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name: Qianyuan
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alias: Yuan, Qianyuanyuan
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location: Nanchang, Jiangxi
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## Description
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Qianyuan was a lovely and pretty girl, whose pronouns were She/They.
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She was an art student, and some of the avatars she used were drawn by herself.
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She liked her long hair and wore lovely clothes.
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She always shared about her daily life. Whether she saw cute cats or beautiful flowers, or she had a bad day, she would share them to us.
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Interestingly, she has a lovely sister who bites others (playfully and harmlessly) sometimes.
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## Some Memories of Her Friend
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I met Qianyuan in November 2022. In my impression, she was a lively high-school student.
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She had dishevelled hair of medium length, which grew over her ears and nearly covered her eyes.
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She always wore a light gray scarf and a light green coat coat.
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She was truly an adorable child.
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Since we first met online, she'd said that she wanted to played with me.
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It was a pity that we cannot meet each other during the time from November to February of following year. In the end, we never met irl.
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Although she would feel embarrassed in the public, she still hoped to make friends.
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She participated in some trans girl irl gatherings several times, but few people tried to start a conversation with her.
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So she was on her phone in a corner, then went away to find me.
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She once excitedly shared a link of comic con to me. It was a pity that we were unable to attend because of the costly tickets.
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She was a very gentle girl. She would listen and respond carefully when you share your burdens with her, and she had a great sense of consoling people.
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In addition, she always pleaded us not to overdose, and half jokingly told us not to become "bad girls".
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Her departure was the most regretful and sad thing I learnt in the transgender community.
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I might had a chance to persuade her and play with her...
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## Departure
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Qianyuan was often insulted by her family, not allowed to like things of many kinds and forced to take part in useless family dinner parties.
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Owing to her bad relationship with her family, her mental health worsened.
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During the time from December 2022 to January 2023, there was indication of her plan to leave. But that received little attention.
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Two days before her departure, she asked her friend if she wanted to come out and play for the last time.
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On 20th February, she chose to leave the world.
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In her last moment, she still thought of everyone in her will:
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> Thank you for your company all along, and I wish you live in the days you have left.
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> Your opinions toward me are not important, because I had loved you. I loved you all very much.
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> I put my last words in my heart, because I am afraid others hear that. I want to tell those who had accompanied with me and assisted me, I am so sorry...
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> — Extracted from Qianyuan's will
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Contributors for this entry: One-Among-Us, [Shen Naixi](https://twitter.com/chengyiga)
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