diff --git a/README.md b/README.md index ca7d3e0f..e5234ef3 100644 --- a/README.md +++ b/README.md @@ -12,7 +12,7 @@ Please read our [How-We-Work](https://github.com/one-among-us/how-we-work/blob/m * [web](https://github.com/one-among-us/web) - 网页前端源码 * [backend](https://github.com/one-among-us/backend) - 献花和编辑后端源码 -## 文件结构 +## File Structure * Directory `/people//`: Data for a specific person * `info.json5`: Profile information @@ -25,9 +25,9 @@ Please read our [How-We-Work](https://github.com/one-among-us/how-we-work/blob/m * Directory `/people//`: Built data for a specific person * `page.js`: `page.md` built with MDX -## 多语言 +## Multilingual -我们正在尝试重新编写网站的多语言架构，以使其更通用，更新的方式更简洁。在这段过渡时期里，请大家尽量把简体中文作为底稿，并且用自动转换或者手动校对的方式生成繁体文稿。在新的多语言架构编写完成后，我们会重新校对所有繁体文稿。 +We are trying to rewrite the multilingual architecture of the website to make it more versatile and more concise in an updated way. During this transitional period, please try your best to use Simplified Chinese as the manuscript, and use automatic conversion or manual proofreading to generate the Traditional Chinese manuscript. After the new multilingual architecture is written, we will re-proofread all Traditional Chinese manuscripts. + +## HData + +`/data/hdata.json` defined some data which used for entry properties. Here is some description of it: + +* `commentOnly`: `string[]`, the entries which include comments only, like `tdor` or `tdov` +* `exclude`: `string[]`, the directories which would not be handled +* `notShowOnHome`: `string[]`, if you don't want a entry show on the home, add it into this item +* `actualHide`: `string[]`, if you don't want a entry show on the home and won't be redirected by random buttons, add it into this item. + If you set a entry in this list, you have no need to set it into `notShowOnHome` again. +* `trigger`: `string[]`, if you think this article is likely to irritate readers and should be restricted, please set this option. + +### Example + +```json +{ + "commentOnly": [ + "tdor" + ], + "exclude": [ + "tdov" + ], + "notShowOnHome": [ + "Anilovr", + "noname3031" + ], + "actualHide": [ + "ArtsEpiphany" + ], + "trigger": [ + "Xu_Yushu" + ] +} +``` + +If you don’t understand how to modify it, please feel free to [Contact Us](https://one-among.us/about/). + +## Banner and other tagged data + +Markup data such as banner can be used in documents. The format is as follows: + +`[[ {/*JSON*/} ]]` + +The internal JSON schema is as follows: + +* `type`: The type of tagged data, can be `banner` +* `icon`: The url of the icon. svg cannot be used. +* `title`: Title of item. +* `text`: Text of item. + +### Example + +```json +[[ {"type":"banner", "icon":"https://one-among.us/favicon-large.png","title":"Some content of this entry doesn’t correspond to fact","text":"You are probably keeping track of an ongoing event, if you feel uncomfortable or stressed, we suggest that you pause browsing the relevant topics."} ]] +``` diff --git a/data/comment-only.json b/data/comment-only.json deleted file mode 100644 index 450d397b..00000000 --- a/data/comment-only.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1,3 +0,0 @@ -[ - "tdor" -] \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/data/exclude.json b/data/exclude.json deleted file mode 100644 index 0637a088..00000000 --- a/data/exclude.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -[] \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/data/hdata.json b/data/hdata.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..f782d4ee --- /dev/null +++ b/data/hdata.json @@ -0,0 +1,10 @@ +{ + "commentOnly": ["tdor"], + "exclude": [], + "notShowOnHome": ["MeowBot233"], + "actualHide": ["Aniloviraw"], + "trigger": ["Aniloviraw"], + "switch": [ + ["Anilovr", "Aniloviraw"] + ] +} diff --git a/people/Aniloviraw/info.yml b/people/Aniloviraw/info.yml new file mode 100644 index 00000000..08a26ac3 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Aniloviraw/info.yml @@ -0,0 +1,7 @@ +id: Aniloviraw +profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.jpg +info: + born: '2006-09-02' + died: '2022-12-29' +websites: + twitter: https://twitter.com/CitricLemonAcid diff --git a/people/Aniloviraw/page.en.md b/people/Aniloviraw/page.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..c63c3cb8 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Aniloviraw/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,61 @@ +--- +name: HOC(COOH)(CH₂COOH)₂ +info: + alias: Citric Acid + location: Haikou, Hainan +--- + +[[ {"type":"banner", "icon":"https://one-among.us/favicon-large.png","title":"This entry contains various types of triggering information","text":"If you feel uncomfortable while browsing the page of the deceased, please exit immediately and seek help from doctors, the community, and local suicide intervention agencies if necessary. "} ]] + +> Extremely lucky today +> +> Ten tablets of chlorpromazine, so sweet +> +> Let’s set off... +> See you in the train! +> Loving all of you! + + + +> You probably have been understand who I am, I think. +> +> Promise... + +

+ +...Well, too early it delivered. +Stuff in the stomach have not been digested...and acid reflux + +

+ +> Repenting +> Should not develop any intimate relationships... + +

+ +Some strange feeling—— +——Want to go and play with you + +> Ugly, filthy me after a few days of GATH. +> No need to use that drugs. +> finish the last thing, +> And finally, aboard the Ginga Tetsudō, with you. +> +> Remember and notice me~ +> I'm afraid of missing that stop. + +

+ +i love you +But buried deep in my heart +When you hate me, and forget me +i finally succeeded + +
+ +> La homa mondo devus esti detruita + +Oh, my +angel, see you. + + diff --git a/people/Aniloviraw/page.md b/people/Aniloviraw/page.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..5fb9a354 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Aniloviraw/page.md @@ -0,0 +1,66 @@ +--- +name: HOC(COOH)(CH₂COOH)₂ +info: + alias: 柠檬酸 + location: 海南海口 +--- + +> 「我又能说什么呢」 + +[[ {"type":"banner", "icon":"https://one-among.us/favicon-large.png","title":"本条目含有大量创伤触发要素","text":"如果您在浏览逝者页面的时候产生不适，请立即退出并寻求医生和社群的帮助，必要时寻找当地自杀干预机构。"} ]] + +> 今天运气格外的好呢 +> +> 十片氯丙嗪, 好甜 +> +> 启程了哦 +> 车上再见! +> 我爱你们! + + + +> 我觉得妳已经知道我是谁了 +> +> 约定哦…… + +

+ +...好吧 还是发的太早了 +胃里的东西还没消化完...还反酸 + +

+ +> 很后悔 +> 不该发展任何亲密关系的…… + +

+ +有些奇怪的感觉—— +——想找妳玩 + +

+ +> 放弃 GAHT 几天后的我已经变得丑陋, 肮脏不堪 +> 没必要浪费那些药物了 +> 去完成自己最后要做的事 +> 最后和你们一起乘上银河列车 +> +> 一定要记得提醒我啊 +> 我怕错过那个站点 + +

+ +我爱你 +但深藏在心里 +当妳厌恶我, 忘记我的时候 +我最终成功了 + +
+ +> 「我真的 +> 「爱妳们每一个人」 + +我的小天使, +回见. + + diff --git a/people/Aniloviraw/page.zh_hant.md b/people/Aniloviraw/page.zh_hant.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..0c97043c --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Aniloviraw/page.zh_hant.md @@ -0,0 +1,66 @@ +--- +name: HOC(COOH)(CH₂COOH)₂ +info: + alias: 枸櫞酸 + location: 海南海口 +--- + +> 「我又能說些什麼呢」 + +[[ {"type":"banner", "icon":"https://one-among.us/favicon-large.png","title":"本條目含有大量創傷觸發要素","text":"如果您在瀏覽逝者頁麵的時候産生不適，請立即退出並尋求醫生和社群的幫助，必要時尋找當地自殺幹預機構。"} ]] + +> 今天運氣格外的好呢 +> +> 十粒氯丙嗪, 好甜 +> +> 啟程了哦 +> 車上再見! +> 我愛妳們! + + + +> 我覺得妳已經知道我是誰了 +> +> 要約定哦…… + +

+ +...好吧 還是發送的太早了 +胃裡面的東西還沒有消化完全...還反酸 + +

+ +> 很後悔 +> 不該發展任何親密關係的…… + +

+ +有些奇怪的感覺—— +——想去找妳玩 + +

+ +> 中斷 GAHT 幾天後的我已經變得醜陋，骯髒不堪 +> 沒有必要再浪費那些藥物了 +> 去完成自己最後要做的事情 +> 最終和妳們一起踏上銀河列車 +> +> 一定要提醒我啊 +> 我怕錯過那個站點 + +

