diff --git a/people/Anilovr/page.en.md b/people/Anilovr/page.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..1d408319 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Anilovr/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,63 @@ +--- +name: Anilovr +info: + alias: Ani + location: Haikou, China +--- + +>「//La homa mondo devus esti detruita//I will wait for you at Alpha Orionis//」 +>「I love every one of you. I really do.」 + +## Profile + +Ani grew up in a single-parent household. +She has helped many people. +But in the end, she, who gave others hope, wasn't able to escape death herself. + +> In this cruel and irrational world, +> anything can happen at any time, +> catching people off-guard, +> leaving behind regret and remorse. + +On that day, Ani fulfilled her last plan to leave silently. +Yet, her death was sudden and shocking. + +>「Maybe separation is not that awful. +> When we are dissolved into wind after millions of hours, +> we will be reunited as bubbles in the same cup of beer. +> No atoms can truly be destroyed in the universe. +> Sooner or later, we will be together again. + + +December 29th, **2022**, Ani was found dead without any sign of life. +Her death was confirmed by [方方](https://twitter.com/fang050722) and [铃木真依](https://twitter.com/MissSuzuki23) on Twitter. + +This world does not deserve you. +May the other side treat you well. +May you can share the joy with those who travel together with you, +on the train travelling through the starry sky. + +Death is not the end. +We will meet under the sky of a more loving world. +Wish you can have the happiness that you missed. + +> A gentle and kind-hearted friend, +> always thinking about others, +> compassionate to a fault. +> Tried to take care of friends when she should have had taken care of herself; +> shouldered everything herself to not bother anyone else. + +Ani was outed on October 22nd. +[Elihuso](https://twitter.com/ElihusoQ) seeked help for her by explaining her situation online. +However, she rejected every offer of help. + +> Not accepting any help is my ideal. +> I already went against it twice. +> Once, twice, there will not be a third. + +At night, when we look at Alpha Orionis, the brightest star in this starry sky, +you will be waving at us, smiling. diff --git a/people/GLaDOSister/page.en.md b/people/GLaDOSister/page.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..1a5e9d78 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/GLaDOSister/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,53 @@ +--- +name: GLaDOSister +info: + alias: CangShanJingYe, Jing Ye, Sister G + location: Beijing, China +--- + +## Description + +As her bio says, Jing Ye is “a cute girl researching lingustics”. + +Jing Ye is talented in linguistics and passionate about it. +She researched many languages, including both languages originated from China and foreign languages. +She often switch languages while chatting online, so she always seemed lively, cheerful, and even humorous in group chats. +Not only was she proficient in communicating with many languages, +but she also was quick to come up with examples of how pronounciation and grammar are used in everyday conversations for those languages. + +Jing Ye's work is not limited to linguistics. +She had contributed to the community of the *Half-Life* series. +She designed some "GMod" plugins and maps; and she was the director of a fanmade work called *Prequel of the United Army* for *Half-Life 2*. +The fact that worth mentioning the most is, she started doing constructed language research, +constructed [联合军语](https://yuyan.fandom.com/zh/wiki/联合军语), [尤波伊语](https://yuyan.fandom.com/zh/wiki/尤波伊语) and [克里加语](https://yuyan.fandom.com/zh/wiki/克里加语) for the project mentioned above, *Prequel of the United Army*. +Because of her work on this project, she was famous both in the *Half-Life* community and in the contructed language community. + +Jing Ye's favorite anime is *YuruYuri*. +She used the main character, Akari Akaza, as her profile photo. + +Jing Ye is persistent and brave, both for creative work and for life, sometimes even stubborn. +Because of that, she had some verbal conflicts with her friends. +These incidents were however resolved quickly because of her friends' understanding towards her character. + +Jing Ye asked for company very often from friends she found in the linguistics community because she didn't feel safe enough. +Whether online or in real life, she was always gave and seeked warmth from other trans women and girls. + +Since Spring 2019, Jing