diff --git a/people/saurikissa/info.yml b/people/saurikissa/info.yml new file mode 100644 index 00000000..2d4599e7 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/saurikissa/info.yml @@ -0,0 +1,5 @@ +id: saurikissa +profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.jpg +info: + born: '2004-03-20' + died: '2024-03-01' diff --git a/people/saurikissa/page.en.md b/people/saurikissa/page.en.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..bf7531b1 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/saurikissa/page.en.md @@ -0,0 +1,81 @@ +--- +name: Shuiyue Wu +info: + alias: Minazuki, kissa + location: Huinan, Jilin +--- + +## Story + +When Shuiyue stepped into the vast realms of the internet under her present name, it wasn’t met with trust or open arms. +She didn’t shy away from her youthful naivete, those impulsive days embedded in the controversial culture of "Esu." +Now, she carries her past as a tale of caution, offering wisdom to friends on shielding their private lives +from the stormy gales of online transphobia and cruelty. + +Friends, however, were scarce. +The shadow of her history cast its long, uneasy doubts, keeping many at bay. +Her struggles with bipolar disorder unfolded as impulsive spending—an army of AirPods, +neatly aligned in a row, though she swore, “They’re all fake.” +And when regret would creep like a thief in the night, she’d lament, +“If only I hadn’t squandered so much… My surgery fund would be ready by now.” + +Seeking solace and counsel, she posed a question in her circle of confidantes: +“What advice do you all have for me?” +And the candid replies poured in: +"Don’t flaunt wealth, don’t lose yourself to madness, don’t walk hand in hand with Esu’s lingering shadows." + +“All right. Got it. I’ll start immediately.” +But who knows if her promises took root in action or whimsy? + +"Not going mad—that’s the hard part,” +she’d confessed with a wicked grin. "I’ve got this itch to stir chaos now and then." +“Oh, you troublesome, endearing soul," we’d sigh. + +“The madness, it seems, is in my marrow now—beyond cure or reach.” + +But beneath the whimsical storms, she was still the girl in the sailor-style uniform, +adorned with a blue ribbon, peddling absurd humor with a pure, radiant laugh. +Her joys lingered in the glow of digital gadgets and their intricate riddles. +In her modest and cluttered abode, treasures lay scattered—cassette tapes, phones, hard drives, stickers— +each sorted with loving precision. +Some sealed neatly in boxes, labeled in her tidy scrawl. +I’d secretly wonder if she held a penchant for collecting duplicates—artifacts in mirroring rows. +To her, data security was religion. Backups, an