+ +我愛妳 +但深深埋葬在心裡 +當妳厭惡我, 忘卻我的時候 +我最終成功了 + +
+ +> 「我真的 +> 「爱妳们每一个人」 + +我的小天使, +回见. + + diff --git a/people/Aniloviraw/photos/photo0.jpg b/people/Aniloviraw/photos/photo0.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..bb906625 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/Aniloviraw/photos/photo0.jpg differ diff --git a/people/Aniloviraw/photos/photo1.jpg b/people/Aniloviraw/photos/photo1.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..d57eccea Binary files /dev/null and b/people/Aniloviraw/photos/photo1.jpg differ diff --git a/people/Aniloviraw/photos/photo2.jpg b/people/Aniloviraw/photos/photo2.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..e1340cfd Binary files /dev/null and b/people/Aniloviraw/photos/photo2.jpg differ diff --git a/people/Aniloviraw/photos/profile.jpg b/people/Aniloviraw/photos/profile.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..2cb8bbd9 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/Aniloviraw/photos/profile.jpg differ diff --git a/people/ArtsEpiphany/comments/2024-03-31-C17082.json b/people/ArtsEpiphany/comments/2024-03-31-C17082.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..27d69c6f --- /dev/null +++ b/people/ArtsEpiphany/comments/2024-03-31-C17082.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17082,"content":"看望你，晚安。泪水又止不住的涌出了","submitter":"刺风","date":"Mar 31, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/ArtsEpiphany/comments/2024-04-27-C17138.json b/people/ArtsEpiphany/comments/2024-04-27-C17138.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..137d0875 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/ArtsEpiphany/comments/2024-04-27-C17138.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17138,"content":"善良的灵魂，愿地平线的阳光伴你同行，与你心中的温情一道，点明这个世界。","submitter":"忆涵","date":"Apr 27, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/ArtsEpiphany/comments/2024-05-23-C17186.json b/people/ArtsEpiphany/comments/2024-05-23-C17186.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..4b485f0e --- /dev/null +++ b/people/ArtsEpiphany/comments/2024-05-23-C17186.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17186,"content":"今日了解到你的故事，甚为感动。事已至此，愿你一路走好。\n","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"May 23, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/ArtsEpiphany/comments/2024-05-28-C17188.json b/people/ArtsEpiphany/comments/2024-05-28-C17188.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..add9bb65 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/ArtsEpiphany/comments/2024-05-28-C17188.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17188,"content":"仅仅是了解了Arts的故事的一角，泪水就已经在外溢了......R.I.P","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"May 28, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Barron12312/info.yml b/people/Barron12312/info.yml index 6c108f79..dcc5c0c2 100644 --- a/people/Barron12312/info.yml +++ b/people/Barron12312/info.yml @@ -1,6 +1,7 @@ id: Barron12312 profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.jpg info: + born: '2004-01-27' died: '2023-11-14' websites: twitter: https://twitter.com/barron12312 diff --git a/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-05-14-C17158.json b/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-05-14-C17158.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..b2a976c1 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-05-14-C17158.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17158,"content":"猫猫 「生日」快乐\n猫猫现在已经是一岁的小女孩了吧","submitter":"小风","date":"May 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-05-14-C17159.json b/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-05-14-C17159.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..1452160d --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-05-14-C17159.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17159,"content":"妹妹生日快乐，姐夫换个少女的名字来看你了哈哈哈哈。你应该是一个一岁的小女孩了吧？或者你等个几年，等姐夫跟姐姐结婚了？哈哈哈哈。。姐夫好想你啊呜呜呜。。。今天贷款公司给姐夫放了三万额度，我还想借出来给你姐姐手术，你姐姐说不要呢哈哈哈。。。姐夫的AR游戏机今天也都发货了，财运都来了，是妹妹在保佑我们吗？呜呜呜呜。。。。。。","submitter":"星川樱子","date":"May 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/CuspariaKLSY/page.en.md b/people/CuspariaKLSY/page.en.md index 2b7c7d4a..02ea263d 100644 --- a/people/CuspariaKLSY/page.en.md +++ b/people/CuspariaKLSY/page.en.md @@ -29,7 +29,7 @@ If she believes sacrificing herself would benefit others, she won't have a secon She cares about her friends a lot. -She's a Eastern Orthodox Christian. +She's an Eastern Orthodox Christian. She doesn't really trust God 100%, though. diff --git a/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-03-31-C17081.json b/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-03-31-C17081.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..7c462bb3 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-03-31-C17081.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17081,"content":"晚安","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Mar 31, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-04-27-C17136.json b/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-04-27-C17136.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..fc08dde5 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-04-27-C17136.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17136,"content":"晚安","submitter":"MiaDsm22","date":"Apr 27, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-04-29-C17146.json b/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-04-29-C17146.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..068e75b2 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-04-29-C17146.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17146,"content":"晚安朋友，我的同龄人。","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Apr 29, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-06-03-C17200.json b/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-06-03-C17200.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..27714412 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/DarlinChit/comments/2024-06-03-C17200.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17200,"content":"晚安","submitter":"晓晓","date":"Jun 3, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Dethelly/comments/2024-06-02-C17196.json b/people/Dethelly/comments/2024-06-02-C17196.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..7e0a498f --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Dethelly/comments/2024-06-02-C17196.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17196,"content":"晚安呐","submitter":"lilyrumous","date":"Jun 2, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Dethelly/page.en.md b/people/Dethelly/page.en.md index 13d28d35..e45ad9ba 100644 --- a/people/Dethelly/page.en.md +++ b/people/Dethelly/page.en.md @@ -62,7 +62,7 @@ Later, Sugar began her winter vacation, and got her diagnosis certificate of gen On January 22nd, 2024, she went back to her hometown, Chongqing, and regained contact with A. -(According to her mother who worked away from Chongqing, when she just returned home, she seemed happy in Wechat.) +(According to her mother who worked away from Chongqing, when she just returned home, she seemed happy in WeChat.) But the reality is the opposite. @@ -101,7 +101,7 @@ Her parents started to tidy up her belongings. Her mother asked A if she wanted to keep Sugar's IKEA Blåhaj Shark, which she loved to hug. -Her mother said, he was their angel, but unfortunately God made him leave early and he had to leave. +Her mother said, he was their angel, but unfortunately God made him leave early, and he had to leave. Her mother had always been grateful to A. @@ -134,7 +134,7 @@ In a daze, a phone call from Chongqing came, and she was familiar with the numbe > Girl, I am glad you're okay, wish you a happy life. Sugar had a very cute face and figure. -If we change a character of her name to another homophonic one, it would became a girl's name that perfectly matches her gentle and soft temperament. +If we change a character of her name to another homophonic one, it would become a girl's name that perfectly matches her gentle and soft temperament. But she just departed, with a mentality of "take a gamble". Her life was frozen at the age of 19. @@ -143,6 +143,25 @@ When Sugar just passed away, her mother couldn't accept her decisions. But what Anyway, she had passed away. +## Qingming + + + +Just before Qingming, her mother suddenly sent messages to A. +Her mother told A how she was diligent and excellent, and how much they loved her. + +Sugar's father said that Sugar was the brightest star in the sky. + + + +However, everything went wrong. + +If Sugar was still alive, what would happen now...? + +It was a pity that she departed abruptly, without waiting for a turn for the better. + > Hope you'll all remember Sugar. > > Hope you can share important information, such as your address, with trustworthy friends to avoid any unexpected situations. @@ -151,7 +170,7 @@ Anyway, she had passed away. > > Hope that if you have the ability to call the police, you can dial decisively. You are a lifesaver, not a murderer. Don't be afraid. > -> Hope you cherishes life, hope still exists; you will only miss the opportunity if you leave too early. +> Hope you cherish life, hope still exists; you will only miss the opportunity if you leave too early. > > Hope you'll all remember Sugar. diff --git a/people/Dethelly/page.md b/people/Dethelly/page.md index fc5dc955..34f32f11 100644 --- a/people/Dethelly/page.md +++ b/people/Dethelly/page.md @@ -119,6 +119,20 @@ A 向糖的母亲表示如果可以希望将糖作为女儿下葬，但她是[ 可无论如何，斯人已逝。 +## 清明 + +清明节将至之时，糖的母亲突然找到 A，告诉她糖有多努力多优秀，他们有多爱糖。 + +糖的父亲说，她是天空中最亮的星星。 + + + +可惜一切都很不巧地错付，如果糖还活着，不知如今会如何呢……？ + +只是她走得太突然，等不到转机的那一天。 + > 希望大家记住糖。 > > 希望大家能把自己的住址等重要信息告诉可以信任的人避免不测。 diff --git a/people/Dethelly/page.zh_hant.md b/people/Dethelly/page.zh_hant.md index 2eba8e06..0a3aacc6 100644 --- a/people/Dethelly/page.zh_hant.md +++ b/people/Dethelly/page.zh_hant.md @@ -119,6 +119,20 @@ A 向糖的母親表示如果可以希望將糖作為女兒下葬，但她是[ 可無論如何，斯人已逝。 +## 清明 + +清明節將至之际，糖的母親突然找到 A，告訴她糖有多努力多優秀，他們有多愛糖。 + +糖的父親說，她是天空中最亮的星星。 + + + +可惜一切都很不巧，終究還是謬愛了，如果糖還活著，不知如今會如何呢……？ + +只是她走得太突然，等不到轉機的那一天。 + > 希望大家記住糖。 > > 希望大家能把自己的住址等重要資訊告訴可以信任的人避免不測。 @@ -135,5 +149,6 @@ A 向糖的母親表示如果可以希望將糖作為女兒下葬，但她是[ [^1]: 源自西班牙語，意為「一路平安，再見」之意。 + diff --git a/people/Dethelly/photos/photo1.jpg b/people/Dethelly/photos/photo1.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..bf99efe5 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/Dethelly/photos/photo1.jpg differ diff --git a/people/Futajuhuacha/comments/2024-05-27-C17187.json b/people/Futajuhuacha/comments/2024-05-27-C17187.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..052af7c4 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Futajuhuacha/comments/2024-05-27-C17187.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17187,"content":"好可怜。。。没有人为你留言。。。。你这么厉害，我却是第一个来祭拜你的","submitter":"星川樱子","date":"May 27, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Futajuhuacha/info.yml b/people/Futajuhuacha/info.yml new file mode 100644 index 00000000..899a96cd --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Futajuhuacha/info.yml @@ -0,0 +1,8 @@ +id: Futajuhuacha +profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.png +info: + died: '2018-07-11' + # 离世信息公布：2018-07-11 0时许 + # 最后一条知乎：2018-07-10 16时许 +websites: + zhihu: https://www.zhihu.com/people/bu-shi-zi-de-wen-hao \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Futajuhuacha/page.en.md b/people/Futajuhuacha/page.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..8b5be258 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Futajuhuacha/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,127 @@ +--- +name: Huacha +info: + alias: Huacha, Futa Juhuacha + location: Chongqing, China +--- + +## Description + +Huacha was a lovely and determined trans girl who loved this world. + +She was an OIer and once participated in the National Olympiad in Informatics(NOI). + +She adored long hair, so she opted for hair extension to fulfill her love for it. + +She loved writing and reading, and she often delved into the works of Lu Xun. +She showcased her fluency in poetry and her ability to critique the world by writing essays, reminiscent of Lu Xun's style. + +Realizing her true gender identity at an early age, +she struggled with severe anxiety, +which she endured silently for a long time. +She always felt that she was trapped in a nightmare of not being recognized as a girl, +and she hoped to wake up from it every day. +Later, she chose the path of self-discovery, and embraced her identity as a girl. + +Huacha was a gentle girl, akin to her friend [Xuewulihuameng](https://one-among.us/profile/xuewulihuameng). +She offered helpful advice in Zhihu Question [How can I help my MtF friend?](https://www.zhihu.com/question/274131925/answer/372594163). +After introducing some suggestions, she wrote at last: + +> "If you actually don't understand how to give reasonable advice when she experiences an emotional breakdown, you can simply accompany her at her side silently (you can even hug her, because when I was in emotional breakdown I hoped someone would hug me)...spend more time with her..." + +## The Blood Mary Observer + +*The Blood Mary Observer* was a series of articles on Zhihu authored by Hucha. + +She passed away shortly after she wrote down these articles. +So there were only three articles in *The Blood Mary Observer*. +but the profound content was still worth reading. + +The first article was *[In Memory of Ms.MtF (Mr.Ftm)](https://zhuanlan.zhihu.com/p/38000835)*[^1]. + +The article was written around May to June 2018. +At that time, Zhihu, which was a platform originally claimed to LGBT friendly, started to conduct strict censorship on transgender related topics. +Many transgender users were blocked due to this crisis, +and many records about transgender community were deleted on these days. + +Huacha wrote down the article to accuse Zhihu and express her indignation towards persecution of Transgender community. +She appealed to people that everyone to respect the right of transgender individuals to express their inner thoughts - whether they were MTF or FTM, or individuals of any other gender. + +The article was concise and straightforward, and its words didn't pull any punches. +just as the comment said: + +> "This article is quite in the style of Lu Xun. #LOL#" + +The third article was *[Yazyuu Senpai Zhihu Setu](https://zhuanlan.zhihu.com/p/38419017)*, the original point of it was the same as the first article. + +The article humorously expressed her dissatisfaction with the strict censorship of transgender related topics by Zhihu, which originally claimed to LGBT friendly. + +The second article was *[Invisible Poison](https://zhuanlan.zhihu.com/p/38173742)*. +The article mainly focused on the persecution experienced by transgender individuals at the hands of their original families. +She pointed out that some parents were essentially murderers, +and the so-called "love" ultimately became the "poison" that killed children. + +> There were many transgender individuals who have been exposed to an invisible poison called "love" and left the world at last. +> The parents deprived their basic rights as human beings in the name of "love". +> +> Legally, due to parents have the special status of "guardian", +> the difficulty for transgender individuals to obtain assistance has greatly increased. +> +> Excerpted from *Invisible Poison* + +Today, many transgender individuals choose to leave this world due to this kind of "Invisible Poison". +This article still has its profound practical significance. + +Before the article published, one of her transgender friends (probably Xueli) took herself due to domestic pressure and violence. +Another reason for writing down this article was to mourn her, as well as countless transgender friends who passed away owing to the invisible poison. + +## Her Departure + +On April 2nd, 2018, Xueli passed away by suicide. + +From the first seven day to the seventh seven day[^2] of Xueli's death, +she always missed Xueli, the lovely gentle girl who quietly left alone. + +> May the world treat you gently. +> +> It's suddenly raining heavily in Chongqing... +> +> Is this your way of calling me...? + +During the days, Huacha's mental health became worse and worse. +She said that frankly that she was not sure about that if she could live to the seventh seven day of Xueli's death. + +On the fourth seven day, +she almost couldn't control the thought of suicide on the Huanghuayuan Jialingjiang Bridge, +which was a land of fate —— the place of death of Xueli and several other MtFs in Chongqing. + +At the end of June, she attempted to take her own life again and was admitted to ICU. +After her physical condition improved, she wrote down this little poem: + + + +In fact, she still hoped to live. +Until days before she departed, she was still finding hope of living, +and she asked Siri about methods to prevent suicide. + +But the unfortunate thing still happened at last. +On the evening of July 10th, she walked up to the Huanghuayuan Jialingjiang Bridge again. +The dreamlike lighting seemed to immerse her in a dream... +In the same place, a similar night, she took her own life as Xueli did. + +The rescue in the late night failed to save her life. +In the early morning of the next day, The girl chasing the Milky Way left the world at last. + +> Farewell, Huacha. Hope you and Xueli can be together well in heaven. +> +> Only thing we can do is living with hope... +> +> NekoyaFam, 2018-07-11, on Zhihu + +Contributors for this entry: One-Among-Us, [Kristall Wang](https://github.com/KristallWang) + +[^1]: The title format imitates *In Memory of Ms.Liu Hezhen*, which was a famous work of Lu Xun, published on April 12th 1926. + +[^2]: Funeral customs in East Asia. In tradition, the memorial ceremony is held every seven days after a person's death, with one session lasting seven days and a maximum of seven sessions. It will take 49 days to complete. diff --git a/people/Futajuhuacha/page.md b/people/Futajuhuacha/page.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..99ed8071 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Futajuhuacha/page.md @@ -0,0 +1,96 @@ +--- +name: 扶她菊花茶 +info: + alias: 花茶, 菊花茶 + location: 中国重庆 +--- + +## 简介 + +花茶是一个可爱、坚定、热爱世界的跨性别女孩。 + +她曾经参加过信息学竞赛，是一名OIer。 + +她喜欢长头发，因为嫌弃自己头发不够长，选择了接发。 + +她热爱写作与阅读，平时会看鲁迅先生的作品。她既能行云流水般写出诗般的文辞，也能提笔起来批判这个世界，一如先生当年。 + +其实从小，她就意识到自己应该是一个女孩子了，焦虑一直都很严重，她一直将这些放在心里很久很久。 + +她总觉得自己生活在噩梦之中，每天都希望着能够从梦中醒来，最终，她还是选择了本应属于自己的道路，属于女孩子的道路。 + +花茶和她的朋友[雪舞梨花梦](https://one-among.us/profile/xuewulihuameng)一样，都是很温柔的人呢。她在知乎问题[请问我该如何帮助我的这位 mtf 朋友？](https://www.zhihu.com/question/274131925/answer/372594163)下，很热心地给出了自己的回答，她给出了好几种方案之后，最后写道： + +> 如果确实不知道怎么在她崩溃的時候劝导，默默地陪在她身边（甚至可以抱住她，反正我犯病的時候就希望有人能抱住我）…多陪陪她吧… + +## Blood Mary 观察报 + +花茶自称是「Blood Mary 观察报」的主编，她以此名义在知乎发布自己笔下的文章。 + +花茶在写出这些文章不久后就离开了这个世界，因此 Blood Mary 只有短短三篇文章，但其内容含义深刻，仍旧值得我们一读： + +第一篇内容是《[纪念 mtf(ftm) 君](https://zhuanlan.zhihu.com/p/38000835)》[^1]。 + +这篇文章创作的时间是 2018 年 5-6 月。此时，本身对跨性别较为友好的知乎平台开始对跨性别相关话题进行严格审查，不少跨性别用户因此被封禁，许多关于跨性别社群的记录也在此时被大量删除。花茶以此文表达了对跨性别社群遭到迫害的愤慨，呼吁人们应尊重跨性别者发声表达内心的权利——无论是 mtf 还是 ftm[^2]。 + +这篇文章短小精悍，一针见血，正如文章的评论区所言： + +> 「一股周先生[^3]的味道#大笑#」 + +第三篇内容是《[野兽先辈知乎说](https://zhuanlan.zhihu.com/p/38419017)》，其主旨与第一篇基本一致。文章以戏谑的口吻表达了对原本 LGBT 友好的知乎开始对相关话题严格审查的不满。 + +第二篇内容是《[无形之毒](https://zhuanlan.zhihu.com/p/38173742)》，文章主要围绕着部分原生家庭对跨性别者的迫害，指出了部分家长本质上是杀人凶手，所谓的「爱」最终变成了杀死孩子的「毒药」。 + +> 跨性别群体中，中了名为「爱」的无形之毒而离开世界的人不在少数。那些人以「爱」的名义，对作为人的基本权利进行剥夺。法律上因为「监护人」这样一个特殊的身份，想要获得援助的难度大大增加。 +> +> —— 《无形之毒》节选 + +在不少跨性别者仍因此般「无形之毒」而选择离开这个世界的今天，此文仍然具有深刻的现实意义。 + +在这篇文章发布前一段时间，她的一位跨性别友人（可能为梨花）因受到了来自家庭的压力而轻生，花茶写出这篇文章，也是为了哀悼她，同样也哀悼着无数因此而离世的跨性别友人们。 + +## 她的离世 + +2018 年 4 月 2 日，梨花因轻生而离世。 + +在梨花离世的头七、二七、三七……直到七七，她都在想念着梨花，想念着那个对其他人很温柔，却悄悄自己一个人离开的，可爱的女孩子。 + +> 愿世界将你温柔以待。 +> +> 这里突然下暴雨了呢... +> +> 来接我的吗？ + +在此期间，花茶的精神状态变得越来越糟，她直言，其实都不知道自己能不能活到梨花的七七那天。 + +四七的时候，她差点也在黄花园大桥[^4]想不开。 + +6 月末，她再度尝试轻生，进了 ICU，在情况好转之后，她写下了这篇小诗： + + + +其实她内心仍有活下去的意愿，直到离世前几日，她仍旧寻找着希望，向 Siri 问询着预防自杀的方法。 + +但不幸的事情依旧发生了，7 月 10 日夜晚，嘉陵江上，黄花园大桥如梦似幻般的灯光仿佛让她置身于梦境…… + +深夜里的救援没能挽回她的生命。 + +次日凌晨，这位追逐星空的少女最终还是离开了这个世界。 + +> 再见，菊花茶，希望你和梨花都要好好地在一起。 +> +> 我们能做的，也就是尽力带着希望活下去吧…… +> +> NekoyaFam，2018-07-11，于 知乎 + +条目贡献: One-Among-Us, [K酱](https://github.com/KristallWang) + +[^1]: 标题格式模仿的是《记念刘和珍君》。 + +[^2]: 原文写作背景所限，文章表面仅涵盖了二元性别框架下的跨性别群体，但从其内涵来看，非二元群体当然也有发声与表达的权利。 + +[^3]: 即前文所述「鲁迅先生」。鲁迅，原名周树人，常被近代文学研究者与爱好者们简称为「先生」，其杂文极具批判力。 + +[^4]: 即黄花园嘉陵江大桥，位于中国重庆，连接江北区与渝中区，包括雪舞梨花梦、扶她菊花茶在内的多位 MtF 皆选择在此处选择结束自己的生命。 diff --git a/people/Futajuhuacha/page.zh_hant.md b/people/Futajuhuacha/page.zh_hant.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..25a51971 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Futajuhuacha/page.zh_hant.md @@ -0,0 +1,96 @@ +--- +name: 扶她菊花茶 +info: + alias: 花茶, 菊花茶 + location: 中國重慶 +--- + +## 簡介 + +花茶是一個可愛、堅定、熱愛世界的跨性別女孩。 + +她曾經參加過計算機科學競賽，是一名OIer。 + +她喜歡長頭髮，因為嫌惡自己頭髮不夠長，選擇了接髪。 + +她熱愛寫作與閱讀，平時會看魯迅先生的作品。她既能行雲流水般寫出詩般的文辭，也能提筆起來批判這個世界，一如先生當年。 + +其實從小，她就意識到自己應該是一個女孩子了，焦慮一直都很嚴重，她一直將這些放在心裡很久很久。 + +她總覺得自己生活在噩夢之中，每天都希望著能夠從夢中醒來，最終，她還是選擇了本應屬於自己的道路，屬於女孩子的道路。 + +花茶和她的朋友[雪舞梨花夢](https://one-among.us/profile/xuewulihuameng)一樣，都是很溫柔的人呢。她在知乎問題[請問我該如何幫助我的這位 mtf 朋友？](https://www.zhihu.com/question/274131925/answer/372594163)下，很熱心地給出了自己的回答，她給出了好幾種方案之後，最後寫道： + +> 如果確實不知道怎麼在她崩潰的時候勸導，默默地陪在她身邊（甚至可以抱住她，反正我犯病的時候就希望有人能抱住我）…多陪陪她吧… + +## Blood Mary 觀察報 + +花茶自稱是「Blood Mary 觀察報」的主編，她以此名義在知乎發佈自己筆下的文章。 + +花茶在寫出這些文章不久後就離開了這個世界，因此 Blood Mary 只有短短三篇文章，但其內容含義深刻，仍舊值得我們一讀： + +第一篇內容是《[紀念 mtf(ftm) 君](https://zhuanlan.zhihu.com/p/38000835)》[^1]。 + +這篇文章創作的時間是 2018 年 5-6 月。此時，本身對跨性別較為友好的知乎平臺開始對跨性別相關話題進行嚴格審查，不少跨性別用戶因此被封禁，許多關於跨性別社群的記錄也在此時被大量刪除。花茶以此文表達了對跨性別社群遭到迫害的憤慨，呼籲人們應尊重跨性別者發聲表達內心的權利——無論是 mtf 還是 ftm[^2]。 + +這篇文章短小精悍，一針見血，正如文章的評論區所言： + +> 「一股周先生[^3]的味道#大笑#」 + +第三篇內容是《[野獸先輩知乎說](https://zhuanlan.zhihu.com/p/38419017)》，其主旨與第一篇基本一致。文章以戲謔的口吻表達了對原本 LGBT 友好的知乎開始對相關話題嚴格審查的不滿。 + +第二篇內容是《[無形之毒](https://zhuanlan.zhihu.com/p/38173742)》，文章主要圍繞著部分原生家庭對跨性別者的迫害，指出了部分家長本質上是殺人兇手，所謂的「愛」最終變成了殺死孩子的「毒藥」。 + +> 跨性別群體中，中了名為「愛」的無形之毒而離開世界的人不在少數。那些人以「愛」的名義，對作為人的基本權利進行剝奪。法律上因為「監護人」這樣一個特殊的身份，想要獲得援助的難度大大增加。 +> +> —— 《無形之毒》節選 + +在不少跨性別者仍因此般「無形之毒」而選擇離開這個世界的今天，此文仍然具有深刻的現實意義。 + +在這篇文章發佈前一段時間，她的一位跨性別友人（可能為梨花）因受到了來自家庭的壓力而輕生，花茶寫出這篇文章，也是為了哀悼她，同樣也哀悼著無數因此而離世的跨性別友人們。 + +## 她的離世 + +2018 年 4 月 2 日，梨花因輕生而離世。 + +在梨花離世的頭七、二七、三七……直到七七，她都在想念著梨花，想念著那個對其他人很溫柔，卻悄悄自己一個人離開的，可愛的女孩子。 + +> 願世界將你溫柔以待。 +> +> 這裡突然下暴雨了呢... +> +> 來接我的嗎？ + +在此期間，花茶的精神狀態變得越來越糟，她直言，其實都不知道自己能不能活到梨花的七七那天。 + +四七的時候，她差點也在黃花園大橋[^4]想不開。 + +6 月末，她再度嘗試輕生，進了 ICU，在情況好轉之後，她寫下了這篇小詩： + + + +其實她內心仍有活下去的意願，直到離世前幾日，她仍舊尋找著希望，向 Siri 問詢著預防自殺的方法。 + +但不幸的事情依舊發生了，7 月 10 日夜晚，嘉陵江上，黃花園大橋如夢似幻般的燈光仿佛讓她置身於夢境…… + +深夜裡的救援沒能挽回她的生命。 + +次日淩晨，這位追逐星空的少女最終還是離開了這個世界。 + +> 再見，菊花茶，希望你和梨花都要好好地在一起。 +> +> 我們能做的，也就是盡力帶著希望活下去吧…… +> +> NekoyaFam，2018-07-11，於 知乎 + +條目貢獻: One-Among-Us, [K醬](https://github.com/KristallWang) + +[^1]: 標題格式模仿的是《記念劉和珍君》。 + +[^2]: 原文寫作背景所限，文章表面僅涵蓋了二元性別框架下的跨性別群體，但從其內涵來看，非二元群體當然也有發聲與表達的權利。 + +[^3]: 即前文所述「魯迅先生」。魯迅，原名周樹人，常被近代文學研究者與愛好者們簡稱為「先生」，其雜文極具批判力。 + +[^4]: 即黃花園嘉陵江大橋，位於中國重慶，連接江北區與渝中區，包括雪舞梨花夢、扶她菊花茶在內的多位 MtF 皆選擇在此處選擇結束自己的生命。 diff --git a/people/Futajuhuacha/photos/photo1.jpg b/people/Futajuhuacha/photos/photo1.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..60bd4309 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/Futajuhuacha/photos/photo1.jpg differ diff --git a/people/Futajuhuacha/photos/profile.png b/people/Futajuhuacha/photos/profile.png new file mode 100644 index 00000000..3801c6c7 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/Futajuhuacha/photos/profile.png differ diff --git a/people/GLaDOSister/comments/2024-04-03-C17090.json b/people/GLaDOSister/comments/2024-04-03-C17090.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..2ac010ca --- /dev/null +++ b/people/GLaDOSister/comments/2024-04-03-C17090.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17090,"content":"听说条目贡献者Unt“馄饨”的爱称最初也是起源于静叶给的呢……","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Apr 3, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/GLaDOSister/comments/2024-04-04-C17094.json b/people/GLaDOSister/comments/2024-04-04-C17094.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..636fe524 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/GLaDOSister/comments/2024-04-04-C17094.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17094,"content":"自杀干预是一项很了不起的事呢，希望能成为像你一样的人~","submitter":"薄荷","date":"Apr 4, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/GLaDOSister/comments/2024-05-09-C17155.json b/people/GLaDOSister/comments/2024-05-09-C17155.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..01075907 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/GLaDOSister/comments/2024-05-09-C17155.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17155,"content":"四年多了…抱歉在你走之前没能认识你帮到什么","submitter":"匿名用户","date":"May 9, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/GLaDOSister/page.en.md b/people/GLaDOSister/page.en.md index d62541aa..e753df10 100644 --- a/people/GLaDOSister/page.en.md +++ b/people/GLaDOSister/page.en.md @@ -1,38 +1,38 @@ --- -name: GLaDOSister +name: Shizuha info: - alias: CangShanJingYe, Jing Ye, Sister G + alias: Kurayama Shizuha, Jing Ye, GLaDOSister location: Beijing, China --- ## Description -As her bio says, Jing Ye is “a cute girl researching lingustics”. +As her bio says, Shizuha is “a cute girl researching linguistics”. -Jing Ye is talented in linguistics and passionate about it. +Shizuha is talented in linguistics and passionate about it. She researched many languages, including both languages originated from China and foreign languages. She often switch languages while chatting online, so she always seemed lively, cheerful, and even humorous in group chats. Not only was she proficient in communicating with many languages, -but she also was quick to come up with examples of how pronounciation and grammar are used in everyday conversations for those languages. +but she also was quick to come up with examples of how pronunciation and grammar are used in everyday conversations for those languages. -Jing Ye's work is not limited to linguistics. +Shizuha's work is not limited to linguistics. She had contributed to the community of the *Half-Life* series. She designed some "GMod" plugins and maps; and she was the director of a fanmade work called *Combine Prelude* for *Half-Life 2*. The fact that worth mentioning the most is, she started doing constructed language research, constructed [Combinese](https://yuyan.fandom.com/zh/wiki/联合军语), [Yupoian](https://yuyan.fandom.com/zh/wiki/尤波伊语) and [Crigàt](https://yuyan.fandom.com/zh/wiki/克里加语) for the project mentioned above, *Combine Prelude*. -Because of her work on this project, she was famous both in the *Half-Life* community and in the contructed language community. +Because of her work on this project, she was famous both in the *Half-Life* community and in the constructed language community. -Jing Ye's favorite anime is *YuruYuri*. +Shizuha's favorite anime is *YuruYuri*. She used the main character, Akari Akaza, as her profile photo. -Jing Ye is persistent and brave, both for creative work and for life, sometimes even stubborn. +Shizuha is persistent and brave, both for creative work and for life, sometimes even stubborn. Because of that, she had some verbal conflicts with her friends. These incidents were however resolved quickly because of her friends' understanding towards her character. -Jing Ye asked for company very often from friends she found in the linguistics community because she didn't feel safe enough. -Whether online or in real life, she was always gave and seeked warmth from other trans women and girls. +Shizuha asked for company very often from friends she found in the linguistics community because she didn't feel safe enough. +Whether online or in real life, she was always gave and sought warmth from other trans women and girls. -Since Spring 2019, Jing Ye was finally able to pass and live as a woman. +Since Spring 2019, Shizuha was finally able to pass and live as a woman. Because of that, she was much more confident and more open to showing her cuteness by sharing photos on social media. However, her life quality went down as both her financial situation and her depression got worse, even went to the edge of suicide sometimes. Even then, she did not stop her efforts to help other trans people. @@ -41,9 +41,9 @@ In [one of her posts on ZhiHu](https://www.zhihu.com/pin/1091048372731047936), s > “Although living is painful for me and I do not know the meaning behind life, I know that I would never regret helping others.” Even now, this sentence still give strength to many suicide prevention social workers. -Unfortunately, Jing Ye eventually left us, leaving behind many unfinished works. +Unfortunately, Shizuha eventually left us, leaving behind many unfinished works. -After Jing Ye's death, many people in the linguistics community, the constructed language community, and the trans community changed their profile photo to black and white to morun her. +After Shizuha's death, many people in the linguistics community, the constructed language community, and the trans community changed their profile photo to black and white to mourn her. Under the ZhiHu question of [What are your thoughts about ZhiHu user @Cang_Shan_Jing_Ye ?](https://www.zhihu.com/question/307482232), not only were there goodbyes from the friends she made, diff --git a/people/Hangmster/comments/2024-04-11-C17110.json b/people/Hangmster/comments/2024-04-11-C17110.