From 3a9fb8ff24b23bf199d3df1ef3ec8152e9c66876 Mon Sep 17 00:00:00 2001 From: Aquaticat Date: Fri, 24 May 2024 21:58:09 +0000 Subject: [PATCH] =?UTF-8?q?Deploying=20to=20gh-pages=20from=20@=20one-amon?= =?UTF-8?q?g-us/data@10de8cb4ad8e9e5d349a321b45e57eafdeb09236=20?= =?UTF-8?q?=F0=9F=9A=80?= MIME-Version: 1.0 Content-Type: text/plain; charset=UTF-8 Content-Transfer-Encoding: 8bit --- people/CuspariaKLSY/page.en.json | 2 +- people/Dethelly/page.en.json | 2 +- people/Futajuhuacha/page.en.json | 2 +- people/GLaDOSister/page.en.json | 2 +- people/Hangmster/page.en.json | 2 +- people/Katerina/page.en.json | 2 +- people/Kotori/page.en.json | 2 +- people/Mio/page.en.json | 2 +- people/MioCardMeow/page.en.json | 2 +- people/MizuharaNagisa/page.en.json | 2 +- people/Mizuki_Yuuki/page.en.json | 2 +- people/Xu_Yushu/page.en.json | 2 +- people/Zha_Ke/page.en.json | 2 +- people/a2581911655/page.en.json | 2 +- people/akasa_musha/page.en.json | 2 +- people/dogesir_/page.en.json | 2 +- people/donotexist_A/page.en.json | 2 +- people/lxy/page.en.json | 2 +- people/mone/page.en.json | 2 +- people/qianyuanakg/page.en.json | 2 +- people/qiqi233345/page.en.json | 2 +- people/yingying/page.en.json | 2 +- people/yumao/page.en.json | 2 +- 23 files changed, 23 insertions(+), 23 deletions(-) diff --git a/people/CuspariaKLSY/page.en.json b/people/CuspariaKLSY/page.en.json index a8372c79..0ea9c152 100644 --- a/people/CuspariaKLSY/page.en.json +++ b/people/CuspariaKLSY/page.en.json @@ -1 +1 @@ -"\"use strict\";Object.defineProperty(exports,\"__esModule\",{value:true});Object.defineProperty(exports,\"default\",{enumerable:true,get:function(){return _default}});function _createMdxContent(props){var _components=Object.assign({h2:\"h2\",p:\"p\",ol:\"ol\",li:\"li\"},props.components);return Vue.h(Vue.Fragment,null,Vue.h(_components.h2,null,\"Description\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"She loves Sunflowers. 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We have little information of him, only a letter he left to the world.\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"(Warning: Please be informed that the letter by Zha Ke is potentially triggering, includes depiction of suicidal thoughts and mental health issues. The letter is in simplified Chinese and translated to English.)\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(\"details\",null,Vue.h(\"summary\",null,\"My Will\"),Vue.h(_components.blockquote,null,\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"I have been continuously harrassed by people online for two years because my inability to adapt to society and stupidity.\\nI had been doxxed by both people online and in the real world; the police wasn't able to do much.\\nI have mental health issues like borderline personality disorder, bipolar disorder type 2, severe anxiety, PTSD.\\nMaybe it's because of my own personality problems, which might stemmed from my mental health issues.\\nI cannot take care of myself nor do I have enough money.\\nFor a long time, I've been tortured by suicial thoughts.\\nTherefore, here is my will:\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.ol,null,\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.li,null,\"I wish my parents won't damage my stuff.\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.li,null,\"I wish my remains would be sent into the sea.\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.li,null,\"I wish all my online presence be erased.\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.li,null,\"I wish there's no funeral.\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.li,null,\"My suicide isn't because of other people.\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.li,null,\"I wish my haters refrain from hating me after my death.\"),\"\\n\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"Works like \",Vue.h(_components.em,null,\"Suicide Room\"),\" and \",Vue.h(_components.em,null,\"No Longer Human\"),\" expresses the sentiment of the pain of living.\\nI don't wish to become a secular person like Lucien in \",Vue.h(_components.em,null,\"Kill Your Darlings\"),\".\\nI wished to live freely like Sid Vicious from the band \",Vue.h(_components.em,null,\"Sex Pistols\"),\", but I know the pain he holds deep inside and the sufferings he had experienced.\\nI know I cannot become someone like him.\\nAlthough these may sound a little chunibyo, I'm not going to keep those thoughts all to myself anymore.\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"People come and go and few ended up friends with me.\\nThinking of all those who had left, how many of them were actually nice to me?\\nYet I kept thinking about their wellbeing, even me myself is starting to think there's something wrong with me.\\nEven if I die and see them in the afterlife, they might not be nice to me.\\nYet I keep thinking about them.