Ye was finally able to pass and live as a woman. +Because of that, she was much more confident and more open to showing her cuteness by sharing photos on social media. +However, her life quality went down as both her financial situation and her depression got worse, even went to the edge of suicide sometimes. +Even then, she did not stop her efforts to help other trans people. +In [one of her posts on ZhiHu](https://www.zhihu.com/pin/1091048372731047936), she wrote: + +> “Although living is painful for me and I do not know the meaning behind life, I know that I would never regret helping others.” + +Even now, this sentence still give strength to many suicide prevention social workers. +Unfortunately, Jing Ye eventually left us, leaving behind many unfinished works. + +After Jing Ye's death, many people in the linguistics community, the constructed language community, and the trans community changed their profile photo to black and white to morun her. + +Under the ZhiHu question of [What are your thoughts about ZhiHu user @Cang_Shan_Jing_Ye ?](https://www.zhihu.com/question/307482232), +not only were there goodbyes from the friends she made, +but also messages from the linguistics community, to achieve more in this field; +and messages from the trans community, to encourage each other to keep going. + +Contributor for this entry: unt diff --git a/people/MioCardMeow/page.en.md b/people/MioCardMeow/page.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..bfede5f9 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/MioCardMeow/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,14 @@ +--- +name: miocardmeow +info: + alias: Ling Ka Miao, LingKaMiao, 澪卡喵, MioCardMeow + location: Beijing, China +--- + +## Description + +[Ling Ka Miao](https://twitter.com/MiocardMeow) (Mio Card Meow), a trans girl, passed away after an unsuccessful resuscitation. + +Reported by [Miao Xiao Bai](https://twitter.com/pizyj/status/1492928433172582400?s=21) on 2022 Feburary 14th. + +Contributor of entry: [Nan Chuan Chao Xiang](https://twitter.com/nkw45) diff --git a/people/MizuharaNagisa/page.en.md b/people/MizuharaNagisa/page.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..98bc2ffe --- /dev/null +++ b/people/MizuharaNagisa/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,76 @@ +--- +name: mizuharanagisa +info: + alias: Mizuhara Nagisa, 水原なぎさ, Shui Yuan Zhu + location: Shanghai, China +--- + +## Description + +Shui Yuan Zhu is a trans woman living in Shanghai. +She was friends with Ying. +During her life, she was an active long-term contributor for Chinese Wikipedia and other MediaWiki sites. +Since 2019, she started playing Azur Lane. +Her favorite character was Xiang. +Her hobbies were tinkering with computer hardware like Respberry Pi and drawing. +She was also proficient in Japanese. + +Because of depression and other problems, she had to stop going to school since 2019; +because of inacceptance of her family and other problems she faced, her depression and anxiety got worse and started to suffer from insomnia. +On 2021 July 21st, she took her own life to leave this cruel world. + +This is the [last piece of writing](https://pbs.twimg.com/media/E6odBBBVIAAM-Zt?format=jpg&name=4096x4096) she left us. + +> To every one of my friends +> +> People who know me well usually call me Shui Senpai or Shui Yuan, but my name is actually 水原なぎさ. +> Not my legal name, of course. +> How do I say this? +> During these past few years I've been tormented by chronic depression and anxiety issues. +> I think they finally overcame me today, +> so I decided to end my life. +> I don't really know what would happen, +> either I'd be dead or I'd be in the ICU, lol. +> Regrettablly, I would be unable to enjoy the 3060 video card I just got. +> And Nintendo Switch, PlayStation 5. +> +> Everything goes wrong when my family is involved. +> It's better to hope for a better start in the next life? +> Nope, of course I'm not going to come to this cruel world again; +> the worlds portrayed in animes are much better, not that I think they exist. +> +> (Switching my pen.) +> +> I'm tired of everything. +> I still have games to play: +> What would happen to the girls in Zhen Shou Fu? +> Would that character keep waiting for me? +> I'm sorry, but I cannot keep going anymore. +> I really can't find any energy in myself to keep me going. +> This body is also broken, from head to toe. +> Might as well throw it away, along with these health issues. +> I hope that in the next life, +> I can master drawing; +> I can read more