話。 + +但她還是選擇了那條路。 第二天，她被搶救回來了，那一天打電話時，她對我說： + +> “貓貓，你可能第二天就見不到我了......” + +這句扎心的話，瞬間讓我如墜冰窖。 + +這或許意味著，如果有第二次，我試著説明她可能也沒用了，因為我無法強行填充一個人空虛的內心，讓她有著像機器人一樣電充滿了，各種參數都調好了的滿足感。 + +事實上我來晚了，但我還是來了，在她睡著前，我看到她在推上發的吞藥視頻。 於是我問她的情況，就問她吃了什麼葯，她說無所謂了，就那樣，一個人沉寂在冰冷的出租屋。 + +她已經把自己的靈魂安排妥當了。 + +> “反正一個人就只能這樣子了。” + +她所說的其實也不止於此，還有在各種藥物的作用下口齒不清聽不清楚的話...... 我大抵知道她這回真的要走了，因為已經沒有光了。 + +> 隨風飄去吧，安息吧，真的想你在另一個世界快樂些，做一個快樂的女孩子。 + +這是寫給單片的話，願她在彼岸安好。 + +條目貢獻：[紗羽硒璃葉](http://twitter.com/UnnnLlllx3) diff --git a/people/interrgned/photos/profile.png b/people/interrgned/photos/profile.png new file mode 100644 index 00000000..14d77cbd Binary files /dev/null and b/people/interrgned/photos/profile.png differ diff --git a/people/juzh50533467/comments/2024-07-08-C18001.json 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Juezhe was a trans girl who grew up in the rural areas of Guangxi. Though she didn't have much formal education, she carried within her a unique courage. +> +> We often see many trans women with different backgrounds and experiences. +> +> We might find it easier to notice those girls who shine brightly, trying to break barriers with their knowledge and education. +> +> But across this vast land, there are many more trans women who deserve to be seen. +> +> Juezhe didn't leave many words, so we have preserved her first-person narrative to retain more of her presence in this world. +> +> "Girls, don’t be ashamed... you’re not a freak, everyone is always with you." +> +> —— One Among Us + +## Juezhe's Self Narration + +When I was in elementary school, +I really liked the smooth, hairless skin of girls and how they could dress however they wanted, grow long hair, and braid it. +Most importantly, they could wear skirts, which was awesome. +Every time I saw other girls, I envied them very much. + +I secretly wore my sister's skirt once. +I was so happy but also very scared, scared of being discovered. +I hated my secondary sexual characteristics. +Why couldn't I be a girl... + +I hated the labels they put on me. +I couldn’t accept that, +but gender isn’t something you can choose. +I was destined not to change anything. +In others' minds, +boys were supposed to be rough and messy. + +I have a very considerate sister who always took care of me. +When I talked back and got hit by my dad, +she was always the first to comfort me. +I felt very happy staying with her, +but this short-lived happiness only lasted until she graduated from elementary school... + +Maybe it was partly because of family reasons. +When I was young, my dad smoked, drank, gambled, and liked to commit domestic violence. +He often hit me, leaving bruises and marks. +Once he beat me so hard that a thick black mark was left on my calf. +After a few instances of domestic violence, +my mom left to work in another province. +My dad often gambled till late and didn’t come home. +I was too scared to sleep alone, +so I kept the TV on and hid in the corner of the bed by the wall. +Maybe growing up in this kind of loveless environment made me crave love even more... + +I belonged to the passive personality type, +without my own opinions, +always feeling self-pity, +always escaping, +overly caring about others' evaluations, +and yearning for recognition. +No matter how sad I was, +I would always force a smile in front of others, +afraid of being misunderstood. + +Although only my childhood friend was willing to hang out with me, +I longed even more to play with girls. +When I saw female classmates playing string figure or jump rope, +I wanted to join them but didn’t have the courage, +so I could only watch from afar. +I remember very clearly one time during long-break, +I stood in the corner watching girls play jump rope for a long time. +I wanted so badly to join them but was afraid of being laughed at, +so I didn’t dare to speak. +In the end, one girl noticed me and invited me to play. +Just as I was about to go over, the bell rang. +I was really sad then, and this memory still stays with me... + +Sigh... +I kept these thoughts to myself and never told anyone. +Until one day, +I stumbled upon information about transgenders, estrogen, and transitioning on the internet. +This changed my rigid mindset, and after learning more, I unhesitatingly sought out ways to start HRT... + +## Juezhe's Departure + +> "I never really hoped to be accepted. Born a misfit..." + +On that day, that girl went to a secluded mountain, intending to end it all. + +She knew her family's financial situation couldn’t support her transition nor save her life. + +She always felt like a burden... + +> "The liquid was so strong, so bitter, and so salty..." +> +> "I hope in the next life I can be a girl... Sorry for making everyone worry even in death..." + +Say goodnight to that girl, she was just too tired, and fell asleep... diff --git a/people/juzh50533467/page.md b/people/juzh50533467/page.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..fd23918e --- /dev/null +++ b/people/juzh50533467/page.md @@ -0,0 +1,56 @@ +--- +name: 诀蛰 +info: + alias: 诀蛰 + location: 中国广西 +--- + +## 导语 + +> 诀蛰是一个来自广西农村的跨性别女孩，学历不高，但她的内心有属于自己的那份勇气。 +> +> 我们所能看到的许多跨性别女性，有着不一样的背景，不一样的经历。 +> +> 可能我们更容易看到，许多自带光芒的，试图用知识与学历打破禁锢的女孩们。 +> +> 但在这广袤无垠的土地上，还有更多，更多的跨性别女性们，应当被看见。 +> +> 诀蛰所留下的文字并不多，因此我们保留了她自述中的第一人称笔法，从而留下她在这个世界上更多的痕迹。 +> +> 「女孩啊，不要自卑呢……妳不是怪胎呢，大家一直与妳同在。」 +> +> —— 那些秋叶 + +## 诀蛰的自述 + +在俺小学的时候，很喜欢女生白白嫩嫩还没体毛的皮肤，还可以随心所欲地打扮自己，留长长的头发，还可以扎辫子，最重要的是可以穿裙子哎，超棒的好嘛，每次看到别的女生俺都会羡慕她们。 + +俺也有偷偷穿过俺姐的裙子，很开心又很害怕，害怕被别人发现。俺讨厌自己的第二性征，为什么俺不可以是女生…… + +俺也讨厌那些被贴在身上的标签，俺不能接受，但性别又不是自己能决定的，俺注定改变不了什么，在别人的印象中男生就只能是那种大大咧咧邋里邋遢的样子嘛。 + +俺有一个很懂事的姐姐，做什么事都很照顾俺，俺顶嘴被老爸打了也会第一时间来安慰俺。和她待在一起的日子里，俺感觉很幸福，不过这份短暂的幸福只持续到了她小学毕业…… + +也可能有点家庭原因，小时候老爸抽烟喝酒赌博全都沾，还喜欢家暴，他经常打俺。有一次打得小腿都留下了一条很粗的黑色的印子。俺老妈被家暴几次后就去了外省打工，老爸经常赌博到凌晨都不回来，俺一个人又不敢睡，只能一直开着电视躲在靠墙那边的床角，可能是因为这种从小缺爱的家庭环境让俺更渴望被爱吧……… + +俺是那种被动型人格，没有主见，自怨自艾，总是逃避，过分在意他人的评价，渴望被认可。可就算再难过，俺面对别人的时候也会挤出一丝笑容，害怕被别人误解。 + +虽然只有发小愿意陪俺，但俺更渴望能和女孩子一起玩，那时候看到女同学玩花绳，跳皮筋俺都想过去跟她们一起玩，无奈没有勇气迈出那一步，只能远远观望。俺记得非常清楚的是有一次大课间，俺一个人站在角落望着远处的女同学玩跳皮筋，看了很久，很想过去跟她们一起玩，但又害怕被笑，就没敢开口，到最后终于有个女孩看到俺了，邀请俺过去一起玩跳皮筋，俺刚想走过去的时候上课铃就响了，那时候真的很伤心，这件事俺现在依旧记忆深刻…… + +哎……这种想法一直藏在俺心底没和任何人提起过，直到之前偶然间从网络上了解到了药娘，雌激素和跨性别，改变了俺刻板的想法，深入了解后毫不犹豫的就去找途径买糖吃…… + +## 诀蛰的离开 + +> 「本来就不抱有能被接受的期望，生来就是个不合群的怪胎……」 + +在那天，那位女孩躲到了人们难以发现的山上，准备结束这一切。 + +她知道她的家庭经济条件没法将她挽救回来。 + +她总觉得自己是个累赘…… + +> 「好浓，好苦，好咸……」 +> +> 「希望来世可以当个女孩子……对不起，死了还要别人为俺担心……」 + +向那位女孩说晚安吧，她只是太累了，睡着了呢…… diff --git a/people/juzh50533467/page.zh_hant.md b/people/juzh50533467/page.zh_hant.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..e8062a4b --- /dev/null +++ b/people/juzh50533467/page.zh_hant.md @@ -0,0 +1,56 @@ +--- +name: 訣蟄 +info: + alias: 訣蟄 + location: 中國廣西 +--- + +## 導言 + +> 訣蟄是一個來自廣西農村的跨性別女孩, 學歷不高, 但她內心有屬於自己的那份勇氣。 +> +> 我們所能看到的許多跨性別女性, 有著不一樣的背景, 不一樣的經歷。 +> +> 可能我們更容易看到, 許多自帶光芒的, 試圖用知識和學歷打破禁錮的女孩子們。 +> +> 但這廣袤無垠的土地上, 更多的跨性別女性們, 應當被看見。 +> +> 訣蟄所留下的文字並不多, 因此我們保留了她自述的第一人稱筆法, 從而留下她在這個世界上更多的痕跡。 +> +> 「女孩啊, 不要自卑呢......妳不是怪胎呢, 大家與妳同在。」 +> +> —— One Among Us + +## 訣蟄的自述 + +在俺小學的時候，很喜歡女生白白嫩嫩還沒體毛的皮膚，還可以隨心所欲地打扮自己，留長長的頭髮，還可以紮辮子，最重要的是可以穿裙子哎，超棒的好嘛，每次看到別的女生俺都會羡慕她們。 + +俺也有偷偷穿過俺姐的裙子，很開心又很害怕，害怕被別人發現。俺討厭自己的第二性征，為什麼俺不可以是女生…… + +俺也討厭那些被貼在身上的標籤，俺不能接受，但性別又不是自己能決定的，俺註定改變不了什麼，在別人的印象中男生就只能是那種大大咧咧邋裡邋遢的樣子嘛。 + +俺有一個很懂事的姐姐，做什麼事都很照顧俺，俺頂嘴被老爸打了也會第一時間來安慰俺。和她待在一起的日子裡，俺感覺很幸福，不過這份短暫的幸福只持續到了她小學畢業…… + +也可能有點家庭原因，小時候老爸抽煙喝酒賭博全都沾，還喜歡家暴，他經常打俺。有一次打得小腿都留下了一條很粗的黑色的印子。俺老媽被家暴幾次後就去了外省打工，老爸經常賭博到淩晨都不回來，俺一個人又不敢睡，只能一直開著電視躲在靠牆那邊的床角，可能是因為這種從小缺愛的家庭環境讓俺更渴望被愛吧……… + +俺是那種被動型人格，沒有主見，自怨自艾，總是逃避，過分在意他人的評價，渴望被認可。可就算再難過，俺面對別人的時候也會擠出一絲笑容，害怕被別人誤解。 + +雖然只有髮小願意陪俺，但俺更渴望能和女孩子一起玩，那時候看到女同學玩花繩，跳皮筋俺都想過去跟她們一起玩，無奈沒有勇氣邁出那一步，只能遠遠觀望。俺記得非常清楚的是有一次大課間，俺一個人站在角落望著遠處的女同學玩跳皮筋，看了很久，很想過去跟她們一起玩，但又害怕被笑，就沒敢開口，到最後終於有個女孩看到俺了，邀請俺過去一起玩跳皮筋，俺剛想走過去的時候上課鈴就響了，那時候真的很傷心，這件事俺現在依舊記憶深刻…… + +哎……這種想法一直藏在俺心底沒和任何人提起過，直到之前偶然間從網路上瞭解到了跨性別和 HRT，改變了俺刻板的想法，深入瞭解後毫不猶豫的就去找途徑買糖吃…… + +## 訣蟄的離開 + +> 「本來就不抱有能被接受的期望, 生來就是個不合群的怪胎……」 + +在那天, 那位女孩躲到了人們難以發現的山上, 準備結束這一切. + +她知道她的家庭經濟條件沒辦法將她挽救回來. + +她總是覺得自己是個累贅... + +> 「好浓，好苦，好咸……」 +> +> 「希望来世可以当个女孩子……对不起，死了还要别人为俺担心……」 + +向那位女孩說晚安吧, 她只是太累了, 睡著了呢…… diff --git a/people/juzh50533467/photos/profile.jpg b/people/juzh50533467/photos/profile.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..2dd11077 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/juzh50533467/photos/profile.jpg differ diff --git a/people/keyword233/comments/2024-04-18-C17119.json b/people/keyword233/comments/2024-04-18-C17119.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..956c71ce --- /dev/null +++ b/people/keyword233/comments/2024-04-18-C17119.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17119,"content":"一年了，你在那边还好吗，还有一个人一直记得你的","submitter":"冷殇","date":"Apr 18, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/keyword233/info.yml b/people/keyword233/info.yml index 9c4ed1fd..e7682d4b 100644 --- a/people/keyword233/info.yml +++ b/people/keyword233/info.yml @@ -1,6 +1,8 @@ id: keyword233 profileUrl: ${path}/photos/photos1.jpg info: + born: '2006-01-20' died: '2023-04-19' websites: twitter: https://twitter.com/keyword233 + telegram: https://t.me/keyword233_chanel_KSFc8cWdYNqxg diff --git a/people/keyword233/page.en.md b/people/keyword233/page.en.md index 95d0fb72..b39e997d 100644 --- a/people/keyword233/page.en.md +++ b/people/keyword233/page.en.md @@ -2,7 +2,7 @@ name: keyword233 info: alias: keyword233 - location: Chengdu, China + location: Chengdu, Sichuan --- ## Description diff --git a/people/keyword233/page.md b/people/keyword233/page.md index 1e5adfaa..92c46064 100644 --- a/people/keyword233/page.md +++ b/people/keyword233/page.md @@ -2,12 +2,14 @@ name: keyword233 info: alias: keyword233 - location: 成都 + location: 四川成都 --- ## 简介 -[keyword233](https://twitter.com/keyword233)是一位來自中國的跨性別女性，她在Telegram上開設了自己的頻道，與大家分享她的生活點滴和心靈感悟。 -她是一位堅強不屈的人，勇敢地面對社會的偏見和歧視，堅定地捍衛自己的性別認同。她對電腦和貓咪有著濃厚的興趣，這在我看來很棒。她用她的智慧和熱情，為這個世界增添了一抹亮色。 +[keyword233](https://twitter.com/keyword233)是一位来自中国的跨性别女性，她在 Telegram 上开设了自己的频道，与大家分享她的生活点滴和心灵感悟。 + +她是一位坚强不屈的人，勇敢地面对社会的偏见和歧视，坚定地捍卫自己的性别认同。她对计算机和猫咪有着浓厚的兴趣，这在我看来很棒。她用她的智慧和热情，为这个世界增添了一抹亮色。 + +令人悲痛的是，她于 2023 年 4 月 19 日在医院去世，我们对她表示最深切的哀悼，我们会永远铭记她的。 -令人悲痛的是，她在2023年4月19日在醫院去世，我們對她表示最深切的哀悼，我們會永遠銘記她的。 diff --git a/people/keyword233/page.zh_hant.md b/people/keyword233/page.zh_hant.md index 21505ef4..28de4621 100644 --- a/people/keyword233/page.zh_hant.md +++ b/people/keyword233/page.zh_hant.md @@ -2,11 +2,11 @@ name: keyword233 info: alias: keyword233 - location: 成都 + location: 四川成都 --- ## 簡介 -[keyword233](https://twitter.com/keyword233)是一位來自中國的跨性別女性，她在Telegram上開設了自己的頻道，與大家分享她的生活點滴和心靈感悟。 +[keyword233](https://twitter.com/keyword233)是一位來自中國的跨性別女性，她在 Telegram 上開設了自己的頻道，與大家分享她的生活點滴和心靈感悟。 她是一位堅強不屈的人，勇敢地面對社會的偏見和歧視，堅定地捍衛自己的性別認同。她對電腦和貓咪有著濃厚的興趣，這在我看來很棒。她用她的智慧和熱情，為這個世界增添了一抹亮色。 diff --git a/people/lin10104/comments/2024-07-12-C18015.json b/people/lin10104/comments/2024-07-12-C18015.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a0de09e4 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/lin10104/comments/2024-07-12-C18015.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18015,"content":"晚安","submitter":"菊立朝凉","date":"Jul 12, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/lin10104/comments/2024-08-07-C18080.json b/people/lin10104/comments/2024-08-07-C18080.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a19deaaf --- /dev/null +++ b/people/lin10104/comments/2024-08-07-C18080.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18080,"content":"晚安","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Aug 7, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/lin10104/comments/2024-08-08-C18087.json b/people/lin10104/comments/2024-08-08-C18087.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..7b590be0 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/lin10104/comments/2024-08-08-C18087.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18087,"content":"晚安♡","submitter":"あRedumn丶","date":"Aug 8, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/lin10104/comments/2024-08-14-C18106.json b/people/lin10104/comments/2024-08-14-C18106.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..caff56dc --- /dev/null +++ b/people/lin10104/comments/2024-08-14-C18106.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18106,"content":"晚安","submitter":"梦梦","date":"Aug 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/lin10104/info.yml b/people/lin10104/info.yml new file mode 100644 index 00000000..8d62a12f --- /dev/null +++ b/people/lin10104/info.yml @@ -0,0 +1,7 @@ +id: lin10104 +profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.png +info: + born: '2006-02-04' + died: '2023-05-12' +websites: + twitter: https://twitter.com/lin10104 \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/lin10104/page.en.md b/people/lin10104/page.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..505f0728 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/lin10104/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,70 @@ +--- +name: Lin +info: + alias: Lin + location: Xi'an, Shaanxi +--- + +## Description + +Lin was a trans girl who studied art. +Her tweets often showcased several drafts of her paintings. + +
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+ +She had a childlike heart and was interested in all kinds of cute toys. + +Lin had a complex family situation. +She comes from a blended family where both parents each had a child before coming together and then had her. + +When she was young, she was surrounded by many people and felt very happy. + +But everything changed when she started elementary school. +Her father made money and had a change of heart, leading to frequent arguments with her mother, and they eventually divorced... + +She and her mother moved to another place, and their economic situation was not as good as before. Her mother often brought other men home, telling her that they were "partners." + +During that time, Lin struggled with depression and anxiety. +She later learned about being transgender and eventually confirmed her desire to be a girl. + +She didn't have many companions, only two or three. One of them, a girl, was very good to her, and they often chatted together. + +Her mother's boyfriend was physically abusive towards her. Even though her mother tried to stop it, she often suffered violence from him. + +This was followed by a series of events: coming out, running away, returning home, and being beaten. + +She was very afraid of pain but didn't know what to do... + +She didn't understand why her family had become like this or how she had become who she was. + +Later, there was self-harm, loneliness... and further mental breakdown. + +Once, she wrote in a tweet: + +> Friends, to me, are like: he is my only one, but I am just one of his. Afraid of loneliness, yet having to get used to loneliness. +> +> Watching movies alone, playing games alone, going to the arcade alone, going to the hospital alone... living a bit of a failed life... +> +> Afraid of being discovered by others, yet longing for their care. Sometimes a hug, a word of concern is more effective than any amount of medication, pretending to be normal, pretending to be cheerful all day... +> +> Turning off the phone, closing my eyes, the sense of loneliness comes rushing in, the past pains flashing before my eyes like a lantern... + +In the end, she chose to leave this world. + +Lin once wrote: In the next life, I want to be a cat, no studying, no work, no worries, just meowing... + +Hope that she can get her wish and be a cute, happy cat... diff --git a/people/lin10104/page.md b/people/lin10104/page.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..18d430cb --- /dev/null +++ b/people/lin10104/page.md @@ -0,0 +1,66 @@ +--- +name: 檩 +info: + alias: 檩 + location: 陕西西安 +--- + +## 简介 + +檩是一个学习艺术的跨性别女孩，在她的推文中，我们能够看到许多她的画作草稿。 + +
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+ +她也有着一颗童心，会对各种可爱的玩具感兴趣。 + +檩有着复杂的家庭情况。她的家庭是重组家庭，父母各有一个孩子，在一起之后就有了她。 + +在她小时候，身边有着许多人陪伴，她感到很幸福。 + +但在上小学之后，一切都改变了，她的父亲赚了钱，变了心，和她的母亲经常吵架，最后离了婚…… + +她与她的母亲搬到了另一个地方，家里的经济条件也没有以前好了。母亲经常往家里带其他的男人，并告诉她，这是「合作伙伴」。 + +那段时间，檩过得很难受，伴随着抑郁和焦虑。后来，她了解到了跨性别，最后确立了自己想要当女孩子的想法。 + +她的朋友不多，只有两三个朋友，其中有一个女孩子对她很好，她们经常在一起聊天。 + +她母亲的男朋友对她动过手，虽然她的母亲有所阻止，但她仍然经常受到来自他的暴力。 + +后来，就是出柜，跑路，回家，被打的连续的故事了。 + +她很怕疼，但她并不知道该怎么办…… + +她不知道为什么她家会变成现在这个样子，自己又是怎么变成现在的样子。 + +再后来，是自伤，是孤独……还有进一步的精神崩溃。 + +有一次，她在一篇推文中写道： + +> 朋友，对于我来说就是：他是我的唯一，我却是他的之一，害怕孤独，却不得不去习惯孤独。 +> +> 一个人看电影，一个人打游戏，一个人去电玩，一个人去医院……活得有点失败呢…… +> +> 害怕被人发现，又期待着别人的关心，有时候一个拥抱，一句关心比再多药物来得都管用，整天装着正常，装开朗…… +> +> 关上手机，闭上眼睛，孤独感扑面而来，过去的痛苦和走马灯一样在眼前闪烁…… + +后来的后来，她选择离开了这个世界。 + +檩曾经写道：下辈子想当一只猫猫，没有学习，没有工作，没有烦恼，只有喵喵…… + +希望她能如愿，做一只可爱，幸福的猫猫呢…… diff --git a/people/lin10104/page.zh_hant.md b/people/lin10104/page.zh_hant.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..7aad46b1 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/lin10104/page.zh_hant.md @@ -0,0 +1,66 @@ +--- +name: 檁 +info: + alias: 檁 + location: 陝西西安 +--- + +## 簡介 + +檁是一個學習藝術的跨性別女孩。在她的推文中, 我們能夠看到她的許多畫作草稿。 + +
+ + + + + +
+ +她也有著一顆童心, 會對各種可愛的玩具感興趣。 + +檁有著複雜的家庭情況。她的家庭是重組家庭，父母各自擁有一個孩子, 在一起之後就有了她。 + +在她小時候, 身旁有著許多人陪伴, 她感到很幸福。 + +但在上小學之後, 一切都改變了。她的父親賺了錢, 變了心, 和她的母親經常吵架, 最後離了婚... + +她和她的母親搬到了另一個地方, 家裡的經濟條件也沒有以前好了。母親經常往家裡帶其他的男人, 並告訴她, 這是「合作伙伴」 + +那段時間, 檁過的很難受, 伴隨著抑鬱和焦慮。後來, 她瞭解到了跨性別, 最後確立了自己想要當女孩子的想法。 + +她的夥伴不多, 只有兩三個。其中有一個女孩子對她很好, 她們經常在一起聊天。 + +她母親的男朋友對她動過手, 即使她的母親有所阻止, 她還是經常受到來自他的暴力。 + +後來, 就是出櫃, 跑路, 回家, 被打的連續故事了。 + +她很怕疼, 但是她並不知道該怎麼辦... + +她不知道為什麼她的家會變成現在這個樣子, 自己又是怎麼變成現在的樣子。 + +再後來, 是自傷, 是孤獨...還有進一步的精神崩解。 + +有一次, 她在一篇推文中寫到: + +> 朋友，对于我来说就是：他是我的唯一，我却是他的之一，害怕孤独，却不得不去习惯孤独。 +> +> 一个人看电影，一个人打游戏，一个人去电玩，一个人去医院……活得有点失败呢…… +> +> 害怕被人发现，又期待着别人的关心，有时候一个拥抱，一句关心比再多药物来得都管用，整天装着正常，装开朗…… +> +> 关上手机，闭上眼睛，孤独感扑面而来，过去的痛苦和走马灯一样在眼前闪烁…… + +後來的後來, 她選擇離開了這個世界。 + +檁曾經寫到: 下輩子想當一隻貓咪, 沒有學習, 沒有工作, 沒有煩惱, 只有喵喵... + +希望她能如願以償, 做一隻可愛, 幸福的貓咪呢... diff --git a/people/lin10104/photos/photo1.png b/people/lin10104/photos/photo1.png new file mode 100644 index 00000000..7e29ec40 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/lin10104/photos/photo1.png differ diff --git a/people/lin10104/photos/photo2.png b/people/lin10104/photos/photo2.png new file mode 100644 index 00000000..86912ead Binary files /dev/null and b/people/lin10104/photos/photo2.png differ diff --git a/people/lin10104/photos/photo3.png b/people/lin10104/photos/photo3.png new file mode 100644 index 00000000..7b5da3ef Binary files /dev/null and b/people/lin10104/photos/photo3.png differ diff --git a/people/lin10104/photos/photo4.jpg b/people/lin10104/photos/photo4.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..1f5770f8 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/lin10104/photos/photo4.jpg differ diff --git a/people/lin10104/photos/photo5.jpg b/people/lin10104/photos/photo5.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..1e71b9b1 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/lin10104/photos/photo5.jpg differ diff --git a/people/lin10104/photos/photo6.jpg b/people/lin10104/photos/photo6.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..4892a87e Binary files /dev/null and b/people/lin10104/photos/photo6.jpg differ diff --git a/people/lin10104/photos/profile.png b/people/lin10104/photos/profile.png new file mode 100644 index 00000000..289ec2ee Binary files /dev/null and b/people/lin10104/photos/profile.png differ diff --git a/people/lintong/comments/2024-03-14-C16025.json b/people/lintong/comments/2024-03-14-C16025.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..6f476ab6 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/lintong/comments/2024-03-14-C16025.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":16025,"content":"陌生的姐妹，晚安！","submitter":"高木拓海","date":"Mar 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/lintong/comments/2024-03-26-C17057.json b/people/lintong/comments/2024-03-26-C17057.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..9eea9bb7 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/lintong/comments/2024-03-26-C17057.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17057,"content":"晚安，姐姐","submitter":"㫪","date":"Mar 26, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/lintong/comments/2024-07-05-C17288.json b/people/lintong/comments/2024-07-05-C17288.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..92acc190 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/lintong/comments/2024-07-05-C17288.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17288,"content":"good night","submitter":"yu","date":"Jul 5, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/lintong/comments/2024-07-14-C18026.json b/people/lintong/comments/2024-07-14-C18026.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..2c3be3bd --- /dev/null +++ b/people/lintong/comments/2024-07-14-C18026.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18026,"content":"再见","submitter":"ymz","date":"Jul 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/lintong/page.en.md b/people/lintong/page.en.md index 135bf6e8..f1c64e8d 100644 --- a/people/lintong/page.en.md +++ b/people/lintong/page.en.md @@ -1,8 +1,8 @@ --- name: lintong info: - alias: 林童,Lin Tong,Lintong - location: Wuhan, Hubei, China + alias: Lintong, Darkness + location: Wuhan, Hubei --- ## Description diff --git a/people/lintong/page.md b/people/lintong/page.md index a7fc0558..c8d8a3df 100644 --- a/people/lintong/page.md +++ b/people/lintong/page.md @@ -1,7 +1,7 @@ --- name: 林童 info: - alias: 林童 + alias: 林童, Darkness location: 湖北武汉 --- diff --git a/people/lintong/page.zh_hant.md b/people/lintong/page.zh_hant.md index 02687fbe..ca355d39 100644 --- a/people/lintong/page.zh_hant.md +++ b/people/lintong/page.zh_hant.md @@ -1,7 +1,7 @@ --- name: 林童 info: - alias: 林童 + alias: 林童, Darkness location: 湖北武漢 --- diff --git a/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-08-11-C18093.json b/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-08-11-C18093.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..d45bfc5b --- /dev/null +++ b/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-08-11-C18093.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18093,"content":"晚安","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Aug 11, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-08-12-C18097.json b/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-08-12-C18097.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..2c85a9cb --- /dev/null +++ b/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-08-12-C18097.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18097,"content":"晚安。","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Aug 12, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-08-12-C18102.json b/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-08-12-C18102.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..ebb59348 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-08-12-C18102.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18102,"content":"晚安","submitter":"初梦小肝","date":"Aug 12, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-08-17-C18115.json b/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-08-17-C18115.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a5e7d4cf --- /dev/null +++ b/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-08-17-C18115.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18115,"content":"晚安，祝好梦","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Aug 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-08-17-C18118.json b/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-08-17-C18118.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..5690db68 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-08-17-C18118.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18118,"content":"晚安","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Aug 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/luxuanwen3/info.yml b/people/luxuanwen3/info.yml new file mode 100644 index 00000000..209684ea --- /dev/null +++ b/people/luxuanwen3/info.yml @@ -0,0 +1,7 @@ +id: luxuanwen3 +profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.jpg +info: + born: '2007-04-16' + died: '2024-08-05' +websites: + twitter: https://twitter.com/luxuanwen3 diff --git a/people/luxuanwen3/page.en.md b/people/luxuanwen3/page.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..f324a594 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/luxuanwen3/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,46 @@ +--- +name: Nini +info: + alias: 鲵鲵, Nini + location: Jiyuan, Henan +--- + +## Description + +Nini was a sweet trans girl with a keen interest in computers. She experienced some anxiety, and was generally warm and friendly. +She took medication and exogenous hormones on a monthly basis. Her avatar was created by the talented artist [ディーバ/Deaver](https://x.com/Deaver1229). + +However, her parents were resolutely opposed to her transgender identity and expression, so she was closely monitored. +The only sister who truly understood her found it difficult to communicate owing to distance and academic pressures. + +Towards the end of July 2024, there was an extreme increase in conflict between Nini and her parents. +Her parents decided to stop her hormone replacement therapy and other medications, and they began to regard her as rebelling against orthodoxy. +This was the first time she had considered taking her own life. +After taking a significant amount of drugs and leaving her home, she was fortunate to be found by passersby after collapsing on the street. +Subsequently, Nini was unable to access the drugs. + +At 11:55 p.m. on August 4, 2024, Nini made her final decision. +After posting her last tweet, she took an overdose of chemicals. +Her close friends rushed to save her. +However, at 3 a.m. the next morning, Nini left us to pursue her own path and seek her freedom. + + + +> Here I understand what is meant by glory: +> the right to love without limits. +>

― Albert Camus, Lyrical and Critical Essays

+ +Nini was very warm to people, though this was not always evident in her outward demeanor. +Rather, it was reflected in the pieces of her words that conveyed her equal and full love for everyone. +She might call you "babe" and offer a hug. +She would patiently explain what you didn't know and try not to pass on her negativity to her friends. + +> Hope you find your peace in silence. +> Good night and wake up in a brand new world. + +I (The author of this entry) hadn't known Nini for very long, but I was still deeply affected by her positive energy. +I invite all our friends to contribute to this entry and share memories of our dear friend, Nini. + +Thanks for your help to Nini. @awxs_2081573566 @Bolichara0 @N552AA + +Contributor for this entry: [Collapsar_ndn](https://twitter.com/Collapsar_ndn) diff --git a/people/luxuanwen3/page.md b/people/luxuanwen3/page.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..45d55158 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/luxuanwen3/page.md @@ -0,0 +1,35 @@ +--- +name: 鲵鲵 +info: + alias: 鲵鲵 + location: 河南济源 +--- + +## 简介 + +鲵鲵是一位可爱的跨性别女生，喜欢电脑，略有焦虑，对人热情。她的头像出自艺术家 [ディーバ/Deaver](https://twitter.com/Deaver1229) 笔下。 + +但是她的家长对跨性别持绝对的反对，因此她被严管，唯一能够理解她的姐姐也因地域和学业的缘故难以跟她沟通。 + +2024 年七月末，鲵鲵与家长的矛盾激化。她所有的 HRT 药物等被尽数丢弃，被父母视为离经叛道的异者。这是她第一次萌生自尽的念头；服下大量药物后离家，昏倒在街头后被路人救起。此后，鲵鲵被断绝了获取药物的途径。 + +在 2024 年 8 月 4日晚 11 时 55 分，鲵鲵做出了决绝的选择。在发送了最后一条推文之后，服下了超量的化学药品，她的好友们多方奔走，想要留下她，留住此世间独特的她。在次日凌晨三点，鲵鲵离开了我们，去寻求属于自己的自由。 + + + +> 在这儿我领悟了 +> 人们所说的光荣： +> 就是无拘无束地 +> 爱的权利。 +>

——阿尔贝·加缪

+ +鲵鲵对人十分热情，但并不是大开大合的举止所体现出来的，而是她的片言段语间，蕴含着她对每一个人平等的，饱满的爱。她会称你为宝宝，也会跟你抱抱。她会耐心的讲解你不懂的知识，也尽量不让自己的消极情绪传递给朋友们。 + +> Hope you find your peace in silence. +> Good night and wake up in a brand new world. + +笔者与鲵鲵相识的时间并不长，但仍被她的氛围所感染，也欢迎所有其他朋友补充，一同怀念曾经的好友。 + +最后再次感谢所有曾经帮助过，和想要帮助过鲵鲵的朋友们： @awxs_2081573566 @Bolichara0 @N552AA + +条目贡献：[Collapsar_ndn](https://twitter.com/Collapsar_ndn) diff --git a/people/luxuanwen3/page.zh_hant.md b/people/luxuanwen3/page.zh_hant.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..36c5d225 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/luxuanwen3/page.zh_hant.md @@ -0,0 +1,34 @@ +--- +name: 鯢鯢 +info: + alias: 鯢鯢 + location: 河南濟源 +--- + +## 簡介 + +鯢鯢是一個可愛的跨性別女孩，喜歡計算機，略有焦慮，對人充滿熱情。她的頭像出自藝術家 [ディーバ/Deaver](https://twitter.com/Deaver1229) 筆下。 + +但是她的家長對跨性別持絕對的反對態度，因此她受到嚴格管制，唯一能夠理解她的姐姐也因地域和學業的緣故難以跟她溝通。 + +2024 年七月末，鯢鯢與家長的矛盾激化。她所有的 HRT 藥物等被盡數丟棄，被父母視爲離經叛道的異類。這是她第一次萌生自盡的念頭；服下大量藥物後離家，昏倒在街頭後被路人救起。此後，鯢鯢被斷絕了獲取藥物的途徑。 + +在 2024 年 8 月 4 日晚 11 時 55 分，鯢鯢做出了決絕的選擇。在發送了最後一條推文之後，服下了超量的化學藥品，她的好友們多方奔走，想要留下她，留住此世間獨特的她。在次日凌晨三點，鯢鯢離開了我們，去尋求屬於自己的自由。 + + +> 在這兒我領悟瞭 +> 人們所說的光榮： +> 就是無拘無束地 +> 愛的權利。 +>

——阿爾貝·加繆

