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name: mizuharanagisa
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info:
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alias: Mizuhara Nagisa, 水原なぎさ, Shui Yuan Zhu
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location: Shanghai
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---
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## Description
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Nagisa is a trans woman living in Shanghai.
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She was friends with [Ying](https://www.one-among.us/profile/Uekawakuyuurei/).
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During her life, she was an active long-term contributor to Chinese Wikipedia and other MediaWiki sites.
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In 2019, she started playing *Kancolle*.
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Her favourite character was Destroyer Hibiki.
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Her hobbies were tinkering with computer hardware like Raspberry Pi and drawing.
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She was also proficient in Japanese.
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Because of depression and other problems, she had to stop going to school in 2019;
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because of the unacceptance of her family and other problems she faced, her depression and anxiety got worse and started to suffer from insomnia.
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On 2021 July 20th, she took her own life to leave this cruel world.
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This is the [last piece of writing](https://pbs.twimg.com/media/E6odBBBVIAAM-Zt?format=jpg&name=4096x4096) she left us.
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> To every one of my friends
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>
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> People who know me well usually call me Mizu Senpai or Mizuhara. Anyway, my name is Mizuhara Nagisa.
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> Of course, it’s not my legal name.
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> How do I say this?
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> During these past few years I’ve been tormented by chronic depression and anxiety issues.
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> I think they finally overcame me today,
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> so I decided to end my life.
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> I don’t really know what would happen,
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> Either I’d be dead or I’d be in the ICU, lol.
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> Regrettably, I would be unable to enjoy the 3060 video card I just got.
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> And Nintendo Switch, PlayStation 5.
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>
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> Everything goes wrong when my family is involved.
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> It’s better to hope for a better start in the next life?
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> Nope, of course, I'm not going to come to this cruel world again;
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> The worlds portrayed in animes are much better, not that I think they exist.
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> (Switching my pen.)
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>
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> I’m tired of everything.
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> I still have games to play:
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> What would happen to the girls in Jinjufu?
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> Would those girls in Jinjufu keep waiting for me?
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> I’m sorry, but I cannot keep going anymore.
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> I really can’t find any energy in myself to keep me going.
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> This body is also broken, from head to toe.
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> Might as well throw it away, along with these health issues.
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> I hope that in the next life,
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> I can master drawing;
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> I can read more books, more than how many I’ve read in this life.
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> Most importantly, being a cute girl.
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> (Not that I believe in there being a next life, just a wish.)
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>
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> I want to thank everyone who has helped me during my short life.
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> You helped me many times during various periods of my life,
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> but I really can’t thank you individually.
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> And, Ying, if there really is a world we go to after death,
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> I'll mark the route for you.
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> Not really, please live healthily and happily in this life.
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> Oh, I forgot.
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> I have a Vtuber video to watch, I’m going to watch that now.
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> Once again, thank you, every one of my friends.
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> Sorry for taking your time.
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>
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> — Mizuhara Nagisa, 2021 June 20th.
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]} />
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We wish you to be able to meet the girls in Jinjufu and live happily in another world,
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after leaving all of this world's sufferings behind.
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