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.devcontainer .devcontainer
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* [web](https://github.com/one-among-us/web) - 网页前端源码 * [web](https://github.com/one-among-us/web) - 网页前端源码
* [backend](https://github.com/one-among-us/backend) - 献花和编辑后端源码 * [backend](https://github.com/one-among-us/backend) - 献花和编辑后端源码
## 文件结构 ## File Structure
* Directory `/people/<userid>/`: Data for a specific person * Directory `/people/<userid>/`: Data for a specific person
* `info.json5`: Profile information * `info.json5`: Profile information
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* Directory `/people/<userid>/`: Built data for a specific person * Directory `/people/<userid>/`: Built data for a specific person
* `page.js`: `page.md` built with MDX * `page.js`: `page.md` built with MDX
## 多语言 ## Multilingual
我们正在尝试重新编写网站的多语言架构,以使其更通用,更新的方式更简洁。在这段过渡时期里,请大家尽量把简体中文作为底稿,并且用自动转换或者手动校对的方式生成繁体文稿。在新的多语言架构编写完成后,我们会重新校对所有繁体文稿。 We are trying to rewrite the multilingual architecture of the website to make it more versatile and more concise in an updated way. During this transitional period, please try your best to use Simplified Chinese as the manuscript, and use automatic conversion or manual proofreading to generate the Traditional Chinese manuscript. After the new multilingual architecture is written, we will re-proofread all Traditional Chinese manuscripts.
<!-- <!--
## 生成/更新繁体文稿 ## 生成/更新繁体文稿
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这个脚本不会覆盖在已有的繁体文件上的更改,更新已经生成过繁体的简体文稿之后会自动合并,不过还是要手动检查一下哦。 这个脚本不会覆盖在已有的繁体文件上的更改,更新已经生成过繁体的简体文稿之后会自动合并,不过还是要手动检查一下哦。
--> -->
## HData
`/data/hdata.json` defined some data which used for entry properties. Here is some description of it:
* `commentOnly`: `string[]`, the entries which include comments only, like `tdor` or `tdov`
* `exclude`: `string[]`, the directories which would not be handled
* `notShowOnHome`: `string[]`, if you don't want a entry show on the home, add it into this item
* `actualHide`: `string[]`, if you don't want a entry show on the home and won't be redirected by random buttons, add it into this item.
If you set a entry in this list, you have no need to set it into `notShowOnHome` again.
* `trigger`: `string[]`, if you think this article is likely to irritate readers and should be restricted, please set this option.
### Example
```json
{
"commentOnly": [
"tdor"
],
"exclude": [
"tdov"
],
"notShowOnHome": [
"Anilovr",
"noname3031"
],
"actualHide": [
"ArtsEpiphany"
],
"trigger": [
"Xu_Yushu"
]
}
```
If you dont understand how to modify it, please feel free to [Contact Us](https://one-among.us/about/).

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{
"commentOnly": ["tdor"],
"exclude": [],
"notShowOnHome": ["MeowBot233"],
"actualHide": ["Aniloviraw"],
"trigger": ["Aniloviraw"],
"switch": [
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"esbuild": "^0.18.10", "esbuild": "^0.18.10",
"fs-extra": "^11.1.0", "fs-extra": "^11.1.0",
"js-yaml": "^4.1.0", "js-yaml": "^4.1.0",
"katex": "^0.16.10",
"markdown-yaml-metadata-parser": "^3.0.0", "markdown-yaml-metadata-parser": "^3.0.0",
"moment": "^2.29.4", "moment": "^2.29.4",
"rehype-katex": "6",
"remark-math": "5",
"ts-node": "^10.9.1", "ts-node": "^10.9.1",
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{"id":18054,"content":"一路走好朋友…","submitter":"ZZY","date":"Jul 28, 2024"}

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id: Acheron
profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.png
info:
died: '2022-09-22'
websites:
bilibili: https://space.bilibili.com/528983952

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---
name: Acheron
info:
alias: Fairy, Acheron
---
## Description
Acheron was a young trans girl who was lovely, brave, and kind-hearted.
She uploaded several Minecraft gameplay videos on Bilibili.
She once excavated an entire chunk in Minecraft with nine friends in the speedrun community in just 30:17.
Acheron was also knowledgeable in technology.
She uploaded two notable videos:
one is unboxing the BearPi-HM Nano development board,
and the other is installing Klipper based on Debian 10.
## Departure
Acheron battled depression alone,
never letting her depression affect others.
Everyone who knew her was fond of her.
Despite an unfortunate childhood and a difficult present,
she didn't complain about her experiences online.
She always faced life's challenges with positivity.
But she left us so early that we cannot even see her retreating figure.
In an instant, we were forever separated, as if heaven and earth...
> [Acheron, the river was really cold and biting... If there is reincarnation in this world, I will protect you until I wake up from this dream...](https://archive.ph/I6EcL)
>
> —— WestmereX

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---
name: 委委-fairy
info:
alias: Fairy, Acheron
---
## 简介
委委是一个年轻可爱,勇敢善良的跨性别女孩。
委委在 Bilibili 上传了好几个 Minecraft 流程视频,曾经与九位速通社区的朋友一同在 30:17 内挖空了一整个区块。
她在技术领域也颇有研究,曾经发过小熊派的 hi3861 鸿蒙开发板开箱与基于 Debian 10 安装 Klipper 的视频。
## 离世
委委以一己之力与抑郁症对抗,从来不愿意让其他人受到自己的影响,每一个认识她的人都很喜欢她。
不幸的童年与不幸的当下并没有让她在网络上抱怨,她一直乐观积极地面对着生活。
但她走得太快,快到我们看不清背影。
刹那之间,天人陌路……
> [委委,河水很冰,很冷吧……这世上若有投胎转世,一定要守护妳,直到梦醒……](https://archive.ph/I6EcL)
>
> —— WestmereX冷月

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---
name: 委委-fairy
info:
alias: Fairy, Acheron
---
## 簡介
委委是一個年青可愛, 善良勇敢的跨性別女孩.
委委在 Bilibili 上載了好幾個 Minecraft 流程影片, 曾經與九位速通社區的夥伴一起在 30:17 內挖空了一整個 Chunk.
她在技術領域也頗有研究, 曾經發過小熊派的 hi3861 鴻蒙開發板開箱和基礎於 Debian 10 安設 Klipper 的影片.
## 離世
委委以一己之力與抑鬱對抗, 從來不願意讓其他人受到自己的影響. 每一個認識她的人都很喜歡她.
不幸的童年與不幸的現實並沒有讓她在網路上抱怨. 她一直樂觀積極地面對著生活.
但她走的太快, 快到我們看不清背影.
剎那之間, 天人陌路...
> [委委,河水很冰,很冷吧……这世上若有投胎转世,一定要守护妳,直到梦醒……](https://archive.ph/I6EcL)
>
> —— WestmereX冷月

