[U] Update entry for Jennife80677612

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     location: Hebei, China
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-## Description
-
-Jennifer was a lovely trans girl who called herself a cute cat.
+> I am in so much pain, indeed.
+>
+> I also know that many transgender friends on Twitter are in pain as well.
+>
+> But we all have to strive to live.
+>
+> Even if no one around me supports me, I know that you are there across the internet.
+> 
+> So I am not alone.
 
 ## Experience
 
+Jennifer was a trans girl longing for happiness.
 
+When she was 13 years old,
+she told her parents for the first time, "**I want to be a girl.**"
+However, her parents dismissed it,
+thinking that she was influenced by her classmates,
+and strongly denied her thought with harsh words.
 
+At that time, Jennifer didn't know what "transgender" meant,
+but she understood the negative connotation of her parents' harsh words.
+
+Nevertheless, she bravely expressed her wish to them:
+
+> "I just want to be a normal girl, to study and live like other girls..."
+
+In her innocence,
+she thought they would understand,
+but it was only the beginning of her nightmare.
+
+After starting junior high school,
+she tried to make her parents understand her better.
+So she start to find information about "transgender" online.
+She even read academic papers, attempting to communicate with her parents.
+
+Jennifer said:
+
+> "Transgender identity is something I was born with... It's just that a girl's soul is in the wrong body. I don't even ask for SRS. But can you just let me wear girls' clothes, and grow my hair long? I know I'm not pretty, but is it a crime to want to wear girls' clothes?"
+
+But all her efforts were in vain,
+and what she received in return was more scolding.
+
+Later, in a state of extreme mental distress,
+she got into a vocational high school.
+However, after one year,
+her parents forced her to take a gap,
+claiming that "vocational schools are full of bad kids."
+
+Since then, she had been living under her parents' constant surveillance,
+with no privacy and no sense of security.
+
+Nearly four years of mental control caused her to develop several mental illnesses.
+Online psychometric scales showed that she was severely depressed, anxious, and mentally exhausted, but she couldn't go to a regular hospital for treatment.
+
+In June 2023, Jennifer turned 18.
+She was eager to find a job and leave home.
+
+Due to her lack of education,
+she could only work at a local beverage shop,
+earning just enough to make ends meet.
+
+But she knew it would be a long time to escape her original family.
+
+She had to present herself as male for job interviews and work,
+and everyone referred to her with the wrong pronouns,
+which caused her great distress.
+
+> "I really can't live with a mask on... Is it so hard to be myself..."
+
+Despite this, she felt that even working as a server every day was better than staying in the suffocating environment at home.
+
+She seemed to see a glimmer of hope.
+During that time, she even thought that if she could just endure and save enough money,
+she could live on her own and free herself from her family.
+
+Unfortunately, her improved mental state didn't last long.
+Her depression and anxiety often caused uncontrollable episodes,
+and after working for just over a month,
+she had to leave her job and return home.
+
+After returning home,
+the harsh words flooded her ears once again.
+
+But by then,
+her heart had grown numb.
+
+## Departure
+
+Jennifer once said, "Jennifer is a strong girl nya~ Jennifer won't block anyone."
+
+But there was one time, and the last time,
+she made an exception:
+
+"I blocked the account of Han Lianyi. I think she's a great person, but I don't want her to save me. I'm sorry, Sister Han, I'm so sorry..."
+
+As the New Year approached,
+fireworks and firecrackers were alight with spark,
+carrying people's best wishes.
+
+The warm glow of lights filled thousands of homes.
+
+But Jennifer left this world in the biting cold wind,
+
+Her story remained in the New Year's Eve.
+
+Brief illusions brought her happiness and kept her from the cold...
+
+But until the end of her story,
+she never got to take estrogen,
+wear a beautiful dress,
+or be called "Miss."
+
+Jennifer, may you no longer suffer and find the happiness in another world.

people/Jennife80677612/page.md

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-name: 珍妮QwQ~
+name: 珍妮QwQ
 info:
     alias: Jennife, Jennifer
     location: 中国河北
 ---
 
-「」
-## 简介
-
-珍妮是一个自称猫猫的可爱的跨性别女孩。
-
-
+> 我很痛苦，我确实很痛苦。
+> 
+> 我也知道，推上的许多跨性别的兄弟姐妹，ta 们都很痛苦。
+> 
+> 但是，我们都要努力地活着。
+> 
+> 即使身边没有人支持我，还有隔着网线的你们在，我就知道我不是孤身一人。
 
