mirror of
https://github.com/one-among-us/data.git
synced 2025-05-01 18:42:03 +08:00
[U] Update the entry for yumao
This commit is contained in:
parent
19046506a5
commit
ea8e2b357d
@ -1,5 +1,5 @@
|
||||
id: yumao
|
||||
profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.jpg
|
||||
profileUrl: ${path}/photos/profile.png
|
||||
info:
|
||||
born: '2000-08-07'
|
||||
died: '2018-07-31'
|
||||
|
@ -5,6 +5,10 @@ info:
|
||||
location: Shanghai
|
||||
---
|
||||
|
||||
> "I will change into gentle breeze and rain, then surround you all along."
|
||||
>
|
||||
> By Yumao
|
||||
|
||||
> "It feels like that you are hiding in crystal alone, all I can see is your shattered figure. "
|
||||
>
|
||||
> By Neko
|
||||
@ -19,48 +23,54 @@ She was an admiral of *Kancolle*, and her first action figure was Destroyor Ak
|
||||
|
||||
She loved time with silent and ease. For example, she put on the headphones and drank hot coffee in café, she watched out of the window and observed people came and left. This would make her relaxed. Sometimes, she had some special thoughts. She wished to shooting stars at times, she said: "It's not because I believe that, but in that it's free. And there's no evidence shows it doesn't work."
|
||||
|
||||
According to Neko, She loved spicy hot pot, and always enjoyed it with rice.
|
||||
|
||||
Yumao liked to watch stars when she didn't sleep yet at night. After she returned to China, due to bad weather and few time, she couldn't watch stars as previous time. So [she made a special trip to Dishui Lake once and watched stars](https://web.archive.org/web/20210517104313/https://oao.moe/archives/834/).
|
||||
|
||||
She saved many thoughts in her [private blog](https://web.archive.org/web/20210420170241/https://oao.moe/archives/), and these blog posts included many areas: computer science, military and politics. She was also a girl who loved literature, and she wrote down much beautiful prose and poetry. Of course, she record daily life in her blog, and we can still see her story, her experience, and her train of thoughts.
|
||||
|
||||
## Experience
|
||||
|
||||
羽毛曾经有一段在美国留学生活的经历,然后回到了上海求学。
|
||||
Yumao once studied abroad in the US, then she backed to Shanghai to continue her study in unisersity.
|
||||
|
||||
而后,在 2017 年的时候,她在推特上认识了 Neko,觉得她是很厉害的人,并逐渐与 Neko 成为了重要的伙伴。
|
||||
In 2017, she encountered Neko in Twitter(Now X), and she felt that Neko was skilled and powerful. After that, they became close partners.
|
||||
|
||||
在这段时光之中,羽毛和得到了很多的精神上的支持。羽毛自己这样形容:「即便是那些曾经被埋没的,黑暗的,痛苦的,你也悄悄观测到了,感受到了,可能比我自己还要了解得多一些吧,好厉害。那个已经碎碎的自己,也被你看到了呢,甚至被抱了出来,第一次被别人碰到呢。」
|
||||
In that period, there was not so much censorship about transgender topic in Zhihu. So Yumao always @ Neko in relevant topics, then showed their affection in public.
|
||||
|
||||
然而,她们在 2018 年 3 月中旬被迫分开,随后,Neko 被家人带回云南,送入了矫正中心。此后不久,Neko 传出了轻生后抢救无效的消息,并得到了新京报的报道。知道这个消息的羽毛极度悲伤和难过,她在她们的 Telegram 频道之中发送了许多许多想念 Neko 的消息。她引用了《仙后座 (カシオペヤ) 》一曲来表达自己的悲伤,这是她们曾经一起听过的歌曲。
|
||||
During that time, Yumao got many mental supports. Yumao described the care from Neko like this:
|
||||
|
||||
尽管她也通过一些渠道发现,Neko的「自杀」似乎仍有些扑朔迷离,但 Neko 确实也一直杳无音讯。她在内心一直期望着 Neko 还在。
|
||||
> "Even that things were dark and painful, which had been hidden, you still observed and felt them. Maybe you understanded more then myself, wonderful... You also found my scattered identity, then lifted me out of abyss. That was the first time I was been touched by others."