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id: Aniloviraw
profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.jpg
info:
born: '2006-09-02'
died: '2022-12-29'
websites:
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---
name: HOC(COOH)(CH₂COOH)₂
info:
alias: Citric Acid
location: Haikou, Hainan
---
<Banner data={{
icon: "https://one-among.us/favicon-large.png",
title: "This entry contains various types of triggering information",
text: "If you feel uncomfortable while browsing this page, please exit immediately and seek help from doctors, the community, or local suicide intervention agencies if necessary."
}} />
> Extremely lucky today
>
> Ten tablets of chlorpromazine, so sweet
>
> Lets set off...
> See you on the train!
> Loving all of you!
<PhotoScroll photos={[ '${path}/photos/photo0.jpg', '${path}/photos/photo1.jpg' ]} />
> You probably have already figured out who I am.
>
> Promise...
<br /><br />
...Well, I posted that too early on socials.
Stuff in the stomach have not been digested...and acid reflux
<br /><br />
> Repenting
> I should not develop any intimate relationships...
<br /><br />
I'm having some strange feelings——
——I think I want to go and play with you
> Ugly, filthy me after a few days off GATH.
> No need to use those medications.
> I'll finish the last thing I need to do,
> And finally, aboard the Ginga Tetsudō, with you.
>
> Remember and notify me~
> I'm afraid of missing that stop.
<br /><br />
i love you
But buried deep in my heart
When you hate me, and forget me
i finally succeeded
<div style="min-height: 20vh" />
> La homa mondo devus esti detruita
Oh, my angel,
see you.
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---
name: HOC(COOH)(CH₂COOH)₂
info:
alias: 柠檬酸
location: 海南海口
---
> 「我又能说什么呢」
<Banner data={{
icon: "https://one-among.us/favicon-large.png",
title: "本条目含有大量创伤触发要素",
text: "如果您在浏览逝者页面的时候产生不适,请立即退出并寻求医生和社群的帮助,必要时寻找当地自杀干预机构。"
}} />
> 今天运气格外的好呢
>
> 十片氯丙嗪, 好甜
>
> 启程了哦
> 车上再见!
> 我爱你们!
<PhotoScroll photos={[ '${path}/photos/photo0.jpg', '${path}/photos/photo1.jpg' ]} />
> 我觉得妳已经知道我是谁了
>
> 约定哦……
<br /><br />
...好吧 还是发的太早了
胃里的东西还没消化完...还反酸
<br /><br />
> 很后悔
> 不该发展任何亲密关系的……
<br /><br />
有些奇怪的感觉——
——想找妳玩
<br /><br />
> 放弃 GAHT 几天后的我已经变得丑陋, 肮脏不堪
> 没必要浪费那些药物了
> 去完成自己最后要做的事
> 最后和你们一起乘上银河列车
>
> 一定要记得提醒我啊
> 我怕错过那个站点
<br /><br />
我爱你
但深藏在心里
当妳厌恶我, 忘记我的时候
我最终成功了
<div style="min-height: 20vh" />
> 「我真的
> 「爱妳们每一个人」
我的小天使,
回见.
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---
name: HOC(COOH)(CH₂COOH)₂
info:
alias: 枸櫞酸
location: 海南海口
---
> 「我又能說些什麼呢」
<Banner data={{
icon: "https://one-among.us/favicon-large.png",
title: "本條目含有大量創傷觸發要素",
text: "如果您在瀏覽逝者頁麵的時候産生不適,請立即退出並尋求醫生和社群的幫助,必要時尋找當地自殺幹預機構。"
}} />
> 今天運氣格外的好呢
>
> 十粒氯丙嗪, 好甜
>
> 啟程了哦
> 車上再見!
> 我愛妳們!
<PhotoScroll photos={[ '${path}/photos/photo0.jpg', '${path}/photos/photo1.jpg' ]} />
> 我覺得妳已經知道我是誰了
>
> 要約定哦……
<br /><br />
...好吧 還是發送的太早了
胃裡面的東西還沒有消化完全...還反酸
<br /><br />
> 很後悔
> 不該發展任何親密關係的……
<br /><br />
有些奇怪的感覺——
——想去找妳玩
<br /><br />
> 中斷 GAHT 幾天後的我已經變得醜陋,骯髒不堪
> 沒有必要再浪費那些藥物了
> 去完成自己最後要做的事情
> 最終和妳們一起踏上銀河列車
>
> 一定要提醒我啊
> 我怕錯過那個站點
<br /><br />
我愛妳
但深深埋葬在心裡
當妳厭惡我, 忘卻我的時候
我最終成功了
<div style="min-height: 20vh" />
> 「我真的
> 「爱妳们每一个人」
我的小天使,
回见.
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{"id":15443,"content":"哎…那段时间我设备还被家长没收了当我大半年后打开了推特发现ani已经不在了…真的很喜欢她是个很可爱的人还记得我们是互关呢…","submitter":"莱铭Lemink","date":"Mar 4, 2024"}

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{"id":18065,"content":"一年昙花","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Aug 2, 2024"}

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{"id":18066,"content":"/keep alive","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Aug 2, 2024"}

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This world does not deserve you. This world does not deserve you.
May the other side treat you well. May the other side treat you well.
May you can share the joy with those who travel together with you, May you share the joy with those who travel together with you,
on the train travelling through the starry sky. on the train traveling through the starry sky.
Death is not the end. Death is not the end.
We will meet under the sky of a more loving world. We will meet under the sky of a more loving world.
Wish you can have the happiness that you missed. Wish you have the happiness that you missed.
> A gentle and kind-hearted friend, > A gentle and kind-hearted friend,
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{"id":16011,"content":"如同太阳一样璀璨恒常的你,本该远离尘土般琐碎的我们,然而你在痛苦之中依旧坚定不移,上下求索,散发着也渴求着温暖的人生,也点亮了我们,快一年了,我永远的朋友,在这里我可以说永远。","submitter":"xe","date":"Mar 8, 2024"}

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{"id":16021,"content":"一年了 R.I.P.","submitter":"ht","date":"Mar 13, 2024"}

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{"id":-4,"content":"Arts 你走了一年,你的头像边是 long time ago 并且我明白它即将和所有的照片一样褪色和消散,你的那张迟到的工牌静静躺在床头,有时候会对着永远不再有回响的输入框说说话,打完删掉打完又删掉。归根结底,自己所恐惧的不是死亡,自己的也好你们的也好,我想我真的害怕的东西还是别离吧,忏悔彼此在告别前说的话太少,拥抱得不够多,然后我们转过身去,继续做那些让我们后悔的事情,继续以最残忍破碎的样貌示于最想要去珍惜的人。每年的一天用来记住你其余用来遗忘你,这样的日子又能继续多久,我数着日子如同站在自己的墓穴里用一块块砖亲手封上通往这个世界的口,总有一天,总有一天苟且的遗忘被难以名状的死亡充满,三百六十五天里不再有得以喘息的缝隙,然后我们在黑暗中相顾无言,是吗,亲爱的砖。我明白你的死亡并不是凭空出现的,它的背后是你太多的不甘,而你这么做究竟能带来多少改变或许我们今生都无从知晓了。千叶走后的第三个七月末,我曾经很抱歉地对她说,你走了三年而这个世界似乎一点也没有变好,人们依旧在相互仇恨杀戮,那天我不敢告诉她,实际上世界变更糟了,我对它和对自己的失望都愈发强烈。对不起 Arts, 今天我所能告诉你的也不外乎同样的话,你走了一年,这个世界并没有变好,只是死水之下隐约涛动告诉我或许它并非毫无变化,我们这些剩下来的人除了押注这点渺茫希望外也别无选择。\n\n忘了最初和你说过什么翻了翻是你对一份材料有疑虑你问我气道造口上呼吸机的时候你能说话吗。太早了我记不得早到一切疤痕变得像水面般平复只能摸摸脖子上那个不知道还在不在的切口去翻 MSD. 后来你日复一日和我说你的发现你的猜想说你核实过程中的疑惑说很多我不认识的人黑白头像吐绿色泡泡终于到最后你对所有人把所有想说的都一气说了。我有点不想告诉你的是你那么认真地点燃生命而撞向的底火连接着一枚哑弹消失在了不知什么地方又残忍又沉默更严重的是我至今依然不知道这对你而言究竟有多重要。真的根本没什么天平能坚固到把你们放在一头把一个你想要的洁白世界放在另一头而不垮塌我难以想象其中任何一个的沉重。Arts, 知道你离开那天我并没有很难过有时候会对人说起自己被死者陪伴的时间远甚活人我最初的意思是先前混圈极少独处颇多而直到很久以后才明白过来那是你们在我尚不知晓你们的存在而独自在夜路跌跌撞撞的日子里从未离开是的之前和之后。我只是没想到你会去那边继续陪伴自己这说法很自私吧我不知道long time ago, long, long time ago, 以一场涉及工作的攀谈开始,以一句「姐姐也是疼了不肯说」结束。现在我站在「也」的另一侧盯着你宛如镜中彼岸的像发呆,我已经把自己修好了,如同以往的千万次, Arts, 我知道那时你做了类似的尝试却没有成功可我还是想跑着跳着去告诉你我把她修好了那个曾经和你聊工作的阴郁孩子__I can fix her, I can fix her__, 多虚伪,一句话有三个谎言然后照样骗不回来你们中任何一只(笑),两个 __她__ 两个 __fix__ 正好涂两个微笑的假面,然后我们都不必再为这个世界令人失望的那一面所灼伤了,尽管呢,它不久又会残损会千疮百孔。我不害怕像西西弗那样,看着那些用泪水和拥抱所修补的东西会碎而又补补而又碎,我只是来不及涂完其中的任何一个,我只是希望你也有再次破碎的不幸和再次选择死亡的幸运,可是好遗憾你两者都没有,我从认识你之前独自面对巨石,到认识你时独自面对巨石,再到你走后独自面对巨石。走得好匆忙,好多或许你并不愿带着的东西都被你带走了,不曾有机会亲吻的梦和你想要的那个世界,你带走了好多,你落下了全部。从千叶到静枼然后是你,每一次每一次你们离开的时候,我都清晰地感到自己的某一部分正在死去,随你们一起,盯着自己溃烂消失的部分想着,要是从一开始就没有相遇没有彼此认识该多好。好傻,我明明像想要逃离疼痛那般想要拥抱它,鲜嫩的苍老的爬满蚤子的你们消逝的生命。认识你很幸运,傻孩子,我不疼呀,你可要做一个好梦。","submitter":"眠洲","date":"Mar 22, 2024"}

