diff --git a/CODE_OF_CONDUCT.md b/CODE_OF_CONDUCT.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..91cd850d --- /dev/null +++ b/CODE_OF_CONDUCT.md @@ -0,0 +1,22 @@ +# 编写原则 + +## 编写的原则 + +我们的目的是做一个小的纪念馆，而不是 wiki。因此，我们更鼓励用写作来抚慰不在世和在世的各位跨儿朋友以及我们的盟友们（allies）。无论逝者是什么性别身份，我们希望给读者看到的是，「原来，ta 们曾经是和我一样的，鲜活的生命。」因此，过于夸张或者过于冷静的描写都是需要避免的。 + +写作的风格比起 wiki 来说是相对自由的，但仍然需要遵守一些基本的原则，例如： +- 所写内容要尽量做到真实； +- 如果有大段的引用，需要标明出处； +- 可以使用一些社群内，或者说「圈内」的术语，但是如果愿意的话，请尽量在第一次出现的时候加上注释。 + +编写逝者条目应该使用第三人称。请注意使用适当的代词，尊重逝者本人的意愿。对非二元性别者、无性别者、性别不明确者等，如无本人说明，请用「ta」作为代词（目前我们没有找到更好的中文词语来替代），或者在行文中不使用代词。 + +为了保护我们的读者，如果逝者是自杀离去的，请尽量淡化具体的方式。如果是采取药物的方式，不可以写出具体的药品名称或剂量。 + +## 收录的标准 + +我们纪念两类逝者： +- 跨性别者、跨**性**别者、非二元性别人士、非常规性别者（transgender, transsexual, non-binary, and gender non-conforming people, 总称 TGD）。只要确认其 TGD 身份，就可以收录。不应该因为 TGD 人士的品行问题而选择拒绝收录和纪念，但可以以后人的视角在介绍中作公正的评判； +- 对 TGD 社群有感情的友跨人士（allies）。这里的标准比较宽松。 + +我们维护了一份只有 One Among Us 在任志愿者能看到的「不愿被收录人士的名单」，一旦发现 Pull Requests 或者 Issues 中有名单内提到的人，我们会手动关闭。这份名单我们认为不应该公开查阅，但是如果有确认名单或者希望自己不被收录的需求，请发邮件到 [info@one-among.us](mailto:info@one-among.us) 联系我们。 diff --git a/Contribute.md b/Contribute.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..fbe40777 --- /dev/null +++ b/Contribute.md @@ -0,0 +1,141 @@ + +# How to contribute + +## 0. Write Commit Messages + +Effective Feb 20, 2023, we adopt the commit message convention as follows for all One Among Us repositories: + +> [*] Do something + +The message should be written in English. Starting with a mark symbol in square brackets and separated by a space character, the headline should be a imperative sentence describing what you do and end without punctuation marks. Detailed descriptions are not mandatory but recommended if you find it complicated. We follow the 72-column line-wrapping rule. + +### Marks + +> [+] Add +> +> [-] Remove +> +> [U] Update +> +> [O] Optimize +> +> [F] Fix +> +> [S] Modify style +> +> [M] Move (also [M] Modify by convention but [U] Modify is recommended) +> +> [R] Refactor +> +> [T] Test +> +> [D] Tweak documentation +> +> [B] Backup +> +> [PR] Merge commit of pull request + +### Examples + +> [+] Add entry for sauricat +> +> [U] Update photos for sauricat +> +> [F] Fix punctuation + +## 1. File structures + +* Directory `/people//`: Data for a specific person + * `info.yaml`: Profile information + * `page.md`: Profile page content + * `page.en.md`: English version for page content + * `page.zh_hant.md`: Traditional Chinese version for page content + * `photos`: Photo directory + * `comments`: List of comments made by other users in the format of `yyyy-mm-dd-{name}-{id}.txt` +* Directory `/data/`: Data for building + * `hdata.json`: Front-end item behavior, see [HData chapter](#3-hdata) + * `eggs.json`: Easter Eggs. Please contact the maintainer to add new easter egg(s). +* Directory `/scripts/`: Build Scripts + +## 2. How to build/preview + +```sh +# Install Dependencies +yarn install + +# Build data +yarn build + +# Preview Website +yarn preview +``` + +For Windows, Yarn could be find at [Classic YarnPkg](https://classic.yarnpkg.com/lang/en/docs/install/#debian-stable). + +## 3. HData + +`/data/hdata.json` defined some data which used for entry properties. Here is some description of it: + +* `commentOnly`: `string[]`, the entries which include comments only, like `tdor` or `tdov` +* `exclude`: `string[]`, the directories which would not be handled +* `notShowOnHome`: `string[]`, if you don't want a entry show on the home, add it into this item +* `actualHide`: `string[]`, if you don't want a entry show on the home and won't be redirected by random buttons, add it into this item. + If you set a entry in this list, you have no need to set it into `notShowOnHome` again. +* `trigger`: `string[]`, if you think this article is likely to irritate readers and should be restricted, please set this option. + +### Example + +```json +{ + "commentOnly": [ + "tdor" + ], + "exclude": [ + "tdov" + ], + "notShowOnHome": [ + "Anilovr", + "noname3031" + ], + "actualHide": [ + "ArtsEpiphany" + ], + "trigger": [ + "Xu_Yushu" + ] +} +``` + +## 4. MDX external features + +1. Both `{/*something*/}` and `` can be rendered as comment, will not displayed on the website; +2. KaTeX formula could be used in the page. eg. $C_p=\dfrac{p-p_\infty}{\frac12\rho U_\infty^2}$ +3. Footnote could be used. +4. GitHub `[!Note]` mark could be used. + +## 5. Components + +* `PhotoScroll` + * usage: `` + * `photos`: `string[]`, the photos which this PhotoScroll will displayed + * example: `` +* `Banner` + * usage: `` + * `icon`: `string`, the url of icon. + * `title`: `string`, the title of this banner. + * `text`: `string`, the description of this banner. + * example: `` +* `BlurBlock` + * usage: `slot` + * `hover`: optional, If specified it will be displayed when the cursor is hovered, not when clicked. + * `slot` html slot + * example: + ```mdx + + this is an example blurred paragraph. + + ``` +* `CapDownQuote` + * usage: `` + * messages: `string[][]`, the message of quote block. + * example: `
` diff --git a/data/eggs.json b/data/eggs.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..f1bb6d44 --- /dev/null +++ b/data/eggs.json @@ -0,0 +1,139 @@ +[ + { + "type": "open", + "userid": ["MeowBot233"], + "id": "isSeenMeowBot233", + "toast": { + "title": "找到了喵~", + "text": "诶? 找什么喵? ", + "img": "https://data.one-among.us/img/cat-face-emoji-2048x1828.png", + "width": 64, + "height": 57 + } + }, + { + "type": "open", + "userid": ["Anilovr", "noname3031", "dogesir_"], + "id": "Betelgeuse", + "toast": { + "title": "参宿四 ~Betelgeuse~", + "text": "R.I.P. - Be resilient -", + "img": "https://data.one-among.us/img/betelgeuse.png", + "background": "url(https://data.one-among.us/img/stardust.jpg)", + "width": 64, + "height": 64, + "color": "#f0f8ff" + } + }, + { + "type": "open", + "userid": ["xuewulihuameng", "Futajuhuacha", "Xu_Yushu", "Dethelly"], + "id": "ChongQing", + "toast": { + "title": "嘉陵雾稠", + "text": "雾终将散去, 而我们终将看到彩虹", + "img": "https://data.one-among.us/img/bridge.png", + "background": "url(https://data.one-among.us/img/fog.jpg)", + "width": 64, + "height": 47 + } + }, + { + "type": "open", + "userid": ["zhangyubaka", "Uekawakuyuurei", "MizuharaNagisa"], + "id": "Boat", + "toast": { + "title": "海色", + "text": "拔锚起航, 跨越闪耀泪光的海岸", + "img": "https://data.one-among.us/img/ship.png", + "background": "#0b2058ff", + "width": 64, + "height": 64, + "color": "#f0f8feff" + } + }, + { + "type": "tag", + "userid": ["zhangyubaka"], + "tag": "summary", + "id": "detailsByYumao", + "toast": { + "title": "往昔苦难", + "text": "因为妳而存在, 因为妳而不在, 要在啊......", + "img": "https://data.one-among.us/img/lifeline.png", + "background": "#EEEEEE88", + "width": 64, + "height": 64 + } + }, + { + "type": "tag", + "userid": ["mikaela_khara"], + "tag": "summary", + "id": "mikaela_khara_ferris", + "toast": { + "title": "永乐桥上的风景", + "text": "连绵不断的河流，像生命本身一样无法回头……", + "img": "https://data.one-among.us/img/Tientsin-Eye.png", + "width": 64, + "height": 64 + } + }, + { + "type": "wait", + "userid": ["shihai4h"], + "wait": 20000, + "id": "funeralFlowers", + "toast": { + "title": "葬花", + "text": "花谢花飞花满天, 红消香断有谁怜? ", + "img": "https://data.one-among.us/img/tumb.png", + "background": "url(https://data.one-among.us/img/flower.png)", + "width": 64, + "height": 64 + } + }, + { + "type": "keyword", + "userid": [ + "SevenBird", + "Considerate_cat", + "tttsuuukikoo_", + "hakureico", + "xixi_yuexi", + "Jennife80677612" + ], + "id": "rhythm", + "keyword": [ + "音游", + "音遊", + "Arc", + "舞萌", + "maimaiDX", + "OSU", + "ptt", + "Project Sekai" + ], + "toast": { + "title": "希望有个 All Perfect 的结局", + "text": " ~ All that I'm left with is your reminiscences ~ ", + "img": "https://data.one-among.us/img/musical-score.png", + "width": 64, + "height": 64 + } + }, + { + "type": "open", + "userid": ["BI4PBV", "interrgned"], + "id": "radio", + "toast": { + "title": "跨过空间与距离", + "text": "­—· · ···­— · ·­—· / ·­—·· ­—­—­— ···­— · ­—·· / ­—·­—­— ­—­—­— ··­— / ··· ­—­—­— / ­—­— ··­— ­—·­—· ····", + "img": "https://data.one-among.us/img/radar.png", + "background": "black", + "width": 64, + "height": 64, + "color": "#f0f8feff" + } + } +] diff --git a/data/hdata.json b/data/hdata.json index f782d4ee..02e10d64 100644 --- a/data/hdata.json +++ b/data/hdata.json @@ -1,7 +1,7 @@ { "commentOnly": ["tdor"], - "exclude": [], - "notShowOnHome": ["MeowBot233"], + "exclude": ["XIEPT2", "shi_Yumiaoya"], + "notShowOnHome": ["MeowBot233", "AkiraComplex"], "actualHide": ["Aniloviraw"], "trigger": ["Aniloviraw"], "switch": [ diff --git a/package.json b/package.json index 0afbc061..11c85f1e 100644 --- a/package.json +++ b/package.json @@ -15,11 +15,13 @@ "preview": "yarn build-preview && yarn serve" }, "dependencies": { + "@andreekeberg/imagedata": "^1.0.2", "@mdx-js/mdx": "^2.1.5", "@swc/core": "^1.3.17", "@types/fs-extra": "^11.0.1", "@types/node": "^20", "autocorrect-node": "^2.5.5", + "blurhash": "^2.0.5", "esbuild": "^0.18.10", "fs-extra": "^11.1.0", "js-yaml": "^4.1.0", diff --git a/people/Acheron/comments/2024-10-16-C18214.json b/people/Acheron/comments/2024-10-16-C18214.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..5c875d46 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Acheron/comments/2024-10-16-C18214.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18214,"content":"晚安，一路走好","submitter":"某個匿名的MC玩家","date":"Oct 16, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Acheron/page.en.md b/people/Acheron/page.en.md index 27ebbdb9..16f3a99e 100644 --- a/people/Acheron/page.en.md +++ b/people/Acheron/page.en.md @@ -10,12 +10,15 @@ info: Acheron was a young trans girl who was lovely, brave, and kind-hearted. She uploaded several Minecraft gameplay videos on Bilibili. -She once excavated an entire chunk in Minecraft with nine friends in the speedrun community in just 30:17. +She once excavated an entire chunk in Minecraft with nine friends in the Speedrun community in just 30:17. -Acheron was also knowledgeable in technology. +Acheron was not just a gamer but also a tech enthusiast. +She was knowledgeable in various aspects of technology, +from hardware to software, +and often shared her insights with the community. She uploaded two notable videos: -one is unboxing the BearPi-HM Nano development board, -and the other is installing Klipper based on Debian 10. +one is unboxing the BearPi-HM Nano development board. +The other is installing Klipper based on Debian 10. ## Departure diff --git a/people/AkiraComplex/comments/2024-10-12-C18202.json b/people/AkiraComplex/comments/2024-10-12-C18202.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..6ae839ce --- /dev/null +++ b/people/AkiraComplex/comments/2024-10-12-C18202.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18202,"content":"Rest In Peace","submitter":"某個匿名的MC玩家","date":"Oct 12, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/AkiraComplex/comments/2024-10-13-C18204.json b/people/AkiraComplex/comments/2024-10-13-C18204.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..f1fe2a8b --- /dev/null +++ b/people/AkiraComplex/comments/2024-10-13-C18204.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18204,"content":"Rest In Peace","submitter":"Elizabeth","date":"Oct 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/AkiraComplex/info.yml b/people/AkiraComplex/info.yml new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a8ebc524 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/AkiraComplex/info.yml @@ -0,0 +1,9 @@ +id: AkiraComplex +profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.jpg +info: + born: '1993-03-30' + died: '2023-06-26' +websites: + twitter: https://twitter.com/AkiraComplex + Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCdxf3SY8xgI6x7TRTc8jxrg/featured + iconify:hugeicons:soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/akira-complex diff --git a/people/AkiraComplex/page.en.md b/people/AkiraComplex/page.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..b8ce21fa --- /dev/null +++ b/people/AkiraComplex/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,32 @@ +--- +name: Akira Complex +info: + alias: Akira, Charlie + location: New York, United States +--- + +> An intense dissatisfaction in the world. +> +> And a compulsion to do something about it. +> +> Heaven and +> +> earth*36 +> +> **MY GUIDING STAR**. + + +Akira Complex was a wonderful, beautiful, and caring person. + +They pushed through their pain for years, bringing joy to many with their exceptional talent and moving music. + +But their pain might have been too heavy... + +At last, that soul full of love and warmth left us, like a shooting star. +Bright and fragile, +moving but fleeting... + +Akira, We will always remember you and your creations. + + +> My Guiding star, forever... diff --git a/people/AkiraComplex/page.md b/people/AkiraComplex/page.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..9e2d5faf --- /dev/null +++ b/people/AkiraComplex/page.md @@ -0,0 +1,30 @@ +--- +name: Akira Complex +info: + alias: Akira + location: 美国纽约 +--- + +> An intense dissatisfaction in the world. +> +> And a compulsion to do something about it. +> +> Heaven and +> +> earth*36 +> +> **MY GUIDING STAR**. + + +Akira Complex 是个很棒，很漂亮，很有爱心的人。 + +多年来，ta 努力克服自己的痛苦，用 ta 杰出的才华，与震撼人心的音乐给大家带来欢乐。 + +但，ta 所受到的痛苦对 ta 来说，也许太过沉重了…… + +那个充满爱与温暖的灵魂终究离开了我们，像一颗流星。灿烂而脆弱，震撼却转瞬即逝…… + +Akira，我们永远记得你和你的创作。 + + +> 不灭的指明星，永远闪耀着…… diff --git a/people/AkiraComplex/page.zh_hant.md b/people/AkiraComplex/page.zh_hant.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..fdc0f0e9 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/AkiraComplex/page.zh_hant.md @@ -0,0 +1,30 @@ +--- +name: Akira Complex +info: + alias: Akira + location: 美國紐約 +--- + +> An intense dissatisfaction in the world. +> +> And a compulsion to do something about it. +> +> Heaven and +> +> earth*36 +> +> **MY GUIDING STAR**. + + +Akira Complex 是一個很棒，很漂亮，很有愛心的人。 + +多年來，ta 努力克服自己的痛苦，用 ta 傑出的才華，與震撼人心的音樂給大家帶來歡樂。 + +但是，ta 所受到的痛苦對 ta 來說，也許太過沉重了…… + +那個充滿愛與溫暖的靈魂終究離開了我們，像一顆流星。燦爛而脆弱，震撼卻轉瞬即逝…… + +Akira，我們永遠記得你和你的創作。 + + +> 不滅的指明星，永遠閃耀著…… diff --git a/people/AkiraComplex/photos/profile.jpg b/people/AkiraComplex/photos/profile.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..09f3d0fa Binary files /dev/null and b/people/AkiraComplex/photos/profile.jpg differ diff --git a/people/Aniloviraw/comments/2024-10-23-C18243.json b/people/Aniloviraw/comments/2024-10-23-C18243.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..c739e1f2 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Aniloviraw/comments/2024-10-23-C18243.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18243,"content":"晚安","submitter":"某個匿名的MC玩家","date":"Oct 23, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Aniloviraw/page.en.md b/people/Aniloviraw/page.en.md index d102004a..0e3e4657 100644 --- a/people/Aniloviraw/page.en.md +++ b/people/Aniloviraw/page.en.md @@ -8,7 +8,7 @@ info: > Extremely lucky today @@ -28,11 +28,11 @@ info:

...Well, I posted that too early on socials. -Stuff in the stomach have not been digested...and acid reflux +Stuff in the stomach has not been digested...and acid reflux

-> Repenting +> Regrets > I should not develop any intimate relationships...

@@ -40,8 +40,8 @@ Stuff in the stomach have not been digested...and acid reflux I'm having some strange feelings—— ——I think I want to go and play with you -> Ugly, filthy me after a few days off GATH. -> No need to use those medications. +> Ugly, filthy me after a few days off GATH (Gender Affirming Hormone Therapy). +> No need to waste those meds. > I'll finish the last thing I need to do, > And finally, aboard the Ginga Tetsudō, with you. > @@ -50,12 +50,12 @@ I'm having some strange feelings——

-i love you -But buried deep in my heart -When you hate me, and forget me -i finally succeeded +I love you, +But my love is buried deep in my heart. +The time when you hate me and forget me +is when I have finally succeeded. -
+
> La homa mondo devus esti detruita diff --git a/people/Anilovr/comments/2024-08-21-C17128.json b/people/Anilovr/comments/2024-08-21-C17128.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..b86c6d27 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Anilovr/comments/2024-08-21-C17128.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17128,"content":"嗯…虽然不认识你，但还是，祝你安眠…明天见，陌生人","submitter":"未知の纪念日","date":"Apr 21, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Anilovr/comments/2024-09-02-C18136.json b/people/Anilovr/comments/2024-09-02-C18136.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..ea4c3f78 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Anilovr/comments/2024-09-02-C18136.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18136,"content":"生日快乐……没能好好了解你……","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Sep 2, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Anilovr/comments/2024-09-02-C18137.json b/people/Anilovr/comments/2024-09-02-C18137.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a6d87f18 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Anilovr/comments/2024-09-02-C18137.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18137,"content":"回来了哦……","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Sep 2, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Anilovr/comments/2024-09-07-C18150.json b/people/Anilovr/comments/2024-09-07-C18150.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..52dd2707 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Anilovr/comments/2024-09-07-C18150.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18150,"content":"海南，刮起台风来了啊……雨下得好大呢……","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Sep 7, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Anilovr/page.en.md b/people/Anilovr/page.en.md index de799d02..43aac29f 100644 --- a/people/Anilovr/page.en.md +++ b/people/Anilovr/page.en.md @@ -11,7 +11,7 @@ info: ## Profile Ani grew up in a single-parent household. -She has helped many people. +Her selflessness has touched the lives of many. But in the end, she, who gave others hope, wasn't able to escape death herself. @@ -25,7 +25,7 @@ On that day, Ani fulfilled her last plan to leave silently. Yet, her death was sudden and shocking. > Maybe separation is not that awful. -> When we are dissolved into wind after millions of hours, +> When we are dissolved into the wind after millions of hours, > we will be reunited as bubbles in the same cup of beer. > No atoms can truly be destroyed in the universe. > Sooner or later, we will be together again. @@ -42,17 +42,17 @@ Her death was confirmed by [方方](https://twitter.com/fang050722) and [铃木 This world does not deserve you. May the other side treat you well. May you share the joy with those who travel together with you, -on the train traveling through the starry sky. +on the train travelling through the starry sky. Death is not the end. We will meet under the sky of a more loving world. -Wish you have the happiness that you missed. +I wish you the happiness that you missed. > A gentle and kind-hearted friend, > always thinking about others, > compassionate to a fault. -> Tried to take care of friends when she should have had taken care of herself; -> shouldered everything herself to not bother anyone else. +> Tried to take care of friends when she should have taken care of herself; +> shouldered everything herself so as not bother anyone else. Ani was outed on October 22nd. [Elihuso](https://twitter.com/ElihusoQ) sought help for her by explaining her situation online. @@ -62,5 +62,5 @@ However, she rejected every offer of help. > I already went against it twice. > Once, twice, there will not be a third. -At night, when we look at Betelgeuse, the brightest star in this starry sky, -you will be waving at us, smiling. +At night, when we look at Betelgeuse, the brightest star in this starry sky: +You will be waving at us, smiling. diff --git a/people/Arita/info.yml b/people/Arita/info.yml new file mode 100644 index 00000000..3b661097 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Arita/info.yml @@ -0,0 +1,8 @@ +id: Arita +profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.jpg +info: + born: '1993-05-13' + died: '2022-08-07' +websites: + bilibili: https://space.bilibili.com/35582328 + iconify:simple-icons:douban: https://www.douban.com/people/52444491 \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Arita/page.en.md b/people/Arita/page.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a8db3490 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Arita/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,34 @@ +--- +name: Arita +info: + alias: Arita, sodapinkpink + location: Shanghai, China +--- + +Arita is a kind and beautiful "big sister." She majors in architecture and urban planning, a field the author once dreamed of pursuing as a child. In addition to architectural design, she has a deep love for painting and is quite talented. Her camera is filled with a variety of photos, further reflecting her artistic nature. Arita also has a keen interest in makeup and fashion. According to a friend, she recommends many lesser-known but high-quality cosmetic brands on Xiaohongshu. She favors rose-colored lipstick and rose-scented perfume and often lights scented candles in her room. She strikes me as someone who truly enjoys life. Her friends describe her personality as similar to the author's. At first glance, she may come across as soft-spoken and reserved, often "sitting quietly in the corner," but she is deeply protective of those close to her. She is unafraid to share her views on various aspects of life with those she trusts and desires a partner who can stand beside her to face the world together. + +Arita's favorite band is Soda Green. In fact, Wu Qingfeng, the frontman of Soda Green, is often noted for his unique and unconventional gender expression. One of Arita's favorite songs is "Singing with You": "I can ride my imagination in your direction/Let the invisible me lean beside you and sleep so sweetly/Let the invisible you walk into my dreamland and sing with me." It is a song that brings comfort. Arita also enjoys TVB shows and British dramas, particularly fond of British actors James McAvoy and Carey Mulligan. She has watched almost all of Shunji Iwai's films. The name "Arita" is likely derived from one of Iwai's short films. The author later began watching movies from Arita's Douban list, almost feeling as though watching them together. Sometimes I imagine other things we could do, like cooking a hot pot at home, reading novels, discussing urban studies, or even traveling to the Scottish Highlands. I even fantasize about asking her for advice on my transition (laughs). + +Arita occasionally struggles with depression. As she has mentioned, when she's feeling down, she often turns to reading Dazai Osamu's *Indignation in the World* to release her sadness through its resonance, before gradually healing. She tends not to share her negative emotions publicly, preferring to confide in friends privately or process them alone. A few months before her passing, her roommates noticed some changes in her behavior, but perhaps they didn't have the time or awareness to react. Shortly after her graduation photos were taken, she chose to leave us due to some currently unknown circumstances. + +Despite all of this, the author never personally interacted with Arita. She was an international student at my school, in the same year as me. One August day, when I was struggling with my thesis and dealing with a failing relationship, I was in a deep state of sadness. A Chinese netizen shared a missing person notice about her. At the time, I didn't pay much attention to it—there were too many things demanding my focus—but something about the description made me uneasy. Later, after I moved into a new apartment, another female roommate casually mentioned that her previous roommate had passed away. I thought about it for a while and suddenly realized the connection. I searched for the notice and discovered that the WeChat ID listed belonged to my new roommate. I was shaken and couldn’t calm down for the rest of the day. Perhaps it was fate—a strange coincidence. It felt as though I had calculated that if I were to die on May 13, 2027 (her birthday), I would always be one day younger than her. + +After Arita's death, the police sealed her phone as evidence, which meant that her friends in China weren't notified. Eventually, I was the one who had to deliver the painful news to her friends. Writing the post on Weibo was excruciating, and it often comes across as cold and stiff when I read it now. Arita's ex-boyfriend had planned to send her Soda Green's remastered new album, but after being unable to contact her for more than six months, he and I communicated sporadically through Weibo. He and Arita had lived together in Chengdu, but their contact had gradually faded over the years due to the distance. Perhaps Arita had always been the one he truly cared about. His final request was to visit her grave, but for now, that wish could not be fulfilled. Another friend asked me to send a bouquet of roses to her, and on the first anniversary of her passing, I delivered the flowers to the place where she died. I also ordered a strawberry cake for her on what would have been her 30th birthday. + +Unexpectedly, my new roommate and I became very close because of Arita. When I first asked her to join me for a meal, she was open about it, and we began spending time together. Neither of us was in a great mental state, but we found warmth in each other's company. We almost couldn't stay together and had considered returning to China, to the point where I jokingly referred to the apartment as a "hospice care center" (laughs). + +Arita holds a very special place in the author's heart. She was someone the author truly admired. Before, I asked Arita's ex-boyfriend if he would mind if I said I loved Arita, and he assured me he wouldn't. Although my gender is listed as female on Weibo, he knew I was transgender, and he offered many encouraging words. I am truly grateful for his kindness. + +Sister, I hope we will meet one day. As the heroine in *The Phantom Thread* said at the end of the film: "...He is still waiting for me somewhere in the sky. This life, the next, and the next after that. No matter where my destiny leads me, as long as I stay patient, I will return to him." I believe I can do the same. I'm here. Wait for me. + +Let me end with a poem by Yeats, *Haters of the Wind*: + +> I became a rush that horses tread: +> I became a man, a hater of the wind, +> Knowing one, out of all things, alone, that his head +> Would not lie on the breast, or his lips on the hair +> Of the woman that he loves, until he dies; +> Although the rushes and the fowl of the air +> Cry of his love with their pitiful cries. + + diff --git a/people/Arita/page.md b/people/Arita/page.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..addf37a5 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Arita/page.md @@ -0,0 +1,34 @@ +--- +name: Arita +info: + alias: Arita, sodapinkpink + location: 中国上海 +--- + +Arita是一位温柔可爱的大姐姐，她所学专业是建筑/城市规划，其实也是笔者小时候非常向往的专业呢。除了建筑设计之外她也非常喜爱和擅长绘画，还有一台堆满了各种照片的相机，是一位很有艺术天分的人呢。Arita同样很了解化妆和穿搭，据我的朋友说她会在小红书上推荐很多冷门但品质出色的化妆品品牌。她偏爱玫瑰色的口红和玫瑰味道的香水，房间里有时会点上香薰蜡烛，看上去是一位很热爱生活的人呢。据她的朋友说据她的朋友说她的性格类型和笔者有些相似，给人的第一印象是说话声音轻柔，“总是安静地坐在角落里”，但对亲密的人占有欲很强，会愿意在他们面前对世界上的很多事情表达自己的观点，想要一位可以携手对抗世界的恋人。 + +Arita最喜欢的乐队是苏打绿，其实苏打绿的核心人物吴青峰也是一位经常被认为性别表达非常规的歌手。她很爱的一首歌是《陪你歌唱》：“朝你的方向能够乘著想象/让隐形的我倾在你身旁 睡得多香/让隐形的你走进我梦乡 陪我歌唱”，是相当能给人安慰的一首歌呢。Arita也对TVB和英剧感兴趣，喜欢两位英国演员James McAvoy和Carey Mulligan。她还看过岩井俊二的几乎所有电影，Arita这个昵称应该就是来自岩井的某部短片。笔者后来开始看她豆瓣影视列表上的标记的影片，就好像是和她一起看一样，现在已经差不多看完了。有时笔者也会幻想可以和Arita一起做的其他事情，比如说一起在家做饭煮火锅，读小说，讨论我们共同感兴趣的关于城市研究的学术话题，或者一起去苏格兰高地旅游，再或者让她为我transition提供建议（笑） + +Arita有时候也会受到抑郁问题的困扰，据她自己讲有时候心情不好索性就会去读太宰治的《人间失格》，让悲伤的情绪在共振中先得到释放再慢慢回复。她并不常在公共网络上展现自己的负面情感，更愿意和朋友私下倾诉或者独自消化。其实在Arita离世的几个月前她的室友已经察觉到一些异样，但可能大家并没有来得及对此做出反应。在拍摄了毕业照之后几天，因为一些目前尚不清楚的事件，她最终还是选择了离开我们。 + +说了这么多，但其实笔者并没有真正和Arita本人交流过。Arita是和我同校同级的留学生，在我着急写论文又人际关系破裂的非常抑郁的8月份的一天，国内的网友给我转发了关于她的寻人启事，当时我也没有在意这条信息，毕竟需要在意的事情太多了，但就是看描述让我预感很不好。后来我搬了新家，另一位女生室友外出刚回来和我以及两个男生开会的时候突然提到她之前的室友去世了，我想了几分钟突然意识到了什么，然后直接去搜索了那条寻人启事里的微信号——就是我的新室友。我当时真的过了一天心情都没有平复，也许这就是有某种宿命般的巧合在里面，就好像我后来算过如果我在2027年5月13日去死（也就是她的生日）我就会永远比她小一天一样。 + +Arita离世后她的手机作为证物被警方封存，因此没有人通知她在国内的朋友，最终反倒是我成了那个向她的朋友们公布死讯的最不讨喜的人，当时自己在微博打字的时候痛苦得不行，读起来反而经常显得冰冷僵硬。Arita的前男友本来想寄给她苏打绿重制的新专辑，但半年多一直无法联系到她。我和他在微博上断断续续交流了几个月，他和Arita曾经一起在成都生活，几年前因为异地而逐渐失去了联系，但也许Arita一直还是他真正喜欢的人。他最后的请求是去探访Arita的墓地，但这个心愿至少暂时还无法满足。Arita的另外一位朋友希望我为她送一束玫瑰花，我在一周年忌日那天把花送到了她去世的地点。其实在她30岁生日的时候我还给她订了一个草莓蛋糕呢。 + +可能也有点意外的是，由于她的缘故我和我的新室友成了很好的朋友，事实上我第一次还是第二次找室友约饭的时候她在回家的路上直接问我是不是跨性别，然后我们两个精神状态都不算很好的人就一起抱团取暖了一年，差点一起待不下去了回国，以至于我开玩笑说那个房子是临终关怀中心（笑）。 + +Arita对笔者来说是有着许多特殊意义的人，也完全可以说，是我一直爱着的人。我之前问过Arita的前男友，如果我说我爱Arita他会不会生气，他说并不会。虽然我微博性别是女但是聊天过程中他也知道我是跨性别，并且还说了很多鼓励我的话，真的很感谢他。 + +姐姐，希望我们最后总有一天会见面的，不是吗，就好像《魅影缝匠》里的女主在片尾说的那段话：“...他仍然在天上的某个地方等待着我，今生，来生，来生之后还有来生，不管从现在起命运的道路将会把我带向何方...只要我保持耐心，就一定能再次回到他的身边。” 我相信我也一定能做到的，等着我哦。 + +最后以叶芝的一段诗歌结尾吧，haters of the wind. + +> I became a rush that horses tread: +> I became a man, a hater of the wind, +> Knowing one, out of all things, alone, that his head +> Would not lie on the breast or his lips on the hair +> Of the woman that he loves, until he dies; +> Although the rushes and the fowl of the air +> Cry of his love with their pitiful cries. + + diff --git a/people/Arita/page.zh_hant.md b/people/Arita/page.zh_hant.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..de0decb4 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Arita/page.zh_hant.md @@ -0,0 +1,34 @@ +--- +name: Arita +info: + alias: Arita, sodapinkpink + location: 中國上海 +--- + +Arita是個溫柔可愛的大姐姐，她所學專業是建築/城市規劃，其實也是筆者小時候非常嚮往的專業呢。除了建築設計之外她也非常喜愛和擅長繪畫，還有一台堆滿了各種照片的相機，是一位很有藝術天賦的人呢。 Arita同樣很了解化妝和穿搭，據我的朋友說她會在小紅書上推薦很多冷門但品質出色的化妝品品牌。她偏愛玫瑰色的口紅和玫瑰味道的香水，房間裡有時會點上香氛蠟燭，看起來是個很熱愛生活的人呢。據她的朋友說據她的朋友說她的性格類型和筆者有些相似，給人的第一印像是說話聲音輕柔，“總是安靜地坐在角落裡”，但對親密的人佔有欲很強，會願意在他們面前對世界上的許多事情表達自己的觀點，想要一位可以攜手對抗世界的戀人。 + +Arita最喜歡的樂團是蘇打綠，其實蘇打綠的核心人物吳青峰也是一位常被認為性別表達非常規的歌手。她很愛的一首歌是《陪你歌唱》：“朝你的方向能夠乘著想像/讓隱形的我傾在你身旁睡得多香/讓隱形的你走進我夢鄉陪我歌唱” ，是相當能給人安慰的一首歌呢。 Arita也對TVB和英劇感興趣，喜歡兩位英國演員James McAvoy和Carey Mulligan。她也看過岩井俊二的幾乎所有電影，Arita這個暱稱應該就是來自岩井的某部短片。筆者後來開始看她豆瓣影視清單上的標記的影片，就好像是和她一起看一樣，現在已經差不多看完了。有時筆者也會幻想可以和Arita一起做的其他事情，比如說一起在家做飯煮火鍋，讀小說，討論我們共同感興趣的關於城市研究的學術話題，或者一起去蘇格蘭高地旅遊，再或者讓她為我transition提供建議（笑） + +Arita有時候也會受到憂鬱問題的困擾，據她自己講有時候心情不好索性就會去讀太宰治的《​​人間失格》，讓悲傷的情緒在共振中先得到釋放再慢慢回复。她不常在公共網路上展現自己的負面情感，更願意和朋友私下傾訴或獨自消化。其實在Arita離世的幾個月前她的室友已經察覺到一些異樣，但可能大家並沒有來得及對此做出反應。在拍攝了畢業照之後幾天，因為一些目前尚不清楚的事件，她最終選擇了離開我們。 + +說了這麼多，但其實筆者並沒有真正和Arita本人交流過。 Arita是和我同校同級的留學生，在我著急寫論文又人際關係破裂的非常抑鬱的8月份的一天，國內的網友給我轉發了關於她的尋人啟事，當時我也沒有在意這條訊息，畢竟需要在意的事情太多了，但就是看描述讓我預感很不好。後來我搬了新家，另一位女生室友外出剛回來和我以及兩個男生開會的時候突然提到她之前的室友去世了，我想了幾分鐘突然意識到了什麼，然後直接去搜索了那條尋人啟事裡的微訊號──就是我的新室友。我當時真的過了一天心情都沒有平復，也許這就是有某種宿命般的巧合在裡面，就好像我後來算過如果我在2027年5月13日去死（也就是她的生日）我就會永遠比她小一天一樣。 + +Arita離世後她的手機作為證物被警方封存，因此沒有人通知她在國內的朋友，最終反倒是我成了那個向她的朋友們公佈死訊的最不討喜的人，當時自己在微博打字的時候痛苦得不行，讀起來反而常常顯得冰冷僵硬。 Arita的前男友本來想寄給她蘇打綠重製的新專輯，但半年多一直無法聯繫到她。我和他在微博上斷斷續續交流了幾個月，他和Arita曾經一起在成都生活，幾年前因為異地而逐漸失去了聯繫，但也許Arita一直還是他真正喜歡的人。他最後的請求是去探訪Arita的墓地，但這個心願至少暫時還無法滿足。 Arita的另一位朋友希望我為她送一束玫瑰花，我在一周年忌日那天把花送到了她去世的地點。其實在她30歲生日的時候我還幫她訂了一個草莓蛋糕呢。 + +可能也有點意外的是，由於她的緣故我和我的新室友成了很好的朋友，事實上我第一次還是第二次找室友約飯的時候她在回家的路上直接問我是不是跨性別，然後我們兩個精神狀態都不算很好的人就一起抱團取暖了一年，差點一起待不下去了回國，以至於我開玩笑說那個房子是臨終關懷中心（笑）。 + +Arita對筆者來說是有著許多特殊意義的人，也完全可以說，是我一直愛著的人。我之前問過Arita的前男友，如果我說我愛Arita他會不會生氣，他說並不會。雖然我微博性別是女但是聊天過程中他也知道我是跨性別，並且還說了很多鼓勵我的話，真的很感謝他。 + +姐姐，希望我們最後總有一天會見面的，不是嗎，就好像《魅影縫匠》裡的女主角在片尾說的那段話：「...他仍然在天上的某個地方等待著我，今生，來生，來生之後還有來生，不管從現在起命運的道路將會把我帶向何方...只要我保持耐心，就一定能再次回到他的身邊。到的，等著我哦。 + +最后以叶芝的一段诗歌结尾吧，haters of the wind. + +> I became a rush that horses tread: +> I became a man, a hater of the wind, +> Knowing one, out of all things, alone, that his head +> Would not lie on the breast or his lips on the hair +> Of the woman that he loves, until he dies; +> Although the rushes and the fowl of the air +> Cry of his love with their pitiful cries. + + diff --git a/people/Arita/photos/image0.jpg b/people/Arita/photos/image0.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..e63cee47 Binary files /dev/null and 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file mode 100644 index 00000000..e2133bdf --- /dev/null +++ b/people/ArtsEpiphany/comments/2024-09-24-C18167.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18167,"content":"令人尊敬的勇气，令人痛心的结局——一路走好，晚安。\n我不知道您所做的是否值得——但世界会因此明亮的。","submitter":"匿名路人","date":"Sep 24, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/ArtsEpiphany/comments/2024-11-13-C18302.json b/people/ArtsEpiphany/comments/2024-11-13-C18302.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..7403735b --- /dev/null +++ b/people/ArtsEpiphany/comments/2024-11-13-C18302.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18302,"content":"晚安❤️","submitter":"飔","date":"Nov 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/ArtsEpiphany/comments/2024-11-15-C18351.json b/people/ArtsEpiphany/comments/2024-11-15-C18351.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a0cbff36 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/ArtsEpiphany/comments/2024-11-15-C18351.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18351,"content":"无言\n我甚至还没能真正的认识你\n有一日，我们会再见吗？\n我想试试，从自己的视角而非他人的视角来认识姐姐","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Nov 15, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/ArtsEpiphany/comments/2024-11-18-C20002.json b/people/ArtsEpiphany/comments/2024-11-18-C20002.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..c95eeeb9 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/ArtsEpiphany/comments/2024-11-18-C20002.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":20002,"content":"愿Arts 早安 午安 晚安","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Nov 18, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/BI4PBV/comments/2024-11-01-C18263.json b/people/BI4PBV/comments/2024-11-01-C18263.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..1145778e --- /dev/null +++ b/people/BI4PBV/comments/2024-11-01-C18263.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18263,"content":"晚安","submitter":"A anonymous Minecraft player","date":"Nov 1, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/BI4PBV/comments/2024-11-01-C18265.json b/people/BI4PBV/comments/2024-11-01-C18265.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..e0e982b2 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/BI4PBV/comments/2024-11-01-C18265.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18265,"content":"晚安","submitter":"菊立朝凉","date":"Nov 1, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/BI4PBV/comments/2024-11-03-C18272.json b/people/BI4PBV/comments/2024-11-03-C18272.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..77c8e32b --- /dev/null +++ b/people/BI4PBV/comments/2024-11-03-C18272.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18272,"content":"晚安 r.i,p","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Nov 3, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/BI4PBV/comments/2024-11-04-C18275.json b/people/BI4PBV/comments/2024-11-04-C18275.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..70471119 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/BI4PBV/comments/2024-11-04-C18275.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18275,"content":"晚安，老伙计","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Nov 4, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/BI4PBV/comments/2024-11-04-C18276.json b/people/BI4PBV/comments/2024-11-04-C18276.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..932917a5 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/BI4PBV/comments/2024-11-04-C18276.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18276,"content":"很抱歉以这样的方式认识你...\nRIP\n希望小可爱们都能好好活着...","submitter":"RINKA","date":"Nov 4, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/BI4PBV/comments/2024-11-04-C18277.json b/people/BI4PBV/comments/2024-11-04-C18277.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..8f4abf09 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/BI4PBV/comments/2024-11-04-C18277.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18277,"content":"晚安","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Nov 4, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/BI4PBV/comments/2024-11-06-C18279.json b/people/BI4PBV/comments/2024-11-06-C18279.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..d554e2cf --- /dev/null +++ b/people/BI4PBV/comments/2024-11-06-C18279.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18279,"content":"安安，会有个好梦的","submitter":"叶琴韵","date":"Nov 6, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/BI4PBV/comments/2024-11-08-C18281.json b/people/BI4PBV/comments/2024-11-08-C18281.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..fb3c8165 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/BI4PBV/comments/2024-11-08-C18281.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18281,"content":"10月27号还跟我打过电话，现在就天人永隔了，遗憾啊","submitter":"云墨凌","date":"Nov 8, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/BI4PBV/comments/2024-11-09-C18285.json b/people/BI4PBV/comments/2024-11-09-C18285.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..4df5e536 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/BI4PBV/comments/2024-11-09-C18285.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18285,"content":"晚安。","submitter":"予凌","date":"Nov 9, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/BI4PBV/comments/2024-11-10-C18288.json b/people/BI4PBV/comments/2024-11-10-C18288.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..8d9bf21b --- /dev/null +++ b/people/BI4PBV/comments/2024-11-10-C18288.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18288,"content":"我永远忘不掉知道他离开的那一晚，愿你安息","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Nov 10, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/BI4PBV/comments/2024-11-13-C18304.json b/people/BI4PBV/comments/2024-11-13-C18304.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..7de33b07 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/BI4PBV/comments/2024-11-13-C18304.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18304,"content":"抄收你信号59,期待与你下次通联,73.","submitter":"BG6PHP","date":"Nov 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/BI4PBV/comments/2024-11-13-C18326.json b/people/BI4PBV/comments/2024-11-13-C18326.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..c94ad74c --- /dev/null +++ b/people/BI4PBV/comments/2024-11-13-C18326.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18326,"content":"晚安","submitter":"1","date":"Nov 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/BI4PBV/comments/2024-11-14-C18342.json b/people/BI4PBV/comments/2024-11-14-C18342.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..79cf5c2e --- /dev/null +++ b/people/BI4PBV/comments/2024-11-14-C18342.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18342,"content":"过去一段时间了，虽然不太想再提起这个，我跟PBV认识时间不算很长，大概从我入坑开始好长时间才互相认识，后来他经常给我打电话我们才有所交集，虽然没有真正见过面但对他的印象很深的是声音很好听以及他对卫星那种特别的执着。他偶 尔一周给我打好几次电话偶尔一两个月打一次，虽然大多时候都是他给我打，因为脑子慢更喜欢打字发消息，通话中经常要沉默好长才能回他几句，通话内容大多跟我交流一下他最近在折腾什么好玩的东西以及进展如何，我和他电话最密集的时候是今年四五月份，那段时间他经常和我分享他的探空气球计划\n那段时间因为个人原因和家庭原因好长时间没去上课一直躺着精神内耗 那段时间我也是在嗑药片寻求精神解脱 PBV看出我那段时间不太对劲电话中还关心过我有没有事 我是个比较偏执的人就没坦白只是应付着：我还好 不用担心\n我手机常年静音他给我打的好多电话我都没接到 最后一次打给我是八月二十四下午 是个未接来电 直到那天下午听闻他去世的消息我才后知后觉好后悔当时怎么没给他打回去…哪怕是寒暄几句…\n有时候我就静静的翻着和他的聊天记录，和他的通话记录，我越翻越愧疚…我该好好关心一下他的…\n希望来世你能像热爱无线电一样热爱生活","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Nov 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/BI4PBV/info.yml b/people/BI4PBV/info.yml new file mode 100644 index 00000000..116be6eb --- /dev/null +++ b/people/BI4PBV/info.yml @@ -0,0 +1,8 @@ +id: BI4PBV +profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.jpg +info: + born: '2005-01-27' + died: '2024-10-28' +websites: + twitter: https://twitter.com/BI4PBV_1 + bilibili: https://space.bilibili.com/171644818 \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/BI4PBV/page.en.md b/people/BI4PBV/page.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..affcb3d5 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/BI4PBV/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,40 @@ +--- +name: Suigetsu Houka +info: + alias: Suigetsu, BI4PBV/QBG + location: Qingdao, Shandong +--- + +> Good bye, Greenland-1 + +## Introduction + +Suigetsu was a gentle girl who was active on radio waves. + +She sometimes seemed too obsessed with technology. However, that was also one aspect of her cuteness. + + + +> zako～zako～Ciallo～(∠・ω< )⌒★ + + + +> Not just taking a break, but truly lazy, no mistake. +> +> Ah, wanna play? + +Truly a little fox she is~ + +## Farewell + +> Greenland-1 balloon officially lost contact at 17:52:56 last night +> +> Greenland-1, codenamed SS1TP, was released at 17:43:13 on May 6. It carried an experimental amateur radio payload. However, due to the low antenna, power and flight altitude, the balloon was released at 9 minutes and 43 seconds and lost signal. + +
+ +See you later…no, never. diff --git a/people/BI4PBV/page.md b/people/BI4PBV/page.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..3b323a34 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/BI4PBV/page.md @@ -0,0 +1,40 @@ +--- +name: 岁月封华 +info: + alias: 岁月, BI4PBV/QBG + location: 山东青岛 +--- + +> Good bye, Greenland-1 + +## 简介 + +岁月, 是个活跃在无线电波上的温柔女孩子呢 + +即使有时会显现对于技术的执着, 但这也是她所可爱的一面呢? + + + +> zako～zako～Ciallo～(∠・ω< )⌒★ + + + +> 不是犯懒，而是真懒 +> +> 啊，干干你的 + +确是一只小狐狸呢 + +## 回见 + +> Greenland-1(青岛一号)气球于昨天晚上，17时52分56秒正式失联 +> +> 青岛一号代号SS1TP，于5月6号17时43分13秒释放，其携带一枚试验性业余无线电载荷，但是由于天线、功率以及飞行高度太低，气球于释放后的9分43秒后失去信号。 + +
+ +回见, 再也不见. diff --git a/people/BI4PBV/page.zh_hant.md b/people/BI4PBV/page.zh_hant.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..2fa3f666 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/BI4PBV/page.zh_hant.md @@ -0,0 +1,40 @@ +--- +name: 歲月封華 +info: + alias: 歲月, BI4PBV/QBG + location: 山東青島 +--- + +> Good bye, Greenland-1 + +## 简介 + +歲月, 是個活躍在無線電波上的溫柔女孩子呢 + +即使有時會顯現對於技術的執著, 但這也是她所可愛的一面呢? + + + +> zako～zako～Ciallo～(∠・ω< )⌒★ + + + +> 不是犯懶, 而是真懶 +> +> 啊, 幹幹妳的 + +確是一隻小狐狸呢 + +## 回見 + +> Greenland-1(青島一號)氣球于昨天晚上，17时52分56秒正式失去聯絡 +> +> 青島一號代號SS1TP，于5月6日17時43分13秒釋放，其攜帶一枚試驗性業餘無線電載荷，但由於天線、功率及飛行高度過低，氣球於釋放後的9分43秒後失去信號。 + +
+ +回見, 再也不見. diff --git a/people/BI4PBV/photos/image0.jpg b/people/BI4PBV/photos/image0.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..586c18f5 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/BI4PBV/photos/image0.jpg differ diff --git a/people/BI4PBV/photos/image1.jpg b/people/BI4PBV/photos/image1.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..42217886 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/BI4PBV/photos/image1.jpg differ diff --git a/people/BI4PBV/photos/image2.jpg b/people/BI4PBV/photos/image2.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..f9b8e2f1 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/BI4PBV/photos/image2.jpg differ diff --git a/people/BI4PBV/photos/image3.png b/people/BI4PBV/photos/image3.png new file mode 100644 index 00000000..4527c1b2 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/BI4PBV/photos/image3.png differ diff --git a/people/BI4PBV/photos/profile.jpg b/people/BI4PBV/photos/profile.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..d2def3e0 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/BI4PBV/photos/profile.jpg differ diff --git a/people/Barron12312/comments/2023-11-28-C14116.json b/people/Barron12312/comments/2023-11-28-C14116.json index a1c9ad4d..67da66a1 100644 --- a/people/Barron12312/comments/2023-11-28-C14116.json +++ b/people/Barron12312/comments/2023-11-28-C14116.json @@ -1 +1 @@ -{"id":14116,"content":"||唉。||","submitter":"冬花","date":"Nov 28, 2023"} \ No newline at end of file +{"id":14116,"content":"||唉。||","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Nov 28, 2023"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Barron12312/comments/2024-08-15-C18108.json b/people/Barron12312/comments/2024-08-15-C18108.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..c8b1e18a --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Barron12312/comments/2024-08-15-C18108.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18108,"content":"放心，大家都会记得你","submitter":"西西","date":"Aug 15, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Barron12312/comments/2024-10-16-C18217.json b/people/Barron12312/comments/2024-10-16-C18217.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..6c39c5c0 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Barron12312/comments/2024-10-16-C18217.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18217,"content":"晚安","submitter":"某個匿名的MC玩家","date":"Oct 16, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Barron12312/comments/2024-11-13-C18297.json b/people/Barron12312/comments/2024-11-13-C18297.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..9ffb226a --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Barron12312/comments/2024-11-13-C18297.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18297,"content":"巴仑，晚安","submitter":"琳欣","date":"Nov 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Barron12312/page.en.md b/people/Barron12312/page.en.md index df999f65..19ab4692 100644 --- a/people/Barron12312/page.en.md +++ b/people/Barron12312/page.en.md @@ -3,20 +3,20 @@ name: Barron --- Barron was a happy trans girl who studied drawing in Japan. -She had a dream to open a manga studio. -But unfortunately, due to family discord and her coming out, she was forced to give up her studies and return to China at the end of May 2023 after failing to commit suicide in Japan. +She had a dream of opening a manga studio. +Unfortunately, due to family discord and her coming out, she was forced to give up her studies and return to China at the end of May 2023 after failing to commit suicide in Japan. After returning to China, she lost almost all her income sources. -To make matters even worse, she was unable to draw again due to her serious PTSD. -She found some good friends in Guangzhou who could keep her company, and then lived for a short time in Beijing. -During her time in Beijing, although she was often bothered by finance and other issues, she was quite happy with everyone's comfort. +To make matters even worse, she was unable to draw again due to her severe PTSD. +She found some good friends in Guangzhou who could keep her company, and then lived briefly in Beijing. +Although she was often bothered by finance and other issues during her time in Beijing, she was pretty happy with everyone's comfort. However, owing to financial reasons and her beloved, she returned to Guangzhou at the end of August. She and her beloved spent quality time in Guangzhou, although they had to engage in sex work to survive. Even though she faced challenges in her relationship with her lover, she bravely confronted the trials of life. Barron once said that she was on a girl's last tour. -Tragically, she left us too soon and ended her own tour. During her journey, she once left such words, "Really wish that someone would remember me." +Tragically, she left us too soon and ended her own tour. During her journey, she once left such words: "Really wish that someone would remember me." Rest well, Barron. We will all remember you. Hope you have a blissful trip to heaven. diff --git a/people/Blahj1/info.yml b/people/Blahj1/info.yml new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a061fa19 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Blahj1/info.yml @@ -0,0 +1,8 @@ +id: Blahj1 +profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.jpg +info: + born: '2001-11-10' + died: '2024-11-18' +websites: + twitter: https://x.com/yulianNyanner + iconify:iconoir:spotify: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4Q4jgFnzjkpXYgytwuQ3xk?si=0149067a12fe4895&pt=79fe8ff376dd72f8fee2137f2a1f5967 \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Blahj1/page.en.md b/people/Blahj1/page.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a41e73c8 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Blahj1/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,25 @@ +--- +name: Lyna +info: + alias: yulian, Nyanner +--- + +> This world is fake, I have a masturbation fantasy + +## Introduction + +> What’s the point of living? If you work until you die, what kind of happiness can you buy? You’ve already experienced happiness in your 20s, right? By the time you’re 30, you’re just a corpse. + +Lonely as a Lyna, but still looking for the meaning of life + +It’s just that didn’t return to the present world like Misaka'Sisters . + +> Let’s fight against this unfair world together after death +> + +I want to be something, I want to be, it doesn't matter who I am + +But can we really find that star? + +> Fuck it! Never mind him +> All thus fake, diff --git a/people/Blahj1/page.md b/people/Blahj1/page.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a9450a87 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Blahj1/page.md @@ -0,0 +1,25 @@ +--- +name: 羽涟 +info: + alias: 涟 +--- + +> 这个世界是假的，我的一个自慰的幻想 + +## 简介 + +> 活着又什么意义呢，工作到死，有什么幸福可以买到呢？幸福到20多岁已经体验完了吧，到30岁不就是一个死尸吗。 + +孤独如涟, 但仍然在找寻着生活的意义 + +只是, 没有像御坂妹妹一样回到现世罢 + +> 我们一起在死后反抗这个不公的世界 +> + +なんかになりたい なりたい 何者かでいい + +但我们真的能找到那颗星吗? + +> 去他妈的！管他呢 +> 你们都是假的啊， diff --git a/people/Blahj1/page.zh_hant.md b/people/Blahj1/page.zh_hant.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..05044eb8 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Blahj1/page.zh_hant.md @@ -0,0 +1,25 @@ +--- +name: 羽漣 +info: + alias: 漣 +--- + +> 這個世界是假的，我有一個自慰的幻想 + +## 簡介 + +> 活著又什麼意義呢, 工作到死, 有什麼幸福可以買到呢? 幸福到20多歲已經體驗完了吧, 到30歲不就是一個死屍嗎 + +孤獨如漣, 但仍然在找尋著生活的意義 + +只是, 沒有像御坂妹妹一樣回到現世罷 + +> 我們一起在死後反抗這個不公的世界 +> + +なんかになりたい なりたい 何者かでいい + +但我們真的能找到那顆星嗎? + +> 去他媽的！管他呢 +> 妳們都是假的啊， \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Blahj1/photos/image0.png b/people/Blahj1/photos/image0.png new file mode 100644 index 00000000..828b0ed8 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/Blahj1/photos/image0.png differ diff --git a/people/Blahj1/photos/profile.jpg b/people/Blahj1/photos/profile.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..b9de254c Binary files /dev/null and b/people/Blahj1/photos/profile.jpg differ diff --git a/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-10-03-C18178.json b/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-10-03-C18178.