From 7b0eb87953a1b37b17107fd417b5a395d8e20dfa Mon Sep 17 00:00:00 2001 From: Twinsherry Date: Tue, 4 Jun 2024 00:18:09 +0800 Subject: [PATCH] [U] Update entry for hakureico --- people/hakureico/page.en.md | 78 +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++---- 1 file changed, 71 insertions(+), 7 deletions(-) diff --git a/people/hakureico/page.en.md b/people/hakureico/page.en.md index 2412ec28..d7aa69d1 100644 --- a/people/hakureico/page.en.md +++ b/people/hakureico/page.en.md @@ -22,28 +22,90 @@ info: ## Description -（Umder Construction） +Hanasaka was a trans girl, who was lively and lovely. +She studied in School of Mathematics, Liaoning Normal University. -Hanasaka was a lovely trans girl. +She was proficient in mathematics, +and she enjoyed learning computer science. -THE iDOLM@STER SHINY COLORS +She was also a traffic-fan. +She had interests on city bus, rail transit and national railways. +Occasionally, she took a plane and looked at the blue sky outside the prothole. -Nekopara +Although those were always solo trips. + + + +She was good at playing music game OSU, and uploaded many videos of her gameplay. +She was still online even if she was in bad mental condition. + +Hanasaka was also focus on several kinds of games, +such as *THE iDOLM@STER SHINY COLORS* and *Nekopara*. +Sadly, she gradually lost her interest on game under life pressure, +and she no longer updated her activity on games afterwards. + +Although for some reasons, her mental health got worse since March 2018. Luckily, there were still people who cared about her. +In early June 2018, she went to IKEA with an acquaintance of her, and eat tasty and affordable ice cream corns together. ## Her Departure -She said: +As Hanasaka described herself on Zhihu profile: "Just a Giftia, about to be destroyed". + +A Giftia is a type of android with a humanoid body in anime *PLASTIC MEMORIES*. +They have their own personality and emotion. +But they can only "live" for a maximum of 81,920 hours, +after which their programming becomes corrupted due to numerous failed attempts at overwriting old information. +If a Giftia is not retrieved and deactivated before the end of their lifespan, it is very likely that they will become "Wanderers". + +Hanasaka used this metaphor to describe her mental state about to collapse. + +五月份的时候，她用「Mayday[^1]」来传达自己已经接近极限的信号，好在后续转危为安。 + +> 应答机 7700 MaydayMaydayMayday 降为 MaydayMayday +> +> 预计超重着陆 +> +> 正在执行超重着陆检查单 +> +> //大概我是只堕天使吧。 +> +> //反复无常的心情，就和外面的天气一样。 +> +> //之前转发的各位，敬请放心。不会坠毁！ + +尽管她还和大家说，多出去走一走看看风景散散心，也说过「即使再绝望也要活下来啊。那样才有可能实现愿望的说。」这样的话语。 + +但她终究还是在 8 月的时候选择了离开。 + +离开之前，她委托了一位身在美国的铁路爱好者 Mizuki 在她的账号之上发布她的离世消息： + +Mizuki 用一段故事和间断的讲述代替了冷冰冰的讣告。 + +> Finally went to hell as a devil. +> +> updated 18-08-09 + +这句话是千歌曾经的恋人留给她的，千歌曾不断地想知道，为何那段爱情会终结，最终却得到的是「去你的吧」的答案。 + +终究她也只能留下这样的话： > "May the world could treat you well." > > "At least better than me." +其实，哪里是什么要下地狱的恶魔呢？千歌是很温柔的人呢，有着助人型人格，常想着对方，而没考虑到自己。但或许，这也正是她与恋人分开的原因。 + At last, she burnt her belongings, and drown in the river that never stopped flowing. She had been in a world where no people would hate her, and no bad things would happen. ## Different Words +Now these accounts are free. May she free too. + -## 8 +## About comments :| http://zhihu.com has a so shitty experience on reading comments without being fucked by recommended passages and its following advertisement...btw she told me read comments till 8/16. -## 一些其他的 +## Other words of mizuki I read about her leftover messages in her chatting software. @@ -160,4 +222,6 @@ Hanasaka left a letter for her only friend: > > HOSTED__WITH__GAE____ +Now these accounts are free. May she free too. + Time to sleep friends, and keep smiling, keep alive. \ No newline at end of file