 ## 经历
 
-13 岁的时候，她第一次和父母说「我想做一个女孩」，但她的父母不以为意，认为她是被同学带坏的，并用听起来很刺耳的言语回应了她。
+珍妮是一个渴望快乐的跨性别女孩。
+
+13 岁的时候，她第一次和父母说「我想做一个女孩」。但她的父母不以为意，认为她受到了同学的影响，并用刺耳的言语强烈地否定了她。
 
 珍妮当时并不知道什么是「跨性别」，但她知道父母口中刺耳的话语意味着什么。
 
-她向他们表达了自己真实的愿望：
+不过，她依旧勇敢地向他们表达了自己真实的愿望：
 
-> 「我只是想当个普普通通的女孩子，和其他的女孩子一样，正常学习，正常生活……小时候的我天真地以为，他们会懂，但那只是我噩梦的开始。」
+> 「我只是想当个普普通通的女孩子，和其他的女孩子一样，正常学习，正常生活……」
 
-从读初中开始，她一直尝试着让家长理解她，并在网上查到了「跨性别」相关的概念。她和父母说道：
+小时候的她天真地以为他们会懂，但那只是她噩梦的开始。
+
+初中以后，她尝试让家长进一步理解她，并在网上查到了「跨性别」相关的概念，甚至找来学术论文，试图与父母沟通。
+
+珍妮这样说道：
 
 > 「这是天生的……只是一个女孩子的灵魂住错了身体。做手术我就不奢求了，你们能不能让我穿一穿女孩子的衣服，留一留女孩子的发型呢？我知道我长得丑，但我想穿着女孩子的衣服，是什么犯罪的事情吗？」
 
+但一切都是徒劳的，她的努力换来的也是更多的责骂。
 
-部分经历内容源于珍妮生前留下的遗书。
+后来，她在精神状态极度糟糕的情况下，考上了一所职业高中。然而，读了一年以后，家长又以“职高里都是坏孩子”为理，强制给她办了休学。
+
+从此，她便一直活在家长的监视之下，没有隐私，没有安全感。
+
+将近四年的精神控制使她得了许多精神类疾病，她在网上测试的量表显示她已经是重度抑郁焦虑与精神衰弱，可她没有办法去正规医院就诊。
+
+2023 年 6 月，珍妮迎来了 18 岁生日。她迫不及待地想找份工作离开家里。
+
+由于学历不够，她只能在当地的奶茶店打工，日薪勉强能维持生计。
+
+但她知道，想要逃离原生家庭，还有很长的路要走。
+
+她只能以男性身份去面试和工作，所有人都以错误的性别代词称呼她，这让她感到很痛苦。
+
+> 「我果然还是不适合戴着面具生活呀……做真实的自己就这么难吗……」
+
+尽管如此，她觉得，哪怕天天当服务员，也比在家里的窒息环境待着要好。
+
+她似乎看到了曙光。在那段时间里，她甚至觉得只要熬过去，挣到钱了，就能够自己出去居住，从而摆脱原生家庭的束缚。
+
+但好景不长，她的抑郁与焦虑常让她不受控制地犯病，在坚持工作了一个多月之后，她就离职回家了。
+
+回家以后，那些刺耳的话语又重新涌入了她的耳中。
+
+但此时，她的内心已经麻木了。
+
+## 离世
+
+珍妮曾说过：「珍妮是一个内心强大的女孩子喵，珍妮不屏蔽任何人。」
+
+但唯有一次，也是最后的一次，她破例了：
+
+「我屏蔽了寒涟漪，我觉得她很伟大，但我不希望她能救我。对不起，寒姐姐，对不起。」
+
+新年之际，烟火和鞭炮寄托着人们的心愿，
+
+千万家里的灯火温暖而明亮，
+
+但珍妮却在凌冽的寒风之中离开了，
+
+她的故事留在了跨年夜之中。
+
+短暂的幻觉给她带来了快乐，也让她不再寒冷……
+
+可直到故事的结尾，她也没能吃上雌二醇，没能穿上漂亮的小裙子，没能被人叫过一声小姐姐。
+
+珍妮，愿你在那边的世界中不再受苦，得到想要的快乐。

people/Jennife80677612/page.zh_hant.md

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-name: 珍妮QwQ~
+name: 珍妮QwQ
 info:
     alias: Jennife, Jennifer
     location: 中國河北
 ---
 