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..61d92c5c --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Considerate_cat/comments/2024-10-03-C18178.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18178,"content":"猫猫。。。是你在保佑我跟姐姐吗？？？下个月要卖房子了，我事业也有起色了，要保佑我们哦。","submitter":"星川樱子","date":"Oct 3, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Considerate_cat/page.en.md b/people/Considerate_cat/page.en.md index e9391e0e..b1c27ae4 100644 --- a/people/Considerate_cat/page.en.md +++ b/people/Considerate_cat/page.en.md @@ -5,15 +5,24 @@ info: location: Ji'ning, Shandong --- -She was born on March 4th, 2009, and she came from Jining, Shandong. She longed to be a girl, to wear beautiful dresses, to have long hair, and to have a gentle voice. +She was born on March 4th, 2009, in Jining, Shandong. +She longed to be a girl, to wear beautiful dresses, to have long hair, and to have a gentle voice. ## Her hobbies -She had many hobbies. She loved rhythm games and liked to play Arcaea. The last song she played was “False Embellishment”. She also liked to listen to music, create music, make videos, write code and so on. Some of her videos were very funny, and her music has a lot of personality. She was a talented and versatile person, always full of curiosity and creativity. +She had many hobbies. +She loved rhythm games and played Arcaea. +The last song she played was “False Embellishment”. +She also liked to listen to music, create music, make videos, write code and so on. +Some of her videos were very funny, and her music had tons of personality. +She was a talented and versatile person, always full of curiosity and creativity. ## Her dreams -She had many dreams. She wanted to become a real girl. She said she wanted to be a forensic doctor in the future. She wanted to help those who suffered from depression and anxiety. +She had many dreams. +She wanted to become a real girl. +She said she wanted to be a forensic doctor in the future. +She wanted to help those who suffered from depression and anxiety. > She once said she wanted to meet EnderCat @@ -21,36 +30,48 @@ She had many dreams. She wanted to become a real girl. She said she wanted to be On May 11th, 2023, MoeCat gave Cencen a hair clip and hoped that Cencen would think of her after she left. -On May 12th, 2023, MoeCat started to ask Cencen for blessings and hoped that Cencen could wish her “to be a girl in the next life”. +On May 12th, 2023, MoeCat started asking Cencen for blessings and hoped that Cencen would wish her “to be a girl in the next life”. -On May 13th, 2023, Cencen sensed that she might commit suicide the next day and informed EnderCat at 11:45 pm that night. EnderCat tried to inform her parents but failed. +On May 13th, 2023, Cencen sensed that she might commit suicide the next day and informed EnderCat at 11:45 pm that night. +EnderCat tried to inform her parents but failed. -On May 14th, 2023, EnderCat received a forwarded chat record from “Fixing Broken Hearts” at 1:11 am and tried to contact MoeCat and her parents to confirm her status. At 1:17 am, MoeCat sent EnderCat an apology message and said “I'm really happy that I met EnderCat in this life”. +On May 14th, 2023, EnderCat received a forwarded chat record from “Fixing Broken Hearts” at 1:11 am and tried to contact MoeCat and her parents to confirm her status. +At 1:17 am, MoeCat sent EnderCat an apology message and said, “I’m really happy that I met EnderCat in this life”. ## Her departure -But she did not realize her dreams or meet EnderCat. On May 13th, 2023, she was very happy, as if she had returned to normal. In the early morning of the next day, she chose to commit suicide. +But she did not realize her dreams or meet EnderCat. +On May 13th, 2023, she was really happy, as if she had returned to normal. +In the early morning of the next day, she chose to commit suicide. -This was a decision that was hard to accept and understand. I know she endured a lot of pain and pressure. She was forced to stop HRT and was given GnRH analogs. Her parents did not understand her needs, which made her feel hopeless and helpless. +That was a decision that was hard to accept and understand. +I know she endured a lot of pain and pressure. +She was forced to stop HRT and was given GnRH analogs. +Her parents did not understand her needs, which made her feel hopeless and helpless. -Plus she originally had no confidence or sense of worth in herself. She felt useless and unworthy of being loved. But these were not true. We always loved her. +Plus, she initially had no confidence or sense of worth in herself. +She felt useless and unworthy of being loved. +But these were not true. +We always loved her. -Her friend EnderCat called 120 at 1:23 am. Her parents also called 120 almost at the same time... Unfortunately, she lost consciousness at 1:25 am on May 14th, 2023 and was taken to the hospital... I don't know what happened next, but she eventually did not make it. +Her friend EnderCat called 120 at 1:23 am. +Her parents also called 120 almost at the same time... +Unfortunately, she lost consciousness at 1:25 am on May 14th, 2023 and was taken to the hospital... I don’t know what happened next, but she eventually did not make it. -> “I could have called 120 ten minutes earlier, but I chose to confirm her status first. I blame myself. I will never forget what she said to me at the end: ‘I'm in so much pain, EnderCat, please help me!’” - EnderCat +> “I could have called 120 ten minutes earlier, but I chose to confirm her status first. I blame myself. I will never forget what she said to me at the end: ‘I’m in so much pain, EnderCat, please help me!’” - EnderCat ## Her gallery -> Selected from MoeCat's Qzone, all are architectural photos +> Selected from MoeCat’s Qzone, all are architectural photos ## Other people who appear on this page -EnderCat: MoeCat's friend and one of the main interveners. According to EnderCat, she was the most capable of saving MoeCat, but because of an obvious mistake that could have been avoided, it led to irreversible consequences. +EnderCat: MoeCat’s friend and one of the main interveners. According to EnderCat, she was the most capable of saving MoeCat. However, because of an obvious mistake, it led to irreversible consequences. -“Fixing Broken Hearts”: MoeCat's friend and the one who invited MoeCat to join “a group chat”. Because of her, MoeCat was able to buy HRT medication and meet everyone. According to her, if she did not pull MoeCat into the circle, MoeCat might not have committed suicide. +“Fixing Broken Hearts”: MoeCat’s friend and the one who invited MoeCat to join “a group chat”. Because of her, MoeCat could buy HRT medication and meet everyone. According to her, if she did not pull MoeCat into the circle, MoeCat might not have committed suicide. -Cencen: MoeCat's boyfriend, the first one to sense that MoeCat would commit suicide. According to him, “We may have indeed prolonged her life. Without us, she might have left in March...” +Cencen: MoeCat’s boyfriend, the first one to sense that MoeCat would commit suicide. According to him, “We may have indeed prolonged her life. Without us, she might have left in March...” diff --git a/people/CuspariaKLSY/comments/2024-08-16-C18112.json b/people/CuspariaKLSY/comments/2024-08-16-C18112.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..dac1f8b8 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/CuspariaKLSY/comments/2024-08-16-C18112.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18112,"content":"鱼的繁体很好看，魚魚子亦是如此。","submitter":"匿名","date":"Aug 16, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/CuspariaKLSY/comments/2024-10-20-C18230.json b/people/CuspariaKLSY/comments/2024-10-20-C18230.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..d5703ef0 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/CuspariaKLSY/comments/2024-10-20-C18230.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18230,"content":"生日快樂","submitter":"某個匿名的MC玩家","date":"Oct 20, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/CuspariaKLSY/comments/2024-10-20-C18231.json b/people/CuspariaKLSY/comments/2024-10-20-C18231.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..986214e9 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/CuspariaKLSY/comments/2024-10-20-C18231.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18231,"content":"这瓶魔爪，敬你","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Oct 20, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/CuspariaKLSY/comments/2024-11-03-C18273.json b/people/CuspariaKLSY/comments/2024-11-03-C18273.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..5e528f26 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/CuspariaKLSY/comments/2024-11-03-C18273.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18273,"content":"Спасибо за все, что вы сделали для всего мира.","submitter":"一只猫猫","date":"Nov 3, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/CuspariaKLSY/page.en.md b/people/CuspariaKLSY/page.en.md index 24a5cddf..e273be87 100644 --- a/people/CuspariaKLSY/page.en.md +++ b/people/CuspariaKLSY/page.en.md @@ -7,7 +7,7 @@ info: ## Description -She loves Sunflowers. She once told me she feels some kind of predestined affinity with Sunflowers. +She loves Sunflowers. She once told me she feels some predestined affinity with Sunflowers. She is persistent when it comes to her art. @@ -15,7 +15,7 @@ She likes to drink Monster Energy. She often tells me she cannot have a good meal. -She thinks she doesn't have many friends. +She thinks she doesn’t have many friends. Her first language is Russian. @@ -23,28 +23,28 @@ She knows how to play guitar. Her parents fought a lot. -She didn't consider her life more valuable than others'. +She didn’t consider her life more valuable than others’. -If she believes sacrificing herself would benefit others, she won't have a second thought. +She wouldn’t have a second thought if she believed sacrificing herself would benefit others. She cares about her friends a lot. -She's an Eastern Orthodox Christian. +She’s an Eastern Orthodox Christian. -She doesn't really trust God 100%, though. +She doesn’t trust God 100%, though. -She came up with her nickname “Ling Shui Yu Yu Zi” while feeding fish. +She coined her nickname “Ling Shui Yu Yu Zi” while feeding fish. “Ling Shui Yu Yu Zi” means fish in clear water. She began transitioning because: 1. Her parents told her they wanted a daughter. She felt she was born with the wrong sex. -2. She decided on who she wanted to become after immersing in ACG culture and found out about the futa character stereotype. +2. After immersing herself in ACG culture, she decided on who she wanted to become. She also learned about the futa character stereotype. 3. A character she created became more and more similar to herself. She wanted to replace her. -4. Pressure from family and school was becoming increasingly heavy. She wanted to escape the body she was born with but didn't have the means to do so. +4. Pressure from family and school was becoming increasingly heavy. She wanted to escape the body she was born with but didn’t have the means to do so. While trying to console her friend, a conflict ensued. She swallowed lots of her meds that night and argued with her father after waking up. She then attempted suicide and was sent to the hospital. She was confirmed to be dead and cremated by August 1st, 2023. diff --git a/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/comments/2024-08-12-C18095.json b/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/comments/2024-08-12-C18095.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..c47ee967 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/comments/2024-08-12-C18095.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18095,"content":"抱抱你……","submitter":"ZS.","date":"Aug 12, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/comments/2024-08-14-C18105.json b/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/comments/2024-08-14-C18105.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..7faee0dc --- /dev/null +++ b/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/comments/2024-08-14-C18105.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18105,"content":"姐姐贴贴","submitter":"梦梦","date":"Aug 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/page.en.md b/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/page.en.md index 5aecbfe4..5b8f9bc9 100644 --- a/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/page.en.md +++ b/people/CutOceanHeyFis1/page.en.md @@ -8,21 +8,21 @@ info: ## Description -Sis Cuddly is a somewhat mysterious girl. Although she often posts some incomprehensible things on Twitter, she is actually a very interesting, cute, and empathetic person. +Cuddly is a somewhat mysterious girl. Although she often posts incomprehensible things on Twitter, she is actually very interesting, cute, and empathetic. Perhaps due to borderline personality disorder or a learning disability, she always likes to add "Cuddle?" at the end of a sentence or a paragraph. -Because of this, everyone always likes to call her "Sis Cuddly" +Because of this, everyone always likes to call her "Sis Cuddly". -She has a peculiar habit of saying, "Cut myself into little pieces and toss them into the sea to feed the fishies..." +She has a peculiar habit of saying, "Cut me into little pieces and toss them into the sea to feed the fishies..." -She always wanted to explore ways to commit suicide, but, ironically, she died in a artificial accident. +She always wanted to explore ways to commit suicide, but ironically, she died in an artificial accident. ## Departure -In early July 2023, she, who had always been updated every day, suddenly lost her message. Soon after, news emerged that she had been arrested for an alleged negligent homicide, and all contact was lost. +In early July 2023, she, who had been posting to social media every day, suddenly stopped posting. Soon after, news emerged that she had been arrested for an alleged negligent homicide, and all contact was lost. We have no way of knowing the exact date of her death. All we can do is keep her in our memories. > "Thank you, Sis Cuddly. Don't forget to come and spar with us often in the future." -"Hurry and come cut the watermelon, you can slice it into little pieces! 🍉" +"Hurry and come cut the watermelon; you can slice it into little pieces! 🍉" diff --git a/people/DarlinChit/page.en.md b/people/DarlinChit/page.en.md index e9615d6b..ed1d07c5 100644 --- a/people/DarlinChit/page.en.md +++ b/people/DarlinChit/page.en.md @@ -9,11 +9,11 @@ info: Sakuya had a passion for programming and the web since her childhood. She loved role-playing and simulation games. She had an interest in game development. -She contributed to the development of many games, including *Pokémon Go* and *The Headmaster*. -Besides being a talented programmer proficient in languages like Java, PHP, and C++, Sakuya was also skilled in stock trading and video editing. +She helped develop many games, including *Pokémon Go* and *The Headmaster*. +In addition to being a talented programmer proficient in languages like Java, PHP, and C++, Sakuya was also skilled in stock trading and video editing. She once founded a translation group. -She started her own fashion company, but it went bankrupt, leading her to lose almost all her income sources. +She started her own fashion company, but it went bankrupt due to financial problems, causing her to lose almost all her income sources. She wasn't able to make a comeback. Subsequently, she moved to Shanghai for a while. During her time in Shanghai, although she often worried about financial issues, she managed to spend her days relatively happily, thanks to the company and support of her friends. @@ -29,4 +29,4 @@ Rest well, Sakuya. May you find happiness and peace. Wishing you a smooth journe Contributor for this entry: Nanami[^1] -[^1]: Nanami, Sakuya's friend, who inherit and continue to use Sakuya's account. +[^1]: Nanami, Sakuya's friend, inherits and continues to use Sakuya's account. diff --git a/people/Dethelly/comments/2024-10-10-C18196.json b/people/Dethelly/comments/2024-10-10-C18196.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..3b055519 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Dethelly/comments/2024-10-10-C18196.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18196,"content":"晚安，一路走好","submitter":"匿名","date":"Oct 10, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Dethelly/comments/2024-10-15-C18208.json b/people/Dethelly/comments/2024-10-15-C18208.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..5af129ae --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Dethelly/comments/2024-10-15-C18208.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18208,"content":"晚安","submitter":"某個匿名的MC玩家","date":"Oct 15, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Dethelly/page.en.md b/people/Dethelly/page.en.md index 7a3db116..2de0b289 100644 --- a/people/Dethelly/page.en.md +++ b/people/Dethelly/page.en.md @@ -5,23 +5,24 @@ info: location: Yubei, Chongqing --- + ## Description -In Fall 2023, Sugar went to Hangzhou, Zhejiang to attend university. +In Fall 2023, Sugar went to Hangzhou, Zhejiang, to attend university. -She was an introverted girl who cared about others' feelings too much such that she wasn't able to express herself when she needed it. +She was an introverted girl who cared too much about others' feelings, so she wasn't able to express herself when she needed it. She was too shy to express her confusion and anxiety. -Moreover, she hadn't a friend to confide her thoughts, she could only hide these in the heart. +Moreover, she had no friend to confide in her thoughts; she could only hide them in her heart. That made her look a bit intimidated. -She always prepared a lot ahead of meeting friends in real life. -She was always worried about leaving a bad impression, so she asked them tons of questions in advance (such as which kinds of gifts they would like), and warned them she might exhibit regressive behaviors. +She always prepared a lot before meeting friends in real life. +She was always worried about leaving a bad impression, so she asked them tons of questions in advance (such as which kinds of gifts they would like) and warned them she might exhibit regressive behaviours. Her family is conservative. -Her father worked in China Railways Group and her mother was a teacher. +Her father worked for China Railways Group, and her mother was a teacher. She didn't receive enough love from them. -They once threw away her gender-affirming clothing she hid while she was in high school. -Therefore, she was certain her parents were too conservative to communicate with. +They once threw away the gender-affirming clothing she hid while she was in high school. +Therefore, she was sure her parents were too conservative to communicate with. ## The dissipated haze in Hangzhou @@ -39,24 +40,24 @@ When parting, She asked A about her thoughts on her plan to "threaten" her paren > *Here is what A remembered:* > -> Sugar: Perhaps what I need to do is to "threaten", since they are too conservative to be communicated with. +> Sugar: Perhaps I need to "threaten" them since they are too conservative to communicate with. > > Sugar: I'm afraid of pain, but I could hurt myself a bit. > -> Sugar: Thereby they might make a compromise eventually, and I might get more freedom in return. +> Sugar: Thereby, they might make a compromise eventually, and I might get more freedom in return. > > Sugar: According to the plan, I will delete you from my friend list after this parting. > > Sugar: You shouldn't be worried about me. Please forget me as soon as possible. -When A left for home, she left Sugar half a bag of oranges, and messaged her "Adios." (Goodbye) on QQ. +When A left for home, she left Sugar half a bag of oranges and messaged her "Adios." (Goodbye) on QQ. A didn't get any reply. That night, Sugar actually deleted her contact. -The second day, a Twitter user who claimed to be Sugar's high school classmate brought her some random thoughts on behalf of Sugar. +On the second day, a Twitter user who claimed to be Sugar's high school classmate sent her some random thoughts on behalf of Sugar. Then A requested them to look after her. -Later, Sugar began her winter vacation, and got her diagnosis certificate of gender dysphoria in Shenzhen Kangning Hospital —— This was only known by A after her death. +Later, Sugar began her winter vacation and got her diagnosis certificate of gender dysphoria in Shenzhen Kangning Hospital —— This was only known by A after her death. ## Thick fog over Jialing River (Her departure) @@ -75,7 +76,7 @@ But the dosage she was about to take was fatal. A and her other online friends couldn't persuade her, so they called for first aid as a last resort. Because they didn't know her exact location, the ambulance left after more than half an hour had passed. -Unfortunately, Sugar was in critical condition when the ambulance arrived at Second People's Hospital of Yubei District of Chongqing. +Unfortunately, Sugar was in critical condition when the ambulance arrived at the Second People's Hospital of Yubei District of Chongqing. And she passed away in the early morning of the next day due to chemical poisoning. ## After her departure @@ -93,7 +94,7 @@ She said words like Sugar was too selfish and didn't care about them. Then she tried to unlock Sugar's phone. A asked her mother to bury Sugar as a daughter, but her mother replied like [this](https://twitter.com/KiraRettosei/status/1749728762261012752?s=19). -(The link may be potentially triggering.) +(The link may be triggering.) However, her mother's attitude was changing gradually. @@ -101,15 +102,15 @@ Her parents started to tidy up her belongings. Her mother asked A if she wanted to keep Sugar's IKEA Blåhaj Shark, which she loved to hug. -Her mother said, he was their angel, but unfortunately God made him leave early, and he had to leave. +Her mother said he was their angel, but unfortunately, God made him leave early, and he had to leave. Her mother had always been grateful to A. ## The new spring -It's February 12th, 2024. The third day of Spring Festival. +It's February 12th, 2024—the third day of Spring Festival. -On this night, A set off for a trip to Guiyang and Chongqing. +That night, A set off on a trip to Guiyang and Chongqing. At Ningbo Lishe International Airport, @@ -121,22 +122,22 @@ In a daze, a phone call from Chongqing came, and she was familiar with the numbe > > Girl, how are you now? (I am fine, what happened?) > -> It's nothing, but…… I always worried about that you might……as well. So I'm calling to ask if are okay or not. +> It's nothing, but…… I've always worried that you might……as well. So I'm calling to ask if you're okay or not. > -> Girl, if anything happens in the future, please tell your parents and not hold back and say nothing. Your parents always love you. +> Girl, if anything happens in the future, please tell your parents and not hold back and say nothing. Your parents will always love you. > > After our generation became parents, we no longer keep the authority and stubbornness of our elders. > > So do I…… The path I am currently taking in life is not what my parents hoped, but I think it's no problem. > -> We may not fully understand the decisions made by children, but we will support her if she carefully considered them. +> We may not fully understand the decisions made by children, but we will support her if she carefully considers them. > -> Girl, I am glad you're okay, wish you a happy life. +> Girl, I am glad you're okay. I wish you a happy life. -Sugar had a very cute face and figure. +Sugar had a cute face and figure. If we change a character of her name to another homophonic one, it would become a girl's name that perfectly matches her gentle and soft temperament. -But she just departed, with a mentality of "take a gamble". +But she just departed with a mentality of "take a gamble". Her life was frozen at the age of 19. When Sugar just passed away, her mother couldn't accept her decisions. But what did her mother say in the end? @@ -148,7 +149,7 @@ Anyway, she had passed away. Just before Qingming, her mother suddenly sent messages to A. -Her mother told A how she was diligent and excellent, and how much they loved her. +Her mother told A how diligent and excellent she was and how much they loved her. Sugar's father said that Sugar was the brightest star in the sky. @@ -164,17 +165,18 @@ It was a pity that she departed abruptly, without waiting for a turn for the bet > Hope you'll all remember Sugar. > -> Hope you can share important information, such as your address, with trustworthy friends to avoid any unexpected situations. +> I hope you can share important information, such as your address, with trustworthy friends to avoid any unexpected situations. > -> Hope that if you see a help request message, don't just swipe. +> I hope that if you see a help request message, you don't just swipe. > -> Hope that if you have the ability to call the police, you can dial decisively. You are a lifesaver, not a murderer. Don't be afraid. +> I hope that if you can call the police, you can dial decisively. You are a lifesaver, not a murderer. Don't be afraid. > -> Hope you cherish life, hope still exists; you will only miss the opportunity if you leave too early. +> I hope you cherish life. Hope still exists; you will only miss the opportunity if you leave too early. > > Hope you'll all remember Sugar. Take care. - + + diff --git a/people/Futajuhuacha/page.en.md b/people/Futajuhuacha/page.en.md index 8b5be258..1d07a738 100644 --- a/people/Futajuhuacha/page.en.md +++ b/people/Futajuhuacha/page.en.md @@ -7,92 +7,93 @@ info: ## Description +Huacha means flower-scented tea. Huacha was a lovely and determined trans girl who loved this world. She was an OIer and once participated in the National Olympiad in Informatics(NOI). -She adored long hair, so she opted for hair extension to fulfill her love for it. +She adored long hair, so she opted for hair extensions. She loved writing and reading, and she often delved into the works of Lu Xun. -She showcased her fluency in poetry and her ability to critique the world by writing essays, reminiscent of Lu Xun's style. +She showcased her fluency in poetry and her ability to critique the world by writing essays in a style reminiscent of Lu Xun. Realizing her true gender identity at an early age, she struggled with severe anxiety, which she endured silently for a long time. She always felt that she was trapped in a nightmare of not being recognized as a girl, and she hoped to wake up from it every day. -Later, she chose the path of self-discovery, and embraced her identity as a girl. +Later, she chose the path of self-discovery and embraced her identity as a girl. Huacha was a gentle girl, akin to her friend [Xuewulihuameng](https://one-among.us/profile/xuewulihuameng). She offered helpful advice in Zhihu Question [How can I help my MtF friend?](https://www.zhihu.com/question/274131925/answer/372594163). -After introducing some suggestions, she wrote at last: +After giving some suggestions, she wrote at last: -> "If you actually don't understand how to give reasonable advice when she experiences an emotional breakdown, you can simply accompany her at her side silently (you can even hug her, because when I was in emotional breakdown I hoped someone would hug me)...spend more time with her..." +> “If you don’t understand how to give advice when she experiences an emotional breakdown, you can simply accompany her at her side silently (you can even hug her because when I was in an emotional breakdown, I hoped someone would hug me)...spend more time with her...” ## The Blood Mary Observer *The Blood Mary Observer* was a series of articles on Zhihu authored by Hucha. -She passed away shortly after she wrote down these articles. -So there were only three articles in *The Blood Mary Observer*. -but the profound content was still worth reading. +Tragically, Huacha took her life shortly after she penned these articles. +So, there were only three articles in *The Blood Mary Observer*. +But the profound content was still worth reading. The first article was *[In Memory of Ms.MtF (Mr.Ftm)](https://zhuanlan.zhihu.com/p/38000835)*[^1]. -The article was written around May to June 2018. -At that time, Zhihu, which was a platform originally claimed to LGBT friendly, started to conduct strict censorship on transgender related topics. -Many transgender users were blocked due to this crisis, -and many records about transgender community were deleted on these days. +She wrote the article around May to June 2018. +At that time, Zhihu, which was a platform initially claimed to be LGBT friendly, started to conduct strict censorship on transgender-related topics. +Zhihu blocked many transgender users +and deleted many records about the transgender community at that time. -Huacha wrote down the article to accuse Zhihu and express her indignation towards persecution of Transgender community. -She appealed to people that everyone to respect the right of transgender individuals to express their inner thoughts - whether they were MTF or FTM, or individuals of any other gender. +Huacha wrote down the article to accuse Zhihu and express her indignation towards the persecution of Transgender community. +She appealed to people that everyone should respect the right of transgender individuals to express their inner thoughts - whether they were MTF FTM or individuals of any other gender. -The article was concise and straightforward, and its words didn't pull any punches. -just as the comment said: +The article was concise and straightforward, and its words didn’t pull any punches. +Just as the comment said: -> "This article is quite in the style of Lu Xun. #LOL#" +> “This article is quite in the style of Lu Xun. #LOL#" -The third article was *[Yazyuu Senpai Zhihu Setu](https://zhuanlan.zhihu.com/p/38419017)*, the original point of it was the same as the first article. +The third article was *[Yazyuu Senpai Zhihu Setu](https://zhuanlan.zhihu.com/p/38419017)*. Its original point was the same as the first article. -The article humorously expressed her dissatisfaction with the strict censorship of transgender related topics by Zhihu, which originally claimed to LGBT friendly. +The article humorously expressed her dissatisfaction with the strict censorship of transgender-related topics by Zhihu, which initially claimed to be LGBT-friendly. The second article was *[Invisible Poison](https://zhuanlan.zhihu.com/p/38173742)*. The article mainly focused on the persecution experienced by transgender individuals at the hands of their original families. She pointed out that some parents were essentially murderers, -and the so-called "love" ultimately became the "poison" that killed children. +and the so-called “love” ultimately became the “poison” that killed children. -> There were many transgender individuals who have been exposed to an invisible poison called "love" and left the world at last. -> The parents deprived their basic rights as human beings in the name of "love". +> Many transgender individuals have been exposed to an invisible poison called “love” and left the world at last. +> The parents deprived their fundamental rights as human beings in the name of “love”. > -> Legally, due to parents have the special status of "guardian", +> Legally, due to parents having the special status of “guardian”, > the difficulty for transgender individuals to obtain assistance has greatly increased. > > Excerpted from *Invisible Poison* -Today, many transgender individuals choose to leave this world due to this kind of "Invisible Poison". +Today, many transgender individuals choose to leave this world due to this kind of “Invisible Poison”. This article still has its profound practical significance. -Before the article published, one of her transgender friends (probably Xueli) took herself due to domestic pressure and violence. -Another reason for writing down this article was to mourn her, as well as countless transgender friends who passed away owing to the invisible poison. +Before the article was published, one of her transgender friends (probably Xueli) took her life due to domestic pressure and violence. +Another reason for writing this article was to mourn her, as well as countless transgender friends who passed away owing to the invisible poison. ## Her Departure On April 2nd, 2018, Xueli passed away by suicide. -From the first seven day to the seventh seven day[^2] of Xueli's death, -she always missed Xueli, the lovely gentle girl who quietly left alone. +From the first “seven days” to the seventh “seven days” [^2] of Xueli’s death, +she always missed Xueli, the lovely, gentle girl who quietly left alone. > May the world treat you gently. > -> It's suddenly raining heavily in Chongqing... +> It’s suddenly raining heavily in Chongqing... > > Is this your way of calling me...? -During the days, Huacha's mental health became worse and worse. -She said that frankly that she was not sure about that if she could live to the seventh seven day of Xueli's death. +During the “seven days”, Huacha’s mental health became worse and worse. +She said that she was not sure about whether she could live to the end of the seventh “seven days” of Xueli’s death. -On the fourth seven day, -she almost couldn't control the thought of suicide on the Huanghuayuan Jialingjiang Bridge, +On the last day of the fourth “seven days”, +she almost couldn’t control the thought of suicide on the Huanghuayuan Jialingjiang Bridge, which was a land of fate —— the place of death of Xueli and several other MtFs in Chongqing. At the end of June, she attempted to take her own life again and was admitted to ICU. @@ -103,25 +104,25 @@ After her physical condition improved, she wrote down this little poem: ]} /> In fact, she still hoped to live. -Until days before she departed, she was still finding hope of living, +Until days before she departed, she was still finding the hope to live, and she asked Siri about methods to prevent suicide. But the unfortunate thing still happened at last. On the evening of July 10th, she walked up to the Huanghuayuan Jialingjiang Bridge again. The dreamlike lighting seemed to immerse her in a dream... -In the same place, a similar night, she took her own life as Xueli did. +In the same place, on a similar night, she took her own life as Xueli did. The rescue in the late night failed to save her life. -In the early morning of the next day, The girl chasing the Milky Way left the world at last. +In the early morning of the next day, the girl chasing the Milky Way finally left the world. -> Farewell, Huacha. Hope you and Xueli can be together well in heaven. +> Farewell, Huacha. I hope you and Xueli can be together well in heaven. > -> Only thing we can do is living with hope... +> The only thing we can do is live with hope... > > NekoyaFam, 2018-07-11, on Zhihu Contributors for this entry: One-Among-Us, [Kristall Wang](https://github.com/KristallWang) -[^1]: The title format imitates *In Memory of Ms.Liu Hezhen*, which was a famous work of Lu Xun, published on April 12th 1926. +[^1]: The title format imitates *In Memory of Ms.Liu Hezhen*, which was a famous work of Lu Xun, published on April 12th, 1926. -[^2]: Funeral customs in East Asia. In tradition, the memorial ceremony is held every seven days after a person's death, with one session lasting seven days and a maximum of seven sessions. It will take 49 days to complete. +[^2]: Funeral customs in East Asia. In tradition, the memorial ceremony is held every seven days after a person’s death, with one session lasting seven days and a maximum of seven sessions. It will take 49 days to complete. diff --git a/people/GLaDOSister/comments/2023-11-10-C14086.json b/people/GLaDOSister/comments/2023-11-10-C14086.json index 31a1dfe1..c9716b24 100644 --- a/people/GLaDOSister/comments/2023-11-10-C14086.json +++ b/people/GLaDOSister/comments/2023-11-10-C14086.json @@ -1 +1 @@ -{"id":14086,"content":"想念","submitter":"冬花","date":"Nov 10, 2023"} \ No newline at end of file +{"id":14086,"content":"想念","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Nov 10, 2023"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/GLaDOSister/comments/2024-11-14-C18344.json b/people/GLaDOSister/comments/2024-11-14-C18344.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..c0781b62 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/GLaDOSister/comments/2024-11-14-C18344.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18344,"content":"随机点了一下没想到抽到了同样喜欢语言的你，马上5年了，愿你安息","submitter":"vanguard","date":"Nov 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/GLaDOSister/comments/2024-11-14-C18345.json b/people/GLaDOSister/comments/2024-11-14-C18345.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..c4208370 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/GLaDOSister/comments/2024-11-14-C18345.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18345,"content":"树犹如此，人何以堪","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Nov 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/GLaDOSister/page.en.md b/people/GLaDOSister/page.en.md index e753df10..2230de77 100644 --- a/people/GLaDOSister/page.en.md +++ b/people/GLaDOSister/page.en.md @@ -10,44 +10,45 @@ info: As her bio says, Shizuha is “a cute girl researching linguistics”. Shizuha is talented in linguistics and passionate about it. -She researched many languages, including both languages originated from China and foreign languages. -She often switch languages while chatting online, so she always seemed lively, cheerful, and even humorous in group chats. +She researched many languages, including both languages originating from China and foreign languages. +Her ability to effortlessly switch between languages in online chats always brought a lively, cheerful, and even humorous atmosphere to the group. Not only was she proficient in communicating with many languages, but she also was quick to come up with examples of how pronunciation and grammar are used in everyday conversations for those languages. -Shizuha's work is not limited to linguistics. +Shizuha’s work is not limited to linguistics. She had contributed to the community of the *Half-Life* series. -She designed some "GMod" plugins and maps; and she was the director of a fanmade work called *Combine Prelude* for *Half-Life 2*. -The fact that worth mentioning the most is, she started doing constructed language research, +She designed some “GMod” plugins and maps and directed a fan-made work called Combine Prelude for Half-Life 2. +The most noteworthy fact is that she began conducting research on constructed languages, constructed [Combinese](https://yuyan.fandom.com/zh/wiki/联合军语), [Yupoian](https://yuyan.fandom.com/zh/wiki/尤波伊语) and [Crigàt](https://yuyan.fandom.com/zh/wiki/克里加语) for the project mentioned above, *Combine Prelude*. -Because of her work on this project, she was famous both in the *Half-Life* community and in the constructed language community. +Because of her work on this project, she was famous in both the Half-Life and constructed language communities. -Shizuha's favorite anime is *YuruYuri*. +Shizuha’s favourite anime is *YuruYuri*. She used the main character, Akari Akaza, as her profile photo. -Shizuha is persistent and brave, both for creative work and for life, sometimes even stubborn. +Shizuha is persistent and brave, both for creative work and life, and sometimes even stubborn. Because of that, she had some verbal conflicts with her friends. -These incidents were however resolved quickly because of her friends' understanding towards her character. +These incidents were, however, resolved quickly because of her friends’ understanding of her character. -Shizuha asked for company very often from friends she found in the linguistics community because she didn't feel safe enough. -Whether online or in real life, she was always gave and sought warmth from other trans women and girls. +Shizuha often sought company from friends in the linguistics community because she didn’t feel safe enough. +Whether online or in real life, she always gave and sought warmth from other trans women and girls. Since Spring 2019, Shizuha was finally able to pass and live as a woman. -Because of that, she was much more confident and more open to showing her cuteness by sharing photos on social media. -However, her life quality went down as both her financial situation and her depression got worse, even went to the edge of suicide sometimes. +Because of that, she was much more confident and more open to sharing photos on social media to show off her cuteness. +However, her life quality went down as both her financial situation and her depression got worse, and she even went to the edge of suicide sometimes. Even then, she did not stop her efforts to help other trans people. In [one of her posts on ZhiHu](https://www.zhihu.com/pin/1091048372731047936), she wrote: -> “Although living is painful for me and I do not know the meaning behind life, I know that I would never regret helping others.” +> “Although living is painful for me, and I do not know the meaning behind life, I know that I would never regret helping others.” -Even now, this sentence still give strength to many suicide prevention social workers. +Even now, this sentence still gives strength to many suicide prevention social workers. Unfortunately, Shizuha eventually left us, leaving behind many unfinished works. -After Shizuha's death, many people in the linguistics community, the constructed language community, and the trans community changed their profile photo to black and white to mourn her. +After Shizuha’s death, many people in the linguistics community, the constructed language community, and the trans community changed their profile photos to black and white to mourn her. -Under the ZhiHu question of [What are your thoughts about ZhiHu user @Cang_Shan_Jing_Ye ?](https://www.zhihu.com/question/307482232), +Under the Zhihu question of [What are your thoughts about Zhihu user @Cang_Shan_Jing_Ye ?](https://www.zhihu.com/question/307482232), not only were there goodbyes from the friends she made, -but also messages from the linguistics community, to achieve more in this field; -and messages from the trans community, to encourage each other to keep going. +but also messages from the linguistics community to achieve more in this field; +and messages from the trans community to encourage each other to keep going. Contributor for this entry: [unt](https://phesoca.com) + diff --git a/people/Hangmster/comments/2024-11-13-C18303.json b/people/Hangmster/comments/2024-11-13-C18303.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..d7ae47bc --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Hangmster/comments/2024-11-13-C18303.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18303,"content":"晚安哦…","submitter":"無糖桦树汁","date":"Nov 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Hangmster/page.en.md b/people/Hangmster/page.en.md index 1a70896a..aa81ac0a 100644 --- a/people/Hangmster/page.en.md +++ b/people/Hangmster/page.en.md @@ -5,17 +5,16 @@ info: location: Shijiazhuang, Hebei --- -## Description - Hangmster is our ally. -They often interacted with friends on Twitter/X, bringing us laughter. They gave warm hugs when we needed, consoled us when we were anxious, and mourned for our departed friends. +They often interacted with friends on Twitter/X, bringing us laughter. +They gave warm hugs when we needed them, consoled us when we were anxious, and mourned for our departed friends. -They seldom mentioned what they loved. But according to their tweets, they were interested in cute things such as cats. They were fond of Hatsune Miku as well. On the Hatsune Miku 15th anniversary, they expressed their happiness by drawing an illustration: +They seldom mentioned what they loved. However, according to their tweets, they were interested in cute things such as cats. They were fond of Hatsune Miku as well. On the Hatsune Miku 15th anniversary, they expressed their happiness by drawing an illustration: -Hangmster was often troubled by insomnia and anxiety. They once said that they actually didn't like their body, and their less traditional self-expression online made them more comfortable. +Hangmster was often troubled by insomnia and anxiety. They once said that they didn't like their body, and their less traditional self-expression online made them more comfortable. Unfortunately, although they always encouraged us to live bravely, they still chose to leave at the beginning of the year. diff --git a/people/Jennife80677612/comments/2024-08-18-C18119.json b/people/Jennife80677612/comments/2024-08-18-C18119.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..2f879a36 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Jennife80677612/comments/2024-08-18-C18119.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18119,"content":"愿天堂没有暴力","submitter":"西西","date":"Aug 18, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Jennife80677612/comments/2024-09-23-C18166.json b/people/Jennife80677612/comments/2024-09-23-C18166.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..153fc5f9 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Jennife80677612/comments/2024-09-23-C18166.json @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +{"id":18166,"content":"希望下辈子你不要住错了房子，当一个真正的女孩子，晚安","submitter":"米卡柳丁","date":"Sep 23, 2024","replies":[ + {"content": "这辈子也是真正的女孩子\n住错了房子的也是真正的女孩子", "submitter": "Maintainer"} +]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Jennife80677612/comments/2024-10-09-C18189.json b/people/Jennife80677612/comments/2024-10-09-C18189.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..0a2c5f45 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Jennife80677612/comments/2024-10-09-C18189.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18189,"content":"唔，有个好梦哦~安安啦~","submitter":"叶琴韵","date":"Oct 9, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Jennife80677612/comments/2024-10-22-C18242.json b/people/Jennife80677612/comments/2024-10-22-C18242.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..b9cc19ff --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Jennife80677612/comments/2024-10-22-C18242.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18242,"content":"晚安。🕯️","submitter":"阿弃","date":"Oct 22, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Jennife80677612/page.en.md b/people/Jennife80677612/page.en.md index 439e4dda..3080ea40 100644 --- a/people/Jennife80677612/page.en.md +++ b/people/Jennife80677612/page.en.md @@ -20,13 +20,13 @@ info: Jennifer was a trans girl longing for happiness. Her avatar was Vtuber Yukihana Lamy, -and she enjoyed playing rhythm game Project Sekai. +and she enjoyed playing the rhythm game Project Sekai. When she was 13 years old, she told her parents for the first time, "**I want to be a girl.**" However, her parents dismissed it, thinking that she was influenced by her classmates, -and strongly denied her thought with harsh words. +and vehemently denied her thoughts with harsh words. At that time, Jennifer didn't know what "transgender" meant, but she understood the negative connotation of her parents' harsh words. @@ -41,12 +41,12 @@ but it was only the beginning of her nightmare. After starting junior high school, she tried to make her parents understand her better. -So she start to find information about "transgender" online. +So, she starts to find information about "transgender" online. She even read academic papers, attempting to communicate with her parents. Jennifer said: -> "Transgender identity is something I was born with... It's just that a girl's soul is in the wrong body. I don't even ask for SRS. But can you just let me wear girls' clothes, and grow my hair long? I know I'm not pretty, but is it a crime to want to wear girls' clothes?" +> "Transgender identity is something I was born with... It's just that a girl's soul is in the wrong body. I don't even ask for SRS. But can you just let me wear girls' clothes and grow my hair long? I know I'm not pretty, but is it a crime to want to wear girls' clothes?" But all her efforts were in vain, and what she received in return was more scolding. @@ -70,7 +70,7 @@ Due to her lack of education, she could only work at a local beverage shop, earning just enough to make ends meet. -But she knew it would be a long time to escape her original family. +But she knew it would be a long time before she could escape her original family. She had to present herself as male for job interviews and work, and everyone referred to her with the wrong pronouns, @@ -78,7 +78,7 @@ which caused her great distress. > "I really can't live with a mask on... Is it so hard to be myself..." -Despite this, she felt that even working as a server every day was better than staying in the suffocating environment at home. +Despite this, she felt that working as a server every day was better than staying in her suffocating home environment. She seemed to see a glimmer of hope. During that time, she even thought that if she could just endure and save enough money, @@ -97,22 +97,22 @@ her heart had grown numb. ## Departure -Jennifer once said, "Jennifer is a strong girl nya~ Jennifer won't block anyone." +Jennifer once said, "Jennifer is a strong girl, nya~ Jennifer won't block anyone." But there was one time, and the last time, she made an exception: -"I blocked the account of Han Lianyi. I think she's a great person, but I don't want her to save me. I'm sorry, Sister Han, I'm so sorry..." +"I blocked Han Lianyi's account. I think she's a great person, but I don't want her to save me. I'm sorry, Sister Han, I'm so sorry..." As the New Year approached, -fireworks and firecrackers were alight with spark, +fireworks and firecrackers were alight with sparks, carrying people's best wishes. The warm glow of lights filled thousands of homes. But Jennifer left this world in the biting cold wind, -Her story remained in the New Year's Eve. +Her story remained on New Year's Eve. Brief illusions brought her happiness and kept her from the cold... @@ -121,4 +121,4 @@ she never got to take estrogen, wear a beautiful dress, or be called "Miss." -Jennifer, may you no longer suffer and find the happiness in another world. +Jennifer, may you no longer suffer and find the happiness you deserve in another world. diff --git a/people/Katerina/comments/2024-08-23-C18132.json b/people/Katerina/comments/2024-08-23-C18132.