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..16354f98 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Hangmster/comments/2024-04-11-C17110.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17110,"content":"晚安","submitter":"小云Evelyn","date":"Apr 11, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Hangmster/page.en.md b/people/Hangmster/page.en.md index 2bcec380..1a70896a 100644 --- a/people/Hangmster/page.en.md +++ b/people/Hangmster/page.en.md @@ -11,7 +11,7 @@ Hangmster is our ally. They often interacted with friends on Twitter/X, bringing us laughter. They gave warm hugs when we needed, consoled us when we were anxious, and mourned for our departed friends. -They seldomly mentioned what they loved. But according to their tweets, they were interested in cute things such as cats. They were fond of Hatsune Miku as well. On the Hatsune Miku 15th anniversary, they expressed their happiness by drawing an illustration: +They seldom mentioned what they loved. But according to their tweets, they were interested in cute things such as cats. They were fond of Hatsune Miku as well. On the Hatsune Miku 15th anniversary, they expressed their happiness by drawing an illustration: diff --git a/people/Katerina/comments/2024-06-05-C17207.json b/people/Katerina/comments/2024-06-05-C17207.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..46f030e4 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Katerina/comments/2024-06-05-C17207.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17207,"content":"尽管我们素未谋面，但是感谢你给了我机会去体验复合弓，让我也爱上了这项运动，谢谢你，卡捷琳娜","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jun 5, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Katerina/page.en.md b/people/Katerina/page.en.md index 4923c115..9930308d 100644 --- a/people/Katerina/page.en.md +++ b/people/Katerina/page.en.md @@ -7,7 +7,7 @@ info: ## Description -Katerina (Natasha) is a trans woman from Heilongjiang province. She had a variety of interests and hobbies, including Russian, composite bow, weightlifting, aerial photography, and motocycle riding. +Katerina (Natasha) is a trans woman from Heilongjiang province. She had a variety of interests and hobbies, including Russian, composite bow, weightlifting, aerial photography, and motorcycle riding. She also liked liquor; she hoped to open a bar for trans people. Born in 2003, she always celebrated her birthday on the 27th day of the first lunisolar month. diff --git a/people/Kotori/comments/2024-04-28-C17139.json b/people/Kotori/comments/2024-04-28-C17139.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..8c124d22 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Kotori/comments/2024-04-28-C17139.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17139,"content":"晚安","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Apr 28, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Kotori/comments/2024-05-28-C17191.json b/people/Kotori/comments/2024-05-28-C17191.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..32a70a06 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Kotori/comments/2024-05-28-C17191.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17191,"content":"新京报报道那件事的时候，千叶，花茶，甚至还有很少说话的你都在关注啊……\n\n最后她在苦难中活下来了，可是你们却都不在了……\n\n晚安，冰雪聪明的少女，来一份夏天的薄荷糖吧。","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"May 28, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Kotori/info.yml b/people/Kotori/info.yml new file mode 100644 index 00000000..c805e2cb --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Kotori/info.yml @@ -0,0 +1,9 @@ +id: Kotori +profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.jpg +info: + died: '2019-09-24' + # 相关话题与悼念于24-25日发送 + # 2019-09-24 清晨8:30 服用 BaCl2 + # 夜晚 20:09分 清小笙 于 QQ空间发布离世讯息 +websites: + zhihu: https://www.zhihu.com/people/cheng-pei-qi-52 \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Kotori/page.en.md b/people/Kotori/page.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..db6c41a5 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Kotori/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,77 @@ +--- +name: Kotori +info: + alias: Kotori, Truth-Seeking Salted Fish, Partial Differential + # Cheng Peiqi + location: Hefei, Anhui + # Shangrao, Jiangxi +--- + +> All things contain mathematical structures. +> +> By Kotori + +## Description + +Kotori was a girl who was fond of mathematics and physics, she entered the Department of Physics, School of Physical Science, University of Science and Technology of China (USTC) in the fall of 2017. + +She also operated another account under the alias "Partial Differential", +using an avatar depicting the character `∂`, +which was a stylized cursive `d` mainly used as a mathematical symbol, usually to denote a partial derivative such as `∂z/∂x`. + +Kotori was an introverted girl. +She seldom talked with others or expressed her points of view in public. +However, she was passionate about academic questions, +and she always joined in the discussion and applauded her friends for their neat ideas. + +She often deleted her own ideas or works after creating them, or she posted them anonymously. +Nonetheless, there are still some answers of her remained on Zhihu now, radiating her brilliance. + +She was obsessed with her favourite subjects, and achieved that "erudite and Atsushi, cut near the question thinking." + +Kotori had another well-known nickname, Truth-seeking Salted Fish. +But in terms of her ability, she was truly a truth-seeking whale in the ocean. + +She was so good at mathematics and physics that she could also be considered as a talented girl. +Maybe she would make great contributions in the field of theoretical physics in the future... + +But fate always interferes with geniuses. + +## Departure + +Kotori suffered from depression and gender dysphoria, +and her mental health was not so good. +She had attempted to take her own life before but was rescued. + +After consulting numerous references to ascertain the lethal dose of the drug, +she ultimately decided to end her life on the morning of September 24th, 2019. + +After that, her friends endeavoured to contact with USTC authorities, and police in Poyang, Shangrao. +However, due to the lack of timely treatment, she was unable to recover and left us at last. + +## Memorial + +In Zhihu question [What are your thoughts about ZhiHu user @Cheng Peiqi](https://www.zhihu.com/question/347747351) and her obituary, many friends of Kotori expressed their sadness and regret of the death of her. + +Sakura Moeka wrote: + +> In the Zhihu question of thoughts about me, Kotori replied that I was lovely, and she wanted to see my wedding day. +> +> But she would never see that. + +Her friends perpetually felt a deep longing for her presence. +Even the mere sight of the character `∂` evoked profound sorrow within them. + +Countless companionships, and stories of getting to know each other had finally become fragments of the past... + +> Goodbye, world. +> +> No, never say goodbye. +> +> By Kotori 2019-09-24 + +Goodbye, Kotori, but we will never say goodbye. + +*May your memory be eternal.* + +Contributors for this entry: One-Among-Us, [Hanlianyi](http://twitter.com/HANLIANYI520), [Kristall Wang](https://github.com/KristallWang) diff --git a/people/Kotori/page.md b/people/Kotori/page.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a24fe826 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Kotori/page.md @@ -0,0 +1,60 @@ +--- +name: 琴里(偏微分) +info: + alias: 琴里，求真的咸鱼, 偏微分 + location: 安徽合肥 +--- + +> 所有的事物之中，都蕴藏着数学结构。 +> +> By 琴里 + +## 简介 + +琴里酱是一个热爱数学和物理的女孩，于 2017 年进入中国科学技术大学物理学院物理系就读。 + +她旧账号的 ID 是「偏微分」，头像也是书写偏导数时使用的符号「∂」。 + +琴里酱是一个很内向的女孩，很少与别人说话和公开发表自己的观点。但她还在的时候，会十分热情地与她的朋友讨论学术问题，为朋友的想法鼓掌。知乎上还留存有她的不少创作，但这些创作常常在之后被删除，亦或是开启了匿名，不过，我们仍然能看到些许能确证属于她的，那些精彩绝伦的回答。 + +她做到了「博学而笃志，切问而近思」，痴迷于她所热爱的学科。 + +她还有一个广为人知的昵称——求真的咸鱼。但以她的能力，其实是在浩瀚的海洋中，寻求真理的鲸鱼呢…… + +擅长数学、物理的她，也算得上是才女了，也许未来在理论物理领域她可以有重大贡献…… + +唯天妒英才。 + +## 离世 + +琴里因性别焦虑与抑郁等症状，精神状态一直不好，也曾有过轻生的行为，但被救了回来。 + +她查阅了不少相关文献，最终在 2019 年 9 月 24 日早上选择结束自己的生命。 + +此后，社群的朋友们尝试联系中科大校方和鄱阳当地的警察，但由于未能得到及时救治，已经无力回天。 + +## 身后 + +在知乎问答[如何评价知乎用户@求真的咸鱼](https://www.zhihu.com/question/347747351)和相关的讣告下，琴里的许多生前好友前来表达对琴里的哀思。 + +佐仓萌香写道： + +> 琴里在评价我的问题里回答说我很可爱，还说要见到我嫁人的那天。 +> +> 可是她再也见不到了。 + +她的朋友一直一直想念着她，甚至用到偏导数符号「∂」时都会感到心中一痛。 + +无数的陪伴，相遇相识的故事终于成为了过往时光中的碎片。 + +> 再见了，世界。 +> +> 不，永不再见。 +> +> By 琴里 2019-09-24 + +再见了，琴里酱，但我们永不说再见，与你相关的记忆将于我们的心中永存。 + + + +条目贡献: One-Among-Us, [寒涟漪](http://twitter.com/HANLIANYI520), [K 酱](https://github.com/KristallWang) \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Kotori/page.zh_hant.md b/people/Kotori/page.zh_hant.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..ef5342e2 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Kotori/page.zh_hant.md @@ -0,0 +1,61 @@ +--- +name: 琴里(偏微分) +info: + alias: 琴里，求真的鹹魚, 偏微分 + location: 安徽合肥 +--- + +> 所有的事物之中，都蘊藏著數學結構。 +> +> By 琴里 + +## 簡介 + +琴里醬是一個熱愛數學和物理學的女孩，于 2017 年進入中國科學技術大學物理學院物理系就讀。 + +她舊帳號的 ID 是「偏微分」，頭像也是書寫偏微分方程時使用的符號「∂」。 + +琴里醬是一個很內向的女孩，很少與別人說話和公開發表自己的觀點。但她還在的時候，會十分熱情地與她的朋友討論學術問題，為朋友的想法鼓掌。知乎上還留存有她的不少創作，但這些創作常常在之後被刪除，亦或是開啟了匿名，不過，我們仍然能看到些許能確證屬於她的，那些精彩絕倫的回答。 + +她做到了「博學而篤志，切問而近思」，癡迷于她所熱愛的學科。 + +她還有一個廣為人知的昵稱——求真的鹹魚。但以她的能力，其實是在浩瀚的海洋中，尋求真理的鯨魚呢…… + +擅長數學、物理學的她，也算得上是才女了，也許未來在理論物理領域她可以有重大貢獻…… + +唯天妒英才。 + +## 離世 + +琴里因性別焦慮與抑鬱等症狀，精神狀態一直不好，也曾有過輕生的行為，但被救了回來。 + +她查閱了不少相關文獻，最終在 2019 年 9 月 24 日早上選擇結束自己的生命。 + +此後，社群的朋友們嘗試聯繫中科大校方和鄱陽當地的員警，但由於未能得到及時救治，已經無力回天。 + +## 身後 + +在知乎問答[如何評價知乎用戶@求真的鹹魚](https://www.zhihu.com/question/347747351)和相關的訃告下，琴里的許多生前好友前來表達對琴里的哀思。 + +佐倉萌香寫道： + +> 琴里在評價我的問題裡回答說我很可愛，還說要見到我嫁人的那天。 +> +> 可是她再也見不到了。 + +她的朋友一直一直想念著她，甚至用到偏微分符號「∂」時都會感到心中一痛。 + +無數的陪伴，相遇相識的故事終於成為了過往時光中的碎片。 + +> 再見了，世界。 +> +> 不，永不再見。 +> 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+As nightfall descended, + +the girl fell into the dream swiftly. + +then she together with her beloved, + +kissed and hugged each other. + +went through shops, + +played games, + +and she found solace in her beloved's embrace... + +Later, in their conversations, + +she noticed something out of the ordinary: + +Her beloved appeared exhausted during the day. + +Once, she came out to play with her beloved at night in her dream. + +Her beloved bought a pendant. + +Later, during their video call, + +She noticed the same pendant, + +it had never appeared before. + +The girl shared her dream tales, + +her beloved seemed to have lived them. + +One day, she realized, + +The dreams every night weren't mere fantasies, + +but out-of-body experience. + +Her soul intertwined with her beloved's. + +Making every dream a reality. + +After that, the girl fled the hospital, + +and reunited with her beloved. + +They found happiness for a short time. + +Until her health declined. + +and she passed away in the arms of her beloved. + +Yet her soul lingered. + +Bound eternally with her beloved. + +## Mionya Reunion + +> The time limit bell rings +> +> The two of them are certainly alive +> +> (...) +> +> Shouting a boisterous farewell to this world +> +> If they stay holding hands +> +> The reunion that won’t come again +> +> *From Reunion (Harumaki Gohan, Vocal ver.)* + +## Outside the Story + +There is a catgirl, brave and lovely. + +An angel she is. + +She loves tiramisu most, + +the kind of food combined the sweetness of milk and the bitterness of coffee. + +and other sweet. + +She has most-loving... + +From the end of 2021, to the fall of 2023. More long-lasting may be. + +There was a romantic, lovely story. + +These stories -- you may have listened to -- would commemorated by us: sad fragments of the past. + +People always sigh with feeling: + +The fragile one, brilliant "life". + +but... + +> Indulging in fantasy will not come true after all, and the deceased will not come back. The wish must be realized by the living. +> +> Comfort, is this. Maybe. + +Unreliable fatigue, if you feel, or, have no ability to complete the road ahead -- that's no matter. + +It's not necessary to make too much effort. + +Dry your tears, a sufficient relax is what you need. + +Soothing scenes are everywhere, + +no matter spring, summer, autumn or winter. + +Moreover, + +Only love lasts forever. + +The storytelling has come to an end. + +May you be happy every day. + +Story: From Memories of Yukiemiona and Yukisawanya diff --git a/people/MeowBot233/page.md b/people/MeowBot233/page.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..0bb32d26 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/MeowBot233/page.md @@ -0,0 +1,133 @@ +--- +name: 坊洛 +info: + alias: 坊洛, 喵喵喵 坊洛, 雪沢 坊洛, 果汁 坊洛, 烤肉 坊洛 +--- + +> 喏，这是一个，我从远方来的风精灵那里，听来的故事…… +> +> 风精灵将它带到了秋叶这里……等待有缘的人来此处倾听。 +> +> 当你随着风的指引来到了这里，不妨坐下来，静下心听一听这里的故事吧。 + +## 梦幻少女之梦 + +一个身患绝症的少女 + +终日只能躺在医院里 + +每天晚上她都会有神奇的梦 + +她会梦到在夜晚 + +她和她的爱人在各种地方玩耍 + +从入梦一直到天亮 + +每次睡着之后 + +她都会梦到她的爱人在医院门口等候 + +然后她们一起做许多有趣的事情 去有趣的地方 + +每天少女都早早的就睡了 + +天刚刚黑就入睡 + +然后 和爱人一起 + +去逛街 去打游戏 + +去爱人的床上…… + +后来一次和爱人聊天 + +发现了不对劲的地方 + +白天 爱人总是很疲惫 + +有一次 她和爱人夜晚出去玩 + +爱人买了挂饰 + +然后少女在和爱人视频的时候 + +看到了这个挂饰 + +以前从来没有出现过的挂饰 + +少女每天都会和爱人讲述她的梦 + +爱人总是好像全部经历过一样 + +后来有一天 少女终于知道了 + +每天晚上的梦不是梦 是灵魂出窍 + +她的灵魂和爱人一起去玩耍 + +所以「梦」的一切是真实发生的 + +后来少女逃离了医院 和爱人相见 + +她们幸福地生活了没多久 + +少女病情恶化 死在了爱人怀里 + +但是她的灵魂留下来了 + +永远和爱人在一起 + +## 澪·洛 + +> 最后的钟声响起 +> +> 她俩确实都还活着 +> +> (……) +> +> 挥手告别这个喧闹的世界吧 +> +> 她俩就这样握紧着手 +> +> 在只此一次的再会。 +> +> —— 再会（春巻御飯 Vocal 版） + +## 故事之外 + +这里有一只可爱而勇敢的猫猫，是可爱的小天使呢。 + +喜欢吃甜食，喜欢吃提拉米苏，那种奶香的甜和咖啡的苦涩交织的食物。 + +她有着一直爱的人呢。 + +从 2021 年岁末，到 2023 年的秋天，或许更远... + +有一段浪漫的，和爱有关的故事。 + +也许你听过这个故事，会为所记得的，过往时光中的碎片而悲伤。 + +「生命」美好且脆弱呢。 + +但... + +> 沉浸幻想终究不会实现，已故者也不会回来，愿望要靠活着的人去实现。 +> +> 大概这才是宽慰。 + +如果你感受到了难以消除的疲惫，或是感觉前方的路走不下去的的时候，也没关系的。 + +可以不用那么努力的，擦干眼泪，坐下来好好休息一下吧。 + +无数的角落存在可以治愈人的风景—— + +无论在「春」「夏」「秋」「冬」， + +以及， + +还有「爱」呢。 + +愿看到这里的你，能够每天开开心心的哦。 + +故事：来自 澪·洛·集 diff --git a/people/MeowBot233/page.zh_hant.md b/people/MeowBot233/page.zh_hant.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..3f74555f --- /dev/null +++ b/people/MeowBot233/page.zh_hant.md @@ -0,0 +1,133 @@ +--- +name: 坊洛 +info: + alias: 坊洛, 喵喵喵 坊洛, 雪沢 坊洛, 果汁 坊洛, 烤肉 坊洛 +--- + +> 喏，這是一個，我從遠方來的風精靈那裡，聽來的故事…… +> +> 風精靈將它帶到了秋葉這裡……等待有緣的人來此處聆聽。 +> +> 當你隨著風的指引來到了這裡，不妨坐下來，靜下心聽一聽這裡的故事吧。 + +## 夢幻少女之夢 + +一個身患絕症的少女 + +終日只能躺在醫院裡 + +每天晚上她都會有神奇的夢 + +她會夢到在夜晚 + +她和她的愛人在各種地方玩耍 + +從入夢一直到天亮 + +每次睡著之後 + +她都會夢到她的愛人在醫院門口等候 + +然後她們一起做許多有趣的事情 去有趣的地方 + +每天少女都早早的就睡了 + +天剛剛黑就入睡 + +然後 和愛人一起 + +去逛街 去打遊戲 + +去愛人的床上…… + +後來一次和愛人聊天 + +發現了不對勁的地方 + +白天 愛人總是很疲憊 + +有一次 她和愛人夜晚出去玩 + +愛人買了掛飾 + +然後少女在和愛人視頻的時候 + +看到了這個掛飾 + +以前從來沒有出現過的掛飾 + +少女每天都會和愛人講述她的夢 + +愛人總是好像全部經歷過一樣 + +後來有一天 少女終於知道了 + +每天晚上的夢不是夢 是靈魂出竅 + +她的靈魂和愛人一起去玩耍 + +所以「夢」的一切是真實發生的 + +後來少女逃離了醫院 和愛人相見 + +她們幸福地生活了沒多久 + +少女病情惡化 死在了愛人懷裡 + +但是她的靈魂留下來了 + +永遠和愛人在一起 + +## 澪·洛 + +> 最後的鐘聲響起 +> +> 她倆確實都還活著 +> +> (……) +> +> 揮手告別這個喧鬧的世界吧 +> +> 她倆就這樣握緊著手 +> +> 在只此一次的再會。 +> +> —— 再会（春巻御飯 Vocal 版） + +## 故事之外 + +這裡有一隻可愛而勇敢的貓貓，是可愛的小天使呢。 + +喜歡吃甜食，喜歡吃提拉米蘇，那種奶香的甜和咖啡的苦澀交織的食物。 + +她有著一直愛的人呢。 + +從 2021 年歲末，到 2023 年的秋天，或許更遠... + +有一段浪漫的，和愛有關的故事。 + +也許你聽過這個故事，會為所記得的，過往時光中的碎片而悲傷。 + +「生命」美好且脆弱呢。 + +但... + +> 沉浸幻想終究不會實現，已故者也不會回來，願望要靠活著的人去實現。 +> +> 大概這才是寬慰。 + +如果你感受到了難以消除的疲憊，或是感覺前方的路走不下去的的時候，也沒關係的。 + +可以不用那麼努力的，擦乾眼淚，坐下來好好休息一下吧。 + +無數的角落存在可以治癒人的風景—— + +無論在「春」「夏」「秋」「冬」， + +以及， + +還有「愛」呢。 + +願看到這裡的你，能夠每天開開心心的哦。 + +故事：來自 澪·洛·集 diff --git a/people/MeowBot233/photos/profile.png b/people/MeowBot233/photos/profile.png new file mode 100644 index 00000000..05350436 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/MeowBot233/photos/profile.png differ diff --git a/people/Mio/comments/2024-04-20-C17123.json b/people/Mio/comments/2024-04-20-C17123.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..125d3ca4 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Mio/comments/2024-04-20-C17123.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17123,"content":"RIP","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Apr 20, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Mio/comments/2024-04-21-C17129.json b/people/Mio/comments/2024-04-21-C17129.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..0dfb863e --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Mio/comments/2024-04-21-C17129.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17129,"content":"||晚安，大姐姐，嗯，生命真是如此的廉价呢…兴许我们马上就能见面了||","submitter":"囚猫","date":"Apr 21, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Mio/comments/2024-05-28-C17192.json b/people/Mio/comments/2024-05-28-C17192.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..4fcfeeec --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Mio/comments/2024-05-28-C17192.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17192,"content":"RIP\n各位加油，请不要放弃生命……快乐和悲伤都是会变化的","submitter":"C","date":"May 28, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Mio/page.en.md b/people/Mio/page.en.md index 51d823b3..25194780 100644 --- a/people/Mio/page.en.md +++ b/people/Mio/page.en.md @@ -23,7 +23,7 @@ She was admitted to one of the top universities in China because of her brillian In life, she liked to play *Minecraft* and *Karbel Space Program*. After all these years, she became a gentle big sister to many people. -She sufferred major depression disorder throughout the last year of her life. +She suffered major depression disorder throughout the last year of her life. Although she was pushed to suicide several times, she still tried to live as happily as she could. She made many friends and built up many relationships in that year alone: @@ -37,7 +37,7 @@ In 2022 April, [Bei Yan Yun Yi](https://github.com/BeiyanYunyi) saw a social med It was also at that time that Bei Yan Yun Yi figured out her gender identity. Bei Yan Yun Yi remembered that Mio had done research on SRS during primary school. Therefore, when she reconnected with Mio, she came out to her. -Just like that, best "boy" friends become best girl friends. +Just like that, best "boy" friends became best girl friends. > Mio: Is it because you saw my Tieba (Translator's note: a popular social media platform) post? > -> Me: No, I haven't checked Tieba in a while. I did see your Wechat (Translator's note: another popular social media platform) post, though. +> Me: No, I haven't checked Tieba in a while. I did see your WeChat (Translator's note: another popular social media platform) post, though. > > Me: Have you considered what you're experiencing to be Gender Dysphoria? > @@ -70,7 +70,7 @@ Translation: > > Me: I think we need to meet. How about May 1st? (Translator's note: a holiday) > -> Me: (photo, a Wechat post) +> Me: (photo, a WeChat post) > > > (Translation of the post): > > diff --git a/people/MioCardMeow/comments/2024-04-01-C17086.json b/people/MioCardMeow/comments/2024-04-01-C17086.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..16a5dbe1 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/MioCardMeow/comments/2024-04-01-C17086.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17086,"content":"回复两年前自己的留言...抱歉弄混了\n也了解了一些事情，愿你安息我的朋友\n生日快乐","submitter":"小安awa","date":"Apr 1, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/MioCardMeow/info.yml b/people/MioCardMeow/info.yml index 7b5f525c..164371b2 100644 --- a/people/MioCardMeow/info.yml +++ b/people/MioCardMeow/info.yml @@ -5,3 +5,4 @@ info: died: '2022-01-31' websites: twitter: https://twitter.com/MiocardMeow + Bilibili: https://space.bilibili.com/15655639 diff --git a/people/MioCardMeow/page.en.md b/people/MioCardMeow/page.en.md index 840d0f65..40f3e2cd 100644 --- a/people/MioCardMeow/page.en.md +++ b/people/MioCardMeow/page.en.md @@ -35,7 +35,7 @@ SugarMeow said, in fact, MioCardMeow was in fact a clingy girl. It was a pity th Her hostile family and negative impact of long-term medication (pituitary adenoma) gave rise to her suicidal thoughts. She passed away after an unsuccessful resuscitation. -Her departure was reported by [Miao Xiao Bai](https://twitter.com/pizyj/status/1492928433172582400?s=21) on Feburary 14th, 2022. +Her departure was reported by [Miao Xiao Bai](https://twitter.com/pizyj/status/1492928433172582400?s=21) on February 14th, 2022. ## After Her Leaving diff --git a/people/MizuharaNagisa/comments/2024-04-23-C17132.json b/people/MizuharaNagisa/comments/2024-04-23-C17132.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..0d522fac --- /dev/null +++ b/people/MizuharaNagisa/comments/2024-04-23-C17132.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17132,"content":"今天是砍口垒配信十周年呢，你在那边，和姑娘们，过得还好吗w","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Apr 23, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/MizuharaNagisa/info.yml b/people/MizuharaNagisa/info.yml index 5fe8fda9..2896f0a3 100644 --- a/people/MizuharaNagisa/info.yml +++ b/people/MizuharaNagisa/info.yml @@ -2,6 +2,6 @@ id: MizuharaNagisa profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.png info: born: '2002-04-19' - died: '2021-07-21' + died: '2021-07-20' websites: twitter: https://twitter.com/MizuharaNagisa diff --git a/people/MizuharaNagisa/page.en.md b/people/MizuharaNagisa/page.en.md index ad3bd44b..a3e05b91 100644 --- a/people/MizuharaNagisa/page.en.md +++ b/people/MizuharaNagisa/page.en.md @@ -12,12 +12,12 @@ She was friends with [Ying](https://www.one-among.us/profile/Uekawakuyuurei/). During her life, she was an active long-term contributor for Chinese Wikipedia and other MediaWiki sites. Since 2019, she started playing *Kancolle*. Her favourite character was Destroyer Hibiki. -Her hobbies were tinkering with computer hardware like Respberry Pi and drawing. +Her hobbies were tinkering with computer hardware like Raspberry Pi and drawing. She was also proficient in Japanese. Because of depression and other problems, she had to stop going to school since 2019; -because of inacceptance of her family and other problems she faced, her depression and anxiety got worse and started to suffer from insomnia. -On 2021 July 21st, she took her own life to leave this cruel world. +because of unacceptance of her family and other problems she faced, her depression and anxiety got worse and started to suffer from insomnia. +On 2021 July 20th, she took her own life to leave this cruel world. This is the [last piece of writing](https://pbs.twimg.com/media/E6odBBBVIAAM-Zt?format=jpg&name=4096x4096) she left us. @@ -31,7 +31,7 @@ This is the [last piece of writing](https://pbs.twimg.com/media/E6odBBBVIAAM-Zt? > so I decided to end my life. > I don't really know what would happen, > either I'd be dead or I'd be in the ICU, lol. -> Regrettablly, I would be unable to enjoy the 3060 video card I just got. +> Regrettably, I would be unable to enjoy the 3060 video card I just got. > And Nintendo Switch, PlayStation 5. > > Everything goes wrong when my family is involved. @@ -66,7 +66,7 @@ This is the [last piece of writing](https://pbs.twimg.com/media/E6odBBBVIAAM-Zt? > Once again, thank you, every one of my friends. > Sorry for taking your time. > -> — Mizuhara Nagisa, 2021 June 21st. +> — Mizuhara Nagisa, 2021 June 20th. There is only one hell in this world, +> +> which is the world we live in now. +> +> You may think you are so kind because you are a fallen angel, +> +> but actually you are just the weakest amidst the devils. + +After Mushroom's departure, Shen Nanxi wrote a [memorial essay](https://archive.md/hQ7AS) for her to express her mourning. + +> At last, I wish you well. +> +> We will finally meet again, +> +> in that distant and warm world. + +Goodnight, Mushroom. May you be a happy mushroom in another world🍄 diff --git a/people/MushroomGuuuu/page.md b/people/MushroomGuuuu/page.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..eecb46b4 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/MushroomGuuuu/page.md @@ -0,0 +1,52 @@ +--- +name: 菇 +info: + alias: 菇菇菇菇奶奶, 蘑菇, 梦瑶, 瑶瑶 + location: 广东深圳 +--- + +## 简介 + +菇是一个努力生活着的跨性别女孩。 + +她在社交网站上分享着她的日常生活，偶尔会发些自拍，一些日常的琐碎。她的知乎回答里也是各种好看的照片和分享。 + +她最喜欢甜甜的草莓味圣代了，也喜欢喝罐装的冰可乐。 + +为了维持生计，她找到经纪人面试成为陌陌主播，刚开始直播就取得了很棒的成绩。公司里的女同事也理解她，一直鼓励着她向前走，同时还请她到家里做客。 + +在疲倦的时候，她也会犒劳自己，去吃好吃的美食，或者小酌一杯。 + +菇的父亲也逐渐开始支持她，她开始盼望着未来能够顺利进行手术。 + +菇有着相爱的人，她们于 2017 年 2 月 11 日相识，一起度过了一段幸福的时光。她们曾一起看渔人码头的风景，去看许多精彩的电影，去吃数不尽的好吃的。 + +## 离世 + +菇一直在和抑郁症作斗争，要吃好几种药。 + +「好好吃药一切都会好起来的，医生说的。」 + +「其实我也不想死，我很努力地活着。」 + +…… + +离开之前，她给了大家一个甜甜的笑。 + +## 身后 + +菇曾经摘录过沈南溪的在知乎问答 [有哪些你很喜欢的句子或个性签名？](https://www.zhihu.com/question/36442613/answer/207763687) 下的摘抄，作为送给自己的话： + +> 这世界只有一个地狱，就是你我现在生活的世界。 +> +> 你以为你的善良是因你是天堂掉落的天使，其实你只是众鬼里最弱的一个。 + +在菇离世后，沈南溪为她写下了[悼文](https://archive.md/hQ7AS)，表达了对菇的哀思。 + +> 最后，祝安好。 +> +> 我们最终都还会再见的。 +> +> 在那个遥远，又温暖的地方。 + +晚安，菇。希望你在那边可以做个快乐的蘑菇🍄 diff --git a/people/MushroomGuuuu/page.zh_hant.md b/people/MushroomGuuuu/page.zh_hant.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..40205783 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/MushroomGuuuu/page.zh_hant.md @@ -0,0 +1,54 @@ +--- +name: 菇 +info: + alias: 菇菇菇菇奶奶, 蘑菇, 夢瑤, 瑤瑤 + location: 廣東深圳 +--- + +## 簡介 + +菇是一個努力地生活著的跨性別女孩。 + +她在社交網路上分享著她的日常生活，偶爾會發些相片，一些日常的瑣碎。她的知乎回答裡也是各種好看的相片和分享。 + +她最喜歡甜甜的草莓味聖代了，也喜歡喝錫罐裝的冰可樂。 + +為了維持生計，她找到經紀人面試成為陌陌主播，剛開始直播就取得了很棒的成績。公司裡的女同事也理解她，一直鼓勵著她向前走，同時邀請她到家裡做客。 + +在疲倦的時候，她也會犒勞自己，去吃好吃的美食，或者小酌一杯。 + +菇的父親也逐漸開始支持她，她開始盼望著未來能夠順利進行手術。 + +菇有著相愛的人，她們於 2017 年 2 月 11 日相識，一起度過了一段幸福的時光。她們曾一起看漁人碼頭的風景，去看許多精彩的電影，去吃數不盡的好吃的。 + +## 離世 + +菇一直在和抑鬱作抗爭，要吃好多種藥。 + +「好好吃藥一切都會好起來的，醫生說的。」 + +「其實我也不想死，我很努力地活著。」 + +…… + +離開之前，她給了大家一個甜甜的笑。 + +## 身後 + +菇曾經摘錄過沈南溪的在知乎問答 [有哪些你很喜歡的句子或個性簽名？](https://www.zhihu.com/question/36442613/answer/207763687) 下的摘抄，作為送給自己的話： + +> 這世界只有一個地獄，就是你我現在生活的世界。 +> +> 你以為你的善良是因你是天堂掉落的天使，其實你只是眾鬼裡最弱的一個。 + +在菇離世後，沈南溪為她寫下了[悼文](https://archive.md/hQ7AS)，表達了對菇的哀思。 + +> 最後，祝安好。 +> +> 我們最終都還會再見的。 +> +> 在那個遙遠，又溫暖的地方。 + +晚安，菇。希望妳在那邊可以做個快樂的蘑菇🍄 + + diff --git a/people/MushroomGuuuu/photos/profile.png b/people/MushroomGuuuu/photos/profile.png new file mode 100644 index 00000000..cd12e847 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/MushroomGuuuu/photos/profile.png differ diff --git a/people/Proselyte093/comments/2024-05-17-C17168.json b/people/Proselyte093/comments/2024-05-17-C17168.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..9f63af64 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Proselyte093/comments/2024-05-17-C17168.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17168,"content":"祝愿你可以进入到窗子的梦境当中去\n","submitter":"麦佧","date":"May 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-04-01-C17085.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-04-01-C17085.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..557755b2 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-04-01-C17085.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17085,"content":"晚安，不会再累了","submitter":"Professor.SanguanLi","date":"Apr 1, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-04-04-C17097.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-04-04-C17097.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..40a6af3e --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-04-04-C17097.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17097,"content":"晚安……好梦哦……不会再有悲伤了，做自己……","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Apr 4, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-04-05-C17100.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-04-05-C17100.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..bd476533 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-04-05-C17100.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17100,"content":"晚安","submitter":"Catht","date":"Apr 5, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-04-20-C17125.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-04-20-C17125.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..ce158118 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-04-20-C17125.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17125,"content":"你真的，帮了大家很多，和你一起出去玩的日子，完全不会累呢。也不知道你最后有没有回到你认为的故乡，云南红河呢？","submitter":"魔骨","date":"Apr 20, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-04-22-C17130.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-04-22-C17130.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..bef51734 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-04-22-C17130.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17130,"content":"晚安，为什么是你呢？\n想死的人依旧呼吸着城市中的冰冷的空气，而拯救她们的人却陷入了安眠。\n晚安…睡个好觉吧…再见了…或许？明天见","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Apr 22, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-04-27-C17137.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-04-27-C17137.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..c6335474 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-04-27-C17137.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17137,"content":"晚安，盐田姐姐，还有，辛苦了，谢谢你","submitter":"MiaDsm22","date":"Apr 27, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-05-04-C17153.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-05-04-C17153.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..bcd27bf4 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-05-04-C17153.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17153,"content":"盐田...你这么有趣，我却没来得及向你说一句话","submitter":"Steve","date":"May 4, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-05-19-C17176.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-05-19-C17176.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..4f5f7b60 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-05-19-C17176.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17176,"content":"晚安","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"May 19, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-05-21-C17183.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-05-21-C17183.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..fc1a19c1 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-05-21-C17183.