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born: '1999-01-13'
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died: '2018-08-09'
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websites:
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twitter: https://twitter.com/LNNU_Hakureico
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# twitter: https://twitter.com/Kagura_twit
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zhihu: https://www.zhihu.com/people/hakureico
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github: https://github.com/nekoparainfo
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Bilibili: https://space.bilibili.com/282031569
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name: Hanasaka
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info:
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alias: Kagurazaka Hanasaka, Hakureico
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location: Dalian, Liaoning
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---
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<details>
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<summary>**A R I G A T O**</summary>
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> こんなちいさな星座なのに
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>
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> I'm such a small and insignificant constellation,
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>
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> ココにいたこと 気付いてくれて
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>
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> but you noticed that I was here.
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>
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> ありがとう
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>
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> Thank you.
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</details>
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## Description
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Hanasaka was a trans girl who was lively and lovely.
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She studied in the School of Mathematics at Liaoning Normal University.
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She was proficient in mathematics and enjoyed learning computer science.
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She was also a traffic enthusiast.
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She was interested in city buses, rail transit and national railways.
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Occasionally, she took flights and looked at the blue sky outside the porthole.
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Although these were always solo trips.
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She was good at playing rhythm game OSU, and uploaded many videos of her gameplay.
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She was still online even when she was in a bad mental condition.
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Hanasaka also focused on several kinds of games,
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such as *THE iDOLM@STER SHINY COLORS* and *Nekopara*.
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Sadly, she gradually lost interest in games due to life pressure,
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and she no longer updated her activities in games afterwards.
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For some reason, her mental health worsened since March 2018. Luckily, there were still people who cared about her.
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In early June 2018, she went to IKEA with an acquaintance, and ate tasty and affordable ice cream cones together.
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## Her Departure
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As Hanasaka described herself on her Zhihu profile: "Just a Giftia, about to be deactivated".
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A Giftia is a type of android with a humanoid body in anime *PLASTIC MEMORIES*.
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They have their own personality and emotions.
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But they can only "live" for a maximum of 81,920 hours,
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after which their programming becomes corrupted due to numerous failed attempts at overwriting old information.
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If a Giftia is not retrieved and deactivated before the end of their lifespan, it is very likely that they will become "Wanderers".
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Hanasaka used this metaphor to describe her mental state about to collapse.
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In May, she used "Mayday" to convey the signal that she was approaching her limit.
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Fortunately, she was out of danger later on.
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> Responder 7700 **Mayday Mayday Mayday Mayday** has been downgraded to **Mayday Mayday Mayday**
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>
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> Expected overweight landing
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>
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> Executing overweight landing checklist
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>
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> // I'm probably a fallen angel.
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>
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> // My unpredictable mood is just like the weather outside.
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>
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> // Please rest assured, everyone who forwarded my post. It won't crash!
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Although she told everyone to go out and take a look at the scenery to relax,
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and she also said, "Please keep alive even if you are desperate. In that case, you can make dreams come true."
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But she still chose to leave this world in August.
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Before that, she entrusted Mizuki, a railfan in the United States, to announce her death on her account.
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Mizuki told us a short story instead of publishing a cold obituary.
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> Finally went to hell as a devil.
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>
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> updated 18-08-09
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The sentence was left by her boyfriend to her.
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She was seeking the end of her first love, but she couldn't receive an answer.
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even if the answer was "Go f*ck yourself"
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Finally, she could only leave such words:
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> "May the world treat you well."
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>
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> "At least better than me."
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In fact, how could she possibly be a devil going to hell?
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She was a gentle person with a "helper" personality.
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She always thought about others without considering herself.
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But perhaps it's also the reason why they parted.
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At last, she burned her belongings, and drowned in the river that never stopped flowing.
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She had been in a world where no one would hate her, and nothing bad would happen.
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## Her Letter
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Hanasaka left a letter for her only friend:
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> I am never gone,
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> Just changed where I live,
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> From ground to heaven owo
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> (Maybe hell xDDDD)
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> If you happen to see this,
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> You shouldn't be surprised,
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> Cause neko has 9 lives =w=
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> Remember,
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> I will always be with you,
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> No matter what you've become,
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> And who's by your side w
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> Sincerely,
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> Kagurazaka Hanasaka
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> Aug. 8th, 2018
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>
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> Main__Function__Triggered__Successfully____
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> 2018__10__15__20__42__31________
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> HOSTED__WITH__GAE____
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Now these accounts are free. May she be free too.
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Time to sleep friends, and keep smiling, keep alive.
