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name: Proselyte
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info:
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alias: Proselyte
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location: Wuhan, Hubei
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## Description
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Proselyte was our ally. They often friendly interacted with us despite their introverted personality.
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They were fond of cute cats. Whether it was their cat, cats in a pet shop, or strays.
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They liked niche pixel art RPG games, such as *Ib* and *Yume 2kki*.
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They shared their passion for RPG games on Bilibili.
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Proseleyte also contributed to some of their favourite games.
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According to their friends, they made soundtracks for some games and took up the management position for *Yume Nikki Online Project* before.
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## Departure
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Owing to long-term domestic violence, having been hurt by friends in senior high school, and getting mentally abused by their professor in university, Proselyte was troubled by anxiety and depression all along.
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They gradually felt that they were losing their sense of existence.
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However, they still tried to support themselves by finding beautiful things in life, including their favourite games, cute animals, and pretty illustrations.
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When our friends fell in anxiety, they would generously give them warm hugs too.
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Until early November, they still held on to the hope of curing depression before their birthday.
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Surprisingly, their former friend abruptly said that they harassed him, and asked many other mutual friends to block them.
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They never knew what happened, and had no chance to clarify.
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> I felt malice in the world again. I don’t understand even why... Perhaps I was just born to be hated.
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This thing triggered their PTSD about assaults and cold violence.
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After that, their mental health gradually deteriorated.
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In an evening, they went out of their home silently and assimilated into the night.
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## After their leaving
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Owing to their introverted personality, they still had some untold words for their best friends.
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After Proselyte’s departure, a friend of theirs who didn’t want to disclose their identity took over their account and sent those words in their name.
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The friend also replied to those caring messages in Discord, Twitter/X, QQ and so on.
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Proselyte’s sister contacted us as well. She couldn’t see them for the last time because she was overseas at the time, so she expressed her condolence in her email to us:
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> “They are the other half scattered soul of mine. I wish they be well in paradise. I hope there’s no autism in heaven.”
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>
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> Proselyte’s sister, written on 2023 December 5th.
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> “Death is not the end of life, but oblivion is.”
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Proselyte wrote this for [Qi](https://one-among.us/profile/qiqi233345) to remember her.
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This is also a quote sentence shown on the main page of [One Among Us](https://one-among.us). We will never forget you, who are gentle and tough. Rest well, Proselyte.
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