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{"id":17138,"content":"善良的灵魂,愿地平线的阳光伴你同行,与你心中的温情一道,点明这个世界。","submitter":"忆涵","date":"Apr 27, 2024"}

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{"id":17186,"content":"今日了解到你的故事,甚为感动。事已至此,愿你一路走好。\n","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"May 23, 2024"}

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{"id":17188,"content":"仅仅是了解了Arts的故事的一角泪水就已经在外溢了......R.I.P","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"May 28, 2024"}

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id: Barron12312 id: Barron12312
profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.jpg profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.jpg
info: info:
born: '2004-01-27'
died: '2023-11-14' died: '2023-11-14'
websites: websites:
twitter: https://twitter.com/barron12312 twitter: https://twitter.com/barron12312

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Barron was a happy trans girl who studied drawing in Japan. Barron was a happy trans girl who studied drawing in Japan.
She had a dream to open a manga studio. She had a dream to open a manga studio.
But unfortunately, due to family discord and her coming out, she was forced to give up her studies and return to China at the end of May 2023 after failed to commit suicide in Japan. But unfortunately, due to family discord and her coming out, she was forced to give up her studies and return to China at the end of May 2023 after failing to commit suicide in Japan.
After returning to China, she lost almost all her income sources. After returning to China, she lost almost all her income sources.
To make matters even worse, she was unable to draw again due to her serious PTSD. To make matters even worse, she was unable to draw again due to her serious PTSD.
She found some good friends in Guangzhou who could accompany her, and then lived shortly in Beijing. During her time in Beijing, although she was often worried about finance and other issues, she was quite happy with everyone's comfort. She found some good friends in Guangzhou who could keep her company, and then lived for a short time in Beijing.
During her time in Beijing, although she was often bothered by finance and other issues, she was quite happy with everyone's comfort.
However, owing to financial reason and her beloved, she returned to Guangzhou at the end of August. She and her beloved spent quality time in Guangzhou, although they had to engage in sex work to survive. However, owing to financial reasons and her beloved, she returned to Guangzhou at the end of August.
Even though she faced challenges in her relationship, she bravely confronted the trials of life. She and her beloved spent quality time in Guangzhou, although they had to engage in sex work to survive.
Even though she faced challenges in her relationship with her lover, she bravely confronted the trials of life.
Barron once said that she was on a girl's last tour. Barron once said that she was on a girl's last tour.
Tragically, she left us too soon and ended her own tour. During her journey, she once left such words, "Really wish that someone would remember me." Tragically, she left us too soon and ended her own tour. During her journey, she once left such words, "Really wish that someone would remember me."

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{"id":15432,"content":"猫猫。。。我把“修补破碎的心”照顾得很好。。。。愿你下辈子真真正正做个女孩字。。","submitter":"高木拓海","date":"Feb 29, 2024"}

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{"id":15436,"content":"晚安。","submitter":"凛与泠","date":"Mar 3, 2024"}

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{"id":15437,"content":"晚安,又到了你的生日,猫猫","submitter":"匿名","date":"Mar 4, 2024"}

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{"id":15438,"content":"生日快乐……","submitter":"匿名","date":"Mar 4, 2024"}

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{"id":15439,"content":"生日快乐","submitter":"阎猫","date":"Mar 4, 2024"}

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{"id":15442,"content":"猫猫,你飞去猫星,已经整整一年了。你在那边过的还好嘛?有在享受作为女生的生活嘛?愿你永远开心…生日快乐,我的宝子,猫猫…","submitter":"友跨熊猫","date":"Mar 4, 2024"}

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{"id":16014,"content":"猫猫。。。对不起3.4那天忘了来给你过生日。。。你的姐姐忙着高考,而我忙着工作,给忘啦。。你在那边要过的好好哦。。。","submitter":"高木拓海","date":"Mar 9, 2024"}

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{"id":17158,"content":"猫猫 「生日」快乐\n猫猫现在已经是一岁的小女孩了吧","submitter":"小风","date":"May 14, 2024"}

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{"id":17159,"content":"妹妹生日快乐姐夫换个少女的名字来看你了哈哈哈哈。你应该是一个一岁的小女孩了吧或者你等个几年等姐夫跟姐姐结婚了哈哈哈哈。。姐夫好想你啊呜呜呜。。。今天贷款公司给姐夫放了三万额度我还想借出来给你姐姐手术你姐姐说不要呢哈哈哈。。。姐夫的AR游戏机今天也都发货了财运都来了是妹妹在保佑我们吗呜呜呜呜。。。。。。","submitter":"星川樱子","date":"May 14, 2024"}

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{"id":17220,"content":"妹妹呜呜呜呜。。。你姐姐刚高考完,就被家暴呜呜呜呜。。。。我这么唯物的人,也开始迷信了。。。妹妹保佑保佑她呜呜呜呜吧。。。我们暑假也要一起护送她去手术了呜呜呜呜。。。。","submitter":"星川樱子","date":"Jun 11, 2024"}

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{"id":17259,"content":"猫猫呜呜呜呜呜。。。。你姐姐精神状态也不好了。。。。求求你在天之灵保佑一下她吧呜呜呜呜。。。。手术钱突然没了,求你保佑我房子的买家不要反悔呜呜呜呜。。。。","submitter":"星川樱子","date":"Jun 23, 2024"}

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But she did not realize her dreams or meet EnderCat. On May 13th, 2023, she was very happy, as if she had returned to normal. In the early morning of the next day, she chose to commit suicide. But she did not realize her dreams or meet EnderCat. On May 13th, 2023, she was very happy, as if she had returned to normal. In the early morning of the next day, she chose to commit suicide.
This was a decision that was hard to accept and understand. I know she endured a lot of pain and pressure. She was forced to stop HRT and was given GnRH analogues. Her parents did not understand her needs, which made her feel hopeless and helpless. This was a decision that was hard to accept and understand. I know she endured a lot of pain and pressure. She was forced to stop HRT and was given GnRH analogs. Her parents did not understand her needs, which made her feel hopeless and helpless.
Plus she originally had no confidence or sense of worth in herself. She felt useless and unworthy of being loved. But these were not true. We always loved her. Plus she originally had no confidence or sense of worth in herself. She felt useless and unworthy of being loved. But these were not true. We always loved her.
Her friend EnderCat called 120 at 1:23 am. Her parents also called 120 almost at the same time... Unfortunately she lost consciousness at 1:25 am on May 14th, 2023 and was taken to the hospital... I don't know what happened next, but she eventually did not make it. Her friend EnderCat called 120 at 1:23 am. Her parents also called 120 almost at the same time... Unfortunately, she lost consciousness at 1:25 am on May 14th, 2023 and was taken to the hospital... I don't know what happened next, but she eventually did not make it.
> “I could have called 120 ten minutes earlier, but I chose to confirm her status first. I blame myself. I will never forget what she said to me at the end: I'm in so much pain, EnderCat, please help me!’” - EnderCat > “I could have called 120 ten minutes earlier, but I chose to confirm her status first. I blame myself. I will never forget what she said to me at the end: I'm in so much pain, EnderCat, please help me!’” - EnderCat

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She often tells me she cannot have a good meal. She often tells me she cannot have a good meal.
She thinks she don't have many friends. She thinks she doesn't have many friends.
Her first language is Russian. Her first language is Russian.
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She cares about her friends a lot. She cares about her friends a lot.
She's a Eastern Orthodox Christian. She's an Eastern Orthodox Christian.
She doesn't really trust God 100%, though. She doesn't really trust God 100%, though.
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3. A character she created became more and more similar to herself. She wanted to replace her. 3. A character she created became more and more similar to herself. She wanted to replace her.
4. Pressure from family and school was becoming increasingly heavy. She wanted to escape the body she was born with but don't have the means to do so. 4. Pressure from family and school was becoming increasingly heavy. She wanted to escape the body she was born with but didn't have the means to do so.
While trying to console her friend, a conflict ensued. She swallowed lots of her meds that night and argued with her father after waking up. While trying to console her friend, a conflict ensued. She swallowed lots of her meds that night and argued with her father after waking up.
She then attempted suicide and was sent to the hospital. She was confirmed to be died and cremated by August 1st, 2023. She then attempted suicide and was sent to the hospital. She was confirmed to be dead and cremated by August 1st, 2023.