books, number exceeding those I've read in this life; +> Most importantly, being a cute girl. +> (Not that I believe in there being a next life, just a wish.) +> +> I want to thank everyone who have helped me during my short life. +> You helped me many times during various time periods of my life, +> but I really can't thank you individually. +> And, Ying, if there really is a world we go to after death, +> I'll mark the route for you. +> Not really, please live healthily and happily in this life. +> Oh, I forgot. +> I have a Vtuber video to watch, I'm going to watch that now. +> Once again, thank you, every one of my friends. +> Sorry for taking your time. +> +> — Shui Yuan Zhu, 2021 June 21st. + + + +Wish you to be able to meet the girls in Zhen Shou Fu and live happily in another world, +after leaving all of this world's sufferings behind. diff --git a/people/SevenBird/page.en.md b/people/SevenBird/page.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..90729d32 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/SevenBird/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,40 @@ +--- +name: sevenbird +info: + alias: 柒鸟, Qi Niao, SevenBird + location: Fujian, China +--- + +> “Look at the moon when you long for me.” +> “There, I will be waiting for you.” + +This is the last piece of writing she left us… + +--- + +## About Seven Bird + +She was just like her nickname Seven Bird, flew high, flew to the moon. +She built us *Misaka Network* members the website *Misaka Network*, the place where we shared joy. + +She was a lively and optimistic girl. +Always willing to help others, she not only cared about us when we are in need, but she also saved many people from suicide. +But “a doctor cannot help themself”, in the end, she was unable to save herself. + +She loved rhythm games. +In her last moments, she played the song *Phigros* for the last time to say goodbye. + +This is her last wish: + +> “The time will come. All of us will be able to live freely as ourselves in this world.” + +--- + +Wishing you to be able to live happily as yourself on the other side. +We will look at the bright moon when we long for you. + +

+All of Misaka Network +
+2022 August 4th +

diff --git a/people/Uekawakuyuurei/page.en.md b/people/Uekawakuyuurei/page.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..81569dfe --- /dev/null +++ b/people/Uekawakuyuurei/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,48 @@ +--- +name: uekawakuyuurei +info: + alias: Ying (Hotaru), Qiu Yun (Akigumo) +--- + +## Description + +[According to Ying](https://twitter.com/Uekawakuyuurei/status/1416208961339019267), they are “Just an unhealthy boy in real life.”. +However, when they are thought to be a girl online, they would not talk about their gender. +Although they felt guilty while doing so, +we always believe Ying to be the most kindhearted and most lovely girl or boy. + +Ying is an enthusiast about ships and they like to draw them. +Under their brushes, those ships are no more weapons for warfare and destruction, but vehicles carrying the power of peace. +Twitter user COHAE once left [this comment](https://twitter.com/COHAE9999/status/1413772800444227584): +“I gained such an impression of you on the first sight of your drawings: You are a gentle and romantic person. +Even the cold steel behemoth would become lively under the blue sky and white clouds you create. +Yes, the most powerful weapons in your world might actually be the cutest and gentlest person.” + +Donations made because of their drawings is part of their financial resource. +Even after confirming their *indolent cell carcinoma of ascending colon*, Ying did not stop drawing. +Later, they uploaded most of their drawings' digitalized versions to their [Telegram channel](https://t.me/joinchat/65vSQ6ELb3YxN2I9), +making every work they had done free to download and enjoy. +Here's a selected few of her drawings: + + + +But this world is just that unfair. +No medicine Ying tried worked for their disease. +In Summer 2021, Ying is diagnosed as *Bone metastasis* stage IV. +Yet, Ying didn't stop caring about their friends to not let us worried even while enduring great physical pain. + +In September 2021, Ying went to the other side of the sea (metaphorically) on their favorite ship. +Their last Twitter post was: +“I want to drink a bigggg cup of iced Coke at last.” +No problem, Ying. No matter how many cups of Coke you want to drink, we will buy them for you. + + diff --git a/people/dogesir_/page.en.md b/people/dogesir_/page.