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name: 神楽坂千歌
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info:
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alias: 千歌, Hanasaka, Hakureico
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location: 辽宁大连
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---
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<details>
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<summary>**A R I G A T O**</summary>
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> こんなちいさな星座なのに
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>
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> 明明我只是一个如此渺小的星座
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>
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> ココにいたこと 気付いてくれて
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> 存在于这里 你却能注意到
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> ありがとう
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> 谢谢你
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</details>
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## 简介
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千歌是个活泼可爱的跨性别女孩，在辽宁师范大学数学学院就读。
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她精通数学学科，也喜欢许多计算机科学的内容。
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千歌也是个交通迷，不仅关注着城市公交，还经常坐火车，偶尔，她也坐上飞机看看蓝天。
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虽然，许多时候都是一个人的旅行呢……
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她很擅长玩 OSU，并在 B 站上传了许多她游玩谱面的视频，即使在她精神不好的时候，她的 OSU 也是在线状态。
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不仅限于音游，她也关注着《偶像大师 闪耀色彩》《猫娘乐园》等多款游戏。难过的是，在生活的压力下，她对许多游戏相关的事情逐渐失去了兴趣，后续也不再更新动态了。
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虽然因为各种原因，从 18 年 3 月开始，她的精神似乎就不太好。不过，她的周围也有许多关心着她的人呢，18 年 6 月初的时候，千歌和她的伙伴去过宜家，一起吃了便宜好吃的小甜筒。
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## 离世
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正如知乎简介中所写的那样，千歌这样介绍自己：「只是个即将销毁的 Giftia 而已。」
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Giftia，是《可塑性记忆》中的人形智能机器人，有着人类的感情，却只有 81920 小时的固定寿命，若超过回收期限，其人格和记忆就会发生损坏，变为危险的“徘徊者”。
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千歌用这样的比喻，诉说着自己即将崩坏的精神状态。
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五月份的时候，她用「Mayday[^1]」来传达自己已经接近极限的信号，好在后续转危为安。
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> 应答机 7700 MaydayMaydayMayday 降为 MaydayMayday
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> 预计超重着陆
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> 正在执行超重着陆检查单
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> //大概我是只堕天使吧。
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> //反复无常的心情，就和外面的天气一样。
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> //之前转发的各位，敬请放心。不会坠毁！
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尽管她还和大家说，多出去走一走看看风景散散心，也说过「即使再绝望也要活下来啊。那样才有可能实现愿望的说。」这样的话语。
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但她终究还是在 8 月的时候选择了离开。
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离开之前，她委托了一位身在美国的铁路爱好者 Mizuki 在她的账号之上发布她的离世消息。
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Mizuki 用一段故事和间断的讲述代替了冷冰冰的讣告：
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> Finally went to hell as a devil.
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> updated 18-08-09
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这句话是千歌曾经的恋人留给她的，千歌曾不断地想知道，为何那段爱情会终结，最终却得到的是「去你的吧」的答案。
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终究她也只能留下这样的话：
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> 「希望世界好好对你。」
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> 「至少比我好。」
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其实，哪里是什么要下地狱的恶魔呢？千歌是很温柔的人呢，有着助人型人格，常想着对方，而没考虑到自己。但或许，这也正是她与恋人分开的原因。
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最后的最后，她燃尽了她所携着的一切，淹没在了不息的川流之中。
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去到了一个，不会发生那些难受的事情，不会有人讨厌她的世界里。
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## 千歌的信
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千歌给她的朋友留下了一封信：
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> 我其实未曾离去
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> 只是换了地方
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> 从大地到天堂之上owo
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> （也许是地狱 xDDDD）
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> 如果你碰巧看到了这段小诗
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> 不要感到意外呢
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> 因为猫有九条命哦 =w=
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> 记住呢
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> 无论你会变成什么样
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> 也不论陪在你身旁的是谁w
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> 我永远与你同在呢
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> 谨启
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> 神楽坂千歌
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> 2018 年 8 月 8 日
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> Main__Function__Triggered__Successfully____
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> 2018__10__15__20__42__31________
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> HOSTED__WITH__GAE[^2]____
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是时候说晚安了，愿大家都能保持微笑，好好活下去呢。
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[^1]: 国际通用的无线电遇难求救讯号。在飞机上使用时，通常为极端危急情况，需要立即救援。
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[^2]: 即 Google App Engine
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---
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name: 神楽坂千歌
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info:
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alias: 千歌, Hanasaka, Hakureico
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location: 遼寧大連
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---
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<details>