\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"I feel extreme pain just from living.\\nI know I'm turning numb, but sometimes my heart beats faster anyway, reminding me I'm easily agitated.\\nMaybe I have already lost the ability to love. I might never love anyone ever again.\\nThis is my own fault and my own problem.\\nI know people love me and care about me but I can't feel it.\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"What I can't gain is what I can't gain no matter how much I work for it.\\nMaybe I'm actually flawed as a human.\\nWhy do I keep loving people I shouldn't?\\nWhy can't I keep it to myself?\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"Maybe I won't gain true love. 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She described the care from Neko like this:\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.blockquote,null,\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,'\"Even those things were dark and painful, which had been hidden, you still observed and felt them. Maybe you understood more than myself. How wonderful... You also found my scattered identity, then lifted me out of abyss. That was the first time I was touched by others.\"'),\"\\n\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,'However, they were forced to separate.\\nAfter that, Neko was brought back to Yunnan by family, and was sent to correctional school (a \"school\" which uses punishments on students to force them to conform).\\nThen, it was reported that Neko had already died by suicide.\\nYumao was extremely grieved after hearing the news.\\nShe continuously sent messages about missing Neko in their Telegram channel.\\nShe quoted ',Vue.h(_components.em,null,\"Cassiopeia(カシオペヤ)\"),\" , which was a song they used to listen together, to express her grief.\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"Although she also found that the circumstances of the suicide of Neko was complicated and confusing according to some sources.\\nBut there was no more news about Neko indeed. She really hoped Neko was still alive:\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.blockquote,null,\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,'\"For you I always stay alive... For without you I get lost in life. Wish you are still alive... \"'),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,'(Another version in Zhihu: \"Only for you I stay alive... But you are not by my side. Isn\\'t it? Wish you are still alive...\")'),\"\\n\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"Yumao always missed Neko, and recalled the days with her.\\nShe often wrote down some caring words in her blog, such as prompted Neko to manage her hair, or told Neko to add or subtract clothes.\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"In this period, Yumao tried to remember previous time and those things which is moving, happy and blissful.\\nBut her heart was overtaken by sadness, and her memory gradually worsen.\\nShe said that she forgot many things.\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"She formerly planned to complete SRS within the year, but had to push it back because of her bad mental health and other reasons.\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"On 30th June 2018, she lost all hope and tried to take her own life.\\nThe next day, she left this world with regrets at her age of 17.\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.blockquote,null,\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"Wish that I could become a pretty girl who is kind-hearted, and become the sister of Ayaka and Ruri.\"),\"\\n\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"In her blog post \",Vue.h(_components.em,null,Vue.h(_components.a,{href:\"https://web.archive.org/web/20210517104118/https://oao.moe/archives/948/\"},\"Separation and Reunion\")),\" published in March, she left many words to her friends, and thanked to their company all along.\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(PhotoScroll,{photos:[\"${path}/photos/photo1.jpg\"]}),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.h2,null,\"After Her Leaving\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"In Zhihu question \",Vue.h(_components.a,{href:\"https://www.zhihu.com/question/284818437\"},\"What are your thoughts about ZhiHu user @yu-zhang-31-35 ?\"),\", many friends wrote their memories of yumao, and expressed their sadness and regret of the death of her.\\nThey also felt regrettable for Neko's death due to close relationship between Neko and Yumao.\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,'In fact, Neko didn\\'t pass away. Before her \"death\", in her email in 19th March, they still encouraged each other with the words \"Must stay alive\".'),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"The transgender community investigated this, and found Neko was pronounced dead by her family.