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..c222715a --- /dev/null +++ b/people/dogesir_/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,102 @@ +--- +name: dogesir_ +info: + alias: dogesir, Lan Gou (blue dog) + location: Changchun, Jilin, China +--- + +> “Have you seen *The Train Travelling through the Starry Sky*? I want to get on that train, too.” + +## Description + +Lan Gou, a girl whose cuteness can be proved just from how she talks. + +She was also a girl who can create mesmerizing drawings. +We believe, as long as she wants, she would be able to draw anything well. +Here are some of her drawings before she left: + + + +This is her last self description: + +> “I don't think I'm going to change it for several months because I poured lots of effort into it” + +Now it's never going to change… + + + +English transcript of her self-description above: + +> Name: Lan Gou, both online and in real life. +> A strange name, sure. Just read it some more times. +> +> Accept humans and non-human entities as long as they are not trying to harm with malice. +> +> Interested in Parlour music, drawing, literature, music theory, and philosophy (although I haven't done much research in the last three). +> * Posts drawings sometimes on Pixiv. Would have more time to draw after graduation. +> * Not a hardcore gamer. Plays Minecraft sometimes. (Let's play minecraft together!) +> +> Trans! +> +> In Changchun, open to in-person meetings. +> Please play with me! +> +> Likes tweets often. Might overflow your Twitter timeline. +> +> Not good on small talk. Especially in real life. +> Once avoided speaking for half a year. +> So I might not reply to your pm. +> * Often stops suddenly while chatting. Replies only after thinking it through. +> * Does not use indirect expressions. +> +> Might be forced to delete Twitter permanently. +> +> Follows every Twitter user who follows me. Won't unfollow out of nowhere. +> Planning to follow everyone. All unfollows are accidental. +> +> Likes every friends on Twitter. Hopes to be able to use Twitter even in death. +> * Hopes Xiao Lan Niao can live longer than me. If Xiao Lan Niao had something happen to her, maybe I'd end my online presence, too. +> +> Backup contact method doge_sir@outlook.com (might not reply) +> +> Bilibili UID: 2119605209 +> +> Thinking of putting my QQ on here. +> +> @qiandao_shi +> +> To be continued! + +She was also a lover of Minecraft. +She had been updating a Minecraft map for a long time on Bilibili +Here are some photos she took: + + + +It was not her first attempt to get on *the train*. +Before the end, she tried **4** times. + +She finally got on *the train* she always wanted to get on. +She was not alone; another girl was together with her on the way. + +> “You liked that photo (1st picture) I took in a Winter, so you sent me this postcard (2nd picture). Then I'll send you a photo I took in Summer!” —Shou Tui Che + + + +We wanted to receive another postcard from her. + +Wish you not lonely on the train. And remember: Look at the star Betelgeuse one more time. + + diff --git a/people/donotexist_A/page.en.md b/people/donotexist_A/page.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..e20c092e --- /dev/null +++ b/people/donotexist_A/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,51 @@ +--- +name: donotexist_A +info: + alias: 不存在,存存,donotexist,Do Not Exist,do not exist,existexist,exist exist,Exist Exist,CunCun,cuncun + location: Guangdong, China +--- + +## Description + +*Exist* was a cute girl, so she was pretty popular. +Everyone who meets Exist would be moved by her welcomeness and cheerfulness. +Despite needing to take many medications and [often having to stay in the hospital](https://twitter.com/donotexist_A/status/1383379769903910915?s=20) because of her bipolar disorder and other general health issues, +she was able to be on good terms with every doctor and patient she meets. +Here is a drawing of her by an art student she met during one of her stays in the hospital: + + + +Because Exist's haircut was similar to the character Isabelle in *Animal Crossing*; +also because her personality was as cute as that of Isabelle, +we call her Isabelle sometimes. +She however didn't seem to like to be called that sometimes. + +Exist had a good fashion sense. +Whether it's “human's clothing” (clothing style most people choose for their everyday life), JK, or lolita, +she was able to find the clothing choices to best express herself. +Exist once found a [tagline signaling gender expression diversity acceptance by *Uniqlo*](https://twitter.com/donotexist_A/status/1352976196766633985?s=20): +“This