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name: Hanasaka
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info:
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alias: Kagurazaka Hanasaka, Hakureico
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location: Dalian, Liaoning
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---
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<!-- 本文的大部分引用原文都是英文，引用部分请仅修语法和可能造成误解的错误-->
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<details>
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<summary>**A R I G A T O**</summary>
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> こんなちいさな星座なのに
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> I'm such a small and insignificant constellation,
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> ココにいたこと 気付いてくれて
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> but you noticed that I was here.
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> ありがとう
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> Thank you.
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</details>
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## Description
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Hanasaka was a trans girl who was lively and lovely.
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She studied in the School of Mathematics at Liaoning Normal University.
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She was proficient in mathematics and enjoyed learning computer science.
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She was also a traffic enthusiast.
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She was interested in city buses, rail transit and national railways.
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Occasionally, she took flights and looked at the blue sky outside the porthole.
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Although these were always solo trips.
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'${path}/photos/photo1.png',
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'${path}/photos/photo2.jpg',
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]} />
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She was good at playing rhythm game OSU, and uploaded many videos of her gameplay.
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She was still online even when she was in a bad mental condition.
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Hanasaka also focused on several kinds of games,
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such as *THE iDOLM@STER SHINY COLORS* and *Nekopara*.
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Sadly, she gradually lost interest in games due to life pressure,
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and she no longer updated her activities in games afterwards.
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For some reason, her mental health worsened since March 2018. Luckily, there were still people who cared about her.
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In early June 2018, she went to IKEA with an acquaintance, and ate tasty and affordable ice cream cones together.
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## Her Departure
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As Hanasaka described herself on her Zhihu profile: "Just a Giftia, about to be deactivated".
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A Giftia is a type of android with a humanoid body in anime *PLASTIC MEMORIES*.
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They have their own personality and emotions.
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But they can only "live" for a maximum of 81,920 hours,
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after which their programming becomes corrupted due to numerous failed attempts at overwriting old information.
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If a Giftia is not retrieved and deactivated before the end of their lifespan, it is very likely that they will become "Wanderers".
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Hanasaka used this metaphor to describe her mental state about to collapse.
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In May, she used "Mayday" to convey the signal that she was approaching her limit.
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Fortunately, she was out of danger later on.
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> Responder 7700 **Mayday Mayday Mayday Mayday** has been downgraded to **Mayday Mayday Mayday**
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> Expected overweight landing
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> Executing overweight landing checklist
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> // I'm probably a fallen angel.
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> // My unpredictable mood is just like the weather outside.
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> // Please rest assured, everyone who forwarded my post. It won't crash!
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Although she told everyone to go out and take a look at the scenery to relax,
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and she also said, "Please keep alive even if you are desperate. In that case, you can make dreams come true."
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But she still chose to leave this world in August.
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Before that, she entrusted Mizuki, a railfan in the United States, to announce her death on her account.
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Mizuki told us a short story instead of publishing a cold obituary.
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> Finally went to hell as a devil.
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> updated 18-08-09
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The sentence was left by her boyfriend to her.
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She was seeking the end of her first love, but she couldn't receive an answer.
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even if the answer was "Go f*ck yourself"
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Finally, she could only leave such words:
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> "May the world treat you well."
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> "At least better than me."
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In fact, how could she possibly be a devil going to hell?
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She was a gentle person with a "helper" personality.
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She always thought about others without considering herself.
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But perhaps it's also the reason why they parted.
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At last, she burned her belongings, and drowned in the river that never stopped flowing.
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<!-- 死亡原因可能是坠河，但并不能完全确定，因此使用模糊的处理方法（即也可以从比喻理解）。-->
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She had been in a world where no one would hate her, and nothing bad would happen.
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## Her Letter
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Hanasaka left a letter for her only friend:
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<!-- 这段话以下全部，包括结尾的两句祝愿，原文都是英文，中文是反向翻译的，请仅修可能造成误解或明显的非刻意语法错误，不大修-->
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> I am never gone,
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> Just changed where I live,
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> From ground to heaven owo
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> (Maybe hell xDDDD)
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> If you happen to see this,
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> You shouldn't be surprised,
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> Cause neko has 9 lives =w=
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> Remember,
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> I will always be with you,
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> No matter what you've become,
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> And who's by your side w
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> Sincerely,
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> Kagurazaka Hanasaka
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> Aug. 8th, 2018
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> Main__Function__Triggered__Successfully____
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> 2018__10__15__20__42__31________
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> HOSTED__WITH__GAE____
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Now these accounts are free. May she be free too.
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Time to sleep friends, and keep smiling, keep alive.
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