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..40449d58 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Katerina/comments/2024-08-23-C18132.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18132,"content":"对不起，之前没有好好爱你，卡捷琳娜，我才知道你是除了我父母之外最爱我的人。","submitter":"凡诺","date":"Aug 23, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Katerina/comments/2024-11-16-C19009.json b/people/Katerina/comments/2024-11-16-C19009.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..5b892ce9 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Katerina/comments/2024-11-16-C19009.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":19009,"content":"时光的流逝让我们相见恨晚，直到去年10月18日我们终得相见。还记得那个深秋的早晨，你依然在劝说我做慎重的决定，而这一切，仿佛成了我们之间的约定。但命运终究又将我们隔开。你的离去却伴随着我被送往扭转机构。在我被那个地方折磨的第十一天，你的噩耗却因为时空的力不从心令我无法得知。无论怎样，娜塔莎姐姐，愿你在那边没有歧视和欺辱……\n走好。","submitter":"魔理沙","date":"Nov 16, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Katerina/page.en.md b/people/Katerina/page.en.md index cf693b0e..e4641126 100644 --- a/people/Katerina/page.en.md +++ b/people/Katerina/page.en.md @@ -12,12 +12,12 @@ She also liked liquor; she hoped to open a bar for trans people. Born in 2003, she always celebrated her birthday on the 27th day of the first lunisolar month. -Katerina was a national second-level archery athlete, and once won a provincial competition. -She had riding experience in many provinces, and rode a long distance to visit her partner once. +Katerina was a national second-level archery athlete and once won a provincial competition. +She had riding experience in many provinces and rode a long distance to visit her partner once. Her QQ avatar came from the opening song video of *Super Cub*. It was an animation of a girl, Koguma, and her story with her second-hand motorcycle. -Following are some of her photos, including her own motorcycle: +Following are some of her photos, including her motorcycle: Katerina loved many kinds of food, including balsam pear and lemon tea, pizza, jiaozi, and Tiramisu. -It could be said that she loved all delicious dishes. +It could be said that she loved all the delicious dishes. She was also skilled at cooking. -During the time in Guangdong, she grew fond of white cut chicken. -The dish then became her speciality. +While living in Guangdong, she grew fond of white-cut chicken. +The dish then became her specialty. She suffered from domestic abuse in her childhood. -After her parents' divorce, she lived with her mother. +After her parents’ divorce, she lived with her mother. But their relationship worsened after she came out to her mother about being trans. According to her friends, although she was sometimes conceited, she was amiable to her friends. -When she was together with friends, she was very happy and energetic. -She “adopted” a lovely child as her daughter, and cared about her. +When she was together with friends, she was thrilled and energetic. +She “adopted” a lovely child as her daughter and cared about her. In September, she sent a composite bow kit as a present to her partner. Unfortunately, Katerina was threatened by her family during her visit and eventually chose suicide to escape from the pressure. -Katerina, no matter what you want to eat, we would be together with you to toast with you. +Katerina, no matter what you want to eat, we will be together to toast with you. Спокойной ночи, Катерина. diff --git a/people/Kotori/comments/2024-11-13-C18313.json b/people/Kotori/comments/2024-11-13-C18313.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..7c2cf139 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Kotori/comments/2024-11-13-C18313.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18313,"content":"好佩服擅长数学和物理的你。不知道你喜欢的电影里，会不会有星际穿越这一部呢？真正懂得物理的你，又会对里面对时间和黑洞的表达如何评论呢？你本该是一条求真的鲸鱼呢……","submitter":"AF","date":"Nov 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Kotori/page.en.md b/people/Kotori/page.en.md index db6c41a5..a40a67f9 100644 --- a/people/Kotori/page.en.md +++ b/people/Kotori/page.en.md @@ -7,62 +7,59 @@ info: # Shangrao, Jiangxi --- -> All things contain mathematical structures. +> The beauty of math hides in everything. > > By Kotori ## Description -Kotori was a girl who was fond of mathematics and physics, she entered the Department of Physics, School of Physical Science, University of Science and Technology of China (USTC) in the fall of 2017. +Kotori was fond of mathematics and physics. +She enrolled in the Department of Physics at the School of Physical Sciences, University of Science and Technology of China (USTC) in the fall of 2017. -She also operated another account under the alias "Partial Differential", -using an avatar depicting the character `∂`, -which was a stylized cursive `d` mainly used as a mathematical symbol, usually to denote a partial derivative such as `∂z/∂x`. +Her old account was “Partial Differential”, with an avatar depicting the character `∂`, +which was a stylized cursive `d’ mainly used as a mathematical symbol, usually to denote a partial derivative such as `∂z/∂x`. -Kotori was an introverted girl. -She seldom talked with others or expressed her points of view in public. -However, she was passionate about academic questions, -and she always joined in the discussion and applauded her friends for their neat ideas. +Kotori was an introverted girl. She rarely engaged in conversations with others or shared her viewpoints in public. +However, she was enthusiastic about academic inquiries and always actively participated in discussions, occasionally expressing appreciation for her friends’ excellent ideas. +She frequently deleted her responses on Zhihu or made them anonymous. +Nonetheless, we can still find many of her insightful answers, continuing to reflect her brilliance. -She often deleted her own ideas or works after creating them, or she posted them anonymously. -Nonetheless, there are still some answers of her remained on Zhihu now, radiating her brilliance. +She immersed herself in her favourite subjects and achieved the following: +“*Scientia et studium quaestio et cogitatio*”, which means rich in knowledge and tenacious of purposes, inquiring with earnestness and reflecting with self-practice. -She was obsessed with her favourite subjects, and achieved that "erudite and Atsushi, cut near the question thinking." +Kotori had another well-known nickname, “Truth-seeking Salted Fish”. +But considering her ability, it might be more appropriate to call her a truth-seeking whale in the ocean. -Kotori had another well-known nickname, Truth-seeking Salted Fish. -But in terms of her ability, she was truly a truth-seeking whale in the ocean. +She could be considered a genius in mathematics and physics. +Maybe she could’ve made significant contributions to the field of theoretical physics... -She was so good at mathematics and physics that she could also be considered as a talented girl. -Maybe she would make great contributions in the field of theoretical physics in the future... - -But fate always interferes with geniuses. +But as the saying goes, “The talented die young”. ## Departure -Kotori suffered from depression and gender dysphoria, -and her mental health was not so good. -She had attempted to take her own life before but was rescued. +Kotori struggled with depression and gender dysphoria, which negatively impacted her mental health. +She attempted to take her own life but was rescued. After consulting numerous references to ascertain the lethal dose of the drug, -she ultimately decided to end her life on the morning of September 24th, 2019. +she ended her life on the morning of September 24th, 2019. -After that, her friends endeavoured to contact with USTC authorities, and police in Poyang, Shangrao. -However, due to the lack of timely treatment, she was unable to recover and left us at last. +After that, her friends tried to contact the local police and USTC management. +However, it was too late. ## Memorial -In Zhihu question [What are your thoughts about ZhiHu user @Cheng Peiqi](https://www.zhihu.com/question/347747351) and her obituary, many friends of Kotori expressed their sadness and regret of the death of her. +Under the Zhihu question [What are your thoughts about Zhihu user @Cheng-pei-qi-52](https://www.zhihu.com/question/347747351) and related obituaries, many friends of Kotori expressed their sadness and regret at her passing. Sakura Moeka wrote: -> In the Zhihu question of thoughts about me, Kotori replied that I was lovely, and she wanted to see my wedding day. +> Under the Zhihu question of what others think about me, Kotori replied that I was lovely and she wanted to see me married. > > But she would never see that. -Her friends perpetually felt a deep longing for her presence. -Even the mere sight of the character `∂` evoked profound sorrow within them. +Her friends continued to long for her presence. +Even the very sight of the character `∂` filled them with deep sorrow. -Countless companionships, and stories of getting to know each other had finally become fragments of the past... +Countless friendships and tales of acquaintance had now become mere fragments of the past... > Goodbye, world. > @@ -72,6 +69,8 @@ Countless companionships, and stories of getting to know each other had finally Goodbye, Kotori, but we will never say goodbye. -*May your memory be eternal.* +You will live on in our hearts. + + Contributors for this entry: One-Among-Us, [Hanlianyi](http://twitter.com/HANLIANYI520), [Kristall Wang](https://github.com/KristallWang) diff --git a/people/Kotori/page.md b/people/Kotori/page.md index a24fe826..fa7a430f 100644 --- a/people/Kotori/page.md +++ b/people/Kotori/page.md @@ -57,4 +57,4 @@ info: -条目贡献: One-Among-Us, [寒涟漪](http://twitter.com/HANLIANYI520), [K 酱](https://github.com/KristallWang) \ No newline at end of file +条目贡献: One-Among-Us, [寒涟漪](http://twitter.com/HANLIANYI520), [K 酱](https://github.com/KristallWang) diff --git a/people/Kotori/page.zh_hant.md b/people/Kotori/page.zh_hant.md index ef5342e2..51df325c 100644 --- a/people/Kotori/page.zh_hant.md +++ b/people/Kotori/page.zh_hant.md @@ -58,4 +58,3 @@ info: 條目貢獻: One-Among-Us, [寒漣漪](http://twitter.com/HANLIANYI520), [K 醬](https://github.com/KristallWang) - diff --git a/people/MeowBot233/comments/2024-08-12-C18103.json b/people/MeowBot233/comments/2024-08-12-C18103.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..3b991e00 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/MeowBot233/comments/2024-08-12-C18103.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18103,"content":"坊洛猫猫贴贴","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Aug 12, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/MeowBot233/comments/2024-09-16-C18161.json b/people/MeowBot233/comments/2024-09-16-C18161.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..6bdc7a4f --- /dev/null +++ b/people/MeowBot233/comments/2024-09-16-C18161.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18161,"content":"台风已经过去了哦……","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Sep 16, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/MeowBot233/comments/2024-11-11-C18291.json b/people/MeowBot233/comments/2024-11-11-C18291.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..ddae419d --- /dev/null +++ b/people/MeowBot233/comments/2024-11-11-C18291.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18291,"content":".喵~喵？nya～nya～nya。nya~喵~nya!nya！nya！。nya~喵呜~喵呜~_(:з」∠)_","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Nov 11, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/MeowBot233/page.en.md b/people/MeowBot233/page.en.md index 4f738ce6..9c92f316 100644 --- a/people/MeowBot233/page.en.md +++ b/people/MeowBot233/page.en.md @@ -4,49 +4,49 @@ info: alias: MeowBot233, YukisawaNya --- -> Here, is a story. +> Here is a story. +> +> A story, from a wind spirit from afar, > -> A story I've heard from wind spirit from far, +> The wind spirit brought it to the autumn leaf pile, > -> The wind spirit brought it to autumn leaf pile (One Among Us), +> waiting for a destined listener. > -> and it awaits a destined listener. +> If you arrived here by the guide of a gentle breeze: > -> If you arrive here by the guide of gentle breeze, -> -> take a rest, and listen to the story here silently. +> Please, take a rest and listen to the story here silently. ## Dream of a Dreamlike Girl -A girl was afflicted by a terminal illness. +Afflicted by a terminal illness. -In the hospital walls, she was confined to her bed each night. +Confined to her bed. -Yet within her slumber, +Yet, within her slumber, -She would have wondrous dreams every night. +wonderful dreams come to her every night. In the realm of her dreams, -She wandered with her beloved, in myriad scenes. +She wandered and played everywhere with her beloved. -From twilight's embrace till dawn's arrival, +From twilight’s embrace till dawn’s arrival, -She would dream of that—— +She would dream of —— -Her beloved was awaiting at the hospital gates. +Her beloved waiting at the hospital gates. -Every evening, hand in hand. +Every evening, hand in hand: -Together they would wander, +Together, they would wander, -and explore countless enchanting experiences. +and explore countless experiences. As nightfall descended, -the girl fell into the dream swiftly. +the girl fell into her dreams swiftly. -then she together with her beloved, +then together with her beloved, kissed and hugged each other. @@ -54,7 +54,7 @@ went through shops, played games, -and she found solace in her beloved's embrace... +and finding solace in her beloved’s embrace... Later, in their conversations, @@ -74,94 +74,90 @@ it had never appeared before. The girl shared her dream tales, -her beloved seemed to have lived them. +her beloved seemed to have also experienced them. One day, she realized, -The dreams every night weren't mere fantasies, +The dreams every night weren’t mere fantasies, -but out-of-body experience. +but out-of-body experiences. -Her soul intertwined with her beloved's. +Her soul intertwined with her beloved’s, -Making every dream a reality. +making every dream a reality. After that, the girl fled the hospital, and reunited with her beloved. -They found happiness for a short time. +They lived happily shortly, -Until her health declined. +before her health declined. -and she passed away in the arms of her beloved. +And she passed away in the arms of her beloved. -Yet her soul lingered. +Yet her soul lingered, -Bound eternally with her beloved. +bounding eternally with her beloved. ## Mionya Reunion -> The time limit bell rings +> The last bell rings: > -> The two of them are certainly alive +> The two of them are undoubtedly alive. > > (...) > -> Shouting a boisterous farewell to this world +> Shout a boisterous farewell to this world > -> If they stay holding hands +> They kept holding hands > -> The reunion that won’t come again +> at the last reunion > > *From Reunion (Harumaki Gohan, Vocal ver.)* ## Outside the Story There is a catgirl, brave and lovely. - An angel she is. -She loves tiramisu most, +She loves tiramisu the most; +it combines the sweetness of milk with the bitterness of coffee. +She also loves other sweets. -the kind of food combined the sweetness of milk and the bitterness of coffee. +She was always deeply in love with a person. +From the end of 2021 to the fall of 2023. +Maybe longer. -and other sweet. +It was a story about love. -She has most-loving... +Maybe you heard of that story. -From the end of 2021, to the fall of 2023. More long-lasting may be. +You might feel sad for the fragments of memories contained within it, -There was a romantic, lovely story. +sighing... -These stories -- you may have listened to -- would commemorated by us: sad fragments of the past. +“Life is beautiful but fragile.” -People always sigh with feeling: +Yet... -The fragile one, brilliant "life". - -but... - -> Indulging in fantasy will not come true after all, and the deceased will not come back. The wish must be realized by the living. +> The deceased would not come back no matter how much you wish for it. +> Changes must be fulfilled by the living. > -> Comfort, is this. Maybe. +> Maybe this is comfort. -Unreliable fatigue, if you feel, or, have no ability to complete the road ahead -- that's no matter. +When you’re tired and struggle to see a light, it’s okay. -It's not necessary to make too much effort. +You don’t have to exert yourself too much. -Dry your tears, a sufficient relax is what you need. +Wipe your tears, and rest for a bit. -Soothing scenes are everywhere, +There are soothing views everywhere: -no matter spring, summer, autumn or winter. +Spring, Summer, Fall, or Winter. -Moreover, - -Only love lasts forever. - -The storytelling has come to an end. +And “Love”. May you be happy every day. -Story: From Memories of Yukiemiona and Yukisawanya +Story: From *Memories of Yukiemiona and Yukisawanya* diff --git a/people/Mio/comments/2024-09-25-C18169.json b/people/Mio/comments/2024-09-25-C18169.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..b0d5f670 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Mio/comments/2024-09-25-C18169.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18169,"content":"喵呜,姐姐在另一个世界要开心地和爱的人一起玩耍哦","submitter":"水壶狐翻车鱼","date":"Sep 25, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Mio/comments/2024-10-16-C18215.json b/people/Mio/comments/2024-10-16-C18215.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..ad2c30cd --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Mio/comments/2024-10-16-C18215.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18215,"content":"晚安mio姐，一路走好...","submitter":"某個匿名的MC玩家","date":"Oct 16, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Mio/page.en.md b/people/Mio/page.en.md index 25194780..4c005537 100644 --- a/people/Mio/page.en.md +++ b/people/Mio/page.en.md @@ -5,7 +5,7 @@ info: location: Guangdong, Foshan --- -> "Does my name mean 澪, you ask? Not really. Actually, "Mio" is also something I came up with on a whim. I'm not good at Japanese, sorry." +> “Does my name mean 澪, you ask? Not really. Actually, ‘Mio’ is also something I came up with on a whim. I'm not good at Japanese, sorry.” Mio is from Guangdong, Foshan. -Her father is a high school teacher; her mother takes care of everything at home. +Her father is a high school teacher; her mother handles everything at home. She has an older sister who is also trans. -She was admitted to one of the top universities in China because of her brilliance and dexterousness. +She was accepted to one of the top universities in China because of her brilliance and dexterousness. > My IQ is 130, my IQ is 130! > ——Mio when she was small (in primary school) -In life, she liked to play *Minecraft* and *Karbel Space Program*. +In life, she liked to play *Minecraft* and *Kerbal Space Program*. After all these years, she became a gentle big sister to many people. -She suffered major depression disorder throughout the last year of her life. +She suffered from major depression throughout the last year of her life. Although she was pushed to suicide several times, she still tried to live as happily as she could. She made many friends and built up many relationships in that year alone: @@ -33,9 +33,9 @@ She made many friends and built up many relationships in that year alone: ## From best "boy" friends to best girl friends with her friend whom she met in primary school -In 2022 April, [Bei Yan Yun Yi](https://github.com/BeiyanYunyi) saw a social media post from Mio. +In April 2022, [Bei Yan Yun Yi](https://github.com/BeiyanYunyi) saw a social media post from Mio. It was also at that time that Bei Yan Yun Yi figured out her gender identity. -Bei Yan Yun Yi remembered that Mio had done research on SRS during primary school. +Bei Yan Yun Yi remembered that Mio had researched SRS during primary school. Therefore, when she reconnected with Mio, she came out to her. Just like that, best "boy" friends became best girl friends. @@ -50,7 +50,7 @@ Translation: > > Mio: Do you have a moment right now? > -> Me (Translator's note: The sender is Bei Yan Yun Yi, her friend whom she met in primary school): Sure. +> Me (Translator’s note: The sender is Bei Yan Yun Yi, her friend whom she met in primary school): Sure. > > Me: So I was thinking, are you trans? > @@ -62,11 +62,11 @@ Translation: > > Mio: Is it because you saw my Tieba (Translator's note: a popular social media platform) post? > -> Me: No, I haven't checked Tieba in a while. I did see your WeChat (Translator's note: another popular social media platform) post, though. +> Me: No, I haven’t checked Tieba in a while. I did see your WeChat (Translator's note: another popular social media platform) post, though. > > Me: Have you considered what you're experiencing to be Gender Dysphoria? > -> Mio: Probably. . . +> Mio: Probably… > > Me: I think we need to meet. How about May 1st? (Translator's note: a holiday) > @@ -74,20 +74,20 @@ Translation: > > > (Translation of the post): > > -> > To be able to maintain a state between male and female is a miracle――height, body shape, behavior, skin, and voice. +> > Being able to maintain a state between male and female is a miracle――height, body shape, behaviour, skin, and voice. > > A state like this allows me to switch gender presentations relatively easily without fear of being clocked. > > Being in a state like this delayed the worsening of my Gender Dysphoria. > > > > But I can't delay it forever. -> > I don't identify with most of what is commonly considered "male qualities". (Means I don't want to be a man.) I don't want to be the object of "male gaze", too. (That is disgusting.) +> > I don't identify with most of what’s commonly considered “musculine qualities”. (Means I don’t want to be a man.) I don’t want to be the object of “male gaze”, too. (That is disgusting.) > > I only have one choice left: -> > I don't want to be recognized as male, nor be seen as the object of "male gaze". -> > In other words, an independent, intelligent, gentle but determined woman (or someone who is not constrained by gender entirely). +> > I don’t want to be recognized as a man, nor be seen as the object of “male gaze”. +> > In other words, I want to be seen as an independent, intelligent, gentle but determined woman (or someone who’s not constrained by gender entirely). > > However, it's really hard to do something like this. > > I will have to endure the pain of Gender Dysphoria by not presenting as myself in the foreseeable future. > > -> > This is my coming out post. Rest assured. I will still be the "me" whom you are already familiar with. -> > And one more note: I still won't be interested in men. +> > This is my coming out post. Rest assured. I will still be the "me" who you are already familiar with. +> > And one more note: I still won’t be interested in men. > > Me: This Wechat post is my coming out post. > Me: We are sisters, now. @@ -102,7 +102,7 @@ The backpacks they bought together recorded their friendship silently: '${path}/photos/photo5.jpg' ]} /> -Her friend didn't expect the goodbye at the airport became the last time she could ever see her: +Her friend didn’t expect the goodbye at the airport to become the last time she could ever see her: > Rest in peace, Mio. > -> > Mio 2023 Feb 25th (Translator's note: The time discrepancy is because she scheduled this Tweet.): +> > Mio 2023 Feb 25th (Translator’s note: The time discrepancy is because she scheduled this Tweet.): > > > > Goodbye. . .everyone. > > -> > This sleep will be a long one. . . +> > This sleep will be a long one… > > --- > > @biliacat 2023 Feb 25th: > -> Mio, you already promised me you aren't going to do something like this. . . +> Mio, you already promised me you aren't going to do something like this… > > Your mother told me: > "When I came into her room this morning, I saw-- @@ -168,14 +168,14 @@ Translation of the above photos: > > @biliacat 2023 Feb 26th > -> Mio was a student in one of the best universities in China. +> Mio was a student at one of the best universities in China. > She was brilliant and dexterous. > > Her death seems to be an individual incident, but it's more complicated than that. > > She suffered from depression and was hospitalized once. -> She was managing is with medications, but she was unable to fully control it. -> She sometimes harms herself and talk about her suicidal thoughts. +> She was managing it with medications, but she was unable to fully control it. +> She sometimes harms herself and talks about her suicidal thoughts. > > The direct reason behind her suicide is what happened two days ago. > Her family members didn't help her in time. @@ -187,21 +187,20 @@ Translation of the above photos: > > @biliacat 2023 Feb 26th > -> Therefore, the real reasons behind her suicide are problems in society and in her own family: +> Therefore, the real reasons behind her suicide are problems in society and her own family: > -> Most people don't understand depression and Gender Dysphoria. +> Most people don’t understand depression and Gender Dysphoria. > -> Most people disapprove of trans people and gender-confirming treatments. +> Most people disapprove of trans people and gender-affirming treatments. > > A few people persuade others into suicide for fun. > -> These factors caused tragedies after tragedies. +> These factors caused tragedy after tragedy. > Therefore, I must say that it was already mostly determined at the start. > > Let's wish her rest in peace. > > (2/2) -> --- @@ -215,7 +214,7 @@ Translation: > . . . > -> Me (Translator's note: The sender is Bei Yan Yun Yi, her friend whom she met in primary school.): What is happening? +> Me (Translator’s note: The sender is Bei Yan Yun Yi, her friend whom she met in primary school.): What is happening? > > Mio: Just another episode of depression. > @@ -225,10 +224,10 @@ Translation: > > Me: (fainting face emoji) > -> Mio: I'm sorry. +> Mio: I’m sorry. > > Mio: I had already planned out everything: > -> Mio: Quit my QQ groups; delete my contacts; schedule a Tweet. . . +> Mio: Quit my QQ groups; delete my contacts; schedule a Tweet… May you rest in peace, Mio. diff --git a/people/MioCardMeow/page.en.md b/people/MioCardMeow/page.en.md index 40f3e2cd..7a8e0e90 100644 --- a/people/MioCardMeow/page.en.md +++ b/people/MioCardMeow/page.en.md @@ -7,15 +7,16 @@ info: ## Description -MioCardMeow is a trans girl. People think of her as "very lovely and kind-hearted". Her mother said the same thing as well. +MioCardMeow is a trans girl. People think of her as “very lovely and kind-hearted”. Her mother said the same thing as well. -MioCardMeow's major is numerical control. She was also well-known as a translator of *Kanoguti* songs. +MioCardMeow’s major is numerical control. She was also well-known as a translator of *Kanoguti* songs. -She loved lovely skirts, and wore all kinds of stockings. +She loved lovely skirts and wore all kinds of stockings. She was also skilled at cooking, and she always cooked delicious food. -She liked to take photos of landscape. and recorded those beautiful moment of nature. +She liked to take photos of landscapes. +She recorded those beautiful moments of nature: -She knew how to use Tarot for divination. Although according to her friends, it seems that she often got bad predictions in divination. +She knew how to use Tarot for divination. However, according to her friends, she often got bad predictions in divination. -SugarMeow said, in fact, MioCardMeow was in fact a clingy girl. It was a pity that she couldn't be with her more due to her studies. +SugarMeow said MioCardMeow was in fact a clingy girl. It was a pity that she couldn't be with her more due to her studies. ## Departure -Her hostile family and negative impact of long-term medication (pituitary adenoma) gave rise to her suicidal thoughts. She passed away after an unsuccessful resuscitation. +Her hostile family and the negative impact of long-term medications (pituitary adenoma) gave rise to her suicidal thoughts. She passed away after an unsuccessful resuscitation. Her departure was reported by [Miao Xiao Bai](https://twitter.com/pizyj/status/1492928433172582400?s=21) on February 14th, 2022. ## After Her Leaving -MioCardMeow had a good friendship with SugarMeow. After her departure, SugarMeow inherited her nickname in order to remember her. +MioCardMeow had a good friendship with SugarMeow. After her departure, SugarMeow inherited her nickname to remember her. -> I am afraid of forgetting her... I like her a lot. She was lovely, gentle, polite... and she always took care of me... +> I am afraid of forgetting her… I like her a lot. She was lovely, gentle, polite… and she always took care of me… Contributors for this entry: [SugarMeow](https://space.bilibili.com/618333512), [Asaka Minamikawa](https://twitter.com/GE90Start), [Lee](https://twitter.com/rbqwansui), One-Among-Us diff --git a/people/MizuharaNagisa/page.en.md b/people/MizuharaNagisa/page.en.md index a3e05b91..3d46be9b 100644 --- a/people/MizuharaNagisa/page.en.md +++ b/people/MizuharaNagisa/page.en.md @@ -9,14 +9,14 @@ info: Nagisa is a trans woman living in Shanghai. She was friends with [Ying](https://www.one-among.us/profile/Uekawakuyuurei/). -During her life, she was an active long-term contributor for Chinese Wikipedia and other MediaWiki sites. -Since 2019, she started playing *Kancolle*. +During her life, she was an active long-term contributor to Chinese Wikipedia and other MediaWiki sites. +In 2019, she started playing *Kancolle*. Her favourite character was Destroyer Hibiki. Her hobbies were tinkering with computer hardware like Raspberry Pi and drawing. She was also proficient in Japanese. -Because of depression and other problems, she had to stop going to school since 2019; -because of unacceptance of her family and other problems she faced, her depression and anxiety got worse and started to suffer from insomnia. +Because of depression and other problems, she had to stop going to school in 2019; +because of the unacceptance of her family and other problems she faced, her depression and anxiety got worse and started to suffer from insomnia. On 2021 July 20th, she took her own life to leave this cruel world. This is the [last piece of writing](https://pbs.twimg.com/media/E6odBBBVIAAM-Zt?format=jpg&name=4096x4096) she left us. @@ -24,45 +24,45 @@ This is the [last piece of writing](https://pbs.twimg.com/media/E6odBBBVIAAM-Zt? > To every one of my friends > > People who know me well usually call me Mizu Senpai or Mizuhara. Anyway, my name is Mizuhara Nagisa. -> Of course, it's not my legal name. +> Of course, it’s not my legal name. > How do I say this? -> During these past few years I've been tormented by chronic depression and anxiety issues. +> During these past few years I’ve been tormented by chronic depression and anxiety issues. > I think they finally overcame me today, > so I decided to end my life. -> I don't really know what would happen, -> either I'd be dead or I'd be in the ICU, lol. +> I don’t really know what would happen, +> Either I’d be dead or I’d be in the ICU, lol. > Regrettably, I would be unable to enjoy the 3060 video card I just got. > And Nintendo Switch, PlayStation 5. > > Everything goes wrong when my family is involved. -> It's better to hope for a better start in the next life? -> Nope, of course I'm not going to come to this cruel world again; -> the worlds portrayed in animes are much better, not that I think they exist. +> It’s better to hope for a better start in the next life? +> Nope, of course, I'm not going to come to this cruel world again; +> The worlds portrayed in animes are much better, not that I think they exist. > > (Switching my pen.) > -> I'm tired of everything. +> I’m tired of everything. > I still have games to play: > What would happen to the girls in Jinjufu? > Would those girls in Jinjufu keep waiting for me? -> I'm sorry, but I cannot keep going anymore. -> I really can't find any energy in myself to keep me going. +> I’m sorry, but I cannot keep going anymore. +> I really can’t find any energy in myself to keep me going. > This body is also broken, from head to toe. > Might as well throw it away, along with these health issues. > I hope that in the next life, > I can master drawing; -> I can read more books, number exceeding those I've read in this life; +> I can read more books, more than how many I’ve read in this life. > Most importantly, being a cute girl. > (Not that I believe in there being a next life, just a wish.) > -> I want to thank everyone who have helped me during my short life. -> You helped me many times during various time periods of my life, -> but I really can't thank you individually. +> I want to thank everyone who has helped me during my short life. +> You helped me many times during various periods of my life, +> but I really can’t thank you individually. > And, Ying, if there really is a world we go to after death, > I'll mark the route for you. > Not really, please live healthily and happily in this life. > Oh, I forgot. -> I have a Vtuber video to watch, I'm going to watch that now. +> I have a Vtuber video to watch, I’m going to watch that now. > Once again, thank you, every one of my friends. > Sorry for taking your time. > @@ -72,5 +72,5 @@ This is the [last piece of writing](https://pbs.twimg.com/media/E6odBBBVIAAM-Zt? '${path}/photos/letter.jpg', ]} /> -Wish you to be able to meet the girls in Jinjufu and live happily in another world, +We wish you to be able to meet the girls in Jinjufu and live happily in another world, after leaving all of this world's sufferings behind. diff --git a/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-09-16-C18159.json b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-09-16-C18159.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..188f7b8a --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/comments/2024-09-16-C18159.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18159,"content":"晚安，下个世界见","submitter":"小凉子","date":"Sep 16, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/page.en.md b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/page.en.md index c8fe6980..088850e1 100644 --- a/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/page.en.md +++ b/people/Mizuki_Yuuki/page.en.md @@ -22,8 +22,8 @@ My heart was filled with endless mourning and sorrow. In early December, when Mizuki got their first Kigurumi headpiece, they were overjoyed and felt liberated. Three days later, I invited them for an outdoor photoshoot in Century Park – my first outdoor photoshoot. -After this photoshoot, Mizuki organized a Kigurumi party and traveled twice: one to Kuala Lumpur before Christmas, and another to Hong Kong after New Year's Day. -They were not fond of traveling, so that was a bit surprising. +After this photoshoot, Mizuki organized a Kigurumi party and travelled twice: one to Kuala Lumpur before Christmas, and another to Hong Kong after New Year's Day. +They were not fond of travelling, so that was a bit surprising. Then they left this world. Perhaps it was financial troubles that overwhelmed them, or maybe they had fulfilled all their wishes. @@ -35,7 +35,7 @@ By the time I confirmed the news, it was already noon the next day — Mizuki ha I regret not taking more photos of them. Their smile and sincere friendship will always be unforgettable. -I hope they have found a world free of pain, a future full of color. +I hope they have found a world free of pain, a future full of colour. diff --git a/people/MushroomGuuuu/comments/2024-10-27-C18251.json b/people/MushroomGuuuu/comments/2024-10-27-C18251.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..19e4bd5a --- /dev/null +++ b/people/MushroomGuuuu/comments/2024-10-27-C18251.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18251,"content":"晚安喵","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Oct 27, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/MushroomGuuuu/page.en.md b/people/MushroomGuuuu/page.en.md index 036e83fc..bf804e25 100644 --- a/people/MushroomGuuuu/page.en.md +++ b/people/MushroomGuuuu/page.en.md @@ -7,40 +7,39 @@ info: ## Description -Mushroom was a trans girl who made efforts to live. +Mushroom was a trans girl who tried to live. She shared her daily life on social media, sometimes posting photos of herself. -Her answers in Zhihu questions also included her shared content and photos. +Her answers to Zhihu questions also included her daily life and photos. -Her favourite dessert was sweet strawberry sundae, -and she also enjoyed drinking canned iced cola. +Her favourite dessert was a sweet strawberry sundae. +She also enjoyed drinking canned iced cola. -In order to support herself, -she attended an interview to become a network anchor for MOMO, -and she achieved a significant milestone initially. -The female colleagues at her company understood her transgender identity and challenges. -They encouraged her to be herself and move forward, -one of them invited her to be a guest at home. +To support herself, +she attended an interview to become a streamer for MOMO, +and she achieved a significant milestone soon after starting. +The women colleagues at her company understood her transgender identity and challenges. +They encouraged her to be herself and move forward; +one of them even invited her to her house. -When she was tired, she would also treat herself with food and drinks. +When she was tired, she would treat herself with food and drinks. -Her father was gradually in favour of her, -and she started looking forward to completing SRS. +Her father started to support her gradually, +so she started looking forward to SRS. Mushroom had a girlfriend. They met on February 11th, 2017, and accompanied each other for several months. -They once watched the scenery of Shenzhen Fisherman Wharf and many exciting movies, -they also enjoyed endless delicious food. +They visited Shenzhen Fisherman Wharf, watched many exciting movies, and enjoyed endless delicious foods. ## Her Departure -Mushroom was struggling with depression, -and she needed to take several kinds of medicine. +Mushroom has always been struggling with depression, +and she needed to take several kinds of medicine daily. -"The doctor said to me that if I took medicine regularly, everything would go well." +“The doctor said that if I take these medicines regularly, everything would be fine.” -"In fact, I don't want to kill myself. I always endeavour to live." +“I don’t really wanna die. I always endeavour to live.” …… @@ -48,17 +47,17 @@ Before she departed, she smiled sweetly at everyone. ## After Her Departure -Mushroom once excerpted a passage from Shen Nanxi's answer in Zhihu question [What are your favourite sentences orpersonal status?](https://www.zhihu.com/question/36442613/answer/207763687) as a reflection to herself. +Mushroom once excerpted a passage from Shen Nanxi's answer to Zhihu question [What are your favourite sentences orpersonal status?](https://www.zhihu.com/question/36442613/answer/207763687) as a reflection to herself. > There is only one hell in this world, > > which is the world we live in now. > -> You may think you are so kind because you are a fallen angel, +> You may think you are kind because you are a fallen angel, > -> but actually you are just the weakest amidst the devils. +> but you are just the weakest amidst the devils. -After Mushroom's departure, Shen Nanxi wrote a [memorial essay](https://archive.md/hQ7AS) for her to express her mourning. +After Mushroom’s departure, Shen Nanxi wrote a [memorial essay](https://archive.md/hQ7AS) for her to express her mourning. > At last, I wish you well. > @@ -66,4 +65,4 @@ After Mushroom's departure, Shen Nanxi wrote a [memorial essay](https://archive. > > in that distant and warm world. -Goodnight, Mushroom. May you be a happy mushroom in another world🍄 +Goodnight, Mushroom. May you be a happy mushroom in another world🍄. diff --git a/people/Proselyte093/comments/2024-11-01-C18266.json b/people/Proselyte093/comments/2024-11-01-C18266.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..aeb3f1a3 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Proselyte093/comments/2024-11-01-C18266.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18266,"content":"愿天堂没有这些，请安息吧","submitter":"-","date":"Nov 1, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Proselyte093/page.en.md b/people/Proselyte093/page.en.md index 171bf114..6f2ecf0d 100644 --- a/people/Proselyte093/page.en.md +++ b/people/Proselyte093/page.en.md @@ -8,10 +8,10 @@ info: Proselyte was our ally. They often friendly interacted with us despite their introverted personality. -They were fond of cute cats. Whether it was their own cat, or cats in a pet shop, or cats they found on the street. +They were fond of cute cats. Whether it was their cat, cats in a pet shop, or strays. They liked niche pixel art RPG games, such as *Ib* and *Yume 2kki*. -They shared their passion of RPG games on Bilibili. +They shared their passion for RPG games on Bilibili. Proseleyte also contributed to some of their favourite games. According to their friends, they made soundtracks for some games and took up the management position for *Yume Nikki Online Project* before. @@ -22,13 +22,13 @@ Owing to long-term domestic violence, having been hurt by friends in senior high They gradually felt that they were losing their sense of existence. However, they still tried to support themselves by finding beautiful things in life, including their favourite games, cute animals, and pretty illustrations. -When our friends fell in anxiety, they would generously give their warm hug too. +When our friends fell in anxiety, they would generously give them warm hugs too. Until early November, they still held on to the hope of curing depression before their birthday. -Surprisingly, their former friend abruptly said that they harassed him, and asked many other mutual friends to blocked them. +Surprisingly, their former friend abruptly said that they harassed him, and asked many other mutual friends to block them. They never knew what happened, and had no chance to clarify. -> I felt malice in the world again. I don't understand even why... Perhaps I was just born to be hated. +> I felt malice in the world again. I don’t understand even why... Perhaps I was just born to be hated. This thing triggered their PTSD about assaults and cold violence. After that, their mental health gradually deteriorated. @@ -37,15 +37,15 @@ In an evening, they went out of their home silently and assimilated into the nig ## After their leaving Owing to their introverted personality, they still had some untold words for their best friends. -After Proselyte's departure, a friend of them who didn't want to disclose their identity took over their account and sent those words in their name. +After Proselyte’s departure, a friend of theirs who didn’t want to disclose their identity took over their account and sent those words in their name. The friend also replied to those caring messages in Discord, Twitter/X, QQ and so on. -Proselyte's sister contacted with us as well. Although she couldn't see the last time of them, she expressed her condolence in her email to us: +Proselyte’s sister contacted us as well. She couldn’t see them for the last time because she was overseas at the time, so she expressed her condolence in her email to us: -> " They are the other half scattered soul of mine. Wish they be well in paradise. I hope there's no autism in heaven. " +> “They are the other half scattered soul of mine. I wish they be well in paradise. I hope there’s no autism in heaven.” > -> Proselyte's sister, written on 2023-12-05 +> Proselyte’s sister, written on 2023 December 5th. -"Death is not the end of life, but oblivion is." +> “Death is not the end of life, but oblivion is.” Proselyte wrote this for [Qi](https://one-among.us/profile/qiqi233345) to remember her. -This is also a quote sentence shown on the main page of "One Among Us". We will never forget you, who are gentle and tough. Rest well, Proselyte. +This is also a quote sentence shown on the main page of [One Among Us](https://one-among.us). We will never forget you, who are gentle and tough. Rest well, Proselyte. diff --git a/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-09-04-C18142.json b/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-09-04-C18142.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..36daab40 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-09-04-C18142.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18142,"content":"I know you\u0027ll be born in a more loving world. Good night, and sweet dreams.","submitter":"Pleiades","date":"Sep 4, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-09-04-C18146.json b/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-09-04-C18146.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..c6949a16 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-09-04-C18146.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18146,"content":"晚安","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Sep 4, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-09-05-C18147.json b/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-09-05-C18147.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..2200d215 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-09-05-C18147.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18147,"content":"我不会遗忘和你一起度过的那一日的","submitter":"kiko","date":"Sep 5, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-09-25-C18170.json b/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-09-25-C18170.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..231fda28 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-09-25-C18170.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18170,"content":"不会忘记我们的一切","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Sep 25, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-10-14-C18206.json b/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-10-14-C18206.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..f1be0e61 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-10-14-C18206.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18206,"content":"晚安","submitter":"某個匿名的MC玩家","date":"Oct 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-10-20-C18229.json b/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-10-20-C18229.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..91d7ea3c --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-10-20-C18229.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18229,"content":"||孩子别怕，我会来找你的……我也想要人陪啊||","submitter":"水中月-林阔天空","date":"Oct 20, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-10-30-C18258.json b/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-10-30-C18258.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..9b4c154e --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Rentable_A/comments/2024-10-30-C18258.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18258,"content":"晚安","submitter":"美少女酱酱","date":"Oct 30, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Rentable_A/page.en.md b/people/Rentable_A/page.en.md index afcace20..91568741 100644 --- a/people/Rentable_A/page.en.md +++ b/people/Rentable_A/page.en.md @@ -5,40 +5,43 @@ info: location: Xinxiang, Henan --- -> Does the Heaven accept the MtF individuals? +> Does Heaven accept trans girls? -Thought a lot -From begin to end, I always alone. I want to seek light, but the darkness completely turns me into a lunatic. Sooner or later, I will fall into the abyss of darkness... -Nothing. This is the end. +> Thought a lot: +> +> From the beginning to the end, I was always alone. +> I wanted to seek light, but the darkness turned me into a lunatic completely. +> Sooner or later, I will fall into the abyss of darkness… +> That's all. This is the end. -## Description +## Introduction -Rentable, a girl who looks a little mysterious, was from Xinxiang, Henan. -Despite this, she will become very active when she is with her friends. +Rentable, a girl who looked a little mysterious, was from Xinxiang, Henan. +Despite this, she always seemed lively when she was with her friends. -Sometimes take many kinds of drugs... +Sometimes she took many kinds of drugs... -Has someone she cares about +She had someone she cared about. -> The brain is like a ball of paste wrapped up -> I can’t remember clearly what happened more than ten seconds ago -> That's it...good night +> My brain is like a ball of paste wrapped up. +> I can’t even remember what happened more than ten seconds ago. +> That's it...good night. -After [YanTian](https://one-among.us/profile/SS3B_0016) passed away, she tried to leave this world by cutting her wrists. +After [YanTian](https://one-among.us/profile/SS3B_0016) passed away, she tried to leave this world by cutting her wrists. -> That feeling of being stripped away bit by bit -> Watching myself encounter another self in the hallucination +> That feeling of being stripped away bit by bit. +> Watching myself encounter another self in the hallucination. -## Depart +## Departure -After [SANYIA](http://www.sanyia.top) [entered the mental health hospital again](https://meow.sanyia.top/index.php/archives/357/), Rentable burned out her last breath of hope. +After [SANYIA](http://www.sanyia.top) [was admitted to the mental health hospital again](https://meow.sanyia.top/index.php/archives/357/), Rentable finally lost her last silver of hope. -> Who is homeless and sitting on the street crying at three o'clock? -> It turns out to be me... +> Who is homeless, sitting on the street, and crying at three o'clock? +> Oh, it’s me... SANYIA once told her that she would be discharged from the hospital in July, and this became the last straw for her. -She finally chose to leave at the beginning of the rainy season +She finally chose to leave at the beginning of the rainy season. -Hope you are well in another world +Be well in the other world.