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{"id":18007,"content":"抱抱","submitter":"苏小喵","date":"Jul 11, 2024"}

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{"id":18008,"content":"贴贴(⁠・⁠∀⁠・⁠)","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jul 11, 2024"}

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{"id":18010,"content":"姐妹抱抱。。。。","submitter":"星川樱子","date":"Jul 11, 2024"}

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{"id":18012,"content":"贴贴~如有来世我们要狠狠的贴贴~","submitter":"狐狸","date":"Jul 12, 2024"}

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{"id":18040,"content":"啊,周一了呢,贴贴。","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jul 22, 2024"}

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{"id":18046,"content":"夜深了呢,晚安喵?贴贴。","submitter":"Anonymous","date":"Jul 24, 2024"}

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name: Cuddly
info:
alias: Affectionate
---
> Ah, It's noon. Cuddle?
## Description
Sis Cuddly is a somewhat mysterious girl. Although she often posts some incomprehensible things on Twitter, she is actually a very interesting, cute, and empathetic person.
Perhaps due to borderline personality disorder or a learning disability, she always likes to add "Cuddle?" at the end of a sentence or a paragraph.
Because of this, everyone always likes to call her "Sis Cuddly"
She has a peculiar habit of saying, "Cut myself into little pieces and toss them into the sea to feed the fishies..."
She always wanted to explore ways to commit suicide, but, ironically, she died in a artificial accident.
## Departure
In early July 2023, she, who had always been updated every day, suddenly lost her message. Soon after, news emerged that she had been arrested for an alleged negligent homicide, and all contact was lost.
We have no way of knowing the exact date of her death. All we can do is keep her in our memories.
> "Thank you, Sis Cuddly. Don't forget to come and spar with us often in the future."
"Hurry and come cut the watermelon, you can slice it into little pieces! 🍉"

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name: 贴贴~
info:
alias: 贴贴, 贴贴姐
---
> 啊,中午了呢,贴贴?
## 简介
贴贴姐是一个有些神秘的女孩子. 尽管在 Twitter 上经常发一些让人难以理解的东西, 事实上是一个很有意思, 很可爱也很有共情力的人.
可能是因为 bpd 或 ld 的原因, 她总是喜欢在一句话或一个段落的末尾加上一句「贴贴?」
也因此大家总喜欢叫她「贴贴姐」
有着一种口癖, 也就是经常听到的「切成一小片一小片扔到海里喂鱼鱼」
总是想着探究自杀方法的她——天意弄人——最终却死于一场人造的意外.
## 离世
2023 年 7 月初, 一向日更的她突然停更, 然后传来的就是她因莫须有的过失致人死亡被捕的消息, 从此失联.
我们无从知晓她离世的具体日期, 能做的仅仅是把她留在我们的回忆中.
> 谢谢贴贴姐,以后记得经常来对线
快来切西瓜吧, 妳能切成一小块一小块的呢🍉

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name: 貼貼?
info:
alias: 貼貼, 貼貼姐
---
> 啊, 中午了呢, 貼貼?
## 簡介
貼貼姐是一個有些神秘的女孩子. 儘管在 Twitter 上經常發一些讓人難以理解的東西, 事實上是一個很有意思, 很可愛也很有共情力的人.
可能是因為 bpd 或 ld 的原因, 她總是喜歡在一句話或一個段落的末尾加上一句「貼貼?」
也因為這個大家總是喜歡叫她「貼貼姐」
有著一種口癖, 也就是經常聽到的「切成一小片一小片扔到海里喂魚魚」
總是想著探究自殺方式的她——天意弄人——最終卻死於一場人造的意外.
## 離世
2023 年 7 月初, 一向每日更新的她突然沒有了訊息, 接踵而至的就是她因莫須有的過失致人死亡被捕的消息, 從此失去聯絡.
我們無從知曉她離世的具體日期, 能夠做到的, 僅僅是把她留在我們的回憶中.
> 謝謝貼貼姐, 以後記得經常來對線
快來切西瓜吧, 妳能切成一小塊一小塊的呢🍉

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born: '2004-06-09' born: '2004-06-09'
died: '2023-12-10' died: '2023-12-10'
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Besides being a talented programmer proficient in languages like Java, PHP, and C++, Sakuya was also skilled in stock trading and video editing. Besides being a talented programmer proficient in languages like Java, PHP, and C++, Sakuya was also skilled in stock trading and video editing.
She once founded a translation group. She once founded a translation group.
She started her own fashion company, but it bankrupted, leading her to lose almost all her income sources. She started her own fashion company, but it went bankrupt, leading her to lose almost all her income sources.
She wasn't able to make a comeback. She wasn't able to make a comeback.
Subsequently, she moved to Shanghai for a while. Subsequently, she moved to Shanghai for a while.
During her time in Shanghai, although she often worried about financial issues, she managed to spend her days relatively happily, thanks to the company and support of her friends. During her time in Shanghai, although she often worried about financial issues, she managed to spend her days relatively happily, thanks to the company and support of her friends.
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In her will, Sakuya wrote: In her will, Sakuya wrote:
> My death is unrelated to anyone else; it was purely my personal choice. Please do not hold resentment toward others because of it. Live well for yourselves, with sunshine and happiness." > My death is unrelated to anyone else; it was purely my personal choice. Please do not hold resentment toward others because of it. Live well for yourselves, with sunshine and happiness."
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Rest well, Sakuya. May you find happiness and peace. Wishing you a smooth journey to the stars. Rest well, Sakuya. May you find happiness and peace. Wishing you a smooth journey to the stars.
Contributor for this entry: Nanami Contributor for this entry: Nanami[^1]
[^1]: Nanami, Sakuya's friend, who inherit and continue to use Sakuya's account.

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咲夜在遗书里写道: 咲夜在遗书里写道:
>「我的死与任何人无关,这只是我的一个选择,请千万不要为此而仇恨别人。请好好地、阳光地、快乐地生活下去,请为自己好好生活着。」 >「我的死与任何人无关,这只是我的一个选择,请千万不要为此而仇恨别人。请好好地、阳光地、快乐地生活下去,请为自己好好生活着。」
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晚安,咲夜,希望你能幸福开心。愿你在往参宿四的道路上一路顺风。 晚安,咲夜,希望你能幸福开心。愿你在往参宿四的道路上一路顺风。
条目贡献:七海 条目贡献:七海[^1]
[^1]: 七海,咲夜的朋友,现继承保留咲夜的账号。

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咲夜在遺書裡寫道: 咲夜在遺書裡寫道:
>「我的死與任何人無關,這只是我的一個選擇,請千萬不要為此而仇恨別人。請好好地、陽光地、快樂地生活下去,請為自己好好生活著。」 >「我的死與任何人無關,這只是我的一個選擇,請千萬不要為此而仇恨別人。請好好地、陽光地、快樂地生活下去,請為自己好好生活著。」
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晚安,咲夜,希望你能幸福開心。願你在往參宿四的道路上一路順風。 晚安,咲夜,希望你能幸福開心。願你在往參宿四的道路上一路順風。
條目貢獻:七海 條目貢獻:七海[^1]
[^1]: 七海,咲夜的朋友,現繼承保留咲夜的賬號。

