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id: lin10104
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profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.png
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info:
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born: '2006-02-04'
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died: '2023-05-12'
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websites:
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twitter: https://twitter.com/lin10104
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name: Lin
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info:
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alias: Lin
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location: Xi'an, Shaanxi
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---
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## Description
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Lin was a trans girl who studied art.
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Her tweets often showcased several drafts of her paintings.
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She had a childlike heart and was interested in all kinds of cute toys.
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Lin had a complex family situation.
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She comes from a blended family where both parents each had a child before coming together and then had her.
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When she was young, she was surrounded by many people and felt very happy.
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But everything changed when she started elementary school.
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Her father made money and had a change of heart, leading to frequent arguments with her mother, and they eventually divorced...
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She and her mother moved to another place, and their economic situation was not as good as before. Her mother often brought other men home, telling her that they were "partners."
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During that time, Lin struggled with depression and anxiety.
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She later learned about being transgender and eventually confirmed her desire to be a girl.
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She didn't have many companions, only two or three. One of them, a girl, was very good to her, and they often chatted together.
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Her mother's boyfriend was physically abusive towards her. Even though her mother tried to stop it, she often suffered violence from him.
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This was followed by a series of events: coming out, running away, returning home, and being beaten.
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She was very afraid of pain but didn't know what to do...
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She didn't understand why her family had become like this or how she had become who she was.
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Later, there was self-harm, loneliness... and further mental breakdown.
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Once, she wrote in a tweet:
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> Friends, to me, are like: he is my only one, but I am just one of his. Afraid of loneliness, yet having to get used to loneliness.
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>
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> Watching movies alone, playing games alone, going to the arcade alone, going to the hospital alone... living a bit of a failed life...
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>
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> Afraid of being discovered by others, yet longing for their care. Sometimes a hug, a word of concern is more effective than any amount of medication, pretending to be normal, pretending to be cheerful all day...
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>
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> Turning off the phone, closing my eyes, the sense of loneliness comes rushing in, the past pains flashing before my eyes like a lantern...
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In the end, she chose to leave this world.
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Lin once wrote: In the next life, I want to be a cat, no studying, no work, no worries, just meowing...
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Hope that she can get her wish and be a cute, happy cat...
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---
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name: 檩
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info:
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alias: 檩
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location: 陕西西安
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---
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## 简介
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檩是一个学习艺术的跨性别女孩,在她的推文中,我们能够看到许多她的画作草稿。
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<div style="display: flex; margin: auto; gap: 80px; flex-direction: row; justify-self: center; justify-content: center; justify-items: center; flex-wrap: wrap">
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<PhotoScroll photos={[
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]} />