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17183,"content":"很抱歉我没有能珍惜十年前和你在中国铁道界隈的群组里和你聊天的快乐时光，记得我跟TRS中国站闹翻的时候，只有你没有把我从好友名单中削除，甚至当初还毫不忌讳地去我互动，我欠你句谢谢！希望你下辈子能够幸福！","submitter":"咲内日向(元 红叶花子)","date":"May 21, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-05-22-C17184.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-05-22-C17184.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..dcb81801 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-05-22-C17184.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17184,"content":"一颗纯洁的心是不能承受太多恶意的，它就像水晶一样，有一道浅浅的裂痕就会碎","submitter":"郭奉孝","date":"May 22, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-06-01-C17195.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-06-01-C17195.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..8a02b9d5 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-06-01-C17195.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17195,"content":"晚安，好好休息","submitter":"北京地铁15号线","date":"Jun 1, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/page.en.md b/people/SS3B_0016/page.en.md index 8f3d7754..4afd899e 100644 --- a/people/SS3B_0016/page.en.md +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/page.en.md @@ -2,7 +2,7 @@ name: Yantian info: alias: Yantian, Metro Line 8 - location: Shenzhen, Guangdong + location: Shenzhen, Guangdong # Honghe, Yunnan, by kokowamakotsu --- ## Description diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/page.md b/people/SS3B_0016/page.md index ee2858c8..5c403560 100644 --- a/people/SS3B_0016/page.md +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/page.md @@ -2,7 +2,7 @@ name: 盐田 info: alias: 盐田, 地铁八号线 - location: 广东深圳 + location: 广东深圳 # 云南红河, by 魔骨 --- ## 简介 diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/page.zh_hant.md b/people/SS3B_0016/page.zh_hant.md index 1aebb200..017fd740 100644 --- a/people/SS3B_0016/page.zh_hant.md +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/page.zh_hant.md @@ -2,7 +2,7 @@ name: 鹽田 info: alias: 鹽田, 地鐵八號線 - location: 廣東深圳 + location: 廣東深圳 # 雲南紅河, by 魔骨 --- ## 簡介 diff --git a/people/Uekawakuyuurei/comments/2024-04-11-C17111.json b/people/Uekawakuyuurei/comments/2024-04-11-C17111.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..90a51396 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Uekawakuyuurei/comments/2024-04-11-C17111.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17111,"content":"听说旧帝国海军的舰船上有弹珠汽水呢……现在也能够看到这种古董级的饮料呢，不知道你喜不喜欢那样的碳酸饮料~\n海的那边，一定很蓝，让人心情很好吧，在甲板上望向不远处，就是彼岸的陆地了呢……","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Apr 11, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Weideriche_/comments/2024-04-11-C17112.json b/people/Weideriche_/comments/2024-04-11-C17112.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..4da9c90f --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Weideriche_/comments/2024-04-11-C17112.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17112,"content":"R.I.P\n","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Apr 11, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Weideriche_/comments/2024-05-17-C17165.json b/people/Weideriche_/comments/2024-05-17-C17165.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..b24d2548 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Weideriche_/comments/2024-05-17-C17165.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17165,"content":"||带未成年人一起自杀……这就是你要的反叛和自由||","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"May 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Weideriche_/page.en.md b/people/Weideriche_/page.en.md index 05d61657..85735523 100644 --- a/people/Weideriche_/page.en.md +++ b/people/Weideriche_/page.en.md @@ -2,7 +2,7 @@ name: Weideriche_ info: alias: Zihe - location: Guangdong, China + location: Guangdong, China #Qingyuan / Zhongshan, by kokowamakotsu --- ## Description @@ -22,4 +22,4 @@ She started to self-harm and overdose, and planned to take her own life. She left this world with her partner in Zhongshan, Guangdong on November 5th, 2023. -Contributors：One-Among-Us, [Yumiaoya](http://one-among.us/profile/shi_Yumiaoya), [Kotori](http://twitter.com/Kotori42156659) +Contributors：One-Among-Us, Yumiaoya, [Kotori](http://twitter.com/Kotori42156659) diff --git a/people/Weideriche_/page.md b/people/Weideriche_/page.md index 4eba5458..b53c436b 100644 --- a/people/Weideriche_/page.md +++ b/people/Weideriche_/page.md @@ -2,7 +2,7 @@ name: 紫壑 info: alias: 紫壑 - location: 中国广东 + location: 中国广东 #清远/中山, by 魔骨 --- ## 简介 @@ -19,4 +19,4 @@ info: 于 2023-11-05 在广东中山市与她的伙伴一同离开了这个世界。 -条目贡献：One-Among-Us, [鱼喵](http://one-among.us/profile/shi_Yumiaoya), [吉普莉尔](http://twitter.com/Kotori42156659) +条目贡献：One-Among-Us, 鱼喵, [吉普莉尔](http://twitter.com/Kotori42156659) diff --git a/people/Weideriche_/page.zh_hant.md b/people/Weideriche_/page.zh_hant.md index 5cb6995a..1a548643 100644 --- a/people/Weideriche_/page.zh_hant.md +++ b/people/Weideriche_/page.zh_hant.md @@ -2,7 +2,7 @@ name: 紫壑 info: alias: 紫壑 - location: 中國廣東 + location: 中國廣東 #清远/中山, by 魔骨 --- ## 簡介 @@ -19,4 +19,4 @@ info: 於 2023-11-05 在廣東中山市與她的夥伴一同離開了這個世界。 -條目貢獻：One-Among-Us, [魚喵](http://one-among.us/profile/shi_Yumiaoya), [吉普莉爾](http://twitter.com/Kotori42156659) +條目貢獻：One-Among-Us, 魚喵, [吉普莉爾](http://twitter.com/Kotori42156659) diff --git a/people/Xu_Yushu/comments/2024-04-07-C17105.json b/people/Xu_Yushu/comments/2024-04-07-C17105.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..dcb67946 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Xu_Yushu/comments/2024-04-07-C17105.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17105,"content":"愿你盛放在花海里，尽管你是独特的玫瑰","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Apr 7, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Xu_Yushu/page.en.md b/people/Xu_Yushu/page.en.md index 4d70182a..a47b1705 100644 --- a/people/Xu_Yushu/page.en.md +++ b/people/Xu_Yushu/page.en.md @@ -20,7 +20,7 @@ Maybe it's more accurate to describe her as *literary girl*. One of Xu Yushu's ambitions is to be accepted by the people around her as a "real" girl. -Xu Yushu had always been a lonely child but she made friends with books. +Xu Yushu had always been a lonely child, but she made friends with books. Reading made her mature faster than her peers. She loved being immersed in the world of books. Her bookshelf was filled up already at that time. @@ -131,7 +131,7 @@ He didn't think his child really had gender dysphoria. He said Xu Yushu "never had any weird behaviors" at home, "didn't cry for feminine clothing or wigs", and was only wanting to be a girl because she wanted to have people to protect her from all that bullying, -After her departure, her father still used male pronouns to refer to Xu Yushu, and seldomly talked about her desire of being a girl. +After her departure, her father still used male pronouns to refer to Xu Yushu, and seldom talked about her desire of being a girl. Obviously, Xu Yushu's father didn't have an accurate grasp of knowledge about gender (maybe because the textbook he read were outdated, maybe because he doesn't want to believe his child is transgender), and he didn't realize gender dysphoria was a major part of Xu Yushu's pressure. While she needed support from her family the most, he failed as a core family member. @@ -140,14 +140,14 @@ Maybe in another world, she would've persisted to walk through the darkness and ### About Her Friends -ALthough Xu Yushu was always misunderstood and bullied by people around her, she still had her share of friends. +Although Xu Yushu was always misunderstood and bullied by people around her, she still had her share of friends. On top of her desk is a deck of playing cards her classmate sent her. The cards are old and some of them are tattered. In the will she wrote specifically to this classmate, she called him her best friend. She also listed a few other friends, and wrote: -> Thank you for being my friends, even though it might be one sided from me. +> Thank you for being my friends, even though it might be one-sided from me. ## Conclusion diff --git a/people/Zha_Ke/comments/2024-04-30-C17148.json b/people/Zha_Ke/comments/2024-04-30-C17148.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..5127d969 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Zha_Ke/comments/2024-04-30-C17148.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17148,"content":"我们永远在","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Apr 30, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Zha_Ke/comments/2024-05-12-C17156.json b/people/Zha_Ke/comments/2024-05-12-C17156.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..ece28850 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Zha_Ke/comments/2024-05-12-C17156.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17156,"content":"和你认识几年了 见过很多次面 也见过你的父母 但是你来找我寻求帮助时我却开脱 我真是 唉 某些时候我确实没做好 做好了也不会改变什么 还记得我陪你和你父母去省二看病 我跟你起了争执 我想各自都有自己的原因 你永远可以跳出来 而不是跳下去 我知道事实就是几乎没有人能够走到你的心里去从而改变你对生命的看法 包括我也只是你的路人。我曾经自责过 但是我知道没用 也毕竟不是所有人都总喜欢消极情绪 大家都喜欢小太阳吧 我已经情绪很低了 你却比我更低 我有时候会惭愧的觉得你的情绪对我来说更是一种负担 仅是因为你多次来找我 我便开始不再耐心。安息吧我的朋友 我知道死亡是多么有魅力 我也曾无数次着迷的想要离去 但是我可能我自带的自命不凡 或者宗教信仰 社会责任感 让我无法开脱 。佛教强调人来这世上就是来修行，受难的。自我了结只会恶化因果...种种。我很想说我真的不怕死亡 并不是不愿意陪你 只是我真的不能。你在世时我就跟你讲过这些 只是你都不甚在意 现在你走了 我能做的就只有祝福 与留念。相信你走了 我会更坚强的活下去 也许你从朋友的角度也会这么希望吧 谢谢你。","submitter":"曼陀罗","date":"May 12, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Zha_Ke/page.en.md b/people/Zha_Ke/page.en.md index 664d356a..335dc264 100644 --- a/people/Zha_Ke/page.en.md +++ b/people/Zha_Ke/page.en.md @@ -84,5 +84,5 @@ Zha Ke (Lilith) was a transgender man. We have little information of him, only a -He wrote, “The world abandoned me long ago. I will also eventually be forgotten by everyone.” However, we will remember him forever. We are grateful that the owner of [StarTransForEve](https://startransforeve.com/) provided his information for our rememberance. +He wrote, “The world abandoned me long ago. I will also eventually be forgotten by everyone.” However, we will remember him forever. We are grateful that the owner of [StarTransForEve](https://startransforeve.com/) provided his information for our remembrance. Rest in peace, Zha Ke diff --git a/people/a2581911655/comments/2024-03-30-C17080.json b/people/a2581911655/comments/2024-03-30-C17080.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..508084d2 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/a2581911655/comments/2024-03-30-C17080.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17080,"content":"晚安姐姐，我会好好生活的","submitter":"小欣","date":"Mar 30, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/a2581911655/comments/2024-04-01-C17087.json b/people/a2581911655/comments/2024-04-01-C17087.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..5ee21a19 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/a2581911655/comments/2024-04-01-C17087.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17087,"content":"||为什么要骗我，说话的来找我玩||","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Apr 1, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/a2581911655/comments/2024-05-17-C17171.json b/people/a2581911655/comments/2024-05-17-C17171.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..580e7b8e --- /dev/null +++ b/people/a2581911655/comments/2024-05-17-C17171.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17171,"content":"晚安，我永远的姐姐","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"May 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/a2581911655/comments/2024-05-17-C17172.json b/people/a2581911655/comments/2024-05-17-C17172.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..27c60d90 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/a2581911655/comments/2024-05-17-C17172.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17172,"content":"晚安，我永远的姐姐（恋人）。——默默","submitter":"默默","date":"May 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/a2581911655/comments/2024-05-19-C17177.json b/people/a2581911655/comments/2024-05-19-C17177.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..54babbe6 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/a2581911655/comments/2024-05-19-C17177.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17177,"content":"唉……她生前我就察觉到过她精神状态有点不对劲，在QQ上也私信问过情况，她只是说了几句“想有人骂她”之类的奇怪的话，然后过了几天就听到了她的死讯……唉，如果当时就有所干预会不会不会发生这些呢……祝她在那一边幸福，变成自己想成为的样子","submitter":"Main包","date":"May 19, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/a2581911655/info.yml b/people/a2581911655/info.yml index a15b0069..3056815e 100644 --- a/people/a2581911655/info.yml +++ b/people/a2581911655/info.yml @@ -1,8 +1,8 @@ id: a2581911655 profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.png info: - # born: '????-12-19' - died: '2024-01-20' + born: '2005-12-19' + died: '2024-01-21' # 00:08 websites: twitter: https://twitter.com/a2581911655 - Bilibili: https://space.bilibili.com/444330613 \ No newline at end of file + Bilibili: https://space.bilibili.com/444330613 diff --git a/people/a2581911655/page.en.md b/people/a2581911655/page.en.md index f4e68f98..19f308dc 100644 --- a/people/a2581911655/page.en.md +++ b/people/a2581911655/page.en.md @@ -34,7 +34,7 @@ During the time, she came to Guangdong, and got into [Yantian](https://one-among After that, she arrived in Shanghai, Zhejiang, and Henan, and met with many friends. -On January 18th, 2024, she ended her journey reluctantly and said that she won't able to see everyone agin until one and a half year later. +On January 18th, 2024, she ended her journey reluctantly and said that she won't able to see everyone again until one and a half year later. But she couldn't fulfill her appointment. -The farewell is a life and death parted. Two days later, she attempted to take her life, and finally left us forever. \ No newline at end of file +The farewell is a life and death parted. Two days later, she attempted to take her life, and finally left us forever. diff --git a/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-04-01-C17084.json b/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-04-01-C17084.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..bfd8171a --- /dev/null +++ b/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-04-01-C17084.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17084,"content":"晚安\n","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Apr 1, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-04-04-C17096.json b/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-04-04-C17096.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..d01cc697 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-04-04-C17096.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17096,"content":"晚安~","submitter":"飞鱼","date":"Apr 4, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-05-14-C17157.json b/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-05-14-C17157.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..30791f66 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-05-14-C17157.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17157,"content":"晚安","submitter":"匿名","date":"May 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-05-18-C17174.json b/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-05-18-C17174.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..73f09e63 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-05-18-C17174.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17174,"content":"晚安","submitter":"Grey Toulipa","date":"May 18, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-06-03-C17198.json b/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-06-03-C17198.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..3d60f618 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-06-03-C17198.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17198,"content":"生日快乐，陌生的姐妹。。。晚安","submitter":"星川樱子","date":"Jun 3, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-06-04-C17202.json b/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-06-04-C17202.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..45d99c75 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-06-04-C17202.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17202,"content":"晚安","submitter":"苏小喵","date":"Jun 4, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/akasa_musha/page.en.md b/people/akasa_musha/page.en.md index 8f10f320..1137cf14 100644 --- a/people/akasa_musha/page.en.md +++ b/people/akasa_musha/page.en.md @@ -13,6 +13,6 @@ Her parents expressed serious disapproval of her transgender behavior at first, It is a pity that her friends’ efforts did not stop her depression from worsening. In the end, she chose suicide. -After her death, Han Lianyi (a Chinese trans women known for her volunteer suicide prevention work) reflected on her failure to transfer Yuxue to someone else in time when Han was not capable enough for her case; failing to discover Yuxue's obvious signs of suicide in time; and her inadequacy in guiding the rescue of Yuxue at hospital. Han hopes that this failure could help guide future suicide prevention efforts. +After her death, Han Lianyi (a Chinese trans woman known for her volunteer suicide prevention work) reflected on her failure to transfer Yuxue to someone else in time when Han was not capable enough for her case; failing to discover Yuxue's obvious signs of suicide in time; and her inadequacy in guiding the rescue of Yuxue at hospital. Han hopes that this failure could help guide future suicide prevention efforts. May Yuxue become a beautiful girl and never be discriminated against in heaven. diff --git a/people/dogesir_/comments/2024-05-17-C17169.json b/people/dogesir_/comments/2024-05-17-C17169.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..1d07a03c --- /dev/null +++ b/people/dogesir_/comments/2024-05-17-C17169.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17169,"content":"我是顺性，跨子社群中经常被吐槽的直男。\n我很少参与你们的社群，只记得很喜欢你发的东西。\n你第三次尝试离开那天我彻夜打游戏，记得我们还在深夜聊天，你很热情，带着正走在人生最后一程的坦然。\n我注意到你，我作为还在这个世界的旅客暂时试图挽留你。但是我在做的无数次有意无意的所谓挽留里至今唯一一次地确信屏幕对面我正在挽留的人是不属于这个庸俗世界的。我明白我多说无益了。\n我们还会继续在这个操蛋世界活下去，抗争下去。你只是坐错了列车来到我们身边的人，但是我们感谢你来过。\n祝愿属于你的世界充满爱与美。天啊，你一定要幸福啊。\n","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"May 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/dogesir_/page.en.md b/people/dogesir_/page.en.md index e35790bd..4cf3ca80 100644 --- a/people/dogesir_/page.en.md +++ b/people/dogesir_/page.en.md @@ -24,7 +24,7 @@ Here are some of her drawings before she left: '${path}/photos/works6.jpg', ]} /> -This is her last self description: +This is her last self-description: > “I don't think I'm going to change it for several months because I poured lots of effort into it” @@ -97,6 +97,6 @@ Wish you not lonely on the train. And remember: Look at the star Betelgeuse one {/* Comments from the translator: -Please, don't romantize suicid! I'm begging you! +Please, don't romanticize suicide! I'm begging you! All of you. */} diff --git a/people/donotexist_A/page.en.md b/people/donotexist_A/page.en.md index f13fc5be..66091623 100644 --- a/people/donotexist_A/page.en.md +++ b/people/donotexist_A/page.en.md @@ -42,7 +42,7 @@ Exist has too many good qualities to list. Exist helped many trans people in Guangdong to build up confidence by using her social media. She shared her experience of how she was able to get a diagnosis of gender dysphoria and get the prescriptions with everyone. -We believe, if we are able to see Exist one more time, she would share all she saw and learnt during her time in the other world with us. +We believe, if we are able to see Exist one more time, she would share all she saw and learned during her time in the other world with us. In 2021, May, Exist died of the low blood pressure caused by medication side effects and complications. Good night, Exist. diff --git a/people/hakureico/comments/2024-06-05-C17204.json b/people/hakureico/comments/2024-06-05-C17204.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..3287b487 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/hakureico/comments/2024-06-05-C17204.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17204,"content":"千歌小天使晚安，\n渺小的星座也是闪闪发光的恒星呢……","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jun 5, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/hakureico/info.yml b/people/hakureico/info.yml new file mode 100644 index 00000000..510f5bb1 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/hakureico/info.yml @@ -0,0 +1,11 @@ +id: hakureico +profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.png +info: + born: '1999-01-13' + died: '2018-08-09' +websites: + twitter: https://twitter.com/LNNU_Hakureico + # twitter: https://twitter.com/Kagura_twit + zhihu: https://www.zhihu.com/people/hakureico + github: https://github.com/nekoparainfo + Bilibili: https://space.bilibili.com/282031569 \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/hakureico/page.en.md b/people/hakureico/page.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..f7b46d08 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/hakureico/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,150 @@ +--- +name: Hanasaka +info: + alias: Kagurazaka Hanasaka, Hakureico + location: Dalian, Liaoning +--- + +
+**A R I G A T O** +> こんなちいさな星座なのに +> +> I'm such a small and insignificant constellation, +> +> ココにいたこと 気付いてくれて +> +> but you noticed that I was here. +> +> ありがとう +> +> Thank you. +
+ +## Description + +Hanasaka was a trans girl who was lively and lovely. +She studied in the School of Mathematics at Liaoning Normal University. + +She was proficient in mathematics and enjoyed learning computer science. + +She was also a traffic enthusiast. +She was interested in city buses, rail transit and national railways. +Occasionally, she took flights and looked at the blue sky outside the porthole. +Although these were always solo trips. + + + +She was good at playing rhythm game OSU, and uploaded many videos of her gameplay. +She was still online even when she was in a bad mental condition. + +Hanasaka also focused on several kinds of games, +such as *THE iDOLM@STER SHINY COLORS* and *Nekopara*. +Sadly, she gradually lost interest in games due to life pressure, +and she no longer updated her activities in games afterwards. + +For some reason, her mental health worsened since March 2018. Luckily, there were still people who cared about her. +In early June 2018, she went to IKEA with an acquaintance, and ate tasty and affordable ice cream cones together. + +## Her Departure + +As Hanasaka described herself on her Zhihu profile: "Just a Giftia, about to be deactivated". + +A Giftia is a type of android with a humanoid body in anime *PLASTIC MEMORIES*. +They have their own personality and emotions. +But they can only "live" for a maximum of 81,920 hours, +after which their programming becomes corrupted due to numerous failed attempts at overwriting old information. +If a Giftia is not retrieved and deactivated before the end of their lifespan, it is very likely that they will become "Wanderers". + +Hanasaka used this metaphor to describe her mental state about to collapse. + +In May, she used "Mayday" to convey the signal that she was approaching her limit. +Fortunately, she was out of danger later on. + +> Responder 7700 **Mayday Mayday Mayday Mayday** has been downgraded to **Mayday Mayday Mayday** +> +> Expected overweight landing +> +> Executing overweight landing checklist +> +> // I'm probably a fallen angel. +> +> // My unpredictable mood is just like the weather outside. +> +> // Please rest assured, everyone who forwarded my post. It won't crash! + +Although she told everyone to go out and take a look at the scenery to relax, +and she also said, "Please keep alive even if you are desperate. In that case, you can make dreams come true." + +But she still chose to leave this world in August. + +Before that, she entrusted Mizuki, a railfan in the United States, to announce her death on her account. + +Mizuki told us a short story instead of publishing a cold obituary. + +> Finally went to hell as a devil. +> +> updated 18-08-09 + +The sentence was left by her boyfriend to her. +She was seeking the end of her first love, but she couldn't receive an answer. +even if the answer was "Go f*ck yourself" + +Finally, she could only leave such words: + +> "May the world treat you well." +> +> "At least better than me." + +In fact, how could she possibly be a devil going to hell? +She was a gentle person with a "helper" personality. +She always thought about others without considering herself. +But perhaps it's also the reason why they parted. + +At last, she burned her belongings, and drowned in the river that never stopped flowing. + +She had been in a world where no one would hate her, and nothing bad would happen. + +## Her Letter + +Hanasaka left a letter for her only friend: + +> I am never gone, +> +> Just changed where I live, +> +> From ground to heaven owo +> +> (Maybe hell xDDDD) +> +> If you happen to see this, +> +> You shouldn't be surprised, +> +> Cause neko has 9 lives =w= +> +> Remember, +> +> I will always be with you, +> +> No matter what you've become, +> +> And who's by your side w +> +> Sincerely, +> +> Kagurazaka Hanasaka +> +> Aug. 8th, 2018 +> +> Main__Function__Triggered__Successfully____ +> +> 2018__10__15__20__42__31________ +> +> HOSTED__WITH__GAE____ + +Now these accounts are free. May she be free too. + +Time to sleep friends, and keep smiling, keep alive. diff --git a/people/hakureico/page.md b/people/hakureico/page.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..2eab5706 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/hakureico/page.md @@ -0,0 +1,134 @@ +--- +name: 神楽坂千歌 +info: + alias: 千歌, Hanasaka, Hakureico + location: 辽宁大连 +--- + +
+**A R I G A T O** +> こんなちいさな星座なのに +> +> 明明我只是一个如此渺小的星座 +> +> ココにいたこと 気付いてくれて +> +> 存在于这里 你却能注意到 +> +> ありがとう +> +> 谢谢你 +
+ +## 简介 + +千歌是个活泼可爱的跨性别女孩，在辽宁师范大学数学学院就读。 + +她精通数学学科，也喜欢许多计算机科学的内容。 + +千歌也是个交通迷，不仅关注着城市公交，还经常坐火车，偶尔，她也坐上飞机看看蓝天。 + +虽然，许多时候都是一个人的旅行呢…… + + + +她很擅长玩 OSU，并在 B 站上传了许多她游玩谱面的视频，即使在她精神不好的时候，她的 OSU 也是在线状态。 + +不仅限于音游，她也关注着《偶像大师 闪耀色彩》《猫娘乐园》等多款游戏。难过的是，在生活的压力下，她对许多游戏相关的事情逐渐失去了兴趣，后续也不再更新动态了。 + +虽然因为各种原因，从 18 年 3 月开始，她的精神似乎就不太好。不过，她的周围也有许多关心着她的人呢，18 年 6 月初的时候，千歌和她的伙伴去过宜家，一起吃了便宜好吃的小甜筒。 + +## 离世 + +正如知乎简介中所写的那样，千歌这样介绍自己：「只是个即将销毁的 Giftia 而已。」 + +Giftia，是《可塑性记忆》中的人形智能机器人，有着人类的感情，却只有 81920 小时的固定寿命，若超过回收期限，其人格和记忆就会发生损坏，变为危险的“徘徊者”。 + +千歌用这样的比喻，诉说着自己即将崩坏的精神状态。 + +五月份的时候，她用「Mayday[^1]」来传达自己已经接近极限的信号，好在后续转危为安。 + +> 应答机 7700 MaydayMaydayMayday 降为 MaydayMayday +> +> 预计超重着陆 +> +> 正在执行超重着陆检查单 +> +> //大概我是只堕天使吧。 +> +> //反复无常的心情，就和外面的天气一样。 +> +> //之前转发的各位，敬请放心。不会坠毁！ + +尽管她还和大家说，多出去走一走看看风景散散心，也说过「即使再绝望也要活下来啊。那样才有可能实现愿望的说。」这样的话语。 + +但她终究还是在 8 月的时候选择了离开。 + +离开之前，她委托了一位身在美国的铁路爱好者 Mizuki 在她的账号之上发布她的离世消息。 + +Mizuki 用一段故事和间断的讲述代替了冷冰冰的讣告： + +> Finally went to hell as a devil. +> +> updated 18-08-09 + +这句话是千歌曾经的恋人留给她的，千歌曾不断地想知道，为何那段爱情会终结，最终却得到的是「去你的吧」的答案。 + +终究她也只能留下这样的话： + +> 「希望世界好好对你。」 +> +> 「至少比我好。」 + +其实，哪里是什么要下地狱的恶魔呢？千歌是很温柔的人呢，有着助人型人格，常想着对方，而没考虑到自己。但或许，这也正是她与恋人分开的原因。 + +最后的最后，她燃尽了她所携着的一切，淹没在了不息的川流之中。 + +去到了一个，不会发生那些难受的事情，不会有人讨厌她的世界里。 + +## 千歌的信 + +千歌给她的朋友留下了一封信： + +> 我其实未曾离去 +> +> 只是换了地方 +> +> 从大地到天堂之上owo +> +> （也许是地狱 xDDDD） +> +> 如果你碰巧看到了这段小诗 +> +> 不要感到意外呢 +> +> 因为猫有九条命哦 =w= +> +> 记住呢 +> +> 无论你会变成什么样 +> +> 也不论陪在你身旁的是谁w +> +> 我永远与你同在呢 +> +> 谨启 +> +> 神楽坂千歌 +> +> 2018 年 8 月 8 日 +> +> Main__Function__Triggered__Successfully____ +> +> 2018__10__15__20__42__31________ +> +> HOSTED__WITH__GAE[^2]____ + +是时候说晚安了，愿大家都能保持微笑，好好活下去呢。 + +[^1]: 国际通用的无线电遇难求救讯号。在飞机上使用时，通常为极端危急情况，需要立即救援。 + +[^2]: 即 Google App Engine diff --git a/people/hakureico/page.zh_hant.md b/people/hakureico/page.zh_hant.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..b1ffc12c --- /dev/null +++ b/people/hakureico/page.zh_hant.md @@ -0,0 +1,135 @@ +--- +name: 神楽坂千歌 +info: + alias: 千歌, Hanasaka, Hakureico + location: 遼寧大連 +--- + +
+**A R I G A T O** +> こんなちいさな星座なのに +> +> 明明我只是一個如此渺小的星座 +> +> ココにいたこと 気付いてくれて +> +> 存在於這裡 你卻能注意到 +> +> ありがとう +> +> 謝謝你 +