+ +鯢鯢對人十分熱情，但並不是大開大合的舉止所體現出來的，而是她的片言隻語間，蘊含着她對每一個人平等的，飽滿的愛。她會稱你爲寶寶，也會跟你抱抱。她會耐心的講解你不懂的知識，也儘量不讓自己的消極情緒傳遞給朋友們。 + +> Hope you find your peace in silence. +> Good night and wake up in a brand new world. + +筆者與鯢鯢相識的時間並不長，但仍被她的氛圍所感染，也歡迎所有其他朋友補充，一同懷念曾經的好友。 + +最後再次感謝所有曾經幫助過、想要幫助過鯢鯢的朋友們： @awxs_2081573566 @Bolichara0 @N552AA + +條目貢獻：[Collapsar_ndn](https://twitter.com/Collapsar_ndn) diff --git a/people/luxuanwen3/photos/i wish i could.png b/people/luxuanwen3/photos/i wish i could.png new file mode 100644 index 00000000..8f552c21 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/luxuanwen3/photos/i wish i could.png differ diff --git a/people/luxuanwen3/photos/profile.jpg b/people/luxuanwen3/photos/profile.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..3b9be62a Binary files /dev/null and b/people/luxuanwen3/photos/profile.jpg differ diff --git a/people/lxy/comments/2024-01-17-C15318.json b/people/lxy/comments/2024-01-17-C15318.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..db6f3015 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/lxy/comments/2024-01-17-C15318.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15318,"content":"好眠，美丽的人。","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/lxy/comments/2024-04-19-C17120.json b/people/lxy/comments/2024-04-19-C17120.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..7ce44df9 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/lxy/comments/2024-04-19-C17120.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17120,"content":"晚安姐姐，谢谢你对璃璃的帮助","submitter":"星铝锂（星璃璃\u0026四氢铝锂）","date":"Apr 19, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/lxy/page.en.md b/people/lxy/page.en.md index 615acf8c..e3c4f4e4 100644 --- a/people/lxy/page.en.md +++ b/people/lxy/page.en.md @@ -1,17 +1,20 @@ --- name: Xiyin Li +info: + alias: Xiyin, 希至栀溪 + location: Beijing, China --- Xiyin was an outstanding transgender woman. She was cute and gentle. She was a student majoring in electronic information engineering and was good at electronic design and programming. She was a genius in everyone’s eyes, but she also had times when she’s depressed or anxious. She didn’t like to show her emotions: In the school group chat, she was a positive girl who often helps answer questions about electronic design and programming. She worked hard at college. Since her relationship with her family was bad, she hoped to support herself through part-time jobs and internships and also save funds for sex reassignment surgery. However, COVID-19 had seriously hindered her pace, causing her to fall into financial difficulties. This may be one of the reasons why she chose to commit suicide. -She also wants to be like a little girl who can’t be bothered to make an effort and needs company occationally. However, because of her identification (MtF) and the society’s increasing atomization, she had always been lonely. Her loneliness was increasingly magnified as both her and her MtF friend developed serious mental problems. +She also wants to be like a little girl who can’t be bothered to make an effort and needs company occasionally. However, because of her identification (MtF) and the society’s increasing atomization, she had always been lonely. Her loneliness was increasingly magnified as both her and her MtF friend developed serious mental problems. Her death caught people off guard. The night before, she had a simple dinner with some people in the school club. She was concerned about the issue of the family district in the school at that time[^1], but she wasn’t able to see the issue resolved. We didn't learn of her committing suicide until her dormitory was surrounded by police. I hope she can be a little girl accompanied by many people in heaven, living happily. -[1]: At the beginning of the COVID-19 lockdown, Students of Beihang university were restricted in entering and exiting the campus, but family members of teachers and workers living in the family district in the school were free to enter and exit. A few days after her death, people who lived in the family district and the students had an argument, and the school implemented a hard separation between the family district and the student area. +[^1]:[At the beginning of the COVID-19 lockdown, Students of Beihang university were restricted in entering and exiting the campus, but family members of teachers and workers living in the family district in the school were free to enter and exit. A few days after her death, people who lived in the family district and the students had an argument, and the school implemented a hard separation between the family district and the student area.](https://www.bilibili.com/video/BV1GF41157DW) + -[^1]:https://www.bilibili.com/video/BV1GF41157DW diff --git a/people/lxy/page.md b/people/lxy/page.md index 9cbbe700..18a654f6 100644 --- a/people/lxy/page.md +++ b/people/lxy/page.md @@ -1,8 +1,11 @@ --- name: 李希音 +info: + alias: 希音, 希至栀溪 + location: 中国北京 --- -希音是一位优秀的跨性别女性。她可爱又温柔，是一位电子信息工程专业的学生，在电子设计与编程方面都较为擅长。她是大家眼中的“别人家的孩子”，但她也有抑郁焦虑的时候。但她不喜欢把她的情绪表现出来，在学校群聊中，她是一位积极向上的女生，经常帮忙解答电子设计与编程方面的问题。 +希音是一位优秀的跨性别女性。她可爱又温柔，是一位电子信息工程专业的学生，在电子设计与编程方面都较为擅长。她是大家眼中的「别人家的孩子」，但她也有抑郁焦虑的时候。但她不喜欢把她的情绪表现出来，在学校群聊中，她是一位积极向上的女生，经常帮忙解答电子设计与编程方面的问题。 她大学期间十分努力，由于与家庭的关系不算太好，她希望通过兼职和实习自食其力，并且攒下用于性别重置手术的资金。可惜疫情防控严重阻碍了她的步伐，导致其陷入经济困境与生活困境当中。这可能是她选择自杀的原因之一。 @@ -12,7 +15,4 @@ name: 李希音 希望她能在天堂自由自在的做一个有许多人陪伴的小女孩。 -【1】: 疫情封控初期，北航的学生出入校园受到了诸多的限制，但是居住在学校家属区的家属可以随意进出。在其离世的几天后，家属与学生发生正面冲突，学校对家属区与学生区域实行硬隔离。 - - -[^1]:https://www.bilibili.com/video/BV1GF41157DW \ No newline at end of file +[^1]:[疫情封控初期，北航的学生出入校园受到了诸多的限制，但是居住在学校家属区的家属可以随意进出。在其离世的几天后，家属与学生发生正面冲突，学校对家属区与学生区域实行硬隔离。](https://www.bilibili.com/video/BV1GF41157DW) diff --git a/people/lxy/page.zh_hant.md b/people/lxy/page.zh_hant.md index 39335fbc..66a6e930 100644 --- a/people/lxy/page.zh_hant.md +++ b/people/lxy/page.zh_hant.md @@ -1,8 +1,11 @@ --- name: 李希音 +info: + alias: 希音, 希至梔溪 + location: 中國北京 --- -希音是一位優秀的跨性別女性。她可愛又溫柔，是一位電子信息工程專業的學生，在電子設計與編程方面都較為擅長。她是大家眼中的“別人家的孩子”，但她也有抑鬱焦慮的時候。但她不喜歡把她的情緒表現出來，在學校群聊中，她是一位積極向上的女生，經常幫忙解答電子設計與編程方面的問題。 +希音是一位優秀的跨性別女性。她可愛又溫柔，是一位電子信息工程專業的學生，在電子設計與編程方面都較為擅長。她是大家眼中的「別人家的孩子」，但她也有抑鬱焦慮的時候。但她不喜歡把她的情緒表現出來，在學校群聊中，她是一位積極向上的女生，經常幫忙解答電子設計與編程方面的問題。 她大學期間十分努力，由於與家庭的關係不算太好，她希望通過兼職和實習自食其力，並且攢下用於性別重置手術的資金。可惜疫情防控嚴重阻礙了她的步伐，導致其陷入經濟困境與生活困境當中。這可能是她選擇自殺的原因之一。 @@ -12,6 +15,4 @@ name: 李希音 希望她能在天堂自由自在的做一個有許多人陪伴的小女孩。 -【1】: 疫情封控初期，北航的學生出入校園受到了諸多的限制，但是居住在學校家屬區的家屬可以隨意進出。在其離世的幾天后，家屬與學生髮生正面衝突，學校對家屬區與學生區域實行硬隔離。 - -[^1]:https://www.bilibili.com/video/BV1GF41157DW +[^1]:[疫情封控初期，北航的學生出入校園受到了諸多的限制，但是居住在學校家屬區的家屬可以隨意進出。在其離世的幾天后，家屬與學生髮生正面衝突，學校對家屬區與學生區域實行硬隔離。](https://www.bilibili.com/video/BV1GF41157DW) diff --git a/people/mone/comments/2024-02-18-C15411.json b/people/mone/comments/2024-02-18-C15411.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..f9b5af1c --- /dev/null +++ b/people/mone/comments/2024-02-18-C15411.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15411,"content":"晚安","submitter":"安抚子","date":"Feb 18, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/mone/comments/2024-06-17-C17241.json b/people/mone/comments/2024-06-17-C17241.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..2f0d260b --- /dev/null +++ b/people/mone/comments/2024-06-17-C17241.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17241,"content":"晚安\n","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jun 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/mone/comments/2024-07-24-C18045.json b/people/mone/comments/2024-07-24-C18045.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..4f09c512 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/mone/comments/2024-07-24-C18045.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18045,"content":"晚安","submitter":"EnforcerSvch","date":"Jul 24, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/mone/comments/2024-07-25-C18051.json b/people/mone/comments/2024-07-25-C18051.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..025d7cb5 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/mone/comments/2024-07-25-C18051.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18051,"content":"喵…晚安……","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jul 25, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/mone/page.en.md b/people/mone/page.en.md index 2f26a2b4..642147dc 100644 --- a/people/mone/page.en.md +++ b/people/mone/page.en.md @@ -7,9 +7,9 @@ info: ## Description -Mone is a cisgender ally among us. She's a cute little girl. +Mone is a cisgender ally among us. She's quite a cute little girl. -She loves idol groups and singing tv programmes in Japan and South Korea, and often reposts their tweets. +She loves idol groups and singing TV programmes in Japan and South Korea, and often reposts their tweets. She also plays Minecraft. In that game, she built a small villa with a cozy room belonging to herself. @@ -50,4 +50,4 @@ Although she was in major depressive disorder, she still shared her daily life h Before Mone chose to depart, she left a cute picture to express that she was fond of all of us. -Goodnight, Mone. May you get more care and warm hugs, and be a light-hearted girl. \ No newline at end of file +Goodnight, Mone. May you get more care and warm hugs, and be a light-hearted girl. diff --git a/people/noname/comments/2024-01-04-C15081.json b/people/noname/comments/2024-01-04-C15081.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..2dfa973b --- /dev/null +++ b/people/noname/comments/2024-01-04-C15081.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15081,"content":"晚安","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 4, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/noname/comments/2024-01-16-C15300.json b/people/noname/comments/2024-01-16-C15300.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a43f827b --- /dev/null +++ b/people/noname/comments/2024-01-16-C15300.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15300,"content":"||想见你们，想赎罪||","submitter":"anonymous","date":"Jan 16, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/noname/comments/2024-02-07-C15396.json b/people/noname/comments/2024-02-07-C15396.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..495c798d --- /dev/null +++ b/people/noname/comments/2024-02-07-C15396.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15396,"content":"晚安","submitter":"发条喵","date":"Feb 7, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/noname/comments/2024-02-08-C15398.json b/people/noname/comments/2024-02-08-C15398.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..e5c9edd0 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/noname/comments/2024-02-08-C15398.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15398,"content":"大家都要好好的！加油啊！","submitter":"忆","date":"Feb 8, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/noname/comments/2024-02-08-C15399.json b/people/noname/comments/2024-02-08-C15399.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..57091a23 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/noname/comments/2024-02-08-C15399.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15399,"content":"加油，好好活下去，直到乌云散去的那一天☁️🌥⛅️🌤☀️","submitter":"D","date":"Feb 8, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/noname/comments/2024-03-06-C15455.json b/people/noname/comments/2024-03-06-C15455.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..0d70d2e8 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/noname/comments/2024-03-06-C15455.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15455,"content":"作為一個偶然點進網站的non-bi，我知道自己的性別焦慮，也知道這些離開的夥伴們經歷的是比我要深刻和更具毀滅性的焦慮，我會持續關注秋葉，這是一個在無盡的黑夜裏點著蠟燭充滿火光的地方。希望大家手握著自己的生命，相信自己能夠去到一個光明更多的地方！希望自己能出國後能為亞洲queer群體多做些事。","submitter":"sakari","date":"Mar 6, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/noname/comments/2024-03-09-C16015.json b/people/noname/comments/2024-03-09-C16015.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..84ac846f --- /dev/null +++ b/people/noname/comments/2024-03-09-C16015.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":16015,"content":"晚安。。。陌生人们。。。。","submitter":"高木拓海","date":"Mar 9, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/noname/comments/2024-04-04-C17095.json b/people/noname/comments/2024-04-04-C17095.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..531fa836 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/noname/comments/2024-04-04-C17095.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17095,"content":"晚安，陌生人~","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Apr 4, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/noname/comments/2024-06-15-C17232.json b/people/noname/comments/2024-06-15-C17232.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..40babad4 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/noname/comments/2024-06-15-C17232.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17232,"content":"晚安~~~","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jun 15, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/noname/comments/2024-08-13-C18104.json b/people/noname/comments/2024-08-13-C18104.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..3251f58a --- /dev/null +++ b/people/noname/comments/2024-08-13-C18104.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18104,"content":"晚安.","submitter":"Orange","date":"Aug 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/noname/page.en.md b/people/noname/page.en.md index ce016093..d3ad0178 100644 --- a/people/noname/page.en.md +++ b/people/noname/page.en.md @@ -7,7 +7,7 @@ info: This page is dedicated to the unidentifiable victims who lost their lives due to systemic violence towards trans people. Sometimes, we cannot even get a confirmation on if these people are trans. -### 2022 March 9th, Wu Han Tianjie - Feminine-presenting person stripped and murdered in men's bathroom. +### 2022 March 9th, Wu Han Jiangchen Paradise Walk - Feminine-presenting person stripped and murdered in men's bathroom. At 2022 March 9th 15:45, a feminine-presenting person was stripped and murdered in bathroom. The assailant and the victim's verbal conflict quickly escalated to physical conflict. @@ -40,9 +40,25 @@ Nine days after, on 2022 March 18th, One Among Us's official Twitter tweeted: **Related articles and discussions**：[reddit](https://www.reddit.com/r/China_irl/comments/tb0sen/%E6%AD%A6%E6%B1%89%E5%A4%A9%E8%A1%97%E5%8F%91%E7%94%9F%E6%9D%80%E4%BA%BA%E6%A1%88%E7%96%91%E4%BC%BC%E6%98%AF%E5%AF%B9%E8%B7%A8%E6%80%A7%E5%88%AB%E5%A5%B3%E6%80%A7%E7%9A%84%E4%BB%87%E6%81%A8%E7%8A%AF%E7%BD%AA%E7%9B%B8%E5%85%B3%E8%AF%9D%E9%A2%98%E5%92%8C%E5%BE%AE%E5%8D%9A%E6%AD%A3%E8%A2%AB%E5%A4%A7%E9%87%8F%E5%88%A0%E9%99%A4/), [知乎](https://zhuanlan.zhihu.com/p/478944139), [matters, archived at 2023, 31 Mar.](https://web.archive.org/web/20230331121307/https://matters.news/@cprpoffice/254661-%E6%AD%A6%E6%B1%89%E5%A4%A9%E8%A1%97%E6%9D%80%E4%BA%BA%E6%A1%88%E5%88%9D%E6%AD%A5%E6%8E%A2%E7%A9%B6-%E6%AD%BB%E8%80%85%E5%88%B0%E5%BA%95%E6%98%AF%E4%B8%8D%E6%98%AF%E8%B7%A8%E6%80%A7%E5%88%AB%E5%A5%B3%E6%80%A7-bafyreicv5icunxpsd2jxfdfkxhk5p4waxyxge7c4cvektwtyzkjfqjoreu) -### A Transgender Person’s Death Published at KuAn Forum +### A Transgender Person’s Death Published at Coolapk Forum -On September 11, 2023, a netizen posted on the KuAn Forum telling the story of his transfem cousin, who finally chose to commit suicide due to pressure and violence from his family. +On September 11, 2023, a netizen posted on the Coolapk Forum telling the story of his transfem cousin, who finally chose to commit suicide due to pressure and violence from his family. Unfortunately, most netizens still regard the death as “the Internet’s poisonous effects on teenagers” without truly understanding the needs of transgender people. The poster also couldn't really understand his transfem cousin's needs, but did take some action to help her. This incident is a microcosm of the oppression faced by transgender people in China from both family and society. The original post is now deleted. + +### Those departed transgender friends who died between Nov 2023 to May 2024 + +The destinies of our friends among transgender community are often closely related, +and the departure of one always touched our hearts. + +During this period, the number of departed transgender individuals in our sight has far exceeded previous counts for that period in history. +Many of those departed friends shared emotional connection. + +We probably don't know their name yet, +they departed quietly, +only leaving a few words to those who accompanied with them. + +Or perhaps, just as the words on homepage of One Among Us say: Perhaps I can't even verify their "real existence". + +May we still recall the memory we shared with them in the future. diff --git a/people/noname/page.md b/people/noname/page.md index aec61616..761706a3 100644 --- a/people/noname/page.md +++ b/people/noname/page.md @@ -8,9 +8,9 @@ info: 这个页面用来记录那些没有名字的，因为对跨性别的系统性暴力而丧失生命的受害者。ta 们或许甚至未必是跨性别本身。 -### 武汉天街杀人事件 +### 武汉江宸天街杀人事件 -2022 年 3 月 9 日下午，武汉江辰天街发现一起持刀杀人事件，受害人与犯罪者在厕所发生矛盾，遂被持刀捅伤，流血致死。根据警方通报和网上图片，被害人身份证性别为男性，着女性装扮。事件发生后，跨性别群体高度关注。虽然并没有确切证据表明死者为跨性别，但这起事件作为对性别表达多元人士的恶劣暴力事件，是毋庸置疑的，并且有极其高的可能是一场对于跨性别女性的仇恨犯罪。 +2022 年 3 月 9 日下午，武汉江宸天街发现一起持刀杀人事件，受害人与犯罪者在厕所发生矛盾，遂被持刀捅伤，流血致死。根据警方通报和网上图片，被害人身份证性别为男性，着女性装扮。事件发生后，跨性别群体高度关注。虽然并没有确切证据表明死者为跨性别，但这起事件作为对性别表达多元人士的恶劣暴力事件，是毋庸置疑的，并且有极其高的可能是一场对于跨性别女性的仇恨犯罪。 警方的模糊通报和息事宁人态度更加引发了我们的质疑：一起性质恶劣的谋杀案，仅仅因为当事人的性别身份，就得不到正义的伸张，哪怕连后续的通报和讨论都被大量压制，信息寥寥？ @@ -29,6 +29,18 @@ info: ### 酷安跨性别逝者 -2023年9月11日，有一名网友在酷安论坛发帖，陈述了其表妹作为跨性别者，由于来自家庭的压力与暴力最终选择自杀的故事。遗憾的是，大多网友还是将此事视为“网络对青少年的荼毒”而没有真正理解跨性别者的需要。发帖人也无法真正理解他表妹的需要，但确实采取了一些行动帮助她。这件事可以作为中国跨性别者受到家庭社会两方面的压迫的缩影。目前原贴已被删除。 +2023 年 9 月 11 日，有一名网友在酷安论坛发帖，陈述了其表妹作为跨性别者，由于来自家庭的压力与暴力最终选择自杀的故事。遗憾的是，大多网友还是将此事视为「网络对青少年的荼毒」而没有真正理解跨性别者的需要。发帖人也无法真正理解他表妹的需要，但确实采取了一些行动帮助她。这件事可以作为中国跨性别者受到家庭社会两方面的压迫的缩影。目前原帖已被删除。 + +### 2023 年 11 月至 2024 年 5 月离开的跨性别同伴 + +社群同伴们的命运常息息相关，一个人的离世常牵动着许多朋友的内心。 + +在这段时间当中，单我们能看见的逝者之数量即已远远超出过往同期，其中不少人之间有着或多或少的情感联系。 + +我们尚不知道其中部分人的姓名，ta 们在某个角落悄悄离开，只给身边的人留下只言片语。 + +甚或，也许如「那些秋叶」主页上所言：或许……正在和我聊天的那个人，ta 的「真实存在」，我都无法确证。 + +愿我们在未来，还能想起 ta 们陪伴我们的那些时光。 diff --git a/people/noname/page.zh_hant.md b/people/noname/page.zh_hant.md index f2e07562..733588cb 100644 --- a/people/noname/page.zh_hant.md +++ b/people/noname/page.zh_hant.md @@ -8,9 +8,9 @@ info: 這個頁面用來記錄那些沒有名字的，因爲對跨性別的系統性暴力而喪失生命的受害者。ta 們或許甚至未必是跨性別本身。 -### 武漢天街殺人事件 +### 武漢江宸天街殺人事件 -2022 年 3 月 9 日下午，武漢江辰天街發現一起持刀殺人事件，受害人與犯罪者在廁所發生矛盾，遂被持刀捅傷，流血致死。根據警方通報和網上圖片，被害人身份證性別爲男性，着女性裝扮。事件發生後，跨性別羣體高度關注。雖然並沒有確切證據表明死者爲跨性別，但這起事件作爲對性別表達多元人士的惡劣暴力事件，是毋庸置疑的，並且有極其高的可能是一場對於跨性別女性的仇恨犯罪。 +2022 年 3 月 9 日下午，武漢江宸天街發現一起持刀殺人事件，受害人與犯罪者在廁所發生矛盾，遂被持刀捅傷，流血致死。根據警方通報和網上圖片，被害人身份證性別爲男性，着女性裝扮。事件發生後，跨性別羣體高度關注。雖然並沒有確切證據表明死者爲跨性別，但這起事件作爲對性別表達多元人士的惡劣暴力事件，是毋庸置疑的，並且有極其高的可能是一場對於跨性別女性的仇恨犯罪。 警方的模糊通報和息事寧人態度更加引發了我們的質疑：一起性質惡劣的謀殺案，僅僅因爲當事人的性別身份，就得不到正義的伸張，哪怕連後續的通報和討論都被大量壓制，信息寥寥？ @@ -29,6 +29,18 @@ info: ### 酷安跨性別逝者 -2023年9月11日，有一名網友在酷安論壇發帖，陳述了其表妹作為跨性別者，由於來自家庭的壓力與暴力最終選擇自殺的故事。遺憾的是，大多網友還是將此事視為“網絡對青少年的荼毒”而沒有真正理解跨性別者的需要。發帖人也無法真正理解他表妹的需要，但確實採取了一些行動幫助她。這件事可以作為中國跨性別者受到家庭社會兩方面的壓迫的縮影。目前原貼已被刪除。 +2023 年 9 月 11 日，有一名網友在酷安論壇發帖，陳述了其表妹作為跨性別者，由於來自家庭的壓力與暴力最終選擇自殺的故事。遺憾的是，大多網友還是將此事視為「網絡對青少年的荼毒」而沒有真正理解跨性別者的需要。發帖人也無法真正理解他表妹的需要，但確實採取了一些行動幫助她。這件事可以作為中國跨性別者受到家庭社會兩方面的壓迫的縮影。目前原帖已被刪除。 - \ No newline at end of file + + +### 2023 年 11 月至 2024 年 5 月離開的跨性別夥伴 + +社群同伴們的命運常息息相關，一個人的離世常牽動著許多朋友的內心。 + +在這段時間當中，唯我們能看見的逝者之數量即已遠遠超出過往同期，其中不少人之間有著或多或少的情感聯繫。 + +我們尚不知道其中部分人的姓名，ta 們在某個角落悄悄離開，只給身邊的人留下隻言片語。 + +甚或，也許如「那些秋葉」主頁上所言：或許……正在和我聊天的那個人，ta 的「真實存在」，我都無法確證。 + +願我們在未來，還能想起 ta 們陪伴我們的那些時光。 diff --git a/people/noname3031/comments/2024-01-24-C15351.json b/people/noname3031/comments/2024-01-24-C15351.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..d0040169 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/noname3031/comments/2024-01-24-C15351.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15351,"content":"时隔一年了，祝你生日快乐……","submitter":"这灯光漂白了四壁LightASPH","date":"Jan 24, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/noname3031/comments/2024-03-04-C15444.json b/people/noname3031/comments/2024-03-04-C15444.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..c219a913 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/noname3031/comments/2024-03-04-C15444.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15444,"content":"不会吧？！我记得以前好像认识这个人的说…怎么…","submitter":"莱铭Lemink","date":"Mar 4, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/noname3031/comments/2024-07-03-C17286.json b/people/noname3031/comments/2024-07-03-C17286.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..43975c64 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/noname3031/comments/2024-07-03-C17286.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17286,"content":"今天帮你把你给我的明信片拿出来了...你在那边开的车里应该没有难闻的皮革味吧？","submitter":"anyneko","date":"Jul 3, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/noname3031/page.en.md b/people/noname3031/page.en.md index f1301766..b5a69ecf 100644 --- a/people/noname3031/page.en.md +++ b/people/noname3031/page.en.md @@ -15,6 +15,8 @@ Here are some postcards she sent to her friends before leaving: These pictures are the source of the pictures in the NFC tags: diff --git a/people/noname3031/page.md b/people/noname3031/page.md index 587bcc5f..fd1745d1 100644 --- a/people/noname3031/page.md +++ b/people/noname3031/page.md @@ -13,6 +13,8 @@ noah 是一位有些神秘的 MtF，尽管在 Twitter 上的人设是看起来 上面的 NFC 标签内也有明信片上图案的来源。 diff --git a/people/noname3031/page.zh_hant.md b/people/noname3031/page.zh_hant.md index 654cefa7..8f67a094 100644 --- a/people/noname3031/page.zh_hant.md +++ b/people/noname3031/page.zh_hant.md @@ -13,6 +13,8 @@ noah是一位有些神秘的mtf，盡管在twitter上的人設是看起來無趣 上面的 NFC 標簽內也有明信片上圖案的來源。 diff --git a/people/noname3031/photos/postcard10.jpg b/people/noname3031/photos/postcard10.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..71bf912f Binary files /dev/null and b/people/noname3031/photos/postcard10.jpg differ diff --git a/people/noname3031/photos/postcard11.jpg b/people/noname3031/photos/postcard11.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..838f0186 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/noname3031/photos/postcard11.jpg differ diff --git a/people/qianyuanakg/comments/2024-02-07-C15392.json b/people/qianyuanakg/comments/2024-02-07-C15392.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..371fe1d6 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/qianyuanakg/comments/2024-02-07-C15392.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15392,"content":"走好啊，阿鸢","submitter":"yuik","date":"Feb 7, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/qianyuanakg/comments/2024-04-14-C17113.json b/people/qianyuanakg/comments/2024-04-14-C17113.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..c2d9da99 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/qianyuanakg/comments/2024-04-14-C17113.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17113,"content":"能在这里认识阿鸢，是缘分，希望你在那里过上自己想要的生活","submitter":"小云Evelyn","date":"Apr 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/qianyuanakg/comments/2024-06-21-C17250.json b/people/qianyuanakg/comments/2024-06-21-C17250.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..e710bbb9 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/qianyuanakg/comments/2024-06-21-C17250.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17250,"content":"我……想你了……\n","submitter":"小颜","date":"Jun 21, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/qianyuanakg/comments/2024-07-15-C18032.json b/people/qianyuanakg/comments/2024-07-15-C18032.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..0dd5a83b --- /dev/null +++ b/people/qianyuanakg/comments/2024-07-15-C18032.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18032,"content":"走好啊，阿鸢","submitter":"embryo","date":"Jul 15, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/qianyuanakg/info.yml b/people/qianyuanakg/info.yml index 47b8ccb5..e9f896cd 100644 --- a/people/qianyuanakg/info.yml +++ b/people/qianyuanakg/info.yml @@ -4,3 +4,4 @@ info: died: '2023-02-20' websites: twitter: https://twitter.com/qianyuanakg + Bilibili: https://space.bilibili.com/1554585197 diff --git a/people/qianyuanakg/page.en.md b/people/qianyuanakg/page.en.md index d8f9d033..521439c9 100644 --- a/people/qianyuanakg/page.en.md +++ b/people/qianyuanakg/page.en.md @@ -7,48 +7,57 @@ info: ## Description -Qianyuan was a lovely and pretty girl, whose pronouns are She/They. +Qianyuan was a lovely and pretty girl, whose pronouns were She/They. She was an art student, and some of the avatars she used were drawn by herself. -She liked to keep long hair and wear lovely clothes. +She liked her long hair and wore lovely clothes. -Besides, she always shared her daily life. Whether she saw cute cats and beautiful flowers, or she had a bad day, she would share them to us. +She always shared about her daily life. Whether she saw cute cats or beautiful flowers, or she had a bad day, she would share them to us. -Interestingly, she has a lovely sister who bites others sometimes. +Interestingly, she has a lovely sister who bites others (playfully and harmlessly) sometimes. ## Some Memories of Her Friend -I met Qianyuan in November 2022. In my impression, she was an active high-school student. +I met Qianyuan in November 2022. In my impression, she was a lively high-school student. -She had a dishevelled hair of medium length, which grew her ears and nearly covered her eyes. She was an adorable child, who was always in a scarf of light gray and a coat of light green. +She had dishevelled hair of medium length, which grew over her ears and nearly covered her eyes. +She always wore a light gray scarf and a light green coat. +She was truly an adorable child. -Since our first encounter online, she'd said that she wanted to played with me. It was a pity that we cannot meet each other during the time from November to February of following year. We didn't meet offline until her departure. +Since we first met online, she'd said that she wanted to played with me. +It was a pity that we cannot meet each other during the time from November to February of following year. In the end, we never met irl. -Although she would feel embarrassed in the public, but she still hoped to make friends. She met some trans girls several times, but few people greeted her. So she was on her phone alongside, then escaped to find me. +Although she would feel embarrassed in the public, she still hoped to make friends. +She participated in some trans girl irl gatherings several times, but few people tried to start a conversation with her. +So she was on her phone in a corner, then went away to find me. -She once shared a link of ACG exhibitions excitedly. It was a pity that we were unable to attend because of the costly tickets at last. +She once excitedly shared a link of comic con to me. It was a pity that we were unable to attend because of the costly tickets. -She was a very gentle girl. She would listen and respond carefully when you unburden yourself to her, and she had a great sense of consoling people. In addition, she always persuaded us not to overdose, and half jokingly told us not to be "bad children". +She was a very gentle girl. She would listen and respond carefully when you share your burdens with her, and she had a great sense of consoling people. +In addition, she always pleaded us not to overdose, and half jokingly told us not to become "bad girls". -Her departure was the most regretful and sad thing I met in transgender community. I might have chance to persuade her and play with her... +Her departure was the most regretful and sad thing I learnt in the transgender community. +I might have had a chance to persuade her and play with her... ## Departure -Qianyuan was insulted by her family, not allowed to love several things, forced to take part in useless family dinner party. Owing to her bad relationship with her family, her mental health worsened soon. +Qianyuan was often insulted by her family, not allowed to like things of many kinds and forced to take part in useless family dinner parties. +Owing to her bad relationship with her family, her mental health worsened. -During the time from December 2022 to January 2023, there was indication of her plan to leave. But that received scant attention. +During the time from December 2022 to January 2023, there was indication of her plan to leave. But that received little attention. -Two days before her departure, she asked her friend if she wanted to come out and play for the last time. On 20th February, she chose to leave the world. +Two days before her departure, she asked her friend if she wanted to come out and play for the last time. +On 20th February, she chose to leave the world. In her last moment, she still thought of everyone in her will: -> Thanks to your company all along, and I wish you live well in your following life. +> Thank you for your company all along, and I wish you live in the days you have left. > -> Your attitudes towards me are not important. Because I had loved you. I love you all very much. +> Your opinions toward me are not important, because I had loved you. I loved you all very much. > -> I put my last words in my heart, because I am afraid others hear that. I want to tell those who had accompanied with me and assist me, I am so sorry... +> I put my last words in my heart, because I am afraid others hear that. I want to tell those who have accompanied me and assisted me, I am so sorry... > -> Extracted from Qianyuan's will +> — Extracted from Qianyuan's will Contributors for this entry: One-Among-Us, [Shen Naixi](https://twitter.com/chengyiga) diff --git a/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-01-02-C15072.json b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-01-02-C15072.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..5c833c8f --- /dev/null +++ b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-01-02-C15072.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15072,"content":"我也是一个重度抑郁男孩 不过我还是希望你可以走出来 看看这个世界的美好 你很漂亮有很多美好的事情等着你去发掘加油 同样是给我说加油 一起努力好吗","submitter":"Yhx","date":"Jan 2, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-01-03-C15075.json b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-01-03-C15075.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..694958b9 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-01-03-C15075.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15075,"content":"2023我们家小猫走出来了，她找到喜欢的人，相信她会永远幸福快乐。你也可以的，加油吧","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 3, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-01-03-C15076.json b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-01-03-C15076.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..441b5f64 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-01-03-C15076.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15076,"content":"丫头，很抱歉以这样的方式认识你，咱俩的生日好像，我的是2002.06.18。神说，要有光，于是你便化做了那道光。愿你从今以后，风筝有风，海豚有海。","submitter":"山海相逢","date":"Jan 3, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-01-04-C15078.json b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-01-04-C15078.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..d4f7f737 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-01-04-C15078.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15078,"content":"祝：来生一切安好！\n\"Thus it is seen that some, under extreme pressure of anguish, have committed suicide. As to him rest assured; he will be immersed in the ocean of pardon and forgiveness and will become the recipient of bounty and favor.\"\n--‘Abdu’l-Bahá, Bahá’í World Faith, p. 378-379","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 4, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-01-07-C15089.json b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-01-07-C15089.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..cff17e7a --- /dev/null +++ b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-01-07-C15089.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15089,"content":"抱歉以這種方式認識你，晚安，已經不痛了","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 7, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-01-14-C15101.json b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-01-14-C15101.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..0d6c02b0 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-01-14-C15101.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15101,"content":"||拿到你的剧本了 是我要的剧本||","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-01-15-C15280.json b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-01-15-C15280.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..898c8283 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-01-15-C15280.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15280,"content":"||我拿了你的剧本，祁||","submitter":"海清","date":"Jan 15, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-01-18-C15322.json b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-01-18-C15322.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..9344e498 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-01-18-C15322.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15322,"content":"你给我感觉,像是跨越过了生与死交错的地平线,红与白都不能掩饰,你生命中如流星划过天空的璀璨,抱抱,我由衷敬佩,灵魂,精神,融于世间的生命力,当风吹过,当生命的弦与灵魂产生共振,我就知道,你的灵魂走进了新的旷野,永不消逝...","submitter":"九条泷樱岛","date":"Jan 18, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-01-20-C15333.json b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-01-20-C15333.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..7eb1def0 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-01-20-C15333.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15333,"content":"活着的意义在于…寻找，而不是…死亡。","submitter":"一个烂人","date":"Jan 20, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-02-07-C15390.json b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-02-07-C15390.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..bca874f8 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-02-07-C15390.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15390,"content":"||我会一直战斗只因为总有先行者点燃微光||","submitter":"菲娜","date":"Feb 7, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-02-08-C15397.json b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-02-08-C15397.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..22c94e73 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-02-08-C15397.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15397,"content":"Rip","submitter":"嬋","date":"Feb 8, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-02-10-C15402.json b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-02-10-C15402.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..bdb2f479 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-02-10-C15402.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15402,"content":"在那个世界要好好生活啊","submitter":"甘蓝a c","date":"Feb 10, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-02-19-C15414.json b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-02-19-C15414.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..538e6229 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-02-19-C15414.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15414,"content":"晚安，小祁","submitter":"云智风乃","date":"Feb 19, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-02-19-C15415.json b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-02-19-C15415.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..4c2a6772 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-02-19-C15415.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15415,"content":"愿你在天堂没有痛苦 晚安","submitter":"Ykiii","date":"Feb 19, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-03-12-C16020.json b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-03-12-C16020.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..eb713b70 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-03-12-C16020.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":16020,"content":"晚安，下辈子做个小猫吧","submitter":"小柚子的狗狗","date":"Mar 12, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-03-13-C16022.json b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-03-13-C16022.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..1e89d21c --- /dev/null +++ b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-03-13-C16022.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":16022,"content":"晚安…","submitter":"什月","date":"Mar 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-03-17-C17006.json b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-03-17-C17006.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..aca2cedf --- /dev/null +++ b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-03-17-C17006.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17006,"content":"愿在参宿四能开心的每一天，rest in peace.","submitter":"Tazoty","date":"Mar 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-04-09-C17108.json b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-04-09-C17108.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..d76fd957 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-04-09-C17108.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17108,"content":"祝你幸福","submitter":"柏树","date":"Apr 9, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-06-19-C17245.json b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-06-19-C17245.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..02017408 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-06-19-C17245.