is a piece clothing designed for girls and women, but it's suitable for boys and men, too!” + +Exist likes to read books. +Many types of books. +She has a preference for paper books. +Once, she went to [Huado library](https://twitter.com/donotexist_A/status/1358339066056482817?s=20) for the book *Gender Trouble* by Butler. + +Exist likes to try out new things. +She often wandered around the city and found lots of great sceneries other people would have ignored. +Whether it's a bookstore visit, a clothes shopping trip, a night of playing rhythm games together, or trying out various foods, +she can always keep everyone engaged. + +Exist has too many good qualities to list. + +Exist helped many trans people in Guangdong to build up confidence by using her social media. +She shared her experience of how she was able to get a diagnosis of gender dysphoria and get the prescriptions with everyone. +We believe, if we are able to see Exist one more time, she would share all she saw and learnt during her time in the other world with us. + +In 2021, May, Exist died of the low blood pressure caused by medication side effects and complications. +Good night, Exist. +Wish you happiness. + + diff --git a/people/gaoyanger/page.en.md b/people/gaoyanger/page.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a09d4f3e --- /dev/null +++ b/people/gaoyanger/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,12 @@ +--- +name: Gaoyang +info: + alias: Gaoyang, Lamb + location: Haikou, China +--- + +## Profile + +Gaoyang was a pretty, tender and kind girl. She always acted strong despite being raised in poverty by a single-parent. + +Contributor: Han Lianyi diff --git a/people/homoyamakaze/page.en.md b/people/homoyamakaze/page.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..fe309e7f --- /dev/null +++ b/people/homoyamakaze/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,28 @@ +--- +name: homoyamakaze +info: + alias: Qian Yu Mao Tou, Sui Ye Mao Mao Tou, Homoyamakaze + location: Lanzhou, Gansu, China +--- + +## Description + +[Qian Yu Mao Tou](https://twitter.com/homoyamakaze) +wrote the first article about [how to get a diagnosis of gender dysphoria in Liaoning](https://mtf.wiki/zh-cn/docs/psyco/liaoning/liu-hong/) +on [MtF.wiki](https://mtf.wiki). +She also helped many trans people in person to get their diagnosis and prescriptions. +Working together with Qian Yu Zhi Xue, she helped many people get affordable HRT medicine, amount of which was over a hundred boxes. + + + + +In the evening of 2022 November 9th, she took her life in her house because of a bipolar disorder episode resulted from online violence. +The incident was recorded in legal documents by her girlfriend [Sui Ye You Zi](https://twitter.com/YuzuTvT). + + + + +Confirmed on twitter by both [Sui Ye You Zi](https://twitter.com/YuzuTvT) and [Lee](https://twitter.com/rbqwansui). + +Contributor of entry: +[Sui Ye You Zi](https://twitter.com/YuzuTvT) diff --git a/people/lintong/lintong.en.md b/people/lintong/lintong.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..135bf6e8 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/lintong/lintong.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,33 @@ +--- +name: lintong +info: + alias: 林童,Lin Tong,Lintong + location: Wuhan, Hubei, China +--- + +## Description + +> Lin Tong is a girl who is a bit insecure. +> She has a mother who she rarely contacts. +> Dishes like “scrambled eggs with tomatoes” were her favorites. +> Monster Energy was her drink of choice. +> Personalitywise, +> her tendency to ask others to do things when they are not in the mood for it was the most notable. +> Acts like a princess sometimes. +> Likes to trouble her partner but not her friends. + +—from her partner in life + +> Friend, it's been four months, are you happy in heaven? +> +> Come here, drink this can of Monster Energy. +> +> Maybe you don't really like it, but it was the drink you chose while you were working. +> +> Eat this plate of Wuhan Re Gan noodles, too. +> It might not be authentic enough for a Wuhan native like you, but I can't think of anything else. +> +> Wish you well in heaven, my friend. +> Entrust a dream to me when you have time, alright? + +—from her friend in life, 2022 October. diff --git a/people/noname/page.en.md b/people/noname/page.