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name: Mushroom
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info:
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alias: Mushroom, Gu, Yaoyao
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location: Shenzhen, Guangdong
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## Description
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Mushroom was a trans girl who tried to live.
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She shared her daily life on social media,
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sometimes posting photos of herself.
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Her answers to Zhihu questions also included her daily life and photos.
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Her favourite dessert was a sweet strawberry sundae.
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She also enjoyed drinking canned iced cola.
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To support herself,
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she attended an interview to become a streamer for MOMO,
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and she achieved a significant milestone soon after starting.
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The women colleagues at her company understood her transgender identity and challenges.
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They encouraged her to be herself and move forward;
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one of them even invited her to her house.
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When she was tired, she would treat herself with food and drinks.
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Her father started to support her gradually,
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so she started looking forward to SRS.
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Mushroom had a girlfriend.
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They met on February 11th, 2017, and accompanied each other for several months.
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They visited Shenzhen Fisherman Wharf, watched many exciting movies, and enjoyed endless delicious foods.
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## Her Departure
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Mushroom has always been struggling with depression,
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and she needed to take several kinds of medicine daily.
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“The doctor said that if I take these medicines regularly, everything would be fine.”
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“I don’t really wanna die. I always endeavour to live.”
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……
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Before she departed, she smiled sweetly at everyone.
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## After Her Departure
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Mushroom once excerpted a passage from Shen Nanxi's answer to Zhihu question [What are your favourite sentences orpersonal status?](https://www.zhihu.com/question/36442613/answer/207763687) as a reflection to herself.
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> There is only one hell in this world,
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> which is the world we live in now.
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> You may think you are kind because you are a fallen angel,
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> but you are just the weakest amidst the devils.
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After Mushroom’s departure, Shen Nanxi wrote a [memorial essay](https://archive.md/hQ7AS) for her to express her mourning.
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> At last, I wish you well.
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> We will finally meet again,
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> in that distant and warm world.
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Goodnight, Mushroom. May you be a happy mushroom in another world🍄.
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