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17245,"content":"愿自由和尊重的风吹往世界的角落，为非主流的人们带来希望。","submitter":"皮卡丘永远向光明","date":"Jun 19, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-07-01-C17282.json b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-07-01-C17282.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..8035fe18 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-07-01-C17282.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17282,"content":"祁，想你了，祝你一切安好","submitter":"Cirilla梨","date":"Jul 1, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-08-10-C18091.json b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-08-10-C18091.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..8a29b7f0 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-08-10-C18091.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18091,"content":"想念小祁 小朋友我想念你","submitter":"cirilla","date":"Aug 10, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-08-12-C18099.json b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-08-12-C18099.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..87138206 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-08-12-C18099.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18099,"content":"想你了 小祁","submitter":"cirilla","date":"Aug 12, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-08-16-C18113.json b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-08-16-C18113.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..969beda7 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-08-16-C18113.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18113,"content":"晚安，姐姐，和我一样大呢本来应该22的，好可惜","submitter":"瑶瑶","date":"Aug 16, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/qiqi233345/page.en.md b/people/qiqi233345/page.en.md index 678bbe6d..28c9b7b6 100644 --- a/people/qiqi233345/page.en.md +++ b/people/qiqi233345/page.en.md @@ -9,11 +9,12 @@ Qi was a gentle, brave, and resolute person who dares to love and hate. She woul However, she was also plagued by depression and anxiety. -On March 14, 2023, she attempted suicide by jumping off a building due to depression, and her legs were disabled. This made her life very inconvenient and she became more depressed. +On March 14, 2023, she attempted suicide by jumping off a building due to depression, and her legs were disabled. This made her life very inconvenient, and she became more depressed. -On July 1, 2023, she jumped off a building again after taking a large amount of antidepressant drugs.This time, her injuries were beyond saving. +On July 1, 2023, she jumped off a building again after taking a large amount of antidepressant drugs. +This time, her injuries were beyond saving. -Qi chose to jump pff the builiding due to the suicide of her childhood friend by jumping off a building. She always regretted not being able to save him, so she chose the same way to end her own life. +Qi chose to jump off the building due to the suicide of her childhood friend by jumping off a building. She always regretted not being able to save him, so she chose the same way to end her own life. Qi wrote in her suicide note: “My death has nothing to do with anyone, it’s just a choice of mine, please don′t hate others for it. Please live a good, sunny and happy life, and please live a good life for yourself.” diff --git a/people/qiqi233345/page.md b/people/qiqi233345/page.md index b2ec2f1d..980a1e64 100644 --- a/people/qiqi233345/page.md +++ b/people/qiqi233345/page.md @@ -3,17 +3,17 @@ name: 祁 --- 祁不经常在互联网上说话，现实生活中却是特别热情，和她在一起的时候，她的有趣总是能给人们带来快乐。 -她看起来神秘，她不怎么介绍自己，因为她觉得「我就是我，你们认识“我”就好了，不需要认识“带有某种标签的我”。如果有人看不惯我，那也是在骂我这个人，看不惯我这个人，我不希望因为我而讨厌和我有相同标签或者经历的人。」 +她看起来神秘，她不怎么介绍自己，因为她觉得「我就是我，你们认识『我』就好了，不需要认识『带有某种标签的我』。如果有人看不惯我，那也是在骂我这个人，看不惯我这个人，我不希望因为我而讨厌和我有相同标签或者经历的人」。 祁是一个温柔、勇敢、坚毅、敢爱敢恨的人，她会勇敢站出来为跨性别者们说话，也会耐心地安慰难过的人们。她有许多独特且犀利的见解，也很强大，她不允许别人伤害自己的朋友与恋人，自己也不会被别人所伤害。 -但令人感到惋惜的是，她也被抑郁与焦虑缠身，在2023年3月14日因抑郁发作跳楼自杀未遂，给自己的腿落下了残疾，这让她的生活很不方便，也加重了她的抑郁。 +但令人感到惋惜的是，她也被抑郁与焦虑缠身，在 2023 年 3 月 14 日因抑郁发作跳楼自杀未遂，给自己的腿落下了残疾，这让她的生活很不方便，也加重了她的抑郁。 -在2023年7月1日，她服用大量抗抑郁药物后再次跳楼，抢救无效身亡。 +在 2023 年 7 月 1 日，她服用大量抗抑郁药物后再次跳楼，抢救无效身亡。 祁之所以选择跳楼，是因为她的发小跳楼自杀，她一直懊悔没有救下他，便选择了同样的方式结束自己的生命。 -祁在遗书里写到： +祁在遗书里写道： 「我的死与任何人无关，这只是我的一个选择，请千万不要为此而仇恨别人。请好好地、阳光地、快乐地生活下去，请为自己好好生活着。」 她一直希望大家都能快乐健康地活下去。 \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/qiqi233345/page.zh_hant.md b/people/qiqi233345/page.zh_hant.md index 16bd0575..7e2b38ba 100644 --- a/people/qiqi233345/page.zh_hant.md +++ b/people/qiqi233345/page.zh_hant.md @@ -3,17 +3,17 @@ name: 祁 --- 祁不經常在因特網上說話，現實生活中卻是特別熱情，和她在一起的時候，她的有趣總是能給人們帶來快樂。 -她看起來神秘，她不怎麼介紹自己，因為她覺得「我就是我，你們認識“我”就好了，不需要認識“帶有某種標識的我”。如果有人看不慣我，那也是在罵我這個人，看不慣我這個人，我不希望因為我而討厭和我有相同標籤或者經歷的人。」 +她看起來神秘，她不怎麼介紹自己，因為她覺得「我就是我，你們認識『我』就好了，不需要認識『帶有某種標識的我」。如果有人看不慣我，那也是在罵我這個人，看不慣我這個人，我不希望因為我而討厭和我有相同標籤或者經歷的人」。 祁是一個溫柔、勇敢、堅毅、敢愛敢恨的人，她會勇敢站出來為跨性別們說話，也會耐心地安慰難過的人們。她有許多獨特且犀利的見解，也很強大，她不允許別人傷害自己的朋友與戀人，自己也不會被別人所傷害。 -但令人感到惋惜的是，她也被抑鬱與焦慮纏身，在2023年3月14日因抑鬱發作跳樓自殺未遂，給自己的腿落下了殘疾，這讓她的生活很不方便，也加重了她的抑鬱。 +但令人感到惋惜的是，她也被抑鬱與焦慮纏身，在 2023 年 3 月 14 日因抑鬱發作跳樓自殺未遂，給自己的腿落下了殘疾，這讓她的生活很不方便，也加重了她的抑鬱。 -在2023年7月1日，她服用大量抗抑鬱藥物後再次跳樓，搶救無效身亡。 +在 2023 年 7 月 1 日，她服用大量抗抑鬱藥物後再次跳樓，搶救無效身亡。 祁之所以選擇跳樓，是因為她的發小跳樓自殺，她一直懊悔沒有救下他，便選擇了同樣的方式結束自己的生命。 -祁在遺書裡寫到： +祁在遺書裡寫道： 「我的死與任何人無關，這只是我的一個選擇，請千萬不要為此而仇恨別人。請好好地、陽光地、快樂地生活下去，請為自己好好生活著。」 她一直希望大家都能快樂健康地活下去。 diff --git a/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-01-04-C15079.json b/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-01-04-C15079.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..9139e911 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-01-04-C15079.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15079,"content":"“循此苦旅，直抵群星”\n“Per Aspera ad Astra\"\nWords to live by. 再会了。","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 4, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-01-10-C15091.json b/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-01-10-C15091.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..5d650a1a --- /dev/null +++ b/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-01-10-C15091.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15091,"content":"你来时，卓越不凡。你去时，勇毅不怠。你纯净而执着，你透彻而冷静。谢谢你来过我生命里。提升了我的认知和品质。","submitter":"Ar","date":"Jan 10, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-01-17-C15305.json b/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-01-17-C15305.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..609cf57e --- /dev/null +++ b/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-01-17-C15305.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15305,"content":"时间是人为的设定。我重新定义时间，那么你和我从来没有分离。","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-01-29-C15372.json b/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-01-29-C15372.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a7df5d8d --- /dev/null +++ b/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-01-29-C15372.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15372,"content":"想你啊","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 29, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-02-09-C15401.json b/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-02-09-C15401.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..86a8b7cb --- /dev/null +++ b/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-02-09-C15401.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15401,"content":"新年快乐！","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Feb 9, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-02-10-C15404.json b/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-02-10-C15404.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..3efbdd5a --- /dev/null +++ b/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-02-10-C15404.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15404,"content":"https://github.com/DSLapatura/FP/releases/download/v0.0.1/Fermi.Paradox.zip\n生日快乐, Lucy","submitter":"Ulnar Nan Owen","date":"Feb 10, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-02-12-C15408.json b/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-02-12-C15408.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..cda79d2c --- /dev/null +++ b/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-02-12-C15408.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15408,"content":"有友人献花，有大洋之隔的思念祝福，有早早的幽思及问候，有佛前祷福祷告……拥有真情和罕有聪慧的你毅然告别而去，一定不是一时冲动卡绊，而是有未知的远抵星辰宇宙的探索和追求！没有人责怪你，全是至诚祝福……","submitter":"MM","date":"Feb 12, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-02-15-C15410.json b/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-02-15-C15410.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..6326eb79 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-02-15-C15410.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15410,"content":"还是想念你","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Feb 15, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-02-18-C15412.json b/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-02-18-C15412.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..8f4dff97 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-02-18-C15412.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15412,"content":"“我们成功地拍摄了这张照片，当你看它，会看到一个小点。那就是这里，那就是家园，那就是我们。你所爱的每个人，认识的每个人，听说过的每个人，历史上的每个人，都在它上面活过了一生。我们物种历史上的所有欢乐和痛苦，千万种言之凿凿的宗教、意识形态。和经济思想，所有狩猎者和采集者，所有英雄和懦夫，所有文明的创造者和毁。灭者，所有的皇帝和农夫，所有热恋中的年轻人，所有的父母、满怀希望的孩子、发明者和探索者，所有道德导师，所有腐败的政客，所有’超级明星’，所有‘最高领袖’，所有圣徒和罪人—都发生在这颗悬浮在太阳光中的尘埃上。”\n\n ——卡尔·萨根，1994","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Feb 18, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-02-22-C15424.json b/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-02-22-C15424.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..e8a702de --- /dev/null +++ b/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-02-22-C15424.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15424,"content":"从图像就能说明你对宇宙的好奇与思考，对生命意义的诘问，慧极而不恋，此生来过。愿意识像云像风飘至你所愿去之处……","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Feb 22, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-03-01-C15433.json b/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-03-01-C15433.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..c0095f88 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-03-01-C15433.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15433,"content":"想你啊","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Mar 1, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-03-16-C16030.json b/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-03-16-C16030.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..05038f1f --- /dev/null +++ b/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-03-16-C16030.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":16030,"content":"9个月了。还有朋友念念是你，还有朋友默然思念，还有艰难活着心和你不离……你毅然决然而去，你承担了你能承担的部分，留在时间内的人们在承担自己不想放下的执迷…………9个月了，我决定留下来，在时间之内，明白你的，明白自己，明白生与死，明白时间内外的真实………","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Mar 16, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-03-20-C17022.json b/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-03-20-C17022.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..7d5ab334 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-03-20-C17022.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17022,"content":"我和你是两个量子，无论你去哪里，都互相缠扰，互相陪伴，来这里给你留言，是春分了，云上或风过枝头时，我们相见，换一种方式，你在我生命中流动，像以前你在我眼眸飞扬照亮……","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Mar 20, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-03-28-C17077.json b/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-03-28-C17077.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..951e3959 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-03-28-C17077.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17077,"content":"人生像薛定谔的猫，理论上猫可能是死的也可能是活的，处于非死非活的状态。打开箱子观察猫要么是死的要么是活的，取决于观察者自己的心念。爱思索人生的孩子，打开人生的盖子观察自己的未来，于是一些孩子告别人生，一些孩子慢慢清醒，大部分人陷入迷茫困境。","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Mar 28, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-04-29-C17143.json b/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-04-29-C17143.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..b7314ab3 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-04-29-C17143.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17143,"content":"感恩你的用心陪伴…日子慢慢…我深切感受到当时没有感受到的心意和至爱…爱你啊…","submitter":"MM","date":"Apr 29, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-05-15-C17161.json b/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-05-15-C17161.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..77cb4aea --- /dev/null +++ b/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-05-15-C17161.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17161,"content":"您改变了我麻木将就和愚痴的生活状态，漫漫人生从此不再是模仿和从众，那个不贪不痴不迷的自我，叫做自性，醒来，慢慢回归……感恩您……","submitter":"Ar","date":"May 15, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-06-15-C17230.json b/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-06-15-C17230.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..7cd6446d --- /dev/null +++ b/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-06-15-C17230.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17230,"content":"思念是梦与现实边界的风\n谁过去温柔相守\n谁忽然忍不住哭\n\n夜的纱帘滤掉精疲力尽\n我们依然笑兮\n难以抉择的痛哭声中\n\n我的牵挂一直在\n你的抉别开启时\n醒来觉梦","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jun 15, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-06-18-C17243.json b/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-06-18-C17243.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..af6d8225 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-06-18-C17243.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17243,"content":"||用一年时间仔细理解，终于感知到无处安放的身心有多疲惫。人终究会离开谁也一样，只是你跳跃到终点，太快太迅疾，忽略了长长的赛道。也好啊，大家各自安好，各遂选择。苦乐自知。不必牵挂，只相互祝福……||","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jun 18, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-06-29-C17276.json b/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-06-29-C17276.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..2e9ba020 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-06-29-C17276.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17276,"content":"||A：梦到Lucy了 B：在做什么呢 A：不知道 A：在和我聊天 B：聊些什么呀 A：不记得了 B：你们开心吗 A：应该吧…我好想去找她 B：我看了你们之前的聊天记录，她希望你好好活下去i B：她最歉疚的牵挂是亲朋因她离去而痛不欲生 A：...... B：爱她，就爱自己照顾好自己……过往的回忆是抹不去的美好和祝福……一切才有意义！||","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jun 29, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-07-16-C18034.json b/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-07-16-C18034.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..e4de8c72 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-07-16-C18034.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18034,"content":"想你啊……i","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jul 16, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-07-23-C18042.json b/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-07-23-C18042.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..0a8759dc --- /dev/null +++ b/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-07-23-C18042.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18042,"content":"梦见你了……好幸福啊","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jul 23, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/s5ehfr9/page.en.md b/people/s5ehfr9/page.en.md index eff0d01f..54dd5bd9 100644 --- a/people/s5ehfr9/page.en.md +++ b/people/s5ehfr9/page.en.md @@ -2,7 +2,7 @@ name: s5ehfr9 info: alias: Lucy - location: Mianyang, Sichuan + location: Sichuan, China --- ## Description @@ -17,4 +17,4 @@ In the last few months of her life, she was separated from her loving family. Th On the afternoon of June 16, 2023, after several attempts in two years, this time, unfortunately, she left us forever with her regrets and talents. Maybe, choosing to leave this world was the only selfish thing she ever did. -Her avatar comes from a game she developed. She said that her avatar would be unique if it is displayed on One Among Us, “but I can't do anything, and probably no one will write me a profile by then.” +Her avatar comes from [a game she developed](https://github.com/DSLapatura/FP/releases/download/v0.0.1/Fermi.Paradox.zip). She said that her avatar would be unique if it is displayed on One Among Us, “but I can't do anything, and probably no one will write me a profile by then.” diff --git a/people/s5ehfr9/page.md b/people/s5ehfr9/page.md index 48fd018e..f2f9f28a 100644 --- a/people/s5ehfr9/page.md +++ b/people/s5ehfr9/page.md @@ -2,12 +2,12 @@ name: s5ehfr9 info: alias: Lucy - location: 四川绵阳 + location: 中国四川 --- ## 简介 -她从小对航空航天与军事特别感兴趣，热爱玩各种飞行和战争模拟类型游戏。她还对游戏开发有浓厚的兴趣，她喜欢为她热爱的游戏编写MOD，甚至参加过独立游戏的开发。 她还是一位出色的架子鼓手，曾在乐队效力。除此之外她还擅长英语，绘画等等。 +她从小对航空航天与军事特别感兴趣，热爱玩各种飞行和战争模拟类型游戏。她还对游戏开发有浓厚的兴趣，她喜欢为她热爱的游戏编写 MOD，甚至参加过独立游戏的开发。 她还是一位出色的架子鼓手，曾在乐队效力。除此之外她还擅长英语，绘画等等。 然而就是在所有人眼里看起来都很优秀的她，从小压抑在心里的 MtF 想法彻底爆发，并且患上了重度抑郁。 @@ -17,4 +17,4 @@ info: 2023 年 6 月 16 日下午，在两年间的数次尝试后，这一次，她不幸带着她的遗憾和才能永远地离开了我们。可能选择离开这个糟糕的世界是她做过唯一自私的事情。 -她的头像源自于她编写的游戏。她说，我的头像被挂在上面（One Among Us）的话应该会挺独特的吧，可是我什么都不会，到时候不会有人给我写简介吧。 \ No newline at end of file +她的头像源自于[她编写的游戏](https://github.com/DSLapatura/FP/releases/download/v0.0.1/Fermi.Paradox.zip)。她说，我的头像被挂在上面（One Among Us）的话应该会挺独特的吧，可是我什么都不会，到时候不会有人给我写简介吧。 diff --git a/people/s5ehfr9/page.zh_hant.md b/people/s5ehfr9/page.zh_hant.md index ceedae55..8bb7623e 100644 --- a/people/s5ehfr9/page.zh_hant.md +++ b/people/s5ehfr9/page.zh_hant.md @@ -2,12 +2,12 @@ name: s5ehfr9 info: alias: Lucy - location: 四川綿陽 + location: 中國四川 --- ## 簡介 -她從小對於航空航天和軍事非常感興趣, 熱愛遊玩各種飛行類和戰爭模擬類遊戲. 另外她還對於遊戲開發有着濃厚的興趣, 喜歡爲她熱愛的遊戲編寫MOD, 甚至參加過獨立遊戲的開發. 她還是一位出色的架子鼓手, 曾經效力於樂隊. +她從小對於航空航天和軍事非常感興趣, 熱愛遊玩各種飛行類和戰爭模擬類遊戲. 另外她還對於遊戲開發有着濃厚的興趣, 喜歡爲她熱愛的遊戲編寫 MOD, 甚至參加過獨立遊戲的開發. 她還是一位出色的架子鼓手, 曾經效力於樂隊. 除此以外還擅長英語, 繪畫等等. 然而就是在所有人嚴厲看起來都很優秀的她, 從小壓抑在心中的 MtF 想法徹底爆發, 並且換上重度抑鬱. @@ -18,5 +18,5 @@ info: 2023 年 6 月 16 日下午, 在兩年間的多次嘗試後, 不幸地帶着她的遺憾和才能永遠地離開了我們. 可能選擇離開這個糟糕的世界是她唯一做過的自私的事情. -她的頭貼來自於她所編寫的遊戲. 她說, 我的頭貼掛在上面 (One Among Us) 的話應許是很獨特的吧, 可是我什麼都不會, 到時候不會有人給我寫簡介吧. +她的頭貼來自於[她所編寫的遊戲](https://github.com/DSLapatura/FP/releases/download/v0.0.1/Fermi.Paradox.zip). 她說, 我的頭貼掛在上面 (One Among Us) 的話應許是很獨特的吧, 可是我什麼都不會, 到時候不會有人給我寫簡介吧. diff --git a/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-15-C15276.json b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-15-C15276.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..2dfefcad --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-15-C15276.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15276,"content":"谢谢你给我的那些最甜蜜美好的时光，我爱你，来生来见。","submitter":"梨安","date":"Jan 15, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-15-C15279.json b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-15-C15279.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..8cb8be0b --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-15-C15279.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15279,"content":"你一定去了一个更美好的地方","submitter":"海清","date":"Jan 15, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-16-C15291.json b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-16-C15291.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..5c0c9a4d --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-16-C15291.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15291,"content":"她是一个冰雪聪明、敏感到痛苦地步的人。从小就出发寻找绝对的幸福，她在家庭里、友情里、爱情中、世界上都没有找到绝对幸福，最后像宗教神秘主义者一样到时间之外去寻找一种绝对存在，最后在在永恒的虚无中找到了这个绝对物","submitter":"海清","date":"Jan 16, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-16-C15292.json b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-16-C15292.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..d1e12c79 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-16-C15292.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15292,"content":"谢谢你走进我的生活陪我聊天，愿意帮我保管衣服和药品，下辈子一定会很幸福的","submitter":"君莫问·柒","date":"Jan 16, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-17-C15303.json b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-17-C15303.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..8d69fc49 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-17-C15303.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15303,"content":"||人世，不過是漫長的呼吸。 隨後我們便要回到各自的深海。||","submitter":"林探惜","date":"Jan 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-17-C15308.json b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-17-C15308.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..24e91b90 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-17-C15308.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15308,"content":"祈愿你在新的地方，只生欢喜不生愁，永远有爱和希望","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-17-C15312.json b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-17-C15312.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..689b3cc0 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-17-C15312.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15312,"content":"我很难说出，“我爱你，此生，永远”这样的话。这辈子也从未对一个人说过，很小的时候当我读到爱时，我就知道人性不过是这样，片刻的的欢愉和不幸只不过是这似水年华的一部分，正如你所想的那样，花开必有花谢。你是不一样的，对我来说，我的心很大，但是世界很小，所以当你出现在我的世界，就占据了很大的一部分。\n亲爱的，你说的对，时间会毁灭一切，但是你只对了一半，普鲁斯特在追忆似水年华里告诉人们，回忆可以拯救一切，回忆可以追寻似乎已经失去，其实仍在那里，随时准备再生的时间。人们以为已经永远遗忘的世界会附在这个最初的回忆上面，会从永不消亡的事物中整个涌现出来。你冰雪聪明，比我要敏感的多，敏感到痛苦，在你的身上我看到了我自己，审视自己，最后我明白了，我们的内心都一样，追求一种不可得之物——绝对的“美好”，没有值得东西。\n我爱你，此生，永远，成为你的墓碑，直至荒诞从我的世界消亡。","submitter":"LIAN","date":"Jan 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-17-C15315.json b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-17-C15315.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..82b247ad --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-17-C15315.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15315,"content":"晚安⭐️","submitter":"藩篱箬","date":"Jan 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-17-C15317.json b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-17-C15317.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..e7062b24 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-17-C15317.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15317,"content":"以前我好多次，求求你别死好吗，你明明答应我的，为什么","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-18-C15320.json b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-18-C15320.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..1da16024 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-18-C15320.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15320,"content":"u3、你一定要好好的\n","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 18, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-18-C15324.json b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-18-C15324.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..847d885a --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-18-C15324.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15324,"content":"唯有我一人逃脱，来报信给你———《圣经》\n谢谢妳对我的保护，谢谢妳","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 18, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-19-C15329.json b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-19-C15329.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..f2b9dc43 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-19-C15329.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15329,"content":"好想好想你，可以闻到你的味道","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 19, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-22-C15336.json b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-22-C15336.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..bfe9042d --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-22-C15336.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15336,"content":"现实不是一个巨大的粉红泡泡，有汁液，还有脓水。\n她看透的那些，我早就懂了，和我一样在追求不可得之物，注定不可得的荒谬带来痛苦。之如西西弗绑架了死神企图让世间没有死亡，她奢求永恒的友情和爱，我又何尝不是，被放逐的人想要找到灵魂的栖身之所。\n可是一切都是徒劳的，西西弗最后只能永无止境的推巨石上山；她义无反顾的付出真心，可是朋友总是在渐行渐远；人何其孤独，一切不过是在不断印证我最初的感觉，被放逐之地，愈发荒芜。\n她不完美，很残忍，我也没有成为她留恋的人。但是我爱她，不止活生生的她，给我无数美好的回忆，爱和希望的那个她，还爱那个从我梦中走出的她，我也残忍，我在世间所留恋的她，遗憾，愧疚，心在一刀一刀的被剜，永远没有机会了","submitter":"LIAN","date":"Jan 22, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-24-C15352.json b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-24-C15352.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..0a64cf56 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-24-C15352.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15352,"content":"对不起","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 24, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-24-C15354.json b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-24-C15354.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..9114b047 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-24-C15354.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15354,"content":"人如果被很好地爱着，就不会皱巴巴了，真的会舒展、平和。好的爱人是礼物，亲爱的，我无数遍感激你，给了我无数的的爱意和真诚，让我在很多时候都得到了救赎","submitter":"LIAN","date":"Jan 24, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-26-C15365.json b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-26-C15365.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..e22e45d3 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-26-C15365.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15365,"content":"下次再来到这个世界上的时候，就可以做你想要做的那件事了吧。","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 26, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-28-C15371.json b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-28-C15371.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..1dc9431f --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-28-C15371.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15371,"content":"||妈妈知道你很爱她，很在乎她，妈妈也很爱你，只能说是阴差阳错吧。 宝宝，今天回到了我第一次来昆山时候，你第一次带我去的那个地方，铜像，围在树边上的椅子，那一天我们就是在那里有说不完的话，我还记得那天有两个大蜜蜂在哪求偶，然后我们就换了一个椅子。故地重游，虽已不是那时的那个地方，但是似水年华却仿佛被我找回来了，就连同你一起，都在我身边。 今天好多人，阳光很好，照在身上整个人都好了很多，来的时候，路上一直哭，可是到了你曾经生活的地方，就好很多，爸爸带我去你家附近经常会去的地方，那些街道，还去了你们以前经常去吃饭的饭店，有一家甚至已经关门了，说起你小时候的事情，爷爷也很好，我替你向他打了电话，一切都好。 快四十九天了，即使最慢也快要转世了吧，我爱你||","submitter":"LIAN","date":"Jan 28, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-30-C15373.json b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-30-C15373.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..f7d21336 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-01-30-C15373.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15373,"content":"||就如同蝴蝶之脱胎于毛虫，你高贵的灵魂是不是永远摆脱了躯体的桎梏，找到了永恒的自由||","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jan 30, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-02-04-C15379.json b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-02-04-C15379.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..4ef684fd --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-02-04-C15379.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15379,"content":"宝宝，第四十九天，如果真的有下辈子，你该重新转世了吧，昨天晚上梦里还是幻觉里，看到一蓝一粉，两个小人在一个桥上相逢然后融合，我好想你，若不能久居天上，下辈子也少些苦愁，多些快乐吧","submitter":"LIAN","date":"Feb 4, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-02-06-C15388.json b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-02-06-C15388.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..cb38fafc --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-02-06-C15388.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15388,"content":"你的很多部分，真的是和我很像呢","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Feb 6, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-02-07-C15389.json b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-02-07-C15389.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..2d2fb3ae --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-02-07-C15389.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15389,"content":"安安你也要好好活着","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Feb 7, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-02-20-C15418.json b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-02-20-C15418.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..e312e669 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-02-20-C15418.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15418,"content":"愿你安息，我亲爱的挚友，我们会在没有黑暗的地方相遇","submitter":"溺水长和Nishuich","date":"Feb 20, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-03-07-C16006.json b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-03-07-C16006.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..be84cfd9 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-03-07-C16006.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":16006,"content":"小柿子可爱呢，很想念你，倒不是为你而哭，也为我自己而哭","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Mar 7, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-03-08-C16010.json b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-03-08-C16010.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..c8178db5 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-03-08-C16010.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":16010,"content":"小柿子可爱呢，生日快乐，去年陪我过了我最后一个生日，我却再也没机会和你一起过你的生日了，对不起。爱你","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Mar 8, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-03-17-C16039.json b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-03-17-C16039.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..872259f7 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-03-17-C16039.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":16039,"content":"去感受到了，那些你曾亲历过的","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Mar 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-04-03-C17089.json b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-04-03-C17089.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..40b7e3fc --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-04-03-C17089.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17089,"content":"想念你，爱你，爱你","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Apr 3, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-04-30-C17150.json b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-04-30-C17150.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..fb200d67 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-04-30-C17150.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17150,"content":"祝你一切都好。","submitter":"兮柚","date":"Apr 30, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-07-01-C17283.json b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-07-01-C17283.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..7097f3dd --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-07-01-C17283.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17283,"content":"我祈祷一片净土","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jul 1, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-08-10-C18092.json b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-08-10-C18092.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..6ab92a1d --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-08-10-C18092.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18092,"content":"想念你 爱你","submitter":"cirilla","date":"Aug 10, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-08-12-C18100.json b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-08-12-C18100.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..125b75d9 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-08-12-C18100.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18100,"content":"自杀而无遗书，是最好不过的了。无言的死，就是无限的活。\n爱你 小柿子 永远爱 你我的痛 爱你爱你","submitter":"cirilla希里雅","date":"Aug 12, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shihai4h/info.yml b/people/shihai4h/info.yml new file mode 100644 index 00000000..e56e65e2 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shihai4h/info.yml @@ -0,0 +1,9 @@ +id: shihai4h +profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.jpg +info: + born: '2004-03-09' + died: '2023-12-17' + # born: 2004-03-09 11:00 + # died: 2023-12-17 11:25 +websites: + twitter: https://twitter.com/shihai4h \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shihai4h/page.en.md b/people/shihai4h/page.