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## Memories
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Susie was a sweet and cheerful trans girl with a love for *Arknights*,
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particularly for the character Goldenglow (operator's real name: Susie Glitter).
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She had a passion for video games. These inspired her username - *Susiethegamer*.
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Susie was a sweet and cheerful trans girl. She had a passion for video games. Her username, “Susiethegamer,” was taken from the character Goldenglow (Susie Glitter) in *Arknights*.
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Susie and her best friend Nekomaki, who was like a sister to her, often played games together.
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Among her favourites was *The Finals*, although she would occasionally grow dizzy in the 3D environment.
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Then she would switched to play *Rainbow Six Siege*, a favourite of her sister.
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In R6s, Susie had a charming clumsiness that made her all the more endearing.
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Susie and her best friend Nekomaki often played games together.
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She usually played *The Finals*, and whenever she suffered from simulator sickness, she would switch to Nekomaki’s favourite game *Rainbow Six Siege*.
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Susie often showed a charming clumsiness when playing *Rainbow Six Siege*.
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After their gaming sessions, the two sisters would often sing *Yorushika* songs together on Discord, Susie adored their music very much.
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Nekomaki had a habit of waking up late, and when she got up, she always found Susie already waiting for her on Discord.
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The two often sang *Yorushika* songs together on Discord every time after gaming.
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Susie adored *Yorushika*’s music very much.
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Nekomaki is not a morning person. As a result, whenever she wakes up, she often finds Susie waiting for her on Discord.
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Susie had a knack for fashion and a soft spot for Uniqlo clothes.
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She loved sharing her outfits with her sister.
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Although she looks a bit chubby, she was very lovely — the kind of adorable person you just want to pinch her cheeks.
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She dreamed of cosplaying Goldenglow once she slimmed down.
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Susie had a knack for fashion, especially Uniqlo clothes.
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She liked sharing her pictures with her sister.
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Although she looked a bit chubby, she was very lovely — the kind of cuteness that made you want to pinch her cheeks.
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She said she’d cosplay Goldenglow once she slimmed down.
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When asked if she’d prefer studying in the UK or Singapore, she chose Singapore, where her sister was residing.
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When asked if she’d prefer studying in the UK or Singapore, she chose Singapore, where Nekomaki was residing.
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> “I’ll be waiting for you in May. Come live with me, and we’ll work on making you feel better.”
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> “I’ll be waiting for you. We can live together. I will try to help you with your mental health.”
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>
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> – Nekomaki
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In 2023, Susie received an offer from a university in the US. but couldn’t attend due to her mental health struggles.
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She later expressed a stronger desire to go to Japan instead.
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In 2023, Susie received an offer from a university in the US. However, she couldn’t attend due to her mental health struggles.
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She later expressed a stronger desire to study in Japan instead.
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Susie had long wrestled with severe suicidal thoughts.
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Though her friends rarely mentioned it openly, they kept a close eye on her carefully.
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Susie had been struggling for a long time with suicidal ideation.
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Though her friends never brought it up with her, they kept a close eye on her.
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In April 2024, Susie and some friends visited Snowfairy, who was studying at a language school in Japan.
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Their days together were joyful, filled with laughter.
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Those days were filled with laughter.
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*(Photos from Susie’s trip to Shibuya, Shinjuku, and Ikebukuro)*
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Susie attempted suicide by lying on the tracks during her time in Japan.
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At that moment, Snowfairy was frantic and wanted to rush to Kawagoe in the middle of the night.
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However, due to her own fragile state of mind, Snowfairy had to rely on other friends in Japan for help.
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Fortunately, nothing serious happened in the end.
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Susie almost attempted suicide in Japan.
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After being informed, Snowfairy almost rushed to Kawagoe in the middle of the night.
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However, Snowfairy was also dealing with her own mental health issues and had to rely on other friends in Japan for help.
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Fortunately, Susie didn’t follow through.
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> “When it was time to say goodbye, she clung to me tightly. I hugged her back, thinking, next time, I’ll take her to more wonderful places and introduce her to my favourite restaurants.”
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> – Snowfairy
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Back in China, Susie frequently spoke of her longing to live and study in Japan.
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Snowfairy even recommended scenic spots for her to visit.
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After Susie went back to China, she frequently spoke of her longing to study in Japan.
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Snowfairy then recommended some more places of interest in Japan.
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Later, Susie's mental state visibly began to deteriorate visibly.
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During this time, she had several suicidal attempts,
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but Snowfairy was always quick to notice and reach out to many people for help,
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which helped prevent any tragedies from occurring.
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Later, Susie’s mental state visibly began to deteriorate.
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During this time, she had several suicidal attempts.
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Fortunately, Snowfairy always responded quickly enough.
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In her final days, Susie stopped playing games, gave away many of her belongings, even including her computer.
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Nekomaki did not foresee the outcome at that moment,
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as Susie had been persuaded out of previous suicide attempts,
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such as overdosing and jumping off a building.
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In her final days, Susie stopped playing games and gave away many of her belongings, even including her PC.
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Nekomaki did not foresee the outcome,
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as Susie had been persuaded out of previous suicide attempts.
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She thought this time would be no different.
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<!-- By the time the local police arrived, it was too late.
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The lively, vibrant Susie from our memories had become a distant echo. Her funeral saw her spirit reduced to a small, cold box. -->
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In her previous tweet,
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she was sharing photos of her treasured collections (looking back now, it seems to have been a final display, perhaps a way of reminiscing about the past),
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but her next tweet was a message about taking the drugs and leaving us.
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In her second last tweet,
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she was sharing photos of her treasured collections (looking back now, it seemed to have been a final display, perhaps a way of reminiscing),
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but her last tweet was a message about committing suicide.
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For various reasons, the local police were unable to find her in time, and by then, it was already too late.
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> The last time I saw Susie, she was a lively and energetic trans girl as ever, but at the funeral, all I could do was watch as her cold, small casket.
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> The last time I saw Susie, she was a lively and energetic trans girl, but at the funeral, all I could do was watch her cold, small casket.
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## Farewell
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<!-- The memories are vivid and heavy—dreams of Susie’s laughter fade into tears. Her wallpaper still flickers on the screen, a cruel reminder of the girl who loved video games but will never return. -->
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Drunk on sorrow, tears clouding her fevered sleep,
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*Drunk on sorrow, tears clouding her fevered sleep,
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Old memories stir in dreams, fleeting and brief.
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Waking in tears, still yearning for the past.
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We met in haste, never to meet again.
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We met in haste, never to meet again.*
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Upon waking, Susie's wallpaper still blinks,
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Upon waking, Susie’s wallpaper still blinks,
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and memories flood in with the tears,
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The gamer Susie who loved video games will never return.
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No more chats on Discord.
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No more chitchatting on Discord.
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No more games of *Rainbow Six Siege* or *The Finals*.
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No more playing *Rainbow Six Siege* or *The Finals* together.
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> The moon lingered on the wayfarer's hall,
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> The moon lingered on the wayfarer’s hall,
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> Sea wind nested in the strand’s fiery pall.
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> White lilac of barren string
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> Guard her from snow 'round the unforgiving stars.
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> Guard her from snow ’round the unforgiving stars.
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The meeting and embrace at Shinagawa Station feel as if it were yesterday,
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And the izakaya we visited that night often flickers in my mind.
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The heavens are cold, may fairies clear the snow and ice from Susie's path,
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so she may travel warmly to the heaven.
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The heavens are cold; may fairies clear the snow and ice from Susie’s path,
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so she may travel warmly to heaven.
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Susie, may you be free from all burdens in your next life.
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May your wishes come true in a kinder world.
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