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## Description
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Sugar is a girl from Chongqing.
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She entered a university in Hangzhou, Zhejiang in the autumn of 2023.
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Sugar was introverted, and she always cared about others' thoughts.
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She was too shy to express her confusion and anxiety. Morever, she had't a friend to confide her thought, she could only hide these in heart. That made her look a bit intimidated.
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She even prepared a lot before she met friends in real life. She was too worried about making a bad impression on her friends, so she asked them a series of problems in advance (such as the kind of gift they hope to receive), and announced that she might show regressive behavior.
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She has a not-so-good family. Her father worked in railway group and her mother taught in school. She didn't feel love from her family.
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When she was in senior high school, she hided her dress at home, but they were still confiscated by her family at last.
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This incident made her deeply convinced that her parents were extremely conservative and unable to communicate.
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## The dissipated haze in Hangzhou
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One 6th Janurary 2024, Sugar met a friend (Temporarily call her A) in Hangzhou.
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Before she met A, she hided in restroom and was always looking herself in the mirror.
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she thought she was not qualified to meet people and was too timid to come out.
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But to be honest, althought she hadn't grown her hair and worn her favourite clothes, she was still cute and pretty.
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The two girls visited many landscapes in Hangzhou……
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West Lake Culture Square, Wulin Suqare, Wuliu Lane, and Fengshan Gate.
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在最后临别时，她问了 A 关于「要挟」的看法，吐露了心声：
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>（以下内容根据友人记忆复述，并非原文）：
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> 「或许我要做的事情就是要挟，既然他们完全无法沟通…
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> 我让自己受一点伤……但是我怕疼……
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> 换取一些空间……他们总归会让步的吧……
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> …………
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> 根据计划，今天结束见面之后我就会删你好友了。
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> 让你担心不好，你早点忘记我吧。」
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下车时，A 把还没吃完的半兜橘子扔给她，在 QQ 私信里留了一句「Adios.」[^1]。却没有得到回复。当晚她确实删掉了好友，推特也屏蔽了 A。
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次日，一个自称其高中同学的推特用户代她捎来了几句碎碎念，A 说让这位同学多关注一下她。
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后来，她放了寒假，去深圳康宁开了证——这是 A 事后才晓得的。
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## The very thick fog over Jialing River
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1 月 22 日，她回到重庆，并且恢复了与 A 的联系。
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（据当时在外地的母亲事后称，微信聊天里那时她刚回重庆似乎很开心。）
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但实际上并没有。
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她在当晚实施计划前联系了A，她和 A 反复确认表示，本次目的并非自杀，是创造自杀未遂的记录，以此表现对跨性别诉求的刚需，达到令父母让步的目的。
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可她决定服用的剂量超致死量。
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A 和别的推友劝不住，只能退而求其次为她兜底（服药后尽快报 120 ），因为 A 没有报警条件，包括沟通困难，住址信息模糊等等，救护车在半个小时多后才开出。
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糖被送至渝北区第二人民医院时已生命垂危，于当夜（1 月 23 日凌晨）中毒身亡。
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## After her departure
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糖的母亲在 23 日早辗转联系到 A。
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在A将糖的性别焦虑情况以及并非他杀等告知对方时，她表现出了闻所未闻的惊讶：
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> 「他(sic.)从来没有跟我们说过这些事！怎么突然就这样子去……」
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> （糖似乎确实完全没有正面沟通过这件事。）
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丧女的冲击太大，她也说出了「这么自私不考虑我们怎么办」之类的话，并想要解锁孩子的手机。
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A 向糖的母亲表示如果可以希望将糖作为女儿下葬，但她是[这样](https://twitter.com/KiraRettosei/status/1749728762261012752?s=20)回复的。（链接可能含有触发要素，请谨慎点击）
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不过，她的态度也在慢慢变化。
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糖的父母开始收拾她的遗物。
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糖的母亲问 A 是否想要她生前爱抱的宜家鲨鲨。
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她说：「他是我们的天使，可惜老天爷让他早走他不得不走。」
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糖的母亲一直很感谢 A。
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## The new spring
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12th, February 2024. The third day of Spring Festival.
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At this night, A set off for a trip to Guiyang and Chongqing.
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In Ningbo Lishe International Airport,
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A sat on the seat near the porthole, and wait for the launch of the plane.
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In a daze, a phone call from Chongqing came, and she was familiar with the number.
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>（The words in brackets represent A.）
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> My kid, how are you now?（I am fine, what happened? ）
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> It's nothing, but…… I always worried about that you might……as well. So I'm calling to ask you are okay or not.
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> My kid, if anything happened in the future, please tell your parents and not hold it in your stomach. Your parents always love you.
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> After our generation became parents, we no longer keep the authority and stubbornness of our elders.
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> So do I…… The path I am currently taking in life is not what my parents hoped, but I think it's no problem.
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> We may not fully understand the decisions made by children.
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> but we will support her if she carefully considered.
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> My kid, I am glad you're okay, wish you a happy life.
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Sugar had a very cute face and figure.
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If we change a character of her name to another homophonic one, it would became a girl's name that perfectly matches her gentle and soft temperament.
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But she just departed like this, with a mentality of "take a gamble".
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Her life was frozen at the age of 19.
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When Sugar just passed away, her mother couldn't accept her behavior. But what about her mother said at last?
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Anyway, she had passed away.
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> Hope you remembers sugar.
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> Hope you can share important information, such as your address, with trustworthy friends to avoid any unexpected situations.
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> Hope that if you see a help request message, don't just swipe.
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> Hope that if you have the ability to call the police, you can dial decisively. You are a lifesaver, not a murderer. Don't be afraid.
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> Hope you cherishes life, hope still exists; you will only miss the opportunity if you leave too early.
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> Hope you remembers sugar……
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Take care.
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[^1]: Derived from Spanish, which means "Goodbye, Have a safe journey".
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<!-- Contributor：[KiraRettosei](http://github.com/KiraRettosei) -->
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