|
||||
|
||||
> 「因为你而存在……因为你而不在,要在啊……」
|
||||
However, they were forced to separated. After that, Neko was brought back to Yunnan by family, and was sent to correctional school. Then, it was reported that Neko had commited suicide and died. Chinese media *Beijingnews* reported this in video. Yumao was extremely grieved after hearing the news. She continuously sent messages about missing Neko in their Telegram channal. She quoted *Cassiopeia(カシオペヤ)* , which was a song they used to listen together, to express her grief.
|
||||
|
||||
在博客之中,羽毛也一直在思念着 Neko,追忆往昔的事情,并时常写下一些关心的话语,比如是否认真打理头发,又或者是否及时增添衣服。
|
||||
Although she also found that the suicide of Neko ws complicated and confusing according to some routes. But there was no more news about Neko indeed. She really hoped Neko was still alived.
|
||||
|
||||
在这段时间里,羽毛一直在尝试回忆以前的事情,那些感动、开心而幸福的事情。但她的内心被悲伤所占据,记忆能力在逐渐消退,逐渐淡忘了很多。
|
||||
> "I always stayed alive for you...I got lost cuz missing you, wish you are still alive..."
|
||||
|
||||
原本她还规划着想要在年内手术,但由于精神状态急转直下等原因,因此也未能实现。
|
||||
In her blog, she always missed Neko, and recalled the days with her. Yumao often wrote down some caring words, such as prompted Neko to manage her hair, or told Neko to add or subtract clothes.
|
||||
|
||||
在 7 月 30 日,万念俱灰的她尝试轻生,并在次日带着遗憾离开了这个世界,永远地留在了她的 17 岁。
|
||||
In this period, Yumao tried to remember previous time and those things which is moving, happy and blissful. But her heart was took up by sadness, and her memory gradually worsen. She said that she forgot many things.
|
||||
|
||||
> 希望下辈子,可以做漂亮的,善良的女孩子,可以和絢香还有琉璃成为姐妹吧。
|
||||
She formerly planned to complete SRS within the year, but she didn't realize that cause of her bad mental health and other reasons.
|
||||
|
||||
在 3 月的[博客《分别与重逢》](https://web.archive.org/web/20210517104118/https://oao.moe/archives/948/)之中,她给她的朋友们留下了许多的话语,也一直感谢大家的陪伴。
|
||||
In 30th June, all hope of her had been removed and she tried to commit suicide. The next day, she left this world with regrets at her age of 17.
|
||||
|
||||
> Wish that I could become a pretty girl who is kind-hearted, and become the sister of Ayaka and Ruri.
|
||||
|
||||
In her blog post *[Separation and Reunion](https://web.archive.org/web/20210517104118/https://oao.moe/archives/948/)* published in march, she left many words to her friends, and thanked to their company all along.
|
||||
|
||||
<PhotoScroll photos={[
|
||||
'${path}/photos/photo1.jpg',
|
||||
]} />
|
||||
|
||||
## 身后
|
||||
## After Her Leaving
|
||||
|
||||
但实际上,Neko 并没有离世。在 3 月 19 日的邮件之中,她依然和羽毛相互鼓励「一定要活着」。
|
||||
In fact, Neko didn't pass away. In Neko's email in 19th March, they still encouraged each other with the words "Must stay alive".
|
||||
|
||||
社群也曾对此事进行了一定的调查,发现 Neko 是被家人「宣告死亡」的背后事实。
|
||||
Transgender cummunity investigated this thing once, and found the fact that Neko was pronounced dead by her family.