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name: Sugar ~ 100% PURITY
info:
alias: Dethelly, 五洲
location: Yubei, Chongqing
---
## Description
In Fall 2023, Sugar went to Hangzhou, Zhejiang to attend university.
She was an introverted girl who cared about others' feelings too much such that she wasn't able to express herself when she needed it.
She was too shy to express her confusion and anxiety.
Moreover, she hadn't a friend to confide her thoughts, she could only hide these in the heart.
That made her look a bit intimidated.
She always prepared a lot ahead of meeting friends in real life.
She was always worried about leaving a bad impression, so she asked them tons of questions in advance (such as which kinds of gifts they would like), and warned them she might exhibit regressive behaviors.
Her family is conservative.
Her father worked in China Railways Group and her mother was a teacher.
She didn't receive enough love from them.
They once threw away her gender-affirming clothing she hid while she was in high school.
Therefore, she was certain her parents were too conservative to communicate with.
## The dissipated haze in Hangzhou
On January 6th, 2024, Sugar met friend A in Hangzhou.
Just before meeting A, she hid in the restroom and kept checking the mirror.
She was ashamed to meet A because she didn't do her hair or wear cute clothes.
Actually, she was still pretty despite that.
The two girls visited many places of interest in Hangzhou……
West Lake Culture Square, Wulin Suqare, Wuliu Lane, and Fengshan Gate.
When parting, She asked A about her thoughts on her plan to "threaten" her parents (to gain acceptance of being trans).
> *Here is what A remembered:*
>
> Sugar: Perhaps what I need to do is to "threaten", since they are too conservative to be communicated with.
>
> Sugar: I'm afraid of pain, but I could hurt myself a bit.
>
> Sugar: Thereby they might make a compromise eventually, and I might get more freedom in return.
>
> Sugar: According to the plan, I will delete you from my friend list after this parting.
>
> Sugar: You shouldn't be worried about me. Please forget me as soon as possible.
When A left for home, she left Sugar half a bag of oranges, and messaged her "Adios." (Goodbye) on QQ.
A didn't get any reply.
That night, Sugar actually deleted her contact.
The second day, a Twitter user who claimed to be Sugar's high school classmate brought her some random thoughts on behalf of Sugar.
Then A requested them to look after her.
Later, Sugar began her winter vacation, and got her diagnosis certificate of gender dysphoria in Shenzhen Kangning Hospital —— This was only known by A after her death.
## Thick fog over Jialing River (Her departure)
On January 22nd, 2024, she went back to her hometown, Chongqing, and regained contact with A.
(According to her mother who worked away from Chongqing, when she just returned home, she seemed happy in WeChat.)
But the reality is the opposite.
She contacted A before she began to execute her plan.
She told A again and again that her purpose was not to die.
The point is to make her parents realize the necessity of accepting her being trans by showing she's willing to die.
But the dosage she was about to take was fatal.
A and her other online friends couldn't persuade her, so they called for first aid as a last resort.
Because they didn't know her exact location, the ambulance left after more than half an hour had passed.
Unfortunately, Sugar was in critical condition when the ambulance arrived at Second People's Hospital of Yubei District of Chongqing.
And she passed away in the early morning of the next day due to chemical poisoning.
## After her departure
Later, through a variety of ways, Sugar's mother contacted A on the morning of January 23rd.
After A told her about Sugar's gender dysphoria and the fact of suicide, she was astonished and said:
> "He(sic. The same below) had never told us about this! Why he abruptly did……"
>
> (It seemed that Sugar didn't directly and openly communicate with her parents about this.)
The loss of her child overwhelmed her.
She said words like Sugar was too selfish and didn't care about them.
Then she tried to unlock Sugar's phone.
A asked her mother to bury Sugar as a daughter, but her mother replied like [this](https://twitter.com/KiraRettosei/status/1749728762261012752?s=19).
(The link may be potentially triggering.)
However, her mother's attitude was changing gradually.
Her parents started to tidy up her belongings.
Her mother asked A if she wanted to keep Sugar's IKEA Blåhaj Shark, which she loved to hug.
Her mother said, he was their angel, but unfortunately God made him leave early, and he had to leave.
Her mother had always been grateful to A.
## The new spring
It's February 12th, 2024. The third day of Spring Festival.
On this night, A set off for a trip to Guiyang and Chongqing.
At Ningbo Lishe International Airport,
A sat on a seat near the windows, waiting for the launch of the plane.
In a daze, a phone call from Chongqing came, and she was familiar with the number.
>*The words in brackets represent A.*
>
> Girl, how are you now? (I am fine, what happened?)
>
> It's nothing, but…… I always worried about that you might……as well. So I'm calling to ask if are okay or not.
>
> Girl, if anything happens in the future, please tell your parents and not hold back and say nothing. Your parents always love you.
>
> After our generation became parents, we no longer keep the authority and stubbornness of our elders.
>
> So do I…… The path I am currently taking in life is not what my parents hoped, but I think it's no problem.
>
> We may not fully understand the decisions made by children, but we will support her if she carefully considered them.
>
> Girl, I am glad you're okay, wish you a happy life.
Sugar had a very cute face and figure.
If we change a character of her name to another homophonic one, it would become a girl's name that perfectly matches her gentle and soft temperament.
But she just departed, with a mentality of "take a gamble".
Her life was frozen at the age of 19.
When Sugar just passed away, her mother couldn't accept her decisions. But what did her mother say in the end?
Anyway, she had passed away.
## Qingming
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Just before Qingming, her mother suddenly sent messages to A.
Her mother told A how she was diligent and excellent, and how much they loved her.
Sugar's father said that Sugar was the brightest star in the sky.
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However, everything went wrong.
If Sugar was still alive, what would happen now...?
It was a pity that she departed abruptly, without waiting for a turn for the better.
> Hope you'll all remember Sugar.
>
> Hope you can share important information, such as your address, with trustworthy friends to avoid any unexpected situations.
>
> Hope that if you see a help request message, don't just swipe.
>
> Hope that if you have the ability to call the police, you can dial decisively. You are a lifesaver, not a murderer. Don't be afraid.
>
> Hope you cherish life, hope still exists; you will only miss the opportunity if you leave too early.
>
> Hope you'll all remember Sugar.
Take care.
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name: 糖 ~ 100% 纯度
info:
alias: Dethelly, 五洲
location: 重庆渝北
---
## 简介
糖是个重庆的女孩子2023 年秋来到浙江杭州就读大学。
她很内向,很在意别人的想法,不敢表达自己的困惑与不安(亦没有倾诉对象),只能默默藏在心底,以至于显得有些畏缩。甚至于在和朋友见面前会做大量功课,私信里编号式地问上十几个问题(希望什么样的礼物,预告自己可能会出现行为上的退行等等)——担心给对方留下不好的印象。
她的家庭似乎也不好,铁路单位的父亲和教师岗的母亲。她在那里感受不到关爱,高中时期藏好的女装被发现没收等,让她对自己的家长极端保守无法沟通深信不疑。
## 临安霾散
2024 年 1 月 6 日,她和杭州的一名朋友 A 见面。
见面前,她躲在卫生间照镜子不敢出来,觉得自己不配见人。但实际上她很好看,尽管头发还未蓄起,还未穿上喜欢的衣服。
……
西湖文化广场、武林广场、五柳巷、凤山门。
在最后临别时,她问了 A 关于「要挟」的看法,吐露了心声:
>(以下内容根据友人记忆复述,并非原文):
>
> 「或许我要做的事情就是要挟,既然他们完全无法沟通…
>
> 我让自己受一点伤……但是我怕疼……
>
> 换取一些空间……他们总归会让步的吧……
>
> …………
>
> 根据计划,今天结束见面之后我就会删你好友了。
>
> 让你担心不好,你早点忘记我吧。」
下车时A 把还没吃完的半兜橘子扔给她,在 QQ 私信里留了一句「Adios.」[^1]。却没有得到回复。当晚她确实删掉了好友,推特也屏蔽了 A。
次日一个自称其高中同学的推特用户代她捎来了几句碎碎念A 说让这位同学多关注一下她。
后来,她放了寒假,去深圳康宁开了证——这是 A 事后才晓得的。
## 嘉陵雾稠
1 月 22 日,她回到重庆,并且恢复了与 A 的联系。
(据当时在外地的母亲事后称,微信聊天里那时她刚回重庆似乎很开心。)
但实际上并没有。
她在当晚实施计划前联系了A她和 A 反复确认表示,本次目的并非自杀,是创造自杀未遂的记录,以此表现对跨性别诉求的刚需,达到令父母让步的目的。
可她决定服用的剂量超致死量。
A 和别的推友劝不住,只能退而求其次为她兜底(服药后尽快报 120 ),因为 A 没有报警条件,包括沟通困难,住址信息模糊等等,救护车在半个小时多后才开出。
糖被送至渝北区第二人民医院时已生命垂危于当夜1 月 23 日凌晨)中毒身亡。
## 身后
糖的母亲在 23 日早辗转联系到 A。
在A将糖的性别焦虑情况以及并非他杀等告知对方时她表现出了闻所未闻的惊讶
> 「他(sic.)从来没有跟我们说过这些事!怎么突然就这样子去……」
>
> (糖似乎确实完全没有正面沟通过这件事。)
丧女的冲击太大,她也说出了「这么自私不考虑我们怎么办」之类的话,并想要解锁孩子的手机。
A 向糖的母亲表示如果可以希望将糖作为女儿下葬,但她是[这样](https://twitter.com/KiraRettosei/status/1749728762261012752?s=19)回复的。(链接可能含有触发要素,请谨慎点击)
不过,她的态度也在慢慢变化。
糖的父母开始收拾她的遗物。
糖的母亲问 A 是否想要她生前爱抱的宜家鲨鲨。
她说:「他是我们的天使,可惜老天爷让他早走他不得不走。」
糖的母亲一直很感谢 A。
## 新春
2 月 12 日,大年初三。
这天夜里A 正启程前往贵阳重庆旅游。
宁波栎社机场A 坐在飞机靠舷窗的位置上,等待推出。
思绪恍惚间一个重庆的电话打来,号码她熟悉。
> 括号内为A发言。
>
> 孩子,你还好吗?(我没事,怎么了?)
>
> 没什么,就是毕竟...就总是担心你们会不会也...所以问问你还好不好。
>
> 孩子,以后你如果有什么事情一定要和家长说,不要憋在肚子里。家长都是爱你的。
>
> 我们这一代家长,已经不会像长辈们那样威严那样固执了。
>
> 哪怕我也是,我现在走的人生道路也不是我爸爸妈妈希望我走的——我觉得没问题。
>
> 孩子做的什么决定,我们虽然不能都理解,但是如果她认真考虑了我们会支持的。
>
> 孩子,你没事就好,阿姨祝你生活幸福。