+ + +## 簡介 + +千歌是個活潑可愛的跨性別女孩，在遼寧師範大學數學學院就讀。 + +她精通數學學科，也喜歡許多計算機科學的內容。 + +千歌也是個交通迷，不僅關注著城市公交，還經常坐火車，偶爾，她也坐上飛機看看藍天。 + +雖然，許多時候都是一個人的旅行呢…… + + + +她很擅長玩音樂遊戲 OSU，並在 Bilibili 上載了許多她遊玩譜面的視頻，即使在她精神不好的時候，她的 OSU 也仍然是線上狀態。 + +不僅限於音遊，她也關注著《偶像大師 閃耀色彩》《貓娘樂園》等多款遊戲。難過的是，在生活的壓力下，她對許多與遊戲相關的事情逐漸失去了興趣，最終也不再更新遊戲實況了。 + +雖然因為各種原因，從 18 年 3 月開始，她的精神似乎就不太好。不過，她的周圍也有許多關心著她的人呢，18 年 6 月初的時候，千歌和她的夥伴去過 IKEA，一起吃了便宜美味的甜筒冰淇淋。 + +## 離世 + +正如知乎簡介中所寫的那樣，千歌這樣介紹自己：「只是個即將銷毀的 Giftia 而已。」 + +Giftia，是《可塑性記憶》中的人形智慧型機器人，有著人類的感情，卻只有 81920 小時的固定壽命，若超過回收期限，其人格和記憶就會發生損害，變為危險的“徘徊者”。 + +千歌用這樣的比喻，訴說著自己即將崩壞解體的精神狀態。 + +五月份的時候，她用「Mayday[^1]」來傳達自己已經接近極限的信號，好在後續轉危為安。 + +> 應答機 7700 MaydayMaydayMayday 降為 MaydayMayday +> +> 預計超重著陸 +> +> 正在執行超重著陸檢查單 +> +> //大概我是只墮天使吧。 +> +> //反復無常的心情，就和外面的天氣一樣。 +> +> //之前轉發的各位，敬請放心。不會墜毀！ + +儘管她還和大家說，多出去走一走看看風景散散心，也說過「即使再絕望也要活下來啊。那樣才有可能實現願望的說。」這樣的話語。 + +但她終究還是在 8 月的時候選擇了離去。 + +離開之前，她委託了一位身在美國的鐵道愛好者 Mizuki 在她的帳戶之上發佈她的離世消息。 + +Mizuki 用一段故事和間斷的敘述代替了冷冰冰的訃告： + +> Finally went to hell as a devil. +> +> updated 18-08-09 + +這句話是千歌曾經的戀人留給她的，千歌曾不斷地想知道，為何那段愛情會終結，最終卻得到的是「去你的吧」的答案。 + +終究她也只能留下這樣的話： + +> 「希望世界好好對你。」 +> +> 「至少比我好。」 + +其實，哪裡是什麼要下地獄的惡魔呢？千歌是很溫柔的人呢，有著助人型人格，常想著對方，而沒考慮到自己。但或許，這也正是她與戀人分開的原因。 + +最後的最後，她燃盡了她所攜著的一切，淹沒在了不息的川流之中。 + +去到了一個，不會發生那些難受的事情，不會有人討厭她的世界裡。 + +## 千歌的信 + +千歌給她的朋友留下了一封信： + +> 我其實未曾離去 +> +> 只是換了地方 +> +> 從大地到天國owo +> +> (也許是地獄 xDDDD) +> +> 如果你偶然看到了這段小詩 +> +> 不要感到意外呢 +> +> 因為貓有九條命哦 =w= +> +> 記住呢 +> +> 無論你將變成什麼樣子 +> +> 也無論陪在你身旁的是誰w +> +> 我永遠與你同在呢 +> +> 謹啟 +> +> 神楽坂千歌 +> +> 2018 年 8 月 8 日 +> +> Main__Function__Triggered__Successfully____ +> +> 2018__10__15__20__42__31________ +> +> HOSTED__WITH__GAE[^2]____ + +是時候說晚安了，願大家都能保持微笑，好好活下去呢。 + +[^1]: 國際通用的無線電遇難求救訊號。在飛機上使用時，通常為極端危急情況，需要立即救援。 + +[^2]: 即 Google App Engine diff --git a/people/hakureico/photos/photo1.png b/people/hakureico/photos/photo1.png new file mode 100644 index 00000000..63c77b18 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/hakureico/photos/photo1.png differ diff --git a/people/hakureico/photos/photo2.jpg b/people/hakureico/photos/photo2.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..c2fa90e7 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/hakureico/photos/photo2.jpg differ diff --git a/people/hakureico/photos/profile.png b/people/hakureico/photos/profile.png new file mode 100644 index 00000000..e1416f42 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/hakureico/photos/profile.png differ diff --git a/people/homoyamakaze/comments/2024-05-16-C17162.json b/people/homoyamakaze/comments/2024-05-16-C17162.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..2c834b8e --- /dev/null +++ b/people/homoyamakaze/comments/2024-05-16-C17162.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17162,"content":"又想你了呀~猫猫头...","submitter":"王小汐~","date":"May 16, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/homoyamakaze/page.en.md b/people/homoyamakaze/page.en.md index fe309e7f..45ed694d 100644 --- a/people/homoyamakaze/page.en.md +++ b/people/homoyamakaze/page.en.md @@ -8,7 +8,7 @@ info: ## Description [Qian Yu Mao Tou](https://twitter.com/homoyamakaze) -wrote the first article about [how to get a diagnosis of gender dysphoria in Liaoning](https://mtf.wiki/zh-cn/docs/psyco/liaoning/liu-hong/) +wrote the first article about [how to get a diagnosis of gender dysphoria in Liaoning](https://mtf.wiki/zh-cn/docs/psyco/liaoning/liu-hong/)[^1] on [MtF.wiki](https://mtf.wiki). She also helped many trans people in person to get their diagnosis and prescriptions. Working together with Qian Yu Zhi Xue, she helped many people get affordable HRT medicine, amount of which was over a hundred boxes. @@ -26,3 +26,5 @@ Confirmed on twitter by both [Sui Ye You Zi](https://twitter.com/YuzuTvT) and [L Contributor of entry: [Sui Ye You Zi](https://twitter.com/YuzuTvT) + +[^1]: Under fact checking diff --git a/people/homoyamakaze/page.md b/people/homoyamakaze/page.md index aac58859..c34bd685 100644 --- a/people/homoyamakaze/page.md +++ b/people/homoyamakaze/page.md @@ -7,7 +7,7 @@ info: ## 简介 -[浅羽猫头](https://twitter.com/homoyamakaze) ，上传了 MtF.wiki 上 [首个辽宁地区开证方法](https://mtf.wiki/zh-cn/docs/psyco/liaoning/liu-hong/)，线下协助多名跨性别开具易性症证明和处方，和浅羽织雪一起帮助数位跨性别女性买到了低价日雌，数量约在百盒以上。 +[浅羽猫头](https://twitter.com/homoyamakaze) ，上传了 MtF.wiki 上 [首个辽宁地区开证方法](https://mtf.wiki/zh-cn/docs/psyco/liaoning/liu-hong/)[^1]，线下协助多名跨性别开具易性症证明和处方，和浅羽织雪一起帮助数位跨性别女性买到了低价日雌，数量约在百盒以上。 @@ -22,3 +22,5 @@ info: 该消息于 2022 年 11 月 25 日由 [穗也柚子](https://twitter.com/YuzuTvT) 和 [Lee](https://twitter.com/rbqwansui) 发布。 条目贡献：[穗也柚子](https://twitter.com/YuzuTvT) + +[^1]: 正在事实核查中 diff --git a/people/homoyamakaze/page.zh_hant.md b/people/homoyamakaze/page.zh_hant.md index 45c938ad..8a04b4b4 100644 --- a/people/homoyamakaze/page.zh_hant.md +++ b/people/homoyamakaze/page.zh_hant.md @@ -7,7 +7,7 @@ info: ## 简介 -[淺羽貓頭](https://twitter.com/homoyamakaze) ，上傳了 MtF.wiki 上[首個遼寧地區開證方法](https://mtf.wiki/zh-cn/docs/psyco/liaoning/liu-hong/)，線下協助多名跨性別開具易性症證明和處方，和淺羽織雪一起幫助數位跨性別女性買到了低價日雌，數量約在百盒以上。 +[淺羽貓頭](https://twitter.com/homoyamakaze) ，上傳了 MtF.wiki 上[首個遼寧地區開證方法](https://mtf.wiki/zh-cn/docs/psyco/liaoning/liu-hong/)[^1]，線下協助多名跨性別開具易性症證明和處方，和淺羽織雪一起幫助數位跨性別女性買到了低價日雌，數量約在百盒以上。 @@ -18,3 +18,5 @@ info: 該消息於 2022 年 11 月 25 日由 [穗也柚子](https://twitter.com/YuzuTvT) 和 [Lee](https://twitter.com/rbqwansui) 發佈。 條目貢獻：[穗也柚子](https://twitter.com/YuzuTvT) + +[^1]: 此部分內容正在經受事實核查 (Fact Check) diff --git a/people/keyword233/comments/2024-04-18-C17119.json b/people/keyword233/comments/2024-04-18-C17119.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..956c71ce --- /dev/null +++ b/people/keyword233/comments/2024-04-18-C17119.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17119,"content":"一年了，你在那边还好吗，还有一个人一直记得你的","submitter":"冷殇","date":"Apr 18, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/keyword233/info.yml b/people/keyword233/info.yml index 9c4ed1fd..e7682d4b 100644 --- a/people/keyword233/info.yml +++ b/people/keyword233/info.yml @@ -1,6 +1,8 @@ id: keyword233 profileUrl: ${path}/photos/photos1.jpg info: + born: '2006-01-20' died: '2023-04-19' websites: twitter: https://twitter.com/keyword233 + telegram: https://t.me/keyword233_chanel_KSFc8cWdYNqxg diff --git a/people/lintong/page.en.md b/people/lintong/page.en.md index 135bf6e8..f1c64e8d 100644 --- a/people/lintong/page.en.md +++ b/people/lintong/page.en.md @@ -1,8 +1,8 @@ --- name: lintong info: - alias: 林童,Lin Tong,Lintong - location: Wuhan, Hubei, China + alias: Lintong, Darkness + location: Wuhan, Hubei --- ## Description diff --git a/people/lintong/page.md b/people/lintong/page.md index a7fc0558..c8d8a3df 100644 --- a/people/lintong/page.md +++ b/people/lintong/page.md @@ -1,7 +1,7 @@ --- name: 林童 info: - alias: 林童 + alias: 林童, Darkness location: 湖北武汉 --- diff --git a/people/lintong/page.zh_hant.md b/people/lintong/page.zh_hant.md index 02687fbe..ca355d39 100644 --- a/people/lintong/page.zh_hant.md +++ b/people/lintong/page.zh_hant.md @@ -1,7 +1,7 @@ --- name: 林童 info: - alias: 林童 + alias: 林童, Darkness location: 湖北武漢 --- diff --git a/people/lxy/comments/2024-04-19-C17120.json b/people/lxy/comments/2024-04-19-C17120.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..7ce44df9 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/lxy/comments/2024-04-19-C17120.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17120,"content":"晚安姐姐，谢谢你对璃璃的帮助","submitter":"星铝锂（星璃璃\u0026四氢铝锂）","date":"Apr 19, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/lxy/page.en.md b/people/lxy/page.en.md index 98fef37b..e3c4f4e4 100644 --- a/people/lxy/page.en.md +++ b/people/lxy/page.en.md @@ -9,12 +9,12 @@ Xiyin was an outstanding transgender woman. She was cute and gentle. She was a s She worked hard at college. Since her relationship with her family was bad, she hoped to support herself through part-time jobs and internships and also save funds for sex reassignment surgery. However, COVID-19 had seriously hindered her pace, causing her to fall into financial difficulties. This may be one of the reasons why she chose to commit suicide. -She also wants to be like a little girl who can’t be bothered to make an effort and needs company occationally. However, because of her identification (MtF) and the society’s increasing atomization, she had always been lonely. Her loneliness was increasingly magnified as both her and her MtF friend developed serious mental problems. +She also wants to be like a little girl who can’t be bothered to make an effort and needs company occasionally. However, because of her identification (MtF) and the society’s increasing atomization, she had always been lonely. Her loneliness was increasingly magnified as both her and her MtF friend developed serious mental problems. Her death caught people off guard. The night before, she had a simple dinner with some people in the school club. She was concerned about the issue of the family district in the school at that time[^1], but she wasn’t able to see the issue resolved. We didn't learn of her committing suicide until her dormitory was surrounded by police. I hope she can be a little girl accompanied by many people in heaven, living happily. -[1]: At the beginning of the COVID-19 lockdown, Students of Beihang university were restricted in entering and exiting the campus, but family members of teachers and workers living in the family district in the school were free to enter and exit. A few days after her death, people who lived in the family district and the students had an argument, and the school implemented a hard separation between the family district and the student area. +[^1]:[At the beginning of the COVID-19 lockdown, Students of Beihang university were restricted in entering and exiting the campus, but family members of teachers and workers living in the family district in the school were free to enter and exit. A few days after her death, people who lived in the family district and the students had an argument, and the school implemented a hard separation between the family district and the student area.](https://www.bilibili.com/video/BV1GF41157DW) + -[^1]:https://www.bilibili.com/video/BV1GF41157DW diff --git a/people/lxy/page.md b/people/lxy/page.md index ca5b3e6d..18a654f6 100644 --- a/people/lxy/page.md +++ b/people/lxy/page.md @@ -15,7 +15,4 @@ info: 希望她能在天堂自由自在的做一个有许多人陪伴的小女孩。 -【1】: 疫情封控初期，北航的学生出入校园受到了诸多的限制，但是居住在学校家属区的家属可以随意进出。在其离世的几天后，家属与学生发生正面冲突，学校对家属区与学生区域实行硬隔离。 - - -[^1]:https://www.bilibili.com/video/BV1GF41157DW \ No newline at end of file +[^1]:[疫情封控初期，北航的学生出入校园受到了诸多的限制，但是居住在学校家属区的家属可以随意进出。在其离世的几天后，家属与学生发生正面冲突，学校对家属区与学生区域实行硬隔离。](https://www.bilibili.com/video/BV1GF41157DW) diff --git a/people/lxy/page.zh_hant.md b/people/lxy/page.zh_hant.md index 09f42094..66a6e930 100644 --- a/people/lxy/page.zh_hant.md +++ b/people/lxy/page.zh_hant.md @@ -15,6 +15,4 @@ info: 希望她能在天堂自由自在的做一個有許多人陪伴的小女孩。 -【1】: 疫情封控初期，北航的學生出入校園受到了諸多的限制，但是居住在學校家屬區的家屬可以隨意進出。在其離世的幾天后，家屬與學生髮生正面衝突，學校對家屬區與學生區域實行硬隔離。 - -[^1]:https://www.bilibili.com/video/BV1GF41157DW +[^1]:[疫情封控初期，北航的學生出入校園受到了諸多的限制，但是居住在學校家屬區的家屬可以隨意進出。在其離世的幾天后，家屬與學生髮生正面衝突，學校對家屬區與學生區域實行硬隔離。](https://www.bilibili.com/video/BV1GF41157DW) diff --git a/people/mone/page.en.md b/people/mone/page.en.md index 068fb068..642147dc 100644 --- a/people/mone/page.en.md +++ b/people/mone/page.en.md @@ -9,7 +9,7 @@ info: Mone is a cisgender ally among us. She's quite a cute little girl. -She loves idol groups and singing tv programmes in Japan and South Korea, and often reposts their tweets. +She loves idol groups and singing TV programmes in Japan and South Korea, and often reposts their tweets. She also plays Minecraft. In that game, she built a small villa with a cozy room belonging to herself. @@ -50,4 +50,4 @@ Although she was in major depressive disorder, she still shared her daily life h Before Mone chose to depart, she left a cute picture to express that she was fond of all of us. -Goodnight, Mone. May you get more care and warm hugs, and be a light-hearted girl. \ No newline at end of file +Goodnight, Mone. May you get more care and warm hugs, and be a light-hearted girl. diff --git a/people/noname/comments/2024-04-04-C17095.json b/people/noname/comments/2024-04-04-C17095.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..531fa836 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/noname/comments/2024-04-04-C17095.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17095,"content":"晚安，陌生人~","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Apr 4, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/noname/page.en.md b/people/noname/page.en.md index d15725bf..d3ad0178 100644 --- a/people/noname/page.en.md +++ b/people/noname/page.en.md @@ -46,3 +46,19 @@ On September 11, 2023, a netizen posted on the Coolapk Forum telling the story o Unfortunately, most netizens still regard the death as “the Internet’s poisonous effects on teenagers” without truly understanding the needs of transgender people. The poster also couldn't really understand his transfem cousin's needs, but did take some action to help her. This incident is a microcosm of the oppression faced by transgender people in China from both family and society. The original post is now deleted. + +### Those departed transgender friends who died between Nov 2023 to May 2024 + +The destinies of our friends among transgender community are often closely related, +and the departure of one always touched our hearts. + +During this period, the number of departed transgender individuals in our sight has far exceeded previous counts for that period in history. +Many of those departed friends shared emotional connection. + +We probably don't know their name yet, +they departed quietly, +only leaving a few words to those who accompanied with them. + +Or perhaps, just as the words on homepage of One Among Us say: Perhaps I can't even verify their "real existence". + +May we still recall the memory we shared with them in the future. diff --git a/people/noname/page.md b/people/noname/page.md index 813d705f..761706a3 100644 --- a/people/noname/page.md +++ b/people/noname/page.md @@ -32,3 +32,15 @@ info: 2023 年 9 月 11 日，有一名网友在酷安论坛发帖，陈述了其表妹作为跨性别者，由于来自家庭的压力与暴力最终选择自杀的故事。遗憾的是，大多网友还是将此事视为「网络对青少年的荼毒」而没有真正理解跨性别者的需要。发帖人也无法真正理解他表妹的需要，但确实采取了一些行动帮助她。这件事可以作为中国跨性别者受到家庭社会两方面的压迫的缩影。目前原帖已被删除。 + +### 2023 年 11 月至 2024 年 5 月离开的跨性别同伴 + +社群同伴们的命运常息息相关，一个人的离世常牵动着许多朋友的内心。 + +在这段时间当中，单我们能看见的逝者之数量即已远远超出过往同期，其中不少人之间有着或多或少的情感联系。 + +我们尚不知道其中部分人的姓名，ta 们在某个角落悄悄离开，只给身边的人留下只言片语。 + +甚或，也许如「那些秋叶」主页上所言：或许……正在和我聊天的那个人，ta 的「真实存在」，我都无法确证。 + +愿我们在未来，还能想起 ta 们陪伴我们的那些时光。 diff --git a/people/noname/page.zh_hant.md b/people/noname/page.zh_hant.md index 24f872fa..733588cb 100644 --- a/people/noname/page.zh_hant.md +++ b/people/noname/page.zh_hant.md @@ -31,4 +31,16 @@ info: 2023 年 9 月 11 日，有一名網友在酷安論壇發帖，陳述了其表妹作為跨性別者，由於來自家庭的壓力與暴力最終選擇自殺的故事。遺憾的是，大多網友還是將此事視為「網絡對青少年的荼毒」而沒有真正理解跨性別者的需要。發帖人也無法真正理解他表妹的需要，但確實採取了一些行動幫助她。這件事可以作為中國跨性別者受到家庭社會兩方面的壓迫的縮影。目前原帖已被刪除。 - \ No newline at end of file + + +### 2023 年 11 月至 2024 年 5 月離開的跨性別夥伴 + +社群同伴們的命運常息息相關，一個人的離世常牽動著許多朋友的內心。 + +在這段時間當中，唯我們能看見的逝者之數量即已遠遠超出過往同期，其中不少人之間有著或多或少的情感聯繫。 + +我們尚不知道其中部分人的姓名，ta 們在某個角落悄悄離開，只給身邊的人留下隻言片語。 + +甚或，也許如「那些秋葉」主頁上所言：或許……正在和我聊天的那個人，ta 的「真實存在」，我都無法確證。 + +願我們在未來，還能想起 ta 們陪伴我們的那些時光。 diff --git a/people/qianyuanakg/comments/2024-04-14-C17113.json b/people/qianyuanakg/comments/2024-04-14-C17113.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..c2d9da99 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/qianyuanakg/comments/2024-04-14-C17113.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17113,"content":"能在这里认识阿鸢，是缘分，希望你在那里过上自己想要的生活","submitter":"小云Evelyn","date":"Apr 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/qianyuanakg/page.en.md b/people/qianyuanakg/page.en.md index e4b59f89..521439c9 100644 --- a/people/qianyuanakg/page.en.md +++ b/people/qianyuanakg/page.en.md @@ -22,7 +22,7 @@ Interestingly, she has a lovely sister who bites others (playfully and harmlessl I met Qianyuan in November 2022. In my impression, she was a lively high-school student. She had dishevelled hair of medium length, which grew over her ears and nearly covered her eyes. -She always wore a light gray scarf and a light green coat coat. +She always wore a light gray scarf and a light green coat. She was truly an adorable child. Since we first met online, she'd said that she wanted to played with me. @@ -38,7 +38,7 @@ She was a very gentle girl. She would listen and respond carefully when you shar In addition, she always pleaded us not to overdose, and half jokingly told us not to become "bad girls". Her departure was the most regretful and sad thing I learnt in the transgender community. -I might had a chance to persuade her and play with her... +I might have had a chance to persuade her and play with her... ## Departure @@ -56,7 +56,7 @@ In her last moment, she still thought of everyone in her will: > > Your opinions toward me are not important, because I had loved you. I loved you all very much. > -> I put my last words in my heart, because I am afraid others hear that. I want to tell those who had accompanied with me and assisted me, I am so sorry... +> I put my last words in my heart, because I am afraid others hear that. I want to tell those who have accompanied me and assisted me, I am so sorry... > > — Extracted from Qianyuan's will diff --git a/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-04-09-C17108.json b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-04-09-C17108.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..d76fd957 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-04-09-C17108.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17108,"content":"祝你幸福","submitter":"柏树","date":"Apr 9, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/qiqi233345/page.en.md b/people/qiqi233345/page.en.md index 89e8dc37..28c9b7b6 100644 --- a/people/qiqi233345/page.en.md +++ b/people/qiqi233345/page.en.md @@ -9,7 +9,7 @@ Qi was a gentle, brave, and resolute person who dares to love and hate. She woul However, she was also plagued by depression and anxiety. -On March 14, 2023, she attempted suicide by jumping off a building due to depression, and her legs were disabled. This made her life very inconvenient and she became more depressed. +On March 14, 2023, she attempted suicide by jumping off a building due to depression, and her legs were disabled. This made her life very inconvenient, and she became more depressed. On July 1, 2023, she jumped off a building again after taking a large amount of antidepressant drugs. This time, her injuries were beyond saving. diff --git a/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-04-29-C17143.json b/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-04-29-C17143.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..b7314ab3 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-04-29-C17143.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17143,"content":"感恩你的用心陪伴…日子慢慢…我深切感受到当时没有感受到的心意和至爱…爱你啊…","submitter":"MM","date":"Apr 29, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-05-15-C17161.json b/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-05-15-C17161.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..77cb4aea --- /dev/null +++ b/people/s5ehfr9/comments/2024-05-15-C17161.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17161,"content":"您改变了我麻木将就和愚痴的生活状态，漫漫人生从此不再是模仿和从众，那个不贪不痴不迷的自我，叫做自性，醒来，慢慢回归……感恩您……","submitter":"Ar","date":"May 15, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-05-C15448.json b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-05-C15448.json deleted file mode 100644 index e8389c0d..00000000 --- a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-05-C15448.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":15448,"content":"鱼喵\n从未线下见过，只有在群里聊过一些，但也从未真正了解她的过往。\n在最后的几个月才和她相遇。\n当时她已经有严重的自毁倾向了。\n而在盐田离世之后，就已经想到会有鱼喵离世的这一天。。\n\n收拾盐田的遗物的时候还见到了那件染血的外套。","submitter":"七翼式","date":"Mar 5, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-06-C15454.json b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-06-C15454.json deleted file mode 100644 index a7071f3f..00000000 --- a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-06-C15454.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":15454,"content":"鱼喵姐姐晚安","submitter":"猫猫","date":"Mar 6, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-06-C16001.json b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-06-C16001.json deleted file mode 100644 index ab17bb46..00000000 --- a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-06-C16001.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":16001,"content":"死亡不是终点，遗忘才是 愿逝者在另一个世界找到宁静和安宁","submitter":"一位共情能力强的顺男","date":"Mar 6, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-06-C16002.json b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-06-C16002.json deleted file mode 100644 index 6f110587..00000000 --- a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-06-C16002.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":16002,"content":"愿世界之大，可以包容得下跨性别者 晚安","submitter":"无名之人","date":"Mar 6, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-06-C16004.json b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-06-C16004.json deleted file mode 100644 index 049ed75a..00000000 --- a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-06-C16004.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":16004,"content":"愿在另一个世界安好","submitter":"雪秋","date":"Mar 6, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-06-C16005.json b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-06-C16005.json deleted file mode 100644 index da4214e1..00000000 --- a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-06-C16005.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":16005,"content":"晚安，祝你在另外一個世界安好","submitter":"地祁","date":"Mar 6, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-09-C16016.json b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-09-C16016.json deleted file mode 100644 index 5255617d..00000000 --- a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-09-C16016.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":16016,"content":"晚安，陌生的姐妹。。。","submitter":"高木拓海","date":"Mar 9, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-09-C16017.json b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-09-C16017.json deleted file mode 100644 index bb6f1881..00000000 --- a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-09-C16017.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":16017,"content":"1.24日14时整...鱼喵在群里发送消息“我活过来了”...\n那是我第一次也是唯一一次与鱼喵姐姐的短暂互动...\n当听到鱼喵走的时候...\n我很茫然...\n似曾相识的熟悉昵称...\n我打开聊天记录确认了就是她之后...\n心情比较低落...\n唉...\n斯人已逝...\n可惜当时没有多陪陪她...\n姐姐...晚安呜...\nR.I.P.","submitter":"Chefeng","date":"Mar 9, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-09-C16018.json b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-09-C16018.json deleted file mode 100644 index c39a8f78..00000000 --- a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-09-C16018.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":16018,"content":"晚安！","submitter":"安翎","date":"Mar 9, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-17-C17003.json b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-17-C17003.json deleted file mode 100644 index 6fcdfb03..00000000 --- a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-17-C17003.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":17003,"content":"辛苦了，你已经做了够多了。时不时过来拜访过世的朋友，看到几个月前你还在写其他人的条目，怎知噩耗突然降临于你，祝你安息。","submitter":"芋头","date":"Mar 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-17-C17008.json b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-17-C17008.json deleted file mode 100644 index 09cf5be3..00000000 --- a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-17-C17008.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":17008,"content":"嘛，睡觉觉了诶\n...祝你有个好梦!","submitter":"叶琴韵","date":"Mar 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-22-C17034.json b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-22-C17034.json deleted file mode 100644 index f4a126ec..00000000 --- a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-22-C17034.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":17034,"content":"喵星上要过的开心","submitter":"淋雨の瓜","date":"Mar 22, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-24-C17039.json b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-24-C17039.json deleted file mode 100644 index 5103fc75..00000000 --- a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-24-C17039.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":17039,"content":"晚安，抱抱...","submitter":"绫乃月樱","date":"Mar 24, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-27-C17064.json b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-27-C17064.json deleted file mode 100644 index 5fd2e042..00000000 --- a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-27-C17064.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":17064,"content":"好梦，到那边一定要幸福快乐下去","submitter":"樱花飘散时","date":"Mar 27, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/info.yml b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/info.yml deleted file mode 100644 index ee0fb4fd..00000000 --- a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/info.yml +++ /dev/null @@ -1,8 +0,0 @@ -id: shi_Yumiaoya -profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.jpg -info: - born: '2004-05-08' - died: '2024-02-18' - # died: About 2024-02-18 23:50 -websites: - twitter: https://twitter.com/shi_Yumiaoya \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/page.en.md b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/page.en.md deleted file mode 100644 index 0f4dedb1..00000000 --- a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/page.en.md +++ /dev/null @@ -1,40 +0,0 @@ ---- -name: Yumiao -info: - alias: Yumiao - location: Changzhou, Jiangsu ---- - -## Description - - - - - - - -## Experience - -## Departure - -## Memorial - - - -> And in case I don't see you……good afternoon, good evening, and good night. -> -> From *The Truman Show* - -Well, Yumiao, girl's last tour ended. -And you can finally get a good sleep. - -Contributor: [Jose](https://twitter.com/JoseToYuToMiao) - -(Some experience originated in Yumiao's autobiography before her departure. There are M&D.) \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/page.md b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/page.md deleted file mode 100644 index 096be26a..00000000 --- a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/page.md +++ /dev/null @@ -1,124 +0,0 @@ ---- -name: 鱼喵 -info: - alias: 鱼喵 - location: 江苏常州 ---- - -## 简介 - -鱼喵是一只很普通的小药娘[^1]，虽然她对外一直宣称自己是一只 MtX，但大家依旧称呼她为鱼喵妹妹或者鱼喵姐姐。 - -尽管鱼喵 HRT 的时间不长，仅有 281 天，但她很早就已经接触了跨圈，与不少同类建立了比较深厚的感情。 - -鱼喵是个性格非常好的人。在跨圈的这两年时间里，只与一位同类有过矛盾。她从不向别人发脾气，她将自己所有的温柔都献给了周围的人。 - -鱼喵，永远是温柔的呢。 - -她是一位摄影爱好者，并且是一名器材党，她收藏了包括富士、尼康、徕卡在内的众多相机。遗憾的是，她在离开之前已将这些宝贵的收藏处理得差不多了。 - -鱼喵也非常喜欢电影，她的前男友的推特名，正是取材自一部他俩都很喜欢的[电影名](https://zh.wikipedia.org/zh-cn/%E5%96%AC%E7%91%9F%E8%88%87%E8%99%8E%E8%88%87%E9%AD%9A%E7%BE%A4)。 - -她还是一位资深车迷，尤其钟爱欧系汽车，她的个人座驾几乎是清一色的 BMW。同时她也是三剑客汽车节目的忠实观众，从Top Gear 到 The Grand Tour，她都有反复观看。 - -很可惜的是，TGT 系列的最后一集，鱼喵再也没有机会看到了。她就如同燃油车一样，随着时间的流逝，终究会消逝在这个世界上。 - - - -（鱼喵的日常照片） - -## 经历 - -从小，因为其嗓音及外貌偏向女性化，鱼喵就频繁受到校园霸凌，直至高中时期，这种霸凌才得以停止。 - -就如同鱼喵自己经常所说的：「我是一个花心的人」。 - -早在十一岁之时，鱼喵就谈了第一个女朋友。但不幸的是，不到一年，其女友就在一场追尾事故中离世。而她的第二个女朋友将她带坏，带着她第一次滥用药物。由于长期受到校园霸凌，鱼喵已有了抑郁前兆，而药物滥用更是令其精神状态雪上加霜。后来，两人大吵一架后分手。之后，鱼喵便与 Jose 建立了恋爱关系，这是一段很长，很甜蜜的时光。 - -她在初三觉醒了学霸属性，以全市前 60 的成绩考入了全市最好的高中。尽管她不再受到校园霸凌，但高强度的学业压力使她喘不过气来，最后确诊了中度抑郁。但其家人依旧强硬要求其继续完成学业。 - -此后，她开始自伤。直至最后，她的的双臂上还都是密密麻麻的伤痕。 - -在确诊抑郁症后，鱼喵对于学习的态度进入了摆烂状态，基本只听自己所喜欢的课程，所以她的数学成绩看上去十分有趣。 - -因其家里依旧不重视她的心理状态，她在高三摆烂得很彻底，去学校这件事变得可有可无。但她高中的班主任也是抑郁症，对于她的所作所为也没有上报，年级组长与鱼喵的关系也很好，还时常安慰她，所以鱼喵这个特例也没有受到任何惩罚和批评。 - -高考的分数是她最高的一次，561 分，刚刚超过一本线两分。但非常非常可惜的是，那阵子她精神状态极差，没日没夜地 OD，导致其志愿填写出现巨大失误，滑档二本，进入了一所氛围极差的师范学院，而这正是噩梦真正的开始。 - -在入学后不久，鱼喵暴露了自己抑郁症的身份。而她的辅导员不仅没有帮助她，还实施了对她的迫害，其在联系鱼喵父母后，将她送入矫正机构。在受到精神和肉体的双重折磨后，鱼喵最终被迫休学。 - -在休学后，她失去了所有的动力，也正是在这段时间，她正式接触了跨圈，结识了很多好友。 - -休学一年后，鱼喵理应复学，但学校以各种手续不齐为由，强行让她继续休学，这也让鱼喵的心态发生了变化，最终其精神由重度抑郁转变为了双相情感障碍带其他精神病性状。 - -在这时，由于 Jose 第一次考研失败，决定二战，鱼喵主动提出了与他分手，说不想打扰他，他们在一起一共 2001 天。 - -也正是在这一年的生日过后，鱼喵吃下了人生中的第一颗补佳乐，命运的齿轮就此转动。 - -此后，鱼喵在跨圈内结识了很多朋友，比如并在她的贴贴计划中与全国各地的许多同伴会面。在这段时光之中，她还收获了新的爱情。 - -## 关于鱼喵的离世 - -鱼喵的离世，究竟是意外还是蓄意呢？其实从她最后的推文中可以看出，实际上鱼喵只是想说：「别 OD，到最后一刻这只傻猫脑子都很清晰呢」。虽然在离世前她吃了三瓶某种镇静催眠药，但这种药物并不致幻，她只是用这种方式告诉大家不要药物过量以及滥用。 - -鱼喵离世的原因是多方面的，首先就是 2023 年 11 月，[紫壑](https://one-among.us/profile/Weideriche_/)与其同伴在中山一酒店内自杀。这件事导致鱼喵本就脆弱的精神状态临近崩溃，她遂前往广东省，与一位广东社群的同类同居。 - -在广东的日子里，她也尝试着积极去相关医院治疗，希望能尽早从精神疾病的噩梦之中走出。 - -但很快，更糟糕的事情出现了，12 月，她的同居者因出售 HRT 药物等复杂的缘故被捕，鱼喵在此次事件中受到了一定程度的牵连。其进行了较为严重自伤行为，虽然很快就被放了出来，但她的精神已留下了巨大的创伤。 - -此后，鱼喵与[盐田](https://one-among.us/profile/SS3B_0016)等人积极对她的同居者展开了营救计划。虽然为了确保个人安全，她去了别的省份，但依旧想方设法为营救计划提供帮助，甚至使用了可能违背当地法律的方法。 - -2024 年 1 月，盐田不幸离世。此事直接导致鱼喵的精神状态陷入失控。在陪其现任对象过完生日后，于 1 月 16 日凌晨吞下大量药物自杀。幸运的是，在 ICU 抢救了六天后，身体严重受损的鱼喵终于醒来了。 - -但醒来之后，鱼喵随即又听到了口香糖和单片相继离世的噩耗。这导致鱼喵的精神状态陷入癫狂，她每日大量服用精神药物，本就严重受损的身体不堪重负，导致不久后又进入了一次 ICU。 - - - - -而鱼喵的父母对鱼喵的死也有着巨大的影响，她的家人在她回家后借机将其所有女装销毁，并强迫她剪掉了几乎留了一年的头发，还没收了她所有 HRT 药物，所幸她已将药物分散藏好，因而得以继续进行激素替代治疗。同时，她的父母还扔掉了她的所有精神类药物，并说要让鱼喵自己控制自己的情绪，正是在此期间，鱼喵多次与父亲争吵并被侮辱为「逆子」——耻辱，没本事。 - -而在过年之时，其家人更是以驱魔为由将其骗入邪教举行「仪式」，并在此后将其囚禁于家中，这加强了鱼喵离家出走的想法。 - -2 月，鱼喵正式离家出走。就在这时，她得知了自己被学校强制退学的消息。此后，她重新开始大量滥用药物。 - -在她最后的时光中，很多时候基本上就是吃了药就休息，醒来之后又接着继续吃药。 - -尽管此时鱼喵的精神状态已经断崖式下滑，但她依旧坚持着她在盐田离世后作出的决定——进行自杀干预。她在清醒的时间依然会给高自杀风险的同类们送去干预。然而，在进行干预的过程中，她吸收了大量负能量。并被一位未成年药娘精神霸凌，在精神状态极度恶劣的情况下，自杀干预使她燃尽了自己最后的理智。 - -最终，精神世界已经毁灭的鱼喵走上了高楼的天台，结束了她那短暂而又悲惨的一生。 - -## 身后纪念 - -鱼喵的胶片相机交由 Happy 传承，那台尼康马特 FT 将代替鱼喵的视角，继续观察这万千世界。 - -鱼喵的尼康 D200 由前男友继承，将永久收藏。 - -鱼喵的 jk 裙和随身携带的索尼手机由雪秋继承。 - -鱼喵的彼岸花交由由之继承。 - -根据遗嘱，鱼喵的骨灰将制成骨灰骰子，一部分交给她生前关系亲近的人，另一部分则通过抽奖的方式送给朋友们。 - -这是鱼喵留给大家，最后的话： - -> 如果再也不能见到你，祝你早安，午安，晚安。 -> -> And in case I don't see you……good afternoon, good evening, and good night. -> -> 出自《楚门的世界》 -> -> From *The Truman Show* - -好了，鱼喵，少女终末旅行结束了，你也终于可以好好睡一觉了。 - -条目贡献：[Jose](https://twitter.com/JoseToYuToMiao) - -（部分经历内容源自鱼喵生前的自传，有删改） - -[^1]:此处为狭义用法，指代进行女性倾向激素替代疗法的跨性别者，为社群内的惯用语，此处无贬义，下同。 diff --git a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/page.zh_hant.md b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/page.zh_hant.md deleted file mode 100644 index 3a5d4e58..00000000 --- a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/page.zh_hant.md +++ /dev/null @@ -1,123 +0,0 @@ ---- -name: 魚喵 -info: - alias: 魚喵 - location: 江蘇常州 ---- - -## 簡介 - -魚喵是一個很普通的 xyn[^1]，雖然她對外一直宣稱自己是 MtX，但大家依舊稱呼她為魚喵妹妹或者魚喵姐姐。 - -儘管魚喵 HRT 的時間不長，僅有 281 天，但她很早就已經接觸了跨圈，與不少同類建立了比較深厚的感情。 - -魚喵是個性格非常好的人。在跨圈的這兩年時間裡，只與一位同類有過矛盾。她從不向別人發脾氣，她將自己所有的溫柔都獻給了周圍的人。 - -魚喵，永遠是溫柔的呢。 - -她是一位攝影愛好者，並且是一名器材黨，她收藏了包括富士、尼康、徠卡在內的眾多相機。遺憾的是，她在離開之前已將這些寶貴的收藏處理得差不多了。 - -魚喵也非常喜歡電影，她的前男友的推特名，正是取材自一部他倆都很喜歡的[電影名](https://zh.wikipedia.org/zh-tw/%E5%96%AC%E7%91%9F%E8%88%87%E8%99%8E%E8%88%87%E9%AD%9A%E7%BE%A4)。 - -她還是一位資深車迷，尤其喜愛歐系汽車，她的個人座駕幾乎是清一色的 BMW。同時她也是三劍客汽車節目的忠實觀眾，從 Top Gear 到 The Grand Tour，她都有反復觀看。 - -很可惜的是，TGT 系列的最後一集，魚喵再也沒有機會看到了。她就如同燃油汽車一樣，隨著時間的流逝，終究會消逝在這個世界上。 - - - -（魚喵的日常照片） - -## 經歷 - -從小，因為其嗓音及外貌偏向女性化，魚喵就頻繁受到校園霸淩，直至高中時期，這種霸淩才得以停止。 - -就如同魚喵自己經常所說的：「我是一個花心的人」。 - -早在十一歲之時，魚喵就談了第一個女朋友。但不幸的是，不到一年，其女友就在一場追尾事故中離世。而她的第二個女朋友將她帶壞，帶著她第一次濫用藥物。由於長期受到校園霸淩，魚喵已有了抑鬱前兆，而藥物濫用更是令其精神狀態雪上加霜。後來，兩人大吵一架後分手。之後，魚喵便與 Jose 建立了戀愛關係，這是一段很長，很甜蜜的時光。 - -她在九年級覺醒了學霸屬性，以全市前 60 的成績考入了全市最好的高中。儘管她不再受到校園霸淩，但高強度的學業壓力使她喘不過氣來，最後確診了中度抑鬱。