|
||||
|
||||
<details>
|
||||
<summary>背后的事情</summary>
|
||||
<summary>**Fact**</summary>
|
||||
Neko 和羽毛被迫在上海分开之后,被父母带回了云南昆明,而后在心理卫生中心住院治疗。
|
||||
|
||||
在这段时间里,Neko 一直想着要去寻找羽毛,于是在院外与家人吃饭的间隙尝试和羽毛联系,并说服了当值医生给自己开具出院证明。此举激怒了其家人。此后,家人索性假借送她去机场之名,将其开车送至昆明安宁市好孩子学校(以下简称「好孩子」)此后,Neko 被关入了 308 房间,也可以理解成小黑屋一样的存在。
|
||||
|
@ -5,6 +5,10 @@ info:
|
||||
location: 上海
|
||||
---
|
||||
|
||||
> 「我会化作人间的风雨,陪在你身边。」
|
||||
>
|
||||
> —— By 羽毛
|
||||
|
||||
> 「感觉你就像是孤单一人躲在水晶之中,能看到的只有你破碎的身影呢。」
|
||||
>
|
||||
> —— By Neko
|
||||
@ -19,6 +23,8 @@ info:
|
||||
|
||||
她喜欢宁静而舒缓、轻松的时刻,比如在冬天戴上耳机,在咖啡店喝一杯热腾腾的咖啡,看着窗外的人来人往,这会让她感到十分惬意。偶尔,她也会有一些特别的想法。有时她会向流星许愿,她说:「并不是因为我相信,而是因为它是免费的,并且没有证据证明它不灵。」
|
||||
|
||||
据 Neko 所说,她很喜欢吃麻辣烫,总是会点两碗下饭吃。
|
||||
|
||||
在晚上不睡觉的时候,羽毛喜欢看星星。回国之后,由于天气和时间关系,很少能看到。于是她[有一次专程去了滴水湖看星星](https://web.archive.org/web/20210517104313/https://oao.moe/archives/834/)。
|
||||
|
||||
在她的[博客](https://web.archive.org/web/20210420170241/https://oao.moe/archives/)之中保存有非常多属于她自己的思考,所涉及领域十分广泛,包括计算机、军事、政治;同时,她也是一位文学少女,写下了很多美丽的散文与诗歌。当然,博文里也记录了许多她的日常生活,于此,我们能看到她的故事与经历,还有她的心路足迹。
|
||||
@ -27,17 +33,21 @@ info:
|
||||
|
||||
羽毛曾经有一段在美国留学生活的经历,然后回到了上海求学。
|
||||
|
||||
而后,在 2017 年的时候,她在推特上认识了 Neko,觉得她是很厉害的人,并逐渐与 Neko 成为了重要的伙伴。
|
||||
而后,在 2017 年时,她于推特上认识了 Neko,觉得她是很厉害的人,并逐渐与她成为了重要的伙伴。
|
||||
|
||||
在这段时光之中,羽毛和得到了很多的精神上的支持。羽毛自己这样形容:「即便是那些曾经被埋没的,黑暗的,痛苦的,你也悄悄观测到了,感受到了,可能比我自己还要了解得多一些吧,好厉害。那个已经碎碎的自己,也被你看到了呢,甚至被抱了出来,第一次被别人碰到呢。」
|
||||
在那个知乎还能聊很多 Trans 相关主题的时候,羽毛总是喜欢在相关的话题下艾特 Neko,然后在下面秀恩爱。
|
||||
|
||||
在这段时光之中,羽毛和得到了很多的精神上的支持。羽毛自己这样形容:
|
||||
|
||||
>「即便是那些曾经被埋没的,黑暗的,痛苦的,你也悄悄观测到了,感受到了,可能比我自己还要了解得多一些吧,好厉害。那个已经碎碎的自己,也被你看到了呢,甚至被抱了出来,第一次被别人碰到呢。」
|
||||
|
||||