-## 簡介
-
+> 我很痛苦，我確實很痛苦。
+> 
+> 我也知道，推特上的許多跨性別的兄弟姐妹，ta 們都很痛苦。
+> 
+> 但是，我們都要努力地活著。
+> 
+> 即使身邊沒有人支持我，還有隔著網線的你們在，我就知道我不是孤身一人。
 
 ## 經歷
 
+珍妮是一個渴望快樂的跨性別女孩。
 
+13 歲的時候，她第一次和父母說「我想做一個女孩」。但她的父母不以為意，認為她受到了同學的影響，並用刺耳的言語強烈地否定了她。
 
-條目貢獻：One-Among-Us
+珍妮當時並不知道什麼是「跨性別」，但她知道父母口中刺耳的話語意味著什麼。
+
+不過，她依舊勇敢地向他們表達了自己真實的願望：
+
+> 「我只是想當個普普通通的女孩子，和其他的女孩子一樣，正常學習，正常生活……」
+
+小時候的她天真地以為他們會懂，但那只是她噩夢的開始。
+
+初中以後，她嘗試讓家長進一步理解她，並在網上查到了「跨性別」相關的概念，甚至找來學術論文，試圖與父母溝通。
+
+珍妮這樣說道：
+
+> 「這是天生的……只是一個女孩子的靈魂住錯了身體。做手術我就不奢求了，你們能不能讓我穿一穿女孩子的衣服，留一留女孩子的髮型呢？我知道我長得醜，但我想穿著女孩子的衣服，是什麼犯罪的事情嗎？」
+
+但一切都是徒勞的，她的努力換來的也是更多的責駡。
+
+後來，她在精神狀態極度糟糕的情況下，考上了一所職業高中。然而，讀了一年以後，家長又以“職高裡都是壞孩子”為理，強制給她辦了休學。
+
+從此，她便一直活在家長的監視之下，沒有隱私，沒有安全感。
+
+將近四年的精神控制使她得了許多精神類疾病，她在網上測試的量表顯示她已經是重度抑鬱焦慮與精神衰弱，可她沒有辦法去正規醫院就診。
+
+2023 年 6 月，珍妮迎來了 18 歲生日。她迫不及待地想找份工作離開家裡。
+
+由於學歷不夠，她只能在當地的奶茶店打工，日薪勉強能維持生計。
+
+但她知道，想要逃離原生家庭，還有很長的路要走。
+
+她只能以男性身份去面試和工作，所有人都以錯誤的性別代詞稱呼她，這讓她感到很痛苦。
+
+> 「我果然還是不適合戴著面具生活呀……做真實的自己就這麼難嗎……」
+
+儘管如此，她覺得，哪怕天天當服務員，也比在家裡的窒息環境待著要好。
+
+她似乎看到了曙光。在那段時間裡，她甚至覺得只要熬過去，掙到錢了，就能夠自己出去居住，從而擺脫原生家庭的束縛。
+
+但好景不長，她的抑鬱與焦慮常讓她不受控制地犯病，在堅持工作了一個多月之後，她就離職回家了。
+
+回家以後，那些刺耳的話語又重新湧入了她的耳中。
+
+但此時，她的內心已經麻木了。
+
+## 離世
+
+珍妮曾說過：「珍妮是一個內心強大的女孩子喵，珍妮不遮罩任何人。」
+
+但唯有一次，也是最後的一次，她破例了：
+
+「我封鎖了寒漣漪，我覺得她很偉大，但我不希望她能救我。對不起，寒姐姐，對不起。」
+
+新年之際，煙火和鞭炮寄託著人們的心願，
+
+千萬家裡的燈火溫暖而明亮，
+
+但珍妮卻在淩冽的寒風之中離開了，
+
+她的故事留在了跨年夜之中。
+
+短暫的幻覺給她帶來了快樂，也讓她不再寒冷……
+
+可直到故事的結尾，她也沒能吃上雌二醇，沒能穿上漂亮的小裙子，沒能被人叫過一聲小姐姐。
+
+珍妮，願你在那邊的世界中不再受苦，得到想要的快樂。