但其家人依舊強硬要求其繼續完成學業。 - -此後，她開始自傷。直至最後，她的的雙臂上還都是密密麻麻的傷痕。 - -在確診抑鬱症後，魚喵對於學習的態度進入了擺爛狀態，基本只聽自己所喜歡的課程，所以她的數學成績看上去十分有趣。 - -因其家裡依舊不重視她的心理狀態，她在高三擺爛得很徹底，去學校這件事變得可有可無。但她高中的班主任也是抑鬱症，對於她的所作所為也沒有上報，年級組長與魚喵的關係也很好，還時常安慰她，所以魚喵這個特例也沒有受到任何懲罰和批評。 - -高考的分數是她最高的一次，561 分，剛剛超過一本線兩分。但非常非常可惜的是，那陣子她精神狀態極差，沒日沒夜地 OD，導致其志願填寫出現巨大失誤，滑檔二本，進入了一所氛圍極差的師範學院，而這正是噩夢真正的開始。 - -在入學後不久，魚喵暴露了自己抑鬱症的身份。而她的輔導員不僅沒有幫助她，還實施了對她的迫害，其在聯繫魚喵父母後，將她送入矯正機構。在受到精神和肉體的雙重折磨後，魚喵最終被迫休學。 - -在休學後，她失去了所有的動力，也正是在這段時間，她正式接觸了跨圈，結識了很多好友。 - -休學一年後，魚喵理應複學，但學校以各種手續不齊為由，強行讓她繼續休學，這也讓魚喵的心態發生了變化，最終其精神由重度抑鬱轉變為了雙相情感障礙帶其他精神病性狀。 - -在這時，由於 Jose 第一次考研失敗，決定嘗試第二次，魚喵主動提出了與他分手，說不想打擾他，他們在一起一共 2001 天。 - -也正是在這一年的生日過後，魚喵吃下了人生中的第一顆補佳樂，命運的齒輪就此轉動。 - -此後，魚喵在跨圈內結識了很多朋友，比如並在她的貼貼計畫中與全國各地的許多同伴會面。在這段時光之中，她還收穫了新的愛情。 - -## 關於魚喵的離世 - -魚喵的離世，究竟是意外還是蓄意呢？其實從她最後的推文中可以看出，實際上魚喵只是想說：「別 OD，到最後一刻這只傻貓腦子都很清晰呢」。雖然在離世前她吃了三瓶某種鎮靜催眠藥，但這種藥物並不致幻，她只是用這種方式告訴大家不要藥物過量以及濫用。 - -魚喵離世的原因是多方面的，首先就是 2023 年 11 月，[紫壑](https://one-among.us/profile/Weideriche_/)與其同伴在中山一酒店內自殺。這件事導致魚喵本就脆弱的精神狀態臨近崩潰，她遂前往廣東省，與一位廣東社群的同類同居。 - -在廣東的日子裡，她也嘗試著積極去相關醫院治療，希望能儘早從精神疾病的噩夢之中走出。 - -但很快，更糟糕的事情出現了，12 月，她的同居者因出售 HRT 藥物等複雜的緣故被捕，魚喵在此次事件中受到了一定程度的牽連。其進行了較為嚴重自傷行為，雖然很快就被放了出來，但她的精神已留下了巨大的創傷。 - -此後，魚喵與[鹽田](https://one-among.us/profile/SS3B_0016)等人積極對她的同居者展開了營救計畫。雖然為了確保個人安全，她去了別的省份，但依舊想方設法為營救計畫提供幫助，甚至使用了可能違背當地法律的方法。 - -2024 年 1 月，鹽田不幸離世。此事直接導致魚喵的精神狀態陷入失控。在陪其現任對象過完生日後，於 1 月 16 日淩晨吞下大量藥物自殺。幸運的是，在 ICU 搶救了六天后，身體嚴重受損的魚喵終於醒來了。 - -但醒來之後，魚喵隨即又聽到了口香糖和單片相繼離世的噩耗。這導致魚喵的精神狀態陷入癲狂，她每日大量服用精神藥物，本就嚴重受損的身體不堪重負，導致不久後又進入了一次 ICU。 - - - - -而魚喵的父母對魚喵的死也有著巨大的影響，她的家人在她回家後借機將其所有女裝銷毀，並強迫她剪掉了幾乎留了一年的頭髮，還沒收了她所有 HRT 藥物，所幸她已將藥物分散藏好，因而得以繼續進行激素替代治療。同時，她的父母還扔掉了她的所有精神類藥物，並說要讓魚喵自己控制自己的情緒，正是在此期間，魚喵多次與父親爭吵並被侮辱為「逆子」——恥辱，沒本事。 - -而在過年之時，其家人更是以驅魔為由將其騙入邪教舉行「儀式」，並在此後將其囚禁於家中，這加強了魚喵離家出走的想法。 - -2 月，魚喵正式離家出走。就在這時，她得知了自己被學校強制退學的消息。此後，她重新開始大量濫用藥物。 - -在她最後的時光中，很多時候基本上就是吃了藥就休息，醒來之後又接著繼續吃藥。 - -儘管此時魚喵的精神狀態已經斷崖式下滑，但她依舊堅持著她在鹽田離世後作出的決定——進行自殺干預。她在清醒的時間依然會給高自殺風險的同類們送去干預。然而，在進行干預的過程中，她吸收了大量負能量。並被一位未成年藥娘精神霸淩，在精神狀態極度惡劣的情況下，自殺干預使她燃盡了自己最後的理智。 - -最終，精神世界已經毀滅的魚喵走上了高樓的天臺，結束了她那短暫而又悲慘的一生。 - -## 身後紀念 - -魚喵的膠片相機交由 Happy 傳承，那台尼康馬特 FT 將代替魚喵的視角，繼續觀察這萬千世界。 - -魚喵的尼康 D200 由前男友繼承，將永久收藏。 - -魚喵的 jk 裙和隨身攜帶的索尼手機由雪秋繼承。 - -魚喵的彼岸花交由由之繼承。 - -根據遺囑，魚喵的骨灰將製成骨灰骰子，一部分交給她生前關係親近的人，另一部分則通過抽獎的方式送給朋友們。 - -這是魚喵留給大家，最後的話： - -> 如果再也不能見到你，祝你早安，午安，晚安。 -> -> And in case I don't see you……good afternoon, good evening, and good night. -> -> 出自《楚門的世界》 -> -> From _The Truman Show_ - -好了，魚喵，少女終末旅行結束了，你也終於可以好好睡一覺了。 - -條目貢獻：[Jose](https://twitter.com/JoseToYuToMiao) - -（部分經歷內容源自魚喵生前的自傳，有刪改） -[^1]: 此處為狹義用法，指代進行女性傾向激素替代療法的跨性別者，為社群內的慣用語，此處無貶義，下同。 diff --git a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/photos/photo1.jpg b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/photos/photo1.jpg deleted file mode 100644 index 89adfa6e..00000000 Binary files a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/photos/photo1.jpg and /dev/null differ diff --git a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/photos/photo2.jpg b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/photos/photo2.jpg deleted file mode 100644 index b0377b4c..00000000 Binary files a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/photos/photo2.jpg and /dev/null differ diff --git a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/photos/photo3.jpg b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/photos/photo3.jpg deleted file mode 100644 index 33aeaa29..00000000 Binary files a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/photos/photo3.jpg and /dev/null differ diff --git a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/photos/photo4.jpg b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/photos/photo4.jpg deleted file mode 100644 index 8e32889d..00000000 Binary files a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/photos/photo4.jpg and /dev/null differ diff --git a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/photos/profile.jpg b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/photos/profile.jpg deleted file mode 100644 index 524c0c33..00000000 Binary files a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/photos/profile.jpg and /dev/null differ diff --git a/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-04-03-C17089.json b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-04-03-C17089.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..40b7e3fc --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-04-03-C17089.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17089,"content":"想念你，爱你，爱你","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Apr 3, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-04-30-C17150.json b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-04-30-C17150.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..fb200d67 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-04-30-C17150.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17150,"content":"祝你一切都好。","submitter":"兮柚","date":"Apr 30, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shihai4h/page.en.md b/people/shihai4h/page.en.md index 44841bd2..634b83e7 100644 --- a/people/shihai4h/page.en.md +++ b/people/shihai4h/page.en.md @@ -21,11 +21,11 @@ The first time I met her in real life, I (The author of this entry) was immediat '${path}/photos/photo3.jpg', ]} /> -（The preceding photo is Shihai measuring her height） +(The preceding photo is Shihai measuring her height) ## Her Family -Her hometown is located inside the Central Plains. +Her hometown is located inside the central plains. Conservative values is dominant there. Her grandfather had two sons because of birth control legislations. Her uncle (the elder son) had one daughter (her sister); her father had one "son" (her). @@ -71,9 +71,7 @@ Sigmund Freud explained his theory about "abnormal behaviors" in his publication > > The substitutive phenomena which emerge in consequence of the suppression of the instinct amount to what we call nervous illness, or, more precisely, the psychoneuroses. > -> Neurotics are the class of people who, since they possess a recalcitrant organization, only succeed, under the influence of cultural requirements, in achieving a suppression of their instincts which is apparent and which becomes increasingly unsuccessful. They therefore only carry on their collaboration with cultural activities by a great expenditure of force and at the cost of an internal impoverishment, or are obliged at times to interrupt it and fall ill. -> -> from Freud, S. (1908). ‘Civilized’ Sexual Morality and Modern Nervous I lness. The Standard Edition of the Complete Psychological Works of Sigmund Freud, Volume IX (1906-1908): Jensen's ‘Gradiva’ and Other Works, 177-204 +> Neurotics are the class of people who, since they possess a recalcitrant organization, only succeed, under the influence of cultural requirements, in achieving a suppression of their instincts which is apparent and which becomes increasingly unsuccessful. They therefore only carry on their collaboration with cultural activities by a great expenditure of force and at the cost of an internal impoverishment, or are obliged at times to interrupt it and fall ill[^1]. According to conservative values, being trans is a kind of such abnormality. She knew her parents may not be able to accept her choices. @@ -96,9 +94,7 @@ She's born sentimental and has a fragile but kind heart. In my opinion, she's a silly girl who's too kind for her own good. She'd rather blame her misfortune on her fate rather than others' malice, just like Tai-Yu's negative outlook on life and relationships: -> Coming together can only be followed by parting. The more pleasure people find in parties, the more lonely and unhappy they must feel when the parties break up. So better not forgather in the first place. The same is true of flowers: the delight people when in bloom, but it's so heart-rending to see them fade that it would be better if they never blossomed. -> -> from A Dream of Red Mansions Volume I (Cao Xueqin, Gao E.), Foreign languages Press, Beijing, China, 1994 (First Published in hardback in 1978) 【第一册 P452】ISBN: 9787119006437 +> Coming together can only be followed by parting. The more pleasure people find in parties, the more lonely and unhappy they must feel when the parties break up. So better not forgather in the first place. The same is true of flowers: the delight people when in bloom, but it's so heart-rending to see them fade that it would be better if they never blossomed[^2]. Since a long time ago, she wanted to avoid forming close relationships because she's afraid of the partings. @@ -116,10 +112,10 @@ Given her character and lack of therapy, this cruel experience made her eventual She started to be afraid of close relationships more. Her other mental issues like severe depression is also related to this experience. -> When she remembers the horrible things she'd been through, I had seen her whole body cramping, trembling. I had seen her suffer from fear, dread, and shortness of breath. -> But I was too neglectful and obtuse. -> I didn't realize the severity of the situation and the difficulty of dealing with it. -> If I realized, maybe things could be different. +When she remembers the horrible things she'd been through, I had seen her whole body cramping, trembling. I had seen her suffer from fear, dread, and shortness of breath. +But I was too neglectful and obtuse. +I didn't realize the severity of the situation and the difficulty of dealing with it. +If I realized, maybe things could be different. She inherited the stubbornness of her father. Her father researched nutritionalism and sports in order to make her grow taller. @@ -150,15 +146,11 @@ I'm a numb person who keeps living in my own world and only understood everythin I didn't know anything about her oppressive family and those cruel things happened to her. My cold heart didn't experience her suffering, as an ancient Chinese poet wrote in his prose: -> "The wind is born from the earth, Rises from the tips of green duckweed." -> -> from Wen Xuan or Selections of Refined Literature, Volume III: Rhapsodies on Natural Phenomena, Birds and Animals, Aspirations and Feelings, Sorrowful Laments, Literature, Music, and Passions, compiled by Xiao Tong (501-531) , David R. Knechtges【P9】 +> "The wind is born from the earth, Rises from the tips of green duckweed[^3]." If I was a more caring person, maybe I could've realized those abnormalities, maybe I could've prevented her death. -> Do not cry for love, my dear. -> -> from *Conversations About Love* by Li Yinhe +> Do not cry for love, my dear[^4]. In her view, I'm a big sister who likes her. She was too kind. @@ -180,9 +172,7 @@ But I forgot to hold on to your hand and lost you. God keeps throwing the dice and it always landed on one. Born emotionally sensitive, pressure from family, meeting the wrong people, one after one, she didn't have a chance to collect herself. -> How could such a delicate flower withstand a fierce gale, or the care-stricken willow endure torrential rain? -> -> from A Dream of Red Mansions Volume II (Cao Xueqin, Gao E.), Foreign languages Press, Beijing, China, 1994 (First Published in hardback in 1978) 【第二册 P672】ISBN: 9787119006437 +> How could such a delicate flower withstand a fierce gale, or the care-stricken willow endure torrential rain[^5]? I don't wanna spend more ink on those people who had betrayed her. Humanity, though complex, always leaves traces. @@ -191,14 +181,10 @@ She was smart enough to realize this from the beginning: > There're imperfections in good things, and fortunes always come with small prints. > Happiness would turn into sadness; people come and go. > In the end it's like a dream, everything turns to void. -> Maybe it's not worth it in the first place. -> -> from Chapter 1, The Dream of Red Mansion(Jia-Xu Version), Translated by *One Among Us Member* with the help of Li'an +> Maybe it's not worth it in the first place[^6]. She thought lots and lots and waited for a juncture. -> The worm is in man’s heart. That is where it must be sought. One must follow and understand this fatal game that leads from lucidity in the face of experience to flight from light. -> -> from The Myth of Sisyphus, Albert Camus, Justin O'Brien, Penguin Books Ltd; Spark Publishing【P2】ISBN 13: 9781411473379 +> The worm is in man’s heart. That is where it must be sought. One must follow and understand this fatal game that leads from lucidity in the face of experience to flight from light[^7]. Many philosophers and authors explained well the tragedy, voidness, and absurdity of living. Everyone is infinity if they're seen as the center of the world.{/* 这句不太对劲 */} @@ -214,9 +200,7 @@ Realizing they are enduring this absurd world, some may be motivated for suicide > Dying voluntarily implies that you have recognized, even instinctively, the ridiculous character of that habit, the absence of any profound reason for living, the insane character of that daily agitation and the uselessness of suffering. > -> What then is that incalculable feeling that deprives the mind of the sleep necessary to life? A world that can be explained even with bad reasons is a familiar world. But, on the other hand, in a universe suddenly divested of illusions and lights, man feels an alien, a stranger. His exile is without remedy since he is deprived of the memory of a lost home or the hope of a promised land. This divorce between man and his life, the actor and his setting, is properly the feeling of absurdity. All healthy men having thought of their own suicide, it can be seen, without further explanation, that there is a direct connection between this feeling and the longing for death. -> -> from The Myth of Sisyphus, Albert Camus, Justin O'Brien, Penguin Books Ltd; Spark Publishing【P3】ISBN 13: 9781411473379 +> What then is that incalculable feeling that deprives the mind of the sleep necessary to life? A world that can be explained even with bad reasons is a familiar world. But, on the other hand, in a universe suddenly divested of illusions and lights, man feels an alien, a stranger. His exile is without remedy since he is deprived of the memory of a lost home or the hope of a promised land. This divorce between man and his life, the actor and his setting, is properly the feeling of absurdity. All healthy men having thought of their own suicide, it can be seen, without further explanation, that there is a direct connection between this feeling and the longing for death[^8]. Motivations for suicide is complex. Few consider it throughly. @@ -243,11 +227,7 @@ In the end, she chose to become one with the void as a final act of defiance to > even if I spend my whole life, > I'll never find that silly cat again. -> No search can be made for the incense that revives the dead, as the way to Fairy Tales is lost. No medicine that restores life can be obtained, as the Magic Barge is gone. Only yesterday I was painting those bluish eyebrows; today, who will warm her cold fingers with the jade rings? -> -> Magic Barge: Magic Barge: A Chinese legend said this belonged to the immortals and sailed in the Sky River, Milky Way. -> -> A Dream of Red Mansions Volume II (Cao Xueqin, Gao E.), Foreign languages Press, Beijing, China, 1994 (First Published in hardback in 1978) 【第二册 P672】ISBN: 9787119006437 +> No search can be made for the incense that revives the dead, as the way to Fairy Tales is lost. No medicine that restores life can be obtained, as the Magic Barge[^9] is gone. Only yesterday I was painting those bluish eyebrows; today, who will warm her cold fingers with the jade rings[^10]? The morning after she left, it snowed. I thought, such a kind being must have gone to that star in the sky and became a god of snow. @@ -268,9 +248,33 @@ I still wanted to ask you why, but no one will give me an answer now no matter h Contributor: [Li'an](https://twitter.com/LianShihai) +
+**References and Annotation** +[^1]: from Freud, S. (1908). ‘Civilized’ Sexual Morality and Modern Nervous I lness. The Standard Edition of the Complete Psychological Works of Sigmund Freud, Volume IX (1906-1908): Jensen's ‘Gradiva’ and Other Works, 177-204 + +[^2]: from A Dream of Red Mansions Volume I (Cao Xueqin, Gao E.), Foreign languages Press, Beijing, China, 1994 (First Published in hardback in 1978) 【Volume I P452】ISBN: 9787119006437 + +[^3]: from Wen Xuan or Selections of Refined Literature, Volume III: Rhapsodies on Natural Phenomena, Birds and Animals, Aspirations and Feelings, Sorrowful Laments, Literature, Music, and Passions, compiled by Xiao Tong (501-531) , David R. Knechtges【P9】 + +[^4]: from *Conversations About Love* by Li Yinhe + +[^5]: from A Dream of Red Mansions Volume II (Cao Xueqin, Gao E.), Foreign languages Press, Beijing, China, 1994 (First Published in hardback in 1978) 【Volume II P672】ISBN: 9787119006437 + +[^6]: from Chapter 1, The Dream of Red Mansion(Jia-Xu Version), Translated by *One Among Us Member* with the help of Li'an + +[^7]: from The Myth of Sisyphus, Albert Camus, Justin O'Brien, Penguin Books Ltd; Spark Publishing【P2】ISBN 13: 9781411473379 + +[^8]: from The Myth of Sisyphus, Albert Camus, Justin O'Brien, Penguin Books Ltd; Spark Publishing【P3】ISBN 13: 9781411473379 + +[^9]: Magic Barge: A Chinese legend said this belonged to the immortals and sailed in the Sky River, Milky Way. + +[^10]: from A Dream of Red Mansions Volume II (Cao Xueqin, Gao E.), Foreign languages Press, Beijing, China, 1994 (First Published in hardback in 1978) 【Volume I P672】ISBN: 9787119006437 +
+ + {/* Following are en localization notes, available for consultation. -中原：Zhongyuan, the Central Plain(s) +中原：Zhongyuan, the central plain(s) 林黛玉（林妹妹）：Lin Dai-yu(David Hawkes) Lin Tai-yu (杨宪益、戴乃迭) @@ -450,8 +454,3 @@ Contributor: [Li'an](https://twitter.com/LianShihai) > 霍本译：THE SPIRIT OF THE HIBISCUS: AN ELEGY AND INVOCATION 《天人五衰》：*Tennin Gosui*（罗马音），The Decay of the Angel（英语）*/} - - - - - diff --git a/people/suzuki/comments/2023-01-05-C6122.json b/people/suzuki/comments/2023-01-05-C6122.json deleted file mode 100644 index bbd5c799..00000000 --- a/people/suzuki/comments/2023-01-05-C6122.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":6122,"content":"抱歉以这种方式认识你…然后…晚安呐，祝你有一个美丽温柔的梦吖～","submitter":"小忆","date":"Jan 5, 2023"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/suzuki/comments/2023-01-05-C6124.json b/people/suzuki/comments/2023-01-05-C6124.json deleted file mode 100644 index 2f0590b0..00000000 --- a/people/suzuki/comments/2023-01-05-C6124.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":6124,"content":"||抱歉，我和铃木一定会来找你的。。可能是以后吧||","submitter":"玖月折耳猫","date":"Jan 5, 2023"} diff --git a/people/suzuki/comments/2023-01-05-C6125.json b/people/suzuki/comments/2023-01-05-C6125.json deleted file mode 100644 index b84f74bd..00000000 --- a/people/suzuki/comments/2023-01-05-C6125.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":6125,"content":"很抱歉現在才知道…願你在天堂過得開心","submitter":"神樂坂 雲","date":"Jan 5, 2023"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/suzuki/comments/2023-01-06-C6129.json b/people/suzuki/comments/2023-01-06-C6129.json deleted file mode 100644 index 9860f854..00000000 --- a/people/suzuki/comments/2023-01-06-C6129.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":6129,"content":"晚安，我永遠的大小姐，祝好夢。","submitter":"阿渡","date":"Jan 6, 2023"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/suzuki/comments/2023-01-06-C6130.json b/people/suzuki/comments/2023-01-06-C6130.json deleted file mode 100644 index 070f0959..00000000 --- a/people/suzuki/comments/2023-01-06-C6130.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":6130,"content":"晚安，陌生人","submitter":"包裹严实的猫头鹰","date":"Jan 6, 2023"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/suzuki/comments/2023-01-08-C8005.json b/people/suzuki/comments/2023-01-08-C8005.json deleted file mode 100644 index 468e7095..00000000 --- a/people/suzuki/comments/2023-01-08-C8005.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":8005,"content":"相遇即是缘，本人很高兴能遇见您，晚安","submitter":"mmx","date":"Jan 8, 2023"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/suzuki/comments/2023-01-14-C8053.json b/people/suzuki/comments/2023-01-14-C8053.json deleted file mode 100644 index 29838e79..00000000 --- a/people/suzuki/comments/2023-01-14-C8053.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":8053,"content":"晚安…希望您在那邊過得開心","submitter":"鈴木真依MissSuzuki","date":"Jan 14, 2023"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/suzuki/comments/2023-01-15-C9023.json b/people/suzuki/comments/2023-01-15-C9023.json deleted file mode 100644 index 6b71624d..00000000 --- a/people/suzuki/comments/2023-01-15-C9023.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":9023,"content":"很抱歉以这种方式认识你……\n我和你是同龄人，多希望能早点认识","submitter":"cmtfdd","date":"Jan 15, 2023"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/suzuki/comments/2023-02-07-C9084.json b/people/suzuki/comments/2023-02-07-C9084.json deleted file mode 100644 index aa632697..00000000 --- a/people/suzuki/comments/2023-02-07-C9084.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":9084,"content":"晚安","submitter":"悲观狱中王洪文","date":"Feb 7, 2023"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/suzuki/comments/2023-03-07-C9138.json b/people/suzuki/comments/2023-03-07-C9138.json deleted file mode 100644 index df3cfd53..00000000 --- a/people/suzuki/comments/2023-03-07-C9138.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":9138,"content":"唔。真依还在我帖子下點過想幫我改善社交來著，我們好像自始至終沒有交流過，但又感覺好傷心...\n","submitter":"伊莎 米","date":"Mar 7, 2023"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/suzuki/comments/2023-05-06-C11048.json b/people/suzuki/comments/2023-05-06-C11048.json deleted file mode 100644 index 3bbd6299..00000000 --- a/people/suzuki/comments/2023-05-06-C11048.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":11048,"content":"嗚嗚嗚...\n你擁有很高的才能，開發過一些有意思的軟體...比不上你啊\n我在怪談群看見過你...你很可愛，也很活潑。\n你送給我的VPS過期了...感謝你送給我的VPS，我很感謝你當時對我的幫助，沒有你我根本無法走得更遠。\n你曾經在多少個日夜教我運營社交賬號和發表「看起來專業」的訊息...也教會了我日語。\n你陪我走了好久，可是最後卻離開了。\n我好想你。","submitter":"鈴木千夏（是大小姐喵）","date":"May 6, 2023"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/suzuki/comments/2023-08-03-C12047.json b/people/suzuki/comments/2023-08-03-C12047.json deleted file mode 100644 index 5930472f..00000000 --- a/people/suzuki/comments/2023-08-03-C12047.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":12047,"content":"晚安，陌生人","submitter":"lilyrumous","date":"Aug 3, 2023"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/suzuki/info.yml b/people/suzuki/info.yml deleted file mode 100644 index 9a190195..00000000 --- a/people/suzuki/info.yml +++ /dev/null @@ -1,5 +0,0 @@ -id: suzuki -profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.jpg -info: - born: '2008-01-05' - died: '2022-12-14' diff --git a/people/suzuki/page.en.md b/people/suzuki/page.en.md deleted file mode 100644 index cc65293f..00000000 --- a/people/suzuki/page.en.md +++ /dev/null @@ -1,39 +0,0 @@ ---- -name: suzuki -info: - alias: 铃木,铃木凉宫,Ling Mu Liang Gong,lingmulianggong,LingMuLiangGong,Suzuki - location: Taiwan ---- - -## Description - -> “Remember, I will be playing arcade games while presenting as myself on October 10th.” -> -> “I love you all, even if you don't like me.” -> -> “No matter what, I will be a girl forever.” - -Suzuki (Ling Mu Liang Gong) is a mysterious girl from Taiwan, so we are unable to gain detailed information on her. - -She is a hardcore computer hardware tinkerer. -Her DIY skills are really good. -We believe that she can make anything as long as she wants to. - -> “I really like this server system. I'm going to save up for it!” -> -> “To everyone who worked on this project, thank you!” - -Unfortunately, her young life ended on 2022 December 14th. -A month after that, her friend [Kagurazaka Yun](https://twitter.com/NaiXi2233/status/1672848353363902469) published this message: -“Good night, Suzuki. Wish you can be a girl forever in heaven!” - -We were unable to find any archives of her online presence because she always avoided sharing her personal details online and deleted all of her accounts. -Most information about her are already lost in the sea of Internet. -What we do know about her is that she is the creator of [CatEarsLaboratory](https://twitter.com/CatEars2333) (A wiki website made for trans people). -We speculate that what made her left us was online violence. - -After Suzuki died, her friend Ling Mu Zhen Yi took over and continued to used her Twitter and Google accounts as she wished for her to “live with her memory”. However, as of 2023 June 25th, Ling Mu Zhen Yi is missing. - -Her former friend Xiang Liang You Zhen might have taken over Ling Mu Zhen Yi’s account for financial gains, but the accounts they took over is now inactive. - -We do not know her well, but please wish her rest in peace anyways. diff --git a/people/suzuki/page.md b/people/suzuki/page.md deleted file mode 100644 index 9f991c6d..00000000 --- a/people/suzuki/page.md +++ /dev/null @@ -1,29 +0,0 @@ ---- -name: 铃木凉宫 -info: - alias: 铃木 - location: 台湾 ---- - -## 简介 - -> 「记住哦,我在双十节一定穿女装打街机哦…想想都很期待呢……」 -> 「我真的爱着你们哦…无论你们是否爱我……」 -> 「无论如何，我要做永远的大小姐哦」 - -铃木凉宫是一个来自台湾的神秘女孩，因此我们无法知道她的详细信息…… - -她在电脑硬件方面有着十分广泛的爱好，是一个可爱的“硬件玩家”。在我们看来，她的动手能力简直超强，可以做出一切她想做的东西……只要她愿意就可以了。 - -> 「很喜欢这一台服务器准系统…继续努力攒钱吧……」 -> 「向所有构建者致以崇高的敬意……」 - -遗憾的是，她的年轻生命就在 2022 年 12 月 14 日晚结束了……在时隔大约一个月后，她的好友「神乐坂 云」 [补档](https://twitter.com/NaiXi2233/status/1672848353363902469) 公布了这个消息。晚安哦，铃木大小姐！希望您在天堂可以做永远的大小姐哦！ - -因为她从来不在网络上透露自己的信息，并且在去世前销毁了自己的一些帐号和她的一些傀儡号，因此我们没有在网络上找到任何一处备份她的账号存档。她的账号已经几乎全数消失在了互联网的记忆之海中。我们只知道她是非营利组织 CatEarsWiki（类似 [MtF.wiki](https://mtf.wiki) 的跨性别帮助网站，编者认为比 MtF.wiki 更加全面。）的创建者，导致她最终去世的主要原因可能是网络暴力。 - - 在铃木凉宫死后，她的好友铃木真依为了实现她「带着我的账号活下去」的愿望，继承并使用了她的推特和谷歌帐号。但是目前（2023/6/25）铃木真依可能已经失踪或已经不治病逝。 - -她的朋友相良悠真可能因为利益的原因恶意接管了铃木真依的帐号，但是目前被接管的帐号已经不再活动。 - -无论如何，请为这位姑娘哀悼并献上祝福吧。 diff --git a/people/suzuki/page.zh_hant.md b/people/suzuki/page.zh_hant.md deleted file mode 100644 index f60187a7..00000000 --- a/people/suzuki/page.zh_hant.md +++ /dev/null @@ -1,29 +0,0 @@ ---- -name: 鈴木涼宮 -info: - alias: 鈴木 - location: 臺灣 ---- - -## 簡介 - -> 「記住哦,我在雙十節一定穿女裝打街機哦…想想都很期待呢……」 -> 「我真的愛著你們哦…無論你們是否愛我……」 -> 「無論如何，我要做永遠的大小姐哦」 - -鈴木涼宮是一個來自台灣的神秘女孩，因此我們無法知道她的詳細信息…… - -她在電腦硬件方面有著十分廣泛的愛好，是一個可愛的“硬件玩家”。在我們看來，她的動手能力簡直超強，可以做出一切她想做的東西……只要她願意就可以了。 - -> 「很喜歡這一台伺服器準系統…繼續努力攢錢吧……」 -> 「向所有構建者致以崇高的敬意……」 - -遺憾的是，她的年輕生命就在 2022 年 12 月 14 日晚結束了……在時隔大約一個月後，她的好友「神樂坂 雲」 [補檔](https://twitter.com/NaiXi2233/status/1672848353363902469) 公佈了這個消息。晚安哦，鈴木大小姐！希望您在天堂可以做永遠的大小姐哦！ - -因為她從來不在網絡上透露自己的信息，並且在去世前銷毀了自己的一些帳號和她的一些傀儡號，因此我們沒有在網絡上找到任何一處備份她的賬號存檔。她的賬號已經幾乎全數消失在了互聯網的記憶之海中。我們只知道她是非營利組織 CatEarsWiki（類似 [MtF.wiki](https://mtf.wiki) 的跨性別幫助網站，編者認為比 MtF.wiki 更加全面。）的創建者，導致她最終去世的主要原因可能是網絡暴力。 - -在鈴木涼宮死後，她的好友鈴木真依為了實現她「帶著我的賬號活下去」的願望，繼承並使用了她的推特和谷歌帳號。但是目前（2023/6/25）鈴木真依可能已經失蹤或已經不治病逝。 - -她的朋友相良悠真可能因為利益的原因惡意接管了鈴木真依的帳號，但是目前被接管的帳號已經不再活動。 - -無論如何，請為這位姑娘哀悼並獻上祝福吧。 diff --git a/people/suzuki/photos/profile.jpg b/people/suzuki/photos/profile.jpg deleted file mode 100644 index 5a2507e1..00000000 Binary files a/people/suzuki/photos/profile.jpg and /dev/null differ diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-15-B3.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-15-B3.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..36b5c2f2 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-15-B3.json @@ -0,0 +1,6 @@ +{ + "id": -3, + "content": "\n**来信由三位主持人联合回信，不署名；来信量甚大，不能做到一一回复，还请谅解。**", + "submitter": "One Among Us", + "date": "Mar 15, 2024" +} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-15-C16026.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-15-C16026.json deleted file mode 100644 index a4a97b05..00000000 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-15-C16026.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":16026,"content":"测试留言","submitter":"tdortest","date":"Mar 15, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-16-C16035.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-16-C16035.json index 9458be6b..7475fb4c 100644 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-16-C16035.json +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-16-C16035.json @@ -1 +1,3 @@ -{"id":16035,"content":"在當今這個逐漸變得保守的世界中，勇敢地面對自己，並驕傲地站在陽光下，這便是最好的「現身」方式……","submitter":"阿雪","date":"Mar 16, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file +{"id":16035,"content":"在當今這個逐漸變得保守的世界中，勇敢地面對自己，並驕傲地站在陽光下，這便是最好的「現身」方式……","submitter":"阿雪","date":"Mar 16, 2024", "replies": [ + {"content": "面对自己是骄傲与力量的开始。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} +]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-16-C16036.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-16-C16036.json index 0a2210b0..05d46192 100644 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-16-C16036.json +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-16-C16036.json @@ -1 +1,3 @@ -{"id":16036,"content":"敬启：\n无论要遭受怎样的痛苦，无论要面临怎样的困难，请一定要顽强的去坚持下来，请振翅吧，直到能够飞翔。","submitter":"举荷风","date":"Mar 16, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file +{"id":16036,"content":"敬启：\n无论要遭受怎样的痛苦，无论要面临怎样的困难，请一定要顽强的去坚持下来，请振翅吧，直到能够飞翔。","submitter":"举荷风","date":"Mar 16, 2024","replies": [ + {"content": "困难的时候，一句振奋的话语能改变很多。谢谢你依然坚持爱与希望。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} +]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-16-C16037.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-16-C16037.json index 259c77bb..1a590342 100644 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-16-C16037.json +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-16-C16037.json @@ -1 +1,3 @@ -{"id":16037,"content":"我们之所以现身，是因为现在虽然是漆黑的深夜，但是我们的信念坚信曙光即将来临。我们现身是为了得到大众的爱，是渴求社会给我们一个大大的拥抱，是祈祷每一位酷儿都可以健康快乐。