然而,她们在 2018 年 3 月中旬被迫分开,随后,Neko 被家人带回云南,送入了矫正中心。此后不久,Neko 传出了轻生后抢救无效的消息,并得到了新京报的报道。知道这个消息的羽毛极度悲伤和难过,她在她们的 Telegram 频道之中发送了许多许多想念 Neko 的消息。她引用了《仙后座 (カシオペヤ) 》一曲来表达自己的悲伤,这是她们曾经一起听过的歌曲。
|
||||
|
||||
尽管她也通过一些渠道发现,Neko的「自杀」似乎仍有些扑朔迷离,但 Neko 确实也一直杳无音讯。她在内心一直期望着 Neko 还在。
|
||||
|
||||
> 「因为你而存在……因为你而不在,要在啊……」
|
||||
>「因为你而存在……因为你而不在,要在啊……」
|
||||
|
||||
在博客之中,羽毛也一直在思念着 Neko,追忆往昔的事情,并时常写下一些关心的话语,比如是否认真打理头发,又或者是否及时增添衣服。
|
||||
在博客之中,羽毛也一直在思念着 Neko,追忆往昔的事情,并时常写下一些关心的话语,比如是否认真打理头发,又或者是否及时增减衣服。
|
||||
|
||||
在这段时间里,羽毛一直在尝试回忆以前的事情,那些感动、开心而幸福的事情。但她的内心被悲伤所占据,记忆能力在逐渐消退,逐渐淡忘了很多。
|
||||
|
||||
@ -47,12 +57,13 @@ info:
|
||||
|
||||
> 希望下辈子,可以做漂亮的,善良的女孩子,可以和絢香还有琉璃成为姐妹吧。
|
||||
|
||||
在 3 月的[博客《分别与重逢》](https://web.archive.org/web/20210517104118/https://oao.moe/archives/948/)之中,她给她的朋友们留下了许多的话语,也一直感谢大家的陪伴。
|
||||
在 3 月的博客《[分别与重逢](https://web.archive.org/web/20210517104118/https://oao.moe/archives/948/)》之中,她给她的朋友们留下了许多的话语,也一直感谢大家的陪伴。
|
||||
|
||||
<PhotoScroll photos={[
|
||||
'${path}/photos/photo1.jpg',
|
||||
]} />
|
||||
|
||||
|
||||
## 身后
|
||||
|
||||
但实际上,Neko 并没有离世。在 3 月 19 日的邮件之中,她依然和羽毛相互鼓励「一定要活着」。
|
||||
@ -60,12 +71,12 @@ info:
|
||||
社群也曾对此事进行了一定的调查,发现 Neko 是被家人「宣告死亡」的背后事实。
|
||||
|
||||
<details>
|
||||
<summary>背后的事情</summary>
|
||||
<summary>**背后的事情**</summary>
|
||||
Neko 和羽毛被迫在上海分开之后,被父母带回了云南昆明,而后在心理卫生中心住院治疗。
|
||||
|
||||
在这段时间里,Neko 一直想着要去寻找羽毛,于是在院外与家人吃饭的间隙尝试和羽毛联系,并说服了当值医生给自己开具出院证明。此举激怒了其家人。此后,家人索性假借送她去机场之名,将其开车送至昆明安宁市好孩子学校(以下简称「好孩子」)此后,Neko 被关入了 308 房间,也可以理解成小黑屋一样的存在。
|
||||
|
||||
在从308房间出来之后数日,由于 Neko 掌握着不错的计算机技术,加上此时宣传部门较为信任她,于是他们找到了 Neko,要求其帮助他们修理网络系统。Neko 在修复网络系统后迅速给羽毛发送了邮件。
|
||||
在从 308 房间出来之后数日,由于 Neko 掌握着不错的计算机技术,加上此时宣传部门较为信任她,于是他们找到了 Neko,要求其帮助他们修理网络系统。Neko 在修复网络系统后迅速给羽毛发送了邮件。
|
||||
|
||||
随后,外界开始了对Neko父母的言论轰炸,新京报的记者也找到了好孩子,询问Neko的下落。