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..634b83e7 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shihai4h/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,456 @@ +--- +name: Shihai +info: + alias: 小柿子, 猫小泪, u3 + location: Kunshan, Suzhou, Jiangsu +--- + +## Description + + + +Shihai was a naive girl who preferred to stand by the window, gazing into the distance and losing in thought, just like her favourite QQ avators. +In that state, she won't notice you if you walk close to her quietly. + +The first time I met her in real life, I (The author of this entry) was immediately attracted by her gloomy temperament just like Lin Tai-yu in *A Dream of Red Mansions*. + + + +(The preceding photo is Shihai measuring her height) + +## Her Family + +Her hometown is located inside the central plains. +Conservative values is dominant there. +Her grandfather had two sons because of birth control legislations. +Her uncle (the elder son) had one daughter (her sister); her father had one "son" (her). + +They had a tradition of throwing away the placenta for female babies and burying the placenta in the center of the courtyard for male babies. +Therefore, she had an enormous amount of pressure put on her for "extending the family line" ever since her birth. + +Her father was whom we'd call a "traditional father" who follows Machismo. +In 2023, her father started to be even more strict with her after he almost died from a disease. + +Her father was proficient in Math and Economics. +He wanted to raise her to be "a man who can support the sky while standing on the ground". +He said "I want him to be resilient and unyielding, but he's too kind; he can't do it." +Moreover, because she was fragile, introverted, and kind since being a child, out of worry, he often taught her what he thought was necessary to live in a society: +Capitalism, Laws, the dark side of humanity...but she often wasn't able to meet her father's standard. + +She had poor grades in junior middle school, and still wasn't able to meet her family's expectations after junior middle school. +She always blamed herself for that. +After her graduation from high school, she studied at home for a year and then was able to get into a good public university. +Since she was living with her parents, she didn't have much personal space and was always blamed for things that are not her fault. +For example, when she plays a game to take a break from studies, she'd be blamed for "always playing games". +Therefore, she was always depressed. + +## Her Transgender Experience + +Her father told us how she was like as a child. +Ever since she was a child, she acted femininely. +She told him, when she first started school, students were separated into groups of boys and girls to play. +She imagined playing with the girls after school. +According to some other stories told by her father, she seems to be a girl who was assigned the wrong gender at birth. + +Looking at her early life, her transgender experience is similar to Einar Wegener from *The Danish Girl*. +Her gender incongruity was made apparent in as early as her childhood. +Her early male personality was formed by trying to fit in with traditional values and ethics, but that's not the real her. + +Sigmund Freud explained his theory about "abnormal behaviors" in his publication *Three Essays on the Theory of Sexuality*: +> Where the sexual instinct is fairly intense, but perverse, there are two possible outcomes. +> +> The first, which we shall not discuss further, is that the person affected remains a pervert and has to put up with the consequences of his deviation from the standard of civilization. +> The second is far more interesting. It is that, under the influence of education and social demands, a suppression of the perverse instincts is indeed achieved, but it is a kind of suppression which is really no suppression at all. It can better be described as a suppression that has failed. +> +> The inhibited sexual instincts are, it is true, no longer expressed as such—and this constitutes the success of the process—but they find expression in other ways, which are quite as injurious to the subject and make him quite as useless for society as satisfaction of the suppressed instincts in an unmodified form would have done. This constitutes the failure of the process, which in the long run more than counterbalances its success. +> +> The substitutive phenomena which emerge in consequence of the suppression of the instinct amount to what we call nervous illness, or, more precisely, the psychoneuroses. +> +> Neurotics are the class of people who, since they possess a recalcitrant organization, only succeed, under the influence of cultural requirements, in achieving a suppression of their instincts which is apparent and which becomes increasingly unsuccessful. They therefore only carry on their collaboration with cultural activities by a great expenditure of force and at the cost of an internal impoverishment, or are obliged at times to interrupt it and fall ill[^1]. + +According to conservative values, being trans is a kind of such abnormality. +She knew her parents may not be able to accept her choices. +She thought her choice caused her parents' wishes of her void. +She was diagnosed with severe depression after a failed suicide attempt. +At that time, her father thought her trans identity was just a crossdressing fetish and was hopeful for her to be "cured" in a few years. +He thought if that problem is taken care of, then she won't be depressed, and tried to accept her and even allowing her to take HRT. +He told her he'll convince her mother, but he failed. + +Her mother ran away from home after learning about the situation. +Her mother told her she wants to die and never see her again. +Before that, her parents were a loving couple who'd hold hands while going out. +They even took a new set of wedding photographs in June that same year. +Therefore, she was stuck in a dilemma between them. +Her mother's words of unacceptance was a big blow for her. +According to her character, she might think: +> If I'm no longer in this world, or if I was not born in the first place, then maybe my parents won't have to deal with me and will be happier? + +She's born sentimental and has a fragile but kind heart. +In my opinion, she's a silly girl who's too kind for her own good. +She'd rather blame her misfortune on her fate rather than others' malice, +just like Tai-Yu's negative outlook on life and relationships: +> Coming together can only be followed by parting. The more pleasure people find in parties, the more lonely and unhappy they must feel when the parties break up. So better not forgather in the first place. The same is true of flowers: the delight people when in bloom, but it's so heart-rending to see them fade that it would be better if they never blossomed[^2]. + +Since a long time ago, she wanted to avoid forming close relationships because she's afraid of the partings. + +She had poor grades in middle school and was often bullied. +She couldn't fight back for unreasonable isolation and even physical abuse. +At that time, she had a close friend. +They were neighbours. +She started to learn to play basketball in order to play together. +However, they parted after he started to bully her. +That was her first resistance. +With teary eyes, she questioned: +> Why'd you bully me too? + +Given her character and lack of therapy, this cruel experience made her eventually develop [PTSD/PTSR](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Post-traumatic_stress_disorder). +She started to be afraid of close relationships more. +Her other mental issues like severe depression is also related to this experience. + +When she remembers the horrible things she'd been through, I had seen her whole body cramping, trembling. I had seen her suffer from fear, dread, and shortness of breath. +But I was too neglectful and obtuse. +I didn't realize the severity of the situation and the difficulty of dealing with it. +If I realized, maybe things could be different. + +She inherited the stubbornness of her father. +Her father researched nutritionalism and sports in order to make her grow taller. +At that time, she wanted to grow taller as well, therefore she did as he instructed: +eating one meal per day and doing lots of exercise. +She had learnt of HRT since high school, but couldn't decide on it. +After starting HRT, she started to regret for her efforts to grow taller in the past. +She suffered from gender dysphoria from her height, which was especially painful for her, who was both mentally unwell and stubborn. + +## She and the Trans Community + +*(The full story is very long, even after removing some details. +Since it's just me and another of her friends' comments, we'll refrain from putting [it](https://www.douban.com/note/858246014/?dt_dapp=1&_i=4897516gLA6hO2) on here.)* + +For the last part of her story with the trans community, I'm both a character inside the story and a reader of the story. +In the end, I was the one who was most likely to save her life, but I wasn't able to. +She's lost, just like in her last nightmare, her call to me wasn't picked up. + +Those stories all describe one thing: + +A silly girl who was never given enough love keep giving the world and everyone she meets her kindness and trust. +And then she's hurt by people who just want to "have some fun" publishing her real identity online, to the point where she developed a persecution complex. +She was continuously influenced by the negative thoughts of the ones she trusted and relied on the most, and then cut off and isolated. +On this timeline, there were tons of points where she could've gotten better, but her luck is just too bad. + +I'm not a great person. +I'm a numb person who keeps living in my own world and only understood everything after she left. +I didn't know anything about her oppressive family and those cruel things happened to her. +My cold heart didn't experience her suffering, as an ancient Chinese poet wrote in his prose: + +> "The wind is born from the earth, Rises from the tips of green duckweed[^3]." + +If I was a more caring person, maybe I could've realized those abnormalities, maybe I could've prevented her death. + +> Do not cry for love, my dear[^4]. + +In her view, I'm a big sister who likes her. +She was too kind. +She knew love comes with pain, but she didn't want to hurt anyone. +Therefore, she gave me a complex form of love involving romantic affection, sisterly love, and gingerly care. +Since she knew she had been influenced negatively by many other trans people who have negative outlooks on life, she didn't want to "infect" those negative thoughts to me, just like she's always worried about the person in her heart. + +She tried intentionally keeping a distance from me: +> Anan is a working member of society, I won't care whether you wants to be with me or not. +Wrong. + +There's nothing happier in this world than being loved back by the one you love. +You had always been the vast sea and clear sky in my world. +Sorry, I was busy making a living; I was busy dealing with others. +But I forgot to hold on to your hand and lost you. + +## Absurdity and Suicide, the Last Chapter + +God keeps throwing the dice and it always landed on one. +Born emotionally sensitive, pressure from family, meeting the wrong people, one after one, she didn't have a chance to collect herself. + +> How could such a delicate flower withstand a fierce gale, or the care-stricken willow endure torrential rain[^5]? + +I don't wanna spend more ink on those people who had betrayed her. +Humanity, though complex, always leaves traces. +She was smart enough to realize this from the beginning: +> There're happiness in life, but nothing lasts forever. +> There're imperfections in good things, and fortunes always come with small prints. +> Happiness would turn into sadness; people come and go. +> In the end it's like a dream, everything turns to void. +> Maybe it's not worth it in the first place[^6]. + +She thought lots and lots and waited for a juncture. +> The worm is in man’s heart. That is where it must be sought. One must follow and understand this fatal game that leads from lucidity in the face of experience to flight from light[^7]. + +Many philosophers and authors explained well the tragedy, voidness, and absurdity of living. +Everyone is infinity if they're seen as the center of the world.{/* 这句不太对劲 */} +In essence, everyone is an island. +What one think cannot be directly experienced by any other. +In this view, anyone's consciousness is always alone. + +People spend their lives to beg for love from the world, but disappointment is often what follows. +At those points, the meaninglessness and disappointing nature of the world would be shown completely. +But humanity contains hope for love, happiness, and rationality. +Absurdity and meaninglessness is then born from the conflict of humanity's hope and world's nature. +Realizing they are enduring this absurd world, some may be motivated for suicide. + +> Dying voluntarily implies that you have recognized, even instinctively, the ridiculous character of that habit, the absence of any profound reason for living, the insane character of that daily agitation and the uselessness of suffering. +> +> What then is that incalculable feeling that deprives the mind of the sleep necessary to life? A world that can be explained even with bad reasons is a familiar world. But, on the other hand, in a universe suddenly divested of illusions and lights, man feels an alien, a stranger. His exile is without remedy since he is deprived of the memory of a lost home or the hope of a promised land. This divorce between man and his life, the actor and his setting, is properly the feeling of absurdity. All healthy men having thought of their own suicide, it can be seen, without further explanation, that there is a direct connection between this feeling and the longing for death[^8]. + +Motivations for suicide is complex. +Few consider it throughly. +The numbness of living just for living causes pain, but suicide needs a kind of bravery that overcomes the body's natural inclination to avoid death. +"My soul is on the verge of death, but my body don't want to die." +If there's any hint of meaning at that point, death may be avoided. +What she thought to be her meaning fades completely at some point and caused her will to keep living as a habit to crumble. + +Albert Camus had a positive outlook on life. +He often nostalgically recalled the vast sea and clear sky from his hometown. +He realized the absurdity of life, but he also realized he could live however he wanted. +He knew he couldn't rid the evil of the world, but he embraced the absurdity of live anyway. +But my dear Shihai, this world had lost the vast sea and clear sky she was so fond of. +What an world would make people choose to die rather than living? +How absurd. + +In the end, she said "Living is just eating, drinking, playing, and having sex.", "World abandoned me so I'll abandon it too." + +In the end, she got a bad end she wanted to get in *Needy Streamer Overload*. + +In the end, she chose to become one with the void as a final act of defiance to the gods: +> Ame (main character of *Needy Streamer Overload*) can restart in the next playthrough, +> but in this world, +> even if I spend my whole life, +> I'll never find that silly cat again. + +> No search can be made for the incense that revives the dead, as the way to Fairy Tales is lost. No medicine that restores life can be obtained, as the Magic Barge[^9] is gone. Only yesterday I was painting those bluish eyebrows; today, who will warm her cold fingers with the jade rings[^10]? + +The morning after she left, it snowed. +I thought, such a kind being must have gone to that star in the sky and became a god of snow. + +The Japanese like to use Sakura flowers as a metaphor for human life. +They bloom for just a moment and then wither. +Her life is just like that. + +Mishima Yukio wrote a life of rebirth in *The Decay of the Angel*. +Every time they reaches 18, they'd be reborn in another life. +Therefore, they always lived in their best days and never needed to worry about dying after their teeth fall off, hair become gray, or losing their beauty. + +Shihai is like that, although the Sakura flower has withered, it had bloomed after all. + +My dear Shihai, see you in the next life. +I believe we'll meet even then, since we've become intertwined by fate. +I still wanted to ask you why, but no one will give me an answer now no matter how many times I do. + +Contributor: [Li'an](https://twitter.com/LianShihai) + +
+**References and Annotation** +[^1]: from Freud, S. (1908). ‘Civilized’ Sexual Morality and Modern Nervous I lness. The Standard Edition of the Complete Psychological Works of Sigmund Freud, Volume IX (1906-1908): Jensen's ‘Gradiva’ and Other Works, 177-204 + +[^2]: from A Dream of Red Mansions Volume I (Cao Xueqin, Gao E.), Foreign languages Press, Beijing, China, 1994 (First Published in hardback in 1978) 【Volume I P452】ISBN: 9787119006437 + +[^3]: from Wen Xuan or Selections of Refined Literature, Volume III: Rhapsodies on Natural Phenomena, Birds and Animals, Aspirations and Feelings, Sorrowful Laments, Literature, Music, and Passions, compiled by Xiao Tong (501-531) , David R. Knechtges【P9】 + +[^4]: from *Conversations About Love* by Li Yinhe + +[^5]: from A Dream of Red Mansions Volume II (Cao Xueqin, Gao E.), Foreign languages Press, Beijing, China, 1994 (First Published in hardback in 1978) 【Volume II P672】ISBN: 9787119006437 + +[^6]: from Chapter 1, The Dream of Red Mansion(Jia-Xu Version), Translated by *One Among Us Member* with the help of Li'an + +[^7]: from The Myth of Sisyphus, Albert Camus, Justin O'Brien, Penguin Books Ltd; Spark Publishing【P2】ISBN 13: 9781411473379 + +[^8]: from The Myth of Sisyphus, Albert Camus, Justin O'Brien, Penguin Books Ltd; Spark Publishing【P3】ISBN 13: 9781411473379 + +[^9]: Magic Barge: A Chinese legend said this belonged to the immortals and sailed in the Sky River, Milky Way. + +[^10]: from A Dream of Red Mansions Volume II (Cao Xueqin, Gao E.), Foreign languages Press, Beijing, China, 1994 (First Published in hardback in 1978) 【Volume I P672】ISBN: 9787119006437 +
+ + +{/* Following are en localization notes, available for consultation. + +中原：Zhongyuan, the central plain(s) + +林黛玉（林妹妹）：Lin Dai-yu(David Hawkes) Lin Tai-yu (杨宪益、戴乃迭) + +胎衣：在中医中指的是胎盘(placenta)和胎膜(fetal membrane)的合称，又称紫河车，在临床医学中仅指胎膜(fetal membrane)。 + +丹麦女孩：The Danish Girl + +弗洛伊德：Sigmund Freud + +《性学三论》： +> 德语：Drei Abhandlungen zur Sexualtheorie +> +> 英语：Three Essays on the Theory of Sexuality / Three Contributions to the Theory of Sex + +精神病患者就是一群违心地去适应了文化要求的影响，痛苦地压制了内心的欲望，竭尽全力地为文化的形成添砖加瓦的人，他们为此殚精竭虑，因此时不时地会显露出病态： +> 本段实则出自：文明的性道德与现代神经症 （"Civilized" Sexual Morality and Modern Nervous Illness） +> +> 在部分中文书籍中会将其收入《性学三论》 +> +> 《性学三论》JAMES STRACHEY 英译本里没有这个章节，本翻譯来源于： +> +> Freud, S. (1908). ‘Civilized’ Sexual Morality and Modern Nervous I lness. The Standard Edition of the Complete Psychological Works of Sigmund Freud, Volume IX (1906-1908): Jensen's ‘Gradiva’ and Other Works, 177-204 +> +> 文段摘录 +> +> Where the sexual instinct is fairly intense, but perverse, there are two possible outcomes. +> +> The first, which we shall not discuss further, is that the person affected remains a pervert and has to put up with the consequences of his deviation from the standard of civilization. +> +> The second is far more interesting. It is that, under the influence of education and social demands, a suppression of the perverse instincts is indeed achieved, but it is a kind of suppression which is really no suppression at all. It can better be described as a suppression that has failed. +> +> The inhibited sexual instincts are, it is true, no longer expressed as such—and this constitutes the success of the process—but they find expression in other ways, which are quite as injurious to the subject and make him quite as useless for society as satisfaction of the suppressed instincts in an unmodified form would have done. This constitutes the failure of the process, which in the long run more than counterbalances its success. +> +> The substitutive phenomena which emerge in consequence of the suppression of the instinct amount to what we call nervous illness, or, more precisely, the psychoneuroses. +> +> **Neurotics are the class of people who, since they possess a recalcitrant organization, only succeed, under the influence of cultural requirements, in achieving a suppression of their instincts which is apparent and which becomes increasingly unsuccessful. They therefore only carry on their collaboration with cultural activities by a great expenditure of force and at the cost of an internal impoverishment, or are obliged at times to interrupt it and fall ill.** +> +> I have described the neuroses as the ‘negative’ of the perversions [p. 189 above] because in the neuroses the perverse impulses, after being repressed, manifest themselves from the unconscious part of the mind— because the neuroses contain the same tendencies, though in a state of ‘repression’, as do the positive perversions. + +红楼梦：A Dream of Red Mansions(杨宪益、戴乃迭) The Story of the Stone (David Hawkes) + +『那红尘中有却有些乐事，但不能永远依恃。况又有「美中不足，好事多魔」八个字紧相连属，瞬息间则又乐极悲生、人非物换，究竟是到头一梦，万境归空，倒不如不去的好。』： + +> 本段源自甲戌本**第一回**，英译本葡萄牙传教士本、霍本、杨本、互联网档案馆-香港大学图书馆数码化项目使用的版本没有经过甲戌本的校对，故无。 +> +> 梨安给的注释： +> 那红尘中有却有些乐事，但不能永远依恃。况又有「美中不足，好事多魔」八个字紧相连属： +> +> 周汝昌：对真、善、美的糟蹋与破坏，人世惯于以假乱真，以恶欺善，以丑代美。 +> +> 我的理解是如果用现代哲学的话来说就是，这是对一种人生悲剧感和荒诞的体会，瞬息间则又乐极悲生、人非物换，究竟是到头一梦，万境归空，倒不如不去的好。 +> +>（脂批：四句乃一部之总纲） +> +> 说透了人生的过程总是逃脱不了“瞬息间则又乐极悲生、人非物换”的悲剧，人生的结局就是归于虚无，到头一梦，万境皆空。 +> 脂砚斋说这四句是这本书的总纲，我的理解也是。红楼梦里包含的这种哲学，柿海心里也是这么想的，我很懂这一点，因为她在前几天还说过，人生不过吃喝玩乐性而已。 +> +> 很多哲学家，作家都可以很好的解释人生存在的这种悲剧，痛苦，虚无，荒诞。每个人都是以自己为中心的无限大，在最本质上都是孤立的人，他者对自身的意志来说，都是很虚无的东西，这么看，人最核心的精神意志是很孤独的。人终其一生不过是在向世界祈求爱，但是失望总是常态，这个时候，就看到了这个世界的杂乱无章和毫无意义，感受到这个世界站在希望的对立，但人性里有对爱，幸福理性这种美好东西的希望。荒诞感和无意义就产生于这种人性的呼唤和世界的不合理之间，于是就有了人生的悲剧感。自杀的动机，就此开始在心灵深处酝酿成熟，判断值不值得活，在心灵深处得到了否定的答案 + +就像林妹妹的天生伤感，喜散不喜聚一样：「人有聚就有散，聚时欢喜，到散时岂不冷清？既冷清，则生感伤，所以不如到是不聚的好。比如那花，开时令人爱慕，谢时则增惆怅，所以到是不开的好。」： + +> 原文选自红楼梦第三十一回：林黛玉天生喜散不喜聚，他想的也有个道理，「人有聚就有散，聚时欢喜，到散时岂不冷清？既冷清，则生感伤，所以不如到是不聚的好。比如那花，开时令人爱慕，谢时则增惆怅，所以到是不开的好。」 +> +> 杨宪益、戴乃迭译：Now Tai-yu naturally preferred solitude to society. She reasoned, "Coming together can only be followed by parting. The more pleasure people find in parties, the more lonely and unhappy they must feel when the parties break up. So better not forgather in the first place. The same is true of flowers: the delight people when in bloom, but it's so heart-rending to see them fade that it would be better if they never blossomed." +> +> A Dream of Red Mansions Volume I (Cao Xueqin, Gao E.), Foreign languages Press, Beijing, China, 1994 (First Published in hardback in 1978) 【第一册 P452】ISBN: 9787119006437 +> +> David Hawkes 译：Dai-yu had a natural aversion to gatherings, which she rationalized by saying that since the inevitable consequence of getting together was parting, and since parting made people feel lonely and feeling lonely made them unhappy, *ergo* it was better for them not to get together in the rst place. In the same way she argued that since the owers, which give us so much pleasure when they open, only cause us a lot of extra sadness when they die, it would be better if they didn’t come out at all. +> +> The Story of The Stone #2: The Crab-Flower Club《海棠诗社》, Penguin Books Ltd, 【正文 P93 总页码 P 109】ISBN 10: 0141968907 + +风起于青蘋之末： +> 典故出自战国楚国辞赋作家宋玉所创作文学作品《风赋(Feng fu, Rhapsody on the Wind)》。 +> +> 节选：“**夫风生于地，起于青蘋之末**，侵淫谿谷，盛怒于土囊之口，缘太山之阿，舞于松柏之下，飘忽淜滂，激飓熛怒。耾耾雷声，回穴错迕，蹶石伐木，梢杀林莽。至其将衰也，被丽披离，冲孔动楗，眴焕粲烂，离散转移。故其清凉雄风，则飘举升降，乘凌高城，入于深宫。抵花叶而振气，徘徊于桂椒之间，翺翔于激水之上。将击芙蓉之精，猎蕙草，离秦蘅，概新夷，被荑杨，回穴冲陵，萧条众芳。然后徜徉中庭，北上玉堂，跻于罗幢，经于洞房，乃得为大王之风也。故其风中人，状直憯憯惏慄，清凉增欷。清清冷冷，愈病析酲，发明耳目，宁体便人。此所谓大王之雄风也。” +> +> 英文翻译：(From the book Wen xuan or Selections of Refined Literature, Volume III, PrincetonUP) +> +> **The wind is born from the earth, Rises from the tips of green duckweed**, +> +> Graduailly advances into glen and vale, +> +> Rages at the mouths of earthen sacks, +> +> Follows the bends of great mountains, +> +> Dances beneath pine and cypress. +> +> Swiftly soaring, blasting and blustering, +> +> Fiercely it flies, swift and angry, +> +> Rumbling and roaring with the sound of thunder. +> +> Tortuously twisting, in chaotic confusion, +> +> It overturns rocks, fells trees, +> +> Strikes down forests and thickets. +> +> 翻译来源：Wen Xuan or Selections of Refined Literature, Volume III: Rhapsodies on Natural Phenomena, Birds and Animals, Aspirations and Feelings, Sorrowful Laments, Literature, Music, and Passions, compiled by Xiao Tong (501-531) , David R. Knechtges【P9】 + +西西弗神话/薛西弗斯的神話：Le Mythe de Sisyphe（法语）; The Myth of Sisyphus（英语） + +> 梨安uuu, [2024年1月10日 22:29] +> +> 加缪是法国人，书名“西西弗神话”已成法文谚语，借喻“永久无望又无用的人生状况”。 + +加缪/卡繆：Albert Camus + +梨安说出自：第一章第一节 荒诞与自杀 Absurdity and Suicide + +梨安后续给了我一部分文段，是目前英语比较通行的译本，供参考，我已经从z-library的书本中检查了拼写，除了标点符号有区别之外，是无误的，我把标点改为了z-library查到的书籍的版本。 + +> Justin O'Brien 译本： +> +> 「隐痛深藏于人的内心深处，正是应该在人的内心深处去探寻隐痛。这死亡的游戏是由面对存在的清醒，过渡到要脱离光明的逃遁。我们应该沿着这条线索去理解自杀。」 +> +> "The worm is in man’s heart. That is where it must be sought. One must follow and understand this fatal game that leads from lucidity in the face of experience to flight from light." +> +> The Myth of Sisyphus, Albert Camus, Justin O'Brien, Penguin Books Ltd; Spark Publishing【P2】ISBN 13: 9781411473379 +> +> 一个人自愿去死，则说明这个人认识到——即使是下意识地——习惯是可笑的，认识到人活着的任何深刻理由都是不存在的，就是认识到日常行为是无意义的，遭受痛苦也是无用的。 +> +> 那么，这种难以尽述的情感，这种使精神生活失去对它来说是必需的麻木的情感究竟是什么呢？一个哪怕可以用极不像样的理由来解释的世界仍是人们感到熟悉的世界。然而，一旦世界失去幻想与光明，人就会觉得自己是局外人。这一放逐是无可挽回的，因为他被剥夺了对失去的家乡的记忆，而且丧失了对未来世界的希望。人与他的生活之间的，演员与舞台之间的这种分离，真正构成荒谬感。无须多加解释，人们就会理解到：在所有健在而又已经想过要自杀的人身上，这种荒谬感与对虚无的渴望直接相关。 +> +> Dying voluntarily implies that you have recognized, even instinctively, the ridiculous character of that habit, the absence of any profound reason for living, the insane character of that daily agitation and the uselessness of suffering. +> +> What then is that incalculable feeling that deprives the mind of the sleep necessary to life? A world that can be explained even with bad reasons is a familiar world. But, on the other hand, in a universe suddenly divested of illusions and lights, man feels an alien, a stranger. His exile is without remedy since he is deprived of the memory of a lost home or the hope of a promised land. This divorce between man and his life, the actor and his setting, is properly the feeling of absurdity. All healthy men having thought of their own suicide, it can be seen, without further explanation, that there is a direct connection between this feeling and the longing for death. +> +> The Myth of Sisyphus, Albert Camus, Justin O'Brien, Penguin Books Ltd; Spark Publishing【P3】ISBN 13: 9781411473379 + +主播女孩重度依赖：NEEDY GIRL OVERDOSE，英文版修改后名：Needy Streamer Overload + +糖糖：Ame (あめちゃん, Ame-chan) + +三岛由纪夫：Mishima Youkio + +> 花原自怯，岂奈狂飚？柳本多愁，何禁骤雨？ +> +> 戴本译：How could such a delicate flower withstand a fierce gale, or the care-stricken willow endure torrential rain? +> +> A Dream of Red Mansions Volume II (Cao Xueqin, Gao E.), Foreign languages Press, Beijing, China, 1994 (First Published in hardback in 1978) 【第二册 P672】ISBN: 9787119006437 +> +> 霍本译：It is not to be thought that a shrinking flower could withstand the whirlwind’s blast, or a tender willow-tree be proof against the buffetings of the tempest. +> +> The Story of the Stone #3: The Warning Voice 《异兆悲音》ISBN: 9780141912813 【正文:P556 总页码：P577】 +> +> 洲迷聚窟，何来却死之香？海失灵槎，不获回生之药。眉黛烟青，昨犹我画。指环玉冷，今倩谁温？ +> +> 戴本译：No search can be made for the incense that revives the dead, as the way to Fairy Tales is lost. No medicine that restores life can be obtained, as the Magic Barge is gone. Only yesterday I was painting those bluish eyebrows; today, who will warm her cold fingers with the jade rings? +> +> *Magic Barge*: Magic Barge: A Chinese legend said this belonged to the immortals and sailed in the Sky River, Milky Way. +> +> A Dream of Red Mansions Volume II (Cao Xueqin, Gao E.), Foreign languages Press, Beijing, China, 1994 (First Published in hardback in 1978) 【第二册 P672】ISBN: 9787119006437 +> +> 霍本译： +> +> It were a hard thing to hunt out the Isle of the Blest from among the multitudinous islands of the ocean and bring back the immortal herb that should restore her: the raft is lost that went to look for it. +> +> It was but yesterday that I painted those delicate smoke-black eyebrows; and who is there today to warm the cold jade rings for her fingers? +> +> The Story of the Stone #3: The Warning Voice 《异兆悲音》ISBN: 9780141912813 【正文:P557 总页码：P578】 + +> 两段皆出自《红楼梦》第七十八回 “*老学士闲征姽婳词 痴公子杜撰芙蓉诔*”，也可作为独立的诗《芙蓉女儿诔》的节选，资源和校对待补充。 +> +> 老学士闲征姽婳词 痴公子杜撰芙蓉诔： +> +> 戴本译：An Old Scholar at Leisure Has Eulogies Composed His Unorthodox, Witless Son Laments the Hibiscus +> +> 霍本译：Jia Zheng commissions the Ballad of the Winsome Colonel; And Bao-yu composes an Invocation to the Hibiscus Spirit +> +> 《芙蓉女儿诔》 +> +> 戴本译：*Elegy for the the Hibiscus Maid* +> +> 霍本译：THE SPIRIT OF THE HIBISCUS: AN ELEGY AND INVOCATION + +《天人五衰》：*Tennin Gosui*（罗马音），The Decay of the Angel（英语）*/} diff --git a/people/shihai4h/page.md b/people/shihai4h/page.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..30e9d281 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shihai4h/page.md @@ -0,0 +1,135 @@ +--- +name: 柿海 +info: + alias: 小柿子, 猫小泪, u3 + location: 江苏苏州 昆山市 +--- + +## 简介 + + + +就和她喜欢用的 QQ 头像一样，柿海是个喜欢站在窗户边然后眺望远方发呆的傻傻的姑娘，即使轻轻走近也不易被察觉，初见时，我就被她身上那种林妹妹似阴郁的气质吸引了。 + + +（柿海在量身高的照片） + +## 家庭环境 + +她的故乡在中原地带，那边的社会思想相对保守，家族观念很重。她的爷爷有两个儿子，因为计划生育，大儿子（她的大伯）有一个独女（她的堂姐），小儿子（她的父亲）有一个「独子」。 + +在那边，出生下来的女孩子的胎衣是要被扔掉的，男孩子的胎衣是要被埋在院子最中央的，所以她们家因为指派性别的原因从小就肩负着「开枝散叶」的重任。因此她从出生开始，身上就背负着一种巨大的无形的责任感，使命感。 + +她的父亲扮演着一个大男子主义的传统父亲角色，2013 年，他生了一场重病，从死神手中死里逃生的他在那之后很担心她的未来，对她要求特别高。 + +她的父亲精通于数字和经济学，想把她培养成一个像自己那样的「顶天立地的汉子」，其父亲说「我对她的要求是外向坚忍钢硬，但她太善良了，她做不到我这些」。又因为她从小性格比较软弱，内向，善良，因而担心她走上社会被别人欺负，所以经常教她一些自己眼里的「社会立足之本」，资本主义经济市场，法律、人性的搏杀与竞争……但是她的性格，总是做不到父亲要求的那些。 + +她因为初中的时候成绩不好，后面也一直不能达到父母的满意，一直背负着沉重的心理负担。她高三毕业后在家里学习过一年参加自考考上了现在的这个很不错的公立学校，因为待在家里和父母在一块，没什么个人空间，经常会被说压力话，例如她有时学习有时打游戏被说一直在玩电脑打游戏，在家总是被打被骂，导致她在家一直很压抑。 + +## 跨性别 + +听她的父亲回忆起她小时候的事情，她从小就是女孩子性格，她曾经和我提起刚刚上学的时候，男生和女生被分开成两组玩游戏，晚上她回家想象自己是女孩子被抓，听她爸爸说的一些其他的故事，她是一个天生就被指派错性别的女性。 + +跨性别，纵观她早年的经历，很像《丹麦女孩》的主角 Einar Wegener，她的性别不一致现象早在童年时期就显露过，早年体内男性人格的形成是在无意识的情况下顺应了传统文化与道德的发展要求，但那并不是真实的她。从这点上讲，发生在她身上的性别不一致是与生俱来的。 + +弗洛伊德在《性学三论》中说到的这种反常性认为，一个人的反常性如果十分强烈，那就只有两条可能的出路：其中一条路是，在教育和社会规范的影响下，这些人也将得以克制住自身的反常性冲动。克制性冲动可能产生一种替代现象，就是我们所说的精神病。弗洛伊德在形容精神病患者的时候说： + +>「精神病患者就是一群违心地去适应了文化要求的影响，痛苦地压制了内心的欲望，竭尽全力地为文化的形成添砖加瓦的人，他们为此殚精竭虑，因此时不时地会显露出病态」。 +> +> ——《文化的性道德与现代人的精神病》 + +对于这个局限的前现代文明社会而言，跨性别是「病态」的。她很清楚父母可能完全无法接受她的选择。她说，她的选择，导致父母对她未来的幻想破灭了。之前她曾经自杀未遂被诊断为重度抑郁，那个时候她父亲觉得她的跨性别是类似于异装癖的兴趣爱好什么的，可能过几年可能就好了，觉得这个问题解决了就不抑郁了，试着接受这件事，答应给她买 HRT 的药物，和她说「你妈妈那边由我来说服」，但是最后没有说服。 + +她妈妈得知情况崩溃离家出走，说了些不想活、不想看见她之类的话，她的父亲和母亲感情很好，出门牵手的那种，很像年轻的小情侣，这一年六月还拍过一套新的婚纱照，她就这样被夹在中间，进退两难，母亲的不接受和那些话对她打击很大，根据她的性格分析她的内心，可能是觉得「如果我不在这个世界上了、或者我从一开始就没有出生，那么父母是不是就不用操心、不用付出了？是不是她们会过得比现在更幸福呢？」 + +她的性格，天生就多愁善感，她有一颗细腻温柔的心，在我眼里，她是个善良过了头的傻丫头，宁愿把错误归结为自己的无奈，都不愿意想是别人伤害了她。就像林妹妹的天生伤感，喜散不喜聚一样： + +>「人有聚就有散，聚时欢喜，到散时岂不冷清？既冷清，则生感伤，所以不如到是不聚的好。比如那花，开时令人爱慕，谢时则增惆怅，所以到是不开的好。」 + +从很久之前，她就不想有这种亲密关系，因为她害怕这种亲密关系的消失。 + +她初中的时候成绩不好，经常遭受霸凌；没有来由的孤立和身体虐待，女孩子性格的她也不敢反抗，那个时候她曾有一段亲密关系，那个人的家和她家很近，都在学校对面的小区，也是那个时候为数不多愿意和她一起玩的朋友，为了一起玩。那个时候她开始学习打篮球。然而这段亲密关系的破碎是伴随着校园暴力的，那个人也加入了欺负她的队伍，那是她唯一一次反抗，哭着问：「你为什么也要这样对我。」 + +这样一个性格的人，这段残酷的人生经历，巨大的创伤事件，对她伤害一定非常巨大，这段感情里伴随着亲密关系的巨大伤害一直没有被治愈，发展成为 [PTSD/PTSR](https://zh.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E5%89%B5%E5%82%B7%E5%BE%8C%E5%A3%93%E5%8A%9B%E7%97%87)，所以她对亲密关系很害怕，后来的其他精神失调疾病如重度抑郁症和这段阴暗的人生经历也无法脱开干系。 + +> 我曾在她身边目睹了她因为回忆起一些让她难受的事情而躯体化障碍发作，全身肌肉痉挛，呼吸困难、恐惧、害怕、发抖。可是我是失职的，迟钝的，我没有意识到这种精神疾病的治愈困难和她的情况之糟糕，如果我在后面有意识到问题的严重性，也许事情就会有改变。 + +她性格里遗传了她父亲偏执的一面，她爸爸以前为了让她长个子，对她进行科学训练，研究营养学，那个时候她也觉得长个子很好，就疯狂地吃有利于长身高的食物。小柿子高中时就已经知道 HRT 了，但是一直在纠结要不要吃糖，那个时候为了减肥，也做到了极致，每天只吃一顿，还大量运动。HRT 之后她就对过去科学训练长身高的事很后悔，因为身高的问题性别焦虑，这个对本来精神状态就不好而且还偏执性格来说是非常痛苦的。 + +## 跨圈的故事 + +*（跨圈里的故事很长，但是删了细节后还是觉得不合适，就觉得还是[不放这里](https://www.douban.com/note/858246014/?dt_dapp=1&_i=4897516gLA6hO2)了比较好，毕竟是从我和她另外一个朋友的视角去看的）* + +进入跨圈最后的这段故事，我是亲历者，又是局外人，在最后，我是最有机会可以救她的一个人，可是我没有做到，最后她走丢了，就像最后在她梦里，找我的那通电话我没有接通一样。 + +这些故事不过是，一个从小就缺爱的善良的傻丫头，不断地给这个世界，她遇到的所有的人以她最大的善意，最大的信任。然后呢？被以开盒恶俗挂人迫害取乐的恶心顺直人伤害到被害妄想。不断的被最信任、最依赖的朋友所传递负面能量所影响，然后不断地被切割，被疏远，被背叛，被伤害。这条时间线上，本来有无数个转折点，本来一切都在慢慢变好的，可是运气太差了。 + +我不是个对的人，我太麻木了，活在自己的世界，我在最后才知道一切，原来我对她原生家庭压抑的环境，过往那些故事一无所知，我冷漠的心体会不到她的压抑和痛苦。风起于青蘋之末，如果一开始把我换成另外一个性格的人，至少能察觉到种种异相，也许就不是这个结局。 + +> 「亲爱的，别为爱情流泪」。 +> +> （出自李银河编 《关于情感的对话》） + +在她眼里我是个喜欢她的大姐姐，她太善良了，她深谙爱会有痛苦，不想伤害任何人，所以她给了我爱，一种复杂的爱，有纯粹的爱情，姐妹亲情，还有一直小心翼翼的保护，因为她知道自己受到很多别的 emo 跨性别的负面影响，所以不想把坏情绪传染给我，就像她一直担心她心里挂念的那个人生存不下来一样。 + +她对我有距离感，「安安姐是那种已经稳定工作的人，对这种看的开，谈不谈无所谓，不行就下一个」。错误的，小柿子，这个世界上没有什么比爱得到回应更幸福的事情了，你一直是我留恋的这个世界里的辽阔的海和蔚蓝的天。对不起，我忙着去生，忙着去死，却没有忙着抓住你的手，最后把你弄丢了。 + +## 荒诞和自杀，最后的故事 + +上帝在掷骰子，不断地掷出最差的点数。天生易感性，家庭环境的压力，不断遇到错误的人，一个接一个，没有给她任何短暂喘息的机会。 + +> 花原自怯，岂奈狂飚？柳本多愁，何禁骤雨？ +> +> ——《芙蓉女儿诔》 + +关于那些人，我不想在这里留下更多文字了。人性虽然复杂，但却总是有迹可循。她冰雪聪明，很有悟性，一开始她就懂的： + +> 「那红尘中有却有些乐事，但不能永远依恃。况又有『美中不足，好事多魔』八个字紧相连属，瞬息间则又乐极悲生、人非物换，究竟是到头一梦，万境归空，倒不如不去的好。」 + +所以最后她只是无奈，想了很久很久，只是在等一个契机罢了。 + +> 「隐痛深藏于人的内心深处，正是应该在人的内心深处去探寻隐痛。这死亡的游戏是由面对存在的清醒，过渡到要脱离光明的逃遁。我们应该沿着这条线索去理解自杀。」 +> +> ——加缪《西西弗神话》 + +很多哲学家、作家都可以很好地解释人生存在的悲剧感，虚无和荒谬。每个人都是以自己为中心的无限大，在最本质的意义上是孤立的人，他者对自身的意志来说，总是虚无的，这么看，人最核心的精神意志总是孤独的。 + +人终其一生不过是在向世界祈求爱，但是失望总是常态，这个时候，人就看到了这个世界的杂乱无章和毫无意义，感受到这个世界站在希望的对立面，但人性里有对爱，幸福理性这种美好东西的希望。荒谬感和无意义就产生于这种人性的呼唤和世界的不美好之间。意识到自己在忍受着这荒谬的世界，自杀的动机，就此开始在心灵深处酝酿成熟。 + +> 一个人自愿去死，则说明这个人认识到——即使是下意识地——习惯是可笑的，认识到人活着的任何深刻理由都是不存在的，就是认识到日常行为是无意义的，遭受痛苦也是无用的。 +> +> 那么，这种难以尽述的情感，这种使精神生活失去对它来说是必需的麻木的情感究竟是什么呢？一个哪怕可以用极不像样的理由来解释的世界仍是人们感到熟悉的世界。然而，一旦世界失去幻想与光明，人就会觉得自己是局外人。这一放逐是无可挽回的，因为他被剥夺了对失去的家乡的记忆，而且丧失了对未来世界的希望。人与他的生活之间的，演员与舞台之间的这种分离，真正构成荒谬感。无须多加解释，人们就会理解到：在所有健在而又已经想过要自杀的人身上，这种荒谬感与对虚无的渴望直接相关。 +> +> ——加缪《西西弗神话》 + +自杀的起因是复杂的，很少有人深思熟虑而后自杀。麻木习惯的活着感到痛苦，但自杀需要莫大超越性的勇气，身体抗拒死亡，刻在基因里的生物本能，「我的灵魂已了无生机，但我的身体并不想死」，倘若这个时候还有点薄弱虚假的意义，也不会走向死亡。