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+她非常热爱写作,曾担任重庆二外南麓文学社社长。她将写作比作“献祭”,在一篇作文之中,她写道:“真正的写作是一场献祭,把自己作为祭品摆上缪斯女神的祭坛。” + +尽管由于深陷抑郁症和性别焦虑的泥潭,她的成绩有所下滑,但她仍然向往着北京大学和北京师范大学的中文系。 + +除了喜欢文学与历史之外,她还喜欢动漫,并乐于和其他人一起分享自己喜欢的动漫周边。 + +## 她的心路与足迹 + +早在小学三年级时,徐誉舒就有了想成为女生的想法,并在发现自己的外观朝男性化发育之时,把自己关在屋子里哭了一整天,不敢面对镜子里的自己。而在她上六年级的时候,有很多同学因为她的与众不同而欺负她,但她的父亲只是对她说:“这个世界需要宽容,需要去放下。这个世界上有很多傻瓜和无赖,正因为那些人的存在,才衬托你的优秀。” + +她有着一本厚厚的小学同学录,却只填满了薄薄十几页纸,其中不乏不堪入目的“赠言”,但她仍在同学录的末尾自行填写了三页,上面填写的姓名分别是“徐誉舒一” “徐誉舒二” “徐誉舒三”,并为自己赠言:“杀了他,去找她。”此时的她已经强烈不认同自己的指派性别。 + +初二开学后不久,她的状态开始下滑,尽管母亲建议她休学,但由于父亲强势的管教方式,她向父亲正式提出休学时,父亲并未同意,反而以及其严厉的语气呵斥了她。那一刻的她无法勇敢表达出自己的内心世界。一段时间之后,她在学校有轻生的举动,但未能得到重视。 + +在高一的迎新晚会之时,虽然她没有表演节目的安排,但她仍然精心准备了好几天,穿上了红色的裙子和小皮鞋,那双皮鞋有些不太合脚,不过她还是很坚定地装扮自己喜欢的样子走出了宿舍。 + +2018 年元旦时节,她在《病中随笔·其一》中勇敢地写下了她的心路历程。尽管她的老师留下了“恕我直言,你想太多了”的批语,但仍夸赞了她面对生活的勇气,并建议她读一读史铁生的作品。 + + + +春节后,徐誉舒确诊抑郁症住院,住院期间她单独和妈妈提起,在学校里面发生了一件很严重的事情,并且这件事已经触犯了法律,但当母亲问她是否需要报警时,她却表现得很犹豫。母亲怕影响她抑郁症的治疗,没有继续追问。从后来的聊天记录来看,她可能已经遭受性侵犯不止一次。 + +在住院期间,她写下了《病中随笔·其二》,开头写道:“整颗心都系在了即将通过顺丰快递抵达的那几个小小盒子上,那是我能抓住的最后的救命稻草……”她说,(盒子里的小药片) 是晚霞的眼睛,这光是那么的脆弱易逝,但我义无反顾地做了,明知那会让我滑入深渊,再无退路。”有时她又将它比作是“潘多拉的魔盒。”她写到:“你明知不可,却仍贪念盒底虚妄的希望。”此时的她已经自行开始了HRT治疗。 + +2019 年 2 月,她离家出走去了东北,给家人留下一封书信,上面写道: + +>「抱歉,勿念。我没有感知美好的能力,即使我知道它们存在我的生活中。假装自己拥有这种能力很累,我浑浑噩噩地活着,每日寻求麻痹自己的方法,我不愿这样生活,所以我要上路去寻找什么,请你们千万不要找我……我爱你们。」 + +这次东北之行,她本计划去参加一场漫展,可惜并未成功。 + +## 她的离开 + +在她选择离开前一周,她仍然深深地拥抱了她的母亲。 + +11 月 12 日下午,她和她的同学聚在一起看游戏视频,并和旁边的一位同学说:“这可能是最后一次一起看视频了”。