unspoken vow. + +She had a collection of glasses, fitted identically to her prescription, +as if each lens held its own intimate history, etched into her memory. + +Yet she wasn’t confined to her small, crowded sanctuary. No, not Shuiyue. +When the weight of her mind lifted, she flitted from place to place, +sometimes journeying to friends in faraway Changchun. +Often, she’d parade photos of her cat with unmasked pride—though her family loathed the feline spirit. +As for her own unpopularity with certain souls, she met it not with ire, but disheartened sighs. + +Love had knocked at her door time and time again, +but it was a pattern cruelly familiar—a yearning for love, a longing to be loved. +She eventually walked a path of playful rivalry and friendship with someone she cherished: Youhun. +Their bond deepened during a brief cohabitation in Dongguan. +Yet, shadows loomed—gender dysphoria, body image battles, +and the persistent echo of mental unrest haunted her. +The thought of turning out her flame—it lingered in silent corners of her mind. + +When news of Youhun’s death reached Shuiyue, it struck her like a thunderclap. +"How could she go before me? I’m still here," she whispered, shaken. +And then came sorrow’s flood: "But as soon as she left, my balance wavered. +Me—soft-hearted, crumbling at anyone’s passing as though my soul, too, would shatter." +Her voice trembled with a selfless plea: +"Could I trade my life for hers? Bring her existence back, restore her sanity to its fullest bloom?” + +Three days after Youhun’s departure, an acquaintance reached out to Shuiyue. +Sensing her fragility, they sought to comfort her, to find someone who might stand vigil through her long and dark hours. +But alas, no one arrived. + +“Darling, please don’t follow her. If you show up chasing her into the afterlife, she’ll be *so* annoyed with you.” + +"I’m joking!" Shuiyue laughed, her bravado laced with defiant fragility. +"I’m terrified of death—I’d never actually go through with it. +You think I’d die for her? Please, I haven’t even lived enough yet. +What nonsense is there to fear?" + +In this final exchange with her friend Shu, her words danced with denial and trembling strength. +Less than a week later, her passing was confirmed by Aypasha, a dear friend from her brightest days. diff --git a/people/saurikissa/page.md b/people/saurikissa/page.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..4b63ecb8 --- /dev/null +++ b/people/saurikissa/page.md @@ -0,0 +1,48 @@ +--- +name: 吴水悦 +info: + alias: 水无月,kissa + location: 吉林辉南 + +--- + +## 故事 + +水悦以现在这个名字第二次出现在网络上的时候,一开始并不被人信任。 +她并不讳谈自己未成年少不更事时候参与「恶俗」的经历,并且希望用自己的经验,帮助朋友们保护自己的个人身份信息,减少针对跨性别的网络暴力。 + +她并没有很多朋友。