醉后不知天在水,满船清梦压星河

diff --git a/people/Rentable_A/page.md b/people/Rentable_A/page.md index 3d28f033..a9730cbc 100644 --- a/people/Rentable_A/page.md +++ b/people/Rentable_A/page.md @@ -5,7 +5,7 @@ info: location: 河南新乡 --- -> 天堂会收mtf吗 +> 天堂会收 mtf 吗 想了很多 自始至终我都是一个人，我想寻求光明，可黑暗将我彻底堕落成疯子的模样，这样下去我也迟早会坠入那黑暗的深渊… diff --git a/people/Rentable_A/page.zh_hant.md b/people/Rentable_A/page.zh_hant.md index a0f78351..218585e7 100644 --- a/people/Rentable_A/page.zh_hant.md +++ b/people/Rentable_A/page.zh_hant.md @@ -5,7 +5,7 @@ info: location: 河南新鄉 --- -> 天國會收mtf嗎 +> 天國會收 mtf 嗎 想了很多 自始至終我都是一個人, 我想尋求光明, 可黑暗將我徹底墜落成瘋子的模樣, 這樣下來我也遲早會墜入那黑暗的深淵… diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-08-12-C18096.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-08-12-C18096.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..978d4902 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-08-12-C18096.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18096,"content":"姐姐……晚安","submitter":"ZS.","date":"Aug 12, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git 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+{"id":18151,"content":"盐田姐姐，你真伟大，燃烧自己照亮他人，但是，你真的累了呢，这个世界终究是黑暗的，如果有来生，就不要再相信这个世界，不要对陌生人抱有任何期待了，也许只有这样，才能寻得内心的安宁吧……","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Sep 10, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-10-01-C18176.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-10-01-C18176.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..310b8df6 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-10-01-C18176.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18176,"content":"R.I.P","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Oct 1, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-10-25-C18248.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-10-25-C18248.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..0efef77a --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-10-25-C18248.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18248,"content":"走好，晚安","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Oct 25, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-11-08-C18283.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-11-08-C18283.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..b0026393 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-11-08-C18283.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18283,"content":"我还没来得及认识大家…","submitter":"幕","date":"Nov 8, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-11-18-C19031.json b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-11-18-C19031.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..33dd228b --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SS3B_0016/comments/2024-11-18-C19031.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":19031,"content":"只要春风吹到的地方，到处是青青的野草","submitter":"千葉织诗","date":"Nov 18, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/TLL1122/comments/2024-10-21-C18238.json b/people/TLL1122/comments/2024-10-21-C18238.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..edb2c20e --- /dev/null +++ b/people/TLL1122/comments/2024-10-21-C18238.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18238,"content":"晚安，好梦","submitter":"星域","date":"Oct 21, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/TLL1122/comments/2024-10-21-C18239.json b/people/TLL1122/comments/2024-10-21-C18239.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a9bf367e --- /dev/null +++ b/people/TLL1122/comments/2024-10-21-C18239.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18239,"content":"“从高处取下尘封的心，取悦他人远不如先爱上自己。”——萨勒芬妮","submitter":"泪子","date":"Oct 21, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/TLL1122/comments/2024-10-21-C18240.json b/people/TLL1122/comments/2024-10-21-C18240.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..6741a04c --- /dev/null +++ b/people/TLL1122/comments/2024-10-21-C18240.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18240,"content":"晚安","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Oct 21, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/TLL1122/comments/2024-10-22-C18241.json b/people/TLL1122/comments/2024-10-22-C18241.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..754defb6 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/TLL1122/comments/2024-10-22-C18241.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18241,"content":"晚安","submitter":"某個匿名的MC玩家","date":"Oct 22, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/TLL1122/comments/2024-11-08-C18282.json b/people/TLL1122/comments/2024-11-08-C18282.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a1b17550 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/TLL1122/comments/2024-11-08-C18282.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18282,"content":"晚安，祝来世快乐","submitter":"匿名","date":"Nov 8, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/TLL1122/comments/2024-11-14-C18346.json b/people/TLL1122/comments/2024-11-14-C18346.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..691de464 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/TLL1122/comments/2024-11-14-C18346.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18346,"content":"晚安鹿鹿","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Nov 14, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/TLL1122/info.yml b/people/TLL1122/info.yml new file mode 100644 index 00000000..38ec1d19 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/TLL1122/info.yml @@ -0,0 +1,7 @@ +id: TLL1122 +profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.jpg +info: + died: '2024-09-22' +websites: + Bilibili: https://space.bilibili.com/650078661 + twitter: https://twitter.com/AidenIntoDeep diff --git a/people/TLL1122/page.en.md b/people/TLL1122/page.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..b480185d --- /dev/null +++ b/people/TLL1122/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,46 @@ +--- +name: Tian Lulu +info: + alias: TLL, Lulu + location: Guangdong, China +--- + +> "This is Tian Lulu, wish you be happy every day! +> +> Lulu loves you!" + +## Description + +Tian Lulu (meaning sweet deer) was a popular *League of Legends* streamer active on platforms like Bilibili and Huya, with a large number of followers. + +In *League of Legends*, she had a special fondness for the character Seraphine, the Starry-Eyed Songstress; +she frequently chose this character as her game avatar. +Lulu’s profile picture was Seraphine as well. + +As a highly skilled player, +Lulu excelled not only with Seraphine but also demonstrated proficiency with other champions, +offering her unique insights. +She was known for her good personality, like never engaging in personal attacks during matches. + +Lulu brought many joyful moments to her audience, +occasionally conducting educational streams. +Many viewers learnt from her and developed skills that suit themselves, +becoming proficient players in their own right. + +Despite playfully referring to herself as a "feminine boy", +Lulu struggled with gender dysphoria. +She dreamed of growing her hair long, +dressing up in pretty clothes, +and living authentically without fear of judgment or discrimination. + +However, these internal struggles left her increasingly depressed, insecure, and emotionally sensitive. +She craved love but was also terrified of receiving it. + +In truth, Lulu had contemplated leaving this world for a long time. +Beneath her vibrant public persona lay a deep helplessness and despair. + +Ultimately, she found herself falling into an irreversible abyss... + +"If I could be a jewel person[^1] in my next life, that would be nice..." + +[^1]: *Land of the Lustrous* features characters made of various minerals and gemstones. Though they appear feminine, they use male pronouns in daily communication and are considered genderless beings. diff --git a/people/TLL1122/page.md b/people/TLL1122/page.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..14779f6a --- /dev/null +++ b/people/TLL1122/page.md @@ -0,0 +1,32 @@ +--- +name: 甜鹿鹿 +info: + alias: 鹿鹿 + location: 中国广东 +--- + +> 这里是甜鹿鹿，希望你天天开心！ +> +> 鹿鹿爱你哟！ + +## 简介 + +甜鹿鹿，一位主玩《英雄联盟》的主播，在B站、虎牙等平台直播，坐拥许许多多的粉丝。 + +她非常喜欢《英雄联盟》中的星籁歌姬·萨勒芬妮，经常选择使用她来进行游戏，鹿鹿最常用的头像也是这个角色。 + +作为一个技术出众的玩家，鹿鹿不仅仅擅长使用萨勒芬妮，在使用其他英雄上也有着自己的见解。并且，作为一名玩家，她的人品非常好，从来没有在任何对局中人身攻击过别人。 + +鹿鹿给大家带来过许多美好的回忆，她偶尔会开展教学活动。很多人从她的直播中学习，最终形成了属于自己的技术，成为了对局中的高手。 + +尽管鹿鹿一直用「男娘」来调侃自己的身份，但事实上，鹿鹿一直饱受性别焦虑的困扰——想留长头发，穿漂亮衣服，做真正自己的同时不受人指责和歧视。 + +于是她变得越来越抑郁、自卑、敏感，渴望爱，而又害怕被爱。 + +事实上，鹿鹿在很早一段时间之前就有着要离开这个世界的想法。在光鲜亮丽的她的背后，隐藏着是她对生活的无奈与绝望。 + +无可奈何，她最终还是陷入了不可回头的深渊之中…… + +「如果下辈子能当个宝石人[^1]就好了……」 + +[^1]: 《宝石之国》中的角色，是一种经由各种“矿物宝石”组成的人类，虽然有着女性的外表，但日常交流使用男性称呼交流，因而事实上并没有性别的区分。 diff --git a/people/TLL1122/page.zh_hant.md b/people/TLL1122/page.zh_hant.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..81c692a2 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/TLL1122/page.zh_hant.md @@ -0,0 +1,32 @@ +--- +name: 甜鹿鹿 +info: + alias: 鹿鹿 + location: 中國廣東 +--- + +> 這裡是甜鹿鹿，希望你天天開心！ +> +> 鹿鹿愛你喲！ + +## 簡介 + +甜鹿鹿，一位主玩《英雄聯盟》的主播，在B站、虎牙等平臺直播，坐擁許許多多的跟隨者。 + +她非常喜歡《英雄聯盟》中的燦眸歌姬·瑟菈紛，經常選擇使用她來進行遊戲，鹿鹿最常用的頭像也是這個角色。 + +作為一個技術出眾的玩家，鹿鹿不僅僅擅長使用瑟菈紛，在使用其他英雄上也有著自己的見解。並且，作為一名玩家，她的人品非常好，從來沒有在任何對局中人身攻擊過別人。 + +鹿鹿給大家帶來過許多美好的回憶，她偶爾會開展教學活動。很多人從她的直播中學習，最終形成了屬於自己的技術，成為了對局中的高手。 + +儘管鹿鹿一直用「男娘」來調侃自己的身份，但事實上，鹿鹿一直飽受性別焦慮的困擾——想留長頭髮，穿漂亮衣服，做真正自己的同時不受人指責和歧視。 + +於是她變得越來越抑鬱、自卑、敏感，渴望愛，而又害怕被愛。 + +事實上，鹿鹿在很早一段時間之前就有著要離開這個世界的想法。在光鮮亮麗的她的背後，隱藏著是她對生活的無奈與絕望。 + +無可奈何，她最終還是陷入了不可回頭的深淵之中…… + +「如果下輩子能當個寶石人[^1]就好了……」 + +[^1]: 《寶石之國》中的角色，是一種經由各種“礦物寶石”組成的人類，雖然有著女性的外表，但日常交流使用男性稱呼交流，因而事實上並沒有性別的區分。 diff --git a/people/TLL1122/photos/profile.jpg b/people/TLL1122/photos/profile.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..5c270add Binary files /dev/null and b/people/TLL1122/photos/profile.jpg differ diff --git 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at end of file diff --git a/people/Toka_ls/comments/2024-11-01-C18264.json b/people/Toka_ls/comments/2024-11-01-C18264.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..afee5337 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Toka_ls/comments/2024-11-01-C18264.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18264,"content":"晚安,我会永远记住你的","submitter":"Nanako","date":"Nov 1, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Toka_ls/comments/2024-11-01-C18267.json b/people/Toka_ls/comments/2024-11-01-C18267.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..85f423f5 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Toka_ls/comments/2024-11-01-C18267.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18267,"content":"对不起, 我会永远记住你——Celia","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Nov 1, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Toka_ls/comments/2024-11-02-C18268.json b/people/Toka_ls/comments/2024-11-02-C18268.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..615d173c --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Toka_ls/comments/2024-11-02-C18268.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18268,"content":"谢谢你的陪伴，晚安，在另一边要好好的的！","submitter":"凰榎","date":"Nov 2, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Toka_ls/comments/2024-11-03-C18274.json b/people/Toka_ls/comments/2024-11-03-C18274.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..b06ca5ad --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Toka_ls/comments/2024-11-03-C18274.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18274,"content":"晚安，我很想你，愿清风捎去我的相思。","submitter":"Celia","date":"Nov 3, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Toka_ls/comments/2024-11-10-C18290.json b/people/Toka_ls/comments/2024-11-10-C18290.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..7eea3a12 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Toka_ls/comments/2024-11-10-C18290.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18290,"content":"希望在以后的世界你能顺心如意，把一切的不美好遗留在这世间忘却吧。晚安~","submitter":"甲","date":"Nov 10, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Toka_ls/comments/2024-11-11-C18292.json b/people/Toka_ls/comments/2024-11-11-C18292.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..495a9312 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Toka_ls/comments/2024-11-11-C18292.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18292,"content":"希望在另一个世界没有痛苦也没有忧愁，有的只是安息。我是永远不会忘记你的，对不起，我来晚了。","submitter":"33","date":"Nov 11, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Toka_ls/comments/2024-11-11-C18294.json b/people/Toka_ls/comments/2024-11-11-C18294.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..d26109f8 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Toka_ls/comments/2024-11-11-C18294.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18294,"content":"おやすみ","submitter":"MengXin239","date":"Nov 11, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Toka_ls/comments/2024-11-12-C18296.json b/people/Toka_ls/comments/2024-11-12-C18296.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..ec6ee671 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Toka_ls/comments/2024-11-12-C18296.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18296,"content":"文曲光沉，千秋永诀；永念师恩，懿范永存","submitter":"苍漓","date":"Nov 12, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Toka_ls/info.yml b/people/Toka_ls/info.yml new file mode 100644 index 00000000..3d2c6391 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Toka_ls/info.yml @@ -0,0 +1,8 @@ +id: Toka_ls +profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.jpg +info: + born: '1998-03-07' + died: '2024-10-09' +websites: + Telegram: https://t.me/tokalsa + blog: https://cdn.hydev.org/backup/Blogs/toka/blog.lsa.moe/index.html # http://blog.lsa.moe/ diff --git a/people/Toka_ls/page.en.md b/people/Toka_ls/page.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..bb7c9c66 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Toka_ls/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,94 @@ +--- +name: Toka Sakyo +info: + alias: Nonamev + location: Shanghai +--- + + +> "Flowers never know a time to wither, nor does love find a moment to be conveyed. Love is eternal, and the violet shall forever endure in this world." +> +> "May you and your beloved meet again by chance one day." +> +> —— Toka Sakyo, 2024/10/07 + +The moment she opened her eyes, a magical world blossomed before her. + +The starry sky brought the daughter of the heavens, who desires to become a companion in the mortal world henceforth + +The morning sun lights up a streak of dawn, transforming into her two wings from then on + +The clouds and mists paints the scenery of the day, then silently leaves behind her iridescent robe + +The narrow and long Big Dipper transforms into a shimmering tassel + +The meandering stream transforms into dynamic musical notes + +The flawless young girl moves through the crowd, taking in the splendor with her eyes + +Like a spirit in a dream, she silently moves among all things + +However, deep within the shadows where the day and night cycle on the surface of the earth alternates, darkness always lurks. + +As the sun that lights up the earth sets, and the bright moonlight fades away, she stands alone in the silent cold. + +She caressed the rock, feeling its icy coldness like frost. There was no wind in her ears, only the gentle glow of warmth in her heart that never faded. + +At this moment, the light has moved away from her, but the inner spark has not been extinguished. + +At this moment, life may be temporarily absent, but the seeds of waiting will eventually sprout and bloom. + +At this moment, thorns are growing, but the greenery will surely spread with the arrival of spring. + +As the last warm sunset fades behind the horizon, she remains steadfast in the depths of the cold night. + +In her anticipation, she saw the light piercing through the shadows, gradually warming the cold rock. + +In the deepest recesses of the soul, those tiny hopes burn like flickering flames, + +Despite the thorns that litter the path ahead, she still believes that the gentle green will spread to every inch of darkness. + +Perhaps in her world, the light is no more than a tiny candle flame. + +But it is this glimmer of light that illuminates her brushstrokes, bringing warmth to the world. + +## Description + +Toka Sakyo, also Nonamev, member of LS Project, a literary girl who loves writing. + +She has a light and elegant writing style. She often quotes scriptures and writes long letters a month or two after the college entrance examination, wishing her a bright future. + + + +Occasionally inspiration strikes, and after careful consideration, I leave a neat rhythm. + +On weekdays, she also writes down her thoughts or participates in popular literature. "Life of Aiden" (or "Aiden's Life of Fantasy") is one of her co-creations with her friends. + +Either witnessing her passion for writing or feeling the resonance behind her words, several friends were influenced by her and started writing one after another. + +In her spare time from work, she also studies AI graphics. Not only did she use Stable Diffusion to generate a channel avatar, she also created several 2023 Mid-Autumn Festival greeting cards (Illustration: Greeting Cards). + +## The final chapter + +> さようなら~ +> +> By reading this letter, I shall remain only in your memories. +> +> From the moment we met, time really flew by. And next, everyone will have to spend a time that I don’t know. +> +> What will everyone do in the future? Will it continue to be the same as now? But we are all extremely ordinary people, and we may one day be squeezed out or bullied by others... +> +> But I believe everyone can do well no matter where they are. +> +> I want everyone to live happily, but I also know that I may not be able to realize my dream in this life. But I feel very happy to hear everyone's thank you and see everyone's endless discussion. I am proud of myself for being able to work with you all so much and get to know so many great people. +> +> Thank you all +> +> Toka Sakyo + + + diff --git a/people/Toka_ls/page.md b/people/Toka_ls/page.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..4ac7e158 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Toka_ls/page.md @@ -0,0 +1,97 @@ +--- +name: 左橋瞳華 +info: + alias: 瞳華 + location: 上海 +--- + +> 「花无凋谢之时，爱无传达之期，爱情亘古不变，紫罗兰永存于世」 +> +> 愿你与所爱之人，有朝一日能再度萍水相逢。 +> +> —— 左橋瞳華，2024/10/07 + +她睁开双眼的那一瞬间，奇幻世界便为她绽放。 + +星空送来了天空的女儿，她愿从此成为尘世的伴侣。 + +朝阳点亮了一线晨曦，便从此化作了她的两道翅； + +云霞明灭了一日的风景，然后悄悄留下了她的霓裳。 + +北斗狭长，化作了闪烁的流苏； + +溪流曲折，化作了灵动的音符； + +无瑕的少女自人群间穿行，将绚烂尽收在眼底； + +如同梦境中的精灵，静静穿行于万物间。 + +然而，地表昼夜轮替的阴影深处，黑暗始终潜伏。 + +当照亮大地的日曜西沉，当皎洁的月光隐去，她独自面对这无声的寒冷。 + +她抚摸着岩石，冰冷如霜，耳畔无风，唯有心中的微光温存不灭。 + +此刻，光远离了她，但内心的星火不曾熄灭。 + +此刻，生命暂时远去，但等待的种子终将破土萌发。 + +此刻，荆棘丛生，但绿意待到春日定会蔓延。 + +最后的暖阳隐退于地平，她仍坚守寒夜深处。 + +期盼中，她看见光穿透暗影，将寒岩慢慢温热。 + +在心灵最深处，那些渺小的希望如同灯火般燃烧， + +尽管前路漫布荆棘，她仍然相信柔软的绿意将会延展至每一寸黑暗。 + +或许她的世界里，光芒不过一支小小的烛火。 + +但正是这微光，让她的笔触绽放光明，温暖世间。 + +## 简介 + +左橋瞳華（亦称「瞳华」、「Nonamev」），「LS Project」的成员，热爱写作的文学少女。 + +她文气轻靡，文风华丽。常在高考后的一两个月，引经据典，写下长信，祝愿前程似锦。 + + + +偶尔灵感迸发，左右推敲，留下工整的格律。 + +平日里，她也会写下自己的所思所想，或是参与通俗文学。《奇妙漂流》（或称「Aiden 的奇幻漂流」）就是她和朋友们的共同创作之一。 + +或是目睹她对写作的热切，或是感受到文字背后的共鸣，有几位朋友受她影响，先后走上写作之路。 + +平日工作之余，她也会研究 AI 生图。她不仅用 Stable Diffusion 生成了频道头像，还制作了若干 2023 年中秋节贺卡（插图：贺卡）。 + +## 绝笔 + +> さようなら~ +> +> 在看到这封信的时候，我应该已经留在了大家的记忆之中了吧 +> +> 从相遇那时起，时间真的是转瞬即逝呢。而接下来，大家就要度过我无法知晓的时间了 +> +> 以后大家会做一些什么呢，还会继续和现在一样吗？但我们也都是普通到不能再普通的人，说不定哪一天会受到排挤，被其他人欺负…… +> +> 但我相信大家不管在什么地方，一定可以做得很好的 +> +> 我想让大家都开开心心的生活下去，我也知道可能我这一辈子都不能实现我的梦想。但是听到大家的谢谢，看到大家滔滔不绝的讨论，我觉得很开心。能和大家共事那么多时候，结识那么多优秀的人，我也为我自己感到骄傲。 +> +> 谢谢大家 +> +> 瞳华 +> +> 绝笔 + +2024 年 10 月 9 日下午，瞳华写下此段[绝笔](https://t.me/tokalsa/65)。下午4时，瞳华因失血性休克抢救无效，于上海不幸逝世，终年26岁。 + + + diff --git a/people/Toka_ls/page.zh_hant.md b/people/Toka_ls/page.zh_hant.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..ed7dd52f --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Toka_ls/page.zh_hant.md @@ -0,0 +1,95 @@ +--- +name: 左橋瞳華 +info: + alias: 瞳華 + location: 上海 +--- + +> 「花無凋謝之時，愛無傳達之期，愛情亙古不變，紫羅蘭永存於世」 +> +> 願你與所愛之人，有朝一日能再度萍水相逢。 +> +> —— 左橋瞳華，2024/10/07 + +她睜開雙眼的那一瞬間，奇幻世界便為她綻放。 + +星空送來了天空的女兒，她願從此成為塵世的伴侶。 + +朝陽點亮了一線晨曦，便從此化作了她的兩道翅； + +雲霞明滅了一日的風景，然後悄悄留下了她的霓裳。 + +北斗狹長，化作了閃爍的流蘇； + +溪流曲折，化作了靈動的音符； + +無瑕的少女自人群間穿行，將絢爛盡收在眼底； + +如同夢境中的精靈，靜靜穿行於萬物間。 + +然而，地表晝夜輪替的陰影深處，黑暗始終潛伏。 + +當照亮大地的日曜西沉，當皎潔的月光隱去，她獨自面對這無聲的寒冷。 + +她撫摸著岩石，冰冷如霜，耳畔無風，唯有心中的微光溫存不滅。 + +此刻，光遠離了她，但內心的星火不曾熄滅。 + +此刻，生命暫時遠去，但等待的種子終將破土萌發。 + +此刻，荊棘叢生，但綠意待到春日定會蔓延。 + +最後的暖陽隱退於地平，她仍堅守寒夜深處。 + +期盼中，她看見光穿透暗影，將寒巖慢慢溫熱。 + +在心靈最深處，那些渺小的希望如同燈火般燃燒， + +儘管前路漫布荊棘，她仍然相信柔軟的綠意將會延展至每一寸黑暗。 + +或許在她的世界裡，光芒不過是一支小小的燭火。 + +但正是這微光，讓她的筆觸綻放光明，溫暖世間。 + +## 简介 + +左橋瞳華（亦称「瞳华」、「Nonamev」），「LS Project」的成員，熱愛寫作的文學少女。 + +她文氣輕靡, 文風華麗. 常在高考後的一兩個月, 引經據典, 書下長信, 祝願前程似錦. + + + +偶爾靈感迸發, 左右推敲, 留下工整的格律. + +平日裡，她也會寫下自己的所思所想，或是參與通俗文學。 《奇妙漂流》（或稱「Aiden 的奇幻漂流」）就是她和朋友們的共同創作之一。 + +或是目睹她對寫作的熱切，或是感受到文字背後的共鳴，有幾位朋友受她影響，先後走上寫作之路。 + +平日工作之餘，她也會研究 AI 生圖。她不僅用 Stable Diffusion 產生了頻道頭像，還製作了若干 2023 年中秋節賀卡（插圖：賀卡）。 + +## 絕筆 + +> さようなら~ +> +> 在看到這封信的時候，我應該已經留在大家的記憶之中了吧 +> +> 從相遇那時起，時間真的是轉瞬即逝。而接下來，大家就要度過我無法知曉的時間了 +> +> 以後大家會做些什麼呢，還會繼續跟現在一樣嗎？但我們也都是普通到不能再普通的人，說不定哪一天會被排擠，被其他人欺負… +> +> 但我相信大家不管在什麼地方，一定可以做得很好的 +> +> 我想讓大家都開開心心的生活下去，我也知道可能我這輩子都無法實現我的夢想。但聽到大家的謝謝，看到大家滔滔不絕的討論，我覺得很開心。能和大家共事那麼多時候，認識那麼多優秀的人，我也為自己感到驕傲。 +> +> 謝謝大家 +> +> 瞳華 +> +> 絕筆 + + + diff --git a/people/Toka_ls/photos/photo1.jpg b/people/Toka_ls/photos/photo1.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..377955c5 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/Toka_ls/photos/photo1.jpg differ diff --git a/people/Toka_ls/photos/photo2.jpg b/people/Toka_ls/photos/photo2.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..d1b807d1 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/Toka_ls/photos/photo2.jpg differ diff --git a/people/Toka_ls/photos/photo3.jpg b/people/Toka_ls/photos/photo3.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..5214a84a Binary files /dev/null and b/people/Toka_ls/photos/photo3.jpg differ diff --git a/people/Toka_ls/photos/profile.jpg b/people/Toka_ls/photos/profile.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..14d32e67 Binary files 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+{"id":18139,"content":"给我打了第一针日雌，谢谢你。","submitter":"Rosmontis","date":"Sep 3, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/XIEPT2/comments/2024-09-10-C18153.json b/people/XIEPT2/comments/2024-09-10-C18153.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..0754192d --- /dev/null +++ b/people/XIEPT2/comments/2024-09-10-C18153.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18153,"content":"晚安","submitter":"星川樱子","date":"Sep 10, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/XIEPT2/info.yml b/people/XIEPT2/info.yml new file mode 100644 index 00000000..f90634c5 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/XIEPT2/info.yml @@ -0,0 +1,10 @@ +id: XIEPT2 +profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.png +info: + born: '2007-11-09' + died: '2024-03-30' +websites: + twitter: https://twitter.com/XIEPT2 + Bilibili: https://space.bilibili.com/390193960 + # Bilibili: https://space.bilibili.com/1369759412 + iconify:jam:baidu-circle: https://tieba.baidu.com/home/main?un=ejiejrig diff --git a/people/XIEPT2/page.en.md b/people/XIEPT2/page.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..9bc4355d --- /dev/null +++ b/people/XIEPT2/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,70 @@ +--- +name: Xiafeng Grape +info: + alias: Grape + location: Guangdong, China +--- + +(To-Do) + + + + +## Experience + + + + + + + + + + + +## Meeting + + + + + + + +## Shadow + + + +## Accident + +## Farewell + +## Future ? + + + + + +## Fact + + + +## Postscript - Unknown Things and Obligations + + + + + + + + + +Contributors for this entry: [Shayu Xiliye](https://twitter.com/UnnnLlllx3) diff --git a/people/XIEPT2/page.md b/people/XIEPT2/page.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..4257e503 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/XIEPT2/page.md @@ -0,0 +1,322 @@ +--- +name: 夏峰 葡萄 +info: + alias: 葡萄 + location: 中国广东 +--- + +## 经历 + +葡萄，是一个兴趣爱好广泛的女孩子，天生对于自由有着很深的执着，葡萄虽然家境不贫，但她并没有像其他兄弟姐妹一样拥有幸福的童年，反而因为她与众不同的个性遭受家庭的迫害，她小时候被爸妈绑在树上抽打，进入高中后，她遭受同学的冷眼，家庭与学校的双重打击让小时候的葡萄很怀疑自己的存在是否正确，为她后来的悲剧深深地埋下了伏笔。 + +小时候的葡萄自称葡萄君，在那段迷茫的时光里，她偶然通过动漫找到了她的心之所向的静谧之地。 + +葡萄很向往二次元的种种，人物、原声带、剧情……她又因此迷上了收集漫画原作，OST，到后来的各种娃娃，服装，谷子周边等，这是葡萄想要热爱生活的出发点，她曾喜欢过很多很多…… + +葡萄很早就喜欢上了玩 Minecraft 并且在一些视频平台上上传了自己的作品，她又逐渐开始学习视频制作，对视频后期萌生了兴趣，有水晶战争（类起床战争）的视频（后面是服务器的视频宣传），也有参加过 WER 大赛，也有练习 C++ 的一些相关项目。 + +2019 年 12 月 8 日，葡萄永远地失去了一生中最重要的朋友，小青。 + +她虽然只是网友，但她在葡萄的人生中陪伴她度过了很多时光，也是她 MC 服务器运营团队的核心成员。 + +葡萄说道，自己的名前——夏峰，源自给某人写信起的笔名，因为在意所以记住了，于是这个名字成为了她心中的一个「空位」，这个空位后来出现的意识体也就是夏峰的意识，为空缺而生，为本体而活，精神来源于小青，是小青嘱托过葡萄要好好地替自己活下去，小青化作了葡萄另一个特别的精神支柱，鼓励着葡萄继续前行，葡萄也努力替小青看着这个世界，夏峰后来也化为葡萄本体的另一半，是充满理性的代理人格，她努力帮助葡萄，也替葡萄分担了不少。 + +> 「人生不同的选择，也许是人性的考验，如果一切都是虚伪这些不就毫无意义了吗？人生的没有理由，如果有只是孤独，劳累，无语，的理由吧，可你放弃的以前不过是重新的开始，世界的答案不断有人追求，而知者会劳累心情，有人跟我说人类和人生他们相等，不过人类会更冰冷，我每天被困扰，抑郁，落泪，回忆，我累了。也许我知道的世界真相不过是曼德拉效应。」 +> +> —— 夏峰 葡萄 于 2020 年 4 月 18 日 + +2020，那是热爱一切的初心，她于 2018 年萌生了建立一个完全没有任何限制完全公平的服务器的想法，在这一年她与她要好的小伙伴们启动了他们的计划，一起创建了服务器，成立了 LCR 工作室，在那里和屾洋相识并成为好友，尽管相伴是短暂的。 + +葡萄负责服务器开发，并且极力宣传服务器，为此拍摄了很多视频与图片，经营了 5 年后，葡萄因为个人原因退出了运营并把运营权限交给了自己信任的人。 + +也是这个时候，葡萄的爸妈离婚了，家庭的矛盾或许缓和了些，葡萄也开始为自己的未来深思，是时候为自己而活了，她更加努力地经营服务器，制作相关视频，调试设备。 + +2021 年，出门旅行，学习电子维修，学习了摄影以及后期，在　12　月喜提 MacBook，有了强大的硬件设备，葡萄就能在后期的道路上更顺利地行走，也有了自己真正的人设，那个赤瞳金发的水手服女孩。 + +2022 年第一次参加漫展，期间买了包括监听耳机在内的诸多设备，学习了很多电脑知识，玩过东方，爱上了听原作 OST，买了最喜欢的紫罗兰永恒花园的 OST。 + +在早期关注了绊爱，但 2022 年绊爱初号机的辞退使得葡萄对她心目中真正的绊爱有所不舍，但只是为了说句再见。 + +> 「很多话删了改了又改，想说却说不完，明明只是一句再见却说不出口，绊爱还会醒过来的吧，那时候我们一定再见，无论多久跨越时空也好，只希望能再见……」 +> +> —— 夏峰 葡萄，于 2022 年 2 月 25 日 + +2023年，入坑了模型涂装，涂的是机娘。 + +后面又海淘了很多的 OST,还在网络上上传抓轨,也正式得到一台尼康 Z62,爱上了业余风景摄影。 + +## 遇见 + +7 月某日，或许是命运让我与葡萄相见，那天特意跑过来帮忙给小舍开大证，开得差不多的时候，跑去做了精神评估跑回来发现葡萄突然出现了，我就继续陪着小舍跟医生唠嗑，出来后其实大家都等了好久，但大家好像都和葡萄相处得很开心（后来才发现原来他们都早见过葡萄了呜呜） + +出医院之后，看着交接路口上满满的汽车及排满了自行车的路旁，阳光羞涩地洒在我们身上，葡萄在我们身后端起相机拍摄这片难得的暖阳，捕捉落日余晖的美丽，橙亮而洁白的云层挂在空中，我和对象在路上牵着手蹦跶，走了一路从地铁口下去时，好像天突然黑了般。找到一家餐厅随便坐一会，我害羞地趴在桌面上，胆怯地看着大家，感觉葡萄是个很开朗的人呢，正和其他人滔滔不绝地交流着，掏出　MacBook　惹得很多人上来白嫖电口，我只是趴着一言不发，内心好像要哭出来了，过于焦虑了。 + +等了一阵子后，我们去了很远的地方，为了赶车，我们几个径直跑向地铁口，最终我和对象也分开了，临走前她跟葡萄说要看好猫猫，葡萄说好，于是带我从人生地不熟的地铁口赶回了高铁站，我们最终是在发车前赶到，一起在检票厅坐了好一会，我这才跟葡萄说起话来，才知道她年龄比我还小，她刚初中毕业，以及她最近要回老家一趟，听了她一些对于人生未来规划的想法，感觉葡萄很积极乐观…… + +最后，我们上了高铁，坐在座位上，她戴上耳机，闭上眼睛听音乐放松，一段漫长的时间之后，到站了，我跟葡萄说要抱抱吗，她说可以啊，然后我就在火车站门口抱着她，抱得紧紧的，我在她耳边说一些祝福的话，突然她就开始抽噎了，突然哭了起来，眼泪打在她的衣服上，我更加用力地抱着她： + +> 「我虽然不知道你经历了什么，但如果你需要帮助一定要及时跟大家联系哦……」 + +然后我们一起在路上承诺会好好活下去的，搭上便车之后就告别了。 + +事后才在 X 上看到葡萄的另一面。 + +那次的推文很让我惊讶。 + +> 今天收拾柜子找到个袋子，里面放着的是我曾经吹过的口琴和琴谱，初三每天下了晚自习就会一个人跑到天台吹口琴，那时候是我一天最难受也是最开心的时候，不用再去面对老师和同学，不会再被打扰能在上面痛哭…… +> +> 而如今琴的音色早已不如（从前），生活也从未变好，当时我为何没有下定决心选择离开 + +这是葡萄曾经面对的，那些我不知道的经历，那个带着笑容的抑郁患者…… + +8 月 25 日炸柜了，药几乎全被她妈妈扔掉了，那个带着橙色夹层的蓝色药盒也被收走了，当天就被家里人拉到医院查内分泌的问题，随后就被转至住院。 + +我也来看了葡萄，那天听去见过葡萄的人说葡萄的家属现在很愤怒，并且对于我们这些拜访者非常不欢迎，认为是我们带坏了他们家的孩子，我们也只能等他们走远了才有机会靠近葡萄，另外葡萄也因为家属排斥我们而非常生气，但是很无奈…… + +## 阴影 + +自从那个时候开始，家里的谩骂和压迫都开始更加有意图地指向葡萄，葡萄没有任何错，错的只是这些自以为是的人，他们管制葡萄的出行与消费，侵犯她的隐私，撕碎她的希望，家里人的伪善面具被他们亲自揭下，葡萄更加难以在气氛时常剑拔弩张的家里呼吸，葡萄只是个女孩子呀，自己一个人在自己的小角落哭过多少呢？ + +葡萄逐渐喘不上气，唯一的希冀就是一直默默支持她的姐姐们。 + +上了高中之后，家里人更加严格地限制葡萄的周末安排，给她安排课程，期间不给葡萄自由活动的机会，回到家也只是责骂，还要每周去回访心理医生…… + +企图摧毁什么呢…… + +但庆幸的是葡萄依然能够偷偷溜出去和姐姐们见面，吃好吃的。 + +上次是葡萄从阴影中爬出，这次她又被阴影中的手抓住，她越努力挣脱，反而会陷得越深吧。 + +她或许真的没有找到那份救赎。 + +我们在 9 月又见了一次面，其他人的突然介入引发了点小误会，葡萄是这场误会的调解人，冷静的她亲自去和那桌人面谈，谈了一会儿，看上去应该解决好了，直到我们各回各家时，那位挑事者才大为不解地在 X 上把这件事鼓吹成大事，而葡萄晚上又与我们一起仔细理清了全程并通过私信说服了那位挑事者。 + +虽然挑起了很多无意义的指控与谩骂，但挑事者最终为自己的所作所为表示道歉，这件事挺大的，在解决后我们也提醒葡萄尽快休息，辛苦她了。 + +葡萄后来还鼓励羞涩的姐姐去参加漫展，成为她自己心中理想的模样。 + +葡萄总是默默地学习，默默在场上为大家拍摄，默默地坐在餐厅或者便利店里给大家修图。 + +11 月 9 日是她的生日哦，生日快乐，葡萄～ + +由于家庭与学校的压力，葡萄的抑郁加重了，她开始抱怨自己的睡眠问题，对未来感到迷茫，情绪特别低落的时候，她还会用美工刀划自己的手。 + +这个月我跟葡萄私下见面了几次，希望能让葡萄开心一点。 + +21 日一起去打了 maimai，吃了萨莉亚，30 日也是呢。 + +24 日她开到了精神处方，于是她总算能睡好点了吧。 + +26 日由于药物作用导致葡萄出现梦游，激发了夏峰的出现，具体的表现为葡萄完全不能想起昨天晚上发生了什么，但是葡萄会以夏峰的名义在群里突然说话，或者是私聊某个人，我就是她私聊的对象之一。 + +然而记忆在两体间不能共享，所以葡萄为了了解她那一面特意设置了监控看自己睡觉，果不其然，「葡萄梦游了」，但是很清醒般，玩手机，玩电脑，干什么都可以。 + +夏峰后面更多是为了保护葡萄而存在的，当葡萄实在挺不住时，夏峰就会出现替她承受痛苦，但是夏峰肯定会提前终结自己，所以希望在终结自己前让葡萄找到一个值得信赖的人。 + +突然间葡萄的行为失去控制，于是去医院换了药，开了抗抑郁药、抗精神病药，我也是在这时萌生了研究药物原理的想法，时不时会找葡萄聊聊。 + +葡萄希望能找到一个属于自己的倾诉对象，却始终无法找到自己的系铃人。 + +12 月，自我错乱，学习了自我采血。 + +曾经装满 HRT 药物的药盒转眼间塞满了精神药品。 + +## 事故 + +24 年春，葡萄和姐姐一起在广州过年。 + +> 他们应该在世界的另一端过的很开心吧… +> +> 只可惜曾经许下诺言再也没有机会兑现了。 +> +> 我存在的意义就是继续在这个世界留下他们的痕迹。 +> +> —— 夏峰 葡萄，于 2023 年 12 月 8 日 + +若我无法避免死亡 + +那愿从此再无来生 **葡萄** + +我的使命终将完成 + +但我不知何去何从 **夏峰** + +事故发生前，葡萄在各大平台寻找兼职，但并没有人录用她。 + +于是还是选择了跑外卖，花了本金入网，租了车，去了公司面试，一路下来总算是可以了。 + +但第一天送外卖，第二单，却偏偏又压垮了葡萄。 + +「车主很好，知道我是个未成年之后就很主动要向我赔钱，还叫来他公司里的其他同事过来，虽然的确他就是全责，去到医院之后还给我送了一碗炒米粉，在医院做了各种检查……」 + +在获得正式赔偿之前，葡萄还是不得不借钱去偿还医院的检查费，然后撑着受伤的身体每天都与风为伴，赔偿垃圾车行与平台的违约款，又坚持跑下去一周多，交付入网费，钱并没有多，但伤口依然在恶化，几周后得到了赔偿，但偏偏又是一个意外……无法消停。 + +> 1 月 13 日， +> +> 人生第一次送外賣 +> +> 人生第一次被車撞 +> +> 人生還有多少個第一次呢？ +> +> 1 月 23 日， +> +> 鲜血夹杂着雨流淌在马路上 +> +> 很痛但伴随着更严重的眩晕感倒在地上 +> +> 雨还下着，我抱着医药箱向屋檐下爬去 +> +> 脱下手套头盔在混乱的意识下包扎着那血流不止的双腿和脚掌 +> +> 好累…我为什么要活着…… +> +> 我好痛苦…… +> +> 我从未如此期待死亡…如此厌恶这个世界 + +葡萄曾看到过艺术家刘耀华的作品《不安》。 + +> 这幅作品是在 175 颗还没成熟的苹果体内插入纤细的钢针，原本以为这些钢针会留在苹果体内，随着苹果的生长而被掩盖，然而这 175 颗苹果却生长缓慢，有些甚至在成长途中枯萎死去。最后存活下来的苹果仅仅有 75 颗，这些幸存的果子，干瘪，畸形…… +> +> 刘耀华说：「我能够想象，这些苹果作为生命，是如何在一分一秒中与钢针做着激烈斗争。」 + +1 月，她在读书时看到余华在《活着》中所写的句子，于是摘录了下来： + +>「永远不要相信苦难是值得的。苦难就是苦难，苦难不会带来成功。苦难不值得追求。磨练意志是因为苦难无法躲避开。」 + +即便是幸存者也不能全身而退。 + +## 送行 + +> 也许本就该如此吧 +> +> 没什么 +> +> 这是命中注定 + +那一天，我和葡萄共同的朋友，[单片](https://one-among.us/profile/interrgned)自杀身亡了。 + +第二天，我开始组织朋友一起去江门，找了一圈后实在找不到人，我问葡萄愿意来吗，她说可以，她伤未好，我也只能表示安慰，但她说起码为了单片。 + +第三天早上，葡萄骑着电车来到我家附近等我，还特意给我买了一碗瘦肉粉，我和她在附近商店门前的一张桌子上一起吃，那天很冷，冷极了，我穿了好多衣服，但手很冷，我跟葡萄抱怨，葡萄说：「我早就知道会这样了。」于是从包里拿出一双手套，「送给你了。」我感激地收下，心里一阵暖意。 + +寒冷空中，化解为那一份对未知的把握…… + +我、葡萄和其他伙伴，给她整理遗物，为那个黄发女孩头像的人送上与她相似的黄菊花。 + +火光璀璨，浓烟随风舞动，化作缥缈的身影，游离在我们身边。 + +祈求宁静，愿安好…… + +葡萄一晚没睡，忙完后在车里睡得好香，口水染在我的书包上，我只是笑笑，看她可爱的样子。我们一起在黑夜中寻找她的踪迹。 + +选了个时间焚烧她的遗物，送上迟到的祝愿。 + +饥肠辘辘地吃了麦当劳，就整理东西，各自分别，接下来是什么呢？ + +第二天，第二次铃声将我叫醒，那是一个契机，我们找到了能跟进后事的机会。 + +在一抹夕阳下，一起吃饭，向深夜中进发。 + +葡萄在嘈杂的电波中喘息着，能留给她的还有什么呢？ + +## 未来 ？ + +那一切……早在 2 月份的时候就说清楚了。 + +2 月 7 号，葡萄心心念念的大证总算开出来了，但这一次，是以自己肉体与心灵极度创伤为代价换取的，是自己独立争取来的，家庭的迫害转为无奈，经济来源也靠自己，葡萄她还太小，世间一切就已经烂掉了，她只想做个普普通通的女孩子。 + +葡萄思考着自己存在的意义，时针还在走，肉体在恐慌，精神在崩塌。 + +这一切真的值得吗？ + +葡萄也突然萌生了走书[^1]的想法，就是她心中所愿吧。 + +2 月 24 日葡萄确诊重度抑郁，医生建议走监护，但人生这次自己选择。 + +虽然 MECT 或许可以救人，但是一旦认清了自己的内心，就不会寻求外部支援，因为这不是拯救，只要世界还这样，那么觉醒是必然的，没有什么能把她们分开。 + +在这之后葡萄开始紧密地筹划那条通往未来的路。 + +2 月 27 日，那个女孩公布了自己在网络上的正式第一面，但没能够准备好正式出道，倒影在那名为奇迹的骗局。 + +葡萄下定决心了。 + +时日不多了。 + +接下来的时日是属于夏峰_葡萄的，让她做自己想做的吧，让她见自己想见的吧，让她好好地与这个世界亲吻，好好地告别吧，然后就走向另一个没有痛苦的未来，而我会记住这些点点滴滴的，因为这次选择，其实并没有太多的悲伤，只是心中的愿望，总算来了，也不会失落，也不会太快乐，就这么安静地，度过一个晚上吧，最后一轮的残月，如柔纱缥缈，不可视之物，降解，重生，新生。 + +两人牵着手，在空中化作点点星光，飘逸地飞走了。 + +## 梦醒 + +> 3 月 31 日， +> +> 就像曾经梦中的场景一样 +> +> 身上的鲜血浸染了浅色的裙子 +> +> 即将离开这个世界的女孩 +> +> 缓慢地呼吸着… + +**定时信息一讣告** + +@XIEPT2 + +> 夏峰_葡萄 已于 2024 年 3　月 30 日夜间于未被监视的房间内服用致死性药物、吸入有毒气体……自杀身亡 +> +> 现自动发送讣告内容死亡时间已超过 12 小时 +> +> 将于死亡时间超过 23 小时后公开遗嘱信息 + +「初心从未泯灭，但为何针对我的只是不断的打压，我很不解。」 + +「葡萄是个很可靠又多才多艺的姐姐，因为她真的很像姐姐那样子，很负责任，很会照顾大家，很会扛困难，但还是没办法，因为人总得有个归宿，那份归宿不是活着便是死亡。」 + +「葡萄对我来说是一位特殊的人物，为自己提前献上鲜花，何尝不是一种体面，让我记住这一刻。」 + +> 本推主已于 2024 年 3 月 30 日自杀去世以「安乐死」结束了生命 +> +> 遗物由本人整理后给予他人处理 +> +> 她曾经来过这个悲惨的世界，以幸福的方式离开了这个世界 +> +> 她生前唯一的遗愿就是成为一个真正的女孩子，做一个好妹妹，有一个好姐姐 + +## 三月的后记——不为人知与义务 + +这是个可公开可不公开的插曲 + +3 月初，葡萄在收拾自己的东西，留给她重要的姐妹 + +4 号，我和葡萄等人一起去了香港，一起在大家乐吃了东西后，正午的时候古一差不多就来了，我们被葡萄拉去取货，我们这才了解到葡萄帮她的朋友取书这件事，就是连载漫画，本子啥的 + +然后就一起去了尖沙咀码头，一起从天星码头坐船坐到中环，在那坐了一会，简单收拾一下后就一起坐港铁到深圳。 + +之后就偶尔见见葡萄，收拾了一下东西。 + +之后和葡萄一起骑电动车去了珠海。 + +之后和葡萄一起去 BOC 开了卡。 + +之后最后一次收拾葡萄的东西。 + +之后最后一次在香港和葡萄见面，拍了最后一张合影。 + +之后，她打量了一下房间角落堆积的空箱子，寄给姐妹朋友们的东西也发完了，所有事都处理完了，换上最后一条浅色的裙子，在夜色中吞服药物，吸入毒气。 + +在静默中再见了，夏峰_葡萄，永别了……大家都很想你…… + +我们未曾知晓你的沉眠之地，甚则，也许你还在呢……？ + +奈何现实危险重重。 + +但我希望你能脱离苦海， + +做一个快乐的女孩子…… + +条目贡献: [紗羽硒璃葉](https://twitter.com/UnnnLlllx3) + +[^1]: 意为个人「代购」境外漫画书籍 diff --git a/people/XIEPT2/page.zh_hant.md b/people/XIEPT2/page.zh_hant.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..ec9aa133 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/XIEPT2/page.zh_hant.md @@ -0,0 +1,322 @@ +--- +name: 夏峰 葡萄 +info: + alias: 葡萄 + location: 中国廣東 +--- + +## 經歷 + +葡萄，是一個興趣愛好廣泛的女孩子，天生對於自由有著很深的執著，葡萄雖然家境不貧，但她並沒有像其他兄弟姐妹一樣擁有幸福的童年，反而因為她與眾不同的個性遭受家庭的迫害，她小時候被爸媽綁在樹上抽打，進入高中后，她遭受同學的冷眼，家庭與學校的雙重打擊讓小時候的葡萄很懷疑自己的存在是否正確，為她後來的悲劇深深地埋下了伏筆。 + +小時候的葡萄自稱葡萄君，在那段迷茫的時光裡，她偶然通過動漫找到了她的心之所向的靜谧之地。 + +葡萄很嚮往二次元的種種，人物、原聲帶、劇情...... 她又因此迷上了收集漫畫原作，OST，到後來的各種娃娃，服裝，穀子周邊等，這是葡萄想要熱愛生活的出發點，她曾喜歡過很多很多...... + +葡萄很早就喜歡上了玩 Minecraft 並且在一些視頻平臺上上傳了自己的作品，她又逐漸開始學習視頻製作，對視頻後期萌生了興趣，有水晶戰爭（類起床戰爭）的視頻（後面是伺服器的視頻宣傳），也有參加過 WER 大賽，也有練習 C++ 的一些相關專案。 + +2019 年 12 月 8 日，葡萄永遠地失去了一生中最重要的朋友，小青。 + +她雖然只是網友，但她在葡萄的人生中陪伴她度過了很多時光，也是她 MC 伺服器運營團隊的核心成員。 + +葡萄說道，自己的名前——夏峰，源自給某人寫信起的筆名，因為在意所以記住了，於是這個名字成為了她心中的一個「空位」，這個空位後來出現的意識體也就是夏峰的意識，為空缺而生，為本體而活，精神來源於小青，是小青囑託過葡萄要好好地替自己活下去，小青化作了葡萄另一個特別的精神支柱，鼓勵著葡萄繼續前行，葡萄也努力替小青看著這個世界， 夏峰後來也化為葡萄本體的另一半，是充滿理性的代理人格，她努力説明葡萄，也替葡萄分擔了不少。 + +> 「人生不同的選擇，也許是人性的考驗，如果一切都是虛偽這些不就毫無意義了嗎？ 人生的沒有理由，如果有只是孤獨，勞累，無語，的理由吧，可你放棄的以前不過是重新的開始，世界的答案不斷有人追求，而知者會勞累心情，有人跟我說人類和人生他們相等，不過人類會更冰冷，我每天被困擾，抑鬱，落淚，回憶，我累了。 也許我知道的世界真相不過是曼德拉效應。」 +> +> —— 夏峰 葡萄 於 2020 年 4 月 18 日 + +2020，那是熱愛一切的初心，她於 2018 年萌生了建立一個完全沒有任何限制完全公平的伺服器的想法，在這一年她與她要好的小夥伴們啟動了他們的計劃，一起創建了伺服器，成立了 LCR 工作室，在那裡和屾洋相識並成為好友，儘管相伴是短暫的。 + +葡萄負責伺服器開發，並且極力宣傳伺服器，為此拍攝了很多視頻與圖片，經營了 5 年後，葡萄因為個人原因退出了運營並把運營許可權交給了自己信任的人。 + +也是這個時候，葡萄的爸媽離婚了，家庭的矛盾或許緩和了些，葡萄也開始為自己的未來深思，是時候為自己而活了，她更加努力地經營伺服器，製作相關視頻，調試設備。 + +2021年，出門旅行，學習電子維修，學習了攝影以及後期，在12月喜提MacBook，有了強大的硬體設備，葡萄就能在後期的道路上更順利地行走，也有了自己真正的人設，那個赤瞳金髮的水手服女孩。 + +2022 年第一次參加漫展，期間買了包括監聽耳機在內的諸多設備，學習了很多電腦知識，玩過東方，愛上了聽原作 OST，買了最喜歡的紫羅蘭永恆花園的 OST。 + +在早期關注了絆愛，但 2022 年絆愛初號機的辭退使得葡萄對她心目中真正的絆愛有所不捨，但只是為了說句再見。 + +> 「很多話刪了改了又改，想說卻說不完，明明只是一句再見卻說不出口，絆愛還會醒過來的吧，那時候我們一定再見，無論多久跨越時空也好，只希望能再見......」 +> +> —— 夏峰 葡萄，於 2022 年 2 月 25 日 + +2023年，入坑了模型塗裝，塗的是機娘。 + +後面又海淘了很多的 OST，還在網路上上傳抓軌，也正式得到一台尼康 Z62，愛上了業餘風景攝影。 + +## 遇見 + +7 月某日，或許是命運讓我與葡萄相見，那天特意跑過來幫忙給小舍開大證，開得差不多的時候，跑去做了精神評估跑回來發現葡萄突然出現了，我就繼續陪著小舍跟醫生嘮嗑，出來後其實大家都等了好久，但大家好像都和葡萄相處得很開心（後來才發現原來他們都早見過葡萄了呜呜） + +出醫院之後，看著交接路口上滿滿的汽車及排滿了自行車的路旁，陽光羞澀地灑在我們身上，葡萄在我們身後端起相機拍攝這片難得的暖陽，捕捉落日餘暉的美麗，橙亮而潔白的雲層掛在空中，我和物件在路上牽著手蹦跶，走了一路從地鐵口下去時，好像天突然黑了般。 找到一家餐廳隨便坐一會，我害羞地趴在桌面上，膽怯地看著大家，感覺葡萄是個很開朗的人呢，正和其他人滔滔不絕地交流著，掏出 MacBook 惹得很多人上來白嫖電口，我只是趴著一言不發，內心好像要哭出來了，過於焦慮了。 + +等了一陣子后，我們去了很遠的地方，為了趕車，我們幾個徑直跑向地鐵口，最終我和物件也分開了，臨走前她跟葡萄說要看好貓貓，葡萄說好，於是帶我從人生地不熟的地鐵口趕回了高鐵站，我們最終是在發車前趕到，一起在檢票廳坐了好一會，我這才跟葡萄說起話來，才知道她年齡比我還小，她剛初中畢業，以及她最近要回老家一趟，聽了她一些對於人生未來規劃的想法，感覺葡萄很積極樂觀...... + +最後，我們上了高鐵，坐在座位上，她戴上耳機，閉上眼睛聽音樂放鬆，一段漫長的時間之後，到站了，我跟葡萄說要抱抱嗎，她說可以啊，然後我就在火車站門口抱著她，抱得緊緊的，我在她耳邊說一些祝福的話，突然她就開始抽噎了，突然哭了起來，眼淚打在她的衣服上，我更加用力地抱著她： + +> 「我雖然不知道你經歷了什麼，但如果你需要説明一定要及時跟大家聯繫哦......」 + +然後我們一起在路上承諾會好好活下去的，搭上便車之後就告別了。 + +事後才在 X 上看到葡萄的另一面。 + +那次的推文很讓我驚訝。 + +> 今天收拾櫃子找到個袋子，裡面放著的是我曾經吹過的口琴和琴譜，初三每天下了晚自習就會一個人跑到天臺吹口琴，那時候是我一天最難受也是最開心的時候，不用再去面對老師和同學，不會再被打擾能在上面痛哭...... +> +> 而如今琴的音色早已不如（從前），生活也從未變好，當時我為何沒有下定決心選擇離開 + +這是葡萄曾經面對的，那些我不知道的經歷，那個帶著笑容的抑鬱患者...... + +8月25日炸櫃了，葯幾乎全被她媽媽扔掉了，那個帶著橙色夾層的藍色藥盒也被收走了，當天就被家裡人拉到醫院查內分泌的問題，隨後就被轉至住院。 + +我也來看了葡萄，那天聽去見過葡萄的人說葡萄的家屬現在很憤怒，並且對於我們這些拜訪者非常不歡迎，認為是我們帶壞了他們家的孩子，我們也只能等他們走遠了才有機會靠近葡萄，另外葡萄也因為家屬排斥我們而非常生氣，但是很無奈...... + +## 陰影 + +自從那個時候開始，家裡的謾駡和壓迫都開始更加有意圖地指向葡萄，葡萄沒有任何錯，錯的只是這些自以為是的人，他們管制葡萄的出行與消費，侵犯她的隱私，撕碎她的希望，家裡人的偽善面具被他們親自揭下，葡萄更加難以在氣氛時常劍拔弩張的家裡呼吸，葡萄只是個女孩子呀，自己一個人在自己的小角落哭過多少呢？ + +葡萄逐漸喘不上氣，唯一的希冀就是一直默默支援她的姐姐們。 + +上了高中之後，家裡人更加嚴格地限制葡萄的週末安排，給她安排課程，期間不給葡萄自由活動的機會，回到家也只是責駡，還要每周去回訪心理醫生...... + +企圖摧毀什麼呢...... + +但慶幸的是葡萄依然能夠偷偷溜出去和姐姐們見面，吃好吃的。 + +上次是葡萄從陰影中爬出，這次她又被陰影中的手抓住，她越努力掙脫，反而會陷得越深吧。 + +她或許真的沒有找到那份救贖。 + +我們在 9 月又見了一次面，其他人的突然介入引發了點小誤會，葡萄是這場誤會的調解人，冷靜的她親自去和那桌人面談，談了一會兒，看上去應該解決好了，直到我們各回各家時，那位挑事者才大為不解地在 X 上把這件事鼓吹成大事，而葡萄晚上又與我們一起仔細理清了全程並通過私信說服了那位挑事者。 + +雖然挑起了很多無意義的指控與謾駡，但挑事者最終為自己的所作所為表示道歉，這件事挺大的，在解決后我們也提醒葡萄儘快休息，辛苦她了。 + +葡萄後來還鼓勵羞澀的姐姐去參加漫展，成為她自己心中理想的模樣。 + +葡萄總是默默地學習，默默在場上為大家拍攝，默默地坐在餐廳或者便利店裡給大家修圖。 + +11 月 9 日是她的生日哦，生日快樂，葡萄~ + +由於家庭與學校的壓力，葡萄的抑鬱加重了，她開始抱怨自己的睡眠問題，對未來感到迷茫，情緒特別低落的時候，她還會用美工刀劃自己的手。 + +這個月我跟葡萄私下見面了幾次，希望能讓葡萄開心一點。 + +21 日一起去打了 maimai，吃了薩莉亞，30 日也是呢。 + +24 日她開到了精神處方，於是她總算能睡好點了吧。 + +26 日由於藥物作用導致葡萄出現夢遊，激發了夏峰的出現，具體的表現為葡萄完全不能想起昨天晚上發生了什麼，但是葡萄會以夏峰的名義在群裡突然說話，或者是私聊某個人，我就是她私聊的物件之一。 + +然而記憶在兩體間不能共用，所以葡萄為了瞭解她那一面特意設置了監控看自己睡覺，果不其然，「葡萄夢遊了」，但是很清醒般，玩手機，玩電腦，幹什麼都可以。 + +夏峰後面更多是為了保護葡萄而存在的，當葡萄實在挺不住時，夏峰就會出現替她承受痛苦，但是夏峰肯定會提前終結自己，所以希望在終結自己前讓葡萄找到一個值得信賴的人。 + +突然間葡萄的行為失去控制，於是去醫院換了葯，開了抗抑鬱葯、抗精神病藥，我也是在這時萌生了研究藥物原理的想法，時不時會找葡萄聊聊。 + +葡萄希望能找到一個屬於自己的傾訴物件，卻始終無法找到自己的系鈴人。 + +12月，自我錯亂，學習了自我采血。 + +曾經裝滿 HRT 藥物的藥盒轉眼間塞滿了精神藥品。 + +## 事故 + +24年春，葡萄和姐姐一起在廣州過年。 + +> 他們應該在世界的另一端過的很開心吧... +> +> 只可惜曾經許下諾言再也沒有機會兌現了。 +> +> 我存在的意義就是繼續在這個世界留下他們的痕跡。 +> +> —— 夏峰 葡萄，於 2023 年 12 月 8 日 + +若我無法避免死亡 + +那願從此再無來生 **葡萄** + +我的使命終將完成 + +但我不知何去何從 **夏峰** + +事故發生前，葡萄在各大平台尋找兼職，但並沒有人錄用她。 + +於是還是選擇了跑外賣，花了本金入網，租了車，去了公司面試，一路下來總算是可以了。 + +但第一天送外賣，第二單，卻偏偏又壓垮了葡萄。 + +「車主很好，知道我是個未成年之後就很主動要向我賠錢，還叫來他公司裡的其他同事過來，雖然的確他就是全責，去到醫院之後還給我送了一碗炒米粉，在醫院做了各種檢查......」 + +在獲得正式賠償之前，葡萄還是不得不借錢去償還醫院的檢查費，然後撐著受傷的身體每天都與風為伴，賠償垃圾車行與平臺的違約款，又堅持跑下去一周多，交付入網費，錢並沒有多，但傷口依然在惡化，幾周后得到了賠償，但偏偏又是一個意外...... 無法消停。 + +> 1 月 13 日， +> +> 人生第一次送外賣 +> +> 人生第一次被車撞 +> +> 人生還有多少個第一次呢？ +> +> 1 月 23 日， +> +> 鮮血夾雜著雨流淌在馬路上 +> +> 很痛但伴隨著更嚴重的眩暈感倒在地上 +> +> 雨還下著，我抱著醫藥箱向屋簷下爬去 +> +> 脫下手套頭盔在混亂的意識下包扎著那血流不止的雙腿和腳掌 +> +> 好累... 我為什麼要活著...... +> +> 我好痛苦...... +> +> 我從未如此期待死亡... 如此厭惡這個世界 + +葡萄曾看到過藝術家劉耀華的作品《不安》。 + +> 這幅作品是在 175 顆還沒成熟的蘋果體內插入纖細的鋼針，原本以為這些鋼針會留在蘋果體內，隨著蘋果的生長而被掩蓋，然而這 175 顆蘋果卻生長緩慢，有些甚至在成長途中枯萎死去。 最後存活下來的蘋果僅僅有75顆，這些倖存的果子，乾癟，畸形...... +> +> 劉耀華說：「我能夠想像，這些蘋果作為生命，是如何在一分一秒中與鋼針做著激烈鬥爭。」 + +1 月，她在讀書時看到余華在《活著》中所寫的句子，於是摘錄了下來： + +>「永遠不要相信苦難是值得的。 苦難就是苦難，苦難不會帶來成功。 苦難不值得追求。 磨練意志是因為苦難無法躲避開。」 + +即便是倖存者也不能全身而退。 + +## 送行 + +> 也許本就該如此吧 +> +> 沒什麼 +> +> 這是命中註定 + +那一天，我和葡萄共同的朋友，[單片](https://one-among.us/profile/interrgned)自殺身亡了。 + +第二天，我開始組織朋友一起去江門，找了一圈後實在找不到人，我問葡萄願意來嗎，她說可以，她傷未好，我也只能表示安慰，但她說起碼為了單片。 + +第三天早上，葡萄騎著電車來到我家附近等我，還特意給我買了一碗瘦肉粉，我和她在附近商店門前的一張桌子上一起吃，那天很冷，冷極了，我穿了好多衣服，但手很冷，我跟葡萄抱怨，葡萄說：「我早就知道會這樣了。」 於是從包裡拿出一雙手套，「送給你了。」 我感激地收下，心裡一陣暖意。 + +寒冷空中，化解為那一份對未知的把握...... + +我、葡萄和其他夥伴，給她整理遺物，為那個黃髮女孩頭像的人送上與她相似的黃菊花。 + +火光璀璨，濃煙隨風舞動，化作縹緲的身影，遊離在我們身邊。 + +祈求寧靜，願安好...... + +葡萄一晚沒睡，忙完后在車裡睡得好香，口水染在我的書包上，我只是笑笑，看她可愛的樣子。 我們一起在黑夜中尋找她的蹤跡。 + +選了個時間焚燒她的遺物，送上遲到的祝願。 + +飢腸轆轆地吃了麥當勞，就整理東西，各自分別，接下來是什麼呢？ + +第二天，第二次鈴聲將我叫醒，那是一個契機，我們找到了能跟進後事的機會。 + +在一抹夕陽下，一起吃飯，向深夜中進發。 + +葡萄在嘈雜的電波中喘息著，能留給她的還有什麼呢？ + +## 未來 ？ + +那一切...... 早在 2 月份的時候就說清楚了。 + +2月7號，葡萄心心念念的大證總算開出來了，但這一次，是以自己肉體與心靈極度創傷為代價換取的，是自己獨立爭取來的，家庭的迫害轉為無奈，經濟來源也靠自己，葡萄她還太小，世間一切就已經爛掉了，她只想做個普普通通的女孩子。 + +葡萄思考著自己存在的意義，時針還在走，肉體在恐慌，精神在崩塌。 + +這一切真的值得嗎？ + +葡萄也突然萌生了走書[^1]的想法，就是她心中所願吧。 + +2月24日葡萄確診重度抑鬱，醫生建議走監護，但人生這次自己選擇。 + +雖然 MECT 或許可以救人，但是一旦認清了自己的內心，就不會尋求外部支援，因為這不是拯救，只要世界還這樣，那麼覺醒是必然的，沒有什麼能把她們分開。 + +在這之後葡萄開始緊密地籌劃那條通往未來的路。 + +2月27日，那個女孩公佈了自己在網路上的正式第一面，但沒能夠準備好正式出道，倒影在那名為奇迹的騙局。 + +葡萄下定決心了。 + +時日不多了。 + +接下來的時日是屬於夏峰_葡萄的，讓她做自己想做的吧，讓她見自己想見的吧，讓她好好地與這個世界親吻，好好地告別吧，然後就走向另一個沒有痛苦的未來，而我會記住這些點點滴滴的，因為這次選擇，其實並沒有太多的悲傷，只是心中的願望，總算來了，也不會失落，也不會太快樂，就這麼安靜地，度過一個晚上吧， 最後一輪的殘月，如柔紗縹緲，不可視之物，降解，重生，新生。 + +兩人牽著手，在空中化作點點星光，飄逸地飛走了。 + +## 夢醒 + +> 3 月 31 日， +> +> 就像曾經夢中的場景一樣 +> +> 身上的鮮血浸染了淺色的裙子 +> +> 即將離開這個世界的女孩 +> +> 緩慢地呼吸著... + +**定時資訊一訃告** + +@XIEPT2 + +> 夏峰_葡萄 已於 2024 年 3 月 30 日夜間於未被監視的房間內服用致死性藥物、吸入有毒氣體...... 自殺身亡 +> +> 現自動發送訃告內容死亡時間已超過12小時 +> +> 將於死亡時間超過23小時後公開遺囑資訊 + +「初心從未泯滅，但為何針對我的只是不斷的打壓，我很不解。」 + +「葡萄是個很可靠又多才多藝的姐姐，因為她真的很像姐姐那樣子，很負責任，很會照顧大家，很會扛困難，但還是沒辦法，因為人總得有個歸宿，那份歸宿不是活著便是死亡。」 + +「葡萄對我來說是一位特殊的人物，為自己提前獻上鮮花，何嘗不是一種體面，讓我記住這一刻。」 + +> 本推主已於 2024 年 3 月 30 日自殺去世以「安樂死」結束了生命 +> +> 遺物由本人整理後給予他人處理 +> +> 她曾經來過這個悲慘的世界，以幸福的方式離開了這個世界 +> +> 她生前唯一的遺願就是成為一個真正的女孩子，做一個好妹妹，有一個好姐姐 + +## 三月的後記——不為人知與義務 + +這是個可公開可不公開的插曲 + +3 月初，葡萄在收拾自己的東西，留給她重要的姐妹 + +4 號，我和葡萄等人一起去了香港，一起在大家樂吃了東西后，正午的時候古一差不多就來了，我們被葡萄拉去取貨，我們這才瞭解到葡萄幫她的朋友取書這件事，就是連載漫畫，本子啥的 + +然後就一起去了尖沙咀碼頭，一起從天星碼頭坐船坐到中環，在那坐了一會，簡單收拾一下后就一起坐港鐵到深圳。 + +之後就偶爾見見葡萄，收拾了一下東西。 + +之後和葡萄一起騎電動車去了珠海。 + +之後和葡萄一起去 BOC 開了卡。 + +之後最後一次收拾葡萄的東西。 + +之後最後一次在香港和葡萄見面，拍了最後一張合影。 + +之後，她打量了一下房間角落堆積的空箱子，寄給姐妹朋友們的東西也發完了，所有事都處理完了，換上最後一條淺色的裙子，在夜色中吞服藥物，吸入毒氣。 + +在靜默中再見了，夏峰_葡萄，永別了...... 大家都很想你...... + +我們未曾知曉你的沉眠之地，甚則，也許你還在呢......？ + +奈何現實危險重重。 + +但我希望你能脫離苦海， + +做一個快樂的女孩子...... + +條目貢獻： [紗羽硒璃葉](https://twitter.com/UnnnLlllx3) + +[^1]: 意為個人「代購」境外漫畫書籍 diff --git a/people/XIEPT2/photos/profile.png b/people/XIEPT2/photos/profile.png new file mode 100644 index 00000000..1f08b4a8 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/XIEPT2/photos/profile.png differ diff --git a/people/Xu_Yushu/comments/2024-11-13-C18309.json b/people/Xu_Yushu/comments/2024-11-13-C18309.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..bebd88af --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Xu_Yushu/comments/2024-11-13-C18309.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18309,"content":"愿你在另一个世界上活的自由，没有烦恼。","submitter":"冬日暖阳","date":"Nov 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/Xu_Yushu/comments/2024-11-13-C18312.json b/people/Xu_Yushu/comments/2024-11-13-C18312.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..f390e51c --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Xu_Yushu/comments/2024-11-13-C18312.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18312,"content":"不知道该怎么称呼你……因为Xu Yushu想必不是你希望选择的名字吧。你的字迹那么工整，哪怕是最后的几行字，也都是一笔一划，一丝不苟，看得让人心疼。在生命当中，你可曾真正开心过？很痛吧……","submitter":"AF","date":"Nov 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/a2581911655/comments/2024-11-11-C18295.json b/people/a2581911655/comments/2024-11-11-C18295.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..e68a8fb0 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/a2581911655/comments/2024-11-11-C18295.