但大家都未曾想到这最后一次是指“生离死别”。同日,她提到自己已经处于“社会性死亡”的状态,但也许是她平时的话语中都会带有较为深刻的词汇,因此亦没有人在意。 + +11 月 13 日清晨,她选择结束自己绚烂而年轻的生命,并留下了这样的遗书: + + + +> 「我的灵魂会飞向格拉丹东峰,我曾嘲讽说西藏是文艺青年的干洗机,可我好想去那里。」 + +## 身后 + +### 相关报道 + +《三联生活周刊》的报道之中相对全面地叙述了她的故事,在惋惜她的离世之时,也在追忆她曾经的光环,并真实地描述了徐誉舒的心路历程。 + +“思睿明精神心理健康”等关注青少年精神心理或青少年教育的自媒体所发布的文章则借徐誉舒离世的事件,着笔于包含抑郁症在内的青少年心理健康领域。 + +“山东彩虹说”等跨性别领域的知乎答主发表文章悼念徐誉舒,并进行了跨性别相关知识的科普。 + +### 关于家人 + +徐誉舒的父亲在得知她所受到的欺凌和侵犯后积极与班主任沟通,并于她离世之后坚决反对校园暴力,并一直活跃在微博积极转发有关抵御校园暴力的内容。在复盘她的成长之后,徐父认为她的死亡逻辑是这样的:因为优秀,在学校里被嫉妒,进而受到校园欺凌,而“唯分数论”的教育环境让孩子的“天才”得不到舒展,双重影响下,苦闷的孩子慢慢走向抑郁、死亡。 + +但在徐誉舒的医生给她开出了“易性症”的诊断时,他只是这样说:“我说宝贝,这个事情毕竟不是眼前最急需的事情。什么是性?性是一种生物学上的概念,是人类延续的行为。有了伴侣结婚的时候再去考虑,现在也不可能去考虑这个事,现在是学习阶段。”听了医生的意见之后,他对徐誉舒说的是,“要去淡化它,不要去强化它。” + +徐父其实一直在试图理解徐誉舒,其在师范学校时学过心理学,并接触过性心理障碍等相关概念,但他并不认为孩子真的有性别认知的问题。他分析,孩子在家时从来“没有任何异常”,没有“非要穿女装、戴假发”,只是因为在学校里受到了欺凌,想成为一位女性,得到别人的关注和保护,“就像你们女孩子总希望找到一个强壮的男朋友保护自己”。 + +而她离世之后,徐父依旧以“儿子”“他”等代词称呼徐誉舒,并且极少提及徐誉舒想要成为女孩子的事情,显然,徐父一方面没有正确认知性别焦虑的知识(可能是由于当年教材的表述已经过时,以及他并不愿意相信孩子的性别转变这一现实),其终究没有意识到性别焦虑也是徐誉舒的核心压力来源之一,在她最需要家庭支持的时候,他作为核心家庭教育者,并未给出足够的支持。 + +虽然她的父母不能完全理解她与她内心的焦虑,但仍然带着她接受正规治疗,也给出了一定的关心。不难想象,也许在另一条世界线,她坚强地迈过了黑暗的地界,并重新走向自己的那份梦想。 + +### 关于朋友 + +尽管徐誉舒常常遭到旁人的不解的目光和欺凌,但仍然有朋友关心着她。 + +家中的课桌上摆放着一名同学送她的礼物——一副扑克牌,尽管这副牌已然陈旧,外壳磨损发白,开口处也有了裂痕。但在专门写给这名同学的遗书中,徐誉舒称他为“最好的朋友”。此外,她还列出了几位要好的朋友,并写道: + +> 「有你们做我的朋友(也许是我一厢情愿),倍感荣幸。」 + +## 结语 + +也许“徐誉舒”并非她最中意的名字或称呼,但由于资料有限,我们暂且无从得知这位少女内心里藏着的那个名字,也许这永远是个秘密吧。 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