|
||||
|
||||
|
@ -5,6 +5,10 @@ info:
|
||||
location: 上海
|
||||
---
|
||||
|
||||
> 「我會化作人間的風雨,陪在你身邊。」
|
||||
>
|
||||
> —— By 羽毛
|
||||
|
||||
> 「感覺你就像是孤單一人躲在水晶之中,能看到的只有你破碎的身影呢。」
|
||||
>
|
||||
> —— By Neko
|
||||
@ -19,6 +23,8 @@ info:
|
||||
|
||||
她喜歡寧靜而舒緩、輕松的時刻,比如在冬天戴上耳機,在咖啡店喝一杯熱騰騰的咖啡,看著窗外的人來人往,這會讓她感到十分愜意。偶爾,她也會有一些特別的想法。有時她會向流星許願,她說:「並不是因為我相信,而是因為它是免費的,並且沒有證據證明它不靈。」
|
||||
|
||||
據 Neko 所說,她很喜歡吃麻辣燙,總是會點兩碗下飯吃。
|
||||
|
||||
在晚上不睡覺的時候,羽毛喜歡看星星。回國之後,由於天氣和時間關系,很少能看到。於是她[有一次專程去了滴水湖看星星](https://web.archive.org/web/20210517104313/https://oao.moe/archives/834/)。
|
||||
|
||||
在她的[博客](https://web.archive.org/web/20210420170241/https://oao.moe/archives/)之中保存有非常多屬於她自己的思考,所涉及領域十分廣泛,包括計算機、軍事、政治;同時,她也是一位文學少女,寫下了很多美麗的散文與詩歌。當然,博文裏也記錄了許多她的日常生活,於此,我們能看到她的故事與經歷,還有她的心路足跡。
|
||||
@ -27,17 +33,21 @@ info:
|
||||
|
||||
羽毛曾經有一段在美國留學生活的經歷,然後回到了上海求學。
|
||||
|
||||
而後,在 2017 年的時候,她在推特上認識了 Neko,覺得她是很厲害的人,並逐漸與 Neko 成為了重要的夥伴。
|
||||
而後,在 2017 年時,她於推特上認識了 Neko,覺得她是很厲害的人,並逐漸與她成為了重要的夥伴。
|
||||
|
||||
在這段時光之中,羽毛和得到了很多的精神上的支持。羽毛自己這樣形容:「即便是那些曾經被埋沒的,黑暗的,痛苦的,你也悄悄觀測到了,感受到了,可能比我自己還要了解得多一些吧,好厲害。那個已經碎碎的自己,也被你看到了呢,甚至被抱了出來,第一次被別人碰到呢。」
|
||||
在那個知乎還能聊很多 Trans 相關主題的時候,羽毛總是喜歡在相關的話題下艾特 Neko,然後在下面秀恩愛。
|
||||
|
||||
在這段時光之中,羽毛和得到了很多的精神上的支持。羽毛自己這樣形容:
|
||||
|
||||
>「即便是那些曾經被埋沒的,黑暗的,痛苦的,你也悄悄觀測到了,感受到了,可能比我自己還要了解得多一些吧,好厲害。那個已經碎碎的自己,也被你看到了呢,甚至被抱了出來,第一次被別人碰到呢。」
|
||||
|
||||
然而,她們在 2018 年 3 月中旬被迫分開,隨後,Neko 被家人帶回雲南,送入了矯正中心。此後不久,Neko 傳出了輕生後搶救無效的消息,並得到了新京報的報道。知道這個消息的羽毛極度悲傷和難過,她在她們的 Telegram 頻道之中發送了許多許多想念 Neko 的消息。她引用了《仙後座 (カシオペヤ) 》一曲來表達自己的悲傷,這是她們曾經一起聽過的歌曲。
|
||||
|
||||
盡管她也通過一些渠道發現,Neko的「自殺」似乎仍有些撲朔迷離,但 Neko 確實也一直杳無音訊。她在內心一直期望著 Neko 還在。
|
||||
|
||||
> 「因為你而存在……因為你而不在,要在啊……」
|
||||
>「因為你而存在……因為你而不在,要在啊……」
|
||||
|
||||