她曾经认为的「意义」在某一瞬间破灭了，曾经支撑她维持习惯的信念崩塌了。 + +加缪对生活充满爱恋，他留恋故乡蔚蓝的天空和辽阔的大海，所以他认识到荒谬后可以义无反顾的生活，他明知不能根除世上的邪恶而仍以西西弗上山的坚定步伐走向荒谬。但亲爱的小柿子，这个世界上已经没有她留恋的蔚蓝的天和辽阔的海了。 +这是一个怎么样的世界，才会让人宁愿去选择自杀而不是寻找别的出路？何其荒谬。 + +最后她说，「人生在世不过吃喝玩乐性而已」，「世界孤立我任他奚落~」 + +最后她在《主播女孩重度依赖》玩出了一个期待的 bad ending，而后带着对诸神赋予她命运的对抗，决绝地选择了重归于虚无。 + +糖糖可以在下一个周目重新开始，可是这个世界上，即使我穷极一生，都再也找不到那个小傻猫了。 + +> 洲迷聚窟，何来却死之香？海失灵槎，不获回生之药。眉黛烟青，昨犹我画。指环玉冷，今倩谁温？ +> +> ——《芙蓉女儿诔》 + +她走后的那天早上，外面飘起了漫漫的雪花，我想，这样一个美好的人，是不是去了天上的那一颗星星，去做了掌管这人间冬月里霜雪的仙子。 + +日本人爱把人生喻为樱花，盛开了，很短暂，然后就调谢了。她的生命就像樱花，盛开了，很短暂，然后就磕然凋谢。 + +三岛由纪夫在《天人五衰》中写过一个轮回的生命，每到18岁就死去，投胎到另一个生命里。这样，人就永远活在 Ta 最美好的日子里，不用等到牙齿掉了、头发白了，人变丑了，再悄然逝去。 + +小柿子就像这样，樱花虽然凋谢了，但它毕竟灿烂地盛开过。 + +我最亲爱的小柿子，我们来世再见。到那时我肯定还有缘分再见到你，毕竟这辈子的因果交错再也解不开了。我还很想问问你为什么，可是再问一万遍都没有人会给我一个答案了。 + +条目贡献：[梨安](https://twitter.com/LianShihai) diff --git a/people/shihai4h/page.zh_hant.md b/people/shihai4h/page.zh_hant.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..fb44c30e --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shihai4h/page.zh_hant.md @@ -0,0 +1,139 @@ +--- +name: 柿海 +info: + alias: 小柿子, 貓小淚, u3 + location: 江蘇蘇州 昆山市 +--- + +## 簡介 + + + +就和她喜歡用的 QQ 頭貼一樣，柿海是個喜歡站在窗戶邊然後眺望遠方發呆的傻傻的姑娘，即使輕輕走近也不易被察覺，初見時，我就被她身上那種林妹妹似陰鬱的氣質吸引了。 + + +（柿海在測量身高時的照片） + +## 家庭環境 + +她的故鄉在中原地帶，那邊的社會思想相對保守，家族觀念很重。她的爺爺有兩個兒子，因為計劃生育，大兒子（她的大伯）有一個獨女（她的堂姐），小兒子（她的父親）有一個「獨子」。 + +在那邊，出生下來的女孩子的胎衣是要被扔掉的，男孩子的胎衣是要被埋在院子最中央的，所以她們家因為指派性別的原因從小就肩負著「開枝散葉」的重任。因此她從出生開始，身上就背負著一種巨大的無形的責任感，使命感。 + +她的父親扮演著一個大男子主義的傳統父親角色，2013 年，他得了一場重病，從死神手中死裡逃生的他在那之後很擔心她的未來，對她要求特別高。 + +她的父親精通于數字和經濟學，想把她培養成一個像自己那樣的「頂天立地的漢子」，其父親說「我對她的要求是外向堅忍鋼硬，但她太善良了，她做不到我這些」。又因為她從小性格比較軟弱，內向，善良，因而擔心她走上社會被別人欺負，所以經常教她一些自己眼裡的「社會立足之本」，資本主義經濟市場，法律、人性的搏殺與競爭……但是她的性格，總是做不到父親要求的那些。 + +她因為初中的時候成績不好，後面也一直不能達到父母的滿意，一直背負著沉重的心理負擔。她高三畢業後在家裡學習過一年參加自考考上了現在的這個很不錯的公立學校，因為待在家裡和父母在一塊，沒什麼個人空間，經常會被說壓力話，例如她有時學習有時打遊戲被說一直在玩電腦打遊戲，在家總是被打被罵，導致她在家一直很壓抑。 + +## 跨性別 + +聽她的父親回憶起她小時候的事情，她從小就是女孩子性格，她曾經和我提起剛剛上學的時候，男生和女生被分開成兩組玩遊戲，晚上她回家想像自己是女孩子被抓，聽她爸爸說的一些其他的故事，她是一個天生就被指派錯性別的女性。 + +跨性別，縱觀她早年的經歷，很像《丹麥女孩》的主角 Einar Wegener，她的性別不一致現象早在童年時期就顯現過，早年體內男性人格的形成是在無意識的情況下順應了傳統文化與道德的發展要求，但那並不是真實的她。從這點上講，發生在她身上的性別不一致是與生俱來的。 + +佛洛伊德在《性學三論》中說到的這種反常性認為，一個人的反常性如果十分強烈，那就只有兩條可能的出路：其中一條路是，在教育和社會規範的影響下，這些人也將得以克制住自身的反常性衝動。克制性衝動可能產生一種替代現象，就是我們所說的精神病。佛洛伊德在形容精神病患者的時候說： + +>「精神病患者就是一群違心地去適應了文化要求的影響，痛苦地壓制了內心的欲望，竭盡全力地為文化的形成添磚加瓦的人，他們為此殫精竭慮，因此時不時地會顯露出病態」。 +> +> ——《文化的性道德与現代人的精神病》 + +對於這個局限的前現代文明社會而言，跨性別是「病態」的。她很清楚父母可能完全無法接受她的選擇。她說，她的選擇，導致父母對她未來的幻想破滅了。之前她曾經自殺未遂被診斷為重度抑鬱，那個時候她父親覺得她的跨性別是類似於異裝癖的興趣愛好什麼的，可能過幾年可能就好了，覺得這個問題解決了就不抑鬱了，試著接受這件事，答應給她買 HRT 的藥物，和她說「你媽媽那邊由我來說服」，但是最後沒有說服。 + +她媽媽得知情況崩潰離家出走，說了些不想活、不想看見她之類的話，她的父親和母親感情很好，出門牽手的那種，很像年輕的小情侶，這一年六月還拍過一套新的婚紗照，她就這樣被夾在中間，進退兩難，母親的不接受和那些話對她打擊很大，根據她的性格分析她的內心，可能是覺得「如果我不在這個世界上了、或者我從一開始就沒有出生，那麼父母是不是就不用操心、不用付出了？是不是她們會過得比現在更幸福呢？」 + +她的性格，天生就多愁善感，她有一顆細膩溫柔的心，在我眼裡，她是個善良過了頭的傻丫頭，寧願把錯誤歸結為自己的無奈，都不願意想是別人傷害了她。就像林妹妹的天生傷感，喜散不喜聚一樣： + +>「人有聚就有散，聚時歡喜，到散時豈不冷清？既冷清，則生感傷，所以不如到是不聚的好。比如那花，開時令人愛慕，謝時則增惆悵，所以到是不開的好。」 + +從很久之前，她就不想有這種親密關係，因為她害怕這種親密關係的消失。 + +她初中的時候成績不好，經常遭受霸淩；沒有來由的孤立和身體上的虐待，女孩子性格的她也不敢反抗，那個時候她曾有一段親密關係，那個人的家和她家很近，都在學校對面的居民區，也是那個時候為數不多願意和她一起玩的朋友。為了一起玩，那個時候她開始學習打籃球。然而這段親密關係的破碎是伴隨著校園暴力的，那個人也加入了欺負她的隊伍，那是她唯一一次反抗，哭著問：「你為什麼也要這樣對我。」 + +這樣一個性格的人，這段殘酷的人生經歷，巨大的創傷事件，對她傷害一定非常巨大，這段感情裡伴隨著親密關係的巨大傷害一直沒有被治癒，發展成為 [PTSD/PTSR](https://zh.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E5%89%B5%E5%82%B7%E5%BE%8C%E5%A3%93%E5%8A%9B%E7%97%87)，所以她對親密關係很害怕，後來的其他精神失調疾病如重度抑鬱症和這段陰暗的人生經歷也無法脫開干係。 + +> 我曾在她身邊目睹了她因為回憶起一些讓她難受的事情而軀體化障礙發作，全身肌肉痙攣，呼吸困難、恐懼、害怕、發抖。可是我是失職的，遲鈍的，我沒有意識到這種精神疾病的治癒困難和她的情況之糟糕，如果我在後面有意識到問題的嚴重性，也許事情就會有改變。 + +她性格裡遺傳了她父親偏執的一面，她爸爸以前為了讓她長個子，對她進行科學訓練，研究營養學，那個時候她也覺得長個子很好，就瘋狂地吃有利於長身高的食物。小柿子高中時就已經知道 HRT 了，但是一直在糾結要不要吃糖，那個時候為了減肥，也做到了極致，每天只吃一次，還大量運動。HRT 之後她就對過去科學訓練長身高的事很後悔，因為身高的問題而性別焦慮，這個對本來精神狀態就不好而且還偏執性格的她來說是非常痛苦的。 + +## 跨圈的故事 + +*（跨圈裡的故事很長，但是刪了細節後還是覺得不合適，就覺得還是[不放這裡](https://www.douban.com/note/858246014/?dt_dapp=1&_i=4897516gLA6hO2)了比較好，畢竟是從我和她另外一個朋友的視角去看的）* + +進入跨圈最後的這段故事，我是親歷者，又是局外人，在最後，我是最有機會可以救她的一個人，可是我沒有做到，最後她走丟了，就像最後在她夢裡，找我的那通電話我沒有接通一樣。 + +這些故事不過是，一個從小就缺愛的善良的傻丫頭，不斷地給這個世界，她遇到的所有的人以她最大的善意，最大的信任。然後呢？被以開盒惡俗掛人迫害取樂的噁心順直人傷害到被害妄想。不斷的被最信任、最依賴的朋友所傳遞負面能量所影響，然後不斷地被切割，被疏遠，被背叛，被傷害。這條時間線上，本來有無數個轉捩點，本來一切都在慢慢變好的，可是運氣太差了。 + +我不是個對的人，我太麻木了，活在自己的世界，我在最後才知道一切，原來我對她原生家庭壓抑的環境，過往那些故事一無所知，我冷漠的心體會不到她的壓抑和痛苦。風起於青蘋之末，如果一開始把我換成另外一個性格的人，至少能察覺到種種異相，也許就不是這個結局。 + +> 「親愛的，別為愛情流淚」。 +> +> （出自李銀河編 《關於情感的對話》） + +在她眼裡我是個喜歡她的大姐姐，她太善良了，她深諳愛會有痛苦，不想傷害任何人，所以她給了我愛，一種複雜的愛，有純粹的愛情，姐妹親情，還有一直小心翼翼的保護，因為她知道自己受到很多別的 emo 跨性別的負面影響，所以不想把壞情緒傳染給我，就像她一直擔心她心裡掛念的那個人生存不下來一樣。 + +她對我有距離感，「安安姐是那種已經穩定工作的人，對這種看的開，談不談無所謂，不行就下一個」。錯誤的，小柿子，這個世界上沒有什麼比愛得到回應更幸福的事情了，你一直是我留戀的這個世界裡的遼闊的海和蔚藍的天。對不起，我忙著去生，忙著去死，卻沒有忙著抓住你的手，最後把你弄丟了。 + +## 荒誕和自殺，最後的故事 + +上帝在擲骰子，不斷地擲出最差的點數。天生易感性，家庭環境的壓力，不斷遇到錯誤的人，一個接一個，沒有給她任何短暫喘息的機會。 + +> 花原自怯，豈柰狂飆？柳本多愁，何禁驟雨？ +> +> ——《芙蓉女兒誄》 + +關於那些人，我不想在這裡留下更多文字了。人性雖然複雜，但卻總是有跡可循。她冰雪聰明，很有悟性，一開始她就懂的： + +> 「那紅塵中有卻有些樂事，但不能永遠依恃。況又有『美中不足，好事多魔』八個字緊相連屬，瞬息間則又樂極悲生、人非物換，究竟是到頭一夢，萬境歸空，倒不如不去的好。」 + +所以最後她只是無奈，想了很久很久，只是在等一個契機罷了。 + +> 「隱痛深藏於人的內心深處，正是應該在人的內心深處去探尋隱痛。這死亡的遊戲是由面對存在的清醒，過渡到要脫離光明的逃遁。我們應該沿著這條線索去理解自殺。」 +> +> ——卡繆《西西弗神話》 + +很多哲學家、作家都可以很好地解釋人生存在的悲劇感，虛無和荒謬。每個人都是以自己為中心的無限大，在最本質的意義上是孤立的人，他者對自身的意志來說，總是虛無的，這麼看，人最核心的精神意志總是孤獨的。 + +人終其一生不過是在向世界祈求愛，但是失望總是常態，這個時候，人就看到了這個世界的雜亂無章和毫無意義，感受到這個世界站在希望的對立面，但人性裡有對愛，幸福理性這種美好東西的希望。荒謬感和無意義就產生於這種人性的呼喚和世界的不美好之間。意識到自己在忍受著這荒謬的世界，自殺的動機，就此開始在心靈深處醞釀成熟。 + +> 一個人自願去死，則說明這個人認識到——即使是下意識地——習慣是可笑的，認識到人活著的任何深刻理由都是不存在的，就是認識到日常行為是無意義的，遭受痛苦也是無用的。 +> +> 那麼，這種難以盡述的情感，這種使精神生活失去對它來說是必需的麻木的情感究竟是什麼呢？一個哪怕可以用極不像樣的理由來解釋的世界仍是人們感到熟悉的世界。 +> +> 然而，一旦世界失去幻想與光明，人就會覺得自己是局外人。這一放逐是無可挽回的，因為他被剝奪了對失去的家鄉的記憶，而且喪失了對未來世界的希望。 +> +> 人與他的生活之間的，演員與舞臺之間的這種分離，真正構成荒謬感。無須多加解釋，人們就會理解到：在所有健在而又已經想過要自殺的人身上，這種荒謬感與對虛無的渴望直接相關。 +> +> ——卡繆《西西弗神話》 + +自殺的起因是複雜的，很少有人深思熟慮而後自殺。麻木習慣的活著感到痛苦，但自殺需要莫大超越性的勇氣，身體抗拒死亡，刻在基因裡的生物本能，「我的靈魂已了無生機，但我的身體並不想死」，倘若這個時候還有點薄弱虛假的意義，也不會走向死亡。她曾經認為的「意義」在某一瞬間破滅了，曾經支撐她維持習慣的信念崩塌了。 + +卡繆對生活充滿愛戀，他留戀故鄉蔚藍的天空和遼闊的大海，所以他認識到荒謬後可以義無反顧的生活，他明知不能根除世上的邪惡而仍以西西弗上山的堅定步伐走向荒謬。但親愛的小柿子，這個世界上已經沒有她留戀的蔚藍的天和遼闊的海了。 +這是一個怎麼樣的世界，才會讓人寧願去選擇自殺而不是尋找別的出路？何其荒謬。 + +最後她說，「人生在世不過吃喝玩樂性而已」，「世界孤立我任他奚落~」 + +最後她在《主播女孩重度依賴》玩出了一個期待的 bad ending，而後帶著對諸神賦予她命運的對抗，決絕地選擇了重歸於虛無。 + +糖糖可以在下一個周目重新開始，可是這個世界上，即使我窮極一生，都再也找不到那個小傻貓了。 + +> 洲迷聚窟，何來卻死之香？海失靈槎，不獲回生之藥。眉黛煙青，昨猶我畫。指環玉冷，今倩誰溫？ +> +> ——《芙蓉女兒誄》 + +她走後的那天早上，外面飄起了漫漫的雪花，我想，這樣一個美好的人，是不是去了天上的那一顆星星，去做了掌管這人間冬月裡霜雪的仙子。 + +日本人愛把人生喻為櫻花，盛開了，很短暫，然後就調謝了。她的生命就像櫻花，盛開了，很短暫，然後就磕然凋謝。 + +三島由紀夫在《天人五衰》中寫過一個輪回的生命，每到18歲就死去，投胎到另一個生命裡。這樣，人就永遠活在 Ta 最美好的日子裡，不用等到牙齒掉了、頭髮白了，人變醜了，再悄然逝去。 + +小柿子就像這樣，櫻花雖然凋謝了，但它畢竟燦爛地盛開過。 + +我最親愛的小柿子，我們來世再見。到那時我肯定還有緣分再見到你，畢竟這輩子的因果交錯再也解不開了。我還很想問問你為什麼，可是再問一萬遍都沒有人會給我一個答案了。 + +條目貢獻：[梨安](https://twitter.com/LianShihai) diff --git a/people/shihai4h/photos/photo1.jpg b/people/shihai4h/photos/photo1.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..b8f587e9 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/shihai4h/photos/photo1.jpg differ diff --git a/people/shihai4h/photos/photo2.jpg b/people/shihai4h/photos/photo2.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..51628ba0 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/shihai4h/photos/photo2.jpg differ diff --git a/people/shihai4h/photos/photo3.jpg b/people/shihai4h/photos/photo3.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..91289a3a Binary files /dev/null and b/people/shihai4h/photos/photo3.jpg differ diff --git a/people/shihai4h/photos/profile.jpg b/people/shihai4h/photos/profile.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..d16715a6 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/shihai4h/photos/profile.jpg differ diff --git a/people/suzuki/comments/2023-01-05-C6122.json b/people/suzuki/comments/2023-01-05-C6122.json deleted file mode 100644 index bbd5c799..00000000 --- a/people/suzuki/comments/2023-01-05-C6122.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":6122,"content":"抱歉以这种方式认识你…然后…晚安呐，祝你有一个美丽温柔的梦吖～","submitter":"小忆","date":"Jan 5, 2023"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/suzuki/comments/2023-01-05-C6124.json b/people/suzuki/comments/2023-01-05-C6124.json deleted file mode 100644 index 2f0590b0..00000000 --- a/people/suzuki/comments/2023-01-05-C6124.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":6124,"content":"||抱歉，我和铃木一定会来找你的。。可能是以后吧||","submitter":"玖月折耳猫","date":"Jan 5, 2023"} diff --git a/people/suzuki/comments/2023-01-05-C6125.json b/people/suzuki/comments/2023-01-05-C6125.json deleted file mode 100644 index b84f74bd..00000000 --- a/people/suzuki/comments/2023-01-05-C6125.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":6125,"content":"很抱歉現在才知道…願你在天堂過得開心","submitter":"神樂坂 雲","date":"Jan 5, 2023"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/suzuki/comments/2023-01-06-C6129.json b/people/suzuki/comments/2023-01-06-C6129.json deleted file mode 100644 index 9860f854..00000000 --- a/people/suzuki/comments/2023-01-06-C6129.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":6129,"content":"晚安，我永遠的大小姐，祝好夢。","submitter":"阿渡","date":"Jan 6, 2023"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/suzuki/comments/2023-01-06-C6130.json b/people/suzuki/comments/2023-01-06-C6130.json deleted file mode 100644 index 070f0959..00000000 --- a/people/suzuki/comments/2023-01-06-C6130.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":6130,"content":"晚安，陌生人","submitter":"包裹严实的猫头鹰","date":"Jan 6, 2023"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/suzuki/comments/2023-01-08-C8005.json b/people/suzuki/comments/2023-01-08-C8005.json deleted file mode 100644 index 468e7095..00000000 --- a/people/suzuki/comments/2023-01-08-C8005.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":8005,"content":"相遇即是缘，本人很高兴能遇见您，晚安","submitter":"mmx","date":"Jan 8, 2023"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/suzuki/comments/2023-01-14-C8053.json b/people/suzuki/comments/2023-01-14-C8053.json deleted file mode 100644 index 29838e79..00000000 --- a/people/suzuki/comments/2023-01-14-C8053.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":8053,"content":"晚安…希望您在那邊過得開心","submitter":"鈴木真依MissSuzuki","date":"Jan 14, 2023"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/suzuki/comments/2023-01-15-C9023.json b/people/suzuki/comments/2023-01-15-C9023.json deleted file mode 100644 index 6b71624d..00000000 --- a/people/suzuki/comments/2023-01-15-C9023.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":9023,"content":"很抱歉以这种方式认识你……\n我和你是同龄人，多希望能早点认识","submitter":"cmtfdd","date":"Jan 15, 2023"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/suzuki/comments/2023-02-07-C9084.json b/people/suzuki/comments/2023-02-07-C9084.json deleted file mode 100644 index aa632697..00000000 --- a/people/suzuki/comments/2023-02-07-C9084.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":9084,"content":"晚安","submitter":"悲观狱中王洪文","date":"Feb 7, 2023"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/suzuki/comments/2023-03-07-C9138.json b/people/suzuki/comments/2023-03-07-C9138.json deleted file mode 100644 index df3cfd53..00000000 --- a/people/suzuki/comments/2023-03-07-C9138.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":9138,"content":"唔。真依还在我帖子下點過想幫我改善社交來著，我們好像自始至終沒有交流過，但又感覺好傷心...\n","submitter":"伊莎 米","date":"Mar 7, 2023"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/suzuki/comments/2023-05-06-C11048.json b/people/suzuki/comments/2023-05-06-C11048.json deleted file mode 100644 index 3bbd6299..00000000 --- a/people/suzuki/comments/2023-05-06-C11048.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":11048,"content":"嗚嗚嗚...\n你擁有很高的才能，開發過一些有意思的軟體...比不上你啊\n我在怪談群看見過你...你很可愛，也很活潑。\n你送給我的VPS過期了...感謝你送給我的VPS，我很感謝你當時對我的幫助，沒有你我根本無法走得更遠。\n你曾經在多少個日夜教我運營社交賬號和發表「看起來專業」的訊息...也教會了我日語。\n你陪我走了好久，可是最後卻離開了。\n我好想你。","submitter":"鈴木千夏（是大小姐喵）","date":"May 6, 2023"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/suzuki/comments/2023-08-03-C12047.json b/people/suzuki/comments/2023-08-03-C12047.json deleted file mode 100644 index 5930472f..00000000 --- a/people/suzuki/comments/2023-08-03-C12047.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":12047,"content":"晚安，陌生人","submitter":"lilyrumous","date":"Aug 3, 2023"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/suzuki/info.yml b/people/suzuki/info.yml deleted file mode 100644 index 9a190195..00000000 --- a/people/suzuki/info.yml +++ /dev/null @@ -1,5 +0,0 @@ -id: suzuki -profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.jpg -info: - born: '2008-01-05' - died: '2022-12-14' diff --git a/people/suzuki/page.en.md b/people/suzuki/page.en.md deleted file mode 100644 index b2a197cd..00000000 --- a/people/suzuki/page.en.md +++ /dev/null @@ -1,39 +0,0 @@ ---- -name: suzuki -info: - alias: 铃木,铃木凉宫,Ling Mu Liang Gong,lingmulianggong,LingMuLiangGong,Suzuki - location: Taiwan, China ---- - -## Description - -> “Remember, I will be playing arcade games while presenting as myself on October 10th.” -> -> “I love you all, even if you don't like me.” -> -> “No matter what, I will be a girl forever.” - -Suzuki (Ling Mu Liang Gong) is a mysterious girl from Taiwan, so we are unable to gain detailed information on her. - -She is a hardcore computer hardware tinkerer. -Her DIY skills are really good. -We believe that she can make anything as long as she wants to. - -> “I really like this server system. I'm going to save up for it!” -> -> “To everyone who worked on this project, thank you!” - -Unfortuantely, her young life ended on 2022 December 14th. -A month after that, her friend [Kagurazaka Yun](https://twitter.com/NaiXi2233/status/1672848353363902469) published this message: -“Good night, Suzuki. Wish you can be a girl forever in heaven!” - -We were unable to find any archives of her online presence because she always avoided sharing her personal details online and deleted all of her accounts. -Most information about her are already lost in the sea of Internet. -What we do know about her is that she is the creator of [CatEarsLaboratory](https://twitter.com/CatEars2333) (A wiki website made for trans people). -We speculate that what made her left us was online violence. - -After Suzuki died, her friend Ling Mu Zhen Yi took over and continued to used her Twitter and Google accounts as she wished for her to “live with her memory”. However, as of 2023 June 25th, Ling Mu Zhen Yi is missing. - -Her former friend Xiang Liang You Zhen might have taken over Ling Mu Zhen Yi’s account for financial gains, but the accounts they took over is now inactive. - -We do not know her well, but please wish her rest in peace anyways. diff --git a/people/suzuki/page.md b/people/suzuki/page.md deleted file mode 100644 index 9f991c6d..00000000 --- a/people/suzuki/page.md +++ /dev/null @@ -1,29 +0,0 @@ ---- -name: 铃木凉宫 -info: - alias: 铃木 - location: 台湾 ---- - -## 简介 - -> 「记住哦,我在双十节一定穿女装打街机哦…想想都很期待呢……」 -> 「我真的爱着你们哦…无论你们是否爱我……」 -> 「无论如何，我要做永远的大小姐哦」 - -铃木凉宫是一个来自台湾的神秘女孩，因此我们无法知道她的详细信息…… - -她在电脑硬件方面有着十分广泛的爱好，是一个可爱的“硬件玩家”。在我们看来，她的动手能力简直超强，可以做出一切她想做的东西……只要她愿意就可以了。 - -> 「很喜欢这一台服务器准系统…继续努力攒钱吧……」 -> 「向所有构建者致以崇高的敬意……」 - -遗憾的是，她的年轻生命就在 2022 年 12 月 14 日晚结束了……在时隔大约一个月后，她的好友「神乐坂 云」 [补档](https://twitter.com/NaiXi2233/status/1672848353363902469) 公布了这个消息。晚安哦，铃木大小姐！希望您在天堂可以做永远的大小姐哦！ - -因为她从来不在网络上透露自己的信息，并且在去世前销毁了自己的一些帐号和她的一些傀儡号，因此我们没有在网络上找到任何一处备份她的账号存档。她的账号已经几乎全数消失在了互联网的记忆之海中。我们只知道她是非营利组织 CatEarsWiki（类似 [MtF.wiki](https://mtf.wiki) 的跨性别帮助网站，编者认为比 MtF.wiki 更加全面。）的创建者，导致她最终去世的主要原因可能是网络暴力。 - - 在铃木凉宫死后，她的好友铃木真依为了实现她「带着我的账号活下去」的愿望，继承并使用了她的推特和谷歌帐号。但是目前（2023/6/25）铃木真依可能已经失踪或已经不治病逝。 - -她的朋友相良悠真可能因为利益的原因恶意接管了铃木真依的帐号，但是目前被接管的帐号已经不再活动。 - -无论如何，请为这位姑娘哀悼并献上祝福吧。 diff --git a/people/suzuki/page.zh_hant.md b/people/suzuki/page.zh_hant.md deleted file mode 100644 index f60187a7..00000000 --- a/people/suzuki/page.zh_hant.md +++ /dev/null @@ -1,29 +0,0 @@ ---- -name: 鈴木涼宮 -info: - alias: 鈴木 - location: 臺灣 ---- - -## 簡介 - -> 「記住哦,我在雙十節一定穿女裝打街機哦…想想都很期待呢……」 -> 「我真的愛著你們哦…無論你們是否愛我……」 -> 「無論如何，我要做永遠的大小姐哦」 - -鈴木涼宮是一個來自台灣的神秘女孩，因此我們無法知道她的詳細信息…… - -她在電腦硬件方面有著十分廣泛的愛好，是一個可愛的“硬件玩家”。在我們看來，她的動手能力簡直超強，可以做出一切她想做的東西……只要她願意就可以了。 - -> 「很喜歡這一台伺服器準系統…繼續努力攢錢吧……」 -> 「向所有構建者致以崇高的敬意……」 - -遺憾的是，她的年輕生命就在 2022 年 12 月 14 日晚結束了……在時隔大約一個月後，她的好友「神樂坂 雲」 [補檔](https://twitter.com/NaiXi2233/status/1672848353363902469) 公佈了這個消息。晚安哦，鈴木大小姐！希望您在天堂可以做永遠的大小姐哦！ - -因為她從來不在網絡上透露自己的信息，並且在去世前銷毀了自己的一些帳號和她的一些傀儡號，因此我們沒有在網絡上找到任何一處備份她的賬號存檔。她的賬號已經幾乎全數消失在了互聯網的記憶之海中。我們只知道她是非營利組織 CatEarsWiki（類似 [MtF.wiki](https://mtf.wiki) 的跨性別幫助網站，編者認為比 MtF.wiki 更加全面。）的創建者，導致她最終去世的主要原因可能是網絡暴力。 - -在鈴木涼宮死後，她的好友鈴木真依為了實現她「帶著我的賬號活下去」的願望，繼承並使用了她的推特和谷歌帳號。但是目前（2023/6/25）鈴木真依可能已經失蹤或已經不治病逝。 - -她的朋友相良悠真可能因為利益的原因惡意接管了鈴木真依的帳號，但是目前被接管的帳號已經不再活動。 - -無論如何，請為這位姑娘哀悼並獻上祝福吧。 diff --git a/people/suzuki/photos/profile.jpg b/people/suzuki/photos/profile.jpg deleted file mode 100644 index 5a2507e1..00000000 Binary files a/people/suzuki/photos/profile.jpg and /dev/null differ diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-15-B3.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-15-B3.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..36b5c2f2 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-15-B3.json @@ -0,0 +1,6 @@ +{ + "id": -3, + "content": "\n**来信由三位主持人联合回信，不署名；来信量甚大，不能做到一一回复，还请谅解。**", + "submitter": "One Among Us", + "date": "Mar 15, 2024" +} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-16-C16035.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-16-C16035.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..7475fb4c --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-16-C16035.json @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +{"id":16035,"content":"在當今這個逐漸變得保守的世界中，勇敢地面對自己，並驕傲地站在陽光下，這便是最好的「現身」方式……","submitter":"阿雪","date":"Mar 16, 2024", "replies": [ + {"content": "面对自己是骄傲与力量的开始。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} +]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-16-C16036.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-16-C16036.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..05d46192 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-16-C16036.json @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +{"id":16036,"content":"敬启：\n无论要遭受怎样的痛苦，无论要面临怎样的困难，请一定要顽强的去坚持下来，请振翅吧，直到能够飞翔。","submitter":"举荷风","date":"Mar 16, 2024","replies": [ + {"content": "困难的时候，一句振奋的话语能改变很多。谢谢你依然坚持爱与希望。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} +]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-16-C16037.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-16-C16037.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..1a590342 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-16-C16037.json @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +{"id":16037,"content":"我们之所以现身，是因为现在虽然是漆黑的深夜，但是我们的信念坚信曙光即将来临。我们现身是为了得到大众的爱，是渴求社会给我们一个大大的拥抱，是祈祷每一位酷儿都可以健康快乐。我们每一个人都希望获得爱，但是更希望人性之光早日来到，让自由、光明、幸福和爱尽情的拥抱我们每一个人。","submitter":"巴克莱.巴拉克里希南.穆黛.卓锦万代兰","date":"Mar 16, 2024", "replies": [ + {"content": "我想你已经知道了一个事实：世界很多时候其实不会主动拥抱你。所以比起空洞的鼓励，我更想说：拥抱世界吧，即便世界不一定在拥抱你；这很不公平，但有时只有从我们开始传播爱，爱才会开始流动。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} +]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C16041.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C16041.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..c5364132 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C16041.json @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +{"id":16041,"content":"hi，\n我是珏，今年33岁了。\n深刻体会到跨性别这个家庭在一步步变得越来越好，越来越完善，\n时代赋予了我们做自己的可能，\n我也从中获得完成梦想的信心。\n从HRT是什么都不知道，到有信心准备SRS，真的很感谢姐妹们的帮助，\n我年纪大了，算是高龄跨儿了，与原生家庭的“难舍难分”，与自己“逻辑自洽”对于我来说都是重重考验。\n由于年纪大了，出柜时间也短，HRT时间也不长，面临的实际社会问题就变得很多，职场歧视啦，社会歧视啦，balabala～\n但我真的没后悔过，我希望都可以越来越好～我希望今年可以距离变成真的女孩子更进一步，做进一步断亲，与自己和解，做好自己做好该做的事。","submitter":"珏","date":"Mar 17, 2024", "replies": [ + {"content": "加油！感谢你保持自我到这个属于你的时代，感谢你还能与更多年轻朋友共同成长。不要在意自己的年龄，未来现在才开始，即使是33岁才会遇到的挫折，也能成为你与后来者人生的宝贵经验。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} +]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C16044.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C16044.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..2bf9ed7d --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C16044.json @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +{"id":16044,"content":"少女的末路还不会结束，我将会坚持下去，直到自己筋疲力尽，或许有那么一天我会成为最想成为的样子","submitter":"猫猫（苏小喵）","date":"Mar 17, 2024", "replies": [ + {"content": "在那一天来临之前——和之后——我们会一直陪着你的。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} +]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C16045.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C16045.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..8e0e809d --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C16045.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":16045,"content":"很遗憾在这个页面上看到很多朋友，但是我不会忘记未曾见面的朋友，一面之缘的朋友，人人皆友，人人亦友祝你们平安，快乐。愿我们终将能去往阳光普照之所。","submitter":"Forget","date":"Mar 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C17004.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C17004.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..e8716b8d --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C17004.json @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +{"id":17004,"content":"杀掉错误扭曲的观点 // 正视真正的我 爱真正的我 // 无论是零分还是一百分 // 我都有无限的可能 // 无论躺平 还是全力奔跑 // 都为我加油 // 我是具体的人 是活在当下的人 // 只用心研究不草率下结论 // 才能了解真正的我","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Mar 17, 2024", "replies": [ + {"content": "爱你的自信！我也愿意更了解真正的你，愿你未来畅通无阻；也希望你的自信能感染更多朋友。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} +]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C17007.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C17007.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..e1493dc6 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C17007.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17007,"content":"相信自己的内心，寻找想要的世界。\n","submitter":"冬日暖阳","date":"Mar 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C17009.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C17009.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..30c7e6e9 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C17009.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17009,"content":"祝大家都能成为自己想要的模样，收获快乐和幸福。","submitter":"水中月","date":"Mar 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C17011.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C17011.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..79260a80 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C17011.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17011,"content":"从窗户纸般薄的丑陋蛹壳中挣脱；\n伤痕累累的躯体里闪烁出蓝粉白的光。","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Mar 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C17012.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C17012.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..9fda4493 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C17012.json @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +{"id":17012,"content":"丑陋的蛹下\n不知如何捅破这窗户纸般薄的壳的躯体\n恐怕也会在某一天\n骄傲地在蓝粉白的光芒中\n展现美丽而又伤痕累累的自己吧\n","submitter":"Nonexistent Riricho","date":"Mar 17, 2024", "replies": [ + {"content": "爱妳. ", "submitter": "Maintainer"} +]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-18-C17013.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-18-C17013.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..00b351b0 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-18-C17013.json @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +{"id":17013,"content":"你们好，我不确定我作为非跨性别者能否至信，我通过与跨性别者的深入交流以及查阅不少资料，深刻认识到你们的不一致的性别认同是难以扭转的，这并不是对性别基于自主意愿的主观选择，而是一种自小存在的性别不一致。虽然我作为非跨性别者实际上难以对你们的性别焦虑感同身受，但我确实看得出来并体会到你们在现实中面临着不少现实中的困难，这也彰显了跨性别者之间的社群交流的重要性。\n最后祝愿大家能够战胜抑郁和焦虑，努力活下去，找到属于自己的人生路。","submitter":"汉正街地铁站","date":"Mar 18, 2024", "replies": [ + {"content": "谢谢你能够表达自己的理解和支持。实际上，很多时候对于各种少数群体的恐惧和偏见，不一定来自于非当事人的不理解，而只是【当事人以外没有人敢公开支持当事人】，仅此而已。不能感同身受不重要，人各有命，经验本就是不能完全共享的；但是我必须要感谢你站出来为了全体跨性别伙伴们说话。谢谢你，祝你「求则得之，寻则寻见」。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} +]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-18-C17015.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-18-C17015.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..8ce54981 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-18-C17015.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17015,"content":"愿我们都能续写最甜最好的故事，永远不要有不得不结束的终章。","submitter":"502","date":"Mar 18, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-18-C17016.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-18-C17016.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..c52a9517 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-18-C17016.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17016,"content":"如同光可以填满整个屋子，爱也可以使一个缺失的灵魂变得完整。","submitter":"LaN","date":"Mar 18, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-18-C17017.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-18-C17017.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..5a0619fb --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-18-C17017.json @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +{"id":17017,"content":"我光只是性取向“不正常”就感到极大的压力了，觉得自己不正常、觉得同性恋很恶心、希望自己只是病了、希望所谓的性少数其实是一种能治好的精神疾病。每隔一段时间我就会突然对自己“不正常”的性取向感到羞耻、恶心、希望自己是一个“正常人”。不知道这种情况是不是跟跨性别朋友们说的性别交流类似，只不过我的是对自己的性取向不满意？我的性取向“不正常”，单是因为这个我就被困扰的不得了，很难想象跨性别们的生活有多难。我真心希望有一天性少数可以不被区别对待，不再是“不正常”的人。我觉得很奇怪，为什么明明其他动物都不会对所谓的性少数作出排挤/歧视的行为，而人类却对咱们充满了恶意？为什么？人类真的好难懂…这世上永远没有绝对的公平。","submitter":"莱铭Lemink","date":"Mar 18, 2024", "replies": [ + {"content": "人总说兽性残暴，但有思想的恶才算残暴。他们手捧礼义廉耻，朝我们啐出一口仁义道德。可被排挤的少数有错吗？所谓的「不正常」真的可以被定义吗？我们本身无罪，但被多数人以恶意强加一层罪恶。亲爱的你，不要束缚在被强硬套上的锁链，我们永远是一体的，每个人微小的力量集合成星河，我们也可以逃脱黑暗迎来璀璨。在我们伸展的前方，仿佛洒满了阳光。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} +]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-19-C17021.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-19-C17021.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..9f5b987c --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-19-C17021.json @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +{"id":17021,"content":"《无题》 // 前方的路 // 布满了脚印 \n偶尔 // 还能看见些许白骨 // 更耀眼的 // 却是道路尽头的光 \n我抬起头 // 向着光跑去 // 不知何时 // 自己的身边布满了荆棘 \n血 // 流了出来 // 泪 // 无法止住 \n乌鸦盘旋 // 将那光芒掩去 // 只剩下 // 几缕细丝 \n闭上眼 // 转过头 // 想要逃避 \n却听见 // 「TA」们的声音 \n“走下去吧 // 向着自己 // 向着火焰 // 向着完美的明天” \n睁开眼 // 发现手中多出一把利剑 // 抬起手 // 向着荆棘 // 向着乌鸦 // 挥出剑刃 \n蓝色的光 // 粉色的光 // 白色的光 // 烧尽了荆棘 // 驱散了阴霾 // 看向路的起点 \n我留下了这把剑 // 留下「TA」们的祝福 // 随后 // 向着光芒跑去 \n最终 // 消失在光芒之中 \n………… // ………… // ………… \n我 // 是「TA」们 // 「TA」们 // 是我 \n我和「我们」 // 不会忘记","submitter":"RainSummer","date":"Mar 19, 2024", "replies": [ + {"content": "踏棘而行，向火而生。好诗，好文笔。拥有生命力也拥有主动性，正是意识到自己所处，才得以迈出作为自己的第一步，你是勇敢的；你诗中「TA」们，那些前人、或许是那些逝者，「TA」们是无处不在的。去年的『银河铁道之夜』朗读会，我特别喜欢的一个概念是：宫泽贤治借那篇童话表达，现世与他界密切联系，哪怕是一梦之间；逝者与生者总有机会共存、共鸣、共斗，逝者虽然离去，留下的东西是无价的。星星引路，航向天明。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} +]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-21-C17027.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-21-C17027.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..4950806e --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-21-C17027.json @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +{"id":17027,"content":"去年的這個時候我被逼上絕路，一度曾想過了結自己，但在那之前怎麼都想要做一回自己，哪怕一次也好。\n我靠著手上唯一的一點存款去做了喜歡的髮型，那段時間的生活沒有受到陌生的攻擊、歧視和騷擾，也有很友善的朋友一直提供幫助，那時候我想，要是現在死了也值了。\n你說後來怎麼樣了？後來我孤注一擲，和死神賭了一局，最後居然還贏了，我猜這是長年的隱忍和創傷下積累的一點點運氣。好運總有用光的時候，至少現在我生活在一個再也不需要隱藏和忍耐那些歧視的地方，全部重新開始，這一次是真正的作為我自己而活著。\n希望我多出來的好運能分享給每一個有需要的跨兒朋友。","submitter":"匿名","date":"Mar 21, 2024", "replies": [ + {"content": "叹服于你的勇气，祝好运时刻伴随你。愿你辟开的道路永远宽阔，不被杂草淹没。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} +]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-22-C17032.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-22-C17032.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..0e76ae64 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-22-C17032.json @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +{"id":17032,"content":"致勇敢现身的同志们：\n星光与你们同在，大地为你们铺路，大胆走向属于自己的路，无惧眼光，不怕困难，为自己心中的理想奋斗。","submitter":"程天明","date":"Mar 22, 2024", "replies": [ + {"content": "我们今年因为各种制约，总共策划人数是大约二十个人；希望这个数能变成两百个、两千个，社群能从我们开始越来越团结、越来越相连，希望欢乐与庆祝到达每个人的耳畔。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} +]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-22-C17033.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-22-C17033.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..dfdc0d82 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-22-C17033.json @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +{"id":17033,"content":"去年今日此门中，人面桃花相映红。人面不知何处去，桃花依旧笑春风。\n你看你用一种决然终结自己的生命，以期伤害过你的也随你终结。\n可是你的光才照亮了多久呢，又被多少人遗忘呢\n公无渡河，公竟渡河！堕河而死，当奈公何！","submitter":"匿名","date":"Mar 22, 2024", "replies": [ + {"content": "也许ta并没有离开太远，仍在或远或近的某处点亮灯火。愿你能永久守望这微光，最终照亮大地。虽绵力，但也请允许我们同你一起记住。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} +]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-23-C17037.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-23-C17037.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..dc05ac5b --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-23-C17037.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17037,"content":"阳光总在风雨后，坚持撑过这段最黑暗的时刻，我们终将迎向光明!","submitter":"车风","date":"Mar 23, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-23-C17038.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-23-C17038.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..d2a81bfd --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-23-C17038.json @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +{"id":17038,"content":"我们即是希望本身","submitter":"无常","date":"Mar 23, 2024", "replies": [ + {"content": "我们存在的意义即是爱与革命。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} +]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-24-C17040.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-24-C17040.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..9ed7c362 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-24-C17040.json @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +{"id":17040,"content":"||这算不上什么故事，因为它是发生过的事实。\n我曾经算是一名天赋党，因为出色的伪音，在出租车上和司机聊了一路都没被看出来，那个时候还在初中，初中女生比较成熟，比起满口黄腔，喜欢扒裤子看我算不算男人的男生来说，简直是天使，她们那时候就算谈了恋爱也不会疏远我，我和别的女孩子好像没有什么区别，很多人到现在上了大学再重逢，本来说可以让我在她那里当女孩子，但是一旦谈了对象，那个男的只要有一点不满意，她就会立马让我避嫌，尽管她认识那个男生的时候，代表他们，告诉我女孩子之间不用避嫌。\n或许我一定要面临这样的情况，就算做了很完整的手术，她或者他，还是把我当成感情的潜在隐患，只会选择伤害我，而不在乎，我是不是怕她被渣男骗，入土可能她都不会再来，那些姐妹之间的诺言，好似不曾有过。现在我也没有很女孩子的外表，都说不歧视，不区别对待，可是谁又知道，社会性别再像，那也不是女孩子，更何况生理上还不是呢。||","submitter":"yunlu","date":"Mar 24, 2024", "replies": [ + {"content": "亲爱的你，「♪ni是你或是妳都行，会有人真心地爱ni♪」——玫瑰少年唱出的是我们。当我们陷落在泥土里，陷落在黑夜里，陷落在无尽海里。可是我们用尽全力抓住的藤蔓，藤蔓缠绕树干抢夺阳光生长，我们终会开出荆棘的玫瑰。美是一种型态，是一个形容，但它绝对无关于性别。我们无法完全去除生理特征，我们无必要回忆过去让自己缠绕苦痛，承诺没有保鲜剂，它不泡在福尔马林里。重要的是，要活出自我，要有爱有希望。请相信自己是美丽的，经历的创伤也会在阳光下展露光芒。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} +]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-25-C17041.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-25-C17041.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..2f40bf3a --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-25-C17041.json @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +{"id":17041,"content":"杂谈\n||好像变得麻木了，身边的人一遍又一遍地死去，最终还是死掉了。你还活着吗?对未来的期待?不是。我想抱紧死去的人并且被没有死掉的大家抱着，，，其它东西会让你死掉吧?我并没有办法,我会在舒适度和目标之间权衡。焦虑是不可避免的,不过就算考虑最糟糕的情况，我也是有获得最后平静的办法(笑)。在想着“去做些什么吧，可不能靠时间和别人的改变，而且，大姐姐要做好榜样才行。\"\n我的经历没有那么凄惨。开始的时候谢谢大家的关心了，但渐渐想回报别人的温柔了，到现在变成了同辈大姐姐。然后未来的话，应该是前进着最后死掉了。一生的话，和被剪掉花朵的玫瑰差不多吧?大家会是怎么样的呢?蛮期待的。\n在其它方面也没有什么很好的建议。就，别太痛苦了。祝福的话是不切实际的，那就，别死掉了大家。 ||\n燕秋\n2024/3/24","submitter":"燕秋","date":"Mar 25, 2024", "replies": [ + {"content": "||死掉了就太可惜啦。陪你多走一程，好不好？||", "submitter": "Maintainer"} +]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-25-C17043.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-25-C17043.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..7471af68 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-25-C17043.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17043,"content":"“希望这个世界上的坏事彻底消失”\n“希望这个世界能够变得越来越好”\n“希望所有生命都不再遭受世间的苦难”\n“希望这个世界永远都有希望”","submitter":"雪秋小可爱@XUEQIUxka","date":"Mar 25, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-25-C17044.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-25-C17044.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..45752d64 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-25-C17044.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17044,"content":"\u003e日出从深黑绽放，万物裂痕映透阳光\n\u003e**愿我们都能不负此生**\n\n","submitter":"Catherina","date":"Mar 25, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-25-C17045.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-25-C17045.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..97baeddf --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-25-C17045.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17045,"content":"愿终有一日，跨性别朋友们可以无所顾忌地生活在阳光下，可以再也不用承受本不该承受的苦难。\n愿终有一日，大家可以不再惧怕出柜所带来的风险，大家可以正大光明地现身，去享受这个世界。\n愿终有一日，大家可以在蓝天白云之下，编织出自己粉红色的梦！\n愿终有一日，苦难皆过，世间大好，\n愿终有一日，厄海渡尽，云开月明！\n诸位都是渡厄的朋友，渡厄会一直陪着大家，陪着朋友们，守候着，等到这一天！\n——From 渡厄大君 RulerDue","submitter":"渡厄大君","date":"Mar 25, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-25-C17046.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-25-C17046.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..148a72dd --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-25-C17046.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17046,"content":"终有一日，我们必能夸耀身姿，屹立于众人之中。