我们每一个人都希望获得爱，但是更希望人性之光早日来到，让自由、光明、幸福和爱尽情的拥抱我们每一个人。","submitter":"巴克莱.巴拉克里希南.穆黛.卓锦万代兰","date":"Mar 16, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file +{"id":16037,"content":"我们之所以现身，是因为现在虽然是漆黑的深夜，但是我们的信念坚信曙光即将来临。我们现身是为了得到大众的爱，是渴求社会给我们一个大大的拥抱，是祈祷每一位酷儿都可以健康快乐。我们每一个人都希望获得爱，但是更希望人性之光早日来到，让自由、光明、幸福和爱尽情的拥抱我们每一个人。","submitter":"巴克莱.巴拉克里希南.穆黛.卓锦万代兰","date":"Mar 16, 2024", "replies": [ + {"content": "我想你已经知道了一个事实：世界很多时候其实不会主动拥抱你。所以比起空洞的鼓励，我更想说：拥抱世界吧，即便世界不一定在拥抱你；这很不公平，但有时只有从我们开始传播爱，爱才会开始流动。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} +]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C16041.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C16041.json index 2a93f89d..c5364132 100644 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C16041.json +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C16041.json @@ -1 +1,3 @@ -{"id":16041,"content":"hi，\n我是珏，今年33岁了。\n深刻体会到跨性别这个家庭在一步步变得越来越好，越来越完善，\n时代赋予了我们做自己的可能，\n我也从中获得完成梦想的信心。\n从HRT是什么都不知道，到有信心准备SRS，真的很感谢姐妹们的帮助，\n我年纪大了，算是高龄跨儿了，与原生家庭的“难舍难分”，与自己“逻辑自洽”对于我来说都是重重考验。\n由于年纪大了，出柜时间也短，HRT时间也不长，面临的实际社会问题就变得很多，职场歧视啦，社会歧视啦，balabala～\n但我真的没后悔过，我希望都可以越来越好～我希望今年可以距离变成真的女孩子更进一步，做进一步断亲，与自己和解，做好自己做好该做的事。","submitter":"珏","date":"Mar 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file +{"id":16041,"content":"hi，\n我是珏，今年33岁了。\n深刻体会到跨性别这个家庭在一步步变得越来越好，越来越完善，\n时代赋予了我们做自己的可能，\n我也从中获得完成梦想的信心。\n从HRT是什么都不知道，到有信心准备SRS，真的很感谢姐妹们的帮助，\n我年纪大了，算是高龄跨儿了，与原生家庭的“难舍难分”，与自己“逻辑自洽”对于我来说都是重重考验。\n由于年纪大了，出柜时间也短，HRT时间也不长，面临的实际社会问题就变得很多，职场歧视啦，社会歧视啦，balabala～\n但我真的没后悔过，我希望都可以越来越好～我希望今年可以距离变成真的女孩子更进一步，做进一步断亲，与自己和解，做好自己做好该做的事。","submitter":"珏","date":"Mar 17, 2024", "replies": [ + {"content": "加油！感谢你保持自我到这个属于你的时代，感谢你还能与更多年轻朋友共同成长。不要在意自己的年龄，未来现在才开始，即使是33岁才会遇到的挫折，也能成为你与后来者人生的宝贵经验。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} +]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C16044.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C16044.json index 03fc57c8..2bf9ed7d 100644 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C16044.json +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C16044.json @@ -1 +1,3 @@ -{"id":16044,"content":"少女的末路还不会结束，我将会坚持下去，直到自己筋疲力尽，或许有那么一天我会成为最想成为的样子","submitter":"猫猫（苏小喵）","date":"Mar 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file +{"id":16044,"content":"少女的末路还不会结束，我将会坚持下去，直到自己筋疲力尽，或许有那么一天我会成为最想成为的样子","submitter":"猫猫（苏小喵）","date":"Mar 17, 2024", "replies": [ + {"content": "在那一天来临之前——和之后——我们会一直陪着你的。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} +]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C17004.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C17004.json index 8a39065b..e8716b8d 100644 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C17004.json +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C17004.json @@ -1 +1,3 @@ -{"id":17004,"content":"杀掉错误扭曲的观点\n正视真正的我 爱真正的我\n无论是零分还是一百分\n我都有无限的可能\n无论躺平 还是全力奔跑\n都为我加油\n我是具体的人 是活在当下的人\n只用心研究不草率下结论\n才能了解真正的我","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Mar 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file +{"id":17004,"content":"杀掉错误扭曲的观点 // 正视真正的我 爱真正的我 // 无论是零分还是一百分 // 我都有无限的可能 // 无论躺平 还是全力奔跑 // 都为我加油 // 我是具体的人 是活在当下的人 // 只用心研究不草率下结论 // 才能了解真正的我","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Mar 17, 2024", "replies": [ + {"content": "爱你的自信！我也愿意更了解真正的你，愿你未来畅通无阻；也希望你的自信能感染更多朋友。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} +]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C17012.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C17012.json index 6ee7780c..9fda4493 100644 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C17012.json +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C17012.json @@ -1 +1,3 @@ -{"id":17012,"content":"丑陋的蛹下\n不知如何捅破这窗户纸般薄的壳的躯体\n恐怕也会在某一天\n骄傲地在蓝粉白的光芒中\n展现美丽而又伤痕累累的自己吧\n","submitter":"Nonexistent Riricho","date":"Mar 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file +{"id":17012,"content":"丑陋的蛹下\n不知如何捅破这窗户纸般薄的壳的躯体\n恐怕也会在某一天\n骄傲地在蓝粉白的光芒中\n展现美丽而又伤痕累累的自己吧\n","submitter":"Nonexistent Riricho","date":"Mar 17, 2024", "replies": [ + {"content": "爱妳. ", "submitter": "Maintainer"} +]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-18-C17013.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-18-C17013.json index efd9625e..00b351b0 100644 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-18-C17013.json +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-18-C17013.json @@ -1 +1,3 @@ -{"id":17013,"content":"你们好，我不确定我作为非跨性别者能否至信，我通过与跨性别者的深入交流以及查阅不少资料，深刻认识到你们的不一致的性别认同是难以扭转的，这并不是对性别基于自主意愿的主观选择，而是一种自小存在的性别不一致。虽然我作为非跨性别者实际上难以对你们的性别焦虑感同身受，但我确实看得出来并体会到你们在现实中面临着不少现实中的困难，这也彰显了跨性别者之间的社群交流的重要性。\n最后祝愿大家能够战胜抑郁和焦虑，努力活下去，找到属于自己的人生路。","submitter":"汉正街地铁站","date":"Mar 18, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file +{"id":17013,"content":"你们好，我不确定我作为非跨性别者能否至信，我通过与跨性别者的深入交流以及查阅不少资料，深刻认识到你们的不一致的性别认同是难以扭转的，这并不是对性别基于自主意愿的主观选择，而是一种自小存在的性别不一致。虽然我作为非跨性别者实际上难以对你们的性别焦虑感同身受，但我确实看得出来并体会到你们在现实中面临着不少现实中的困难，这也彰显了跨性别者之间的社群交流的重要性。\n最后祝愿大家能够战胜抑郁和焦虑，努力活下去，找到属于自己的人生路。","submitter":"汉正街地铁站","date":"Mar 18, 2024", "replies": [ + {"content": "谢谢你能够表达自己的理解和支持。实际上，很多时候对于各种少数群体的恐惧和偏见，不一定来自于非当事人的不理解，而只是【当事人以外没有人敢公开支持当事人】，仅此而已。不能感同身受不重要，人各有命，经验本就是不能完全共享的；但是我必须要感谢你站出来为了全体跨性别伙伴们说话。谢谢你，祝你「求则得之，寻则寻见」。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} +]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-18-C17017.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-18-C17017.json index df033083..5a0619fb 100644 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-18-C17017.json +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-18-C17017.json @@ -1 +1,3 @@ -{"id":17017,"content":"我光只是性取向“不正常”就感到极大的压力了，觉得自己不正常、觉得同性恋很恶心、希望自己只是病了、希望所谓的性少数其实是一种能治好的精神疾病。每隔一段时间我就会突然对自己“不正常”的性取向感到羞耻、恶心、希望自己是一个“正常人”。不知道这种情况是不是跟跨性别朋友们说的性别交流类似，只不过我的是对自己的性取向不满意？我的性取向“不正常”，单是因为这个我就被困扰的不得了，很难想象跨性别们的生活有多难。我真心希望有一天性少数可以不被区别对待，不再是“不正常”的人。我觉得很奇怪，为什么明明其他动物都不会对所谓的性少数作出排挤/歧视的行为，而人类却对咱们充满了恶意？为什么？人类真的好难懂…这世上永远没有绝对的公平。","submitter":"莱铭Lemink","date":"Mar 18, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file +{"id":17017,"content":"我光只是性取向“不正常”就感到极大的压力了，觉得自己不正常、觉得同性恋很恶心、希望自己只是病了、希望所谓的性少数其实是一种能治好的精神疾病。每隔一段时间我就会突然对自己“不正常”的性取向感到羞耻、恶心、希望自己是一个“正常人”。不知道这种情况是不是跟跨性别朋友们说的性别交流类似，只不过我的是对自己的性取向不满意？我的性取向“不正常”，单是因为这个我就被困扰的不得了，很难想象跨性别们的生活有多难。我真心希望有一天性少数可以不被区别对待，不再是“不正常”的人。我觉得很奇怪，为什么明明其他动物都不会对所谓的性少数作出排挤/歧视的行为，而人类却对咱们充满了恶意？为什么？人类真的好难懂…这世上永远没有绝对的公平。","submitter":"莱铭Lemink","date":"Mar 18, 2024", "replies": [ + {"content": "人总说兽性残暴，但有思想的恶才算残暴。他们手捧礼义廉耻，朝我们啐出一口仁义道德。可被排挤的少数有错吗？所谓的「不正常」真的可以被定义吗？我们本身无罪，但被多数人以恶意强加一层罪恶。亲爱的你，不要束缚在被强硬套上的锁链，我们永远是一体的，每个人微小的力量集合成星河，我们也可以逃脱黑暗迎来璀璨。在我们伸展的前方，仿佛洒满了阳光。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} +]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-19-C17021.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-19-C17021.json index 230744c0..9f5b987c 100644 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-19-C17021.json +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-19-C17021.json @@ -1 +1,3 @@ -{"id":17021,"content":"《无题》\n前方的路\n布满了脚印\n偶尔\n还能看见些许白骨\n更耀眼的\n却是道路尽头的光\n我抬起头\n向着光跑去\n不知何时\n自己的身边布满了荆棘\n血\n流了出来\n泪\n无法止住\n乌鸦盘旋\n将那光芒掩去\n只剩下\n几缕细丝\n闭上眼\n转过头\n想要逃避\n却听见\n「TA」们的声音\n“走下去吧\n向着自己\n向着火焰\n向着完美的明天”\n睁开眼\n发现手中多出一把利剑\n抬起手\n向着荆棘\n向着乌鸦\n挥出剑刃\n蓝色的光\n粉色的光\n白色的光\n烧尽了荆棘\n驱散了阴霾\n看向路的起点\n我留下了这把剑\n留下「TA」们的祝福\n随后\n向着光芒跑去\n最终\n消失在光芒之中\n…………\n…………\n…………\n我\n是「TA」们\n「TA」们\n是我\n我和「我们」\n不会忘记","submitter":"RainSummer","date":"Mar 19, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file +{"id":17021,"content":"《无题》 // 前方的路 // 布满了脚印 \n偶尔 // 还能看见些许白骨 // 更耀眼的 // 却是道路尽头的光 \n我抬起头 // 向着光跑去 // 不知何时 // 自己的身边布满了荆棘 \n血 // 流了出来 // 泪 // 无法止住 \n乌鸦盘旋 // 将那光芒掩去 // 只剩下 // 几缕细丝 \n闭上眼 // 转过头 // 想要逃避 \n却听见 // 「TA」们的声音 \n“走下去吧 // 向着自己 // 向着火焰 // 向着完美的明天” \n睁开眼 // 发现手中多出一把利剑 // 抬起手 // 向着荆棘 // 向着乌鸦 // 挥出剑刃 \n蓝色的光 // 粉色的光 // 白色的光 // 烧尽了荆棘 // 驱散了阴霾 // 看向路的起点 \n我留下了这把剑 // 留下「TA」们的祝福 // 随后 // 向着光芒跑去 \n最终 // 消失在光芒之中 \n………… // ………… // ………… \n我 // 是「TA」们 // 「TA」们 // 是我 \n我和「我们」 // 不会忘记","submitter":"RainSummer","date":"Mar 19, 2024", "replies": [ + {"content": "踏棘而行，向火而生。好诗，好文笔。拥有生命力也拥有主动性，正是意识到自己所处，才得以迈出作为自己的第一步，你是勇敢的；你诗中「TA」们，那些前人、或许是那些逝者，「TA」们是无处不在的。去年的『银河铁道之夜』朗读会，我特别喜欢的一个概念是：宫泽贤治借那篇童话表达，现世与他界密切联系，哪怕是一梦之间；逝者与生者总有机会共存、共鸣、共斗，逝者虽然离去，留下的东西是无价的。星星引路，航向天明。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} +]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-21-C17027.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-21-C17027.json index 3e94c74f..4950806e 100644 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-21-C17027.json +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-21-C17027.json @@ -1 +1,3 @@ -{"id":17027,"content":"去年的這個時候我被逼上絕路，一度曾想過了結自己，但在那之前怎麼都想要做一回自己，哪怕一次也好。\n我靠著手上唯一的一點存款去做了喜歡的髮型，那段時間的生活沒有受到陌生的攻擊、歧視和騷擾，也有很友善的朋友一直提供幫助，那時候我想，要是現在死了也值了。\n你說後來怎麼樣了？後來我孤注一擲，和死神賭了一局，最後居然還贏了，我猜這是長年的隱忍和創傷下積累的一點點運氣。好運總有用光的時候，至少現在我生活在一個再也不需要隱藏和忍耐那些歧視的地方，全部重新開始，這一次是真正的作為我自己而活著。\n希望我多出來的好運能分享給每一個有需要的跨兒朋友。\n\n匿名","submitter":"匿名","date":"Mar 21, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file +{"id":17027,"content":"去年的這個時候我被逼上絕路，一度曾想過了結自己，但在那之前怎麼都想要做一回自己，哪怕一次也好。\n我靠著手上唯一的一點存款去做了喜歡的髮型，那段時間的生活沒有受到陌生的攻擊、歧視和騷擾，也有很友善的朋友一直提供幫助，那時候我想，要是現在死了也值了。\n你說後來怎麼樣了？後來我孤注一擲，和死神賭了一局，最後居然還贏了，我猜這是長年的隱忍和創傷下積累的一點點運氣。好運總有用光的時候，至少現在我生活在一個再也不需要隱藏和忍耐那些歧視的地方，全部重新開始，這一次是真正的作為我自己而活著。\n希望我多出來的好運能分享給每一個有需要的跨兒朋友。","submitter":"匿名","date":"Mar 21, 2024", "replies": [ + {"content": "叹服于你的勇气，祝好运时刻伴随你。愿你辟开的道路永远宽阔，不被杂草淹没。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} +]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-22-C17032.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-22-C17032.json index 3c8f4429..0e76ae64 100644 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-22-C17032.json +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-22-C17032.json @@ -1 +1,3 @@ -{"id":17032,"content":"致勇敢现身的同志们：\n星光与你们同在，大地为你们铺路，大胆走向属于自己的路，无惧眼光，不怕困难，为自己心中的理想奋斗。\nFrom 程天明","submitter":"程天明","date":"Mar 22, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file +{"id":17032,"content":"致勇敢现身的同志们：\n星光与你们同在，大地为你们铺路，大胆走向属于自己的路，无惧眼光，不怕困难，为自己心中的理想奋斗。","submitter":"程天明","date":"Mar 22, 2024", "replies": [ + {"content": "我们今年因为各种制约，总共策划人数是大约二十个人；希望这个数能变成两百个、两千个，社群能从我们开始越来越团结、越来越相连，希望欢乐与庆祝到达每个人的耳畔。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} +]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-22-C17033.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-22-C17033.json index 936601c8..dfdc0d82 100644 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-22-C17033.json +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-22-C17033.json @@ -1 +1,3 @@ -{"id":17033,"content":"去年今日此门中，人面桃花相映红。人面不知何处去，桃花依旧笑春风。\n你看你用一种决然终结自己的生命，以期伤害过你的也随你终结。\n可是你的光才照亮了多久呢，又被多少人遗忘呢\n公无渡河，公竟渡河！堕河而死，当奈公何！","submitter":"匿名","date":"Mar 22, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file +{"id":17033,"content":"去年今日此门中，人面桃花相映红。人面不知何处去，桃花依旧笑春风。\n你看你用一种决然终结自己的生命，以期伤害过你的也随你终结。\n可是你的光才照亮了多久呢，又被多少人遗忘呢\n公无渡河，公竟渡河！堕河而死，当奈公何！","submitter":"匿名","date":"Mar 22, 2024", "replies": [ + {"content": "也许ta并没有离开太远，仍在或远或近的某处点亮灯火。愿你能永久守望这微光，最终照亮大地。虽绵力，但也请允许我们同你一起记住。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} +]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-23-C17038.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-23-C17038.json index 0140b0ca..d2a81bfd 100644 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-23-C17038.json +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-23-C17038.json @@ -1 +1,3 @@ -{"id":17038,"content":"我们即是希望本身","submitter":"无常","date":"Mar 23, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file +{"id":17038,"content":"我们即是希望本身","submitter":"无常","date":"Mar 23, 2024", "replies": [ + {"content": "我们存在的意义即是爱与革命。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} +]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-24-C17040.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-24-C17040.json index 0190cf73..9ed7c362 100644 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-24-C17040.json +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-24-C17040.json @@ -1 +1,3 @@ -{"id":17040,"content":"这算不上什么故事，因为它是发生过的事实。\n我曾经算是一名天赋党，因为出色的伪音，在出租车上和司机聊了一路都没被看出来，那个时候还在初中，初中女生比较成熟，比起满口黄腔，喜欢扒裤子看我算不算男人的男生来说，简直是天使，她们那时候就算谈了恋爱也不会疏远我，我和别的女孩子好像没有什么区别，很多人到现在上了大学再重逢，本来说可以让我在她那里当女孩子，但是一旦谈了对象，那个男的只要有一点不满意，她就会立马让我避嫌，尽管她认识那个男生的时候，代表他们，告诉我女孩子之间不用避嫌。\n或许我一定要面临这样的情况，就算做了很完整的手术，她或者他，还是把我当成感情的潜在隐患，只会选择伤害我，而不在乎，我是不是怕她被渣男骗，入土可能她都不会再来，那些姐妹之间的诺言，好似不曾有过。现在我也没有很女孩子的外表，都说不歧视，不区别对待，可是谁又知道，社会性别再像，那也不是女孩子，更何况生理上还不是呢。","submitter":"yunlu","date":"Mar 24, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file +{"id":17040,"content":"||这算不上什么故事，因为它是发生过的事实。\n我曾经算是一名天赋党，因为出色的伪音，在出租车上和司机聊了一路都没被看出来，那个时候还在初中，初中女生比较成熟，比起满口黄腔，喜欢扒裤子看我算不算男人的男生来说，简直是天使，她们那时候就算谈了恋爱也不会疏远我，我和别的女孩子好像没有什么区别，很多人到现在上了大学再重逢，本来说可以让我在她那里当女孩子，但是一旦谈了对象，那个男的只要有一点不满意，她就会立马让我避嫌，尽管她认识那个男生的时候，代表他们，告诉我女孩子之间不用避嫌。\n或许我一定要面临这样的情况，就算做了很完整的手术，她或者他，还是把我当成感情的潜在隐患，只会选择伤害我，而不在乎，我是不是怕她被渣男骗，入土可能她都不会再来，那些姐妹之间的诺言，好似不曾有过。现在我也没有很女孩子的外表，都说不歧视，不区别对待，可是谁又知道，社会性别再像，那也不是女孩子，更何况生理上还不是呢。||","submitter":"yunlu","date":"Mar 24, 2024", "replies": [ + {"content": "亲爱的你，「♪ni是你或是妳都行，会有人真心地爱ni♪」——玫瑰少年唱出的是我们。当我们陷落在泥土里，陷落在黑夜里，陷落在无尽海里。可是我们用尽全力抓住的藤蔓，藤蔓缠绕树干抢夺阳光生长，我们终会开出荆棘的玫瑰。美是一种型态，是一个形容，但它绝对无关于性别。我们无法完全去除生理特征，我们无必要回忆过去让自己缠绕苦痛，承诺没有保鲜剂，它不泡在福尔马林里。重要的是，要活出自我，要有爱有希望。请相信自己是美丽的，经历的创伤也会在阳光下展露光芒。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} +]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-25-C17041.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-25-C17041.json index 6ab5c82b..2f40bf3a 100644 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-25-C17041.json +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-25-C17041.json @@ -1 +1,3 @@ -{"id":17041,"content":"杂谈\n好像变得麻木了，身边的人一遍又一遍地死去，最终还是死掉了。你还活着吗?对未来的期待?不是。我想抱紧死去的人并且被没有死掉的大家抱着，，，其它东西会让你死掉吧?我并没有办法,我会在舒适度和目标之间权衡。焦虑是不可避免的,不过就算考虑最糟糕的情况，我也是有获得最后平静的办法(笑)。在想着“去做些什么吧，可不能靠时间和别人的改变，而且，大姐姐要做好榜样才行。\"\n我的经历没有那么凄惨。开始的时候谢谢大家的关心了，但渐渐想回报别人的温柔了，到现在变成了同辈大姐姐。然后未来的话，应该是前进着最后死掉了。一生的话，和被剪掉花朵的玫瑰差不多吧?大家会是怎么样的呢?蛮期待的。\n在其它方面也没有什么很好的建议。就，别太痛苦了。祝福的话是不切实际的，那就，别死掉了大家。\n燕秋\n2024/3/24","submitter":"燕秋","date":"Mar 25, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file +{"id":17041,"content":"杂谈\n||好像变得麻木了，身边的人一遍又一遍地死去，最终还是死掉了。你还活着吗?对未来的期待?不是。我想抱紧死去的人并且被没有死掉的大家抱着，，，其它东西会让你死掉吧?我并没有办法,我会在舒适度和目标之间权衡。焦虑是不可避免的,不过就算考虑最糟糕的情况，我也是有获得最后平静的办法(笑)。在想着“去做些什么吧，可不能靠时间和别人的改变，而且，大姐姐要做好榜样才行。\"\n我的经历没有那么凄惨。开始的时候谢谢大家的关心了，但渐渐想回报别人的温柔了，到现在变成了同辈大姐姐。然后未来的话，应该是前进着最后死掉了。一生的话，和被剪掉花朵的玫瑰差不多吧?大家会是怎么样的呢?蛮期待的。\n在其它方面也没有什么很好的建议。就，别太痛苦了。祝福的话是不切实际的，那就，别死掉了大家。 ||\n燕秋\n2024/3/24","submitter":"燕秋","date":"Mar 25, 2024", "replies": [ + {"content": "||死掉了就太可惜啦。陪你多走一程，好不好？||", "submitter": "Maintainer"} +]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-25-C17042.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-25-C17042.json deleted file mode 100644 index f980c22c..00000000 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-25-C17042.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":17042,"content":"杂谈\n好像变得麻木了，身边的人一遍又一遍地死去，最终还是死掉了。你还活着吗?对未来的期待?不是。我想抱紧死去的人并且被没有死掉的大家抱着，，，其它东西会让你死掉吧?我并没有办法,我会在舒适度和目标之间权衡。焦虑是不可避免的,不过就算考虑最糟糕的情况，我也是有获得最后平静的办法(笑)。在想着“去做些什么吧，可不能靠时间和别人的改变，而且，大姐姐要做好榜样才行。\" \n我的经历没有那么凄惨。开始的时候谢谢大家的关心了，但渐渐想回报别人的温柔了，到现在变成了同辈大姐姐。然后未来的话，应该是前进着最后死掉了。一生的话，和被剪掉花朵的玫瑰差不多吧?大家会是怎么样的呢?蛮期待的。\n在其它方面也没有什么很好的建议。就，别太痛苦了。祝福的话是不切实际的，那就，别死掉了大家。\n燕秋\n2024/3/24\n\n（忘写邮箱版）","submitter":"燕秋","date":"Mar 25, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17052.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17052.json index bb99bf41..6ce374a2 100644 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17052.json +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17052.json @@ -1 +1,3 @@ -{"id":17052,"content":"你好啊我是一名福建的信息学竞赛选手 hhoppitree，是一位还没有想明白道路的初三同学，明年就要上高中啦！有成为 mtf 的想法，不过…还很犹豫喵！我现在年龄还很小，有一定天赋，在机房经常被 Rua，家里人也比较开放，心里状态也比较良好。如果真的要走到那一步的话可能还是有一定优势的，日后还请多多关照喵！如果高一高二的国赛发挥好一点的话，可能就能去北京了，那里的氛围会好一点吗？我很迷茫。总之，还是走一步看一步吗？最后，希望大家都能过上自己想要的生活啦！","submitter":"hhoppitree","date":"Mar 26, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file +{"id":17052,"content":"你好啊我是一名福建的信息学竞赛选手 hhoppitree，是一位还没有想明白道路的初三同学，明年就要上高中啦！有成为 mtf 的想法，不过…还很犹豫喵！我现在年龄还很小，有一定天赋，在机房经常被 Rua，家里人也比较开放，心里状态也比较良好。如果真的要走到那一步的话可能还是有一定优势的，日后还请多多关照喵！如果高一高二的国赛发挥好一点的话，可能就能去北京了，那里的氛围会好一点吗？我很迷茫。总之，还是走一步看一步吗？最后，希望大家都能过上自己想要的生活啦！","submitter":"hhoppitree","date":"Mar 26, 2024", "replies": [ + {"content": "祝贺你迈出了认识自己的第一步。可是，傲慢和偏见仍然在社会生活中如影随形，很多事情也不一定像一开始时一样顺利。无他，我唯独希望你清楚思考自己并理解自己，不管做出什么选择，深思熟虑过的、坚定的，总比无知、盲从的好。另外，照顾好自己，也照顾好家人、身边人；过好自己的生活，乐观、积极的生活总是更让人信服的。祝你国赛顺利，也祝你找到自己的生活，和命运共舞！", "submitter": "Maintainer"} +]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17058.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17058.json index a7c02c75..9d09310b 100644 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17058.json +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17058.json @@ -1 +1,3 @@ -{"id":17058,"content":"蓝色的星球绕着恒星公转了一周，又一年的现身日也悄悄地到来了。记得去年这段时间我还是个普普通通的学生——也不能算普通，那会我双相还没控制好，家里人一合计，于是我三十一号白天被拐进了精卫：所以我或许是最晚看去年晚会录播的人吧（笑）。往后和往前的事情就都平平无奇了，我在全国走了走，也常去医院，花了一点时间和经历探索了自己的认同和生活，也在去年十月做出了那个很重要的决定（当然也少不了来自家里的各种磨难就是了）。希望大家都有坚定的信念来对抗绝望，也祝愿所有人都能靠自己的努力过上想要的生活。喵！","submitter":"大猫猫#南河三","date":"Mar 26, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file +{"id":17058,"content":"蓝色的星球绕着恒星公转了一周，又一年的现身日也悄悄地到来了。记得去年这段时间我还是个普普通通的学生——也不能算普通，那会我双相还没控制好，家里人一合计，于是我三十一号白天被拐进了精卫：所以我或许是最晚看去年晚会录播的人吧（笑）。往后和往前的事情就都平平无奇了，我在全国走了走，也常去医院，花了一点时间和经历探索了自己的认同和生活，也在去年十月做出了那个很重要的决定（当然也少不了来自家里的各种磨难就是了）。希望大家都有坚定的信念来对抗绝望，也祝愿所有人都能靠自己的努力过上想要的生活。喵！","submitter":"大猫猫#南河三","date":"Mar 26, 2024", "replies":[ + {"content": "感谢你在逆境中依然支持我们，也很高兴看到你的生活逐渐回归自己的控制。借你吉言，希望大家都在取回自己生活的旅途上更加顺利，喵！", "submitter": "Maintainer"} +]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17060.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17060.json index 42563c51..a29b68e5 100644 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17060.json +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17060.json @@ -1 +1,3 @@ -{"id":17060,"content":"致 看到信的每一个你:\n谢谢你又努力生活了一年。对我来说，这是我吃糖，穿到裙子和参与线下见面的第一年，但是也是被家长发现，被迫断糖和住院的一年。不过至少，我现在和你一样，依旧在努力活下去。很多时候，活着本身，就是一个充分的证明，证明了我们不是什么劣质产品，也能够拥有生活。活着的每一天，或许都是一个挑战，但是挑战不是放弃的理由。生活即使困难也并非不可战胜。最后，希望新的一年能认识更多的你，并且一同努力活下去，给这个讨厌的世界一个属于自己的证明。\nAra","submitter":"Ara海渊瑚","date":"Mar 26, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file +{"id":17060,"content":"致 看到信的每一个你:\n谢谢你又努力生活了一年。对我来说，这是我吃糖，穿到裙子和参与线下见面的第一年，但是也是被家长发现，被迫断糖和住院的一年。不过至少，我现在和你一样，依旧在努力活下去。很多时候，活着本身，就是一个充分的证明，证明了我们不是什么劣质产品，也能够拥有生活。活着的每一天，或许都是一个挑战，但是挑战不是放弃的理由。生活即使困难也并非不可战胜。最后，希望新的一年能认识更多的你，并且一同努力活下去，给这个讨厌的世界一个属于自己的证明。\nAra","submitter":"Ara海渊瑚","date":"Mar 26, 2024", "replies": [ + {"content": "很抱歉预整理信稿的时候漏掉了你的信，没能读出来。活下去，青山在，人未老；活下去，向世界顽固地证明我们的生命力。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} +]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17061.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17061.json index 3a3819ed..7db03f0e 100644 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17061.json +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17061.json @@ -1 +1,3 @@ -{"id":17061,"content":"我是一名来自江苏省苏州市的跨性别女性。我想向大家讲述我自己的故事。我的真实姓名听起来很女性化，从小开始，我就经常被老师、同学认作女孩子。当时的我虽然还未能探测出自己内心的真正性别，但我会有一种奇妙的舒适感。可能这就是我心灵被探动的开始。\n初中的时候，当时正是JK制服最火的一年，也是我性别焦虑逐渐加大的开始。那个暑假，我看着网上大家的穿着，自己却无法或是说没有勇气去这样穿出门，也无人可以向其倾诉。那一年我开始有了抑郁症状。中国的学生普遍不允许（身份证性别）男性留长发，更是让我产生厌学、与学校领导教师对干等情形。\n2023年2月7日，在当时与父母发生了一次穿搭方面的冲突后，开始了HRT和全面出柜。我父母此时也是非常不理解我，我父亲试图用一些手段来镇压住我，随后在2、3、4、5、6月的无数次争端后，它们它们发现无法改变我，最终放弃了干涉。\n我也在朋友的指引下预约了SRS手术\n2023年11月8日凌晨1时，泰国曼谷，我从手术中醒来，我终于摆脱过去18年的错误身份，将以全新的面貌生活下去。\n2024年3月，我选择再次来到曼谷，我将在泰国学习泰语并争取在泰工作定居，亦可为来泰手术的小伙伴提供引领和向导服务\n谢谢大家！\n","submitter":"Strawberry小草莓","date":"Mar 27, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file +{"id":17061,"content":"我是一名来自江苏省苏州市的跨性别女性。我想向大家讲述我自己的故事。我的真实姓名听起来很女性化，从小开始，我就经常被老师、同学认作女孩子。当时的我虽然还未能探测出自己内心的真正性别，但我会有一种奇妙的舒适感。可能这就是我心灵被探动的开始。\n初中的时候，当时正是JK制服最火的一年，也是我性别焦虑逐渐加大的开始。那个暑假，我看着网上大家的穿着，自己却无法或是说没有勇气去这样穿出门，也无人可以向其倾诉。那一年我开始有了抑郁症状。中国的学生普遍不允许（身份证性别）男性留长发，更是让我产生厌学、与学校领导教师对干等情形。\n2023年2月7日，在当时与父母发生了一次穿搭方面的冲突后，开始了HRT和全面出柜。我父母此时也是非常不理解我，我父亲试图用一些手段来镇压住我，随后在2、3、4、5、6月的无数次争端后，它们它们发现无法改变我，最终放弃了干涉。\n我也在朋友的指引下预约了SRS手术\n2023年11月8日凌晨1时，泰国曼谷，我从手术中醒来，我终于摆脱过去18年的错误身份，将以全新的面貌生活下去。\n2024年3月，我选择再次来到曼谷，我将在泰国学习泰语并争取在泰工作定居，亦可为来泰手术的小伙伴提供引领和向导服务\n谢谢大家！\n","submitter":"Strawberry小草莓","date":"Mar 27, 2024", "replies": [ + {"content": "很高兴你在渡河后，能将扶助他人渡河作为己任！你是真正的活动家！", "submitter": "Maintainer"} +]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17070.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17070.json index 7643320d..d55af493 100644 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17070.json +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17070.json @@ -1 +1,3 @@ -{"id":17070,"content":"如果你要写Nix，你就不能只写Nix。\n\n你要写NixOS的非FHS环境，环境变量里$PATH长长，无法运行的虛假ld加载器，steam-run启动万物。\n\n你要写庞大的/nix/store，可复现\n推导的sha256，read-only的/etc。\n\n你要写hydra昼夜轰鸣，镜像站的网络流量奔涌不息，翻不到尽头的cachix订阅和公钥。\n\n你要写无数仓库里的flake.nix，常年5k+ open的issue，半年无人问津的PR。\n\n你要写闪烁的电脑屏幕，账户名上的鱼板，堆积成山的药盒，深夜的一声叹息。\n\n——献给所有TGD的NixOS用户，和所有开源社区贡献者们，感谢并敬佩你们。","submitter":"Cryolitia","date":"Mar 27, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file +{"id":17070,"content":"如果你要写Nix，你就不能只写Nix。\n\n你要写NixOS的非FHS环境，环境变量里 `$PATH` 长长，无法运行的虛假 `ld` 加载器，`steam-run` 启动万物。\n\n你要写庞大的 `/nix/store`，可复现推导的 `sha256` ，read-only的 `/etc`。\n\n你要写hydra昼夜轰鸣，镜像站的网络流量奔涌不息，翻不到尽头的cachix订阅和公钥。\n\n你要写无数仓库里的 `flake.nix`，常年5k+ open的issue，半年无人问津的PR。\n\n你要写深夜闪烁的电脑屏幕，账户名上的鱼板，堆积成山的药盒，深夜的一声叹息。\n\n——献给所有TGD的NixOS用户，和所有开源社区贡献者们，感谢并敬佩你们。","submitter":"Cryolitia","date":"Mar 27, 2024", "replies": [ + {"content": "愿代码与数据库构成你们身躯不灭的一半。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} +]} diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17071.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17071.json index 0988e27f..eef4e1c0 100644 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17071.json +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17071.json @@ -1 +1,3 @@ -{"id":17071,"content":"「以卵擊石,在高大堅硬的牆和雞蛋之間,我永遠站在雞蛋那方。無論高牆是多麼正確,雞蛋是多麼地錯誤,我永遠站在雞蛋這邊。」一村上春樹 \n縱使最後可能會徒勞無功,我們卻依然勇往直前,只為那僅存的希望...\n方法或方向縱使不同,但目標永遠是一致的。\n加油。","submitter":"上善若水","date":"Mar 27, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file +{"id":17071,"content":"「以卵擊石,在高大堅硬的牆和雞蛋之間,我永遠站在雞蛋那方。無論高牆是多麼正確,雞蛋是多麼地錯誤,我永遠站在雞蛋這邊。」一村上春樹 \n縱使最後可能會徒勞無功,我們卻依然勇往直前,只為那僅存的希望...\n方法或方向縱使不同,但目標永遠是一致的。\n加油。","submitter":"上善若水","date":"Mar 27, 2024", "replies": [ + {"content": "那么我用自己写的一首诗来与你共鸣好了：烧毁草坪落满十字架/太阳干柴烈火地作恶/我们被着耻辱/被驱赶出境外的失乐园。我们曾被驱逐的，被摧毁的，被倾塌的，在某一个时段都会催生出以坚韧与苦痛的种子，我们在风雨中发芽，被践踏中生长成参天大树。我们的森林是独属于我们的乐园，我们在其中赤裸、舞蹈、歌唱。亲爱的你，相信我们一定会变成茂密的丛林，烧不尽，砍不断，作为独特的美向世人展示我们的疮疤，我们的泪痕，和我们永远坚强的内核。我们深深扎根与土地，我们永恒且绮丽。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} +]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17072.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17072.json index 13c31737..ac535d46 100644 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17072.json +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17072.json @@ -1 +1,3 @@ -{"id":17072,"content":"我们用鲜血染红太阳，又用孱弱的肩膀将它托上山岗，于是阳光普照大地，百花在大地上绽放，每一朵都有着不同的色彩\n而在光明之下，我们将欢笑，我们将歌唱，我们将沁透了淋漓鲜血的苦难岁月埋葬\n为着这个明天，我们走在骄傲的路上，我们轻轻的掩埋朋友的尸首，将泪水变做蓝粉白的花朵，然后顶着凄冷的北风，又继续上路了\n而这个夜晚，这个向着阳光前进的夜晚，我们将花朵都插在篝火的边上，于是花朵变成了挡风的高墙\n你看，篝火必必剥剥地响着，它更旺了\n于是，朋友般的篝火，和篝火般的朋友，温暖着我们彼此\n于是，即便是再凄冷的北风，也变成了羸弱的孬种，再不能夺走大家心中的暖意了","submitter":"L.F.Reisen","date":"Mar 27, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file +{"id":17072,"content":"我们用鲜血染红太阳，又用孱弱的肩膀将它托上山岗，于是阳光普照大地，百花在大地上绽放，每一朵都有着不同的色彩\n而在光明之下，我们将欢笑，我们将歌唱，我们将沁透了淋漓鲜血的苦难岁月埋葬\n为着这个明天，我们走在骄傲的路上，我们轻轻的掩埋朋友的尸首，将泪水变做蓝粉白的花朵，然后顶着凄冷的北风，又继续上路了\n而这个夜晚，这个向着阳光前进的夜晚，我们将花朵都插在篝火的边上，于是花朵变成了挡风的高墙\n你看，篝火必必剥剥地响着，它更旺了\n于是，朋友般的篝火，和篝火般的朋友，温暖着我们彼此\n于是，即便是再凄冷的北风，也变成了羸弱的孬种，再不能夺走大家心中的暖意了","submitter":"L.F.Reisen","date":"Mar 27, 2024", "replies": [ + {"content": "这首诗歌情绪激昂，以至于让处在社群中的我感到爱与勇气。那我也回赠一首小诗吧：天空什么时候是蓝色/我只见过/灰色 黑色/和被血色染红的/等待一场无妄的等待/迷茫着没有方向/我们由着蝴蝶引路/走入山林/在路途中寻找同类/那些苦难岁月里/伤疤是一个个难以跨过的丘壑/我们牵着手/迈着步子/伤疤也会被抚平/牵着手的我们/走到没有尽头的地方/看一片无尽的蔷薇花丛/我们生如夏花/理应绚烂绽放/淡蓝色的天空/火红的蔷薇/在无限的天边交接/此后朝暮与岁月并往/我们一同行至天光。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} +]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17073.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17073.json index d9b1ba19..6417647d 100644 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17073.json +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17073.json @@ -1 +1,3 @@ -{"id":17073,"content":"在阴霾缭绕之中 欲拨去重重迷雾\n我在窥见那灵魂 躁动不安。\n\n在绳线缠绕之间 欲挣开命运枷锁\n我在打破那镜像 非我而生。\n\n \n\n裹挟——在世俗洪流之中。\n唯有百分的顺从最不费力气\n而试问那洪流\n究竟要流向何方呢？\n \n痴狂——在装腔作态之下。\n唯有万般的点头最赢得赞誉\n而试问那姿态 \n究竟是心之所向吗？\n \n\n\n二极管的聚合 自诩正义的「多数」的狂欢\n人们歌颂着 那多样的灵魂\n却又对 ##%% 闭口不言\n \n三磷酸的传递 恒久不变的「主流」的呓语\n人们赞扬着 那先驱的精神\n却又对 %%## 嗤之以鼻 \n \n\n \n「或许，投降的不应当是我们。」\n\n\n \n所以 \n我欲现身于「跨越」之中\n \n以一缕耀眼的阳光\n击碎那亘古的屏障\n \n\n\n所以 \n我欲现身于「跨越」之中\n \n在螺旋的时空中\n越向上越要努力张开翅膀\n \n\n\n所以 \n我欲现身于「跨越」之中\n \n跨越每一双有色眼镜的束缚\n在真正的彩虹中舞蹈\n\n\n\n所以\n「如果你们都能记住我的名字」——\n\n为无限的时间和空间——\n共同现身于「跨越」之中吧——\n \n\n\n\n脱去枷锁的命运\n终末于湛蓝的深海 \n自由的灵魂\n去仰望粉白的星云\n\n\n—— 神楽坂 零音，2024/3/27","submitter":"神楽坂 零音","date":"Mar 27, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file +{"id":17073,"content":"在阴霾缭绕之中 欲拨去重重迷雾 // 我在窥见那灵魂 躁动不安。\n在绳线缠绕之间 欲挣开命运枷锁 // 我在打破那镜像 非我而生。\n裹挟——在世俗洪流之中。 // 唯有百分的顺从最不费力气 // 而试问那洪流 // 究竟要流向何方呢？\n痴狂——在装腔作态之下。 // 唯有万般的点头最赢得赞誉 // 而试问那姿态 // 究竟是心之所向吗？\n二极管的聚合 自诩正义的「多数」的狂欢 // 人们歌颂着 那多样的灵魂 // 却又对 ##%% 闭口不言\n三磷酸的传递 恒久不变的「主流」的呓语 // 人们赞扬着 那先驱的精神 // 却又对 %%## 嗤之以鼻 \n「或许，投降的不应当是我们。」\n所以 // 我欲现身于「跨越」之中\n以一缕耀眼的阳光 // 击碎那亘古的屏障\n所以 // 我欲现身于「跨越」之中 // 在螺旋的时空中 // 越向上越要努力张开翅膀\n所以 // 我欲现身于「跨越」之中 // 跨越每一双有色眼镜的束缚 // 在真正的彩虹中舞蹈\n所以 // 「如果你们都能记住我的名字」—— // 为无限的时间和空间—— // 共同现身于「跨越」之中吧——\n脱去枷锁的命运 // 终末于湛蓝的深海 // 自由的灵魂 // 去仰望粉白的星云\n\n—— 神楽坂 零音，2024/3/27","submitter":"神楽坂 零音","date":"Mar 27, 2024", "replies": [ + {"content": "先驱的中心在于实践者，正义的中心在于当事者。我把这篇来信放在今晚的前半，因为我觉得这首诗恰好是做了「现身日晚会为什么要办」的最好注解。只需一缕阳光、一些短暂的「现身」，人们便能踏出世俗的洪流，舍弃偏见，记住活生生的「名字」和存在本身。这难道不是最简单的吗。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} +]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17074.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17074.json index 8e6788b3..f7ac7a49 100644 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17074.json +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17074.json @@ -1 +1,3 @@ -{"id":17074,"content":"If the bleak-eyed rosy mind again hears the relentless daily sound of tidal blood\nShe will unbraid the double strand of Demiurge\u0027s hair into strings of Dagda\u0027s harp\nand wait for the return of wild geese to the grassy heart of northern shores.","submitter":"黄心","date":"Mar 27, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file +{"id":17074,"content":"If the bleak-eyed rosy mind again hears the relentless daily sound of tidal blood\nShe will unbraid the double strand of Demiurge\u0027s hair into strings of Dagda\u0027s harp\nand wait for the return of wild geese to the grassy heart of northern shores.","submitter":"黄心","date":"Mar 27, 2024", "replies":[ + {"content": "一首浸淫在古代意境中的自由诗。试译：凄凉的玫瑰色心儿哟，若她再次听到无情的、潮水般的鲜血的声音/她将解开德谬哥那双股儿头发，再编成达格达那竖琴的琴弦/等待大雁回到北方海岸的覆草的心脏。——翻得不好，还请见谅。（大概要用北方方言读。）哎呀，浓重的凯尔特神话意境。我听说达格达的竖琴使任何听到它的人或欢笑，或悲伤哭泣；使夏天或冬天按时到来，使浴血返家的战士忘记疲倦。或许这就是思念与魂魄的力量；或许这就是我们应有的力量。待朝雾散去，心上人会回到青绿的大地上。祝你幸福。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} +]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-31-B4.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-31-B4.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..aa323619 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-31-B4.json @@ -0,0 +1,6 @@ +{ + "id": -4, + "content": " 呐，不会写诗也不会鼓励别人，讲述一下自己的故事/发表一些评论好了。也许啰嗦了一点，写的也挺乱的，对不起了。我也没希望真的能上晚会，知道在某个时候，某个地方，有也许能理解我的人看到了这些文字对我而言就足够了。还有我可能太只顾着叙述真实感受了，在写的过程中自己精神崩溃了好几次，断断续续写了好几天，别人看了可能也会被触发吧。对不起了。\n 说到“现身”，其实我最初的经历并不是跟性别有关的吧。没办法，到青春期开始发育了之后我的性别认同跟我的指派性别并不一样这个issue才变得突出了起来吧。而我自幼就是明显的神经多样性。管他呢（恼），反正神经多样性和跨性别也有很多交集的地方，要是嫌跑题了把这段编辑掉好了，我觉得可以作为一个铺垫。\n 我从幼儿时期就「不一样」。最开始似乎一切都好，比如我不像autism spectrum容易语言迟缓之类的，反而学会说话比平均要早的多。然后大家对我的认识就打下了一个「神童」的基调。我很沉迷看书，小学就学了中学的东西，初中就学完了大学高数入门线性代数微积分一条龙（不过等到真上了大学差不多又全都忘了就是了（恼））。然后成绩严重偏科，比如说语文阅读这种我就是拼了老命也理解不了里面的人物都在干什么。我一直都是上课不听课，作业不认真写。如果一个普通的学生这样子ta早就被老师家长整死了，但是不管是老师，家长还是同学甚至其他人，评价都是一致的：“他聪明，不一样，反正他都会，管他干什么呢，你们不要跟他学就行了”。我被放到了一个pedestal上变成了一个“展示品?”了。我从来，到现在都不是某个集体的一员，最多只是一个“出于某种原因跟大家在一起混的人”而已。\n 而我即使得到了“这个人确实跟大家不一样”的承认，即使大家都承认我的才华，也一直没有人去celebrate我的独特作用。我一直都背负着去“融入社会”的负担。比如我小学的时候经常在椅子上来回晃，或者无意义地重复一些随机的词句，然后老师就去找我母亲，认为我是“多动症”。她还带我去医院看过，当然什么结果都没有。然后就是我一生的噩梦的一大开始。当时我还小，当时我母亲就咬定这些特征都只是注意一下就可以改掉的坏习惯，到现在也没有表示过歉意。我不记得我因为这种原因被各种暴力过多少次。也许这样也好，certain things are probably best left forgotten. \n 然后就这样子，我上了一个普通的大学。我也许本可以考的更好的，但是这个问题现在已经是应该moot point了不是吗。而且如果我去了另外一个地方我也不会遇到她。当时我抱着我网购的打印版《The art of computer programming》往宿舍走，然后在蜜雪冰城停了一下。她刚好路过，看到我抱着四大本出奇的厚的英文原版书就上来搭话了，然后我们就留了联系方式。我一直好奇我为什么没有在之前注意到我们班里面有一个这样一个人？是我的潜意识敏锐的看到了它知道我还没有准备好接受的东西吗？我为什么没有对一个留着长头发的“男生”感到一点“不自然感”？\n 我们第一次聊天她就很直白的告诉了我她是跨性别，“mtf”。我没有思考，本能的就向一个我刚认识的人袒露了我到当时内心最大的秘密:\n “我觉得我也有这种倾向”\n 我是如此的渴望一个吐露自己的心声的机会。\n 然后我快速补了一句：\n “但是我觉得我不是真的跨性别”\n Not so fast.\n I wasn’t ready to admit it, not yet.\n 但是虽然这么说，我在坐立不安了几天之后还是做出我这辈子最bold的move。当时我还没有推特，我把我的GitHub头像加上了蓝粉白旗。\n 然后我的人生就天翻地覆了，但是这也是一个大家都听过了的故事吧。我学会上推特了，我学会买糖了，我学会od自残了，我学会了一个刻板印象小药娘的所有技能。我开心过，我绝望过，我魔怔过，我现在也许清醒了。Truth be told，万恶的MECT让我忘掉了这段时间发生过的很多事情。也许这样也好。Anyway，以此作为一个背景，我来叙述一些印象深刻的事情吧。\n 当时我认识她了之后，我跟我母亲闲聊的时候跟她介绍了一下。我母亲并没有多大的反应，她只觉得这是一个与自己无关的猎奇现象吧。就像我一直能体会到我被隔离与community之外一样，我能体会到我的这位朋友的存在也被我母亲安全的隔离在她对这个世界的认知之外。只是一个极端个例而已，在太阳底下除了这种奇葩每个人都是一样的，顺性别，神经典型，热爱正能量，天天积极向上，是这个社会的productive member。“社会，本分，稳定。”七十二个一模一样的人操作着七十二台一模一样的机器。这就是现在这个monolithic的社会的真实写照不是吗。\n But I digress。然后过了几天我的本能驱使我直接把柜门砸碎了，没办法，我只能压抑自己到那个程度。For a while，我的父母并没有多大反应，我甚至还以为我抽到了罕见的家长党。然后这个事实算是sunk in了吧。\n 然后as they say: “solve lora infernis!”\n 当然，我是在这一切的receiving end上。\n 我并不记得这一切的具体经过发展之类的了。也许这样也好。我也没有把自己的这种遭遇叙述一遍的必要，被家长迫害的例子大家都司空见惯了。