\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(\"details\",null,Vue.h(\"summary\",null,Vue.h(_components.strong,null,\"Fact\")),Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"Neko and Yumao were forced to separate in Shanghai. After that, Neko was brought to Kunming, Yunnan, and then hospitalized at a mental health centre for treatment.\"),Vue.h(_components.p,null,'During the time, Neko always hoped to meet with Yumao. She had dinner with her parents and got an interim leave from the hospital, then she tried to contact Yumao in this time gap. After their contact, she persuaded the doctor on duty to issue discharge certificate for her.\\nThis action irritated her family. Shortly afterward, her family drove her to Kunming Anning Haohaizi School (hereinafter referred to as \"Haohaizi\", a school that punishes students to force them conform) by lying to her that they were taking her to Changshui Airport.\\nAfter that, Neko was locked in the Room 308, which can be seen as a black room.'),Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"Days after she came out of the Room 308, owing to her excellent command of computer and their trust in her, the propaganda department of Haohaizi found her and asked her to fix network system. Neko accepted and fixed the system quickly, then sent a help email to Yumao at once.\"),Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"After that, the outside world started to lash out her parents.\\nThe investigative journalist of \",Vue.h(_components.em,null,\"Beijing News\"),\" also interviewed the staff of Haohaizi to ask the whereabouts of Neko.\"),Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"However, her parents made a shocking decision.\\nThey said that they had already brought her out of the school, then cancelled the census register of Neko.\\nIn the interview of \",Vue.h(_components.em,null,\"Beijing News\"),\" , they spoke in a tearful voice and claimed that Neko had taken her own life in the early hours of 24th March.\"),Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"Neko was continued to be in Haohaizi since then. She was informed of Yumao's death in October. This news almost devastated her.\"),Vue.h(_components.p,null,'But nevertheless, Neko still implemented the words \"Must stay alive\".\\nShe never gave up and tried to calm herself. She kept a diary and developed her hobbies and interests at that time.\\nShe also found some ways which could resolve her difficulties to take her mind off.'),Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"During the latter time in Haohaizi, those around her helped her a lot, her friends accompanied her, and some people delivered things from the outside.\\nSome friendly drillmasters would take her out to play, or bought things to her. This might have made her happier.\"),Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"On 1st September 2019, Neko left Haohaizi, and started her new life after a period of time.\"),Vue.h(_components.blockquote,null,\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"To commemorate all the difficulties I suffered in the past two years\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"From 2018-03-16 22:31\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"To 2020-03-16 22:31\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"Thanks to all your efforts in that period\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"This is also, to remember all the things you experienced after we separated\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"Also, for you in 2018-07-31\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"Thank you everyone.\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"Neko, on Telegram\"),\"\\n\")),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"After survived the ordeal, Neko tried to get out of the shadow, and she gradually moved toward to the right road of life.\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,'\"Neko will stay alive, to remember that girl I used to loved.\" This is what Neko always uses to encourage herself.'),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"Good night, yumao, wish you can be a girl and live happily.\"),\"\\n\",Vue.h(_components.p,null,\"Contributors for this entry: One-Among-Us, \",Vue.h(_components.a,{href:\"https://twitter.com/ayakaneko\"},\"Ayaka Neko\")))}function MDXContent(props){if(props===void 0)props={};var _ref=props.components||{},MDXLayout=_ref.wrapper;return MDXLayout?Vue.h(MDXLayout,props,Vue.h(_createMdxContent,props)):_createMdxContent(props)}var _default=MDXContent;function _missingMdxReference(id,component){throw new Error(\"Expected \"+(component?\"component\":\"object\")+\" `\"+id+\"` to be defined: you likely forgot to import, pass, or provide it.\")}" \ No newline at end of file