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name: dogesir_
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    alias: dogesir, Lan Gou (blue dog)
    location: Changchun, Jilin, China
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> “Have you seen *The Train Travelling through the Starry Sky*? I want to get on that train, too.”

## Description

Lan Gou, a girl whose cuteness can be proved just from how she talks.

She was also a girl who can create mesmerizing drawings.
We believe, as long as she wants, she would be able to draw anything well.
Here are some of her drawings before she left:

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This is her last self description:

> “I don't think I'm going to change it for several months because I poured lots of effort into it”

Now it's never going to change…

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English transcript of her self-description above:

> Name: Lan Gou, both online and in real life.
> A strange name, sure. Just read it some more times.
>
> Accept humans and non-human entities as long as they are not trying to harm with malice.
>
> Interested in Parlour music, drawing, literature, music theory, and philosophy (although I haven't done much research in the last three).
>   * Posts drawings sometimes on Pixiv. Would have more time to draw after graduation.
>   * Not a hardcore gamer. Plays Minecraft sometimes. (Let's play minecraft together!)
>
> Trans!
>
> In Changchun, open to in-person meetings.
> Please play with me!
>
> Likes tweets often. Might overflow your Twitter timeline.
>
> Not good on small talk. Especially in real life.
> Once avoided speaking for half a year.
> So I might not reply to your pm.
>   * Often stops suddenly while chatting. Replies only after thinking it through.
>   * Does not use indirect expressions.
>
> Might be forced to delete Twitter permanently.
>
> Follows every Twitter user who follows me. Won't unfollow out of nowhere.
> Planning to follow everyone. All unfollows are accidental.
>
> Likes every friends on Twitter. Hopes to be able to use Twitter even in death.
>   * Hopes Xiao Lan Niao can live longer than me. If Xiao Lan Niao had something happen to her, maybe I'd end my online presence, too.
>
> Backup contact method doge_sir@outlook.com (might not reply)
> 
> Bilibili UID: 2119605209
>
> Thinking of putting my QQ on here.
>
> @qiandao_shi
>
> To be continued!

She was also a lover of Minecraft.
She had been updating a Minecraft map for a long time on Bilibili
Here are some photos she took:

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It was not her first attempt to get on *the train*.
Before the end, she tried **4** times.

She finally got on *the train* she always wanted to get on.
She was not alone; another girl was together with her on the way.

> “You liked that photo (1st picture) I took in a Winter, so you sent me this postcard (2nd picture). Then I'll send you a photo I took in Summer!” —Shou Tui Che

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We wanted to receive another postcard from her.

Wish you not lonely on the train. And remember: Look at the star Betelgeuse one more time.

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