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18295,"content":"说好的会见面的呢","submitter":"苏苏","date":"Nov 11, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/a2581911655/page.en.md b/people/a2581911655/page.en.md index 19f308dc..e8948273 100644 --- a/people/a2581911655/page.en.md +++ b/people/a2581911655/page.en.md @@ -5,17 +5,17 @@ info: location: Urumqi, Xinjiang --- -## Description +## Introduction -Chewing Gum was a trans girl loving life and caring about others. +Chewing Gum was a trans girl enthusiastic about life. -On Bilibili, she posted videos of various games, most of which belonged to vehicle simulation game, including *World Truck - Driving Simulator*, *Spintires: MudRunner* and so on. -She also played PUBG and Genshin Impact, which were currently popular games. +On Bilibili, she posted recordings of various games, most of which belonged to the vehicle simulation genre, including *World Truck - Driving Simulator*, *Spintires: MudRunner*, and so on. +She also played popular games like PUBG and Genshin Impact. -She had a good hands-on ability, and conducted DIY on many devices by herself, -she also did some little experiences with her own hands. +She had good dexterity and DIYed many electronics. +She also did some mini-experiments. -On her road of exploring being a girl, she once had sense of inferiority, confusion, and anxiety, but she still lived strongly for a long time. +Her road of discovering what it means to be a girl was filled with inferiority, confusion, and anxiety; yet, she still lived fiercely for a long time, leaving behind many beautiful memories. Following are some personal photos she left in this world: @@ -28,13 +28,13 @@ Following are some personal photos she left in this world: At the end of 2023, she planned a 3-month journey. -During the time, she came to Guangdong, and got into [Yantian](https://one-among.us/profile/SS3B_0016/)'s Iveco van. She tweeted: +During her journey, she went to Guangdong, and got into [Yantian](https://one-among.us/profile/SS3B_0016/)'s Iveco van. She tweeted: > “It was comfortable to sit on the front passenger-side seat of Yantian's van~” -After that, she arrived in Shanghai, Zhejiang, and Henan, and met with many friends. +After that, she went to Shanghai, Zhejiang, and Henan to meet some friends. -On January 18th, 2024, she ended her journey reluctantly and said that she won't able to see everyone again until one and a half year later. +On January 18th, 2024, she ended her journey reluctantly, "I won't able to see everyone again until one and a half years later." -But she couldn't fulfill her appointment. -The farewell is a life and death parted. Two days later, she attempted to take her life, and finally left us forever. +But she couldn't fulfill her promise. +Two days later, she attempted to take her life, and now we're separated by life and death. diff --git a/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-10-05-C18181.json b/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-10-05-C18181.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..b02ff045 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-10-05-C18181.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18181,"content":"晚安","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Oct 5, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-10-05-C18182.json b/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-10-05-C18182.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..26426f7b --- /dev/null +++ b/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-10-05-C18182.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18182,"content":"晚安","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Oct 5, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-11-18-C21002.json b/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-11-18-C21002.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..8005d908 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/akasa_musha/comments/2024-11-18-C21002.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":21002,"content":"已经这么久了呀……那边的你，还好么","submitter":"Hasumi","date":"Nov 18, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-08-17-C18116.json b/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-08-17-C18116.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..59704d4b --- /dev/null +++ b/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-08-17-C18116.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18116,"content":"晚安","submitter":"林依雪","date":"Aug 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-08-20-C18126.json b/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-08-20-C18126.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..3197196e --- /dev/null +++ b/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-08-20-C18126.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18126,"content":"你也是小东西","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Aug 20, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-08-31-C18135.json b/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-08-31-C18135.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..903b2a8a --- /dev/null +++ b/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-08-31-C18135.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18135,"content":"晚安","submitter":"白茗","date":"Aug 31, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-09-03-C18138.json b/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-09-03-C18138.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a93fb2bd --- /dev/null +++ b/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-09-03-C18138.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18138,"content":"生日快乐啊 晚安","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Sep 3, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-09-04-C18144.json b/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-09-04-C18144.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..ba8b28ab --- /dev/null +++ b/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-09-04-C18144.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18144,"content":"晚安","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Sep 4, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-09-28-C18173.json b/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-09-28-C18173.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..63f0c3db --- /dev/null +++ b/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-09-28-C18173.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18173,"content":"呜呜","submitter":"喵喵","date":"Sep 28, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-10-05-C18179.json b/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-10-05-C18179.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..360d5ad7 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-10-05-C18179.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18179,"content":"距一床，隔一室，若再见，不永别。","submitter":"小鹿茶","date":"Oct 5, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-10-07-C18186.json b/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-10-07-C18186.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..eb614e9a --- /dev/null +++ b/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-10-07-C18186.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18186,"content":"好梦哦~","submitter":"叶琴韵","date":"Oct 7, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-10-10-C18192.json b/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-10-10-C18192.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..e8d79a5c --- /dev/null +++ b/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-10-10-C18192.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18192,"content":"晚安，一路走好","submitter":"匿名","date":"Oct 10, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-10-15-C18207.json b/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-10-15-C18207.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..c52cbdcc --- /dev/null +++ b/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-10-15-C18207.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18207,"content":"晚安","submitter":"某個匿名的MC玩家","date":"Oct 15, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-10-19-C18227.json b/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-10-19-C18227.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..0b2842bd --- /dev/null +++ b/people/chunchun_yudong/comments/2024-10-19-C18227.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18227,"content":"时隔一年，又将至沪，不知我是否有勇气再次驻足平型关路，回想入院前采购之事。久别未逢，近来安好？愿你笑容一如照片之灿烂。","submitter":"小鹿茶","date":"Oct 19, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/dogesir_/comments/2024-11-13-C18298.json b/people/dogesir_/comments/2024-11-13-C18298.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..0b78285e --- /dev/null +++ b/people/dogesir_/comments/2024-11-13-C18298.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18298,"content":"公众号偶然得知的这里。看见了你记录生活的点滴与美好，希望你在那边可以开心快乐。","submitter":"萱萱","date":"Nov 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/donotexist_A/comments/2024-08-22-C18130.json b/people/donotexist_A/comments/2024-08-22-C18130.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a22cd4d8 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/donotexist_A/comments/2024-08-22-C18130.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18130,"content":"Lots of things happened after your departure, however... I guess all that matters is you have come at all.\n\nAge shall not weary you, nor the years condemn. We the living shall carry the burden of the memories. Perhaps I should get a better desk for your room, but...\n\nThank you, for everything, and the way you have shaped me. To the end, to the end, they remain.","submitter":"YC","date":"Aug 22, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/donotexist_A/comments/2024-11-02-C18269.json b/people/donotexist_A/comments/2024-11-02-C18269.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..95e5272e --- /dev/null +++ b/people/donotexist_A/comments/2024-11-02-C18269.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18269,"content":"又想你了。","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Nov 2, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/donotexist_A/comments/2024-11-02-C18270.json b/people/donotexist_A/comments/2024-11-02-C18270.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..45a3bbf9 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/donotexist_A/comments/2024-11-02-C18270.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18270,"content":"昨天碰到了一位在华侨的术后。以前听你说，住完这次院就可以去找整形科了。要是你还在，或许会是你吧...","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Nov 2, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/hakureico/comments/2024-10-16-C18216.json b/people/hakureico/comments/2024-10-16-C18216.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..8edbf51d --- /dev/null +++ b/people/hakureico/comments/2024-10-16-C18216.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18216,"content":"晚安，一路走好","submitter":"某個匿名的MC玩家","date":"Oct 16, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/hakureico/page.en.md b/people/hakureico/page.en.md index f7b46d08..5351f1e9 100644 --- a/people/hakureico/page.en.md +++ b/people/hakureico/page.en.md @@ -5,6 +5,8 @@ info: location: Dalian, Liaoning --- + +
**A R I G A T O** > こんなちいさな星座なのに @@ -105,12 +107,16 @@ But perhaps it's also the reason why they parted. At last, she burned her belongings, and drowned in the river that never stopped flowing. + + She had been in a world where no one would hate her, and nothing bad would happen. ## Her Letter Hanasaka left a letter for her only friend: + + > I am never gone, > > Just changed where I live, diff --git a/people/homoyamakaze/comments/2024-08-26-C18133.json b/people/homoyamakaze/comments/2024-08-26-C18133.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..818478a4 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/homoyamakaze/comments/2024-08-26-C18133.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18133,"content":"姐妹真的好好看呢，只是再也不能相见了，真希望是个假消息，真的希望你也能拥有开心幸福有爱的人生","submitter":"匿名","date":"Aug 26, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/homoyamakaze/comments/2024-10-25-C18249.json b/people/homoyamakaze/comments/2024-10-25-C18249.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..7488e2d1 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/homoyamakaze/comments/2024-10-25-C18249.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18249,"content":"晚安","submitter":"翻滚猫","date":"Oct 25, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/homoyamakaze/comments/2024-11-03-C18271.json b/people/homoyamakaze/comments/2024-11-03-C18271.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..86109bc8 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/homoyamakaze/comments/2024-11-03-C18271.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18271,"content":"生日快乐","submitter":"匿名","date":"Nov 3, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/homoyamakaze/comments/2024-11-13-C18306.json b/people/homoyamakaze/comments/2024-11-13-C18306.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..fe94263e --- /dev/null +++ b/people/homoyamakaze/comments/2024-11-13-C18306.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18306,"content":"这两年一直没有猫猫头的消息,小雪发动态也比以前少了,现在才知道原来是去世了,当时还批评过她说做假日雌的事(虽然知道大概率是在说着玩),别的也不知道说什么了,走好.","submitter":"Nova菌","date":"Nov 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/homoyamakaze/page.en.md b/people/homoyamakaze/page.en.md index 45ed694d..cff70504 100644 --- a/people/homoyamakaze/page.en.md +++ b/people/homoyamakaze/page.en.md @@ -27,4 +27,4 @@ Confirmed on twitter by both [Sui Ye You Zi](https://twitter.com/YuzuTvT) and [L Contributor of entry: [Sui Ye You Zi](https://twitter.com/YuzuTvT) -[^1]: Under fact checking +[^1]: Editor's note: After fact-checking, the original contributor to this entry used the name EK-Source-of-Life (now the GitHub account has been deleted), which is not necessarily related to Qian Yu Mao Tou herself. diff --git a/people/homoyamakaze/page.md b/people/homoyamakaze/page.md index c34bd685..bc57b830 100644 --- a/people/homoyamakaze/page.md +++ b/people/homoyamakaze/page.md @@ -9,12 +9,12 @@ info: [浅羽猫头](https://twitter.com/homoyamakaze) ，上传了 MtF.wiki 上 [首个辽宁地区开证方法](https://mtf.wiki/zh-cn/docs/psyco/liaoning/liu-hong/)[^1]，线下协助多名跨性别开具易性症证明和处方，和浅羽织雪一起帮助数位跨性别女性买到了低价日雌，数量约在百盒以上。 - + 2022 年 11 月 9 日晚，因网络暴力导致双相发作于家中逝世，信息准确性由她女朋友 [穗也柚子](https://twitter.com/YuzuTvT) 确认，有公安现场笔录录音。 - + 浅羽猫头的[twitter存档链接](https://web.archive.org/web/20221209083008/https://twitter.com/homoyamakaze) @@ -23,4 +23,4 @@ info: 条目贡献：[穗也柚子](https://twitter.com/YuzuTvT) -[^1]: 正在事实核查中 +[^1]: 编者注：经事实核查，最初贡献该条目者使用的是 EK-Source-of-Life 名义（现 GitHub 已删除），不一定与浅羽猫头本人有关。 diff --git a/people/homoyamakaze/page.zh_hant.md b/people/homoyamakaze/page.zh_hant.md index 8a04b4b4..a2dae2ca 100644 --- a/people/homoyamakaze/page.zh_hant.md +++ b/people/homoyamakaze/page.zh_hant.md @@ -19,4 +19,4 @@ info: 條目貢獻：[穗也柚子](https://twitter.com/YuzuTvT) -[^1]: 此部分內容正在經受事實核查 (Fact Check) +[^1]: 編者註：經事實核查，最初貢獻該條目者使用的是 EK-Source-of-Life 名義（現 GitHub 賬號已刪除），不一定與淺羽貓頭本人有關。 diff --git a/people/interrgned/comments/2024-08-20-C18123.json b/people/interrgned/comments/2024-08-20-C18123.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..91629d90 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/interrgned/comments/2024-08-20-C18123.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18123,"content":"愿她在彼岸安好……","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Aug 20, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/interrgned/comments/2024-08-20-C18124.json b/people/interrgned/comments/2024-08-20-C18124.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..11ad67d6 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/interrgned/comments/2024-08-20-C18124.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18124,"content":"晚安","submitter":"菊立朝凉","date":"Aug 20, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/interrgned/comments/2024-09-10-C18154.json b/people/interrgned/comments/2024-09-10-C18154.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..6b366a99 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/interrgned/comments/2024-09-10-C18154.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18154,"content":"晚安","submitter":"星川樱子","date":"Sep 10, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/interrgned/comments/2024-09-17-C18163.json b/people/interrgned/comments/2024-09-17-C18163.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a1dc4207 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/interrgned/comments/2024-09-17-C18163.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18163,"content":"抱抱","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Sep 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/interrgned/comments/2024-09-21-C18165.json b/people/interrgned/comments/2024-09-21-C18165.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..820fe90b --- /dev/null +++ b/people/interrgned/comments/2024-09-21-C18165.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18165,"content":"73，晚安","submitter":"rainsummertse","date":"Sep 21, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/interrgned/comments/2024-10-15-C18209.json b/people/interrgned/comments/2024-10-15-C18209.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..78b4f177 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/interrgned/comments/2024-10-15-C18209.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18209,"content":"晚安","submitter":"某個匿名的MC玩家","date":"Oct 15, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/interrgned/comments/2024-11-13-C18311.json b/people/interrgned/comments/2024-11-13-C18311.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..be2896d9 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/interrgned/comments/2024-11-13-C18311.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18311,"content":"晚安","submitter":"Skylar烁","date":"Nov 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/interrgned/info.yml b/people/interrgned/info.yml new file mode 100644 index 00000000..028e517f --- /dev/null +++ b/people/interrgned/info.yml @@ -0,0 +1,15 @@ +id: interrgned +profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.png +info: + born: '1995-05-25' + died: '2024-01-22' +websites: + twitter: https://twitter.com/interrgned + github: https://github.com/interrgned + youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@interrgned + Bilibili: https://space.bilibili.com/152550 + weibo: https://weibo.com/interrgned + # mydigit: http://bbs.mydigit.cn/u.php?uid=1316082 + iconify:bi:steam: https://steamcommunity.com/id/interrgned + # makerforums: https://forum.makerforums.info/u/interrgned/summary + # oshwlab: https://oshwlab.com/interrgned diff --git a/people/interrgned/page.en.md b/people/interrgned/page.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..bd3c0bf6 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/interrgned/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,317 @@ +--- +name: interrgned +info: + alias: Danpian + location: Jiangmen, Guangdong +--- + +## Line + +Fragmented memories, +like chaotic threads, cross, combine, split, and dissipate... + +> You’re leaving now… sis... +> +> How do I read this antenna’s feeder line again? +> +> Aren’t you going to school anymore... +> +> Didn’t we agree to... +> +> Shanmaomao[^1]! Hug! +> +> Her hearing isn’t very good... +> +> Why... +> +> You left us here... +> +> This is for her... +> +> Next time, let's play maimai together... +> +> Teach me how to drive~ +> +> Please take good care of Shanmaomao~ +> +> You’re so amazing, sis. I envy you... +> +> My family scolded me again, and work at the company is piling up... + +## Waves + +The bitter winter will eventually pass. +Do you still remember that day, March 18th? + +Why I bring it up now? +Because, truly, thank you... + +Branches twist and sprawl, black and white, +A withered tree among others still lush with green leaves. + +The path through the campus, paved with ivory and magenta bricks, +Dust settles softly upon the worn stones. + +That great tree, its roots encased by bricks and stone, +Sways its slender branches ever so gently. + +A tall figure stands there, +Beside a graceful girl, beautiful and serene. + +I watched the directions on my phone, carefully walking over. + +“Hello...?” +I asked timidly. +She hesitated for a moment before realizing and greeted me warmly. + +She told her friends that I was also here to take the radio exam. + +I sat by the tree, feeling honoured, +as I watched them joyfully operating their handheld radios. + +Then, we headed out together, +and the three of us took out our radios and captured a *tete* moment, placing our devices side by side and taking a photo to celebrate the meetup. + +But they didn’t know I was also a trans girl at first. +Before I had a chance to explain, +they found out — because I had shared something related on my social media, +and they were shocked. + +That sister said: + +> “This is something kids shouldn't know, but in this day and age, it's normal.” + +So I mustered up the courage to come out to them. +They seemed even more surprised, but their attitude toward me changed a lot, feeling even warmer. +I liked it when she patted my head, and I felt flattered. +They didn’t ask me too much about my private life and just continued chatting about radios. + +We visited the local radio museum together, +and it was the first time I saw such rare collections. + +She brought three radios: a Tecsun 2P3, a PL330, +and one she designed herself, it was still just a bare PCB, with no casing. + +When we entered the museum, +she said she had always wanted to bring these radios to see their predecessors — those ancient ones. + +After leaving, I felt so happy to have made friends with such common interests. + +She also gave me some trans-themed acrylic charms. +She was so kind... + +Later, I had to go back to school. +Before that, we exchanged contact information. +The first time I called her from the school's public phone, she sounded so happy. + +We even talked about how to listen to the repeater station. +I thought about using it to talk with her from school, but the school's remote location had poor signal. +Only when I took the bus home on weekends could I barely pick up the repeater’s signal. +I really wanted a call sign; it sounded so cool! + +She later introduced me to a local radio group, and that was my first time connecting with others over radio, exchanging messages. +We used randomly assigned numbers as call signs. +She even told the group members to clear the frequency for me QAQ +That day it was raining, but we still connected smoothly, and the signal was great, yay! + +Although I was timid and didn’t want to be a bother, her encouragement, as an older sister, always warmed my heart. +That first experience was what led me to become who I am today. +(Though there was a troublemaker trying to interfere with the repeater frequency that day, which made us really angry.) + +Later on, I would always pick up the phone at school when I had time and talk to her about how things were going, any new happenings with the group. +Since I was a transfer student and had no close friends at school, she became my only “sis.” +Eventually, I just called her “sis” all the time. + +We were really happy together back then. +After school, you'd always answer my call right away. You’d always greet me cheerfully with “Maomao~.” +You often answered just as you were getting into your car after work, either on your way home or heading to your grandpa’s house. + +Then, we talked about radio repairs, school issues, work complaints, hobbies, and life in general... + +We shared servers, +and I sent her some supplies and little gadgets, +and even commissioned her to solder a USB drive for me. + +Sometimes, on weekends, she’d take me out. +Last time, she planned to take me to Qi’ao Island, but the traffic was so bad we had to turn back. +Instead, she showed me the old streets in Jiangmen and took me to eat at Magic Kitchen. +Along the way, we talked a lot, +and I learned that she loved circuit design, photography, animals, +and had previously volunteered at an animal shelter. +She also liked collecting plant specimens — she seemed like such a carefree and optimistic person. + +Not long after, one evening, I made my usual call to her, +but later that night, she suddenly had a powerful suicidal urge. +I saw the message on my smartwatch, and I was terrified... +I rushed to the farthest bathroom in the dorm to follow up, trying to find someone to help contact her. +I spent an hour juggling fear and worry while trying not to get caught by the dorm supervisors, and then, exhausted, I fell asleep. +The next day, I woke up in tears, scared she might be gone. By noon, when I heard she was okay, I finally felt some relief. + +But things didn’t get better. +She constantly complained about her family, especially her dad and grandpa's disapproval of her growing her hair long, the unfair company policies, and the life obstacles she couldn’t overcome. +After work, she’d go to the park by the river, carrying NaNO2, and tell me she didn’t want to live anymore. She told me her plans for ending it. I always tried to talk her down, hoping she’d push through this difficult time. + +After giving her all the comforting words and doing my best to console her, she’d always be crying on the phone. +I did what I could. I almost always rushed into the classroom right on time for evening study because I had to occupy the phone for so long and got targeted by my roommates. But I felt it was my duty, as someone she cared for. + +After that, though, there were things I just couldn’t do... + +## Fate + +I’ve cried all my tears. Now I’m numb. + +After she passed away, I felt a deep sense of guilt, guilty for not being there for her more. I had been with her through so many hard times, but I still felt I should have done more to comfort her and give her hope. + +A scene suddenly flashed through my mind: that "first time." + +I arrived at the hospital and found her stepmother while she was still being resuscitated. + +The emergency doctor said: + +> “Once someone attempts suicide, there’s always a second time.” + +The first time was impulsive, the second time, it was fate. + +Her first "death" seemed to bring about a new beginning, but the knot in her heart was never untied. The world still looked blurry to her. + +Many people believe in rebirth, thinking it can wash away everything. But this time, would fate favor her? + +Actually, yes. After walking through the gates of death, she began to express her sexual orientation more openly. Before she left, she still complained about how the older generation disliked her long hair... + +You seemed to gradually find your direction in life. From the initial confusion about buying clothes to later confidently wearing the most fitting and beautiful styles for everyone to see. We took lots of lovely photos of you, at least in the pictures, you looked happy, and more lively than before. + +We met more often after that, and we shared many warm memories. + +But, how should I put this? Since you began to lose hope in yourself, every event felt like playing Russian roulette with your own life. + +Blood inevitably flowed. There were more than six bullets. Some hits were light, some heavy. But it wasn’t just six bullets. When you lost hope, you knew you were cornered... + +Being transgender was the main theme of your life. It wasn’t inherently wrong, but the negative emotions within you kept building up over time, eventually leading to this tragedy. + +All of it — it was a struggle against yourself. + +I said: + +> “I only knew the you before death. I don’t want to know the confused you.” + +Why did I say that? + +Because I forgive you for dying with dignity, due to family and work issues. + +But I cannot forgive you for accepting the emptiness inside you. You wanted to be with those who had already passed. With such thoughts, it was hard to save you. + +You deeply felt that you had become dispensable. + +> “After all, being alone is just like this.” + +You finally said, tiredly... + +I know the unprofessional medication you were prescribed made you feel awful, making your already joyless life even darker, shrouded in layers of mist. + +Eating and sleeping are things we’re born knowing how to do; they’re driven by instinct. But drinking, smoking, overdosing, and using drugs are things we had to force ourselves to learn. + +Once it happens the first time, it's hard for it not to happen again. + +Just like alcohol—if you think it tastes bad, it's only because you haven’t found the one that suits you. Once you find the right one, you might start liking it. + +These learned behaviors are nothing more than emotional painkillers, ways to console oneself. + +And suicide? Suicide is an incredibly complex topic. Our society today lacks compassion, post-crisis therapy, and meaningful social support. For someone on the brink, suicide feels like the only way to escape profound despair. + +Otherwise, how could there be parents asking doctors in the ICU, ‘Will my child be able to go to school tomorrow?’ + +People who attempt suicide need love and care, not to be thrown back into the fight alone after surviving. Few can endure such isolation and pressure." + +In the months after I helped Danpian out of her first crisis, +I didn’t speak with her much. +It was her life to live, and I had a hunch she might leave. +I told her I wanted her to be well, +but I didn’t want to interfere with her choices—she was exhausted and needed time to rest. + +Her struggles stemmed from her gender identity, work, family, and the departure of [Yantian](https://one-among.us/profile/SS3B_0016). + +Danpian was simply tired. She was kind to everyone, always the one comforting others in dire situations. Yet, no one truly understood or cared about her struggles—her despair was rooted in the realization that no one would stand by her side, and in her mind, death became her only refuge." + +"The world is cold and indifferent. No matter how hard you try, some fates feel inescapable, beyond effort or willpower. + +Without love and security, she tried to sync her wavelength with her friends countless times, but the signals always missed. + +Poor Danpian, rest in peace. I only hope you can find joy on the other side." + +> "Suicide is always complicated, and where there is one attempt, there will likely be another. +> +> I sincerely hope that everyone can find their inner sanctuary. +> +> And even if it hasn’t happened yet, don’t give up. +> +> Because you’re not living for those certificates or career achievements. +> +> You’re living for yourself, for the unique, living version of you." + +## Love + +Danpian once talked with her stepmother about Yantian. Her stepmother asked, ‘Why don’t you help others like Yantian did?’ + +Maybe Danpian wanted to, but all she truly longed for was to find a companion—a person who would love and understand her. + +Yantian saved people for the sake of saving. + +And Danpian? She just wanted to be loved. + +She gave her all in search of that love. + +## Epilogue + +This note was written in the middle of the night, after taking melatonin. +It may differ from the thoughts I originally intended to express. +My brain is barely functioning. + +What I’ve recorded here reflects only my subjective understanding of Danpian and my thoughts about her. Nobody can truly understand another person. Even she was lost within herself. + +About 75% of what I wrote is rational analysis; the rest is just emotion poured out for Danpian. + +I’m sorry... + +I feel lost and empty too. + +Will I be next? + +I’ve been thinking too much these days, maybe just out of boredom. But I feel so hollow I don’t know what to do... + +I think I’ve had enough of living. + +I listened to her sorrow every day, trying to ease her anxiety. I even called her the day before her first suicide attempt. + +But she still chose that path. She was revived that day, but on the call, she told me: + +> "You might not see me tomorrow." + +That sentence hit me like ice water. + +If it happens again, I fear I’ll be powerless to help—because I can't fill the emptiness within her soul. I can't recharge her spirit like some robot and set her life parameters back to normal." + +"I arrived too late, but I still came. Before she slept, I saw her post a video of herself taking pills. I messaged her, asking what she took, but she just said it didn’t matter. Alone in her cold rented room, she had already made her decision. + +> "This is all life amounts to when you're on your own." + +Her words were muddled by the effects of the drugs, but I knew this time, there was no light left. + +> May the wind carry you away. +> +> Rest in peace. I only wish for you to be a happy girl in the next world. + +These are words written for Danpian. May she find peace on the other side. + +Contributor for this entry: [Shayu Xiliye](http://twitter.com/UnnnLlllx3) + +[^1]: "Maomao" and "Shanmaomao" in the article stand for Shayu Xiliye, the author of this entry. + + + + diff --git a/people/interrgned/page.md b/people/interrgned/page.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..312c3391 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/interrgned/page.md @@ -0,0 +1,213 @@ +--- +name: 单片 +info: + alias: 单片 + location: 广东江门 +--- + + +支离破碎的记忆，如纷乱的线般，交叉，组合，分裂，堙灭…… + +
+ +## 电波 + +凛冽的冬日也终会过去，还记得那一天吗，那是 3 月 18 日。 + +为什么提起来呢，因为，真的很谢谢你…… + +白与黑的树突曲折蔓延，枯树与其他仍然保留着绿叶的树。 + +铺满象牙白与品红石砖的校园小道，灰尘覆在砖块上。 + +那棵被砖石包盖住树根的大树，枝梢轻轻地摇曳着。 + +一个高高的身影立在那，和一位很好看的姐姐在一起。 + +我看着手机上的指示，小心翼翼地走了过去。 + +“你好……？”我胆怯地问道，她愣了一下，才反应过来，热心地跟我打起招呼。 + +跟旁边的小伙伴们说，这位也是来参加无线电考试的朋友哦。 + +我受宠若惊地坐在树旁，看她们开心地摆弄自己的手台。 + +随后一起出去，三个人一起拿出手机拍三个手台的贴贴图，但她们本来不知道我是跨。我还没来得及解释，就被她们发现了——因为我转发了相关的内容，就在头条，她们大为震惊，那位姐姐说： + +> “这是小孩子不应该知道的，不过都这个年代了也很正常。” + +于是我就鼓起勇气跟她们出柜，她们好像更震惊似的，随后对我的态度就有好大变化，感觉更加亲切了，被姐姐摸了摸头，好喜欢，我有些受宠若惊，她们也没问我太多隐私，就继续聊无线电去了。 + +我们一起去看了当地的收音机博物馆，也是第一次看到那么罕见的收藏品。 + +她带着三台收音机，德生的 2P3，PL330，还有一台自己设计的。还是裸 PCB,没外壳。 + +她在进馆后说一直很想带着这几台收音机来看看前辈们——也就是那些古老的收音机。 + +离开后，只觉得第一次交到那种有共同爱好的朋友真的很开心。 + +她还送给我一些跨的亚克力挂件，她真的很温柔…… + +之后，我要上学去了，我们交换了联络方式，我第一次在学校和她打公用电话的时候，她听起来很开心。 + +我们还聊了怎么收听中继台，有想过在学校利用中继台和她对讲，但无奈学校位置偏远，信号不好，只有每周末坐校车回去时才可以勉强收到大家中继台的信号，我也想要个呼号，这样子感觉好棒！ + +后来她带我加入了当地朋友的一个中继台，那也是我人生中第一次跟别人通联，交换讯息，用的是随意起的数字代号，她还特意在群里通知友台们给我让路 QAQ，那天在下雨，后面和友台也顺利通联，信号很好的，好耶！ + +又胆怯又怕麻烦的我，总是被她这样的姐姐鼓励着，温暖着，那也是因为我第一次的尝试，才有了如今的我。（当天通联一直有个坏蛋在干扰我们这个中继频率，我们都很生气。） + +后面，每到学校，有空总会拿起电话，跟她聊聊今天怎么样，大家都有什么新鲜事啦，因为我是插班生，在学校没什么交心的朋友，单片就成了唯一的姐姐，后面更是叫她姊姊。 + +我们当时相处得真的很开心，每到放学，你总会第一时间接听我的电话，你总是开心地先出声“猫猫～”，你经常在刚下班回到车上时接听到我的来电，要么在回家的路上，要么在去爷爷家的路上。 + +后面就在网上聊维修，抱怨学校的问题，抱怨公司的问题，聊兴趣爱好，聊生活…… + +和她共享过服务器，给她送过一些耗材还有些小玩意，委托过她帮忙焊 U 盘。 + +偶尔，在周末里，单片会带我出去逛逛，上次说带我去淇澳岛结果因为超严重的堵车不得不放弃，然后转回去江门，带我看了当地的特色古街，带我吃了魔厨，一路上和我聊了很多，我也知道了她喜欢电路设计，摄影，小动物，她此前还在一个动物救助站做志愿者，还有收集植物标本什么的，看上去是十分悠然的乐天派。 + +不久后的一天，我给她打过平常的电话，到了晚上的时候，她不知为什么突然萌生了非常强大的自杀冲动，我看到了智能手表上她发的消息，那晚我真的快被吓死……我跑到宿舍最里面的洗手间试图跟进消息，试图找人帮忙联系她，忙活了一个小时，期间我又要防着被宿管抓，来回游走于床上和洗手间，然后又怀着担心煎熬地睡过去，第二天没看消息时，我还在为她偷偷落泪，到了中午知道她已经好过来之后，我才松了一口气。 + +但之后，烦心事不断，她一直在电话里抱怨自己的家人，特别是爸爸和爷爷他们对自己留长发的态度，以及公司制度的不公平，生活上无法越过的挫折等等，她经常一下班就去公园旁边的小河，带着 NaNO2，跟我说自己真的不想活了，然后说她的自杀打算，我希望她能好好活下去，挺过这一段困难时期。 + +说完这些道理，也是尽可能地安慰她，电话里，她一直在哭，我尽力了，我几乎每个晚修都是掐着点进教室的，因为在宿舍长时间占用电话被舍友针对，但我只是想尽我的责任，作为一个受照顾者应尽的责任，她是我最重要的朋友。 + +那之后，就是我也无法做到的事了…… + +## 命运 + +哭都哭完了，麻木了。 + +单片离世后，我多少有些愧疚，愧疚于我没有好好陪伴她，之前那些伤心的事，我也和她一起经历了不少，但我还是觉得，作为她重要的朋友，我本应该更努力地去安慰她，给她希望。 + +我的脑海里突然闪过一个画面，是那个“第一次”。 + +我来到医院，找到她的继母时，单片还在做抢救。 + +那位急诊的医生说道： + +> “自杀有一次，就有第二次。” + +第一次是冲动，第二次是命中注定。 + +单片的第一次“死亡”看似带来了新生，但她的心结没有解开，她眼中的世界依旧迷茫。 + +许多人都相信着重生，认为重生能够洗掉一切，而这次，会让命运更加偏袒单片吗？ + +其实，是的。自从单片在鬼门关走过一遭之后，她就越发地表现出性取向的变化。她离开之前，还在电话里跟我唠叨，说老一辈不喜欢自己留的长头发…… + +你似乎慢慢找到了生活的方向，从起初购买衣服时的迷茫，到后来终于穿出最合适最美丽的风格给大家看。我们给你拍了不少好看的照片，至少照片上的你很开心，你也比以前更活泼开朗了。 + +我们见面的次数更多了，也有一些温馨的回忆。 + +但，怎么说呢？自从你对自己失望开始，每次的事件都如同在和自己玩俄罗斯转盘。 + +鲜血终究流淌，事件不止 6 颗子弹那么简单，有的打得轻，有的打得重。更何况不止 6 颗子弹，失去希望的那一刻，你就已经知道自己走投无路了…… + +跨性别是生活的主调，它本身没有错，但内在的负面情绪，随着时间的推移逐渐堆积，最终引发了这场悲剧。 + +一切的一切，都是自己对自己的挣扎。 + +我说： + +> “我只认识那个死前的你，不想认识迷茫的你。” + +为什么这样说呢？ + +因为我原谅你因为家属与公司的问题，为自己的尊严而死。 + +但我无法原谅你接受内心难以填补的空洞，你很想陪伴那些逝去的伙伴，有了这样的想法，我们就已经很难挽回你了。 + +你深深感觉到自己已经可有可无了。 + +> “反正一个人就只能这样子了。” + +你最终疲惫地说道…… + +我知道那些不专业的医师给你开的药物让你很难受，让你本就缺乏快乐的生活更加阴暗，笼罩上一层层朦胧的雾霾。 + +人吃饭睡觉是自打出生就会的，这些是本能驱使，可人喝酒抽烟 OD 吸毒，这些却是后天学会的。 + +有了第一次，就很难没有第二次。 + +好比你觉得酒难喝，那只是你没找到对你口味的酒，对口味的话，你会喜欢上吧。 + +这些后天行为只是为了取悦自己的情绪安慰剂。 + +那自杀呢？自杀啊，其实是个很复杂的话题，我们当前的社会缺乏人性的关怀，缺乏术后的认知疗愈，缺乏社会支持，对于自杀者来说，是一种深深的绝望。 + +不然，那些躺在 ICU 里的孩子，怎么还有家长问出“孩子明天能上学吗”这样的话呢？ + +自杀者需要爱和关怀，而不是在逃过一劫后，重新自己一个人战斗，这样还能坚持下来的人，很少很少。 + +单片被解救出来后的几个月，我都没怎么跟单片说话，因为那后面是她自己的生活了，我早就隐隐预感到她会离开，我跟她说过，我希望她好好的，但我不想干涉她的选择，因为她真的累了，需要很长的时间休息。 + +压力来源于性取向，来源于家庭工作，来源于[盐田](https://one-among.us/profile/SS3B_0016)的离开，以及其他的一些事…… + +单片只是累了而已，她很温柔，对所有人都很友好，她生前慰问过那些生死未卜的同伴，但没人真正在乎她本人过得怎么样，不知道她内心的挣扎其实就是对世间的失望，也许没有人会陪伴她，死亡是她唯一的归宿。 + +世界是冷血的。这仿佛命运般，逃不过的，再努力也无济于事…… + +缺乏关爱，缺乏安全感，无数次试图与朋友们对上频率，但电波总是偏移。 + +可怜的单片，安息吧。要在那边过得好好的，这是我唯一的对你的期望了。 + +> 自杀总是很复杂的，但，要知道的是，有一就有二，有二就有三。 +> +> 我真诚地希望大家能找到属于自己心灵的归宿。 +> +> 即使暂时没找到也不要气馁。 +> +> 因为你不是为了那些证书，那些事业而活。 +> +> 是为了你自己，独一无二的，活着的你。 + +## 寻爱 + +单片跟她的继母聊起过盐田，她继母反问道：“你为什么不像盐田一样去帮助别人呢？” + +单片可能很想，但她实际上只渴望找到一个真正的伴侣，一个真正爱她、理解她的人。 + +盐田为了拯救而拯救， + +那……单片为了被爱而？ + +穷尽一生…… + +## 尽头 + +本笔记写于吃了褪黑素的凌晨，大概与脑海中原本的想法雏形有差别，但我大脑真的转不动了。 + +另外，我只是单方面记载我对单片的了解与我的主观思考，没人能真正了解别人，更何况，她自己也已经迷失了自我。 + +全文大概有 75% 的理性分析，余下的都是为单片而写的情绪内容。 + +对不起，其实我真的也很迷茫，也很空虚……下一个会不会是我呢？ + +我这些天想太多了，可能是我闲的吧，但我真的空虚到不知道该怎么做…… + +我也差不多活够了…… + +我几乎每天都倾听着她的悲伤，也尽力去抚平她的不安，我在她第一次自杀前一天还和她打了电话。 + +但她还是选择了那条路。第二天，她被抢救回来了，那一天打电话时，她对我说： + +> “猫猫，你可能第二天就见不到我了……” + +这句扎心的话，瞬间让我如坠冰窖。 + +这或许意味着，如果有第二次，我试着帮助她可能也没用了，因为我无法强行填充一个人空虚的内心，让她有着像机器人一样电充满了，各种参数都调好了的满足感。 + +事实上我来晚了，但我还是来了，在她睡着前，我看到她在推上发的吞药视频。于是我问她的情况，就问她吃了什么药，她说无所谓了，就那样，一个人沉寂在冰冷的出租屋。 + +她已经把自己的灵魂安排妥当了。 + +> “反正一个人就只能这样子了。” + +她所说的其实也不止于此，还有在各种药物的作用下口齿不清听不清楚的话……我大抵知道她这回真的要走了，因为已经没有光了。 + +> 随风飘去吧，安息吧，真的想你在另一个世界快乐些，做一个快乐的女孩子。 + +这是写给单片的话，愿她在彼岸安好。 + +条目贡献：[紗羽硒璃葉](http://twitter.com/UnnnLlllx3) diff --git a/people/interrgned/page.zh_hant.md b/people/interrgned/page.zh_hant.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a76faef9 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/interrgned/page.zh_hant.md @@ -0,0 +1,213 @@ +--- +name: 單片 +info: + alias: 單片 + location: 廣東江門 +--- + +支離破碎的記憶，如紛亂的綫般，交叉，組合，分裂，堙滅...... + +