\n待那时，你我皆将化作苍穹之星，璀璨闪耀。","submitter":"Soran","date":"Mar 25, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17047.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17047.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..340b2da3 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17047.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17047,"content":"加油吧布丁姐姐...咱永远支持你www","submitter":"铃华酱","date":"Mar 26, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17052.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17052.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..6ce374a2 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17052.json @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +{"id":17052,"content":"你好啊我是一名福建的信息学竞赛选手 hhoppitree，是一位还没有想明白道路的初三同学，明年就要上高中啦！有成为 mtf 的想法，不过…还很犹豫喵！我现在年龄还很小，有一定天赋，在机房经常被 Rua，家里人也比较开放，心里状态也比较良好。如果真的要走到那一步的话可能还是有一定优势的，日后还请多多关照喵！如果高一高二的国赛发挥好一点的话，可能就能去北京了，那里的氛围会好一点吗？我很迷茫。总之，还是走一步看一步吗？最后，希望大家都能过上自己想要的生活啦！","submitter":"hhoppitree","date":"Mar 26, 2024", "replies": [ + {"content": "祝贺你迈出了认识自己的第一步。可是，傲慢和偏见仍然在社会生活中如影随形，很多事情也不一定像一开始时一样顺利。无他，我唯独希望你清楚思考自己并理解自己，不管做出什么选择，深思熟虑过的、坚定的，总比无知、盲从的好。另外，照顾好自己，也照顾好家人、身边人；过好自己的生活，乐观、积极的生活总是更让人信服的。祝你国赛顺利，也祝你找到自己的生活，和命运共舞！", "submitter": "Maintainer"} +]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17053.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17053.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..e02cbc52 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17053.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17053,"content":"既然已经选择了这条杵逆天命的道路，那就应该与命运抗争到底。概许我们奋斗半生所追求的梦想，只是别人与生俱来的罢了。","submitter":"hhoppitree","date":"Mar 26, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17054.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17054.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..505f9566 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17054.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17054,"content":"所有的跨性别人群大家好啊！你们不是一个人，在这条道路上，一定会有人陪着你走下去的喵！","submitter":"hhoppitree","date":"Mar 26, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17058.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17058.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..9d09310b --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17058.json @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +{"id":17058,"content":"蓝色的星球绕着恒星公转了一周，又一年的现身日也悄悄地到来了。记得去年这段时间我还是个普普通通的学生——也不能算普通，那会我双相还没控制好，家里人一合计，于是我三十一号白天被拐进了精卫：所以我或许是最晚看去年晚会录播的人吧（笑）。往后和往前的事情就都平平无奇了，我在全国走了走，也常去医院，花了一点时间和经历探索了自己的认同和生活，也在去年十月做出了那个很重要的决定（当然也少不了来自家里的各种磨难就是了）。希望大家都有坚定的信念来对抗绝望，也祝愿所有人都能靠自己的努力过上想要的生活。喵！","submitter":"大猫猫#南河三","date":"Mar 26, 2024", "replies":[ + {"content": "感谢你在逆境中依然支持我们，也很高兴看到你的生活逐渐回归自己的控制。借你吉言，希望大家都在取回自己生活的旅途上更加顺利，喵！", "submitter": "Maintainer"} +]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17059.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17059.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..0a5686f7 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17059.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17059,"content":"这个世界其实挺好的，但是也挺差劲的。\n认识的，或者不认识的。还在的，或者离开的。\n无论如何，请相信奇迹，至少能带来希望\n爱与性别无关\n至少\n我们要留下存在的痕迹\n然后对着这个世界反抗\n对着这个世界say no\n勇敢的做自己\nI wish I could hug you tillyou\u0027re really really being free\n","submitter":"麻烦制造型瓜瓜","date":"Mar 26, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17060.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17060.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a29b68e5 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17060.json @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +{"id":17060,"content":"致 看到信的每一个你:\n谢谢你又努力生活了一年。对我来说，这是我吃糖，穿到裙子和参与线下见面的第一年，但是也是被家长发现，被迫断糖和住院的一年。不过至少，我现在和你一样，依旧在努力活下去。很多时候，活着本身，就是一个充分的证明，证明了我们不是什么劣质产品，也能够拥有生活。活着的每一天，或许都是一个挑战，但是挑战不是放弃的理由。生活即使困难也并非不可战胜。最后，希望新的一年能认识更多的你，并且一同努力活下去，给这个讨厌的世界一个属于自己的证明。\nAra","submitter":"Ara海渊瑚","date":"Mar 26, 2024", "replies": [ + {"content": "很抱歉预整理信稿的时候漏掉了你的信，没能读出来。活下去，青山在，人未老；活下去，向世界顽固地证明我们的生命力。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} +]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17061.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17061.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..7db03f0e --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17061.json @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +{"id":17061,"content":"我是一名来自江苏省苏州市的跨性别女性。我想向大家讲述我自己的故事。我的真实姓名听起来很女性化，从小开始，我就经常被老师、同学认作女孩子。当时的我虽然还未能探测出自己内心的真正性别，但我会有一种奇妙的舒适感。可能这就是我心灵被探动的开始。\n初中的时候，当时正是JK制服最火的一年，也是我性别焦虑逐渐加大的开始。那个暑假，我看着网上大家的穿着，自己却无法或是说没有勇气去这样穿出门，也无人可以向其倾诉。那一年我开始有了抑郁症状。中国的学生普遍不允许（身份证性别）男性留长发，更是让我产生厌学、与学校领导教师对干等情形。\n2023年2月7日，在当时与父母发生了一次穿搭方面的冲突后，开始了HRT和全面出柜。我父母此时也是非常不理解我，我父亲试图用一些手段来镇压住我，随后在2、3、4、5、6月的无数次争端后，它们它们发现无法改变我，最终放弃了干涉。\n我也在朋友的指引下预约了SRS手术\n2023年11月8日凌晨1时，泰国曼谷，我从手术中醒来，我终于摆脱过去18年的错误身份，将以全新的面貌生活下去。\n2024年3月，我选择再次来到曼谷，我将在泰国学习泰语并争取在泰工作定居，亦可为来泰手术的小伙伴提供引领和向导服务\n谢谢大家！\n","submitter":"Strawberry小草莓","date":"Mar 27, 2024", "replies": [ + {"content": "很高兴你在渡河后，能将扶助他人渡河作为己任！你是真正的活动家！", "submitter": "Maintainer"} +]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17068.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17068.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..9da0d252 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17068.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17068,"content":"活下去吧。","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Mar 27, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17069.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17069.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..53a5b59b --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17069.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17069,"content":"我们即是希望本身","submitter":"无常","date":"Mar 27, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17070.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17070.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..d55af493 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17070.json @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +{"id":17070,"content":"如果你要写Nix，你就不能只写Nix。\n\n你要写NixOS的非FHS环境，环境变量里 `$PATH` 长长，无法运行的虛假 `ld` 加载器，`steam-run` 启动万物。\n\n你要写庞大的 `/nix/store`，可复现推导的 `sha256` ，read-only的 `/etc`。\n\n你要写hydra昼夜轰鸣，镜像站的网络流量奔涌不息，翻不到尽头的cachix订阅和公钥。\n\n你要写无数仓库里的 `flake.nix`，常年5k+ open的issue，半年无人问津的PR。\n\n你要写深夜闪烁的电脑屏幕，账户名上的鱼板，堆积成山的药盒，深夜的一声叹息。\n\n——献给所有TGD的NixOS用户，和所有开源社区贡献者们，感谢并敬佩你们。","submitter":"Cryolitia","date":"Mar 27, 2024", "replies": [ + {"content": "愿代码与数据库构成你们身躯不灭的一半。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} +]} diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17071.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17071.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..eef4e1c0 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17071.json @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +{"id":17071,"content":"「以卵擊石,在高大堅硬的牆和雞蛋之間,我永遠站在雞蛋那方。無論高牆是多麼正確,雞蛋是多麼地錯誤,我永遠站在雞蛋這邊。」一村上春樹 \n縱使最後可能會徒勞無功,我們卻依然勇往直前,只為那僅存的希望...\n方法或方向縱使不同,但目標永遠是一致的。\n加油。","submitter":"上善若水","date":"Mar 27, 2024", "replies": [ + {"content": "那么我用自己写的一首诗来与你共鸣好了：烧毁草坪落满十字架/太阳干柴烈火地作恶/我们被着耻辱/被驱赶出境外的失乐园。我们曾被驱逐的，被摧毁的，被倾塌的，在某一个时段都会催生出以坚韧与苦痛的种子，我们在风雨中发芽，被践踏中生长成参天大树。我们的森林是独属于我们的乐园，我们在其中赤裸、舞蹈、歌唱。亲爱的你，相信我们一定会变成茂密的丛林，烧不尽，砍不断，作为独特的美向世人展示我们的疮疤，我们的泪痕，和我们永远坚强的内核。我们深深扎根与土地，我们永恒且绮丽。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} +]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17072.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17072.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..ac535d46 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17072.json @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +{"id":17072,"content":"我们用鲜血染红太阳，又用孱弱的肩膀将它托上山岗，于是阳光普照大地，百花在大地上绽放，每一朵都有着不同的色彩\n而在光明之下，我们将欢笑，我们将歌唱，我们将沁透了淋漓鲜血的苦难岁月埋葬\n为着这个明天，我们走在骄傲的路上，我们轻轻的掩埋朋友的尸首，将泪水变做蓝粉白的花朵，然后顶着凄冷的北风，又继续上路了\n而这个夜晚，这个向着阳光前进的夜晚，我们将花朵都插在篝火的边上，于是花朵变成了挡风的高墙\n你看，篝火必必剥剥地响着，它更旺了\n于是，朋友般的篝火，和篝火般的朋友，温暖着我们彼此\n于是，即便是再凄冷的北风，也变成了羸弱的孬种，再不能夺走大家心中的暖意了","submitter":"L.F.Reisen","date":"Mar 27, 2024", "replies": [ + {"content": "这首诗歌情绪激昂，以至于让处在社群中的我感到爱与勇气。那我也回赠一首小诗吧：天空什么时候是蓝色/我只见过/灰色 黑色/和被血色染红的/等待一场无妄的等待/迷茫着没有方向/我们由着蝴蝶引路/走入山林/在路途中寻找同类/那些苦难岁月里/伤疤是一个个难以跨过的丘壑/我们牵着手/迈着步子/伤疤也会被抚平/牵着手的我们/走到没有尽头的地方/看一片无尽的蔷薇花丛/我们生如夏花/理应绚烂绽放/淡蓝色的天空/火红的蔷薇/在无限的天边交接/此后朝暮与岁月并往/我们一同行至天光。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} +]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17073.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17073.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..6417647d --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17073.json @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +{"id":17073,"content":"在阴霾缭绕之中 欲拨去重重迷雾 // 我在窥见那灵魂 躁动不安。\n在绳线缠绕之间 欲挣开命运枷锁 // 我在打破那镜像 非我而生。\n裹挟——在世俗洪流之中。 // 唯有百分的顺从最不费力气 // 而试问那洪流 // 究竟要流向何方呢？\n痴狂——在装腔作态之下。 // 唯有万般的点头最赢得赞誉 // 而试问那姿态 // 究竟是心之所向吗？\n二极管的聚合 自诩正义的「多数」的狂欢 // 人们歌颂着 那多样的灵魂 // 却又对 ##%% 闭口不言\n三磷酸的传递 恒久不变的「主流」的呓语 // 人们赞扬着 那先驱的精神 // 却又对 %%## 嗤之以鼻 \n「或许，投降的不应当是我们。」\n所以 // 我欲现身于「跨越」之中\n以一缕耀眼的阳光 // 击碎那亘古的屏障\n所以 // 我欲现身于「跨越」之中 // 在螺旋的时空中 // 越向上越要努力张开翅膀\n所以 // 我欲现身于「跨越」之中 // 跨越每一双有色眼镜的束缚 // 在真正的彩虹中舞蹈\n所以 // 「如果你们都能记住我的名字」—— // 为无限的时间和空间—— // 共同现身于「跨越」之中吧——\n脱去枷锁的命运 // 终末于湛蓝的深海 // 自由的灵魂 // 去仰望粉白的星云\n\n—— 神楽坂 零音，2024/3/27","submitter":"神楽坂 零音","date":"Mar 27, 2024", "replies": [ + {"content": "先驱的中心在于实践者，正义的中心在于当事者。我把这篇来信放在今晚的前半，因为我觉得这首诗恰好是做了「现身日晚会为什么要办」的最好注解。只需一缕阳光、一些短暂的「现身」，人们便能踏出世俗的洪流，舍弃偏见，记住活生生的「名字」和存在本身。这难道不是最简单的吗。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} +]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17074.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17074.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..f7ac7a49 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17074.json @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +{"id":17074,"content":"If the bleak-eyed rosy mind again hears the relentless daily sound of tidal blood\nShe will unbraid the double strand of Demiurge\u0027s hair into strings of Dagda\u0027s harp\nand wait for the return of wild geese to the grassy heart of northern shores.","submitter":"黄心","date":"Mar 27, 2024", "replies":[ + {"content": "一首浸淫在古代意境中的自由诗。试译：凄凉的玫瑰色心儿哟，若她再次听到无情的、潮水般的鲜血的声音/她将解开德谬哥那双股儿头发，再编成达格达那竖琴的琴弦/等待大雁回到北方海岸的覆草的心脏。——翻得不好，还请见谅。（大概要用北方方言读。）哎呀，浓重的凯尔特神话意境。我听说达格达的竖琴使任何听到它的人或欢笑，或悲伤哭泣；使夏天或冬天按时到来，使浴血返家的战士忘记疲倦。或许这就是思念与魂魄的力量；或许这就是我们应有的力量。待朝雾散去，心上人会回到青绿的大地上。祝你幸福。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} +]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-31-B4.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-31-B4.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..aa323619 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-31-B4.json @@ -0,0 +1,6 @@ +{ + "id": -4, + "content": " 呐，不会写诗也不会鼓励别人，讲述一下自己的故事/发表一些评论好了。也许啰嗦了一点，写的也挺乱的，对不起了。我也没希望真的能上晚会，知道在某个时候，某个地方，有也许能理解我的人看到了这些文字对我而言就足够了。还有我可能太只顾着叙述真实感受了，在写的过程中自己精神崩溃了好几次，断断续续写了好几天，别人看了可能也会被触发吧。对不起了。\n 说到“现身”，其实我最初的经历并不是跟性别有关的吧。没办法，到青春期开始发育了之后我的性别认同跟我的指派性别并不一样这个issue才变得突出了起来吧。而我自幼就是明显的神经多样性。管他呢（恼），反正神经多样性和跨性别也有很多交集的地方，要是嫌跑题了把这段编辑掉好了，我觉得可以作为一个铺垫。\n 我从幼儿时期就「不一样」。最开始似乎一切都好，比如我不像autism spectrum容易语言迟缓之类的，反而学会说话比平均要早的多。然后大家对我的认识就打下了一个「神童」的基调。我很沉迷看书，小学就学了中学的东西，初中就学完了大学高数入门线性代数微积分一条龙（不过等到真上了大学差不多又全都忘了就是了（恼））。然后成绩严重偏科，比如说语文阅读这种我就是拼了老命也理解不了里面的人物都在干什么。我一直都是上课不听课，作业不认真写。如果一个普通的学生这样子ta早就被老师家长整死了，但是不管是老师，家长还是同学甚至其他人，评价都是一致的：“他聪明，不一样，反正他都会，管他干什么呢，你们不要跟他学就行了”。我被放到了一个pedestal上变成了一个“展示品?”了。我从来，到现在都不是某个集体的一员，最多只是一个“出于某种原因跟大家在一起混的人”而已。\n 而我即使得到了“这个人确实跟大家不一样”的承认，即使大家都承认我的才华，也一直没有人去celebrate我的独特作用。我一直都背负着去“融入社会”的负担。比如我小学的时候经常在椅子上来回晃，或者无意义地重复一些随机的词句，然后老师就去找我母亲，认为我是“多动症”。她还带我去医院看过，当然什么结果都没有。然后就是我一生的噩梦的一大开始。当时我还小，当时我母亲就咬定这些特征都只是注意一下就可以改掉的坏习惯，到现在也没有表示过歉意。我不记得我因为这种原因被各种暴力过多少次。也许这样也好，certain things are probably best left forgotten. \n 然后就这样子，我上了一个普通的大学。我也许本可以考的更好的，但是这个问题现在已经是应该moot point了不是吗。而且如果我去了另外一个地方我也不会遇到她。当时我抱着我网购的打印版《The art of computer programming》往宿舍走，然后在蜜雪冰城停了一下。她刚好路过，看到我抱着四大本出奇的厚的英文原版书就上来搭话了，然后我们就留了联系方式。我一直好奇我为什么没有在之前注意到我们班里面有一个这样一个人？是我的潜意识敏锐的看到了它知道我还没有准备好接受的东西吗？我为什么没有对一个留着长头发的“男生”感到一点“不自然感”？\n 我们第一次聊天她就很直白的告诉了我她是跨性别，“mtf”。我没有思考，本能的就向一个我刚认识的人袒露了我到当时内心最大的秘密:\n “我觉得我也有这种倾向”\n 我是如此的渴望一个吐露自己的心声的机会。\n 然后我快速补了一句：\n “但是我觉得我不是真的跨性别”\n Not so fast.\n I wasn’t ready to admit it, not yet.\n 但是虽然这么说，我在坐立不安了几天之后还是做出我这辈子最bold的move。当时我还没有推特，我把我的GitHub头像加上了蓝粉白旗。\n 然后我的人生就天翻地覆了，但是这也是一个大家都听过了的故事吧。我学会上推特了，我学会买糖了，我学会od自残了，我学会了一个刻板印象小药娘的所有技能。我开心过，我绝望过，我魔怔过，我现在也许清醒了。Truth be told，万恶的MECT让我忘掉了这段时间发生过的很多事情。也许这样也好。Anyway，以此作为一个背景，我来叙述一些印象深刻的事情吧。\n 当时我认识她了之后，我跟我母亲闲聊的时候跟她介绍了一下。我母亲并没有多大的反应，她只觉得这是一个与自己无关的猎奇现象吧。就像我一直能体会到我被隔离与community之外一样，我能体会到我的这位朋友的存在也被我母亲安全的隔离在她对这个世界的认知之外。只是一个极端个例而已，在太阳底下除了这种奇葩每个人都是一样的，顺性别，神经典型，热爱正能量，天天积极向上，是这个社会的productive member。“社会，本分，稳定。”七十二个一模一样的人操作着七十二台一模一样的机器。这就是现在这个monolithic的社会的真实写照不是吗。\n But I digress。然后过了几天我的本能驱使我直接把柜门砸碎了，没办法，我只能压抑自己到那个程度。For a while，我的父母并没有多大反应，我甚至还以为我抽到了罕见的家长党。然后这个事实算是sunk in了吧。\n 然后as they say: “solve lora infernis!”\n 当然，我是在这一切的receiving end上。\n 我并不记得这一切的具体经过发展之类的了。也许这样也好。我也没有把自己的这种遭遇叙述一遍的必要，被家长迫害的例子大家都司空见惯了。然后在这段历史的结尾和高潮，我被送进了精神病院，并在那里呆了差不多两个半月。（对，我估计就凭这个经历你也许就能猜到我其实是谁了）\n 我不想回忆我在精神病院的遭遇。这个对我有点太traumatic了。我只能说他们对于一个其实根本就没有精神病的人的对待就是appalling吧，特别是老是拖着不让我出院。我有的时候还能crack a joke about it，但是其实我做噩梦都不敢再回去了。\n 然后怎么说呢，住院的时候远离了家庭我的精神状态算是稍微恢复了一点吧。然后我回家就得到了一个开幕雷击：趁我不在的时候我母亲把我的房间全部扫荡了一遍，所有能与我的性别认同扯上一点关系的东西都被仔细清除了，除了她没有密码不能把我的笔记本桌面换掉之外，连笔记本上面的贴纸都没能幸免。“要有一个新的开始”她自豪的告诉我，就像2BR02B里的Dr.Hitz一样。“我觉得没用”是我质问她的时候得到的唯一一个nonchalant的回复。“没用”。七十二个一模一样的人有着七十二个一模一样的需求。这就是现在这个社会的假设，不是吗？对于我没有用的东西对于你也没有用，我们都长着一样的脸，一样的心，按照一样的感官和价值观去选择对错。\n 当然之后我精神状态又撑不住了，当然之后我又自杀了，还不止一次。当然这些都是我自找的，我只是一个和“普通人”一样千人一面的机器，不是吗？既然一个大街上的“普通人”没有被“性别焦虑”“阿斯伯格”这种东西困扰，我又怎么会呢？何况我还是一台聪明的高质量机器，我的命运已经被preordinate了不是吗？像一台机器一样去学习，像一台机器一样去工作，结婚生子，光宗耀祖。这也是我父亲到现在最不能释怀的地方吧。我是他的“儿子”，我应该继承他的意志，我本可以成为一个根植农村的宗族的骄傲。然后我变成一个“人妖”了，一个耻辱。我跟他最后一次见面的时候他还在劝我“你真的应该悬崖勒马”。我听不下去起身走开了，然后就没有然后了。我的父母成长于那样的环境之中，他们除了conformity之外什么也不知道不是吗。他们只会用他们认知范围中的“交了恶友受了不良影响”来解释这一切。我的情感希望他们下地狱，我的理性希望他们一生平安。\n “The road to Hell is paved with good intentions.”，不是吗？\n “Jesus said, ‘Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing.’ And they divided up his clothes by casting lots.”\n 怎么说呢，这也就是存在TDoV这样的celebration的意义吧。如果我们可以勇敢的站出来，展现出自己真实的样子，展现出这个世界除了normativity和conformity之外还有我们这些虽然少数，但是确实存在，也确实不一样，也应该被承认被平等对待的少数群体的真实的样子。我们不能永远在阴影里指望运气和有人发善心生存。也许有一天，我应该看不到的一天，会有一个跟我一样独特的人得到她应有的人生。\n “alteri vivas oportet, si vis tibi vivere.”\n “deus est mortali iuvare mortalem, et haec ad aeternam gloriam via.”\n 就写到这里吧。\n 2024年3月27日，Ellie。", + "submitter": "Ellie", + "date": "Mar 31, 2024" +} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-31-B5.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-31-B5.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..f38f25df --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-31-B5.json @@ -0,0 +1,12 @@ +{ + "id": -5, + "content": "十数年的煎熬与黑暗,又几度的孤独和苦难,\n猩红的花从心中绽放,蹁跹的蝶自蕊中重生。\n此刻,玄殇放声歌唱又癫狂大笑: \n\"玄,你的路途尚未过半,但只要心在前进, \n你当求仁得仁,哪怕未来身死路上,\n也当讲一句,求道者未曾止步。\"", + "submitter": "天津玄殇", + "date": "Mar 31, 2024", + "replies": [ + { + "content": "一斛浊酒一袋砖茶、一只口笛两本闲书，曳一架破车行遍山河。\n世界是荒原间参杂绿洲，有的地方长年未踏，有的地方只是传说。\n但是走吧，走吧，走到哪里，我们都有土地可行\n夜晚在车里与月亮对酒当歌，等待太阳从地平线后升起\n这便是你我的天涯", + "submitter": "Maintainer" + } + ] +} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/ttttsuuukikoo_/comments/2024-02-07-C15391.json b/people/ttttsuuukikoo_/comments/2024-02-07-C15391.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..fd5d7aad --- /dev/null +++ b/people/ttttsuuukikoo_/comments/2024-02-07-C15391.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15391,"content":"R.I.P my friend...","submitter":"yuik","date":"Feb 7, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/ttttsuuukikoo_/comments/2024-04-14-C17114.json b/people/ttttsuuukikoo_/comments/2024-04-14-C17114.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..958b0fe9 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/ttttsuuukikoo_/comments/2024-04-14-C17114.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17114,"content":"在这儿第一次认识你，祝那边一切安好","submitter":"小云Evelyn","date":"Apr 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/ttttsuuukikoo_/comments/2024-05-18-C17175.json b/people/ttttsuuukikoo_/comments/2024-05-18-C17175.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..2da097c1 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/ttttsuuukikoo_/comments/2024-05-18-C17175.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17175,"content":"第一次看到，祝安好\n","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"May 18, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/ttttsuuukikoo_/page.en.md b/people/ttttsuuukikoo_/page.en.md index 187d5bf1..7716fca9 100644 --- a/people/ttttsuuukikoo_/page.en.md +++ b/people/ttttsuuukikoo_/page.en.md @@ -7,7 +7,7 @@ info: ## Description -Tsukiko is a non-binary friend among us, whose pronouns are He/Him. +Tsukiko was a non-binary friend among us, whose pronouns were He/Him. He mentioned that he was fond of *Kagamine Rin* in his Twitter. @@ -33,7 +33,7 @@ A few days before his departure, he took a photo of beautiful night sky and twee > > "I won't do that." > -> You haven't fullfilled your promise, you are such a big liar. +> You haven't fulfilled your promise, you are such a big liar. > > According to my memory, you are afraid of pain, even morphine cannot relieve that. > diff --git a/people/ttttsuuukikoo_/page.md b/people/ttttsuuukikoo_/page.md index 60c3e197..740655fe 100644 --- a/people/ttttsuuukikoo_/page.md +++ b/people/ttttsuuukikoo_/page.md @@ -27,9 +27,9 @@ Tsukiko 是我们的一位非二元伙伴，并使用“他”的称呼。 > > 那天白天去你家玩的时候看见了药。 > -> “要我给你没收了吗？我怕你乱吃。” +> 「要我给你没收了吗？我怕你乱吃。」 > -> “不会的。” +> 「不会的。」 > > 保证的事情做不到，真是个大骗子啊。 > diff --git a/people/wangzihao980/comments/2024-03-26-C17056.json b/people/wangzihao980/comments/2024-03-26-C17056.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..469588e4 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/wangzihao980/comments/2024-03-26-C17056.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17056,"content":"姐姐晚安","submitter":"㫪","date":"Mar 26, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/wangzihao980/comments/2024-06-03-C17199.json b/people/wangzihao980/comments/2024-06-03-C17199.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..9c4a0773 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/wangzihao980/comments/2024-06-03-C17199.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17199,"content":"晚安姐妹\n","submitter":"星川樱子","date":"Jun 3, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/wangzihao980/comments/2024-06-08-C17214.json b/people/wangzihao980/comments/2024-06-08-C17214.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..ac895982 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/wangzihao980/comments/2024-06-08-C17214.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17214,"content":"晚安","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jun 8, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/wangzihao980/comments/2024-08-16-C18114.json b/people/wangzihao980/comments/2024-08-16-C18114.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..2e5e60f1 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/wangzihao980/comments/2024-08-16-C18114.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18114,"content":"祝你好运，毕竟接下来也应该不会再有什么痛苦了，也应该不会走差运了吧","submitter":"大米饭","date":"Aug 16, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/wangzihao980/page.en.md b/people/wangzihao980/page.en.md index 47283aa8..07bfe58b 100644 --- a/people/wangzihao980/page.en.md +++ b/people/wangzihao980/page.en.md @@ -2,7 +2,7 @@ name: Chica 陈由岐 info: alias: 王凝予 - location: Beijing, Chaoyang + location: Chaoyang, Beijing --- ## Description diff --git a/people/xixi_yuexi/comments/2024-07-02-C17285.json b/people/xixi_yuexi/comments/2024-07-02-C17285.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..cc8d8f51 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/xixi_yuexi/comments/2024-07-02-C17285.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17285,"content":"晚安","submitter":"有明","date":"Jul 2, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/xixi_yuexi/comments/2024-07-12-C18014.json b/people/xixi_yuexi/comments/2024-07-12-C18014.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..ddd395fa --- /dev/null +++ b/people/xixi_yuexi/comments/2024-07-12-C18014.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18014,"content":"很抱歉以这种方式认识你","submitter":"ryou","date":"Jul 12, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/xixi_yuexi/info.yml b/people/xixi_yuexi/info.yml new file mode 100644 index 00000000..66b64a37 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/xixi_yuexi/info.yml @@ -0,0 +1,8 @@ +id: xixi_yuexi +profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.jpg +info: + born: '2002-09-09' + died: '2023-08-14' +websites: + twitter: https://x.com/xixi_yuexi + bilibili: https://space.bilibili.com/225370535 \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/xixi_yuexi/page.en.md b/people/xixi_yuexi/page.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..014e9cf7 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/xixi_yuexi/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,51 @@ +--- +name: YueXi +info: + location: Nanking, Jiangsu +--- + +## Description + +> A random rhythm game player! ! ! + +Yuexi is a lively and adorable girl who loves to play various games, mainly music games. +There are somebody who she love and also loves her. + + + +Sometimes, she likes to go to the arcade in Xinjiekou[^1] to play maimaiDX a few times. + +> The End ~ 9000 points achieved ~ I feel great today, 9 SSS+, 3 SSS and some small points, totally 99 points! + +Other times, she turns on her tablet to obtain ptt[^2] for a while. + +
+ +This silly girl loves to eat barbecue, sometimes finishing a big plate all by herself. + + + +Sometimes she even turns into a child. + +> I caught a doll today, yay! + +Loves you. + +## Departure + +After she took a leave of absence from [Nanjing Agricultural University](https://rle.wiki/campus/NJAU.html) and returning home, her already unsustainable mental state deteriorated further.. + +> I can't muster the energy for the hobbies I once loved. What do I have left? Hmm... it seems I still have an interest in delicious food and beautiful clothes. Maybe... I can still save myself (laughs) + +In the end, she chose to leave during the supposed joyous summer vacation + +> Farewell, YueXi... + +[^1]: Xinjiekou, Nanjing. Located in the city center, it is the center of business and transportation. See also: [Xinjiekou, Nanjing: Wikipedia](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Xinjiekou,_Nanjing) +[^2]: Potential. A numerical value used to measure player skill in the rhythm game Arcaea. \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/xixi_yuexi/page.md b/people/xixi_yuexi/page.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..965dd77d --- /dev/null +++ b/people/xixi_yuexi/page.md @@ -0,0 +1,49 @@ +--- +name: 悦兮 +info: + alias: 兮兮 + location: 江苏 南京 +--- + +## 简介 + +> 事个爱糊音游的！！！ + +兮兮是一个活泼可爱的女孩子, 喜欢玩各种游戏, 主要是音游. +有着喜欢的, 也喜欢她的人呢. + + + +有时候, 会去新街口的机厅里, 打几次舞萌呢 + +> 退勤力～9000分达成～今天手感好棒，9个鸟+，3个鸟还有一些小推分，恰到了99分！ + +或者, 有时候也会打开自己的板子, 推几次 ptt. + +
+ +这个小笨蛋喜欢吃烧烤, 有时候一个人就吃掉一大盘x + + + +有时候还会变成小孩子一样的呢w + +> 今天抓到娃娃了，好耶！ + +爱妳. + +## 离世 + +兮兮在[南京农业大学](https://rle.wiki/campus/NJAU.html)办理休学回家后, 本就难以维持的精神状态更加崩溃. + +> 对曾经的爱好都提不起劲了，我还剩下什么呢？嗯…好像还对好吃的食物，漂亮的衣服感兴趣，也许…我还能抢救一下（笑） + +最终的最终, 她还是选择了在本应欢乐的暑期离开 + +> 晚安哦，悦兮…… diff --git a/people/xixi_yuexi/page.zh_hant.md b/people/xixi_yuexi/page.zh_hant.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..2b57e3e1 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/xixi_yuexi/page.zh_hant.md @@ -0,0 +1,49 @@ +--- +name: 悅兮 +info: + alias: 兮兮 + location: 江蘇 南京 +--- + +## 簡介 + +> 事個愛糊音遊的！！！ + +兮兮是一個活潑可愛的女孩子, 喜歡玩各種遊戲, 主要是音樂遊戲. +有著喜歡的, 也喜歡她的人呢. + + + +有時候, 會去新街口的機廳裡, 玩幾次 maimaiDX 呢 + +> 退勤惹～9000分達成～今天手感好棒, 9個鳥+, 3個鳥還有一些小推分, 恰到了99分！ + +或者, 有時候也會打開自己的平板電腦, 推幾次 ptt. + +
+ +這個小笨蛋喜歡吃燒烤, 有時候一個人就吃掉一大盤x + + + +有時候還會變成小孩子一樣的呢w + +> 今天抓到娃娃了，好耶！ + +愛妳. + +## 離世 + +兮兮在[南京農業大學](https://rle.wiki/campus/NJAU.html)辦理休學回家之後, 本就難以維持的精神狀態更加崩潰. + +> 对曾经的爱好都提不起劲了，我还剩下什么呢？嗯…好像还对好吃的食物，漂亮的衣服感兴趣，也许…我还能抢救一下（笑） + +最終的最終, 她還是選擇了在本應歡樂的暑期離開 + +> 晚安哦, 悅兮…… diff --git a/people/xixi_yuexi/photos/image0.png b/people/xixi_yuexi/photos/image0.png new file mode 100644 index 00000000..11f5d235 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/xixi_yuexi/photos/image0.png differ diff --git a/people/xixi_yuexi/photos/photo0.jpg b/people/xixi_yuexi/photos/photo0.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..97e27659 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/xixi_yuexi/photos/photo0.jpg differ diff --git a/people/xixi_yuexi/photos/photo1.jpg b/people/xixi_yuexi/photos/photo1.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..82478495 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/xixi_yuexi/photos/photo1.jpg differ diff --git a/people/xixi_yuexi/photos/photo2.jpg b/people/xixi_yuexi/photos/photo2.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..f55a95e9 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/xixi_yuexi/photos/photo2.jpg differ diff --git a/people/xixi_yuexi/photos/photo3.jpg b/people/xixi_yuexi/photos/photo3.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..902826e9 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/xixi_yuexi/photos/photo3.jpg differ diff --git a/people/xixi_yuexi/photos/photo4.jpg b/people/xixi_yuexi/photos/photo4.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..be14c48a Binary files /dev/null and b/people/xixi_yuexi/photos/photo4.jpg differ diff --git a/people/xixi_yuexi/photos/photo5.jpg b/people/xixi_yuexi/photos/photo5.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..e407f6a6 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/xixi_yuexi/photos/photo5.jpg differ diff --git a/people/xixi_yuexi/photos/profile.jpg b/people/xixi_yuexi/photos/profile.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..ca5a5a6e Binary files /dev/null and b/people/xixi_yuexi/photos/profile.jpg differ diff --git a/people/xuewulihuameng/comments/2024-01-25-C15361.json b/people/xuewulihuameng/comments/2024-01-25-C15361.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..72ee6ec7 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/xuewulihuameng/comments/2024-01-25-C15361.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15361,"content":"温柔的姐妹，连说完晚安也是如此温柔啊....","submitter":"小云","date":"Jan 25, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/xuewulihuameng/comments/2024-02-04-C15382.json b/people/xuewulihuameng/comments/2024-02-04-C15382.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a07abb65 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/xuewulihuameng/comments/2024-02-04-C15382.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15382,"content":"晚安哦","submitter":"猫猫","date":"Feb 4, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/xuewulihuameng/comments/2024-03-30-C17079.json b/people/xuewulihuameng/comments/2024-03-30-C17079.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..462bd756 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/xuewulihuameng/comments/2024-03-30-C17079.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17079,"content":"打开知乎页面的时候想起了去岁离世的朋友……也是见面一天之后就传来了噩耗……\n感觉很多故事在不同程度地，一次又一次地重复着，难过……","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Mar 30, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/xuewulihuameng/comments/2024-03-31-C17083.json b/people/xuewulihuameng/comments/2024-03-31-C17083.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..db0d1e48 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/xuewulihuameng/comments/2024-03-31-C17083.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17083,"content":"忽如一夜春风来，千树万树梨花开。\n\n她来过这个世界。\n\n(By 底层咸鱼余蹊汐宿, Zhihu, 2018-04-07)","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Mar 31, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/xuewulihuameng/info.yml b/people/xuewulihuameng/info.yml new file mode 100644 index 00000000..59eb9ff0 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/xuewulihuameng/info.yml @@ -0,0 +1,6 @@ +id: xuewulihuameng +profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.jpg +info: + died: '2018-04-02' +websites: + zhihu: https://www.zhihu.com/people/xue-wu-li-hua-meng diff --git a/people/xuewulihuameng/page.en.md b/people/xuewulihuameng/page.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..3d0acd9e --- /dev/null +++ b/people/xuewulihuameng/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,64 @@ +--- +name: Xueli +info: + alias: Xuewulihuameng + location: Yubei, Chongqing +--- + +> "May kind souls be treated gently by the world." +> +> By: Xuewulihuameng + +## Description + +Xueli was a trans girl who is gentle, lovely, kind-hearted but somewhat solitary. + +She was skilled in drawing, and she prepared a painting as a present for her friend. +However, her friend only received the painting after her death. + + + +In the two Zhihu questions [How's meeting Xuewulihuameng irl?](https://www.zhihu.com/question/269853559) and [How to appraise the death-seeking behavior of Xuewulihuameng?](https://www.zhihu.com/question/268738337), many of her friends expressed their grief and said that she was really gentle. Even just before her departure, she still consoled and encouraged one of her friends. + +## Her Departure + +As mentioned at the beginning, "May kind souls be treated gently by the world." + +But, Xueli herself was a kind, gentle girl... + +On the afternoon and evening of April 1st, 2018, she was still living happily in this world. + +However, later on, +after failing to reveal her gender identity to her parents and browsing numerous negative messages on the internet, +she started to consider the idea of taking her own life. + +On that quiet night, she left home for the Huanghuayuan Jialingjiang Bridge... + +This is the last photo she left behind: + + + +Looking into the distance from the bridge, +the blurred lights seemed to be moistened by tears... + +After leaving a scheduled suicide note, Xueli chose to leave this world. +She wore a beautiful dress, +and there was still a sweet smile on her face when she was found. + +Her friend said that she was afraid of pain undoubtly. +She always treated people around her gently, +but what she'd done was so cruel to herself... + +## After Her Deperture + +Xueli's friend [Futajuhuacha](https://one-among.us/profile/Futajuhuacha) was also a very gentle girl. + +After her left, Huacha deeply missed her and eventually chose to follow her to death in the same place. + +Pray for these two girls in heaven. + +"As if the vernal breeze had come back overnight, Adorning thousands of pear trees with blossoms white." + +We are waiting for the day gentle breeze comes again, +and pear blossoms come out once more, +also waiting for your return, reunion... diff --git a/people/xuewulihuameng/page.md b/people/xuewulihuameng/page.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..142067ef --- /dev/null +++ b/people/xuewulihuameng/page.md @@ -0,0 +1,52 @@ +--- +name: 雪舞梨花梦 +info: + alias: 梨花, 雪梨 + location: 重庆渝北 +--- + +> 「愿善良的人能被世界温柔以待。」 +> +> By: 雪舞梨花梦 + +## 简介 + +梨花是一个温柔、可爱、善良却有些孤独的跨性别女孩。 + +她有着不错的绘画能力，她给她的友人准备了她亲手绘制的画作——尽管因为空间的阻隔，那幅画在她离世之后才送到她的友人手里。 + + + +在[和梨花面姬是种什么样的体验？](https://www.zhihu.com/question/269853559)及[如何评价雪舞梨花梦作死行为？](https://www.zhihu.com/question/268738337)的两篇知乎问答之中，许多她生前的好友都表示，她对身边的人都十分温柔。甚至在她选择离开之前，她仍然在安慰和鼓励着她的朋友。 + +## 离世 + +正如开篇梨花所言，愿善良的人能被世界温柔以待。 + +但，其实梨花就是善良，温柔的女孩子啊…… + +4 月 1 日的下午到晚上，其实她都还快快乐乐地生活在这个世界上。 + +但随后，梨花向父母出柜失败，又看到互联网上的许多负面信息，因而选择了轻生。 + +在那个安静的夜晚，她静悄悄地来到了黄花园大桥之上…… + +这，是她留下的最后的照片： + + + +从桥上向远方望去，模糊的灯火仿佛被泪水打湿一般…… + +梨花留下了定时遗书之后就选择了离开这个世界，而当她被找到的时候，身着漂亮的衣服，面上还带着微笑。 + +梨花，明明一直温柔地对待着所有人，却对自己有些过于残忍，明明梨花是很怕疼的女孩子呢…… + +## 身后 + +梨花的好友[扶她菊花茶](https://one-among.us/profile/Futajuhuacha)也是一个很温柔的女孩。 + +在梨花走后，花茶深深地思念着她，最终也选择在同样的地方随她而去。 + +「忽如一夜春风来，千树万树梨花开。」 + +愿境界线之外的彼岸永远守护着这两位女孩。等待你们的归来，重逢…… diff --git a/people/xuewulihuameng/page.zh_hant.md b/people/xuewulihuameng/page.zh_hant.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..44ade0a3 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/xuewulihuameng/page.zh_hant.md @@ -0,0 +1,54 @@ +--- +name: 雪舞梨花夢 +info: + alias: 梨花, 雪梨 + location: 重慶渝北 +--- + +> 「願善良的人能被世界溫柔以待。」 +> +> By: 雪舞梨花夢 + +## 簡介 + +梨花是一个溫柔、可愛、善良卻有些孤獨的跨性別女孩。 + +她有著不錯的繪畫能力，她給她的友人準備了她親手繪製的畫作——儘管因為空間的阻隔，那幅畫在她離世之後才送到她的友人手裡。 + + + +在[和梨花面姬是種什麼樣的體驗？](https://www.zhihu.com/question/269853559)及[如何評價雪舞梨花夢作死行為？](https://www.zhihu.com/question/268738337)的兩篇知乎問答之中，許多她生前的好友都表示，她對身邊的人都十分溫柔。甚至在她選擇離開之前，她仍然在安慰和鼓勵著她的朋友。 + +## 離世 + +正如開篇梨花所言，願善良的人能被世界溫柔以待。 + +但，其實梨花就是善良，溫柔的女孩子啊…… + +4 月 1 日的下午到晚上，其實她都還快快樂樂地生活在這個世界上。 + +但隨後，梨花向父母出櫃失敗，又看到網路上的許多負面訊息，因而選擇了輕生。 + +在那個安靜的夜晚，她靜悄悄地來到了黃花園大橋之上…… + +這，是她留下的最後的照片： + + + +從橋上向遠方望去，模糊的燈火仿佛被淚水打濕一般…… + +梨花留下了定時遺書之後就選擇了離開這個世界，而當她被找到的時候，身著漂亮的衣服，面上還帶著微笑。 + +梨花，明明一直溫柔地對待著所有人，卻對自己有些過於殘忍，明明梨花是很怕疼的女孩子呢…… + +## 身後 + +梨花的好友[扶她菊花茶](https://one-among.us/profile/Futajuhuacha)也是一個很溫柔的女孩。 + +梨花離世後，花茶深深地思念著她，最終也選擇在同樣的地方隨她而去。 + +「忽如一夜春風來，千樹萬樹梨花開。」 + +愿境界線之外的彼岸永遠守護著這兩位女孩。等待你們的歸來，重逢…… + + diff --git a/people/xuewulihuameng/photos/photo1.jpg b/people/xuewulihuameng/photos/photo1.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..4f911d96 Binary files 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b/people/yingying/comments/2024-06-30-C17281.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..f94f9d73 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/yingying/comments/2024-06-30-C17281.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17281,"content":"第一次见到你是在去年的元旦聚会上，聊得很开心。但没想到初见就是永别。如果你还在的话，我想我们现在也可能是非常玩得来的朋友吧。愿你在下个世界也能满怀激情地去做喜欢的事情。","submitter":"浅心","date":"Jun 30, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/yingying/page.en.md b/people/yingying/page.en.md index 0d55c56d..9e42fca5 100644 --- a/people/yingying/page.en.md +++ b/people/yingying/page.en.md @@ -1,16 +1,19 @@ --- name: Yingying --- + +## Description + Yingying is a trans woman who had undergone sex reassignment surgery. She was a lively and cheerful girl who was interested in electronics and chemistry. She looks very handsome when she rides a bicycle. She always brought happiness to those around her. She had a toothpaste box with the Intel Logo at home. She said that every time people enter her bathroom, that toothpaste box made them laugh. [^1] She had published a lot of articles and videos about electronics in both her personal Bilibili account and the Bilibili account “Geek Lab” she created. She had also posted some videos about motorcycle riding. She also opened a store on Taobao where she sold and rented out electronics. She hoped to go to Guangzhou to develop her career. It's a pity that all this stopped abruptly when she lost her life forever in a car accident. -May she still have the same cheerfulness and passion to do what she want to do in her next world! [^1] +May she still have the same cheerfulness and passion to do what she wanted to do in her next world! [^2] References [^1]: https://leohearts.com/archives/farewell-yingying.html -[1]Farewell. I miss you, Sakura. https://leohearts.com/archives/farewell-yingying.html +[^2]: [Farewell. I miss you, Sakura.](https://leohearts.com/archives/farewell-yingying.html) diff --git a/people/yingying/page.md b/people/yingying/page.md index 6b3b8103..3e2cfd34 100644 --- a/people/yingying/page.md +++ b/people/yingying/page.md @@ -3,15 +3,12 @@ name: 樱樱 --- 樱樱是一位跨性别女性，已经完成性别重置手术。她是一个活泼开朗的女孩，搞数码，玩化学，骑车的样子很帅。总是能给身边的人带来好的气氛。家里有一个标着 Intel Logo 的牙膏盒子，她说每次都会让进她卫生间的人爆笑。[^1] -在她的个人Bilibili账号与其创建的硬核视频Bilibili账号极客实验室中，其发布了大量的关于电子设备的文章与视频。此外，她还发布了一些与摩托骑行相关的视频。她还在淘宝开设了店铺，售卖与出租一些电子设备相关商品。她还希望前往广州发展事业。 +在她的个人 Bilibili 账号与其创建的硬核视频 Bilibili 账号极客实验室中，其发布了大量的关于电子设备的文章与视频。此外，她还发布了一些与摩托骑行相关的视频。她还在淘宝开设了店铺，售卖与出租一些电子设备相关商品。她还希望前往广州发展事业。 可惜这一切戛然而止，她在一场车祸中永远的失去了她的生命。 -愿在你的下一个世界，你还有同样的开朗和激情去做你想做的事情吧！[^1] - -参考资料 +愿在你的下一个世界，你还有同样的开朗和激情去做你想做的事情吧！[^2] [^1]: https://leohearts.com/archives/farewell-yingying.html - -[1] 永别了。我想你了，樱樱。https://leohearts.com/archives/farewell-yingying.html \ No newline at end of file +[^2]: [永别了。我想你了，樱樱。](https://leohearts.com/archives/farewell-yingying.html) diff --git a/people/yingying/page.zh_hant.md b/people/yingying/page.zh_hant.md index f8f2bae0..ccb95087 100644 --- a/people/yingying/page.zh_hant.md +++ b/people/yingying/page.zh_hant.md @@ -3,15 +3,13 @@ name: 櫻櫻 --- 櫻櫻是一位跨性別女性，已經完成性別重置手術。她是一個活潑開朗的女孩，搞數碼，玩化學，騎車的樣子很帥。總是能給身邊的人帶來好的氣氛。家裡有一個標著 Intel Logo 的牙膏盒子，她說每次都會讓進她衛生間的人爆笑。 [^1] -在她的個人Bilibili賬號與其創建的硬核視頻Bilibili賬號極客實驗室中，其發布了大量的關於電子設備的文章與視頻。此外，她還發布了一些與摩托騎行相關的視頻。她還在淘寶開設了店鋪，售賣與出租一些電子設備相關商品。她還希望前往廣州發展事業。 +在她的個人 Bilibili 賬號與其創建的硬核視頻 Bilibili 賬號極客實驗室中，其發布了大量的關於電子設備的文章與視頻。此外，她還發布了一些與摩托騎行相關的視頻。她還在淘寶開設了店鋪，售賣與出租一些電子設備相關商品。她還希望前往廣州發展事業。 可惜這一切戛然而止，她在一場車禍中永遠的失去了她的生命。 -願在你的下一個世界，你還有同樣的開朗和激情去做你想做的事情吧！ [^1] - -參考資料 - -[1]永別了。我想你了，櫻櫻。 https://leohearts.com/archives/farewell-yingying.html +願在你的下一個世界，你還有同樣的開朗和激情去做你想做的事情吧！ [^2] [^1]: https://leohearts.com/archives/farewell-yingying.html +[^2]: [永別了。我想你了，櫻櫻。](https://leohearts.com/archives/farewell-yingying.html) + diff --git a/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-07-13-C18017.json 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+{"id":18019,"content":"晚安","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jul 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-07-13-C18020.json b/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-07-13-C18020.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..51dcd983 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-07-13-C18020.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18020,"content":"晚安","submitter":"林晚柒","date":"Jul 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-07-14-C18022.json b/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-07-14-C18022.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..69c800ad --- /dev/null +++ b/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-07-14-C18022.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18022,"content":"晚安喵","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jul 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-07-14-C18023.json b/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-07-14-C18023.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..b59c07db --- /dev/null +++ b/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-07-14-C18023.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18023,"content":"晚安小雪","submitter":"匿名","date":"Jul 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-07-14-C18024.json b/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-07-14-C18024.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..6d433684 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-07-14-C18024.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18024,"content":"一路走好……","submitter":"小向","date":"Jul 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-07-14-C18025.json b/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-07-14-C18025.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..68b6f7bc --- /dev/null +++ b/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-07-14-C18025.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18025,"content":"晚安……留下我一个人该怎么走下去","submitter":"小雨","date":"Jul 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-07-14-C18028.json 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+{"id":18031,"content":"R.I.P\n晚安，美丽的女士","submitter":"乘著風","date":"Jul 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-07-22-C18041.json b/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-07-22-C18041.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..e43cde77 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-07-22-C18041.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18041,"content":"晚安…好梦呐","submitter":"四季柊咲","date":"Jul 22, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-07-23-C18043.json b/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-07-23-C18043.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..5c9e2e87 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-07-23-C18043.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18043,"content":"晚安","submitter":"Starry星曦","date":"Jul 23, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-07-24-C18044.json b/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-07-24-C18044.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..1230ce24 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-07-24-C18044.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18044,"content":"😭","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jul 24, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-08-01-C18063.json b/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-08-01-C18063.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..b93c077b --- /dev/null +++ b/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-08-01-C18063.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18063,"content":"小雪 生日快乐","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Aug 1, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-08-04-C18073.json b/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-08-04-C18073.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..b2fc8fe2 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-08-04-C18073.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18073,"content":"爱你","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Aug 4, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-08-15-C18110.json b/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-08-15-C18110.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..071f29bd --- /dev/null +++ b/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-08-15-C18110.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18110,"content":"晚安，一路走好","submitter":"匿名","date":"Aug 15, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/yuki418330012/info.yml b/people/yuki418330012/info.yml new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a078b68e --- /dev/null +++ b/people/yuki418330012/info.yml @@ -0,0 +1,8 @@ +id: yuki418330012 +profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.jpeg +info: + born: '2006-08-01' + died: '2024-06-27' +websites: + bilibili: https://space.bilibili.com/418330012 + twitter: https://twitter.com/SCP0494781 \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/yuki418330012/page.en.md b/people/yuki418330012/page.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..ca268104 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/yuki418330012/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,25 @@ +--- +name: Yuki Akatsuki +info: + location: Chengdu, Sichuan +--- + +## Description + +Yuki is a soft and lovely trans woman with a gentle personality, a slim figure, and smooth, fair skin with no visible pores on her face. + +She is very skilled at music games, especially maimaiDX, and loves music, Bocchi the Rock!, Chōten-chan, and メンヘラスタイル. She owns a pink guitar. She is not very interested in people, but many people like her. She often says she wants to become an adult soon and be independent so she can earn money for surgery. + +Her dreams seemed very real, sometimes more real than reality, but she always had nightmares and strange dreams. + +She didn't want to cause trouble for others, so she kept many things to herself. + +## Her Life + +In her childhood, she suffered domestic violence and school bullying, which laid the foundation for her depression. Early on, her parents could not understand her gender identity and tricked her into being confined in a conversion institution for half a year. During this period, she suffered inhumane abuse, such as being forced to drink swill, corporal punishment, and bloodshed, which led to a mental breakdown where she hammered her own hand, causing a comminuted fracture of her little finger. During this time, she developed schizophrenia, which worsened her depression and bipolar disorder. After this, her family gradually began to understand her. After she attempted suicide, her family's attitude improved significantly, and they supported her surgery, with her mother visiting her in Chengdu twice and taking her out for meals. However, her family did not take her bipolar disorder and schizophrenia seriously, and there was no continuous treatment, causing Yuki to be in a state of medication withdrawal. + +To make money and become self-reliant, Yuki tried working as a game proxy player and food delivery worker. However, playing Genshin Impact as a proxy player only earned her 50 yuan despite the high workload, and the food delivery work might have been hindered by her being underage, as she was not directly employed by Meituan Takeout and Cake Shop but by Yicheng Feike. She also worked part-time for Meituan and Ele.me. Yuki wanted to start working quickly to earn money, so she signed a car rental contract with a streetlight company. If she didn't rent for three months, she would have to pay liquidated damages, but her wages were still in arrears, and reporting to the police was to no avail. On Children's Day, Yuki's mobile phone and keys were stolen while she was out relaxing at work. Therefore, she did not return to her boyfriend's house, fearing he would inform her family and make them worry, so she spent the night outside. That night, she was hungry and cold. After her phone was stolen and she called the police, the thief was not caught. Later, her tablet disappeared, and again the police did not help. She loved that phone and tablet very much. Yuki became extremely disappointed with the world. She had attempted suicide many times before, and in the past year, the frequency increased, sometimes even three or four times a month. Her sisters often called the police and organized offline rescue operations. + + + +Yuki wanted to live in Chengdu. She initially came to Chengdu to meet her ex "Xixi," who often changed names and now has tens of thousands of followers, but he abandoned her. After being taken in by Zhouzhou, she lived with her. Zhouzhou treated her as a daughter. Later, Zhouzhou returned to her hometown to live with her family, and her boyfriend rented the original house to live with Yuki. Eventually, there were some conflicts between the two, so Yuki went to stay with Zhenli to relax. After Zhenli went abroad, Yuki moved in with Xixi Biscuit. As a result, her boyfriend and sisters could not always stay with her and rescue her in time. In her last days, she was uncharacteristically no more self-harm, and her mood was very stable. On June 27, her boyfriend even accompanied her to eat delicious food, play cute dances, and send her to the subway station. After Yuki returned to her residence, she usually used her mobile phone She never left her tablet, but she didn't bring anything with her this time. She walked to the river alone and jumped in. Her body was not discovered until July 5. diff --git a/people/yuki418330012/page.md b/people/yuki418330012/page.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..b182bcb4 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/yuki418330012/page.md @@ -0,0 +1,30 @@ +--- +name: yuki-_-小雪 +info: + location: 四川成都 +--- + +## 简介 + +小雪是一位性格柔软温顺，身材纤细，皮肤光滑白皙，脸上甚至看不见毛孔，柔软可爱的跨性别女性。 + +她玩音游还有舞萌很厉害，喜欢音乐，喜欢孤独摇滚，超天酱和地雷系，有一把粉色的吉他，对人类不感兴趣？但是有很多人喜欢她呢，她总是说想快点成年，独立起来挣钱做手术。 + +她的梦好像很真实，有时候比现实还真，但总是做噩梦和一些奇怪的梦之类的... + +她不想给别人带来麻烦，因此很多话都埋在心里。 + +## 生平 + +她在幼年时期受到过家暴与校园霸凌，埋下了抑郁的病根，早年她父母无法理解她的性别认同，把她骗去了非法监禁机构半年，在这期间，她遭受了非人道的虐待，喝泔水，体罚，目睹流血冲突事件，被折磨的精神崩溃硬锤自己，导致小拇指粉碎性骨折，在这期间她患上了精神分裂并且恶化了她的抑郁为双向情感障碍，在这之后家人逐渐理解她，在她自切后，家人的态度好转很多，支持她做手术，尤其是母亲来成都看望过两次她，还带她一起吃饭，不过家人并未把双相与精神分裂当一回事，没有持续的治疗导致小雪是停药状态。 + +小雪为了挣钱自力更生尽快做手术，小雪尝试过原神代肝与送外卖等工作，但是原神高额的工作量却只挣了五十块钱，而外卖或许是因为未成年的缘故，并非美团外卖和蛋糕店的直属员工，而是一诚飞客的，但也兼职美团和饿了么的单子，小雪想快点上班挣钱，签了掉路灯的租车合同，不租满三个月还要赔违约金，然而工资却一直拖欠，报警无果，六一儿童节小雪出勤放松时手机与钥匙被偷，因此没有回男友家，怕男友告诉家人让他们担心就在外度过了一夜，那一夜她饥寒交迫，手机被偷报警后，小偷也并没有抓到，后来她的平板也不见了，再次报警依旧未果，她很喜欢那个手机与平板，小雪对这个世界失望极了，此前小雪就尝试过多次自杀。24年以来更加的频繁，多的时候甚至一个月三四次，姐妹们很多次都报警处理并且线下展开救援。 + + + +小雪想来成都生活，本来是来成都去见一位经常改名字的前任是溪溪现在几万粉丝的「同类」，但是被其抛弃，被洲洲[^2]收留和她住在一起，洲洲视她就像女儿一样，后来洲洲回老家与家人生活在一起了，男友就租下了原本的房子与小雪一起生活，后来与男友出了一些矛盾，就去了真理[^1]那里缓缓，随后真理出国了，小雪就去了溪溪饼干那里住，因此她男友和姐妹们并不能时刻陪伴在小雪身边，及时的救助小雪，在最后的时光里，她一反常态没再自残，情绪也表现的很稳定，6月27日男友还陪伴她吃好吃的，玩舞萌，送她去地铁站，小雪回到住处后，平时手机平板不离身的她这次却没有带任何东西，独自一人走到河边跳了下去，直到7月5日才发现她的遗体。 + +[^1]: 虽然比小雪年龄小，但是对待小雪就像她的姐姐一样，非常喜欢小雪，给小雪买礼物，做饭给她吃。 +[^2]: 小雪的干妈？她俩就像母女一样呢，洲洲照顾了小雪很久，化解了多次小雪自杀的危机。 + +条目贡献：真理 三三 娑娜 diff --git a/people/yuki418330012/page.zh_hant.md b/people/yuki418330012/page.zh_hant.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..81fd76c1 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/yuki418330012/page.zh_hant.md @@ -0,0 +1,27 @@ +--- +name: yuki-_-小雪 +info: + location: 四川成都 +--- + +## 簡介 + +小雪是一位性格柔軟溫順, 身材苗條, 皮膚光滑白皙, 臉上甚至看不見毛孔, 柔軟可愛的跨性別女性. + +她玩音樂遊戲和 maimaiDX 很強, 喜歡音樂, 喜歡 Bocchi the Rock!, 超てんちゃん 和 メンヘラスタイル, 有一把粉色的吉他. 對於人類不感興趣? 但是有很多人喜歡她呢. 她總是說想要快一些成年, 獨立起來賺錢做手術. + +她的夢似乎很真實, 有時候比現實還真實, 但總是作噩夢和一些奇怪的夢之類的… + +她不想給別人帶來麻煩, 因此很多話都埋在心裡. + +## 生平 + +她在幼年時期受到過家暴和校園霸凌, 埋下了抑鬱的病根. 早年她父母無法理解她的性別認同, 把她騙去扭轉機構監禁半年. 在這期間, 她遭受了非人的虐待, 喝泔水, 肉刑, 目睹流血冲突事件, 被折磨的精神崩潰硬錘自己, 導致小拇指粉碎性骨折. 在這期間她患上了精神分裂並且惡化了她的抑鬱和雙相障礙. 在這之後家人逐漸理解她, 在她自切後, 家人的態度好轉很多, 支持她做手術, 尤其是母親兩次到成都看望她, 還帶她一起吃飯. 不過家人並沒有把雙相障礙和精神分裂當回事, 沒有持續的治療, 導致小雪是停藥狀態. + +小雪為了賺錢自力更生儘早做手術, 曾嘗試 Genshin Impact 的代玩和送外賣的工作. 但是 Genshin Impact 的代玩這一項在高額工作量的情況下只賺到 50 元, 而外賣或許是因為未成年的緣故，並非美團外賣和蛋糕店的直屬員工，而是一誠飛客的，但也兼職美團和餓了麼的單子，小雪想快點上班掙錢，簽了掉路燈的租車合同，不租滿三個月還要賠違約金，然而工資卻一直拖欠，報警無果。六一兒童節小雪出勤放鬆時手機與鑰匙被偷，因此沒有回男友家，怕男友告訴家人讓他們擔心就在外度過了一夜，那一夜她飢寒交迫，移動電話被偷報警後，小偷也並沒有抓到，後來她的平板電腦也不見了，再次報警依舊未果，她很喜歡那個移動電話與平板電腦，小雪對這個世界失望極了，此前小雪就嘗試過多次自殺。24年以來更加的頻繁，多的時候甚至一個月三四次，姐妹們很多次都報警處理並且線下展開救援。 + + + +小雪想來成都生活. 本來是來成都去見一位經常改名字的前任「溪溪」, 現在是幾萬跟隨者的「同類」, 但是被其拋棄. 被洲洲收留後和她住在一起. 洲洲將她作為女兒. 後來洲洲回老家和家人生活在一起, 男友租下了原本的房子與小雪一起生活, 後來兩個人之間有了一些矛盾, 就去真理那裡緩一下. 隨後真理出國, 小雪換到了溪溪餅乾那裡住. 因此她男友和姐妹們並不能時刻陪伴在小雪身邊, 及時救助小雪. 在最後的時日裡, 她一反常態沒再自殘, 情緒也表現的很穩定, 6 月 27 日男友還陪伴她吃好吃的食物, 玩 maimaiDX, 送她去捷運站. 小雪回到住處後, 平時移動電話和平板電腦不離身的她這次卻沒有攜帶任何東西, 獨自一人走到河邊跳了下去, 直到 7 月 5 日才找到她的遺體. + +條目貢獻: 真理 三三 娑娜 diff --git a/people/yuki418330012/photos/image0.jpeg b/people/yuki418330012/photos/image0.jpeg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..ab7a24c3 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/yuki418330012/photos/image0.jpeg differ diff --git a/people/yuki418330012/photos/image1.jpeg b/people/yuki418330012/photos/image1.jpeg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..37c1ff44 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/yuki418330012/photos/image1.jpeg differ diff --git a/people/yuki418330012/photos/image2.jpeg b/people/yuki418330012/photos/image2.jpeg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..237110af Binary files /dev/null and b/people/yuki418330012/photos/image2.jpeg differ diff --git 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b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-02-02-C15376.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15376,"content":"羽毛毛，我又来看你了呢……时间，过了好久好久呀，那边的星星也一定很亮吧……","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Feb 2, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-02-29-C15431.json b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-02-29-C15431.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..9f84539f --- /dev/null +++ b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-02-29-C15431.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15431,"content":"be alive pls","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Feb 29, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-03-08-C16009.json b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-03-08-C16009.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..bb52f3ca --- /dev/null +++ b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-03-08-C16009.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":16009,"content":"也给你一束花~","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Mar 8, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-03-14-C16023.json b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-03-14-C16023.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..940bf679 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-03-14-C16023.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":16023,"content":"人間五十年、下天のうちを比ぶれば夢幻、思へばこの世は常の住み家にあらず。","submitter":"湖の水","date":"Mar 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-03-18-C17014.json b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-03-18-C17014.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..2b982d46 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-03-18-C17014.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17014,"content":"仿佛从来没有离去，仿佛在我独自前行的道路上，总有一双目光，在身后，默然守望。","submitter":"千风","date":"Mar 18, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-03-21-C17025.json b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-03-21-C17025.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..139fb24e --- /dev/null +++ b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-03-21-C17025.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17025,"content":"羽毛毛辛苦了呀……\n喏，给你折一叠星星w \n猫最近又遇到烦心事了，可以告诉她其实有的事情不需要这么焦虑的……她已经做得很好了呢","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Mar 21, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-05-15-C17160.json b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-05-15-C17160.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..d7b31917 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-05-15-C17160.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17160,"content":"最近总是想起来你写的\n“坏事，我做过，好事，也许做过吧。”\n最近发生了很多故事，有开心的，有不开心的。\n许多年后，大家都记得你的好……记得你的那些痕迹，被拯救过的你……\n羽毛毛，今天也晚安，你一直记挂的那只猫，最近过得不错呢……","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"May 15, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-05-17-C17170.json b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-05-17-C17170.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..7c168794 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-05-17-C17170.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17170,"content":"万顷烟波见小池。东流棹桨奈谁痴。\n人间风雨何由起。落尽残花碧海知。\n\n西望长亭散落尘。怎消残雪葬花声。\n八千里路今安在。聊对寂空念故人。","submitter":"nishikaze","date":"May 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-05-28-C17189.json b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-05-28-C17189.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..729827fd --- /dev/null +++ b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-05-28-C17189.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17189,"content":"温柔的羽毛毛，像微风一样温柔呢。\n\n“软fufu的 轻飘飘的 并不是喵 就是羽毛呀。”","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"May 28, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-05-28-C17193.json b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-05-28-C17193.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..15a2dbd4 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-05-28-C17193.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17193,"content":"||打着“为你好”的名义强行将或许本可以相互救赎的两个人分开真是一种很可恶的行为||","submitter":"C","date":"May 28, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-06-07-C17212.json b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-06-07-C17212.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..97321a0d --- /dev/null +++ b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-06-07-C17212.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17212,"content":"I was staying here just wanna see your happiness\n\n 思い出も秘密も心にしまうよ\n\nいつの日にか君とまた巡り逢いたい。","submitter":"泪的故事","date":"Jun 7, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-06-13-C17225.json b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-06-13-C17225.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..64a2bf1c --- /dev/null +++ b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-06-13-C17225.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17225,"content":"又发生了好多事情……也许找不到新的答案了。\nNeko这两天不舒服，去急诊看了，做了手术，感染有点严重，不过基本上没什么大问题了。虽然其实确实耗费了不少，羽毛肯定又要说笨猫了。\n相信大家都会幸福开心，咱会经常来看你的。","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jun 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-06-15-C17231.json b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-06-15-C17231.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..0fbb6912 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-06-15-C17231.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17231,"content":"猫猫好起来一些了哦，可以喝果汁了~","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jun 15, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-06-17-C17242.json b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-06-17-C17242.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..ef371c67 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-06-17-C17242.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17242,"content":"猫猫出院啦~\n大家都在好起来呢。\n想温柔的你。\n离你的生日，又近了一些呢。","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jun 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-07-14-C18021.json b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-07-14-C18021.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..47fcb9b6 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-07-14-C18021.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18021,"content":"还有半个多月就到你的生日了呢……\n最近发生了，很多，很多事情……\n感觉经历的，或者看到的，都在不断地重复着历史。\n可是轻飘飘的羽毛回不来了。\n只能，尽可能当下，不要有，太难过的事情发生……\n无论在哪边，都不要有呢。\n“因为你而存在，因为你而不在，要在啊……”\n猫最近看起来很开心。\n羽毛，你也要好好的，午安啊……","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jul 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-08-06-C18079.json b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-08-06-C18079.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..ad92733e --- /dev/null +++ b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-08-06-C18079.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18079,"content":"生日快乐呢，羽毛毛…\n今天也是猫子（巧克力猫）的生日呢，大家都很开心，你也要开心呐～\n给 Ayaka 寄过奶糖了呢，有原味的，也有其他各种口味的。\n大家都会幸福的。","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Aug 6, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-08-07-C18081.json b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-08-07-C18081.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..ce17c913 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-08-07-C18081.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18081,"content":"生日快乐","submitter":"咲","date":"Aug 7, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-08-07-C18082.json b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-08-07-C18082.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..1babb579 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-08-07-C18082.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18082,"content":"生日快乐。还记得几年前的晚上与您最后一次对话，很后悔当时只是文字沟通，未能鼓起勇气采取更多行动。或许当时掌握的信息不够多，或许因为您坚决的态度打动了当时的自己，或许因为自己的懦弱，已经记不清了...无意中刷到了这个网站，然后今天正好是您的生日......还记得Google+吗?每天转图，相互+1，气氛还可以，Tg群也特别热闹呢。如果能回到过去的话......不知道当时的大家，现在过得怎么样呢？我现在已经远离过去的圈子，出来工作了，账号全部注销啦。朋友们，很抱歉不辞而别。","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Aug 7, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-08-07-C18083.json b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-08-07-C18083.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..83008da4 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-08-07-C18083.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18083,"content":"打开微博，发现近期访问的微博中，羽毛旧头像旁边多了一个红点，第一反应还是感到很惊讶，第二反应才想到应该是微博每年的定时生日祝福。\n羽毛毛，晚安呀……","submitter":"Amika","date":"Aug 7, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-08-08-C18085.json b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-08-08-C18085.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..5219f4c3 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-08-08-C18085.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18085,"content":"||生日快乐||R.I.P.","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Aug 8, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/zhangyubaka/info.yml b/people/zhangyubaka/info.yml new file mode 100644 index 00000000..c8fff69d --- /dev/null +++ b/people/zhangyubaka/info.yml @@ -0,0 +1,12 @@ +id: zhangyubaka +profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.png +info: + born: '2000-08-07' + died: '2018-07-31' +websites: + twitter: https://twitter.com/zhangyubaka + zhihu: https://www.zhihu.com/people/yu-zhang-31-35 + github: https://github.com/zhangyubaka + iconify:ri:netease-cloud-music-line: https://music.163.com/#/user?id=85577310 + Bilibili: https://space.bilibili.com/1260236 + blog: https://web.archive.org/web/20210420170241/https://oao.moe/archives/ diff --git a/people/zhangyubaka/page.en.md b/people/zhangyubaka/page.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..760ef118 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/zhangyubaka/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,161 @@ +--- +name: Yumao +info: + alias: Yumao, Zhangqianye, Yunyu + location: Shanghai +--- + +> "I will transform myself into gentle breeze and rain, then surround you all along." +> +> By Yumao +> +> "It feels like that you are hiding in crystal alone, all I can see is your shattered figure. " +> +> By Neko + +## Description + +Yumao (Zhangqianye) is a trans girl, who is gentle, smart, strong and lovely. + +Her introduction of herself in her profile: +Perhaps Yumao doesn't like taking part in group activities. +I love white and red, as well as that kind of rainbow in Glitch. +I have a sweet tooth; I will feel happy for a long time after holding a packet of white rabbit creamy candies in my hands. +I love cats, and adopted a cat called Ayaka. + +She was an admiral of *Kancolle*, and her first figurine was Destroyer Akizuki in *kancolle*. + +She enjoyed passing time in serenity and ease. +For example, she'd put on headphones and drink hot coffee in a café, then watch out the window and observe people come and go. +That made her relaxed. +She had some unusual thoughts sometimes. +She made wishes to meteors occasionally. +She said: "It's not because I believe it. It's just that it don't cost money. And there's no evidence showing it doesn't work." + +According to Neko, Yumao loved spicy hot pot, and always enjoyed it with rice. + +Yumao liked to watch stars while waiting to fall asleep at night. +After she returned to China, due to bad weather and little spare time, she couldn't watch stars as often as she did. +So [she made a special trip to Dishui Lake and watched stars](https://web.archive.org/web/20210517104313/https://oao.moe/archives/834/). + +She saved many thoughts in her [blog](https://web.archive.org/web/20210420170241/https://oao.moe/archives/), and these blog posts spanned many subjects: computer science, military and politics. +She was also interested in literature, and she wrote lots of beautiful proses and poems. +Of course, she also recorded daily life in her blog, and we can still see her story, her experience, and her train of thoughts even now. + +## Experience + +Yumao once studied abroad in the US, then she went back to Shanghai to continue her study in university. + +In 2017, she encountered Neko on Twitter (Now X), and she felt that Neko was a strong person. +After that, they became close partners. + +In that period, there was not so much censorship about transgender topics in Zhihu. +So Yumao always @ Neko in relevant topics, then showed their affection in public. + +During that time, Yumao got many supports mentally. She described the care from Neko like this: + +> "Even those things were dark and painful, which had been hidden, you still observed and felt them. Maybe you understood more than myself. How wonderful... You also found my scattered identity, then lifted me out of abyss. That was the first time I was touched by others." + +However, they were separated forcibly in March 2018. +Neko was brought back to Yunnan by her family, and was sent to correctional school (a "school" which uses punishments on students to force them to conform). +Then, it was reported that Neko had died by suicide. +Yumao was extremely saddened after hearing the news. +She continuously sent messages about missing Neko in their Telegram channel. +She quoted *Cassiopeia(カシオペヤ)*, which was a song they used to listen together, to express her grief. + +Although she also found that the circumstances of the suicide of Neko was complicated and confusing according to some sources, +there was no more news about Neko indeed. +She really hoped Neko was still alive: + +> "For you I always stay alive... For without you I get lost in life. Wish you are still alive... " +> +> (Another version in Zhihu: "Only for you I stay alive... But you are not by my side. Isn't it? Wish you are still alive...") + +Yumao always missed Neko, and recalled the days with her. +She often wrote down some caring words in her blog, such as prompting Neko to manage her hair or switching up her clothes. + +In this period, Yumao tried to remember the previous times, those moving, happy or blissful events. +But her heart was overtaken by sadness, and her memory gradually worsened. +She said that she forgot many things. + +She formerly planned to complete SRS within the year, but had to push it back because of her bad mental health and other reasons. + +On 30th June 2018, she lost all hope and tried to take her own life. +The next day, she left this world with regrets at her age of 17. + +> Wish that I could become a pretty girl who is kind-hearted, and become the sister of Ayaka and Ruri. + +In her blog post *[Separation and Reunion](https://web.archive.org/web/20210517104118/https://oao.moe/archives/948/)* published in March, she left many words to her friends, and thanked their company all along. + + + +{/* TODO: Translate photo1 */} + +## After Her Leaving + +{/* TODO: Translate this section */} + +In Zhihu question [What are your thoughts about ZhiHu user @yu-zhang-31-35 ?](https://www.zhihu.com/question/284818437), many friends wrote their memories of yumao, and expressed their sadness and regret of the death of her. +They also felt regrettable for Neko's death due to close relationship between Neko and Yumao. + +In fact, Neko didn't pass away. Before her "death", in her email in 19th March, they still encouraged each other with the words "Must stay alive". + +The transgender community investigated this, and found Neko was pronounced dead by her family. + +