然后在这段历史的结尾和高潮，我被送进了精神病院，并在那里呆了差不多两个半月。（对，我估计就凭这个经历你也许就能猜到我其实是谁了）\n 我不想回忆我在精神病院的遭遇。这个对我有点太traumatic了。我只能说他们对于一个其实根本就没有精神病的人的对待就是appalling吧，特别是老是拖着不让我出院。我有的时候还能crack a joke about it，但是其实我做噩梦都不敢再回去了。\n 然后怎么说呢，住院的时候远离了家庭我的精神状态算是稍微恢复了一点吧。然后我回家就得到了一个开幕雷击：趁我不在的时候我母亲把我的房间全部扫荡了一遍，所有能与我的性别认同扯上一点关系的东西都被仔细清除了，除了她没有密码不能把我的笔记本桌面换掉之外，连笔记本上面的贴纸都没能幸免。“要有一个新的开始”她自豪的告诉我，就像2BR02B里的Dr.Hitz一样。“我觉得没用”是我质问她的时候得到的唯一一个nonchalant的回复。“没用”。七十二个一模一样的人有着七十二个一模一样的需求。这就是现在这个社会的假设，不是吗？对于我没有用的东西对于你也没有用，我们都长着一样的脸，一样的心，按照一样的感官和价值观去选择对错。\n 当然之后我精神状态又撑不住了，当然之后我又自杀了，还不止一次。当然这些都是我自找的，我只是一个和“普通人”一样千人一面的机器，不是吗？既然一个大街上的“普通人”没有被“性别焦虑”“阿斯伯格”这种东西困扰，我又怎么会呢？何况我还是一台聪明的高质量机器，我的命运已经被preordinate了不是吗？像一台机器一样去学习，像一台机器一样去工作，结婚生子，光宗耀祖。这也是我父亲到现在最不能释怀的地方吧。我是他的“儿子”，我应该继承他的意志，我本可以成为一个根植农村的宗族的骄傲。然后我变成一个“人妖”了，一个耻辱。我跟他最后一次见面的时候他还在劝我“你真的应该悬崖勒马”。我听不下去起身走开了，然后就没有然后了。我的父母成长于那样的环境之中，他们除了conformity之外什么也不知道不是吗。他们只会用他们认知范围中的“交了恶友受了不良影响”来解释这一切。我的情感希望他们下地狱，我的理性希望他们一生平安。\n “The road to Hell is paved with good intentions.”，不是吗？\n “Jesus said, ‘Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing.’ And they divided up his clothes by casting lots.”\n 怎么说呢，这也就是存在TDoV这样的celebration的意义吧。如果我们可以勇敢的站出来，展现出自己真实的样子，展现出这个世界除了normativity和conformity之外还有我们这些虽然少数，但是确实存在，也确实不一样，也应该被承认被平等对待的少数群体的真实的样子。我们不能永远在阴影里指望运气和有人发善心生存。也许有一天，我应该看不到的一天，会有一个跟我一样独特的人得到她应有的人生。\n “alteri vivas oportet, si vis tibi vivere.”\n “deus est mortali iuvare mortalem, et haec ad aeternam gloriam via.”\n 就写到这里吧。\n 2024年3月27日，Ellie。", + "submitter": "Ellie", + "date": "Mar 31, 2024" +} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-31-B5.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-31-B5.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..f38f25df --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-31-B5.json @@ -0,0 +1,12 @@ +{ + "id": -5, + "content": "十数年的煎熬与黑暗,又几度的孤独和苦难,\n猩红的花从心中绽放,蹁跹的蝶自蕊中重生。\n此刻,玄殇放声歌唱又癫狂大笑: \n\"玄,你的路途尚未过半,但只要心在前进, \n你当求仁得仁,哪怕未来身死路上,\n也当讲一句,求道者未曾止步。\"", + "submitter": "天津玄殇", + "date": "Mar 31, 2024", + "replies": [ + { + "content": "一斛浊酒一袋砖茶、一只口笛两本闲书，曳一架破车行遍山河。\n世界是荒原间参杂绿洲，有的地方长年未踏，有的地方只是传说。\n但是走吧，走吧，走到哪里，我们都有土地可行\n夜晚在车里与月亮对酒当歌，等待太阳从地平线后升起\n这便是你我的天涯", + "submitter": "Maintainer" + } + ] +} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/ttttsuuukikoo_/comments/2024-04-14-C17114.json b/people/ttttsuuukikoo_/comments/2024-04-14-C17114.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..958b0fe9 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/ttttsuuukikoo_/comments/2024-04-14-C17114.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17114,"content":"在这儿第一次认识你，祝那边一切安好","submitter":"小云Evelyn","date":"Apr 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/ttttsuuukikoo_/comments/2024-05-18-C17175.json b/people/ttttsuuukikoo_/comments/2024-05-18-C17175.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..2da097c1 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/ttttsuuukikoo_/comments/2024-05-18-C17175.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17175,"content":"第一次看到，祝安好\n","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"May 18, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/wangzihao980/comments/2024-06-03-C17199.json b/people/wangzihao980/comments/2024-06-03-C17199.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..9c4a0773 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/wangzihao980/comments/2024-06-03-C17199.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17199,"content":"晚安姐妹\n","submitter":"星川樱子","date":"Jun 3, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/xuewulihuameng/comments/2024-03-30-C17079.json b/people/xuewulihuameng/comments/2024-03-30-C17079.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..462bd756 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/xuewulihuameng/comments/2024-03-30-C17079.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17079,"content":"打开知乎页面的时候想起了去岁离世的朋友……也是见面一天之后就传来了噩耗……\n感觉很多故事在不同程度地，一次又一次地重复着，难过……","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Mar 30, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/xuewulihuameng/comments/2024-03-31-C17083.json b/people/xuewulihuameng/comments/2024-03-31-C17083.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..db0d1e48 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/xuewulihuameng/comments/2024-03-31-C17083.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17083,"content":"忽如一夜春风来，千树万树梨花开。\n\n她来过这个世界。\n\n(By 底层咸鱼余蹊汐宿, Zhihu, 2018-04-07)","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Mar 31, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/xuewulihuameng/info.yml b/people/xuewulihuameng/info.yml index 4d5e3556..59eb9ff0 100644 --- a/people/xuewulihuameng/info.yml +++ b/people/xuewulihuameng/info.yml @@ -1,6 +1,6 @@ id: xuewulihuameng profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.jpg info: - died: '2018-04-28' + died: '2018-04-02' websites: - zhihu: https://www.zhihu.com/people/xue-wu-li-hua-meng \ No newline at end of file + zhihu: https://www.zhihu.com/people/xue-wu-li-hua-meng diff --git a/people/xuewulihuameng/page.en.md b/people/xuewulihuameng/page.en.md index 0f932281..3d0acd9e 100644 --- a/people/xuewulihuameng/page.en.md +++ b/people/xuewulihuameng/page.en.md @@ -1,21 +1,64 @@ --- -name: Xuewulihuameng +name: Xueli info: alias: Xuewulihuameng location: Yubei, Chongqing --- +> "May kind souls be treated gently by the world." +> +> By: Xuewulihuameng + ## Description -Xuewulihuameng is a trans girl who is gentle, lovely, kind-hearted but somewhat solitary. +Xueli was a trans girl who is gentle, lovely, kind-hearted but somewhat solitary. She was skilled in drawing, and she prepared a painting as a present for her friend. However, her friend only received the painting after her death. - + -In the two Zhihu questions [How's meeting Xuewulihuameng irl?](https://www.zhihu.com/question/269853559) and [How to appraise the death-seeking behavior of Xuewuloihuameng?](https://www.zhihu.com/question/268738337), many of her friends expressed their grief and said that she was really gentle. Even just before her departure, she still consoled and encouraged one of her friends. +In the two Zhihu questions [How's meeting Xuewulihuameng irl?](https://www.zhihu.com/question/269853559) and [How to appraise the death-seeking behavior of Xuewulihuameng?](https://www.zhihu.com/question/268738337), many of her friends expressed their grief and said that she was really gentle. Even just before her departure, she still consoled and encouraged one of her friends. -She always treated people around her gently. However, what she'd done is so cruel to herself. In one silent night, she left a scheduled will and departed quietly. She wore a beautiful dress, and there was still a sweet smile on her face when she was found. +## Her Departure -May she be treated gently in another world and be a happy girl. +As mentioned at the beginning, "May kind souls be treated gently by the world." + +But, Xueli herself was a kind, gentle girl... + +On the afternoon and evening of April 1st, 2018, she was still living happily in this world. + +However, later on, +after failing to reveal her gender identity to her parents and browsing numerous negative messages on the internet, +she started to consider the idea of taking her own life. + +On that quiet night, she left home for the Huanghuayuan Jialingjiang Bridge... + +This is the last photo she left behind: + + + +Looking into the distance from the bridge, +the blurred lights seemed to be moistened by tears... + +After leaving a scheduled suicide note, Xueli chose to leave this world. +She wore a beautiful dress, +and there was still a sweet smile on her face when she was found. + +Her friend said that she was afraid of pain undoubtly. +She always treated people around her gently, +but what she'd done was so cruel to herself... + +## After Her Deperture + +Xueli's friend [Futajuhuacha](https://one-among.us/profile/Futajuhuacha) was also a very gentle girl. + +After her left, Huacha deeply missed her and eventually chose to follow her to death in the same place. + +Pray for these two girls in heaven. + +"As if the vernal breeze had come back overnight, Adorning thousands of pear trees with blossoms white." + +We are waiting for the day gentle breeze comes again, +and pear blossoms come out once more, +also waiting for your return, reunion... diff --git a/people/xuewulihuameng/page.md b/people/xuewulihuameng/page.md index b891fa5a..142067ef 100644 --- a/people/xuewulihuameng/page.md +++ b/people/xuewulihuameng/page.md @@ -1,20 +1,52 @@ --- name: 雪舞梨花梦 info: - alias: 梨花 + alias: 梨花, 雪梨 location: 重庆渝北 --- +> 「愿善良的人能被世界温柔以待。」 +> +> By: 雪舞梨花梦 + ## 简介 -梨花是一位温柔、可爱、善良却有些孤独的跨性别女性。 +梨花是一个温柔、可爱、善良却有些孤独的跨性别女孩。 她有着不错的绘画能力，她给她的友人准备了她亲手绘制的画作——尽管因为空间的阻隔，那幅画在她离世之后才送到她的友人手里。 - + 在[和梨花面姬是种什么样的体验？](https://www.zhihu.com/question/269853559)及[如何评价雪舞梨花梦作死行为？](https://www.zhihu.com/question/268738337)的两篇知乎问答之中，许多她生前的好友都表示，她对身边的人都十分温柔。甚至在她选择离开之前，她仍然在安慰和鼓励着她的朋友。 -尽管她明明一直温柔地对待着所有人，她却对自己有些过于残忍，在一个安静的夜晚，她留下了定时遗书之后静悄悄地离开了。而当她被找到的时候，身着漂亮的衣服，面上还带着微笑。 +## 离世 -愿她在另一个世界能被温柔以待，做一个幸福的女孩子。 +正如开篇梨花所言，愿善良的人能被世界温柔以待。 + +但，其实梨花就是善良，温柔的女孩子啊…… + +4 月 1 日的下午到晚上，其实她都还快快乐乐地生活在这个世界上。 + +但随后，梨花向父母出柜失败，又看到互联网上的许多负面信息，因而选择了轻生。 + +在那个安静的夜晚，她静悄悄地来到了黄花园大桥之上…… + +这，是她留下的最后的照片： + + + +从桥上向远方望去，模糊的灯火仿佛被泪水打湿一般…… + +梨花留下了定时遗书之后就选择了离开这个世界，而当她被找到的时候，身着漂亮的衣服，面上还带着微笑。 + +梨花，明明一直温柔地对待着所有人，却对自己有些过于残忍，明明梨花是很怕疼的女孩子呢…… + +## 身后 + +梨花的好友[扶她菊花茶](https://one-among.us/profile/Futajuhuacha)也是一个很温柔的女孩。 + +在梨花走后，花茶深深地思念着她，最终也选择在同样的地方随她而去。 + +「忽如一夜春风来，千树万树梨花开。」 + +愿境界线之外的彼岸永远守护着这两位女孩。等待你们的归来，重逢…… diff --git a/people/xuewulihuameng/page.zh_hant.md b/people/xuewulihuameng/page.zh_hant.md index bcd5c2d7..44ade0a3 100644 --- a/people/xuewulihuameng/page.zh_hant.md +++ b/people/xuewulihuameng/page.zh_hant.md @@ -1,20 +1,54 @@ --- name: 雪舞梨花夢 info: - alias: 梨花 + alias: 梨花, 雪梨 location: 重慶渝北 --- +> 「願善良的人能被世界溫柔以待。」 +> +> By: 雪舞梨花夢 + ## 簡介 -梨花是一位溫柔、可愛、善良卻有些孤獨的跨性別女性。 +梨花是一个溫柔、可愛、善良卻有些孤獨的跨性別女孩。 她有著不錯的繪畫能力，她給她的友人準備了她親手繪製的畫作——儘管因為空間的阻隔，那幅畫在她離世之後才送到她的友人手裡。 - + 在[和梨花面姬是種什麼樣的體驗？](https://www.zhihu.com/question/269853559)及[如何評價雪舞梨花夢作死行為？](https://www.zhihu.com/question/268738337)的兩篇知乎問答之中，許多她生前的好友都表示，她對身邊的人都十分溫柔。甚至在她選擇離開之前，她仍然在安慰和鼓勵著她的朋友。 -儘管她明明一直溫柔地對待著所有人，她卻對自己有些過於殘忍，在一個安靜的夜晚，她留下了定時遺書之後靜悄悄地離開了。而當她被找到的時候，身著漂亮的衣服，面上還帶著微笑。 +## 離世 + +正如開篇梨花所言，願善良的人能被世界溫柔以待。 + +但，其實梨花就是善良，溫柔的女孩子啊…… + +4 月 1 日的下午到晚上，其實她都還快快樂樂地生活在這個世界上。 + +但隨後，梨花向父母出櫃失敗，又看到網路上的許多負面訊息，因而選擇了輕生。 + +在那個安靜的夜晚，她靜悄悄地來到了黃花園大橋之上…… + +這，是她留下的最後的照片： + + + +從橋上向遠方望去，模糊的燈火仿佛被淚水打濕一般…… + +梨花留下了定時遺書之後就選擇了離開這個世界，而當她被找到的時候，身著漂亮的衣服，面上還帶著微笑。 + +梨花，明明一直溫柔地對待著所有人，卻對自己有些過於殘忍，明明梨花是很怕疼的女孩子呢…… + +## 身後 + +梨花的好友[扶她菊花茶](https://one-among.us/profile/Futajuhuacha)也是一個很溫柔的女孩。 + +梨花離世後，花茶深深地思念著她，最終也選擇在同樣的地方隨她而去。 + +「忽如一夜春風來，千樹萬樹梨花開。」 + +愿境界線之外的彼岸永遠守護著這兩位女孩。等待你們的歸來，重逢…… + -願她在另一個世界能被溫柔以待，做一個幸福的女孩子。 diff --git a/people/xuewulihuameng/photos/painting.jpg b/people/xuewulihuameng/photos/photo1.jpg similarity index 100% rename from people/xuewulihuameng/photos/painting.jpg rename to people/xuewulihuameng/photos/photo1.jpg diff --git a/people/xuewulihuameng/photos/photo2.jpg b/people/xuewulihuameng/photos/photo2.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..e87018b5 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/xuewulihuameng/photos/photo2.jpg differ diff --git a/people/yingying/page.en.md b/people/yingying/page.en.md index 0d55c56d..02a08740 100644 --- a/people/yingying/page.en.md +++ b/people/yingying/page.en.md @@ -1,13 +1,16 @@ --- name: Yingying --- + +## Description + Yingying is a trans woman who had undergone sex reassignment surgery. She was a lively and cheerful girl who was interested in electronics and chemistry. She looks very handsome when she rides a bicycle. She always brought happiness to those around her. She had a toothpaste box with the Intel Logo at home. She said that every time people enter her bathroom, that toothpaste box made them laugh. [^1] She had published a lot of articles and videos about electronics in both her personal Bilibili account and the Bilibili account “Geek Lab” she created. She had also posted some videos about motorcycle riding. She also opened a store on Taobao where she sold and rented out electronics. She hoped to go to Guangzhou to develop her career. It's a pity that all this stopped abruptly when she lost her life forever in a car accident. -May she still have the same cheerfulness and passion to do what she want to do in her next world! [^1] +May she still have the same cheerfulness and passion to do what she wanted to do in her next world! [^1] References diff --git a/people/yumao/comments/2024-01-02-C15071.json b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-01-02-C15071.json similarity index 100% rename from people/yumao/comments/2024-01-02-C15071.json rename to people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-01-02-C15071.json diff --git a/people/yumao/comments/2024-01-14-C15221.json b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-01-14-C15221.json similarity index 100% rename from people/yumao/comments/2024-01-14-C15221.json rename to people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-01-14-C15221.json diff --git a/people/yumao/comments/2024-02-02-C15376.json b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-02-02-C15376.json similarity index 100% rename from people/yumao/comments/2024-02-02-C15376.json rename to people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-02-02-C15376.json diff --git a/people/yumao/comments/2024-02-29-C15431.json b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-02-29-C15431.json similarity index 100% rename from people/yumao/comments/2024-02-29-C15431.json rename to people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-02-29-C15431.json diff --git a/people/yumao/comments/2024-03-08-C16009.json b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-03-08-C16009.json similarity index 100% rename from people/yumao/comments/2024-03-08-C16009.json rename to people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-03-08-C16009.json diff --git a/people/yumao/comments/2024-03-14-C16023.json b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-03-14-C16023.json similarity index 100% rename from people/yumao/comments/2024-03-14-C16023.json rename to people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-03-14-C16023.json diff --git a/people/yumao/comments/2024-03-18-C17014.json b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-03-18-C17014.json similarity index 100% rename from people/yumao/comments/2024-03-18-C17014.json rename to people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-03-18-C17014.json diff --git a/people/yumao/comments/2024-03-21-C17025.json b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-03-21-C17025.json similarity index 100% rename from people/yumao/comments/2024-03-21-C17025.json rename to people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-03-21-C17025.json diff --git a/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-05-15-C17160.json b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-05-15-C17160.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..d7b31917 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-05-15-C17160.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17160,"content":"最近总是想起来你写的\n“坏事，我做过，好事，也许做过吧。”\n最近发生了很多故事，有开心的，有不开心的。\n许多年后，大家都记得你的好……记得你的那些痕迹，被拯救过的你……\n羽毛毛，今天也晚安，你一直记挂的那只猫，最近过得不错呢……","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"May 15, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-05-17-C17170.json b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-05-17-C17170.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..7c168794 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-05-17-C17170.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17170,"content":"万顷烟波见小池。东流棹桨奈谁痴。\n人间风雨何由起。落尽残花碧海知。\n\n西望长亭散落尘。怎消残雪葬花声。\n八千里路今安在。聊对寂空念故人。","submitter":"nishikaze","date":"May 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-05-28-C17189.json b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-05-28-C17189.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..729827fd --- /dev/null +++ b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-05-28-C17189.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17189,"content":"温柔的羽毛毛，像微风一样温柔呢。\n\n“软fufu的 轻飘飘的 并不是喵 就是羽毛呀。”","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"May 28, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-05-28-C17193.json b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-05-28-C17193.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..15a2dbd4 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/zhangyubaka/comments/2024-05-28-C17193.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17193,"content":"||打着“为你好”的名义强行将或许本可以相互救赎的两个人分开真是一种很可恶的行为||","submitter":"C","date":"May 28, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/yumao/info.yml b/people/zhangyubaka/info.yml similarity index 82% rename from people/yumao/info.yml rename to people/zhangyubaka/info.yml index 494db768..c8fff69d 100644 --- a/people/yumao/info.yml +++ b/people/zhangyubaka/info.yml @@ -1,4 +1,4 @@ -id: yumao +id: zhangyubaka profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.png info: born: '2000-08-07' @@ -8,4 +8,5 @@ websites: zhihu: https://www.zhihu.com/people/yu-zhang-31-35 github: https://github.com/zhangyubaka iconify:ri:netease-cloud-music-line: https://music.163.com/#/user?id=85577310 - blog: https://web.archive.org/web/20210420170241/https://oao.moe/archives/ \ No newline at end of file + Bilibili: https://space.bilibili.com/1260236 + blog: https://web.archive.org/web/20210420170241/https://oao.moe/archives/ diff --git a/people/yumao/page.en.md b/people/zhangyubaka/page.en.md similarity index 91% rename from people/yumao/page.en.md rename to people/zhangyubaka/page.en.md index 34da0ff3..88cd6f77 100644 --- a/people/yumao/page.en.md +++ b/people/zhangyubaka/page.en.md @@ -23,7 +23,7 @@ I love white and red, as well as that kind of rainbow in Glitch. I have a sweet tooth, I will feel happy for a long time after holding a packet of white rabbit creamy candies in my hands. I love cats, and adopted a cat called Ayaka. -She was an admiral of *Kancolle* , and her first action figure was Destroyer Akizuki in *kancolle*. +She was an admiral of *Kancolle*, and her first action figure was Destroyer Akizuki in *kancolle*. She enjoyed passing time in silence and ease. For example, she'd put on the headphones and drank hot coffee in café, then watch the window and observe as people come and leave. That makes her relaxed. @@ -44,7 +44,7 @@ Of course, she also recorded daily life in her blog, and we can still see her st Yumao once studied abroad in the US, then she went back to Shanghai to continue her study in university. -In 2017, she encountered Neko in Twitter (Now X), and she felt that Neko was skilled and powerful. +In 2017, she encountered Neko on Twitter (Now X), and she felt that Neko was skilled and powerful. After that, they became close partners. In that period, there was not so much censorship about transgender topic in Zhihu. @@ -52,14 +52,14 @@ So Yumao always @ Neko in relevant topics, then showed their affection in public During that time, Yumao got many mental supports. She described the care from Neko like this: -> "Even those things were dark and painful, which had been hidden, you still observed and felt them. Maybe you understanded more then myself. How wonderful... You also found my scattered identity, then lifted me out of abyss. That was the first time I was been touched by others." +> "Even those things were dark and painful, which had been hidden, you still observed and felt them. Maybe you understood more than myself. How wonderful... You also found my scattered identity, then lifted me out of abyss. That was the first time I was touched by others." However, they were forced to separate. After that, Neko was brought back to Yunnan by family, and was sent to correctional school (a "school" which uses punishments on students to force them to conform). Then, it was reported that Neko had already died by suicide. Yumao was extremely grieved after hearing the news. She continuously sent messages about missing Neko in their Telegram channel. -She quoted *Cassiopeia(カシオペヤ)* , which was a song they used to listen together, to express her grief. +She quoted *Cassiopeia(カシオペヤ)*, which was a song they used to listen together, to express her grief. Although she also found that the circumstances of the suicide of Neko was complicated and confusing according to some sources. But there was no more news about Neko indeed. She really hoped Neko was still alive: @@ -82,7 +82,7 @@ The next day, she left this world with regrets at her age of 17. > Wish that I could become a pretty girl who is kind-hearted, and become the sister of Ayaka and Ruri. -In her blog post *[Separation and Reunion](https://web.archive.org/web/20210517104118/https://oao.moe/archives/948/)* published in march, she left many words to her friends, and thanked to their company all along. +In her blog post *[Separation and Reunion](https://web.archive.org/web/20210517104118/https://oao.moe/archives/948/)* published in March, she left many words to her friends, and thanked to their company all along. > From 2018-03-16 22:31 > -> To 2020-03-16 22:31 +> To 2020-03-16 22:31 > > Thanks to all your efforts in that period > diff --git a/people/yumao/page.md b/people/zhangyubaka/page.md similarity index 100% rename from people/yumao/page.md rename to people/zhangyubaka/page.md diff --git a/people/yumao/page.zh_hant.md b/people/zhangyubaka/page.zh_hant.md similarity index 100% rename from people/yumao/page.zh_hant.md rename to people/zhangyubaka/page.zh_hant.md diff --git a/people/yumao/photos/photo1.jpg b/people/zhangyubaka/photos/photo1.jpg similarity index 100% rename from people/yumao/photos/photo1.jpg rename to people/zhangyubaka/photos/photo1.jpg diff --git a/people/yumao/photos/profile.png b/people/zhangyubaka/photos/profile.png similarity index 100% rename from people/yumao/photos/profile.png rename to people/zhangyubaka/photos/profile.png diff --git a/scripts/build.ts b/scripts/build.ts index bb9eb264..94ed04a3 100644 --- a/scripts/build.ts +++ b/scripts/build.ts @@ -8,7 +8,8 @@ import metadataParser from 'markdown-yaml-metadata-parser'; import { renderMdx } from "./mdx.js"; import moment from "moment"; -import { Icon } from "./icon.js"; +import { handleFeatures } from "./feature.js"; +import { HData, PeopleMeta } from "./data.js"; const PUBLIC_DIR = "public"; @@ -27,16 +28,13 @@ const people = fs.readdirSync(peopleDir).map(person => ({ distPath: path.join(projectRoot, DIST_DIR, PEOPLE_DIR, person) })); -const commentOnlyList = JSON.parse(fs.readFileSync(path.join(projectRoot, DATA_DIR, "comment-only.json")).toString()) as String[]; -const excludeList = commentOnlyList.concat(JSON.parse(fs.readFileSync(path.join(projectRoot, DATA_DIR, 'exclude.json')).toString()) as String[]); - -interface PeopleMeta { - id: string - name: string - profileUrl: string - path: string - sortKey: string -} +const hdata = JSON.parse(fs.readFileSync(path.join(projectRoot, DATA_DIR, "hdata.json")).toString()) as HData; +const commentOnlyList = hdata.commentOnly; +const excludeList = commentOnlyList.concat(hdata.exclude); +const notShowOnHomeList = hdata.notShowOnHome; +const actualHide = hdata.actualHide; +const trigger = hdata.trigger; +const switchPair = hdata.switch; // Transform `info.json5` to `info.json`. // Extract metadata from `people/${dirname}/info.json5` to `dist/people-list.json`. @@ -49,11 +47,14 @@ function buildPeopleInfoAndList() { // Compiled meta of list of people for the front page (contains keys id, name, profileUrl) const peopleList: PeopleMeta[] = []; + const peopleHomeList: PeopleMeta[] = []; + const birthdayList = [] as [string, string][] // For each person for (const { dirname, srcPath, distPath } of people) { if (excludeList.includes(dirname)) continue; + if (isDirEmpty(srcPath)) continue; const infoFile = fs.readFileSync(path.join(srcPath, `info.yml`), "utf-8"); const info: any = YAML.load(infoFile); @@ -78,6 +79,10 @@ function buildPeopleInfoAndList() { catch (e) { console.log(`Unable to calculate age for ${dirname}`) } } + if (info.id && info.info && info.info.born) { + birthdayList.push([info.id, info.info.born]) + } + // Convert info dict to [[key, value], ...] // And add info k-v pairs from markdown to the info object in json5 info.info = [...Object.entries(mdMeta.info ?? {}), ...Object.entries(info.info ?? {})] @@ -110,14 +115,22 @@ function buildPeopleInfoAndList() { } as PeopleMeta; // Add meta to people list - if (peopleList.filter(it => it.id == peopleMeta.id).length == 0) - peopleList.push(peopleMeta); + if (peopleList.filter(it => it.id == peopleMeta.id).length == 0) { + if (!actualHide.includes(peopleMeta.id)) { + peopleList.push(peopleMeta); + if (!notShowOnHomeList.includes(peopleMeta.id)) + peopleHomeList.push(peopleMeta) + } + } } peopleList.sort((a, b) => b.sortKey.localeCompare(a.sortKey)) + peopleHomeList.sort((a, b) => b.sortKey.localeCompare(a.sortKey)) // Write people-list.json fs.writeFileSync(path.join(projectRoot, DIST_DIR, `people-list${lang}.json`), JSON.stringify(peopleList)); + fs.writeFileSync(path.join(projectRoot, DIST_DIR, `people-home-list${lang}.json`), JSON.stringify(peopleHomeList)); + fs.writeFileSync(path.join(projectRoot, DIST_DIR, 'birthday-list.json'), JSON.stringify(birthdayList)); } } @@ -126,17 +139,14 @@ function buildPeoplePages() { for (const { dirname, srcPath, distPath } of people) { if (excludeList.includes(dirname)) continue; + if (isDirEmpty(srcPath)) continue; for (const lang of ['', '.zh_hant', '.en']) { // Read markdown page and remove markdown meta let markdown = metadataParser(fs.readFileSync(path.join(srcPath, `page${lang}.md`), "utf-8")).content.replaceAll("", " */}"); - // Handle Footnote - markdown = handleFootnote(markdown) - - // Handle Icon - markdown = handleNoteIcon(markdown) + markdown = handleFeatures(markdown) // Autocorrect markdown markdown = autocorrect.formatFor(markdown, 'markdown') @@ -151,26 +161,6 @@ function buildPeoplePages() { } } -function handleFootnote(md: string) { - if (!md.includes('[^')) return md - - // Replace footnote references with HTML superscript tags - return md.replace(/\[\^(\d+)\](?::\s*(.*))?/g, (match, id, text) => text ? - // Footnote definition - `
  • ${text}↩
    • ` : - // Footnote reference - `${id}` - ) - - // Wrap the footnote definitions in an ordered list - .replace(/(
  • (c.content = autocorrect.format(c.content))); fs.ensureDirSync(distPath); fs.writeFileSync(path.join(distPath, "info.json"), JSON.stringify(info)); + fs.writeFileSync(path.join(distPath, "info.en.json"), JSON.stringify(info)); + fs.writeFileSync(path.join(distPath, "info.zh_hant.json"), JSON.stringify(info)); } } @@ -234,3 +228,7 @@ function trim(str: string, ch: string) { return (start > 0 || end < str.length) ? str.substring(start, end) : str; } + +function isDirEmpty(dir: string): boolean { + return fs.readdirSync(dir).length == 0; +} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/scripts/data.ts b/scripts/data.ts new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a83377a3 --- /dev/null +++ b/scripts/data.ts @@ -0,0 +1,23 @@ +export interface HData { + commentOnly: string[]; + exclude: string[]; + notShowOnHome: string[]; + actualHide: string[]; + trigger: string[]; + switch: [string, string][]; +} + +export interface PeopleMeta { + id: string; + name: string; + profileUrl: string; + path: string; + sortKey: string; +} + +export interface BannerData { + type: string; + icon: string; + title: string; + text: string; +} diff --git a/scripts/feature.ts b/scripts/feature.ts new file mode 100644 index 00000000..fcf6aec9 --- /dev/null +++ b/scripts/feature.ts @@ -0,0 +1,53 @@ +import { Icon, backSVG } from "./icon.js"; +import { BannerData } from "./data.js"; + +function handleFootnote(md: string) { + if (!md.includes("[^")) return md; + + // Replace footnote references with HTML superscript tags + return ( + md.replace(/\[\^(\d+)\](?::\s*(.*))?/g, (match, id, text) => text ? // Footnote definition + `
  • ${text}${backSVG}
    • ` : // Footnote reference + `${id}` + ) + + // Wrap the footnote definitions in an ordered list + .replace(/(
  • \n$1\n") + ); +} + +function handleDeleteLine(md: string): string { + if (!md.includes("~~")) return md; + + return md.replace(/~~(.*?)~~/g, (match, text) => "" + text + ""); +} + +function handleNoteIcon(md: string): string { + if (!md.includes("[!")) return md; + return md.replace(/\[\!(\w+)\](?::\s*(.*))?/g, (match, icon, _) => Icon[icon as string]); +} + +function handleBanner(md: string): string { + if (!md.includes('[[')) return md; + return md.replace(/\[\[(.*?)\]\]/g, (match, raw) => { + const data = JSON.parse(raw) as BannerData + if (data.type != 'banner') return match + return `

    ${data.title}

    ${data.text}

    ` + }) +} + +export function handleFeatures(markdown: string): string { + // Handle Footnote + let md = handleFootnote(markdown) + + // Handle Delete Line: ~~something~~ to something + md = handleDeleteLine(md) + + // Handle Icon + md = handleNoteIcon(md) + + // Handle Banner + md = handleBanner(md) + + return md +} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/scripts/icon.ts b/scripts/icon.ts index 8ddeaccc..d2955c44 100644 --- a/scripts/icon.ts +++ b/scripts/icon.ts @@ -8,4 +8,6 @@ export const Icon = { Annotation: ``, TransFlag: ``, Pride: ``, -}; \ No newline at end of file +}; + +export const backSVG = `` \ No newline at end of file