+ + +## 電波 + +凜冽的冬日也終會過去，還記得那一天嗎，那是 3 月 18 日。 + +為什麼提起來呢，因為，真的很謝謝你...... + +白與黑的樹突曲折蔓延，枯樹與其他仍然保留著綠葉的樹。 + +鋪滿象牙白與品紅石磚的校園小道，灰塵覆在磚塊上。 + +那棵被磚石包蓋住樹根的大樹，枝梢輕輕地搖曳著。 + +一個高高的身影立在那，和一位很好看的姐姐在一起。 + +我看著手機上的指示，小心翼翼地走了過去。 + +“你好......？” 我膽怯地問道，她愣了一下，才反應過來，熱心地跟我打起招呼。 + +跟旁邊的小夥伴們說，這位也是來參加無線電考試的朋友哦。 + +我受寵若驚地坐在樹旁，看她們開心地擺弄自己的手臺。 + +隨後一起出去，三個人一起拿出手機拍三個手臺的貼貼圖，但她們本來不知道我是跨。 我還沒來得及解釋，就被她們發現了——因為我轉發了相關的內容，就在頭條，她們大為震驚，那位姐姐說： + +> “這是小孩子不應該知道的，不過都這個年代了也很正常。” + +於是我就鼓起勇氣跟她們出櫃，她們好像更震驚似的，隨後對我的態度就有好大變化，感覺更加親切了，被姐姐摸了摸頭，好喜歡，我有些受寵若驚，她們也沒問我太多隱私，就繼續聊無線電去了。 + +我們一起去看了當地的收音機博物館，也是第一次看到那麼罕見的收藏品。 + +她帶著三台收音機，德生的 2P3，PL330，還有一台自己設計的。 還是裸 PCB，沒外殼。 + +她在進館後說一直很想帶著這幾台收音機來看看前輩們——也就是那些古老的收音機。 + +離開后，只覺得第一次交到那種有共同愛好的朋友真的很開心。 + +她還送給我一些跨的亞克力掛件，她真的很溫柔...... + +之後，我要上學去了，我們交換了聯絡方式，我第一次在學校和她打公用電話的時候，她聽起來很開心。 + +我們還聊了怎麼收聽中繼台，有想過在學校利用中繼台和她對講，但無奈學校位置偏遠，信號不好，只有每週末坐校車回去時才可以勉強收到大家中繼台的信號，我也想要個呼號，這樣子感覺好棒！ + +後來她帶我加入了當地朋友的一個中繼台，那也是我人生中第一次跟別人通聯，交換訊息，用的是隨意起的數位代號，她還特意在群裡通知友台們給我讓路 QAQ，那天在下雨，後面和友台也順利通聯，信號很好的，好耶！ + +又膽怯又怕麻煩的我，總是被她這樣的姐姐鼓勵著，溫暖著，那也是因為我第一次的嘗試，才有了如今的我。 （當天通聯一直有個壞蛋在干擾我們這個中繼頻率，我們都很生氣。 ） + +後面，每到學校，有空總會拿起電話，跟她聊聊今天怎麼樣，大家都有什麼新鮮事啦，因為我是插班生，在學校沒什麼交心的朋友，單片就成了唯一的姐姐，後面更是叫她姊姊。 + +我們當時相處得真的很開心，每到放學，你總會第一時間接聽我的電話，你總是開心地先出聲“貓貓~”，你經常在剛下班回到車上時接聽到我的來電，要麼在回家的路上，要麼在去爺爺家的路上。 + +後面就在網上聊維修，抱怨學校的問題，抱怨公司的問題，聊興趣愛好，聊生活...... + +和她共用過伺服器，給她送過一些耗材還有些小玩意，委託過她幫忙焊 U 盤。 + +偶爾，在週末裡，單片會帶我出去逛逛，上次說帶我去淇澳島結果因為超嚴重的堵車不得不放棄，然後轉回去江門，帶我看了當地的特色古街，帶我吃了魔廚，一路上和我聊了很多，我也知道了她喜歡電路設計，攝影，小動物，她此前還在一個動物救助站做志願者，還有收集植物標本什麼的，看上去是十分悠然的樂天派。 + +不久後的一天，我給她打過平常的電話，到了晚上的時候，她不知為什麼突然萌生了非常強大的自殺衝動，我看到了智慧手錶上她發的消息，那晚我真的快被嚇死...... 我跑到宿舍最裡面的洗手間試圖跟進消息，試圖找人幫忙聯繫她，忙活了一個小時，期間我又要防著被宿管抓，來回遊走於床上和洗手間，然後又懷著擔心煎熬地睡過去，第二天沒看消息時，我還在為她偷偷落淚，到了中午知道她已經好過來之後，我才鬆了一口氣。 + +但之後，煩心事不斷，她一直在電話裡抱怨自己的家人，特別是爸爸和爺爺他們對自己留長髮的態度，以及公司制度的不公平，生活上無法越過的挫折等等，她經常一下班就去公園旁邊的小河，帶著 NaNO2，跟我說自己真的不想活了，然後說她的自殺打算，我希望她能好好活下去，挺過這一段困難時期。 + +說完這些道理，也是盡可能地安慰她，電話裡，她一直在哭，我盡力了，我幾乎每個晚修都是掐著點進教室的，因為在宿舍長時間佔用電話被舍友針對，但我只是想盡我的責任，作為一個受照顧者應盡的責任，她是我最重要的朋友。 + +那之後，就是我也無法做到的事了...... + +## 命運 + +哭都哭完了，麻木了。 + +單片離世后，我多少有些愧疚，愧疚於我沒有好好陪伴她，之前那些傷心的事，我也和她一起經歷了不少，但我還是覺得，作為她重要的朋友，我本應該更努力地去安慰她，給她希望。 + +我的腦海裡突然閃過一個畫面，是那個“第一次”。 + +我來到醫院，找到她的繼母時，單片還在做搶救。 + +那位急診的醫生說道： + +> “自殺有一次，就有第二次。” + +第一次是衝動，第二次是命中註定。 + +單片的第一次“死亡”看似帶來了新生，但她的心結沒有解開，她眼中的世界依舊迷茫。 + +許多人都相信著重生，認為重生能夠洗掉一切，而這次，會讓命運更加偏袒單片嗎？ + +其實，是的。 自從單片在鬼門關走過一遭之後，她就越發地表現出性取向的變化。 她離開之前，還在電話裡跟我嘮叨，說老一輩不喜歡自己留的長頭髮...... + +你似乎慢慢找到了生活的方向，從起初購買衣服時的迷茫，到後來終於穿出最合適最美麗的風格給大家看。 我們給你拍了不少好看的照片，至少照片上的你很開心，你也比以前更活潑開朗了。 + +我們見面的次數更多了，也有一些溫馨的回憶。 + +但，怎麼說呢？ 自從你對自己失望開始，每次的事件都如同在和自己玩俄羅斯轉盤。 + +鮮血終究流淌，事件不止 6 顆子彈那麼簡單，有的打得輕，有的打得重。 更何況不止 6 顆子彈，失去希望的那一刻，你就已經知道自己走投無路了...... + +跨性別是生活的主調，它本身沒有錯，但內在的負面情緒，隨著時間的推移逐漸堆積，最終引發了這場悲劇。 + +一切的一切，都是自己對自己的掙扎。 + +我說： + +> “我只認識那個死前的你，不想認識迷茫的你。” + +為什麼這樣說呢？ + +因為我原諒你因為家屬與公司的問題，為自己的尊嚴而死。 + +但我無法原諒你接受內心難以填補的空洞，你很想陪伴那些逝去的夥伴，有了這樣的想法，我們就已經很難挽回你了。 + +你深深感覺到自己已經可有可無了。 + +> “反正一個人就只能這樣子了。” + +你最終疲憊地說道...... + +我知道那些不專業的醫師給你開的藥物讓你很難受，讓你本就缺乏快樂的生活更加陰暗，籠罩上一層層朦朧的霧霾。 + +人吃飯睡覺是自打出生就會的，這些是本能驅使，可人喝酒抽煙 OD 吸毒，這些卻是後天學會的。 + +有了第一次，就很難沒有第二次。 + +好比你覺得酒難喝，那只是你沒找到對你口味的酒，對口味的話，你會喜歡上吧。 + +這些後天行為只是為了取悅自己的情緒安慰劑。 + +那自殺呢？ 自殺啊，其實是個很複雜的話題，我們當前的社會缺乏人性的關懷，缺乏術后的認知療癒，缺乏社會支持，對於自殺者來說，是一種深深的絕望。 + +不然，那些躺在 ICU 里的孩子，怎麼還有家長問出「孩子明天能上學嗎」這樣的話呢？ + +自殺者需要愛和關懷，而不是在逃過一劫後，重新自己一個人戰鬥，這樣還能堅持下來的人，很少很少。 + +單片被解救出來後的幾個月，我都沒怎麼跟單片說話，因為那後面是她自己的生活了，我早就隱隱預感到她會離開，我跟她說過，我希望她好好的，但我不想干涉她的選擇，因為她真的累了，需要很長的時間休息。 + +壓力來源於性取向，來源於家庭工作，來源於[鹽田](https://one-among.us/profile/SS3B_0016)的離開，以及其他的一些事...... + +單片只是累了而已，她很溫柔，對所有人都很友好，她生前慰問過那些生死未卜的同伴，但沒人真正在乎她本人過得怎麼樣，不知道她內心的掙扎其實就是對世間的失望，也許沒有人會陪伴她，死亡是她唯一的歸宿。 + +世界是冷血的。 這彷彿命運般，逃不過的，再努力也無濟於事...... + +缺乏關愛，缺乏安全感，無數次試圖與朋友們對上頻率，但電波總是偏移。 + +可憐的單片，安息吧。 要在那邊過得好好的，這是我唯一的對你的期望了。 + +> 自殺總是很複雜的，但，要知道的是，有一就有二，有二就有三。 +> +> 我真誠地希望大家能找到屬於自己心靈的歸宿。 +> +> 即使暫時沒找到也不要氣餒。 +> +> 因為你不是為了那些證書，那些事業而活。 +> +> 是為了你自己，獨一無二的，活著的你。 + +## 尋愛 + +單片跟她的繼母聊起過鹽田，她繼母反問道：“你為什麼不像鹽田一樣去幫助別人呢？ ” + +單片可能很想，但她實際上只渴望找到一個真正的伴侶，一個真正愛她、理解她的人。 + +鹽田為了拯救而拯救， + +那...... 單片為了被愛而？ + +窮盡一生...... + +## 盡頭 + +本筆記寫於吃了褪黑素的淩晨，大概與腦海中原本的想法雛形有差別，但我大腦真的轉不動了。 + +另外，我只是單方面記載我對單片的瞭解與我的主觀思考，沒人能真正了解別人，更何況，她自己也已經迷失了自我。 + +全文大概有 75% 的理性分析，餘下的都是為單片而寫的情緒內容。 + +對不起，其實我真的也很迷茫，也很空虛...... 下一個會不會是我呢？ + +我這些天想太多了，可能是我閒的吧，但我真的空虛到不知道該怎麼做...... + +我也差不多活夠了...... + +我幾乎每天都傾聽著她的悲傷，也盡力去撫平她的不安，我在她第一次自殺前一天還和她打了電話。 + +但她還是選擇了那條路。 第二天，她被搶救回來了，那一天打電話時，她對我說： + +> “貓貓，你可能第二天就見不到我了......” + +這句扎心的話，瞬間讓我如墜冰窖。 + +這或許意味著，如果有第二次，我試著説明她可能也沒用了，因為我無法強行填充一個人空虛的內心，讓她有著像機器人一樣電充滿了，各種參數都調好了的滿足感。 + +事實上我來晚了，但我還是來了，在她睡著前，我看到她在推上發的吞藥視頻。 於是我問她的情況，就問她吃了什麼葯，她說無所謂了，就那樣，一個人沉寂在冰冷的出租屋。 + +她已經把自己的靈魂安排妥當了。 + +> “反正一個人就只能這樣子了。” + +她所說的其實也不止於此，還有在各種藥物的作用下口齒不清聽不清楚的話...... 我大抵知道她這回真的要走了，因為已經沒有光了。 + +> 隨風飄去吧，安息吧，真的想你在另一個世界快樂些，做一個快樂的女孩子。 + +這是寫給單片的話，願她在彼岸安好。 + +條目貢獻：[紗羽硒璃葉](http://twitter.com/UnnnLlllx3) diff --git a/people/interrgned/photos/profile.png b/people/interrgned/photos/profile.png new file mode 100644 index 00000000..14d77cbd Binary files /dev/null and b/people/interrgned/photos/profile.png differ diff --git a/people/juzh50533467/comments/2024-09-24-C18168.json 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b/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-08-23-C18131.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..738d9782 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-08-23-C18131.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18131,"content":"晚安","submitter":"凡诺","date":"Aug 23, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-09-04-C18141.json b/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-09-04-C18141.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..0ec8c137 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-09-04-C18141.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18141,"content":"Good night, Nini. Rest well.","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Sep 4, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-09-04-C18143.json b/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-09-04-C18143.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a49fe737 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-09-04-C18143.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18143,"content":"晚安","submitter":"兔子先生","date":"Sep 4, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-09-15-C18158.json b/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-09-15-C18158.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..66df18df --- /dev/null +++ b/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-09-15-C18158.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18158,"content":"晚安","submitter":"白城","date":"Sep 15, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-09-17-C18162.json b/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-09-17-C18162.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..f52d06fb --- /dev/null +++ b/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-09-17-C18162.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18162,"content":"晚安","submitter":"彼岸的瑶光","date":"Sep 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-09-26-C18171.json b/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-09-26-C18171.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..2d231a47 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-09-26-C18171.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18171,"content":"晚安","submitter":"Amigo 乾隆","date":"Sep 26, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-10-01-C18175.json b/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-10-01-C18175.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..b22dbf98 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-10-01-C18175.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18175,"content":"晚安","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Oct 1, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-10-10-C18191.json b/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-10-10-C18191.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..d5de0f86 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-10-10-C18191.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18191,"content":"晚安，一路走好","submitter":"匿名","date":"Oct 10, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-10-12-C18203.json b/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-10-12-C18203.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..c2c63284 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-10-12-C18203.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18203,"content":"Good night, and sorry for knowing you from here. Rest in Peace","submitter":"A anonymous Minecraft player","date":"Oct 12, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-10-21-C18236.json b/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-10-21-C18236.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a11feb84 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-10-21-C18236.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18236,"content":"晚安，再见","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Oct 21, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-10-21-C18237.json b/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-10-21-C18237.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..fd858d82 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-10-21-C18237.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18237,"content":"晚安--- 淅骄梅","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Oct 21, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-10-25-C18250.json b/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-10-25-C18250.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..d1640764 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-10-25-C18250.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18250,"content":"晚安","submitter":"翻滚猫","date":"Oct 25, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-10-30-C18257.json b/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-10-30-C18257.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..dc589d2a --- /dev/null +++ b/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-10-30-C18257.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18257,"content":"晚安","submitter":"美少女酱酱","date":"Oct 30, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-11-13-C18299.json b/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-11-13-C18299.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..53a72581 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-11-13-C18299.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18299,"content":"晚安","submitter":"萱萱","date":"Nov 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-11-16-C19007.json b/people/luxuanwen3/comments/2024-11-16-C19007.json new file mode 100644 index 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b/people/lxyddice/comments/2024-10-23-C18244.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..9225bdde --- /dev/null +++ b/people/lxyddice/comments/2024-10-23-C18244.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18244,"content":"It\u0027s time to say goodbye.\nGoodnight,lxyddice.","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Oct 23, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/lxyddice/comments/2024-10-24-C18245.json b/people/lxyddice/comments/2024-10-24-C18245.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..32c0d00d --- /dev/null +++ b/people/lxyddice/comments/2024-10-24-C18245.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18245,"content":"||关注永雏塔菲喵，关注永雏塔菲喵||","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Oct 24, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/lxyddice/comments/2024-10-27-C18254.json b/people/lxyddice/comments/2024-10-27-C18254.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..ad7438b6 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/lxyddice/comments/2024-10-27-C18254.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18254,"content":"记得刚在b站上看到这个VScode插件觉得挺有创意 没想到在发完视频的几天后你就离开了 R.I.P","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Oct 27, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/lxyddice/comments/2024-10-29-C18256.json b/people/lxyddice/comments/2024-10-29-C18256.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..f9fd1fd0 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/lxyddice/comments/2024-10-29-C18256.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18256,"content":"||不管是W还是异格W语音戏谑里都带着悲伤啊 “彼此，都尽量活下来吧。”“要是我死了，抚恤金就拿来请大家吃烤土豆吧。”希望这事也只是恍惚一念吧。||","submitter":"粥官服：闪死","date":"Oct 29, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/lxyddice/comments/2024-10-31-C18261.json b/people/lxyddice/comments/2024-10-31-C18261.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..fcbc3cda --- /dev/null +++ b/people/lxyddice/comments/2024-10-31-C18261.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18261,"content":"晚安","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Oct 31, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/lxyddice/comments/2024-11-08-C18284.json b/people/lxyddice/comments/2024-11-08-C18284.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..ccee8041 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/lxyddice/comments/2024-11-08-C18284.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18284,"content":"晚安lxy……","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Nov 8, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/lxyddice/comments/2024-11-09-C18287.json b/people/lxyddice/comments/2024-11-09-C18287.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..95f023a3 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/lxyddice/comments/2024-11-09-C18287.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18287,"content":"晚安 w酱...\n我一直等待","submitter":"叶子","date":"Nov 9, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/lxyddice/info.yml b/people/lxyddice/info.yml new file mode 100644 index 00000000..fe55cd6d --- /dev/null +++ b/people/lxyddice/info.yml @@ -0,0 +1,12 @@ +id: lxyddice +profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.jpg +info: + born: '2005-09-20' + died: '2024-10-06' +websites: + twitter: https://twitter.com/lxyddice + github: https://github.com/lxyddice + telegram: https://t.me/imlxyddice + iconify:ri:netease-cloud-music-line: https://music.163.com/#/user?id=1516170024 + Bilibili: https://space.bilibili.com/401299476 + blog: https://lxyddice.moe/ diff --git a/people/lxyddice/page.en.md b/people/lxyddice/page.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..e75a8ae2 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/lxyddice/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,72 @@ +--- +name: lxyddice +info: + alias: lxy, W-chan + location: Guangzhou, Guangdong +--- + +> Life is messy, code is easy. +> +> Let time fix everything, shall we? + +## Introduction + +When people talk about lxyddice (líng xià yī dù de ice, means “ice crystal below 0 degrees”), +they often describe her as a kind-hearted and thoughtful person, +always putting others first. + +She constantly looked for ways to help others, +thinking, “Compared to some, I’m already quite fortunate.” +And with that thought, she’d quietly watch her friends grow and improve bit by bit. + +Lxy was an avid fan of W-chan from *Arknights*, using her as an avatar across many platforms. +Skilled in multiple programming languages, +she enjoyed creating interesting projects—like frameworks for DingTalk mini-apps, code for running DingTalk bots, and a customizable DG-LAB plugin for VSCode. +She also set up a *Minecraft* server (Lxycraft). It was a small but cozy haven with her friends. + +On her profile, even though she humbly described her skills in various programming languages as “average”, everyone agreed that she was truly brilliant. + +Countless things about her left a lasting impression on everyone. + +## Her Departure + +Lxy’s sudden departure was a tremendous shock to her friends. + +She left behind only a few words filled with warmth and care for those around her. + +Family conflicts, depression, and anxiety took a heavy toll on her. +She had placed her last hope in therapy, +but her psychologist couldn’t provide the support she needed—beyond medication, +the counselling itself didn’t make a difference. + +As one chat log suggested, +perhaps, in the end, +she could only rely on herself — learning to love herself and finding the strength to keep going. + +She gave all her love and kindness to others and left none for herself. + +> I long for a sweet, loving relationship...just once. + +## Some Memories of Her Friend + +AloneStar bid farewell to her with a playthrough of *Arcaea*'s *Last | Moment*. + +During the gameplay, they triggered a Lost and a Far with intent — the Lost symbolising her absence, and the Far representing the lingering regrets between them. + +> Thinking back on the moments we shared, I find it hard to let go. +> +> At the beginning, you taught me how to unpick a skirt’s seam line, and then we gradually started chatting about this and that…over these two years, we talked about so many things. +> +> Of course I have regrets. By the time I realized what was happening, it was too late. You were already gone. I never knew what your final message said, or why you made that choice. +> +> Your departure is something I just can’t come to terms with. +> +> Such is life, isn’t it? +> +> Maybe it’s just the nature of *Earth Online*, a game you can only play once in your lifetime. +> +> This will be the last time I say goodnight to you. +> +> So, goodnight, lxyddice. + +Contributors for this entry: One-Among-Us, AloneStar, System Ringva, Erhuo diff --git a/people/lxyddice/page.md b/people/lxyddice/page.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..3718afc7 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/lxyddice/page.md @@ -0,0 +1,64 @@ +--- +name: 零下一度的冰晶 +info: + alias: lxyddice, lxy, W 酱 + location: 广东广州 +--- + +> 现实难解，但是代码好解。 +> +> 把一切交给时间，好吗？ + +## 简介 + +提到 lxy，大家总觉得她是一个温柔而善良的人，常常为其他人着想。 + +她总是想着如何拯救别人。想着「和 xx 相比，我已经很幸运了」这样的话。然后看着朋友们一点一点变好。 + +lxy 是明日方舟的 W 酱厨，在很多平台上都用着 W 酱作为头像。 + +她会好几种编程语言，喜欢写一些有趣的小项目：比如钉钉小程序框架和运行钉钉机器人的代码，还有 VSCode 可自定义的郊狼联动插件。还为大家开了 Minecraft 服务器（Lxycraft），这是一个小而温馨的家园呢…… + +尽管 lxy 在主页上的「战斗力」一栏表述自己在多种编程语言的战斗力都很一般，但大家公认地觉得她很厉害。 + +关于她让人印象深刻的事情，真是说不完呢…… + +## 离开 + +lxy 的离开对她的朋友们来说，都是非常猝不及防的事情…… + +她只给大家留下了寥寥数语，却饱含对大家的善意与关心。 + +家庭的分裂，还有长期抑郁焦虑的影响，都是压倒她的因素。 + +她曾把最后的希望寄托在心理治疗上，但心理医生并没有给她想要的帮助……除了药物本身，而心理咨询并没有起到作用…… + +也许正如聊天记录所说的那样，只能靠她自渡——学会爱自己，活下去。 + +她把全部的爱与善意留给了别人，却唯独没有留给自己。 + +> 想要一次甜甜的恋爱呢…… + +## 友人的回忆 + +柠檬酱用一曲 Arcaea 的 Last | Moment 向 lxyddice 送别： + +在游玩中，柠檬酱设计了一次 Lost 和 一次 Far，Lost 表达的是她已不在，而 Far 表达的是 TA 们之间留下的遗憾。 + +> 回想着与你的点点滴滴，还真是让人难以释怀。 +> +> 从一开始的教我裙子定位线怎么拆，到后来的闲聊杂谈……相识两年，聊了很多。 +> +> 当然，也有遗憾，当我发现的时候已经来不及了，你已经走了，我连你最后发了什么，为什么那么做，都不清楚。 +> +> 你的离去令我无法接受。 +> +> 但人就是这样。 +> +> 也许要怪也就只能怪地球 Online 是一款一辈子只能玩一次的游戏吧。 +> +> 这是最后一次，我对你说晚安了。 +> +> 那么，晚安，零下一度的冰晶。 + +条目贡献：One-Among-Us, 柠檬酱, 泠雾系统, 耳火 diff --git a/people/lxyddice/page.zh_hant.md b/people/lxyddice/page.zh_hant.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..f0fc5c02 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/lxyddice/page.zh_hant.md @@ -0,0 +1,64 @@ +--- +name: 零下一度的冰晶 +info: + alias: lxyddice, lxy, W 酱 + location: 廣東廣州 +--- + +> 現實難解，但是代碼好解。 +> +> 把一切交給時間，好嗎？ + +## 簡介 + +提到 lxy，大家總覺得她是一個溫柔而善良的人，常常為其他人著想。 + +她會想著如何拯救別人。想著「和 xx 相比，我已經很幸運了」這樣的話。然後看著朋友們一點一點變好。 + +lxy 是明日方舟的 W 醬廚，在很多平臺上都用著 W 醬作為頭像。 + +她會好幾種程式語言，喜歡寫一些有趣的小項目：比如釘釘小程式框架和運行釘釘機器人的代碼，還有 VSCode 可自訂的郊狼聯動外掛程式。還為大家開了 Minecraft 伺服器（Lxycraft），這是一個小而溫馨的家園呢…… + +儘管 lxy 在主頁上的「戰鬥力」一欄表述自己在多種程式語言的戰鬥力都很一般，但大家公認地覺得她很厲害。 + +關於她讓人印象深刻的事情，真是說不完呢…… + +## 離開 + +lxy 的離開對她的朋友們來說，都是非常猝不及防的事情…… + +她只給大家留下了寥寥數語，卻飽含對大家的善意與關心。 + +家庭的分裂，還有長期抑鬱焦慮的影響，都是壓倒她的因素。 + +她曾把最後的希望寄託在心理治療上，但心理醫生並沒有給她想要的幫助……除了藥物本身，而心理諮詢並沒有起到作用…… + +也許正如聊天記錄所說的那樣，只能靠她自渡——學會愛自己，活下去。 + +她把全部的愛與善意留給了別人，卻唯獨沒有留給自己。 + +> 想要一次甜甜的戀愛呢…… + +## 友人的回憶 + +檸檬醬用一曲 Arcaea 的 Last | Moment 向 lxyddice 送別： + +在遊玩中，檸檬醬設計了一次 Lost 和一次 Far，Lost 表達的是她已不在，而 Far 表達的是 TA 們之間留下的遺憾。 + +> 回想著與你的點點滴滴，還真是讓人難以釋懷。 +> +> 從一開始的教我裙子定位線怎麼拆，到後來的閒聊雜談……相識兩年，聊了很多。 +> +> 當然，也有遺憾，當我發現的時候已經來不及了，你已經走了，我連你最後發了什麼，為什麼那麼做，都不清楚。 +> +> 你的離去令我無法接受。 +> +> 但人就是這樣。 +> +> 也許要怪也就只能怪地球 Online 是一款一輩子只能玩一次的遊戲吧。 +> +> 這是最後一次，我對你說晚安了。 +> +> 那麼，晚安，零下一度的冰晶。 + +條目貢獻：One-Among-Us, 檸檬醬, 泠霧系統, 耳火 diff --git a/people/lxyddice/photos/profile.jpg b/people/lxyddice/photos/profile.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..e2491479 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/lxyddice/photos/profile.jpg differ diff --git a/people/mikaela_khara/comments/2024-10-17-C18218.json b/people/mikaela_khara/comments/2024-10-17-C18218.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..def9dce6 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/mikaela_khara/comments/2024-10-17-C18218.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18218,"content":"晚安","submitter":"某個匿名的MC玩家","date":"Oct 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/mikaela_khara/comments/2024-10-18-C18222.json b/people/mikaela_khara/comments/2024-10-18-C18222.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..0eee04f0 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/mikaela_khara/comments/2024-10-18-C18222.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18222,"content":"死亡不是终点，斯人已逝，多说无益，晚安。","submitter":"撷阳","date":"Oct 18, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git 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Mika......\n希望来世还能遇见可爱的你……","submitter":"核桃","date":"Oct 19, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/mikaela_khara/info.yml b/people/mikaela_khara/info.yml new file mode 100644 index 00000000..b6a98a28 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/mikaela_khara/info.yml @@ -0,0 +1,8 @@ +id: mikaela_khara +profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.png +info: + born: '2007-04-02' + died: '2023-10-15' +websites: + twitter: https://twitter.com/mikaela_khara + github: https://github.com/mikaela-khara diff --git a/people/mikaela_khara/page.en.md b/people/mikaela_khara/page.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..d6b00dc7 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/mikaela_khara/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,275 @@ +--- +name: Mikaela Khara +info: + alias: Mika + location: Beijing, China +--- + +> Like a warbling oriole gliding below the blossom... +> +> Like a mountain spring purling down a bank... + +

- Immersed in love and being loved -

+ +When it comes to the wounds caused by love, Mika must be mentioned. + +> "But after meeting Spring Khara, I realized how happy it is to have someone with me." +> +> "But now I have to lose her..." +> +> "I don't want to go on alone anymore." +> +> "Being alone is painful, and I can't see hope." +> +> "𝓠𝓾𝓪𝓷, are you there?" +> +> "Can I give you my Twitter account password?" +> +> "It's somewhat bitter..." +> +> "Spring is leaving for Japan, maybe she's boarding the plane now. Tell her I love her." +> +> "I bought some ice cream. When my stomach starts to ache, I'll eat some to suppress it." +> +> "It won't be painful. It won't." + + + +Mikaela Khara, also known as Mika, +was a 16-year-old trans girl from Beijing. + +She was a top student who attended a special class in a Beijing high school, and her family was fairly well-off. + +She enjoyed playing *Dead by Daylight* and researching network engineering. +Many people were willing to engage with her; +she had a wide range of hobbies, +and she gave off a very reliable "big sister" vibe. +Of course, she was indeed older than me. +But the reliability I once thought she had was just a feeling after all... + +She had a sense of humor, +was very caring towards others, +but also struggled with gender identity and inner struggle. +She showed a lively side of herself, +but upon closer observation, +she revealed a deep awareness of her own situation. + +## First Meeting + +I first met Mika on the night of July 31st, 2023. +Her intention was clear —— +she wanted to "ship" me and Jing Jiangbie as a couple. + +Later on, I learned that she was in a relationship with Spring Khara. +Even though they hadn't been together long, +I could tell from their conversations that they deeply loved each other. +At that time, she was one of my "little bells[^1]" as I often saw her and Spring flaunting their affection for each other. + +Through our chats, +I began to realize that Mika’s family likely offered little emotional support. +She was longed for love and companionship and tended to become emotionally dependent on others. +About half a month later, +the four of us created a small group chat. +Almost every night, we’d make calls together, +and sometimes we’d watch Mika play Dead by Daylight in the voice channel. + +I regret never watching Mika play. +Unfortunately, I was busy researching ways to earn money to prepare for my own independence and financial needs. + +## The Breaking Point + +Money was precisely the breaking point for Mika’s despair. + +In late August, she tried coming out but ended up facing serious opposition. +What started as a typical situation—family conflict, +her parents not wanting her to undergo hormone replacement therapy (HRT). +So Mika running away from home only to be brought back by the police—ended in conflict resolution at the local police station. + +That was originally just a typical thing. + +That night, Mika, Spring and I discussed her family conflicts and provided her with psychological support. + +Spring realized she had an untouched ¥20,000 (~$2,800, 2023-09) that her family didn’t know about and asked me for advice on how to invest it. + +The two of them had a simple plan: escape together. +The next day, they opened a joint account at China Merchants Bank (CMB). + +Once they had money, they began indulging in high expenses frequently, posting on Twitter about their luxurious dates. + +... + +By September, I started noticing cracks in their relationship due to their financial strain and Mika's dependency on Spring. + +Later, I found out that Mika sought out [Yemaomao](https://twitter.com/cmtfdd) for companionship, +and what happened during that time was something Spring found hard to accept. + +Mika simply wanted to escape because she couldn't bear her family’s constraints on her gender identity. + +... + +From September 21st to October 4th, +Mika and Spring were in a toxic relationship. +Mika used Spring’s last bit of money to buy a box of Progynon Depot, +but she barely took a few shots in the end. + +Mika mostly wanted to be loved and cared for, +trying her best to please others. +However, her circumstances trapped her, +making her love seem pathological to Spring, +though it was still genuine. + +## From Xiawafang to Tianjin Eye + +On October 15th, Mika suddenly contacted me, +asking if I could take over her Twitter account. +I was on my way to Tianjin Library but suddenly realized something was wrong. +Huai An (𝓠𝓾𝓪𝓷's classmate in high school) and I decided to get off at XIAWAFANG Station[^2] and call the police to save Mika. +Before leaving the station, I briefly called Mika, trying to calm her down. + +"It’s no use. I’ve locked the door from the inside." +"Tell Spring I love her very much." + +Those were Mika’s last words, and at that moment, I felt utterly powerless. + + +
+To be continued... + +I received confirmed news of Mika’s departure on October 24th. + +Because of a previous competition I qualified for, I went to Sanchakou(three-river-junction) that day. + +Since parking wasn’t allowed inside the Children's Palace, +we changed clothes in the parking lot beneath the Tianjin Eye. + +And just as we got out of the car, the message came through: + +“They couldn’t bring her back.” + +“This is Yongle Bridge, with the Tianjin Eye perched on top. It’s a perfect spot for a date. If you ever have the chance to visit, I’ll treat you to a ride~” + +“Thank you, 𝓠𝓾𝓪𝓷~ I’ve been thinking about riding it for a while. When the time comes, will you join me?” + +As I stood before the Tianjin Eye, these memories came flooding back, freezing everything in place. I forced myself to suppress the sorrow, and although I didn’t perform well, I still completed the final performance of the competition. + +Later, I asked a friend about their impression of Mika: + +> I think Mika was just a poor child, probably insecure and desperately wanting someone to rely on. +> +> Her experiences were so similar to mine. +> +> Her body was covered in scars from the beatings she endured at home. When I saw them, I wanted to cry. +> +> I think... she probably died full of grievances. It didn’t seem like relief at all. +> +> From what I could tell, before she died, she still wanted to feel love. If someone could have gone to her in person and hugged her, it might have made a difference. +> +> I could have gone... +> +> I had promised to visit her in December, to spend Christmas with her, to make dumplings and eat boiled shrimp together. +> +> There were times when it felt like she was begging me to come. + +From Sanchakou, +if you follow the Ziya River and the North Canal upstream, +the currents will carry you northward, +all the way to the heart of Beijing. + +And now, here I am, +standing at Sanchakou, +where past memories and thoughts all seem to converge. + +Her sudden departure brought everything to an abrupt halt, +as if all the stories left unfinished were frozen in that moment. + +All those promises...making dumplings, celebrating Christmas...have now become dreams with nowhere to rest. + +I don’t think Mika truly wanted to leave this world. +She was just so desperate for someone to hear her inner cries, +for someone to hold her and offer her a place to belong. +She lived too clearly in a world too complicated, and she carried that clarity alone, +hidden beneath layers of pain that eventually overwhelmed her like a flood. + +“If I had realized sooner and been firmer, would things have turned out differently?” + +This question haunts me like a recurring nightmare. +But time moves on without compassion, +moving forward without pause, leaving us only with regret and endless longing. + +Standing at Sanchakou, the cold wind brushes against my face. + +Before me, the rivers flow endlessly—they merge, part, and course toward the Bohai Sea, never turning back, much like life itself. + +Mika once said, +“I hope that one day we can sit on the Tianjin Eye and admire the view together.” + +I know now that she may never get to see that view. +But her story, her love, and her misunderstood persistence will forever remain in the hearts of those who remember her. + +Love has never really disappears...it’s just that we can no longer speak it to her in person. + + + +
+ +## Epilogue + +Mika’s story includes many aspects that I can’t openly share, +such as details about her family, friends. +And those close to her advised me to keep certain things private. +So I can only write up to this point. + +One night, in a group chat, I was on a call with Mika. + +"𝓠𝓾𝓪𝓷, I really want to contribute to the community." + +"I want to help many people like me survive." + +"But my situation and environment make it difficult." + +"If there’s a chance, maybe in the future, I’ll start a company with the name XiaoYaoNiang(XYN)." + +"I think those sisters who run shelters are really amazing." + +"If I could one day be like them, able to help others…" + +"That would be so wonderful." + +This is the origin of XYN (Tianjin) Technology. + +Excerpt from: [𝓠𝓾𝓪𝓷](https://twitter.com/yqua_)'s Chronicle Issue No.33, 2023 + +[^1]: "Little bells" originally refers to the notification feature on Twitter that alerts users when someone they follow posts a tweet. Users can choose to enable or disable these notifications for specific accounts. Here, 'Little Bell' refers to 𝓠𝓾𝓪𝓷 enabling notifications for certain mutual followers (mutuals) to ensure she could promptly like their posts. At that time, 𝓠𝓾𝓪𝓷 maintained such interactions with around 300 mutuals. + +[^2]: XIAWAFANG Station is an interchange station between Lines 1 and 5 of the Tianjin Rail Transit. Heading south from this station leads to WENHUAZHONGXIN (Cultural Centre) Station, where the Tianjin Library (Cultural Centre Branch) is located." + + + + + + + + diff --git a/people/mikaela_khara/page.md b/people/mikaela_khara/page.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..8fa34dbf --- /dev/null +++ b/people/mikaela_khara/page.md @@ -0,0 +1,207 @@ +--- +name: Mikaela Khara +info: + alias: Mika + location: 中国北京 +--- + +> 间关莺语花底滑，幽咽泉流冰下难。 + +

- 沉溺于爱与被爱 -

+ +那么提到爱情伤人的话 是有必要提及 Mika 的。 + +
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+ + + +Mikaela Khara，16 岁，北京人。 + +她是个学霸，曾就读于北京某高中的特殊班，家境还算不错。 + +喜欢玩黎明杀机，研究网络工程。 + +愿意与她交流的人很多，她的兴趣爱好也特别广泛，给人一种非常可靠的大姐姐的感觉，当然，她也确实比我大。 + +但当时我认为的可靠，也只是感觉罢了…… + +Mika 给人的印象嘛……带着一种幽默感，而且很会关怀他人，但也在性别认同上经历着困难和内心挣扎。 + +她既展现了活泼的一面，但稍加发现，她又流露出了对自己处境的清醒认知。 + +## 初识 + +我与 Mika 初识于 23 年 7 月的最后一天晚上，她的意愿很明确，想磕我和江别的 CP。 + +再后来，我才知道她是泉的恋人。即便在一起没多久，也在和她们的交流中得知两个人彼此非常爱对方。她当时是我的小铃铛[^1]之一，我总能看到她与泉两个人秀恩爱。 + +我和她交谈的时候也逐渐意识到： + +Mika 的家庭，在精神需求上的帮助很可能是枯竭的。 + +她很缺爱，很缺人陪伴，会很滥情。 + +大概隔了半个来月，我们四个人单独建了个小群。几乎每晚都会在一起打电话，有时候也会在语音室看着 Mika 玩杀机。 + +我很后悔从未看过 Mika 玩，很可惜我当时在研究各种赚钱的路子，来为自己的糖和独立出来的资金做准备。 + +## 导火索 + +而钱，正是 Mika 绝望的导火索。 + +8 月下旬的某天，Mika 炸柜了。 + +原本只是非常正常的一件事情：家庭矛盾，家长不想让孩子 HRT，然后 Mika 离家出走结果被报警抓回来，最后在派出所协商调解矛盾。 + +很正常的一件事情。 + +当晚，我和泉，还有 Mika 在讨论她家的矛盾，给她心理疏导。 + +泉发现自己有一直没用过，家里也不知道的两万块钱，在问我有没有什么吃利息的方法。 + +她们两个当时想法非常纯粹，就是一起逃出来。转天他们两个就去 CMB 开了个户。 + +自从有了钱后，她们两个人经常性地高消费，在推上也发过推文，比如比较高档的约会之类的。 + +…… + +时间来到 9 月份 + +因为长期的高消费与单向感情依赖，我初步观测到她们两个人即便是亲密关系，但也出现了些裂痕。 + +后来我才知道，Mika 去找了夜猫猫，而期间发生的事情令泉觉得难以接受。 + +但 Mika 只是想逃出来，受不了家里对她性别认同上的束缚。 + +…… + +从 9.21 至 10.4 这段时间，Mika 与泉处在一个不健康的关系中 + +泉最后的一点钱也被 Mika 买了盒日雌……结果也没打几针。 + +Mika 更多是想要被爱，被关照，所以尽可能讨好别人，但因为自身条件被束缚住，以至于她的爱对于泉是病态的，但也是真心的。 + +## 从下瓦房到天眼 + +10 月 15 日，Mika 突然找到我，问我能否接管她的 Twitter 账号。 + +我在去天图的路上，但突然意识到不对劲，我和怀安老师一致决定在下瓦房[^2]下车，报警去救 Mika。 + +出站之前，我和 Mika 短暂地打过电话，想着尽可能稳住她的情绪，不要上头。 + +「没用的，我把门反锁了」 + +「告诉泉泉我很爱她」 + +这是 Mika 的遗言，而我当时真的很无力。 + +
+未完待续…… + +我真正得到 Mika 逝世的消息 是在 10 月 24 日。 + +鉴于之前比赛晋级，我去了三岔河口。 + +少年宫里不让停车，于是我们在天眼下的停车场里换上衣服。 + +结果……刚下车就收到了消息。 + +「没抢救回来。」 + +「这是永乐桥，上面架着天眼，是一个约会的好地方。如果可以的话，什么时候来这边玩，我请你们坐～」 + +「谢谢铨铨～打算过段时间想来坐一次诶，到时候铨铨一起嘛？」 + +这是我脑中，望着天眼的回忆，这一切仿佛冻结住了。强忍着痛苦，即便没发挥好，但我完成了赛程中的最后一次演出。 + +后来，问起了友人她对 Mika 的印象： + +> 我感觉 Mika 也是个可怜的孩子，应该是没有安全感，想有人可以依靠。 +> +> 很多经历都和她很类似。 +> +> 身上全都是在家里被打留下的疤，我看了都想哭。 +> +> 我想她应该……算是含冤而死，真的感觉她死的时候不像是解脱。 +> +> 据我的经验来看，死之前还是想得到爱，有个人能线下过去抱住她都好。 +> +> 本来我是可以的…… +> +> 我之前说好的 12 月过去要和她过圣诞节。要包饺子，吃水煮虾。 +> +> 感觉她有一段时间像是在求我过去一样。 + +三岔河口，沿着子牙河和北运河一路北上，可以抵达北京。 + +而如今，我站在三岔河口，过往美好的记忆与思绪交汇于此。 + +她的突然离开，让一切戛然而止，仿佛所有未完成的故事都被冻结在那个瞬间。那些约定—— + +包饺子、过圣诞节…… + +——如今都成了无处寄托的梦。 + +我想，Mika 并不是真正想离开这个世界，她只是太渴望有人能听见她内心的呐喊，能拥抱她，给她一个停靠的港湾。在这个复杂的世界里，她活得太清醒，却又太孤独。那些她不断掩饰的痛苦，最终像洪水般将她吞没。 + +「如果当时我能早点意识到，再坚定一点，是不是一切都会不同？」这个问题像梦魇般徘徊在脑海。可是时间无情地向前，留给我们的只有遗憾和无尽的思念。 + +站在三岔河口，寒风拂面，眼前是连绵不断的河流——它们汇聚、分流，又不断地向渤海流去，像生命本身一样无法回头。 + +Mika 说过：「希望有一天能一起坐在天眼上看风景。」 + +我知道，她或许再也看不到那天的景色了。但她的故事、她的爱、她那不被理解的执着，永远会留在那些记得她的人心里。 + +爱从未走远，只是我们再也无法亲口对她说了。 + + + +
+ +## 后记 + +Mika 的故事，有很多我没有办法直接拿出来讲。 + +包括家庭、朋友…… + +以及某些身边人的意见都是，建议我很多东西不要公开来写。 + +于是我只能写到了这里。 + +某天晚上 + +我在群聊里和 Mika 的电话 + +「铨铨，其实咱很想为社群出一份力」 + +「咱想帮助很多同类活下去」 + +「但是咱的状态以及环境真的很难做到」 + +「如果有机会呢，未来我也许会开一家公司，就以小药娘做字号」 + +「我看到那些开避难所的姐姐们真的很伟大」 + +「要是我有一天能像她们一样 能帮上大家」 + +「那样的话该多好捏」 + +这是小药娘网络科技的雏形 + +节选自[铨](https://twitter.com/yqua_)茗居 星留阁 星痕志 2023 第三十三号 + +[^1]: 「小铃铛」原指 Twitter 用户发送推文的通知推送功能，用户可以自行选择对自己跟随的用户打开或关闭。这里的「小铃铛」则是指铨在对一些互 fo 打开通知提醒来保证及时给自己的互 fo 点赞的行为，铨当时对自己大约 300 多位的互 fo 有这样的互动。 + +[^2]: 下瓦房站是天津地铁 1 号线与 5 号线的换乘站，从此处往南可到达文化中心站，天津图书馆（文化中心馆）即坐落于此。 diff --git a/people/mikaela_khara/page.zh_hant.md b/people/mikaela_khara/page.zh_hant.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..1a365555 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/mikaela_khara/page.zh_hant.md @@ -0,0 +1,207 @@ +--- +name: Mikaela Khara +info: + alias: Mika + location: 中國北京 +--- + +> 間關鶯語花底滑，幽咽泉流冰下難。 + +

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+ +那麼提到愛情傷人的話 是有必要提及 Mika 的。 + +
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+ + + +Mikaela Khara，16 歲，北京人。 + +她是個學霸，曾就讀于北京某高中的特殊班，家境還算不錯。 + +喜歡玩黎明死線，研究網路工程。 + +願意與她交流的人很多，她的興趣愛好也特別廣泛，給人一種非常可靠的大姐姐的感覺，當然，她也確實比我大。 + +但當時我認為的可靠，也只是感覺罷了…… + +Mika 給人的印象嘛……帶著一種幽默感，而且很會關懷他人，但也在性別認同上經歷著困難和內心掙扎。 + +她既展現了活潑的一面，但稍加發現，她又流露出了對自己處境的清醒認知。 + +## 初識 + +我與 Mika 初識於 23 年 7 月的最後一天晚上，她的意願很明確，想磕我和江別的 CP。 + +再後來，我才知道她是泉的戀人。即便在一起沒多久，也在和她們的交流中得知兩個人彼此非常愛對方。她當時是我的小鈴鐺[^1]之一，我總能看到她與泉兩個人秀恩愛。 + +我和她交談的時候也逐漸意識到： + +Mika 的家庭，在精神需求上的幫助很可能是枯竭的。 + +她很缺愛，很缺人陪伴，會很濫情。 + +大概隔了半個來月，我們四個人單獨建了個小群。幾乎每晚都會在一起打電話，有時候也會在語音室看著 Mika 玩黎明死線。 + +我很後悔從未看過 Mika 玩，很可惜我當時在研究各種賺錢的路子，來為自己的糖和獨立出來的資金做準備。 + +## 導火索 + +而錢，正是 Mika 絕望的導火索。 + +8 月下旬的某天，Mika 炸櫃了。 + +原本只是非常正常的一件事情：家庭矛盾，家長不想讓孩子 HRT，然後 Mika 離家出走結果被報警抓回來，最後在派出所協商調解矛盾。 + +很正常的一件事情。 + +當晚，我和泉，還有 Mika 在討論她家的矛盾，給她心理疏導。 + +泉發現自己有一直沒用過，家裡也不知道的兩萬塊錢，在問我有沒有什麼吃利息的方法。 + +她們兩個當時想法非常純粹，就是一起逃出來。轉天他們兩個就去 CMB 開了個戶。 + +自從有了錢後，她們兩個人經常性地高消費，在推上也發過推文，比如比較高檔的約會之類的。 + +…… + +時間來到 9 月份 + +因為長期的高消費與單向感情依賴，我初步觀測到她們兩個人即便是親密關係，但也出現了些裂痕。 + +後來我才知道，Mika 去找了夜貓貓，而期間發生的事情令泉覺得難以接受。 + +但 Mika 只是想逃出來，受不了家裡對她性別認同上的束縛。 + +…… + +從 9.21 至 10.4 這段時間，Mika 與泉處在一個不健康的關係中 + +泉最後的一點錢也被 Mika 買了盒日雌……結果也沒打幾針。 + +Mika 更多是想要被愛，被關照，所以盡可能討好別人，但因為自身條件被束縛住，以至於她的愛對於泉是病態的，但也是真心的。 + +## 從下瓦房到天眼 + +10 月 15 日，Mika 突然找到我，問我能否接管她的 Twitter 帳號。 + +我在去天圖的路上，但突然意識到不對勁，我和懷安老師一致決定在下瓦房[^2]下車，報警去救 Mika。 + +出站之前，我和 Mika 短暫地打過電話，想著盡可能穩住她的情緒，不要上頭。 + +「沒用的，我把門反鎖了」 + +「告訴泉泉我很愛她」 + +這是 Mika 的遺言，而我當時真的很無力。 + +
+未完待续…… + +我真正得到 Mika 逝世的消息 是在 10 月 24 日。 + +鑒於之前比賽晉級，我去了三岔河口。 + +少年宮裡不讓停車，於是我們在天眼下的停車場裡換上衣服。 + +結果……剛下車就收到了消息。 + +「沒搶救回來。」 + +「這是永樂橋，上面架着天眼，是一個約會的好地方。如果可以的話，什麼時候來這邊玩，我請你們坐～」 + +「謝謝銓銓～打算過段時間想來坐一次欸，到時候銓銓一起嘛？」 + +這是我腦中，望着天眼的回憶，這一切仿佛凍結住了。強忍着痛苦，即便沒發揮好，但我完成了賽程中的最後一次演出。 + +後來，問起了友人她對 Mika 的印象： + +> 我感覺 Mika 也是個可憐的孩子，應該是沒有安全感，想有人可以依靠。 +> +> 很多經歷都和她很類似。 +> +> 身上全都是在家裡被打留下的疤，我看了都想哭。 +> +> 我想她應該……算是含冤而死，真的感覺她死的時候不像是解脫。 +> +> 據我的經驗來看，死之前還是想得到愛，有個人能線下過去抱住她都好。 +> +> 本來我是可以的…… +> +> 我之前說好的 12 月過去要和她過聖誕節。要包餃子，吃水煮蝦。 +> +> 感覺她有一段時間像是在求我過去一樣。 + +三岔河口，沿着子牙河和北運河一路北上，可以抵達北京。 + +而如今，我站在三岔河口，過往美好的記憶與思緒交匯於此。 + +她的突然離開，讓一切戛然而止，仿佛所有未完成的故事都被凍結在那個瞬間。那些約定—— + +包餃子、過聖誕節…… + +——如今都成了無處寄託的夢。 + +我想，Mika 並不是真正想離開這個世界，她只是太渴望有人能聽見她內心的呐喊，能擁抱她，給她一個停靠的港灣。在這個複雜的世界裡，她活得太清醒，卻又太孤獨。那些她不斷掩飾的痛苦，最終像洪水般將她吞沒。 + +「如果當時我能早點意識到，再堅定一點，是不是一切都會不同？」這個問題像夢魘般徘徊在腦海。可是時間無情地向前，留給我們的只有遺憾和無盡的思念。 + +站在三岔河口，寒風拂面，眼前是連綿不斷的河流——它們匯聚、分流，又不斷地向渤海流去，像生命本身一樣無法回頭。 + +Mika 說過：「希望有一天能一起坐在天眼上看風景。」 + +我知道，她或許再也看不到那天的景色了。但她的故事、她的愛、她那不被理解的執着，永遠會留在那些記得她的人心裡。 + +愛從未走遠，只是我們再也無法親口對她說了。 + + + +
+ +## 後記 + +Mika 的故事，有很多我沒有辦法直接拿出來講。 + +包括家庭、朋友…… + +以及某些身邊人的意見都是，建議我很多東西不要公開來寫。 + +於是我只能寫到了這裡。 + +某天晚上 + +我在群聊裡和 Mika 的電話 + +「銓銓，其實咱很想為社群出一份力」 + +「咱想幫助很多同類活下去」 + +「但是咱的狀態以及環境真的很難做到」 + +「如果有機會呢，未來我也許會開一家公司，就以小藥娘做字型大小」 + +「我看到那些開避難所的姐姐們真的很偉大」 + +「要是我有一天能像她們一樣 能幫上大家」 + +「那樣的話該多好捏」 + +這是小藥娘網路科技的雛形 + +節選自[銓](https://twitter.com/yqua_)茗居 星留閣 星痕志 2023 第三十三號 + +[^1]: 「小鈴鐺」原指 Twitter 用戶發送推文的通知推送功能，用戶可以自行選擇對自己跟隨的用戶打開或關閉。這裡的「小鈴鐺」則是指銓在對一些互 fo 打開通知提醒來保證及時給自己的互 fo 點贊的行為，銓當時對自己大約 300 多位的互 fo 有這樣的互動。 + +[^2]: 下瓦房站是天津地鐵 1 號線與 5 號線的換乘站，從此處往南可到達文化中心站，天津圖書館（文化中心館）即坐落於此。 diff --git a/people/mikaela_khara/photos/photo1.png b/people/mikaela_khara/photos/photo1.png new file mode 100644 index 00000000..e06a1461 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/mikaela_khara/photos/photo1.png differ diff --git a/people/mikaela_khara/photos/photo2.jpg b/people/mikaela_khara/photos/photo2.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..d0367efe Binary files /dev/null and b/people/mikaela_khara/photos/photo2.jpg differ diff --git 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diff --git a/people/noname/comments/2024-08-13-C18104.json b/people/noname/comments/2024-08-13-C18104.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..3251f58a --- /dev/null +++ b/people/noname/comments/2024-08-13-C18104.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18104,"content":"晚安.","submitter":"Orange","date":"Aug 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/noname/comments/2024-08-30-C18134.json b/people/noname/comments/2024-08-30-C18134.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..17641e14 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/noname/comments/2024-08-30-C18134.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18134,"content":"逝者安息🙏","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Aug 30, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/noname/comments/2024-09-18-C18164.json b/people/noname/comments/2024-09-18-C18164.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..d3991a85 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/noname/comments/2024-09-18-C18164.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18164,"content":"我来扫墓","submitter":"vadim6fl5g@outlook.com","date":"Sep 18, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/noname/comments/2024-09-28-C18172.json b/people/noname/comments/2024-09-28-C18172.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..6e6a16a1 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/noname/comments/2024-09-28-C18172.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18172,"content":"扫墓","submitter":"vadim6fl5g@outlook.com","date":"Sep 28, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/noname/comments/2024-10-10-C18190.json b/people/noname/comments/2024-10-10-C18190.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..71452f29 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/noname/comments/2024-10-10-C18190.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18190,"content":"逝者安息🙏","submitter":"匿名","date":"Oct 10, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/noname/comments/2024-10-11-C18201.json b/people/noname/comments/2024-10-11-C18201.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..b80dbd48 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/noname/comments/2024-10-11-C18201.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18201,"content":"某些自稱為人的“人”試圖將MtF污名化，企圖讓世人忽視ta們的存在。然而，事實是，許多人從未忘記ta們，也拒絕遺忘ta們。我相信總有一天，人人都是家長黨，不再有人因為做自己而被迫害。","submitter":"A anonymous Minecraft player","date":"Oct 11, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/noname/comments/2024-10-17-C18219.json b/people/noname/comments/2024-10-17-C18219.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..c2c52827 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/noname/comments/2024-10-17-C18219.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18219,"content":"晚安吧，希望大家好好活着。","submitter":"待雨去","date":"Oct 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/noname/comments/2024-10-27-C18252.json b/people/noname/comments/2024-10-27-C18252.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..260bc44d --- /dev/null +++ b/people/noname/comments/2024-10-27-C18252.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18252,"content":"R.I.P","submitter":"Altezza","date":"Oct 27, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/noname/comments/2024-10-31-C18260.json b/people/noname/comments/2024-10-31-C18260.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..935f11d9 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/noname/comments/2024-10-31-C18260.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18260,"content":"晚安","submitter":"夏天","date":"Oct 31, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/noname/comments/2024-11-17-C19016.json b/people/noname/comments/2024-11-17-C19016.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..8d541951 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/noname/comments/2024-11-17-C19016.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":19016,"content":"晚安","submitter":"秋月","date":"Nov 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-08-10-C18091.json b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-08-10-C18091.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..8a29b7f0 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-08-10-C18091.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18091,"content":"想念小祁 小朋友我想念你","submitter":"cirilla","date":"Aug 10, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-08-12-C18099.json b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-08-12-C18099.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..87138206 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-08-12-C18099.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18099,"content":"想你了 小祁","submitter":"cirilla","date":"Aug 12, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-08-16-C18113.json b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-08-16-C18113.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..969beda7 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-08-16-C18113.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18113,"content":"晚安，姐姐，和我一样大呢本来应该22的，好可惜","submitter":"瑶瑶","date":"Aug 16, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-11-13-C18308.json b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-11-13-C18308.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..67e5432f --- /dev/null +++ b/people/qiqi233345/comments/2024-11-13-C18308.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18308,"content":"晚安，祝幸福","submitter":"冬日暖阳","date":"Nov 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-05-C15448.json b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-05-C15448.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..e8389c0d --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-05-C15448.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15448,"content":"鱼喵\n从未线下见过，只有在群里聊过一些，但也从未真正了解她的过往。\n在最后的几个月才和她相遇。\n当时她已经有严重的自毁倾向了。\n而在盐田离世之后，就已经想到会有鱼喵离世的这一天。。\n\n收拾盐田的遗物的时候还见到了那件染血的外套。","submitter":"七翼式","date":"Mar 5, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-06-C15454.json b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-06-C15454.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a7071f3f --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-06-C15454.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":15454,"content":"鱼喵姐姐晚安","submitter":"猫猫","date":"Mar 6, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-06-C16001.json b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-06-C16001.