+**Fact** + +Neko and Yumao were forced to separate in Shanghai. After that, Neko was brought to Kunming, Yunnan, and then hospitalized at a mental health centre for treatment. + +During the time, Neko always hoped to meet with Yumao. She had dinner with her parents and got an interim leave from the hospital, then she tried to contact Yumao in this time gap. After their contact, she persuaded the doctor on duty to issue discharge certificate for her. +This action irritated her family. Shortly afterward, her family drove her to Kunming Anning Haohaizi School (hereinafter referred to as "Haohaizi", a school that punishes students to force them conform) by lying to her that they were taking her to Changshui Airport. +After that, Neko was locked in the Room 308, which can be seen as a black room. + +Days after she came out of the Room 308, owing to her excellent command of computer and their trust in her, the propaganda department of Haohaizi found her and asked her to fix network system. Neko accepted and fixed the system quickly, then sent a help email to Yumao at once. + +After that, the outside world started to lash out her parents. +The investigative journalist of *Beijing News* also interviewed the staff of Haohaizi to ask the whereabouts of Neko. + +However, her parents made a shocking decision. +They said that they had already brought her out of the school, then cancelled the census register of Neko. +In the interview of *Beijing News*, they spoke in a tearful voice and claimed that Neko had taken her own life in the early hours of 24th March. + +Neko was continued to be in Haohaizi since then. She was informed of Yumao's death in October. This news almost devastated her. + +But nevertheless, Neko still implemented the words "Must stay alive". +She never gave up and tried to calm herself. She kept a diary and developed her hobbies and interests at that time. +She also found some ways which could resolve her difficulties to take her mind off. + +During the latter time in Haohaizi, those around her helped her a lot, her friends accompanied her, and some people delivered things from the outside. +Some friendly drillmasters would take her out to play, or bought things to her. This might have made her happier. + +On 1st September 2019, Neko left Haohaizi, and started her new life after a period of time. + +> To commemorate all the difficulties I suffered in the past two years +> +> From 2018-03-16 22:31 +> +> To 2020-03-16 22:31 +> +> Thanks to all your efforts in that period +> +> This is also, to remember all the things you experienced after we separated +> +> Also, for you in 2018-07-31 +> +> Thank you everyone. +> +> Neko, on Telegram +
+ +After survived the ordeal, Neko tried to get out of the shadow, and she gradually moved toward to the right road of life. + +"Neko will stay alive, to remember that girl I used to loved." This is what Neko always uses to encourage herself. + +Good night, yumao, wish you can be a girl and live happily. + +Contributors for this entry: One-Among-Us, [Ayaka Neko](https://twitter.com/ayakaneko) + +{/* TODO: Check in Grammarly */} diff --git a/people/zhangyubaka/page.md b/people/zhangyubaka/page.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..b8da2d06 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/zhangyubaka/page.md @@ -0,0 +1,118 @@ +--- +name: 羽毛 +info: + alias: 羽毛, 张千叶, 云羽 + location: 上海 +--- + +> 「我会化作人间的风雨，陪在你身边。」 +> +> —— By 羽毛 +> +> 「感觉你就像是孤单一人躲在水晶之中，能看到的只有你破碎的身影呢。」 +> +> —— By Neko + +## 简介 + +羽毛（张千叶）是一名温柔聪慧、坚强而可爱的跨性别女孩。 + +羽毛是这样介绍自己的：羽毛可能并不是一个喜欢在集体活动中出现的人。我喜欢白色，红色，还有会在 Glitch 中出现的那种彩色，也喜欢甜食，抱着一袋大白兔奶糖可以开心很久。喜欢猫，有一只叫絢香的猫。 + +她曾经是一名舰队 Collection 的提督，她第一个拥有的手办也是舰 C 的驱逐舰秋月。 + +她喜欢宁静而舒缓、轻松的时刻，比如在冬天戴上耳机，在咖啡店喝一杯热腾腾的咖啡，看着窗外的人来人往，这会让她感到十分惬意。偶尔，她也会有一些特别的想法。有时她会向流星许愿，她说：「并不是因为我相信，而是因为它是免费的，并且没有证据证明它不灵。」 + +据 Neko 所说，她还很喜欢吃麻辣烫，总是会点两碗下饭吃。 + +在晚上不睡觉的时候，羽毛喜欢看星星。回国之后，因天气和时间原因，很少能看到。于是她[有一次专程去了滴水湖看星星](https://web.archive.org/web/20210517104313/https://oao.moe/archives/834/)。 + +在她的[博客](https://web.archive.org/web/20210420170241/https://oao.moe/archives/)之中保存有非常多属于她自己的思考，所涉及的领域十分广泛，包括计算机、军事、政治；同时，她也是一位文学少女，写下了很多优美的散文与诗歌。当然，博文里也记录了许多她的日常生活，于此，我们能看到她的故事与经历，还有她的心路足迹。 + +## 经历 + +羽毛曾经有一段在美国留学生活的经历，然后回到了上海求学。 + +而后，在 2017 年时，她于推特上认识了 Neko，觉得她是很厉害的人，并逐渐与她成为了重要的伙伴。 + +在那个知乎还能聊很多 Trans 相关主题的时候，羽毛总是喜欢在相关的话题下艾特 Neko，然后在下面秀恩爱。 + +在这段时光之中，羽毛和得到了很多的精神上的支持。羽毛自己这样形容： + +>「即便是那些曾经被埋没的，黑暗的，痛苦的，你也悄悄观测到了，感受到了，可能比我自己还要了解得多一些吧，好厉害。那个已经碎碎的自己，也被你看到了呢，甚至被抱了出来，第一次被别人碰到呢。」 + +然而，她们在 2018 年 3 月中旬被迫分开，随后，Neko 被家人带回云南，送入了矫正中心。此后不久，Neko 传出了轻生后抢救无效的消息，知道这个消息的羽毛极度悲伤和难过，她在她们的 Telegram 频道之中发送了许许多多想念 Neko 的消息。她引用了《仙后座 (カシオペヤ) 》一曲来表达自己的悲伤，这是她们曾经一起听过的歌曲。 + +尽管她也通过一些渠道发现，Neko的「自杀」似乎仍有些扑朔迷离，但 Neko 确实也一直杳无音讯。她在内心一直期望着 Neko 还在： + +> 「因为你而存在……因为你而不在，要在啊……」 +> +> （知乎上的另一个版本：「总是仅为你而存在，只是你并不在，不是么……要在啊……」） + +在博客之中，羽毛也一直在思念着 Neko，追忆往昔的事情，并时常写下一些关心的话语，比如是否认真打理头发，又或者是否及时增减衣服。 + +在这段时间里，羽毛一直在尝试回忆以前的事情，那些感动、开心而幸福的事情。但她的内心被悲伤所占据，记忆能力在逐渐消退，逐渐淡忘了很多。 + +原本她还规划着想要在年内手术，但由于精神状态急转直下等原因，因此也未能实现。 + +在 7 月 30 日，万念俱灰的她尝试轻生，并在次日带着遗憾离开了这个世界，永远地留在了她的 17 岁。 + +> 希望下辈子，可以做漂亮的，善良的女孩子，可以和絢香还有琉璃成为姐妹吧。 + +在 3 月的博客《[分别与重逢](https://web.archive.org/web/20210517104118/https://oao.moe/archives/948/)》之中，她给她的朋友们留下了许多的话语，也一直感谢大家的陪伴。 + + + +## 身后 + +在知乎问答 [如何评价知乎用户 @张千叶？](https://www.zhihu.com/question/284818437)中，许多友人回忆了与羽毛相处的经过，并表达了对羽毛逝世的悲伤与惋惜。由于 Neko 和 羽毛曾是亲密的伙伴，因此在回答之中也有很多人对 Neko 的轻生感到惋惜。 + +然而事实上，Neko 并没有离世。此前，在 3 月 19 日的邮件之中，她依然和羽毛相互鼓励「一定要活着」。 + +社群也曾对此事进行了一定的调查，发现 Neko 是被家人「宣告死亡」的背后事实。 + +
+**背后的事情** + +Neko 和羽毛被迫在上海分开之后，被父母带回了云南昆明，而后在心理卫生中心住院治疗。 + +在这段时间里，Neko 一直想着要去寻找羽毛，于是在院外与家人吃饭的间隙尝试和羽毛联系，并说服了当值医生给自己开具出院证明。此举激怒了其家人。此后，家人索性假借送她去长水机场之名，将其开车送至昆明安宁市好孩子学校（以下简称「好孩子」）此后，Neko 被关入了 308 房间，也可以理解成小黑屋一样的存在。 + +在从 308 房间出来之后数日，由于 Neko 掌握着不错的计算机技术，加上此时宣传部门较为信任她，于是找到了 Neko，要求其帮助他们修理网络系统。Neko 在修复网络系统后迅速给羽毛发送了邮件。 + +随后，外界开始了对Neko父母的言论轰炸，《新京报》的记者也找到了好孩子，询问Neko的下落。 + +但是，Neko 的父母随后作出了惊人的决定，和其他人说已经把 Neko 从机构中带出，随后将 Neko 的户籍注销，并用哭腔在《新京报》的采访中对外界宣称 Neko 已于 3 月 24 日凌晨自杀。 + +在这之后，Neko 继续被关在好孩子中，在 10 月得知了羽毛出事的情况，并几近崩溃。 + +尽管如此，Neko 仍旧践行了「一定要活着」的话语，她没有自暴自弃，而是想办法平静下来，并坚持记录下了一些日记，也培养了一些兴趣爱好。她尝试寻找一些能够解决困境的方法把自己的注意力转移开。在好孩子的后半段时光里，她身边的人帮助了她很多，有朋友在身边陪她，又或者是人从外边送东西进来。有时，一些对她好的那些教官会带她去玩，或者是给她买东西，这能让她开心一些。 + +2019 年 9 月 1 日，Neko 离开了好孩子学校，在一段时间后开始了新的生活。 + +> 谨以此纪念过去两年里所遭受的一切困难和苦难 +> +> 2018 年 3 月 16 日 晚间 22:31 +> +> 2020 年 3 月 16 日 晚间 22:31 +> +> 谢谢大家在那段时间里所付出的一切 +> +> 也是为了纪念 2018 年 3 月 14 日和你们分开后的一切 +> +> 还有 2018 年 7 月 31 日的你。 +> +> 谢谢你们。 +> +> Neko, 于 Telegram +
+ +在经历了苦难后的 Neko 一直在尝试着从阴影中走出，逐步走向生活的正轨。 + +「猫会好好活着，来怀念过去深爱着的某个人。」这是 Neko 一直用来在激励自己的话。 + +晚安，羽毛，愿你能做一个幸福开心的女孩子。 + +条目贡献：One-Among-Us, [絢香猫](https://twitter.com/ayakaneko) diff --git a/people/zhangyubaka/page.zh_hant.md b/people/zhangyubaka/page.zh_hant.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..31b8a9f9 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/zhangyubaka/page.zh_hant.md @@ -0,0 +1,118 @@ +--- +name: 羽毛 +info: + alias: 羽毛, 張千葉, 雲羽 + location: 上海 +--- + +> 「我會化作人間的風雨，陪在你身邊。」 +> +> —— By 羽毛 +> +> 「感覺你就像是孤單一人躲在水晶之中，能看到的只有你破碎的身影呢。」 +> +> —— By Neko + +## 簡介 + +羽毛（張千葉）是一個溫柔聰慧、堅強而可愛的跨性別女孩。 + +羽毛是這樣介紹自己的：羽毛可能並不是一個喜歡在集體活動中出現的人。我喜歡白色，赤色，還有會在 Glitch 中出現的那種彩色，也喜歡甜食，抱著一袋大白兔奶糖可以開心很久。喜歡貓，有一只叫絢香的貓。 + +她曾經是一名艦隊 Collection 的提督，她第一個擁有的手辦也是艦 C 的驅逐艦秋月。 + +她喜歡寧靜而舒緩、輕鬆的時刻，比如在冬天戴上耳機，在咖啡店喝一杯熱騰騰的咖啡，看著窗外的人來人往，這會讓她感到十分愜意。偶爾，她也會有一些特別的想法。有時她會向流星許願，她說：「並不是因為我相信，而是因為它是免費的，並且沒有證據證明它不靈。」 + +據 Neko 所說，她還很喜歡吃麻辣燙，總是會點兩碗下飯吃。 + +在晚上不睡覺的時候，羽毛喜歡看星星。回國之後，因天氣和時間原因，很少能看到。於是她[有一次專程去了滴水湖看星星](https://web.archive.org/web/20210517104313/https://oao.moe/archives/834/)。 + +在她的[部落格](https://web.archive.org/web/20210420170241/https://oao.moe/archives/)之中保存有非常多屬於她自己的思考，所涉及的領域十分廣泛，包括計算機科學、軍事以及政治；同時，她也是一位文學少女，寫下了很多優美的散文與詩歌。當然，文章裡也記錄了許多她的日常生活，因此，我們能看到她的故事與經歷，還有她的心路足跡。 + +## 經歷 + +羽毛曾經有一段在美國留學生活的經歷，然後回到了上海求學。 + +而後，在 2017 年時，她於推特上認識了 Neko，覺得她是很厲害的人，並逐漸與她成為了重要的夥伴。 + +在那個知乎還能聊很多 Trans 相關主題的時候，羽毛總是喜歡在相關的話題下提及 Neko，然後在下面秀恩愛。 + +在這段時光之中，羽毛和得到了很多的精神上的支持。羽毛自己這樣形容： + +>「即便是那些曾經被埋沒的，黑暗的，痛苦的，你也悄悄觀測到了，感受到了，可能比我自己還要了解得多一些吧，好厲害。那個已經碎碎的自己，也被你看到了呢，甚至被抱了出來，第一次被別人碰到呢。」 + +然而，她們在 2018 年 3 月中旬被迫分開，隨後，Neko 被家人帶回雲南，送入了矯正教育學校。此後不久，Neko 傳出了輕生後搶救無效的消息，知道這個消息的羽毛極度悲傷和難過，她在她們的 Telegram 頻道之中發送了許許多多想念 Neko 的消息。她引用了《仙后座 (カシオペヤ) 》一曲來表達自己的悲傷，這是她們曾經一起聽過的歌曲。 + +儘管她也通過一些途徑發現，Neko的「自殺」似乎仍有些撲朔迷離，但 Neko 確實也一直杳無音訊。她在內心一直期望著 Neko 還在： + +> 「因為你而存在……因為你而不在，要在啊……」 +> +> （知乎上的另一個版本：「總是僅為你而存在，只是你並不在，不是麼……要在啊……」） + +在博客之中，羽毛也一直在思念著 Neko，追憶往昔的事情，並時常寫下一些關心的話語，比如是否認真打理頭髮，又或者是否及時增減衣服。 + +在這段時間裡，羽毛一直在嘗試回憶以前的事情，那些感動、開心而幸福的事情。但她的內心被悲傷所佔據，記憶能力在逐漸消退，逐漸淡忘了很多。 + +原本她還規劃著想要在年內手術，但由於精神狀態急轉直下等原因，因此也未能實現。 + +在 7 月 30 日，萬念俱灰的她嘗試輕生，並在次日帶著遺憾離開了這個世界，永遠地留在了她的 17 歲。 + +> 希望下輩子，可以做漂亮的，善良的女孩子，可以和絢香還有琉璃成為姐妹吧。 + +在 3 月的博客《[分別與重逢](https://web.archive.org/web/20210517104118/https://oao.moe/archives/948/)》之中，她給她的朋友們留下了許多的話語，也一直感謝大家的陪伴。 + + + +## 身後 + +在知乎問答 [如何評價知乎用戶 @張千葉？](https://www.zhihu.com/question/284818437)中，許多友人回憶了與羽毛相處的經過，並表達了對羽毛逝世的悲傷與惋惜。由於 Neko 和 羽毛曾是親密的夥伴，因此在回答之中也有很多人對 Neko 的輕生感到惋惜。 + +然而事實上，Neko 並沒有離世。此前，在 3 月 19 日的郵件之中，她依然和羽毛相互鼓勵「一定要活著」。 + +社群也曾對此事進行了一定的調查，發現 Neko 是被家人「宣告死亡」的背後事實。 + +
+**背後的事情** + +Neko 和羽毛被迫在上海分開之後，被父母帶回了雲南昆明，而後在心理衛生中心住院治療。 + +在這段時間裡，Neko 一直想著要去尋找羽毛，於是在院外與家人吃飯的間隙嘗試和羽毛聯繫，並說服了當值醫生給自己開具出院證明。此舉激怒了其家人。此後，家人索性假借送她去長水機場之名，將其開車送至昆明安寧市好孩子學校（以下簡稱「好孩子」）此後，Neko 被關入了 308 房間，也可以理解成小黑屋一樣的存在。 + +在從 308 房間出來之後數日，由於 Neko 掌握著不錯的電腦技術，加上此時宣傳部門較為信任她，於是找到了 Neko，要求其協助他們修理網路系統。Neko 在修復網路系統後迅速給羽毛發送了郵件。 + +隨後，外界開始了對Neko父母的言論轟炸，《新京報》的記者也找到了好孩子，詢問Neko的下落。 + +但是，Neko 的父母隨後作出了驚人的決定，和其他人說已經把 Neko 從機構中帶出，隨後將 Neko 的戶籍註銷，並用哭腔在《新京報》的採訪中對外界宣稱 Neko 已於 3 月 24 日淩晨自殺。 + +在這之後，Neko 繼續被關在好孩子中，在 10 月得知了羽毛出事的情況，並幾近崩潰。 + +儘管如此，Neko 仍舊踐行了「一定要活著」的話語，她沒有自暴自棄，而是想辦法平靜下來，並堅持記錄下了一些日記，也培養了一些興趣愛好。她嘗試尋找一些能夠解決困境的方法把自己的注意力轉移開。在好孩子的後半段時光裡，她身邊的人幫助了她很多，有朋友在身邊陪她，又或者是人從外邊送東西進來。有時，一些對她好的那些教官會帶她去玩，或者是給她買東西，這能讓她開心一些。 + +2019 年 9 月 1 日，Neko 離開了好孩子學校，在一段時間後開始了新的生活。 + +> 謹以此紀念過去兩年裡所遭受的一切困難和苦難 +> +> 2018 年 3 月 16 日 晚間 22:31 +> +> 2020 年 3 月 16 日 晚間 22:31 +> +> 謝謝大家在那段時間裡所付出的一切 +> +> 也是為了紀念 2018 年 3 月 14 日和你們分開後的一切 +> +> 還有 2018 年 7 月 31 日的你。 +> +> 謝謝你們。 +> +> Neko, 於 Telegram +
+ +在經歷了苦難後的 Neko 一直在嘗試著從陰影中走出，逐步走向生活的正軌。 + +「貓會好好活著，來懷念過去深愛著的某個人。」這是 Neko 一直用來在激勵自己的話。 + +晚安，羽毛，願你能做一個幸福開心的女孩子。 + +條目貢獻：One-Among-Us, [絢香猫](https://twitter.com/ayakaneko) diff --git a/people/zhangyubaka/photos/photo1.jpg b/people/zhangyubaka/photos/photo1.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..1df3f02d Binary files /dev/null and b/people/zhangyubaka/photos/photo1.jpg differ diff --git a/people/zhangyubaka/photos/profile.png b/people/zhangyubaka/photos/profile.png new file mode 100644 index 00000000..8d09dfc3 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/zhangyubaka/photos/profile.png differ diff --git a/people/zheermao101/comments/2024-06-12-C17223.json b/people/zheermao101/comments/2024-06-12-C17223.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..4c3cd98b --- /dev/null +++ b/people/zheermao101/comments/2024-06-12-C17223.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17223,"content":"晚安","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jun 12, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/zheermao101/comments/2024-06-13-C17226.json b/people/zheermao101/comments/2024-06-13-C17226.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..f6c630a7 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/zheermao101/comments/2024-06-13-C17226.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17226,"content":"||22年就看她在计划自杀了…唉…晚安哦||","submitter":"星语","date":"Jun 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/zheermao101/comments/2024-06-14-C17227.json b/people/zheermao101/comments/2024-06-14-C17227.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..f789ecca --- /dev/null +++ b/people/zheermao101/comments/2024-06-14-C17227.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17227,"content":"恋爱绮谭啊...也是陪伴我走过很多路的游戏，在这个网站上看到同好尤其让我觉得难过。晚安，抱抱...","submitter":"绫乃月樱","date":"Jun 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/zheermao101/comments/2024-06-16-C17234.json b/people/zheermao101/comments/2024-06-16-C17234.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..495e8e51 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/zheermao101/comments/2024-06-16-C17234.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17234,"content":"呜呜，真的离开了，当时要是足够重视她死前说过的这些话说不定结果就不一样了： ||\n她： \n「抱抱你」 \n「要是我离开了」 \n「你也要好好活着哦」\n 「替我srs呢」 \n「姐姐」\n 「爱你啦」\n ... ||\n我搞不懂自己的感情，不知道如何给予足够的安慰。现在我已经替你SRS了，但是你却不在了。我也会尽我所能听你的：继续好好活着… 唉… Via Z-Siqi, your friend","submitter":"SqZhao","date":"Jun 16, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/zheermao101/comments/2024-06-23-C17253.json b/people/zheermao101/comments/2024-06-23-C17253.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..f039e4eb --- /dev/null +++ b/people/zheermao101/comments/2024-06-23-C17253.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17253,"content":"晚安","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jun 23, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/zheermao101/comments/2024-06-23-C17260.json b/people/zheermao101/comments/2024-06-23-C17260.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..c7f231b8 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/zheermao101/comments/2024-06-23-C17260.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17260,"content":"妹妹走好\n","submitter":"星川樱子","date":"Jun 23, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/zheermao101/comments/2024-08-12-C18101.json b/people/zheermao101/comments/2024-08-12-C18101.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..16a94811 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/zheermao101/comments/2024-08-12-C18101.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18101,"content":"妹妹走好呐","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Aug 12, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/zheermao101/info.yml b/people/zheermao101/info.yml new file mode 100644 index 00000000..b13df8bc --- /dev/null +++ b/people/zheermao101/info.yml @@ -0,0 +1,12 @@ +id: zheermao101 +profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.jpg +info: + born: '2008-04-21' + # B站、知乎展示生日：4月21日 + # 推特发送戳气球日期：4月23日 + died: '2024-02-26' +websites: + twitter: https://twitter.com/zheermao101 + zhihu: https://www.zhihu.com/people/43-53-66-47 + iconify:ri:netease-cloud-music-line: https://music.163.com/#/user?id=3748885018 + Bilibili: https://space.bilibili.com/526348029 diff --git a/people/zheermao101/page.en.md b/people/zheermao101/page.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..0a4b4401 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/zheermao101/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,137 @@ +--- +name: Zheermao September +info: + alias: Zheermao + location: Xi'an, Shaanxi +--- + +> "Thank you for talking with me so much. +> If we meet in heaven, I'll treat you to some beverages." +> +> `-` "It would be better if we could drink it together in this world. +> In addition...what's your favorite flavor?" +> +> "I can't wait that long. I'm so sorry..." + +## Description + +Zheermao was a trans girl who was extremely lacking in love and needed care. + +Her MBTI personality was INFJ-A/INFJ-T. + +She enjoyed songs from *Touhou Project*. + +She played various games, such as *Plague Inc.*, *Overwatch*, and *Needy Streamer Overload*. + +She also loved galgames. +While playing *Mystery Lover 2*, she thought about many of her own experiences... + +Zheermao was quite knowledgeable about electronics. +She shared her insights on related topics on Zhihu. + +Occasionally, she would visit the local library in Xi'an to read her favorite books. + +## Departure + +As mentioned in her description, +Zheermao was a girl extremely deprived of love. +She always relied on friends around her and often needed their companionship. + +[Arts](https://one-among.us/profile/ArtsEpiphany) once sent Zheermao a caring letter. +They had a good relationship, and Zheermao kept Arts's letter all along. + + + +English translation of the preceding letter: + +> I am ArtsEpiphany, an admin from the online forum Transland. +> You can call me Arts. +> I saw your QQ instant messaging number in your forum profile, but you seem to have disabled initiating conversations using QQ number. +> Therefore I chose to contact you in this way, I'm sorry! +> +> Actually, Arts is also a cat-like person. +> How can a cat-like person be unforgivable? +> Cat-like people are the cutest beings in the world. +> Those who are truly guilty won't feel guilty. +> They won't think of ending themselves. +> They'll keep harming more and more people, making them suffer more and more. +> They only care about how much benefit they can get for themselves, clinging to life but escaping from death. +> When they are lucky, they think of how to obtain more; when they are unlucky, they think of how to lose less. +> Although I cannot comprehend what you've been through, I believe you're a good girl at heart. +> +> Arts understands that it's not easy to live without the support of a family. +> You may be lonely, because you have no one to turn to when in pain; you may be helpless, because no one extends their hand when in trouble; you may be puzzled, because you don't know what to live for. +> +> Actually, Arts doesn't really know how to console you. +> Why do some people live in happiness but others live in suffering, without a hint of hope? +> Arts doesn't understand. +> Arts hates this unfair world as well. +> Because of this, Arts won't flatly tell you to keep living. +> What Arts wants to tell you is this: +> > You are not alone. +> For example, as a trans person, there are people everywhere in the world who have the same hopes and dreams as you, trying to build a brighter future for themselves. +> For example, there are people who have cut ties with their parents. +> For example, there are people who have issues with self-harm. +> +> Therefore, please believe that there are people who would care, understand, and accompany you. +> There are also people who would wish for your happiness, whether you know them or not, like me, Arts. +> +> If you like, I'd like to hug you. +> +> Good night, +> ArtsEpiphany + +Zheermao attempted to leave this world several times but survived with difficulty through rescues. + +However, in the early spring of 2024, +following the death of a friend, she made up her mind again to leave. + +A few days before her departure, +she sent an email to One Among Us. +Upon seeing it, one member sent her a reply immediately: + + + +English translation of the preceding email conversation: + +> - Zheermao +> > Please prepare a little. +> > It's Zheermao. +> > I tried to live, but... +> > I'm sorry. Thank you. +> > If I succeed, please put up my entry. +> > Thank you. +> +> - ...@oneamongus.ca +> > Good evening, +> > +> > I just refreshed my inbox after sending an email to my friend. +> > I'm sorry. I'd like to hug you. +> > But please believe me, there are sparks of brightness in the endless nights as well. +> > {/* 可以避开黑暗的锋芒，到那些有光的地方躲一躲。 这句不知道如何翻译 */} +> > All from One Among Us will always be with you. +> > If you need help, please contact us or someone you trust. +> > Please do not worry, we'll try to write down what we remember. +> > But keep living is the best way to rebel against the hatred in the world. +> > The dynamic stories about you or me, the stories that are living, are much more alive than finished stories. +> > That's what we can never write down. +> > Love you. Do not give up easily. +> > It must still be cold in the north. I'd hug you again. +> > Spring is coming. Ice will melt, no matter how hard it is. + +Later, that member contacted her on Telegram and tried to comfort her, then talked with her for a long time about transgender experiences, love and being loved, and the meaning of living, trying to keep her for a little longer. + +Despite this, she insisted on her decision... and ultimately chose to leave. + +After her departure, Han Lianyi wrote an [epitaph](https://t.me/Lianyi520/565) for her. + +Perhaps Zheermao's departure was not an unexpected ending. + +But now, everything can only be turned into a long sigh... + +Contributor for this entry: Echo of One Among Us diff --git a/people/zheermao101/page.md b/people/zheermao101/page.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..94ce74e3 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/zheermao101/page.md @@ -0,0 +1,61 @@ +--- +name: 玖月折耳猫 +info: + alias: 折耳猫 + location: 陕西西安 +--- + +> 「谢谢你和我聊了这么多，如果有一天在天国遇到你，请你喝奶茶。」 +> +> `-` 「如果能在这个世界上一起喝就好了呢。折耳猫喜欢什么口味的呀。」 +> +> 「我等不到了，对不起了……」 + +## 简介 + +折耳猫是一个极度缺爱，需要关心的跨性别小女孩。 + +她的 MBTI 人格是 INFJ-A/INFJ-T。 + +她也喜欢着东方 Project 的歌曲。 + +她玩过各种游戏，比如瘟疫公司，又或者 Overwatch，还有主播女孩重度依赖。 + +她也喜欢 galgame，在推《恋爱绮谭·不存在的真相》的时候，她想到了许多自己的遭遇…… + +折耳猫对数码产品有不少了解，在知乎平台的相关话题下，她也热情地给出了许多回答。 + +偶尔，她也会去到西安当地的图书馆看看自己喜欢的书。 + +## 离世 + +正如简介中所述的那样，折耳猫其实是个极度缺乏关爱的孩子，依赖着身边的人，常常需要大家的陪伴。 + +[Arts](https://one-among.us/profile/ArtsEpiphany) 也曾经给折耳猫发送过关心的信，她们关系很好，折耳猫一直留着她的信件。 + + + +折耳猫曾好几次尝试离开这个世界，但在救助之中艰难地存活了下来。 + +然而，在 2024 年的早春时节，因着朋友的离世，她再一次下决心要离开。 + +在离开之前几天，她给 One Among Us 的邮箱发送了一封邮件。那些秋叶的成员在看到后连夜给她发送了一份回信： + + + +后来，那些秋叶的成员在 Telegram 上联系上了她，试着安慰了她，与她聊了许久。包括跨性别相关的经历，爱与被爱，以及活下去的意义，试图多挽留她一会儿。 + +尽管如此，她仍旧坚持着自己的决定……最后仍然选择了离开。 + +在她离世后，寒涟漪为她写下了[悼文](https://t.me/Lianyi520/565)。 + +也许折耳猫的离开并不是个意外的结局。 + +但如今，一切也只能化作一声长叹…… + +条目贡献：秋叶的回声 diff --git a/people/zheermao101/page.zh_hant.md b/people/zheermao101/page.zh_hant.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..d695bf2d --- /dev/null +++ b/people/zheermao101/page.zh_hant.md @@ -0,0 +1,61 @@ +--- +name: 玖月折耳貓 +info: + alias: 折耳貓 + location: 陝西西安 +--- + +> 「謝謝妳和我聊了這麼多，如果有一天在天國遇到妳，請妳喝奶茶。」 +> +> `-` 「如果能在這個世界上一起喝就好了呢。折耳貓喜歡什麼口味的呀。」 +> +> 「我等不到了，對不起了……」 + +## 簡介 + +折耳貓是一個極度缺愛，需要關心的跨性別小女孩。 + +她的 MBTI 人格是 INFJ-A/INFJ-T。 + +她也喜歡著東方 Project 的歌曲。 + +她遊玩過各種遊戲，比如瘟疫公司，又或者 Overwatch，還有主播女孩重度依賴。 + +她也喜歡 galgame，在推《戀愛綺譚·不存在的真相》的時候，她想到了許多自己的遭遇…… + +折耳貓對數碼產品有不少瞭解，在知乎平臺的相關話題下，她也熱情地給出了許多回答。 + +偶爾，她也會去到西安當地的圖書館看看自己喜歡的書。 + +## 離世 + +正如簡介中所述的那樣，折耳貓其實是個極度缺乏關愛的孩子，依賴著身邊的人，常常需要大家的陪伴。 + +[Arts](https://one-among.us/profile/ArtsEpiphany) 也曾經給折耳貓發送過關心的信，她們關係很好，折耳貓一直留著她的信件。 + + + +折耳貓曾好幾次嘗試離開這個世界，但在救助之中艱難地存活了下來。 + +然而，在 2024 年的早春時節，因著朋友的離世，她再一次下決心要離開。 + +在離開之前幾天，她給 One Among Us 的郵箱發送了一封郵件。那些秋葉的成員在看到後連夜給她發送了一份回信： + + + +後來，那些秋葉的成員在 Telegram 上聯繫上了她，試著安慰了她，與她聊了許久。包括跨性別相關的經歷，愛與被愛，以及活下去的意義，試圖多挽留她一會兒。 + +儘管如此，她仍舊堅持著自己的決定……最後仍然選擇了離開。 + +在她離世後，寒漣漪為她寫下了[悼文](https://t.me/Lianyi520/565)。 + +也許折耳貓的離開並不是個意外的結局。 + +但如今，一切也只能化作一聲長歎…… + +條目貢獻：秋葉的迴音 diff --git a/people/zheermao101/photos/photo1.jpg b/people/zheermao101/photos/photo1.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..1d40d301 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/zheermao101/photos/photo1.jpg differ diff --git a/people/zheermao101/photos/photo2.jpg b/people/zheermao101/photos/photo2.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..2f27bd4a Binary files /dev/null and b/people/zheermao101/photos/photo2.jpg differ diff --git a/people/zheermao101/photos/photo3.png b/people/zheermao101/photos/photo3.png new file mode 100644 index 00000000..6b07eb15 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/zheermao101/photos/photo3.png differ diff --git a/people/zheermao101/photos/profile.jpg b/people/zheermao101/photos/profile.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..86455e92 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/zheermao101/photos/profile.jpg differ diff --git a/scripts/build.ts b/scripts/build.ts index 4eb0324d..705eba3e 100644 --- a/scripts/build.ts +++ b/scripts/build.ts @@ -8,6 +8,8 @@ import metadataParser from 'markdown-yaml-metadata-parser'; import { renderMdx } from "./mdx.js"; import moment from "moment"; +import { handleFeatures } from "./feature.js"; +import { HData, PeopleMeta } from "./data.js"; const PUBLIC_DIR = "public"; @@ -16,6 +18,8 @@ const COMMENTS_DIR = "comments"; const DIST_DIR = "dist"; +const DATA_DIR = "data"; + const projectRoot = path.dirname(path.dirname(url.fileURLToPath(import.meta.url))); const peopleDir = path.join(projectRoot, PEOPLE_DIR); const people = fs.readdirSync(peopleDir).map(person => ({ @@ -24,13 +28,13 @@ const people = fs.readdirSync(peopleDir).map(person => ({ distPath: path.join(projectRoot, DIST_DIR, PEOPLE_DIR, person) })); -interface PeopleMeta { - id: string - name: string - profileUrl: string - path: string - sortKey: string -} +const hdata = JSON.parse(fs.readFileSync(path.join(projectRoot, DATA_DIR, "hdata.json")).toString()) as HData; +const commentOnlyList = hdata.commentOnly; +const excludeList = commentOnlyList.concat(hdata.exclude); +const notShowOnHomeList = hdata.notShowOnHome; +const actualHide = hdata.actualHide; +const trigger = hdata.trigger; +const switchPair = hdata.switch; // Transform `info.json5` to `info.json`. // Extract metadata from `people/${dirname}/info.json5` to `dist/people-list.json`. @@ -43,14 +47,20 @@ function buildPeopleInfoAndList() { // Compiled meta of list of people for the front page (contains keys id, name, profileUrl) const peopleList: PeopleMeta[] = []; + const peopleHomeList: PeopleMeta[] = []; + const birthdayList = [] as [string, string][] // For each person for (const { dirname, srcPath, distPath } of people) { + + if (excludeList.includes(dirname)) continue; + if (isDirEmpty(srcPath)) continue; + const infoFile = fs.readFileSync(path.join(srcPath, `info.yml`), "utf-8"); const info: any = YAML.load(infoFile); // Read the page.md of that language - const markdown = fs.readFileSync(path.join(srcPath, `page${lang}.md`), "utf-8"); + const markdown = fs.readFileSync(path.join(srcPath, `page${lang}.md`), "utf-8").replaceAll("", " */}"); // Get the markdown header const mdMeta = metadataParser(markdown).metadata @@ -69,6 +79,12 @@ function buildPeopleInfoAndList() { catch (e) { console.log(`Unable to calculate age for ${dirname}`) } } + if (info.id && info.info && info.info.born) { + if (!actualHide.includes(info.id)) { + birthdayList.push([info.id, info.info.born]) + } + } + // Convert info dict to [[key, value], ...] // And add info k-v pairs from markdown to the info object in json5 info.info = [...Object.entries(mdMeta.info ?? {}), ...Object.entries(info.info ?? {})] @@ -100,25 +116,41 @@ function buildPeopleInfoAndList() { ...Object.fromEntries(["id", "name", "profileUrl"].map(key => [key, info[key]])) } as PeopleMeta; + if (peopleMeta.id == 'noname') peopleMeta.sortKey = '-1'; + // Add meta to people list - if (peopleList.filter(it => it.id == peopleMeta.id).length == 0) - peopleList.push(peopleMeta); + if (peopleList.filter(it => it.id == peopleMeta.id).length == 0) { + if (!actualHide.includes(peopleMeta.id)) { + peopleList.push(peopleMeta); + if (!notShowOnHomeList.includes(peopleMeta.id)) + peopleHomeList.push(peopleMeta) + } + } } peopleList.sort((a, b) => b.sortKey.localeCompare(a.sortKey)) + peopleHomeList.sort((a, b) => b.sortKey.localeCompare(a.sortKey)) // Write people-list.json fs.writeFileSync(path.join(projectRoot, DIST_DIR, `people-list${lang}.json`), JSON.stringify(peopleList)); + fs.writeFileSync(path.join(projectRoot, DIST_DIR, `people-home-list${lang}.json`), JSON.stringify(peopleHomeList)); + fs.writeFileSync(path.join(projectRoot, DIST_DIR, 'birthday-list.json'), JSON.stringify(birthdayList)); } } // Render `people/${dirname}/page.md` to `dist/people/${dirname}/page.js`. function buildPeoplePages() { for (const { dirname, srcPath, distPath } of people) { + + if (excludeList.includes(dirname)) continue; + if (isDirEmpty(srcPath)) continue; + for (const lang of ['', '.zh_hant', '.en']) { // Read markdown page and remove markdown meta - let markdown = metadataParser(fs.readFileSync(path.join(srcPath, `page${lang}.md`), "utf-8")).content; + let markdown = metadataParser(fs.readFileSync(path.join(srcPath, `page${lang}.md`), "utf-8")).content.replaceAll("", " */}"); + + markdown = handleFeatures(markdown) // Autocorrect markdown markdown = autocorrect.formatFor(markdown, 'markdown') @@ -152,12 +184,35 @@ function copyPeopleAssets() { // Copy files `public` to dist. function copyPublic() { fs.copySync(path.join(projectRoot, PUBLIC_DIR), path.join(projectRoot, DIST_DIR)); + fs.writeFileSync(path.join(DIST_DIR, 'trigger-list.json'), JSON.stringify(trigger as string[])); + fs.writeFileSync(path.join(DIST_DIR, 'switch-pair.json'), JSON.stringify(switchPair as [string, string][])) +} + +function copyComments() { + for (const dirname of commentOnlyList) { + const commentPath = path.join(peopleDir, dirname as string, COMMENTS_DIR); + const distPath = path.join(projectRoot, DIST_DIR, PEOPLE_DIR, dirname as string); + fs.ensureDirSync(commentPath); + var info = { comments: [] }; + info.comments = fs + .readdirSync(commentPath) + .filter((cf) => cf.endsWith(".json")) + .map((cf) => + JSON.parse(fs.readFileSync(path.join(commentPath, cf), "utf-8")) + ); + info.comments.forEach((c) => (c.content = autocorrect.format(c.content))); + fs.ensureDirSync(distPath); + fs.writeFileSync(path.join(distPath, "info.json"), JSON.stringify(info)); + fs.writeFileSync(path.join(distPath, "info.en.json"), JSON.stringify(info)); + fs.writeFileSync(path.join(distPath, "info.zh_hant.json"), JSON.stringify(info)); + } } buildPeopleInfoAndList(); buildPeoplePages(); copyPeopleAssets(); copyPublic(); +copyComments(); /** * Trim a specific char from a string @@ -177,3 +232,7 @@ function trim(str: string, ch: string) { return (start > 0 || end < str.length) ? str.substring(start, end) : str; } + +function isDirEmpty(dir: string): boolean { + return fs.readdirSync(dir).length == 0; +} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/scripts/data.ts b/scripts/data.ts new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a83377a3 --- /dev/null +++ b/scripts/data.ts @@ -0,0 +1,23 @@ +export interface HData { + commentOnly: string[]; + exclude: string[]; + notShowOnHome: string[]; + actualHide: string[]; + trigger: string[]; + switch: [string, string][]; +} + +export interface PeopleMeta { + id: string; + name: string; + profileUrl: string; + path: string; + sortKey: string; +} + +export interface BannerData { + type: string; + icon: string; + title: string; + text: string; +} diff --git a/scripts/feature.ts b/scripts/feature.ts new file mode 100644 index 00000000..4a9e2288 --- /dev/null +++ b/scripts/feature.ts @@ -0,0 +1,41 @@ +import { Icon, backSVG } from "./icon.js"; +import { BannerData } from "./data.js"; + +function handleFootnote(md: string) { + if (!md.includes("[^")) return md; + + // Replace footnote references with HTML superscript tags + return ( + md.replace(/\[\^(\d+)\](?::\s*(.*))?/g, (match, id, text) => text ? // Footnote definition + `
  • ${text}${backSVG}
    • ` : // Footnote reference + `${id}` + ) + + // Wrap the footnote definitions in an ordered list + .replace(/(
  • \n$1\n") + ); +} + +function handleDeleteLine(md: string): string { + if (!md.includes("~~")) return md; + + return md.replace(/~~(.*?)~~/g, (match, text) => "" + text + ""); +} + +function handleNoteIcon(md: string): string { + if (!md.includes("[!")) return md; + return md.replace(/\[\!(\w+)\](?::\s*(.*))?/g, (match, icon, _) => Icon[icon as string]); +} + +export function handleFeatures(markdown: string): string { + // Handle Footnote + let md = handleFootnote(markdown) + + // Handle Delete Line: ~~something~~ to something + md = handleDeleteLine(md) + + // Handle Icon + md = handleNoteIcon(md) + + return md +} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/scripts/icon.ts b/scripts/icon.ts new file mode 100644 index 00000000..518c8e22 --- /dev/null +++ b/scripts/icon.ts @@ -0,0 +1,13 @@ +export const Icon = { + Caution: ``, + Warning: ``, + Important: ``, + Tip: ``, + Note: ``, + Alert: ``, + Annotation: ``, + TransFlag: ``, + Pride: ``, +}; + +export const backSVG = `` \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/scripts/mdx.ts b/scripts/mdx.ts index 2545cfc9..ddf30d5a 100644 --- a/scripts/mdx.ts +++ b/scripts/mdx.ts @@ -1,12 +1,16 @@ -import * as mdx from "xdm"; +import * as mdx from "@mdx-js/mdx"; import * as swc from "@swc/core"; +import remarkMath from 'remark-math'; +import rehypeKatex from 'rehype-katex'; export function renderMdx(markdown: string): string { const esmCode = mdx.compileSync(markdown, { jsxRuntime: "classic", pragma: "Vue.h", pragmaFrag: "Vue.Fragment", - pragmaImportSource: "vue" + pragmaImportSource: "vue", + remarkPlugins: [remarkMath], + rehypePlugins: [rehypeKatex] }).value.toString("utf-8"); const codeRemovedImport = esmCode.replace(/^import .*$/m, ""); diff --git a/yarn.lock b/yarn.lock index 561d033f..e1fccd62 100644 --- a/yarn.lock +++ b/yarn.lock @@ -229,14 +229,6 @@ dependencies: "@octokit/openapi-types" "^18.0.0" -"@rollup/pluginutils@^4.0.0": - version "4.2.1" - resolved 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