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"Does my name mean 澪, you ask? Not really. Actually, "Mio" is also something I came up with on a whim. I'm not good at Japanese, sorry."
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Mio is from Guangdong, Foshan. Her father is a high school teacher; her mother takes care of everything at home. She has an older sister who is also trans. She was admitted to and studied at one of the top universities in China.
My IQ is 130, my IQ is 130! ——Mio when she was small (in primary school)
She learnt about SRS during primary school, as well.
In life, she liked to play Minecraft and Karbel Space Program. After all these years, she became a gentle big sister to many people.
She sufferred from major depression disorder throughout the last year of her life. Although she was pushed to suicide several times, she still tried to live as happily as she could. She made many friends and built up many relationships in that year alone:
- She came out to her best friend in primary school.
- She became close friends with another trans girl.
- She started to manage the QQ group 春の芽工作室.
During one month, Mio and her close friend (mentioned above) spent time together six times. The backpacks they bought together recorded their friendship silently:
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Her friend didn't expect the goodbye at the airport became the last time she could ever see her:
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Even with her best efforts, she was overpowered by another episode of depression and suicidal thoughts on 2023, Feburary 24th. This time, she did not tell anyone about her plan and only set up a scheduled Tweet at noon next day. When her mother found her, it was already too late.
These are the last text messages she had ever sent:
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Translation:
. . . Me: What exactly is happening? Mio: Just another episode of depression. Mio:
I almost wanted to die.Mio: Actually, I was thinking about what it would be like after death just after having dinner. Me: (fainting face emoji) Mio: I'm sorry. Mio: I had already planned everything: Mio: Quit my QQ groups; delete my online friends; schedule a Tweet. . .
May you rest in peace, Mio.