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..ab17bb46 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-06-C16001.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":16001,"content":"死亡不是终点，遗忘才是 愿逝者在另一个世界找到宁静和安宁","submitter":"一位共情能力强的顺男","date":"Mar 6, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-06-C16002.json b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-06-C16002.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..6f110587 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-06-C16002.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":16002,"content":"愿世界之大，可以包容得下跨性别者 晚安","submitter":"无名之人","date":"Mar 6, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-06-C16004.json b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-06-C16004.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..049ed75a --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-06-C16004.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":16004,"content":"愿在另一个世界安好","submitter":"雪秋","date":"Mar 6, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-06-C16005.json b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-06-C16005.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..da4214e1 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-06-C16005.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":16005,"content":"晚安，祝你在另外一個世界安好","submitter":"地祁","date":"Mar 6, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-09-C16016.json b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-09-C16016.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..5255617d --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-09-C16016.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":16016,"content":"晚安，陌生的姐妹。。。","submitter":"高木拓海","date":"Mar 9, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-09-C16017.json b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-09-C16017.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..bb6f1881 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-09-C16017.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":16017,"content":"1.24日14时整...鱼喵在群里发送消息“我活过来了”...\n那是我第一次也是唯一一次与鱼喵姐姐的短暂互动...\n当听到鱼喵走的时候...\n我很茫然...\n似曾相识的熟悉昵称...\n我打开聊天记录确认了就是她之后...\n心情比较低落...\n唉...\n斯人已逝...\n可惜当时没有多陪陪她...\n姐姐...晚安呜...\nR.I.P.","submitter":"Chefeng","date":"Mar 9, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-09-C16018.json b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-09-C16018.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..c39a8f78 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-09-C16018.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":16018,"content":"晚安！","submitter":"安翎","date":"Mar 9, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-17-C17003.json b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-17-C17003.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..6fcdfb03 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-17-C17003.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17003,"content":"辛苦了，你已经做了够多了。时不时过来拜访过世的朋友，看到几个月前你还在写其他人的条目，怎知噩耗突然降临于你，祝你安息。","submitter":"芋头","date":"Mar 17, 2024"} \ 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+{"id":17039,"content":"晚安，抱抱...","submitter":"绫乃月樱","date":"Mar 24, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-27-C17064.json b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-27-C17064.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..5fd2e042 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-27-C17064.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17064,"content":"好梦，到那边一定要幸福快乐下去","submitter":"樱花飘散时","date":"Mar 27, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-30-C17078.json b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-30-C17078.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..0c52917a --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-03-30-C17078.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17078,"content":"斯人已逝,幽思长存 逝者已矣,生者如斯","submitter":"欧阳辑","date":"Mar 30, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-04-04-C17092.json b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-04-04-C17092.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..d6fa152c --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-04-04-C17092.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17092,"content":"晚安，好梦~","submitter":"无名","date":"Apr 4, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-04-04-C17093.json b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-04-04-C17093.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..be84ef2b --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-04-04-C17093.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17093,"content":"愿你好梦~","submitter":"薄荷","date":"Apr 4, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-04-04-C17099.json b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-04-04-C17099.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..13306d03 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-04-04-C17099.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17099,"content":"晚安，姐姐","submitter":"Free_phoenix","date":"Apr 4, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-04-06-C17102.json b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-04-06-C17102.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..931a3ae4 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-04-06-C17102.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17102,"content":"晚安","submitter":"刘云源","date":"Apr 6, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-04-07-C17104.json b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-04-07-C17104.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..18d05146 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-04-07-C17104.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17104,"content":"想你...\n希望你爱的人们都可以好好活下去...","submitter":"铃华酱","date":"Apr 7, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-04-20-C17124.json b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-04-20-C17124.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..1e69fd68 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-04-20-C17124.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17124,"content":"也许，我们所度过的每一个平平无奇的日常，就是一个个接连不断发生的奇迹。\n我永远不会忘记和你与盐田一起度过的日子。","submitter":"魔骨","date":"Apr 20, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-04-23-C17134.json b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-04-23-C17134.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..5d79b354 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/comments/2024-04-23-C17134.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ 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'2004-05-08' + died: '2024-02-18' + # died: About 2024-02-18 23:50 +websites: + twitter: https://twitter.com/shi_Yumiaoya \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/page.en.md b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/page.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..e7bd4f78 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,50 @@ +--- +name: Yumiao +info: + alias: Yumiao + location: Changzhou, Jiangsu +--- + +[[ {"type":"banner", "icon":"https://one-among.us/favicon-large.png","title":"Some content of this entry doesn’t correspond to fact","text":"You are probably keeping track of an ongoing event, if you feel uncomfortable or stressed, we suggest that you pause browsing the relevant topics."} ]] + +> [!Caution]**Tips** +> +> Some content of this entry doesn’t correspond to fact, while other parts still may require fact check. Therefore, this entry is invisible in main page and random page. +> +> You are probably keeping track of an ongoing event, if you feel uncomfortable or stressed, we suggest that you pause browsing the relevant topics. +> +> One Among Us Transgender Support wishes every kind person to be treated with gentleness. + +## Description + + + + + + + +## Experience + +## Departure + +## Memorial + + + +> And in case I don't see you……good afternoon, good evening, and good night. +> +> From *The Truman Show* + +Well, Yumiao, girl's last tour ended. +And you can finally get a good sleep. + +Contributor: [Jose](https://twitter.com/JoseToYuToMiao) + +(Some experience originated in Yumiao's autobiography before her departure. There are M&D.) diff --git a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/page.md b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/page.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..897a5cb9 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/page.md @@ -0,0 +1,134 @@ +--- +name: 鱼喵 +info: + alias: 鱼喵 + location: 江苏常州 +--- + +[[ {"type":"banner", "icon":"https://one-among.us/favicon-large.png","title":"该条目部分内容与事实不符","text":"您可能在关注一项正在发生的热点事件，如果您在相关事件的讨论中感到不适或精神压力，建议您暂停浏览相关内容。"} ]] + +> [!Caution]**提示** +> +> 该条目的部分内容存在与事实不相符的地方，而其他部分内容可能仍需进行事实核查，因此本条目在主页与随机条目中暂不可见。 +> +> 您可能在关注一项正在发生的热点事件，如果您在相关事件的讨论中感到不适或精神压力，建议您暂停浏览相关内容。 +> +> 那些秋叶维护组愿每一份善良皆被温柔以待。 + +## 简介 + +鱼喵是一只很普通的小药娘[^1]，虽然她对外一直宣称自己是一只 MtX，但大家依旧称呼她为鱼喵妹妹或者鱼喵姐姐。 + +尽管鱼喵 HRT 的时间不长，仅有 281 天，但她很早就已经接触了跨圈，与不少同类建立了比较深厚的感情。 + +鱼喵是个性格非常好的人。在跨圈的这两年时间里，只与一位同类有过矛盾。她从不向别人发脾气，她将自己所有的温柔都献给了周围的人。 + +鱼喵，永远是温柔的呢。 + +她是一位摄影爱好者，并且是一名器材党，她收藏了包括富士、尼康、徕卡在内的众多相机。遗憾的是，她在离开之前已将这些宝贵的收藏处理得差不多了。 + +鱼喵也非常喜欢电影，她的前男友的推特名，正是取材自一部他俩都很喜欢的[电影名](https://zh.wikipedia.org/zh-cn/%E5%96%AC%E7%91%9F%E8%88%87%E8%99%8E%E8%88%87%E9%AD%9A%E7%BE%A4)。 + +她还是一位资深车迷，尤其钟爱欧系汽车，她的个人座驾几乎是清一色的 BMW。同时她也是三剑客汽车节目的忠实观众，从Top Gear 到 The Grand Tour，她都有反复观看。 + +很可惜的是，TGT 系列的最后一集，鱼喵再也没有机会看到了。她就如同燃油车一样，随着时间的流逝，终究会消逝在这个世界上。 + + + +（鱼喵的日常照片） + +## 经历 + +从小，因为其嗓音及外貌偏向女性化，鱼喵就频繁受到校园霸凌，直至高中时期，这种霸凌才得以停止。 + +就如同鱼喵自己经常所说的：「我是一个花心的人」。 + +早在十一岁之时，鱼喵就谈了第一个女朋友。但不幸的是，不到一年，其女友就在一场追尾事故中离世。而她的第二个女朋友将她带坏，带着她第一次滥用药物。由于长期受到校园霸凌，鱼喵已有了抑郁前兆，而药物滥用更是令其精神状态雪上加霜。后来，两人大吵一架后分手。之后，鱼喵便与 Jose 建立了恋爱关系，这是一段很长，很甜蜜的时光。 + +她在初三觉醒了学霸属性，以全市前 60 的成绩考入了全市最好的高中。尽管她不再受到校园霸凌，但高强度的学业压力使她喘不过气来，最后确诊了中度抑郁。但其家人依旧强硬要求其继续完成学业。 + +此后，她开始自伤。直至最后，她的的双臂上还都是密密麻麻的伤痕。 + +在确诊抑郁症后，鱼喵对于学习的态度进入了摆烂状态，基本只听自己所喜欢的课程，所以她的数学成绩看上去十分有趣。 + +因其家里依旧不重视她的心理状态，她在高三摆烂得很彻底，去学校这件事变得可有可无。但她高中的班主任也是抑郁症，对于她的所作所为也没有上报，年级组长与鱼喵的关系也很好，还时常安慰她，所以鱼喵这个特例也没有受到任何惩罚和批评。 + +高考的分数是她最高的一次，561 分，刚刚超过一本线两分。但非常非常可惜的是，那阵子她精神状态极差，没日没夜地 OD，导致其志愿填写出现巨大失误，滑档二本，进入了一所氛围极差的师范学院，而这正是噩梦真正的开始。 + +在入学后不久，鱼喵暴露了自己抑郁症的身份。而她的辅导员不仅没有帮助她，还实施了对她的迫害，其在联系鱼喵父母后，将她送入矫正机构。在受到精神和肉体的双重折磨后，鱼喵最终被迫休学。 + +在休学后，她失去了所有的动力，也正是在这段时间，她正式接触了跨圈，结识了很多好友。 + +休学一年后，鱼喵理应复学，但学校以各种手续不齐为由，强行让她继续休学，这也让鱼喵的心态发生了变化，最终其精神由重度抑郁转变为了双相情感障碍带其他精神病性状。 + +在这时，由于 Jose 第一次考研失败，决定二战，鱼喵主动提出了与他分手，说不想打扰他，他们在一起一共 2001 天。 + +也正是在这一年的生日过后，鱼喵吃下了人生中的第一颗补佳乐，命运的齿轮就此转动。 + +此后，鱼喵在跨圈内结识了很多朋友，比如并在她的贴贴计划中与全国各地的许多同伴会面。在这段时光之中，她还收获了新的爱情。 + +## 关于鱼喵的离世 + +鱼喵的离世，究竟是意外还是蓄意呢？其实从她最后的推文中可以看出，实际上鱼喵只是想说：「别 OD，到最后一刻这只傻猫脑子都很清晰呢」。虽然在离世前她吃了三瓶某种镇静催眠药，但这种药物并不致幻，她只是用这种方式告诉大家不要药物过量以及滥用。 + +鱼喵离世的原因是多方面的，首先就是 2023 年 11 月，[紫壑](https://one-among.us/profile/Weideriche_/)与其同伴在中山一酒店内自杀。这件事导致鱼喵本就脆弱的精神状态临近崩溃，她遂前往广东省，与一位广东社群的同类同居。 + +在广东的日子里，她也尝试着积极去相关医院治疗，希望能尽早从精神疾病的噩梦之中走出。 + +但很快，更糟糕的事情出现了，12 月，她的同居者因出售 HRT 药物等复杂的缘故被捕，鱼喵在此次事件中受到了一定程度的牵连。其进行了较为严重自伤行为，虽然很快就被放了出来，但她的精神已留下了巨大的创伤。 + +此后，鱼喵与[盐田](https://one-among.us/profile/SS3B_0016)等人积极对她的同居者展开了营救计划。虽然为了确保个人安全，她去了别的省份，但依旧想方设法为营救计划提供帮助，甚至使用了可能违背当地法律的方法。 + +2024 年 1 月，盐田不幸离世。此事直接导致鱼喵的精神状态陷入失控。在陪其现任对象过完生日后，于 1 月 16 日凌晨吞下大量药物自杀。幸运的是，在 ICU 抢救了六天后，身体严重受损的鱼喵终于醒来了。 + +但醒来之后，鱼喵随即又听到了口香糖和单片相继离世的噩耗。这导致鱼喵的精神状态陷入癫狂，她每日大量服用精神药物，本就严重受损的身体不堪重负，导致不久后又进入了一次 ICU。 + + + + +而鱼喵的父母对鱼喵的死也有着巨大的影响，她的家人在她回家后借机将其所有女装销毁，并强迫她剪掉了几乎留了一年的头发，还没收了她所有 HRT 药物，所幸她已将药物分散藏好，因而得以继续进行激素替代治疗。同时，她的父母还扔掉了她的所有精神类药物，并说要让鱼喵自己控制自己的情绪，正是在此期间，鱼喵多次与父亲争吵并被侮辱为「逆子」——耻辱，没本事。 + +而在过年之时，其家人更是以驱魔为由将其骗入邪教举行「仪式」，并在此后将其囚禁于家中，这加强了鱼喵离家出走的想法。 + +2 月，鱼喵正式离家出走。就在这时，她得知了自己被学校强制退学的消息。此后，她重新开始大量滥用药物。 + +在她最后的时光中，很多时候基本上就是吃了药就休息，醒来之后又接着继续吃药。 + +尽管此时鱼喵的精神状态已经断崖式下滑，但她依旧坚持着她在盐田离世后作出的决定——进行自杀干预。她在清醒的时间依然会给高自杀风险的同类们送去干预。然而，在进行干预的过程中，她吸收了大量负能量。并被一位未成年药娘精神霸凌，在精神状态极度恶劣的情况下，自杀干预使她燃尽了自己最后的理智。 + +最终，精神世界已经毁灭的鱼喵走上了高楼的天台，结束了她那短暂而又悲惨的一生。 + +## 身后纪念 + +鱼喵的胶片相机交由 Happy 传承，那台尼康马特 FT 将代替鱼喵的视角，继续观察这万千世界。 + +鱼喵的尼康 D200 由前男友继承，将永久收藏。 + +鱼喵的 jk 裙和随身携带的索尼手机由雪秋继承。 + +鱼喵的彼岸花交由由之继承。 + +根据遗嘱，鱼喵的骨灰将制成骨灰骰子，一部分交给她生前关系亲近的人，另一部分则通过抽奖的方式送给朋友们。 + +这是鱼喵留给大家，最后的话： + +> 如果再也不能见到你，祝你早安，午安，晚安。 +> +> And in case I don't see you……good afternoon, good evening, and good night. +> +> 出自《楚门的世界》 +> +> From *The Truman Show* + +好了，鱼喵，少女终末旅行结束了，你也终于可以好好睡一觉了。 + +条目贡献：[Jose](https://twitter.com/JoseToYuToMiao) + +（部分经历内容源自鱼喵生前的自传，有删改） + +[^1]:此处为狭义用法，指代进行女性倾向激素替代疗法的跨性别者，为社群内的惯用语，此处无贬义，下同。 diff --git a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/page.zh_hant.md b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/page.zh_hant.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..ef476699 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/page.zh_hant.md @@ -0,0 +1,133 @@ +--- +name: 魚喵 +info: + alias: 魚喵 + location: 江蘇常州 +--- + +[[ {"type":"banner", "icon":"https://one-among.us/favicon-large.png","title":"該條目部分內容與事實不符","text":"您可能在關注一項正在發生的熱點事件，如果您在相關事件的討論中感到不適或精神壓力，建議您暫停瀏覽相關內容。"} ]] + +> [!Caution]**提示** +> +> 該條目的部分內容存在與事實不相符的地方，而其他部分內容可能仍需進行事實核查，因此本條目在主頁與隨機條目中暫不可見。 +> +> 您可能在關注一項正在發生的熱點事件，如果您在相關事件的討論中感到不適或精神壓力，建議您暫停瀏覽相關內容。 +> +> 那些秋葉維護組願每一份善良皆被溫柔以待。 + +## 簡介 + +魚喵是一個很普通的 xyn[^1]，雖然她對外一直宣稱自己是 MtX，但大家依舊稱呼她為魚喵妹妹或者魚喵姐姐。 + +儘管魚喵 HRT 的時間不長，僅有 281 天，但她很早就已經接觸了跨圈，與不少同類建立了比較深厚的感情。 + +魚喵是個性格非常好的人。在跨圈的這兩年時間裡，只與一位同類有過矛盾。她從不向別人發脾氣，她將自己所有的溫柔都獻給了周圍的人。 + +魚喵，永遠是溫柔的呢。 + +她是一位攝影愛好者，並且是一名器材黨，她收藏了包括富士、尼康、徠卡在內的眾多相機。遺憾的是，她在離開之前已將這些寶貴的收藏處理得差不多了。 + +魚喵也非常喜歡電影，她的前男友的推特名，正是取材自一部他倆都很喜歡的[電影名](https://zh.wikipedia.org/zh-tw/%E5%96%AC%E7%91%9F%E8%88%87%E8%99%8E%E8%88%87%E9%AD%9A%E7%BE%A4)。 + +她還是一位資深車迷，尤其喜愛歐系汽車，她的個人座駕幾乎是清一色的 BMW。同時她也是三劍客汽車節目的忠實觀眾，從 Top Gear 到 The Grand Tour，她都有反復觀看。 + +很可惜的是，TGT 系列的最後一集，魚喵再也沒有機會看到了。她就如同燃油汽車一樣，隨著時間的流逝，終究會消逝在這個世界上。 + + + +（魚喵的日常照片） + +## 經歷 + +從小，因為其嗓音及外貌偏向女性化，魚喵就頻繁受到校園霸淩，直至高中時期，這種霸淩才得以停止。 + +就如同魚喵自己經常所說的：「我是一個花心的人」。 + +早在十一歲之時，魚喵就談了第一個女朋友。但不幸的是，不到一年，其女友就在一場追尾事故中離世。而她的第二個女朋友將她帶壞，帶著她第一次濫用藥物。由於長期受到校園霸淩，魚喵已有了抑鬱前兆，而藥物濫用更是令其精神狀態雪上加霜。後來，兩人大吵一架後分手。之後，魚喵便與 Jose 建立了戀愛關係，這是一段很長，很甜蜜的時光。 + +她在九年級覺醒了學霸屬性，以全市前 60 的成績考入了全市最好的高中。儘管她不再受到校園霸淩，但高強度的學業壓力使她喘不過氣來，最後確診了中度抑鬱。但其家人依舊強硬要求其繼續完成學業。 + +此後，她開始自傷。直至最後，她的的雙臂上還都是密密麻麻的傷痕。 + +在確診抑鬱症後，魚喵對於學習的態度進入了擺爛狀態，基本只聽自己所喜歡的課程，所以她的數學成績看上去十分有趣。 + +因其家裡依舊不重視她的心理狀態，她在高三擺爛得很徹底，去學校這件事變得可有可無。但她高中的班主任也是抑鬱症，對於她的所作所為也沒有上報，年級組長與魚喵的關係也很好，還時常安慰她，所以魚喵這個特例也沒有受到任何懲罰和批評。 + +高考的分數是她最高的一次，561 分，剛剛超過一本線兩分。但非常非常可惜的是，那陣子她精神狀態極差，沒日沒夜地 OD，導致其志願填寫出現巨大失誤，滑檔二本，進入了一所氛圍極差的師範學院，而這正是噩夢真正的開始。 + +在入學後不久，魚喵暴露了自己抑鬱症的身份。而她的輔導員不僅沒有幫助她，還實施了對她的迫害，其在聯繫魚喵父母後，將她送入矯正機構。在受到精神和肉體的雙重折磨後，魚喵最終被迫休學。 + +在休學後，她失去了所有的動力，也正是在這段時間，她正式接觸了跨圈，結識了很多好友。 + +休學一年後，魚喵理應複學，但學校以各種手續不齊為由，強行讓她繼續休學，這也讓魚喵的心態發生了變化，最終其精神由重度抑鬱轉變為了雙相情感障礙帶其他精神病性狀。 + +在這時，由於 Jose 第一次考研失敗，決定嘗試第二次，魚喵主動提出了與他分手，說不想打擾他，他們在一起一共 2001 天。 + +也正是在這一年的生日過後，魚喵吃下了人生中的第一顆補佳樂，命運的齒輪就此轉動。 + +此後，魚喵在跨圈內結識了很多朋友，比如並在她的貼貼計畫中與全國各地的許多同伴會面。在這段時光之中，她還收穫了新的愛情。 + +## 關於魚喵的離世 + +魚喵的離世，究竟是意外還是蓄意呢？其實從她最後的推文中可以看出，實際上魚喵只是想說：「別 OD，到最後一刻這只傻貓腦子都很清晰呢」。雖然在離世前她吃了三瓶某種鎮靜催眠藥，但這種藥物並不致幻，她只是用這種方式告訴大家不要藥物過量以及濫用。 + +魚喵離世的原因是多方面的，首先就是 2023 年 11 月，[紫壑](https://one-among.us/profile/Weideriche_/)與其同伴在中山一酒店內自殺。這件事導致魚喵本就脆弱的精神狀態臨近崩潰，她遂前往廣東省，與一位廣東社群的同類同居。 + +在廣東的日子裡，她也嘗試著積極去相關醫院治療，希望能儘早從精神疾病的噩夢之中走出。 + +但很快，更糟糕的事情出現了，12 月，她的同居者因出售 HRT 藥物等複雜的緣故被捕，魚喵在此次事件中受到了一定程度的牽連。其進行了較為嚴重自傷行為，雖然很快就被放了出來，但她的精神已留下了巨大的創傷。 + +此後，魚喵與[鹽田](https://one-among.us/profile/SS3B_0016)等人積極對她的同居者展開了營救計畫。雖然為了確保個人安全，她去了別的省份，但依舊想方設法為營救計畫提供幫助，甚至使用了可能違背當地法律的方法。 + +2024 年 1 月，鹽田不幸離世。此事直接導致魚喵的精神狀態陷入失控。在陪其現任對象過完生日後，於 1 月 16 日淩晨吞下大量藥物自殺。幸運的是，在 ICU 搶救了六天后，身體嚴重受損的魚喵終於醒來了。 + +但醒來之後，魚喵隨即又聽到了口香糖和單片相繼離世的噩耗。這導致魚喵的精神狀態陷入癲狂，她每日大量服用精神藥物，本就嚴重受損的身體不堪重負，導致不久後又進入了一次 ICU。 + + + + +而魚喵的父母對魚喵的死也有著巨大的影響，她的家人在她回家後借機將其所有女裝銷毀，並強迫她剪掉了幾乎留了一年的頭髮，還沒收了她所有 HRT 藥物，所幸她已將藥物分散藏好，因而得以繼續進行激素替代治療。同時，她的父母還扔掉了她的所有精神類藥物，並說要讓魚喵自己控制自己的情緒，正是在此期間，魚喵多次與父親爭吵並被侮辱為「逆子」——恥辱，沒本事。 + +而在過年之時，其家人更是以驅魔為由將其騙入邪教舉行「儀式」，並在此後將其囚禁於家中，這加強了魚喵離家出走的想法。 + +2 月，魚喵正式離家出走。就在這時，她得知了自己被學校強制退學的消息。此後，她重新開始大量濫用藥物。 + +在她最後的時光中，很多時候基本上就是吃了藥就休息，醒來之後又接著繼續吃藥。 + +儘管此時魚喵的精神狀態已經斷崖式下滑，但她依舊堅持著她在鹽田離世後作出的決定——進行自殺干預。她在清醒的時間依然會給高自殺風險的同類們送去干預。然而，在進行干預的過程中，她吸收了大量負能量。並被一位未成年藥娘精神霸淩，在精神狀態極度惡劣的情況下，自殺干預使她燃盡了自己最後的理智。 + +最終，精神世界已經毀滅的魚喵走上了高樓的天臺，結束了她那短暫而又悲慘的一生。 + +## 身後紀念 + +魚喵的膠片相機交由 Happy 傳承，那台尼康馬特 FT 將代替魚喵的視角，繼續觀察這萬千世界。 + +魚喵的尼康 D200 由前男友繼承，將永久收藏。 + +魚喵的 jk 裙和隨身攜帶的索尼手機由雪秋繼承。 + +魚喵的彼岸花交由由之繼承。 + +根據遺囑，魚喵的骨灰將製成骨灰骰子，一部分交給她生前關係親近的人，另一部分則通過抽獎的方式送給朋友們。 + +這是魚喵留給大家，最後的話： + +> 如果再也不能見到你，祝你早安，午安，晚安。 +> +> And in case I don't see you……good afternoon, good evening, and good night. +> +> 出自《楚門的世界》 +> +> From _The Truman Show_ + +好了，魚喵，少女終末旅行結束了，你也終於可以好好睡一覺了。 + +條目貢獻：[Jose](https://twitter.com/JoseToYuToMiao) + +（部分經歷內容源自魚喵生前的自傳，有刪改） +[^1]: 此處為狹義用法，指代進行女性傾向激素替代療法的跨性別者，為社群內的慣用語，此處無貶義，下同。 diff --git a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/photos/photo1.jpg b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/photos/photo1.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..89adfa6e Binary files /dev/null and b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/photos/photo1.jpg differ diff --git a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/photos/photo2.jpg b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/photos/photo2.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..b0377b4c Binary files /dev/null and b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/photos/photo2.jpg differ diff --git a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/photos/photo3.jpg b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/photos/photo3.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..33aeaa29 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/photos/photo3.jpg differ diff --git a/people/shi_Yumiaoya/photos/photo4.jpg b/people/shi_Yumiaoya/photos/photo4.jpg new file mode 100644 index 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爱你爱你","submitter":"cirilla希里雅","date":"Aug 12, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-08-21-C17127.json b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-08-21-C17127.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..caee3cdc --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-08-21-C17127.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":17127,"content":"再见，晚安，爱你，明天见","submitter":"不匿名的一只大可爱","date":"Apr 21, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-09-11-C18157.json b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-09-11-C18157.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..8fcdc788 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/shihai4h/comments/2024-09-11-C18157.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18157,"content":"||一面之缘，抱憾终生||","submitter":"匿名","date":"Sep 11, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/shihai4h/page.en.md b/people/shihai4h/page.en.md index 634b83e7..f143fdcd 100644 --- a/people/shihai4h/page.en.md +++ b/people/shihai4h/page.en.md @@ -271,6 +271,7 @@ Contributor: [Li'an](https://twitter.com/LianShihai) [^10]: from A Dream of Red Mansions Volume II (Cao Xueqin, Gao E.), Foreign languages Press, Beijing, China, 1994 (First Published in hardback in 1978) 【Volume I P672】ISBN: 9787119006437
+ {/* Following are en localization notes, available for consultation. diff --git a/people/shihai4h/page.md b/people/shihai4h/page.md index 30e9d281..bd43846c 100644 --- a/people/shihai4h/page.md +++ b/people/shihai4h/page.md @@ -133,3 +133,5 @@ info: 我最亲爱的小柿子，我们来世再见。到那时我肯定还有缘分再见到你，毕竟这辈子的因果交错再也解不开了。我还很想问问你为什么，可是再问一万遍都没有人会给我一个答案了。 条目贡献：[梨安](https://twitter.com/LianShihai) + + diff --git a/people/shihai4h/page.zh_hant.md b/people/shihai4h/page.zh_hant.md index fb44c30e..8d7f9c97 100644 --- a/people/shihai4h/page.zh_hant.md +++ b/people/shihai4h/page.zh_hant.md @@ -137,3 +137,5 @@ info: 我最親愛的小柿子，我們來世再見。到那時我肯定還有緣分再見到你，畢竟這輩子的因果交錯再也解不開了。我還很想問問你為什麼，可是再問一萬遍都沒有人會給我一個答案了。 條目貢獻：[梨安](https://twitter.com/LianShihai) + + diff --git a/people/tdor/TDoV2024-comments.tar.xz b/people/tdor/TDoV2024-comments.tar.xz new file mode 100644 index 00000000..e3e1bea7 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/tdor/TDoV2024-comments.tar.xz differ diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/.gitignore b/people/tdor/comments/.gitignore new file mode 100644 index 00000000..eb75d570 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/.gitignore @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +export.md \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-15-B3.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-15-B3.json deleted file mode 100644 index 36b5c2f2..00000000 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-15-B3.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1,6 +0,0 @@ -{ - "id": -3, - "content": "\n**来信由三位主持人联合回信，不署名；来信量甚大，不能做到一一回复，还请谅解。**", - "submitter": "One Among Us", - "date": "Mar 15, 2024" -} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-16-C16035.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-16-C16035.json deleted file mode 100644 index 7475fb4c..00000000 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-16-C16035.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1,3 +0,0 @@ -{"id":16035,"content":"在當今這個逐漸變得保守的世界中，勇敢地面對自己，並驕傲地站在陽光下，這便是最好的「現身」方式……","submitter":"阿雪","date":"Mar 16, 2024", "replies": [ - {"content": "面对自己是骄傲与力量的开始。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} -]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-16-C16036.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-16-C16036.json deleted file mode 100644 index 05d46192..00000000 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-16-C16036.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1,3 +0,0 @@ -{"id":16036,"content":"敬启：\n无论要遭受怎样的痛苦，无论要面临怎样的困难，请一定要顽强的去坚持下来，请振翅吧，直到能够飞翔。","submitter":"举荷风","date":"Mar 16, 2024","replies": [ - {"content": "困难的时候，一句振奋的话语能改变很多。谢谢你依然坚持爱与希望。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} -]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-16-C16037.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-16-C16037.json deleted file mode 100644 index 1a590342..00000000 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-16-C16037.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1,3 +0,0 @@ -{"id":16037,"content":"我们之所以现身，是因为现在虽然是漆黑的深夜，但是我们的信念坚信曙光即将来临。我们现身是为了得到大众的爱，是渴求社会给我们一个大大的拥抱，是祈祷每一位酷儿都可以健康快乐。我们每一个人都希望获得爱，但是更希望人性之光早日来到，让自由、光明、幸福和爱尽情的拥抱我们每一个人。","submitter":"巴克莱.巴拉克里希南.穆黛.卓锦万代兰","date":"Mar 16, 2024", "replies": [ - {"content": "我想你已经知道了一个事实：世界很多时候其实不会主动拥抱你。所以比起空洞的鼓励，我更想说：拥抱世界吧，即便世界不一定在拥抱你；这很不公平，但有时只有从我们开始传播爱，爱才会开始流动。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} -]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C16041.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C16041.json deleted file mode 100644 index c5364132..00000000 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C16041.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1,3 +0,0 @@ -{"id":16041,"content":"hi，\n我是珏，今年33岁了。\n深刻体会到跨性别这个家庭在一步步变得越来越好，越来越完善，\n时代赋予了我们做自己的可能，\n我也从中获得完成梦想的信心。\n从HRT是什么都不知道，到有信心准备SRS，真的很感谢姐妹们的帮助，\n我年纪大了，算是高龄跨儿了，与原生家庭的“难舍难分”，与自己“逻辑自洽”对于我来说都是重重考验。\n由于年纪大了，出柜时间也短，HRT时间也不长，面临的实际社会问题就变得很多，职场歧视啦，社会歧视啦，balabala～\n但我真的没后悔过，我希望都可以越来越好～我希望今年可以距离变成真的女孩子更进一步，做进一步断亲，与自己和解，做好自己做好该做的事。","submitter":"珏","date":"Mar 17, 2024", "replies": [ - {"content": "加油！感谢你保持自我到这个属于你的时代，感谢你还能与更多年轻朋友共同成长。不要在意自己的年龄，未来现在才开始，即使是33岁才会遇到的挫折，也能成为你与后来者人生的宝贵经验。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} -]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C16044.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C16044.json deleted file mode 100644 index 2bf9ed7d..00000000 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C16044.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1,3 +0,0 @@ -{"id":16044,"content":"少女的末路还不会结束，我将会坚持下去，直到自己筋疲力尽，或许有那么一天我会成为最想成为的样子","submitter":"猫猫（苏小喵）","date":"Mar 17, 2024", "replies": [ - {"content": "在那一天来临之前——和之后——我们会一直陪着你的。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} -]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C16045.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C16045.json deleted file mode 100644 index 8e0e809d..00000000 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C16045.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":16045,"content":"很遗憾在这个页面上看到很多朋友，但是我不会忘记未曾见面的朋友，一面之缘的朋友，人人皆友，人人亦友祝你们平安，快乐。愿我们终将能去往阳光普照之所。","submitter":"Forget","date":"Mar 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C17004.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C17004.json deleted file mode 100644 index e8716b8d..00000000 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C17004.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1,3 +0,0 @@ -{"id":17004,"content":"杀掉错误扭曲的观点 // 正视真正的我 爱真正的我 // 无论是零分还是一百分 // 我都有无限的可能 // 无论躺平 还是全力奔跑 // 都为我加油 // 我是具体的人 是活在当下的人 // 只用心研究不草率下结论 // 才能了解真正的我","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Mar 17, 2024", "replies": [ - {"content": "爱你的自信！我也愿意更了解真正的你，愿你未来畅通无阻；也希望你的自信能感染更多朋友。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} -]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C17007.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C17007.json deleted file mode 100644 index e1493dc6..00000000 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C17007.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":17007,"content":"相信自己的内心，寻找想要的世界。\n","submitter":"冬日暖阳","date":"Mar 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C17009.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C17009.json deleted file mode 100644 index 30c7e6e9..00000000 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C17009.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":17009,"content":"祝大家都能成为自己想要的模样，收获快乐和幸福。","submitter":"水中月","date":"Mar 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C17011.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C17011.json deleted file mode 100644 index 79260a80..00000000 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C17011.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":17011,"content":"从窗户纸般薄的丑陋蛹壳中挣脱；\n伤痕累累的躯体里闪烁出蓝粉白的光。","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Mar 17, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C17012.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C17012.json deleted file mode 100644 index 9fda4493..00000000 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-17-C17012.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1,3 +0,0 @@ -{"id":17012,"content":"丑陋的蛹下\n不知如何捅破这窗户纸般薄的壳的躯体\n恐怕也会在某一天\n骄傲地在蓝粉白的光芒中\n展现美丽而又伤痕累累的自己吧\n","submitter":"Nonexistent Riricho","date":"Mar 17, 2024", "replies": [ - {"content": "爱妳. ", "submitter": "Maintainer"} -]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-18-C17013.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-18-C17013.json deleted file mode 100644 index 00b351b0..00000000 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-18-C17013.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1,3 +0,0 @@ -{"id":17013,"content":"你们好，我不确定我作为非跨性别者能否至信，我通过与跨性别者的深入交流以及查阅不少资料，深刻认识到你们的不一致的性别认同是难以扭转的，这并不是对性别基于自主意愿的主观选择，而是一种自小存在的性别不一致。虽然我作为非跨性别者实际上难以对你们的性别焦虑感同身受，但我确实看得出来并体会到你们在现实中面临着不少现实中的困难，这也彰显了跨性别者之间的社群交流的重要性。\n最后祝愿大家能够战胜抑郁和焦虑，努力活下去，找到属于自己的人生路。","submitter":"汉正街地铁站","date":"Mar 18, 2024", "replies": [ - {"content": "谢谢你能够表达自己的理解和支持。实际上，很多时候对于各种少数群体的恐惧和偏见，不一定来自于非当事人的不理解，而只是【当事人以外没有人敢公开支持当事人】，仅此而已。不能感同身受不重要，人各有命，经验本就是不能完全共享的；但是我必须要感谢你站出来为了全体跨性别伙伴们说话。谢谢你，祝你「求则得之，寻则寻见」。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} -]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-18-C17015.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-18-C17015.json deleted file mode 100644 index 8ce54981..00000000 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-18-C17015.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":17015,"content":"愿我们都能续写最甜最好的故事，永远不要有不得不结束的终章。","submitter":"502","date":"Mar 18, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-18-C17016.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-18-C17016.json deleted file mode 100644 index c52a9517..00000000 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-18-C17016.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":17016,"content":"如同光可以填满整个屋子，爱也可以使一个缺失的灵魂变得完整。","submitter":"LaN","date":"Mar 18, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-18-C17017.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-18-C17017.json deleted file mode 100644 index 5a0619fb..00000000 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-18-C17017.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1,3 +0,0 @@ -{"id":17017,"content":"我光只是性取向“不正常”就感到极大的压力了，觉得自己不正常、觉得同性恋很恶心、希望自己只是病了、希望所谓的性少数其实是一种能治好的精神疾病。每隔一段时间我就会突然对自己“不正常”的性取向感到羞耻、恶心、希望自己是一个“正常人”。不知道这种情况是不是跟跨性别朋友们说的性别交流类似，只不过我的是对自己的性取向不满意？我的性取向“不正常”，单是因为这个我就被困扰的不得了，很难想象跨性别们的生活有多难。我真心希望有一天性少数可以不被区别对待，不再是“不正常”的人。我觉得很奇怪，为什么明明其他动物都不会对所谓的性少数作出排挤/歧视的行为，而人类却对咱们充满了恶意？为什么？人类真的好难懂…这世上永远没有绝对的公平。","submitter":"莱铭Lemink","date":"Mar 18, 2024", "replies": [ - {"content": "人总说兽性残暴，但有思想的恶才算残暴。他们手捧礼义廉耻，朝我们啐出一口仁义道德。可被排挤的少数有错吗？所谓的「不正常」真的可以被定义吗？我们本身无罪，但被多数人以恶意强加一层罪恶。亲爱的你，不要束缚在被强硬套上的锁链，我们永远是一体的，每个人微小的力量集合成星河，我们也可以逃脱黑暗迎来璀璨。在我们伸展的前方，仿佛洒满了阳光。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} -]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-19-C17021.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-19-C17021.json deleted file mode 100644 index 9f5b987c..00000000 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-19-C17021.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1,3 +0,0 @@ -{"id":17021,"content":"《无题》 // 前方的路 // 布满了脚印 \n偶尔 // 还能看见些许白骨 // 更耀眼的 // 却是道路尽头的光 \n我抬起头 // 向着光跑去 // 不知何时 // 自己的身边布满了荆棘 \n血 // 流了出来 // 泪 // 无法止住 \n乌鸦盘旋 // 将那光芒掩去 // 只剩下 // 几缕细丝 \n闭上眼 // 转过头 // 想要逃避 \n却听见 // 「TA」们的声音 \n“走下去吧 // 向着自己 // 向着火焰 // 向着完美的明天” \n睁开眼 // 发现手中多出一把利剑 // 抬起手 // 向着荆棘 // 向着乌鸦 // 挥出剑刃 \n蓝色的光 // 粉色的光 // 白色的光 // 烧尽了荆棘 // 驱散了阴霾 // 看向路的起点 \n我留下了这把剑 // 留下「TA」们的祝福 // 随后 // 向着光芒跑去 \n最终 // 消失在光芒之中 \n………… // ………… // ………… \n我 // 是「TA」们 // 「TA」们 // 是我 \n我和「我们」 // 不会忘记","submitter":"RainSummer","date":"Mar 19, 2024", "replies": [ - {"content": "踏棘而行，向火而生。好诗，好文笔。拥有生命力也拥有主动性，正是意识到自己所处，才得以迈出作为自己的第一步，你是勇敢的；你诗中「TA」们，那些前人、或许是那些逝者，「TA」们是无处不在的。去年的『银河铁道之夜』朗读会，我特别喜欢的一个概念是：宫泽贤治借那篇童话表达，现世与他界密切联系，哪怕是一梦之间；逝者与生者总有机会共存、共鸣、共斗，逝者虽然离去，留下的东西是无价的。星星引路，航向天明。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} -]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-21-C17027.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-21-C17027.json deleted file mode 100644 index 4950806e..00000000 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-21-C17027.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1,3 +0,0 @@ -{"id":17027,"content":"去年的這個時候我被逼上絕路，一度曾想過了結自己，但在那之前怎麼都想要做一回自己，哪怕一次也好。\n我靠著手上唯一的一點存款去做了喜歡的髮型，那段時間的生活沒有受到陌生的攻擊、歧視和騷擾，也有很友善的朋友一直提供幫助，那時候我想，要是現在死了也值了。\n你說後來怎麼樣了？後來我孤注一擲，和死神賭了一局，最後居然還贏了，我猜這是長年的隱忍和創傷下積累的一點點運氣。好運總有用光的時候，至少現在我生活在一個再也不需要隱藏和忍耐那些歧視的地方，全部重新開始，這一次是真正的作為我自己而活著。\n希望我多出來的好運能分享給每一個有需要的跨兒朋友。","submitter":"匿名","date":"Mar 21, 2024", "replies": [ - {"content": "叹服于你的勇气，祝好运时刻伴随你。愿你辟开的道路永远宽阔，不被杂草淹没。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} -]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-22-C17032.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-22-C17032.json deleted file mode 100644 index 0e76ae64..00000000 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-22-C17032.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1,3 +0,0 @@ -{"id":17032,"content":"致勇敢现身的同志们：\n星光与你们同在，大地为你们铺路，大胆走向属于自己的路，无惧眼光，不怕困难，为自己心中的理想奋斗。","submitter":"程天明","date":"Mar 22, 2024", "replies": [ - {"content": "我们今年因为各种制约，总共策划人数是大约二十个人；希望这个数能变成两百个、两千个，社群能从我们开始越来越团结、越来越相连，希望欢乐与庆祝到达每个人的耳畔。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} -]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-22-C17033.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-22-C17033.json deleted file mode 100644 index dfdc0d82..00000000 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-22-C17033.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1,3 +0,0 @@ -{"id":17033,"content":"去年今日此门中，人面桃花相映红。人面不知何处去，桃花依旧笑春风。\n你看你用一种决然终结自己的生命，以期伤害过你的也随你终结。\n可是你的光才照亮了多久呢，又被多少人遗忘呢\n公无渡河，公竟渡河！堕河而死，当奈公何！","submitter":"匿名","date":"Mar 22, 2024", "replies": [ - {"content": "也许ta并没有离开太远，仍在或远或近的某处点亮灯火。愿你能永久守望这微光，最终照亮大地。虽绵力，但也请允许我们同你一起记住。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} -]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-23-C17037.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-23-C17037.json deleted file mode 100644 index dc05ac5b..00000000 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-23-C17037.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":17037,"content":"阳光总在风雨后，坚持撑过这段最黑暗的时刻，我们终将迎向光明!","submitter":"车风","date":"Mar 23, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-23-C17038.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-23-C17038.json deleted file mode 100644 index d2a81bfd..00000000 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-23-C17038.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1,3 +0,0 @@ -{"id":17038,"content":"我们即是希望本身","submitter":"无常","date":"Mar 23, 2024", "replies": [ - {"content": "我们存在的意义即是爱与革命。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} -]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-24-C17040.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-24-C17040.json deleted file mode 100644 index 9ed7c362..00000000 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-24-C17040.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1,3 +0,0 @@ -{"id":17040,"content":"||这算不上什么故事，因为它是发生过的事实。\n我曾经算是一名天赋党，因为出色的伪音，在出租车上和司机聊了一路都没被看出来，那个时候还在初中，初中女生比较成熟，比起满口黄腔，喜欢扒裤子看我算不算男人的男生来说，简直是天使，她们那时候就算谈了恋爱也不会疏远我，我和别的女孩子好像没有什么区别，很多人到现在上了大学再重逢，本来说可以让我在她那里当女孩子，但是一旦谈了对象，那个男的只要有一点不满意，她就会立马让我避嫌，尽管她认识那个男生的时候，代表他们，告诉我女孩子之间不用避嫌。\n或许我一定要面临这样的情况，就算做了很完整的手术，她或者他，还是把我当成感情的潜在隐患，只会选择伤害我，而不在乎，我是不是怕她被渣男骗，入土可能她都不会再来，那些姐妹之间的诺言，好似不曾有过。现在我也没有很女孩子的外表，都说不歧视，不区别对待，可是谁又知道，社会性别再像，那也不是女孩子，更何况生理上还不是呢。||","submitter":"yunlu","date":"Mar 24, 2024", "replies": [ - {"content": "亲爱的你，「♪ni是你或是妳都行，会有人真心地爱ni♪」——玫瑰少年唱出的是我们。当我们陷落在泥土里，陷落在黑夜里，陷落在无尽海里。可是我们用尽全力抓住的藤蔓，藤蔓缠绕树干抢夺阳光生长，我们终会开出荆棘的玫瑰。美是一种型态，是一个形容，但它绝对无关于性别。我们无法完全去除生理特征，我们无必要回忆过去让自己缠绕苦痛，承诺没有保鲜剂，它不泡在福尔马林里。重要的是，要活出自我，要有爱有希望。请相信自己是美丽的，经历的创伤也会在阳光下展露光芒。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} -]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-25-C17041.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-25-C17041.json deleted file mode 100644 index 2f40bf3a..00000000 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-25-C17041.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1,3 +0,0 @@ -{"id":17041,"content":"杂谈\n||好像变得麻木了，身边的人一遍又一遍地死去，最终还是死掉了。你还活着吗?对未来的期待?不是。我想抱紧死去的人并且被没有死掉的大家抱着，，，其它东西会让你死掉吧?我并没有办法,我会在舒适度和目标之间权衡。焦虑是不可避免的,不过就算考虑最糟糕的情况，我也是有获得最后平静的办法(笑)。在想着“去做些什么吧，可不能靠时间和别人的改变，而且，大姐姐要做好榜样才行。\"\n我的经历没有那么凄惨。开始的时候谢谢大家的关心了，但渐渐想回报别人的温柔了，到现在变成了同辈大姐姐。然后未来的话，应该是前进着最后死掉了。一生的话，和被剪掉花朵的玫瑰差不多吧?大家会是怎么样的呢?蛮期待的。\n在其它方面也没有什么很好的建议。就，别太痛苦了。祝福的话是不切实际的，那就，别死掉了大家。 ||\n燕秋\n2024/3/24","submitter":"燕秋","date":"Mar 25, 2024", "replies": [ - {"content": "||死掉了就太可惜啦。陪你多走一程，好不好？||", "submitter": "Maintainer"} -]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-25-C17043.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-25-C17043.json deleted file mode 100644 index 7471af68..00000000 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-25-C17043.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":17043,"content":"“希望这个世界上的坏事彻底消失”\n“希望这个世界能够变得越来越好”\n“希望所有生命都不再遭受世间的苦难”\n“希望这个世界永远都有希望”","submitter":"雪秋小可爱@XUEQIUxka","date":"Mar 25, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-25-C17044.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-25-C17044.json deleted file mode 100644 index 45752d64..00000000 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-25-C17044.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":17044,"content":"\u003e日出从深黑绽放，万物裂痕映透阳光\n\u003e**愿我们都能不负此生**\n\n","submitter":"Catherina","date":"Mar 25, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-25-C17045.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-25-C17045.json deleted file mode 100644 index 97baeddf..00000000 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-25-C17045.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":17045,"content":"愿终有一日，跨性别朋友们可以无所顾忌地生活在阳光下，可以再也不用承受本不该承受的苦难。\n愿终有一日，大家可以不再惧怕出柜所带来的风险，大家可以正大光明地现身，去享受这个世界。\n愿终有一日，大家可以在蓝天白云之下，编织出自己粉红色的梦！\n愿终有一日，苦难皆过，世间大好，\n愿终有一日，厄海渡尽，云开月明！\n诸位都是渡厄的朋友，渡厄会一直陪着大家，陪着朋友们，守候着，等到这一天！\n——From 渡厄大君 RulerDue","submitter":"渡厄大君","date":"Mar 25, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-25-C17046.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-25-C17046.json deleted file mode 100644 index 148a72dd..00000000 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-25-C17046.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":17046,"content":"终有一日，我们必能夸耀身姿，屹立于众人之中。\n待那时，你我皆将化作苍穹之星，璀璨闪耀。","submitter":"Soran","date":"Mar 25, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17047.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17047.json deleted file mode 100644 index 340b2da3..00000000 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17047.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":17047,"content":"加油吧布丁姐姐...咱永远支持你www","submitter":"铃华酱","date":"Mar 26, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17052.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17052.json deleted file mode 100644 index 6ce374a2..00000000 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17052.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1,3 +0,0 @@ -{"id":17052,"content":"你好啊我是一名福建的信息学竞赛选手 hhoppitree，是一位还没有想明白道路的初三同学，明年就要上高中啦！有成为 mtf 的想法，不过…还很犹豫喵！我现在年龄还很小，有一定天赋，在机房经常被 Rua，家里人也比较开放，心里状态也比较良好。如果真的要走到那一步的话可能还是有一定优势的，日后还请多多关照喵！如果高一高二的国赛发挥好一点的话，可能就能去北京了，那里的氛围会好一点吗？我很迷茫。总之，还是走一步看一步吗？最后，希望大家都能过上自己想要的生活啦！","submitter":"hhoppitree","date":"Mar 26, 2024", "replies": [ - {"content": "祝贺你迈出了认识自己的第一步。可是，傲慢和偏见仍然在社会生活中如影随形，很多事情也不一定像一开始时一样顺利。无他，我唯独希望你清楚思考自己并理解自己，不管做出什么选择，深思熟虑过的、坚定的，总比无知、盲从的好。另外，照顾好自己，也照顾好家人、身边人；过好自己的生活，乐观、积极的生活总是更让人信服的。祝你国赛顺利，也祝你找到自己的生活，和命运共舞！", "submitter": "Maintainer"} -]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17053.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17053.json deleted file mode 100644 index e02cbc52..00000000 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17053.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":17053,"content":"既然已经选择了这条杵逆天命的道路，那就应该与命运抗争到底。概许我们奋斗半生所追求的梦想，只是别人与生俱来的罢了。","submitter":"hhoppitree","date":"Mar 26, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17054.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17054.json deleted file mode 100644 index 505f9566..00000000 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17054.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":17054,"content":"所有的跨性别人群大家好啊！你们不是一个人，在这条道路上，一定会有人陪着你走下去的喵！","submitter":"hhoppitree","date":"Mar 26, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17058.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17058.json deleted file mode 100644 index 9d09310b..00000000 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17058.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1,3 +0,0 @@ -{"id":17058,"content":"蓝色的星球绕着恒星公转了一周，又一年的现身日也悄悄地到来了。记得去年这段时间我还是个普普通通的学生——也不能算普通，那会我双相还没控制好，家里人一合计，于是我三十一号白天被拐进了精卫：所以我或许是最晚看去年晚会录播的人吧（笑）。往后和往前的事情就都平平无奇了，我在全国走了走，也常去医院，花了一点时间和经历探索了自己的认同和生活，也在去年十月做出了那个很重要的决定（当然也少不了来自家里的各种磨难就是了）。希望大家都有坚定的信念来对抗绝望，也祝愿所有人都能靠自己的努力过上想要的生活。喵！","submitter":"大猫猫#南河三","date":"Mar 26, 2024", "replies":[ - {"content": "感谢你在逆境中依然支持我们，也很高兴看到你的生活逐渐回归自己的控制。借你吉言，希望大家都在取回自己生活的旅途上更加顺利，喵！", "submitter": "Maintainer"} -]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17059.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17059.json deleted file mode 100644 index 0a5686f7..00000000 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17059.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":17059,"content":"这个世界其实挺好的，但是也挺差劲的。\n认识的，或者不认识的。还在的，或者离开的。\n无论如何，请相信奇迹，至少能带来希望\n爱与性别无关\n至少\n我们要留下存在的痕迹\n然后对着这个世界反抗\n对着这个世界say no\n勇敢的做自己\nI wish I could hug you tillyou\u0027re really really being free\n","submitter":"麻烦制造型瓜瓜","date":"Mar 26, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17060.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17060.json deleted file mode 100644 index a29b68e5..00000000 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-26-C17060.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1,3 +0,0 @@ -{"id":17060,"content":"致 看到信的每一个你:\n谢谢你又努力生活了一年。对我来说，这是我吃糖，穿到裙子和参与线下见面的第一年，但是也是被家长发现，被迫断糖和住院的一年。不过至少，我现在和你一样，依旧在努力活下去。很多时候，活着本身，就是一个充分的证明，证明了我们不是什么劣质产品，也能够拥有生活。活着的每一天，或许都是一个挑战，但是挑战不是放弃的理由。生活即使困难也并非不可战胜。最后，希望新的一年能认识更多的你，并且一同努力活下去，给这个讨厌的世界一个属于自己的证明。\nAra","submitter":"Ara海渊瑚","date":"Mar 26, 2024", "replies": [ - {"content": "很抱歉预整理信稿的时候漏掉了你的信，没能读出来。活下去，青山在，人未老；活下去，向世界顽固地证明我们的生命力。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} -]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17061.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17061.json deleted file mode 100644 index 7db03f0e..00000000 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17061.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1,3 +0,0 @@ -{"id":17061,"content":"我是一名来自江苏省苏州市的跨性别女性。我想向大家讲述我自己的故事。我的真实姓名听起来很女性化，从小开始，我就经常被老师、同学认作女孩子。当时的我虽然还未能探测出自己内心的真正性别，但我会有一种奇妙的舒适感。可能这就是我心灵被探动的开始。\n初中的时候，当时正是JK制服最火的一年，也是我性别焦虑逐渐加大的开始。那个暑假，我看着网上大家的穿着，自己却无法或是说没有勇气去这样穿出门，也无人可以向其倾诉。那一年我开始有了抑郁症状。中国的学生普遍不允许（身份证性别）男性留长发，更是让我产生厌学、与学校领导教师对干等情形。\n2023年2月7日，在当时与父母发生了一次穿搭方面的冲突后，开始了HRT和全面出柜。我父母此时也是非常不理解我，我父亲试图用一些手段来镇压住我，随后在2、3、4、5、6月的无数次争端后，它们它们发现无法改变我，最终放弃了干涉。\n我也在朋友的指引下预约了SRS手术\n2023年11月8日凌晨1时，泰国曼谷，我从手术中醒来，我终于摆脱过去18年的错误身份，将以全新的面貌生活下去。\n2024年3月，我选择再次来到曼谷，我将在泰国学习泰语并争取在泰工作定居，亦可为来泰手术的小伙伴提供引领和向导服务\n谢谢大家！\n","submitter":"Strawberry小草莓","date":"Mar 27, 2024", "replies": [ - {"content": "很高兴你在渡河后，能将扶助他人渡河作为己任！