在博客之中,羽毛也一直在思念著 Neko,追憶往昔的事情,並時常寫下一些關心的話語,比如是否認真打理頭發,又或者是否及時增添衣服。
|
||||
在博客之中,羽毛也一直在思念著 Neko,追憶往昔的事情,並時常寫下一些關心的話語,比如是否認真打理頭發,又或者是否及時增減衣服。
|
||||
|
||||
在這段時間裏,羽毛一直在嘗試回憶以前的事情,那些感動、開心而幸福的事情。但她的內心被悲傷所占據,記憶能力在逐漸消退,逐漸淡忘了很多。
|
||||
|
||||
@ -47,12 +57,13 @@ info:
|
||||
|
||||
> 希望下輩子,可以做漂亮的,善良的女孩子,可以和絢香還有琉璃成為姐妹吧。
|
||||
|
||||
在 3 月的[博客《分別與重逢》](https://web.archive.org/web/20210517104118/https://oao.moe/archives/948/)之中,她給她的朋友們留下了許多的話語,也一直感謝大家的陪伴。
|
||||
在 3 月的博客《[分別與重逢](https://web.archive.org/web/20210517104118/https://oao.moe/archives/948/)》之中,她給她的朋友們留下了許多的話語,也一直感謝大家的陪伴。
|
||||
|
||||
<PhotoScroll photos={[
|
||||
'${path}/photos/photo1.jpg',
|
||||
]} />
|
||||
|
||||
|
||||
## 身後
|
||||
|
||||
但實際上,Neko 並沒有離世。在 3 月 19 日的郵件之中,她依然和羽毛相互鼓勵「一定要活著」。
|
||||
@ -60,12 +71,12 @@ info:
|
||||
社群也曾對此事進行了一定的調查,發現 Neko 是被家人「宣告死亡」的背後事實。
|
||||
|
||||
<details>
|
||||
<summary>背後的事情</summary>
|
||||
<summary>**背後的事情**</summary>
|
||||
Neko 和羽毛被迫在上海分開之後,被父母帶回了雲南昆明,而後在心理衛生中心住院治療。
|
||||
|
||||
在這段時間裏,Neko 一直想著要去尋找羽毛,於是在院外與家人吃飯的間隙嘗試和羽毛聯系,並說服了當值醫生給自己開具出院證明。此舉激怒了其家人。此後,家人索性假借送她去機場之名,將其開車送至昆明安寧市好孩子學校(以下簡稱「好孩子」)此後,Neko 被關入了 308 房間,也可以理解成小黑屋一樣的存在。
|
||||
|
||||
在從308房間出來之後數日,由於 Neko 掌握著不錯的計算機技術,加上此時宣傳部門較為信任她,於是他們找到了 Neko,要求其幫助他們修理網絡系統。Neko 在修復網絡系統後迅速給羽毛發送了郵件。
|
||||
在從 308 房間出來之後數日,由於 Neko 掌握著不錯的計算機技術,加上此時宣傳部門較為信任她,於是他們找到了 Neko,要求其幫助他們修理網絡系統。Neko 在修復網絡系統後迅速給羽毛發送了郵件。
|
||||
|
||||
隨後,外界開始了對Neko父母的言論轟炸,新京報的記者也找到了好孩子,詢問Neko的下落。
|
||||
|
||||
|
Binary file not shown.
Before Width: | Height: | Size: 32 KiB |
BIN
people/yumao/photos/profile.png
Normal file
BIN
people/yumao/photos/profile.png
Normal file
Binary file not shown.
After Width: | Height: | Size: 816 KiB |
Loading…
Reference in New Issue
Block a user