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<summary>**A R I G A T O**</summary>
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> こんなちいさな星座なのに
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> 明明我只是一個如此渺小的星座
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> ココにいたこと 気付いてくれて
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> 存在於這裡 你卻能注意到
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> ありがとう
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> 謝謝你
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</details>
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## 簡介
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千歌是個活潑可愛的跨性別女孩，在遼寧師範大學數學學院就讀。
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她精通數學學科，也喜歡許多計算機科學的內容。
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千歌也是個交通迷，不僅關注著城市公交，還經常坐火車，偶爾，她也坐上飛機看看藍天。
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雖然，許多時候都是一個人的旅行呢……
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<PhotoScroll photos={[
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她很擅長玩音樂遊戲 OSU，並在 Bilibili 上載了許多她遊玩譜面的視頻，即使在她精神不好的時候，她的 OSU 也仍然是線上狀態。
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不僅限於音遊，她也關注著《偶像大師 閃耀色彩》《貓娘樂園》等多款遊戲。難過的是，在生活的壓力下，她對許多與遊戲相關的事情逐漸失去了興趣，最終也不再更新遊戲實況了。
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雖然因為各種原因，從 18 年 3 月開始，她的精神似乎就不太好。不過，她的周圍也有許多關心著她的人呢，18 年 6 月初的時候，千歌和她的夥伴去過 IKEA，一起吃了便宜美味的甜筒冰淇淋。
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## 離世
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正如知乎簡介中所寫的那樣，千歌這樣介紹自己：「只是個即將銷毀的 Giftia 而已。」
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Giftia，是《可塑性記憶》中的人形智慧型機器人，有著人類的感情，卻只有 81920 小時的固定壽命，若超過回收期限，其人格和記憶就會發生損害，變為危險的“徘徊者”。
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千歌用這樣的比喻，訴說著自己即將崩壞解體的精神狀態。
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五月份的時候，她用「Mayday[^1]」來傳達自己已經接近極限的信號，好在後續轉危為安。
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> 應答機 7700 MaydayMaydayMayday 降為 MaydayMayday
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> 預計超重著陸
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> 正在執行超重著陸檢查單
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> //大概我是只墮天使吧。
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> //反復無常的心情，就和外面的天氣一樣。
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> //之前轉發的各位，敬請放心。不會墜毀！
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儘管她還和大家說，多出去走一走看看風景散散心，也說過「即使再絕望也要活下來啊。那樣才有可能實現願望的說。」這樣的話語。
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但她終究還是在 8 月的時候選擇了離去。
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離開之前，她委託了一位身在美國的鐵道愛好者 Mizuki 在她的帳戶之上發佈她的離世消息。
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Mizuki 用一段故事和間斷的敘述代替了冷冰冰的訃告：
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> Finally went to hell as a devil.
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>
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> updated 18-08-09
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這句話是千歌曾經的戀人留給她的，千歌曾不斷地想知道，為何那段愛情會終結，最終卻得到的是「去你的吧」的答案。
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終究她也只能留下這樣的話：
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> 「希望世界好好對你。」
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> 「至少比我好。」
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其實，哪裡是什麼要下地獄的惡魔呢？千歌是很溫柔的人呢，有著助人型人格，常想著對方，而沒考慮到自己。但或許，這也正是她與戀人分開的原因。
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最後的最後，她燃盡了她所攜著的一切，淹沒在了不息的川流之中。
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去到了一個，不會發生那些難受的事情，不會有人討厭她的世界裡。
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## 千歌的信
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千歌給她的朋友留下了一封信：
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> 我其實未曾離去
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>
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> 只是換了地方
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> 從大地到天國owo
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>
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> (也許是地獄 xDDDD)
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>
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> 如果你偶然看到了這段小詩
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>
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> 不要感到意外呢
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>
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> 因為貓有九條命哦 =w=
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>
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> 記住呢
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>
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> 無論你將變成什麼樣子
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>
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> 也無論陪在你身旁的是誰w
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>
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> 我永遠與你同在呢
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>
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> 謹啟
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>
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> 神楽坂千歌
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>
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> 2018 年 8 月 8 日
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>
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> Main__Function__Triggered__Successfully____
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>
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> 2018__10__15__20__42__31________
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>
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> HOSTED__WITH__GAE[^2]____
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是時候說晚安了，願大家都能保持微笑，好好活下去呢。
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[^1]: 國際通用的無線電遇難求救訊號。在飛機上使用時，通常為極端危急情況，需要立即救援。
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[^2]: 即 Google App Engine
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