也许也是因为对她先前那段经历的忌惮,许多人一开始并不愿意接受她。 +她的双相情感障碍让她抑制不住冲动消费的欲望,光是展示出来的 AirPods 就有足足一排,据本人说,还都是假的。 +有时候也会懊悔,如果不是这样冲动消费,手术费早就攒到了。 +她在朋友的聊天群里问大家对她有什么建议。朋友们说:「不要炫富,不要魔怔,不要和现在还在恶俗的人鬼混。」 + +「好。马上执行。」哎呀,天知道她执行了没有。 + +「不要魔怔这个挺难的,我时不时就发点癫。」哎呀,真是让人感到头疼的孩子呢。 + +「我的魔怔之气已经渗入膏肓了。」 + +但是归根结底,她还是个喜欢穿日式校服,配着蓝色领花,偶尔玩点抽象烂梗,笑起来特别可爱的小姑娘。 +她喜欢折腾消费数码和相关技术。 +她的许多收藏品,包括磁带、手机、硬盘、贴纸等,都分门别类地放在稍显杂乱的家里。有些用箱子封好,用工整的字迹写上标签。 +有时候我会怀疑她是不是对同样的,摆成许多个的东西有一种特殊的偏爱。 +她对数据安全和备份特别用心,有许多块硬盘,就像她的许多假耳机一样。 +她配过许多相同度数的镜片。 +我总觉得她应该记得里面的每一个。 + +不过水悦也不是那种喜欢宅在家的人,有一副大大咧咧的热心肠,不抑郁的时候喜欢到处跑,有时候也会从家到长春等地找朋友玩。 +也会到处给别人炫耀她家的猫猫。可惜她说,她家里人并不喜欢这只猫。 +自己在某些人那里不受欢迎这点,她也并不抱怨,只是有点气馁。 + +她有过许多段亲密关系。只不过总陷入缺爱和被爱的循环。 +后来,她和游魂成为了欢喜冤家一般的朋友。游魂是她所爱的人,她们曾经在东莞度过过一段同居生活。 +然而,性别焦虑、身材焦虑和精神疾病一直困扰着她。想要结束自己生命的想法,也是由来已久。 +听闻游魂的死讯,水悦起初有些震惊:「我都没死,她怎么就死了?」后来是难过:「可是魂一死我状态立马差下来了。我就是那种谁死都难过,脆弱至极的人。」 +「我能用我的命换魂的命吗?顺便把魂的 san 值回满。」 +在游魂去世后的第三天,Shu 接到游魂熟人的报告,感觉水悦情况不太对,就去问询了她两句,可惜没有找到能够去她那里陪她度过长夜的人。 + +「闺女你可别自杀啊。游魂一死你就去找她,她肯定要烦死你了。」 + +「我说着玩的。我贪生怕死,不可能死的。我怎么可能因为她死?我还没活够呢。害怕什么?」 + +这是 Shu 与水悦最后的对话。不到一周后,水悦生前好友阿依帕夏证实了她去世的消息。 diff --git a/people/saurikissa/page.zh_hant.md b/people/saurikissa/page.zh_hant.md new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a30c40cb --- /dev/null +++ b/people/saurikissa/page.zh_hant.md @@ -0,0 +1,47 @@ +--- +name: 吳水悅 +info: + alias: 水無月,kissa + location: 吉林輝南 +--- + +## 故事 + +水悅以現在這個名字第二次出現在網絡上的時候,一開始並不被人信任。 +她並不諱談自己未成年少不更事時候參與「惡俗」的經歷,並且希望用自己的經驗,幫助朋友們保護自己的個人身份信息,減少針對跨性別的網絡暴力。 + +她並沒有很多朋友。也許也是因為對她先前那段經歷的忌憚,許多人一開始並不願意接受她。 +她的雙相情感障礙讓她抑制不住衝動消費的慾望,光是展示出來的 AirPods 就有足足一排,據本人說,還都是假的。 +有時候也會懊悔,如果不是這樣衝動消費,手術費早就攢到了。 +她在朋友的聊天群里問大家對她有什麼建議。朋友們說:「不要炫富,不要魔怔,不要和現在還在惡俗的人鬼混。」 + +「好。馬上執行。」哎呀,天知道她執行了沒有。 + +「不要魔怔這個挺難的,我時不時就發點癲。」哎呀,真是讓人感到頭疼的孩子呢。 + +「我的魔怔之氣已經滲入膏肓了。」 + +但是歸根結底,她還是個喜歡穿日式校服,配着藍色領花,偶爾玩點抽象爛梗,笑起來特別可愛的小姑娘。 +她喜歡折騰消費數碼和相關技術。 +她的許多收藏品,包括磁帶、手機、硬盤、貼紙等,都分門別類地放在稍顯雜亂的家裡。有些用箱子封好,用工整的字跡寫上標籤。 +有時候我會懷疑她是不是對同樣的,擺成許多個的東西有一種特殊的偏愛。 +她對數據安全和備份特別用心,有許多塊硬盤,就像她的許多假耳機一樣。 +她配過許多相同度數的鏡片。 +我總覺得她應該記得裡面的每一個。 + +不過水悅也不是那種喜歡宅在家的人,有一副大大咧咧的熱心腸,不抑鬱的時候喜歡到處跑,有時候也會從家到長春等地找朋友玩。 +也會到處給別人炫耀她家的貓貓。可惜她說,她家裡人並不喜歡這隻貓。 +自己在某些人那裡不受歡迎這點,她也並不抱怨,只是有點氣餒。 + +她有過許多段親密關係。只不過總陷入缺愛和被愛的循環。 +後來,她和遊魂成為了歡喜冤家一般的朋友。遊魂是她所愛的人,她們曾經在東莞度過過一段同居生活。 +然而,性別焦慮、身材焦慮和精神疾病一直困擾着她。想要結束自己生命的想法,也是由來已久。 +聽聞遊魂的死訊,水悅起初有些震驚:「我都沒死,她怎麼就死了?」後來是難過:「可是魂一死我狀態立馬差下來了。我就是那種誰死都難過,脆弱至極的人。」 +「我能用我的命換魂的命嗎?順便把魂的 san 值回滿。」 +在遊魂去世后的第三天,Shu 接到遊魂熟人的報告,感覺水悅情況不太對,就去問詢了她兩句,可惜沒有找到能夠去她那裡陪她度過長夜的人。 + +「閨女你可別自殺啊。遊魂一死你就去找她,她肯定要煩死你了。」 + +「我說著玩的。我貪生怕死,不可能死的。我怎麼可能因為她死?我還沒活夠呢。害怕什麼?」 + +這是 Shu 與水悅最後的對話。不到一周后,水悅生前好友阿依帕夏證實了她去世的消息。 diff --git a/people/saurikissa/photos/profile.jpg b/people/saurikissa/photos/profile.jpg new file mode 100644 index 00000000..a4c80c23 Binary files /dev/null and b/people/saurikissa/photos/profile.jpg differ