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..1adc307a --- /dev/null +++ b/people/noname/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,40 @@ +--- +name: noname +info: + alias: noname, no name, anonymous, nameless, unknown, name unknown +--- + +This page is dedicated to the unidentifiable victims who lost their lives due to systemic violence towards trans people. +Sometimes, we cannot even get a confirmation on if these people are trans. + +### 2022 March 9th, Wu Han Tianjie - Feminine-presenting person stripped and murdered in men's bathroom. + +At 2022 March 9th 15:45, a feminine-presenting person was stripped and murdered in bathroom. +The assailant and the victim's verbal conflict quickly escalated to physical conflict. +The assailant attacked the victim with a knife, causing the victim to bleed to death. + +According to the police report and pictures found online, +the gender marker on the victim's ID is male, but the victim was feminine-presenting at the time of the incident. + +People in the trans community followed closely on the development of the incident. +Although there is no concrete evidence on if the victim was trans or was crossdressing, +it is undeniable that the nature of the event is a hate crime against trans women or other gender-diverse people. + +After the incident, the police tried to blur the details in the report and downplayed the severity of the event. +Their attitude made us question: +Just because the legal gender and the gender-presentation of the victim was different, a murder case as severe as this would not be taken seriously? +Even the discussions after the event would be censored and stifled, causing there to be so little information available? + +Nine days after, on 2022 March 18th, One Among Us's official Twitter tweeted: + +> For you who left us in Wu Han, who didn't even had a chance to leave a name: +> +> Nine days passed, +> but you are not forgotten. +> Tens of thousands of us are still mourning you. +> Tens of thousands of "she", "he", "they" of us will work together to ensure a tragedy like this won't happen again. +> +> Rest in peace. + + +**Related articles and discussions**：[reddit](https://www.reddit.com/r/China_irl/comments/tb0sen/%E6%AD%A6%E6%B1%89%E5%A4%A9%E8%A1%97%E5%8F%91%E7%94%9F%E6%9D%80%E4%BA%BA%E6%A1%88%E7%96%91%E4%BC%BC%E6%98%AF%E5%AF%B9%E8%B7%A8%E6%80%A7%E5%88%AB%E5%A5%B3%E6%80%A7%E7%9A%84%E4%BB%87%E6%81%A8%E7%8A%AF%E7%BD%AA%E7%9B%B8%E5%85%B3%E8%AF%9D%E9%A2%98%E5%92%8C%E5%BE%AE%E5%8D%9A%E6%AD%A3%E8%A2%AB%E5%A4%A7%E9%87%8F%E5%88%A0%E9%99%A4/), [知乎](https://zhuanlan.zhihu.com/p/478944139), [matters](https://matters.news/@cprpoffice/254661-%E6%AD%A6%E6%B1%89%E5%A4%A9%E8%A1%97%E6%9D%80%E4%BA%BA%E6%A1%88%E5%88%9D%E6%AD%A5%E6%8E%A2%E7%A9%B6-%E6%AD%BB%E8%80%85%E5%88%B0%E5%BA%95%E6%98%AF%E4%B8%8D%E6%98%AF%E8%B7%A8%E6%80%A7%E5%88%AB%E5%A5%B3%E6%80%A7-bafyreicv5icunxpsd2jxfdfkxhk5p4waxyxge7c4cvektwtyzkjfqjoreu) diff --git a/people/suzuki/page.en.md b/people/suzuki/page.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..009bd602 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/suzuki/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,37 @@ +--- +name: suzuki +info: + alias: 铃木,铃木凉宫,Ling Mu Liang Gong,lingmulianggong,LingMuLiangGong,Suzuki + location: Taiwan, China +--- + +## Description + +> “Remember, I will be playing arcade games while presenting as myself on October 10th.” +> +> “I love you all, even if you don't like me.” +> +> “No matter what, I will be a girl forever.” + +Suzuki (Ling Mu Liang Gong) is a mysterious girl from Taiwan, so we are unable to gain detailed information on her. + +She is a hardcore computer hardware tinkerer. +Her DIY skills are really good. +We believe that she can make anything as long as she wants to. + +> “I really like this server system. I'm going to save up for it!” +> +> “To everyone who worked on this project, thank you!” + +Unfortuantely, her young life ended on 2022 December 14th. +A month after that, one of her accounts, [CatEarsLaboratory], managed by her friend, published this message: +“Good night, Suzuki. Wish you can be a girl forever in heaven!” + +We were unable to find any archives of her online presence because she always avoided sharing her personal details online and deleted all of her accounts. +Most information about her are already lost in the sea of Internet. +What we do know about her is that she is the creator of [CatEarsLaboratory](https://twitter.com/CatEars2333). +We speculate that what made her left us was online violence. + +After Suzuki died, her friend Ling Mu Liang Zhen took over and continued to used her Twitter and Google accounts as she wished for her to “live with her memory”. + +We do not know her well, but please wish her rest in peace anyways.