糖有很可爱的脸庞和身材,甚至名字只要改一个同音字就是非常符合她温软气质的女孩名。
但是她就这么走了,抱着「搏一搏」的心态,把生命定格在 19 岁。
尽管在糖刚逝世的时候,她的母亲很不能接受;但最后那段话呢?
可无论如何,斯人已逝。
## 清明
清明节将至之时,糖的母亲突然找到 A告诉她糖有多努力多优秀他们有多爱糖。
糖的父亲说,她是天空中最亮的星星。
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可惜一切都很不巧地错付,如果糖还活着,不知如今会如何呢……?
只是她走得太突然,等不到转机的那一天。
> 希望大家记住糖。
>
> 希望大家能把自己的住址等重要信息告诉可以信任的人避免不测。
>
> 希望大家在看到求助信息时不要只是一划而过。
>
> 希望大家如果有拨打电话报警能力时果断拨号,你是救人的不是杀人的,别害怕。
>
> 希望大家珍爱生命,相信希望犹在;过早地离开只会错过转机。
>
> 希望大家记住糖。
珍重。
[^1]: 源自西班牙语,意为「一路平安,再见」之意。
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name: 糖 ~ 100% 純度
info:
alias: Dethelly, 五洲
location: 重慶渝北
---
## 簡介
糖是個重慶的女孩子2023 年秋來到浙江杭州就讀大學。
她很內向,很在意別人的想法,不敢表達自己的困惑與不安(亦沒有人听她傾訴),只能默默藏在心底,以至於顯得有些畏縮。甚至於在和朋友見面前會做大量功課,私信裡編號式地問上十幾個問題(希望什麼樣的禮物,預告自己可能會出現行為上的退行等等)——擔心給對方留下不好的印象。
她的家庭似乎也不好,鐵路單位的父親和教師崗的母親。她在那裡感受不到關愛,高中時期藏好的女裝被發現沒收等,讓她對自己的家長極端保守無法溝通深信不疑。
## 臨安霾散
2024 年 1 月 6 日,她和杭州的一名朋友 A 見面。
見面前,她躲在洗手間照鏡子不敢出來,覺得自己不配見人。但實際上她很好看,儘管頭髮還未蓄起,還未穿上喜歡的衣服。
……
西湖文化廣場、武林廣場、五柳巷、鳳山門。
在最後臨別時,她問了 A 關於「要脅」的看法,吐露了心聲:
>(以下內容根據友人記憶複述,並非原文):
>
> 「或許我要做的事情就是要脅,既然他們完全無法溝通…
>
> 我讓自己受一點傷……但是我怕疼……
>
> 換取一些空間……他們總歸會讓步的吧……
>
> …………
>
> 根據計畫,今天結束見面之後我就會刪你好友了。
>
> 讓你擔心不好,你早點忘記我吧。」
下車時A 把還沒吃完的半兜橘子扔給她,在 QQ 私信裡留了一句「Adios.」[^1]。卻沒有得到回復。當晚她確實刪掉了好友,推特也 Block 了 A。
次日一個自稱其高中同學的推特用戶代她捎來了幾句碎碎念A 說讓這位同學多關注一下她。
後來,她放了寒假,去深圳康寧開了證——這是 A 事後才曉得的。
## 嘉陵霧稠
1 月 22 日,她回到重慶,並且恢復了與 A 的聯繫。
(據當時在外地的母親事後稱,微信聊天裡那時她剛回重慶似乎很開心。)
但實際上並沒有。
她在當晚實施計畫前聯繫了A她和 A 反復確認表示,本次目的並非自殺,是創造自殺未遂的記錄,以此表現對跨性別訴求的剛需,達到令父母讓步的目的。
可她決定服用的劑量超致死量。
A 和別的推友勸不住,只能退而求其次為她兜底(服藥後儘快報 120因為 A 沒有報警條件,包括溝通困難,住址資訊模糊等等,救護車在半個小時多後才開出。
糖被送至渝北區第二人民醫院時已生命垂危於當夜1 月 23 日淩晨)中毒身亡。
## 身後
糖的母親在 23 日早輾轉聯繫到 A。
在 A 將糖的性別焦慮情況以及並非他殺等告知對方時,她表現出了聞所未聞的驚訝:
> 「他(sic.)從來沒有跟我們說過這些事!怎麼突然就這樣子去……」
>
> (糖似乎確實完全沒有正面溝通過這件事。)
喪女的衝擊太大,她也說出了「這麼自私不考慮我們怎麼辦」之類的話,並想要解鎖孩子的手機。
A 向糖的母親表示如果可以希望將糖作為女兒下葬,但她是[這樣](https://twitter.com/KiraRettosei/status/1749728762261012752?s=19)回復的。(連結可能含有觸發要素,請謹慎點擊)
不過,她的態度也在慢慢變化。
糖的父母開始收拾她的遺物。
糖的母親問 A 是否想要她生前愛抱的宜家鯊鯊。
她說:「他是我們的天使,可惜老天爺讓他早走他不得不走。」
糖的母親一直很感謝 A。
## 新春
2 月 12 日,大年初三。
這天夜裡A 正啟程前往貴陽重慶旅遊。
寧波櫟社機場A 坐在飛機靠舷窗的位置上,等待推出。
思緒恍惚間一個重慶的電話打來,號碼她熟悉。
> 括弧內為A發言。
>
> 孩子,你還好嗎?(我沒事,怎麼了?)
>
> 沒什麼,就是畢竟...就總是擔心你們會不會也...所以問問你還好不好。
>
> 孩子,以後你如果有什麼事情一定要和家長說,不要憋在肚子裡。家長都是愛你的。
>
> 我們這一代家長,已經不會像長輩們那樣威嚴那樣固執了。
>
> 哪怕我也是,我現在走的人生道路也不是我爸爸媽媽希望我走的——我覺得沒問題。
>
> 孩子做的什麼決定,我們雖然不能都理解,但是如果她認真考慮了我們會支持的。
>
> 孩子,你沒事就好,阿姨祝你生活幸福。
糖有很可愛的臉龐和身材,甚至名字只要改一個同音字就是非常符合她溫軟氣質的女孩名。
但是她就這麼走了,抱著「搏一搏」的心態,把生命定格在 19 歲。
儘管在糖剛逝世的時候,她的母親很不能接受;但最後那段話呢?
可無論如何,斯人已逝。
## 清明
清明節將至之际,糖的母親突然找到 A告訴她糖有多努力多優秀他們有多愛糖。
糖的父親說,她是天空中最亮的星星。
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可惜一切都很不巧,終究還是謬愛了,如果糖還活著,不知如今會如何呢……?
只是她走得太突然,等不到轉機的那一天。
> 希望大家記住糖。
>
> 希望大家能把自己的住址等重要資訊告訴可以信任的人避免不測。
>
> 希望大家在看到求助資訊時不要只是一劃而過。
>
> 希望大家如果有撥打電話報警能力時果斷撥號,你是救人的不是殺人的,別害怕。
>
> 希望大家珍愛生命,相信希望猶在;過早地離開只會錯過轉機。
>
> 希望大家記住糖。
珍重。
[^1]: 源自西班牙語,意為「一路平安,再見」之意。
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name: Huacha
info:
alias: Huacha, Futa Juhuacha
location: Chongqing, China
---
## Description
Huacha was a lovely and determined trans girl who loved this world.
She was an OIer and once participated in the National Olympiad in Informatics(NOI).
She adored long hair, so she opted for hair extension to fulfill her love for it.
She loved writing and reading, and she often delved into the works of Lu Xun.
She showcased her fluency in poetry and her ability to critique the world by writing essays, reminiscent of Lu Xun's style.
Realizing her true gender identity at an early age,
she struggled with severe anxiety,
which she endured silently for a long time.
She always felt that she was trapped in a nightmare of not being recognized as a girl,
and she hoped to wake up from it every day.
Later, she chose the path of self-discovery, and embraced her identity as a girl.
Huacha was a gentle girl, akin to her friend [Xuewulihuameng](https://one-among.us/profile/xuewulihuameng).
She offered helpful advice in Zhihu Question [How can I help my MtF friend?](https://www.zhihu.com/question/274131925/answer/372594163).
After introducing some suggestions, she wrote at last:
> "If you actually don't understand how to give reasonable advice when she experiences an emotional breakdown, you can simply accompany her at her side silently (you can even hug her, because when I was in emotional breakdown I hoped someone would hug me)...spend more time with her..."
## The Blood Mary Observer
*The Blood Mary Observer* was a series of articles on Zhihu authored by Hucha.
She passed away shortly after she wrote down these articles.
So there were only three articles in *The Blood Mary Observer*.
but the profound content was still worth reading.
The first article was *[In Memory of Ms.MtF (Mr.Ftm)](https://zhuanlan.zhihu.com/p/38000835)*[^1].
The article was written around May to June 2018.
At that time, Zhihu, which was a platform originally claimed to LGBT friendly, started to conduct strict censorship on transgender related topics.
Many transgender users were blocked due to this crisis,
and many records about transgender community were deleted on these days.
Huacha wrote down the article to accuse Zhihu and express her indignation towards persecution of Transgender community.
She appealed to people that everyone to respect the right of transgender individuals to express their inner thoughts - whether they were MTF or FTM, or individuals of any other gender.
The article was concise and straightforward, and its words didn't pull any punches.
just as the comment said:
> "This article is quite in the style of Lu Xun. #LOL#"
The third article was *[Yazyuu Senpai Zhihu Setu](https://zhuanlan.zhihu.com/p/38419017)*, the original point of it was the same as the first article.
The article humorously expressed her dissatisfaction with the strict censorship of transgender related topics by Zhihu, which originally claimed to LGBT friendly.
The second article was *[Invisible Poison](https://zhuanlan.zhihu.com/p/38173742)*.
The article mainly focused on the persecution experienced by transgender individuals at the hands of their original families.
She pointed out that some parents were essentially murderers,
and the so-called "love" ultimately became the "poison" that killed children.
> There were many transgender individuals who have been exposed to an invisible poison called "love" and left the world at last.
> The parents deprived their basic rights as human beings in the name of "love".
>
> Legally, due to parents have the special status of "guardian",
> the difficulty for transgender individuals to obtain assistance has greatly increased.
>
> Excerpted from *Invisible Poison*
Today, many transgender individuals choose to leave this world due to this kind of "Invisible Poison".
This article still has its profound practical significance.
Before the article published, one of her transgender friends (probably Xueli) took herself due to domestic pressure and violence.
Another reason for writing down this article was to mourn her, as well as countless transgender friends who passed away owing to the invisible poison.
## Her Departure
On April 2nd, 2018, Xueli passed away by suicide.
From the first seven day to the seventh seven day[^2] of Xueli's death,
she always missed Xueli, the lovely gentle girl who quietly left alone.
> May the world treat you gently.
>
> It's suddenly raining heavily in Chongqing...
>
> Is this your way of calling me...?
During the days, Huacha's mental health became worse and worse.
She said that frankly that she was not sure about that if she could live to the seventh seven day of Xueli's death.
On the fourth seven day,
she almost couldn't control the thought of suicide on the Huanghuayuan Jialingjiang Bridge,
which was a land of fate —— the place of death of Xueli and several other MtFs in Chongqing.
At the end of June, she attempted to take her own life again and was admitted to ICU.
After her physical condition improved, she wrote down this little poem:
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In fact, she still hoped to live.
Until days before she departed, she was still finding hope of living,
and she asked Siri about methods to prevent suicide.
But the unfortunate thing still happened at last.
On the evening of July 10th, she walked up to the Huanghuayuan Jialingjiang Bridge again.
The dreamlike lighting seemed to immerse her in a dream...
In the same place, a similar night, she took her own life as Xueli did.
The rescue in the late night failed to save her life.
In the early morning of the next day, The girl chasing the Milky Way left the world at last.
> Farewell, Huacha. Hope you and Xueli can be together well in heaven.
>
> Only thing we can do is living with hope...
>
> NekoyaFam, 2018-07-11, on Zhihu
Contributors for this entry: One-Among-Us, [Kristall Wang](https://github.com/KristallWang)
[^1]: The title format imitates *In Memory of Ms.Liu Hezhen*, which was a famous work of Lu Xun, published on April 12th 1926.
[^2]: Funeral customs in East Asia. In tradition, the memorial ceremony is held every seven days after a person's death, with one session lasting seven days and a maximum of seven sessions. It will take 49 days to complete.