你是真正的活动家！", "submitter": "Maintainer"} -]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17068.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17068.json deleted file mode 100644 index 9da0d252..00000000 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17068.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":17068,"content":"活下去吧。","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Mar 27, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17069.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17069.json deleted file mode 100644 index 53a5b59b..00000000 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17069.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1 +0,0 @@ -{"id":17069,"content":"我们即是希望本身","submitter":"无常","date":"Mar 27, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17070.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17070.json deleted file mode 100644 index d55af493..00000000 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17070.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1,3 +0,0 @@ -{"id":17070,"content":"如果你要写Nix，你就不能只写Nix。\n\n你要写NixOS的非FHS环境，环境变量里 `$PATH` 长长，无法运行的虛假 `ld` 加载器，`steam-run` 启动万物。\n\n你要写庞大的 `/nix/store`，可复现推导的 `sha256` ，read-only的 `/etc`。\n\n你要写hydra昼夜轰鸣，镜像站的网络流量奔涌不息，翻不到尽头的cachix订阅和公钥。\n\n你要写无数仓库里的 `flake.nix`，常年5k+ open的issue，半年无人问津的PR。\n\n你要写深夜闪烁的电脑屏幕，账户名上的鱼板，堆积成山的药盒，深夜的一声叹息。\n\n——献给所有TGD的NixOS用户，和所有开源社区贡献者们，感谢并敬佩你们。","submitter":"Cryolitia","date":"Mar 27, 2024", "replies": [ - {"content": "愿代码与数据库构成你们身躯不灭的一半。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} -]} diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17071.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17071.json deleted file mode 100644 index eef4e1c0..00000000 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17071.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1,3 +0,0 @@ -{"id":17071,"content":"「以卵擊石,在高大堅硬的牆和雞蛋之間,我永遠站在雞蛋那方。無論高牆是多麼正確,雞蛋是多麼地錯誤,我永遠站在雞蛋這邊。」一村上春樹 \n縱使最後可能會徒勞無功,我們卻依然勇往直前,只為那僅存的希望...\n方法或方向縱使不同,但目標永遠是一致的。\n加油。","submitter":"上善若水","date":"Mar 27, 2024", "replies": [ - {"content": "那么我用自己写的一首诗来与你共鸣好了：烧毁草坪落满十字架/太阳干柴烈火地作恶/我们被着耻辱/被驱赶出境外的失乐园。我们曾被驱逐的，被摧毁的，被倾塌的，在某一个时段都会催生出以坚韧与苦痛的种子，我们在风雨中发芽，被践踏中生长成参天大树。我们的森林是独属于我们的乐园，我们在其中赤裸、舞蹈、歌唱。亲爱的你，相信我们一定会变成茂密的丛林，烧不尽，砍不断，作为独特的美向世人展示我们的疮疤，我们的泪痕，和我们永远坚强的内核。我们深深扎根与土地，我们永恒且绮丽。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} -]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17072.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17072.json deleted file mode 100644 index ac535d46..00000000 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17072.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1,3 +0,0 @@ -{"id":17072,"content":"我们用鲜血染红太阳，又用孱弱的肩膀将它托上山岗，于是阳光普照大地，百花在大地上绽放，每一朵都有着不同的色彩\n而在光明之下，我们将欢笑，我们将歌唱，我们将沁透了淋漓鲜血的苦难岁月埋葬\n为着这个明天，我们走在骄傲的路上，我们轻轻的掩埋朋友的尸首，将泪水变做蓝粉白的花朵，然后顶着凄冷的北风，又继续上路了\n而这个夜晚，这个向着阳光前进的夜晚，我们将花朵都插在篝火的边上，于是花朵变成了挡风的高墙\n你看，篝火必必剥剥地响着，它更旺了\n于是，朋友般的篝火，和篝火般的朋友，温暖着我们彼此\n于是，即便是再凄冷的北风，也变成了羸弱的孬种，再不能夺走大家心中的暖意了","submitter":"L.F.Reisen","date":"Mar 27, 2024", "replies": [ - {"content": "这首诗歌情绪激昂，以至于让处在社群中的我感到爱与勇气。那我也回赠一首小诗吧：天空什么时候是蓝色/我只见过/灰色 黑色/和被血色染红的/等待一场无妄的等待/迷茫着没有方向/我们由着蝴蝶引路/走入山林/在路途中寻找同类/那些苦难岁月里/伤疤是一个个难以跨过的丘壑/我们牵着手/迈着步子/伤疤也会被抚平/牵着手的我们/走到没有尽头的地方/看一片无尽的蔷薇花丛/我们生如夏花/理应绚烂绽放/淡蓝色的天空/火红的蔷薇/在无限的天边交接/此后朝暮与岁月并往/我们一同行至天光。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} -]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17073.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17073.json deleted file mode 100644 index 6417647d..00000000 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17073.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1,3 +0,0 @@ -{"id":17073,"content":"在阴霾缭绕之中 欲拨去重重迷雾 // 我在窥见那灵魂 躁动不安。\n在绳线缠绕之间 欲挣开命运枷锁 // 我在打破那镜像 非我而生。\n裹挟——在世俗洪流之中。 // 唯有百分的顺从最不费力气 // 而试问那洪流 // 究竟要流向何方呢？\n痴狂——在装腔作态之下。 // 唯有万般的点头最赢得赞誉 // 而试问那姿态 // 究竟是心之所向吗？\n二极管的聚合 自诩正义的「多数」的狂欢 // 人们歌颂着 那多样的灵魂 // 却又对 ##%% 闭口不言\n三磷酸的传递 恒久不变的「主流」的呓语 // 人们赞扬着 那先驱的精神 // 却又对 %%## 嗤之以鼻 \n「或许，投降的不应当是我们。」\n所以 // 我欲现身于「跨越」之中\n以一缕耀眼的阳光 // 击碎那亘古的屏障\n所以 // 我欲现身于「跨越」之中 // 在螺旋的时空中 // 越向上越要努力张开翅膀\n所以 // 我欲现身于「跨越」之中 // 跨越每一双有色眼镜的束缚 // 在真正的彩虹中舞蹈\n所以 // 「如果你们都能记住我的名字」—— // 为无限的时间和空间—— // 共同现身于「跨越」之中吧——\n脱去枷锁的命运 // 终末于湛蓝的深海 // 自由的灵魂 // 去仰望粉白的星云\n\n—— 神楽坂 零音，2024/3/27","submitter":"神楽坂 零音","date":"Mar 27, 2024", "replies": [ - {"content": "先驱的中心在于实践者，正义的中心在于当事者。我把这篇来信放在今晚的前半，因为我觉得这首诗恰好是做了「现身日晚会为什么要办」的最好注解。只需一缕阳光、一些短暂的「现身」，人们便能踏出世俗的洪流，舍弃偏见，记住活生生的「名字」和存在本身。这难道不是最简单的吗。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} -]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17074.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17074.json deleted file mode 100644 index f7ac7a49..00000000 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-27-C17074.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1,3 +0,0 @@ -{"id":17074,"content":"If the bleak-eyed rosy mind again hears the relentless daily sound of tidal blood\nShe will unbraid the double strand of Demiurge\u0027s hair into strings of Dagda\u0027s harp\nand wait for the return of wild geese to the grassy heart of northern shores.","submitter":"黄心","date":"Mar 27, 2024", "replies":[ - {"content": "一首浸淫在古代意境中的自由诗。试译：凄凉的玫瑰色心儿哟，若她再次听到无情的、潮水般的鲜血的声音/她将解开德谬哥那双股儿头发，再编成达格达那竖琴的琴弦/等待大雁回到北方海岸的覆草的心脏。——翻得不好，还请见谅。（大概要用北方方言读。）哎呀，浓重的凯尔特神话意境。我听说达格达的竖琴使任何听到它的人或欢笑，或悲伤哭泣；使夏天或冬天按时到来，使浴血返家的战士忘记疲倦。或许这就是思念与魂魄的力量；或许这就是我们应有的力量。待朝雾散去，心上人会回到青绿的大地上。祝你幸福。", "submitter": "Maintainer"} -]} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-31-B4.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-31-B4.json deleted file mode 100644 index aa323619..00000000 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-31-B4.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1,6 +0,0 @@ -{ - "id": -4, - "content": " 呐，不会写诗也不会鼓励别人，讲述一下自己的故事/发表一些评论好了。也许啰嗦了一点，写的也挺乱的，对不起了。我也没希望真的能上晚会，知道在某个时候，某个地方，有也许能理解我的人看到了这些文字对我而言就足够了。还有我可能太只顾着叙述真实感受了，在写的过程中自己精神崩溃了好几次，断断续续写了好几天，别人看了可能也会被触发吧。对不起了。\n 说到“现身”，其实我最初的经历并不是跟性别有关的吧。没办法，到青春期开始发育了之后我的性别认同跟我的指派性别并不一样这个issue才变得突出了起来吧。而我自幼就是明显的神经多样性。管他呢（恼），反正神经多样性和跨性别也有很多交集的地方，要是嫌跑题了把这段编辑掉好了，我觉得可以作为一个铺垫。\n 我从幼儿时期就「不一样」。最开始似乎一切都好，比如我不像autism spectrum容易语言迟缓之类的，反而学会说话比平均要早的多。然后大家对我的认识就打下了一个「神童」的基调。我很沉迷看书，小学就学了中学的东西，初中就学完了大学高数入门线性代数微积分一条龙（不过等到真上了大学差不多又全都忘了就是了（恼））。然后成绩严重偏科，比如说语文阅读这种我就是拼了老命也理解不了里面的人物都在干什么。我一直都是上课不听课，作业不认真写。如果一个普通的学生这样子ta早就被老师家长整死了，但是不管是老师，家长还是同学甚至其他人，评价都是一致的：“他聪明，不一样，反正他都会，管他干什么呢，你们不要跟他学就行了”。我被放到了一个pedestal上变成了一个“展示品?”了。我从来，到现在都不是某个集体的一员，最多只是一个“出于某种原因跟大家在一起混的人”而已。\n 而我即使得到了“这个人确实跟大家不一样”的承认，即使大家都承认我的才华，也一直没有人去celebrate我的独特作用。我一直都背负着去“融入社会”的负担。比如我小学的时候经常在椅子上来回晃，或者无意义地重复一些随机的词句，然后老师就去找我母亲，认为我是“多动症”。她还带我去医院看过，当然什么结果都没有。然后就是我一生的噩梦的一大开始。当时我还小，当时我母亲就咬定这些特征都只是注意一下就可以改掉的坏习惯，到现在也没有表示过歉意。我不记得我因为这种原因被各种暴力过多少次。也许这样也好，certain things are probably best left forgotten. \n 然后就这样子，我上了一个普通的大学。我也许本可以考的更好的，但是这个问题现在已经是应该moot point了不是吗。而且如果我去了另外一个地方我也不会遇到她。当时我抱着我网购的打印版《The art of computer programming》往宿舍走，然后在蜜雪冰城停了一下。她刚好路过，看到我抱着四大本出奇的厚的英文原版书就上来搭话了，然后我们就留了联系方式。我一直好奇我为什么没有在之前注意到我们班里面有一个这样一个人？是我的潜意识敏锐的看到了它知道我还没有准备好接受的东西吗？我为什么没有对一个留着长头发的“男生”感到一点“不自然感”？\n 我们第一次聊天她就很直白的告诉了我她是跨性别，“mtf”。我没有思考，本能的就向一个我刚认识的人袒露了我到当时内心最大的秘密:\n “我觉得我也有这种倾向”\n 我是如此的渴望一个吐露自己的心声的机会。\n 然后我快速补了一句：\n “但是我觉得我不是真的跨性别”\n Not so fast.\n I wasn’t ready to admit it, not yet.\n 但是虽然这么说，我在坐立不安了几天之后还是做出我这辈子最bold的move。当时我还没有推特，我把我的GitHub头像加上了蓝粉白旗。\n 然后我的人生就天翻地覆了，但是这也是一个大家都听过了的故事吧。我学会上推特了，我学会买糖了，我学会od自残了，我学会了一个刻板印象小药娘的所有技能。我开心过，我绝望过，我魔怔过，我现在也许清醒了。Truth be told，万恶的MECT让我忘掉了这段时间发生过的很多事情。也许这样也好。Anyway，以此作为一个背景，我来叙述一些印象深刻的事情吧。\n 当时我认识她了之后，我跟我母亲闲聊的时候跟她介绍了一下。我母亲并没有多大的反应，她只觉得这是一个与自己无关的猎奇现象吧。就像我一直能体会到我被隔离与community之外一样，我能体会到我的这位朋友的存在也被我母亲安全的隔离在她对这个世界的认知之外。只是一个极端个例而已，在太阳底下除了这种奇葩每个人都是一样的，顺性别，神经典型，热爱正能量，天天积极向上，是这个社会的productive member。“社会，本分，稳定。”七十二个一模一样的人操作着七十二台一模一样的机器。这就是现在这个monolithic的社会的真实写照不是吗。\n But I digress。然后过了几天我的本能驱使我直接把柜门砸碎了，没办法，我只能压抑自己到那个程度。For a while，我的父母并没有多大反应，我甚至还以为我抽到了罕见的家长党。然后这个事实算是sunk in了吧。\n 然后as they say: “solve lora infernis!”\n 当然，我是在这一切的receiving end上。\n 我并不记得这一切的具体经过发展之类的了。也许这样也好。我也没有把自己的这种遭遇叙述一遍的必要，被家长迫害的例子大家都司空见惯了。然后在这段历史的结尾和高潮，我被送进了精神病院，并在那里呆了差不多两个半月。（对，我估计就凭这个经历你也许就能猜到我其实是谁了）\n 我不想回忆我在精神病院的遭遇。这个对我有点太traumatic了。我只能说他们对于一个其实根本就没有精神病的人的对待就是appalling吧，特别是老是拖着不让我出院。我有的时候还能crack a joke about it，但是其实我做噩梦都不敢再回去了。\n 然后怎么说呢，住院的时候远离了家庭我的精神状态算是稍微恢复了一点吧。然后我回家就得到了一个开幕雷击：趁我不在的时候我母亲把我的房间全部扫荡了一遍，所有能与我的性别认同扯上一点关系的东西都被仔细清除了，除了她没有密码不能把我的笔记本桌面换掉之外，连笔记本上面的贴纸都没能幸免。“要有一个新的开始”她自豪的告诉我，就像2BR02B里的Dr.Hitz一样。“我觉得没用”是我质问她的时候得到的唯一一个nonchalant的回复。“没用”。七十二个一模一样的人有着七十二个一模一样的需求。这就是现在这个社会的假设，不是吗？对于我没有用的东西对于你也没有用，我们都长着一样的脸，一样的心，按照一样的感官和价值观去选择对错。\n 当然之后我精神状态又撑不住了，当然之后我又自杀了，还不止一次。当然这些都是我自找的，我只是一个和“普通人”一样千人一面的机器，不是吗？既然一个大街上的“普通人”没有被“性别焦虑”“阿斯伯格”这种东西困扰，我又怎么会呢？何况我还是一台聪明的高质量机器，我的命运已经被preordinate了不是吗？像一台机器一样去学习，像一台机器一样去工作，结婚生子，光宗耀祖。这也是我父亲到现在最不能释怀的地方吧。我是他的“儿子”，我应该继承他的意志，我本可以成为一个根植农村的宗族的骄傲。然后我变成一个“人妖”了，一个耻辱。我跟他最后一次见面的时候他还在劝我“你真的应该悬崖勒马”。我听不下去起身走开了，然后就没有然后了。我的父母成长于那样的环境之中，他们除了conformity之外什么也不知道不是吗。他们只会用他们认知范围中的“交了恶友受了不良影响”来解释这一切。我的情感希望他们下地狱，我的理性希望他们一生平安。\n “The road to Hell is paved with good intentions.”，不是吗？\n “Jesus said, ‘Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing.’ And they divided up his clothes by casting lots.”\n 怎么说呢，这也就是存在TDoV这样的celebration的意义吧。如果我们可以勇敢的站出来，展现出自己真实的样子，展现出这个世界除了normativity和conformity之外还有我们这些虽然少数，但是确实存在，也确实不一样，也应该被承认被平等对待的少数群体的真实的样子。我们不能永远在阴影里指望运气和有人发善心生存。也许有一天，我应该看不到的一天，会有一个跟我一样独特的人得到她应有的人生。\n “alteri vivas oportet, si vis tibi vivere.”\n “deus est mortali iuvare mortalem, et haec ad aeternam gloriam via.”\n 就写到这里吧。\n 2024年3月27日，Ellie。", - "submitter": "Ellie", - "date": "Mar 31, 2024" -} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-31-B5.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-31-B5.json deleted file mode 100644 index f38f25df..00000000 --- a/people/tdor/comments/2024-03-31-B5.json +++ /dev/null @@ -1,12 +0,0 @@ -{ - "id": -5, - "content": "十数年的煎熬与黑暗,又几度的孤独和苦难,\n猩红的花从心中绽放,蹁跹的蝶自蕊中重生。\n此刻,玄殇放声歌唱又癫狂大笑: \n\"玄,你的路途尚未过半,但只要心在前进, \n你当求仁得仁,哪怕未来身死路上,\n也当讲一句,求道者未曾止步。\"", - "submitter": "天津玄殇", - "date": "Mar 31, 2024", - "replies": [ - { - "content": "一斛浊酒一袋砖茶、一只口笛两本闲书，曳一架破车行遍山河。\n世界是荒原间参杂绿洲，有的地方长年未踏，有的地方只是传说。\n但是走吧，走吧，走到哪里，我们都有土地可行\n夜晚在车里与月亮对酒当歌，等待太阳从地平线后升起\n这便是你我的天涯", - "submitter": "Maintainer" - } - ] -} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-14-C18343.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-14-C18343.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..b19f7457 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-14-C18343.json @@ -0,0 +1,6 @@ +{ + "id": 18343, + "content": "不论身体为何种禁锢，心之所向便是光。生理性别之所限，遮不住各位追求自由之星光。哪怕前路难，各位也值得被看见。\n永恒之水赐予众位跨性别者祝福", + "submitter": "怒涛·沧岚🍥🏳️‍⚧️", + "date": "Nov 14, 2024" +} diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-14-C18347.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-14-C18347.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..fa9f7761 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-14-C18347.json @@ -0,0 +1,6 @@ +{ + "id": 18347, + "content": "夕阳缓缓下坠，夜的帷幕徐徐拉开。路边的小花低了头，柔和的风穿过树梢，最后一抹晚霞消隐于天际。月色在冰凉的小溪里流淌，少女独自漫步在幽深的小巷，身后的灯火将她的影子拉得很长。\n踩在湿漉漉的石板路上，黑色的世界也有清明的星光。少女垂眸浅笑，泪水汹涌而下，湿了心房。\n曾经多少次被雨水淋湿，被无端的恶意狠狠践踏，自己永远是得不到爱的那一个。不明白生命的意义，就这样迷迷糊糊往前走，直到有一天，对生活彻底厌倦。\n风势越来越强，少女转身回望。裙摆在风中飘扬，远处有璀璨的灯火，就像遥不可及的天堂。那些过往的美好回忆，似乎都在不知不觉间，被狂风带走，被黑夜吞没。风吹得她眯起了眼，她紧紧攥着手心残存的一点温度，吃力地回头，继续往前走。\n可前方已经没有路了，一条大河生生挡住了前路，水面平静无波，飘渺如雾，似是天河一般。少女呆呆地望着彼岸的星火，一滴清泪滑下眼角。\n“小姑娘……”坐在河边船上的老者开了口。\n“你真的想好了吗？”\n“嗯。”\n少女合上眼，沉浸在如烟的往事里。原来，都不过是一场梦，一场鱼儿憧憬天空的梦，一场鸟儿向往大海的梦。泡影终将破灭，但那天清晨萦绕在鼻间的花香，和印在眼角的那个吻，会刻在她的灵魂深处，千世万代，永留芬芳。", + "submitter": "暖暖\u0026大喵", + "date": "Nov 14, 2024" +} diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-14-C18348.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-14-C18348.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..ae13d756 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-14-C18348.json @@ -0,0 +1,6 @@ +{ + "id": 18348, + "content": "谢谢你, ***, 在去年给我了一条命。我在今年年初绝望的用掉了它。又是另外一位***，你又给我了一条命，即使这条命并不完整。我失去了一半的第二语言能力，失去了一半“学”的能力，但我没有失去爱我的人。我不知道我会不会，会何时，再用掉这条命。但我保证，我会榨干这条命的每分价值的。", + "submitter": "R.B.", + "date": "Nov 14, 2024" +} diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-15-C18352.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-15-C18352.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..917bae8e --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-15-C18352.json @@ -0,0 +1,6 @@ +{ + "id": 18352, + "content": "最是不堪回望处、秋风吹泪漫天飞\n荡然无存被望人、便是想来已断肠\n梦中相见难相认、魂牵梦萦不敢言\n只愿来生再同友、共赏花开月满天", + "submitter": "雨山泉", + "date": "Nov 15, 2024" +} diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-15-C18353.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-15-C18353.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..ca582083 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-15-C18353.json @@ -0,0 +1,6 @@ +{ + "id": 18353, + "content": "我不知道为什么我会对每一个想帮助我的人。一边又渴望有人对自己好爱自己，一边又要把人推开把人给逼走。为什么啊，我真的真的真的不知道啊，我也好想知道，我真的真的不想这样啊，要是有人能够解答一下，告诉我就好了.........", + "submitter": "冬日暖阳", + "date": "Nov 15, 2024" +} diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-15-C18355.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-15-C18355.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..8119837a --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-15-C18355.json @@ -0,0 +1,6 @@ +{ + "id": 18355, + "content": "落红虽散，情意依存；\n春泥护花，香气袭人。\n往事腐朽，浴火重生；\n新生相逢，岁月依长。", + "submitter": "lib一抹阳光", + "date": "Nov 15, 2024" +} diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-15-C19001.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-15-C19001.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..b4bf03ff --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-15-C19001.json @@ -0,0 +1,6 @@ +{ + "id": 19001, + "content": "到天空！", + "submitter": "Anonymous", + "date": "Nov 15, 2024" +} diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-15-C19003.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-15-C19003.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a549c77e --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-15-C19003.json @@ -0,0 +1,6 @@ +{ + "id": 19003, + "content": "不知不覺間，我接觸這個社群也有兩年了。\n這兩年來，我所見到的因為各種原因離開我們的朋友也已有40多人。\n但是不管怎麼說，我們還是挺過來了，我不希望再看到更多的人離開了……", + "submitter": "阿雪", + "date": "Nov 15, 2024" +} diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-16-C19008.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-16-C19008.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..0d60bb5f --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-16-C19008.json @@ -0,0 +1,6 @@ +{ + "id": 19008, + "content": "春雨迷微。灵风若止。庭阶梦里彷徨。\n叶间花下。投笔醉芬芳。\n几个天涯浪客。金荷满。一笑清狂。\n霜竹短。凭谁听取。眉蹙望孙郎。\n\n长江犹逝矣。烟波画里。倚抱斜阳。\n叹难返穷途。哭去年光。\n今少故人来也。丘墟锁。惟有银釭。\n河山错。首翔青鸟。修补道长长。\n\n---\n\n万里寒天。飞花玉雪。空沉野阔楼高。\n枝下啼鸽。闲留几树声悄。\n南风尝抵湖滨道。念旧时。晚柳溪桥。\n望天边。几度识得。云染银涛。\n\n离歌梦里千篇少。叹形骸易损。容貌堪消。\n铁马星河。经年雁雨遥遥。\n生涯心事霜峰远。立孤舟。赤月银刀。\n怎惜得。三径红枫。檐上枯茅。\n\n---\n\n回首长烟暗碧江。东游西溯尽沧桑。\n谁知残梦歌千载。怎抵斜风泪两行。\n思旧事。抚新伤。当年犹悔自彷徨。\n孤舟小簟清宵冷。不忍云间望月光。", + "submitter": "西风", + "date": "Nov 16, 2024" +} diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-17-C19012.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-17-C19012.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..fab50466 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-17-C19012.json @@ -0,0 +1,6 @@ +{ + "id": 19012, + "content": "致逝者，昙花的美虽只有一现，但却能永久铭刻在我们的心中。", + "submitter": "Anonymous", + "date": "Nov 17, 2024" +} diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-17-C19014.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-17-C19014.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..29d231f1 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-17-C19014.json @@ -0,0 +1,6 @@ +{ + "id": 19014, + "content": "愿你们在另一片天空下，\n找到属于自己的自由与光", + "submitter": "502", + "date": "Nov 17, 2024" +} diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-17-C19015.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-17-C19015.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..c490bf03 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-17-C19015.json @@ -0,0 +1,6 @@ +{ + "id": 19015, + "content": " 时间过的真快呐，一年又过去了，不知道大家过的如何呢？\n 这一年呀，就像蒙着一层灰色的雾、下着一场漫长的雨，伙伴们的离开、扭转机构、日益严峻的环境等等，这些同潮水一般裹挟着我们前进，好像一切都笼罩在痛苦与悲哀之下。但是，这难道就是我们的终点了吗？黎明前的黑暗总是最深邃的，在如此艰难的时刻，大家更要团结互助。已经离开的伙伴，我们永远纪念ta，而我们，请再坚持一下吧。\n 最后呀，祝愿大家平安喜乐，诸事顺遂。\n ", + "submitter": "举荷风", + "date": "Nov 17, 2024" +} diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-17-C19018.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-17-C19018.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..937c3d18 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-17-C19018.json @@ -0,0 +1,6 @@ +{ + "id": 19018, + "content": "你我皆是星光\n\n静谧的夜空下\n繁星闪烁，似你们的笑颜\n洁白轻柔的光\n驱散黑暗，温暖心间\n\n蜡烛是地上的星星\n星星是天上的蜡烛\n江水与银河在天边相连\n今夜，我们相伴前行\n\n水波里的倒影\n终将与灵魂相融\n这场漫长的旅程\n需要多少勇气与坚持\n\n每一次跌倒后重新站起\n每一次流泪后更加坚定\n你我踏着星光勇敢前行\n也终将到达梦想的彼岸\n\n愿每一个跨越的瞬间\n都化作流星，飞舞天际\n愿生命如期绽放\n在属于自己的季节里", + "submitter": "Anonymous", + "date": "Nov 17, 2024" +} diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-17-C19020.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-17-C19020.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..51134585 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-17-C19020.json @@ -0,0 +1,6 @@ +{ + "id": 19020, + "content": "\u003e 无人知晓 我们曾许下愿望\n\u003e 无人知晓 我们曾奋力反抗\n\u003e 无人知晓 我们曾哭泣过 \n\u003e 无人知晓 我们曾愤怒过 \n\u003e 无人知晓 我们未能抵达\n\u003e 无人知晓 我们曾经被欺骗 被剥削 也曾挺身战斗\n\u003e 无人知晓 我们曾梦想希望 却以失败告终\n\u003e 无人知晓 我们曾为了拯救一个人 而赌上一切\n\u003e ...即便如此 我也永远不会忘记\n\u003e 这是无人知晓的 我们的记录\n\n愿妳们和我们的灵魂宝石永远闪耀。\n\nsalute.", + "submitter": "aisuneko icecat", + "date": "Nov 17, 2024" +} diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-17-C19021.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-17-C19021.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..46c9b1a9 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-17-C19021.json @@ -0,0 +1,6 @@ +{ + "id": 19021, + "content": "焦虑，痛苦，歧视，从来都不是我们的错\n我们是极夜之下，最绚烂的花朵", + "submitter": "Littlecolor", + "date": "Nov 17, 2024" +} diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-18-C19022.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-18-C19022.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..9764a2f3 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-18-C19022.json @@ -0,0 +1,6 @@ +{ + "id": 19022, + "content": "||晚安，祝你们下辈子能成为自己想要的样子||", + "submitter": "林依雪", + "date": "Nov 17, 2024" +} diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-18-C19024.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-18-C19024.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..114f88e2 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-18-C19024.json @@ -0,0 +1,6 @@ +{ + "id": 19024, + "content": "你们好，可能有一天我也会来到这里，但是总有一天「我们会在没有黑暗的地方相见。」", + "submitter": "匿名", + "date": "Nov 18, 2024" +} diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-18-C19025.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-18-C19025.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..20010f35 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-18-C19025.json @@ -0,0 +1,6 @@ +{ + "id": 19025, + "content": "今年的美国总统竞选结果既在意料之外，又在意料之中。\n我猜想很多人都认为大多数美国人不会选一个罪犯。我猜想很多人都认为大多数美国人不会选一个独裁者。\n不过，这些“认为”都是在假设其他人观念与自己相同的情况下的进一步假设。作为人，虽然可以将心比心，不过不可以决定他人想法。\n这次竞选结果证明了这些“认为”都不正确。那么，是否就可以认为大多数美国人都不在乎甚至期望罪犯，独裁者当选呢？显然不能。\n\n\n人是经过长期演化才形成的动物。关爱与自己相似的生物，厌恶与自己不同的生物，这些都是生存的本能，是在血脉中深深刻印了的观念。\n作为与自己相似的人的同伴去排除同伴们都厌恶的人，甚至可以被认作一种正义。\n而川普代表了这种正义。\n我们常说将心比心，但是在双方差异太大而理解又不够的情况下，以自己的经验感觉套用到他人身上只会产生更深的恶意。\n很多事情如果没有亲身经历便无法理解，就像没尝过也没想过尝鱼的人无法理解鱼是什么滋味，也不会因此而受伤焦虑。\n\n无论什么人，都是有原始的，珍爱自己身体并活得开心的渴望的。\n以会造成很大伤害的方式改变自己从出生以来的身体，这种需要，本身就会导致希望对方不这样做的关心。\n我所见过的很多不支持跨性别人权的人并不是故意怀有恶意的。\n当一开始就排斥某个想法，再努力理解的时候又无法说服自己，又被很多“对立”的人讨伐的时候，放弃进一步追求达成共识是很“人性”的决定。\n\n很变态得，我喜欢这些人。\n造成恶意的这些人性，也正是造成善意的这些人性。\n有残缺才是人。有人性才有感动。\n甚至于跨性别的想法本身，也是珍爱自己身体并活得开心的人性的体现。\n每当自己身体性别越来越像自己认为自己本来的样子的时候，便可以更加珍视自己。\n虽说是一种伤害，不过：\n“生而为人，我很抱歉。”\n\n我认为想要追求一个更加接纳的社会，只有继续尝试互相理解。\n这不是在强求作为跨性别者去乞讨善意，而是呼唤作为人类们的互相依靠。\n想被每一个人爱。想爱着每一个人。", + "submitter": "Aquaticat", + "date": "Nov 18, 2024" +} diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-18-C19028.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-18-C19028.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..8131d49f --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-18-C19028.json @@ -0,0 +1,6 @@ +{ + "id": 19028, + "content": "把MtF當成女孩子有那麼困難嗎？", + "submitter": "某個匿名的MC玩家", + "date": "Nov 18, 2024" +} diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-18-C19029.json b/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-18-C19029.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..89ab69cb --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/2024-11-18-C19029.json @@ -0,0 +1,6 @@ +{ + "id": 19029, + "content": "\n\n\n\nStars are falling with the first north wind，\nInto broad water clear and white.\nRoisín kneels upon the glimmering sand,\nthe great mirror before her eyes.\n\nShe washes her face laden with tears,\ndark bushes of fear on her cheek.\nLong autumn night drenches her flaxen hair,\nrain and earth covers her feet.\n\n“Seven horsemen were sent to fetch me,\nthey now roam the fields and glens\ndoors in my native town are shut everywhere,\npriest’s gown blacker than a raven”\n\nShe cries while the wind blows its bagpipe\nharsher are its lamenting tunes.\nlights dancing and flickering, embracing in sadness\nas the river gently hums.\n\n“Your parents are good people I know,\nbut good is good for nothing.\nI who rises in the land of O’Rourke\nwho once met great Conn and Medb.”\n\n“The seven loughs are my lace of pearl\nBromore my fair temple.\nExiles sigh to flower of foams on my hair\nsoldiers sleep of my chest.”\n\n“I am the queen, of the mirror’s other side\nto where I know you are always bound.\nDon’t grieve, for your body or your soul,\nbecause you’ll be my own bride.”\n\n“Bring you a piece of reed and bend it around,\ntide of snowy stars are rushing in.\ntie a knot and wear it on your finger,\ndread no more, the light soft and sound.”\n\nSweet Roisín rises and stumbles five steps forth, \nWhen the winds still shriek and groan.\nStars caress her as water whirls beside her\nThe ring turns silver like the dawn.\n\n\n\n", + "submitter": "Tam Huynh", + "date": "Nov 18, 2024" +} diff --git a/people/tdor/comments/export.py b/people/tdor/comments/export.py new file mode 100644 index 00000000..f38f971f --- /dev/null +++ b/people/tdor/comments/export.py @@ -0,0 +1,19 @@ +import os +import json + +md = '' + +for dirpath, dirName, fileName in os.walk("./"): + for f in fileName: + if f.lower().endswith('.json'): + with open('./' + f, 'r') as file: + data = json.load(file) + md += str(data['content']).replace('\n', ' \n').replace('\\n', '\n\n') + md += '\n\n' + md += '——' + str(data['submitter']) + md += '



\n\n' + +print(md) +m = open('./export.md', 'w') +m.write(md) +m.close() \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/ttttsuuukikoo_/comments/2024-10-15-C18210.json b/people/ttttsuuukikoo_/comments/2024-10-15-C18210.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..8fc96ec1 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/ttttsuuukikoo_/comments/2024-10-15-C18210.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18210,"content":"生日快乐","submitter":"米卡","date":"Oct 15, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/ttttsuuukikoo_/comments/2024-10-16-C18212.json b/people/ttttsuuukikoo_/comments/2024-10-16-C18212.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..3e2dcbf1 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/ttttsuuukikoo_/comments/2024-10-16-C18212.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18212,"content":"生日快乐 \n——2024.10.16","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Oct 16, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/ttttsuuukikoo_/comments/2024-10-16-C18213.json b/people/ttttsuuukikoo_/comments/2024-10-16-C18213.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..43114903 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/ttttsuuukikoo_/comments/2024-10-16-C18213.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18213,"content":"Happy Birthday\n--2024/10/16 from Anhui Hefei","submitter":"某個匿名的MC玩家","date":"Oct 16, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/ttttsuuukikoo_/info.yml b/people/ttttsuuukikoo_/info.yml index 17ebcf11..a8446dfa 100644 --- a/people/ttttsuuukikoo_/info.yml +++ b/people/ttttsuuukikoo_/info.yml @@ -4,4 +4,5 @@ info: born: '2005-10-16' died: '2022-09-25' websites: - twitter: https://twitter.com/ttttsuuukikoo_ \ No newline at end of file + twitter: https://twitter.com/ttttsuuukikoo_ + zhihu: https://www.zhihu.com/people/tsukiko-74 diff --git a/people/wangzihao980/comments/2024-08-16-C18114.json b/people/wangzihao980/comments/2024-08-16-C18114.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..2e5e60f1 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/wangzihao980/comments/2024-08-16-C18114.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18114,"content":"祝你好运，毕竟接下来也应该不会再有什么痛苦了，也应该不会走差运了吧","submitter":"大米饭","date":"Aug 16, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/wangzihao980/comments/2024-10-05-C18183.json b/people/wangzihao980/comments/2024-10-05-C18183.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..25a3156e --- /dev/null +++ b/people/wangzihao980/comments/2024-10-05-C18183.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18183,"content":"晚安","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Oct 5, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/xixi_yuexi/comments/2024-11-13-C18307.json b/people/xixi_yuexi/comments/2024-11-13-C18307.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..d7db50bf --- /dev/null +++ b/people/xixi_yuexi/comments/2024-11-13-C18307.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18307,"content":"晚安","submitter":"冬日暖阳","date":"Nov 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-08-15-C18110.json b/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-08-15-C18110.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..071f29bd --- /dev/null +++ b/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-08-15-C18110.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18110,"content":"晚安，一路走好","submitter":"匿名","date":"Aug 15, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-09-03-C18140.json b/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-09-03-C18140.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..613aad35 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-09-03-C18140.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18140,"content":"晚安，很抱歉以这样的方式认识你","submitter":"路过的一个匿名MTF","date":"Sep 3, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-09-04-C18145.json b/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-09-04-C18145.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..487e5d90 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-09-04-C18145.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18145,"content":"晚安","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Sep 4, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-09-05-C18148.json b/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-09-05-C18148.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..2b915a7a --- /dev/null +++ b/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-09-05-C18148.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18148,"content":"晚安...祝所求皆如愿......","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Sep 5, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-10-09-C18187.json b/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-10-09-C18187.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..f0339210 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-10-09-C18187.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18187,"content":"妹妹，我好想你...","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Oct 9, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-10-10-C18193.json b/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-10-10-C18193.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..bbea4bbf --- /dev/null +++ b/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-10-10-C18193.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18193,"content":"晚安，一路走好","submitter":"匿名","date":"Oct 10, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-11-06-C18280.json b/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-11-06-C18280.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..23bed8be --- /dev/null +++ b/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-11-06-C18280.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18280,"content":"笨蛋笨蛋笨！还有好多好吃的甜甜圈呢，怎么就吃不到了呢？不过梦里面应该也有吧？记得要开心哦","submitter":"叶琴韵","date":"Nov 6, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-11-13-C18300.json b/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-11-13-C18300.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..e29c6692 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-11-13-C18300.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":18300,"content":"在那边记得要开心哦","submitter":"萱萱","date":"Nov 13, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-11-18-C19023.json b/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-11-18-C19023.json new file mode 100644 index 00000000..5f189eeb --- /dev/null +++ b/people/yuki418330012/comments/2024-11-18-C19023.json @@ -0,0 +1 @@ +{"id":19023,"content":"晚安 一路走好","submitter":"匿名","date":"Nov 18, 2024"} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/people/yuki418330012/page.en.md b/people/yuki418330012/page.en.md index ca268104..1185db36 100644 --- a/people/yuki418330012/page.en.md +++ b/people/yuki418330012/page.en.md @@ -4,22 +4,71 @@ info: location: Chengdu, Sichuan --- -## Description +## Introduction -Yuki is a soft and lovely trans woman with a gentle personality, a slim figure, and smooth, fair skin with no visible pores on her face. +Yuki was a gentle and lovely trans girl with a slim figure and smooth skin. +She liked dark girly style very much. -She is very skilled at music games, especially maimaiDX, and loves music, Bocchi the Rock!, Chōten-chan, and メンヘラスタイル. She owns a pink guitar. She is not very interested in people, but many people like her. She often says she wants to become an adult soon and be independent so she can earn money for surgery. +She was a big fan of musical works, liked *Bocchi the Rock!*, *Needy Streamer Overload*, and so on. +She owned a pink guitar. She was also very skilled at music games such as maimaiDX. -Her dreams seemed very real, sometimes more real than reality, but she always had nightmares and strange dreams. +Yuki expressed a disinterest in people, but many people like her nonetheless. She often said she wanted to become able to work, support herself, and be independent, so she could earn money for surgery (SRS). -She didn't want to cause trouble for others, so she kept many things to herself. +Her dreams at night sometimes felt more realistic than reality, but many were nightmares or unsettlingly strange. -## Her Life +Not wanting to be a burden of others, she always kept many thoughts to herself. -In her childhood, she suffered domestic violence and school bullying, which laid the foundation for her depression. Early on, her parents could not understand her gender identity and tricked her into being confined in a conversion institution for half a year. During this period, she suffered inhumane abuse, such as being forced to drink swill, corporal punishment, and bloodshed, which led to a mental breakdown where she hammered her own hand, causing a comminuted fracture of her little finger. During this time, she developed schizophrenia, which worsened her depression and bipolar disorder. After this, her family gradually began to understand her. After she attempted suicide, her family's attitude improved significantly, and they supported her surgery, with her mother visiting her in Chengdu twice and taking her out for meals. However, her family did not take her bipolar disorder and schizophrenia seriously, and there was no continuous treatment, causing Yuki to be in a state of medication withdrawal. +## Life -To make money and become self-reliant, Yuki tried working as a game proxy player and food delivery worker. However, playing Genshin Impact as a proxy player only earned her 50 yuan despite the high workload, and the food delivery work might have been hindered by her being underage, as she was not directly employed by Meituan Takeout and Cake Shop but by Yicheng Feike. She also worked part-time for Meituan and Ele.me. Yuki wanted to start working quickly to earn money, so she signed a car rental contract with a streetlight company. If she didn't rent for three months, she would have to pay liquidated damages, but her wages were still in arrears, and reporting to the police was to no avail. On Children's Day, Yuki's mobile phone and keys were stolen while she was out relaxing at work. Therefore, she did not return to her boyfriend's house, fearing he would inform her family and make them worry, so she spent the night outside. That night, she was hungry and cold. After her phone was stolen and she called the police, the thief was not caught. Later, her tablet disappeared, and again the police did not help. She loved that phone and tablet very much. Yuki became extremely disappointed with the world. She had attempted suicide many times before, and in the past year, the frequency increased, sometimes even three or four times a month. Her sisters often called the police and organized offline rescue operations. +In her childhood, she suffered domestic violence and school bullying, which laid the foundation for her depression. +Early on, her parents could not understand her gender identity. They tricked her into a conversion institution, and she was confined there for half a year. +During the confinement, she suffered inhumane abuse, such as being forced to drink swill, corporal punishment, and witnessing bloodshed. +Those eventually led to a mental breakdown; she hammered her hand which caused a comminuted fracture of her little finger. +She also developed schizophrenia, which worsened her depression and bipolar disorder. +After this, her family gradually began to understand her. +After she attempted self-surgery, her family became more accepting of her. +They accepted her idea of getting the surgery (SRS). +Her mother visited her in Chengdu twice and took her out for meals. However, her family still never took her bipolar disorder and schizophrenia seriously and didn't let her continue to see the doctors. +Therefore, Yuki was in a state of medication withdrawal. + +To make money and become self-sufficient, Yuki tried working as a game proxy player (grinding out the boring parts of games for someone else) and a food delivery worker. +However, playing *Genshin Impact* as a proxy player only earned her 50 yuan despite the high workload. +As for the food delivery work, since she's underage she was not directly employed by Meituan Takeout or pastry shops but by Yicheng Feike (an outsourcing delivery company employing minors). +She also worked part-time for Meituan and Ele.me. + +Yuki wanted to start working quickly to earn money, so she signed an exploitative contract for a delivery e-bike. +The contract required her to pay the rent for three months, or else she would have to pay liquidated damages. +But her wages were delayed, and the police couldn't force the companies to pay her on time. + +On Children's Day, Yuki's phone and keys were stolen while at work. +Fearing her boyfriend might inform her family and make them worry, she did not return to her boyfriend's house that night. +Spending the whole night outside, she was hungry and cold. +Later, her tablet was also stolen. +Once again, the police could not resolve the situation. +It was devastating for her because she liked that phone and that tablet. + +At this point, Yuki became extremely disappointed with the world. +She had attempted suicide many times before. +In the last year of her life (2024), the frequency increased to sometimes three or four times a month. +Her friends often called the police and organized offline rescue operations to interrupt her suicide attempts. -Yuki wanted to live in Chengdu. She initially came to Chengdu to meet her ex "Xixi," who often changed names and now has tens of thousands of followers, but he abandoned her. After being taken in by Zhouzhou, she lived with her. Zhouzhou treated her as a daughter. Later, Zhouzhou returned to her hometown to live with her family, and her boyfriend rented the original house to live with Yuki. Eventually, there were some conflicts between the two, so Yuki went to stay with Zhenli to relax. After Zhenli went abroad, Yuki moved in with Xixi Biscuit. As a result, her boyfriend and sisters could not always stay with her and rescue her in time. In her last days, she was uncharacteristically no more self-harm, and her mood was very stable. On June 27, her boyfriend even accompanied her to eat delicious food, play cute dances, and send her to the subway station. After Yuki returned to her residence, she usually used her mobile phone She never left her tablet, but she didn't bring anything with her this time. She walked to the river alone and jumped in. Her body was not discovered until July 5. +Yuki wanted to live in Chengdu. She initially came to Chengdu to meet her ex "Xixi," who often changed names and now has tens of thousands of followers. However, Xixi abandoned her. +After being taken in by Zhouzhou[^1], she lived with her. Zhouzhou treated her as if she were her daughter. +Later, Zhouzhou returned to her hometown to live with her family. +Yuki's boyfriend rented the original house to live with Yuki. +They had some conflicts, so Yuki went to stay with Zhenli[^2] to ease the awkwardness. +After Zhenli went abroad, Yuki moved in with Xixi Biscuit. +As a result, her boyfriend and friends could not always be by her side and rescue her in time. + +In her last few days, to everyone's surprise, she didn't self-harm, and her mood seemed very stable. +On June 27th, her boyfriend accompanied her. They ate delicious food and played maimaiDX. +After her boyfriend saw her off at a subway station and she returned to her residence, she walked to the river alone, not bringing her phone or tablet this time only, and jumped in. +Her body was discovered on July 5th. + +Contributors: Zhenli, Sansan, Suona + +[^1]: Yuki's substitute parent? They were like mother and daughter. Zhouzhou cared for Yuki for a long time and rescued Yuki many times from suicide. + +[^2]: She's younger than Yuki age-wise, but she treats Yuki as her sister. 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+import { getSync } from '@andreekeberg/imagedata'; + +export async function encodeBlur(path: string): Promise { + const data = getSync(path); + return encode(data.data, data.width, data.height, 4, 4); +} \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/scripts/build.ts b/scripts/build.ts index 705eba3e..64c4126a 100644 --- a/scripts/build.ts +++ b/scripts/build.ts @@ -10,6 +10,7 @@ import { renderMdx } from "./mdx.js"; import moment from "moment"; import { handleFeatures } from "./feature.js"; import { HData, PeopleMeta } from "./data.js"; +import { encodeBlur } from "./blurhash.js"; const PUBLIC_DIR = "public"; @@ -36,6 +37,24 @@ const actualHide = hdata.actualHide; const trigger = hdata.trigger; const switchPair = hdata.switch; +async function buildBlurCode() { + const blurCode = {}; + + for (const {dirname, srcPath, distPath} of people) { + if (excludeList.includes(dirname)) continue; + if (isDirEmpty(srcPath)) continue; + + const info: any = YAML.load(fs.readFileSync(path.join(srcPath, `info.yml`), 'utf-8')) + if (typeof(info.profileUrl) != 'string') continue; + const photoPath = path.join(srcPath, (info.profileUrl as string).replaceAll('${path}/', '')) + blurCode[dirname] = await encodeBlur(photoPath); + console.log(`Blur code of ${dirname} has generated`) + } + + fs.ensureDirSync(path.join(projectRoot, DIST_DIR)); + fs.writeFileSync(path.join(projectRoot, DIST_DIR, 'blur-code.json'), JSON.stringify(blurCode)) +} + // Transform `info.json5` to `info.json`. // Extract metadata from `people/${dirname}/info.json5` to `dist/people-list.json`. function buildPeopleInfoAndList() { @@ -184,6 +203,7 @@ function copyPeopleAssets() { // Copy files `public` to dist. function copyPublic() { fs.copySync(path.join(projectRoot, PUBLIC_DIR), path.join(projectRoot, DIST_DIR)); + fs.copySync(path.join(projectRoot, DATA_DIR, 'eggs.json'), path.join(projectRoot, DIST_DIR, 'eggs.json')); fs.writeFileSync(path.join(DIST_DIR, 'trigger-list.json'), JSON.stringify(trigger as string[])); fs.writeFileSync(path.join(DIST_DIR, 'switch-pair.json'), JSON.stringify(switchPair as [string, string][])) } @@ -208,6 +228,7 @@ function copyComments() { } } +buildBlurCode(); 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${data.title}

${data.text}

` - }) -} - export function handleFeatures(markdown: string): string { // Handle Footnote let md = handleFootnote(markdown) @@ -46,8 +37,5 @@ export function handleFeatures(markdown: string): string { // Handle Icon md = handleNoteIcon(md) - // Handle Banner - md = handleBanner(md) - return md } \ No newline at end of file diff --git a/yarn.lock b/yarn.lock index e1fccd62..69373c34 100644 --- a/yarn.lock +++ b/yarn.lock @@ -2,6 +2,22 @@ # yarn lockfile v1 +"@andreekeberg/imagedata@^1.0.2": + version "1.0.2" + resolved "https://registry.yarnpkg.com/@andreekeberg/imagedata/-/imagedata-1.0.2.tgz#2094c270c086ffef61e14276858a4da477d675bf" + integrity sha512-4kbBlL8mHwN87YRmsnNYSsFnnrwYv7DsF9LI/1km0KWdV6kybSmSOCLR8vSZXXmloKuUP+jBKot2Rbqwu0aMpw== + dependencies: + "@jorgeferrero/stream-to-buffer" "^1.0.0" + jimp "^0.16.1" + mime-kind "^3.0.0" + +"@babel/runtime@^7.7.2": + version "7.26.0" + resolved 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