diff --git a/people/MizuharaNagisa/page.en.md b/people/MizuharaNagisa/page.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..98bc2ffe --- /dev/null +++ b/people/MizuharaNagisa/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,76 @@ +--- +name: mizuharanagisa +info: + alias: Mizuhara Nagisa, 水原なぎさ, Shui Yuan Zhu + location: Shanghai, China +--- + +## Description + +Shui Yuan Zhu is a trans woman living in Shanghai. +She was friends with Ying. +During her life, she was an active long-term contributor for Chinese Wikipedia and other MediaWiki sites. +Since 2019, she started playing Azur Lane. +Her favorite character was Xiang. +Her hobbies were tinkering with computer hardware like Respberry Pi and drawing. +She was also proficient in Japanese. + +Because of depression and other problems, she had to stop going to school since 2019; +because of inacceptance of her family and other problems she faced, her depression and anxiety got worse and started to suffer from insomnia. +On 2021 July 21st, she took her own life to leave this cruel world. + +This is the [last piece of writing](https://pbs.twimg.com/media/E6odBBBVIAAM-Zt?format=jpg&name=4096x4096) she left us. + +> To every one of my friends +> +> People who know me well usually call me Shui Senpai or Shui Yuan, but my name is actually 水原なぎさ. +> Not my legal name, of course. +> How do I say this? +> During these past few years I've been tormented by chronic depression and anxiety issues. +> I think they finally overcame me today, +> so I decided to end my life. +> I don't really know what would happen, +> either I'd be dead or I'd be in the ICU, lol. +> Regrettablly, I would be unable to enjoy the 3060 video card I just got. +> And Nintendo Switch, PlayStation 5. +> +> Everything goes wrong when my family is involved. +> It's better to hope for a better start in the next life? +> Nope, of course I'm not going to come to this cruel world again; +> the worlds portrayed in animes are much better, not that I think they exist. +> +> (Switching my pen.) +> +> I'm tired of everything. +> I still have games to play: +> What would happen to the girls in Zhen Shou Fu? +> Would that character keep waiting for me? +> I'm sorry, but I cannot keep going anymore. +> I really can't find any energy in myself to keep me going. +> This body is also broken, from head to toe. +> Might as well throw it away, along with these health issues. +> I hope that in the next life, +> I can master drawing; +> I can read more books, number exceeding those I've read in this life; +> Most importantly, being a cute girl. +> (Not that I believe in there being a next life, just a wish.) +> +> I want to thank everyone who have helped me during my short life. +> You helped me many times during various time periods of my life, +> but I really can't thank you individually. +> And, Ying, if there really is a world we go to after death, +> I'll mark the route for you. +> Not really, please live healthily and happily in this life. +> Oh, I forgot. +> I have a Vtuber video to watch, I'm going to watch that now. +> Once again, thank you, every one of my friends. +> Sorry for taking your time. +> +> — Shui Yuan Zhu, 2021 June 21st. + + + +Wish you to be able to meet the girls in Zhen Shou Fu and live happily in another world, +after leaving all of this world's sufferings behind.