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Description
Proselyte was our ally. They often friendly interacted with us despite their introverted personality.
They were fond of cute cats. Whether it was their own cat, or cats in a pet shop, or cats they found on the street.
They liked niche pixel art RPG games, such as Ib and Yume 2kki. They shared their passion of RPG games on Bilibili.
Proseleyte also contributed to some of their favourite games. According to their friends, they made soundtracks for some games and took up the management position for Yume Nikki Online Project before.
Departure
Owing to long-term domestic violence, having been hurt by friends in senior high school, and getting mentally abused by their professor in university, Proselyte was troubled by anxiety and depression all along. They gradually felt that they were losing their sense of existence.
However, they still tried to support themselves by finding beautiful things in life, including their favourite games, cute animals, and pretty illustrations. When our friends fell in anxiety, they would generously give their warm hug too.
Until early November, they still held on to the hope of curing depression before their birthday. Surprisingly, their former friend abruptly said that they harassed him, and asked many other mutual friends to blocked them. They never knew what happened, and had no chance to clarify.
I felt malice in the world again. I don't understand even why... Perhaps I was just born to be hated.
This thing triggered their PTSD about assaults and cold violence. After that, their mental health gradually deteriorated. In an evening, they went out of their home silently and assimilated into the night.
After their leaving
Owing to their introverted personality, they still had some untold words for their best friends. After Proselyte's departure, a friend of them who didn't want to disclose their identity took over their account and sent those words in their name. The friend also replied to those caring messages in Discord, Twitter/X, QQ and so on.
Proselyte's sister contacted with us as well. Although she couldn't see the last time of them, she expressed her condolence in her email to us:
" They are the other half scattered soul of mine. Wish they be well in paradise. I hope there's no autism in heaven. "
Proselyte's sister, written on 2023-12-05
"Death is not the end of life, but oblivion is." Proselyte wrote this for Qi to remember her. This is also a quote sentence shown on the main page of "One Among Us". We will never forget you, who are gentle and tough. Rest well, Proselyte.