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]} />
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</div>
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她也有着一颗童心,会对各种可爱的玩具感兴趣。
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檩有着复杂的家庭情况。她的家庭是重组家庭,父母各有一个孩子,在一起之后就有了她。
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在她小时候,身边有着许多人陪伴,她感到很幸福。
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但在上小学之后,一切都改变了,她的父亲赚了钱,变了心,和她的母亲经常吵架,最后离了婚……
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她与她的母亲搬到了另一个地方,家里的经济条件也没有以前好了。母亲经常往家里带其他的男人,并告诉她,这是「合作伙伴」。
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那段时间,檩过得很难受,伴随着抑郁和焦虑。后来,她了解到了跨性别,最后确立了自己想要当女孩子的想法。
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她的朋友不多,只有两三个朋友,其中有一个女孩子对她很好,她们经常在一起聊天。
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她母亲的男朋友对她动过手,虽然她的母亲有所阻止,但她仍然经常受到来自他的暴力。
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后来,就是出柜,跑路,回家,被打的连续的故事了。
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她很怕疼,但她并不知道该怎么办……
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她不知道为什么她家会变成现在这个样子,自己又是怎么变成现在的样子。
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再后来,是自伤,是孤独……还有进一步的精神崩溃。
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有一次,她在一篇推文中写道:
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> 朋友,对于我来说就是:他是我的唯一,我却是他的之一,害怕孤独,却不得不去习惯孤独。
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>
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> 一个人看电影,一个人打游戏,一个人去电玩,一个人去医院……活得有点失败呢……
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>
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> 害怕被人发现,又期待着别人的关心,有时候一个拥抱,一句关心比再多药物来得都管用,整天装着正常,装开朗……
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>
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> 关上手机,闭上眼睛,孤独感扑面而来,过去的痛苦和走马灯一样在眼前闪烁……
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后来的后来,她选择离开了这个世界。
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檩曾经写道:下辈子想当一只猫猫,没有学习,没有工作,没有烦恼,只有喵喵……
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希望她能如愿,做一只可爱,幸福的猫猫呢……
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---
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name: 檁
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info:
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alias: 檁
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location: 陝西西安
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---
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## 簡介
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檁是一個學習藝術的跨性別女孩。在她的推文中, 我們能夠看到她的許多畫作草稿。
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<div style="display: flex; margin: auto; gap: 80px; flex-direction: row; justify-self: center; justify-content: center; justify-items: center; flex-wrap: wrap">
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<PhotoScroll photos={[
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'${path}/photos/photo4.jpg',
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'${path}/photos/photo5.jpg',
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'${path}/photos/photo6.jpg',
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]} />
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<PhotoScroll photos={[
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'${path}/photos/photo1.png',
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'${path}/photos/photo2.png',
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'${path}/photos/photo3.png',
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]} />
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</div>
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她也有著一顆童心, 會對各種可愛的玩具感興趣。
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檁有著複雜的家庭情況。她的家庭是重組家庭,父母各自擁有一個孩子, 在一起之後就有了她。
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在她小時候, 身旁有著許多人陪伴, 她感到很幸福。
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但在上小學之後, 一切都改變了。她的父親賺了錢, 變了心, 和她的母親經常吵架, 最後離了婚...
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她和她的母親搬到了另一個地方, 家裡的經濟條件也沒有以前好了。母親經常往家裡帶其他的男人, 並告訴她, 這是「合作伙伴」
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那段時間, 檁過的很難受, 伴隨著抑鬱和焦慮。後來, 她瞭解到了跨性別, 最後確立了自己想要當女孩子的想法。
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她的夥伴不多, 只有兩三個。其中有一個女孩子對她很好, 她們經常在一起聊天。
|
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她母親的男朋友對她動過手, 即使她的母親有所阻止, 她還是經常受到來自他的暴力。
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|
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後來, 就是出櫃, 跑路, 回家, 被打的連續故事了。
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她很怕疼, 但是她並不知道該怎麼辦...
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她不知道為什麼她的家會變成現在這個樣子, 自己又是怎麼變成現在的樣子。
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再後來, 是自傷, 是孤獨...還有進一步的精神崩解。
|
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|
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|
有一次, 她在一篇推文中寫到:
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> 朋友,对于我来说就是:他是我的唯一,我却是他的之一,害怕孤独,却不得不去习惯孤独。
|
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|
>
|
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|
> 一个人看电影,一个人打游戏,一个人去电玩,一个人去医院……活得有点失败呢……
|
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|
>
|
||||||
|
> 害怕被人发现,又期待着别人的关心,有时候一个拥抱,一句关心比再多药物来得都管用,整天装着正常,装开朗……
|
||||||
|
>
|
||||||
|
> 关上手机,闭上眼睛,孤独感扑面而来,过去的痛苦和走马灯一样在眼前闪烁……
|
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|
|
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|
後來的後來, 她選擇離開了這個世界。
|
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|
檁曾經寫到: 下輩子想當一隻貓咪, 沒有學習, 沒有工作, 沒有煩惱, 只有喵喵...
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希望她能如願以償, 做一隻可愛, 幸福的貓咪呢...
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