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name: 扶她菊花茶
info:
alias: 花茶, 菊花茶
location: 中国重庆
---
## 简介
花茶是一个可爱、坚定、热爱世界的跨性别女孩。
她曾经参加过信息学竞赛是一名OIer。
她喜欢长头发,因为嫌弃自己头发不够长,选择了接发。
她热爱写作与阅读,平时会看鲁迅先生的作品。她既能行云流水般写出诗般的文辞,也能提笔起来批判这个世界,一如先生当年。
其实从小,她就意识到自己应该是一个女孩子了,焦虑一直都很严重,她一直将这些放在心里很久很久。
她总觉得自己生活在噩梦之中,每天都希望着能够从梦中醒来,最终,她还是选择了本应属于自己的道路,属于女孩子的道路。
花茶和她的朋友[雪舞梨花梦](https://one-among.us/profile/xuewulihuameng)一样,都是很温柔的人呢。她在知乎问题[请问我该如何帮助我的这位 mtf 朋友?](https://www.zhihu.com/question/274131925/answer/372594163)下,很热心地给出了自己的回答,她给出了好几种方案之后,最后写道:
> 如果确实不知道怎么在她崩溃的時候劝导,默默地陪在她身边(甚至可以抱住她,反正我犯病的時候就希望有人能抱住我)…多陪陪她吧…
## Blood Mary 观察报
花茶自称是「Blood Mary 观察报」的主编,她以此名义在知乎发布自己笔下的文章。
花茶在写出这些文章不久后就离开了这个世界,因此 Blood Mary 只有短短三篇文章,但其内容含义深刻,仍旧值得我们一读:
第一篇内容是《[纪念 mtf(ftm) 君](https://zhuanlan.zhihu.com/p/38000835)》[^1]。
这篇文章创作的时间是 2018 年 5-6 月。此时,本身对跨性别较为友好的知乎平台开始对跨性别相关话题进行严格审查,不少跨性别用户因此被封禁,许多关于跨性别社群的记录也在此时被大量删除。花茶以此文表达了对跨性别社群遭到迫害的愤慨,呼吁人们应尊重跨性别者发声表达内心的权利——无论是 mtf 还是 ftm[^2]。
这篇文章短小精悍,一针见血,正如文章的评论区所言:
> 「一股周先生[^3]的味道#大笑#」
第三篇内容是《[野兽先辈知乎说](https://zhuanlan.zhihu.com/p/38419017)》,其主旨与第一篇基本一致。文章以戏谑的口吻表达了对原本 LGBT 友好的知乎开始对相关话题严格审查的不满。
第二篇内容是《[无形之毒](https://zhuanlan.zhihu.com/p/38173742)》,文章主要围绕着部分原生家庭对跨性别者的迫害,指出了部分家长本质上是杀人凶手,所谓的「爱」最终变成了杀死孩子的「毒药」。
> 跨性别群体中,中了名为「爱」的无形之毒而离开世界的人不在少数。那些人以「爱」的名义,对作为人的基本权利进行剥夺。法律上因为「监护人」这样一个特殊的身份,想要获得援助的难度大大增加。
>
> —— 《无形之毒》节选
在不少跨性别者仍因此般「无形之毒」而选择离开这个世界的今天,此文仍然具有深刻的现实意义。
在这篇文章发布前一段时间,她的一位跨性别友人(可能为梨花)因受到了来自家庭的压力而轻生,花茶写出这篇文章,也是为了哀悼她,同样也哀悼着无数因此而离世的跨性别友人们。
## 她的离世
2018 年 4 月 2 日,梨花因轻生而离世。
在梨花离世的头七、二七、三七……直到七七,她都在想念着梨花,想念着那个对其他人很温柔,却悄悄自己一个人离开的,可爱的女孩子。
> 愿世界将你温柔以待。
>
> 这里突然下暴雨了呢...
>
> 来接我的吗?
在此期间,花茶的精神状态变得越来越糟,她直言,其实都不知道自己能不能活到梨花的七七那天。
四七的时候,她差点也在黄花园大桥[^4]想不开。
6 月末,她再度尝试轻生,进了 ICU在情况好转之后她写下了这篇小诗
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其实她内心仍有活下去的意愿,直到离世前几日,她仍旧寻找着希望,向 Siri 问询着预防自杀的方法。
但不幸的事情依旧发生了7 月 10 日夜晚,嘉陵江上,黄花园大桥如梦似幻般的灯光仿佛让她置身于梦境……
深夜里的救援没能挽回她的生命。
次日凌晨,这位追逐星空的少女最终还是离开了这个世界。
> 再见,菊花茶,希望你和梨花都要好好地在一起。
>
> 我们能做的,也就是尽力带着希望活下去吧……
>
> NekoyaFam2018-07-11于 知乎
条目贡献: One-Among-Us, [K酱](https://github.com/KristallWang)
[^1]: 标题格式模仿的是《记念刘和珍君》。
[^2]: 原文写作背景所限,文章表面仅涵盖了二元性别框架下的跨性别群体,但从其内涵来看,非二元群体当然也有发声与表达的权利。
[^3]: 即前文所述「鲁迅先生」。鲁迅,原名周树人,常被近代文学研究者与爱好者们简称为「先生」,其杂文极具批判力。
[^4]: 即黄花园嘉陵江大桥,位于中国重庆,连接江北区与渝中区,包括雪舞梨花梦、扶她菊花茶在内的多位 MtF 皆选择在此处选择结束自己的生命。

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---
## 簡介
花茶是一個可愛、堅定、熱愛世界的跨性別女孩。
她曾經參加過計算機科學競賽是一名OIer。
她喜歡長頭髮,因為嫌惡自己頭髮不夠長,選擇了接髪。
她熱愛寫作與閱讀,平時會看魯迅先生的作品。她既能行雲流水般寫出詩般的文辭,也能提筆起來批判這個世界,一如先生當年。
其實從小,她就意識到自己應該是一個女孩子了,焦慮一直都很嚴重,她一直將這些放在心裡很久很久。
她總覺得自己生活在噩夢之中,每天都希望著能夠從夢中醒來,最終,她還是選擇了本應屬於自己的道路,屬於女孩子的道路。
花茶和她的朋友[雪舞梨花夢](https://one-among.us/profile/xuewulihuameng)一樣,都是很溫柔的人呢。她在知乎問題[請問我該如何幫助我的這位 mtf 朋友?](https://www.zhihu.com/question/274131925/answer/372594163)下,很熱心地給出了自己的回答,她給出了好幾種方案之後,最後寫道:
> 如果確實不知道怎麼在她崩潰的時候勸導,默默地陪在她身邊(甚至可以抱住她,反正我犯病的時候就希望有人能抱住我)…多陪陪她吧…
## Blood Mary 觀察報
花茶自稱是「Blood Mary 觀察報」的主編,她以此名義在知乎發佈自己筆下的文章。
花茶在寫出這些文章不久後就離開了這個世界,因此 Blood Mary 只有短短三篇文章,但其內容含義深刻,仍舊值得我們一讀:
第一篇內容是《[紀念 mtf(ftm) 君](https://zhuanlan.zhihu.com/p/38000835)》[^1]。
這篇文章創作的時間是 2018 年 5-6 月。此時,本身對跨性別較為友好的知乎平臺開始對跨性別相關話題進行嚴格審查,不少跨性別用戶因此被封禁,許多關於跨性別社群的記錄也在此時被大量刪除。花茶以此文表達了對跨性別社群遭到迫害的憤慨,呼籲人們應尊重跨性別者發聲表達內心的權利——無論是 mtf 還是 ftm[^2]。
這篇文章短小精悍,一針見血,正如文章的評論區所言:
> 「一股周先生[^3]的味道#大笑#」
第三篇內容是《[野獸先輩知乎說](https://zhuanlan.zhihu.com/p/38419017)》,其主旨與第一篇基本一致。文章以戲謔的口吻表達了對原本 LGBT 友好的知乎開始對相關話題嚴格審查的不滿。
第二篇內容是《[無形之毒](https://zhuanlan.zhihu.com/p/38173742)》,文章主要圍繞著部分原生家庭對跨性別者的迫害,指出了部分家長本質上是殺人兇手,所謂的「愛」最終變成了殺死孩子的「毒藥」。
> 跨性別群體中,中了名為「愛」的無形之毒而離開世界的人不在少數。那些人以「愛」的名義,對作為人的基本權利進行剝奪。法律上因為「監護人」這樣一個特殊的身份,想要獲得援助的難度大大增加。
>
> —— 《無形之毒》節選
在不少跨性別者仍因此般「無形之毒」而選擇離開這個世界的今天,此文仍然具有深刻的現實意義。
在這篇文章發佈前一段時間,她的一位跨性別友人(可能為梨花)因受到了來自家庭的壓力而輕生,花茶寫出這篇文章,也是為了哀悼她,同樣也哀悼著無數因此而離世的跨性別友人們。
## 她的離世
2018 年 4 月 2 日,梨花因輕生而離世。
在梨花離世的頭七、二七、三七……直到七七,她都在想念著梨花,想念著那個對其他人很溫柔,卻悄悄自己一個人離開的,可愛的女孩子。
> 願世界將你溫柔以待。
>
> 這裡突然下暴雨了呢...
>
> 來接我的嗎?
在此期間,花茶的精神狀態變得越來越糟,她直言,其實都不知道自己能不能活到梨花的七七那天。
四七的時候,她差點也在黃花園大橋[^4]想不開。
6 月末,她再度嘗試輕生,進了 ICU在情況好轉之後她寫下了這篇小詩
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其實她內心仍有活下去的意願,直到離世前幾日,她仍舊尋找著希望,向 Siri 問詢著預防自殺的方法。
但不幸的事情依舊發生了7 月 10 日夜晚,嘉陵江上,黃花園大橋如夢似幻般的燈光仿佛讓她置身於夢境……
深夜裡的救援沒能挽回她的生命。
次日淩晨,這位追逐星空的少女最終還是離開了這個世界。
> 再見,菊花茶,希望你和梨花都要好好地在一起。
>
> 我們能做的,也就是盡力帶著希望活下去吧……
>
> NekoyaFam2018-07-11於 知乎
條目貢獻: One-Among-Us, [K醬](https://github.com/KristallWang)
[^1]: 標題格式模仿的是《記念劉和珍君》。
[^2]: 原文寫作背景所限,文章表面僅涵蓋了二元性別框架下的跨性別群體,但從其內涵來看,非二元群體當然也有發聲與表達的權利。
[^3]: 即前文所述「魯迅先生」。魯迅,原名周樹人,常被近代文學研究者與愛好者們簡稱為「先生」,其雜文極具批判力。
[^4]: 即黃花園嘉陵江大橋,位於中國重慶,連接江北區與渝中區,包括雪舞梨花夢、扶她菊花茶在內的多位 MtF 皆選擇在此處選擇結束自己的生命。

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